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- Page 35 and 36: Disentangling our hands, she rolls
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- Page 63 and 64: Chapter EightSolangeDean and I weav
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about his prospects wouldn’t have
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her sweater around her waist; I sup
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fuzzy feeling in her chest, and my
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“This is my Lyft,” she tells me
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are staring back at me.Layla scribb
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Dean should be paying me for this b
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Dean looks over at me, his eyes glo
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her chin as if she wants no part of
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Chapter TenDean“Axe throwing? Tha
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have my reservations.”“Dean, at
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As Natalia winds (and whines) her w
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experimental cocktail’s excellent
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Chapter ElevenDeanSOLANGE: TGIF - r
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invitation to the group. See, the l
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“You see, Ms. Dotty’s been cons
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She tugs on her ear as she surveys
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The rest of the group turns to our
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shows me how to lift my shoulders a
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pacing the width of his lane and mu
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right back.”Solange, who had a he
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That piece of information makes me
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Kimberly rolls her eyes. “I’ll
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A spotlight lands on me, and the so
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“Good,” he says, nodding once.A
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“Take care, Dean,” I call after
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“Good,” he says, nodding. “Th
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tell him about the cancellation on
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“Dean Chapman and Solange Pereira
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her knees in front of him, reaching
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steps back and sits on the edge of
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Chapter FifteenDeanSolange and I le
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that somehow the sensual scene in m
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from myself.“I think I’m ready
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She nods, and we wordlessly stroll
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friend in a time of need. “C’mo
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She squirms her way out of my arms
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okay? But if you don’t want to do
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“Don’t talk to me,” I say, do
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you in a minute.”“Should we off
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of me is that I’m rarely invited
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“When can we see him?”That last
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scents radiating off his skin, a he
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by lust they appear brown. We stare
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debating the design for a half hour
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rejects the attempt, as if my brain
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Chapter NineteenDeanI’m more nerv
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holding my own.“What’s your fav
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expression were captured in a photo
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DEAN: I know but what choice did we
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“Don’t ask me to do it,” my m
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“Oi, família!” our cousin Clá
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Kimberly isn’t revealing whether
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and Brandon. But now that I’m rep
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“We can give them the tour tomorr
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“I’m happy to take the floor,
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gotten pregnant with me.” She shr
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Chapter Twenty-OneSolangeI wake up
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“It’s all yours,” he says, ge
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“What’s your reason, then?”
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“I was going to touch you,” I s
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Chapter Twenty-TwoDeanI’m inside
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even stronger swell of emotion when
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two-and-done, never to be repeated.
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Chapter Twenty-ThreeSolangeThursday
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in this economy, isn’t a small ma
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It’s easy to picture them doing t
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crossed, I hold the sweatpants agai
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“Get on your side, then.”The sh
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Chapter Twenty-FourSolangeAfter a d
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Bless his heart; he should get a me
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accomplishment, and we should celeb
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Dean opens the door to his condo, a
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does.”“You’re breathing now,
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me squirm in frustration.Dean notic
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Chapter Twenty-FiveDeanSolange lays
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and it is so much better than anyth
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decided to decline it. Neither poss
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where I need to be.She puts up her
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remember?”“Can you blame me?”
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Chapter Twenty-SixSolangeNatalia an
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“In more ways than one, I hear,
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to tell you, but—”I know what s
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Chapter Twenty-SevenDeanAfter an ov
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ME: my mother’s there. is that ok
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“Well, I’m all good to go.” I
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be a swimmer?”“He did.”She no
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Chapter Twenty-EightSolange“Melis
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“Oh, that’s great. Well, let me
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Before I can flee, Melissa lays a h
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clients prefer me to him. And just
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my behalf. Now I need to accept the
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I’m taking a page from Dean’s p
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Chapter ThirtyDeanI wake up to some
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promotion. I thought it was only fa
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* * *Friday morning, I exit the ele
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She shakes her head. “I don’t t
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“I’d have to be a glutton for p
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God. Is this grain alcohol?”He pl
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take some pictures in the casino, t
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The photo arrives in a text. My eye
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Chapter Thirty-TwoDeanEarly Saturda
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“Yeah, I’d never turn one down.
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nerves. My experience simulating ch
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Dean returns his gaze to me, his ha
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I cup my ear. “What? I can’t he
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by the end of next week.I clap effu
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“Is it strange being here?” Sol
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woman, whom I adore more than words
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helped me get this book in your han
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About the AuthorUSA Today bestselli
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“A delightful read that is equal
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