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My son cry in the car seat.Ma cut me a hard glare and pick him up. “What’s wrong, Man-Man?Huh?” She don’t have to know you long to give you a nickname. Ma sniffnear his butt, and her nose wrinkle. “Oh, I know what’s wrong. Where arehis diapers?”“In the baby bag,” Iesha mumbles.“Grab the bag, Maverick,” Ma says. “We’ll handle this.”Suddenly, I got a son and he got a dirty diaper. “I don’t know how tochange a diaper.”“Then it’s time for you to learn. C’mon.”Ma go into the women’s restroom and act like I should follow her inthere. Hell nah. She come back to the door. “Boy, c’mon.”“I can’t go in there!”“NNobody’s in here. Until they put changing tables in the men’s room,c’mon.”Damn, this ain’t cool. I follow her in. Li’l man cry his head off. I getwhy. That diaper stank. Ma hand him to me so she can search his bag, and Ihold him away from me. I ain’t tryna get diaper doo on me.“They sure got a lot of clothes in here,” Ma says. “Let’s see if she’s gotsome changing pads. If she doesn’t—never mind, she does.” Ma put one onthe table. “All right, lay him down.”“What if he fall off?”“He won’t. There you go,” she says as I lay him down. “NNow unbuttonhis—”I miss the rest for staring at him.Before when I’d look at him, I was in awe that something so littleexisted. NNow I look at him and he mine, no question.Worst part? I’m his.I’m scared. I messed up. I only been seventeen for a month, and now Igotta take care of another person.He need me.He depending on me.He gon’ call me Daddy.“Maverick?”Ma touch my shoulder.“You’ve got this,” she says. “I got you.”She don’t just mean the diaper.
“A’ight.”I change my first diaper with her help. This nurse come in and see usstruggling—it’s been a while since Ma did this—and give us some tips. Li’lman still fuss even though he clean. Ma hold him against her shoulder andrub his back.“It’s okay, Man-Man,” she coos. “It’s all right.”He soon calm down. Guess that’s all he needed to know.I grab his bag, and we go to the waiting room. My son’s car seat on thefloor with the DNNA papers lying inside it. Ms. Robinson is gone.So is Iesha.
Page 3 and 4: DedicationFor all the roses growing
Page 5 and 6: Twenty-ThreeTwenty-FourTwenty-FiveT
Page 7 and 8: OneWhen it comes to the streets, th
Page 9 and 10: “We should’ve stopped calling y
Page 11 and 12: I stand between her legs. “We gar
Page 13 and 14: One of the windows roll down, and t
Page 15 and 16: “We’ve got an appointment to ge
Page 17 and 18: hotel during the day and clean offi
Page 19: I’m feeling real bad for her all
Page 23 and 24: something new outta them.“Are you
Page 25 and 26: I startled Li’l Man. His face scr
Page 27 and 28: every weekend. He stay in the Garde
Page 29 and 30: Kenny got jumped. The big homies be
Page 31 and 32: FourI finally got Iesha on the phon
Page 33 and 34: Andreanna’s old baby monitor and
Page 35 and 36: Pops a fool for the Lakers. He wors
Page 37 and 38: “Oh.” That’s all King say at
Page 39 and 40: FiveDre swing by the house around n
Page 41 and 42: “It’s seven years after he fake
Page 43 and 44: I knew, he put his arm around my sh
Page 45 and 46: Tammy’s momma, Ms. Rosalie, is ri
Page 47 and 48: “Going back to your movie and sta
Page 49 and 50: “You gotta be kidding me.”“We
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Page 53 and 54: Would say I better come to her hous
Page 55 and 56: This “tough love” shit she do i
Page 57 and 58: “Focus on them grades, that’s a
Page 59 and 60: “What’s really messed up is the
Page 61 and 62: them beanbag chairs in the back. I
Page 63 and 64: The Wyatts were King’s last foste
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Page 67 and 68: This nig . . . “You know what? I
Page 69 and 70: “Yep. For every fifteen minutes y
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I been tryna shake Lisa outta my he
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She said it was none of my business
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I can’t be in here when he tryna
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We use some of Ma’s good towels t
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I’m a pro at diapers now. The key
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TenA week ago, I sat in the street
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breaking her smile, and tears build
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closing you can get on as many ride
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Lisa got her braids in a bun and we
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“Yep. She’s at rehearsals. Her
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“Seven? You did not name that bab
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Part 2Growth
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I glance around. I can’t go out t
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“Since when did I ask for your op
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Thirteen“Yo, Mav!” Rico wave in
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Junie take a bite of his second bur
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“Yep.”Shawn sighs. “You mad o
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“You may not get that TV. Red alw
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Mr. Wyatt pick up a hoe and hold it
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FourteenAt Friday night football ga
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“He still mad that he got detenti
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That’s the thing. Fights like thi
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Space Jam at my favorite part. It
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dance.She laugh. “Oh my God, what
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SixteenPregnant?What?I gotta sit, a
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Shit, Ma. When I told her Iesha’s
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I shut up and wait. After a while,
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“I’m back! Brought you some—
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SeventeenIt’s the day before Than
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I try to get Seven situated in his
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Pops look at me. These days we eye
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“Are you? Maybe if you wasn’t w
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“What I did ain’t got shit to d
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I sit beside her. “That ain’t i
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EighteenThanksgiving used to be my
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“Whew, chile! You fertile!” Gra
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“You his daddy! You supposed to t
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Wonder if Lisa able to eat or if he
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NineteenIt’s two days before I ca
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everything he need.I can’t go the
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Ma told her the deal by now. She gi
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“Earlier, I had to tell Coach tha
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stomach. Dr. Byrd puts some kinda w
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Part 3Dormancy
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I imagine him twisting his mouth li
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It kinda peeve me how life set up.
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stomach. Her puffy coat hide her bu
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“Me and Khalil’s daddy moved ou
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He go over to her and kiss her on t
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Everybody in the Garden know that R
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“Have to agree with you there,”
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He wave me off as he and the homies
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Twenty-TwoI couldn’t sleep last n
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your grades and all of your absence
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She come and snatch a bag. “Thank
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Twenty-ThreeSeven don’t care ’b
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thud as she toss it onto the living
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Ma’s eyes get that sparkle I’ve
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“Keep my hands visible, don’t m
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“Well, he ain’t mean to keep yo
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“Air don’t got a smell, Lisa.
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“See?” I say. “You don’t kn
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“I get it. I try not to think on
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“That kinda shit doesn’t matter
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Today, I walk right up to the house
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That was the first time in a long t
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He reach the table. “Hey.”“He
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handle for Dre.”“What kinda bus
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Twenty-SevenTwo days later, I’m r
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“Shut up!” I say, deeper than I
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Twenty-NineThe neighborhood blur pa
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I think I get that now, too.I got s
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shoebox in my closet. I throw mysel
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“I said it was an accident, a’i
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“NNo doubt.” I run my finger al
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“I’m good, Pops,” I say. “N
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EpilogueBud
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“She will,” Lisa murmurs. She l
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It don’t hurt as much to hear stu
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I pull the rubber band—wait, this
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About the AuthorPhoto by Imani Khay
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Books by Angie ThomasThe Hate U Giv
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CopyrightBalzer + Bray is an imprin
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