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THE SECOND COMING OF <strong>COUSINS</strong><br />
He enduredthe banfromthe sportheonceruled andfoughtthrough hisdrug<br />
addiction—now Ben Cousinsisbackdoing what he does best. In arareinterview,<br />
he talksabout hisreturntofootballand seeing thebiggerpictureoflife.<br />
Fred Pawle meets“an extremistofthe highestorder”—and AFL’sprodigalson.<br />
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<strong>BEN</strong> <strong>COUSINS</strong> IS SILHOUETTED<br />
AGAINST THE TALL WINDOWS<br />
OF THE ROYAL SUITE IN THE<br />
HOTEL WINDSOR, MELBOURNE,<br />
TALKING ON HIS MOBILE. HE’S<br />
WEARING A LIGHT BLUE JACKET,<br />
GREY TEE AND WHITE JEANS<br />
— NOT THE SORT OF OUTFIT YOU’D<br />
NORMALLY ASSOCIATE WITH<br />
HIM, BUT HE LOOKS STYLISHLY<br />
COMFORTABLE IN IT ANYWAY.<br />
His body language betrays none of the<br />
trauma he’s experienced during the past two<br />
years, a period in which he’s gone from star<br />
of a premiership AFL team to drug fiend,<br />
unemployable footy genius, media whipping<br />
boy and now prodigal son. In fact, on first<br />
impression at least, you’d say he hasn’t been<br />
affected by the rollercoaster at all.<br />
His sense of humour certainly remains<br />
intact. He’s at the Windsor to shoot the cover<br />
of this magazine, and halfway through the<br />
session he tells the stylist, “Don’t put me in<br />
an Elwood shirt. Every time I wear one of<br />
those I get arrested.”<br />
Cousins has done a marvellous thing: gone<br />
from rebel in rehab to reformed star, without<br />
resorting to the emasculation of political<br />
correctness. That’s partly because he’s<br />
a footballer, who derives his support not from<br />
the chattering middle classes but from the more<br />
straight-talking ranks of the football fraternity,<br />
and partly because, as I will soon find out when<br />
he grants me a rare interview about his troubled<br />
life, he is candid about his shortcomings.<br />
The shoot finishes, and he changes back<br />
to his own gear: grey loose-weave mohair<br />
sweater lined with a long-sleeve white tee,<br />
patchwork stonewashed jeans and long-toed<br />
leather boots. To escape the photo crew, we<br />
adjourn to the bedroom, its south-facing<br />
windows providing glimpses of the MCG,<br />
where he and West Coast Eagles captain Chris<br />
Judd held the AFL Cup aloft on September<br />
30, 2006, the high point of a career that went<br />
quickly downhill.<br />
For those of you who arrived late, Cousins<br />
was arrested for drug possession in Perth in<br />
October 2007 (the charges were later dropped),<br />
and footage of him half naked and half wasted<br />
in the back of a police car screened across the<br />
country. He was then sacked by the Eagles,<br />
the only club he’d ever played for, and the AFL<br />
suspended him for 12 months for bringing the<br />
game into disrepute.<br />
That suspension — or ‘holiday’, as he puts<br />
it — turned out to exacerbate his problem.<br />
“I had nothing structured in my life,” he says.<br />
“My idea of a holiday is what got me into this<br />
predicament. Idle hands are the devil’s tools.”<br />
He won’t elaborate on the “predicament”<br />
of that year, but he does go into detail about<br />
what happened when the holiday ended with<br />
the rude shock that none of the 16 clubs was<br />
interested in him any more.<br />
Throughout his enforced lay-off , Cousins<br />
had maintained in his own mind that the<br />
hardest hurdle would be gaining permission<br />
to return to the AFL. Once he did that, clubs<br />
would queue up to sign him. The AFL cleared<br />
him in November 2008 on the condition that<br />
he submit to regular drug tests.<br />
By then, Collingwood had already<br />
conducted a thorough investigation into his<br />
behaviour and company, which included hiring<br />
a private investigator to follow him around<br />
Perth for a few days. Aft er the investigator<br />
fi led his report, the club met with Victorian<br />
Police Commissioner Christine Nixon to<br />
discuss its findings. In October 2008, the club<br />
announced it wasn’t interested in Cousins.<br />
He wasn’t worried. Two other clubs, Saint<br />
Kilda and the Brisbane Lions, were still<br />
courting him. He was certain that one of them,<br />
particularly the Saints, would pick him up<br />
in the national draft on November 29. There<br />
had been meetings with the Saints, and in<br />
his mind Cousins considered himself a “really<br />
good prospect”. He was in his apartment<br />
overlooking the Burswood Park Golf Course<br />
in Perth four days before the draft when<br />
a call came through from his manager Ricky<br />
Nixon: the Saints board had just met and<br />
announced the club wouldn’t be picking him<br />
in the draft. Two days later, the Lions made<br />
the same decision.<br />
So that was it then. Not one of the 16 clubs<br />
wanted him. It was game over. A glorious<br />
career (six times All-Australian team member,<br />
one premiership win and a Brownlow medal)<br />
had been overshadowed by his drug-fuelled<br />
indiscretions and cut short, at the age of 30,<br />
by his inability to get himself back on track<br />
during that one-year “holiday”.<br />
Cousins was devastated. He didn’t leave<br />
his apartment for a week. He stayed in bed<br />
and let reality have its inevitable eff ect. “I’m<br />
not a depressive person, but it was a state of<br />
depression,” he says. “I had the life sucked<br />
out of me. I didn’t feel like leaving the house.<br />
I slept a lot, didn’t talk to anyone. I wasn’t<br />
on the phone to my parents or my mates. I just<br />
shut everything out.”<br />
Two things pissed him off about being<br />
rejected in the draft: 80 kids who’d never<br />
played the game at the top level had been<br />
picked before him, and nobody seemed to<br />
understand how much he needed the discipline<br />
and routine of football to avoid the temptation<br />
of straying back towards his addictive vice.<br />
“The process itself of getting me back to footy<br />
probably made me as vulnerable as I’ve<br />
ever been,” he says. “That’s the point that<br />
everyone has missed. The process itself was<br />
so counter-productive to what I was trying<br />
to achieve. I’d been given 12 months off , left<br />
to my own devices.<br />
“The whole thing I wanted about getting<br />
back to playing footy was to give me the<br />
foundation that I needed. If I was in a perfect<br />
state of mind, I could have gone on and done<br />
anything, but I wasn’t.”<br />
His first foray out of the apartment was<br />
to go for a light jog along the Swan River.<br />
He knew he’d need a goal to fill the vacuum.<br />
“I contemplated getting myself fit to run<br />
a marathon in February or March, so I had<br />
something in the immediate future to focus<br />
on,” he says. “I wanted to respond to that<br />
challenge in the same fashion I always have.”<br />
But before he gave in to fate, there was one<br />
glimmer of hope left : the next-stage pre-season<br />
draft, which had in recent years become<br />
a recycling bin for old uncontracted players<br />
hoping to squeeze a season or two from<br />
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their fading careers. Although only six<br />
clubs were participating in it, he decided to<br />
nominate anyway.<br />
He realised he needed help in his campaign.<br />
He rang AFL legend Kevin Sheedy, who<br />
happened to be in Perth at the time, staying<br />
at the Duxton, in the city. Sheeds met him<br />
and his dad Bryan at the hotel. Cousins told<br />
Sheedy that he never thought it would come<br />
to this, and that he was now desperate.<br />
Sheedy replied that the only way Cousins<br />
could sell himself was in person, and the<br />
only clubs with a remote chance of looking<br />
at him were in Melbourne.<br />
After the meeting, Sheedy called Richmond<br />
Tigers coach Terry Wallace and told him<br />
Cousins was a troubled kid who deserved<br />
a second chance. At 6am on December 11,<br />
Cousins landed in Melbourne and was taken<br />
straight to the home of Richmond stalwart<br />
Barry Cameron, where a selection of club<br />
players and officials grilled him for six hours.<br />
Cousins didn’t know it, but Wallace had been<br />
watching him all year, and had until then not<br />
seen enough positive changes. “Ben would<br />
be the first to say that his year off was when<br />
he lost his way,” Wallace tells me later. “It<br />
gave him more freedom and more time, which<br />
clearly wasn’t a good thing. We monitored him<br />
behind the scenes, and didn’t see a change<br />
in Ben’s attitude that suggested there was an<br />
urgency about him playing again.”<br />
All that changed on December 11. “There<br />
was a sense of desperation — for the first time<br />
ever, I reckon — that Cousins thought he had<br />
stuffed up, that he’d lost his opportunity to<br />
play again,” Wallace recalls.<br />
“He was brutally honest [at the meeting]. If<br />
he’d come in and started to spin us a yarn, we<br />
would have just said ‘seeya’ straight away. But<br />
he came in and said, ‘Look, I still have issues,<br />
the last time I had issues was X, Y and Z.’<br />
He was very, very honest about the problems<br />
he was facing.”<br />
WallaceisspeakingfromPerth,where he’s<br />
doingaseriesofmotivational speeches that<br />
have invariably morphedinto discussionsabout<br />
how Cousinsisgoing these days.“He’s got<br />
afightonhis handsevery daythathegetsup,”<br />
he says.“When you’re ayoung person who’s<br />
hadarock-starlifestyle thrownatyou,and<br />
then gotinvolvedinadrug-culturescenario, all<br />
you’re thinkingabout is yourself. It’s notuntil<br />
something is takenawayfromyou that you<br />
start to think about thebiggerpicture.<br />
“Unfortunately foralot of people whoget<br />
caught up in that drug culture, they lose their<br />
marriage, theirfamily livesare neverthe same<br />
—those areall scenarios that otherpeople have<br />
hadtodealwith. Iknow Benhas hadthose<br />
problems alongthe way—family problems and<br />
allthose types of things —but what flicked the<br />
switchfor Benwas hislossoffootball.”<br />
Following that meeting, a dream started to<br />
form in the minds of Richmond fans, spurred<br />
by another AFL legend, 3AW announcer<br />
Gerard Healy. A player with more talent and<br />
experience than almost anyone alive was on<br />
the market, and desperate for a club. Hello?<br />
The Tigers hadn’t had a premiership win since<br />
before Bob Hawke was prime minister, and not<br />
since Ian Stewart had defected from St Kilda<br />
in 1971 had they embraced one of the game’s<br />
megastars. The phone at the club’s Punt Road<br />
headquarters started to ring with fans offering<br />
unsolicited advice for the board.<br />
“mylifeis<br />
in excess.<br />
i’man<br />
extremist<br />
of the<br />
highest<br />
order.”<br />
Nevertheless, the decision, complicated<br />
by pre-season draft technicalities, remained<br />
uncertain right up until the night before. As<br />
late as December 15, Richmond’s football<br />
operations manager, Craig Cameron, was still<br />
hosing down the hype. “It’s highly unlikely<br />
we’ll pick Ben,” he said.<br />
“I hope he gets drafted,” Sheedy had said<br />
a few days earlier. “It’s about the person, not<br />
even necessarily about Richmond or footy<br />
in general. I would just like to see him get<br />
his life together.”<br />
Cousins, though, was starting to see the<br />
situation in exactly the opposite context. It<br />
was about Richmond. And it was about footy.<br />
In a candid comment to Collingwood president<br />
Eddie McGuire on December 16, Nixon said his<br />
client had finally started to grasp the bigger<br />
picture. Nixon admitted that in September,<br />
back when Collingwood was still interested,<br />
“no-one could have picked him up”.<br />
How things change. On December 16,<br />
Richmond had the sixth pick in the pre-season<br />
draft, and took Cousins. Two months earlier,<br />
the likelihood of this happening was so remote<br />
that Sportingbet was offering $17 on it.<br />
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<strong>BEN</strong> <strong>COUSINS</strong><br />
Tigers fans went nuts — jamming the<br />
switchboard again, this time with applications<br />
for season tickets. Attentive fans quickly<br />
pointed out that Cousins’ first game in yellow<br />
and black would be against Carlton, the new<br />
home of Chris Judd, with whom he dominated<br />
the midfi eld in the premiership-winning Eagles<br />
squad of 2006. Six thousand fans signed up<br />
in the week aft er Cousins was picked, taking<br />
the Tigers’ membership to an all-time high<br />
— it’s now around 37,000. Cousins was on<br />
a plane the morning aft er the pre-season<br />
draft. Two thousand people turned up at<br />
Punt Road to watch his first training session,<br />
after which he faced<br />
a monster media<br />
conference that<br />
fi lled dozens of<br />
newspaper pages<br />
across the country<br />
the next morning.<br />
During that year off ,<br />
Cousins worked on a<br />
project about which he<br />
remains very secretive:<br />
a documentary about<br />
his drug problem,<br />
which he describes as a “cautionary tale about<br />
addiction”. The film hasn’t wrapped yet, but he<br />
hopes to see it broadcast sometime in the next<br />
12 months. One newspaper estimates it has<br />
cost him $100,000, and that its Australian TV<br />
rights would be worth $350,000. Addiction is<br />
a compelling topic. Even in our interview, he<br />
keeps steering the topic back to his problems,<br />
and the ways in which he’s overcome them.<br />
“I like to think I’ve got through this intact,<br />
although some would argue I haven’t,” he<br />
says with another laugh. “But I keep things<br />
in perspective. I’m nothing more, nothing less<br />
than just a footballer.”<br />
But it would be easy for you to fall into<br />
the trap of thinking you are more than just<br />
a footballer.<br />
“Yeah, but throughout all this, if nothing<br />
else, my indiscretions or strife and struggles<br />
I have with just day-to-day life reinforce to<br />
me that I’m just like everybody else… People<br />
from all walks of life can find themselves in<br />
trouble and strife, or mixed up with drugs.<br />
There’s no right and wrong formula. I don’t<br />
attribute my predicament to just being<br />
a successful footballer with a lot of money.<br />
I think the percentage of doctors that need<br />
treatment for addiction is no less than any<br />
other professional field or trade or anyone else<br />
in society. It doesn’t discriminate. It breaks<br />
down all those barriers.”<br />
“FROM THE<br />
OUTSIDE<br />
IT WAS A<br />
CHARMED<br />
LIFE, BUT<br />
IT’S NOT<br />
ALL ROSES.”<br />
Do you still drink?<br />
“Yeah.”<br />
Does that fl ick any switches in your head?<br />
“I have to be careful with that sort of stuff .”<br />
It always starts with drinking, doesn’t it.<br />
“It can do, but I’m on a pretty strict regime.<br />
I can’t aff ord to slip up, and enjoying the<br />
occasional drink is something I look forward<br />
to. It’s all in moderation.” He flashes his<br />
million-dollar grin again.<br />
You do nothing in excess these days?<br />
“My life is in excess. I do everything in<br />
excess. I’m an extremist of the highest order.<br />
They’re the very qualities that have made me<br />
very good at what<br />
I do, football-wise.<br />
Take them away from<br />
me, you take away<br />
the qualities that<br />
make me very good<br />
at playing football. It’s<br />
just about harnessing<br />
them in other areas<br />
so I can still get the<br />
best out of myself<br />
without losing it.”<br />
Those demons won’t<br />
go away, eh?<br />
“I’m not naive<br />
enough to think that I can just wash my hands<br />
of where I’ve come from and it’s all in the past.<br />
The harsh reality of it is that it’s a struggle.”<br />
The next day I’m at Punt Road to watch the<br />
squad train. I’m not alone. About 150 fans,<br />
most of them in yellow and black, are here too.<br />
Ben’s the last on the ground, and as he runs out,<br />
the fans watch in hushed reverence. They’re<br />
unaccustomed to seeing the league’s superstars<br />
run down this race. “Beeeennyyyyy,” one of<br />
them yells, but Cousins doesn’t lift his gaze<br />
from the ground ahead and quickly blends into<br />
the team on the field.<br />
While his teammates go through kicking<br />
and passing drills, he spends most of the<br />
session stretching his hamstrings. That’s<br />
understandable. He’s 31, and he’s had<br />
a history of hammy injuries, including one<br />
that struck during the last quarter of that<br />
round-one showdown with Judd and kept<br />
him out for six weeks.<br />
Half an hour later, he’s the first one to leave<br />
the field and head back to the rooms. Again<br />
the fans watch in silent awe as he jogs past,<br />
eyes down. A few minutes later, the rest of<br />
the squad and caretaker coach Jade Rawlings<br />
(Wallace resigned in June) are mobbed for<br />
signatures as they come off the ground. Fullforward<br />
Matthew Richardson, still the team’s<br />
most popular star, lingers for half an hour until<br />
the last autograph-hunting kid has gone.<br />
But while the fans are still getting used to<br />
having Cousins in yellow and black, the team<br />
itself has long since adapted to his presence.<br />
One of his fellow midfi elders, Daniel Jackson,<br />
tells me they were all “awestruck” when<br />
Cousins turned up for his first day of training,<br />
media circus (including Cousins’ own film<br />
crew) in tow, but had now grown accustomed<br />
to his presence and input.<br />
“He fitted in straight away,” he says. “A few<br />
guys went and had a chat with him on the first<br />
day. He’s a very funny guy.”<br />
When I later meet coach Rawlings in his office<br />
next to the club gym, he says the star recruit<br />
has been suitably humble in his approach to<br />
the team. “There’s a respect for what he’s done<br />
in footy, but he’s got to find his way first,”<br />
Rawlings says. “I suppose he doesn’t want to<br />
tread on the toes of the designated leaders.<br />
Those leadership roles aren’t just handed out<br />
when you walk through the door. But people<br />
want to hear from him, and what he says has<br />
leadership written all over it.”<br />
It’s not until I’m leaving, and walk past<br />
the small crowd of fans still waiting outside<br />
the club rooms, that I realise the signifi cance<br />
of Rawlings’ last statement. An AFL coach<br />
talking about Cousins in terms of leadership<br />
potential? What was Sportingbet off ering on<br />
that back in October?<br />
I call Cousins at home a few days later to<br />
clarify a couple of points, and ask him whether<br />
that brush with oblivion had made him realise<br />
for the first time that the world didn’t revolve<br />
around him.<br />
“I’m aware that there’s a whole bigger picture,<br />
and that me coming back to footy wasn’t just<br />
about me. It was about so much more,” he says.<br />
But you’d lived a mostly charmed life…<br />
“Oh, I’ve lived a pretty well-rounded life,”<br />
he says. “I don’t think it was the only time I’ve<br />
ever been able to think of anyone but myself.<br />
From the outside it was a charmed life, but<br />
it’s not all roses. I worked hard to get there.<br />
I wasn’t born a great footballer. I’ve worked as<br />
hard as anyone I know my age. It wasn’t just<br />
going out to have a kick when you wanna have<br />
a kick and then go back to all the partying. I’ve<br />
worked my guts out to get what I have.<br />
“I consider myself a pretty resilient person.<br />
I’ve had to go through a fair amount. Football<br />
is challenging. So is life. Along the way I’ve<br />
had to deal with some hardship. That’s one of<br />
the things I’m pretty proud of — the way I’ve<br />
been able to get through it. I’m not entirely<br />
happy with how I found myself in those<br />
predicaments, but that’s only half of it. Tough<br />
people last, tough times don’t.”<br />
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