lady day...

reading Cortazar and praying... i never disturbed
her, the centrefold of her main lust was to become a
painter... she held this higher than anything... so
anything was secondary to her... she mostly spent
time drawing, late into the night the lantern lit light
on her desk went on bright as she sketched and
drew...
...she had a firm hand, though these works
were mostly ethereal... though after Alfredo told me
the news, that she was in the sky with Mary and
them, I felt a twinge... it's calling us so loud, so
feverishly... i thought of you and your mugsy face (i
tease)...
skin?
...are we notihng more than bones,
...still Your Estrella
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