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House Warming Party<br />
I miss home, please get me back again<br />
I let you in, don’t let me slip again<br />
It’s not your fault<br />
please don’t feel responsible<br />
I can’t get home<br />
I’m running from my needs again<br />
Push me, don’t lift me<br />
I miss home<br />
please get me back again<br />
Cause I can’t get home<br />
I’m running from my needs again<br />
I let you in, don’t let me slip again<br />
But it’s not your fault, please don’t feel<br />
responsible<br />
Don’t hand my life back
One Step Up, Two Steps Down<br />
I can see your mind<br />
Though I’m not supposed to<br />
I can climb inside<br />
I found a crack in your skull<br />
I left you all behind<br />
Of course the stairs would stop me<br />
You found me on the floor<br />
I knew the stairs would stop me<br />
And I have to accept<br />
That you can’t save me<br />
You’re not in my head<br />
There’s nothing you can do to make me safe<br />
I can’t see outside<br />
But what was I expecting<br />
My head is caving in<br />
But no one there to push me<br />
I left you all behind<br />
Of course the stairs would stop me<br />
You found me on the floor<br />
And I have to accept<br />
That you can’t save me<br />
You’re not in my head<br />
There’s nothing you can do to make me safe<br />
I can’t get out, I can’t stay here<br />
Climb inside, Please understand me<br />
I’m so tired of expecting<br />
You can’t promise I’ll be okay<br />
I know you want to<br />
But it’s one step up and two steps down<br />
I don’t want you to see me on the ground<br />
So Let me out, I want to stay here with you
Bear<br />
I’ve been losing my head<br />
I’ve been thinking to death<br />
And it should’ve been me<br />
Cause I’m far too weak<br />
So please just leave my head<br />
But don’t you dare leave my head<br />
I don’t know where to go<br />
I’m just stuck in this bed<br />
Just come back, Don’t leave at all<br />
Just come back, It’s not worth the fall<br />
Did you even know<br />
The love that you’ve shown<br />
Cause we’re all out of control<br />
love unconditional<br />
I’m still waiting to see<br />
You’re face smile at me<br />
I don’t know where to go<br />
There’s no place to go<br />
Just come back, Don’t leave at all<br />
Just come back, It’s not worth the fall<br />
So please just leave my head<br />
But don’t you dare leave my head
Cracks in the sidewalk<br />
Lyrics by B. Spencer Vigil<br />
Candles sticks untightened fists<br />
Lowered inhibitions from that first glance<br />
Foggy windows and the cold, cold air<br />
In the back seat like I don't care<br />
And then our eyes meet, Breathing so deep<br />
And I want you to know<br />
If you're looking back to find me<br />
Chances are the roads unwinding at my feet<br />
Where the cracks in The sidewalk meet<br />
Now I'm walking in the darkness<br />
Fire floating from the tip of my ashes<br />
As I carry the silence that you left me<br />
Your couch in your living room empty<br />
And I want you to know<br />
If you're looking back to find me<br />
Chances are the roads unwinding at my feet<br />
As if nothing that happened really mattered<br />
Disappearing people leaving their shadows<br />
Snatching at my ankles trying to drag me back home<br />
Where the cracks in the sidewalk meet
Shoes<br />
Got holes in my shoes<br />
they'll never be new<br />
But In their condition<br />
They explain me too<br />
See these shoes have hit ground<br />
They're unique and unbound<br />
With a story to tell<br />
They don't look too well<br />
it's getting dark and I like how it feels<br />
to look vague like everybody else here<br />
It's getting cold and I like how it feels<br />
To suffer with everyone who came here<br />
My shoes have turned brown<br />
People tend to look down<br />
Maybe if you would look up<br />
we could be turned around<br />
I kinda like how they look<br />
My own taste I suppose<br />
We are Misunderstood<br />
Hate to be so imposed<br />
it's getting dark and I like how it feels<br />
to look vague like everybody else here<br />
It's getting cold and I like how it feels<br />
To suffer with everyone who came here<br />
This is not in my head!<br />
This is in my blood!<br />
Don't tell me to change!<br />
That just makes me feel dead<br />
I’ve got my own Head<br />
And I’m proud of my blood<br />
Don’t tell me to change<br />
I'm in my own head
Until we can call this love<br />
I have not retained much<br />
From our last several talks<br />
But you say you love me<br />
What more should I ask from you<br />
No this is not what I thought<br />
When I said that we'd go slowly<br />
How could we be this dumb<br />
Simply I say love me<br />
This is not real<br />
This can't be real<br />
You are not real<br />
You can’t be real<br />
I won't let you stop me<br />
No I will just keep moving<br />
Until we call this real love<br />
I will just keep moving
Lucky<br />
I cannot explain, how much I miss you,<br />
We will not complain, when I get to kiss you<br />
Will you please come home, I'm feeling lonely<br />
Don't you dare come home, keep running freely<br />
Oh I can't get you off my mind<br />
Yah I can't get you off my mind<br />
Tell me what you see, across the ocean<br />
I can't wait to see, with you beside me<br />
I cannot explain, how much I miss you,<br />
We will not complain, when I get to kiss you<br />
Oh I can't get you off my mind<br />
Yah I can't get you off my mind<br />
I want to be the one that makes you feel so lucky<br />
Let me be the one that makes you feel so lucky<br />
Cause you are the one that makes me feel so lucky<br />
Yes, you are the one that makes me feel so lucky<br />
You make me feel so lucky<br />
Why am I so damn lucky?
15 16<br />
Help me love her<br />
With ever little scrap I’ve got<br />
Cause I’m the mess that my father should have been<br />
Help me climb out<br />
I dig holes for every moment<br />
Counting down too quickly spare my grave just a minute<br />
I tell myself, have to tell myself<br />
I share my fate with the fool, so what’s it worth to be wise<br />
No more than smoke we’re just smoke, smart and dumb fade out of your sight.<br />
And we’ll both leave your mind, then we’ll both keel over and die<br />
So help me feel there’s a way, a way to stay alive<br />
I set a fire<br />
Had to smoke out all who love me<br />
Now I’m burning up alone in self-retribution<br />
Please don’t save me<br />
It’s what I’ve got so let me keep it<br />
I’m asking now stop searching, there’s no fucking solution<br />
I’ve tried, others die<br />
I share my fate with the fool, so what’s it worth to be wise<br />
No more than smoke we’re just smoke, smart and dumb fade out of your sight.<br />
And we’ll both leave your mind, then we’ll both keel over and die<br />
So help me feel there’s a way, a way to stay alive<br />
Gotta go, don’t go, can’t let my mind down<br />
Gotta go, don’t go, can’t let my mind down now
Drive<br />
I've fallen hard<br />
In this car<br />
Blasting tunes<br />
At evenings gloom<br />
Hand in hand<br />
And I'm a fan<br />
This midnight drive<br />
We've come alive<br />
Love of mine<br />
Dressed so divine<br />
Please love me slow<br />
And keep this flow<br />
Of love divine<br />
No other kind<br />
Until we die<br />
I'm by your side<br />
It's been a while<br />
And many miles<br />
But our love is young<br />
With time to run<br />
So sit back deer<br />
And let me steer<br />
Our hearts away<br />
We'll be okay<br />
Love of mine<br />
Dressed so divine<br />
Please love me slow<br />
And keep this flow<br />
Of love divine<br />
No other kind<br />
Until we die<br />
I'm by your side
Live Alone<br />
Suns out I’m out of luck my friends are gone I’ve<br />
got nowhere to go<br />
I’m stuck in this old town my rents live in with no<br />
hope to be found<br />
I’m lost in solitude with this old hound I can’t sleep<br />
with the howl<br />
But sleep is far too deep I want to watch the world go<br />
round and round<br />
Suns down I’ve left home now I can’t get past this<br />
wall of looming cloud<br />
My friends aren’t gone I’ve left them home while I walked right<br />
out of their town<br />
Warm rhythm not for me<br />
Sun’s time is far to free<br />
So lonely as can be<br />
I’m afraid it’s what I need<br />
I want back now I’m turning round I found exactly<br />
what I need<br />
Now don’t wait up I will catch up no matter<br />
how hard to believe
Crash My Car<br />
I can’t let go, no not again<br />
I’ve tried before and no pain can come close<br />
I found my head and bought new shoes<br />
But looking straight ahead I can’t see past you<br />
And I’m falling down again<br />
Never fell this hard<br />
Never crashed my car<br />
But I’m falling down again<br />
Never fell this hard<br />
Never crashed my car<br />
Can’t let this get too far<br />
Sometimes I wonder where you go<br />
Is it me or the disease that we both know<br />
I'd like to think that we could make us work<br />
But looking through the glass is hard with cracks and dirt<br />
I find myself with little sense of direction<br />
Stricken with the effects of medication<br />
You could know the effects of my affection<br />
But it takes two and both of our intentions<br />
I’ve tried to crash my car
Light Switch<br />
I am sunshine let me go<br />
Cause every other place is calling me back home<br />
There's no resting here I go<br />
I wonder when I'll die and leave you all alone<br />
I see all and did you know<br />
That your care is fake and doesn't truly show<br />
But I see all and it's not you<br />
Your world is sick, nobody's care is ever shown<br />
And I say, “Fuck That”<br />
La la laa<br />
La la la laa<br />
I am moonlight, in your night<br />
Often covered by the storms that give you fright<br />
But when it's clear outside<br />
I stare at you while I am clearly off your mind<br />
I see pain and did you know<br />
You shouldn't keep that all inside<br />
But I truly, truly know<br />
The dark that blinds even your eyes<br />
La la Laa<br />
La la la laa