Tales and Parables of Sri Ramakrishna

Tales and Parables of Sri Ramakrishna
immemorial?" Now and then a kind of scepticism
would creep into his soul and fill his mind with
intense agony. But his inborn intuition revealed to
him the evanescent nature of the objects of senseenjoyment
and the presence of a deeper reality
behind the phenomena. He conceived of God as
our Eternal Mother who is ever ready to grant us
the priceless boon of divine wisdom if we only
turn our gaze from the shadowy objects of this
world. For a few days he worshipped the Deity
following the rituals and ceremonies of his
ancestors. But his was a soul not to be satisfied
with a mere mechanical observance of religion. He
craved for the vision of God.
Soon, before the onrush of his fervour, formalities
of religion were swept away. Henceforth his
worship consisted of the passionate cry and prayer
of a child pained at the separation from his beloved
Mother. For hours he would sing the songs
composed by seers of God. Tears, then, would
flow continuously from his eyes. He would weep
and pray, "O Mother! Where art Thou? Reveal
Thyself to me. Many devotees before me obtained
Thy grace. Am I a wretch that Thou dost not come
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