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The Gray Bees Enter the Matrix
And Other Stories
The
Benedict
Winter 2020-21
News
Cover Art by Grant Parker
Vol. 3 Issue 1
Benedict News Editorial Board Fall 2020
Bedict
Editors-in-Chief
Reuben Kadushin Sam Pineda
News Editor
Isabel Garcia
Online Editor
Geovanni Lopez
Op-ed Editor
Yohangil Nolasco
Features Editor
Ethan Brady
Design Editors
Israel Small Anthony Mosquera
Photo Editor
Krithik Rajasegar
Cartoon Editor
Grant Parker
Social Media Editor
Davion Cottrell-Miller
Staff Writers: Diego Scarpone,
Aaron Clark, Jibril Shumante-Edwards,
Walter Pierce, Charly Rocano,
Sovereign Brown, Alex Michel,
Mike Cungachi, Julian Sierra,
Edgar Granda, Leandro Cordoba,
Troi Slade, Terrence Allavo, Emilio Calle,
Kiana Perez, Luis Suriel, Anthony Granger II,
Mekhi Vargas, Sandeep Singh,
Ian McGaw, David Decker, Jose Alcantara,
Joseph Jumbo, Liam Giuffrida,
Kevin Ortega, Steven Palacios,
Rafael Oliveira, Alex Benanti,
Wisnor Abbott, Simeon Brown,
Pedro Cena, Francisco Correia,
Emanuel Locke, and Akhir Crenshaw.
Photographers:
Davion Cottrell-Miller, Shelley Torres
Designers: Gary Hunter, Luis Suriel
Artists: Jahell Paul
Arts Editor
Daniel Bendezu
Sports Editor
Adrian Vasquez
Managing Editor
Ryciere Scott
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Gray Bees Enter the Matrix
Gray Bees in the
By Isabel Garcia
and
Survey Story
Grant Parker
A survey assessing the impact of remote
I wouldn't mind going back to school because it
learning on St. Benedict’s students, conducted
has been months,” another said.
by The Benedict News, shows a divide between
those who greatly miss the reality of learning
On the other hand, some students are finding a
on the property and those who prefer the
silver lining in the present situation.“I enjoy it
comforts of home.
since I am able to learn at Benedict's online and
then switch over to my NJIT online class with a
In a sequence of questions covering everything
few clicks on my computer,” said one.
from remote learning’s impact on grades and
“Teachers are actually teaching everyday unlike
attention span to the adequacy of students’
other schools, (where) many didn't even see
home environments for educational purposes,
their teacher once schools closed down,” said
students outlined advantages and
another. “So my experience at Benedicts with
disadvantages for virtual instruction, vented
virtual school is a 10/10!”
about the loss of connection with friends and
teachers, and reflected on how this would help
While missing Benedict’s, some students said
them in the future. Of the 51 students who
they appreciated the effort teachers and
responded, 41.2% reported their grades were
administrators were making in recreating a
lower as a result of the present digital learning
virtual Benedict’s environment. “I love how
environment. Only a slightly smaller
Benedict's cares about our safety,” said one. “As
percentage -- 39.2% -- said their grades had
much as I would love to go back to school, the
remained the same, leaving the smallest
circumstances we are under will make it
percentage -- 19.6% saying their grades had
impossible for 700+ students to be on the
risen.
property without following guidelines. I
appreciate teachers understanding the situation,
Furthermore, the students’ feelings toward the
but still not allowing students to fail. Same
present situation of virtual learning
rules like uniforms, for example, but just from
corresponded with the statistics. Some students
home.”
were very eager to return to the academic home
of St. Benedict’s, despite the pandemic. “I wish
Some students noted that they preferred the
I could be in a physical classroom,” said one. “I
Summer Phase schedule of three virtual class
enjoyed it at first, but now I only don’t mind it.
days a week with asynchronous learning in-
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between. “I feel as if Benedict’s is overworking
students with the 5 day school weeks,” said one,
continuing, “This is because the 5-day school
weeks are too much for most students. I would
prefer 3-day weeks or 4-day weeks because it
allows for rest days to make up for the amount
of work being asked of us.”
Alongside the scattered feelings toward the
present situation, the advantages and
disadvantages of online learning were also
recognized by students. “You can be at the
comfort of your own home, rather than having
to make the trip to school and remain there for
hours,” said one. Whereas for other students, their home environment does not provide an atmo-
sphere conducive to learning. “I honestly believe that virtual learning has hurt more than helped
me,” said one. “School normally is my getaway from the problems of my household but now I am
stuck in them.”
Despite the mixed feelings toward this new form of education, one thing is certain. A total of
88.2% of students surveyed reported that the online virtual learning experience could help them in
the future, whether it be in their future studies or the workplace. “You get to be your own boss and
decide when to do work, although this could also be viewed as a bad thing due to
procrastination,” said one.
In these challenging times, one student’s perspective covered all the bases. “I believe there are
no advantages to learning at home compared to learning at school because if you are a dedicated
student it does not matter whether you are at home or school, because you will always find a way
to do your best academically.”
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VOICES FROM THE MATRIX
Interviews by Sovereign Brown
and David Decker
“As a student it’s a lot harder to push myself and
keep myself accountable to stay on top of my work
because you're just on your own. It has definitely
affected my performance in a negative way. I'm
tending harder to do things that were a lot easier
before. It’s harder to motivate myself to work hard.
One thing I have taken from online learning is
that I can do it and I know that I am capable of
getting things that need to be done, done. The
big difference is that I have no routine like I did
in physical school but in online class you can do
your homework whenever you want because you
don’t have any after school activities keeping you
busy from doing your homework.”
-- White Section Leader Raphael Jaquez SY
“The number one challenge is getting the students
engaged and keeping them paying attention
because you never know when a student will be on
a personal device or texting with someone else.”
“I miss being in person and the group feeling and
online it feels like one on one work and having to
call in people with unmuting and muting overall
just (makes me) miss the in person dynamic.”
“(Teaching remotely) Forced me to get creative
especially with making sure students have read
and understand the material and to come up with
different ways to make sure everyone is on the
same page. I have also learned that we can do it
whether it be for any reason that we can all still be
together in some sort of way.”
-- English Teacher Mr. Brian Delaney ‘02
“I miss being in class and having a schedule and
having a set routine and being able to go to
practice and seeing my friends. This has impacted
my performance negatively. I feel like I am just
writing stuff and not learning anything. I'm just
submitting work. I have had to pay attention a lot
more and participate a lot more and write down
more notes. I’m not just writing down key points.
If I don’t write down key details I won’t be able to
remember anything.”
-- Jose Robles, UDII
“There are practices that I have been able to
transfer, such as having students use a dry erase
board for French class for do-nows /quick
understanding checks. I have slowed down
tremendously to allow for all the technical issues
and make sure every student is somewhat on the
same page and on the right track. I’ve adapted my
curricula and removed some of the content,
trying to focus on what is essential and what I’d
like everyone to walk away with at the end of the
term. Everything takes much longer to be done;
waiting for students to log on also takes time and
can result in having to repeat instructions, etc.
when students show up quite late. I feel that the
technology is also making students more selfconscious
about their participation, which is a
huge problem, especially in a world language
class!”
“Although I am very happy with the way things
are going in FR1, I would rather be teaching in
person. For me, teaching requires a certain level of
in person interaction. Working in groups virtually
is NOT the same as working in groups in a
classroom setting. I feel like students also have
more difficulties creating bonds with their classmates
while learning virtually. I also use a lot of
gestures/miming for French, which is difficult to
do online.”
“I’m not too technologically challenged so that
part hasn’t phased me too much but the constant
connection problems do wear on me, mostly
because it is completely out of my control. The
most frustrating part is to wait for students to
unmute/unfreeze/type in the chat because their
microphones do not work…In a classroom, none
of that would be an issue! Creating a safe space/
environment is also more difficult online because
everyone is on camera at all times; you cannot
take a student aside and ask how they are doing/
address their behavior sometimes.
-- English and French Teacher
Mrs. Benedicte Thieberger-Kittinger
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“You have to keep an eye out on everybody, because you know you can’t reach everybody”
-- Algebra Teacher Kenya Moncur ’15
“I honestly would prefer in person. I want to see everybody and talk to people in person. I’m tired of seeing
the same rooms, the same routine every day.”
“Going to school online is definitely harder. I feel like I’m not as motivated as I was actually in school.”
“It’s harder to adjust because it’s difficult to meet new people online. In person, at least we can see them and
talk to them, but online
it’s just like you have to
get their number, email
them, like it’s just hard.
I can talk to a few of the
girls but I wouldn’t say
that, unfortunately, even
though we have that
‘community,’ it’s still
kind of awkward and
distant.”
-- Jewels Pena,
UDII
“It’s harder going to
school online because I
feel that the connection
we’re supposed to have
to the material isn’t as
strong. Sometimes, I
find myself zoning out
and having to catch up
on whatever we were
doing.”
“We’re all separated,
so it’s hard to have the
same bonds we would
have in person.”
-- Johana Herrera,
UDII
Finding a Balance in Virtual Fencing
By Jose Alcantara
As I log on to our first fencing practice Zoom
meeting of the season, everything already feels
off. We’re in the middle of the COVID-19
pandemic and, for safety reasons, we are not
permitted to practice in our new fencing center
in person. We’ve decided to resort to virtual
practices.
with the team, I feel more connected with the
guys.
Once I’ve engaged with the team, it’s time to
exercise. I ask all the guys to stretch before
diving in to any strenuous workout. We move
into push ups, sit ups, planks, and squats.
Finding a Balance in Virtual Fencing
By Jose Alcantara
I was named the Captain early this fall. I want
to keep the team together during a pandemic
that is keeping us apart. Virtual fencing
practice, as wacky as it sounds, might be one
way to maintain our spirits, if not our muscles.
I begin to start up practice with some banter
with my close teammates. “Yooo how’s
everyone been? It’s been a minute,” I say.
I’m hit with a dozen turned off cameras and
muted mics. I can already tell, this will not be as
engaging as it would be in person.
After a few minutes of urging, guys switch on
their cameras. Suddenly, I don’t feel so alone.
Epeeist David Decker unmutes his mic and his
voice emits from my phone as I’m setting it
down in my backyard. He hits me with a classic
Decker line: “Can we get this over quick? I got
FIFA (his video game) to get to.”
I’m outside in my yard. Though it’s cloudy and
windy, I really don’t notice, I’m so caught up
in scanning the faces on my phone. One kid is
in his driveway. Most, stuck in their bedrooms,
have had to push back furniture to participate.
“How’s your guys’ grades?” I ask, trying to
maintain the patter. “Have you been keeping up
or is it hard to focus?”
Luke Amoakoh responds. “Yeah, I really hate
this online stuff,” he says. “I don’t understand
what’s going on half the time, it’s annoying.”
Everyone agrees: Online learning has been a
struggle, to say the least. After some catching up
We elevate matters. In our footwork session, we
make sure to keep our en garde form in check.
From the few guys who left their mics on by
accident while we engaged in working out, I
can hear heavy huffing and puffing. It’s as if
we’ve just run a marathon. In reality, we've only
done the equivalent of 20 push-ups.
I then ask everyone to stand up and take a
30-second rest.
“Next up, we’ll be doing 100 squats, split up
into 2 sets of 50. 3...2...1,” I say, adding, “Down!”
As guys begin to fall behind and not keep up,
I begin to slow my pace, doing my squats a bit
more slowly. I try to keep in mind that most of
the guys have not been doing any form of
exercise for the most of the quarantine period. I
decide I am going a bit too hard on the guys and
slow down the pace of things.
“Are we done yet?” gasps Joseph Jumbo as we
are finishing up our last squats. Fellow Captain
Ryan Teran shouts: “Nah let’s do some more!”
Alex Cruz, also a fellow captain, agrees
adamantly as he encourages everyone to stand
up.
It feels nice to be able to keep the guys
relatively in shape again and to get into the
habit of working out like we used to.
As the fencing season is right around the
corner, we are still unsure whether we will be
having a season to compete in this year.
Regardless, plans have been set in motion by
coaches and staff to set up practice days on the
property so the team can finally practice in
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person, safely and socially distanced. However, even this seems questionable since numbers in
positive COVID cases have begun to surge.
Despite the drastic change of going from practicing in person to practicing over Zoom, the
Captains and I are doing everything we possibly can to make the team as a whole feel like the
connected family we have always been.
Conversio: A Cafeteria School Day
By Rafael Oliveira
Pre-Post Convo
I walked into the cafe and it seemed more bare
than yesterday. There were about 10 compared
to the 20-plus students I usually see. Even so, I
liked being here. At home, all the days felt the
same -- sluggish, uninteresting. I struggled to
pay attention. But here, it felt pretty close to
the natural thing. I might argue it’s better. I can
interact, socialize with other people (under the
safety guidelines). Convo experienced this way
and even pre-Convo beforehand felt very
welcoming and even homelike.
Block 1
This block was my former free block but now
it’s one of the best parts of my day. My
Religion 2 teacher, Mr. Stephen Esteves, always
somehow holds the class’ interest. Instead of
being cliche and pulling straight from the book,
Mr. Esteves challenges us by applying real life
situations to the Bible. He talks about the
Apocalypse today and I think about zombies.
To be honest, I don’t like zombies. I like this
teacher’s more modern approach to teaching.
Block 2
Most students stay in the cafe’s main dining
room under the COVID-19 safety protocol.
However, I have Chorus class and, unless they
want to hear something that sounds like the
voice of Fergie at the 2018 NBA All Star game,
I need to go and practice. A few of us leave the
cafe and attend Chorus in the Shanley Gym.
Today we were working on the songs for the
Christmas Concert such as “King of Kings,”
“The Spirit is-a-movin” and songs from the past
concerts. From Mr. Joshua Mauldin's wittiness
and the fact that it’s pretty fun to sing, time
moves quickly and it’s fun.
Break
This was an intermission.... I rate it a 10/10
Block 3
I had a midterm for Mr. Jon Marlow today and
nothing much else. Mr. Marlow teaches science.
Even though our class is virtual, Mr. Marlow
tries to make his experiments, examples, or just
class in general hands-on. He even set up a solar
system in the class with a sun, planet and moon
for the Earth’s orbit.
Block 4
I have English Teacher Ms. Hannah Stafford as
my fourth block; she's the successor to the late
Mr. William Petrick, who was the Shifu to
Master Oogway. (This is a Kung Fu Panda
reference. Please see movie. Or Wiki.). I have
another quiz of course, easy ace hopefully. Ms.
Stafford also helps at the Rowing team with
Coach Mr. Craig White. After the 4th block the
students move on to lunch, with a study hall
after.
Overall
Experiencing the COVID pandemic has been
part of one of the weird years on record that has
included quiet and heartbreak. For me,
returning physically to the school is a very
effective ice pack against the wound of 2020. I
would recommend that students take advantage
of this. It’s easier to pay attention and find
consistency in all this randomness. So stay
strong, drink your milk and have a good night.
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Making Music Together,
But Alone
Written by Dr. Jeremy Fletcher’s Jazz Band
Unable to ask students to play together for
safety reasons, and deterred by syncing problems
on Zoom/Google Meet, Music Teacher Dr. Jeremy
Fletcher instead assigned each of his Jazz Band
students to video record his work at home and
collaborate virtually to assemble it into a joint
recording. Then he asked them to reflect on this
unique musical experience. What was most
challenging about the process? When working
alone, which was more difficult to master - the
music or the technology? How does performing
alone and without an audience compare with
live band performances?And, in a post-pandemic
world, how will each one’s performance-in-
isolation shape their appreciation of live
performances? Here are excerpts from those
reflections.
My confidence in my music has grown. This
is because I feel that, when the Jazz Band is
together in person, I need to be on par with
the other students there. Whenever a part I
couldn’t play correctly came up I felt
embarrassed to practice it because I kept
screwing up, so I would just play parts I
knew how to play and skip the ones I didn’t
know. At home, however, it is just me and
when the challenging parts come I practice
until I get the hang of it and eventually I get
it right. I realized that I am playing complex
and beautiful parts that the previous me
wouldn’t even try.
-- Alex Benanti
Playing in a band is more desirable for me
because the guys I play with have been
some of my closest friends since freshman
year and some prior. We have been playing
so long together that we just vibe so well
together, without being able to play with
them, our music is nice and clean but it
doesn’t have that same feel of camaraderie
and brotherhood. Thus, in a post pandemic
world I think that I would cherish the
moments that I have with my friends in
person and not take the little moments we
all share together for granted.
-- Wisnor Abbott
It has really helped me focus a lot better
compared to being in person. There were
still some challenges that I was struggling
with. Recording a video of m playing a
certain portion of a song was the easy part.
Adjusting things around my room and
positioning myself in where I can see
myself at a good angle has been a big
challenge. Another challenge was finding
someone to record the video for me.
Eventually I had to end up recording it
myself since nobody in my household was
available to record the video for me. I found
out that while recording myself I can listen
to the recording and point out any errors
that were made so that when I spot the
mistake I can go back and fix it.
-- Simeon Brown
Constantly being on camera changed my
view of social media by a longshot. Over
quarantine, social media has become
everyone’s major source of life whether it
was for work, school, or entertainment.
Social media has become really annoying
with all those people causing problems.
Being on camera all the time isn’t much of a
problem for me but it doesn’t feel the same
way as it would be in person since I can’t be
with those who I care about. I feel like
playing live in a group is better because I
can see the people enjoying the
performance in person instead of just seeing
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their comments on youtube live streams. In
the post-pandemic future, I would view live
performances more seriously because I get
to live the moments that I had not been able
to be a part of for a long time.
-- Pedro Cena
of playing our parts and submitting them on
camera. It gives me that actual jazzy feeling
and it’s more fun than staying home behind
a screen.
-- Emanuel Locke
Recording videos and just being in this
virtual band has been challenging because
it doesn’t really feel like a band at all. All
we do is submit our parts and then listen
to the parts of others. When we were in the
band room I always loved the atmosphere of
listening to the band work and us playing
together. Being able to hear how loud or soft
I should be playing. I could know if I was
on beat and if I was playing the right notes.
I took for granted how good it actually feels
to hear music live and to actually feel how
everything works together. It really is a
work of art, seeing all the instruments blend
together to make one amazing sound and
how it all works and sticks together. And
when it’s live it’s even better because it just
feels so much more real. This time really
helped me realize this. I’ve been spending a
lot of time now just looking up my favorite
bands and just checking when their tour
schedules would come back up so I can
order tickets.
-- Francisco Correia
An aspect that I find easier virtually than
in-person is that I have the ability to move
at my own pace when learning a song and
I can continue to replay the video again if I
am struggling with one part instead of
waiting to ask for help or waiting till I get
home. Also, I can have the time to practice
on my own simply by muting my mic and
work on my part instead of in-person when
I can’t play at all because it would make
sound and disturb the other learners.
Still, I prefer playing with the group instead
The biggest challenge with doing virtual
band videos was mostly finding the time
where no one else was in my living room
making noise so I could do the video. I have
a very busy household, with my mom who
is a music teacher and is always doing her
work from home because of the COVID-19
Pandemic, and my brother who also does
everything from home as well. So finding a
time where people are in their rooms and
there is no one in the living room so that I
can record it is difficult. There were
definitely aspects that made virtual
recording a lot easier. As a drummer, it is
my responsibility to make sure that I carry
the tempo for the rest of the Band, so when
we are in person for Jazz Band I am
solely responsible for making sure everyone
matches how fast or slow I may set the
tempo. When I record with the play-along,
the tempo is automatically set so playing
along with something already with a set
tempo, rather than just having to make
sure I have the tempo stuck in my head and
memorize, makes it a lot easier for me to
stay on beat. Mastering the music is
definitely more of a challenge than the
technology when it comes to recording. It
is very easy to set up and make a recording,
but actually holding myself accountable for
playing everything right can be a lot more of
a challenge.
-- Akhir Crenshaw
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Gray Bees Enter the Matrix
Survey Story 3
Voices from the Hive 5
Virtual Fencing 7
A Day in Conversio 8
Music Lessons 9
Table of Contents 11
Perspectives
Climate Clock 12
My Fear of Knowing 13
Our Nameless Chasm: Making Sense of America’s Senseless Growing Pains 14
Where Are You Really From? 19
A Quest for Who I Want to Be 21
Election Night 23
Trail Stories 25
Rowing With My Brothers 27
New Faces
Ms. Bimpé Fageyinbo 29
Mr. Akeem Miller 31
Mr. Jefferson Pereira 33
Mr. Stephen Esteves 34
(some sort of subtle divider here?)
Ms. Char-Lotte Searcy 36
Finding a Balance 37
Ms. Patricia Blevis 38
Ms. Ruth Rosa 39
Ms. Analisa Branco 41
Ms. Benedicte Thieberger-Kittinger 43
(some sort of subtle divider here?)
Mr. Alexander Modeas 45
Mr. Joshua Aune 47
Mr. Nick Swanson 48
From the Abbey
The Abbey Flourishes 49
Fr. Asiel Achieves Lifelong Dream 51
Becoming Fr. Asiel 53
Br. Robert Finds His Place in the World 56
Br. Bruno: At Home in the City 57
Br. Thomas: How to Do Lectio Divina 59
Br. Francis Professes Solemn Vows 61
Arts
Ms. Wye-Hunsinger: In the Midst of It All 63
The Kayrix: A Treasured Legacy Carries On 65
Sports
Soccer Season: Changing it up for Continued Success 67
Fencing Documentary Filming 69
Cross Country Season: Keep Running 70
CrossFit: A New Team Effort 71
Water Polo: Remaining Active, Despite Challenges 73
Op-Ed
By Emilio Calle
A Clock ticks,
Will we
act in time?
By Emilio Calle
first number, in red, represents what artists
call the “deadline.” The second number,
in green, conveys the percentage of energy
available for use from renewable sources.
On the day of its unveiling, the clock
warned that humankind had 7 years, 101
days, 17 hours, 29 minutes and 22 seconds
left (to be exact), until Earth’s carbon budget
would be depleted, based on current
emission rates. This would result in
turmoil and suffering with more
flooding, more wildfires, worsening
famine and extensive human
displacement.
IllustratIon by Jahell Paul
On Sept. 21, 2020, a 62-foot-wide, 15-digit
electronic timer was unveiled in
Manhattan’s Union Square by Gan Golan,
an American cartoonist, and Andrew Boyd,
an American author. According to the
Washington Post’s “How long until it’s too
late to save the Earth from climate disaster?”
by Jennifer Hassan, artists and scientists
created this clock, known as the Climate
Clock, in hopes that people will be able to
visualize the severity of the current climate
crisis.
The timepiece displays two numbers. The
After reading the article, I felt this
intense rush of anger. I could only
think, with sadness, how the efforts of
others attempting to spread awareness
is so easily dismissed. It angered me at
first because it reminded me that
people continue to harm the
environment. However, after I reflected
on it further, I realized that the fact that
people can gaze on a symbol like this is
a positive thing. People will realize—at
least a little bit—that the earth is dying
and we need to do something about it.
We finally have some artists using art to
inspire people and raise awareness that
there is still time to save the world. It
wouldn’t be fair to future generations
to have to live in a world that is barely
habitable. The sad part about them living in
such a world would be what it says about us
and our present generation.
The Climate Clock tells us that we still have
time. It is our generation that needs to make
the difference. As Fr. Ed often says at Convo,
“Give up what you want for what we need.”
We have to set an example. Let’s be careful
about how we dispose of our waste. We
have to be the leaders to help stop climate
change. The change starts with you! Let’s
have blue skies again.
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My
Fear
of
K
n
o
W
i
n
g
Written by troi Slade
Op-Ed
When asked, “What career are you
interested in,” I answer with, “I would like
to become an astronautical engineer.” I’m
usually met with faces of interest, surprise,
and a hint of confusion. Though I may
never know, it might be because of the
complexity in the word “astronautical,” the
fact that I want to pursue a STEM career or
that I’m a Black woman pursuing a STEM
career. I feel empowered when I see these
faces but sometimes I worry. Do they see
something that I don't? Astronautical
engineering combines basic engineering
principles with aerodynamics, celestial
mechanics, propulsion, etc., to build rovers,
spaceships, and other outer planetary
technologies. A lot of big words for a big
job for a girl with big dreams.
I am aware that I may never have the
satisfaction of knowing what perplexes
people about my goal, but one thing I do
know is that the path that I am taking will
not be an easy one. Not as hard as a
Calculus II with a bad professor or a
thermodynamics class. Strenuous as in a
Black student, a Black girl, growing into
a woman, at a PWI, predominantly White
institution.
I tend to worry about my student life in
college even though I’m merely a junior in
high school. I fear the level of discomfort I
might experience. The stares, the comments,
the looking down on as though I’m the help.
You may ask how I know what “might”
happen. It's because I have experienced it
all before. The feeling of being a stranger in
your nation, something many know all too
well.
These are all experiences that I constantly
think about. I view college as the buffer to a
lifetime of work and that work environment
is one to be wary of. As you may know,
STEM careers are not abundantly diverse
and it has taken many years of perseverance
from pioneers to get to the point that we are
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at now. We, women and minorities, have a
lot of hardships to overcome, whether they
stem from racial insensitivity or gender
expectations.
Organizations like Race to Action and The
National Society of Black Engineers aid in
combating that feeling of uncertainty in
one’s surroundings and one’s future. I know
this because I have gained greatly from the
support and insight provided by these
organizations and countless others. The
National Society of Black Engineers, also
known as NSBE, creates a web of
connections from the predominately white
tech and exploration companies, to the
Black and Brown high school and college
students, looking for a place in an industry
that was hesitant to accept the ones before
them. I joined Race to Action to finally have
a safe space where I can discuss racial and
social injustice and share my personal
experiences with others that look and think
like me. We consist of young leaders,
and wise advisers, waiting to take that leap
of action to a justful society. That action is
undefined, but I know my action will be
through STEM.
Maybe that’s what the faces conveyed, a
sense of knowing what lies ahead. They saw
the journey that I was taking, the action
components to a more diverse STEM
community. I want to be the pioneer for the
generations to come just like others were for
me. So when asked, “What career are you
interested in,” I’ll answer, “I would like
to become an astronautical engineer but I
also understand my duty to be a pioneer for
other women and minorities in STEM and
on the stage of life, inspiring them to walk
their paths in pursuit of something great.”
Op-Ed
Our Nameless Chasm:
By Reuben Kadushin
Making Sense of America’s
Senseless Growing Pains
Walking through crowds of masks hanging like armor over black faces -- under eyes
glossed with a frantic panic, anxiety, or rage -- the strings of my mask teasing my cheek
bones, and the sun feeling close enough to fall out of the Bed-Stuy sky, I took the subway
on a July afternoon to a dentist’s office in Manhattan that had been open for a month after
its “pandemic closing”: A deserved break for somebody’s slaving employees wasted by
nightmares of job insecurity, a hungry fridge, and, possibly, the existential questions that
are usually raised when the number “100,000” is juxtaposed with the word “death” on the
television.
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According to everybody else (which, when
we talk about race, is all who really matters,
in the way one can be Nigerian or Jamaican
or Brazilian, but just as black as the
heritage-less descendants of American
slaves, and in the same way those same
descendants aren’t able, at least with sanity,
to just call themselves Americans --
meaning one is, really, to a profound
extent, black insofar as it affects how they
can be treated by everybody else), I don’t
look related to my father. He’s been told
he’s white. And, similarly, I’ve been told
I’m black. My father picks me up from
a practice, or a class -- or somewhere my
friends dragged me into the deep puzzles of
New York -- and, at our joining debut, I wait
for a stranger's eyes to puff in surprise. Or
brows to jump in amusement. Or, if they are
feeling bold, shout, “Yo that’s your Dad?”
as if they’re trying to put together some bad,
racial joke, and we -- my father and I -- will
separate, stop our act of familiarity, break
into laughter, confetti and balloons flying
from the ceiling -- and will respond: “Ha,
we got you good, didn’t we!”
With the same skin as the men the world
has just watched murder black men with the
impunity adjoined by a police badge -- on
their phone’s screens; with the same skin
of the men the world watched for hundreds
of years, indifferently, employ rape, misery,
secularism, poverty, whips, bombs, slavery
(the skin of men who employed a relentless,
catastrophic suffocation of the dignity of
every man, woman, and child on the brown
corners of the world) and made all of those
words and images synonymous with
democracy, capitalism, “westernism” and
Christianity in their schools, and is
continuing to do so, every second -- my
father met me at the dentist’s office in a
suit. A white man in a suit: My father was
dressed up like power. And I’ve hated to
walk with him when he’s in a suit, in every
place that we’ve lived, because when people
who believe they are powerless think they
see power, they have to suppress feelings of
wanting to either kiss it, take it, kill
themselves, or humiliate it: I’ve yet to find
words to describe the boiling I’ve seen
behind some people’s eyes at the sight of
my father’s post-work nonchalance.
While the Black and Hispanic security
guard’s eyes laughed at the mismatched
father and son -- who seemed to step in
complete ignorance of the absurd, historical
satire the two, adjacent, represented -- the
walls’ hues of blue colored our step from
the hot street into the air-conditioned
building. We walked up the stairs of the
lobby, mumbling about my potential
colleges, and -- as he likes to phrase -- “all
this shit going on,” and trailed to the
orthodontist’s office. And as we made that
hard right, and I still felt their eyes on my
father’s and my backs, they unknowingly
bleeding so much of that too familiar angst
onto my neck, I knew that they understood,
regardless of if they were at the top or the
bottom of the building, in their black and
white suits, which, because of our nation’s
history, contrasted with their cinnamon and
ash skin -- mimicking exactly what they
were gawking at -- they were telling their
own version of the joke my father and I
were.
I was saying something, and I stopped
talking because my father started running
into the room we were walking towards. A
sitting crowd of masked, black faces --
anything but six feet apart -- looked up,
initially wearing a militant though fearful
confusion, to my father screaming: “You
said, ON THE PHONE, THERE WOULD BE
SOCIAL DISTANCING! THIS IS EXACTLY
HOW IT WAS BEFORE!” at the older, black
woman at the desk.
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Whatever was in the air transmuted to a
silent laughter -- the crowd looking into
itself. My father kept yelling at the
woman, who was -- despite what the crowd
assumed -- responsible, his tie sailing as his
hands pointed to the densely packed brown
faces, his face red like he was choking on
everybody staring at him, saying: you're
literally killing these people by permitting
this; this is one of the only offices that takes
Medicaid. She responded, first quietly, but
then raising her hostility to the level of
my father’s, that she only worked here, he
was yelling at the wrong person, she was a
working woman, life is stressful, my father
had the option to leave. With the safety and
wretchedness only a mob can provide and
facilitate, a young man peeled his mask off
to say: “I’m fine.” Like dominoes falling,
another man, his Yankee hat tilted into
nearfall: “Aye man, I’m fine; I don’t need
no social distancing.” I think everybody
clapped; if they didn’t, they did it without
their hands. When another man lifted his
phone to record my father screaming at the
woman, I saw the man’s logic coalesce
under the mirth behind his mask: “A white
person screaming at a black woman dressed
as a nurse. If I record this grotesque,
symbolic interaction, maybe I can go viral.”
A woman sitting in the front row went to
console my father through his uncalled-for
frustration, telling him something. He
responded, electrically, this is not fair;
they’re killing people. She, like everybody
else, didn’t give a damn about what was
coming out of my father’s mouth. The crowd
saw: she -- black, soft, wise, hardworking
with her own nurse suit -- met my father
-- entitled, ignorant, privileged, effeminate,
powerful, wrong, money, evil, white -- with
a cool voice, saying something. Like the
crowd, if she said his concerns were “not
worth the yells,” or “leave her alone,” she
was identifying with the woman at the desk
-- like everybody else -- and dancing around
the words: “Sir: we don’t care if we die; the
disease isn’t real because you are the one
advocating for us; you wouldn’t understand
this, but we’re used to crumbs; and I can’t
trust you because you look like the
landlord, the police, the president, the
governor, the Senate, the men on the dollar
bill, everything that doesn’t care whether we
live or die, everything that’s tried to kill us,
and our parents, and their parents;
everyone that owns everything we don’t, a
body of history and literature we can’t claim
because its lessons and philosophies have
been shown they are only utilized as
weapons against us -- and consolation for
you -- and, so, I can’t trust you. Because of
what you and your suit represent, no matter
what you say, I can’t trust you. Disappear.
Social distance ya ass out of this room, how
about that?”
Hell didn’t freeze when a crowd of African
Americans protested someone advocating in
their best interests, because of some
visceral, inarticulate, justified distrust of
who was talking. It wasn’t until later, upon
reflection, that I sided with my father over
the crowd. And after unpacking the layers
of that moment, the crowd -- its
infatuation with its own ferocity, power,
illogic, its voice -- I thought of Trump’s
followers irrationally supporting their
country’s, and their own, demise. I thought
of us, , and, consequently, whether that word
might mean anything.
It must be said: The divide we are
witnessing in our country has nothing to do
with policy. As one side recites with
pamphlets of evidence written in the blood
of our lost that reek of the gunpowder,
hemp, and tears that were forced under their
skins -- and that man, on the other side of
the table, in that very same house, with the
very same mother and father, watches that
party scream, cry, flail, and plead with the
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indifferent, deaf smile of guilt wrapped
around his white face, the forces in his heart
driving him to watch his own family (who
is suffering in such a familiar way!) grieve
and, then, politicize and dehistoricize
murder have nothing to do with unions, or
contracts, or the environment, or socialism,
or healthcare, or police, or democracy, or
violence, or capital, or guns, or rights, or
education, or freedom; those forces only
have to do with the fact that he is fighting
for his life.
I know this because life is the only thing
one would, knowingly, blind oneself to
keep.
The men and women in the crowd of the
rally -- armed -- don't care what comes out of
his mouth, as long as they believe the man
on the podium sees them, because,
otherwise, they can’t live. And the men and
women exploiting most of the world for its
blood and resources, and employing their
rights to do so, know that if they let go of
their arbitrary greed, they, too, will cease to
live.
To live? Fighting for life? You may ask
whether I'm even talking about anything, or
just making a literary romance of politics.
When I say that people are fighting to live,
I say that men have sat in corporate offices
and, weighing the entire existence of the
human race with their profits, ordered
someone to create propaganda campaigns
enforcing that climate change was a hoax;
when I say that people are fighting to to live,
I say that men have raised arms against their
own country for the right to own other
people; when I say people are fighting to
live, I say that women, with children of their
own, have ordered the lynchings of their
lovers -- knowing them to be their
neighbor’s sons; when I say that people are
fighting to live, I say that men have watched
and ordered the lynchings of their own
mulatto children; when I say people are
fighting to live, I say that there were men
and women, consciously, redlining
members of their own states and boroughs
into immutable poverty; when I say people
are fighting to live, I say that a man once
ordered to put 99 bullets into a man who
was fighting to provide the children of
America’s ghettos with lives that weren’t
riddled with turmoil; when I say people are
fighting to live, I say that these actions, and
all that they represent, were for what? The
economy? For socialism? For capitalism? For
the president? For a policy? For something
as vague as power? For something as
imaginary as one’s race? For, maybe, peace?
No. When I say people are fighting to live,
I’m saying that there is something almost
unnamable, visceral, irrational, but
necessary, and, therefore, very human
driving us to turn blind eyes on not just the
grievances of our neighbors, but those of
ourselves. And, consequently, when all of
this is at rest -- because it will be eventually
-- we, as a country, must be ready for some
equally human solution to what Trump (to
put a face to the force) has gifted us with
unearthing from underneath ourselves
-- where everybody lives -- to a surface --
where all the world can see. And that solu-
tion is understanding our humanity: that
we, as an irrational people, are not bound to
the systems that we create, and, therefore,
are at distance to everything we know about
life, but death, love, suffering, and failure.
Whether the orange man wins or loses, for
his presence in the conversation is
telling enough, like a child at the precipice
of adulthood -- when one understands one
is responsible for one's own life --
America is experiencing a coming of age: A
crossroads. As disparity and distrust peak
amongst her people, we are witnessing the
currents of our systems crash under their
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own volume: hubris. As they age, she is seeing that her mother, capitalism, and her
father, imperialism, are -- under all their romantic vibrance and dignity -- as fragile as she
is, and, too, human. No longer can they protect her from the world they tried, as hard as
they failed, to shelter her from. And, as anyone watching their parents age and ready to rot,
part of her is in a childlike denial, and part of her knows too well what she must do. But
that denial is rooted in trauma; the symptoms of her growth. Despite what it seems,
however, the tracts of slavery, segregation, labor violence, colonialism, corporate
corruption, and tribalism are not where she bleeds; those will be the necessary phases of
her growth -- those moments are the calcium in the bones of her shins and her hands, as
inseparable to her character as the genomes in her cells: Her awesome power she’ll use to
grow and guide. Where the wounds are, are in the parts of her in denial of her experiences,
who don’t want to learn the lessons of hardship. And the hard truth we have to understand
is that she will never overcome her contradictions. She will try, but because she is
composed of people, she, as an entity, is very human, and for humans, hurting and
living are anything but exclusive. As with her parents, imperfection is what she so
violently keeps from the world. But this is where we step -- when we accept our history
and the social forces that bend us, we see that we are no different from any other country.
We are susceptible to fascism, violence, ignorance -- as we are capable of equality,
nobility, and enlightenment. We can fall. But we can build. And, understanding this
duality, we can use these times of hurt, blood, noise, lies, and tears as time for reflection
-- instead of a time of denial, exhaustion, war. When a man can be shot seven times in
his back by a cop, and his brothers and sisters are devoid of surprise, and when a man
can murder two of his brothers who were protesting the injustice that crippled that same
victim, and be praised by the commander in chief -- we are doing anything but going
backwards. What is important now: To see what looks like collapse, failure, ignorance, as
evidence of our -- coming -- growth and inextricable humanity. And our despair, at least, is
proof that we are fighting for and against something very important -- to all of us.
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Where are you REALLY from?
- The Challenges of being Trilingual -
By Terrence Allavo
“Where are you really from?” is a question
I am commonly asked. Often, I use the land
of my forefathers (Benin, in West Africa) as
a form of identification. Though many may
not realize or accept this reality, accents are
a major part of our daily lives.
After spending two years in the U.S. as a
student at St. Benedict’s, I noticed that
everyone has an accent. As a Beninese,
traveling to the United States was an
eye-opening experience that taught me
many things such as the racial
differences within American societies,
racism as a whole, and the extent to which
people can go to express their hatred toward
another’s race and/or nationality.
Op-Ed
However, what caught my attention the
most was not only the realization that I
had an accent, but also the accents of those
around me. Prior to living in the United
States, I was not regarded as a person who
had an accent. In fact, I was thought to be
quite an eloquent individual.
I speak French, English, and Fon, one of the
main native languages spoken in Benin
prior to European colonization. There are
accents in Benin apart from Fon and French.
The most common accents in Benin are
typically spoken by a small sector of the
population that is uneducated. What makes
their speech, at least by Beninese standards,
uniquely accented is the consistency of
slurring words together and occasionally
making up words unheard of.
Illustration by Grant Parker
Conversing with someone who has an
accent, whether it be in Benin or the U.S.,
usually causes laughter and in certain cases
confusion. However, I am here to present
a new perspective saying that accents are
nothing to be embarrassed about. They are
to be treasured.
People with accents, regardless of their
native tongue, for example, may discover
they have much in common. From my
experience, multilingual individuals are
able to relate to other communities because
of the similar experiences with either
acceptance or discrimination.
In America, people have multiple accents,
either acquired from the region where they
live or from their country of origin. For
example, New Yorkers have accents
different from those living in Alabama
or Texas. To further illustrate, those from
the South tend to replace the “s” with “z”,
therefore, instead of “greasy”, they say
“greazy.” In fact, accents can be quite
distinctive, that you can close your eyes,
listen to someone speak, and predict their
origins, even, possibly skin color. Many
people suffer slights because of those
accents.
On my first day of school at St. Benedict’s
after exchanging a single word, people
automatically knew I was African. All I said
was, “Hello, nice to meet you.” For a day,
I tried to code-switch, altering my manner
of speech to avoid that conversation, but I
grew tired of that. I felt as a stranger
within my own skin, I was not Terrence
Allavo anymore. Students, including those
with the same skin color as me, frequently
teased me for my accent. I felt isolated, with
few people I could relate to. Over time, my
detractors eventually relented because I did
not give them the satisfaction of looking
upset. I did give them “a look,” however.
Unfortunately, having an accent is not
always fun. How you come across to others
can determine how you are viewed, defined,
and treated within society.
The hard truth is that people with accents
are usually made fun of, ridiculed, and even
isolated. By isolated, I mean that people
usually avoid interactions with you if you
have an accent. It is even worse when you
are in a school environment because it is
just constant bullying. You get the feeling
that you are less than the rest, a black sheep
in the bunch.
After experiencing all this, I still have come
to the conclusion that having an accent is
not a bad thing. It is just one thing that
makes you different from other people,
especially if English is not your first
language. Everybody should be able to
embrace their accents. They are part of who
we are. Similar to our skin colors, accents
should not handicap you but instead,
empower you to embrace what makes you
you. I propose that we own what we have
and see it as an advantage to the rest instead
of a burden.
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Op-Ed
A
Quest
for
Who
I
want
to
Be
illustration by Grant ParKer
As children, we were asked by our
teachers, family members, and friends
what we aspire to be when we grow up.
The answers came easily to us back then:
an astronaut, a doctor, a police officer,
a lawyer, a carpenter, or even a painter.
Our answers were simple and straight to
the point. We didn’t know about
different levels of those careers. We just
wanted to be like the ones that we saw
on TV, in movies, in books, or on school
Career Days where we learned about
doctors who could cure any patient and
lawyers who could win the most
challenging cases. When we said
“doctor,” we didn’t know the lifechanging
choices pediatricians or
neurologists face each day, or that
Written by Kiana Perez
lawyers don’t only work with criminals.
It’s not until we enter our first years of
high school that we truly realize that the
beginning of the path toward whatever
career goal we have set for ourselves is
imminent. We must start — very soon —
to make serious choices about our
futures.
For someone who is undecided on his or
her future, this realization can be
intimidating. As a UDII and someone
who is not set on what she intends to
study in two years, I can safely say that
the thought of it can be worrisome at
times. I’m anxious that if I don’t make a
good enough decision, I’ll spend my life
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regretting the choices I have made.
The Huffington Post article, “A Reality For Roughly 30 Percent Of Workers,
Depressing Survey Finds,” states that of 8,000 surveyed American workers,
fewer than 30% actually get their dream job. I fear that I too may succumb
to settling. The cost of classes, tuition, and college overall add pressure to
make a choice I won’t regret; there is no room for a do-over. Typically in our
society, those with college degrees are looked upon as educated, but those
who are not truly happy with their degree are considered to have “wasted
their money.”
Conversations with friends about the future make me feel as if I’m not
doing enough. Most of my friends know what they want to be, or at least
what field they want to pursue. They have an idea of the directions their
lives are going to take. As my friends explain why they want to dedicate
themselves to those specific fields, I find myself not saying anything. In
those moments, I feel insecure in my own skin and wait for the
conversation to be over.
It is not until I reflect on the conversation later that I start thinking about
my future again. Am I into science or math? Not really. Medicine? Nope.
How about history? Not that either. Well, what am I into? I like writing. I
like movies. I like listening to criminal cases and unsolved mysteries. I can
be an investigative journalist, maybe, or even a screenwriter for a crime
show. After my reflection, I realize that, actually, I am full of ideas.
It comes to me that I am spending too much time comparing myself to those
around me instead of appreciating the fact that I am preventing myself from
settling on a throwaway choice. There’s nothing wrong with me. I am not
lost; I am finding myself. I am figuring out what I am genuinely interested
in. Even if my answer doesn’t come to me in bright, bolded text, I will
understand who I truly want to be. The time will come. All I need to do is
be patient and wait.
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Our Future, Our Choice:
Election Night Thoughts
By Geovanni Lopez
Some call it the most important election in
modern American history.
And, happening as it has
during a year like 2020, it sure has been one
hell of a ride. As someone
who has just turned 17,
I cannot vote.
Op-Ed
The voters’ high expectations were
reasonable, considering the professionalism
the job of President of the United States
calls for. However, the only thing on
exhibition that night of Sept. 29 was a
childish display of interruptions, false
statements, dodging of questions --
unfortunately, from both parties. This
resulted in the loss of the American people’s
time, with no apparent winner.
In the debate’s aftermath, many petitioned
for new regulations mandating that mics be
cut off in order to assure candidates a chance
to speak in the restricted time given. A
negative backlash swamped both candidates
and the moderator, Chris Wallace.
But I found
myself very
invested in the
progression of the
events leading up to the
November 2020 Presidential election.
The first Presidential debate between
Republican President Donald Trump and
Democratic Presidential Candidate Joe
Biden was a disaster, to say the least. What
should have been a civil showcase of what
each candidate had to offer as our potential
future leader turned out to be a true waste
of time for the millions of American people
who tuned in.
Courtesy of Unsplash
To make matters worse, shortly after the
debate President Donald Trump
was confirmed to have contracted
COVID-19 as well as First Lady
Melania Trump and the
President’s immediate team. If
someone were to have
concocted a movie plot like
this, I would have derided
it as a cliche, so obvious
and lacking originality in
thought. But it was all too
real.
The health of the President was of concern
to all. And his illness jeopardized his own
campaign as well as the possibility of a
second debate.
A week later, the Vice Presidential debate
took place between Democratic Vice
Presidential candidate Kamala Harris and
Republican Vice President Mike Pence. This
time I was pleased to see a much more
productive showing of what their respective
Administrations would have to offer.
Glass barriers separated Harris and Pence.
They also were 12 feet apart, a distance six
feet wider than the first debate, a
strange-looking but necessary safeguard
developed in response to President Trump’s
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Coronavirus infection.
Questions remained unanswered by the
end of the debate, including the candidates’
stances on fracking, health care, and the
make-up of the U.S. Supreme Court. With
the question of another debate ever being
held between Mr. Trump and Mr. Biden due
to differences over safety precautions, many
Americans feared that they would not
receive concrete answers before Election
Day.
Since President Trump recovered from his
bout with COVID-19 in a matter of days, his
campaign immediately picked up where it
left off. Instead of a one-on-one debate, each
candidate staged his own Town Hall
presentation on national TV networks.
In my opinion, this outcome was pretty
frustrating, especially from the perspective
of an undecided voter. Both Town Halls
aired at the same exact time. Even though
I attempted to watch both by flipping back
and forth, it was impossible to fully absorb
the nuances of each candidate’s thoughts.
Most viewers probably just watched one.
Some, like me, may have chosen one for
viewing that night and the other on a
subsequent day.
When it was announced that the last
Presidential debate would be held as a
traditional face-to-face one, it was very
exciting news for me and I’m sure many
other Americans as well.
This time around it was for sure an
improvement on the last. President Trump
and Mr. Biden seemed to have focused on
being more efficient with their words and
more respectful to the moderator as well as
each other. Each spoke without much
interruption.
At this point, so close to Election Day, the
debate was the last chance for them to
convince the American people why they
were the best person for the Office. Their
narratives continued with a few questions
still left unanswered. Voters, armed with
more information this time, were left to
make a decision.
That brings us to today, Election Day.
Although many have already voted early by
mail, the in-person voting still does hold
great value. There may be little time before
we find out who will be in the Oval Office
for the next four years. Or it may take longer
as it is likely that one of the candidates will
raise issues about the legitimacy of the
results.
President Trump, who has on the campaign
trail regularly questioned the integrity of
mailed-in ballots, may call for a recount or
a re-examination of certain electoral district
voting patterns. This could lead to a delay
in the announcement of the winner of the
2020 election.
City leaders in Washington, D.C., Los
Angeles, Philadelphia, and New York City
have braced for impact. Retail stores have
been boarded up in an attempt to protect
against potential civil unrest.
The country stands divided as ever,
anxiously awaiting the news as to who will
be the next President. Everyone is waiting
for a glimpse of what our future as a country
could look like.
This has been an historic election, with the
great volume of mail-in ballots and voting
enthusiasm being as high as it has been. As
someone who cannot vote, it is a great relief
to see that so many fellow Americans have
opted to have a say in who will be in charge
for the next four years.
And, honestly, I trust that we as a country
will make the right decision.
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By Davion Cottrell-Miller
MISSING THE TRAIL: Student Survey Response
Due to safety precautions over COVID-19, the Class of ‘23 was not able to hike the Appalachian
Trail, the end to a more than two decade streak. Recently, The Benedict News conducted
a survey asking members of the Class of ‘23 questions about the effects of not yet hiking The
Trail and their thought processes regarding missing a central St. Benedict’s Prep experience.
One of the questions was if they still planned to complete the Trail, if required, to which 70%
of the 51 respondents responded positively. Respondents gave varied reasons for still wanting
to go. Some students just want to get the Trail over with. Others said they wished to feel a part
of the school more, while others said they wanted to hike it for the experience.
One concern voiced by the student respondents was that the whole prospect of taking the
students on the Trail in the future might be too complex to pull off. That is, planning the event
wouldn’t be complicated by the Class of ‘23 but circumstances may not allow for adults and
students leaders to plan and organize it. With the number of COVID-19 cases spiking in New
Jersey, there is also a fear that the Class of ‘24 could also be prevented from doing the Trail in
the spring.
“It will be difficult because we’ll at least have two classes doing the Trail at the same time,”
said John Mollozzi SY, “so they might have to double the number of companies we need to
have, and we’re already kind of short-handed in terms of faculty for the Trail.”
In response to the query, “Do you think you'll take the Trail?” some 33% of respondents said
they didn’t believe that they would be able to. Those who said they would not want to go gave
reasons like fear of catching COVID-19, and not needing to go through the challenges since
they already earned their black hood.
Some wondered which class would be the priority once faculty and students are able to re-institute
the Trail -- would it be the Class of 2023 or the Class of 2024?
Most acknowledged the centrality of the Trail in relation to Benedict’s culture. To the question,
“Do you think you need to do the Trail to understand and be a part of the culture here at
Benedict’s?” 60% of respondents answered affirmatively.
“Traditions are very fragile and you have to be very careful making sure they stay intact,” said
Associate Headmaster for Leadership and Community Development Dr. Glenn Cassidy, '90.
Dr. Cassidy emphasized the rough year the Class of 2023 had already faced. “This year's class
had a lot of turnover,” Dr. Cassidy said. “They lost two amazing teachers this year. So it’s extremely
discouraging that the class of ‘23 couldn’t do the Trail.”
Plans for making up the Trail somehow are still unknown. However, knowing how Benedict’s
works, the world could fall under Armageddon, war, famine, or even another plague -- but no
class in history ever got away with skipping the Trail.
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Lessons on The Trail
By Davion Cottrell-Miller
The sounds of rustling and snaps haunt your ears as you walk through the woods,
twisting your ankle on a rock.
Your legs weaken as the sun intensifies.
You want to quit, you want a break, you want to go back home.
You take in your surroundings and observe that all your group members are just as tired as you are.
Then you realize you aren’t alone. You were never alone.
You persevere through the days, though you’re struggling.
Somehow, you reach the end.
Traditions at Benedict’s are more than just the culture of the past. Our traditions are
the underlying foundation that holds our community together. None may be more
central than The Trail and the Overnight.
Bonds among Benedict students are so strong because we can relate to each other.
“Just from the experiences I had with the Trail, I bonded with a lot of my classmates,”
said Jose Alcantara SY. “So anytime I walk into a class nowadays, I don’t
feel like a stranger to anybody. I feel like I can reach out to anybody, no matter
what. And I think that was built from the Trail itself.”
The Trail is special because of how unique it is: no technology, just nature and men.
Nowadays our lives revolve around technology, with so many distractions holding
us back from self-reflecting and remembering what is important to us.
The Trail forces students to work together through rain, cold, and heat.
And, significantly, it makes you endure learning to share a tent with three other people.
We all remember cooks messing up the food.
Navigators making a wrong turn.
Or, just when it seems the group is hopelessly incompatible, Dr. Cassidy’s head will
shine at that 55th mile, and you’ll remember how a Benedict’s man overcomes every
and all obstacles.
Because five days in the woods is only one of life’s many 55-mile hikes.
Photo by John Verrone from Unsplash
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Op-Ed
Rowing with my Brothers
Before entering St. Benedict’s as a freshman in fall 2020,
Steven Palacios attended San Miguel Academy, a Catholic
middle school in Newburgh, N.Y., near where he lives. During
the pandemic, Steven returned home to Newburgh and is back
at San Miguel where he attends SBP via computers and trains
with other rowers in a socially distanced manner. He wrote
this reflection on what the rowing program developed at
San Miguel means to him.
By Steven Palacios
People that mean the most to me and that
bring me comfort are friends.
There are certain friends that I created a
strong bond with over the pandemic. These
certain friends would always put a smile on
my face. We would be in the same pain
together, eating the same food together, and
getting stronger every day together.
These weren’t just my friends, these were
my brothers who I could truly trust and care
about. We have our differences but that won’t
affect our bond. We come to San Miguel at the
same time so we can get stronger every day
and get to see each other, which is better than
just sitting and talking in front of a screen.
I'm safe when I'm near my brothers. I'm
happy when I'm near my brothers. We can
share our pain and find ways to agree after
arguing.
These are the brothers who buy breakfast
when we are going to our practice. They give
me rides when I need one to get to school or
go to New Jersey. We hang out and laugh
together. They do a lot for me and this
happened because of a sport called rowing.
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Story Package:
Essay
Rowing made me create friendships and
responsibilities with the brothers I have now.
Without them, I don’t know what would
have happened. In the pandemic, some of my
brothers could no longer come to rowing or
practice because of COVID-19. What started
with 10 rowers for 2 weeks ended up
dwindling down to 5 of us.
Our coach runs the middle school I
attended before entering St. Benedict’s Prep.
Our coach's name is Fr. Mark Connell. He is
Roman Catholic and lives in Newburgh, New
York. Father Mark is a busy man who sits in
his office and works. He motivates himself
with equality for those who do not have the
privilege of being born into a family with
economic strength with high education. The
challenge of doing his work is to
raise money to
fulfill it. He
depends on good and
generous people who believe in
equality and equity.
Rowing is so important to him because he
says “rowing transforms the entire person,
physically, emotionally, spiritually.” Earlier
this year, he made us train for two months
before entering us in a competition between
our middle school and a local public high
school. The competition was called “the
ergathon” because we were using a rowing
machine called an “erg” to compete on. We
competed in terms of speed and how hard you
pull on the handles that simulate the weight
of oars in the water. It was scary for all of us
because we were going against older students.
We were nervous but Fr. Connell said, “Don’t
worry. I saw all of your times. You guys are
machines!”
The night before the competition, my
brothers were all scared and nervous. We were
texting about the ergathon until about 2 a.m.
Finally, we slept, but we slept badly. Tired
and grumpy. We arrived and we got our new
uniforms from the school so we could
represent our school and show how strong we
were. We stretched so we wouldn't get pain
like a cramp or pull a hamstring.
We got on the machines and we started. Once
we finished, we all dropped on the floor
because of how exhausted we were. We
technically beat them and we got to eat egg
sandwiches and bread sticks prepared by
Fr. Mark. When we finished eating, we went
home and started texting the other guys how
hard the competition was. That day was a
hard day, but I know harder stuff is coming
my way. The ergathon is just a glimpse of
pain in the future and I'm going to be ready
for it.
FMC: What motivates me to do my work is
equality for those who do not have the
privilege of being born into a family with the
economic strength to access higher
education.
SP: What are the challenges of doing your
work?
FMC: The challenge of doing the work is
raising the money to fulfill the mission. We
depend on good people, generous people who
share our vision of equality and equity.
SP: Why do you think rowing is so
important?
FMC: Why is rowing so important? Rowing
is important because it transforms the entire
person -- physically, spiritually, emotionally.
It’s one of those unique sports that requires
skill sets that translate to just about every part
of life for those who are seeking success.
Like seeking
excellence if you are looking for
success in life, rowing is a good skill to have
because it builds upon good quality.
Story Package:
Interview
Interview by Steven Palacios of Fr. Mark Connell,
executive director of San Miguel Academy of Newburgh, N.Y.,
Oct. 23, 2020
Steven Palacios: How long have you been at
San Miguel?
FMC: I have been associated with the school
for better than 16 years.
SP: What motivates you to do your work?
SP: Do you have any plans for the school in the
future?
FMC: Yes, we have many plans in the works.
One is to increase the place of rowing in the
school. What I mean by that is we are
intending on building the resources and
equipment to support the rowing program.
We so believe that rowing is transformational
that the organization is willing to put the
resources behind it to build the rowing
program so that every boy and every girl has
exactly what he or she needs if they want to
be rowers.
Photo By Matteo Vistocco from Upslash
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New Faces
A Poet Joins
Benedict’s
Faculty
By Walter
Pierce
Ms. Bimpé Fageyinbo, a
new English teacher at St.
Benedict’s Prep, is in love with
art.
A published poet and
photojournalist, Ms.
Fageyinbo is excited
about conveying that
passion for beauty
and commentary
in her new classes,
“Black Literature
and The Essay” and
“Creative Writing
and Media.”
Ms. Fageyinbo is
the author of two
books of poetry:
“so maybe that’s
the bee’s weakness”
(2010) and “what
was me” (2017). She
has also contributed
to “A Womb of Violet:
An Anthology” (2019),
archived in collections at
the Schomburg Center for
Research in Black Culture,
the Library of Congress,
The Beinecke Rare Book &
Manuscript Library at Yale
University, and The Free
Black Woman’s Library.
“Much of the work that I do as a poet and
photojournalist I
incorporate into what I
teach,” Ms.
Fageyinbo said. “I
am able to share
my books and
documentary
work with
students and
walk them
through how it is
produced, which
is helping me to
find synergy
between my
work in and
outside of
teaching.”
Photo courtesy of Ms. Fageyinbo
Ms. Bimpé Fageyinbo
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She is an active member of
A Womb of Violet, a
Newark-based Black
women’s artist
collective, and is
currently working
on her third book
of poetry. She
also is
completing a
documentary
about mobility in
Nigeria.
Ms. Fageyinbo
grew up in
Morris Plains.
Both her
parents were
born and raised in
Nigeria and she said
she was brought up with
their values of revering education and hard
work and maintaining close family ties.
After earning her undergraduate degree in
journalism and her master’s degree in
Public Administration from Rutgers
University in Newark, she started teaching
writing and multimedia courses at Rutgers’
Journalism Program.
When a colleague at Rutgers, Ms. Kitta
MacPherson, who teaches journalism and
writing at SBP, told her about the school, she
applied for a position. Now, several months
in, she is taking great delight in working
with Benedict’s students, both in her classes
and in her new faculty adviser role for the
school literary magazine, The Kayrix.
“I really enjoy teaching the classes,” Ms.
Fageyinbo said. “The intellectualism
coming out of the boys is what I look
forward to most. I've been able to maintain
my teaching style, which has made the
transition between Rutgers and
Benedict's reassuring.”
She is also excited to serve as the
faculty moderator to The Kayrix,
where she is working with its
editors on new designs and
approaches.
Arriving at SBP in the
thick of the COVID-19
pandemic without ever
having been here when
the school was in full
operation has presented
its challenges, she said,
mainly because she enjoys
connecting with students so
much. “My experience at St.
Benedict's thus far has been a bit
of an adjustment for me, and perhaps
my students as well,” she said of the virtual
model.
However, she added, the strength of the
ideas she discusses with students goes a long
way in helping spur discussion. “The
concepts we explore through our course
literature gives me the opportunity to speak
about the world and answer questions from a
practitioner perspective,” she said.
She looks forward to experiencing Benedict’s
“unique philosophy” of empowering
students in person when the students
eventually return to the building.
"Presence has its own necessary purpose,”
she said. “We do the best we can virtually,
but presence is experience, and that's when
we are really learning. So in its absence I'm
still grateful that the course asks students to
get to know themselves, and watching them
through this process in such a short time has
been so meaningful, that I look forward to it
in person."
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Mr. Miller ‘12:
A Senior Group Leader
Returns to Teach
By Alex Michel
Photos by Krithik Rajasegar
For Mr. Akeem Miller ‘12, who teaches English in the Middle Division, his return to
St. Benedict’s represents an opportunity to spend time with “once in a lifetime” people.
Mr. Miller, a former Senior Group Leader, joined the faculty of Benedict’s during
Summer Phase.
In returning, he said he has enjoyed once again spending so much time with the SBP community.
“The people from Benedict’s are probably people you’ll only see once in a lifetime,” he
said. He regards some here as “the most charismatic people that will change your life.”
As a student, Mr. Miller greatly enjoyed the experience on the Appalachian Trail, despite
many challenges. During that five-day, 55-mile hike, most of his members were injured and
most of them became discouraged. But Mr. Miller said he told himself that this experience
was “not about me,” an idea that spurred him to help his trail mates. He said this is the experience
of The Trail and he loved it. Mr. Miller would go on to become a Company Commander,
an experience that would allow him to expand his abilities to help others grow.
Becoming Senior Group Leader brought many more challenges, he said. He worked hard at
becoming someone the students could respect and trust to lead them. As he saw it, the main
task of being the Senior Group Leader was setting a strong foundation and showing how
things should be run. He learned how to lead and he also came to understand he should not
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back down from any challenges that came his way.
Mr. Miller was born in Georgetown, Guyana, on South America’s North Atlantic coast. He
remembers it as a peaceful,
safe place to grow up in. He
remembers playing with his
dog and climbing trees for
fun. Mr. Miller was inspired
to teach English because he
spent two years in China
teaching English. But, with
the outbreak of the Coronavirus,
he returned to the States.
and took a job at Benedict’s.
His daily responsibilities go
as follows: attending Convocation
with the community,
serving as group moderator
for Fr. Nicolas, and fulfilling
his teaching responsibilities. Mr. Akeem Miller
On top of that, he has to devise lesson plans and grade mountains of papers. So you can say
his schedule is always hectic.
In addition to his school responsibilities, Mr. Miller runs a small moving company called
Roadrunner. He enjoys it and it keeps him in shape. Mr. Miller’s hobbies consist of golf, basketball,
and running his business because he enjoys it so much. As for golf, he tried it as a faculty
member and discovered he enjoyed it. He said when he played golf he felt pretty good at
it and continued to do it.
Being back at Benedict’s has allowed him to reflect on its meaning to him and others. “St.
Benedict’s is one of those places you could consider to be a second home,” he said. “The legacy
St. Benedict’s instills in you -- the feeling of being a part of it.”
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Courtesy of
Mr. Pereira
Mr. Pereira:
Enjoying a Gap Year
at Benedict’s
By Liam Giuffrida
You may see him wandering around
in St. Benedict’s hallways with Maya,
a 5-month-old Border Collie.
Jefferson Pereira ‘17 has returned to
Benedict’s as Ms. Michelle Tuorto’s
H’16 new administrative assistant.
Mr. Pereira is now in a gap year from
Harvard University, where he studies
math and psychology. He decided to
catch the opportunity that Associate
Headmaster for Student Life Dr. Ivan
Lamourt laid out to him: to come as
Associate Headmaster for Academics,
Michelle Tuorto’s assistant at SBP.
“Having Benedict’s as a place to work
seemed like the right choice,” Mr.
Pereira said, smiling.
Mr. Pereira was born and grew up in
the Newark area. His parents are
from Brazil and since he was a child
he was always focused on his studies.
In his Benedict’s years, he was part of NHS as the Service Vice President, he collaborated
in The Benedict News, and he participated in rowing and CrossFit. He was an academically
focused student with good grades who really liked math classes, like Algebra 2, which was
his favorite class.
In the beginning, coming to Benedict’s for him, as he says, “was a lot to take in.” He was
challenged to participate in activities and community service and this was new for him.
But it was also where he started to help Ms. Tuorto in his free time. Both of them created a
strong scholastic bond that would eventually unite them again three years later. In fact, at
the question, “Do you consider Ms. Tuorto your mentor?, he answered: “Yes, in fact, I
started her office crew when she moved into her new office.”
This is not the first time he has worked at SBP since he graduated. In winter 2019 he helped
SBP’s former math teacher, Ms. Stephanie Kranz, to teach calculus. In this experience, he
left a good impression on some of the students, who reported to Ms. Kranz that he was a
nice and intelligent person. His new role now is to help the assistant headmaster and he
said he enjoys this job.
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In his future, Mr. Perreira would like to major in math and get a master’s degree and
maybe earn a doctoral degree in data science. He enjoys teaching and a future as a
Benedict’s math faculty member would be a good fit for him, but he said, “I want to
explore what else is out there for me, but I will like to teach math here if life takes me
there.”
St. Benedict’s Photo
Mr. Esteves: New at Benedict’s,
Finding Ways to Connect
By Charly Rocano
Not long ago, Mr. Stephen Esteves was happily working as a kindergarten teacher in St.
Genevieve School in Elizabeth, N.J. The school was having a hard time due to enrollment
and finances, complicated by the COVID-19 outbreak and, in May, Mr. Esteves learned he
would be furloughed. Reaching out to friends who had graduated from St. Benedict’s, he
learned there was an opening for a Religion teacher.
Today, Mr. Esteves is happily teaching Religion II for UD1s. His class covers the New
Testament, including the Gospels and the Book of Revelation.
He is thrilled to be at Benedict’s. “The community is very welcoming,” Mr. Esteves said.
“(I) Love the place.”
While he enjoys the support of the administration and other faculty, he said he is given the
freedom to think through his subject and his approach to it.
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“It feels very comfortable,” he said. “This
is the best opportunity to know how to
improve and perfect my role as a teacher.”
Mr. Esteves was raised in Elizabeth. For
high school, he attended the Academy for
Information Technology, one of the five
schools on Union County’s Vocational-
Technical school campus. Upon
graduating high school, he attended
Montclair State University and graduated
in 2015. He then worked briefly for
Scholastic Publishing and served in
California as an AmeriCorps volunteer. In
his time at St. Genevieve, Mr. Esteves felt
strongly that he was a part of the
community and discovered he really
enjoyed teaching and working in a school
environment.
Courtesy of
Mr. Esteves
Mr. Stephen
Esteves
Mr. Esteves is continuing to enjoy teaching here but looks forward to the day when,
post-pandemic, he will be able to teach in person again. At present, with classes being
virtual due to the pandemic, he is working to encourage class discussion despite the
barriers of students feeling isolated in their homes.
At times, “no one wants to discuss anything,” he said. “It feels like I’m lecturing rather
than teaching.”
The present situation of remote teaching also requires teachers to work harder to get to
know their students, Mr. Esteves said.
However, the challenges are not insurmountable and following the best scientific advice at
present is prudent.
“I look forward to meeting everybody one day,” Mr. Esteves said. “I look forward to
being part of a community in one big room.”
Some time ago, someone prophesied Ms. Char-Lotte Searcy’s future. And, it has come to
pass, just as she was told.
The prediction came one Sunday afternoon when Ms. Searcy was discussing a Bible
passage after church with family members. As she recalled it, Ms. Searcy and her family
were engaged in a deep discussion and Ms. Searcy was arguing her point with great
enthusiasm.
Suddenly, Ms. Searcy’s mother spoke. ”You’re either going to be a preacher or a teacher!”
Ms. Searcy’s mother proclaimed.
As Ms. Searcy noted, her mother’s words proved prophetic.
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Girls Division
Ms. Char-Lotte searCy: Part of the PLan
Written By Mike Cungachi
Photo by Krithik Rajasegar
Ms. Char-Lotte Searcy
The former Benedictine Academy English
teacher can now be found in St. Benedict’s
Girls Division. She joined the SBP faculty
earlier this year, transitioning from B.A. in
Elizabeth after it closed. She encouraged the
girls to pursue a Benedictine education and
find a new home.
She is greatly enjoying being at Benedict’s.
“I like when they break you down and then
build you up again,” she said.
She believes that the school has a unique
culture. “I like how Fr. Ed will come up to
you and knock the chip off your shoulder
and say ‘pick it up and hand it to me.’” That
gesture, she said, helps to “humble ourselves
with grace and allows us to walk in
greatness.”
Born and raised in St. Ann’s Bay, Jamaica,
where she described herself as an “active
child,” she attended school in the States
and worked several teaching jobs before
coming to New Jersey in 2005.
After graduating from Central State
University, a public, historically black landgrant
university in Wilberforce, Ohio, she
was recruited to teach kindergartners at the
Tokyo International School. From there, she
went on to teach at many different schools
over the past few years.
She enjoys running and playing volleyball.
When she is less active, she likes to read,
watch movies, and shop for antiques.
She enjoys teaching so much, she never
regards any aspect of it as being hard. And
she believes there isn’t any school where
she doesn’t fit in.
Asked her goal for the year, she said simply:
“To deliver the best possible education to
my students!”
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Girls Division
In Virtual Religion Class,
Males, Females Find a Balance
By Sam Pineda
Three young women in the Girls Prep
Division at St. Benedict’s Prep share a religion
class -- virtually -- with a class of young men
every Thursday at 1 p.m. This class is known as
the Advanced Track Religion 4 class, taught by
Mr. Stephen Adubato. This is also the only Prep
Division class that hosts both girls and boys
together at St. Benedict’s.
When news of the creation of a Girls Prep
Division broke at St. Benedict’s Prep, there was
some debate over its place at a traditionally
boys-only school, even though the intent was to
introduce a co-institutional model, not a
co-educational one.
Now, with many months past, female students
participate regularly in the culture of
Benedict’s. Female student leaders regularly
run Convo. And girls participate with boys,
also presently virtually, in two long standing
activities at SBP -- the Graybee Ministry and
The Benedict News, occupying, in some cases,
senior positions.
But the only class where boys and girls are
learning simultaneously is Mr. Adubato’s
alternative track religion class. Mr. Adubato
runs it seminar-style, encouraging all students
to contribute to the discussion.
Mr. Adubato initially wondered whether his
teaching style might be applicable to girls, since
he evolved it over time to an audience of male
students. “After starting to teach boys, I always
told myself that God spared me from having to
work with girls,” said Mr. Adubato. “I thought
that they would be too difficult to teach.”
Mr. Adubato went on to jokingly comment that
he might be starting to prefer the classes where
he teaches girls. His female students, he said,
show no hesitation in participating in class
discussions or asking insightful questions.
Further, they do their homework on time and
show excitement and enthusiasm in class.
His fears were rendered unreal, but his teaching
style and mindset did have to change. “I also
have to be conscious of my perspective and also
my privilege as a male,” he said. “The girls have
opened up about certain struggles that the boys
don’t have to go through, and sometimes I need
to just close my mouth and listen. I want the
girls to know that as a male I am here to listen
to them and try to understand their experiences,
and that if they ever feel that I’m dismissive or
belittling their experience, that they hold me
accountable.”
In this way Mr. Adubato has been more aware
of his teaching methods.
Mr. Adubato has not been the only one affected
by this change. His male students, he noted,
have also had to work at being more respectful
and aware of talking over their classmates as
they shared classes with girls. The boys have
become accustomed to sharing a class with their
counterparts, he said. So much so that
discussions have been held by the two groups
away from school time about material learned
in class.
The addition of a Girls Prep Division to St.
Benedict’s had been a controversial topic. The
school year has started and everything seems to
be falling into place, Mr. Adubato said.
“These girls are driven, compassionate, strong,
and caring,” Mr. Adubato said. “It’s a gift to
have been asked to teach them.”
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Girls Division
Ms. Patricia Blevis: From Lab to Classroom
By Edgar Granda
Through college, Ms. Patricia Blevis believed she was going to be a scientist when she
graduated. But upon graduation she took a teaching job and discovered that this was the
career for her. “I am passionate about teaching,” said Ms. Blevis, who currently teaches
science in the Girls Division at SBP.
When Benedictine Academy in Elizabeth closed earlier this year, and Ms. Blevis was
called upon to teach at St. Benedict’s, she jumped at the chance. “I love the girls and I love
the community,” she said. While the prospect of joining the faculty of an all-boys school
seemed overwhelming at first, she said she has come to deeply appreciate the school’s
culture. “I love the leadership and brotherhood that is taught here,” she said.
These twin ideals, she said, are taken seriously at St. Benedict’s, where, as she sees it, the
goal is to take young men and women and turn them into great leaders and to teach
teenagers to care for one another. Also easing the transition, she said, has been the
members of the SBP faculty and administration, who have been very welcoming and
charming.
Ms. Blevis grew up in nearby Lyndhurst and earned a degree in chemistry from Montclair
State University. She remains passionate about the pursuit of knowledge. She is currently
pursuing two Master’s degrees — in Education and Supervision Administration. Beyond
work and study, she relaxes by going out in nature, and exploring new places. “One of my
favorite hobbies is going hiking,” she said.
Teaching the concepts of science remotely during the pandemic has its challenges, Blevis
noted. Not all students have reliable internet connections, she said, making routine class
discussions more difficult. The virtual classroom also reminds her of the distance between
her and her students. She misses teaching in person. On the other hand, she remarked,
computers have opened a whole world of possibilities. “Now that everything is digital,”
she said, “anything can happen from the tips of your fingers.”
Ms. Patricia Blevis
Photo by
Shelley Torres
Ms. Ruth Rosa
Girls Division
Ms. Ruth Rosa: Heeding the Call
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By Isabel Garcia
Prior to coming to St. Benedict’s, Ms. Ruth
Rosa spent two years in the Carribean islands
of Turks and Caicos as a missionary teacher.
“I was invited to go out into the streets
without anything (e.g. no money, extra
clothes, toothbrush) to announce the love of
Christ to those in need,” Ms. Rosa said,
explaining the call her church put to her
during the summer of 2017. “At the end of this
week-long experience, I, with more than 50
young women, stood up wanting to
evangelize and teach in the Turks and Caicos
Islands.”
It was there that she first discovered her
passion for education and felt the call to help
others, as she taught students Public
Speaking, World History, and English at
Holy Family Academy. “During my first week
of teaching, I instantly fell in love with the
students and all I was doing,” Ms. Rosa said.
“I knew from there on I wanted to teach and
thanks to that one event of being sent on a
mission, I am able to be here today.”
There was one particular event, Ms. Rosa
recounts, that led to the discovery of her
vocation to teach.“My vocation to teach came
to me in the middle of the school year,” she
said. “After the New Year, the principal had
asked me to teach World History for the 9th
grade.” “When I started, I began to notice
several students struggling on the subject,”
Ms. Rosa said. “One girl in particular, who
couldn't speak English, had asked me to tutor
her.”
“With my broken up Spanish and love for
history, I helped her!” Ms. Rosa said. “After
taking one of my History tests, she received a
grade of 68 and was ecstatic! I, of course,
wanted her to achieve a better grade, but her
homeroom teacher informed me that this was
the first best grade she has ever recieved in
this history class!” Her success with this one
student inspired Ms. Rosa to teach. “The
experience made me elated and want to
continue to make a difference in a child's
education,” Ms. Rosa said.
Ms. Ruth Rosa is a World history, US
History II and Human Geography teacher
who has become one of the newest members
of the teaching staff of the Girls Division at
Saint Benedict’s Prep. Ms. Rosa resides in
Jersey City Heights and living only minutes
from New York has allowed Ms. Rosa to
study Instructional Technologies at Touro
College Graduate School of Technology this
year and explore New York City’s rich
historical environment.
All throughout her life, Ms. Rosa has taken
interest in volleyball, softball, photography,
visiting museums, and, of course, history.
After high school, she attended Montclair
State University where she obtained a
Bachelor's degree in History. She later went
on to teach Social Studies at both St.
Brigid-St. Frances Cabrini Catholic School in
Brooklyn, New York, and St. Joseph School in
Bogota, N.J.
Ms. Rosa believes there is a distinction
between teaching at a Catholic school in
Turks and Caicos versus teaching at
Benedict’s, despite both schools belonging to
the Archdioceses of Newark. The most
visible difference, she said, is that St.
Benedict’s places great emphasis on expecting
students to take initiative and, essentially,
run the school. She pointed in particular to
SBP’s student leadership team. This focus
onleadership, she added, greatly encourages
and prepares students for life outside of high
school by giving them the assistance, support,
and opportunities for success.
Ms. Rosa has started a virtual photography
club and is hoping she will be able to run
meetings in person, if permitted, despite
the current state of affairs regarding the
COVID-19 pandemic. In the meanwhile, she
has many hopes and aspirations for her
students. “I want each of my students to
believe in herself because each is capable of
succeeding,” Ms. Rosa said. “That is what I
really want all my students to be able to see
in their lives.”
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Girls Division
Inside
Ms. Analisa Branco’s Life
By Sovereign Brown
Her students'
successes are her
very own successes.
One of Ms.
Analisa Branco’s
former students has
shared with her,
she said, that due
to how tough Ms.
Branco was on her,
she would not be the
leader that she is
today. The student
recalled how Ms.
Branco would call
her and her
classmates out on
their excuses because
“I knew that they
could do better,
because they were
just settling. And
women don’t settle,”
Ms. Branco said.
Photo By Shelley Torres
Ms. Analisa Branco
Ms. Branco, who is
proud of all her
students, said she
has learned much
from them.
Oftentimes, many
years later, she said,
her students become
aware of their
lessons learned from
her.
Born and raised in the Ironbound section of Newark, Ms. Branco attended Catholic schools
for 13 years. From kindergarten all the way to 8th grade she attended St. Lucy Filippini
in Newark (it has since closed). Afterwards, Ms. Branco attended the Catholic girls high
school, Benedictine Academy in Elizabeth. She then went to Rutgers University in Newark,
majoring in business.
Upon graduation, Ms. Branco took a position as the admissions director at BA. She worked
there for the next 15 years, rising to become dean. In addition to her career work, she has
steadily volunteered at her church, Our Lady of Fatima in Newark. “My mom was the
director of religious education there so I worked in catechesis classes,” Ms. Branco said.
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After her mother’s passing in 2014, Ms.
Branco assumed the role of director of
religious education and assisted
alongside her pastor, until she had her
first child.
Growing up, Ms. Branco and her brother,
David Branco ’05, would be reminded
by their mother that she was not able
to receive a private education. So, when
she became a mother, she told them, she
made sure both her children had a foundation
in their faith, as well as education.
“My Mom would say that her bank
account might not have been big enough,
but she wanted to provide what she
could and she wanted the best for her
kids,” said Ms. Branco. “So I always
think of that as I envision my life, and
I give blessings to my children all the
time.”
Throughout her career, Ms. Branco has
committed not to let any negativity affect
her as a person and in the workplace. “As
much as the world today is full of
negativity, I think that you need to have
a positive look on life instead of running
into things'' Ms. Branco said.
When Ms. Branco was pregnant with
her son, Nicholas, she experienced times
where she didn’t want to get out of bed,
but even though her mom at the time
was suffering from cancer, she had to
keep going and press her way through.
“Whenever I feel like I’m going down
that path I always think I’ve been in the
worst situations and I need to get myself
out of it,” Ms. Branco said. “With
everything going on in the world today
like Covid-19, in reality, are we going to
live in fear for the rest of our lives or are
we going to have to have to move on and
do it conscientiously?”
In her free time, Ms. Branco enjoys
engaging in a wide variety of hobbies
and activities, which include baking,
crafting, karaoke and being with her
family. Ms. Branco hosts a baking club
alongside Madame Benedicte
Thierberger-Kittinger, who teaches
French in the Girls Division. Ms. Branco
also enjoys karaoke, and her favorite
music genre is country. In terms of
crafting, Ms. Branco is very creative,
hence why she has her own Cricut, a
cutting machine for crafting.
“I’m very crafty,” said Ms. Branco. “I
love decorating, especially for holidays.”
Alongside her personal goals and
achievements, Ms. Branco shared that
she has many goals as the Dean for the
Girls Division. “The goals that I have for
you girls is that you be stronger than you
were yesterday and aspire to be better
than anyone who has come before you,”
Ms. Branco said. “Make your mark on
this world.”
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Girls Division
Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger:
Bringing Joie de Vivre
to Benedict’s
By Julian Sierra
Lyon, France’s capital of
gastronomy and chocolate
bouchons, a big city but still
walkable, with easy access to
theaters and top-rated
restaurants, was a place of much
joy to St. Benedict’s new French
teacher Benedicte Thieberger-
Kittinger, who grew up there.
Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger, who
is teaching in the Girls Division,
was raised by teachers. “My
parents both loved their jobs,”
Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger said.
“My siblings and I could see that
every day at the dinner table!”
Due to the fact that French was her first
language and that she enjoyed a natural
facility in other languages, Ms.
Thieberger-Kittinger decided to take the
“easy route” and become a teacher. “I
figured I would approach it the way my
parents did and it turned out they were
doing it right!” Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger
said.
psychiatrist, saying “it is a little like
teaching you have to listen and talk
about things.”
She is enjoying teaching at
Benedict’s but is finding that
doing so during a pandemic
has its challenges. One of
them has been frequent room
changes for her. She was
moved from the library to the
conference room so the girls
in the Conversio program
could be in the library where
there would be room for them
to be socially distanced.
Teaching during the pandemic
also required at times that she,
like all SBP teachers, give
instruction remotely. That has also
presented some difficulties. “It’s
mostly dealing with Wifi issues on both
sides and that is a must when you are
learning something if you can’t hear or
repeat properly what you are learning,”
Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger said. “We
cannot repeat together which is a
luscious part of learning.” There have
been some challenging moments. “If
everyone unmutes at the same time, it is
chaos,” she said. “Those little things we
cannot do anything about.”
At one point, she considered studying
to be a surgeon, but she changed her
mind because of the years it would take
to achieve that profession. However, she
pointed out that she ended up spending
many years of study in pursuit of her
teaching degrees anyway. In some sense,
Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger said, she could
see herself being a surgeon or a
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Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger attended
college in her home country, studying
English and American literature at the
Université Lumière in Lyon, France. She
earned her master’s in French and
Francophone Literature at Ohio
University in Ohio and has an ABD (All
but dissertation) in French and
Francophone Literature from Rutgers
University in New Brunswick.
Before arriving at Benedict’s, Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger taught at several other schools.
She taught French Literature at Ohio University, French and Expository writing at
Rutgers, French at Madison High School (Madison, NJ), and French and English at
Benedictine Academy. Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger arrived at Benedict’s after the dean of
the girls' division, Ms. Analisa Branco, asked if she was interested in teaching at
Benedict’s after Benedictine Academy closed. They had worked together previously at
B.A.
Now ensconced at Benedict’s, Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger enjoys Convocation and
appreciates how students are given significant leadership responsibility, something she
has never seen before.
“The emphasis on activities, I like that because we are trying to get them involved,” she
said. With Girls Division Dean Branco, she is leading a virtual baking club. She
appreciates the idea that, as a teacher, she could create her own elective offering. Club
members follow recipes in their own kitchen while viewing each other and chatting
online. So far, they have made many desserts including cupcakes, brownies, and cream
puffs. They meet on Fridays at 4:30 p.m. and go until they are done baking.
Going forward, she would like to see the school follow a universal calendar. She plans to
raise this issue soon. This would help eliminate duplicative emails. “The calendar would
be good, especially with the Girl’s Division,” Ms. Thieberger-Kittinger said. “ They are
new and they are trying to catch up and learn about everything being done. And
sometimes it feels like we have the ideas but we don’t quite know if it is being done.”
Photos by Krithik Rajasegar
Ms. Benedicte Thieberger-Kittinger
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Mr. Modeas:
Teaching Students
‘The World is Theirs’
By Diego Scarpone
And then, there’s the incredible diversity of
the population in the New York metropoli-
tan area. “Newark is demographically more
diverse than Minneapolis,” he said. “In the
short amount of time I’ve been here, I feel
like I’ve met people from all around the
world.”
When he looks back at how he felt in
September, before he arrived at St.
Benedict’s Prep, Mr. Alexander Modeas
thinks of an eager kid from Minnesota,
fresh out of college, thrilled to be headed
for a place he’s never been.
“I was excited,” said Mr. Modeas,
describing his emotions as he boarded a
plane for Newark. He had heard so many
positive things about the school and
community from classmates at St. John’s
University who were former Benedict’s
students. “It was always something I really
wanted to see in person and experience,” he
said.
Today, as a Benedictine Volunteer at SBP,
he is busy teaching “Political Science:
Introduction Towards Peace” and
co-directing a new “Politics and
Leadership” club. While the country may
be polarized over political ideas, students
still need to be active and engaged. He
said,“This stuff is important.”
And all the good things he had heard about
the school from his friends have proven to
be true. He is so happy to be at Benedict’s.
First, there’s the weather advantage. “The
weather is different for sure,” he said. “Even
though it gets cold in Newark, many of my
friends in Minnesota are jealous of me that
I escaped early snowfall and wind chills.”
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He enjoys weekly trips to the local grocery
store with the two other Benedictine
Volunteers, which gives them a taste of the
city. Due to safety precautions during the
pandemic, his explorations have been
limited. He has, however, enjoyed
watching the school’s championship soccer
team, where he cheered on the Gray Bees.
Mr. Modeas was born in Minneapolis and
raised in nearby Eden Prairie. He attended
local public schools. It was there he found
his love for politics, specifically from a high
school civics teacher who would go on to
become a prominent state legislator.
At St. John’s in Collegeville, Minnesota, he
continued to pursue his interest in politics,
majoring in political science. While
participating in a teaching abroad program
in South Africa, he learned that he loved
teaching. The experience also opened his
mind to the importance of travel.
“I learned alot about people, places, and the
world,” he said. “It was an awesome
experience putting myself in places where I
can meet new people and learn new things.”
He knew he wanted to pursue more
teaching experiences. College friends who
happened to be Benedict’s graduates
provided the necessary link for the
Volunteer opportunity.
“They kept telling me about Benedict’s,” he
said. “Once I learned more about the
Volunteer program and the opportunity
to go, I definitely wanted to
pursue it.”
Teaching remotely during the pandemic,
Mr. Modeas said, has its challenges. But he
sees himself as having an advantage
because he studied remotely as a college
student during the final months of his
senior year.
“Having that experience as a student for a
little bit helped me understand how I want
to go about teaching my class.” Mr. Modeas
is looking forward to incorporating politics
into his presentations and expects to have
an exciting year. What does he most want
students to remember?
“I want the students to understand that the
world is theirs and opportunities are
everywhere,” he said. “And a school like
Benedict’s, that prides itself on so many
amazing values and beliefs, I think that you
are all able to be amazing changemakers in
the world.”
Photo courtesy of Mr. Modeas
Mr. Alexander Modeas
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Mr. Aune:
Following
the Plan
By Aaron Clark
Mr. Joshua Aune has a set plan for his life. This year, serving
as a Benedictine Volunteer is part of it. Mr. Aune has dreams
of going into the medical field, so teaching about science is a
key aspect of the path he has chosen for himself. Presently,
he is teaching Microbiology at SBP. After his year here as a
volunteer is finished, he plans to return to his hometown and
find a position in the health field. “I very much enjoy
teaching,” Mr. Aune said. “There’s something new every day.
But teaching here this one year gives me the opportunity to go
back to North Dakota and enter the medical field.
Originally from North Dakota, Mr. Aune spent a large part of his youth playing ice hockey
and working toward his dream of becoming a professional player. While that dream
did not pan out for Mr. Aune, that did not stop him from continuing to play in college. He
attended college at St. John’s University in Collegeville, Minnesota, where he earned a degree
in integrated health science and played both hockey and lacrosse. “I played lacrosse in
college, but hockey is where my heart was at,” he said. He is also an avid skier, hiker, and
fly fisherman.
He has always looked forward to Christmas, his favorite holiday, for many reasons but
especially for its place on the calendar in one of the coldest months of the year. He relishes
the holiday spirit and likes exchanging gifts. He expects to enjoy spending it in New Jersey,
as well.
When Mr. Aune first started teaching
at St. Benedict’s, he didn’t know what
to expect and felt unsure of himself.
Now, with time, he is enjoying the
exchange with students. “Coming to
New Jersey was a big change for me
and I wasn’t too sure of it at first,” Mr.
Aune said. “But now it’s like I’m back
at home.”
Photo by
Davion Cottrell-Miller
Mr. Joshua Aune
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Mr. Swanson:
Exploring Teaching and the World
Written By
Jibril Shumate-Edwards
While in college, Mr. Nick Leer
Swanson worked for various politicians
in the Democratic Party in Minnesota.
The experience gave him an inside look
at how politics works in the real world
and the sense that he might want to
someday pursue a career in politics.
Photo by Davion Cottrell-Miller
Mr. Nick Swanson
Now, as a Benedictine Volunteer at St.
Benedict’s Prep, Mr. Swanson is teaching
“Politics and Political Life.”
"I really wanted to do teaching because I
love watching and helping others grow,"
he said.
He has set high goals for his students. He
wants to see them do the best they can
and for students to emerge from his class
with more knowledge than they
arrived with. He assigns homework
every night, as well as non-fiction work.
This includes Bryan Stevenson’s book,
Just Mercy, which depicts the attorney’s
efforts to defend death row clients who
have been mistreated in the justice
system due to race.
Mr. Swanson was raised in Plymouth,
Minnesota. He said he loved the
environment there. It was very beautiful
with a lot of woods. Although Minnesota
is often a very cold place, he said he had
a very happy and warm childhood. He
attended public schools and then went
to St. John’s University in Collegeville,
Minnesota, where he graduated with a
degree in political science.
Coming out of college, he wanted to be
a teacher and teach others about politics.
He also contemplated the idea of
becoming a government official or a
politician. He decided to become a
Benedictine Volunteer at Benedict’s to
explore whether he wants to pursue a
career as a teacher.
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Newark Abbey Flourishes
By Luis Suriel
It all started when Br. Thomas Aquinas
Hall, O.S.B. ‘06 joined Newark Abbey in
2013. By the time he made Solemn Vows
in 2017, he had been joined by two others,
Br. Simon Clayton, O.S.B. ‘08 and Fr. Asiel
Rodriguez, O.S.B. This was the beginning
of the current trend of younger men
beginning their monastic lives at Newark
Abbey. Nine new monks have joined the
monastery in the past five years alone.
The recent uptick in vocations is largely the
result of the work of Fr. Asiel, with the help
of Director of Formation Fr. Albert Holtz,
O.S.B. ‘60 and Vocations Director Br. Patrick
Winbush, O.S.B, to connect with men
interested in the monastic life through
social media and personal interaction. Early
in his time at Newark Abbey, Fr. Asiel
began growing the monastery’s presence on
social media and created an Instagram
account for the Abbey.
These forays into social media were
uncharted territory for the monks. In the
past, "people came into the monastery and
they would knock on our door and ask if
they can be monks,” Fr. Asiel said. “It was a
lot easier, but it doesn’t work that way
anymore and we had to confront it.”
The new online endeavor has already paid
dividends. Br. Robert of Molesme Islas,
O.S.B., who made his Simple Vows in
October 2020, first encountered the
monastery through its Facebook page and
one of the current novices, Br. Bruno Mello,
nO.S.B., first arrived at the Abbey through
the Benedictine Volunteer Program, which
he learned about from the Abbey website.
Social media isn’t the only recruitment tool
the monks use nowadays. Old fashioned per-
son-to-person interaction works just as well.
From the Abbey
Two of the younger monks living in the
monastery right now, Br. Mark M. Dilone,
O.S.B. and Br. Mariano Franco-Mendez,
O.S.B., met Fr. Asiel when he was on a trip
to Minnesota three years ago. Both were
members of different religious
communities, but were interested in the
monastic life and decided to come to
Newark in large part because of their
interactions with Fr. Asiel. Another Fr.
Asiel connection is the Abbey’s other
novice, Br. Rafael Gonzalez, nO.S.B., who
lived in Spain with Fr. Asiel when both
were Augustinian friars.
These newer monks are looking for a
monastic place where they can devote
themselves to prayer, work, and community.
This desire for a uniquely monastic way of
life can be seen in the names of the
youngest monks. When a man becomes a
novice (on his way to becoming a monk) he
is given a new name, usually in honor of a
saint. The three most recent names Abbot
Melvin Valvano, O.S.B. ‘56 has given to
new novices are Robert, Rafael, and Bruno.
All three are the names of saints who were
monks, showing these young men’s desire
to lead lives of silence, prayer, and
contemplation.
One can live a monastic life in many
different places, but a monastery in the
heart of a city is very unique. This unusual
arrangement is very appealing to the young
men joining Newark Abbey. These young
monks “not only want to grow spiritually
in the Lord, but they want to give witness to
the joy of the Gospel,” said Fr. Maximilian
Buonocore, O.S.B. H'15, “they have ample
opportunities for that both within the
cloister of Newark Abbey, at St. Benedict’s,
St. Mary’s Church, the Pierre Toussaint
Food Pantry, and the many other ministries
in the Archdiocese of Newark in which we
serve.”
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Another important factor drawing men to
join Newark Abbey is the strong emphasis
on community. “Communal fellowship is so
vital to promoting and supporting
spiritual growth,”said Fr. Maximilian, “and
this is what they are seeking primarily.”
New monks find community in every
space of the Abbey grounds, from the
faculty and students of St. Benedict’s
Prep, to the parishioners of St.
Mary’s Church, and most
especially with their brother
monks within the monastery.
The new generation of monks is
bringing changes to the
monastery. There is an energy
and joy brought by youth that
has reinvigorated the monastic
Part of the adjustment to monastic life for
the new monks is taking on responsibilities
around the property. All the monks’
primary responsibility is to pray. In
addition to prayer, the new monks
have work assignments. Br. Rafael
and Br. Bruno coordinate Abbey
Publicity and run the Abbey’s
social media platforms. Br. Mark
teaches history and
religion at Benedict’s. Br.
Robert and Br. Mariano
will be taking classes at
Seton Hall University next
semester.
These various tasks and
responsibilities are all
part of the monastic life,
Photo courtesy of Newark Abbey
community of Newark Abbey. In addition
to these intangibles, new monks bring their
own skills and talents, such as writing icons
or playing the organ.
All of the activity around the monastery has
created a hopeful atmosphere. “I have been
here for about 51 years,” Fr. Albert said,
noting that seeing so many younger monks
join the monastery is “very uplifting.”
which balances prayer and work.
“Sometimes I’ll get all excited for a
beautiful liturgy with music and incense
and I’ll think, ‘Yes, this is what monastic life
is like! I want to go do something
monastic!’” said Br. Bruno, “and then I have
to go clean a bathroom. I have to remember
that cleaning bathrooms is just as monastic
as liturgy. Prayer and work - both are holy.”
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Fr. Asiel Achieves Lifelong Dream
Written By Anthony Granger
II
Photo by Krithik Rajasegar
Born in Camagüey, Cuba, Fr. Asiel Maria
Rodriguez, O.S.B., has made long strides
to get to where he is now. He started off
as an innocent child in a Communist
community and on November 24, he was
ordained a priest in the Benedictine
Abbey of Newark’s St. Mary’s Church.
Growing up, everything was hard. Due
to political issues, Cubans suffered
severe economic problems during the
time Fr. Asiel was growing up in the
early 1990s. The Soviet Union dissolved
the same year Fr. Asiel was born, leaving
Cuba without the political or financial
support of its greatest ally. Ports shut
down, and the island suffered. There
were even problems in Fr. Asiel’s family,
such as a divorce, but he stuck through
it.
Fr. Asiel matured at a very young age
and found comfort and inspiration in
the Catholic faith, despite being at times
unable to practice his religion publically.
When he finally left Cuba as a
teenager, he moved with his family to
Union City, New Jersey, in Hudson
County. He found a vibrant Cuban
community and a place where he could
pray.
It was in Union City that he first walked
into a church through the front doors. In
Cuba, he always had to go discreetly
through the backdoor or through the
basement. He was enthralled and ecstatic
with this newfound freedom.
“Back in Cuba, there were not many
priests,” he said. “I became a priest
because there were not many where I
was born.”
He wanted to be a priest as a child in
Cuba, but seeing the vibrant religious
community in the U.S. really sparked his
interest.
Eventually, Fr. Asiel found Newark
Abbey and St. Benedict’s Prep.
“I never knew there were monks in the
city,” he said. “Most monasteries in the
world are usually isolated in the
middle of nowhere. The uniqueness of
the school, the welcoming community, I
knew I would love it here!”
Anyone attending Benedict’s will sooner
or later come across Fr. Asiel in the
cafeteria or the hallways. He is one of the
faculty moderators for Fr. Thomas Long,
and teaches a multitude of subjects,
including New Testament, Spanish 1,
and English as a Second Language. As
the monastery’s Formation Socius, he
accompanies the novices in their
monastic formation. He is also the
Infirmarian, nursing anyone in the
monastery who is sick back to health.
Outside of school and the monastery he
is a relaxed man. He listens to many
different types of music, of which
classical is his favorite. He goes for
walks and runs or he may just write
poetry, essays, and non-fiction in his free
time. His favorite genre when it comes
to reading is comedy, and anything that
makes him laugh is a-okay with him.
He aspires to be an inspiration to all and
advises his students: “Live so you are
able to say that ‘You did this’ rather than
say ‘I wish I would have done this.’”
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Becoming “Father Asiel”
Written By Ethan Brady Photo by Krithik Rajasegar
In a serene ceremony replete with sacred
traditions, some traceable to the Apostles,
Asiel Maria Rodriguez, O.S.B. was ordained
a Roman Catholic priest on Tuesday, Nov.
24, in the Benedictine Abbey of Newark’s
St. Mary’s Church, becoming “Father Asiel.”
With dozens in attendance, all socially
distanced and wearing masks due to
stringent pandemic-induced safety
precautions, the 29-year-old Benedictine
monk, wearing white and gold vestments,
was blessed and anointed, achieving his
life’s dream of joining the ranks of the
priesthood. The Rite of Ordination to the
Priesthood was performed by the
Most Reverend Manuel A. Cruz,
Auxiliary Bishop of the
Archdiocese of Newark.
Sacrament of Holy Orders, becoming a
priest.
The Ordination Mass began with a
procession that included Bishop Cruz, Fr.
Asiel, Abbot Melvin Valvano, O.S.B. ‘56
every monk of Newark Abbey, monks from
St. Mary’s Abbey in Morristown, and
Augustinian friars from St. Augustine
Parish in Union City, Fr. Asiel’s home
parish.
After some opening prayers, a number of
Bible passages were read aloud by both lay
people and monks. Each reading was
chosen specifically for the Rite of
Ordination and touched upon themes of
divine election and the importance carrying
on the work of Jesus within the Church.
Honoring Fr. Asiel’s Cuban heritage and his
family members present, the readings and
prayers of the Mass alternated between
English and Spanish.
“The priesthood is a gift,”
Bishop Cruz said, “it is not
for us receiving first but
rather in our serving first,
and then receiving much
more than ever dreamed
of. Therefore we are
constantly reminded
that everything we
have and we receive
is ultimately a gift.”
The Rite of
Ordination to the
Priesthood, which
always takes place
during the Holy
Sacrifice of the Mass,
is the ritual - full of
ancient prayers and
symbolism - by which a
man receives the
Fr. Asiel Rodriguez, O.S.B.
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The Rite of Ordination itself began
after the Gospel reading with the
“Calling of the Candidate.” In this part of
the liturgy, Br. Asiel was called by name
to approach the bishop. Bishop Cruz
then inquired of Abbot Melvin whether
or not Br. Asiel had been found
worthy and competent to fulfill the
office ofpriest.
Upon the Abbot’s
positive response
and the Bishop’s
acceptance of Br. Asiel,
the assembly inside St. Mary’s
Church erupted in applause.
Bishop Cruz then offered a homily,
in both English and Spanish, to
both Br. Asiel and the assembled
throng. Bishop Cruz remarked
that both he and Br. Asiel are
refugees from Cuba who
restarted their lives in Union
City. He noted the similarities of their lives
and said, while it might be looked upon as
a coincidence, “when it comes to the Good
Lord, there are no coincidences.”
Following the homily, Bishop Cruz asked
Br. Asiel a series of questions, inquiring
into his willingness to take on the
responsibilities of a priest. Br. Asiel
conveyed his willingness, responding “I am
[willing]” to each inquiry.
Br. Asiel then knelt before Bishop Cruz and,
in an ancient symbol of submission, placed
his folded hands inside the folded hands of
Bishop Cruz while promising obedience to
the bishop, the bishop’s successors, and his
own monastic superiors.
As the moment of ordination drew near, Br.
Asiel prostrated himself on a carpet before
the altar. Science Department Chair
Dennis Lansang sang the “Litany of Saints,”
a prayer that invokes the mercy of God,
begs for the intercession of the saints, and
asks for particular blessings upon the man
to be ordained.
The gesture of prostration (lying facedown
on the ground) symbolizes the candidate’s
submission to the will of God. Beyond Dr.
Lansang’s singing, the church was hushed
during this powerful moment as Br. Asiel
handed over his life to God.
In the actual moments of ordination,
Bishop Cruz prayed silently while placing
his hands on Br. Asiel’s head. This
gesture, known as the “laying on of hands,”
is found in the Bible and has been used by
Christians as a sign of ordination since the
time of the Apostles. After the Bishop laid
his hands on Br. Asiel, all the priests
present took turns laying their hands on
him as well, showing that they, too, shared
the same gift of priesthood.
After all priests present had prayed silently
over Br. Asiel, Bishop Cruz extended his
arms and the other priests raised their hands
in blessing as the bishop prayed the Prayer
of Consecration, offering Br. Asiel’s life to
God and dedicating him as a Priest of Jesus
Christ forever. The assembly
responded “Amen” to the
bishop’s prayer, showing
their assent to the sacred
action.
Now a priest, the newly
ordained Fr. Asiel removed
his deacon’s stole and,
with the assistance of Fr.
Philip Waters, O.S.B.
‘63, was vested with a
priest’s stole and a
chasuble, a vestment
worn for the
celebration of
Mass.
Fr. Asiel
then again
knelt before
Bishop
Cruz, who
anointed the
palms of his
hands with
chrism, a mixture
of oil and balsam,
preparing him to
quite literally be the
hands of Christ at work
in the world today. Fr. Asiel
was then presented a
paten and chalice, gold
vessels that are used
during Mass, as a sign
of his priestly privilege
and responsibility to
perform the
sacraments.
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The Rite of Ordination concluded with the
Sign of Peace. Having been given the gifts
to exercise his new office, Fr. Asiel was
welcomed into the Order of Priest, first by
Bishop Cruz and then his brother priests.
The Liturgy of the Eucharist was then
celebrated by Bishop Cruz with the newly
ordained taking a prominent role in his first
celebration of the Eucharist as a priest.
The importance of being ordained in Fr.
Asiel’s life cannot be overstated. For the rest
of his existence, Fr. Asiel will be defined by
the great gift that God gave him on Tuesday
night.
According to St. Benedict’s Prep Religion
Teacher Stephen Adubato, a priest has a
sacred mission and is called to be a man
who “carries out Jesus’ ministry on earth
in a concrete, tangible way. Through the
sacraments, the Eucharist, Confession, he is
literally doing what Jesus did while he was
on earth.”
While disappointed that events he had
dreamt of would not pan out the way he
had hoped, Fr. Asiel is a witness to the true
meaning of religious celebrations.
According to Br. Bruno Mello, nO.S.B., Fr.
Asiel has shown the entire community,
through his example, that his vocation to the
priesthood is “not about the way I imagined
it. It’s about what’s happening to me, the
work that God is going to do in me. God
does that [work], whether I have a huge
party after it or not, whether the church is
full or empty.”
Candace Bradsher, Annual Giving Officer at
St. Benedict’s Prep, found the service very
beautiful and moving. She has known Fr.
Asiel since he first joined the monastery. “I
am really excited about what God is going
to do in his life,” she said.
To continue Jesus Christ’s ministry on Earth
in such a unique way is a huge privilege for
Fr. Asiel. “I think this is why it is a reason
to celebrate,” Mr. Adubato said, “because
Fr. Asiel was chosen for this very particular,
very special gift. And he is very aware that
this gift is really for the sake of everyone.
This isn’t a celebration just for him. This is
him being called to offer something to the
whole community, the whole wide world.”
Three major religious events for Fr. Asiel --
his profession of solemn vows, his
ordination as a deacon, and Tuesday’s
priestly ordination -- have occurred during
intensive periods of the COVID-19
pandemic. This has led to cancellations
of celebrations in his honor for all three
events, the most recent occurring on the eve
of a citywide lockdown to curb the disease’s
spread.
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Photo courtesy of Mr. Scanlan
Benedictine monk Asiel Maria
Rodriguez is ordained a priest by the
most reverend Manuel Cruz, Auxillary
Bishop of the Archdiocese of Newark.
Br. Robert Finds His
Place in the World
By Mekhi Vargas
About three years ago, a young man named
Moises Islas living in California began following
the Facebook page of a Benedictine monastery
in Newark, N.J. He started corresponding
with the page’s monitor, a young monk named
Br. Asiel Rodriguez, O.S.B., who was posting
photos of everything from Mass at St. Mary’s
Church to flowers in the Abbey garden.
Eventually, Br. Asiel (who is now known as “Fr.
Asiel” after his recent ordination) invited this
young man from California to come to Newark
Abbey for a visit to see if he would want to be a
monk.
Moises was hesitant about coming at first.
Newark was far away from sunny California,
where he lived with his family. At the same
time, he was intrigued by Newark Abbey. He
liked the way the monastery was organized
and found it appealing that the monastery was
located in a city. It was the first time he realized
that monasteries could be based in cities and
operate schools and other community outreach
programs.
Not knowing that this would change his life, he
decided to come to Newark Abbey for a visit.
Once he came, he knew that Newark Abbey
was the right place for him. He
became a novice in October 2019,
changing his from Moises to Br.
Robert, after St. Robert of Molesme.
Courtesy of Mr. Scanlan
Br. Robert Islas, O.S.B.
Adjusting to life in the Abbey was a challenge,
as Br. Robert only spoke Spanish when he first
arrived at Newark Abbey. Through classes at
Rutgers-Newark and lots of practice with his
brothers in the monastery, he learned English in
a very short amount of time.
Recently, during a ceremony in which he took
his “Simple Vows,” and became Br. Robert
Islas, O.S.B., he spoke in clear, flawless English.
In this important milestone
in the monastic life,
Br. Robert vowed stability,
obedience, and conversion
to the monastic way of life
in the presence of Abbot
Melvin Valvano, O.S.B.
and the community of
Newark Abbey
Now, three years after
first contacting the monastery,
Br. Robert is living
a happy life at the Abbey.
He has many duties at
the monastery, including
maintaining its gardens, a
task he enjoys immensely.
He also finds enjoyment
in reading and playing the
organ.
He said he has found a
second home at Newark
Abbey and St. Benedict’s
Prep. However, he would
not be here if he hadn’t
had the courage to respond
“yes” to Fr. Asiel’s invitation.
After learning from
experience, Br. Robert
highly encourages everyone
to face their apprehensions
head on and try new
things.
“Find the courage and
get past it,” he said.
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Newark Abbey gained its newest member on October 16 when Br. Bruno Mello, nO.S.B.
was received into the novitiate. This new novice is no stranger to the Newark Abbey/
St. Benedict’s Prep community though. Before he was Br. Bruno, he was James Mello,
a Benedictine Volunteer who taught at Benedict’s during the 2019-2020 school year.
The aspiring monk has been interested in monasteries for years. As a college student at
Franciscan University of Steubenville, he read “The Rule of St. Benedict” for a class and
became fascinated by monastic life. Eager to learn more about Benedictines, while he was
still in college, he spent Summer Phase at Benedict’s, helping in Mr. Stephen Adubato’s
religion classes.
When he graduated from college, he had many options for work, including a job offer in
Alaska and a position lined up in Hong Kong. Despite the allure of faraway places, Br.
Bruno felt drawn to come back to Newark. He felt that life at the monastery was “an
environment that’s going to be better for me to grow into the kind of person that I wanted
to be,” Br. Bruno said.
He likes the fact that Newark Abbey is not remotely located like many other monasteries.
He thinks that it is very important to have monks living in the city so that other people
know that God is present there. “It’s not like monks bring God to the city,” Br. Bruno said,
“God is here [in the city], and the monks are a testament to that.”
Br. Bruno grew up in nearby Connecticut, about three hours from Newark. Despite
growing up in a peaceful New England setting, he feels at home in New Jersey and in
Newark specifically. He also loves the energy of living in the center of the city.
The new novice does think that adjusting to monastic life can be a little challenging, but in
due time he will overcome that, too. The monastic schedule is a big change from Br.
Bruno’s old schedule. After years of sleeping in late, now Br. Bruno says, “I have my alarm
set to 5:15, morning prayer at 6.”
Getting up early is a small price to pay for what Br. Bruno hopes to gain by becoming a
monk. He is optimistic about his future and hopes to continue to live, pray, and work in
Newark for many years to come.
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At Home in the City
Br. Bruno:
By Ian McGaw
Photo by Davion Cottrell-Miller
Br. Bruno Mello, n-O.S.B.
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TTTHEEE IIIIMPOOORTTTAANNCCEEE OOOF LEEECCTTTIIIIOOO DIIIIVIIIINNAA
AND HOW TO DO IT PROPERLY
BY BR. THOMAS AQUINAS HALL, O.S.B.
Why is Lectio Divina , also known
as Benedictine prayer, important
for all of us, not just Benedictine
monks? For me, Lectio helps me
work on me every day in relation to living the
Gospel, as well as living as a Benedictine monk.
s Explaining what Lectio Divina is, as well as
what it can be for everyone, can answer this
question for you, like it has for me.
So what is Lectio Divina?
“[L]ectio divina, or sacred reading, [is a] dynamic
process [that] involves four elements
which weave together like a braided river to
connect us with God.” (Pickering, 2008, p. 28)
The first step of this process is Lectio, which is a
“[s]low reflective reading aloud of a few verses
of scripture or other spiritual literature.” (Pickering,
2008, p. 28)
The second step is meditatio, or meditation,
which is “[a] thoughtful consideration of how
these words relate to our current circumstances.”
(Pickering, 2008, p. 28)
In the the third step, we use the process of
oratio, or oration, meaning “[d]iscoveries, emotional
responses, movements of the heart and
will, questions or doubts are shared with God.”
(Pickering, 2008, p. 28)
For the last, all-important step, we employ contemplatio,
or contemplation, which is when “[t]
he person at prayer stills his or her activity and
‘contemplates.’ Th[e] use of the word ‘contemplation’
relates … to a state of resting in God,
all our striving set aside, allowing ourselves
to be open to meeting the One who created us
[and the wonder of this love].” (Pickering, 2008,
p. 28)
This is the process of Lectio I follow in the
morning before starting my day. Going through
Lectio at this time helps me get ready for whatever
happens each day.
Lectio is practiced differently in Group, where
the logistics and dynamics are different, due
to the fact that it occurs at a different time and
multiple individuals are involved. Most students
perform Lectio once a week on Mondays
in Group, which occurs midway through the
day. ( Lectio should serve as a time that allows
Group members to stop whatever else they are
doing and focus on what they are being. That is
what this prayer period should provide.
When we do Lectio in Group on Mondays, we
usually use the Gospel reading from the previous
day as the central point of discussion.
Personally, the reading that I use for Lectio
each day is the Gospel reading of the day, not
the Gospel reading of the previous day. To
strengthen your eventual discussion, it really
helps to think and talk about your current
circumstances before starting Lectio. This works
better than simply waiting til reaching the
second step of meditatio, or meditation. Doing
so ahead of time gives you more space to think
about your current circumstances.
Perhaps the most challenging aspect of Lectio
in a Group is the third step of oratio, or oration.
This phase is obviously different in a group
setting since sharing is done with each other,
not just God. What’s the best approach for a
student? There are no right answers. Share what
you want and/or need to share without worrying
about what others will think. If you would
rather do this privately, then mention that to an
adult.
The last step, contemplatio or contem-
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plation, may be easier to attain if a Group concludes
with a prayer. Contemplation may be
difficult if you quickly move out of Lectio and
are distracted by the noise of the everyday. By
ending Lectio in prayer, you naturally pave the
way for a state of contemplation. This is something
my Group does and a practice I follow
when I conduct Lectio on my own.
This process of Lectio is also useful in spiritual
direction. “[I]f [spiritual directors] want to help
people ‘listen to their lives’ [they] can encourage
them to apply the Lectio Divina model
prayerfully to the key moments of their daily
experience.” (Pickering, 2008, pp. 73-74) This
would start by using the key moments of your
daily experience as the “reading” for Lectio, followed
by meditating on what these experiences
mean. You would then talk to someone about it,
and later reflect on what both of you said.
As a monk who has recently learned
about spiritual direction, I would also say that
consciously marking each step of Lectio conveys
the deeper meaning of what Lectio is and how
Lectio can help you. Letting all of this happen,
with help from the Holy Spirit, is also important
in these processes. But you can only be
helped by Lectio if you do it. Allowing the process
to happen, without worrying about whether
you are giving “right” or “wrong” answers, is
important. Remember all of this whenever you
do Lectio.
Reference
Pickering, S. (2011). Spiritual direction: A practical
introduction. London, England:
Canterbury Press.
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Br. Francis Professes Solemn Vows
By Ms. Kitta MacPherson
Br. Francis Woodruff, O.S.B., professed his solemn vows as a Benedictine monk on Saturday, Nov.
14, committing himself to the Benedictine Abbey of Newark for the balance of his life.
In a sacred ceremony that goes back centuries, Br. Francis asked only for the mercy of God during
the Rite of Solemn Monastic Profession held in St. Mary’s Church, while a community of monks
and nuns looked on.
Describing Br. Francis as “a good man,” Abbot Melvin Valvano, O.S.B., who presided over the
service said, “He has, with his close relationship with Jesus and the Blessed Mother, for me
exemplified all his life and while he has lived in the monastery the core definition and reality for
all Christians: deep and complete faith in God who is the Loving Father of our Lord, Jesus Christ.”
As monks of Newark Abbey sang hymns, Br. Francis chanted the traditional Benedictine prayer
for God to sustain him now and forever throughout his religious life. He was joined to the
community with applause, then he was given his new, formal, 73-pleated hood robe known as a
cuculla.
“(This) experience of Br. Francis’ solemn profession witnessed to the joy of religious life,” said Sr.
Ann Marie Gass, Dean of the Elementary Division at St. Benedict’s Prep, who was present. “No
matter the many twists and turns his life journey has taken, Br. Francis continues to place his
relationship with Jesus and the Blessed Mother at the center surrounded by the importance of
community.”
Those in attendance included all the members of the monastic community along with two
Benedictine Sisters, Sr. Lauren and Sr. Diane Marie, and two of the Sisters of St. Joseph, Sr. Ann
and Sr. Maureen, and also Mr. Fernando, who is one of the cooks in the monastery.
Br. Francis’ profession is part of a continuing period of extraordinary activity for the monastery,
with two monks professing solemn vows in March 2020, another monk professing simple vows in
October 2020, and a number of novices joining for a trial period. The monastic community is at its
largest in many years.
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Courtesy of
Newark Abbey
A number of monks
and nuns from the
St. Benedict’s
community
attended Br. Francis
Woodruff’s
profession
ceremony.
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Arts
Of
In
the Midst
Ms Wye:
It
Illustrations Courtesy Of Ms. Wye
Written By Daniel Bendezu
All
During the 2017-2018 school year, the
annual Interdisciplinary Project celebrated
the 150th anniversary of St. Benedict's Prep
(1868-2018). Pamela Wye-Hunsinger,
faculty art teacher and chair of St. Benedict’s
fine arts department, had been thinking of
projects to assign to her classes. Because this
was a momentous occurrence, she decided
to partake in the Interdisciplinary Project
along with her students. Her interpretation
of the history of SBP would be told in a
comic language that allowed her to merge
her own artistic work with her everyday job
as a teacher. She called it a “Graphic
History.”
Mrs. Wye-Hunsinger immediately got to
work by sketching and outlining what she
would cover. She soon realized that
covering the entire 150-year-period would
be difficult so she touched on some high
points of SBP history.
As she noted, teacher efforts at St. Benedict’s
involve “always focusing on the students,”
she said. She knew she wanted to highlight
one period of time, as she put it, “the
traumatic 1972 closing and the astonishing
1973 reopening which ushered in that
wonderful innovation -- Spring Phase.”
She then sent her proposal to a couple of
independent comics publishers and got
immediate interest from two. They had
“never heard of SBP but they were very
enthusiastic about the story of this unique
school,” she said. She went with the online
magazine Spiral Bound on Medium because
it specializes in first person non-fiction
storytelling in comic style and requires the
artist-writer to have a first-hand relationship
with the content of the story, which she
believed she did.
The project took Ms. Wye two years,
spanning fall 2017 to 2019, with a deadline
of September 2019. Her favorite part of the
project came from this deadline. “Working
around the clock that final summer on
deadline, I was in a permanent zone of
creativity and labor,” Wye said. She was at
her happiest when she was not sure if the
project was going according to plan, but
kept trying to make it work. The part that
puzzled her was “structuring the story. It
was like making an intricate sculpture, a
brain teaser, where all kinds of different
pieces had to fit together to create a
surprising yet coherent whole.” Despite
this struggle, she persevered with help from
the monks, especially Fr. Augustine Curley,
O.S.B., who was always helping get things
like sets of old yearbooks, old brochures,
etc.
Mrs. Wye-Hunsinger’s piece has sparked
interest and praise among many; even those
who know nothing about St. Benedict’s. She
credits the form of publishing as a part of
the project’s success, but most importantly
cites the unique story of the school with
making the project so special. With the
success of this project under her belt, Mrs.
Wye-Hunsinger continues work on her
upcoming graphic novel/memoir entitled
“Water I’ve Loved,” which she notes is
“about all the bodies of water that I have
loved in my life.”
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The Kayrix:
A Treasured Legacy
Carries On
By Joseph Jumbo
In January 2020, staff members of The
Kayrix suffered a devastating blow with
the passing of their faculty adviser,
English Teacher Mr. Bill Petrick. The
Kayrix, St. Benedict’s student literary
magazine, had traditionally displayed
mainly Freshman work, drawn from Mr.
Petrick’s classes. With that foundation
gone, a new approach was called for.
This year, The Kayrix will have a new
focus, and it is being forged by the new
English Teacher Ms. Bimpé Fageyinbo,
its new faculty moderator.
Ms. Fageyinbo is a writer, poet, and
photojournalist. She has worked on
other literary magazines before and will
contribute her knowledge and
perspective to The Kayrix.
“I would like to explore a more focused
version of the magazine, where the
content is driven from a generational
lens and is more focused on the present
and what is happening within the lives
of the people contributing to it,”
Fageyinbo said.
This year’s staff hopes to offer something
that employs a wider variety of art forms
to speak to the general community. Its
editorial staff and writers will do so with
writing forms such as photo essays,
standard essays, and poetry.
Along with the changes in focus, scope,
and style, The Kayrix is also looking to
change the magazine’s format. The
magazine has consisted primarily of text
and images. However, the staff will be
working to develop a new format that is
still not known.
John Mollozzi SY, this year’s
editor-in-chief, did not expect to be
given the position. He described himself
as a person who prefers to take mental
notes and who does not really socialize
much. “Now I have to be the front
runner,” Mollozzi said. “I’m not used to
this responsibility. I’m not good at
leading people.”
Mollozzi has been a part of the magazine
since his freshman year. Although he is
now the leader of the Kayrix, he did not
like to write much before.
“I used to despise writing,” he said.
“Petrick made me enjoy writing.”
Since it is Mollozzi’s last year at
Benedict’s, and his final year with the
Kayrix, he plans to make his final mark.
“I will ensure that The Kayrix continues
to run after I'm gone,” he said. “Also,
I'd want to make sure that The Kayrix
can integrate more work from the other
grade levels.”
In and out of the classroom, Mr. Petrick
inspired students to write, Mollozzi
noted. It was a passion of his that he
wanted to share with others. The Kayrix
staff regarded Mr. Petrick as more than a
teacher, or a faculty moderator. He was a
friend. “It hit us hard,” Mollozzi said of
his teacher’s death.
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Grant Parker’s cover for the
Fall 2020 print issue (left).
The new Kayrix website with
the latest issue
(bottom.)
Now, this year, The
Kayrix will continue
to grow, honoring the
memory and legacy of
Mr. Petrick.
Ms. Fageyinbo,
Mollozzi, and the
other members of The
Kayrix will be
working hard this
year to showcase
community talent
through writing. The
staff plans to start
with a digital
magazine release this
winter.
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Sports
Soccer Season:
Changing it Up for Continued Success
By Adrian Vasquez
At the beginning of the Fall 2020 season,
members of the St. Benedict’s Prep soccer team
-- the reigning and 13-time national champions --
were uncertain about their season and how it was
going to play out due to COVID-19.
However, in the history of St. Benedict’s and St.
Benedict’s soccer, adversity is anything but new:
SBP students are taught that they never give up.
They adapt. And that’s what St. Benedict’s soccer
did
Playing at a high school level and maintaining
their rigorous, sometimes, out-of-state schedule
was a major challenge. So, St. Benedict’s soccer
made the switch to play at a club level instead.
Academy. Opposing teams also included
college teams with canceled seasons, such as
Rutgers-Newark and Kean University.
At first the team had to practice in a socially
distanced fashion, which is a hard thing to do --
especially in soccer. However, when September
came, these restrictions were eased up. Though
team members still had to wear masks before and
after practice, get their temperature checked, and
adhere to social distancing after practice,
practices were essentially back to normal -- and
so were the games. This is something the team
could have only dreamt of back in April, but now
there were no restrictions on the pitch.
“The games did not have any restrictions,” said
Assistant Soccer Coach, Sylvers Owusu. “Being
able to play normally and just play again was the
most exciting part. Every game was special.”
Instagram Photo
The team prepares for another season amidst the
challenges of the pandemic.
Instead of the typical Varsity, JV, and
Freshman teams, the team created several new
squads. The new Varsity Under-19 team
In previous years, St. Benedict’s soccer team had
competed in the Under-23 Club Division. The
games its members were able to look forward
Reserves/JV competed in the U-19 League. And
to with anticipation. This year, games were, by
Freshmen competed in U-16.
necessity, made up the same week. This made
training and practices even more challenging.
The reason it was decided that Varsity would
Other than that, matters moved along without
compete in U-23 was because the coaches knew
any complications and there weren’t any
how good Varsity was. They put those players in
significant challenges up to and including Game
U-23 to compete against elite and MLS academies
Day.
such as Baltimore Armour, Gottchee, and PDA
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However, no one could ever quite lose awareness of COVID-19. “In the back of our minds, COVID
made things uneasy at times, due to all the uncertainty,” Mr. Owusu said. “The players were on edge
because everything would shut down if one player tested positive on the team.”
The season was originally intended to end by Thanksgiving or early December. However, due to a
series of unfortunate events such as opposing teams’ players testing positive, Newark Mayor Ras
Baraka’s decision to shut down all activities for two weeks, and a surge of COVID cases in the region,
the season ended early on Nov. 13.
Despite all the challenges, this season was still considered a success as the U-19/Varsity went unde-
feated, with a record of 6-0-1 (one tie).
“Overall the players enjoyed the games better than previous years because it was more challenging
and they played against high-level teams and players,” said Coach Owusu. The soccer team hopes to
be able to play during the spring or later if possible.
Alum Filming Documentary to
Tell SBP Fencing Story
By: Adrian Vasquez
The Gray Bee Basketball team has enjoyed
national exposure recently, due to a
documentary series released on Quibi. Now,
it may be the Gray Bee Fencing Team's turn,
with the creation of a new documentary by
SBP alumnus, Shorne Lawrence ‘90.
Shorne Lawrence ‘90 is directing a
documentary highlighting the rich history
of the St. Benedict’s fencing team. Mr.
Lawrence, who joined the fencing team
during his sophomore year in 1987, recalled
his time fencing at Benedict’s, saying “We
were like a machine and we were truly a
team. We worked and moved like a unit
because they bought into what Coach
(Derrick) Hoff was trying to get across:
‘Team first!’”
Lawrence viewed his time on the team as
extremely challenging but worthwhile. “It
was tough, it was hard, and the practices
were brutal,” he said. “There was a sort of
militarized way we went about practices and
meets, as well as how we fenced in
tournaments.”
He praised Coach Hoff, describing him as
the one who taught Mr. Lawrence and his
teammates the art of fencing. Mr. Lawrence
said he and his teammates took Coach’s
Hoff’s message of unity and used it to excel.
After graduating from St. Benedict’s, Mr.
Lawrence earned a partial scholarship to
Rutgers University in New Brunswick,
where attended college. After graduating, he
returned to SBP to coach and teach for four
years. He then moved to Atlanta, where he
stayed for 13 years. In Atlanta, found his
interest in film, which propelled him to
move to Los Angeles, California. And in Los
Angeles he pursued his film career by
writing scripts and doing documentary
films. Finally, he got a film-related job offer
in New Jersey, which brought him to move
back home to New Jersey (pre-Covid).
Mr. Lawrence first got his inspiration to
do the fencing documentary in the mid 90s
when he was assisting Coach Hoff with
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coaching the fencing team. Once, when they
were driving together, Mr. Lawrence had a
powerful thought: he turned to Coach Hoff
and said, “This would make a great movie.”
Coach Hoff responded immediately,
“Maybe you would be the one to film it.”
Those words stuck with Mr. Lawrence. The
story the documentary is based on has been
in the back of his mind ever since. While at
a recent event in LA, he phoned Coach Hoff,
and received his blessing to bring the story
to life and film.
The idea behind the story, he believes, is
to continue the legacy and show the public
how productive Hoff’s coaching was. As Mr.
Lawrence put it, this was not only his story
but one that belongs to everyone who has
attended or is presently at St. Benedict's. He
is making the film now because he wants to
tell an accurate inside account of the fencing
team.
While the documentary is focused
specifically on the fencing team at St.
Benedict's, the larger theme is the idea of
respect. By this, Mr. Lawrence means the
respect players feel for Coach Hoff’s career,
the respect the school holds for the fencing
team, the respect team members feel for
each other, and the respect graduates feel
for St. Benedict's as
a whole. When Mr.
Lawrence was a
student, he believed
the fencing team
never received the
full respect it
deserved. He wants
this documentary to
bring a greater level
of recognition to its
members.
property -- mainly at the Cetrulo Family
Fencing Center.
Mr. Lawrence plans to have this
documentary completed by early January.
He hopes to show it both at film festivals
and at Benedict’s.
It would be wonderful if the film gains
attention at a film festival and becomes
popular, he said. But it’s more important to
him that the public learn about St.
Benedict’s and its programs and how
positively they affect students. The goal is
for the film to be viewed at a leading film
festival, so that word gets out about the
success of the fencing program and St.
Benedict’s.
Mr. Lawrence wants this story to be seen by
anyone who grew up in Newark and went to
St. Benedict’s. He wants students to
understand their potential impact and
power. He wants students to know their
history so it can propel them forward. “I’m
very excited for you all to see this film!” he
said.
Photo by Mr. Molina
The fencing team is kicking into gear for a new year
of opportunity.
Shooting for the
documentary is
underway: Mr.
Lawrence and his
crew have conducted
about 40 Zoom
interviews, and
filming has also been
conducted on the
Cross Country Season: Keep Running
By Kevin Ortega
Despite coronavirus ruining past seasons, the Cross Country season was still able to go on
for Fall 2020.
“In cross country season it’s easy to stay socially distanced because of the nature of the
sport,” Coach Kevin Cox said.
So, the show went on. The Gray Bees started Cross Country Season at the Bergen County
Invitational on Oct. 3. Here, the freshmen won their division, with Jorwally Santana FY
taking home a gold, Gabriel Nyenator FY taking home silver, Joshua Johnson FY placing
fourth and De’vaughn Owusu-Korangteng FY placing fifth.
The cross county team’s JV squad went on to run at Brett Taylor Invitational at Garrett
Mountain Reservation in Woodland Park, where they placed first in the competition. Leading
the team were Jonai Eastmond, who came in 2nd place, Sayveon Blake who came in
3rd, and Aasad Thomas who came in 4th. In the freshman race, Jorwally Santana placed
first and Gabriel Nyenator finished third.
The St. Benedict’s Cross Country team kept up with its admirable technique throughout
the fall season, with the JV winning its division of the Garrett Mountain Invitational on
Oct. 24. The top five runners for the Gray Bees were UDII Nate Smith, UDII Aasad Thomas,
UDII Jonai Eastmond and FY Jorwally Santana and FY Gabriel Nyenator. The Gray
Bees impressively had seven runners in the top 10 in the competition.
Coach Cox noted the team ran well and members have won all of the invitationals in the
division they entered as a team this year. Even though Cross Country season has come to
an end, anyone who wishes to participate can join the Track team by emailing Coach Cox.
A spirit of optimism prevails.
“The guys are running well and we have won all of the invitationals in the division we
have entered as a team this year,” Coach Cox said. “This is a young Cross Country team but
they are hungry for success. COVID hasn’t been a major problem as it only limited some
very skilled runners from competing due to safety concerns. We are hoping for an end to
this, too, so the whole family can be in the fight representing SBP against whoever wants
to take up our challenge.”
Photo from @sbpxctrack Instagram
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Water Polo Team Remains Active,
Despite Challenges By Sovereign Brown
On August 18 at 8:30 a.m, St. Benedict’s
Prep’s Water Polo team athletes were
arriving via Springfield Avenue at the
Crossfit Box gate for a 9 a.m - 10:30 a.m
practice.
As soon as team members arrived at the
pool area, they maintained social distance
and chatted among themselves. Some of
the new girls that came started introducing
themselves to one another. It was about 8:45-
8:50 a.m, and the whole team started getting
ready to get in the water. A sense of
excitement and nervousness filled the pool
area, as little talks seemed to get a bit
louder. “Let’s get ready to hop in,” said
head water Polo Coach Jose Cruz ’97.
This season saw new team members arrive
determined and ready to work hard. By
the end of the season, the same guys and
girls that did not know how to play water
polo, or even swim, had made significant
improvements. This season was unique
because, for the first time, girls who had an
interest in swimming and playing water
polo were able to be on the team.
Once school started again, practices were
Monday through Friday from 3:30 p.m. to
5:30 p.m. However, due to Coronavirus this
season, no games could be scheduled.
Instead, Coach Cruz and Coach Kenya
Moncur ’15 arranged scrimmages between
the JV and Varsity to see how the team
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looked like and how they played.
In total, there were three scrimmages. “I
loved the fact that everyone was passing
the ball and there was communication,”
said KyRon Parker SY. At one point with
scrimmages kids seemed to be getting mad
at themselves for not performing at their
best. “Those who were down on themselves
could’ve had a better competitive spirit,”
Parker said.
At the end of the practices and scrimmages,
coaches advised team members during team
huddles. Then it was the players’ job to
apply it to themselves to become better. As
Jose Cruz would say, “Don’t be bitter, get
better.”
It was many players' first time playing
water polo and Coach Cruz wanted to give
his players the experience of playing despite
there being no games.
Many reported the season as being a good
learning experience. “Since this was my first
time doing something related to aquatics,
I think this season went pretty well,” said
Nathalia Chimbay UDII. “Being that we had
scrimmages against each other we learned
from them and got better.”
During the season, the team had its highs
with the scrimmages. Occasionally, when
team members weren’t listening or
focusing, Coach Moncur was pressed to
repeat his instructions.
“He wanted us to do what he said to do so
that we could do better,” Chimbay added.
“It was very helpful when Coach Kenya
advised us to better ourselves.”
Even though the team didn’t have games
this season, Coach Cruz wanted the team to
come in and learn how to play and
understand the fundamentals of water polo.
He also wanted the players to come in and
play with an open mind. Coach Cruz had
previously coached water polo between 2000
and 2002, more recently filling in the
position vacated by the death of History
Teacher and legendary water polo player
and coach Mr. Spencer Vespole.
Coach Cruz viewed the season as a learning
experience for everyone. “I had to see what
they knew and also what they couldn’t do
and address it at practice,” he said. “For the
most part, we got better each time. That’s all
you can ask for. I think also that we looked
better in practice after those scrimmages.”
Despite the lack of games and the stress of
living in a pandemic, the players did well,
according to Coach Moncur. “Diamonds
are made under intense pressure,” Coach
Moncur said. “The team has been through a
lot this season. If we come out next season
undefeated, do not be surprised.”
The coaches and team members are now
looking forward to the spring season
where they are hoping to play against other
schools, including old rivals.
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Absence of Our Own After Hours
We may see less of our own in the Hive we call home...
Photos by Krithik Rajasegar
in the Lobby
or Cawley
or the Lower Court
& Field
We may see less of our own
in the Hive we call home
in the lobby
or Cawley
on the Lower Court & Field
or in the cafe where we’d eat our meals
We may miss our friends
But the Gray Bees will be back in full force again
or in the cafe where
we’d eat our meals
We may miss our friends
But the Gray Bees will be
back in full force again