Lovegraphy

Sometimes I'll drown in its smoke,
but I'll also get hot from its heat
I wanted you as much as January fires.
still lovingly nurtured around
sharp enough to draw a handful of blood
I wanted to love you without fear, despite so many thorns.
I lived like that
sometimes you touch my feelings like school children
I wouldn't be offended even for a day.
I wouldn't even be offended
your complacent and capricious,
sometimes not fair at all
and reprehensible behavior in a foreign language.
Whether you came or didn't want to come,
I would wander if I was tired
in the chaotic and unclear streets of the city.
I was used to just smiling like a wise and miserable person
these days, it seems like I'm heading in this direction,
I am involuntarily worried and fined during the day.
or the asphalt roads leading to
you are deliberately short and upside down.
Even if I don't see the telltale winds,
the address you live in is correct,
but i don't know.
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