How We Rose at UC Davis
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HOW WE R SE
AT UC DAVIS
PERSONAL NARRATIVES FROM FIRST-GENERATION COLLEGE STUDENTS
Acknowlegements
COMMUNICATIONS TEAM
Christina L. Jackson
Alexandra Canjura
Chelsea Jimenez
CAREER STAFF
Arnette Bates
Julie D Agosto King
Christina L. Jackson
Chris “Pangie” Pangelina
Zelene Molina
Valeri Garcia
UNDERGRADUATE
EDUCATION
Sharon Knox
Daniel Oberbauer
FIRST-GENERATION
COLLEGE CELEBRATION
COMMITTEE MEMBERS
Juan Garcia
Cierra Cryer
Franklin Rodas Saravia
Josalyne Torres-Baez
Mikaela Adolphus
David Vargas
Christopher V. Pangelina
Julie Agosto-King
Alfredo Arrzola
Zainab Qaiser
Jacqueline Rajerison
Diana Laura Arana
PHOTOGRAPHERS
Jeremiah Noel
Daniel Oberbauer
Alexandra Canjura
Chelsea Jimenez
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DESIGNED BY
Chelsea Jimenez
STREET TEAM
Ivan Hernandez
Alejandra Diaz
Brian Mao
Cristy Bassi
Jesus Magaña
Jennifer Vazquez Linares
Karina Jimenez
Sergio Gonzalez Perez
Carol Swafford
PUBLISHERS
Alejandra Vargas
Braulio Gonzalez
CAHP
Cuauhtemoc Ramirez
David Vargas
Esmeralda Quezada
Isaias Ceballos III
Jamiah Belk
Jessica Waltmon
Noreen Mabini
Spencer Rico
Teresa Roblero
Vera Bell
Yuliana Hernandez
SPECIAL THANKS TO...
Transfer Reentry Center
Guardian Scholars Program
Trio Scholar Staff
• Panhoia Lee
• Isabella Morales
• Yaneli Munoz Lule
• Yazmin Munoz Lule
• Anthony Tran
Dwight Smith
Carol Swafford
And thank you
to all volunteers!
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The Rose That Grew from Concrete
By Tupac Shakur
Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature’s law is wrong it
learned to walk without having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping its dreams,
it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live the rose that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared.
As Mighty as Rose
A complement to Tupac Shakur’s “The Rose That Grew From Concrete”
By Isaias Ceballos III
To be as mighty as a rose,
All you really need to know
Is that you just need to grow.
Despite the heavy breeze, let your pedals grow.
You see, what makes a rose so great in might
Is that even in adversity it will grow to a pinnacle height.
No matter the environment, it learns to persist.
Its life against nature, to live it insists.
A rose has many analogies
And none are near fallacy
Because all of them stand true,
Now compare them to you.
You stand ready to grow
Always expanding on what you know.
You stand here from the concrete
With beauty from struggle on the street.
At the end of a day, when the sun begins to set
Roses eventually start to let
The heavy breeze that had strengthened their stem
Take their pollen to plant a new gem.
Once a cemented rose, it births a bush.
But before its days are done, it makes sure to push
To its kin it leaves one last piece of advice
And that’s to keep growing through the strife.
You and I are that cemented rose.
From our respective concrete we chose
To make it this far and grow
That is why we are as mighty as a rose.
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2ND EDITION
WE ARE FIRST:
HOW WE R SE
AT UC DAVIS
PERSONAL NARRATIVES FROM FIRST-GENERATION COLLEGE STUDENTS
Contents
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INTRODUCTION
FIRST-GENERATION COLLEGE CELEBRATION
MONOLOGUES
PHOTO GALLERY
STUDENT MONOLOGUES
PHOTO GALLERY
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FOR MAMA
EMBRACING THE CLOUDS
LOVE IN MY HATE
HOMAGE TO PAPA LUPE
THE DREAM
A PIECE OF ME REVEALED
THIS IS MY STORY
MOOKIE
ROBBIE OUT
BETTER DAYS
SELF LOVE
THE MOST PERSONAL IS THE MOST CREATIVE
UNDERSTORY
UC DAVIS
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PROMOTION
NOVEMBER 8TH
MONOLOGUES
RECEPTION
PROMOTION
NOVEMBER 8TH
MONOLOGUES
HERE TO STAY
Welcome!
The First-Generation College Celebration
(FGCC) was launched by the Council for
Opportunity in Education (COE) and the Center
for First-generation Student Success in 2017.
Given the overwhelming success of this event in
2017 and 2018, COE and the Center now partner
to make this celebration an annual event.
November 8 was selected as the date for
the annual National First-Generation College
Celebration to honor the anniversary of the
signing of the Higher Education Act of 1965.
The Higher Education Act (HEA) emerged out of
President Lyndon B. Johnson’s War on Poverty.
Much like other hallmark legislation of that era,
such as the Civil Rights Act of 1964 and the
Voting Rights Act of 1965, HEA was intended to
help level a playing field that for too long had
been weighed against Americans from minority
and low-income backgrounds.
In addition to creating federal grants and
loan programs to help students finance
their educations, the legislation made key
investments in institutions of higher education.
Additionally, HEA ushered in programs,
particularly the Federal TRIO programs,
necessary for postsecondary access, retention,
and completion for low-income, potential firstgeneration
college graduates.
The Educational Opportunity Program is
committed to serving the student body at UC
Davis by helping first-generation, low-income
students strengthen their academic skills to
meet the demands of a research university.
We selected three criteria for our celebration:
Visibility, Counter storytelling and Celebration.
1. VISIBILITY
Belonging is often about visibility, so we
wanted our first-generation students visible to
the campus!
2. SELF-EXPRESSION & COUNTER
STORYTELLING
Our stories are often told by others with a
deficit lens, we endeavored to encourage
advocacy by leading the students to tell their
own unique narratives.
3. CELEBRATION
EOP students have intersecting identities that
are often underrepresented/underserved by
colleges and universities. College attendance
is challenging for all students, even those
who are continuing generation. It is our
assertion, that self-value can encourage
student persistence and retention.
The contents going forward are a culmination of our celebration so far.
THIS IS HOW WE ROSE AT UC DAVIS.
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FGCC
FIRST-GENERATION
COLLEGE CELEBRATION
First-Generation students rise in the heart of
campus to be counted and demonstrate their
pride by contributing to create a large #1.
WE ARE FIRST:
STUDENT MONOLOGUES
Show your interest and support for our
students real stories by reserving your ticket
to the monologues! The cast is excited to tell
you “How We Rose” at UC Davis!
FIRST-GENERATION COLLEGE
CLOSING CEREMONY
This event requires countless hours of creativity,
emotional labor and logistical challenges. Join us to
recognize the storytellers, volunteers, career & peer staff,
campus partners, and cohort program participants who
dedicated their time to create this dynamic celebration!
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Student
Monologues
PERSONAL NARRATIVES FROM
FIRST-GENERATION COLLEGE STUDENTS
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For Mama
By Teresa Roblero
Making enemies is something that I can be very good at.
Yet my heart craves anything but. I am learning the process of forgiveness
and patience with every waking moment.
18 years on this earth and already so much anger,
but with that even more deep and endless love.
Love that holds me ever so delicately
when I am giving out.
My light faintly twinkling in the distance
when things get tired and my
soul is completely rendered.
Those that hold my heart and show up in my mind
To wake me everyday
are only to a select few,
but so powerful that they keep my body from giving in
when it feels like the entire universe is on the back of my shoulders.
I’ve accomplished so much, yet for some reason it still isn’t good enough.
There is always something greater, bigger that can be achieved.
So many goals that I have in my head and things I must finish within a set amount of time
Time,
Time is my biggest enemy.
And my impatience may kill me,
but my utter infatuation with this love and life
may be the one to completely break me before I go.
Go is all I have to do yet it aches to start sometimes.
I can hear her laugh and his yearning cries for forgiveness.
Their smiles and voices replay in my head because
for them is why I’ve made it this far.
Because of them is why I am first of many
But to be honest with you, I’m distracted
Their laughs are all I can hear and at first
It was motivating
Yet now it seems to be the only thing that I can hear
and I realize that they laugh at me
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They’re my everything
Encouraging and there
And even though they laugh
They still are my everything
He is still my everything
Although he has kicked and screamed
For me to change and be better
And to focus, I am so distracted
The way it is so simple to convince someone
they are nothing and too stupid
To ever try and be anything
At first seemed unfathomable yet now I
understand it
They’ve done it to him. He feels as if he is
nothing
and so he made her feel it too
And she believed him because he was her
everything and
I watched as she slowly lost herself and decided
To make him her whole world
The lines between love and hate became blurry
The shoving, the slapping, and the screaming
now
replay in my head
And so I’m distracted
She dwelled and overthought and so too she
taught us
We used this to survive and still do
Up until this point it’s helped me survive
Look at me I’ve gotten into college
But a day in the life at UCDavis is one in which I
overthink and I become distracted
First of many, certainly not the last, but maybe
The only one to have found the skills
to barely survive it
Her burning tears fell on my face that
Day when she told me she had given up
And that her freedom meant nothing
If it meant we would all stay sane
He knew it too, but he miserably accepted the
Fact that they were too comfortable
To move. Too many people are afraid of being
alone
This is all i know, and so
My deepest sincerest apologies for being
A little bit distracted today.
They laugh, I laugh
They’re exactly the same
Loud and booming
We have all been taught the same, yet some of
us have outgrown it
I have watched them change and grow
Sometimes being stunted by it myself
Holding each other back to try and keep up
They smile, I smile
We have all grown in the same area
Transfixed on the idea that someday we’ll be the
tallest,
happiest we could ever be
Someday, never today
I’ve tried to move
yet something always holds me back
Maybe there’s comfort in it,
but it’s hard knowing that there’s more
No one seems to understand, yet there’s
comfort in that too
Now I don’t live in love
It’s hard to, but I try and I know that they do too
It’s nice to know that I’m not the only one
But it’s hard to understand why I’m the only one
that seems to want to change
It’s frustrating actually
Because they watch as I move
And they judge as I keep pushing
They laugh, I break
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Embracing the Clouds
By David Vargas
My head, has been in the clouds of despair.
Clouds, that have been chanting, for me to fail.
Stormy clouds, filled up with negativity, and darkness.
Clouds that need to constantly, be pushed away, by me.
I would try to talk, hide, get busy, but that would never feel any better.
Patience would seem unreal when expected to master it, in our big cloud.
Sometimes, talking would feel useless, and good intentions wouldn’t, satisfy.
Sometimes, I would feel like the more I was trying, the less I was feeling.
And the less I was feeling, the less I was living.
Sometimes, I could not smell the flowers, and would feel empty, for hours.
And overthinking would only make more, struggles.
My mind would sabotage my thoughts, and my thoughts would run, for miles.
Happiness, anger, sorrow, passion, love. Disappointments, all crushing; dreams, wonders.
Fear. Pessimism. Questioning and talking shit about myself. Doubts.
Throwing the dice of fear, and playing the cards of doubts.
Doubts killing more dreams, than failure, ever will.
Insecurity, deep inside me.
Feeling detached. Not feeling deserving. Me.
Feeling empty. Endless echo, I hear.
Am I enough?... Do I belong?... Am I just taking someone’s seat here?...
Am I losing myself?... Is this fear?.... Is this me?...
Answers I would search, but could never find out.
I would just suck everything in, and always stress out.
You would see me exhausted, but asking for more,
You would see me lonely, while being surrounded by some
I hated not being able to fit-in, nor being able to speak, English
I hated it when people told me that I couldn’t do something,
Sometimes, words would be a substitute for a fist,
Sometimes, I just wish, I wouldn’t worry about anything, at all, for the first time.
This big cloud, has shaped me this way.
What can I say?... I have to adapt, and react.
Although, I am aware of my existence, and my beautiful, beautiful life.
I am aware of my privileges, but I am aware that sometimes they are not, enough.
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I am aware of this colonial, and capitalist cloud,
A cloud paying little attention to anyone’s background.
A cloud that forces you, to put yourself to last, and forget about the sound.
A routinary cloud.
People are always busy, people are always tired, and without time.
And the weight, of society, falling upon me the same way.
Carrying discomfort, carrying silence,
But also carrying my siblings’ burdens, sorrows, dreams, and existence,
Product of unreasonable, standardized, expectations, that follow us for the rest of our lives.
Craving for a better self, craving for some success.
Success that might look different for everyone, so don’t stress, that’s what they say,
But I was born thirsty for success, like no one else.
With goals so strong, that obstacles, failure, and loss only acted as an excuse.
I have pushed my hardest without giving up dreams, without an excuse,
You have seen me, making my own expectations above everyone’s
You gave me a few opportunities, and I didn’t hesitate for once,
I made sure I took them all. Every single one.
The truth is that I find motivation from small things,
I find motivation, from the clouds being hit, in a warm sunset
I find motivation in my parents’ eyes, eyes that have watched me grow,
I find motivation from my parents’ hands, hands that worked hard to feed me,
I find motivation from my family’s smiles, smiles that mean the world to me.
I find motivation from my friends’ arms, arms that have lifted me up and supported me,
I find motivation from positive and negative peoples’ mouths, because of them, they speak of me.
But also, I find motivation from nature, because when you, open your eyes, it’s beautiful in here.
I find motivation from where I come from.
I am from that obvious, broken accent for which I am proud of, yes, it’s mine, I own it!
I am from strong morals, from my dad saying “Echale ganas, estamos orgullosos de ti” and from
the first time leaving home, and hearing my parents saying que me aman.
I am from the hard work, my previous ancestors have gone through, to get me this far.
I am from promises made, from making my family proud, for all of these daily sacrifices,
I am from that trust that I gave my parents when I proved them I could live by myself,
maintain me, alone, solo, Mr. Independent right here.
I’m from those moments that make me try to be the best version of myself, daily!
My goal has been to be genuine, honest, and kind as I can be,
To enter a room, and leave it making people feel better,
To have a meaningful conversation that adds value into our cloud.
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AND NO! NO! If you were to ask me,
No, I never thought about coming to the US at age 15
No, I never thought about leaving my family, my friends, or my life for a new one
No, I never thought about finishing, High School in 3 years nor being a speaker at the ceremony
No, I never thought about attending UC Davis after high school, with a full-ride
No, I never thought about earning trips abroad to Japan, Israel, Palestine, or Thailand
No, I never thought about being an advocate for my community
No, I never thought about becoming a President, twice
No, I never thought about being a member of an Honors Society
No, I never thought about the possibility of working on an honor thesis for my graduation
No, I never thought about being involved in research
No, I never thought about being a potential Ph.D. candidate after I graduate
No, I never thought about being THE FIRST OF MANY.
No, I never thought about being who I am or who I will be!
Or, did you know all of this of me?
Me, afraid? Don’t you know I’m unstoppable in your cloud?
The rumors were true, I am that person you might feel intimidated by.
I was that broken elevator when I started,
Now I am that elevator heading to the top; beyond the clouds.
We fall, we break, we fail, but then, we rise, we heal, we overcome, and that’s how we rose here.
In the end, embracing all clouds makes us RESILIENT. But, this doesn’t end here!
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Love in my Hate
By CAHP
How do I hate with so much love?
How do I explain what I don’t know?
How do I communicate love to the person who broke me?
How do I tell my father that I hate what he did to us,
but love what he’s given me?
I promised you that being gay was a high school phase
My promise in return for a stable home
My promise at the convenience of maintaining a collected family
I am broken pieces holding a broken family
How do I save a mother financially abused by my father?
How do I explain self-worth to a mother mentally trapped by an alcoholic?
How do I explain the psychotic break of a mother who became committed at a psychiatric ward
at grade 6?
How do I explain seeing a mother contemplate suicide to escape a man in front of her children?
How do I explain running back and forth collecting broken parents whose pieces can’t be
separated from each other?
How do I merge the person you see me as and the person I am at home?
When will I become authentic and one with who I am?
I’m tired of adapting to surroundings
I’m tired of chasing after drunk parents’ post argument at 3am before they kill themselves
I’m tired of being a step ahead to pick up the mess
I’m tired of the camouflage I wear
When do I reveal my true self at the cost of a family?
When do I love myself enough to ruin relationships?
When do I say, "the people around me are enough”?
When do I grow the fuck up and take responsibility of myself?
When do I give up financial support from a dad who made me promise not to be gay?
When do I tell my brothers I love them?
When do we process the drunk tournament and abuses of our parents?
How do I forgive myself from leaving them behind in San Diego?
How do I support them when I’m barley managing day by day?
When does the weight I’m baring find a new host?
When?
When do I take the step?
How do I take the step?
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When do I stop drowning myself in school and start swimming in reality?
When does a payoff become visible?
How do I explain who I am?
I still don’t know
Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
You make me feel that fresh fear again
You bring me back to those hurt tears again
So small and raw and full of life, I want to be the me again
However far away I will always love you
Far from home, all alone, you’ve always been my comfort
Blind to the truth you are my noose, do you know I suffer
However far away I will always love you
You make her cry, and want to die, do you even lover her
Since the start, stuck to your heart, my one and only mother
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words you say I will always love you
I have too much love to accept your hate
I will never stop to wait
So much reason to hate you, leave you, ruin you
Standing tall to see it through cause in the end I love you
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Homage to Papa Lupe
By Spencer Rico
Labor lives thick in our blood like the humid air in July,
I remember anxiously hoping that
the university envelopes filled with numbers
were made of enough ink to fulfill family dreams dating back to 1929,
When farmers in Cocula, Jalisco would lift the sun every morning
and then watch it slowly sink as they swung machetes
weighted with the frustrations of poverty at stalks of sugarcane,
And my father,
Who split oceans heading north just to get here,
Only to be welcomed with words of hatred
and the naming of colors,
sleeping under kitchen tables and inside bathtubs,
going to night school and waking up before the sun,
taking loans and cigarette filled clothing,
eating hunger and sweating engine oil,
Just so he could make sure those hardships never
touch his children.
He had to wipe dirt from our tiny little fingers,
like a bleached baptism
to free them of supposed deformities
so nobody had to hear the word wetback again,
So employers would shake hands at first glance
and understand sharp palettes rinsed from the planet
with clear english syllables rolling off the tongue
like a Ford Model T Production line.
And for me,
I still carry stress from weekends at the shop
with busted knuckles and hands covered in soot.
The cracks in my hands at school:
black veins.
I lift up rocks buscando por palabras como una historia perdida
So I can patch together the remains of an implosion,
I am the vibrant threads of embroidered dresses
de Jalisco whose needles lead through linens
like the dolphins who weave themselves in between
the waves of the oceans amongst none other than sand and silt
De la tierra que conozco
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The Dream
By Braulio Gonzalez
I grew up listening about the black rulers, the black panthers the black strivers
The motivators, the haters, the people around us
I heard about all of them
I come from bald heads, and cortez … nah not the last name but they still yelling fuck the feds
I come from where meds weren’t meds, pops was in bed and momma had work up to her head
People lived in sheds, cars, bars and what?
I was barely in the 5th grade
Transporting up until I found my trade
SPORTS… was the name of the game
It was my claim to fame
And in the end it brought nothing but shame
Growing up in the hood is often misunderstood
It teaches you life lessons you never thought it could
How to survive and hussle, but now you don’t need no muscle because you’re walking down
russel
Now you made it or so they say, I asked my momma for help and she told me to pray
Pray that my mind expands in ways I never thought
Even tho before they were ideologies I often fought
Pray that my low income education is enough
Although growing up all I cared about was being tough
Shit, life was tough but I’m here to say that you and I are enough
Rise up and overcome the struggles of your past, because often we leave our mental health last
Not realizing that that’s what’s going to LAST most
Now i ain’t trying to boast but us first gen students are gonna rule coast to coast
Now I ain’t done yet
They told me this was out of my comfort zone and I said bet
I’m uncomfortable with being comfortable
The mere thought of being a failure is laughable because everything is conquerable
Happiness in the hood is sporadical, but it’s just because everything is so radical
Not knowing what’s going to happen next
But isn’t that the best?
Possibilities, Abilities, Use them
Cuz when we at the top, you forsure gonna confuse em
And that’s the truth for this young ghetto youth
Find happiness in the little things
Embrace the struggle
Never be ashamed
Be proud be loud,
And don’t forget the hood
Inglewood.
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A Piece of Me Revealed
By Jamiah Belk
♫ I have the love of a race horse
I have the heart of a beating drum
I’m scared
And I’m nervous
But that’s the purpose
Of being here
I have the love of a race horse
I have the heart of a beating drum
I’m out of my comfort zone
I’m standing here all alone
But I’m grateful for being here ♫
A day in the life of a UC Davis student
Where do I start?
First I have to think about everything I’ve overcome
Starting from Jealous classmates to my
Unmotivating friends that are now acquaintances
And everything else that will not be named
Entering UC davis I didn’t know what to expect
But now that i’m here
I love it
Although I’m being challenged everyday
In every aspect of my being
I wouldn’t want it any other way
My family has fought for me to be able to follow my dreams
And have sacrificed so many long drives, bus rides, and economic hardships on the
account of me
And god has watched over us in order for me to achieve my destiny
So I am here at UC Davis making my mark
And with my education is where I will start.
I have memories that I’ve subconsciously pushed memories out of my mind but they
come back and place me in a mindset of darkness that disturbs
My level of peace
My level of happiness
And my level of sanity
My mother was and possibly still is a crack addict that didn’t want to leave that
lifestyle for her children
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My father’s sister had to raise me because my father was a previous gang banger and
was shot multiple times one bullet making it to his head causing him to be easily irritant
and angry which resulted in him not being able to raise me on his own
My aunt who I call my mother has been sick for most of my life and there was a time
when I thought she was going to die
It seemed like we were always in a hospital and I grew accustomed to it, but now I feel
weird when I enter one and i have to remind myself that my mother is fine, she’s okay,
she at home laying in bed playing her favorite game
My family was homeless during my 3rd grade and 5th grade years, we lived in hotels
and occasionally motels but rarely we just slept in the carc
Those were a few stories from my past and I have a lot more but my purpose for
sharing them with you is
That no matter how hard life is you don’t have to give up, you have the choice to not
bend to its will. You make your own decisions and the sky’s the limit.
I have many life experiences that I could have used to take pity on myself but I said “no”
and I wanted to make my family proud and I wanted to make something of myself.
I rose above what life served me on a silver platter, but what will you do?
♫ I have the love of a race horse
I have the heart of a beating drum
I’m out of my comfort zone
I’m standing here all alone
But I’m grateful for being here ♫
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This Is My Story
By Yuliana Hernandez
Leaving home and getting accepted into a prestigious university, UC Davis was a dream come
true
Now, let me tell you, my family was exhausting to live with
Being the mom in my house for as long as I can remember because I have four brothers and
sisters with
Autism and a single mom who worked day and night shifts was hard
I felt guilty being happy leaving, but I was also finally leaving
First few days at UC Davis, worst days ever. Nobody ever told me that we actually had to
study for exams, be in a room full of 200+ students, be with a bunch of privileged people who
had everything
I always had that thought in my mind of “why can’t that be me?”
Now this may sound crazy but
I actually did not know what I was getting myself into
I went out to party every weekend
Believe it or not
I drowned myself with alcohol so that I can feel something, and I thought all these friends
were so much fun
I just wanted to be happy
It was so much fun, but it didn’t last once these friends left and now what?
What do I do? I just wanted to be happy
I was scared of everything in the university, professors, classmates, staff…I mean everything
I would never call home because why did I want to listen to the stress and problems back
home
But I did call my partner and my Best friend, and it would feel so nice for a few minutes
But I was alone again
Did I make a mistake? Am I even supposed to be here? I felt so dumb because I was in
Academic Probation and Subject to Dismissal so many times
Is it too late to go back?
It was too late to go back
I felt like shit, I did not realize what I got myself into
Fast forward to the very beginning of my fourth year
I couldn’t do it. Getting out of bed was the hardest thing ever
Yes, I would sleep for more than 9 hours and take frequent naps. I stopped hanging out with
everybody
Thing happened and I had to stay at the Mental Hospital
During my stay at the Mental Hospital I started thinking a lo
I don’t know. I honestly felt like a failure. What am I doing? Was this all worth it? Was it the right
decision to leave everybody I loved back in LA?
3 weeks later of being treated, I volunteered to leave because it was a really bad place
I took the whole year off
While working at target doing overnight shifts, I saw an email that said:
Now Hiring: Peer Advising Counselors at EOP
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I went for it, I applied
I don’t know what gave me strength, but I know I wanted to help students like me not make the same
mistakes
I was offered an interview and I was still not in school, so I went on an overnight bus to the interview
and an overnight bus back to LA
I was waitlisted, but then accepted to the position
I felt a rush of anxiety
Now I had to go back to school
I didn’t know if I was ready
Fast forward, Best Decision Ever
It was so hard to believe in myself, but all the staff and coworkers believed in me
That’s where I learned the struggles of being a First-Generation student and the imposter syndrome
It felt amazing being needed, presenting, and making events to help others like me
I don’t know what got to me, but I decided to apply to grad school… a month before the application
was due
My EOP family supported me and I ended up getting an interview with a 2.7 GPA
I was waitlisted to the program
Now, this is becoming a pattern…
I didn’t give up. I planned for the worst and was looking for full-time jobs
Then, while I was in class, I got an acceptance
I am now in my second semester getting my Master’s in Counseling at Sacramento State
I want to thank everybody that supported me and continues to support me
My story isn’t over yet and is only getting started
I still have many mental disabilities and there is no way to fix them, but I learned to live with them
For any first-generation student that wants to give up:
Please Don’t
Please seek for help. I promise you will find your community in a big lonely university
You are needed and you worked hard to get in
It was not a mistake
I know the many views towards counseling, but I recommend everyone to go
You are not alone, and you are not a failure
Go seek for help
I believe in you all
Thank you all for listening to my story ♡
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Mookie
By Vera Bell
So Mookie Betts just got traded to the Dodgers! I understand that since I was born at
Centinela hospital in the heart of Inglewood, and that my grandfather himself was an
avid Dodgers fan, that I should be happy... right?
Well, no. I’m still a Red Sox fan for life. Despite that though... that name.
Mookie...
Instantly, with this name I am transported decades. I hear her gravely yet loudly call my
name with all the love in the world...
Mookie.
So my mother was my grandmother too, but what do you call someone who has raised
you from birth? A mother. My mother used to love idioms and strong catchphrases, like
“I’m a little piece of leather but I’m well put together.” I have always wished I could use
that little slogan myself... but I am 5’10” and 200 pounds. My mom was all of 90 pounds
soaking wet, yet she was not to be trifled with, much like me.
I am my mother’s daughter. Immovable and strong. Fierce! Those 90 pounds were
ready to fight you or anyone on anything, I promise you. She was real!
And I know now that even without blood shared between us that I am her mirror. I am a
Scorpio, but she was a beautiful Gemini on the cusp of Cancer. And cancer had the last
say.
I am Mookie. Not the baseball player (who I love dearly even if he is no longer in Red
Sox uniform...) but I am my mother’s strength and determination. Her dry humor and
refusal to take no for an answer. I am my mother’s ambition, her unwillingness to allow
money to be an issue. I am my mother’s wish for all of her kids to go to school for more
than a diploma.
I am her vinyls of Nina and Nat King Cole, Sly and Al Green, and I am tired of being
alone. But I rejoice in the fact that I am my mother’s brilliant mind – spongy, retaining,
open. I am her Blackness, her cornbread and greens, and her wit. Her motivation and
her piercing, brown-eyed gaze.
“To thine own self be true.”
I grew up, got grown, attended three community colleges, got to UC Davis and learned
only then that this wasn’t a biblical quote. So I didn’t read in high school, alright? Sue
me! But my mom, I’m sure, knew this was Shakespearean. In Hamlet, Polonius says this
to his son laertes. I can’t count how many times she has said this to me, and now it’s
deeply ingrained. It is manifested in my relentless ambition, strength, and never say
never attitude.
Funny how it was a Shakespeare quote that kickstarted my academic journey, from
Scholastic Book Fairs to the present - me finally graduating after 11 years of college
with a bachelor’s degree... in English.
I think she always knew. And I will always be grateful.
Forever yours, mom,
Mookie.
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Photo Gallery
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PROMOTION
FUN FACTS
• The FGCC and monologues were both on November 8! #1 was the morning celebration
and monologues were the evening event.
• For year one, we had about 15 students share their narratives live and several more
published in the first edition of We Are First: Our Transitions, Triumphs, and Success.
• You can borrow a copy to read from the lending library by visiting the EOP Cottage.
• We Are First is inspired by Every Student has a Story, a compilation of personal
narratives written by first-generation students at Purdue University Fort Wayne in Indiana.
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College of A&E first gens
EOP PACs Nadia Zavala, Cierra Cryer, Yuliana Hernandez
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Unity Celebration: EOP students unite to write thank yous to those who helped
them to be the #1stOfMany
NOVEMBER 8
EOP first-year students
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PAC Jennifer Last Name posing
with students at the celebration
First-Generation College
Celebration volunteers
3rd year students
First-generation seniors
2018 STEPpers Isaias Ceballos III
and Briceida Magana
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College of Engineering students
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2018 cast waits backstage for the show to start.
2018 crew waiting to support the students performer monologues with skits and props.
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Former EOP PAC and Alumni, Anthony Morales.
MONOLOGUES
Christina and the cast. It’s showtime!
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“As I was born to two fresh of the boat Chinese parents in
America, Identify myself as an American born Chinese.”
- Marylin Wong, #NOTMADEINCHINA
“Blue books what, essay questions how?
Yeah, we might me stressing but we will
be okay, we persevere through each day.”
- Juan Castro, Where I am from
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“No one believed but look at us now. Making our parents and ancestors proud.”
- Isaias Ceballos III, The First of Many, But Not Just Any
“You see, When we recognize our privilege,
we can powerfully propel our people away
from their pain and toward this potential
which has previously petrified so many
power people.”
- Maribel Anguiano, No Se Como Ayudarte
“We break barriers
To carry forward our culture
We take the narratives of who we are
And rewrite them for the future”
- Garbhita Shah, Celebrating Light
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“#1stofMany in my family to be
multiethnic while reaching milestones
and attending a four year research
university in the United States.”
- Linka P. Polanco, Linka Paola Polanco
Christina and Malissa
“Now I stand here at UCD and I say that
I am a living testimony. And so are you.”
- Malissa Bordeaux, Testimony
Cast 2018-2019 FGCC
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Yuliana Hernandez is earning a Masters
in Counseling at Sacramento State.
Michele Melton is earning a Master’s in
Social Work @ the University of Buffalo.
EOP PAC’s support our students in invaluable ways. Graduation Seniors Nadia Zavala
and Paola Gutierrez advocate by adding their stories to our first student led publication.
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Special recognition for EOP Career & Staff.
Designed and edited
by EOP 2nd years,
Garbhita Shah and
Alexandra Canjura
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2018 FGCC Cast and Publishers with EOP Career Staff
The Wildflowers Cohort with program coordinator Christina L. Jackson
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Here to Stay Gallery featuring the Breakfast club!
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I AM THE 1ST IN
MY FAMILY TO...
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Photo Gallery
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PROMOTION
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For year 2, we have decided
to host the first-generation
college celebration and student
monologues on separate days.
The 2019-2020 first-generation
college celebration was more
than a photo. We added student
campus partners and activities
before the formation of the our
comparative #1.
FUN FACT: We increased the
celebration by 75+ participants!
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#1STOFMANY
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NOVEMBER 8
#1STOFMANY DEFINITION
“An innovator; a student who blazes a path and leads the
way for others; a member of their family’s first generation
to earn a bachelor’s degree from a U.S. university.”
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WE ROSE SHIRTS
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EOP Street Team Interns, Career and Peer Staff pose at the celebration. The interns
helped with campus promotions and logistical support the day of each event. The peer
staff support the event by registering students, distributing t-shirts and engaging the
crowd! The career staff lead the celebration behind the scenes by training volunteers,
reserving space and leading the visual promotion for the event.
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First year student Spencer Rico and EOP Career Staff Christina L. Jackson
2019 STEPpers Christian Hernandez and Jamie Belk ready to take the stage
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MONOLOGUES
FGCC Lead and Cast
FGCC 2019 Skit Crew: Special Projects Assistant Alfredo-Arrozola, PAC Jacqueline
Rajerson and Street Team interns Karina Jimenez & Jennifer Vasquez
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HERE TO STAY
Here to Stay is our gallery to recognize of students who are succesfully
completing their second year of college. Research shows that student who
persist through the first two years are more likely to earn their degree!
FALL WINTER SPRING
Swemicarely Avendano
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Christopher Rojas
Noemy Lopez
Enrique Fregoso
Marielena Ramirez
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Micaella Sanchez
Supreet Sandhu
Valentina Lai
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Alexandra Amador
Daniela Ruvalcaba Gomez
Amy Flores
Chris Bedolla
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Scholars Academy (SA) is a four-year retention program coordinated by
EOP Retention Specialist, Christina L. Jackson. SA promotes integration of
institutional identity through community building with other EOP freshman
through engagement in seminars, workshops and social ceremonies.
In Fall 2012, the EOP Street Team Internship was established to raise
awareness of EOP events. Maricela Gutierrez and Aysha Lauren Minot were
the first coordinators of this internship. All Street Teamers were media and
marketing interns dedicated to create promotional material for EOP events.
Over time, the Street Team Internship has been shifting to make the internship
stronger and different. Currently, as the academic unfolds, the Street Teamers
work strongly together to create events and programs for the EOP population.
They also create marketing videos to bring awareness to any resources
offered by EOP. All these come along with professional development and
team building activities to help them become strong young professionals.
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Robbie Out
By Jessica Waltmon
Have you ever had to clean your own fathers’ blood off your grandmother’s bathroom
floor? Last week I did. Apparently the Dieners don’t do so when they pick up a body,
instead they leave an older woman to. Anger came over me, how could he take his own
life? No note, with my grandmother to find him. But you see, not everything is as it seems,
you will see that everything I have told you is true; he would tell me.
The irony is that what seems to have finally taken my fathers’ life was not another
countless high, but the scars that hold the addicted to their believed fate. I was not going
to tell this story, but someone knew before I did, that I could.
I did not cry at first, rather I soaked myself in disbelief. Not because I did not know this day
would come, but because I imagined it wouldn’t. When I saw my future, I saw you right
there, a recovered you. You see daddy I did want the father and daughter first dance. I
was never ashamed of you nor your unfair past. You see, I understand you were dealt a
life you didn’t deserve. You were bestowed the lessons of those who were truly no good.
You see, to you my father was just another junkie, another statistic that fell victim to the
needle, a strange man, a rather troubled man. To me, he was my world. I thought you
were invincible, mighty.
My father was meant to be a Rockstar, you know like Kiss. It’s sad, my father just wanted
to get a motorcycle, I hope he’s been granted several to choose from in Heaven.
But you try and deal with demons that won’t leave you alone, voices that may or may not
really be there. You try a better way to drown out the daily reminders of your dark past.
Let’s see how sane you come out of those experiences by age 53. Damn, age 53.
I used to search for what I thought was a void on your part one that could only be filled
by another. It turns out no one can replace you. Who will make me laugh the way you did,
you felt that although you could not give me anything at least you could make me laugh?
But to have your company was enough, oh how I felt complete in those times. To meet
you and see you smile and reach out for a hug. In these moments I held on to you tight as
I could not shake the voice in my head that told me this could be the last.
Hey, guess what without either of us knowing you taught me what unconditional loves
is; honesty, passion, and a little bit of insane. Nothing I could say can sum you up daddy,
you truly were a great man. You may have been loss but you did not fail at being a father.
Those 8 months we loss who would have thought how much I could use them now, what
were we even doing?
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They say loved one’s find peace when they pass away, I can’t grasp this nor that your gone.
But please know how much you meant to me and how much I needed you. All the times we
watched WWE and wrestled, played videos games, you practicing with me for my volleyball
and basketball team. Threatening school principles of their destiny if they dare lose me on a
field trip..ok that was too far.
Some pieces of advice you gave me I think everyone needs: someone’s true colors begin
to show 3 years into a friendship, no one else knows what they’re doing either so keep your
head up, and you have everything you need in yourself already to succeed.
I wasn’t going to tell you this story, because it is not yours to have. But as I opened my fathers’
phone, what is usually a wallpaper of skulls or rats, was that of a red rose.
I love you
mighty
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Better Days
By Isaias Ceballos III
Wake up it’s time to rise.
Time to wipe the crust from your eyes.
Open the blinds,
just to remember there’s no sun in the sky.
What is it that constitutes my growth?
I think it’s becoming politically woke.
It’s realizing the odds your up against.
It’s realizing how much knowledge has been fenced.
It’s walking through campus with your chin up high.
But it’s hard to look people in the eye,
When you think you don’ belong,
Affirm to yourself to stay strong.
Bite the bullets and bite your tongue
Or end up dead, you’re not too young.
Stay silent or die loud.
Grow up and make your parents proud.
Don’ end up doing drugs.
Say this as your smoke enters my lungs.
Don’ end up dead like your friend with a knife in his chest.
Remember to always do your best.
Watch the lecture slides, as they quickly pass you by.
Scrambling to remember, only to forget.
Always trying to redefine success.
Wanting to go home wherever it may be,
Just to re-realize why you wanted to leave.
It’s hard to stay strong and self-affirm
When all your dreams rely solely on the ability to learn.
But those dreams keep me going.
My success relies in me growing.
To understand the biases they teach,
Beyond expectations is to what I reach.
Not of those set by others, but of myself.
To set the bar and raise it, like no one else.
My family depends on my success
And my success on nothing less than my best.
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At the end of the day when I’m done with work,
I think about liberation- and it always irks.
If I was truly emancipated, I could be me.
I could depend on my parents and college would be a breeze.
But the reality is simply the reverse.
I may miss a note and begin to curse,
But I always stay on the same beat
With Ten toes down I stand on my feet.
Every day is a struggle.
I have to think that this is my hustle.
Studying is the replacement of selling on the streets.
Every day I come to terms with defeat.
There is beauty in the struggle
And Ugly in the hustle.
Resilience is the result.
Now this is a story needed to be wrote.
Sometimes I just wish for better days,
To be able to live and maintain,
To live with the daily pain
To have a day where I’m fully sane
To succeed in my grandma’s name
And simply…
To not be ridden with stress and guilt.
Born to resist the struggle is how I am built.
But to stress I purge and to guilt I cope.
What really constitutes my growth?
I think it’s only hope.
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Self Love
By Esmeralda Quezada
Self-love. Who has it?
Who, working for it, has grasped it?
Surely they didn’t teach this in the hood
My mom had three jobs, so who could?
Not the men who lived to breathe
and catcalled every Woman they see
Not my brothers but who knows
In the land of Me Too
who ever really knows?
Have to go to school, get Good Grades
All for the job, to get Good Pay
I don’t hate you for hurting me
this is for everyone
I just want to love myself and be One
One person. Not two or three or four
Not Me with You and with Him a Whore
Not Smart at home and Scum in school
Not a role model but also a Fool
Not poor or dead broke
but rich in life and resources
Everything I learned is from The Streets
and these courses
Who knows if I’ll ever make up my mind?
All I know is this is My Time
It’s our time, really I don’t own it
How did you learn to get better, Karina?
How do you know this?
What is the lesson?
There’s a first time for everything.
I am First Gen-College student and Mexican American.
Privileged in ways I could never think in-
UC Davis? I have to buy a new bike,
Or get to the bus or take a hike
I walk my groceries
and my shoes are Hand Me Downs
Can feel the soles wearing to the ground
What did I do to get here? Worked my
ass off in public school
What did You do to stay There?
Smoked every day. I am aware.
Who is the fool now?
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still Me
Only the rich follow these rules,
hood has its own policies.
Here I am. The Fool is still ME,
Hoping everyone can find it in their heart to plant a tree
Why did I come here? To learn? To get away?
Every day
I make the decision to be good and bad,
Baby
Cause I know the rules of the road
rules my body does not have, Baby
Good for the rules and bad for myself,
Baby
I am Scum at home and Smart in school
Both a role model and a fool
Learning self-love, I am self-taught
The block could not teach me. It was too hot
My mom could not help me,
she was too poor.
The patriarchal machistas told us
we were Whores
My Brothers only learned how to be men
For that to be possible someone has to
feel less than.
It took me till today to realize I am not a cartoon
They are buffoons
I am a Real Person with Real Feelings
And when I reach, I break the ceiling
And you couldn’t imagine how I feel
My experiences are different, fluid
So vast. And fast
Now I’m Lightning and I was never a cartoon
I want to make music, movies and write
I cannot choose
but I see the light
Something brought me here, was it you?
Tell me the answers, give me a clue.
I love you.
Who
I love Me and You.
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The Most Personal is the Most Creative
By Cuauhtemoc Ramirez
I am the first to pursue a degree in the arts.
On the night of this years academy awards Director Bong Joon Ho said “The most
personal is the most creative” a quote from another director Martin Scorcessee
In this vain I will share with you all a pretty personal story, the story of when I was removed
from my family
I was thirteen.
It was a warm summer evening as I returned home from wrestling practice. By this point
I had become wise to my parents’ relationship. There was always a first span of time that
was nice, peaceful, a time in which they really seemed to love each other. Then there was
always a second period of time in which things were incredibly tense. A time in which
fights would build and build until a moment of crisis.
Many of us know this behavior well
We were deep into the tense time.
So I knew what to expect when I came home that day, as I had known what to expect on
countless other days.
The argument had already started, me and my twin brother assumed our regular positions,
me taking my younger sister to another room, and him making sure things would not get
too out of hand. He’s 4 minutes older than me.
That day things got more out of hand than usual, and the cops were called. A clear sign
that we had entered crisis territory.
When the Police entered our place, they didn’t seem too concerned with aiding my
mother, or taking down her story.
They were focused on the cannabis plants we were cultivating at the time. I add that these
plants were nowhere close to budding. Some were mother cannabis plants. A specific
kind of plant from which cuttings can be taken in order to grow the beautiful product we’re
accustomed to.
This grow was 100% legal, but there’s no room for understanding these things when it’s
much easier and much more profitable to break up a family and lock people up.
The police were ignorant to the realities of marijuana and used it against us.
Later on when it was brought out that they had wrongfully destroyed our plants and they
claimed it was to do with the “Hazardous” chemicals we were using when in actuality our
techniques were organic.
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They didn’t understand that this plant had put food on my
table countless times
They didn’t understand that this plant had kept us in motel
rooms when we had no place to go.
They didn’t understand that this plant helps alleviate the years
of trauma their system has inflicted
They chose instead to continue inflicting that trauma
“That house is filthy” I heard one cop loudly remark
It was a little cluttered but I thought filthy was a bit much.
They wrongfully removed my twin brother, my younger sister
and I from my parents.
They arrested my father and I guess for good measure my
mother as well.
They walked my twin brother to their patrol car in handcuffs for
fear he would run away.
My older brother Jose put it nicely when he said, “We really
called the cops on our dad for hitting our mom, and they took
our mom to jail”
I didn’t tell this story because I wanted to make you all sad but
because it is by extension this story is also of how I qualified
for the guardian scholars program here at davis, an amazing
program that works to uplift former foster youth here in this
university setting that seems to work so forcefully against us.
This year I started working there as their graphics and
social media coordinator, And I get to do it alongside a truly
remarkable staff.
“The most personal is the most creative” is truly a statement
that defines how I rose here at UC Davis
I vocalize my personal experiences through my design, and
my photography.
The system gifted me prolonged times of grief but I’m now
going to use them to my advantage by taking my inspiration
from them
in doing so I validate my own experience because I now
understand that truly beautiful and creative things can be
made from them.
I feel a bit more like one of those beautiful things because like
the artwork I create and the work I hope to create, much of my
own identity was formed by my low income experience.
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Understory
By Noreen Mabini
Since I was little my dad and ma always told me “pursue what you’re passionate about
And be happy”
Because growing up they weren’t given the chance to be
Their parent’s happiness was their own
At least that’s what it seemed like
Id say I’m a pretty happy person
I get to care for the planet I love
And all the plants and animals in it
I get to work with people who are exciting and interesting
Yeah, I’m happy
I attend a top university where I get to study the earth God gave us and learn how to
best protect it
I get to experience the struggle of balancing my academic and personal health
More often than not – prioritizing getting that golden C over a full night’s rest
I also get to stress about getting into the classes I need because there are so many
students who need the same ones
Or are there not enough classes for the students?
Nevermind
I guess I’m happy if I remember what this is all for?
Working my butt off to reach my life goal to be a certified tree hugger
Yup. Tree hugger
That’s what my family calls me because they can’t seem to remember what my major is
exactly
They tell their friends how they’re so proud of me for going to college and saving the
world
And they communicate this by deliberately asking for plastic NOT paper bags
Or by throwing fits when restaurants stop serving straws with their drinks
But when they see someone litter, they turn to me and ask: “Aren’t you angry? I thought
you were a tree hugger?”
Yeah you right. I am angry
But not because some stranger dropped their Snickers wrapper on the ground
But because over the past few years you’ve managed to take away any pride I had in
calling myself a tree hugger
I’m a frickin ecological restorationist!
My calling in life is to restore what WE humans have destroyed
You say my studies are useless because “based on scientific studies, the world will be
in flames or underwater in 50 years right?”
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Yeah! Based on how we’ve been treating it. Doesn’t that scare you?
Oh wait. You don’t have to worry about that because you won’t be here to see it
YOU won’t have to live through it
But I will
So you can keep your side comments to yourself and let me make this world a
better place alongside those who actually give a damn!
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UC Davis
By Alejandra Vargas
I am the daughter of a daycare provider. I know the meaning of service. I am the daughter
of a night shift custodial manager. Who oversees eight buildings, one of them being part of
SJSU. You can argue about the price or the value of what they do, but not the service.
Service. Social service. Social institutions, what service does UC Davis provide?
A business law professor from Foothill College once told my class, you know colleges are
just like any other business
What does that mean? Now I know. UC Davis follows the business cycle. When the economy
does well, things are good but, when things are bad, things get real bad, worse things do
not get worse on their own, UC Davis, what is your role? UC Davis is part of the University of
California system, for the state of California, the largest economy in the U.S., and the fifthlargest
economy in the world. Public Higher education is a big reason for this. A system that
began with free tuition free Tuition To help California residents, of course not all residents
Now I’m reading articles titled UC System reaching an existential tipping point, a detailed
historical analysis of the 150-year-old UC system funding model, once based on enrollment
workload Since the 1970s state funding has dramatically fallen and has continued to do so
in 2004 and 2011 Now students make up the largest revenue source for the UC system Most
students have some form of mental health issue Why? No, not why Why do you ask why
without looking at the institution?
UC Davis professors don’t teach.
Once an astronomy professor from Foothill College began his class with this and said this is
what most professors will do once they get comfortable
The Monotillation of Traxoline It is very important that you learn about traxoline Traxoline
is a new form of zionteer It is monotillied in Ceristanna The Ceristannians gristerlate large
amounts of fevon and then bracer it to quarrel traxoline Traxoline may well be one of the our
most lukized resources in the future because our zionteer lescelidge.
Exam: Answer the following questions in complete sentences: What is traxoline? Where
is traxoline monotilled? How is traxoline quaselled? Why is it important to know about
traxoline?
Reminds me of somewhere
They say American students score worse than their counterparts, I say this is a teaching
effect, not a student one
UC Davis is a research institution. The research institution
UC Davis research, is it helpful? Or is it chasing money? Chasing grants Chasing patents
Research. What is your research?
.... I get it your tired.
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... Administration Bureaucracy I get it. You are smart. I get it
You have an education from an Ivy League school. Please teach.
I am going to take a wild guess and predict this is a UC Wide problem
Do we need a shock to the system What needs to happen for you to recognize there is a
problem
N e g l i g e n c e
How do you treat others because you are stressed? How do you treat your students? How do
you make others feel? I get it You’re stressed too. What about me I am one of many. You know,
yes children of college-educated parents are more likely to go to college, but 1st generation
students are the fastest growing. but actually, you know this, the reduction in investment came
as public colleges enrolled more students of color Ironically the total share of people going
to college has fallen UC Davis and all UC’S ask students why Should we want you? UC Davis
attracts talent Then asks why do you care about that A? Imposter Syndrome No, it is you. You
attract students, to increase your weight, your brand, your revenue. You are creative. UC Davis
does not teach. Yet UC Davis’s tuition is student tuition After that its grants, and its patents
They say American students score worse than their counterparts, I say this is a teaching effect,
not a student one
We build large gyms and Pretty quotes I am sure I have back pain from UC Davis’s library I
feel like I entered UC Davis in the 1960s but to think about it, I would probably not be here,
and I would probably not be paying what I am paying now To think about it, I am paying
for the library’s research articles UC Davis professors don’t teach You’re making it easier
for economies to displace you. Soft skills, I can get the data on my own, I am looking for a
professor, lost and can’t be found if you are great, you are the outlier an institutional problem is
not an individual one The second I entered EOP a space, a place for first-generation students
from low socioeconomic status I could not breathe. Principles of community ok.
It sounds more ideological than anything I have seen. Graduate students the same graduate
students behinds those grants and patents don’t receive credit, don’t get paid a living wage,
and don’t even get hours All out of a sudden, you care about students and how their Wildstrike
will affect us?
You became a Hispanic Learning Institute Hispanics make the largest share of first-generation
students Are you prepared, do you even care?
Student employees at the Coho coffee house don’t get paid they get loans New tech Where
are those 175 million dollars UC hid? California is funding a surplus of 7 billion dollars next year
I wonder where they will end up in \
My economic professor once told my class if you brake a window GDP grows, but the economy
stays the same. At UC Davis, we say we need immigrants, but can’t even pay the men and
women who work in our farms a living wage. Not taking into consideration the loopholes
migrants need to pass: increased nativism and deaths at the border Wages increase, let us
simply automate
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We are too busy leaving earth and heading to space. I have no problem with space; I just
wish we weren’t running away.
UC Davis follows the business cycle The 4th industrial revolution, have you heard of it?
Economic transformations. Economies always find their way, and when they do, the cost
will always be higher. Unique just like you.
What is your service, UC Davis?
I read this for my mother, and she said Mhmmm, you’re paying for the name, but contrary
to what you may believe
I’m still looking for a service.
University of California I am here to remind you, you have a role.
You have agency
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