The Goodland Journal: Volume Two
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Sometimes I wonder. Sometimes<br />
I wonder about the point of it<br />
all, about the value in spending<br />
so much time and effort shooting<br />
photos. For the past two years, this<br />
is what I have spent the majority<br />
of my life doing. Shooting photos,<br />
planning photo shoots, prepping<br />
camera gear for said shoots, editing<br />
photos, sending photos to brands and<br />
publications, thinking about what the<br />
next shoot should be and pitching<br />
ideas to brands. When I’m not doing<br />
any of these, I’m likely daydreaming<br />
about one of them. But every once in a<br />
while, I snap out of it, and ask myself,<br />
what’s the point of all this anyways?<br />
I can’t help but think about all the<br />
other people working to do the same<br />
thing, to shoot photos revolving<br />
around the outdoors and outdoor<br />
recreation. While everyone likes to<br />
think their work is important, in a time<br />
with so much content being created<br />
on a daily basis it’s hard to even<br />
pretend individual pieces of work are<br />
important. I debate this internally day<br />
after day, which is strange for someone<br />
who is exactly where they one day<br />
wanted to be.<br />
I began shooting photos as a<br />
hobby in high school but didn’t study<br />
photography in college as I never<br />
thought it could be anything more<br />
than something I did for fun. I did,<br />
however, longingly look at a wide<br />
range of photographers who had<br />
created careers out of shooting photos<br />
and fantasized how cool it would be to<br />
one day do the same.<br />
As college came to an end I had no<br />
idea what I was going to do and just<br />
for the sake of it applied to intern for<br />
acclaimed photographer Chris Burkard.<br />
Still unsure how, I got the internship,<br />
asked to stick around for a second<br />
internship round, and eventually got<br />
hired on full time as a photo assistant.<br />
Today I continue to both work for<br />
Chris and am pursuing a freelance<br />
career of my own. When people ask<br />
me what I do, I tell them I am an<br />
outdoor photographer. Fifteen year<br />
old me would be incredibly happy, but<br />
twenty-four year old me can feel quite<br />
conflicted about it.<br />
For some context, my mom is a<br />
Superior Court Judge. My dad works<br />
for an affordable housing nonprofit,<br />
and my older brother creates<br />
renewable climate action plans for<br />
towns and cities throughout the West<br />
Coast. And I, the youngest, have to<br />
chuckle to myself a little bit when I tell<br />
people I’m an outdoor photographer.<br />
When I look at the big picture in<br />
this way, what I do seems incredibly<br />
unimportant. Aren’t there better ways<br />
to spend my time - both for myself and<br />
for others? I wonder.<br />
42 <strong>The</strong> <strong>Goodland</strong> <strong>Journal</strong> <strong>Volume</strong> <strong>Two</strong> 43