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The Goodland Journal: Volume One

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<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong><br />

<strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong><br />

February 2021<br />

<strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong> 2


<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> Basecamp<br />

– Seekers of Swell, Snow, and Stoke –<br />

Oliver Ambros • Micah Shanks<br />

Mitch Bender • Evan Ruderman<br />

And special thanks to Alben Osaki.<br />

G L<br />

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07<br />

Letter from Basecamp<br />

Welcome to <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>’s next<br />

creative chapter.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Stories<br />

09<br />

<strong>The</strong> Goodlist<br />

<strong>The</strong> musical accompaniment to<br />

best experience the journal.<br />

Inside<br />

11<br />

When it all Boils Down<br />

<strong>The</strong> unlikely connection between modern<br />

photography and making maple syrup.<br />

By: Evan Ruderman<br />

23<br />

Top Notch Patience<br />

Thoughts on a vagabond lifestyle and the<br />

process of building a winter home on wheels.<br />

By: Mitch Bender<br />

33<br />

A Philosopher’s Perspective<br />

on the Outdoors<br />

<strong>The</strong> existential consequences of a life spent<br />

in the outdoors.<br />

By: Oliver Ambros<br />

41<br />

California: Exploration<br />

and the Redwoods<br />

Self-exploration in the northern-most<br />

stretch of California’s coastline.<br />

By: Micah Shanks<br />

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Letter From Basecamp<br />

Where we’ve been, where we’re going, and how<br />

you can join us on our new journey<br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> journey began in November, 2016 as<br />

a way for a group of friends to unite adventure and<br />

creativity inspired by our time outdoors. We all came<br />

from different outdoor backgrounds; some backpackers, skiers<br />

or snowboarders, others surfers, climbers, or a combination<br />

of them all. <strong>The</strong> common denominator among us was an<br />

unanswerable call to discover our personal connection with<br />

creativity inspired by our time outside. We began writing<br />

narratives and poetry, while capturing our adventures through<br />

film, digital photography, and video. <strong>The</strong> goal was to be<br />

active and creative: Seekers of Swell, Snow, and Stoke.<br />

Soon we found ourselves inspired by fellow outdoor<br />

enthusiasts just like us. This, paired with us frequently seeing<br />

outdoor companies profile the same professional athletes<br />

and seemingly unattainable treks for the common outdoors<br />

person, made us aware of how many authentic and real stories<br />

go untold.<br />

We realized we were immersed in an inspiring community of<br />

people discovering for themselves what it means to love the<br />

outdoors and the creativity that comes with it. So, we focused<br />

on becoming a medium that gave a voice to up-and-coming<br />

athletes, photographers, and adventure seekers worldwide.<br />

<strong>The</strong> goal was to search for untold stories and works inspired<br />

by the outdoors, while celebrating communal creativity and<br />

raw adventure. Through this period of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> we like<br />

to call “Chapter 1,” we were honored and grateful to work<br />

with some incredible people and creatives across the globe.<br />

However, 2020 was an unanticipated year like no other. A<br />

massive shift in all our lives put the side project that was <strong>The</strong><br />

<strong>Goodland</strong> on the back burner. We had to focus on our day<br />

jobs, our families, our friends, and ourselves, thereby closing<br />

Chapter 1 of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> indefinitely.<br />

As the year wore on, we reflected on the absence in our<br />

lives left by <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>. We felt as though there was<br />

unfinished business, something calling us back to it beyond<br />

just its presence. While we were proud of what we created,<br />

we sensed something was missing in its original blueprint.<br />

With social media seemingly saturating the powerful creative<br />

gift that is outdoor creative content, we felt a burning desire<br />

to do something more to creatively express our love of the<br />

outdoors. Something more timeless and powerful than an onagain,<br />

off-again website blog.<br />

With that, we’d like to build off of Chapter 1 and formally<br />

introduce the new direction of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>: A biannual<br />

digital journal focused on providing readers with an<br />

experience rooted in outdoor adventure that is reflective,<br />

inspiring, and timeless.<br />

For our readers, the digital format gives us the freedom to<br />

create an experience beyond a two dimensional page, while<br />

still providing a unique, artistic, and curated experience.<br />

Likewise, pushing our design abilities into journal form gives<br />

our contributors a true publication medium that elevates<br />

artistic expression beyond a blog or Instagram page.<br />

Most importantly, as we head down this uncharted path,<br />

the Basecamp team sincerely wants to thank all of you for your<br />

support since 2016. We are a small, independent team that<br />

does this for passion purposes. It is a “net negative” project<br />

that truly exists due to the inspiration you all provide to us<br />

daily. While we are not sure precisley what the trail ahead<br />

looks like, we believe creativity inspired by the outdoors<br />

deserves a medium that is both beautiful to look at and<br />

inspiring to experience.<br />

We are extremely excited for this next chapter and would<br />

love for you to continue the journey with us. To keep up<br />

to date with our journal releases and good vibes, please<br />

subscribe to our email newsletter and follow us on Instagram.<br />

Keep trekking,<br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> Basecamp<br />

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<strong>The</strong> Goodlist:<br />

Music as Inspiration<br />

<strong>Volume</strong><br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> has always paused to<br />

make room for music in our adventures<br />

and in our stories. Just as nature is a gift,<br />

music also gives to us without reciprocity<br />

or expectation.<br />

In this new chapter of the <strong>Goodland</strong>,<br />

expect a constant musical companion in<br />

the form of “<strong>The</strong> Goodlist,” while leafing<br />

through the adventures of each journal.<br />

<strong>One</strong><br />

Scan or click our Spotify code to listen to<br />

<strong>The</strong> Goodlist: <strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong> while you read.<br />

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When it<br />

All Boils<br />

Down<br />

By: Evan Ruderman<br />

<strong>The</strong> unlikely connection between modern<br />

photography and making maple syrup.<br />

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I<br />

grew up in the countryside of New Hampshire,<br />

where boiling sap and making maple syrup is<br />

a common activity in the late spring. For those<br />

who aren’t familiar, you have to boil down a huge<br />

amount of sap for a really small amount of syrup.<br />

<strong>The</strong> ratio is about 40 gallons of sap for every one<br />

gallon of syrup to be exact. Today, my work as a<br />

photographer can feel similar in this regard, but the<br />

end result isn’t nearly as satisfying as the delicious<br />

taste of maple syrup. Let me explain…<br />

As the days in California got<br />

shorter and the temperatures<br />

began to drop, me and my friends’<br />

minds wandered elsewhere. After<br />

an exceedingly slow summer<br />

without much more than knee<br />

high waves, we dreamed of longer<br />

days, hotter sun, bigger swell, and<br />

empty lineups to help us get our<br />

fill. Without much discussion, we all<br />

knew we needed to head towards<br />

the equator. We had heard rumors<br />

of a fabled beach break with huge,<br />

empty barrels far down South and<br />

a couple weeks later when the<br />

charts lined up it was time to check<br />

it out for ourselves. Texts were<br />

sent, calls were made, buoys were<br />

studied, and last minute flights<br />

were purchased. After many hours<br />

of planning, we were headed to<br />

Southern Mexico.<br />

We knew where this fabled<br />

beach break was on a map,<br />

but there wasn’t much more<br />

information to gather. <strong>The</strong> top<br />

result on Google was a U.S.<br />

Department of State Level 4 Travel<br />

Advisory, the highest warning<br />

level and a firm “do not travel”<br />

message. My first thought was that<br />

I’d have to tell my parents I was<br />

headed somewhere else, and my<br />

second thought was wondering<br />

why the travel advisory existed. I<br />

figured if we kept to ourselves and<br />

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the wave we’d be alright, although<br />

I didn’t have much basis for this<br />

rationalization. Other than this,<br />

we found a spot to sleep and not<br />

much more, but we knew where the<br />

wave was and had a place to crash<br />

so what else did we really need?<br />

Gear was meticulously packed,<br />

every random assortment of<br />

battery charged, external hard<br />

drives wiped clean, fresh SD cards<br />

put in the cameras. I’d equate<br />

this to tapping the trees back in<br />

New Hampshire - the process of<br />

setting up spickets and buckets for<br />

collecting sap for when the time<br />

is right and the maple trees start<br />

producing it.<br />

A week later, we got off a tiny<br />

plane and filed through a single<br />

room airport, where we walked<br />

past men armed to the teeth with<br />

machine guns to grab our board<br />

bags. After a quick luggage search<br />

we strapped the bags onto a<br />

truck, hopped in the bed (always<br />

a refreshing token that you’re out<br />

of the U.S.) and drove seemingly<br />

further and further away from<br />

civilization until we could hear the<br />

thunder of waves hitting sand.<br />

Our driver, who confidently told<br />

us his name was Chaser (short for<br />

Wave Chaser he later confirmed)<br />

told us we had arrived as we made<br />

our way down a dirt road with<br />

nothing ahead of us except one<br />

small building that appeared to be<br />

made of leftover materials nailed<br />

together, our “hotel.”<br />

Before dealing with the boards<br />

or our room, we jumped out of<br />

the back of the truck, Tecate’s<br />

in hand, and raced towards the<br />

ocean. As soon as we got our first<br />

sight of the water we realized the<br />

legends were right; we had found<br />

a heaving, hollow wave that was<br />

big enough to fit inside of standing<br />

up. Tired, jetlagged, and stiff, the<br />

guys scrambled to get their boards<br />

out and fins screwed on, while I<br />

fumbled around to get my camera<br />

gear ready to go. SD card loaded<br />

and fresh battery in it just as I<br />

packed for 48 hours prior.<br />

So here I am, 2,200 miles<br />

from home after a few weeks of<br />

planning, standing on a beach after<br />

driving six hours to an airport in<br />

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Tijuana, jumping on a five<br />

hour flight, and driving two<br />

more hours to the coast.<br />

Happy as a clam, shooting<br />

thousands of photos as my<br />

friends traded barrels and<br />

hooted and hollered out in<br />

the ocean until the sun went<br />

down.<br />

Some celebratory beers<br />

ensured, having made it<br />

one piece and finding the<br />

wave we were looking for.<br />

<strong>The</strong> beers ran us $0.72 each,<br />

cheaper than the drinking<br />

water. <strong>The</strong> room had running<br />

water that worked about<br />

15% of the time and we<br />

shared it with some of the<br />

biggest hornets I’ve ever<br />

seen, nests behind some of<br />

the headboards and all, but<br />

we didn’t mind.<br />

We were happy to be far<br />

from home and monotonous<br />

day to day life back in the<br />

States. Comfort is nice, but it<br />

is also boring.<br />

“Comfort is nice, but it is also boring.”<br />

We were all on the beach<br />

with boards in hand before<br />

the sun was up that next<br />

morning. We couldn’t see<br />

the waves but we could<br />

certainly hear them. As the<br />

sky began to glow, sun still<br />

hidden behind the horizon,<br />

outlines of waves began<br />

to reveal themselves. Big,<br />

glassy, A-frames that ran a<br />

few hundred yards before<br />

spitting water from their<br />

hollow tubes and finally<br />

breaking on themselves.<br />

Jaws on the ground, we all<br />

looked at each other, not<br />

sure what to do other than<br />

laugh, scratch our heads,<br />

and paddle out.<br />

We surfed everyday<br />

until our arms could no<br />

longer keep up, swapping<br />

barrels and smiles amongst<br />

ourselves and the locals.<br />

When the sun went down<br />

we’d eat chicken and rice,<br />

buy copious amounts of<br />

cheap, cold beers, go to<br />

bed, and do it all over again<br />

- a great reminder of how<br />

simple life really can be.<br />

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I’d liken this point of the trip<br />

to the end of the sap harvest<br />

- when you have thousands<br />

of gallons of sap to turn into<br />

syrup. Harddrives tucked away<br />

with thousands of photos on<br />

them, we repacked, drove to<br />

the airport, flew north, and<br />

drove further north until finally<br />

reaching home.<br />

Now, the editing process<br />

lay ahead - the equivalent<br />

of boiling down sap until it<br />

turns to syrup. Narrowing<br />

down thousands of photos to<br />

hundreds to edit, and then<br />

selecting just tens of those<br />

as “finals.” Here is where you<br />

should have “syrup” - sweet,<br />

satisfying, and delicious. But<br />

really, in today’s world, it’s just<br />

a couple more photos to post<br />

on Instagram.<br />

All that time, effort, and<br />

travel for a three inch wide<br />

photo that people might<br />

look at for a second or two<br />

before scrolling on. Where<br />

is the satisfaction in that?<br />

What part of that ending is<br />

sweet? This is why I said the<br />

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end results of these two activities aren’t the same,<br />

and this something I continue to struggle with as a<br />

photographer.<br />

It seems like the final product of shooting images<br />

often comes down solely to social media - whether<br />

personal images or commercial images. Maybe<br />

they’re thrown up on a brand’s website or in their<br />

most recent clothing catalog - but shouldn’t there be<br />

more to it than that? For a long time I have wanted<br />

to do more with my images. To push away from<br />

social media, from endless scrolling news feeds.<br />

About two years ago I began working with <strong>The</strong><br />

<strong>Goodland</strong> in an attempt to change that, originally for<br />

myself and then for others as well.<br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> is a place to showcase photos or<br />

other creative endeavours in a more meaningful way<br />

- something a little more satisfying, closer to the end<br />

product of syrup. <strong>The</strong> process of writing an article,<br />

like this one, helps you to spend time and energy<br />

on your work in a way that posting to Instagram<br />

doesn’t; the ultimate goal of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> and our<br />

new journal medium is that there will be a place to<br />

post this work that can be seen and shared. This<br />

final product, a piece in a real biannual journal, is a<br />

whole lot sweeter than social media and hopefully<br />

<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> can help bring the process of making<br />

syrup and the life of being a photographer a little<br />

closer together when all is said and done.<br />

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Top Notch<br />

Patience<br />

By: Mitch Bender<br />

Thoughts on a vagabond lifestyle<br />

and the process of building a<br />

winter home on wheels.<br />

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If you asked, I really wouldn’t be<br />

able to tell you why I found myself<br />

infected with the idea to get a van.<br />

It’s not like I’m a pioneer or anything.<br />

Odds are I discovered the entire concept<br />

either via social media, or perhaps<br />

through a friendly face who gave me a<br />

tour of their tiny home at Old Man’s.<br />

Regardless, I found myself first<br />

rigorously studying the art of<br />

van conversions in Volkswagen<br />

antiques during high school, before<br />

the obsession grew broader into<br />

more modern attempts at van life.<br />

I think for me, it was all a matter<br />

of developing as a person in<br />

conjunction with looking at millions<br />

of vans. By the time I knew who I<br />

was, or at least thought I knew who<br />

I was, I knew what I wanted in my<br />

van. It was like I had been waiting<br />

to put paint on a canvas or words<br />

on a page.<br />

And years did eventually pass<br />

by as I assumed my role as a<br />

committed student, jumping<br />

over academic hurdles and<br />

taking small introductory courses<br />

in “the real world”, as if it was<br />

something students had yet to truly<br />

experience, let alone understand.<br />

But why did I feel as though I<br />

had already been there? I’d seen<br />

the commitment of regular life<br />

with mortgages, jobs, families,<br />

insurance, cars, college funds, and<br />

savings accounts. It was more like<br />

I knew, as a kid in environmental<br />

literature, that I was already<br />

headed for a fate I was all too<br />

familiar with. Not that it wasn’t<br />

beautiful, not that it wasn’t new or<br />

challenging, it just seemed familiar.<br />

So maybe that’s it then, to<br />

shake up the familiar timeline and<br />

progression, make the commitment<br />

of regular life move more slowly, at<br />

my pace for a change. Are we not<br />

encouraged to run away with new<br />

ideas? To seize every day you find<br />

yourself moving through? When<br />

else will I have this many miles left<br />

in my knees anyway?<br />

I still remember the day I signed<br />

for Gemma, or so we decided<br />

to call her. I sat in a very stuffy,<br />

stinky, and poorly decorated car<br />

lot office, signing paperwork with<br />

the gentlemen whom I harassed<br />

via phone from Salt Lake City for<br />

weeks on end. I think I had done<br />

such a good job researching,<br />

inspecting, haggling, and<br />

questioning both the manager of<br />

the lot and the van, that he was<br />

noticeably glad to see me sign on<br />

the dotted line and be done with<br />

me.<br />

I think in the world of car sales,<br />

that just means I’ve done a good<br />

job. But still, it scared the shit<br />

out of me. Working for a year in<br />

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software sales to save the<br />

money for it scared the shit<br />

out of me. Why drain my first<br />

true chunk of savings on a used<br />

Ford? Is this really what’s going<br />

to make me happy? Make me<br />

feel like the version of myself<br />

I’ve always wanted to be? Is<br />

that even supposed to be the<br />

point? Gemma blankly stared<br />

back at me from her parking<br />

space at the lot, without a<br />

single opinion in the matter.<br />

Every time those questions<br />

run through my head, I usually<br />

take it as a sign that I’m<br />

headed in the right direction.<br />

I guess that’s the beauty of<br />

it: You never know until you<br />

know. Creating opportunities<br />

to question your motives, push<br />

yourself, and dig deeper than<br />

before. Maybe that’s the point.<br />

That feeling was what<br />

I chased as a grom in my<br />

youth, through high school<br />

and college as an avid<br />

outdoorsman, and what I want<br />

to continue to chase for the<br />

rest of my days.<br />

So, here I am, driving in<br />

105 degree heat through Las<br />

Vegas with my two girls, one<br />

in the passenger seat trying to<br />

milk the AC for everything it’s<br />

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worth, and the other screaming down the highway<br />

toward her new home: Salt Lake City.<br />

Who doesn’t love a winter van, right? I think the<br />

major difference between the locals of Church and<br />

myself, is that I want to be rubbing noses with the<br />

lifts of Alta when the 50” blizzard finally calms. I want<br />

to make coffee next to Eagle lodge, snug as a bug<br />

under a rug, while the best day of my life continues<br />

to stack up right off 22.<br />

This means more insulation, a better heater, a top<br />

notch fan, top notch patience, and of course more<br />

money. But hey, you do something the first time, you<br />

do it right. Right?<br />

Lanie and I decided that August to August would<br />

be our allotted time to get this shit done. To take<br />

off in the van, chasing winter on the coast and in the<br />

mountains, is really the dream I’m chasing. No more,<br />

no less. Does it really have to be more complicated<br />

than that? Do I need to offer more explanation or<br />

reason to do so?<br />

Regardless, it’s a massive stroke of luck and<br />

blessings that I find myself surrounded by people<br />

ready to take steps in the journey with me,<br />

regardless of how complicated or intangible the<br />

dream. But laying down floors, cracking beers on<br />

the cut table, and spray glueing for hours on end is<br />

always a little better with a close friend or two. So<br />

maybe the community that results from all this will<br />

be the ultimate prize? I mean, no best day in the<br />

water or best line of the day feels better solo, at<br />

least not through my lens.<br />

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Plenty of questions and plenty of<br />

time to find out.<br />

Still working hard to find out who I really am and why<br />

I’m really doing this. But I think we should revisit that<br />

question when I’m gliding down the line going right<br />

in Baja with my home on the bluffs waiting for me, or<br />

maybe when I’m cackling cups of pow down my neck<br />

warmer on the last run of the day with my home<br />

waiting for me at the base.<br />

So maybe to question motives, push yourself, and<br />

dig deeper while surfing the best swell and skiing<br />

the best stuff is a little closer to the point.<br />

Skiing and surfing is where I find out who I am<br />

anyway, where I truly feel the most. Why shouldn’t<br />

the van be that place for me as well?<br />

I suppose time will tell, but first Gemma needs<br />

to become more than van. She needs to become<br />

a home, and there’s no one else around to make it<br />

happen but me.<br />

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A Philosopher’s<br />

Perspective on the<br />

Outdoors<br />

By: Oliver Ambros<br />

<strong>The</strong> existential consequences of<br />

a life spent in the outdoors.<br />

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Oliver Ambros<br />

Excitement and athletic expression<br />

become surface sentiments in the<br />

outdoors, as something far deeper<br />

emerges from the roots of the Earth:<br />

Humility.<br />

This piece was pulled from our our Story Archive, a collection<br />

of works from previous contributors to <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>. Ever<br />

now and then, we will release a story from the Story Archives.<br />

Enjoy! — Basecamp Team<br />

<strong>The</strong> physicality of the<br />

outdoors easily grabs<br />

attention. Raw power,<br />

challenging demands, and<br />

constant failures. This is<br />

reality for those of us who find<br />

ourselves on the wrong side<br />

of a snow-ridden mountain,<br />

under the force of an 8-10 foot<br />

face, or dangling bloodied and<br />

battered off a multi-pitch route.<br />

We are defined by a home<br />

away from home in a 50 liter<br />

bag, stuffed to the brim with<br />

a life support system that can<br />

make or break the experience.<br />

Grit, grind, and determination<br />

separate those from the day<br />

hikes, the overnights, and the<br />

multi-weeks.<br />

As the outdoors becomes<br />

more accessible to individuals<br />

across the world, it becomes<br />

increasingly difficult to<br />

experience the profound<br />

realizations discovered within<br />

the outdoors. Not everyone<br />

desires the dirtbag existence,<br />

some not even for one night, a<br />

right that is the individual’s to<br />

decide.<br />

As an athlete, this makes me<br />

stoked for the empty trails and<br />

pitches that I get to enjoy. As<br />

an environmentalist, it concerns<br />

me to see a lack of respect<br />

from the “drive-through photo”<br />

visitor and how that mindset<br />

unavoidably will affect the<br />

success or failure of greater<br />

communal action and public<br />

policy in the face of drastic<br />

climate change. However, most<br />

of all, as a philosopher this<br />

out of touch reality with the<br />

outdoors beyond a day hike or<br />

Netflix special saddens me, as<br />

the chase for sentiment beyond<br />

the confines of humanity<br />

becomes nearly impossible.<br />

As we athletes and<br />

adventurers chase stoke,<br />

quiet meditation, danger, and<br />

accomplishment, one reflection<br />

continuously remains the most<br />

important virtue: We rely on<br />

the outdoors and the solitude<br />

it forces. Excitement and<br />

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Philosophically<br />

this experience<br />

can only be<br />

described as<br />

a connection<br />

with the roots<br />

of nature:<br />

Symbiosis.<br />

athletic expression become surface sentiments in the<br />

outdoors, as something far deeper emerges from the<br />

roots of the Earth: Humility.<br />

It saddens me that some individuals never desire<br />

to experience the out-of-body moments that force<br />

a creeping smile upon the cracked and dehydrated,<br />

journeyed lips in the face of powerful breezes and<br />

massive snow capped peaks. <strong>The</strong>se moments are<br />

few and far between, even for individuals who spend<br />

their entire lives in the fresh air with no one around<br />

for miles. This experience can only be described as a<br />

connection with the roots of nature: Symbiosis.<br />

Feeling in touch and in tune with the true<br />

movement and energy that can be seen throughout<br />

our beautiful blue planet. Without the distractions<br />

and ego, the smallest ants, the largest bears, and the<br />

swaying trees all begin to seem rhythmically drawn<br />

together. In these solo moments, having put in the<br />

grit and grind, the sweat and blood, we humans have<br />

a chance to feel in tune with this symbiotic rhythm.<br />

I’ve felt this deep feeling once before, and it is<br />

the source of tears. Tears contingent not on sadness<br />

or happiness but overwhelment. I love the sport.<br />

I love the endurance. I love the community. I love<br />

the solitude. I love the success. I love the failure.<br />

But since experiencing that symbiotic feeling, my<br />

passion and drive in the outdoors is in pursuit of that<br />

emotional symbiotic tie.<br />

What the photographs and videos fail to capture is<br />

nature’s inexplicable ability to humble the human and<br />

reveal perhaps the largest elephant in the room of all:<br />

We need Earth, Earth does not need us.<br />

<strong>The</strong> sun shall continue shining down upon the<br />

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Sierra pines no matter if weathered<br />

boots crunch along the paths<br />

below. <strong>The</strong> dolphins will always<br />

be found playing in the oncoming<br />

Northern swells no matter if<br />

schools of snorkelers tread nearby<br />

taking photos. <strong>The</strong> sunrise river<br />

system will continue flowing<br />

around Big Bend even without the<br />

herds of photographers there to<br />

capture it.<br />

This by no means is meant to<br />

depress, dissuade, or to dissolve<br />

the amazing feats of humankind.<br />

No. This right here is a reminder, a<br />

letter to our amazing capabilities<br />

and a call to action: We must<br />

appreciate the outdoors.<br />

While I am a hiker, a surfer, a<br />

climber… before anything I am<br />

a human. From one human to<br />

another, seek this symbiotic feeling<br />

I speak of. It will pressure you, it<br />

will change you, and it will scare<br />

you. But it will never make you<br />

worse off.<br />

Search for the peak, for the<br />

swells, and for the record book,<br />

but never forget the reason you<br />

fell in love with it all in the first<br />

place: Earth’s powerful mystique<br />

and beauty are fucking improbably<br />

marvellous.<br />

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California<br />

– Exploration and the Redwoods –<br />

Words: Micah shanks<br />

Photography: Oliver Ambros<br />

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Tom Petty, “California”<br />

“California’s treated me good<br />

I pray to God that the hills<br />

Don’t fall into the sea<br />

Sometimes you got to trust yourself<br />

It ain’t like anywhere else”<br />

Part I<br />

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I<br />

take my first step into the<br />

cold Pacific, the great coastal<br />

redwoods watching over me<br />

on the bluff above. <strong>The</strong> water is<br />

frigid, and the air is even colder<br />

as the sun begins its daily<br />

journey through the sky. I am<br />

chilled to the bone and nervous<br />

for what lurks below me in<br />

the unknown waters beyond<br />

but feel energized and alive;<br />

ready to catch some waves in<br />

California’s true north.<br />

I begin to paddle out and<br />

dive beneath a few waves. <strong>The</strong><br />

water feels similar to those I<br />

surf hundreds of miles south,<br />

until I am immediately hit with<br />

a freezing headache that is not<br />

so familiar. I push through the<br />

freeze and make it outside of<br />

where the waves are breaking.<br />

I turn back towards the beach<br />

and take a moment to soak<br />

in the landscape around me.<br />

A long, wide beach extends<br />

for miles in both directions,<br />

with the redwoods scattered<br />

on the bluff above. This area<br />

was named for the prospectors<br />

who came in search of gold<br />

over a century ago; however,<br />

the morning sun fills the<br />

bluff, beach and water with a<br />

golden light: the epitome of<br />

California. I wonder what those<br />

prospectors thought of this<br />

very place over a hundred years<br />

ago.<br />

I turn back towards the water<br />

and begin to focus on the task<br />

at hand: Scoring some waves.<br />

<strong>The</strong> faces are comfortable 3-4<br />

feet in size, but we must battle<br />

howling winds and the numbing<br />

waters. I turn to paddle into a<br />

right, but it soon washes under<br />

me and I realize I am going to<br />

have to paddle a bit harder<br />

to make it into these waves.<br />

I turn to go on another right,<br />

put my head down and paddle<br />

hard. I feel the wave’s energy<br />

take me as I pop to my feet<br />

and glide into the wave. It’s a<br />

short, uneventful wave, but I<br />

feel exhilarated and grateful to<br />

have successfully gotten one in<br />

these mysterious, yet incredibly<br />

beautiful waters.<br />

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Oliver and I trade off waves for about 30 minutes<br />

before the cold becomes a bit too unbearable for<br />

me. If the waves were pumping, I probably would’ve<br />

felt a stronger urge to stay out, but since it was<br />

marginal, all I could think about were the warm, dry<br />

clothes and hot cup of coffee that awaited me back<br />

at camp. I yell to Oliver that I’m going to catch one<br />

in and ride one straight to the sand. I sprint up the<br />

beach to the bag we had stashed towels and Oliver’s<br />

camera in. I toss my board down and grab the<br />

camera, hoping I can get some proof of this wave<br />

and our success in surfing it. Just as I get the camera<br />

geared and ready, Oliver is surfing a wave right to<br />

the sand. No photo proof, so you’ll just have to take<br />

my word for it.<br />

We walk back to our campsite dripping wet, but<br />

I feel ecstatic. We had accomplished our goal in<br />

getting some waves and did it in a venue that was<br />

truly one of the most wild and beautiful stretches<br />

of water I have ever laid my eyes on. As we strip<br />

out of our wetsuits, cook up some breakfast and<br />

enjoy the morning fire with a steaming cup of joe<br />

in hand, I feel entranced in the moment and in my<br />

surroundings, pure bliss.<br />

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“We accomplished our goal in getting<br />

some waves and did it in a venue<br />

that was truly one of the most wild<br />

and beautiful stretches of water I<br />

have ever laid my eyes on.”<br />

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Part II<br />

Joseph B. Strauss<br />

“<strong>The</strong> Redwoods” (1932)<br />

“This is their temple, vaulted high.<br />

And here we pause with reverent eye,<br />

With silent tongue and awe-struck soul;<br />

For here we sense life’s proper goal;”<br />

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We enjoy the simple<br />

life of camp for a<br />

bit while we recover<br />

from our morning surf. I sit<br />

in my camping chair and<br />

read while Oliver explores<br />

the campground, camera in<br />

hand. It is turning out to be<br />

one stunning day, yet still<br />

cool enough that a couple<br />

of layers are required to stay<br />

comfortable.<br />

We get ready to continue<br />

our exploration of the area and<br />

remember reading about a<br />

nearby trail that is supposedly<br />

right out of Jurassic Park. We<br />

gather our cameras and some<br />

water and take a short drive to<br />

the trailhead. <strong>The</strong>re are a few<br />

groups in the parking lot: some<br />

kids playing in the gravel, a<br />

few adults enjoying a cold beer<br />

together and a girl practicing<br />

some stunts with her hula hoop.<br />

<strong>The</strong>se groups seemed to have<br />

finished the hike already, so<br />

we are hoping we may be able<br />

to witness this trail with little<br />

disturbance from anybody else.<br />

After walking a short distance<br />

through some pines and oak,<br />

we come upon a small creek<br />

laid within a wider canyon. <strong>The</strong><br />

canyon ranges from about 30<br />

to 50 feet high and about 15 to<br />

30 feet wide. Redwoods grow<br />

high atop the canyon, making<br />

it feel even taller, while green<br />

ferns occupy every inch on<br />

the canyon walls. This space<br />

reminds me of the Narrows<br />

in Zion, but is so unique and<br />

different.<br />

We slowly trek through the<br />

canyon, completely absorbed<br />

in our surroundings and thus<br />

rarely speaking a word to each<br />

other. <strong>The</strong> creek provides a<br />

subtle soundtrack while nearby<br />

birds hit on the accenting<br />

notes. This stretch of green is<br />

unlike any place I have ever<br />

witnessed, or anything I could<br />

have imagined witnessing.<br />

I begin to wonder about this<br />

massive state and how just over<br />

a hundred years ago, this grand<br />

expanse we call the West was a<br />

much different place than it is<br />

today.<br />

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Living and growing up<br />

in California towards<br />

the tail end of the 20th<br />

century, I am well versed in<br />

clogged freeways, crowded<br />

beaches and the hopeful<br />

life California has come<br />

to promise. This energy<br />

can be exhilarating and<br />

motivating, but most of the<br />

time I feel lost in a place I<br />

call my home. I yearn for<br />

landscapes I can explore<br />

that aren’t congested with<br />

others who are focused on<br />

everything but the view<br />

right in front of them.<br />

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At this moment, I find myself hundreds of miles<br />

further north than I have ever been in my home<br />

state, and although I am discovering these hills and<br />

coastline for the first time, it feels like home. I am<br />

walking through this unusual yet stunning canyon,<br />

the only person in sight is Oliver and all is quiet.<br />

I breathe in the cold air and remind myself that<br />

although many of the outdoor spaces in the West<br />

are getting swamped with people, there are still<br />

remote landscapes to discover. It requires a bit more<br />

energy and time to find these places, but the feeling<br />

of gazing upon this beauty while being able to think<br />

deeply about one’s present and life, is priceless.<br />

We finish walking through the canyon and take<br />

a loop back to the parking lot. A young couple<br />

walks by as we return, and I smile knowing the<br />

unimaginable space they are about to discover.<br />

Oliver and I exchange few words as we head back<br />

to the campground; the canyon’s mystery and depth<br />

has us both high on life. We grab some towels and<br />

head down to the beach to watch the sun finish its<br />

daily journey. I have watched the sun set over the<br />

Pacific my entire life, but there is something different<br />

about this moment, about this place; something<br />

wild, something special.<br />

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