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What has Water Washed Away

A collection of writings from the paper boat project writing retreat at Chicot State Park. Published February 2019

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WHAT HAS WATER<br />

WASHED AWAY<br />

Kitty O’Connor<br />

I was baptized in a hot tub in the backyard of an<br />

evangelical pastor.<br />

I was seven years old, wearing a white shirt that read,<br />

“He is Risen.”<br />

As a baptismal gift, I was presented with a New<br />

American Standard, red letter edition Bible. My name<br />

was imprinted on the front in gold. The Bible itself was<br />

white, a symbol of my purity.<br />

Kathryn, “pure one”.<br />

<strong>What</strong> can wash away my sins? Nothing but the heated<br />

jet-streams of chlorinated water in a pleasure pool.<br />

We desire to wash the intangible away.<br />

Scrub, scour and remove spiritual stains.<br />

Wear down.<br />

Flood.<br />

Flush out and cleanse.<br />

But water doesn’t erase. All things resurface.<br />

Out, damned spot.<br />

Sediment is carried down the river, deposited<br />

somewhere new.<br />

Being displaced is temporary.<br />

<strong>What</strong> is forced out returns.<br />

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