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Part One An incredible, entirely ne
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‘biological life’ in several st
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The LOGICAL BASIS of THE VERY SECRE
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Section 1 The True Nature of ‘Spa
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Space has EIGHT dimensions - not th
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patience and loving-kindness at the
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TIME IS 3D (4D within a ‘shell’
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Around the start of the 17 th Centu
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Deeper notes (doh, ray, mi) corresp
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CONTENTS 1. Introduction. Imagine a
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22. Nature and Wildlife 23. Politic
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1. Introduction. Imagine a world wi
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“Our Freedom Song” As composed
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My own answers are extremely radica
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o Only Logical Answer - ABOLISH ALL
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2. Money and computers are filthy -
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I am a quite ‘heavy’ smoker so
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3. Money and computers are just fil
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it claims you have won. Nobody like
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technically feasible years ago in 2
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For all of 70 years, all world gove
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In a nutshell, I have to work with
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Money could be described as “the
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4. Resources and possessions. No mo
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5. Food, clothing, land, housing an
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7. Walking, road, rail, sea, air an
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9. The Law - very little crime; so
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10. Local, national and internation
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11. Multinational cultural and lang
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13. Children and families In any Fa
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15. Teaching and Education With mo
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17. The Arts With money no longer
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19. Sport, Recreation Activities an
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21. The Environment; Natural Resour
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23. Politics replaced by true leade
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25. Sexism, sexuality, homophobia,
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27. Human or spiritual values and f
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Overall - a very simple and high Qu
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INTRODUCTION Almost New Year’s Ev
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treated me, to surrender their note
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to ‘Diamond problems’ last Autu
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CHAPTER ONE New Year’s Eve 2002.
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WINTER, January to March 2002. Pick
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other things on my mind, so this wa
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etween her being friendly and then
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cracks in Social Services’ suppor
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and a very good expensive printer -
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coaching, even of my own daughter,
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marketing opportunities in the USA.
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and the inevitable humping around o
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slippery slide, only compounded by
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looking at a whole set of other str
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and these students lived miles away
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passed an ‘impossible stress poin
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is to shepherd the nations with a r
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machine - which, bizarrely, I plumb
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SUMMER - June 10 th - October 29 th
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paths on walks in the grounds, afte
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council tax! I asked to be sent an
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was obviously getting very ill inde
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Spiritual Experience Twenty-Three.
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holding it closed with one finger a
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tired, especially after the last cl
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had no leave ‘off the hospital gr
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eautiful Pakistani 18-year old on t
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two years, which partly explains wh
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see me. I immediately showed her ho
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Health and Medication. We just saw
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Thursday 29 th August, when she too
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BEFORE admission, and furthermore,
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act on repeated, usually desperate
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equivalent of that tablet, one of a
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in the end I thought ‘why so?’
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the Nigerian SHO, in particular, wa
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so frustrated in the increasing lea
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she was starting the job around 5 t
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minute from my flat - and hand it b
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so crass were utterly devious - yet
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came back within half an hour with
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and totally justifiable, a virtue e
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motherboard being required. My fath
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whereas you may dismiss Spiritual E
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So I was appalled when four weeks a
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I have deliberately kept the final
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I got just one email after that in
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doubtless with cronies, in the usua
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Murphy and my GP Gibbon must themse
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case watertight and 100% concrete,
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the Law claims to give all patients
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one with the 87p fine for 7p of sta
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6. If Psychiatrists revealed the si
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Ward at Shannon House, Harlow, yet
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CHAPTER THREE SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE
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1. The upset, cornered, distressed
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My psychiatrist had supposedly sign
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never found out why, but presumably
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for non-residents as I clearly was.
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So outside onto the road, where tax
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awake exhausted, now up 36 hours, u
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pints of beer, leaving the princely
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customers - not just information on
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many of the patients had been there
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I continued to try to resist being
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The following day, Monday, without
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in months. When it gave a loud crun
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posture and position. My chest popp
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I had a miserable ‘sleep over’
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the beautiful depressed undergradua
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Eventually they had to sheepishly a
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haloperidol tablets, Dr George clai
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into the night for that toilet to c
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TIME!’ This is a quite astonishin
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which I said ‘broke my mind’ on
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Wednesday 30 th July brought a stro
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made do with just two hours off the
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Terse brief daily diary of my next
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£260 - ten times less - in the rea
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lot of chasing up and running round
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Shannon House on their official for
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Monday 25 th August. I had yet agai
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of over £72 a week back-dated to 1
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about me! Finally, after I exploded
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Introduction Detailed background fr
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Measles, I got too bold and went to
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(totally wrong) ‘label’, but ev
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my only medical problem at the time
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target, getting me to help him to e
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see next, were just as flawed as th
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not leaving enough to hold both our
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Basic’ system after joining our c
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period of the ‘white heat of tech
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above all cost a ludicrous £10,000
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going behind my back, and destroyin
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Appeal and spouted all these lies f
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technical conditions, and a ‘care
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eason! The ‘operations’ were: -
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easonable provision by our system o
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father’s choice of ‘Turnbull Co
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managing director - especially sala
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udimentary ‘operating system’ t
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clearly a legal document! She was a
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and behind my back! Some burning, o
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had exhaustively worked through the
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mostly focussed on Sinclair product
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Then, once outside, I realised that
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Bengeo, a suburb on the East of nea
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the next six weeks were my first
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was exactly FIVE years before my Sp
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From that IST report finally appear
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system ever since 1980, took from 1
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take physics in the early 1950’s,
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articulated lorries by the side of
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the very appointment, which I would
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potential customer, from Halifax ma
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April 1988. Suddenly my father and
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tried to couple that grandiose dema
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Meanwhile, the products were vastly
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food temperatures in chiller and fr
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never agree to a training course co
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were on literacy and numeracy, and
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which had been commissioned for BP
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London, so was told to start work t
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Winter, and also allowed for a less
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to hear me play such ‘cultured, s
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training was purely speculative, it
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at that time! I returned home, high
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my career, such as it was. Above al
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BETWEEN MID-1992 TO MID-1993 I HAD
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suspecting it is and was basically
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my condition continued to deteriora
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tolerate it. I put the night-time d
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he did so for a massive eleven week
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1. At length. A summary of the cata
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for the whole of the previous yawni
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time and fill up the long days’.
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marigold, with very much paler blue
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was to turn out there is a place at
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sleepless nights, which had ‘soft
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that I had financial problems, migh
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After the umpteenth call to the ban
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obstinately refuse me any help at a
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Vil kept even such simple vital inf
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impaired’ on it” - in actual fa
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forgeries, for she never took any n
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