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What has Water Washed Away

A collection of writings from the paper boat project writing retreat at Chicot State Park. Published February 2019

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active, the trees flush and full, the sand pliant, and<br />

the mud. Droplets collide with each substance now<br />

raucous, now soothing, and the world in all its shapely<br />

glory returns.<br />

I dreamt about black widows last night. I dreamt that a<br />

black widow bit me on the upper lip, and a cousin saw<br />

it. Saw it escape, but I reached for it, and there was<br />

another, a second black widow.<br />

Summer smoke. Spring salmon were at their<br />

third lowest count on record this year, and river<br />

temperatures came to within 2 degrees of mortality<br />

thresholds for these ancient fish. Please let there be<br />

a fire. Please, a fire, the people prayed. Then the fire<br />

came, and with it, the smoke. Summer smoke filled the<br />

sky and partially shaded the waters from the hot sun.<br />

Summer smoke cooled down the river as it coursed from<br />

high ground to deltas. Summer smoke blew blues and<br />

grays across the valley lips, overcast the big bald sky,<br />

dropped the water chilly and dark back into favorable<br />

conditions for spring salmon to survive another year,<br />

and to spawn. Summer skies are supposed to fill with<br />

smoke; summer rivers are not supposed to boil.<br />

Oh ocean’s ancestors, how do we contain and protect<br />

mystery, like you have done? How do we encapsulate<br />

possibilities, like testate amoebe do. Like protozoa?<br />

The enormity of outer space spans and courses, spasms<br />

and boils, and oh how it freezes. While my knees grow<br />

achy and sore, my hands chafe, and outer space sits<br />

full of rocks like a cold and magnificent pile of washed<br />

dishes. I rub Matt’s temples, I watch his eyelashes<br />

upturn, I feel the knots burn under his skin, and outer<br />

space churns on unnoticed, magma and supernova. Oh<br />

kernel of ornamented heaven. Oh filament of fragrant<br />

flower. Oh thread of fragile thought. <strong>Water</strong>’s logic<br />

is muscular. The sea is oh so strong, the deep velvet<br />

and obsidian miles. Those ancient rules, pressure<br />

and weight, can so simply sweep away small riverine<br />

dwellings. Once river is chained, squared, tied, and<br />

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