01.03.2020 Views

Black Lens March 2020

The Black Lens is an independent community newspaper based in Spokane WA that is focused on the news, issues, events and people of importance to the Black community.

The Black Lens is an independent community newspaper based in Spokane WA that is focused on the news, issues, events and people of importance to the Black community.

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

The <strong>Black</strong> <strong>Lens</strong> Spokane<br />

www.blacklensnews.com <strong>March</strong> <strong>2020</strong><br />

Page 9<br />

Tongues of Fire<br />

By Beverly Spears<br />

In the Upper Room<br />

My first column for the <strong>Black</strong> <strong>Lens</strong> News<br />

came in December 2016 on the heels of the<br />

election of Donald Trump to the office of<br />

President of the United States. I chose the<br />

title for the column, Tongues of Fire, from<br />

one of several descriptions of the Holy<br />

Spirit in Hebrew and Christian scriptures.<br />

The Spirit is represented by names that denote<br />

breath and life, wisdom, understanding,<br />

empowerment and action in the world.<br />

Spirit comes as the sound of a mighty rushing<br />

wind– as Tongues of Fire descending.<br />

In this form it is radical, fierce and purifying.<br />

I’ve often brought those Tongues of<br />

Fire to bear with a passion in my column,<br />

because it is necessary that we take an honest<br />

look at ourselves and our participation<br />

in the world, if we are to bring the fierce<br />

and penetrating Holy action that is required<br />

to restore sanity, balance and compassion<br />

to this country.<br />

Recently I’ve been mindful that there are<br />

more quiet experiences and more gentle<br />

names for The Spirit. Spirit in these forms<br />

moves just as strongly in us and in the<br />

world, even more so. In fact, unless we<br />

can experience Spirit as The Breath of Life<br />

and as Holy Wisdom; unless we find The<br />

Spirit in the whisper of a breeze as well as<br />

a mighty rushing wind, we run the risk of<br />

spiritual imbalance. If we’re listening for<br />

Divine direction—for the still small voice<br />

of God, or in more secular language, if<br />

we’re discerning right-action, we will never<br />

hear it or discern it, unless our minds are<br />

still enough, and unless our hearts are quiet<br />

enough.<br />

I find myself out of spiritual balance lately.<br />

In these times when an open heart, clear<br />

thought and well-considered actions are<br />

most needed, I am whipped and thrown<br />

around by the permeating and intensifying<br />

energies of evil in which we live. So much<br />

so that it’s easier and easier to lose track of<br />

the inner knowledge that the transforming<br />

power of Love is still alive in this country<br />

and in the world, and that collective<br />

energies for the common good find ways<br />

to overcome malevolence every day. We<br />

won’t often read or hear these Love stories<br />

in mainstream media. We have to look to<br />

find them. I realize I rarely make an effort<br />

to find the good news. When I see uplifting<br />

and heart-warming stories, I’m usually<br />

moved to tears simply witnessing evidence<br />

that there is still love and kindness in the<br />

world. But I’m in trouble when I see them<br />

and think, this is a tiny drop of good news<br />

in an ocean of pain— “So what?”<br />

I feel like I’m holding on by a slender<br />

thread, albeit a golden one, to that which<br />

connects me to the Source of all life itself.<br />

I’m at the mercy of what is temporal, not<br />

grounded in that which is timeless and<br />

eternal. I cannot hear the still small voice<br />

of God because my ego refuses to be quiet.<br />

It is altogether impossible for Spirit not to<br />

move in and through me, but it does little<br />

good if I’m too distracted or too numb to<br />

feel its presence.<br />

Jesus, immediately after he was anointed<br />

by the Holy Spirit, retreated into the Judean<br />

desert where he prayed and fasted for forty<br />

days and forty nights, vanquishing his own<br />

internal demons. Before Prince Siddartha<br />

was the Buddha, The Enlightened One, he<br />

was anguished by the suffering he saw in<br />

the world. He sat still and fasted under the<br />

Bodhi Tree for 49 days, until he reached<br />

Enlightenment<br />

Since childhood, I’ve found solace and<br />

strength in old Gospel songs. I used to listen<br />

to Mahalia Jackson albums growing<br />

up. One of my favorite songs was In The<br />

Upper Room:<br />

In the upper room with Jesus, singing in<br />

tears, blessed fears. Daily there my sins<br />

confessing, begging for his mercy sweet.<br />

Trusting in his grace and power. Seeking<br />

help in loving prayer. It is here that I feel<br />

the Spirit, as I sit with him and pray…<br />

I rediscovered the song many years later,<br />

sung by Sweet Honey in the Rock. I would<br />

listen to their album, I Feel Something<br />

Drawing Me On, as I drove to work every<br />

morning, searching for spiritual adrenaline,<br />

and strength for the day. I turned to<br />

it the other day, and as it ever did, In the<br />

Upper Room brings me to my knees.<br />

Periodic retreats, concentrated prayer,<br />

lengthy meditation, fasting, and silence<br />

all have an important place in my spiritual<br />

life. But spiritual renewal and revitalization<br />

doesn’t have to come in hours of uninterrupted<br />

prayer or involve self-deprivation.<br />

In the last week I’ve started attending<br />

a twice-weekly Qi Gong class and joined a<br />

community Gospel choir for the first time<br />

in my adult life. Qi Gong is meditation in<br />

movement. I leave my sessions centered<br />

and relaxed. I leave Choir rehearsal, exuberant<br />

and joyful.<br />

I’ve returned to walking regularly around<br />

my beloved Spring Lake, absorbing the<br />

natural world. I delight in the heron on<br />

the log, tall and still as a statue; a lovematched<br />

pair of swans moving tranquilly<br />

through the still water; the majesty and<br />

power of a red-tailed hawk gliding effortlessly<br />

on the currents of the wind. I love<br />

the soothing sound of water lapping gently<br />

on the shore. I’m awed by the beautiful vista<br />

of the rolling meadowed and Oak-studded<br />

hills that rise almost directly behind<br />

my home. My heart fills with gratitude that<br />

I live in such a beautiful place.<br />

As a Christian I pray; as a mystic I meditate,<br />

following in the example of holy<br />

people throughout human history. But the<br />

Buddha did not stay under the Bodhi Tree,<br />

basking in his new-found and profound<br />

awareness of the nature of life. He did not<br />

choose the life of an ascetic, living apart<br />

from the world. He rose and went into the<br />

world to live and teach The Middle Path<br />

of moderation between extremes, the way<br />

that leads to the end of suffering and towards<br />

enlightenment.<br />

Jesus emerged from the desert not to sit by<br />

the river and wait for people to discover<br />

he was the Holy Anointed One, but began<br />

his ministry among the people, traveling<br />

the countryside bringing awareness of the<br />

true nature of God as Love. Jesus, strengthened<br />

by his time of deep self-inquiry and<br />

communion with God, was able to heal<br />

our blindness by revealing to us our lack<br />

of compassion for people who live on the<br />

margins of society. Jesus restored outcasts<br />

back into the fullness of community, practicing<br />

radical hospitality and inclusion. It<br />

was after the desert that he brought relief<br />

to poverty stricken and oppressed people,<br />

commanding those of us who have more<br />

money, privilege and power to use our<br />

blessings to insure everyone, absolutely<br />

everyone, is fed, clothed, housed, and kept<br />

healthy in body, mind and spirit.<br />

Life is a constant cycle of movement and<br />

rest in all of nature. We sleep to renew our<br />

energy in preparation for our waking life.<br />

There is a time for growth in nature, and a<br />

time for dormancy. There is a time for quiet<br />

prayer on our knees, and a time to rise from<br />

contemplative prayer, and pray through<br />

non-violent action in the streets and bring<br />

justice to the Nation.<br />

My ministry is to help heal a broken world,<br />

but I can’t minister in the world effectively<br />

until I drain the swamp of my own fear<br />

and hate. I cannot help resolve the crises<br />

of this country, if I am consumed by that<br />

crisis myself. It’s been a traumatic, and relentlessly<br />

depressing three and a half years<br />

of living in America. But this evil has also<br />

been the catalyst in waking us up from<br />

our dormancy and galvanizing a powerful<br />

force for good.<br />

Now is the time for us to retreat into the<br />

desert for a short while and purge ourselves<br />

of doubt and fear, so we can come back<br />

strengthened and grounded in compassion<br />

and love. Now is the time to sit under the<br />

Bodhi Tree and seek enlightenment, so we<br />

can come back with clarity of mind and<br />

heart, able to make difficult choices and<br />

decisions. Now is the time to ascend to<br />

the Upper Room to lay our burdens down,<br />

so we can descend prepared to resume the<br />

heavy lifting that is required of us, from<br />

now through November 3, <strong>2020</strong> and beyond.<br />

Let our communion with Spirit in the<br />

small gentle breeze fill us from the<br />

Source of all power in the cosmos, so<br />

that we can continue to bring the mighty<br />

rushing winds of justice, equity and<br />

peace to bear. Now is the time to seek<br />

the restoration of our own Souls in order<br />

to restore the Soul of America.<br />

© Copyright Beverly Spears <strong>2020</strong><br />

Rev. Beverly Spears is an ordained American<br />

Baptist minister, teacher and preacher of Evolutionary<br />

Christianity.<br />

GRANTS FOR<br />

SPOKANE ARTISTS<br />

AND ARTS PROGRAMMING<br />

Requests up to $10,000<br />

WHAT<br />

WH0<br />

WHen<br />

Grants for performance, literary, musical, craft, traditional,<br />

visual arts, educational programming, and more!<br />

Individuals, non-profits, + businesses for operational costs,<br />

projects, and programs can apply.<br />

Applications are due FEBRUARY 1, JUNE 1, and OCTOBER 1<br />

every year.<br />

APPLY NOW!<br />

www.spokanearts.org/grants

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!