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<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong><br />
<strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong><br />
February 2021<br />
<strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong> 2
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> Basecamp<br />
– Seekers of Swell, Snow, and Stoke –<br />
Oliver Ambros • Micah Shanks<br />
Mitch Bender • Evan Ruderman<br />
And special thanks to Alben Osaki.<br />
G L<br />
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07<br />
Letter from Basecamp<br />
Welcome to <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>’s next<br />
creative chapter.<br />
<strong>The</strong> Stories<br />
09<br />
<strong>The</strong> Goodlist<br />
<strong>The</strong> musical accompaniment to<br />
best experience the journal.<br />
Inside<br />
11<br />
When it all Boils Down<br />
<strong>The</strong> unlikely connection between modern<br />
photography and making maple syrup.<br />
By: Evan Ruderman<br />
23<br />
Top Notch Patience<br />
Thoughts on a vagabond lifestyle and the<br />
process of building a winter home on wheels.<br />
By: Mitch Bender<br />
33<br />
A Philosopher’s Perspective<br />
on the Outdoors<br />
<strong>The</strong> existential consequences of a life spent<br />
in the outdoors.<br />
By: Oliver Ambros<br />
41<br />
California: Exploration<br />
and the Redwoods<br />
Self-exploration in the northern-most<br />
stretch of California’s coastline.<br />
By: Micah Shanks<br />
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Letter From Basecamp<br />
Where we’ve been, where we’re going, and how<br />
you can join us on our new journey<br />
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> journey began in November, 2016 as<br />
a way for a group of friends to unite adventure and<br />
creativity inspired by our time outdoors. We all came<br />
from different outdoor backgrounds; some backpackers, skiers<br />
or snowboarders, others surfers, climbers, or a combination<br />
of them all. <strong>The</strong> common denominator among us was an<br />
unanswerable call to discover our personal connection with<br />
creativity inspired by our time outside. We began writing<br />
narratives and poetry, while capturing our adventures through<br />
film, digital photography, and video. <strong>The</strong> goal was to be<br />
active and creative: Seekers of Swell, Snow, and Stoke.<br />
Soon we found ourselves inspired by fellow outdoor<br />
enthusiasts just like us. This, paired with us frequently seeing<br />
outdoor companies profile the same professional athletes<br />
and seemingly unattainable treks for the common outdoors<br />
person, made us aware of how many authentic and real stories<br />
go untold.<br />
We realized we were immersed in an inspiring community of<br />
people discovering for themselves what it means to love the<br />
outdoors and the creativity that comes with it. So, we focused<br />
on becoming a medium that gave a voice to up-and-coming<br />
athletes, photographers, and adventure seekers worldwide.<br />
<strong>The</strong> goal was to search for untold stories and works inspired<br />
by the outdoors, while celebrating communal creativity and<br />
raw adventure. Through this period of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> we like<br />
to call “Chapter 1,” we were honored and grateful to work<br />
with some incredible people and creatives across the globe.<br />
However, 2020 was an unanticipated year like no other. A<br />
massive shift in all our lives put the side project that was <strong>The</strong><br />
<strong>Goodland</strong> on the back burner. We had to focus on our day<br />
jobs, our families, our friends, and ourselves, thereby closing<br />
Chapter 1 of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> indefinitely.<br />
As the year wore on, we reflected on the absence in our<br />
lives left by <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>. We felt as though there was<br />
unfinished business, something calling us back to it beyond<br />
just its presence. While we were proud of what we created,<br />
we sensed something was missing in its original blueprint.<br />
With social media seemingly saturating the powerful creative<br />
gift that is outdoor creative content, we felt a burning desire<br />
to do something more to creatively express our love of the<br />
outdoors. Something more timeless and powerful than an onagain,<br />
off-again website blog.<br />
With that, we’d like to build off of Chapter 1 and formally<br />
introduce the new direction of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>: A biannual<br />
digital journal focused on providing readers with an<br />
experience rooted in outdoor adventure that is reflective,<br />
inspiring, and timeless.<br />
For our readers, the digital format gives us the freedom to<br />
create an experience beyond a two dimensional page, while<br />
still providing a unique, artistic, and curated experience.<br />
Likewise, pushing our design abilities into journal form gives<br />
our contributors a true publication medium that elevates<br />
artistic expression beyond a blog or Instagram page.<br />
Most importantly, as we head down this uncharted path,<br />
the Basecamp team sincerely wants to thank all of you for your<br />
support since 2016. We are a small, independent team that<br />
does this for passion purposes. It is a “net negative” project<br />
that truly exists due to the inspiration you all provide to us<br />
daily. While we are not sure precisley what the trail ahead<br />
looks like, we believe creativity inspired by the outdoors<br />
deserves a medium that is both beautiful to look at and<br />
inspiring to experience.<br />
We are extremely excited for this next chapter and would<br />
love for you to continue the journey with us. To keep up<br />
to date with our journal releases and good vibes, please<br />
subscribe to our email newsletter and follow us on Instagram.<br />
Keep trekking,<br />
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> Basecamp<br />
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<strong>The</strong> Goodlist:<br />
Music as Inspiration<br />
<strong>Volume</strong><br />
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> has always paused to<br />
make room for music in our adventures<br />
and in our stories. Just as nature is a gift,<br />
music also gives to us without reciprocity<br />
or expectation.<br />
In this new chapter of the <strong>Goodland</strong>,<br />
expect a constant musical companion in<br />
the form of “<strong>The</strong> Goodlist,” while leafing<br />
through the adventures of each journal.<br />
<strong>One</strong><br />
Scan or click our Spotify code to listen to<br />
<strong>The</strong> Goodlist: <strong>Volume</strong> <strong>One</strong> while you read.<br />
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When it<br />
All Boils<br />
Down<br />
By: Evan Ruderman<br />
<strong>The</strong> unlikely connection between modern<br />
photography and making maple syrup.<br />
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I<br />
grew up in the countryside of New Hampshire,<br />
where boiling sap and making maple syrup is<br />
a common activity in the late spring. For those<br />
who aren’t familiar, you have to boil down a huge<br />
amount of sap for a really small amount of syrup.<br />
<strong>The</strong> ratio is about 40 gallons of sap for every one<br />
gallon of syrup to be exact. Today, my work as a<br />
photographer can feel similar in this regard, but the<br />
end result isn’t nearly as satisfying as the delicious<br />
taste of maple syrup. Let me explain…<br />
As the days in California got<br />
shorter and the temperatures<br />
began to drop, me and my friends’<br />
minds wandered elsewhere. After<br />
an exceedingly slow summer<br />
without much more than knee<br />
high waves, we dreamed of longer<br />
days, hotter sun, bigger swell, and<br />
empty lineups to help us get our<br />
fill. Without much discussion, we all<br />
knew we needed to head towards<br />
the equator. We had heard rumors<br />
of a fabled beach break with huge,<br />
empty barrels far down South and<br />
a couple weeks later when the<br />
charts lined up it was time to check<br />
it out for ourselves. Texts were<br />
sent, calls were made, buoys were<br />
studied, and last minute flights<br />
were purchased. After many hours<br />
of planning, we were headed to<br />
Southern Mexico.<br />
We knew where this fabled<br />
beach break was on a map,<br />
but there wasn’t much more<br />
information to gather. <strong>The</strong> top<br />
result on Google was a U.S.<br />
Department of State Level 4 Travel<br />
Advisory, the highest warning<br />
level and a firm “do not travel”<br />
message. My first thought was that<br />
I’d have to tell my parents I was<br />
headed somewhere else, and my<br />
second thought was wondering<br />
why the travel advisory existed. I<br />
figured if we kept to ourselves and<br />
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the wave we’d be alright, although<br />
I didn’t have much basis for this<br />
rationalization. Other than this,<br />
we found a spot to sleep and not<br />
much more, but we knew where the<br />
wave was and had a place to crash<br />
so what else did we really need?<br />
Gear was meticulously packed,<br />
every random assortment of<br />
battery charged, external hard<br />
drives wiped clean, fresh SD cards<br />
put in the cameras. I’d equate<br />
this to tapping the trees back in<br />
New Hampshire - the process of<br />
setting up spickets and buckets for<br />
collecting sap for when the time<br />
is right and the maple trees start<br />
producing it.<br />
A week later, we got off a tiny<br />
plane and filed through a single<br />
room airport, where we walked<br />
past men armed to the teeth with<br />
machine guns to grab our board<br />
bags. After a quick luggage search<br />
we strapped the bags onto a<br />
truck, hopped in the bed (always<br />
a refreshing token that you’re out<br />
of the U.S.) and drove seemingly<br />
further and further away from<br />
civilization until we could hear the<br />
thunder of waves hitting sand.<br />
Our driver, who confidently told<br />
us his name was Chaser (short for<br />
Wave Chaser he later confirmed)<br />
told us we had arrived as we made<br />
our way down a dirt road with<br />
nothing ahead of us except one<br />
small building that appeared to be<br />
made of leftover materials nailed<br />
together, our “hotel.”<br />
Before dealing with the boards<br />
or our room, we jumped out of<br />
the back of the truck, Tecate’s<br />
in hand, and raced towards the<br />
ocean. As soon as we got our first<br />
sight of the water we realized the<br />
legends were right; we had found<br />
a heaving, hollow wave that was<br />
big enough to fit inside of standing<br />
up. Tired, jetlagged, and stiff, the<br />
guys scrambled to get their boards<br />
out and fins screwed on, while I<br />
fumbled around to get my camera<br />
gear ready to go. SD card loaded<br />
and fresh battery in it just as I<br />
packed for 48 hours prior.<br />
So here I am, 2,200 miles<br />
from home after a few weeks of<br />
planning, standing on a beach after<br />
driving six hours to an airport in<br />
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Tijuana, jumping on a five<br />
hour flight, and driving two<br />
more hours to the coast.<br />
Happy as a clam, shooting<br />
thousands of photos as my<br />
friends traded barrels and<br />
hooted and hollered out in<br />
the ocean until the sun went<br />
down.<br />
Some celebratory beers<br />
ensured, having made it<br />
one piece and finding the<br />
wave we were looking for.<br />
<strong>The</strong> beers ran us $0.72 each,<br />
cheaper than the drinking<br />
water. <strong>The</strong> room had running<br />
water that worked about<br />
15% of the time and we<br />
shared it with some of the<br />
biggest hornets I’ve ever<br />
seen, nests behind some of<br />
the headboards and all, but<br />
we didn’t mind.<br />
We were happy to be far<br />
from home and monotonous<br />
day to day life back in the<br />
States. Comfort is nice, but it<br />
is also boring.<br />
“Comfort is nice, but it is also boring.”<br />
We were all on the beach<br />
with boards in hand before<br />
the sun was up that next<br />
morning. We couldn’t see<br />
the waves but we could<br />
certainly hear them. As the<br />
sky began to glow, sun still<br />
hidden behind the horizon,<br />
outlines of waves began<br />
to reveal themselves. Big,<br />
glassy, A-frames that ran a<br />
few hundred yards before<br />
spitting water from their<br />
hollow tubes and finally<br />
breaking on themselves.<br />
Jaws on the ground, we all<br />
looked at each other, not<br />
sure what to do other than<br />
laugh, scratch our heads,<br />
and paddle out.<br />
We surfed everyday<br />
until our arms could no<br />
longer keep up, swapping<br />
barrels and smiles amongst<br />
ourselves and the locals.<br />
When the sun went down<br />
we’d eat chicken and rice,<br />
buy copious amounts of<br />
cheap, cold beers, go to<br />
bed, and do it all over again<br />
- a great reminder of how<br />
simple life really can be.<br />
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I’d liken this point of the trip<br />
to the end of the sap harvest<br />
- when you have thousands<br />
of gallons of sap to turn into<br />
syrup. Harddrives tucked away<br />
with thousands of photos on<br />
them, we repacked, drove to<br />
the airport, flew north, and<br />
drove further north until finally<br />
reaching home.<br />
Now, the editing process<br />
lay ahead - the equivalent<br />
of boiling down sap until it<br />
turns to syrup. Narrowing<br />
down thousands of photos to<br />
hundreds to edit, and then<br />
selecting just tens of those<br />
as “finals.” Here is where you<br />
should have “syrup” - sweet,<br />
satisfying, and delicious. But<br />
really, in today’s world, it’s just<br />
a couple more photos to post<br />
on Instagram.<br />
All that time, effort, and<br />
travel for a three inch wide<br />
photo that people might<br />
look at for a second or two<br />
before scrolling on. Where<br />
is the satisfaction in that?<br />
What part of that ending is<br />
sweet? This is why I said the<br />
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end results of these two activities aren’t the same,<br />
and this something I continue to struggle with as a<br />
photographer.<br />
It seems like the final product of shooting images<br />
often comes down solely to social media - whether<br />
personal images or commercial images. Maybe<br />
they’re thrown up on a brand’s website or in their<br />
most recent clothing catalog - but shouldn’t there be<br />
more to it than that? For a long time I have wanted<br />
to do more with my images. To push away from<br />
social media, from endless scrolling news feeds.<br />
About two years ago I began working with <strong>The</strong><br />
<strong>Goodland</strong> in an attempt to change that, originally for<br />
myself and then for others as well.<br />
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> is a place to showcase photos or<br />
other creative endeavours in a more meaningful way<br />
- something a little more satisfying, closer to the end<br />
product of syrup. <strong>The</strong> process of writing an article,<br />
like this one, helps you to spend time and energy<br />
on your work in a way that posting to Instagram<br />
doesn’t; the ultimate goal of <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> and our<br />
new journal medium is that there will be a place to<br />
post this work that can be seen and shared. This<br />
final product, a piece in a real biannual journal, is a<br />
whole lot sweeter than social media and hopefully<br />
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> can help bring the process of making<br />
syrup and the life of being a photographer a little<br />
closer together when all is said and done.<br />
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Top Notch<br />
Patience<br />
By: Mitch Bender<br />
Thoughts on a vagabond lifestyle<br />
and the process of building a<br />
winter home on wheels.<br />
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If you asked, I really wouldn’t be<br />
able to tell you why I found myself<br />
infected with the idea to get a van.<br />
It’s not like I’m a pioneer or anything.<br />
Odds are I discovered the entire concept<br />
either via social media, or perhaps<br />
through a friendly face who gave me a<br />
tour of their tiny home at Old Man’s.<br />
Regardless, I found myself first<br />
rigorously studying the art of<br />
van conversions in Volkswagen<br />
antiques during high school, before<br />
the obsession grew broader into<br />
more modern attempts at van life.<br />
I think for me, it was all a matter<br />
of developing as a person in<br />
conjunction with looking at millions<br />
of vans. By the time I knew who I<br />
was, or at least thought I knew who<br />
I was, I knew what I wanted in my<br />
van. It was like I had been waiting<br />
to put paint on a canvas or words<br />
on a page.<br />
And years did eventually pass<br />
by as I assumed my role as a<br />
committed student, jumping<br />
over academic hurdles and<br />
taking small introductory courses<br />
in “the real world”, as if it was<br />
something students had yet to truly<br />
experience, let alone understand.<br />
But why did I feel as though I<br />
had already been there? I’d seen<br />
the commitment of regular life<br />
with mortgages, jobs, families,<br />
insurance, cars, college funds, and<br />
savings accounts. It was more like<br />
I knew, as a kid in environmental<br />
literature, that I was already<br />
headed for a fate I was all too<br />
familiar with. Not that it wasn’t<br />
beautiful, not that it wasn’t new or<br />
challenging, it just seemed familiar.<br />
So maybe that’s it then, to<br />
shake up the familiar timeline and<br />
progression, make the commitment<br />
of regular life move more slowly, at<br />
my pace for a change. Are we not<br />
encouraged to run away with new<br />
ideas? To seize every day you find<br />
yourself moving through? When<br />
else will I have this many miles left<br />
in my knees anyway?<br />
I still remember the day I signed<br />
for Gemma, or so we decided<br />
to call her. I sat in a very stuffy,<br />
stinky, and poorly decorated car<br />
lot office, signing paperwork with<br />
the gentlemen whom I harassed<br />
via phone from Salt Lake City for<br />
weeks on end. I think I had done<br />
such a good job researching,<br />
inspecting, haggling, and<br />
questioning both the manager of<br />
the lot and the van, that he was<br />
noticeably glad to see me sign on<br />
the dotted line and be done with<br />
me.<br />
I think in the world of car sales,<br />
that just means I’ve done a good<br />
job. But still, it scared the shit<br />
out of me. Working for a year in<br />
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software sales to save the<br />
money for it scared the shit<br />
out of me. Why drain my first<br />
true chunk of savings on a used<br />
Ford? Is this really what’s going<br />
to make me happy? Make me<br />
feel like the version of myself<br />
I’ve always wanted to be? Is<br />
that even supposed to be the<br />
point? Gemma blankly stared<br />
back at me from her parking<br />
space at the lot, without a<br />
single opinion in the matter.<br />
Every time those questions<br />
run through my head, I usually<br />
take it as a sign that I’m<br />
headed in the right direction.<br />
I guess that’s the beauty of<br />
it: You never know until you<br />
know. Creating opportunities<br />
to question your motives, push<br />
yourself, and dig deeper than<br />
before. Maybe that’s the point.<br />
That feeling was what<br />
I chased as a grom in my<br />
youth, through high school<br />
and college as an avid<br />
outdoorsman, and what I want<br />
to continue to chase for the<br />
rest of my days.<br />
So, here I am, driving in<br />
105 degree heat through Las<br />
Vegas with my two girls, one<br />
in the passenger seat trying to<br />
milk the AC for everything it’s<br />
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worth, and the other screaming down the highway<br />
toward her new home: Salt Lake City.<br />
Who doesn’t love a winter van, right? I think the<br />
major difference between the locals of Church and<br />
myself, is that I want to be rubbing noses with the<br />
lifts of Alta when the 50” blizzard finally calms. I want<br />
to make coffee next to Eagle lodge, snug as a bug<br />
under a rug, while the best day of my life continues<br />
to stack up right off 22.<br />
This means more insulation, a better heater, a top<br />
notch fan, top notch patience, and of course more<br />
money. But hey, you do something the first time, you<br />
do it right. Right?<br />
Lanie and I decided that August to August would<br />
be our allotted time to get this shit done. To take<br />
off in the van, chasing winter on the coast and in the<br />
mountains, is really the dream I’m chasing. No more,<br />
no less. Does it really have to be more complicated<br />
than that? Do I need to offer more explanation or<br />
reason to do so?<br />
Regardless, it’s a massive stroke of luck and<br />
blessings that I find myself surrounded by people<br />
ready to take steps in the journey with me,<br />
regardless of how complicated or intangible the<br />
dream. But laying down floors, cracking beers on<br />
the cut table, and spray glueing for hours on end is<br />
always a little better with a close friend or two. So<br />
maybe the community that results from all this will<br />
be the ultimate prize? I mean, no best day in the<br />
water or best line of the day feels better solo, at<br />
least not through my lens.<br />
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Plenty of questions and plenty of<br />
time to find out.<br />
Still working hard to find out who I really am and why<br />
I’m really doing this. But I think we should revisit that<br />
question when I’m gliding down the line going right<br />
in Baja with my home on the bluffs waiting for me, or<br />
maybe when I’m cackling cups of pow down my neck<br />
warmer on the last run of the day with my home<br />
waiting for me at the base.<br />
So maybe to question motives, push yourself, and<br />
dig deeper while surfing the best swell and skiing<br />
the best stuff is a little closer to the point.<br />
Skiing and surfing is where I find out who I am<br />
anyway, where I truly feel the most. Why shouldn’t<br />
the van be that place for me as well?<br />
I suppose time will tell, but first Gemma needs<br />
to become more than van. She needs to become<br />
a home, and there’s no one else around to make it<br />
happen but me.<br />
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A Philosopher’s<br />
Perspective on the<br />
Outdoors<br />
By: Oliver Ambros<br />
<strong>The</strong> existential consequences of<br />
a life spent in the outdoors.<br />
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Oliver Ambros<br />
Excitement and athletic expression<br />
become surface sentiments in the<br />
outdoors, as something far deeper<br />
emerges from the roots of the Earth:<br />
Humility.<br />
This piece was pulled from our our Story Archive, a collection<br />
of works from previous contributors to <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong>. Ever<br />
now and then, we will release a story from the Story Archives.<br />
Enjoy! — Basecamp Team<br />
<strong>The</strong> physicality of the<br />
outdoors easily grabs<br />
attention. Raw power,<br />
challenging demands, and<br />
constant failures. This is<br />
reality for those of us who find<br />
ourselves on the wrong side<br />
of a snow-ridden mountain,<br />
under the force of an 8-10 foot<br />
face, or dangling bloodied and<br />
battered off a multi-pitch route.<br />
We are defined by a home<br />
away from home in a 50 liter<br />
bag, stuffed to the brim with<br />
a life support system that can<br />
make or break the experience.<br />
Grit, grind, and determination<br />
separate those from the day<br />
hikes, the overnights, and the<br />
multi-weeks.<br />
As the outdoors becomes<br />
more accessible to individuals<br />
across the world, it becomes<br />
increasingly difficult to<br />
experience the profound<br />
realizations discovered within<br />
the outdoors. Not everyone<br />
desires the dirtbag existence,<br />
some not even for one night, a<br />
right that is the individual’s to<br />
decide.<br />
As an athlete, this makes me<br />
stoked for the empty trails and<br />
pitches that I get to enjoy. As<br />
an environmentalist, it concerns<br />
me to see a lack of respect<br />
from the “drive-through photo”<br />
visitor and how that mindset<br />
unavoidably will affect the<br />
success or failure of greater<br />
communal action and public<br />
policy in the face of drastic<br />
climate change. However, most<br />
of all, as a philosopher this<br />
out of touch reality with the<br />
outdoors beyond a day hike or<br />
Netflix special saddens me, as<br />
the chase for sentiment beyond<br />
the confines of humanity<br />
becomes nearly impossible.<br />
As we athletes and<br />
adventurers chase stoke,<br />
quiet meditation, danger, and<br />
accomplishment, one reflection<br />
continuously remains the most<br />
important virtue: We rely on<br />
the outdoors and the solitude<br />
it forces. Excitement and<br />
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Philosophically<br />
this experience<br />
can only be<br />
described as<br />
a connection<br />
with the roots<br />
of nature:<br />
Symbiosis.<br />
athletic expression become surface sentiments in the<br />
outdoors, as something far deeper emerges from the<br />
roots of the Earth: Humility.<br />
It saddens me that some individuals never desire<br />
to experience the out-of-body moments that force<br />
a creeping smile upon the cracked and dehydrated,<br />
journeyed lips in the face of powerful breezes and<br />
massive snow capped peaks. <strong>The</strong>se moments are<br />
few and far between, even for individuals who spend<br />
their entire lives in the fresh air with no one around<br />
for miles. This experience can only be described as a<br />
connection with the roots of nature: Symbiosis.<br />
Feeling in touch and in tune with the true<br />
movement and energy that can be seen throughout<br />
our beautiful blue planet. Without the distractions<br />
and ego, the smallest ants, the largest bears, and the<br />
swaying trees all begin to seem rhythmically drawn<br />
together. In these solo moments, having put in the<br />
grit and grind, the sweat and blood, we humans have<br />
a chance to feel in tune with this symbiotic rhythm.<br />
I’ve felt this deep feeling once before, and it is<br />
the source of tears. Tears contingent not on sadness<br />
or happiness but overwhelment. I love the sport.<br />
I love the endurance. I love the community. I love<br />
the solitude. I love the success. I love the failure.<br />
But since experiencing that symbiotic feeling, my<br />
passion and drive in the outdoors is in pursuit of that<br />
emotional symbiotic tie.<br />
What the photographs and videos fail to capture is<br />
nature’s inexplicable ability to humble the human and<br />
reveal perhaps the largest elephant in the room of all:<br />
We need Earth, Earth does not need us.<br />
<strong>The</strong> sun shall continue shining down upon the<br />
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Sierra pines no matter if weathered<br />
boots crunch along the paths<br />
below. <strong>The</strong> dolphins will always<br />
be found playing in the oncoming<br />
Northern swells no matter if<br />
schools of snorkelers tread nearby<br />
taking photos. <strong>The</strong> sunrise river<br />
system will continue flowing<br />
around Big Bend even without the<br />
herds of photographers there to<br />
capture it.<br />
This by no means is meant to<br />
depress, dissuade, or to dissolve<br />
the amazing feats of humankind.<br />
No. This right here is a reminder, a<br />
letter to our amazing capabilities<br />
and a call to action: We must<br />
appreciate the outdoors.<br />
While I am a hiker, a surfer, a<br />
climber… before anything I am<br />
a human. From one human to<br />
another, seek this symbiotic feeling<br />
I speak of. It will pressure you, it<br />
will change you, and it will scare<br />
you. But it will never make you<br />
worse off.<br />
Search for the peak, for the<br />
swells, and for the record book,<br />
but never forget the reason you<br />
fell in love with it all in the first<br />
place: Earth’s powerful mystique<br />
and beauty are fucking improbably<br />
marvellous.<br />
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California<br />
– Exploration and the Redwoods –<br />
Words: Micah shanks<br />
Photography: Oliver Ambros<br />
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Tom Petty, “California”<br />
“California’s treated me good<br />
I pray to God that the hills<br />
Don’t fall into the sea<br />
Sometimes you got to trust yourself<br />
It ain’t like anywhere else”<br />
Part I<br />
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I<br />
take my first step into the<br />
cold Pacific, the great coastal<br />
redwoods watching over me<br />
on the bluff above. <strong>The</strong> water is<br />
frigid, and the air is even colder<br />
as the sun begins its daily<br />
journey through the sky. I am<br />
chilled to the bone and nervous<br />
for what lurks below me in<br />
the unknown waters beyond<br />
but feel energized and alive;<br />
ready to catch some waves in<br />
California’s true north.<br />
I begin to paddle out and<br />
dive beneath a few waves. <strong>The</strong><br />
water feels similar to those I<br />
surf hundreds of miles south,<br />
until I am immediately hit with<br />
a freezing headache that is not<br />
so familiar. I push through the<br />
freeze and make it outside of<br />
where the waves are breaking.<br />
I turn back towards the beach<br />
and take a moment to soak<br />
in the landscape around me.<br />
A long, wide beach extends<br />
for miles in both directions,<br />
with the redwoods scattered<br />
on the bluff above. This area<br />
was named for the prospectors<br />
who came in search of gold<br />
over a century ago; however,<br />
the morning sun fills the<br />
bluff, beach and water with a<br />
golden light: the epitome of<br />
California. I wonder what those<br />
prospectors thought of this<br />
very place over a hundred years<br />
ago.<br />
I turn back towards the water<br />
and begin to focus on the task<br />
at hand: Scoring some waves.<br />
<strong>The</strong> faces are comfortable 3-4<br />
feet in size, but we must battle<br />
howling winds and the numbing<br />
waters. I turn to paddle into a<br />
right, but it soon washes under<br />
me and I realize I am going to<br />
have to paddle a bit harder<br />
to make it into these waves.<br />
I turn to go on another right,<br />
put my head down and paddle<br />
hard. I feel the wave’s energy<br />
take me as I pop to my feet<br />
and glide into the wave. It’s a<br />
short, uneventful wave, but I<br />
feel exhilarated and grateful to<br />
have successfully gotten one in<br />
these mysterious, yet incredibly<br />
beautiful waters.<br />
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Oliver and I trade off waves for about 30 minutes<br />
before the cold becomes a bit too unbearable for<br />
me. If the waves were pumping, I probably would’ve<br />
felt a stronger urge to stay out, but since it was<br />
marginal, all I could think about were the warm, dry<br />
clothes and hot cup of coffee that awaited me back<br />
at camp. I yell to Oliver that I’m going to catch one<br />
in and ride one straight to the sand. I sprint up the<br />
beach to the bag we had stashed towels and Oliver’s<br />
camera in. I toss my board down and grab the<br />
camera, hoping I can get some proof of this wave<br />
and our success in surfing it. Just as I get the camera<br />
geared and ready, Oliver is surfing a wave right to<br />
the sand. No photo proof, so you’ll just have to take<br />
my word for it.<br />
We walk back to our campsite dripping wet, but<br />
I feel ecstatic. We had accomplished our goal in<br />
getting some waves and did it in a venue that was<br />
truly one of the most wild and beautiful stretches<br />
of water I have ever laid my eyes on. As we strip<br />
out of our wetsuits, cook up some breakfast and<br />
enjoy the morning fire with a steaming cup of joe<br />
in hand, I feel entranced in the moment and in my<br />
surroundings, pure bliss.<br />
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“We accomplished our goal in getting<br />
some waves and did it in a venue<br />
that was truly one of the most wild<br />
and beautiful stretches of water I<br />
have ever laid my eyes on.”<br />
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Part II<br />
Joseph B. Strauss<br />
“<strong>The</strong> Redwoods” (1932)<br />
“This is their temple, vaulted high.<br />
And here we pause with reverent eye,<br />
With silent tongue and awe-struck soul;<br />
For here we sense life’s proper goal;”<br />
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We enjoy the simple<br />
life of camp for a<br />
bit while we recover<br />
from our morning surf. I sit<br />
in my camping chair and<br />
read while Oliver explores<br />
the campground, camera in<br />
hand. It is turning out to be<br />
one stunning day, yet still<br />
cool enough that a couple<br />
of layers are required to stay<br />
comfortable.<br />
We get ready to continue<br />
our exploration of the area and<br />
remember reading about a<br />
nearby trail that is supposedly<br />
right out of Jurassic Park. We<br />
gather our cameras and some<br />
water and take a short drive to<br />
the trailhead. <strong>The</strong>re are a few<br />
groups in the parking lot: some<br />
kids playing in the gravel, a<br />
few adults enjoying a cold beer<br />
together and a girl practicing<br />
some stunts with her hula hoop.<br />
<strong>The</strong>se groups seemed to have<br />
finished the hike already, so<br />
we are hoping we may be able<br />
to witness this trail with little<br />
disturbance from anybody else.<br />
After walking a short distance<br />
through some pines and oak,<br />
we come upon a small creek<br />
laid within a wider canyon. <strong>The</strong><br />
canyon ranges from about 30<br />
to 50 feet high and about 15 to<br />
30 feet wide. Redwoods grow<br />
high atop the canyon, making<br />
it feel even taller, while green<br />
ferns occupy every inch on<br />
the canyon walls. This space<br />
reminds me of the Narrows<br />
in Zion, but is so unique and<br />
different.<br />
We slowly trek through the<br />
canyon, completely absorbed<br />
in our surroundings and thus<br />
rarely speaking a word to each<br />
other. <strong>The</strong> creek provides a<br />
subtle soundtrack while nearby<br />
birds hit on the accenting<br />
notes. This stretch of green is<br />
unlike any place I have ever<br />
witnessed, or anything I could<br />
have imagined witnessing.<br />
I begin to wonder about this<br />
massive state and how just over<br />
a hundred years ago, this grand<br />
expanse we call the West was a<br />
much different place than it is<br />
today.<br />
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Living and growing up<br />
in California towards<br />
the tail end of the 20th<br />
century, I am well versed in<br />
clogged freeways, crowded<br />
beaches and the hopeful<br />
life California has come<br />
to promise. This energy<br />
can be exhilarating and<br />
motivating, but most of the<br />
time I feel lost in a place I<br />
call my home. I yearn for<br />
landscapes I can explore<br />
that aren’t congested with<br />
others who are focused on<br />
everything but the view<br />
right in front of them.<br />
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At this moment, I find myself hundreds of miles<br />
further north than I have ever been in my home<br />
state, and although I am discovering these hills and<br />
coastline for the first time, it feels like home. I am<br />
walking through this unusual yet stunning canyon,<br />
the only person in sight is Oliver and all is quiet.<br />
I breathe in the cold air and remind myself that<br />
although many of the outdoor spaces in the West<br />
are getting swamped with people, there are still<br />
remote landscapes to discover. It requires a bit more<br />
energy and time to find these places, but the feeling<br />
of gazing upon this beauty while being able to think<br />
deeply about one’s present and life, is priceless.<br />
We finish walking through the canyon and take<br />
a loop back to the parking lot. A young couple<br />
walks by as we return, and I smile knowing the<br />
unimaginable space they are about to discover.<br />
Oliver and I exchange few words as we head back<br />
to the campground; the canyon’s mystery and depth<br />
has us both high on life. We grab some towels and<br />
head down to the beach to watch the sun finish its<br />
daily journey. I have watched the sun set over the<br />
Pacific my entire life, but there is something different<br />
about this moment, about this place; something<br />
wild, something special.<br />
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