USA First Lady Dr. Jill Biden and Second Gentleman Doug Emhoff

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Dear Dr. Jill Biden, First Lady, and Doug Emhoff, Second Gentleman
I am a co-founder of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, and a fellow advocate
for youth in New Jersey since the 1980s, I am writing to implore you for your
assistance. My family has been severely affected and devastated by this horrific
disease. We are losing over 108,000 beautiful family members a year. Not one
state has been able to stop this. Think about the 300 phone calls to mothers and
fathers across this country, every single day. Currently, most are being poisoned
by fentanyl. If we treat this like rat poison, rather than addiction, we have a
fighting chance. Our populous is being deliberately poisoned. They must be
warned. We pray every single day for a command center approach and that
these beautiful faces be seen by every parent and child in America!
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capitol? We
have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format or virtually. The wall of names and faces
can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We
would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel), and many, many others. Now, they are
victims of Chinese criminal networks and Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims
of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our moms and dads would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Carol Egan
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
Morris Township, NJ
carol.egan@gmail.com
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Dear Dr. Jill Biden, First Lady, and Doug Emhoff, Second Gentleman
I am a co-founder of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Benjamin, who is forever 22, to an accidental heroin overdose in 2016. With his
loss, our lives were instantly transformed, and life was forever split into two-time
spans, before and after losing Benjamin. I want to help prevent others from
experiencing the “after”. Benjamin brought so much joy to our lives, and to the
lives of so many others. The void in our hearts and in our lives can never be filled.
In Benjamin’s name, I have devoted all I have to fighting this epidemic.
I know you have children, in addition to your many other vital roles. I know you
can relate to the need to fight this epidemic, the stigma associated with it, as well
as the need to bolster public awareness that is needed to stop the continuous
loss of lives. Over 108,000 lives were lost in this last year.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capitol, or in a prominent location in our capitol? We
have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also
like the photos displayed in a hard copy format or virtually. The wall of names and
faces can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel), and many, many others. Now, they are
victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also
victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice towards drug users - like racism, A group of our moms and dads would
love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever
again.
Sincerely,
Lou-Riva Filler
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
Wayne, NJ
TheGloalRecoveryMovement.now@gmail.com
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We Sincerely Thank you!
Leaders
Carol Egan
New Jersey
Lou-Riva Filler
New Jersey
Malia Fox
Wisconsin
Sharon Sawyer
North Carolina
Kris Duryea
Minnesota
Kate Sloan
Minnesota
Helen Ribera
California
Kate Hart
Canada
Andrea Thomas
Colorado
Sandy Snodgrass
Alaska
Theresa Guerrero
Arizona
Beth Joly
Arizona
Robin Holliday
Arizona
Sandra Cook Estelle
Alabama
Michelle Goshien
Arkansas
Helen Ribera
California
State Leads
Andrea Thomas
Colorado
Rebecca Shaw.
Connecticut
Denise Reynolds
Florida
Monique Nuss Myers
Florida
Julie Russell
Georgia
Michelle Harless
Georgia
Leah DeVere
Georgia
Marilu Cabellero
Illinois
Theresa Kluck
Illinois
Lisa Vasquez
Illinois
Julie Berndt
Kentucky
Beth Bourgeois
Louisiana
Sharon Bailey
Maine
Maureen Geaghan Berard
Maine
Kim Ramirez
California
Lisa Montagano
Indiana
Tee Scott
Maryland
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We Sincerely Thank you!
State Leads
Jill Maiorana
Massachusetts
Jeanine Bothell
Michigan
Rebecca Elmaskoud
Michigan
Tabbatha Urbanski
Minnesota
Kate Sloan
Minnesota
Kaari Weiss
Missouri
Shannon Sayers
Nebraska
Rebecca Finnerty
New Jersey
Judy Nephys Alessi
New Jersey
Kathy Everhart Schwartz
New York
Sharon Sawyer
North Carolina
Shani Rudland Reisnour
North Dakota
Lisa Carpenter Grant
Oklahoma
Michele Lee Stroh
Oregon
Tammy Patrizio Leslie
Pennsylvania
Allison Swygert
South Carolina
Trâm Sanborn
South Carolina
Sharon Kitts
Tennessee
Karem Miller
Tennessee
Annie Hernandez
Texas
Leslie Inman
Texas
Lucia Figueroa-Yakima
Washington
Meg Hickey
West Virginia
Emily Wilson
West Virginia
Cathy Page
Wisconsin
Sharon Sopa
Wisconsin
Malia Fox
Wisconsin
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INDEX
Arizona 9
Arkansas 39
California 69
Colorado 153
Connecticut 181
Florida 209
Georgia 261
Illinois 295
Indiana 331
Kansas 361
Louisiana 385
Maine 431
Maryland 457
Massachusetts 485
Michigan 513
Minnesota 545
Missouri 577
New Jersey 605
New York 635
North Carolina 671
Ohio 703
Oklahoma 729
Pennsylvania 801
South Carolina 837
Tennessee 865
Texas 893
West Virginia 983
Wisconsin 1009
Assorted States 1041
Awareness Campaigns 1110
**Click on state page number for desired state selection**
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Beth Joly’s Sister
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and a Licensed Associate
Substance Abuse Counselor here in Arizona working with patients suffering from substance
use disorders.
As a mother of two children, I’m sure you have educated your children on the dangers of
drugs. The number of deaths attributed to Fentanyl continues to compile daily here in
Arizona and nothing seems to be slowing it down. Innocent children have died after being
exposed to this poison.
I lost my youngest sister, Lindsay Nicole Adkins, to this poison. She was a mother of two
children, the youngest was a year-old precious little girl. My sister was such a caring person
that would do anything for anyone and just wanted to be loved and got involved with the
wrong crowd. As I'm sure you know, many are powerless over addiction, and she was just
not strong enough to overcome hers.
Every day, I read the tragic stories of people all over the world that have lost their loved
ones to this epidemic and it’s truly heartbreaking. Family members have had Memorial
Plaques made of their loved one in remembrance in an attempt to bring awareness and
honor them. The number of submissions just grows, daily. That being said, the DEA has a
Fentanyl Memorial Wall Exhibit in Arlington, West Virginia dedicated to those lost to Fentanyl
and they continue to accept new submissions despite having run out of room. They
responded to my submission back in November that, “due to the overwhelming amount of
submissions we are receiving, we are unfortunately slowly running out of space to put up
new photos that we’ve received and then planning on how to put them up in the most
efficient way.” This is why I am writing to you.
We would like to have hard copies of our loved ones in a permanent location displayed here
in the capital of Arizona like the DEA Fentanyl Memorial Wall Exhibit. Each of us that has
lost a loved one to this poison is working tirelessly in different ways to stop this epidemic
and save lives.
Please help our Arizona families in honoring those lost, whether poisoned during their
disease of addiction or innocently poisoned, by having a dedicated Wall. This will be a place
for loved ones to visit, friends/family to honor those lost to this epidemic, and a place for
others to bring their children to educate and spread awareness of the dangers of this deadly
poison.
Sincerely,
Beth Joly, State Lead
Mesa, AZ
(480) 343-6041
Beth_J_No_1@Msn.com
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Theresa Guerrero’s Son
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and an advocate to bring
awareness about illegal Fentanyl. We are losing the equivalent to an airplane load
of people each day. Fentanyl is exterminating our younger generation. The age
group was 18 - 45, but it seems like it is affecting children even younger. My cousin
just lost his granddaughter that was only 14 years old to a fake pill that sadly,
contained fentanyl.
I lost my only son, Jacob Guerrero, forever 31, to this poison. Jacob was a very
outgoing and happy person. He loved to ride his road bike and play tennis. He had a
wonderful spirit and would help anyone out. He was dabbling with cocaine when he
sadly used cocaine on May 30, 2020, little did he know that it was poisoned with
fentanyl, a weapon of mass destruction.
Every day, I read the tragic stories of people all over the world that have lost their
loved ones to this epidemic and it’s truly heartbreaking. Family members have had
Memorial Plaques made of their loved one in remembrance and in an attempt to
bring awareness and honor them. The number of submissions just grows daily. That
being said, the DEA has a Fentanyl Memorial Wall Exhibit in Arlington, West Virginia
dedicated to those lost to Fentanyl and they continue to accept new submissions
despite having run out of room.
They responded to my submission back in November that “due to the overwhelming
amount of submissions we are receiving we are unfortunately slowly running out of
space to put up new photos that we’ve received and then planning on how to put
them up in the most efficient way”. This is why I am writing to you.
We would like to have hard copies of our loved ones in a permanent location
displayed here in the Capital of Arizona like the DEA Fentanyl Memorial Wall Exhibit.
Each of us that has lost a loved one to this poison is working tirelessly in different
ways to stop this epidemic and save lives.
Please help our Arizona families by honoring those lost by installing a dedicated wall.
This will be a place for loved ones to visit, friends/family to honor those lost to this
epidemic, and a place for others to bring their children to educate and spread
awareness of the dangers of this deadly poison.
Sincerely,
Theresa Guerrero, State Lead
773 S Saguaro Ridge Place
Tucson, AZ
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Robin Holliday’s Son
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Governor Hobbs,
Let me start by introducing my son, Skylar Jurgen Pope. He was my first child
who was born on January 7, 1983. He was a beautiful baby boy and my first
true love. Skylar was a very smart, intelligent young man and a father to two
beautiful children.
On January 12, 2019, five days after his 36th birthday, he made a decision that
would not only change his life but all his family’s lives. He was not a drug user,
but for unknown reasons, he decided to buy two pills off the street. One of
those pills took his life instantly. He did NOT overdose because he only took
one pill that he thought was something that would calm his anxiety and PTSD.
Instead, it was laced with Fentanyl, and it took his life. He did not have any
idea that this ONE pill would kill him.
He left all of us without any idea of what happened. As his mother, I was of
course, devastated but also left wondering what the hell happened. I found out
quickly that this pill was Fentanyl, and 27 nano grams was what it took to kill
him. To put that in perspective, one jellybean weighs 1,100,000,000 nano
grams. Yes, that is one billion, one hundred million nano grams. 27 is what it
took to murder my son. I want his face and name to be a reminder, to help
bring awareness and hopefully save some lives.
My heart breaks every day when I see more and more young people dying of
this. I am writing to you to get a place in the capital to place my son's photo
and those photos of all of Arizona's young people that are losing their lives to
this horrible tragedy.
Thank you
Robin Holliday, State Lead
Skylar Forever 36
Gold Canyon, Arizona
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Jerel McDonald’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
My name is Jerel McDonald. I lost my only daughter, Elanor Mae McDonald, last year.
Ellie was 18 years old when she passed away on August 6, 2022, from Fentanyl
poisoning. Ellie had one sibling, her older brother Joe, who is now left as an only child.
Ellie was the light of any room. She made friends easily and delighted her friends,
family, teachers and anyone she spent time with. She was a talented gymnast,
horsewoman and student. She was fiercely loyal, and a lover of all animals and small
children. If she saw a stray dog, nothing else could be done until we stopped and tried
to rescue it. Whenever we saw a young child, her eyes would light up and she would
jokingly ask if we could kidnap them. I wish you could have met her; she was the light of
my life.
When Ellie died, friends traveled from across the country to pay their respects and told
stories of their love for her. One friend, who suffered from suicide ideation, told us that
Ellie was the reason she had decided to live. She had that kind of impact on the people
she met. Unfortunately, Ellie was very social and had more than the usual
experimentation and fascination with drugs in her teens. She was introduced to what
she thought was a prescription pill (Percocet) by a boyfriend and became hooked. It
wasn’t Percocet, it was Fentanyl. We managed to save her that time and get her help.
She was clean for two years, worked her butt off to graduate from high school on time
and managed to get accepted to the University of Arizona. She wanted to become a
therapist and help others who had experienced mental health issues and addiction.
Unfortunately, whether due to stress, peer pressure or the lure of the most addictive
substance on the planet, she relapsed.
One horrible morning, just 10 days before she was to start at the U of A, her brother and
mother found her in her bed, already cold. She had taken a fake Percocet and died
during the night just across the hall from us. I had to receive the phone call and rush
home to the worst scene any parent can imagine. Ten horrible months later, we’re still
trying to put our broken lives back together.
Life will never be the same for our family. My son will never be an uncle, Ellie will never
get to graduate from college, get married or have children. Every day, I wake up like
Groundhog Day and try to figure out how to live in a world where my daughter no longer
exists. Ellie and the thousands of Arizonans who have become victims to this horrible
drug, over 2,000 last year alone, are victims of what amounts to a trans-national
terrorism attack. Will you help honor the victims by putting up an Arizona Memorial Wall
in their honor?
Sincerely,
Jerel McDonald
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Josephine Dunn’s Daughter
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Governor Ms. Hobbs,
It is with a heavy heart that I write this letter to you. On May 26, 2021, my
beautiful and beloved daughter was poisoned by half a tablet of what she
believed was Percocet, It was Fentanyl. This tablet contained 5 mg of Fentanyl
and no Percocet whatsoever.
Ashley was not a drug addict. She was neither suicidal nor did she want to die.
She wanted to get high. Ashley left behind a heartbroken family and a beautiful
6-year-old son. Our family is devastated and will never be the same.
Hence, I have made it my mission to stop Fentanyl poisonings in our state in
any way possible. I hope to raise awareness and educate all about the dangers
of any and all pills. Very recently, in Yavapai County, PANT recovered tablets
that innocently looked like aspirin. Sadly, they were not aspirin, but pure
Fentanyl.
I am writing to you to ask for your help to provide a permanent location to
display a Memorial Wall for all the residents of Arizona that have lost their lives
to Fentanyl. The DEA Fentanyl Memorial Wall Exhibit in Arlington, West
Virginia, has reached its capacity. That exhibit displays faces of Fentanyl loss
from all across our nation. Please help dedicate a memorial site for our loved
ones that have lost their lives to this poison. There are many that were addicts
and some that were not. Either way, these faces belong to people that are
loved and dearly missed. Having a memorial site will help grieving families as
well as help with educational events for drug prevention, education, and
awareness.
Thank you kindly in advance,
Josephine Dunn
Ashley's Marie Dunn's Mother
Forever 26
Prescott, Arizona
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Lisa Tyler’s Son
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
My name is Lisa Tyler and I lost my only son, Tyler James Champagne, to
Fentanyl poisoning on May 10, 2022. Tyler was only 27 years old when he
passed and he left behind me, his Dad and his three sisters, Kayla, Ariana and
Trysten.
Tyler was a light to all who met him. He had the best sense of humor and could
brighten any room. He was incredibly smart and spent his whole school career
acing tests while drawing fun comics with his friends. He was also an avid
gamer and could beat anyone in any game- from Rock Band to MarioKart and
anything in between.
Tyler was the kind of person who would drop anything to help those he loved,
and his family and all his friends knew that they could always count on Tyler to
be there if they needed him. He was a hard worker and had just enrolled in a
Pharmacy Tech program that he hoped would be a great next step for him,
allowing him to boost his career in a new direction. He had so many dreams
and goals. So many jokes left to crack and smiles to share.
But, my son was stolen from us by someone who claimed to love him. He was
lied to and that lie cost him his life. I found him lifeless in his bed on May 10.
The agony a parent feels in seeing their child die before they do is
indescribable. He was my baby, my only son and I never got the chance to say
goodbye. I will never get to tell him that I love him or hear his voice again. His
father and his sisters will never get that chance either. We miss him every
single day and not a moment goes by that I do not wish that things were
different.
I am writing to you to ask you to honor Tyler’s memory and the memories of
others lost to the horror that is Fentanyl. We know that Tyler’s light will remain
in our hearts, and we want to shine that light for others to help make them
aware of what fentanyl is taking from us.
Thank you for your time,
Lisa Tyler
Maricopa, Arizona
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Pamela J. Pearsall’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
I hope this letter finds you well. My name is Pamela J. Pearsall and I am a resident of
Prescott, Arizona. I write to you today with the utmost sincerity and heartfelt conviction. I
am writing to express my support for the initiative to build a memorial wall to honor the
memory of those who have tragically lost their lives to Fentanyl poisoning in our beloved
state. It is an issue that has deeply affected our communities and calls for a poignant
and lasting tribute to remember those we have lost and raise awareness about this
devastating epidemic. The impact of Fentanyl-related deaths cannot be overstated.
Every life lost is not just a statistic; it represents a beloved family member, a cherished
friend, a promising future cut short. Each loss reverberates through our communities,
leaving a profound void and a sense of collective grief. By constructing a memorial wall,
we have an opportunity to create a physical space that serves as a poignant reminder of
the human toll of Fentanyl poisoning.
It will not only honor the lives lost, but also provide solace and comfort to the families
and friends who continue to bear the weight of their absence. Furthermore, such a
memorial would serve as a powerful educational tool, raising awareness about the
dangers of Fentanyl and the urgent need for prevention and support services. It would
foster a sense of unity and shared responsibility within our community, as we come
together to confront this pressing issue head-on.
As the husband of our esteemed governor, you possess a unique position of influence
and the ability to advocate for meaningful change. Your support for this endeavor would
carry tremendous weight and of their absence. Furthermore, such a memorial would
serve as a powerful educational tool, raising awareness about the dangers of Fentanyl
and the urgent need for prevention and support services. It would foster a sense of unity
and shared responsibility within our community as we come together to confront this
pressing issue head-on.
Your support for this endeavor would carry tremendous weight and send a resounding
message that Arizona stands united against the scourge of Fentanyl poisoning. I
humbly request that you consider adding your voice to those who are passionate about
this cause. Together, we can ensure that the memories of those we have lost are
honored and that their legacy inspires positive action to combat the Fentanyl crisis.
Thank you for your time and consideration. I eagerly await your response and look
forward to the possibility of working together to make this memorial wall a reality.
With heartfelt gratitude,
Pamela J. Pearsall
Rebecca - a mother, daughter, and sister.
Prescott, Arizona
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Joseph & Tracy Ybarra’s Son
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Honorable Governor Hobbs of Arizona,
My name is Tracy Ybarra and I am the wife of a retired Marine, who served our
country for 20 years. We are now residing in Yuma, Arizona where I am my
son’s voice. He passed away from Fentanyl poisoning on December 28, 2021
just three days after Christmas at the age of 29. Not something we expected at
all. It was 522 Days or 12,528 hours ago and it completely changed our lives.
We are here asking on behalf of our Angels, who are no longer here with us.
The grieving parents, siblings and extended family and friends who loved our
son and all the other Angels who have been poisoned the same way. Our goal
is to have a Memorial wall in the state capitol of Arizona. That is to Honor our
Lost loved ones in the Drug Epidemic Crisis. That is why in each State,
grieving families are doing as I am, writing letters.
We are encouraging you to take a stand and fight with us. We need to stop this
crisis. There have been too many deaths ranging from infants to 50 plus.
Drugs do not discriminate. Doesn’t matter the age, color of skin, nor your
background. This is why we are reaching out with a humbling heart, in hopes
that you will take us seriously. We are asking for your help in this matter. We
lost our child as many others. My son did not want to die nor did any other
parents’ sons and daughters. They were poisoned. They should not be
forgotten.
The day we found out our son passed was the most devastating day of our
lives. It changed our lives from that day forth. Getting that knock on the door to
inform you that, “we are deeply sorry, to inform you that we have some terrible
information. Is your son’s name Joseph A. Ybarra, II?” “ Yes, it is.” “I am deeply
sorry, but we found your son deceased this morning.”
Those words were the most heartbreaking words any parent could hear. They
gave the rest of the information needed to my husband as I went to the
bedroom and wept while asking God why my son. He was such a good boy.
We found out later that our son died of an overdose. The drug that was found
in his system was fentanyl. The toxicology report was 28ng fentanyl. I about
died myself when I saw that. He thought he was taking an oxy which on the
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streets it’s called, the blue pill or M30. Our son didn’t want to die. Nothing was
done about his case at all. He was just an overdose number. But, to us he was
our son, a human being and should have been treated as that.
Our son Joseph A. Ybarra II, born on May 20, 1992, in Cherry Pt Havelock,
NC. He was very much loved by his older sister, and two younger brothers.
Our handsome son Joseph, is our second eldest child and our first-born son.
Our kids are close, as they were raised in that manner. Being born into a
military family, we had only each other wherever we went. Joseph has the love
of sports, even at a very young age. He is a lefty, and when he made contact
with the ball, it was a homer. His young brothers followed in his footsteps. Our
daughter was the only girl and the oldest, she was more like their second
mama, to her brothers.
Once in High School, he loved football and had the talent for the sport. His
given Nic-name “Big Papi” a big guy with a gentle soul, or as his friends
referred to him, as a “Gentle Giant” He had a heart of gold, cared for and loved
by so many. He would be the person that they would text or call, if they needed
help or just a listening ear. He soon married. Joseph was an exceptional son,
brother, nephew, cousin, grandson, and a best friend. He loved and adored his
family, nieces and nephews.
We miss our son, Joseph so very much. HIs nieces and nephews miss their
Uncle Joseph a lot. How do you answer a five-year-old, when they ask if their
Uncle Joseph is coming back from Heaven? Or why did he have to go? So
many questions that I do not have the right answers to.
We thank you in advance for taking the time to read all of our letters. And we
hope that it has touched your heart to consider helping us all, to start a
Memorial Wall i n our State Capital of Arizona, with our child’s frames, which is
provided with our letter. This will be a place for family and friends to visit to
honor those lost to the Drug Epidemic. Not only that but, this will be a place for
others to come to educate and spread awareness of the dangers of drugs.
Sincerely,
Joseph and Tracy Ybarra
Yuma, Arizona
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Cathelin R. Frawley Walsh‘s Son
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Dear Governor Hobbs,
My name is Cathelin Rachel Frawley Walsh. I lost my firstborn and only son to
Fentanyl on October 3, 2022. My son, George Arthur Walsh, IV moved to
Arizona with his family in November 2021 to start over and make a better life
for himself and his sons.
George was a hardworking man. He was funny, loving and would do anything
to help someone. He wanted so much to be a father like his dad, who was
always there for him and his sister. Someone who worked hard and would take
his family camping or play outside with his children. George was always there
for his little sister; They would talk about their relationships and other topics.
The death of my son was hard on everyone, especially his sister Ashley. My
son was no saint, he got into trouble, kept company with the wrong people and
started using. When he was in jail in Arizona, he got clean and was returning
as his old self. He would call me every Monday while he was in jail and when
he got out, we would talk 2-3 times a day on the phone. Every morning, I would
wake up to his text, “Good morning, Mommy, I love you, have a great day!”
George was very open with his addiction and how he was struggling. He told
his probation officer about it. David was able to get him into an inpatient rehab,
once they got the insurance correct that the rehab required. George was
supposed to stay there for 90 days, but after 30 days, the facility kicked him
out. They told him that the insurance wasn’t going to pay them and that he was
a liability to them.
He was kicked out on September 19, 2022, with no place to go and no ride
back to Casa Grande. George had to call his probation officer Tuesday
morning and inform him of what happened. The facility didn’t even call David to
report it to him, and when he called them, they told him the state insurance
wasn’t going to pay for George to be in there.
George had to look for a clean and sober living house there in Apache
Junction. He was able to find one and got in on September 21, 2022. There,
they were helping him to stay clean and get his life back on track. This place
was able to get him a job at Coreslab working nights and making enough
money to pay for his rent there and get what he needed.
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Like I said, George was very open about his addiction to Fentanyl and,
unfortunately, he told the wrong person. His name is Jason Mauricio, Jr. who
goes by the nickname “Omar”. He worked at Coreslab, as well. I found out
when I was able to get into my son’s phone and find the text messages
between him and Omar. My sister-in-law was able to find out a lot about this
person by his phone number. She called the sheriff’s department and talked
with Detective Hailey about George and his death. I turned in his phone with
the evidence. When I got home, I found two more blues (Fentanyl) in his wallet,
I also turned that in as evidence. Unfortunately, the prosecutor doesn’t feel that
there is enough evidence to go after Omar, so it looks like nothing will be done
to bring my son's killer to justice.
My son didn’t deserve to die and he sure as hell didn’t want to die. He knew I
was coming to Arizona to visit my father. We had planned to spend the
weekend together October 22-24 at my dad's.
I am asking Governor Hobbs to honor my 29-year-old son at the capital with a
Fentanyl wall like the DEA has. Perhaps, the wall can be installed in Arizona
for the families that have had a loved one die from this dangerous drug.
If others see this Memorial Wall, maybe those who are struggling will be
inspired to seek the help that they need. Maybe rehabilitation centers will not
turn people away because of insurance issues and treat those who want and
need help to fight this demon. Fentanyl has taken so many away from their
loved ones. It is time that we stand together in this fight.
Thank you for your consideration.
Best regards,
Cathelin R. Frawley Walsh
Easton, Washington
George passed away in Apache Junction, Arizona
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Lisa Teresi’s Son
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Governor Hobbs,
My name is Lisa Teresi, the grieving mother of Anthony Batres. My son was 29 years
old when he passed away from Fentanyl poisoning.
On the morning of January 16, 2023 at approximately 6:30 a.m., my daughter,
Nicole, found her brother on the living room floor with a bag of 10+ fentanyl pills with
a mesh strainer next to him. She called out to me, “I’m sorry, Mama!” over and over
while shaking him. Nicole ran to me and said, “Anthony’s not waking up, Mom!” and
showed me the bag of pills.
I ran downstairs and checked for a pulse and felt nothing. During this time, his two
other sisters, Kaitlyn and Ashley, ran down. I told Nicole to call 911 and hand me the
phone. I thought we should put him in a cold shower, so his sisters tried to pick him
up, but the 911 operator advised against that and said to pour a glass of cold water
on his head.
I will never forget watching the blood move across his face as we rolled him on his
back to start chest compressions. Nicole started and when she got tired, Ashley
would jump in. Ashley remembered that we had Narcan upstairs. Kaitlyn took over
as Ashley got the Narcan. Nicole took over as Ashley administered the Narcan.
It felt like hours went by and it seemed like everything moved in slow motion. The
paramedics and police arrived within 6 - 8 minutes. The paramedics attached a
chest compression device that his hands were velcroed to and they administered
two doses of Narcan. He was still unresponsive at that point.
The paramedics put him in the ambulance and took him to Exceptional Hospital in
Maricopa. The doctor and nurses there worked on him for at least 45 minutes to an
hour administering six additional Narcan shots, when they finally got vitals on him.
He was put on life support immediately.
When my husband and I arrived at the ER, we were called back to speak with the
doctor, and he explained how hard they fought for him and how much Narcan they
gave him. I asked the doctor, “He’s brain dead, isn’t he?” “He came in dead, didn’t
he?” The doctor explained to me that his brain was without oxygen for a very long
time and that when he arrived, he showed no vitals, so the chances of him surviving
without being on life support were less than one percent.
I went back to see him, and I will never be able to remove that image from my mind.
He was lying there with a tube down his throat, hooked up to all kinds of machines
and the beeping sound they made. I hugged him and laid on his chest and cried and
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screamed out in such heartbreaking agony. My son was dead. I stroked his hair and
kissed his beautiful face. I told him, “I hope you are finally at peace, son. I love you
more than you’ll ever know. I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you. I’m so sorry, Papi!”
My baby boy was gone! I felt so helpless and empty inside. The hospital was trying
to get him a life flight to Banner Estrella Hospital but, on that day the weather was so
bad that they couldn’t get in the air, so they arranged for ground transportation.
While on the way to Banner Estrella, Anthony went into cardiac arrest twice in the
ambulance. We arrived at Banner Estrella shortly after receiving notification that they
had him in room, #. My family and I arrived and were escorted to a private waiting
room where we waited for his cousin, Caden, and sister, Tia. We were told that only
two people at a time could go in and say their goodbyes so we took turns and
facetimed his grandparents, cousins, friends, stepfather and his uncle, so they could
also say their peace and goodbyes to him.
I was the last to go in with my husband. I laid on his chest and just cried. Holding him
and telling him, “I love you. I really am going to miss you. Your kooky laugh, the way
he would mess with his sisters, and they would scream at him, how he would leave
the kitchen cabinets open at night, so I would see them in the morning and call out,
“Anthony Christopher!” and he would just snicker in his room. And, most of all, how
our future memories and photos would no longer include him.
He was cold and that’s when they explained to me that he was an organ donor and
that they had to keep his body temperature low to preserve his organs while
everything gets prepped for them to be able to remove what they could. His kidneys
were donated to two gentlemen from Arizona. He gave someone the gift of sight, all
of his skin went to various burn victims and, finally, his liver and pancreas were
donated to science.
Anthony took his last breath on January 17, 2023 at 12:23 a.m.. The Donor Network
told me that he did a great job and that I should be very proud of all the good he was
going to do. That's the positive that Fentanyl poisoning did to my family. He lost his
life while saving many more.
We will never be the same. My daughter, Nicole, goes downstairs every morning and
says, “I love you, Squishy” and then comes back up. Please honor our loved ones
with respect and dignity by building the Drug Epidemic Wall. Fighting against drugs
is a war on our soil and they deserve a wall displaying their faces.
Thank you,
Lisa Teresi
Maricopa, Arizona
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Michelle Goshien’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
I am the Arkansas State Lead for Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my precious,
vibrant son, Jeremy, forever 25, due to a drug overdose in 2019. He wasn’t always a
drug addict. After a horrible skateboarding accident at the tender age of 15, Jeremy was
prescribed loads of Oxy and he was never the same after that. He truly fought a long,
excruciating battle to get clean for several years. I can’t tell you how many times with
tears in his eyes we stood over the sink dumping drugs while he begged me to save him
from the life of a drug addict. I spent my entire retirement fund plus many, many
thousands of dollars to try to help him. There was absolutely nothing I wouldn’t do to
help my person, but nothing was ever good enough. I have learned so much since
Jeremy lost his life that I wish I had known back in 2019. I cannot put into words the
devastation I still feel every single day, even 1,615 days later. Jeremy was my life and
now I don’t have one at all.
I know you have three children and will have the luxury of grandchildren at some point.
Just imagine if one of your precious babies fell victim to Purdue Pharma’s horrible acts.
The stigma in Arkansas is overwhelming still even after all the lawsuits have been
proven and settled. Arkansas has seen many thousands of lives cut way too short as a
direct result of the horrible marketing tsunami Purdue put into place. Instead of judging
these individuals for their perceived moral failures, we should recognize them as
victims of Purdue. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls--one
with photos and one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. I am including
Jeremy’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like the victims they were of Purdue Pharma
(an American cartel) and many others. The Chinese and Mexican Cartels have now
taken over where Purdue Pharma left off.
I would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever
again.
Sincerely,
Michelle Goshien, AR state lead
Conway, Arkansas
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Brandi Helton’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders:
My name is Brandi Helton. I write to you today as my Governor and ask for your support, not
only as a champion for the people of Arkansas but also as a mother, in the fight to raise
awareness of drug addiction and the drug epidemic ravaging our state, taking so many lives. I
am the mother of a beautiful son that, like too many others in our state, lost his life to
fentanyl poisoning. My son, Tyler Helton, died on May 29,2020, in North Little Rock, at the
age of 26.
Tyler was my heart, and the momma-son bond we shared would rival the best of them. When
he was young, I often wondered if he would grow up to be in ministry, as he had such a kind,
pure heart. He was loving and compassionate; sweet with a little mischievous grin that could
charm anyone. He cared deeply about others and always took up the underdog. He was the
all-American little boy who grew into a respectful, kind, loving young man. He loved to ride
four-wheelers, fish and hunt. He loved animals and they loved him. He was incredibly
handsome, yet equally humble. He strived to be the best person he could be and never liked
to disappoint anyone. He was brought up in church and loved the Lord. He was witty and
funny and had the best belly laugh. He was not only naturally gifted athletically, regardless of
the sport, he was also intelligent. Just prior to graduating high school in 2011, Tyler took the
RSVP "just to see how he would do." He scored third highest in the nation at that time and
had his choice of military branches and jobs within. He chose the Air National Guard and was
in Security Forces at LRAFP. He had many friends, many hobbies, and a bright future ahead of
him.
Tyler's battle with addiction began in full force in 2013. Genetically, he was predisposed to
addiction, as my father and my father's father were both alcoholics. My father lost his life to
alcoholism when Tyler was 12 years old. I had always been very open with Tyler and his sister
regarding their grandfather's alcoholism and the genetics of addiction; hoping that the
openness and firsthand knowledge would somehow mitigate one or both of my children from
going down that path. The disease of addiction is insidious.
Tyler was discharged from the ANG for drug use; though they did discharge him "under
honorable conditions." He was ashamed and embarrassed. He was never really the same.
Tyler and I had many discussions about his addiction. It was often hard to understand how he
was two people living in one body.
When Tyler died, my world shattered. I could not understand how God could save others and
not save Tyler. While there is comfort in my belief that Tyler is free from addiction, whole and
living in Heaven, there will always be questions and sadness and pain that only a mother who
has lost a child can understand. One wrong decision on the evening of May 29, 2020, cost him
everything. He lost his life. His father and I lost our son. His sister lost her little brother. And
his son, not yet born, lost his daddy. You see, only a few weeks prior to that evening, Tyler
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out he was going to be a first-time father. He was over the moon with excitement; looking
forward to everything the future held. He could not wait to be a daddy. And he would have
been a wonderful father. There is no doubt in my mind that had the perfect storm not been
occurring, Tyler would be here today being the best father to his little boy. Tyler had been
searching for rehabs in the days prior to his death; however, due to the Covid pandemic,
rehabs were not easily accessible. Tyler lived with me at the time, and I saw this struggle day
in and day out. This time was different. He had been doing well in recent months, and when
he found out he was going to be a father, he was full of strength and a desire to break free
from his addictions once and for all. Then came Covid. He became fearful and worried about
his new little family-to-be. He wanted to have months of recovery under his belt before his
child was born. He wanted to go to rehab, for the first time fully committed to living a life in
recovery so that he could be the father his child deserved. Unfortunately, the fear and worry
led him to buy a pain pill, from a "friend." Had my son known that using that one pill that
night would take him from his child, his future as a father, his family, his life, my son would
never have used that pill. And my beautiful grandson, Tyler Jr. ("TJ"), would know and feel the
love of his father. Tyler was a victim on May 29, 2020. Sadly, the perception still exists that the
death of an addict is somehow of less importance than that of a nonaddict; like it deserves
less care or concern. Tyler's beautiful little boy, TJ (Tyler Jr.), along with his mother, live with
me and have done so since TJ's birth. TJ will be three in October and is so very much like his
daddy at that age, not only in looks but also in spirit. I co-parent my son's son, and it is a
beautifully bittersweet blessing to look into his little eyes and see my son. They say women
glow when pregnant; Tyler glowed as a father-to-be. Two weeks prior to Tyler's death, he and
his girlfriend asked me to take photos of them at Riverfront Park for their official pregnancy
announcement. Which I happily did. They announced the pregnancy on May 16, and he was
gone on May 29. TJ's gender reveal was done at Tyler's memorial service. Over three years
later, it is still all unfathomable. I grieve the loss of my son every moment of every day. I grieve
everything TJ will miss out on not having his daddy here, and the life he will have never feeling
his father's immense love for him. Nothing will ever make any of the grief easier or better; it is
a part of me now and just something I am learning to co-exist with each day. Everything in my
life, Tyler's father's life, my daughter's life, and his child's life changed on May 29,2020. There
is no way to undo this. Today, as I finish composing this letter to you, would have been Tyler's
30th Birthday. He will forever be 26 years old.
There is, however, a way to honor him and all the others lost to the drug epidemic, as well as
bring awareness so desperately needed: erecting a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. Nothing will
bring Tyler back to me, nor allow TJ to experience the unconditional love of a daddy, but I ask
on behalf of TJ, our family, and all of the moms and dads, and families having lost someone to
the drug epidemic, for you to prayerfully consider our requests for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall to be erected on the Capitol grounds. I ask that you let Tyler's struggle with addiction and
death from an epidemic taking an entire generation from us, not be in vain. Let his face, along
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death from an epidemic taking an entire generation from us, not be in vain. Let his face, along
with the many others within these letters, be used to raise awareness and remove the stigma
surrounding the loss of a loved one to the disease of addiction by putting their faces front and
center for all to see. Stigmas can be overcome when people are brave enough to shine light
upon the darkness in which they exist. A Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is just one more step
toward that light.
Thank you. Governor Sanders, for your time and consideration.
Sincerely,
Brandi Helton,
Tyler Helton's Momma
Sherwood, AR
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Debbie Brown’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
My name is Debbie Brown. I lost my son, Matthew Paul Zielstra, to substance use disorder on
Mother’s Day, May 14, 2017. He was 34 years old. We later learned he died from heroin laced with
fentanyl. As you might imagine, Mother’s Day has forever been ruined for me and will never be the
same even though I still have two children who do their best to help me through it each year. I can’t
tell you the loss I still feel every day.
Matthew was such a fun-loving, caring child who loved the outdoors. One memory etched into my
brain is the day when my 8-year-old Matthew brought home wild daffodils he had dug up to give to
his momma. We planted those daffodils around the tree in our turnaround area. Today, those few
daffodils have spread and now encircle the whole tree! Matthew loved baseball as a child and teen.
He lived for the sport and was such an awesome shortstop and third baseman. Nothing got by him.
We lived at the baseball fields in the summertime just loving to watch him enjoy his sport.
Matthew never met a stranger and seemed to know everyone. I have met several young people since
his death who have stopped to ask me if I was Matthew Zielstra’s mom. He was such a charismatic
young man with the most beautiful, infectious smile and piercing blue eyes that used to dance when
he was teasing me. And his hugs…oh how I miss those huge bear hugs that took my breath away. He
loved his momma. Even in the throes of addiction, he was always looking after me, telling me to take
care of myself. He couldn’t take care of himself, but he kept trying to care for me.
During one of his rehab stints, his counselor told me that Matthew was a natural leader. Everyone
looked to Matthew as the head of the group and had nominated him as their President. He told me if
Matthew were able to ever recover from his addiction, he would make a terrific drug counselor
because of his leadership skills. I looked at him with tears in my eyes and told him he wasn’t telling me
anything I didn’t already know. The problem was Matthew didn’t see it. He always felt he was in his
older brother’s shadow. Ironically, I learned after Matthew had passed, his brother, Scott, always felt
he was in Matthew’s shadow!
Matthew will never be a father. He will never get to watch his nephews and nieces grow up. He will
never meet his sister’s little boys. Tristan was born the same year Matthew passed and was almost
born on Matthew’s birthday! Matthew is gone and is never coming back. We lost a beautiful, vibrant
son, brother, grandson, uncle, and friend. Our family will never be whole again because of fentanyl.
We would love to see a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall erected in all 50 State Capitol complexes to
honor our loved ones as victims of the drug crisis in our Nation. Matthew, and every person who has
lost their life to this drug, is a victim of the Chinese and Mexican cartels. Will you help the healing by
putting up a Memorial Wall in their honor?
Thank you for your consideration. Sincerely, with hopeful regards,
Debbie Brown
Conway, Arkansas
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Dear Governor Sanders,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. My son, Michael Veach, was
murdered by fentanyl in February 2022, forever 41 years old. A Catholic High School and the
University of AR graduate. In 2004, Michael was in a car wreck and was seriously injured, he
was 25 years old. For 20 years, Michael and our family fought his addiction caused by this era
of the Pharma Purdue Cartel much like suffering from the disease of terminal cancer. We
spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to no avail. Opiates were prescribed to my son in an
‘all you can eat‘ fashion! We were treated as the crazy ones! This criminal act happened right
before our eyes! Over 400 people attended Michael’s funeral.
Our 2 precious grandchildren, ages 13 and 1, lost their daddy. Our family remains devastated!
I know you have three children; can you imagine one of your precious children so cruelly taken
from you. The pain is unimaginable! The stigma in Arkansas is overwhelming still even after all
the lawsuits have been proven and settled. Arkansas has seen many thousands of lives cut
way too short as a direct result of the horrible marketing tsunami by Purdue. Instead of
judging these individuals for their perceived moral failures, we should recognize them as
victims of Purdue. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capitol? We have created two memorial walls--one with photos and
one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. I am including a picture of our son and his children below.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like the victims they were of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican
Cartels. Again, happening right before our eyes. The murder of thousands and thousands and
thousands.
I would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again. I
once worked with your great father in strengthening healthcare in AR as a health policy
associate. No battle too great!
Sincerely,
Debbie Veach
Maumelle, AR
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Heather Lynn Leonard’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
My name is Heather Leonard. I lost my son, Preston Klein Leonard, to substance use
disorder on June 28th, 2023. He is forever 27 years old.
"But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness, and self-control: against such things there is no law." Galatians 5:22-23
This verse in the Book of Galatians describes my precious Preston almost to a "T". He
gave when he himself didn't have. He loved, although he couldn't see why we loved
him the way he loved us. Preston lost his father in 5th grade suddenly to an undetected
heart condition, right before a planned hunting trip to Russellville. He was devastated,
we both were. I believe this is where Preston started to bottle things up inside of
himself. Although we, as mothers, do our very best to protect our babies from pain and
heartache, we couldn't know what all was going on if he wouldn't tell me or the
counselors. He absolutely appeared to be going through the grief process fine, and as a
single mother, the assurance from the professionals was a welcomed relief. Then, in
the 8th grade Preston dropped down to 82 lbs, in what seemed like overnight. I was
panicking, thinking he had some form of cancer. After much research and me stalking
my son and absolutely getting no sleep just to sit up at night to listen at his bedroom
door, I finally figured out what was going on. No, it wasn't drugs, yet! My 14-year-old
SON had ANOREXIA NERVOSA, which is very rare for a 14-year-old boy to have. And, he
had it bad. Preston had a “textbook” case of anorexia. The details of anorexia alone
are just as horrific as watching an addict, but this is where I believe Preston’s selfdestructive
path started.
I got him well until he turned 17 and it was game on again with the devil himself....
methamphetamine. The nights I have spent looking in ditches, trap houses, busting
through doors to see where my son was would make your jaw drop. I was a white,
small town little girl, busting in these dangerous meth houses that most of the time
had no electricity or running water, and almost all the time, I went alone. I would carry
nothing with me but a flashlight, my cell phone, and sheer determination to save my
son’s life. That's it, that's all I would have with me. He would get clean for a while, and
my hope would grow high. Then, bam! He would end up in jail or the hospital, or I
would not be able to find him again. Then the cycle would begin all over again. Preston
truly wanted to do better, especially after my grandson was born, his son. He did very
well for about a year and a half. Then, here his old demons came creeping up at him
again.
Governor Sanders, I have some horror stories about what addiction has done to my
family that you just wouldn't believe except they honestly are true stories. I followed
all the guidelines available at the time and did what the experts said to do with
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suffering from substance use disorder. Preston worked the program and was on the
right path to getting his life in order at 27 years old. But then, one slip, one mistake
killed him because some murderer put fentanyl in the meth they sold to him. This
murderer, who roams Arkansas as a free man I should add, took from me that which is
most precious to any mother—my son. Preston’s own son, our entire family, and the
world was robbed of what God naturally had given us—love, joy, peace, patience,
kindness, goodness, faithfulness, and gentleness. Preston was one of the good ones. He
didn't deserve what happened to him. He loved others more than he loved himself, and
lived by God’s laws, better than he did man’s admittedly, but he never hurt anyone,
except himself. Now I and the rest of his family are broken and shattered just when he
was getting it right.
That’s why I would love to see a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in all 50 state capitol
complexes, but especially in Arkansas, to honor our loved ones as victims of the drug
crisis in our nation. Preston, and every other person who has lost their life to fentanyl
and the opioid epidemic, are victims of Purdue Pharma along with the Chinese and
Mexican Cartels. Will you please help the healing by putting up a Memorial Wall in their
honor? Thank you for your consideration.
Heather Lynn Leonard
Hope, Arkansas
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Jennifer English’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
I am a grieving mother that lost my beautiful, loving son James Cage, to fentanyl
poisoning on April 3, 2023. For many years, my son was a happy, loving, vibrant young
man. He was an honor roll student that excelled in track and field and cross country.
Then one night he went out with some friends and smoked marijuana for the first time.
Not long after that he got his first concussion and decided he needed something
stronger than Tylenol for the pain and turned to oxy.
He also struggled with depression and anxiety and went to the hospital for a thirty-day
inpatient program. He came home, better, and clean for a little while but the meds that
his doctors put him on led him right back to his addiction. I’ve done everything in my
power to try to make my son get the help he so desperately needed. The last six
months of his life were especially hard on him. His fiancé broke up with him and
wouldn’t let him see his two beautiful girls unless I was with them. I watched as my son
went deeper into that dark place. He was always a very loving father to his girls, even
when he was using the last month of his life. He was getting clean so he could have a
better relationship with them. His last full day on earth, March 26, 2023, he spent all
morning with me, his girls and his ex. He was happier than I had seen him in a very long
time. When he left, he was supposed to come to my house about an hour later but
never showed up. I got a call from the person he was with at 1:15 AM on March 27 that
EMTs were there working on him and about to transport him to the hospital, my
beautiful son died and was brought back six times within the first 6 1/2 hours after I got
the call. After seven days and ICU on life-support they pronounced my son brain dead. I
had to do what a mother should never have to do; make the decision to take my son
off of life support. My son, my baby, my life was gone! He meant so much to so many
people. For me my life revolved around my son. He was my sunshine in the morning,
my moon, and stars at night. Now my life revolves around my heartbreak and telling his
truth to anyone that will listen.
It is time we started holding someone responsible for an overdose death, or a death
from fentanyl!
Please consider allowing the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to be placed in our capitol
building.
Sincerely,
Jennifer English- Cage’s mom
Romance, Arkansas
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Jenny Neville’s Son
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Dear Governor Sarah Huckabee Sanders,
May 29th, 2015, my life was turned upside down. I came home from work and my husband Mike told
me my son was gone. Clay was 26 years old and was a beautiful soul. He had back problems for years
and was prescribed opioids for pain and got addicted. He met some people that introduced him to
stronger Illegal drugs he could take for the pain. We tried to get him help but he wouldn’t admit he
had a problem. “It was just for the pain”, he said and had all the excuses. It was heartbreaking.
In 2015 my daughter was pregnant with her first child and Clay was excited to be an uncle for the first
time. She told him he couldn’t be around the baby if he was still using drugs. He promised to get off
the drugs because he wanted to be a part of her life. I believe he tried, and we think he relapsed. He
told his roommate he had a headache and left to get something for it, when he returned, he went to
the bathroom and never came out. He went to the dealer he used before and was sold a lethal dose of
fentanyl, dealer hoping to bring Clay back for more. Mike did not work for the coroner’s office at the
time, so I did not get to see my son for 9 days. I spent the next 9 days praying that it was a mistake.
Unfortunately, it was not a mistake.
Now I visit a headstone with my son’s name on it. I am supposed to except it while the person that
sold and probably still selling lethal drugs. My husband now works for the Washington County
Coroner’s office as Chief Deputy Coroner and I wonder every time he works an overdose if it was the
same dealer that killed my son. I get a knot in my stomach when Mike has a run of overdose calls. I
know that there is a dealer that has gotten a new batch of product that is killing people because it is
mixed with too much fentanyl. They prey on addicts and brag about the batch being better. I wish
people knew not to trust what they’re buying or using, but how? I have also had to deal with people’s
perception of people that overdose. They feel they are addicts that did it to themselves and deserve
what happens. I wish I could change the culture around how the public perceives these deaths. If
someone dies because of alcohol it is called alcohol poisoning not alcohol overdose.
Prosecuting overdose deaths as homicides will not bring my son back but it might save someone else’s
child. Thank you, for legislation that gives law enforcement another tool in their arsenal which, if used
appropriately, can assist locally in focusing on the drug dealers who take advantage of those who have
become addicted to opioids. Mike said some of the drug task force agents he works with say they are
working with prosecutors to get these dealers but it’s so hard. Hopefully the new legislation helps. I
participate in many awareness events just to make everyone aware this can happen to anyone from
any background. I do these things I think because I feel I didn’t do enough for Clay to save him; I want
to save someone else’s child. He lives on in my heart. In his memory I will do anything to save lives.
A memorial in our Capitol would do so much for awareness and open conversations with parents and
children. Possibly save someone from losing a loved one or losing their own life.
Thank you so much for your time,
Jenny Neville
Springdale, Arkansas
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Karen Dougan’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
My name is Karen Dougan. I lost my only son, Mark Arnold, on May 31, 2021, to
fentanyl poisoning. Let me tell you a little about Mark.
He was a kind, loving & caring person. Due to truck & 4-wheeler accidents, he was
introduced to hydrocodone & other opioid medications by his physician. A trusted
medical provider caused his addiction, not some random person on the street. He
fought through many excruciating years to stay clean from substances.
I prayed for many years for God to heal Mark from his addiction. God did heal him but
not in any way I wanted to hear. On May 31, 2021, my life changed forever. Mark was
healed from his addiction by passing from this world due to fentanyl poisoning. Since
his death, there have been many more deaths due to fentanyl poisoning in Hempstead
County.
I asked God what to do on May 31, 2021, and I gave it all to Him that horrible day. It
has been over two years now and the death toll is steadily rising. We need new laws to
hold these drug dealers accountable for fentanyl poisoning. Yes, Mark was addicted to
opioids, but he had no idea he was ingesting fentanyl. I am asking you to please help us
to pass a law to help our family to get fentanyl out of Arkansas. I look at the deaths
caused by fentanyl in each of the 50 states and see them continually rise. It absolutely
breaks my heart. Fentanyl poisoning has killed so many innocent children & adults.
We would also like a memorial placed in the Capitol in Little Rock to represent the
victims of the opioid epidemic which Purdue Pharma put into motion over thirty years
ago. Please help us with this.
Thank you.
Karen Dougan (Mark Arnold -forever 30 )
from a little place called Hope, Arkansas (Hempstead County)
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Melissa Haro’s Daughter
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Governor Sanders,
To help bring awareness to the #1 leading cause of death of our youth in this country, I
hope that you will join those of us who have lost our children to the terrible epidemic
of opioid overdose. I was asked to write an impact statement that would help bring to
light the issue of fentanyl overdose and death. I do not feel my words are worthy to
carry the weight of the gravity of the situation. I am sharing with you the words that my
own daughter Brianna Gabriella Haro wrote prior to her passing from a fentanyl
overdose/poisoning.
I hope her words will resonate with you, a leader of the state of Arkansas. I hope her
words will encourage you to support us in our efforts to bring awareness and change to
the people of the state of Arkansas.
Brianna originally posted her writing below on FB while in rehab on 6/23/2020, 873
days later on 11/13/22 she lost her life due to fentanyl poisoning/overdose. I am so
proud of my daughter Brianna Gabriella Haro

The day my heart stopped, and I was brought back to life with chest compressions and
mouth-to-mouth was the day I got my choice. I was given the choice to live or die, but I
didn’t just choose to live, I chose to start living alive. So, is addiction a disease or a
choice? The answer: Yes.
My name is Brianna, and I am 37 days sober. For the last 37 days I chose to fight and
everyday forward I am choosing to fight as if it’s my first day fighting. My name is
Brianna and today I laughed a real laugh, I live in Florida, my backyard is the beach
(literally), I talk about my thoughts and feelings, and today I am living alive. My name is
Brianna, and I am an addict in recovery. Drug addiction/Alcoholism does not have a
face, a body type, a bank account, values, morals, clothing, education, a personality
type, or whatever else you may believe “doesn’t fit the description of an addict”. If you
are in recovery and need to find meetings near you online because of COVID-19 or in
person meetings, let me know. If you are struggling with addiction, I am here for you
and I have written this for you to know that you are not alone.
If you have made it this far, please, take a moment of silence for the addict picking up
that drug or drink for the first time today and for the addict that won’t make it to
tomorrow.
Melissa Haro
Little Rock, Arkansas
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Michelle Atchison’s Son
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Dear Governor Sanders,
My name is Michelle Atchison. I lost my son, Austin Samples, at 24 years old on
June 11, 2018.
Austin has an identical twin, Blake. It has been a very hard road for our family to lose
Austin. Austin was the clown in our family, the glue that held us together. Austin, at the
young age of 17, came to me one day and wanted my signature so that he could serve
his state. Austin wanted to enlist in the Army Reserves.
Once in, his MOS was Infantry division. He absolutely loved the military. His 5th year in
he contracted spinal meningitis. Austin was in Arkansas Children’s Hospital for several
weeks. He came home prescribed valium and pain medications. Once his treatment
was completed, he was hooked.
Austin started to do drugs at this point. The Army sent him to a rehab facility. We really
thought he was clean and doing well. Then his wife was visited by the Sheriff’s Office.
Austin had been poisoned and died. He thought he was getting cocaine and got 100%
fentanyl.
In Arkansas, we have lost so many souls to addiction. We need to make a stand and do
something about this. Please consider supporting us by allowing Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall’s request of placing a memorial in our state capitol.
Thank you,
Michelle Atchison
Hot Springs, Arkansas
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Helen Ozuna’s Daughter
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Helen Ozuna. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall. I know you are also a mother, and I am sure you love your children as much
as I loved my daughter Sarah and would do anything to protect them. I am writing to
you with a heavy heart, seeking your help in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital.
As a mother who has lost my daughter, Sarah Ribera to fentanyl poisoning, I
understand the pain and trauma that comes with losing a loved one to this epidemic.
I believe you to be an advocate for women. I have watched your documentary, Miss
Representation: wonderful work by the way. My daughter Sarah, also wanted to be
an actress. She was very active in high school, holding a 4.0 GPA throughout
school and was also part of the Thespian Society in drama class. She was outgoing
and lit up the room with her beautiful smile. After she suffered a horrible rape at the
age of 19, she had a mental break. After years of failed attempts with psychiatrists
and medications, she was talked into trying street drugs. She struggled for 6 years
to get off the drugs. The past eight months before Sarah's death she was clean and
started to reclaim her life. On July 10, 2021, she went to a friend's house to do
laundry and I was told by the detective that one of the friends gave her what she
thought was heroin, but it was laced with fentanyl. Sarah died that day 24 days after
her 32nd birthday. Sarah wanted to numb herself from the pain she was suffering,
but she didn't want to die.
Sarah is by far not the only young person who has fallen victim to this drug. There
are numerous stories like hers. Parents all over the world have come together. We
have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and one with names, to honor
those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Sarah’s frame in this
letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
In the year 2000, there were approximately 20,000 drug-related deaths in the U.S.
And according to the CDC, (the year Sarah passed away in 2021), 106,699 drug
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overdose deaths occurred.” I say, “drug overdose”, but she did not die from
overdosing or taking too much of a substance, my daughter died from fentanyl
poisoning, which is extremely important to note.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Sincerely,
Helen Ozuna
Barstow, CA
State Lead
Western Region Lead
Sarah’s mom
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Araceli Gonzalez’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom
My name is Araceli, and my son Rafael Gonzalez (Rafa) died from fentanyl a week after
he graduated high school. He was my last baby and my only son; we had a very close
relationship. He was my person, and I was his. His sisters had moved away to college, so
I expected to have him home just another year or two before he would leave for college.
Rafa had dreams. He wanted to be a UFC fighter, personal trainer, and he wanted to help
others.
On June 18th, 2021, I left to work at 7am and when I got home at 1:25pm, I found my son
dead. I called. 911 and gave him CPR but it was too late. My neighbor’s camera got video
of my son on that day which. showed who picked him up, and dropped him off at home to
die alone. There are text messages with the person who took him to buy the pills and with
all the evidence, nothing could be done. Not one person was held accountable for my
son’s life.
The unimaginable has happened to me and to many other mothers here in California and
all over the US. What I’m asking today, is that you don’t let our children be forgotten, that
you help make a special place in the capitol of California for our children who died
because of fentanyl.
We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and one with names, to honor
those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Rafa’s frame in this letter,
along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug
addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to
this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving
this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Thank you,
Rafa’s mom
Nipomo, CA
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Bonnie Mcnamara’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My son, Bobby Gonzaba, grew up in a wonderful home and was loved beyond
words. He had a mom, a dad, siblings, and grandparents who loved him. He did
well in school, had lots of friends who played sports and excelled at them. In high
school he was a popular kid and even the teachers liked him. He had friends, and
plenty of girlfriends, who went to his high school proms with him, and he did what
you would hope a well-adjusted guy would do! He loved life, loved laughing, and
was a really funny guy to be around. After he graduated from high school, he joined
the painter's union, like his dad, and after five years of going to painters’ school he
became a journeyman painter and was doing well both financially and personally. In
2013, he was introduced to a doctor who prescribed him a huge amount of opiates
and fentanyl for a back injury he suffered in high school football.
On March 18, 2017, his girlfriend screamed and ran into my bedroom saying,
"Bobby's not breathing" I jumped up and ran into his room where I saw him at the
window trying to get air, he turned, looked at me, reached out his hands, dropped. I
instantly started CPR, and the paramedics were there in 4 minutes, but we couldn't
save him, my knees buckled, as a I screamed out.
That night lives in my head, and unfortunately, I see it often! The medical examiner
told me “Your son's brain forgot to breathe." It was an acute fentanyl overdose. The
Federal DEA indicted his doctor, who was indicted was facing 30 years in federal
prison for over prescribing and insurance fraud. Unfortunately, he died awaiting trial,
which had to be postponed because of Covid. The drug epidemic is far worse than
the Covid pandemic. We are watching hundreds of thousands of young adults
dropping like flies right here on the streets of America. It is like they are wiping out a
whole generation of young American adults and no one is being held accountable!!
We feel so helpless, what can we do?! I'm involved in several different types of
awareness programs and doing the best that I can, but we need MORE, so much
MORE. Please HELP US! Families are being destroyed; communities are being torn
apart. Help us help this country please!
My son’s story is by far not the only young person’s story who has fallen victim to
this drug. There are numerous stories like his. Parents all over the world have come
together. We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and with names, to
honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Bobby’s frame
in this letter, along
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with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Sincerely,
Bonnie Mcnamara
Pacifica, CA
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Brian Teager’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am writing this letter, to you to plead for your support in our efforts to help eliminate and
eradicate the poison that is being used to pollute our state and kill our children. Fentanyl is being
used as a weapon of mass destruction and destroying our society as a whole. People are dying in
record numbers due to this garbage. It is the number one killer of people 18-45 in the nation, if
you think about it, those ages are our potential military and civic leader generations, so it is
weakening our infrastructure of the future.
My 28-year-old son, Dustin died from fentanyl poisoning November of 2020. He was a good kid
with a bright future as a barberf who was given a counterfeit pill laced with fentanyl. Yes, he made
a mistake, as we all have, but it shouldn't have cost him his life. Now, the grief that I, our family,
and his friends must live with on a daily basis, is difficult at best. It has affected me in ways only
other parents who have lost children (there are way too many of us) can possibly imagine. I know
that you too are a parent. How do you think you and your husband would feel if something like this
happened to you? There are many people who are trying to get legislation passed to curb this
problem, but the so called "health and safety " board, and all California senators, have rejected
every single attempt to curb this activity and hold the dealers accountable by either vetoing it, or
simply abstaining to vote.
I plead with you as a surviving parent to PLEASE HELP in any way possible, so other families
don't have to go through this senseless suffering. ANY life saved is a win.
Parents all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial walls; one with
photos, and one with names, to honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am
including Dustin’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and
our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass destruction.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our group of California
moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction and the
dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe
that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you soon.
With all hope and sincerity,
Brian Teager, Dustin's dad.
Santa Rosa, CA
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Caroline Walker’s Daughter
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
From one mom to another, I am writing you asking for your help setting up a
permanent memorial in our state’s capital. The memorial we have set up in the DEA
museum in Arlington, has run out of room because of all our children who have
been lost to fentanyl poisoning the last few years. Unfortunately, there are many
moms that cannot get their angels plaques up because the numbers are growing.
We would like each state to set up a memorial for those lost in their states.
I lost my daughter, Cassandra, to fentanyl poisoning April 16, 2022. I am still
grieving and not a day has gone by that I don’t miss her and cry for her. My
daughter's plaque is in Arlington, and even though I haven’t been able to visit it, I do
find some comfort in knowing she is being remembered, and that her life mattered. I
would love for all moms to have that peace.
Cassie was also a mom of 4 teenagers when she passed and I want her to always
be recognized for their sake. They miss her deeply and they need to see that her
death was not in vain. They need to understand the dangers of fentanyl and the
impact it is having on our country. Cassie did not want to die; she did not want to
leave her family but sadly she took something that was laced with a small amount of
fentanyl. Cassie was my baby girl and struggled with alcoholism for several years.
Through those years she remained positive about life and always thought at some
point she could beat it. She tried so hard but one thing she never gave up on was
helping others and bring joy in people’s lives. She was too trusting and always saw
the best in everyone. She would light up any room she walked in with her smile and
kindness and if someone was alone or out of place, she would make them her
friend. She reached out to the lonely and I wanted to bring joy in their life. Cassie
did this even though inside she dealt with a lot of emotional pain. At 14 she was
drugged and raped and with love and therapy we got her through it. Unfortunately,
she married a man who was abusive in many ways and divorced with 4 children
ages 3 and under. This is when the drinking started and that led to more abusive
relationships until God took her home. It had been such a struggle watching my
baby girl go through all she went through and not being able to help.
There are so many things that need to be addressed with our drug epidemic but
none of that will bring her back. My hope is to keep her memory alive and do what I
can to help our country.
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I have met with our US attorney Randy Grossman, our DA in San Diego Summer
Stephan, and am doing what I can to help bring awareness and education. Her case
is still open and regardless of the outcome I want to continue to rally, fight, and be
Cassie’s voice.
Please consider helping us fight for this cause. Parents all over the world have
come together. We have created two memorial walls; one with photos, and one with
names, to honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including
Cassie’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and
albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in hard
copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital.
Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction and
the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this
epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in
achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon. Sincerely,
Caroline Walker (Cassandra’s mom)
El Cajon, CA
San Diego County
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Christina Burris’ Sister
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My sister, Tammie Waldie-Spell, passed away January 25, 2022, of fentanyl
poisoning. I got the call, and I was devastated. I not only lost my sister, I lost my
friend. She was a wonderful sister, daughter, mom, aunt and most of all, a great
person. She will be missed by everyone who had the pleasure of knowing her.
Tammie is by far not the only person who has fallen victim to this drug epidemic.
There are numerous stories like hers. Parents and family members all over the
world have come together. We have created two memorial walls: one with photos,
and one with names, to honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am
including Tammie’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, and Chinese and Mexican
cartels. Our group of California relatives would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Sincerely,
Christina Burris
Taft, CA
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Crystal Duran’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Crystal Duran. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall. My son, Matthew was a loving caring person. He would take the shirt off his
back to help whoever he could. His smile was so contagious. He met people from
different walks of life. He loved his family unconditionally. He loved his half-brother,
his sister, his stepfather Alfonso, and he is truly missed beyond measure.

Eric Kittendorff’s Daughter
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Alyssa, who is forever 17. She was poisoned by fentanyl and is terribly
missed. We loved her beyond imagination.
Alyssa was the most loving, caring, kindest person I have ever known. I know you
have children and grandchildren.
Would you please help us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One with
photos and one with names.
I am including Alyssa's frame below. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims of a weapon of mass destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma,
and Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Eric Kittendorff
Los Angeles, CA
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Jackie Martinusen's Brother
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
The pain of writing an obituary but never being able to finish it because the pain is
so much to bear. That is what it feels like to lose someone you love to a senseless
and preventable death. I pray that you never have to experience this kind of pain.
I never thought I would, until I got that phone call and heard the words “Your brother
has died.” He was murdered by fentanyl on November 9th, 2021, a couple weeks
before Thanksgiving, his favorite holiday. He loved life to the fullest and loved
everyone. If you were his friend, you were his family. Avid hunter, fisherman, and
outdoorsman, he loved this beautiful state he was born in and lost his life in.
The fentanyl epidemic is real, and its killing thousands in our State, I feel like a
Memorial Wall is much needed to represent the human faces that this poison is
killing, and for families like mine, to be able to come to and visit in honor of our
loved ones.
I’m asking along with the many families that have endured and continue to endure
this pain and realization that they will never hear the voices of their fathers, sons,
brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, or moms again due to this awful drug, that has
destroyed so many lives, that you can assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall placed within our State Capitol.
Parents all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial
walls; one with photos, and one with names, to honor those who have lost their lives
due to this drug. I am including Micky’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls
and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
I appreciate your efforts,
Jackie Martinusen
Redding, CA
Sister of Mickey Lee Rodriguez Forever 42.
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Jennifer Burruel’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I lost my handsome son, Christopher, to Fentanyl poisoning eight months ago. He is
forever 29 years old. He is deeply missed by so many. His love for his family, his
humor, his passion, and his personality were one of a kind and his death has left a
huge hole in our hearts. We are truly devastated by this tragedy. Christopher is by
far not the only young person who has fallen victim to this drug. There are
numerous stories like his.
Parents all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial
walls: one with photos, and one with names, to honor those who have lost their lives
due to this drug. I am including Christopher’s frame in this letter, along with a
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These
digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
Jennifer Burruel
Stockton, CA
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Laura Swank’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I know you are also a mother, and I am sure you love your children as much as I
love Harley and would do anything to protect them. I am writing with a heavy heart,
seeking your help in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital.
As a mother who has lost her son, Harley Swank, to fentanyl poisoning, I
understand the pain and trauma that comes with losing a loved one to his epidemic.
A little bit about Harley, he started riding motorcycles when he was eight years old.
By 10 years of age, he was racing on a national level. He had many accidents and
surgeries. He was given narcotics for pain. He became addicted. When the pills ran
out, he looked for another way. Harley bought what he thought was legitimate pain
medication, only to be deceived, and died from fentanyl poisoning. Harley was only
19 years old. He had his whole life in front of him. It has been devastating to me,
and his older brother, who were extremely close.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this. this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you. soon.
Sincerely,
Laura Swank
Forever Harley’s mom
Costa Mesa, CA
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Laurie Gordon’s Sons
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Laurie Gordon. I had two beautiful boys; they were tattoo artists in Twentynine
Palms, Ca. Cameron, my oldest, (28), had suffered TBIs from bicycle accidents (he was a
BMX rider) and suffered from depression and anxiety. He was managed. My youngest, Aaron,
(23), was struggling with drug addiction. Cameron took Aaron out to get him away from the
drugs in Redlands, CA where we lived to apprentice him. They were well, until the pandemic.
When lockdowns came, they lost all income and worse, all socialization. They began sitting
around doing drugs and getting depressed.
On Nov 17, 2020, Aaron woke up and Cameron was gone. They had been partying the night
before and apparently, Cameron got fentanyl in his Percocet. Aaron said he got up to pee
around 5am and heard Cameron struggling to breathe, but he passed back out. He never
forgave himself.
For the next year he fought his addiction. He went to three state funded rehab programs
because I had no money, my entire savings went to Cameron’s cremation and memorial.
There was no money for burial.
In May of 2021, Aaron went into Teen Challenge Monterey Bay. He finally seemed to be
getting better. He was there until he talked his dad into taking him out early. He continued to
SEEM to do well, but he was living on the streets and relapsed. June 14, 2022, the day after
his sister’s birthday, the sheriff came to my door at 9pm. Aaron’s body had been found on an
access road. I’m still waiting for autopsy results, but it’s safe to say it was drugs.
I lost not one but TWO children to this drug epidemic. I’m heartsick every time a new mom
joins one of our support groups online. The worst now are the Junior High students that get
pills on Snapchat and die of fentanyl poisoning the first time they try what they think is Xanax
or something else that shouldn’t kill them!
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction and
the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this epidemic.
We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this goal.
Sincerely,
Laurie Gordon - Redlands, CA
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Lisa Mustaca’s Grandson
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I know you are also a mother, and I am sure you love your children as much as I loved my
grandson Demitri, and would do anything to protect them. I am writing to you with a heavy heart,
seeking your help in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
capital.
As a grandmother who has lost my first grandchild, Demitri Mustaca, to Fentanyl Poisoning, I
understand the pain and trauma that comes with losing a loved one to this epidemic. I believe you
to be an advocate for women. I have watched your documentary, Miss Representation. wonderful
work by the way.
My grandson Demitri, had just moved to California following the Christmas holidays 2017. He
loved music and had taken a position as a “roadie” of sorts. He traveled to music venues setting
up the stage and equipment and also staying and taking down. He was having the time of his life.
However, less than 6 weeks after leaving Arizona, he was given a pill, which he was told was
Xanax, to help him unwind and get to sleep. He was at Terrapin Crossroads in San Rafael. The
fake pill instead contained a lethal amount of fentanyl and took his life.
Demitri was 20 years old, he was naive to the evil ways of the world. He was just beginning to
explore the world, the last thing on his mind was dying.
Demitri is by far not the only young person who has fallen victim to this drug. There are numerous
stories like his. Parents all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial
walls; one with photos, and one with names, to honor those who have lost their lives due to this
drug. I am including Demitri’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically, and
we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass destruction.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our group of California
moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
In the year 2000, there were approximately 20,000 drug-related deaths in the U.S. According to
the CDC, in 2021, 106,699 drug overdose deaths occurred.” I say, “drug overdose,” but that is not
the correct term for what is occurring. Our kids did not die from overdosing or taking too much of a
substance, my grandson died from fentanyl poisoning, which is extremely important to note.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction and the
dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe
that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you soon.
Sincerely,
Lisa Mustaca - Gilbert, AZ Demetri died in San Rafael, CA
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Lita Rose’s Daughter
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
Being a mother, I am sure that you understand the unconditional love that comes
with motherhood. It does not even matter what the age of our children are, we will
forever love them regardless of the mistakes that they make in their lives. Well, my
daughter, Jamila Ward, made a mistake that can never be corrected. Jamila trusted
her “boyfriend” who gave her a fatal pill that contained fentanyl.
Jamila is a mother of three; Jordan, Jaden and Daily, who are now without the love
of their lives due to a fatal mistake. Jamila was and will always be my cheerleader,
my best friend, and my only daughter.
Jamila was a lover of life, and adventure. She loved the water, and she would often,
when the weather permitted, raft down the Sacramento River. She would say that
being on the water made her feel free. She also loved to hike and take her children
on adventures in nature along the California coastline. Jamila was my travel buddy,
as well as my “person” to go to when I had a funny moment or a secret. Jamila
never used a drug in her life. She had her children at a very young age and spent
her time raising them and working to make a life for herself and her children. I spoke
to my daughter for the last time on January 1st, 2021, making plans for her to come
and spend the rest of the weekend with me. We planned on having a “slumber
party,” watching movies and making a New Years dinner to celebrate the New Year.
Early Saturday morning Jamila’s friend who was with her at the time of her death,
called me screaming that my daughter was dead.
I was awakened from my sleep to someone screaming over the phone that my only
daughter was dead, how could I ever understand what was being said to me, I
couldn’t.
I asked what happened to my daughter, and I was told that she and a friend were
drinking alcohol and had taken a Percocet. I did not understand what was being
said to me because I knew my daughter and I wondered why she had taken a
Percocet. I advised her friend to call 911 immediately. Still sitting in shock from
what I had just been told, I thought to myself “maybe she is not dead, maybe they
can save her by administering CPR on her. But I was mistaken, my daughter was
gone.
On Valentines Day of 2021, I received a phone call from the coroner’s office with the
news that fentanyl was found in my daughter’s toxicology report. Jamila turned 39
November 24th, 2020, and died January 2nd, 2021, after taking one pill that she
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thought was a Percocet. Jamila trusted the man that she was dating. The man who I
later found out gave her the “Percocet,” the man who later died one year and two
weeks later from ingesting his own poison.
Jamila is not the only “daughter, mother, friend, sister, community member” who will
be poisoned by fentanyl, which leads to my belief that our loved ones should be
treated as if they are victims of a weapon of mass destruction. They were all victims
of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and the Mexican cartels. Our group of California
mothers would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening to anyone else ever again.
The year that my daughter died, 2021, there were 106,699 drug overdoses that
occurred. I say drug overdose, but the reality is, Jamila was poisoned by fentanyl,
she was murdered.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of “fake pills,” that are laced with fentanyl.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter. And we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Sincerely,
Lita Rose - Sacramento, CA
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Perri Torres’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am a mother that lost a son, Paul Melrose, 35 years old to fentanyl poisoning in Barstow,
Ca. On 01/22/22. He was my world that is now forever shattered in a million pieces. I am
writing this letter in hopes that you can do something about the devastating losses a lot of
families have had to endure due to the fentanyl crossing the border and heading right to
our state. It is the leading cause of death for ages 18-45 and nothing is being done about
it. Nothing at all! Most of our kids were deceived and took something that they had no
idea what they were taking. Now they are making fentanyl to look like candy, and it will
continue to wipe out a whole generation if nothing is done about it. We need to take a
stand so that no other family has to suffer this devastating loss. Losing a child hurts deep
down in your soul, and rips out your heart, and hurts like nothing else I have ever felt
before in my entire life. It must be stopped. Please do something about this. So many of
these kids and families had hopes and dreams and a whole future ahead of them still.
Losing all the hopes for their future is just devastating! I really hope you can help. Thank
you so much for taking the time to read this.
There are numerous stories like his. Parents all over the world have come together. We
have created two memorial walls; one with photos, and one with names, to honor those
who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Bobby’s frame in this letter, along
with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These
digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, and Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug
addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to
this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving
this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Perri Torres - Silver Lake
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Susan Myers-Davis’ Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
Hi, my name is Susan Myers-Davis. I would like to take a minute and introduce you
to my son, Sergio D Myers. Sergio was born August 15, 1987, and will be forever 34
years old. Sergio was a fun loving, gregarious, happy man. Sergio also had an IQ
of 122 and graduated High School with a 4.0 GPA. Sergio was a great big brother to
his younger sisters, teaching them to tie their shoes, walking them to school, and he
even started his own lawn service business when he was only 10 years old. Sergio
was the baby of three boys and the fifth child of 13. We had yours, mine, and ours
bunch. Sergio struggled with mental health most of his life and as an adult, decided
to self-medicate.
Sergio and his wife had three beautiful children that they lost to Child Protective
Services, and they were eventually adopted by a family that did not allow them to
have any contact with them. This loss sent Sergio into his addiction, and he
became homeless on the streets of Reno, then Victorville, California.
Sergio lost his battle with addiction on July 18th, 2022, in the parking lot of a busy
gas station in Victorville, California. Sergio was poisoned by fentanyl. Sergio would
literally give the shoes off his own feet to other homeless people who needed them
more than he did.
Sergio’s drug of choice was methamphetamine, but when he died, they found 15ng
of fentanyl in his system as well. I believe it only takes 4ng to kill an average size
person. Sergio was a huge teddy bear. He was loved by his siblings and his
parents.
Sergio lost his stepdad, Randy Davis 73 days after he died to a fentanyl overdose
and his sister Rebecca seven and a half months after he died to a fentanyl
overdose.
Sergio’s poisoning set our whole family wondering what is being done about this
awful and dangerous drug coming into our country. My heart breaks for the families
that are going through this same pain that we are.
I am writing to you to have a place dedicated and set aside in our capital to place
my son's photo and those photos of all our California young people and other family
members that are losing their lives to this tragedy.
Thank you in advance for your time, consideration and help to make this small
gesture for our losses mean something.
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We have created two memorial walls; one with photos, and one with names, to
honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including my sons frame
in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
In the year 2000, there were approximately 20,000 drug-related deaths in the U.S.
And according to the CDC, “106,699 drug overdose deaths occurred in 2021.” I say,
“drug overdose,” but he did not die from overdosing or taking too much of a
substance, my son died from fentanyl poisoning, which is extremely important to
note.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Respectfully,
Susan Myers-Davis
Sun Valley, NV
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Trâm Sanborn’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Trâm Sanborn. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My
son, Kinhthi, was a victim of fentanyl poisoning. I am writing to ask you to recognize this
horrific tragedy that has killed many of our children by helping our organization with our
physical memorial wall mission.
I lived in Redondo Beach, California for many years. Kinhthi and my daughter were born
and grew up there. I moved to South Carolina eight years ago, bringing my family along.
Kinhthi did not adjust well so I sent him back to finish high school in Redondo Beach,
California. From there, he went to a community college. Things seemed to fall into place,
and he was doing well with school and friends.
The Covid pandemic took the US over completely in 2020. Everything was shut down.
Like many young people during that time, Kinhthi was isolated from his friends. He felt
lonely. His anxiety escalated. He purchased one Xanax pill from Snapchat to calm himself
to sleep the night of May 12th. Kinhthi went to bed and never woke up because that
Xanax pill was pure fentanyl. I lost my beautiful happy son, Kinhthi, when he was just
nineteen- year-old. His death devastated the families from both sides, especially his
younger sister and many young cousins and friends, who loved him very much. His
friends put up a tribute Thank you Kinhthi on YouTube.
As a mother and a filmmaker who specializes in children’s mental health, you understand
the perpetual pain of another mother who lost her child. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital in Sacramento?
We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including
Kinhthi’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users – like racism.
A group of our California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Trâm Sanborn - Mount Pleasant, SC, Kinhthi died in Redondo Beach, CA
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Zayden Colvard’s Brother
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I may not be a parent, but my name is Zayden. I'm writing to you about my brother Dustin.
He passed away 3 months after his 30th birthday from Fentanyl Toxicity. He received this
pill from someone he considered family. He did overdose on the same kind of pills before
and luckily, we had Narcan, but EMS and Firefighters could not help until Police came
first.
My brother was more than that to me, he was also a father figure ever since I can
remember. He was always willing to help family, friends and even strangers. His smile and
laugh could brighten anyone's bad day. He was always cracking jokes. I remember him
and I listening to music and jamming out. That is who he was, not another drug overdose
statistic. He would want to be remembered as a caring and funny person.
I believe we have lost enough people to drug overdoses all over the United States. I'm
writing to you in hopes there can be a change. I would love to have the honor to meet you
and tell you more of my story. I believe the people we lost can be the stories that help
others.
My brother is by far not the only young person who has fallen victim to this drug. There
are numerous stories like his. Parents all over the world have come together. We have
created two memorial walls - one with photos and one with names - to honor those who
have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Dustin’s frame in this letter, along with
a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital
walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug
addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to
this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving
this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Zayden Colvard - Bakersfield, CA
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Amber Royer’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Amber Royer. I am writing this letter in hopes that our state’s First Partner will
see and hear our pleas to have a memorial wall in loss of precious loved ones who have
fallen victim to this surge of illicit fentanyl. I am the mother of 2 wonderful sons who are
11months apart. Almost 3yrs ago this September my youngest son Jordan, heard a loud
crash in our bathroom which was between their rooms. He found his brother on the bathroom
floor. I administered 2 doses of Naloxone, which wasn't enough to save him. Fentanyl stole
Jordans brother, and my 1st born son. Richard Royer was 18. He was the new father of a
beautiful baby girl and was engaged to be married.
Had Covid not have happened they would have been married before he passed away. He
was to start Barber school that spring, but Covid pushed that back till the winter. Richard had
just graduated from High School and had goals and dreams. He was a gifted musician and
wrote songs, also. He knew politics and wanted to be a Politician to make a difference.
Richard was so amazingly kind and would talk to anyone. From the time he started walking
and talking, everyone was his friend. He would give the shirt off his back if you needed it. He
would council his peers with his wisdom and help so many others in his short time on this
earth. Richard was a father, a son, a grandson, a brother, a nephew, a cousin, and a friend.
He was loved and did not deserve to die. Richard was deceived by illicit fentanyl. Please find
us a wall to honor our loved ones. You'd want to if it was your loved one. Why not ours?
Parents all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial walls - one
with photos and one with names - to honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I
am including Richard’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically,
and we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California parents would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again. We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the
devastating effects of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those
who have lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement
would be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Amber Royer
Founder and President
Out of the Ashes Organization
Hemet, California
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Cyndi Sterling’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Christopher who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl in Los Angeles,
California on March 13,2020 at 10:30 AM and we remain devastated. We loved him
beyond imagination. Chris was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever
known.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Christopher’s frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels. We are
using the word “drugism” for prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Cyndi Sterling, Chris’ mom
South Portland, ME
Chris died in Los Angeles, CA
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Donna McLaughlin’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My husband and I lost our amazing son Jacob, to fentanyl poisoning. He was just
25 when our life was changed forever. Jacob was kind to everyone, always wanted
to help others. He was so funny; we were always laughing! He was excited for his
future which was stolen from him and us. His sister's lives were turned upside down.
None of us will ever be the same.
There are numerous stories like Jacob’s. Parents all over the world have come
together. We have created two memorial walls - one with photos and one with
names - to honor those who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including
Jacob’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically,
and we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from
you soon.
Sincerely,
Donna McLaughlin
Sacramento, CA
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Jessica Dominguez’s Mom
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Jessica Dominguez. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall. My mother Virginia Dominguez meant so much to me and my older brother Louie
Dominguez. Our mom always went out of her way to always make sure we had everything
we ever needed. She was such a strong woman. I have always looked up to my mom.
She always told me I can talk to God and go to Him for anything I needed, and I really
think that helped me so much throughout my mother’s death. I wish I had more time with
her because I don’t remember too much, I was only 12 years old when she passed away
and my brother was 15 years old. I know my mom was a wonderful woman and I dearly
miss her every day. This tragedy has made me stronger and more independent, but it was
at the cost of losing my mother. She died from an overdose of prescribed OxyContin at
age 51.
Family members all over the world have come together. We have created two memorial
walls - one with photos and one with names - to honor those who have lost their lives due
to drug overdoses and addiction. I am including my mother Virginia’s frame in this letter,
along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format.
Our group of California family members would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug
addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to
this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving
this goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Jessica Dominguez
Las Vegas, NV
Virginia died in Barstow, CA
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Kimberly Ramirez’s Daughter
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Kimberly Ramirez, and I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter, Dominique, who is forever 30 and was
poisoned by fentanyl. On that fateful night she received a Vicodin from someone to
help with the pain of a toothache. However, unbeknownst to her, it was laced with
fentanyl, and she died alone in her bed.
Her family and friends remain devastated over this unnecessary and tragic death of
a beloved family member. Dominique was such a loving person and if you needed
her for anything she was always there to help. She took pride in working for a
healthcare organization and her coworkers and bosses appreciated having a
dedicated employee. She also had a silly side to her and was known for her iconic
laugh. Even though Dominique was a grown woman, she remained extremely close
to her mother and lovingly referred to me as her “Momma-Bear”. As a fellow mother,
I’m sure you can understand that I will never be the same after losing my beloved
Baby-Bear and have joined in the fight to bring awareness and change in protecting
our children from this horrible drug that steals our children from us, like a thief in the
night!
I know you have children. As mother to mother, I am asking for you to assist us in
finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol?
We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Dominique’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese and Mexican Cartels. We
are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again!
Sincerely,
Kimberly Ramirez
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Lilly Vasquez’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My son Alex Rojas, forever, 25 was my youngest son out of 3 boys. I raised my sons as a
single mother. As a child he was a sweetheart. He would always hug me so tight, and I would
call him my “googoo”. He grew up to be a wonderful, loving, caring, and giving young man.
He would always take care of me when I was sick and tell me “I got you mom”. He always
made sure I didn’t need anything. He took care of his older brothers and kept us all together.
He was the father of a one-year-old daughter and a five-year-old son. I have watched my
grandson cry for his daddy as he cries and hugs the picture on the wall. He talks to his daddy
as he does his homework and looks up as if his dad was watching. His little girl always waves
at her dad’s picture and says, “Bye daddy”, as she blows kisses at him. It breaks my heart
into a million pieces when I see this.
My heart is so broken, I feel as if I lost my breath and can’t catch it again. There are days I
can’t deal with this excruciating pain I feel as if I’m going to go crazy. A big part of me has left
with my son. I feel so empty, and I want to wake up from this horrible nightmare. My family
and I will have to live the rest of our lives with this devastating pain all because one person
gave my son a pill that took his life and forever changed ours.
Alex is by far not the only young person who has fallen victim to this drug. There are
numerous stories like his. Parents all over the world have come together. We have created
two memorial walls - one with photos and one with names - to honor those who have lost
their lives due to this drug. I am including Alex’s frame in this letter, along with a brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California parents would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction
and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this
epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this
goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Lilly Vasquez
Garden Grove, CA
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Maria Ortega’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My son, Adrian De Jesus, was only 19 years old when he was murdered and
poisoned by fentanyl which shattered our lives forever. He was a very special,
extraordinary, kind, and talented young man. He believed in God and had the most
beautiful energy and smile. He had a beautiful life. He was so loved by his family
and friends. He was the baby of the family and we adored him! His passion in life
was music. He had big goals and dreams that he didn’t get to fulfill because his life
was cut too short.
He loved to write music, he was a poet, and his dream was to send a message to
the world through music. He wanted to be the ONE who would make a difference in
our family so we could be financially secure. Adrian suffered from ADHD, anxiety,
insomnia, and depression. The medication the doctor’s prescribed him made him
feel stiff like a robot, he didn’t like that feeling and had stopped taking the
medication. He struggled with this illness, and I believe he had started to selfmedicate,
which I was unaware of.
On the evening of February 10, 2020, as I later read messages on his phone, after
his death, Adrian wanted to write music and told a friend on a text message, he was
going to buy a Percocet pill to be able to focus and write music. That night Adrian
reached out to a dealer he found on Snapchat and purchased what he believed to
be Percocet, a prescription painkiller. Instead, the drug dealer risked his life by
delivering a counterfeit Percocet pill containing a lethal amount of illicit fentanyl.
Adrian ingested the pill and later went to sleep. The morning of February 11, 2020,
Adrian NEVER woke up! After numerous attempts to resuscitate him by family and
paramedics, he was gone. The coroners came to pick him up and my family and I
were beyond devastated, crying, and screaming uncontrollably, heartbroken and in
disbelief! We had no idea what had happened to Adrian, why such a sudden death?
He was always very cautious about everything. At first, I thought he might’ve had a
heart attack or an aneurism, but when I received the toxicology report it showed NO
Percocet in his system, there was only pure illicit fentanyl in that M30 fake pill! It
killed him instantly. Adrian didn’t have a chance, he was poisoned, he was deceived
to death!
I always dreamed of seeing my son graduate from High School, I never imagined I’d
be walking for him to receive his diploma. I wasn’t supposed to bury my child, he
was supposed to bury me! My heart is shattered into a million pieces and this
tragedy has forever broken our family apart. Our lives will NEVER be the same
without Adrian! I will never see my son walking through my front door, calling me
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“Mom”. I will never see him get married to his beautiful girlfriend and have children.
He was robbed of his beautiful future! I can’t bring my child back, but I hope I can
help save other families from going through this horrific fate, unimaginable pain, and
brokenness.
We need a nationwide, worldwide awareness campaign to save our kids. My son
made a mistake of buying this pill, but he didn’t deserve to die. There are numerous
stories like Adrian’s. Parents all over the world have come together. We have
created two memorial walls - one with photos and one with names - to honor those
who have lost their lives due to this drug. I am including Adrian’s frame in this letter,
along with a brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically, and we would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels.
Our group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects
of drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have
lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would
be crucial in achieving this goal.
Sincerely,
Maria Ortega
Glendora, CA
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Melisa & Paul Marks’ Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
We are ambassadors for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We lost our beautiful
son, Alex, who is forever 19. He overdosed on heroin in our home in Huntington
Beach, CA and we remain devastated. We loved him so very much and we will
never forget his smile and the love he had for his family. Alex was a kind boy with a
heart of gold. He was always there to help others. We know you have children
which you are raising in today’s challenging world.
We are requesting that you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol building in Sacramento. We have
created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Alex’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall
of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families. What we have learned is no one is
immured to this nightmare, and it can happen to anyone at any time.
Sincerely,
Melisa and Paul Marks
Huntington Beach, CA
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Michelle Leopold’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
We used to be neighbors here in Marin County; I live in Greenbrae and my sons
both started at your husband’s High School, Redwood in Larkspur.
I am now on the Marin ODFree Steering Committee and am an ambassador for the
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, because sadly, I lost my beautiful boy to fentanyl
poisoning. Trevor will be forever 18, after taking an oxycodone with a lethal amount
of fentanyl in his dorm room at Sonoma State University, on 11/17/19. Our lives will
never be to be the same after his death, and we walk around daily with a hole in our
heart. We miss our nature-loving adventurer, and 3- 1/2 years later, I still turn to look
for Trevor whenever I hear a skateboard nearby. I once thought I’d be teaching my
sons about the world; but now, I teach the world about my son Trevor, hoping that
there is some lesson for others in his untimely death.
We’d love to enlist your help in spreading the word that one pill can kill, one line can
kill, as too many just in California, have already died from illicit fentanyl found in the
drug supply all over California, and the rest of the US.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol in Sacramento? We have created two memorial
walls, one with photos and one with names. Other Ambassadors have shared the
details which I hope you consider; I am including Trevor’s frame, below.
Thank you for your consideration.
Sincerely yours,
Michelle Leopold
Greenbrae, CA 94904
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Sandy DiPinto’s Son
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Dear First Partner Seibel Newsom:
My name is Sandy DiPinto. As a mother, I am sure you love your children as much as my
husband, Tim, and I loved our son Sean and would do anything to protect them. I am writing
to you with a broken heart, asking for your help in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol. As a mother who has lost her son to
fentanyl poisoning, I understand the trauma that comes with losing a loved one to this
epidemic.
Our son, Sean, was studying video technology at college and loved working on audio as well
as specializing in editing. He absolutely loved movies, particularly comedy, and horror. In
addition, he loved acting so much! He was involved in community theater for many years with
his best role as the Tin Man in the Wizard of Oz. He had a heart of gold just like the Tin Man
and would do anything for his family and friends. He was so well liked by everyone he met
because he made everyone feel so liked and welcomed. His favorite passion was music. He
aspired to be a bass guitarist playing at many venues in Southern California. He and his
music recorded an album which was released in March of 2021, called The Blind Charade by
the Water Margin which occurred two months after our precious son passed on January 5,
2021. My hope was to help Sean market venues. Our whole future was stolen due to this
horrible drug fentanyl.
Sean apparently had an addiction problem to meth which we later found out about. He kept it
well hidden. Once he came clean about everything, we helped him detox and he was doing
wonderful. Unfortunately, the addiction was so strong that he could not beat it. On Jan 5,
2021, his older brother found him hunched over in his room and passed away. His toxicology
report said there was a large amount of fentanyl laced in there. I cannot begin to explain the
grief that our entire family has been through to lose such a beautiful, kind soul.
We feel so sorry and upset for all the families who have fallen victim to this drug. There are
so many stories like our son’s. We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims
of a weapon of mass destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Parma, Chinese and
Mexican cartels. We say, “drug overdose”, but our son died from fentanyl poisoning which is
extremely important to note.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our State Capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug
addiction and the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this
epidemic. We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this
goal.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look forward to hearing from you
soon.
Sincerely,
Sandy DiPinto
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Yvonne Lapp-Cryns Laing’s Son
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Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I am one of many
mothers writing to you from the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my youngest
son Augustus needlessly to fentanyl poisoning on 9/17/2020. He is forever 31. His
death shocked family and friends and broke my heart. He was kind, considerate,
and extraordinarily talented. His skills and generosity are legend. His 4 brothers
and 2 sisters and friends are devastated. We were robbed of ever seeing him marry,
have children, and grow old. Our grieving never ends.
I know you and Governor Newsom have 4 lovely children. I am sure you cannot
imagine losing one of them. Kindly help us find a permanent place for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall at the Capitol. We have created two memorial walls. One
with photos and one with names. I am including Augustus' frame below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We
are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our California moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Yvonne Lapp-Cryns Laing
North Hollywood, CA
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Geralyn Vasquez’s Son

Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Jacob
who is forever 24. He was poisoned by fentanyl, taking one single pill he thought was
Xanax but was illicit fentanyl. My family and I remain devastated. We love and miss him
fiercely, and our hearts are shattered. My son was a bright light in the lives of all who
knew him. I recently had the rare and possibly once in a lifetime chance to visit the D.E.A.
exhibit, ‘The Faces of Fentanyl Wall’ in Washington DC, to honor my beloved son. In the
following paragraph I have reiterated my Facebook post describing my deeply emotional
experience.
After waiting for over three hours in the windy, cold morning, sitting outside the DEA
Museum in Arlington, sobbing, down to 12 minutes of time left, I was finally let in to see
my boy. Four security guards and our Worldstrides tour guide raced around to help me
find my son upon a wall of thousands, and I found him. Seeing his sweet face amongst all
the other beautiful angels, I completely broke down. I found myself hugging the security
guards, who had handed me tissues and tried to comfort me that entire morning as I
waited. My original plan had been to spend a reflective two hours looking at every lovely
face, honoring every angel. That was no longer possible as I only had four minutes left. I
tried to take as many photos as I could in less than two minutes. Out of the corner of my
eye I noticed a woman and behind her was a cameraman. They were the reason I had
been put on hold, waiting long past the normal 10 a.m. opening time. She approached me
with tears in her eyes, telling me how powerful it was to see my emotions, my despair and
grief. She asked if I would mind answering a few questions and I looked over at the
WorldStrides Rep, the one who had come to help me to make sure I had a ride back to
the tour bus in time, and he said I had three minutes left to answer questions. A mic was
put on me, and I began blubbering my way through the questions, trying to explain my
son's story in three minutes and my pain was raw. Through my tears, on another wall, I
could see my sister in grief, Lisa Marquez's son Fernando. I noted, there are so many
gone. The reporter thanked me, told me how very powerful my story was, and how sorry
she was for my tragic loss. I repeated to her again how beautiful Jacob was and found out
she was from NBC.
I was then ushered to the waiting Uber, raced the 12 minutes through Arlington to the bus
where my students and coworkers who had worked together with WorldStrides to give me
this precious gift of time and transport, were waiting for me with big hugs. As we left for
Philly on the buses, and I was describing my emotional experience that morning, my
coworker pointed out the window said "Oh my God, look! and on top of a random building
was my son's name, Jacob. This was a sign from my beautiful boy. I share this experience

with you, because I think of all the bereaved families who will never have the chance to
travel to D.C. to see this wall. I know you have children so please give thought, for a few
minutes, of the excruciating pain and heartbreak of child loss. Imagine the parents who
have lost a child to fentanyl poisoning.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one
with names. I am including Jacob’s frame. I am also including the link for the virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name, as
I was blessed with the chance to do in D.C. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. We would like to see our loved ones here in the city of our state capitol. They
were all victims of the drug and fentanyl Epidemic. Please look at these beautiful faces on
the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. A group of our California moms would love to meet
with you and work together to prevent more poisonings resulting in the death of loved
ones.
Sincerely,
Geralyn Vasquez, heartbroken mother of Jacob, forever 24
Gilroy, CA

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Mary Van Pelt’s Daughter

Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
I am the forever grieving mother of my forever 17-year-old daughter, Hannah Van Pelt. I
started a non-profit in the state of California to help educate our youth and our struggling
community about the dangers of fentanyl. Hannah was not like a lot of the other children who
were blind-sided, Hannah knew she was using fentanyl!
I’d like to tell you about Hannah, she was a thriving 17-year-old who had a lot of ambitions.
The pandemic brought a depression that affected many, she turned to drugs and to the worst
one, fentanyl. She was a senior in high school, had lots of friends, she was happy. The
pandemic brought upon fear and depression. There weren’t many available resources for her
when I was looking for therapy everything was virtual. Times were hard for her. Hannah came
to me after going to her pediatrician in February 2021 and admitted to her addiction and she
wanted help. Again, we couldn’t afford the help and there aren’t any facilities in the Los
Angeles County area that assist inpatient rehabilitations for our youth, a county of over 10
million residents.
There are so many things that are bothersome, one the overdoses in record numbers not
only adults but our children. Including my own child. Not enough is being done to assist and
alleviate the situation. There needs to be more for our youth and our communities.
So, mother to mother, it would be an honor to our families if you can help assist in finding a
location to have a memorial wall for our loved ones lost to fentanyl and other drugs. I am
attaching Hannah’s memorial photo for the future epidemic wall.
We have created two memorial walls - one with photos and one with names - to honor those
who have lost their lives due to this drug epidemic. I am including a brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically, and we would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We believe that our loved ones should be treated like victims of a weapon of mass
destruction. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, Chinese and Mexican cartels. Our
group of California moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
We urge you to help us find a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our capitol. Our goal is to raise awareness about the devastating effects of drug addiction and
the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those who have lost their lives to this epidemic.
We believe that your support and involvement would be crucial in achieving this goal.
Best regards,
Mary Van Pelt
Lakewood, CA

Sandra Martinez’s Daughter

Dear First Partner Siebel Newsom,
My name is Sandra Martinez, my beautiful daughter Qarinna Richardson (Martinez) was killed
June 28,2020. My daughter Qarinna was a young mom of 3 kids (1 she lost at 6 months
pregnant). Qarinna was seeking a higher education to work with the Sheriff’s department" or
National Fish and Game".
Qarinna got ill when she was pregnant with her youngest daughter in 2015. Gastrophorisis and
pyloric spasms were diagnosed at the teaching hospital in California, she was under their care for
8 years. 6 of them were pain management with the above symptoms. Test after test, surgery after
surgery, even being put to sleep for probing/ biopsies and internal botox, electrodes and then
drilling holes in her inner throat cavity to open it up from scar damage from all the vomiting from
the illness and prescribed opioids. The suggestions they left her with were two horrific choices at
27. One was removal of her whole stomach leaving her with a colostomy bag, the other was a
pacemaker with grafting from her throat to her groin using her own leg fat and skin, then cutting
her vagus nerve 4 times to stop the nerve pain; neither of them were a 100% guaranteed to work.
Neither was something she wanted to do. They then chose to not keep treating her and she gave
up on them. However, during this time, she was loaded up with PH medicines, pain meds
including pain patches which included fentanyl, opioid pills and topical lidocaine gel and a few
times fentanyl drips at the hospital. She would be put in and out of the hospital when the pain was
too severe to handle and daily she vomited bile and blood. It was a long journey which included
her staying as positive as possible for her two young daughters.
In 2018 everything changed. Someone on the streets gave her heroin in the form that helped her
handle the pain. They had told her she was already consuming a form of morphine from the
doctors, so it was an easier and cheaper solution. That led to injecting it, which led to muscle
stabbing because her veins were blown from the repeat at the hospital. After 3 detox visits (which
all failed her) because they couldn't do hospital treatments she needed for her stomach, the
detox, and deal with the mental hinderances of the addiction associated with depression of her
pain and loss; she begged for help, I would plead for immediate assistance from our county but
the help was nowhere to be found. I was told one time (because there were no beds) to keep her
high on the drugs until they found a bed. I argued saying, "why would I do that, every time she
would use was a risk for an overdose!" They said, " because if she doesn't have drugs in her
system after 4 days, she's considered clean". That to me was crazy! Her last detox stay was at
Global Detox Menefee, California. She was totally seizing with withdrawals and vomiting and
shaking with muscle pain. We got an emergency bed, however 3 days later they heard a noise in
her room and saw a needle in her undergarments. They sent in a team of security and woke a
sleeping giant at 3:40am and demanded a room search. The needle had been there and was
empty but still they pushed. Some might say, "how do you know she wasn't using in there?" I
know because I watched for 2 days her rocking in pain, shaking from withdrawal, and crying for
help. All I could do was have my

nurse friend help guide me in dosing her with tranquilizers until we got her into Global (apparently
it's how they do it in the hospital). I sat with her, and I know anyone in that kind of pain would have
used their resources to not feel that withdrawal pain, but they didn't believe her or me when I
begged for them to let her back into treatment that morning. She was made to leave and left early
that morning in the middle of nowhere.
That was her last try at help. June 26, 2020 was our last time seeing our baby girl in person. On
June 27, 2020, at 10:15 am she texted me asking for her insurance card to go into detox. She
was desperate to go through detox. To be back with her baby girls who missed her terribly. She
was supposed to come get them, but we never saw her.
For 3 months I searched everywhere and every lead I received from social media. l found these
abusive people who sell drugs, drug mule, or human traffic these weak in addiction. I had many
missing persons with the surrounding county police stations and shared them on my social pages.
On Sept. 24, 2020, I got a call no parent wants to get. The person said to me, "it's Ms. Smith from
the Riverside Coroner’s office, I have a young woman here I believe is your daughter, here are the
tattoos and identifiers. She told me she was walking down the train tracks in the middle of the
tracks. The train conductor honked for a mile, my daughter looked over her right shoulder and
stumbled off to the left but never looked back to see if she made it far enough and was struck. I
sunk in and lost everything inside me. The worst part, she said the accident was on June 28, 2020
just a day after I spoke with my daughter when she was begging for help. She was given a lethal
dose of drugs and later I found out it was a fentanyl mix with a high potency. There was heroin,
meth, codeine, morphine, norco, penicillin, nor- fentanyl, Carfentanyl and the fentanyl was
14.800mg. I couldn’t see my daughter at the coroners or the mortuary because they had her body
for three months and it was decomposed aggressively. The coroner told me they were getting
ready to dispose of her body when they found me via the social media post I made. I would have
searched my whole life for her, how tormenting that would have been. Heartbroken I started to
scream and cried because we had tried to do everything in our strength to help her, she fought so
hard for resources with her doctors and detox, to no avail. I write all this to say, it’s incredibly hard,
almost impossible to go on with such deep pain, but God and my Lord sustains us. I'm still
pushing through for answers and making people aware of addiction and what to do if your loved
ones are suffering with a SUD or been given a lethal dose of fentanyl. The biggest thing I say all
the time now, "LOVE THEM WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART, GIVING EVERY PART OF YOU
EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU DONT HAVE IT IN YOU AND YOU’RE TIRED, BECAUSE THE
TOUGH LOVE THING NEEDS TO BE REPLACED WITH GOD LOVE!!
At the end of the day, the doctors were my daughter’s first drug dealers, and they kept her using
for years without any real help. I choose what to do with that information, it’s painful! Our life now
is living for my daughter’s girls, raising them in a loving home, and reminding them their mama
wanted so much to be their mom, because she was the best mom two little girls could have.
Qarinna Leal Richardson was my youngest daughter, one of my best friends, her story and her
love of life will continue to raise awareness for all who live in this world.
God bless,
Sandra Martinez (Qarinna's mom)
Riverside, California

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Andrea Thomas’ Daughter
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial. My daughter, Ashley Romero
was poisoned by fentanyl in 2018. Ashley was 32 years old, my first-born child, and
a mother herself.
In 2018 I didn’t know anything about fentanyl and neither did my daughter. Sadly,
mothers across America have become experts on fentanyl after losing their child, as
we work to save other families from the devastation this drug has imposed on our
country.
As an advocate and founder of Facing Fentanyl-Fentanyl Prevention and
Awareness Day August 21st I am certain we need to share the message about the
dangers of illicit drugs. One of the ways we can educate others is to share the faces
of those impacted by dangerous drugs. The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is a
beautiful project honoring so many.
The Drug Epidemic Wall shines a light on a subject that has long been stigmatized
to leave people thinking “it can’t happen to us”. Look at the wall, see the faces; proof
that any family can be affected. I ask that this beautiful memorial wall be shared in
our Capitol as a reminder to all our states people that our families matter. Every life
matters and all should be shown and not hidden to reduce stigma, honor our loved
ones and educate a nation.
Sincerely,
Andrea Thomas
Grand Junction, Colorado
State Lead
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Julie Knight’s Daughter
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am writing to request the creation of a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall.
I lost my beautiful daughter, Jessica, who is forever 22. She was poisoned by
fentanyl, which changed our lives forever. We love her deeply and miss her beyond
belief. Although Jessica had her struggles, she was so kind- hearted, artistic, and
had so much talent.
I am asking for your assistance in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol. We have created two memorial walls. One with
photos and one with names. I am including Jessica’s photo. I am also including the
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of
fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism. A group of our Colorado moms would love to meet with you
and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Julie Knight
Parker, CO
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Chanoa Maestas’ Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. We lost our wonderful
son, Devon, who is now forever 20. He passed due to a drug overdose. We are still
having a very hard time with this, and we miss him so very much.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Cassi's frame, below. I am also including the
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word "drugism"
for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Colorado families would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Chanoa Maestas
Sterling, CO
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Christina Luna’s Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Josiah, who is forever 15. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Josiah was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We
are using the word “drugism" for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Colorado moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Christina Luna
Northglenn, CO
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Jill Vigil’s Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlos Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Justin Reese
Martinez, who is forever 26. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain heartbroken and in
disbelief of what happened to our son.
My son did not take drugs. He did have a medical marijuana card so he would not have to take
pain pills for his pancreatitis. When I arrived at my son’s apartment and found him dead was my
worst nightmare. What happened to my son? The Broomfield police department did nothing and
ruled my son ‘s death as an accident. They did not take any evidence from the apartment, nor did
they follow up on any leads that were presented to them. My son was murdered. I believe his socalled
friend put fentanyl in his marijuana. I told the Broomfield Police Department who he was
with, and this person is a known fentanyl drug user and seller. The same person had caused his
own brother, and another friend to overdose on fentanyl. In the instance of the other friend, he left
him on the side of the road when he was overdosing. He left him like a stray animal to die, on the
side of the road, all by himself. I believe he left my son to die as well. I believe my son died in the
living room, and he placed his body in the bedroom in a way we knew that’s not how he slept.
I’m very angry and hurt that this person is free and gets to spend his time with his family as my
son cannot be with his family and to watch his son grow up! We loved him beyond imagination.
Justin had such a big heart; on Thanksgiving he would buy sandwiches for the homeless and
distribute them to the people he saw and give them money. He had the biggest smile; it was so
contagious.
Dear Sir, there are too many kids dying from this drug, and from the people distributing it.
Although a law has passed to make it a felony now to knowingly give somebody this drug, I feel
there still is no accountability for the ones giving it because the police don’t want to do their due
diligence to properly investigate these cases
I know you have children; would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one
with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can
touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were
all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism. A group of our
Colorado moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening
ever again.
Sincerely,
Jill Vigil
Westminster, Colorado
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Kelly Hooper’s Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Raven, who is forever 19. She was poisoned by Fentanyl, and we
remain devastated. We loved her beyond imagination! Raven had a profound love
for her family, friends, and music. She didn't get the opportunity to find out her
true potential as her life was taken too soon. She leaves behind myself, her
mother, father, stepfather, 3 siblings, grandparents, and many cousins who have
been devastated with her loss.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for
a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos, and one with names. I am including Ravens
frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in a hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
cartel) and many, many others. Now they are victims of the Chinese and Mexican
Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the
word "drugism" for the prejudice toward drug users- like racism.
A group of our Colorado families would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincere,
Kelly Hooper
Fort Collins, CO
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Kimberly Osterman’s Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. My beautiful, first
born son Max died from fentanyl poisoning at just 18 years old. Max had a bright
future that was stolen from him from one wrong decision. Our lives have been
forever changed since that dreadful day.
As a fellow parent, I’m sure you can imagine the devastation and heartache of
losing a child. Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol?
We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Max’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Colorado moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Kimberly Osterman
Broomfield, CO
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Rachael Wels’ Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlos Reis,
My name is Rachael Wels, the mother of Aaron Garza forever 37. I lost my
beautiful son, Aaron, who was not just my son. He was a father to 4 sons who
are now left fatherless for the rest of their lives. My son was murdered by fentanyl
given to him by someone he trusted. Aaron was loved by all those who knew him.
Aaron had many talents. He was a tattoo artist, mechanically inclined, a wizard
with computers as well as many other talents he had taught himself.
Please understand that we are all mothers, fathers, siblings, and children that are
left to pick up the pieces of our loved ones whose lives have been lost to this
horrible epidemic. We are trying to find a home for those in Colorado, who are
now a memory. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Aaron’s frame, below.
I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Colorado families would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening and continue to raise awareness so that others
may never have to experience what we have experienced.
Sincerely,
Rachael Wels
Aaron’s Mama
Denver, CO
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Tara Garcia’s Mother
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
My name is Tara Garcia. I am 40 years old and a full-time student at Colorado
Technology University studying psychology. I am writing to you on behalf of a
broken family, community and society. There is too little awareness of reality, I
have lost so many loved ones in the last 5 years unnecessary preventable losses.
I would like to share with you a little bit of who these beautiful souls were, not the
addict behind the addiction.
My mother forever 57, had a heart so big she loved to help others and always
went the extra mile. That is the passion that drove her into the medical field. She
often received awards for her compassion and her bedside manners as well as
her skills. One night while leaving work she fell and broke her back. All her doctor
friends rushed out to assist; that was a turning point for the remainder of my
childhood, my sister's childhood and her pride and joy her grandkids and left
broken adults eventually taking her last breath.
My mom was given extra pain medication because her “friends” were her treating
physicians and there were not many doctors’ appointments, but I remember the
bottles, the nodding out, waking up in a rage, because she wouldn’t remember
falling asleep with a cigarette burning her skin, falling down the stairs, but all this
was accepted because a doctor said she needed them. They finally said, “no
more you have developed an unhealthy addiction”. I was in the hospital room
when the doctor told her that. I remember thinking you just now are seeing a
problem you feed her the addiction and helped become an addict. I remember him
saying, “but don’t worry we are going to help you get back on your feet and clean
in no time. There is a medication you can take to stop the cravings and help you
through the withdrawals.” If we only knew then what we know now I would have
changed that moment. They started her on methadone, a whole new addiction
with a deadly ending. She was worse than the pain medication no longer
functional or at least safe functional. I ended up raising my parents.
My sister was blessed and moved before it got bad. Our stepfather always had his
hand in some form of drug use and still struggles to this day. My mom wanted to
stop and tried multiple times. She and my stepfather separated, she thought that
was best for them both to get sober. My mother loved her grandkids more than life
itself and she was good to her grandkids; a grandmother like no other, but the
addiction would often interfere. At the end of her life, she did get clean from the
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methadone. I was so proud. Over the years she developed another addiction to
valium which was overprescribed yet again. After the withdrawal from the
methadone, she wanted to get stable enough to stop the valium. She didn’t make
it to that point. On November 24, 2018, my children found her on the floor. The
day before had been Thanksgiving. My son knew something was wrong due to the
dog barking and she didn’t get up. He called for his sister, and they called 911. My
young son tried to give her CPR but didn’t know what to do.
My mom had a boyfriend that was still using methadone he later admitted to giving
it to her nothing was ever investigated my kids were never asked a question he
pushed to have her cremated as her husband he said later he fought the corner to
have his name as her spouse removed. No one looked into it because she was an
addict, and the assumption was that it must have been an overdose. They were
fighting that night, but we will never know what happen her death certificate is
death by the toxicity of methadone. The system failed her more than once. The
system failed me as a child. Most addictions stem from trauma which is why some
can use every now and then and never get develop an addiction while others
never get the proper treatment and end life as the addict.
I am asking that you please help bring light to families and awareness to the
community understanding the whys of addiction takes away from the stigma and
brings help most don’t ask for due to the aftermath and the views I think a visual of
what opioids is doing to America would have a huge impact on our future and
prevent overprescribing please help!! This wall will bring awareness,
understanding, and prevention.
Sincerely,
Tara Garcia
Lakewood, CO
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Tawni Peterson’s Son
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my son, Rabon, who
is forever 28. Rabon was poisoned by fentanyl in 2022. Rabon loved Colorado. He
worked as a family nurse practitioner and was passionate about providing
behavioral health care to Coloradan’s. Losing Rabon to fentanyl was both shocking
and devastating for his family, friends and patients.
As you know, Colorado is being significantly affected by illicit fentanyl through
poisonings, deaths, crime and the overwhelming need for resources. I have found
through educating and visiting with Coloradan’s that they are aware of this growing
problem, but unaware of the scope of the devastation. Coloradan’s will only grasp
the widespread havoc this drug is causing through growing awareness.
I am asking you to assist in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol. Please help to eliminate the stigma attached to
fentanyl poisoning. Allow Capitol visitors to appreciate that Colorado’s eyes are
wide open to this epidemic and working toward eradicating the problem. The stigma
attached to fentanyl deaths needs to be eliminated. Seeing the beautiful faces of the
victims is impactful. This drug is killing innocent babies, children, teens, young
adults, mothers, and fathers. Exposing the innocent is also honoring the family’s
ongoing struggle.
The Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls has created two walls. One with photos and one
with names. I am including Rabon’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. Additionally, we are asking for the photos to be displayed in
hard copy format. We welcome an invitation to meet with you to improve your efforts
at fighting this deadly epidemic.
Sincerely,
Tawni Peterson
New Meadows, ID
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Teri Hecker’s Daughter
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Cassi, who is forever 32. She was POISONED by Fentanyl, and our
family will forever remain devastated. We loved her beyond imagination!! Cassi was
the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. She was not only a
daughter and sister but a Mama of 2 children who will forever be traumatized by the
loss of their mother. Cassi was a nurse by profession and had the heart to go with it.
Our world will never be the same.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Cassi's frame, below. I
am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word "drugism"
for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Colorado families would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Teri Hecker
Loveland, CO
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Aretta Gallegos’s Daughter
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Dear First Gentleman Marlon Reis,
My daughter, Brianna, was drinking and had gotten pills from someone she worked
with. Percocet was her choice. The last Percocet she received was not Percocet at
all. She was the oldest of 5. She left behind her family which I'm helping to take care
of. Her son who is now 5, her husband, and her dogdaughter April who has recently
gone to be with her.
It is extremely hard every day! I hate this empty feeling of not having her here! The
medication doesn't help because this is deeper than anything medications can
touch.
I try to stay strong for my kids (I call my son in law my kid) and my grandson, but
there are days I just want to be with her! I know living children are ok. They are
alive. I don't know if she's ok and as a mother, that is extremely hard!
My mom struggles to understand because as a parent we want to 'fix it' and for her
she can't fix it.
My daughter had deeper things going on. She had an appointment to get some
help, but the appointment would be too late for her. This journey is a lonely journey
even if we have loved ones still living.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our
loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels.
Aretta Gallegos
Northglenn, CO
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Rebecca Shaw’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
My name is Rebecca Shaw. I am an Ambassador and the State Lead for
Connecticut for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. Our goal is to put up a memorial
wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and continue to
provide a voice for them. We are all victims of this national drug crisis and fentanyl
poisoning epidemic. We need your help to stop these senseless deaths.
Like yourself, I am a mother of 3. On September 16, 2022, my beautiful 36-year-old
son Kevin, was found deceased. He was poisoned with fentanyl against his
knowledge and his killer walks free.
My Kevin had such a huge heart and would help anybody in need even if he was in
need himself. I was so distraught from the shock of losing my son that it took me
about a month or more to go back and read all the comments on the town's
Facebook page; hundreds of comments stating what a big heart he had and that he
would give you the shirt off his back. Kevin was best known for his kindness and his
singing. Kevin would sing and play acoustic guitar almost daily.
I don’t remember much of his wake, but people tell me there were lines going out
the door. This is proof of how many lives he touched. My son did not want to die but
someone else made that choice for him. I still live each day as if it just happened;
my grief overwhelming at times. I am reminded of my loss daily. I will forever be
devastated that this poison and another human being took my son from me and
very sadly took my 12-year-old grandson’s Daddy away from him. It’s not fair and
something needs to be done. The silence in my home is too loud. I pray for all the
other moms out there who have lost their children to this horrible poisoning. When
you hug your children every day, please think of our children who have been taken
from us too soon and unfairly.
First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? I would also like to
know if myself and possibly a few others could meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening again.
Sincerely,
Rebecca Shaw, CT State Lead DEMW
Gaylordsville/New Milford, CT
Mother of Kevin David Shaw, Forever 36
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Catherine Williamson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont:
The purpose of this letter is twofold: first, to request your assistance in stopping
senseless deaths from fentanyl and second, to ask for your support in creating a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in the Connecticut State Capitol. I, along with other
members of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial campaign, am a victim of this
national drug crisis, having lost a loved one to the fentanyl poisoning epidemic.
On the morning of December 14, 2021, my husband went to wake up our beautiful
sixteen-year-old son, Sean, for school and, instead, found that he had passed
overnight. For two years prior to his death, Sean had been struggling with mental
health issues. He had sustained three concussions during an 18-month period of
time, was hospitalized and treated for depression, and was diagnosed with Juvenile
Myoclonic Epilepsy. Additionally, he tore his MCL playing soccer which required
surgery and rehabilitation and robbed him of one of his primary coping strategies.
This, coupled with the challenges all teenagers faced due to Covid-19, made for an
extremely challenging time for Sean. We, along with Sean, engaged in ongoing
intervention three times a week. We never, ever gave up hope that things would get
better for him. Sean was an intelligent, funny, and talented young man who had
many hopes and dreams for his future despite his setbacks. Still, we restricted
access to any means by which Sean could potentially hurt himself, including
keeping prescription medications under lock and key. However, Sean was always
trying to feel better, and he was able to obtain what he thought to be Percocet - we
believe he traded sneakers for it - right under our very noses, so to speak, through
social media. This impulsive choice proved to be unforgiving. It took Sean’s life and
cheated his older brother, Conor, and us from our future as a family. Sean was
adopted from Guatemala as a toddler. I have always been especially grateful to his
biological mother for making this sacrifice in hopes that he would have a better
chance to live a happier and healthier life. How could I ever explain this to her?
There must be more that we can do to prevent such tragedies from happening!
First Lady Lamont, I am asking for your assistance in supporting the above stated
goals of this campaign.
Sincerely,
Catherine Williamson
Manchester, CT
Mother of Sean Williamson, Forever 16
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Jennifer Marcaurel’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
My name is Jennifer Marcaurel. I, as well as many others would like to put up a
memorial wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and
continue to provide a voice for them. We are all victims of this national drug crisis
and fentanyl poisoning epidemic. We need your help to stop these senseless
deaths. Like you, I am a mother of 2. On May 28, 2021, my 26 yr. old son Trevor
was found deceased in his room, alone. He was poisoned with fentanyl against his
knowledge and his killer walks free. Trevor was a father, son, brother, nephew, and
friend to many. I was brought to my knees for the first time in my life. I was in denial
for the first few weeks thinking he was going to walk in my door and say, “Hey Ma, I
am here”. It took me about a month to get back on my feet and back to work. My
son Trevor touched everyone he met. He was great with kids and loved his music,
sports, going to the beach, lake or wherever he was able to be outdoors. Trevor left
behind his sister who is absolutely devastated! Since his death she has gone on to
be a mental health counselor for Aware Recovery! The loss of my son is truly
something I do not wish upon anyone. It was a needless death. Fentanyl and
whoever gave it to him are the murderers who took my son from me. I pray for all
the other moms out there who have lost their children to this horrible poisoning.
When you hug your children every day, please think of all our children who have
been taken from us too soon and unfairly.
I will be in D.C. for the Lost Voices of Fentanyl Rally that will take place on
September 23, 2023, along with many others to support this cause!
First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? Please help us and
others who are struggling to cope and learn to live with the loss of our loved ones
due to fentanyl.
Best Regards,
Jennifer Marcaurel
Marlborough, CT
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June Earley’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont
My name is June Earley. I am a member of the First Lady’s’ Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall Campaign. Our goal is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State
Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for
them.
Like you, I am the mother of 4. On March 2, 2022, the bottom fell out of my world
and my life forever changed. My beautiful 36-year-old son was found deceased. He
was poisoned with fentanyl against his knowledge and his killer walks free. My son
Colin had a huge heart and would help anyone in need even if it meant ignoring his
own. He put others first. He was loved by so many and the amount of people that
came to his service was a true testament to how much he was loved and how many
lives he touched. Whether you knew him for 36 years or 36 minutes he left a lasting
mark on your heart.
Colin loved many things but most of all he loved life. My son did not want to die, but
someone else made that choice for him. This has been a devastating loss for me as
his mom but also for his brothers and sister and other family members. A year and 4
months have passed but it still feels like it happened 5 minutes ago. My heart aches
for him every second. I have cried an ocean and would give my own life so he could
have his back. He was my baby boy, a brother, uncle, nephew, cousin, grandson,
and friend to many. I am in a group of moms now that have lost a child/children to
this deadly poison. There are so many, many moms and not one of us wants to be
here. Our children were murdered. This drug is ripping our kids from our lives daily.
It’s unjustifiable and something needs to be done.
Please, First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent
location fora Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? I would also like to
know if myself and possibly a few others could meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again. Thank you.
Sincerely
June Earley
East Haven, CT
Mother of Colin M. Earley, Forever 36
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MaryBeth Moore Zocco’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
I am a grieving mother who lost her youngest child, Ryan Moore. He made our lives
better. Ryan loved life, and all it offered. He was kind, forgiving, and made life better
for those around him. His laugh was infectious, and he saw the surrounding beauty
no matter what was going on for him. His hugs made you feel like being embraced
with complete, pure love. It was impossible to be anything but happy when he was
around. There was an energy about him that I still feel.
As a child, Ryan was inquisitive, sensitive, caring, and generous. He and his older
brother Dylan played baseball, soccer, ice hockey, and tennis together. They also
suffered their fair share of injuries when playing sports. They were prescribed
opioids frequently. Ryan's true passion was music. He was a talented drummer,
loved going to concerts and being in mosh pits. He and Dylan were in bands
together, Ryan on drums, his brother on bass guitar. Music was a release for him
throughout his life.
Ryan and I would spend a week together, at Gloucester, MA, where we enjoyed
hanging out on the beach, whale watching and eating at local seafood restaurants.
Cats were his constant companions. Ryan loved animals and was gentle and kind
to them all, his goal was to become a veterinarian. It devastated him when his cat,
Boo, passed away earlier the same year as he did. I know Boo was there to greet
Ryan.
His first job was at a Sonic restaurant. Though he was only 18, he was selected to
travel around the country training employees for new restaurants. More recently, he
loved learning his job as a cook at an Italian restaurant. Ryan was working, had a
new apartment, and was excited about decorating it and getting a weight bench so
he could do workouts his brother had shown him. Unfortunately, he passed before
that could happen.
Ryan's addiction affected the entire family. He lost family relationships and didn't
share when he was in active addiction. Trying to shield me from his substance use,
he would stay out of touch for months at a time. Like many parents, I knew little
about substance use disorder (SUD) at the time and I kept his addiction secret from
everyone. Now that I know more about SUD, I speak up about Ryan's addiction to
educate others.
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Ryan was poisoned by pure fentanyl on December 17, 2018, in Plainfield, CT. He
never had a chance. He died instantly. No one has ever been charged with his
murder. He never made it to his 1st Christmas in his new apartment. He will never
get married. He will never have children. He will never be 26. His future was taken
from him. My son's promising future was taken from me. This opioid epidemic needs
to end.
My greatest fear is that Ryan will be forgotten. I have found purpose in starting The
FROM Project (Forever Ryan's Mom) to keep Ryan's memory alive and support
other grieving mothers. I create personalized cards with the lost loved one's name
and send them to families all over the world. I feel guided by Ryan and I know he is
supporting my efforts. I love the signs I get from Ryan; I feel him around me, his
body is gone, but his energy persists.
It was my job to teach Ryan about the world. Now it's my job to teach the world
about Ryan.
First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol. I would love to meet
with you and work together to see what we can do to combat the opioid/fentanyl
crisis in our state.
Sincerely,
MaryBeth Moore Zocco
Forever Ryan's mom
Davenport, FL
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Megan Zopf’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
My name is Megan Zopf and unfortunately my son Sean Michael Bannon is a
member of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My son Sean is not my first family
member to have died from fentanyl or any other drug related death. I no longer live
in Connecticut, but my son did when he died.
I am hoping this letter will be used as a tool to one day have a memorial wall in all
50 State Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a
voice for them since they no longer have a voice. This is a national crisis. I am
testimony to that fact since my oldest brother Monty Zopf died in the State of Maine
from heroin in 2013. His son Cody Zopf died two years later from a drug related
overdose and one of my younger brother’s Dale Zopf died from an “accidental
fentanyl overdose”. It is noted on Sean’s death certificate that he died from
“accidental fentanyl overdose” too, however his autopsy report also noted Xylazine
was also present in the toxicology report.
Sean fought stage 3 testicular cancer when he was 17 years old. Sean loved life
and lived life to the fullest. He had a GPA of 4.0 when he went to Eastern State
University after graduating from high school. He met and married a woman who had
5 kids. He adopted one who did not have an active father. I thought marrying a
woman with 5 kids was insane, however Sean loved kids and because of his history
of testicular cancer, he wasn’t able to have children of his own. Sean was a regional
manager for Dunkin Donuts and was responsible for at least 18 stores. Sean had
literally hundreds of friends. The police that were involved in his case said he was
not a typical drug user. It’s a really scary thought to think of how easy it is for a
person having a bad moment in life could die because of trusting another human
being who is selling drugs. The drug dealers and the cartel behind all these
nightmares do not care about who dies.
After his stepchildren reached adult age, his wife divorced him leaving him
devastated and traumatized. Sean would go out after working a 12-hour day with his
friends to have a few beers and a bite to eat. He was offered what he thought was
cocaine on a few occasions and did try it a few times however the last time he
bought what he thought was cocaine wasn’t what he was told. Within moments of
snorting the powder, Sean dropped to his kitchen floor and died instantly. His body
was found the following day on January 23rd, 2020, by a coworker who went to his
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house when he didn’t show up for work. Sean never took a day off from his job that
wasn’t planned, because of his commitment to his job and also his employees who
worked under him. I know in my heart Sean did not want to die. The person who
sold Sean that drug pleaded guilty to the sale of the narcotic and went to prison for
a few years followed by a few years parole. As long as dealing drugs for a living is
made easy, people like the one that sold to my son will continue to sell. It’s easy
money and they don’t care if they murder people in the process.
It has been over 3 years since Sean has died. Losing a child is a nightmare for any
parent but this drug epidemic doesn’t just kill old drug addicts. Age doesn’t matter
nor does clout in society. My entire family is gone now. It makes the will for me to
live seem almost impossible at times. My health has taken a toll. I don’t sleep. I
suffer from long standing CPTSD. My future in this world seems dismal. I do have
grandchildren though and I need to be an advocate for these kids, so they never
end up in the ground too. I can’t do this alone though. Our country and state need
your help to stop these horrible, needless deaths.
I would love to know if there is a permanent place for a memorial wall to honor our
loved ones who lost their lives to this drug epidemic. I would be willing to help if
there is something I could do to make that happen.
Thank you, First Lady Annie Lamont for taking the time to read this letter.
Sincerely,
Megan Zopf
Londonderry, New Hampshire
Mother of Sean Michael Bannon, Forever 40 from Norwich, CT
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Niki Beddoe’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont:
I am writing this letter to respectfully request your assistance in creating a memorial wall
in our State Capitol to honor our loved ones taken from us too soon by the current
fentanyl epidemic.
My son, Jake Beddoe, passed on May 27, 2020, at the age of 25, after taking a street
Xanax unknowingly laced with fentanyl. Feeling the pressures of his work due to COVID-
19, Jake was looking to get a good night’s sleep. He had no reason to believe that quarter
Xanax bar he took would tragically end his life.
Jake was an adventurer, a humanitarian, and a deeply compassionate young man, gifted
at building connection with others through heart and humor. He was brought up in a loving
home in Connecticut and was close-knit with his dad Wally and me, and his siblings Carly,
Kirk, and Amy. He was well educated with a degree in philosophy, a minor in art, and a
passion for illustration. Jake was a UCONN grad, served in the Peace Corps on the Island
of St. Vincent, and upon his return threw himself into work as a travel consultant in Boston
planning international trips for small groups. He temporarily moved back home from
Boston to quarantine with his family since we all wanted to be together.
We made the best of it by enjoying family dinners and movie nights. Still, it was stressful.
The worldwide pandemic added a great deal of turmoil to the travel industry, and Jake
continued to work long hours from our basement during this very uncertain time. I
checked in with him about work and COVID-related anxiety, but he assured me that he
would be fine.
On May 26th, Jake fell asleep early after a long workday and missed dinner. When I heard
him in the kitchen around midnight, I came downstairs and joined him. We talked and
laughed for a bit until he headed back to his room to watch a movie since he’d just taken a
long nap. The next morning brought beautiful May weather and as we sat outside enjoying
coffee, we noticed that Jake was sleeping in longer than usual. By 10:30 a.m. I decided to
check on him and found that he wasn’t breathing. Jake’s brother Kirk called 911, and his
dad Wally, who is a volunteer firefighter, began CPR, but it was too late. Paramedics
pronounced Jake dead around 11:30 a.m.
Would you be willing to assist in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol? Attached is Jake’s photo.
Thank you for your consideration,
Niki Beddoe
Trumbull, CT
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Patricia Quintiliani’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
My name is Patricia Quintiliani. I am the mother of Lee Kemler. My son Lee was
poisoned and died on his 39th birthday, June 22,2021, in East Hartford from
fentanyl. The person responsible is still running the streets and the East Hartford
police department has done nothing!
Lee was a handsome, caring and beautiful person. At age 10, he watched his
younger brother “Sean” get run over by a garbage truck. Still, he excelled in school,
receiving a full scholarship to Mitchell College in New London, Connecticut. He was
a teacher’s assistant at “ High Roads” school in Hartford. In 2011, he was hit by a
drunk driver and a doctor prescribed him 150 OxyContin pills a month. He became
instantly addicted.
I know my son did not want to die. He was given a lethal dose of fentanyl; enough to
kill 10 people. Lee has left behind two beautiful daughters; Kaylee 11 years old and
Avalee 4 years old, who still reside in Connecticut.
Please help me place my son’s picture in our Capitol, for my son Lee is a victim of
this horrible epidemic. We would like a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in our State
Capitol.
Sincerely,
Patricia Quintiliani
Greenacres, Florida
“ Forever Lee” #39
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Rebecca Knurek’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lamont,
My name is Rebecca Knurek. I am a member of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall campaign. Our goal is to put up a memorial wall in all 50 State
Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for
them. We are all victims of this national drug crisis and fentanyl poisoning epidemic.
We need your help to stop these senseless deaths.
Like you, I am a mother of 4. On June 10, 2019, my beautiful 35-year-old son, Lee
was found deceased . He was poisoned with fentanyl against his knowledge and his
killer walks free. My Lee had such a huge heart and would help anybody in need
even if he was in need himself. I was so distraught from the shock of losing my son
that it took me about 3 or 4 months or more to go back and read all the comments
on the town's FB page. Hundreds of comments stating what a big heart he had and
that he would give you the shirt off his back.
Lee was most known for his kindness and his artwork. Lee was an exceptional
artist, poet and was in his final year of environmental science studies. I don’t
remember much of his wake, but people tell me there were lines going out the door.
This is proof of how many lives he touched. My son did not want to die but someone
else made that choice for him. I still live each day as if it just happened, my grief
overwhelming at times. I am reminded of my loss daily. I will forever be devastated
that this poison and another human being took my son from me and very sadly took
my 17-year-old grandson’s Daddy away from him. It’s not fair and something needs
to be done. The silence in my home is deafening. I pray for all the other moms out
there who have lost their children to this horrible poisoning. When you hug your
children every day, please think of all our children who have been taken from us too
soon and unfairly.
First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? I would also like to
know if myself and possibly a few others could meet with you so we can work
together and protect other mothers from this painful loss?
Sincerely,
Rebecca Knurek
Torrington, CT
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Donna Dwyer’s Son
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Dear First Lady Ann Lamont,
My name is Donna Dwyer. I am a member of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall campaign. Our goal is to put up a memorial wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to
honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for them. We are all victims of
this national drug crisis and fentanyl poisoning epidemic. We need your help to stop
these senseless deaths.
I am a mother of four. On February 1, 2015, we found my youngest beautiful son, Jeremy
deceased in his room. Jeremy was 29 and left a son who had just turned 12 years old.
Jeremy was a kind, compassionate and helpful young man. He would help anyone he
encountered needing some help. He would give anyone the shirt off his back. Once he
brought home a homeless family with a baby because they had nowhere to stay. They
stayed a couple of months in our home. One day he saw an elderly gentleman across the
street struggling to carry his groceries home. He ran across and carried the man’s
groceries to his home about a mile away. From that day on he looked for him coming by
and carried his packages home for him. He did this once or twice a week until Jeremy
passed. My son suffered from the disease of addiction; heroin being his drug of choice
among other things. We tried to get him help and he finally went on the Methadone
program, however this program did not run in the fashion it should have. There was no
tapering off the methadone, and he was on the program for several years. The causes of
death were combined toxicity of heroin and methadone with more methadone than heroin
in his system on that day’s dose still on his nightstand. I live each day feeling like it just
happened and yet it seems so long ago. The grief is overwhelming at times and there are
constant reminders of his death. The silence in our home is now deafening. I will never be
the same. I pray for all the other moms who have lost children to the drug epidemic or
fentanyl poisoning. When you hug your own children, please think of our children we can
no longer hug.
First Lady Lamont, I am asking if you would assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? I would also like to know if myself and a
few others could meet with you and work together to keep these deaths from happening
again.
Sincerely,
Donna Dwyer
Waterbury, CT
Mother of Jeremy Dwyer Forever 29
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Denise Reynolds’ Son
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Dear First Lady De Santis,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and the Florida State Lead.
Sadly, I am compelled to reach out to you as a mother and a citizen of the state of Florida.
I appreciate the time you are taking to read this letter in full.
My son is Chason Sloane Reynolds Forever27, as of 11/20/2021. He was poisoned by a
drug I had no knowledge of called fentanyl. I know it only too well now in 2023. Chason’s
passing was unexpected and has torn the hearts of his family and anyone that knew him
into a million pieces that could never be restored. I have in my possession many letters I
saved throughout the years from our Senator Don Gaetz congratulating Chason on his
many academic achievements, his leadership, and his representation of Okaloosa County
in our Panhandle. The letters were encouragement for future endeavors and personally
expressed his offer to help in any way, if needed.
Chason made his own way and graduated with a few degrees. He chose Chemical
Engineering at Lockheed Martin and loved processing materials for our US Military Aircraft
specifically F-35 and C-130.
I became involved with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall not long after his passing.
Chason’s picture was recognized along with the victims that left their loved ones before
him. That was huge for me, my son was not forgotten. I am forever grateful for the people
that made that happen. I was not expecting this drug epidemic to get to the level it has, so
I am concerned for the families that do not have a special place to honor their child that
was poisoned.
I wanted to contact you, as the First Lady of our state of Florida, for a plea for help to the
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall so the victims of our state could see their lost loved one
was not forgotten. This is Chason’s voice, and I am so proud of him for he never gave up
until he completed his mission 100 percent, he was driven. I am his mother. Our family is
lost, what happened? We will never know. What I do know is that at the very least we can
do is ease some pain and show their beautiful faces on a Memorial Wall somewhere.
If you could please help the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, make this happen for our state
of Florida, I know my boy would be so proud. That is just who he was, and he loved his
home state.
Thank you for your consideration.
Respectfully,
Denise Reynolds, FL State Lead
chasonmac1@yahoo.com
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am the Florida State Lead and ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Wall. I lost my
brother, Randall Mathew Nuss, in 2003, to an accidental Oxycontin overdose in
Florida. He just graduated High school and was about to start college. He was the
best brother ever. I love and miss him so much. He was such a handsome young
man with his whole life ahead of him. Randall always had a smile on his face. I also
attached a poem I wrote for my brother.
We have been battling the drug epidemic for over 20 years. I know many families
that have lost loved ones to this. It's out of control. My brother is forever 18.
I know you have children. Would you please assist us in finding a permanent
location for our Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created
two Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including my little
brother, Randall M. Nuss’ frame below. I am also including the brochure of Virtual
Memorial Walls, Albums, and our awareness Campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like these
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall
so we can touch our loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones treated like
victims. They were all Victims of Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel) hence my
brother Randall M. Nuss and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese and
the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users, like racism.
A group of Florida moms and loved ones would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Monique Nuss Myers, FL State Lead
Palm Coast, FL
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OH RANDY, RANDY, HOW CAN THIS BE THE GOOD LORD TOOK YOU AWAY
FROM ME
YOU WERE MORE TO ME THEN MY BABY BROTHER, I WAS LIKE YOUR
SECOND MOTHER
IT IS SO HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND, I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING
TO DO WITHOUT YOU MAN
I GUESS IT WAS JUST YOUR TIME, I DON’T KNOW HOW I WILL EVER BE FINE
IF IT WASN’T FOR PURDUE, I WOULD STILL HAVE YOU
IF ONLY PURDUE COULD UNDERSTAND THAT MONEY ISN'T THE ONLY
THING IN HAND
IF PURDUE WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO CARE THEY WOULD MAKE
OXYCONTIN FOR SEVERE PAIN ONLY AND BE FAIR
MY HEART IS BROKEN AND IT WILL NEVER BE REPAIRED UNTIL THAT DAY
WE REUNITE AND I SEE YOU WAITING FOR ME IN THE LIGHT
I MISS THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE, I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE IT AGAIN TO FILL
THIS EMPTY SPACE
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, I CAN’T WAIT UNTIL THAT HAPPY DAY
WHEN I FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YOUR SISTER, MONIQUE
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Cheri Hofmann’s Son
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
It is hard to put into so few words what a wonderful person Patrick “Quinn” Hofmann
was. Quinn had one brother and three sisters. Quinn was a protector, the fixer, and
the kindest soul you could ever meet! He loved life, his family, and he wasn’t
prepared to die at age 38. Quinn was an Army Iraqi War Veteran, who served his
country with honor for 9 years. He loved the military life and the camaraderie that
came along with it. Due to an injury while in Iraq, Quinn was offered a medical
discharge. He was convinced this was the best for him. When he left the Army and
began transitioning back into the civilian world, he lost the camaraderie he once had
with his military family. He began a complicated and difficult journey to find that
same sense of belonging; he wanted that unbreakable bond. Instead of friendship,
time after time he fell in with the wrong crowd and relationships. Quinn had injured
his back during his time in service and his injuries were considered inoperable and
would worsen with time. He was prescribed a narcotic pain medication to help with
his pain. A few years into the medication making his pain tolerable, stricter
prescription laws were passed. The VA could no longer prescribe the medication he
had become so dependent on using. He tried to deal with the pain, but he ended up
turning to the streets to buy these street pills. With the back injury coupled with
PTSD, he did not know how to function without a way of numbing himself. These
drugs gave him the ability to exist in his own world without the stress, pain, and
anxiety he felt without them. There were many sleepless nights for our family during
his active addiction. We knew that he loved us, that he didn’t want to die -- but we
also knew his addiction was more powerful than anything we were capable of
fighting on our own.
After an arrest for some stolen goods, I was able to get him into a court in this area
called “VA Court”. This court was established to get veterans back on track.
Eventually, as Quinn’s mother I pleaded with the VA Court to place Quinn into a
residential rehab and work towards a recovery rather than just punishment time and
time again. Luckily the judge agreed, and Quinn was placed in a 17-month
residential program to get him into recovery called Pathways for Change. This was
the miracle we were ALL waiting for!
Now, let’s fast forward. Quinn was clean for nearly 3 years after completing his
program. He was healthy, he was clean, and his life was heading in the direction he
always wanted it to. Everything was finally falling into place for him, and we were all
so proud of him! There were bumps in the road, yes – because Quinn was still the
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fixer. In September 2022, tragedy struck our family, and we lost Quinn’s brother to
suicide. It was unexpected and Quinn took it very hard. He was seeing a girl who
we later discovered was an addict. She saw this loss to get what she wanted. Just
months before he died, we will never forget the day he closed on his own home; he
was just so proud of himself and his accomplishment of his very own home! There
were FaceTime’s with tours, lots of calls, IMs, text messages on how happy he was.
But he moved this girl in with him, I pleaded with him not to. Then we started seeing
signs that maybe things were not right. He would say “it is complicated, I will be
okay, don’t worry, I love you”. These would be the last words we heard from him.
She used his generous nature to get what she wanted. We found out through his
text messages she had the connections to all the drugs. The problem is these drugs
were laced with meth and at first small doses of pain medication for his back she
would give him until the fatal dose of fentanyl poisoning. On April 3, 2023, Quinn
died in his new home not even 3 months after bringing her back into his life. His
autopsy would tell the story that he laid there 6 hours after taking his last breath until
an ambulance was called.
Fentanyl poisoning is what took him from us, but that is not how we want him to be
remembered. Quinn had an infectious laugh that could turn any bad day around. He
wasn’t his addiction to our family; he was a son, brother, father, an uncle, and friend.
He was a person just like anyone else struggling to fit into a world where drugs are
so easily accessible.
Fentanyl poisoning is killing people from every state in the US. It is being manmade,
and they level that are being put into these street pills that could kill 10 people. This
woman and the drug dealer who supplied Quinn with that fatal dose should be held
accountable. Just like the hundreds of others who are dying at the hands of these
types of people. Quinn didn’t want to die. He was a victim, basically he was
murdered. This needs to be addressed.
Please help us get a drug memorial wall in our State Capitol to honor our victims of
this War on Drugs.
Sincerely,
Cheri Hofmann
Navarre, FL
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Christie Rigney’s Son
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
My name is Christie Rigney, and my son Kyle Louis Rigney was murdered on December
13, 2020. He was born on October 23,1990. He was 30 years old and my first-born son.
He was poisoned by cocaine laced with fentanyl and carfentanil. He always said, “Mom,
you can’t overdose on cocaine”. He didn’t overdose, he was poisoned.
Kyle was a son, a father, a brother, an uncle, a grandson and a best friend. He had two
little girls; an 11-year-old named Savannah and an 8-month-old named Ila. He loved them
dearly. They were his world. Ila, the youngest, also lost her mother 11 months later. So
his daughter does not have a father or a mother because of fentanyl.
My son fought his addiction hard. He never wanted to be addicted. He had been to many
rehabs over the years. He wanted to be clean. He did not want to die! The police did
nothing about his murder, even though there is evidence on his phone. They treated him
like he was not worth their time. My ex-husband was military, so we travelled a lot.
Georgia is where my son attended high school and lived. He was in Florida when he was
murdered.
My son had the biggest heart. He would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. He
was loved by many. He was my best friend! We talked and texted every day!
His best friend committed suicide 7 months later to the day. He said he wanted to be with
his friend.
It took me a long time to write this letter, as the hurt is so strong that I didn’t want to bring
myself back to this day. Surely you have someone that you love, a child, a grandson and if
you had to endure this pain, maybe you would push to get something done to stop it. We
must fight! Fight to stop the murders happening to our children!
This must stop! We have lost so many to illicit fentanyl. Close the borders!
We are asking for a drug memorial wall to be placed in honor of our loved ones at the
State Capitol. They are victims of the War of Drugs. Please help us place a memorial wall
in the Florida Capitol.
Signed by a mother, who misses her son dearly.
Christie Rigney
Perry, Georgia
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Cindy Dodds’ Son
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
My name is Cindy Dodds. My son Kyle Cole Dodds was poisoned by fentanyl
flowing across our southern border and through USPS. As an ambassador for the
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, I am asking if you would help us find a permanent
location within our Capitol here in Florida for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall.
There are two walls, one with photos and one with names including our beloved and
so missed Kyle Cole Dodds (24).
Included with this letter is Kyle’s frame, and a brochure of the virtual walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign. These virtual walls update automatically. It would
be awesome if we could display the photos in hard copy as well. The intention is to
have the wall of names projected onto a wall so that parents and loved ones can
touch the name of the person lost to this horrible epidemic. All these names were
victims first of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. But
ultimately, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican cartels, as you know.
Mrs. DeSantis, we are an army of devastated moms, dads, sisters, brothers, etc.
The strongest group are us moms, like you and me. We are reaching out to all our
first ladies across America. Because I know you have already been involved in
stopping this murder across Florida, I am reaching out to you personally for your
help.
Losing a son is something you cannot understand, and I am thankful for that. Even
though you try to prepare yourself for it when your child is caught in addiction, you
can’t. Our Kyle is with Jesus and doing great, but we remain committed to honoring
his life by saving others. Please help us with this. Education really is the best way.
Last year in Orlando, we had an art exhibit at the Museum of History of 41 loved
ones lost to addiction. The artist drew pictures of all our sons/daughters. It was
staggering to see and hear how it impacted the public. Some walked away in tears
reading the life stories and some asked great questions and were educated. This is
how I see the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls going.
Thank you for your time. From one mom’s heart to another…
Cindy Dodds
Key Biscayne, FL
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Corrine DeJarnette’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
My name is Corrine DeJarnette and I am a member of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
campaign. Our goal is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor
our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for them. We are all victims of this
national drug epidemic. Our nation is better than this, and we need to continue to shed light
on this national drug crisis. To successfully do this, we need your help. Will you help us to let
the nation know that WE, as Floridians, will do all we can to stop these senseless deaths?
My daughter was a warm and loving person, younger sister to her brother, aunt to 3, and best
friend to me and her fiancé. She had a happy, addictive laugh that would have everyone in
the room laughing with her sense of humor.
Kaitlin Elizabeth DeJarnette was born 9/21/1995, my youngest child of 2 and my only girl.
Kaitlin loved her family and her friends and any kind of animal. She would do anything she
could to help anyone/anything in need. Katie will forever be 26 years old. She struggled with
addiction to opioids, specifically heroin, in the beginning, for 6 years after hanging with “the
wrong crowd”. She had several stays in private and County run rehabs and did better and
better each time at working her Recovery Program. She was finding full-time employment,
paying her debts, and wanting to be a productive member of society. She even talked about
becoming an addiction counselor after her probation was done and she could get back into
college. She was known in the rehabs she did attend as someone to always be there for the
newer house members; to show them the ropes and help them find their way, was honest
with them when they made a wrong choice and was looked up to by her peers in recovery.
Her struggle caused her so much unhappiness, but I know she did not want to die. The
disease of addiction has no cure, it is a lifelong struggle for those caught in its web with
someone always around in her time of weakness to sell her the relief she craved: freedom
from the horrible illness and emotional pain she suffered from. Her need for relief was always
around the corner, a person ready to steal her life to make money and with no regard for
human life.
In the early morning of March 17, 2022, I received a phone call from Kaitlin’s fiancé crying
and yelling “she’s blue Ma, you have to come now, the Sherriff’s are here”. It was my worst
fear come true; my beautiful baby girl was gone from an accidental overdose of fentanyl! I
refuse to have her become another “statistic” in this horrible epidemic. I will be an advocate in
this fight and an ally to those struggling in similar situations. This is why I ask that you help all
of us honor our loved ones. Kaitlin forever 26.
Sincerely and with Warm Regards,
Corrine DeJarnette
Port Richey, FL
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Mathew on July 19, 2022, he is forever 20. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we
are all devastated. Mathew was a very happy kid who would do anything to put a
smile on someone’s face, he also had the most beautiful smile. He had to fight from
day one he was born, congenital heart defect had open heart surgery at 10 days
old. He then had to have repeat open-heart surgery at five and then again at 18. He
wanted to get married and have a family.
I know you have three beautiful children; I have five, Mathew has 4 other siblings
that are forever shattered by the loss of their brother. This letter is to kindly ask you
to assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol.
We have created two memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including Mathew’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy
format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They
were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of
fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Crystal Hoozer
New Berry, FL
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Eleanor & Dale Finkbeiner’s Son
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
My name is Eleanor Finkbeiner, and I am writing to you to share my story of the loss of my
beloved son, and only child, Kevin Quinn Finkbeiner, to the deadly drug of fentanyl at only 19
years of age. I am writing this to you as a fellow mother, and I know you are a strong
supporter and advocate of the family. Families are being torn apart and shattered by this
fentanyl crisis.
I want to share a little background on my son, Kevin. After suffering three heartbreaking
miscarriages, we were finally blessed to have our miracle son, Kevin, in 1999. He was truly
the light of our lives and brought us so much joy. Kevin was an avid car enthusiast from the
time he was just a little toddler (he had quite the Hot Wheels collection!). As a recent high
school graduate his plan was to pursue his dream of being an Auto Mechanic but fentanyl
took that dream away. His father found him deceased in his bedroom in our house when he
arrived home from work. Our lives have been shattered and to say life is very empty and
incomplete without our handsome, sweet son would be a major understatement.
Kevin was known to his family and friends as kind, compassionate and caring. Kevin's great
love for animals showed through with his gentle nature with our many pets (strays) that would
end up in our neighborhood, and he often volunteered at our local Humane Society. He was
quite a comedian and loved making people laugh with his humorous impressions and antics.
I would like to share the poem that I wrote for my beautiful Kevin's memorial service:
Driving my Supra on the highways of Heaven
Feeling at peace with no fear.
Surrounded by love with our Heavenly Father
The reflection of clouds in my rear.
For now, I am free as I cruise bathed in light.
The stars here in Heaven are a glorious sight.
So ‘til we meet again…..
When I’ll take you for a ride in my Supra in the Sky.
Eleanor Finkbeiner
We must come together in the state of Florida and across our country to put an end to this
crisis that is happening all around us.Please help us build a Memorial Wall for our lost loved
ones and to help raise awareness to this deadly epidemic which is growing exponentially
higher each year.
Thank you for your time and support,
Eleanor and Dale Finkbeiner
Land O Lakes, FL
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Karen M Esposito-Sherman’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Jenny, who is forever 29. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved her beyond imagination. Jenny was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Jenny’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Karen M Esposito-Sherman
Lake Worth, FL
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Laura Paz’s Son
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Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Sebastian in October 28, 2021, Forever 22. He was poisoned by fentanyl and our
family is all devastated by his loss. Sebastian was a very happy kid who would do
anything to put a smile on someone’s face. He had the most beautiful smile and
gave the best hugs! Sebas had a love for food and graduated from culinary arts
school in Florida and he worked at various restaurants.
I know you have three beautiful children; I have four. Sebastian has three other
siblings that are forever shattered by the loss of their brother.
This letter is to kindly ask you to assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol. We have created two
memorial walls, one with photos and one with names.
I am including Sebastian’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in a hard
copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch
their loved one's name.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Laura Paz
Weston, FL
233

Leslia Collins’ Son
234

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Jose, who is forever 27. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Jose was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known. He loved his family, music, the beach and to be around
friends.
I know you have children and know the love a mother has for their child. Would you
assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names.
I am including Jose frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall
of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Leslia Collins
Orlando, FL
235

Maranda Talbert’s Sister
236

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I’m writing you this letter in honor of my sister, Lisamarie Kane, who lost her life to
the drug epidemic. Fentanyl destroyed my family on August 10, 2022. Her 15-yearold
son found her deceased lying on the bathroom floor of their home. She also had
three young children who she loved dearly.
My sister was a beautiful, kind and loving person. She was the backbone of our
family, but she lost her way. My sister was a person who would make people smile.
She had a heart of gold. She was very special to me, as she was my older sister.
Our family mourns her death daily as we have to live without her. She was a
daughter, mother, sister, cousin, aunt, and was very active in our family. Words
cannot describe the heartache our family suffers from losing Lisamarie.
Our mother is now raising her four beautiful children and is struggling hard in life
because of the loss of her own child. My sister was not “just and addict”. She has a
story.
I know you have children and know the love a mother has for their child. Would you
assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names.
I am including Lisamarie’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall
of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Florida families would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Maranda Talbert, sister of Lisamarie Kane
Prince George, VA
237

Michal Osteen’s Son
238

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Ariel Osteen to fentanyl poisoning, he will be forever 30 years old and our family is
forever changed.
Ari was a very happy kid who helped everyone he knew. He graduated from the
University of Florida, became an EMT so he could save lives. He had the biggest
heart, the most beautiful smile and he gave the best hugs! He fed the homeless and
sat with those that needed a listening ear. He had huge dreams.
I know you have three beautiful children; Ari has two other siblings that are forever
shattered by the loss of their brother, and nephews and nieces that miss him every
day. This letter is to kindly ask you to assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol.
We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like
the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michal Osteen
Longwood, FL
239

Pamela Flack’s Son
240

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I lost my beautiful son, Tommy, who is forever 20. He was poisoned by fentanyl,
and we remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. He was kind, funny
and loved life! He was our future and heart & soul. I can’t express how losing him
has changed the life of his father, myself, and his sisters. It’s simply devasting.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Tommy’s frame, below. I am also including the
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents like me, can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
Cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users – like
racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families, ever again.
Sincerely,
Pamela Flack
Titusville, Florida
241

Pamela McMinn’s Daughter
242

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter Danielle Riley McMinn, forever 23. She was poisoned by fentanyl and our
entire family is forever changed. She had such a love for children and animals of
any kind, and she would have made a difference in their lives. The world is a darker
place without her.
Danielle’s brother, Robert Neth and sister, Kelsey Platt; their lives are shattered. Her
nieces and nephews will now grow up without their Auntie Danielle. Danielle was
robbed of ever having her own children which she would have just adored, and I
was robbed of witnessing that beautiful moment that will never be. This letter is to
kindly ask you to help us find a location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol.
Our loved ones were victims, first of Purdue Pharma and the doctors who
prescribed my daughter medication. Secondly, the China/ Mexican drug cartels.
A group of moms would like to meet with you to see how we could prevent this from
ever happening again in the future. Attached is Danielle’s Memorial frame.
Thank you,
Pamela McMinn
North Port, FL
243

Paula Gretchin Murray’s Son
244

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
It is time we acknowledged that no family is immune from the deadly and criminal actions
of those who chose to peddle poison for profit. I am writing to you about this subject now
because I am a grieving mother. I lost my only child, a twenty-nine-year-old son who
unfortunately made the poor decision to experiment with an illicit drug, which contained a
lethal dose of fentanyl. His mistake should not have cost him his life. He was not a regular
illicit drug user, nor was he aware he was given a lethal dose of fentanyl. He and 2 others
were poisoned, unbeknownst to them. My son was the only one who didn’t survive.
Since my son’s passing, it has been an unimaginable journey. Losing a child is something
that unless you walk a day in the shoes of a bereaved parent, you will never know the
level of pain and permanence we endure every second we are breathing. It is a loss that
on some days, you can feel deep in your bones. A heartache that never stops but only
gets more final over time. It is not something that I would wish on anyone. My faith is the
glue that is holding the pieces of my broken heart together. I know God will carry me
though this and my son will be waiting for me on the other side. Some days this is the only
thing I have to hold onto. Accepting that I will never see my son get married, have
children, or grow old has been the hardest thing that I am still trying to process.
As a recently bereaved parent, I can’t stress the importance of keeping my son’s memory
alive, and to be assured that his life mattered. As a parent yourself, I can imagine this
would be very important to you and your family also. It would be healing to have a
memorial where our children can be visited, honored, and remembered by friends and
family. Having this memorial is also equally important to show that this is being
acknowledged by our government. Our beautiful children are not just statistics. Being able
to have their beautiful faces memorialized in our State Capitol would be an amazing
testament to our government’s commitment to our children and their families that are left
behind.
On behalf of myself and all of the other mothers who have lost their children, I implore you
to use your power to create a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. Doing so will honor and
memorialize all the victims in our State and send a strong message to the people of
Florida that safety is your priority and our children who have fallen to this epidemic will not
be forgotten. Thank you so much for this opportunity.
Sincerely,
Gage’s Mom
Paula Gretchin Murray
Orlando, FL
245

Sandy Rhoda’s Son
246

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Kevin, on
4/3/22 at the age of 26 from fentanyl poisoning. The day Kevin died part of me died.
I miss him daily and will never be the same. Kevin was kind, funny and had a big
heart.
We are losing 110,00 thousand people a year due to the drug epidemic. Would you
assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. We would like the photos displayed. The wall of names can be projected on
a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name.
Thank you for your consideration.
Sandy Rhoda, mother of Kevin Rhoda F – 26
Valrico, FL
247

Terri Bolander’s Son
248

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Anthony aka Tony, who is forever 32. He lived in Pinellas County, Palm Harbor, Florida,
the town next to Dunedin, where our Honorable Governor is from. He was poisoned by
fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved him dearly.
Tony was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. We called him our
“Good Samaritan”. He was always helping others. He always thought of others, before
himself, friend to everyone, never met a stranger, and constantly tried to help others. At
his funeral, the Priest recalled a time he was picking fruit for elders with some of his
classmates from Catholic school. One of the classmates was cold, Tony took off his
sweater and gave it to him. I witnessed this many times, over and over, with jackets,
shoes, belts, t-shirts, etc. He was a Giver. The world lost this beautiful helper on
12/18/2019. He never wanted to leave us. He loved life. His beautiful smile could light up
any room. He deserved to live a long life. His family still grieves for him and will for the
rest of their lives.
I know you have 3 beautiful children. You know the love; a mother has for their child. I only
have memories of my Tony. No parent deserves to lose their child. We need your help.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Tony’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again. To save other mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers,
grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews, friends and relatives from the
never-ending pain and heartache of not having your loved one here on earth. To know
their lives were ended and could have been prevented.
Sincerely,
Terri Bolander
Palm Harbor, FL 249

Therese Serignese’s Daughter
250

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my only daughter,
Lisa Marie Serignese, who is forever 27 years of age. She was poisoned by fentanyl
and my family, and her friends remain devastated. We loved her deeply and our loss
is profound.
Lisa was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. She wanted
to help others, go to college, write poetry, dance, and travel. Lisa was gentle, sweet,
loyal, and loved life. She wanted to live and enjoy her life!
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol or another State Building in Florida? We have
created two digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Lisa Marie’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy
format in our State Capitol.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
Pharmaceutical Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India,
and the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called substance
use disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with
SUD.
A group of our Florida parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Therese Serignese,
Mother of Lisa Marie Serignese
Boca Raton, Palm Beach, FL
251

Tressie Dupont Paytas’ Son
252

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I would like to introduce myself. My name is Tressie DuPont Paytas and I am an
ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Tim
Paytas, February 26, 2022. He got a fake pill from someone he trusted. It turned out
to be 33ng Fentanyl. He was not a junkie; he worked 40 plus hours a week. He was
a sweetheart who cared more about others than himself. My son was murdered by a
fake pill he thought was something else. Forever 32. He was poisoned by fentanyl,
and we are all devastated like hundreds of thousands of other families.
I know you have three beautiful children; I have four, Tim has three other siblings
that are forever shattered by the loss of their brother.
This letter is to kindly ask you to assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol. We have created two memorial walls,
one with photos and one with names. I am including Tim's frame, below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
honored and treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese and
the Mexican Cartels. China is sending this fake pill laced with fentanyl to Mexican
Cartels and they are bringing this dangerous drug to every town in the USA by
crossing the border.
A group of our Florida moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Tressie Dupont Paytas
Tim Paytas's, mom
forever 32
Flagler Beach, FL
253

Wesley T. Bal’s Daughter
254

Dear First Lady Casey DeSantis,
I have two daughters, Rachel Amber my 1st born and Kristin Nicole, my 2nd born. Both
were born in Richmond, Va. We moved to Orlando, Florida in 1988. Both girls went to
elementary and middle school in Dr Phillips. Rachel went to Dr Phillips High School.
Kristin, not wanting to keep being Rachel’s little sister, got herself into the IB Magnet at
Cypress Creek High. Kristin went onto the University of Miami for two years and then
back here to Orlando to graduate from the University of Central Florida Rosen College.
She worked for Universal Studios for 16 years and now works for Finserva, a Financial
Tech company in London.
Rachel did very well through high school until her Senior year. Her group started drinking
vodka from water bottles, skipping classes, etc. She almost didn’t graduate. But we got
her through summer school, and she did it. A very happy time in her life.
Rachel was our adventuresome, hippie butterfly. She went to UCF, met the wrong people
and started trying stuff she shouldn’t have. Around this time was her first hit up with
heroin then began with everything else. She coasted for a while. She had two abusive
boyfriends. We “Baker Acted” her, and she hated us for it. She began to recognize her
problem and admitted herself to rehab several times and helped many others into rehab.
Over the next 13 years she slowly digressed downward and OD’d several times. She
went from living with me for a while, to a nice apartment, to an ok condo, to a room in a
house on South Orange Blossom Trail, to an apartment on Americana Blvd and finally into
the woods behind the Publix at Americana Blvd and John Young Parkway. She lived with
her boyfriend, a user, and her rescued dog that she loved. I even got her a tent to help
her out.
I of course enabled her along the way and helped as I could. I gave her money and
became a great customer of Western Union and Amscot. She spent her last nine months
in those woods, progressively getting worse. I tried to get her out, but she wouldn’t leave
her boyfriend or the dog. I offered to take the dog to Pet Alliance. She liked her
Americana community there because it had everything she needed; her user friends, a
Burger King to charge her phone, places to panhandle, a 7-11 to buy cheap beer, and of
course her network of dealers.
On February 7, 2019, she had made plans and agreed to meet a woman that afternoon,
to take her away and help her get a fresh start. That morning around 9:30 am, she waited
on the corner for her dealer to give her that last big hit. Something addicts do before they
go for help, knowing that will be their last high. It was her last hit. It was loaded with
fentanyl. 12 milligrams. As we know it only takes about 2 milligrams. Rachel didn’t have
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The woman came to get her that afternoon and dropped to her knees crying when she
found out. We had a Celebration of Life for Rachel that April at Turkey Lake Park. About
125 people came, including that woman, to tell me her story.
In the early days, I was embarrassed and upset. Then as the years went on, I tried to
help Rachel. Always there to talk. I would take her to lunch. She confided in me about
things a father does not need to hear about. There’s a stigma that we develop, we don’t
talk about our “addicts”. The stigma that others have; they are just addict drug users,
garbage, thieves, why bother with them. They could change if they wanted to. This
includes our family, friends, nurses, doctors, and first responders. I’ve seen it and it sure
needs to change. Rachel didn’t want to be an addict. Yes, she chose to use in those
beginning times, but once that devil grabbed her, it’s very hard to cut him off. Talk about
your loved ones. Make people uncomfortable. And help reverse the stigma.
I write this letter to talk about Rachel and her journey. And to build awareness of
Substance Use Disorder, the opioid problem in our community and the dangers of gangs,
street drugs and fentanyl.
It would be healing to have a memorial where our children can be visited, honored, and
remembered by friends and family. Having this memorial is also equally important to show
that this is being acknowledged. Our beautiful children are not just statistics. Being able to
have their beautiful faces memorialized in our State Capitol would be an amazing
testament to our government’s commitment to our children and their families that are left
behind.
On that Thursday, February 7, 2019, my Rachel was planning on making a new life.
Instead, her ashes are buried at the Dr Phillips Cemetery.
Rachel Amber Bal is now Forever 33. Rachel did not plan on dying that day.
Wesley T Bal
Orlando, FL
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Carol Egan
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
As a founder of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, and a fellow advocate for
youth, I am writing to implore you for your assistance. My family has been
severely affected and devastated by this horrific disease. In Georgia, we are losing
over 2500 beautiful family members a year. Not one state has been able to stop
this. Think about the 300 phone calls to mothers and fathers across this country,
every single day. Currently, most are being poisoned by fentanyl. If we treat this
like rat poison, rather than addiction, we have a fighting chance. Our populous is
being deliberately poisoned.
I know you have three precious daughters. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We
have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
Cartel), and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese criminal networks and
Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Carol Egan
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
Savannah, GA
carol.egan@gmail.com
263

Julie Russell’s Daughter
264

Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful, kind,
intelligent, and loving daughter, Lauren Nicole Carver, on March 7, 2022. We reside in
Toccoa, GA, not too far from where you were born.
She was in a state supported, and mandated, rehabilitation center in Gainesville, GA. A
drug dealer delivered (on rehab grounds) what she believed to be heroin. There was no
heroin in her system. It was straight fentanyl and xylazine. That deadly combination was
my daughter's death sentence. She died alone. She died in an unfamiliar place. This
haunts me daily. Her killer still walks free, dealing to others as if her death never
occurred. Her murder has had catastrophic consequences for my family. My younger
daughter (17) had to go on anti-anxiety medications and antidepressants. I have had to
work on her case, because Gainesville Police Department did not. I received her case
file through an open records request. Can you imagine clicking on a folder, only for a
video to begin of your daughter's lifeless body lying on the floor while she is attempting
to be resuscitated? It is an image that I obsessively see in my mind. It is an image that I
will never get over. I have little to no quality of life. I am very fortunate to have my
youngest daughter, Evan, still with me. I enjoy our time together very much, yet there is
always a dark cloud looming over me. I imagine that will occur for the duration of my life.
I am only 42 years old. I cannot fathom having to deal with this for the remainder of my
life. The only way I know to survive her death, is through advocating for her and others.
I know you have daughters. Surely you can sympathize with me, as a mother, yourself.
Our children deserve to be memorialized in this horrible epidemic. It is a war on
everyone in the United States. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls.
One with photos and one with names. I am including Lauren's frame, below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Sincerely,
Julie Russell – State Lead
Toccoa, GA
265

Leah W. Devere’s Son
266

Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my loving,
kindhearted son, Cory who is forever 30. He was poisoned by fentanyl, one
laced Percocet took his life and we remain devastated. We as a family loved
him beyond words. He left behind 3 beautiful daughters that now grow up
without their dad. Cory had just bought his first home, started his own business
and had so much more living to do. Cory was kind, empathetic, and always
stood up for the underdog.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We
have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Cory’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims, because they are. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again. I’m begging you to help make this
happen.
Sincerely,
Leah W. Devere – State Lead
Bowdon, GA
267

Michelle & Kevin Harless’ Son
268

Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
son, Ernie, who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Ernie was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have 3 beautiful daughters. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Ernie’s
frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michelle and Kevin Harless – State Lead (Michelle)
Grieving mom
Marietta, GA
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am Catherine Rice, a mother and advocate for my son, James Rice, who is
one of many young people we have lost in our state and nation to the fentanyl
crisis. As his advocate and that of others we are working to make it possible to
establish a memorial wall at our state Capitol.
As you can see, my son was a handsome young man of 24 years of age. He
had so many things to look forward to in life but was found, by me, lifeless on
the floor of a motel room. Jimmy was a beautiful person. He grew up as most
young men enjoying basketball, baseball, fishing and loving his family and
friends. He was very compassionate and that showed in his relationships with
others. Jimmy cared deeply for others, was kind, and would go out of his way
to help others who were in need. He was very close to his three older sisters
and his death has broken us all.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol to honor our children lost to fentanyl? We
would also like to work with our leaders in the state to develop a plan of action
to help prevent this from happening again. We must secure our borders to
keep the cartels from bringing these drugs into our nation and individual states.
Sincerely,
Catherine Rice
Fort Gaines, Ga
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Christie Rigney’s Son
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
My name is Christie Rigney, and my son Kyle Louis Rigney was murdered on
December 13, 2020. He was born on October 23,1990. He was 30 years old and my
first-born son. He was poisoned by cocaine laced with fentanyl and carfentanil. He
always said, “Mom, you can’t overdose on cocaine”. He didn’t overdose, he was
poisoned.
Kyle was a son, a father, a brother, a uncle, a grandson and a best friend. He had
two little girls; an 11-year-old named Savannah and an 8-month-old named Ila. He
loved them dearly. They were his world. Ila, the youngest, also lost her mother 11
months later. So, his daughter does not have a father or a mother because of
fentanyl.
My son fought his addiction hard. He never wanted to be addicted. He had been to
many rehabs over the years. He wanted to be clean. He did not want to die!
The police did nothing about his murder, even though there is evidence on his
phone. They treated him like he was not worth their time. My ex-husband was in
the military, so we travelled a lot. Georgia is where my son attended high school and
lived. He was in Florida when he was murdered.
My son had the biggest heart. He would give you the shirt off his back if you needed
it. He was loved by many. He was my best friend! We talked and texted every day!
His best friend committed suicide 7 months later to the day. He said he wanted to be
with his friend.
It took me a long time to write this letter, as the hurt is so strong that I didn’t want to
bring myself back to this day. Surely you have someone that you love, a child, a
grandson and if you had to endure this pain, maybe you would push to get
something done to stop it. We must fight! Fight to stop the murders happening to
our children!
This must stop! We have lost so many to illicit fentanyl. Close the borders!
We are asking for a drug memorial wall to be placed in honor of our loved ones at
the State Capitol. They are victims of the War of Drugs. Please help us place a
memorial wall in the Georgia Capitol.
Signed by a mother, who misses her son dearly.
Christie Rigney
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Debra Nager’s Sons
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I would like you to sit back and look into the eyes of mothers who have lost their
children to the fentanyl crisis and drug epidemic. I lost my two beautiful sons. My
son, Jonathan Nager, was a great person and well-liked by all. He had a lot of spark
in his life. He loved playing his guitar, and he and his dad played guitar together.
Then one day everything changed. Jonathan had a couple of disks in his back that
bothered him. Jonathan had an MRI done and it showed he had problems. Every
corner had a sign for a pain clinic and Jonathan started going to them. He was put
on oxytocin, morphine, and somas and after a couple of months he became
addicted. This went on for a long time. Then he started shooting oxycontin in his
vein. When he didn’t have it, he was so sick. I felt weak as a mother because I
couldn’t help my son.
My son had two children. I thought his behavior would change but it did not. My
grandkids started finding his needles and watched him shoot up. It was awful. Both
loved their dad. Jonathan overdosed several times. He couldn’t afford the pills
anymore and turned to heroin. I was there for him and gave him CPR until the
ambulance came. One time my granddaughter asked me “why were you hurting my
dad?” I just cried. I went with him to the ER many times and begged them to hold
him and get him help or he would die. I was crying and pleading for help. I lost
Jonathan to heroin and carfentanil on 2/7/ 2017. He was 32. Then I lost my second
son Timothy on 9/19/ 2019 to a meth overdose. He never got over losing Jonathan.
Timothy was a wonderful person, who made mistakes in life that cost him 10 years of
probation when he was 17. He had a hard time getting jobs, but he never gave up.
After his dad died, I moved to Michigan and Timothy moved in with his girlfriend.
They had a beautiful son. I was not aware of his drug use until they lost their son to
protective services. I moved back to Georgia so I could help him. I moved into his
apartment. My son and his girlfriend were having another child. She kept telling me
that Timothy was on meth, but I didn’t believe this. Timothy was found on his
brother’s birthday on the ground at a bus stop. He overdosed and a person driving
by called an ambulance. Thank God he survived.
I moved to the country thinking I could keep him off the streets, but he went back
out. Timothy came home one day and couldn’t walk. He had to be carried in the
house and he kept saying his friend was trying to kill him. I thought he was just
paranoid. Timothy knew after his brother died; I was done with drugs. He kept it from
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me until Timothy knew after his brother died; I was done with drugs. He kept it from
me until the end. Timothy didn’t want to die; he just wanted his pain to go away.
Marietta law enforcement investigated his case. I had the drug dealer’s name. They
closed the case and said that person didn’t make Timothy do the drugs.
The pain is real, and these losses seem unbearable at times. My life has changed
forever. Please imagine these were your children.
Sincerely,
Debra Nager Mom of Jonathan Nager 32 & Timothy Nager 31
Novi, Michigan
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Glynda Anderson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. My beautiful, loving,
precious, kind-hearted son, Benjamin William (Andy) Anderson, III, age 35, was
found dead on his sister's living room floor, when she arrived home from a weekend
trip with her children. Just 3-feet away from him, on the counter was his untouched
open pizza, and a soft drink, and a big cookie, he had ordered. He had called me to
tell me he was home "safe" and going to have pizza and watch a movie.
My son had been living, and working, with his sister, and was so happy, and looked
forward to all of them coming to join me in Louisiana, when school was out.
Benjamin had a problem with addiction previously, and had struggled with it for some
time, but he recently completed rehab and was doing great. His dad died seven
months earlier, and Ben was hit hard by his loss, but he straightened up, and was
working hard for his sister in her business.
My son was given a ride home that night during Covid curfew, by someone we know.
We are not sure what transpired during that ride, but my son did not want to die. He
had much to live for, and big plans. He died alone on the floor.
The police department told my daughter that they had to take his phone so they
could investigate and look for messages between him and the person that supplied
that deadly dose. The Detective said, "The GBI "has a guy" that can get into his
phone and see what happened."
Four months later, when finally allowed by the state of Georgia, to hold his memorial,
due to Covid, I called the police to see if they were through with his phone and to
hear what they had found out. I dreaded it. I was told that I could go get the phone. I
asked what they had found and what transpired that night. I was told they had not
even tried because they were afraid of getting "locked out". So, they did nothing!
The GBI never had it. That P.D. did not care.
I asked, "So in other words, you're saying that this drug dealer is going to just go
free?" He replied, "Well here in Georgia, we believe that if you get something from
somebody and it kills you, then that's your fault, and it's on you." Cold and uncaring.
So, his life was worth nothing to that police department.
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I picked up my son's untouched phone that afternoon and I still have it.
Though we mourn the loss of our babies every minute of every day, we do not want
other parents to feel this agony, all day every day. I am asking you, as a mother, to
please do something very important, that could actually save many lives, in the great
state of Georgia, and everywhere, in years to come.
We hope that every visitor that sees this tragic reminder, by viewing this permanent
Memorial, of the beautiful children of Georgia, of all ages, who lost their lives, and
the opportunity to live a full life, would take not only a photo, but a lifelong memory
with them, to share with their children, grandchildren, coworkers, neighbors, and
anyone who will listen, about what they saw, and the dangerous substances that will
kill them instantly.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol?
As you may know, these digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Sincerely,
Glynda Anderson
Douglasville, GA
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Katherine Shelp Daniel’s Son
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
son, Richard, who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Richard was the most caring
and empathetic person I have ever known. He would give his last dollar to a
homeless person.
Richard leaves three children behind, Landen 15, Jada 10, and Kevin 8. Three
children with broken hearts who are severely traumatized.
Nothing was done about my son’s case. They classified it as an accidental
overdose. My son was poisoned. I know the three people involved. The police
would not investigate.
I know you have 3 beautiful daughters and fight for children who are victims of
sex trafficking. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Richard’s frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of our virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Katherine Shelp Daniel
Midway, Georigia
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Kim DeHart’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. I know you are a mother of three girls
and that you will be able to imagine the unfathomable pain I am in. I am a newly
appointed ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. My 23-year-old
daughter, Shannon (and second adopted child from birth), was taken from me on
June 29, 2021, to methamphetamine laced with fentanyl.
Shannon Ruth DeHart was so loved by her father, brother and I and many others. If I
start describing her (and all she went through) I could not finish this letter. However, I
will tell you that she had a diagnosis of BPD and her dad, and I sought all kinds of
treatment for her, but sadly, our healthcare system failed in that realm. She resorted
to drugs to cope. I warned her against the dangers of drugs and overdosing on
drugs, but I never knew about illicit fentanyl. Now, I know all too well. Her death
certificate revealed fentanyl, methamphetamine and amphetamine were the drugs in
her system and the cause of her death stated, “accident”.
Shannon did not want to die or leave her toddler behind. She was poisoned by
fentanyl, but she thought that the methamphetamine was not laced with fentanyl.
The autopsy toxicity report showed she had 15ng of fentanyl in her system. The
coroner informed me when I asked what amount was considered lethal, and I was
told that there is no “safe” amount of illicit fentanyl.
Now, not only am I still grieving and mourning the daughter that was taken from me,
but I am singly raising her five-year-old child, in my 60s. My heart aches every day
for her and breaks for the little boy who will not know his mother, and the countless
other people dying from fentanyl. I don’t want my daughter’s death to be in vain. I
want to put her name and face out there and let her voice be heard from her grave
and expose illicit fentanyl for what it is, namely a poison and weapon of mass
destruction.
Our government is supposed to protect us, so please help place these precious
children’s photos in a significant building in our Capitol. Thank you for listening to us.
With a broken heart,
Kim DeHart
Woodstock, Georgia
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Pat & Ted Kraft’s Son
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
son, Nick Wright who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we
remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Nick was the kindest
and most empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We
have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Nick's frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Pat and Ted Kraft
Albany, GA
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Rita Kouris’ Daughter
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
smart sweet daughter Sereada Antoinette, who is forever 20. She was
poisoned by fentanyl at a pool party in Fulton County and we remain
devastated. Nothing has been done to the individuals that gave her this deadly
drug inside a marijuana cigarette. We loved her beyond all space and time.
Our family remains destroyed by the loss of my daughter. Especially her little
brother, Darell. Sereada was full of life, always a light of joy to anyone she
crossed paths with. My daughter's life mattered like so many victims of
fentanyl in the state of Georgia. Please help in getting awareness out to other
Georgians and helping us Mothers honor our children by saving someone
else's child.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We
have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Sereada's frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A group of our Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Rita Kouris
Powder Springs, GA
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Wanda & Ray Gallops’ Son
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Dear First Lady Marty Kemp,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
20-year-old son, Dalton, on August 4, 2020, to fentanyl poisoning. He was my
only child, and his absence is felt every day. Dalton leaves behind a young
daughter who now must grow up without the love and guidance of her father.
Unfortunately, there are similar stories happening everyday across the state
and nation. We are losing an entire generation of Americans. Like my son, so
many of the victims are young and unaware that they are ingesting lethal
fentanyl.
As mothers, we must do everything we can to raise awareness and prevent
other Georgians from experiencing this life altering heartache. Lives are being
destroyed as we speak, and time is of the essence. Can I count on your
support? Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Dalton’s frame
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and
our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
A group of Georgia moms would love to meet with you and work together on
this project to raise awareness and prevent this from happening to other
Georgia families.
Sincerely,
Wanda and Ray Gallops
Columbus, Georgia
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Cindy Watson’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady M K Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful
daughter, & ONLY child, Amber, on October 12, 2021, at the young age of forever
17. We had spent the entire day together on October 11, 2021, shopping in
anticipation of her Senior pictures that afternoon. It ended up being a windy day,
therefore, they had to be rescheduled, however, were never taken due to her death,
nor did she get to finish her Senior year of high school. She headed off to work,
where she was a Hostess at 54th Street Bar and Grill & worked until about 10:00
p.m. that evening. I woke up at 12:30 a.m., on October 12, 2021, to her not being at
home, & I was frantically texting & calling her for about an hour. It was then that I
received a call that she was unresponsive at a park near my house. Amber passed
away with Fentanyl & Marijuana in her system. It is still unknown to me whether the
Fentanyl was mixed in with the Marijuana, or if she took what she thought was
Percocet, & it was pure Fentanyl. Her death was a complete shock to our family &
her only brother, her friends, as well as to me. We mourn her daily, & the shock still
haunts our lives daily. The grief, at times, that our family & others feel, is
unbearable.
Amber was headstrong and fiery, with a wicked sense of humor. She was fiercely
passionate and wanted to succeed in everything she did. She was an exceptional
singer, a skilled writer, a talented self-taught piano player, a lovely artist, and a
strong advocate for and lover of animals. More than anything though, she was loved
by those around her because she tried her hardest to make sure others felt loved as
well. She was and will forever be a kind and loving soul.
I know you are an Advocate for Social and Emotional Learning and Mental Health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this
epidemic. My daughter was one of those that began her mental health journey with
depression. The impact of COVID-19 did not help with that situation either. We
need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother you will
understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Illinois feel towards ending
this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of
substance users as well as those in grief.
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Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos &
one with names. These digital walls & albums update automatically. We would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (American
cartel) & others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users.
Illinois moms would love to meet with you & work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Cindy Watson, mother of Amber Watson, F17, Belleville, IL
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Jeanine Bothell’s Son
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Dear First Lady M K Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautifully talented,
2nd born son, Luke on August 23, 2021, at the age of 25. After not hearing from him for
26 hours, I made several phone calls (as he was temporarily staying in Chicago; (we live
in Michigan) only to find out my son had passed away in his bedroom of Fentanyl
Poisoning. Luke had a deadly mixture of Xanax and Fentanyl in his system. Our family
has been completely devastated by his loss, and we miss him every minute.
Luke was a beautiful giving soul, he had 3 college degrees, ran his own business, and
managed a Crumble Bakery. He brought us constant laughter, he painted the most
beautiful paintings, and he was a talented clothing line designer. He had his own clothing
line, Takin All Bet$, which we have since carried on raising awareness of illicit drugs. He
was a brother, a cousin, a son, grandson, nephew; and loved deeply. Our family has been
left with a complete hole in our hearts. Luke has five brothers, he was the second of six,
each of his brothers mourn him outright, loudly, and carry a heavy burden. Our entire
family has sought counseling and therapy and we work in outreach. I work with nonprofit
groups trying to bring awareness and education to a society that has put such a stigma on
this issue. It is hard to make anyone see the devastation that Fentanyl is causing this
nation if they haven’t experienced it directly.
My son suffered with SUD, he entered rehabilitation in Dec 2020; upon his return home he
started his daily counseling and follow up programs. Unfortunately, when Covid-19 hit and
most programs were delayed or shut down, this created an environment where
maintaining sobriety became very difficult. Luke relapsed after 6 months of sobriety in the
summer of 2020. He tried to turn himself around, went to NA meetings, (which we
attended), started meditation, and attending church seeking to turn his life around. The
Covid-19 Pandemic took a toll on so many, that not only lost their lives to the virus; but so
many more that were trying to get it together.
I understand that the as first lady you support women’s justice and support improving lives
of women and children affected by the justice system. I am seeking more conscious
efforts and response to the overwhelming statistics of death by Fentanyl. There were
more than 1,400 fatal opioid poisonings in Chicago in 2021, the highest number ever
recorded in the city. In the article attached, that number for 2021 may be severely
understated. (https://publichealth.uic.edu/news-stories/new-study-reveals-undercount-ofcook-county-opioid-deaths/)
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As a parent, and as a mother, we are asking if the Capitol would be willing to create
and share a version of the Memorial Wall (like the wall Arlington, VA). We have
created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including
Luke’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We
would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (the American Cartel) and many, many others.
Sincerely,
Jeanine Bothell, Luke Bensons Mom - Forever 25
Swartz Creek, MI
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Jennifer Carney’s Son
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Dear First Lady MK Pritzker,
My name is Jennifer Carney, and I am a lifelong resident of southwest Illinois. I am writing to
you with a heavy heart, as I lost my only son, Dane Ryan, on January 18, 2023, at the forever
age of 39. Dane died from acute Fentanyl toxicity. The loss of Dane has left a hole in my
heart that is irreparable.
Dane was born on January 7, 1981, in Granite City, Illinois. He had a normal childhood,
although he was always a bit shy, he was never a troublesome child. His problem with
substance abuse began as a young adult in his 20’s, after the sudden death of his father.
Dane suffered from major depression and began using substances as a form of selfmedicating.
When Dane was 35 years old, he decided that substances would no longer rule his life. Dane
completed a rehab program and lived the next several years drug and alcohol free. During
this period, Dane was baptized as a Christian, and helped to start a Celebrate Recovery
program at our local church, where he was known as a “fisher of men”, because he brought
so many people to God and supported them in their recovery efforts. It was unfortunate that
during this period Dane suffered from the loss of an infant child and relapsed into active
addiction.
Illicit Fentanyl had replaced many common street drugs, and Dane had lost many friends to
poisoning by this drug. On January 18th, 2020, Dane told me he loved me, and went out for
the evening. I frantically tried to reach him by phone and text that night at no avail. The
coroner appeared at my house at 3pm on January 18th. Dane had been found deceased.
Dane’s memorial service was beautiful, and over 250 people came to pay their respects to
this kind-hearted, soft-spoken man, whose life had been cut short by the current drug
epidemic. Even 3 ½ years later, I am still approached by people that tell me stories of how
Dane had helped them in some way and touched their lives. I feel honored to be called
“Dane’s Mom”.
Dane is only one of thousands in our country and the state of Illinois that have been lost to
the drug epidemic. I am rallying with other parents to honor our children by requesting that a
memorial wall is placed in each State Capitol. Would you please consider helping us by
finding a place in the Illinois State Capitol to place this wall?
I am including a frame of my son Dane that currently exists on a memorial wall in Arlington,
VA.
Thank you for taking the time to hear Dane’s story and for considering my request.
Respectfully,
Jennifer Carney, Granite City, IL
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Karyn Mitchell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Mary K Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my only child, Michael, on
December 6th, 2020, at the age of forever 37. My son died in the house where two people
were with him and let him die. The police never even looked at his phone that had the
number of the likely person that gave him the poisoned heroin. Michael died of Fentanyl
laced heroin. He was poisoned! His death was a complete shock to me and his friends. We
mourn his daily presence in our lives.
Michael was an amazing man. I consider it an honor to have been his mother. He was witty
and smart. He would do anything for anyone, including giving someone the shirt off his back,
and he has. He wanted to be a Mathematics teacher. He was loved by more people than I
even know who have shared stories about what a great human being he was. There are no
descriptors for the loss of my only child, my only son. The grief at times is unspeakable,
unbearable, and unstoppable.
I know you are an Advocate for children and women. Our children need to know the dangers
presented to them daily around this epidemic. My son was one of those that began his mental
health journey after a car accident in 2010 where he has prescribed OxyContin. In 2013 Oxy
was very expensive so he found heroin. One opioid that was abused by many got them
hooked on cheaper heroin. Now, dealers are adding fentanyl. We need to address the
grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother you will understand the urgency I and
countless other mothers in Illinois feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children,
& addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos & one with names. I am
including Michael's frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims
of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism”
for the prejudice toward drug users.
Illinois moms would love to meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Karyn Mitchell, mother of Michael Davies, forever 37
South Wilmington, IL
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Linda Siedlinski’s Son
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Dear First Lady MK Pritzker,
I lost my first son, Keith, on October 19, 2017, at the forever age of 34, two weeks after
his birthday. He was our only son. He died due to someone poisoning him with fentanyl.
He has one sister Dawn and at the time we watched her 2-year-old daughter as she was
a nurse working 12-hour shifts. Her husband was working as a police officer. Sometimes
it was hard for us with a little one, Keith would come out of his room and play with her.
They had a very special bond. She is now 7 and she still asks about him. We celebrated
his next birthday on vacation. We brought his ashes with us and made a cake. She
asked me if Keith was coming. I told her how he can’t because he is in Heaven now. She
said, “Maybe he will grandma, maybe he will surprise you”. She taught her sister about
Keith. She is now 3 years old, and she asks us about Keith all the time. We went to the
Passion of Christ in Indiana. Hailey was 3 years old. At the end Jesus comes back and
she yells “see Keith can come back too”. I just sobbed.
Keith will never be able to be a dad. He will never have a wife. He will never get to play
with Hailey or her two sisters. Keith is gone and the pain is unreal. Our family is forever
changed, and it hurts every day.
Keith was in a car accident with his small Saturn car in 2009. He always helped people
out. I still remember him getting ready that night. He was waiting to turn into a gas
station, and he was hit from behind. The person that hit him took off. It spun the car, and
someone also hit him from the other direction. The car looked like it had exploded. It was
just on a city street. We were called to the hospital that night. We sat for hours in the
waiting room in the dark. We were the only ones there. The doctor came out about 5
hours later and said, “He is alive, but we couldn’t put his arm back on!”. I looked at him
and said, “How does an arm come off?” He barely made it. His colon was twisted from
the seatbelt and then he got gangrene so they had to keep his stomach open until they
could reattach it again. He spent months in the hospital. He had traumatic brain injury
and he had to learn to eat and walk again. He spent time in a rehab learning how to get in
and out of a car, how to feed himself. We had to learn how to change an ileostomy bag
and keep the open stomach clean with fake skin and some lace up bandage. He went
back into the hospital to have skin grafted from his thigh to the end of his stub because it
wasn’t healing. He was in so much pain, he would yell “just let me die”. He went back into
the hospital months later to have his colon put back in and about a year later he ended up
with a hernia that had to be fixed.
Keith certainly was never the same. I believe he had eight surgeries in total. As a child
he was a model. He was in Kmart, JC Penney’s, and Montgomery Wards on the same
week and now he had no arm and a TBI. He ended up getting a job in a haunted house.
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me it was very hard to see him looking gory with blood coming from his arm, but he
had friends and a job.
Keith was then diagnosed with ADD which I didn’t understand, but he didn’t always
remember words and he was more like a child in his mind. We left him alone for a
vacation, something we never did. We left on his birthday. He was sleeping and ran
out of the house in his pajamas to say goodbye and hug me. We talked every day.
He fed the cat, fed the fish, went to work, and vacuumed. I made sure a relative
took him to work and someone was there to pick him up. He did well. We came
home on a Saturday. It was the following Tuesday. I ran to a store and the bank.
He hadn’t put his clothes away and that was very unusual for him. I went into his
room and found him on the floor unconscious. I yelled for my husband to call 911
and I started chest compressions. The paramedics were at our house in 5 to 10
minutes. They took him to the hospital. My cousin mentioned that when I rubbed
his arm his blood pressure would start to elevate. During the night, they said he
would be a vegetable for the rest of his life, I can’t even remember the words and
that I should let him go. We went home and I only got to brush my teeth before the
hospital called and said we needed to get to the hospital, that his blood pressure
was dropping. We went back and I watched him die.
I barely told anyone that he had passed as I was too distraught. We thought he had
a heart attack or stroke, but months later (Cook County takes months to get the
autopsy results) we found it was fentanyl. The funeral home was packed! All the
haunted house workers came, relatives far and near, my coworkers, my husband’s
coworkers. We were able to get a pastor who had lost his leg in a car accident to
do the service at the funeral home. I had Keith cremated, but I was never able to
bury him. He is here with us in our living room. I need what is left of him close to
me.
Keith will be forever murdered by this drug crisis along with so many more. Will you
help the healing, if that is even possible, by putting up a Memorial Wall in our
Capitol in their honor?
Thank you for your consideration,
Linda Siedlinski-Keith’s forever mom, Keith forever 34
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Lisa Vasquez’s Son
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Dear First Lady MK Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. After hearing the news of my
son’s death, I thought arranging his service was going to be the most difficult thing I would
ever have to do, but I was wrong. Living my life without my son’s smile & his hugs is even
harder. He would have been 19 years old on January 30, 2023. His name is Thomas
Signorile. He was a precious, gentle soul & incredibly smart. He graduated with more than
a 4.0 GPA & received a scholarship to attend Carthage College. Thomas was also
transgender, FTM. He used to talk about having a purpose in life & making a difference.
He wanted to have a family someday, have kids of his own & adopt. He was very eager to
adopt kids that felt unloved & out of place. He was always there for everyone & always
knew the right thing to say to make you feel better. He was an inspiration, always
encouraging you to stay positive, to keep fighting & reminding you to love your “authentic”
self (his words) no matter what society tells you. To be true to who you are, to accept &
love yourself. Thomas also suffered from anxiety, depression & gender dysphoria.
Although he was very invested in his therapy, he had been on so many medications
throughout his life; sometimes five different medications at a time. He suffered a great
deal from the side effects, both mentally & physically, from headaches, stomach aches,
lack of focus, dry mouth, fatigue, restlessness, tremors, twitching, serotonin syndrome,
agitation, trouble sleeping & feeling "numb.” He was determined to feel better & that is
why he chose to study medicine. He wanted to become a scientist to cure diseases, find
ways to create better medicines that can help & cure people without devastating side
effects.
Thomas had a vast concern for politics. He was concerned for transgender rights, the
environment, the poor, the elderly, minorities, & animals. He wanted everyone to be
treated fairly, wanted the world to be a better place & wanted his visions to become a
reality. I was never interested in voting, but Thomas took his time to educate me. He was
a huge supporter of your husband; JB Pritzker & he made sure once he turned 18 that his
vote would matter. I remember that day, (November 8, 2022) it was one of our last
conversations. He was worried that he wouldn’t make it home in time to vote & was
anxious because Darren & Pritzker were neck & neck. Thomas said there was no way
that Pritzker was going to lose because we didn’t make it to vote. He was at school at
Carthage that day; but rushed home to make sure he voted for your husband & made
sure that I voted too. This was the first time either of us had voted. This was just three
days before he died. On November 11, 2022, Thomas died from acute fentanyl toxicity. He
was poisoned with pills laced with fentanyl. Thomas is no longer here to pursue his
dreams, no longer here to be that shining light. A son, a brother, a cousin, a nephew, and
a friend has been ripped away from the people who loved him. The magnitude of grief,
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depression, sadness & loss cannot be expressed into words. We have shared Thomas’s
ashes with loved ones & now pieces of Thomas sit on dressers or nightstands, maybe
even in a wallet or purse. Thomas was my best friend & my hero. He made me proud that
I was his mom. Thomas meant so much to so many, our lives will not be the same without
him.
Illinois has lost 3,013 lives in 2021 to fentanyl. In December of 2022, the DEA seized
enough doses of fentanyl to kill every American in the United States. I am committed to
ending these losses & honoring my son & the lost lives of others. I’m hopeful as a mother
you will understand the urgency I & countless other mothers in Illinois feel towards ending
this epidemic, educating our children & addressing the mental health of substance users,
as well as those in grief. We need your help assisting us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol. I am including Thomas’s frame
below. These digital walls & albums update automatically. We would like the photos
displayed in a hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected so families can touch
their loved one's name. It is important to educate how much of a destructive impact
fentanyl poisoning has on our families. A group of Illinois moms would love to meet with
you & work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Lisa Vasquez, mother of Thomas Signorile F18
Highland Park, IL
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Marilu Caballero’s Son
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Dear First Lady M K Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Eduardo
(EJ) Caballero, on September 12, 2021, at the age of forever 29. I went to church
that morning & went to wake him after I realized that it was after 1 pm & he usually
was up by 11 a.m. when his children were not at our home. The door was locked
which was unusual. When my husband unlocked the door, I found him at the foot of
his bed. He was already cold to the touch. It was cocaine with Fentanyl poisoning.
His death was a complete shock to his three children, his ex-wife, his friends & his
family here & in South America. I still miss him every day & sometimes cannot
fathom that this happened to him.
EJ was a wonderful & sensitive young man. He was very charming & enjoyed
soccer very much. He enjoyed cooking & hanging with his children. He loved
working on cars. He was the bright spot of the family. Unfortunately, the drugs
changed him so much & he knew he needed help but just couldn’t do it. He had
been in & out of detox & Narcotics Anonymous. He just could not stay sober.
He was Dad to Mia, 11; Max, 8 & Meliani 6. The children were very young & miss
him very much. His youngest was very close to him & told me one time in tears,
“Why was I born last?”. She felt that she didn’t have enough time with her dad. That
was so hard that a child at 5, could realize that she missed out on him. He had one
sister, my daughter Marisa. She has withdrawn very much in her life & is just slowly
getting back to normal. Our relationship suffered as well as she retreated and was
so angry that she had lost her baby brother. The grief at times is unspeakable,
unbearable & unstoppable. In 2021, there were 3,013 fatalities due to opioid
overdose in Illinois. I am committed to ending these losses & honoring my son and
the other children’s lives.
Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this
epidemic. My son was very depressed from his divorce & his father not being
around. He turned to Xanax for his anxiety & with the Covid epidemic, it caused
more of a depression, it snowballed from there until he was killed. We need to
address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother you will
understand the urgency I & countless other mothers in Illinois feel towards ending
this epidemic, educating our children, & addressing the mental health of substance
users as well as those in grief.
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Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos &
one with names. I am including EJ’s frame. The picture was the last day of his life.
He had taken me to dinner for my birthday. He died 5 days after my birthday. These
digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users.
Illinois moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Marilu Caballero, mother of Eduardo (EJ) Caballero, Aurora, IL
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Mary Ellyn Carroll’s Son
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Dear First Lady M K Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful, youngest son,
Daniel, on July 5, 2022, at the age of forever 28. His dad found him deceased on the floor in front
of his bedroom after he text messaged him, saying he was getting ready for work. Daniel died of
Fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his 3 siblings, co-workers, an entire
neighborhood of friends, as well as me. We mourn his daily presence in our lives.
Daniel was an intelligent man, he was funny, quick witted, kind, loving and cared about everyone.
He was wise beyond his years, always giving encouragement & positive advice, always helping
out the less fortunate with whatever he could. Danny was easy to talk to, always willing to listen
and help wherever needed. He had a smile that would light up the room. He was just starting a
career in construction, loving life & what he had accomplished. Danny loved the outdoors, nature,
enjoyed playing Frisbee golf whenever he could, he loved to cook & spend time with his dad’s
dog. We called him the dog whisperer as he had a way with animals. He made his mom & dad
proud. He was helping his dad with any task needed on his property in upper Michigan. I miss his
laugh, his knowledge, his smile, his hugs & his nightly “I love you mom”. He was a brother to
Christine 39, DJ 36 and Susan 42 and Uncle to Abigail 14, Annabelle 11, Savannah 10, Logan 7 &
Ellynor 2. He was loved & respected by anyone he came in contact with. There are no descriptors
for the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles and children are experiencing.
The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable & unstoppable. Although Danny died in Michigan, I
am a resident of Illinois. Danny was born and raised in Illinois, moving to Michigan 6 months prior
to his death. There were 3,762 deaths in Illinois this year & it continues to grow daily.
This epidemic is unbelievable & I am committed to ending these losses and honoring my son and
the other children’s lives. We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a
mother of two teenagers you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Illinois
feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of
substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with names & one with photos. I am including
Daniel’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, & our
awareness campaign.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) & many, many others.
Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels.
A group of our Illinois moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely, Mary Ellyn Carroll, mother of Daniel Powalish, 28
Fox Lake, IL
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Sharon Ryan Crivellone’s Son
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Dear First Lady M.K. Pritzker,
My name is Sharon Ryan Crivellone. I am writing to you, not only as a mother, but
as a member and supporter of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
campaign in Illinois. Our goal is to have a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall up in all 50
State Capitols to honor our loved ones as victims who were poisoned/murdered by
fentanyl and other drugs. Illinois needs to acknowledge that our loved ones
mattered, and this fentanyl crisis is only getting worse.
I lost my first-born son, John “Jack” Ryan Crivellone on January 26, 2021. Jack was
23 years old when he was poisoned. He was given a pill which he thought was a
Xanax. My husband found him in our family home in my bed. My son did NOT want
to die and he was so excited for his future. He was to start his electrical
apprenticeship with I.B.E.W. Local 134 and he was thrilled to have my hand me
down Jeep Commander. He had a full life ahead of him and he unknowingly took
that fateful pill that was laced with fentanyl. It will be three years in January, and I
am still numb and in shock! Not a day goes by that I don’t think of my son.
My son Jack was a kindhearted sensitive young man. He was shy at times but so
loving and willing to help others out whenever possible. Jack was such a hard
worker and he had ambitions and goals. Jack loved his family, and he is survived by
his younger brothers Brian and Kevin. Our lives will never be the same.
I’m hopeful as a mother you will understand the urgency I and countless other
mothers in Illinois feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and
addressing this drug crisis our country is facing. Fentanyl is destroying and killing so
many in our nation. It DOES NOT discriminate. It can happen to anyone. Jack’s
name and picture are currently on the DEA FACES OF FENTANYL MEMORIAL
WALL in Arlington, Virginia. Our children that are dying were so much more that
what took their lives.
I believe a memorial wall at our State Capitol in Springfield with the names and
faces poisoned/murdered from fentanyl and other drugs, as well would be a great
honor. Thank you for your consideration in helping us honor our children who have
lost their lives to this poison, and for helping to make this wall happen here in Illinois
in their memory.
Sincerely,
Sharon, Jack’s mom; forever 23
Chicago, IL
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Theresa Kluck’s Cousin
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Dear First Lady MK Pritzker,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely cousin, Matthew, on
May 8, 2021, at the age of forever 35. His friend found him deceased in the bathroom. Matthew
died of Fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his children, siblings, an entire
neighborhood of friends, family, and as well as me. We mourn his daily presence in our lives.
Matthew was an intelligent man. Matthew and I have always had a remarkably close relationship
with each other ever since we were little kids. He made me proud. He was charismatic, kind, loved
to cook, silly, a huge Ohio State Buckeye and Cincinnati Bengals Fan, a father, son, brother,
cousin, nephew, uncle, grandson, and friend. I miss his laugh, his knowledge, his smile, his advice
when I needed something, his voice and his warm hugs. His death created a loss for more than
our family, an entire neighborhood in Portsmouth and Hillsboro Ohio. He was loved and respected
by his neighbors, and they suffered a great loss and feel eerily unsafe without him residing close
by. There are no descriptors for the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles,
cousins, father and stepmother and children are experiencing.
The grief, at times, is unspeakable, unbearable and unstoppable. Although Matthew died in Ohio, I
am a resident of Illinois. Illinois lost 3,762 lives to this epidemic in 2021, and I am committed to
ending these losses and honoring my cousin and the other children’s lives and memory.
I know you are an advocate for Early Childhood Development and Women’s Health. Our children
need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic. My cousin was one of
those that began his mental health journey when he had to go to the scene of an accident and
identify his younger sister’s body who was just struck and killed by a vehicle. He blamed himself
for her death and he was a child himself at the time. We need to address the grieving of all these
families. I am hopeful as a mother you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers
and family members in Illinois feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and
addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Matthew’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved
one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users.
Illinois moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever
again.
Sincerely,
Theresa Kluck, cousin of Matthew Fahnestock, Forever 35
Tinley Park, Illinois
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Wendy Bank’s Son
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Dear First Lady MK Pritzker,
My name is Wendy Bank and I am a part of a support group, The Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall. This group was formed to honor those victims lost to the drug
epidemic.
My only son, Austin James “AJ” Bank of Aurora, Illinois was unknowingly poisoned
to death by fentanyl given to him by someone he trusted. He was found deceased
on 10/2/2020 just 5 days before his 24th birthday.
To know him was to love him. AJ was a kind, loving and gentle soul. He was
intelligent, witty and would do anything for anyone. AJ was a devoted Chicago
sports fan. He had attended the celebration parade for the Cubs World Series and
found himself saving a fellow classmate that collapsed in the streets from the heat,
nearly being trampled. AJ was the only one in his friend group that stayed behind to
get him aid and make sure his parents were notified.
AJ graduated from Marmion Military Academy. He played football, baseball and
Lacrosse as well as being a member of the ROTC program. He loved
snowboarding, fishing and spending time with his family. AJ was a beloved son,
brother, uncle, nephew, cousin and genuine friend to so many.
It is my understanding you are an advocate for healthcare. AJ didn’t get the proper
treatment from his doctors for his depression. There are so many young kids and
adults falling victim to the mental health crisis and being left untreated because of
stigmas that are leaving many to self-medicate with drugs.
As I am sure you understand ALL street drugs, many disguised as prescription pills
are being laced with Fentanyl. Fentanyl is the #1 killer in ages 18-45 and they are all
the victims of the Chinese criminal network and the Mexican Cartels. Fentanyl
should be labeled as a weapon of mass destruction.
I so humbly ask for your support for the thousands of Illinois families grieving their
devastating loss by helping assist us in finding a permanent location within our state
Capitol to honor all those lost to Fentanyl poisoning.
Our children should learn from their mistakes, not die from them.
With Gratitude,
Wendy Bank/AJ’s Mom/Forever 23 Aurora, IL
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Lisa Montagano’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
My name is Lisa Montagano, and I am an ambassador and Indiana State Lead for
the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. On March 7, 2020, I lost my only son, Jacob
“Jake” Roop to fentanyl poisoning. Jacob struggled for many years with mental
health issues, Crohn’s disease, and substance use. It was heartbreaking to watch
my child suffer on and off for so long. Everyone used to say that he was a
“momma’s boy,” and I wouldn’t have it any other way. We were best friends. There
are still times when I think of something that I want to share with him, but I can no
longer call him. I can’t hear his voice; I can’t hug him or have late night
conversations with him, because he unknowingly ingested fentanyl that someone
gave him which killed him. I have slept with his ashes wrapped in his baby blanket
next to me on my bed to try and keep him close, but I will never be the same person
I was before my son died.
Jake LOVED to fish and wanted to be a marine biologist. He was the politest young
man. He always held doors open for others, would say “yes, ma’am, and no, sir,”
and was genuinely concerned about others who he knew were struggling. He needs
to be remembered and not forgotten. So, I am asking for your help in assisting us
with finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol. We have created two memorial walls, one with photos, and one with
names. I am including Jacob’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall
of names can be projected onto a wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims as none of them deserved to
die this way by being unknowingly poisoned.
Sincerely,
Lisa Montagano,
Mother of Jacob “Jake” Roop Forever 24
Lowell, IN
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Debra Lynn’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Holcomb,
My name is Debra Lynn. I recently lost my daughter, Mary Shandon on April 5, 2023. She was
murdered by Fentanyl poisoning. That morning she entered a resident she considered safe. She
walked in with dreams of a better life without addiction. She never made it out alive.
Shandon was beautiful, smart, athletic with a kind heart. Her smile with her big blue eyes could
light up a room. She also had a daughter. Her goal was to break the merry go round of addiction.
She did not want to die. She wanted to regain her life as a mother, aunt, sister, and daughter.
She wanted her family back. Shandon’s belief and desire to break the bonds of addictions were
stolen from her that day by Fentanyl poisoning that was given to her.
On the evening of that fateful day, I received a message asking if I had heard from Shandon as
the sender had been told that Shandon had passed. I was in disbelief and shock. I called the
police department and was informed that someone that was at the crime scene would get back to
me. At that moment I felt my worst fears and as a mother knew that my child was no longer here
on Earth. The office called and confirmed that my daughter had passed away. I was still in
disbelief but as the realization set in, I could feel all the strength in my body draining away. I can
still remember the officer’s words, confirming my daughter’s passing, playing over and over in my
head like a broken record.
Shandon fought with addiction for years. This time was different, she told me that “her soul was
tired, and she did not want this life anymore”. She was passing all her drug screenings. Ironically,
she had a drug screen coming up the next day. Shandon was given a lethal dose of Fentanyl. It
is unknown if she took it willingly. The Fentanyl dose was so lethal that it killed her within
seconds. My daughter was no longer in this world for me to see, hold, or talk.
In this residence, she laid deceased for hours according to the coroner’s report and nobody there
tried to help her!!! There are so many unanswered questions surrounding her death. As parents
we want to know the truth and all the facts about the circumstances that brought this tragedy to
our family. The pain is so unbearable. I have never felt this depth of despair in my life.
We request Indiana to recognize the life of our loved ones. Our loved ones are more than the
disease of addiction they struggle with every day. They are beautiful and loving souls.
We do not wish other families to ever experience this unbearable grief. Drug addiction is an
epidemic and does not discriminate based on your economic, racial, or geographical boundaries
and anyone of us or our loved ones can become their next victim.
We ask for your help with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to both honor our loved ones and to
bring awareness to these senseless tragedies that have engulfed countless lives and families.
Please don’t say “not my child”, as anyone could be its next victim.
Thank You!
Debra Lynn [Mother of Mary Shandon, Forever 39]
Allen, TX
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Diana Estep’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Drew, who is forever 24. He was poisoned by fentanyl and his family is now forever
broken.
Drew was a charismatic individual who was full of energy, laughter, and
compassion. He loved spending his time making others laugh and simply smile. He
was always willing to give anything he had to help others less fortunate than
himself. Drew was loved by his family and so many others.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a drug epidemic memorial
wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and
one with names. I am including Drew’s frame below.
The digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were murdered from the chemicals coming from China
and being delivered by the Mexican Cartels.
A group of our Indiana Moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Diana Estep
New Martinsville. West Virginia
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Jean Carter’s Grandson
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Dear First Lady Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. In just seven short days on July
5th, my family will be struggling through the second year of the loss of my one and only
grandson, James “J.” Carter, due to the illicit drug, fentanyl. He was found by his grandfather,
whom he was named after and an uncle after not answering multiple phone calls and texts at
the young age of 26 years old. “J” left behind his mother, his nine-year-old little sister, and his
cat, Loki.
“J” was always a caring, kindhearted, fun-loving young man. His pappaw is disabled, and “J”
would spend a great part of each day with him so that I could continue to work. The grief at
times is unspeakable, unbearable, and unstoppable, and has really taken a huge toll on the
both of us. It has left me now unable to work due to depression and anxiety issues. Every day
is a struggle to want to live, as no grandparent should ever outlive their grandchildren.
My grandson was one of those that began his mental health journey with a misdiagnosis of
ADHD and was placed on Ritalin. He once stated that he felt that his struggle with substance
use began at the age of 9 when doctors and the school corporation taught him that, in order
to be a “good kid,” he would need to take a pill daily. That statement to me was eye opening
and heartbreaking.
I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency that I, and
countless other mothers in Indiana feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children,
stopping the stigma, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in
grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and one with names. I
am including our “J’s” frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We
are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Indiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jean Carter, grandmother of James “J” Carter, Forever 26
Booneville, IN
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Joetta Johnson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful son, Garrett, on
August 4, 2020, at the age of forever 23. I was the one that found him in his room that
evening when he had not come downstairs for dinner. Garrett died from acute fentanyl
poisoning and alcohol intoxication. His death was a complete shock to his brother, soon to be
sister-in-law, family, an entire neighborhood of friends, as well as his father and myself. We
mourn his daily presence in our lives.
Garrett was an amazing son, brother, and friend who had a heart so full of kindness,
compassion, and love for humanity. Garrett loved sports, fishing, camping, hiking, and being
outdoors. I miss his laugh, his love for music, his smile, but most of all, his hugs. Garrett
made such an impact on so many lives in his short 23 years here on earth. He was known for
helping others no matter what the need was, from buying meals for the homeless, (including
giving one man his brand-new shoes during a winter storm), driving his best friend to work for
months so that he did not lose his job, to going out at midnight to search the park for a lost
phone for a young mother who didn't have the money to replace it. Garrett never asked for
recognition for his acts of kindness but hoped that someone would return the favor when his
time of need came.
Garrett started having night terrors at the age of four and we were advised that he would
outgrow them. Unfortunately, that was not the case and when he became a teenager the lack
of sleep started the downward spiral with depression and anxiety. Garrett had reached out to
a friend for an Ambien but was given straight fentanyl. Finding him in his room that night will
forever haunt my thoughts. I'm hopeful as a mother you will understand the urgency that I,
and countless other mothers in Indiana feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our
children, stopping the stigma, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well
as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos, and one with names. I
am including our Garrett's frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. They were victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and
many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels.
Sincerely,
Joetta Johnson, mother of Garrett C Johnson, Forever 23
Brookville, IN
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Lisa Weddell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my loving 3rd child,
my only son, Lance on Jan. 10, 2015, at the age of forever 24. His body was found
by Miami police in someone’s back yard. He was robbed of all belongings and had
died from Heroin toxicity and fentanyl poisoning. I, as his parent, wasn’t even
notified. I found out by a post on Facebook by a friend of his. To this day I mourn my
son Lance and I will every day until we meet again. His passing has left me in a
constant depression I will never overcome. My son graduated from High School with
honors and with college credits. His future was a bright one.
His sisters Cynthia Rose and Jennifer Marie will forever miss their little brother. He
was their favorite cheerleader and they loved having a little brother who looked up
to them and encouraged them in everything they did, as they encouraged him as
well.
I know your husband, Governor Holcomb’s interest in the Next Level Recovery
program has amplified with federal support and funding. In overdoses nearly twothirds
of those deaths involved fentanyl or other synthetic opioids, now the leading
cause of death in Americans aged 18 to 45.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Lance’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users.
A group of our Indiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Lisa Weddell, mother of Lance Eisele forever 24
Mishawaka, IN
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Jan Wroten’s Son
Megan Norris’ Brother
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my sibling. Jake
Smith, who is forever 40. He was poisoned by fentanyl and we remain devastated.
We loved Jake beyond imagination.
Jake was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. He was so
handsome and always lit up the room. Jake was always fun and very funny!
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol or another State Building in Indianapolis?
We have created two digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I
am including Jake’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy
format in our State Capitol.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
Pharmaceutical Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India and
the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use
Disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with
SUD.
A group of our Indiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Megan Norris, sister, and Jan Wroten, mom
Avon, Hendricks County, Indiana
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Michelle Yosha’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My son Christopher James Nugent
"CJ", was found dead July 9, 2015. It was originally thought to be just another overdose. He was
later discovered to be a Drug induced Homicide.
“CJ” was a kind caring young man who didn't deserve this kind of death! He was a light of
happiness to all who knew him. He was a good father to his then 4 year old daughter and he loved
animals. His death rocked our family and destroyed me. The anxiety and depression I face is not
an easy battle. I choose to honor his life by trying to bring more awareness daily to the phrase
"Not my Child". Yes it can be your child. We need more education, and more structure of
programs to help addicts and those left behind!
My son was one of those that began his mental health journey at a young age of 13 when child
services returned him to me after Indiana courts gave my son to his drug selling father in family
court. My child was never the same. He was deemed incorrigible and ADHD along with
oppositional defiant disorder. Many years of counseling and juvenile courts didn't help us. He then
became a father and was walking away from that life when his life was cut short at 23 years old.
The doctors gave him meds at a young age to help but that is what started his addiction at the
young age of 13.
His daughter now faces some of those same issues. I again pray for change for future
generations. How can people who were his friends (12 people) not be somewhat responsible for
his death when he asked for someone to help him that morning?
I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency that I, and countless
other mothers in Indiana feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, stopping the
stigma, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and one with names. I am
including our “CJ's” frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall
so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they
are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Indiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michelle Yosha
Mother of Christopher “CJ” Nugent
Indianapolis, IN
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Patty Stovall’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. On October 20, 2021, my
beautiful daughter tragically lost her life to fentanyl poisoning. To say it has been an
unspeakably devastating experience is an understatement. It has shattered our life and left
an indelible void in our hearts.
The grief and pain we have been grappling with since her passing are unimaginable. Every
day, we wake up to the reality that she is no longer with us, and the weight of this loss is
almost unbearable. Our daughter was not just a daughter to us; she was a loving mother to
two beautiful children, who now face the difficult journey of growing up without their mother's
love and guidance. My grandchildren are left without a vital connection to their past, and it
breaks our hearts to witness their pain and confusion.
Our daughter battled a complex combination of mental health issues and addiction, which are
deeply interconnected and require a comprehensive approach to treatment. Unfortunately,
the resources and support necessary for her well-being were lacking. Despite our efforts to
find appropriate care, we faced numerous obstacles, including limited access to quality
mental health services and addiction treatment options. It is disheartening to realize that the
very system meant to help individuals like our daughter failed her in her greatest time of
need.
I’m hopeful as a mother you will understand the urgency that I, and countless other mothers
in Indiana feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, stopping the stigma, and
addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capital? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and one with names. I
am including our “J’s” frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican
Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Indiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Patty Stovall, Sarah Stovall’s mother – SarahStovallForever33
Griffith, IN
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Peggy Sanders’ Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Memorial Wall. I lost my handsome son on January
12, 2018, at the age of forever 41.I found him face down on his bedroom floor that
morning with no pulse due to fentanyl poisoning.
The authorities knew where he was the night before and the girl’s name, but just said
she was a bad seed and there was never an investigation. They took his phone but
said there was no information on it and everything was deleted! JC was such a sweet
and kind soul. He always wanted to give away things to the neighbor kids when he was
growing up. He loved the outdoors and loved fishing. He never married nor had any
children.
It is unbearable at times the pain of losing a child. I have received more support from
friends than family which I don’t understand but am grateful for such good friends.
So many kids are dying from fentanyl poisoning every day and it needs to stop.
I know you are an Advocate of education of youth and encouraging them to try new
things. The Drug Epidemic is halting that ability for 108,000 people between the ages
of 18-45 each year. There is an urgency I and countless other mothers in Indiana feel
towards ending this epidemic and educating our children of the dangers presented to
them daily.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
to a significant building within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One
with photos and one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected so parents can touch their loved one’s names. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the cartel.
A group of Indiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to keep this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Peggy Sanders, mother of JC Calhoun forever 41
North Vernon, IN
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Sherry Rickett’s Son
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Dear First Lady Janet Holcomb,
As an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, I am requesting your assistance
in establishing a public place to pay tribute to the Hoosiers who have lost their lives by
illicit fentanyl/drug poisoning. My firstborn, one and only son Toby J Rickett, was one of
those who died after being poisoned October 24, 2021. He had no idea what he had
taken, and we think perhaps another person gave it to him without his knowledge, but that
could not be proven because his home was never declared a crime scene. No evidence
was collected and none of the family was notified until over 30 hours after he was
admitted to the hospital and placed on life support.
In the end, on November 3rd, due to the severe brain damage and no organized brain
activity for over 9 days, my family made the inconceivable decision to remove the life
support so he could fulfill his wish to be an organ donor and save other lives. This was the
most horrific decision of my life, but my boy would not want to go without giving to others.
Service to others was his life's passion as a Behavioral therapist to children with Autism.
He was also the primary caregiver to his great uncle with Alzheimer’s dementia for over 8
years. Toby was unmarried, but family was everything to him. As his mother we spoke
daily. He made sure to spend time with me, his sister, brother-in-law, his niece, nephew
and extended family of aunts, uncles and cousins. So many friendships that he had
established over the years they could all not be counted. He was one of the most giving
people I have ever known. Always thought of others and made sure they each had what
they needed emotionally and materially.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to
a significant building within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with
photos and one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected so parents can touch their loved one’s names. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They were all victims of the cartel.
It is with a heavy heart I, and hundreds of other heartbroken families, employ your
assistance for establishing this memorial in the State Capitol. There is so much more I
could tell you about my boy but honoring his legacy of a life gone too soon, through no
fault of his own, along with others is where we need your help.
Thank you,
Sherry Rickett
Fishers, IN
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Dana Summers’ Son
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Dearest First Lady Janet Holcomb,
I am writing this letter with tears in my eyes because we lost our beautiful baby boy,
Garett Robert Summers on November 21, 2021, to fentanyl laced cocaine. Garett
was only 21 years old. His life was only just beginning. He was my sweetest child
with a heart of gold. He was sensitive, artistic, silly, poetic, extremely athletic, funny,
and had the world's greatest giggle. I miss that giggle so very much. Garett was
always my cautious child, looking out for his older brother, little sister, and friends.
He loved his grammie, gramma, grampie, and grampa immensely and seemed to
carry the weight of the world on his shoulders when family life got stressful. You
see, our family suffers with a history of panic, anxiety, food and chemical
sensitivities, and A-fib events.
As a mother, I tried my best to raise our children right with zero drugs or alcohol in
the home. We played outside in the back yard together all day. We took wonderful
nature hikes at state parks and took amazing family vacations. We had big, beautiful
birthday parties with friends and family. We had yearly Halloween parties where we
dressed up in a fun family costume theme. We went to Sunday school, and took our
children to police/fire/rescue safety events, etc. I tried to give my children a rich life
immersed with love, laughter, adventure, and faith! In 2011, I had a long health
crisis. I know that it affected my kids, especially Garett because he was my
sensitive child who seemed to really care deeply. In the summer of 9th grade, Garett
tried marijuana in the woods behind our home with the neighbor boys, as well as my
oldest son Gavin. One of the neighbor boys brought the joint that day, so there was
peer pressure. Gavin didn't care for it; but unfortunately, Garett found some type of
relief/escape from it. This led to further drug experimentation. We sought help in
multiple ways, including his first 45-day rehab visit during his senior year of high
school. My husband found our beautiful boy on our cold garage floor taking some of
his very last breaths November 21, 2021. He frantically performed CPR and called
for help. Unfortunately, Narcan didn't seem to work because of Garett's body
temperature. Or maybe we just found him too late. For a parent, this is beyond
anything I could ever describe to you. Please, First Lady Holcomb, can you help me
bring about change in our addiction and mental health programs? It is so
desperately needed! How can we change the stigma that comes with substance
abuse disorder? Furthermore, how do we put an end to this horrible, horrible
fentanyl crisis in our country?
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There needs to be change on so many levels, and I am willing to be a part of that
change for good. I personally go out in my local communities and try to spread
awareness to other families about the dangers of fentanyl and drug experimentation
today. I host rallies on street corners, I participate in our local parades, I attend local
family DEA summits, and I try to help educate others about genetics and its impact
on mental and physical health issues. Other warrior mothers in my community are
doing the same. I truly believe that together we can and will bring about change for
good! There must be change for the better! I must turn this grief, pain, and
frustration into something positive! Gone are the days of children outgrowing drug
use because now they don’t have a chance with the fentanyl crisis in this country.
My child will never meet his milestones. He will never have a family of his own. He
deserved better care when we sought it, and he deserves to be remembered. First
Lady Holcomb, would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol?
Sincerely,
Dana Summers
Lowell, IN
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Hailey Knoll’s Son

Dear Governor Kelly,
My name is Hailey Knoll. My precious son, Ethan Scott Knoll, passed away from fentanyl
poisoning on March 21, 2023, at the age of 22.
Ethan graduated from Holcomb High School in 2019 and went on to study welding at Garden
City Community College. He enjoyed motocross, trapshooting, football, baseball, bowling,
listening to music, the lake, hunting, fishing, family get-togethers, his many friends, and
watching the Garden City Wind baseball team. He also enjoyed volunteering to take K9 bites
to the Garden City Police K9 program.
Ethan was an avid KU and Chiefs fan. He spent most of his weekends with his girlfriend,
Autumn Wadley. Together, they enjoyed being with family, going out to eat, playing board
games, cooking and dancing in the kitchen, watching movies with popcorn and staying up
late like little kids.
Ethan always had a smile on his face and had a contagious laugh. He was a strong advocate
for the underdog and was always there for the people who needed him the most. He had a
huge heart and took especially good care of his niece, Raeli, by spoiling her and learning to
be the best uncle. He was also a beloved son, brother, and grandson.
Ethan enjoyed working on the family farm, Knoll, Inc., after school. He was working at Pete’s
Place in Dighton as a bartender, server, and cook at the time of his death. He made many
friends working behind the bar at Pete’s and enjoyed every moment.
His first use of pills occurred in 2018 as an occasional “party drug”. As the pills became
harder for him to find, his dealers introduced him to heroin and then to fentanyl. His life of
addiction began at the age of 19. Once he learned how deadly fentanyl was, he understood
the need for recovery and worked hard toward that goal.
The last five months of his life were his most successful. He had a job he loved, a girlfriend
he loved, and a family he loved, all of whom loved him back. Unfortunately, Ethan found
himself back with his dealers while out running errands. He had a fatal relapse that day.
We are so proud of how hard he fought the addiction, and so shattered that his efforts weren’t
enough in the end. Please help us honor those that were taken by fentanyl poisoning too
soon. A Memorial Wall is a great way to do that.
We will love and miss him forever.
Sincerely,
Hailey Knoll, Ethan’s mom; forever 22
Garden City, Kansas

Hazel Dornshuld’s Son

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Hazel Dornshuld. Last year on January 26, my 27-year-old son, Joseph, was
murdered by his so-called friend who gave him fentanyl. My life is pure agony every day. I'm
surprised that I've made it this long without Joey. I want to believe so bad that we see our
loved ones when we die. I'm scared that Joey was in pain when he died. I've been told Joey
did not feel pain. Most likely, he fell asleep, and he had no idea. My son did not overdose.
Fentanyl was given to him without his knowledge.
Joey moved into his own apartment. My son's friend called me and asked if I had heard from
Joey that day. Long story short, I told him to go into his apartment and see if he was in there.
Joey was on his couch with his headset on and his remote control for his video games in his
hand dead.
I have my son's phone. I saw and read everything he was doing the morning he died. His last
text was before 9:00 a.m. Joey was dead in his apartment all day. I feel so guilty that I didn't
call him that day. My heart is so broken, and I feel so much guilt. I want to thank you for being
kind and having compassion for others.
I miss him every day. My eyes, my heart, and my soul cry out every day. I know you're not
God, nor do I think you have all the right answers, I just want to believe that we do see our
loved ones when it's our time.
Please help us honor our lost loved ones to fentanyl poisoning by putting up a Memorial Wall
in our State Capitol complex.
Thank you,
Hazel Dornshuld – Joseph’s mom; forever 27
Wichita, Kansas

Kelly Garner’s Daughter

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Kelly Garner. I lost my precious baby girl, Desiree Monique Washington, on
March 8, 2023. She was only 19 years old. She died from fentanyl poisoning.
Desiree was Mommy’s baby girl and was always my cheerleader. She would light up any
room she was in with glitter and bright colors. She was my everything and the one person
I could share anything with. She was always full of joy and always looking out for her
brothers, her sister, and myself. I will miss seeing her in my bathroom up on my sink doing
her makeup. I will miss her picking out my clothes and shoes. She was my fashionista.
Desiree had so many plans ahead of her. She wanted to attend nursing school. She
would follow me around work wanting to learn how to draw blood and take someone’s
blood pressure. She was so excited about helping others, but she never got the chance.
Her life was cut short, all because she was given a pill by her friend. She thought it was
Xanax, but it was fentanyl. One mistake cost my baby girl her life.
My life will never be the same, nor will that of my other children. We lost a big piece of our
hearts the day she left us.
Please help us honor those that were taken by fentanyl poisoning too soon. A Memorial
Wall is a great way to do that.
Thank you,
Kelly Garner – Desiree’s mom; forever 19
Leavenworth, Kansas

Lisa Brewer’s Son

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Lisa Brewer, and I am writing this letter on behalf of my son, Austin Gregory
Adams.
On July 14, 2020, my son purchased a pill believing it to be OxyContin. This pill changed
our lives forever. In the early morning of July 15, 2020, our son was found unresponsive
by his girlfriend in our basement. He was gone. This deadly pill was pure fentanyl. He was
poisoned.
This tragic event happened in Finney County, Kansas, (Garden City). His unjustifiable
death is one of thousands and thousands as a result of this Illicit Drug Epidemic our great
state of Kansas is facing today.
Austin was only 20 years old. He was a very caring, loving, young man. He was working
towards earning his HVAC apprenticeship and beginning the adult stage of his life. He
was to move into his first apartment with his girlfriend that very day. They were so excited
to be beginning their lives together.
Austin will never know the joys of being a husband or a father. We, his family, will never
experience these joys either. He is so greatly missed by his family and friends. My son,
along with all the other precious lives lost, did not ask to or deserve to die this way.
I am writing this letter as a grieving mother and as a member of the Kansas Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. Our goal is to erect a Memorial Wall at our State
Capitol complex in Topeka similar to the DEA Faces of Fentanyl Wall in Arlington, Virginia,
to honor all lives lost in our state to illicit drugs.
We are pleading for your assistance and support. I extend sincere gratitude for your time.
Respectfully,
Lisa Brewer – Austin’s mom; forever 20
Dodge City, Kansas

Margaret Massey’s Son

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
Hello, ma’am, my name is Margaret Massey. I am a blessed mother of four children. I am
still speechless and very much in shock that I lost one of my children to this horrible drug,
fentanyl. My son, Jordan, was 34 years old when he died. He was way too young to leave
this earth.
I miss him every day. I miss his laugh, his smile, his voice every single day.
I think more awareness of this terrible drug needs to happen, and a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall should be in every state.
So many lives lost.
Thank you for your help and your time.
Sincerely,
Margaret Massey – Jordan’s mom; forever 34
Fayetteville, Kansas

Misty Griffith’s Daughter

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
Kebra Griffith was poisoned by illicit fentanyl disguised as a pressed Percocet pill on
February 26, 2022. Kebra was an honor student and studied pre-med, but life threw her a
curve in 2019 that led her down a destructive path for nine months. She fought hard and
managed to overcome that. Unfortunately, she had a trigger while giving birth when she
received fentanyl following a c-section in December 2021. She felt she would be labeled if
she told them about her substance abuse in the past and suffering from postpartum, so
she didn’t say anything.
Unfortunately, she reached out to a friend who knew someone that sold her the fake pill
that was pure fentanyl. She died in her room in my home leaving behind her two-monthold
daughter.
Fentanyl is a weapon of mass destruction. It is not an addict-only issue. It affects all walks
of life and all ages. I was one of the parents that thought it would never happen to my
child. Unfortunately, I was dead wrong.
We need more education in schools and law enforcement. We also need to continue to
bring awareness to this opioid crisis that is now being driven by fentanyl. Will you assist
us in getting a Memorial Wall put up in our State Capitol complex?
Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Misty Griffith – Kebra’s mom; forever 28
Baxter Springs, Kansas

Natasha Sizemore’s Brother

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Natasha Sizemore. My brother, Dale Loveless, passed away from fentanyl
poisoning. He was only 26 years old.
My brother had a messed-up childhood. He was adopted by a family in Lincoln, Kansas at
11 years old. At the age of 14 he was a passenger in a car that was involved in a serious
accident. They hit a concrete barrier at 70 miles an hour. One person died, and the other
two were seriously injured, including my brother. He had bleeding on the brain, a broken
back, broken leg, and a broken arm. He was on life support for a time but, thankfully,
pulled through. It was a very long recovery. He was in the hospital for a month, followed
by rehabilitation in Lincoln, Nebraska to relearn everything, including who he was.
Upon his release, he went back to Lincoln, Kansas to his adoptive family, which resulted
in further mental issues for him. They were not a nice family and did not treat him well.
Throughout his trauma, he became addicted to prescription medication. When the doctors
stopped prescribing it for him, he went to the streets for them. Sadly, he was given
fentanyl disguised as a pain pill.
My brother didn’t want to die.
We must make a stand. There are too many kids dying from fentanyl poisoning. Please
help us recognize our loved ones with a Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Natasha Sizemore – Dale’s sister; forever 26
Wichita, Kansas

Rhonda Kemp’s Mom

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
I lost my daughter, Lacy, to an opioid overdose in August of 2014. She was my only
daughter and my best friend.
Lacy first used opioid pain pills when she was only seventeen and had undergone two
knee surgeries. In her mid-20s she battled addiction and that inherent physiological draw
that many contend with. She knew moments of peace but many more where her body
craved what would ultimately end her short time on earth.
Lacy battled this horrible disease alone and in shame, mostly because her family,
including me, were ignorant of how to help her. Pain killers and other drugs alter a
person's brain chemistry. Many times, I felt like I was talking to another person, not to my
daughter.
Before Lacy's death, she was clean for several months and was feeling hopeful. She was
even talking about a rehabilitation group. Unfortunately, a visit to the ER for kidney stones
and a hasty release, thereafter, left her with pain pills and a new prescription of Klonopin
to sleep.
That mixture took her life. She was just 30 years old.
She was a bright and talented woman, so full of love and compassion for other people.
She brought so much joy to everyone that she met, and she lived her life vivaciously.
Whenever she was around, she made people laugh and feel good. She deserved so
much more than she got from this life… all caused by this horrible opioid crisis.
I will always try to make her short life count by helping others who are struggling with the
same brain disorder we call addiction. Will you assist us in getting a Memorial Wall put up
in our State Capitol complex?
A grieving mother,
Rhonda Kemp – Lacy’s mom; forever 30
Derby, Kansas

Stacey Rogers’ Son

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Stacey Rogers. I am a member of the Kansas Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
campaign. Our goal is to have a Memorial Wall put up in all 50 State Capitol complexes to
honor our loved ones lost to this drug crisis in our Nation.
I found my oldest son’s lifeless body on October 18, 2022. The cause of death was
fentanyl intoxication. He didn’t want to die. Richard was only 39 years old. He was a
loving son, father, brother, and friend.
Richard was a talented drummer, and an adventurous soul. We miss his unique sense of
humor and love of music. My life has been forever changed by the loss of my son.
Please help us honor our loved ones lost to fentanyl, and other drugs, in Kansas by
helping us with our Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your consideration,
Stacey Rogers – Richard’s mom; forever 39
Wamego, Kansas

Susan Flack’s Son

Dear Governor Laura Kelly,
My name is Susan Flack. I am currently living the saddest path I could ever have
imagined. I lost my son, Matthew, to fentanyl poisoning on May 14, 2022, a day so deeply
engrained in my memory. Matthew was my first-born son. He was full of fun, life, and love.
He was a sports fanatic. He was a college graduate. He was a wonderful big brother to his
three brothers and a loving father to his two small children.
Matt battled addiction for several years. He tried so hard to overcome his addiction. He
had been clean for 18 months and verbally proclaimed that he could never relapse as he
knew too well all the fentanyl-laced drugs that have made their way into our country, state,
city, and neighborhoods.
We were all so proud of Matt for staying on the path and becoming the father he wanted
to be to his two children, Taylor, 11, and Hunter, seven. Matt’s life was falling into place.
He was working with his best friend and brother, being a father, going fishing, playing
baseball, and going on dates with his daughter. He was simply doing great.
Early on Saturday morning, May 14, 2022, that horrible call came in. Matt would not
answer his bedroom door which was locked. I knew immediately it had happened. He
slipped. He was searching for that good old “high”, but instead got fentanyl, and it took his
last breath. It took him. It took my son, their brother, their father, their nephew, their
grandson, and their friend. Fentanyl had taken him.
I remember the last time I hugged Matt. He was smiling. He was happy. He said, “I love
you, Mama”. This opioid and fentanyl crisis is profound, devastating, and so tremendously
unfair to the American family.
I ask you, in the memory of so many wonderful children, parents, brothers and sisters, to
help us keep our loved ones’ memories alive by supporting a Memorial Wall with the
names and faces of those lost to drugs in Kansas. A Memorial Wall will help us keep this
crisis at the forefront for our lawmakers to help us all overcome this epidemic of death by
fentanyl.
A grieving mother,
Susan Flack – Matt’s mom; forever 37
Shawnee, Kansas

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Elizabeth Bourgeois’ Daughter
Brittani Scroggins’ Sister
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am a State Lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my daughter, Jessica
Scroggins, who is forever 30, on 2/3/22. She was poisoned with fentanyl, and we
remain devastated. We loved Jessica beyond imagination. Jessica was kind and
compassionate to all life. Children loved her and she enjoyed entertaining them by
teaching them about their curiosities. She loved building collectible Lego structures,
painting, and saving any living thing. She fed a family of wild raccoons at her job and
brought home abandoned baby opossums and even a dying moth to care for.
Substance Use Disorder should be treated by healthcare, not the criminal justice
system. Jessica deserved healthcare. She would be alive today if she had not been
denied continued treatment. I am including Jessica’s frame below.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital or a related building? The team has created two virtual
memorial walls: one consists of photos and the other consists of names by state. Below
is a link to the virtual memorial walls, albums, and awareness campaign. These digital
walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard
copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be recognized as victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma and others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and the Mexican
cartels.
We are using the word "drugism" (like racism) for the prejudice toward those with
substance use disorder.
A group of Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work to slow down and
eventually stop this from continuing to happen.
Sincerely,
Elizabeth (Beth) Bourgeois, mother of Jessica Scroggins & State Lead
Montz, St Charles Parish, Louisiana
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
My name is Brittani Scroggins. I am the daughter of Elizabeth Bourgeois, an
ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my sister, Jessica
Scroggins, at age 30. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved her beyond imagination. Jessica was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known. She was an animal lover and Lego enthusiast who
cared deeply for those she loved.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We
have created two digital Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I
am including Jessica’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy
format in our state capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of a
broken system. Many suffered from addiction, and due to the ignorance and
prejudice associated with this disease, they were unable to access the treatment
they needed.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Brittani Scroggins
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Angela Lavigne’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Tash David
Hanchey, who is forever 21. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Tash was the kindest and most empathetic person I
have ever known. His smile always lit up a room and you never saw him without that big,
beautiful smile. He was compassionate and had a huge heart. Over 30 people stood up
at his funeral and said he was their best friend. He was very loyal, honest, and positive,
always projecting self-love. Our lives without him these past 17 months have been
devastating. Our family is not the same because a piece of us is gone forever.
His marijuana was laced with fentanyl. He still had his lighter clenched in his hand when
he arrived at the coroner's office. His death is senseless along with all the other deaths
from this weapon of mass destruction called fentanyl.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have created two
digital Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Tash's frame
below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our state capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
pharmaceutical industry and others. Now they are victims of China, India, and the
Mexican cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called substance use disorder.
We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Angela Lavigne, Tash David Hanchey's Mom
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Casey Leleux’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
and talented daughter, Lyric “Bebop” Verrett, on 4/13/22 to a fentanyl poisoning.
Our hearts are completely broken, and I miss her every second of my life. Lyric
was a vibrant and talented artist. The whole world lost something when my sweet
daughter was poisoned.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We
have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. These
digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one’s name. They were all victims of this horrible
fentanyl epidemic. They all deserved to live another day. They didn’t want to die.
I would love to meet with you and other Louisiana moms to share our stories with
you and see how we can help so no other mother has to feel our pain.
Thank you for your time,
Casey Leleux, Mom of Lyric Verrett - forever 21
Lafayette, Louisiana
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Daniel & Regina Vicknair’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am the father of an only child, my son Kyle, who lost his life to fentanyl poisoning on
11/23/2020. He was supposedly drug free for five months at the time of demise. Even with
his phone blocked, drug dealers still managed to harass him and get through with calls to
tempt him. He broke down and thought he was getting another drug. However,
unbeknownst to him, the purchase was pure fentanyl, and we found his lifeless body in his
bathroom on that horrible night.
The drug dealers are the murderers despite what society may believe. My son did not want
to be a person with substance use disorder. However, he made a poor choice in college
ten years prior to his death. Kyle attended LSU on a partial grant with a GPA of 3.8. His
future was promising. He wanted to be a demolition engineer. Once he partook in just one
illicit pill, his life was a downward spiral of life altering events. During this time, we never
gave up hope for recovery, but recovery was not to be. The addiction was too strong, and
he moved on to harsher drugs which ultimately led to his demise.
My son was a fun-loving, caring individual who helped anyone he could, regardless of race
or background. He loved all animals and did what he could to try to save them. He usually
went way out of his way to help people. He figured that if he was suffering constantly, no
one else should. In my grief, I am asking that you assist us in finding a permanent home
for our drug memorial wall within our capital. The victims of substance use disorder need to
be honored and memorialized and not stigmatized. Officials stopped these victims from
getting opioids. Abrupt discontinuance is an invitation for untimely death. All people matter,
regardless of the illness. Free or affordable recovery options are the answer for our state,
but that is a campaign for another time.
I thank you in advance for taking the time to acknowledge my letter and I pray for this illicit
drug poisoning to stop. Any family can be affected at any time and most of the time, the
outcome is devastating. I pray that we, as a society, produce answers.
Respectfully,
Daniel Vicknair
Kyle’s dad, forever 29
St. John the Baptist Parish, LaPlace, LA
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my only child, my son,
to illicit fentanyl poisoning on 11/23/2020. He was only 29 years old. His father and
I remain in grief as we try to live without him.
Kyle was a person of great kindness, both for his fellow man and for animals. He was
non-judgmental and despite his substance use disorder, Kyle remained a functional, funloving
person. My son did not want to have this disorder; he wanted a normal life. He
made a poor choice ten years prior to his death while in college. Many of our youth do not
realize what one simple mistake can do to their lives, as was the case with my son. He
would be alive today if affordable healthcare options were available and easily
accessible. One 30-day treatment plan that he did partake in cost $12,000 but this
treatment did not work. Some need affordable treatment for a year or longer.
When officials decided to crack down on Purdue Pharma and the prescription of opiate
painkillers, our youth became victims. They turned to the streets for heroin and other
drugs of choice and became victims of China and Mexico. We spent ten years trying to
help our son with his addiction, but to no avail - the serpent drug fentanyl won!
Since Kyle’s death, we have started a non-profit group called Keeping Your Love
Eternally (K.Y.L.E.) to raise drug awareness in our community. We refinish old furniture,
sell it, and donate the funds to non-profit organizations where it is needed. It is my dream
one day to have a place for victims of SUD where they can be treated and not
stigmatized, like St. Jude Hospital. Many victims of SUD also suffer from cancer.
I want to make Kyle’s life and the lives of others that have fallen victim to this
epidemic honored and memorialized. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our state or within our capital?
I truly thank you for taking the time to read my testimony and I pray that we, together, can
overcome this heart-wrenching epidemic.
Sincerely,
Regina Vicknair, Kyle’s mom, forever 29
St. John the Baptist Parish, LaPlace, Louisiana
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Frank Allemond’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Dillon Allemond,
who is forever 28. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved
him beyond imagination. Dillon was the kindest and most empathetic person I have
known.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have created two
digital Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Dillon’s frame
below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our state capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
pharmaceutical industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and the
Mexican cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called substance use disorder.
We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Frank Allemond, Dillon’s dad
Breaux Bridge, LA Parish of St. Martin
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Layle Schmidt’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the drug epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Manny Schmidt,
who is now forever 26. He was murdered by fentanyl poisoning through trickery. He was
finally clean from a very long addiction to synthetic marijuana (better known as Mojo) but
the effects it had taken on his organs were already done. He was in excruciating pain and
even though he didn't use pills, he was desperate to get relief. Manny went to someone
he knew and bought what he thought was a pain pill. Unfortunately, and unbeknownst to
Manny, it was a death pill – it was fentanyl. My son got that pill on Saturday and was
dead Saturday night. My mom found him deceased in his bed at her house.
He had so much to live for, such as his daughter, his family, and his job. He was even
talking to family members and friends who are firemen about possibly becoming a
fireman. He had also spoken to my mom about becoming an EMT. This was huge
because he had never talked about future career plans before. He was trying to plan for
his future and for the future of his daughter, who he was finally getting to see. Manny was
fun, funny, silly, caring, giving, loving, and compassionate. All of that was taken away
from me, his daughter, and my family due to a drug that he was given through a drug
dealer. A whole generation is being wiped out from this pill of death. My mom and I
watched a news segment a few weeks back and it was an older New Orleans coroner
saying we are in the middle of the worst epidemic he has seen. This has to end. My son
will be gone a year on June 11th, 2023 - from me, his daughter, and my family. ONE
PILL!! NOT JUST COULD KILL, BUT WILL KILL!!!
We are writing you hoping you can possibly assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, either in our state capital or a related building. Our loved
ones were most definitely victims of a crime, and that crime was premeditated murder
through trickery. And we would very much like and hope our loved ones will be
recognized as such........VICTIMS!!
MANNY SCHMIDT FOREVER 26
Sincerely,
Layle, Manny’s mom
Harahan, Louisiana
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Martha Chavers MacArthur’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful baby girl,
Alyssa Chavers, on February 26, 2017. She is forever 26. Alyssa was a beautiful soul,
both inside and out, and my best friend. I can’t tell you how many of her friends told me
Alyssa saved their lives by bringing them to rehab. I wish it had worked for her. She had
agreed to go back to rehab the next day and God, how I wished I had brought her that
night. Instead, fentanyl got her.
I know you have children. Can you imagine the horror of finding your child dead? We
want to honor our children and request you assist us with a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital. We have created two memorial walls: one with
photos and one with names. I am including Alyssa’s frame. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy
format. The wall of names can also be projected so parents can touch their loved one’s
name. We would like our loved ones to be treated as the victims that they are; victims of
Purdue Pharma [an American cartel] and many others. Now, they are victims of China
and the Mexican cartels.
A group of Louisiana moms would love to meet with you and raise awareness to prevent
this from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Martha Chavers MacArthur
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Louis M. Spillman &
Michelle Evans-Miglin’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my daughter, Kourtney
Spillman, and unborn grandson, Rory Spillman, who were forever 25- and 8-months
gestational age. Kourtney was murdered by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We
loved her beyond imagination.
Kourtney was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. She was
abandoned by our state’s mental healthcare system and tried to self-medicate for over
eight years. After nearly 20 stays in state mental health facilities, she always came out
worse than when she went in. Now she and her unborn child are gone and her 2
surviving children, ages 5 and 7, are left without their mother.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have created two
digital Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Kourtney’s
frame below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our State Capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
pharmaceutical industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and the
Mexican cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called substance use disorder.
We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Forever Grieving,
Michelle Evans-Miglin
Walker, Livingston Parish, Louisiana
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my daughter, Kourtney
Spillman and unborn grandson, Rory Spillman who are Forever 25- and 8-months
gestational age. She was murdered by fentanyl on November 28, 2022, in Baton Rouge
and we remain absolutely devastated. We loved her more than words can convey in this
simple letter.
Kourtney was such a beautiful soul who was never taken seriously about her mental
health struggles . As a child, we tried to get her the help she needed, but were met with
only random cocktails of medication and inadequate short stays at state run mental
health facilities. She was my entire world from the moment she was born and now I’m
left feeling as if I can not go on with life without her. Her small children (5 and 7,
respectively) are now left motherless due to Fentanyl laced drugs that were knowingly
given to her. Detectives have the evidence of who supplied the Fentanyl, but I’ve been
told by several law enforcement officers that District Attorney Hillar Moore refuses to
bring charges or prosecute any overdose deaths. This is abhorrent at best to the grieving
families and small children that are left to live without their parents. We deserve justice!
We must do better as a state to create laws pertaining to Fentanyl and its
dealers. Knowingly giving someone this drug is murder. Please, for my daughter, unborn
grandson and the thousands of other victims of this epidemic, allow us this memorial
within the capital. To, at the very least, give our loved ones a place to be recognized and
honored.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital or another State Building in Baton Rouge? We have created two
digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Kourtney’s
frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like
the photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our State Capital. We would like
our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the Pharmaceutical
Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India and the Mexican Cartels.
Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use Disorder. We are using
the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Forever Grieving,
Louis M. Spillman
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Renee Goulden’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my son, Joshua
Goulden, who is forever 20. He was poisoned by fentanyl and our family is devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Joshua was the kindest and most empathetic person
his entire 20 years on this earth. He loved with everything he had. He did not deserve to
die. He was just a young man trying desperately to find his way in this broken world.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two
memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Joshua’s frame
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of China and
the Mexican cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users – like racism.
A group of our Louisiana moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Joshua's broken mother Renee Goulden
Holden, Louisiana
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Tim White’s Sister
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my sister, Tashauna,
who is forever 36. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved
her beyond imagination. Tashauna was the kindest and most empathetic person I have
ever known. She was always laughing and being loud; she didn't care who was around.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have
created two digital Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including
Tashauna’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our state
capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
pharmaceutical industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and
the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called substance use
disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents and families would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Tim White, Brother of Tashauna
Denham Springs, Livingston Parish, Louisiana
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Shannon McGuire Prince’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Parker B.
Prince, who is forever 25 years old, on 7/8/19. He we poisoned by fentanyl, and we
remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Parker was a kick! He was
funny, kind, and the most empathetic person I have ever known. He was a joy!
He came to us saying he had a monkey on his back. After two surgeries and years of
opiates, his brain was dope sick. He went to rehab and thought he beat it, but it beat
him!
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have
created two digital memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. These digital
walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos to be
permanently displayed in hard copy format in our capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
pharmaceutical industry and many others. Now they are victims of China, India, and
Mexican cartels. Many are victims of a deadly condition called substance use disorder.
We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to help
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Shannon McGuire Prince, Parker’s mom
New Orleans, Louisiana
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Deborah Roberts’ Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
Dear Louisiana First Lady,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my only son, Derek
Roberts, who is forever 28. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Derek was the kindest and most empathetic person
I have ever known. He always knew when I needed a hug. He had the most beautiful
smile. He loved all animals especially dogs.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital or another State Building in Baton Rouge? We have
created two digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Derek’s ’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our State
Capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
Pharmaceutical Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India and
the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use
Disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Deborah Roberts
Derek’s Mother
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Dan and Annie Schneider’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
We are ambassadors for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. You are likely aware of
our story in the Netflix docuseries “The Pharmacist”. We lost our son in a drug related
murder years ago and we remain devastated. We loved our son and we know he is
proud that his story has reached millions and has saved lives. We have been on a
mission for over 20 years to reduce the drug crisis that is taking so many lives in our
state and our nation. In the past few years, in addition to many overdose deaths, we
now also have many that die who are poisoned by Fentanyl. Many are novices without
addiction issues which adds to surprise of their loss.
So many families are devastated and want their loved ones recognized. I know you
have children and grandchildren. Would you assist in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, hopefully within our Capitol. We have created two virtual
Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. Danny’s frame is included
below. Our group is also sending a brochure of the virtual walls, albums and our
awareness campaign. Annie and I feel this will make a huge difference in humanizing
our losses and motivate actions to reduce the drug epidemic. Prayers for all families
that have suffered the loss of a loved one during this State and National Tragedy.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s names. We would like our loved one to be treated like
soldiers that died in our Nation’s Drug War. Many of our children could have died hero’s
if they had lived in a different era. If they would have been of age after the attack on
Pearl Harbor, I can assure you most of them would have gone to war to defend our
country. Instead, they came up at a time when drugs were pervasive, not enough effort
goes into awareness, education and treatment of addiction. Many drug companies with
Purdue Pharma as a leader and now Mexican Cartels and China’s labs contributed to
their demise. Perhaps their deaths and our suffering will lead our country to combat
this tragic situation. Perhaps “We the People” will become more compassionate and
address this crisis minus the stigma. Perhaps in the future Historians will view our
children as soldiers that lost their live and helped affect a positive change and reduced
this crisis. Our children were heroes to us, but perhaps they are heroes to everyone.
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A group of our Louisiana Moms, Dads and siblings would love to meet with you and
work together on efforts to prevent future drug tragedies. Be a part of the light at the
end of the tunnel. “The Tunnel of Hope.”
Sincerely,
Dan and Annie Schneider
Mandeville, Louisiana
“The Pharmacist” of Louisiana from the Netflix Docuseries viewed by over 100 million in
over 60 countries.
On behalf of our son and the many that have lost their lives in our State and Nationally
to Our National Drug Tragedy.
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Ashley Nugent’s Brother
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my brother, Sean
Nugent, who is forever 26, on January 5, 2018. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we
remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination.
Sean was one of a kind and the funniest person I have ever known. He had a smile that
could light up the darkest room! He was taken from his family and friends entirely too
soon, but most importantly, his two young sons whom he adored more than anything in
this world, will now have to grow up never knowing their daddy.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol or another state building in Baton Rouge? We have
created two digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Sean’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy format in our State
Capital.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the
Pharmaceutical Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and
the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use
Disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Louisiana parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families. This epidemic must end now!
Sincerely,
Ashley Nugent
Sister of Sean Nugent
Belle Chasse, Louisiana, Plaquemines Parish
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Pamela Riviere-Rivas’ Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I have lost three children to
opioids. On March 6, 2006, I lost my son, Matthew Stephen McAlister, 24 years of age,
to an overdose of methadone. Matthew was the first of my three children to die. My
very first experience with true soul-shattering.
Words fail to adequately express what it felt like for me to see my 24-year-old son,
Matthew, lying there, lifeless, in that refrigerated room on that metal gurney, covered
with a billowing white sheet. In that instant, my heart shattered into millions and millions
of teeny-tiny jagged, bleeding pieces. Matthew’s spirit had long gone and along with his
absent spirit, my second-born son’s personality, smile, laughter, and bright future.
Matthew was a National Merit Scholar. He was smart, witty, funny, and loved making
everyone laugh. Matthew was tragically ripped from me and his family and this world by
drugs.
We need your help! Please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol in Baton Rouge or in another Louisiana
State building. We want photos of our loved ones permanently displayed. Our children’s
lives mattered. Their deaths matter. They deserve to be treated like victims, for each of
them was a victim of the Pharmaceutical Industry. And those murdered by the evil
poisoning that is fentanyl are victims at the hands of drug dealers, the cartel, and China
and Mexico.
A group of Louisiana parents would like to meet with you and work together to prevent
this hell on earth that is child death from drugs from happening to other families. We
need your help and pray that you will consider our request.
God bless you,
Pamela Riviere-Rivas,
Mother of Matthew Stephen McAlister, Forever 24.
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Pamela Riviere-Rivas’ Daughter
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I have lost three children to
opioids. This letter is about my daughter, Danielle Marie McAlister.
On July 3, 2021, my beautiful daughter Danielle’s life ended when she was poisoned by
heroin laced with fentanyl after a grueling fifteen-year battle with addiction. Danielle
was beautiful inside and out. Danielle was tender-hearted, sensitive, and deeply caring.
Even as a young child, she was extremely protective of the underdogs in her classes.
Drugs stole everything from her. Danielle’s tragic death left her two children, Anthony,
and Brianna devastated and without their mother here on this planet.
We need your help! Please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol, in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, or in another
Louisiana State building. We want photos of our loved ones permanently displayed. Our
children’s lives mattered. Their deaths matter. They deserve to be treated like victims,
for each of them was a victim of the Pharmaceutical Industry and those murdered by
the evil poisoning that is fentanyl are victims at the hands of drug dealers, the cartel,
and China and Mexico.
A group of Louisiana parents would like to meet with you and work together to prevent
this hell on earth that is child death from drugs from happening to other families. We
need your help and pray that you will consider our request.
God bless you,
Pamela Riviere-Rivas,
Mother of Danielle Marie McAlister, forever 37.
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Pamela Riviere-Rivas’ Son
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Dear First Lady Sharon Landry,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I have lost three children to opioids.
This letter is about my son, Shawn David Rivas, who was poisoned by 120 milligrams of pure
fentanyl.
On July 22, 2021, my son, Shawn David, went missing, only three weeks after my daughter,
Danielle, died from heroin laced with fentanyl. Deep down in my spirit, I immediately knew
Shawn was dead. God had told me. Yet, I didn’t know where Shawn was. It seemed
incomprehensible that I was staring face to face with the death of yet another of my children. 3-
1/2 weeks later, Shawn’s body was returned to the same house he disappeared from. The
autopsy report revealed that Shawn died from 120 milligrams of pure fentanyl.
Shawn David loved God with all his heart. His dream was to be a pastor one day. Shawn was
handsome, gregarious, and outgoing. He loved people and never met a stranger. He was
deeply caring and loving. Shawn was the father of two children, Makayla and Matthew, who will
now grow up without their father. Irreplaceable and immeasurably loved, Shawn David and my
other two children were tragically ripped away from me and this planet by drugs.
Every other pain I had experienced up until that point pales in comparison to the death of my
children. Child death is in a category of pain all its own, and only those who have visited its hell
firsthand understand; it is indeed a whiff of pure hell here on earth. Their deaths leave our lives
wrecked, our hearts, hopes and dreams shattered. I never imagined surviving the death of
three of my children. And though each death sought to destroy me, by God’s grace, I survived
and now live to share my story with those also walking through the valley of grief in hopes of
providing comfort, support, and encouragement in your faith.
We need your help! Please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol, in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, or in another Louisiana State
building. We want photos of our loved ones permanently displayed. Our children’s lives
mattered. Their deaths matter. They deserve to be treated like victims, for each of them was a
victim of the Pharmaceutical Industry. Those murdered by the evil poisoning that is fentanyl are
murder victims at the hands of drug dealers, the cartel, and China and Mexico.
A group of Louisiana parents would like to meet with you and work together to prevent this hell
on earth that is child death from drugs from happening to other families. We need your help
and pray that you will consider our request.
God bless you,
Pamela Riviere-Rivas,
Mother of Shawn David Rivas, forever 29.
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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Maureen Geaghan Berard’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am writing to you with a heavy heart, seeking your help in finding a permanent location
for a drug epidemic wall memorial wall within our Capitol. As a mother who has lost her
son, Timothy “Tim” Nowlin due to fentanyl poisoning, I understand the pain & trauma that
comes with losing a loved one due to this epidemic. I know you are a mother; a
grandmother & I am sure you love your children as much as I love Tim. I also know that
you would do anything to protect them. I believe you to be an advocate for women. I have
watched you work as Governor & I am proud to be a Maine resident with such a wonderful
person as you leading Mainers in a good direction.
My son Tim had a very strong work ethic; he was outgoing & loved nature. He had a fond
love for our family’s old camp at North Pond in Smithfield. Tim tried to stay clean, however
this disease took his life fast. He tried rehab for a month but unfortunately it didn't work
out. He came home & started using not long after he got home. On July 22, 2022, he was
begging for money & wanted to use my car. I relented & did both, he came home high as
usual & started acting out doing his usual shenanigans.\ I told him several times to quiet
down & I must have dozed off. I went to the bathroom & I came back to check on him. I
thought he was asleep, so I did not want to wake him. He was in a very weird position the
next morning when I checked on him. I tried waking him three times & he would not wake
up. I called the paramedics. It wasn't long before they told me the worst fear of my life -
that my son was gone. Tim is by far not the only person who has fallen victim to this drug.
We have created two memorial walls, one with photos & one with names to honor those
who have lost their lives due to the epidemic. We believe our loved ones should be
treated like victims of mass destruction. They are all victims of Purdue pharma, Chinese
and Mexican cartels. Maine moms would love to meet with you & work together to prevent
this from happening again. Will you help us find a permanent location for the walls in a
significant building within our Capitol? Our goal is to raise awareness about the
devastating effects of drug addiction & the dangers of fentanyl. We want to honor those
who have lost their lives to this epidemic. We believe your support & involvement are
crucial in achieving this goal. Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, and we look
forward to hearing from you soon.
Sincerely,
Maureen Geaghan Berard, ME State Co-Lead
Waterville, ME mnowlin6@gmail.com
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Sharon Bailey’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
My name is Sharon Bailey, and I am one of the State Lead Ambassadors representing
Maine for the First Ladies Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This campaign is taking place in
all 50 states with the goal of placing a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in each state Capitol
to honor and remember loved ones lost to the drug crisis occurring in our country. The
grieving and affected families who are driving this campaign have accomplished so much
already by creating a Virtual Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall for each state but are far from
being finished in honoring their loved ones. These digital walls update automatically when
someone is added; one has photos of loved ones and the other has names. Having a
physical place to see their faces and honor the lives of our Mainers is what we strive for.
This campaign was loosely inspired by the DEA Faces of Fentanyl Memorial Wall at the
DEA Museum in Arlington, Virginia. As you know, there are countless numbers of people
still dying every day due to this crisis which seems to be getting worse instead of better.
Every one of our lost sons, daughters, siblings, husbands, wives, moms, dads, aunts,
uncles, cousins, grandparents, and friends were so much more than the drugs that took
their lives. By displaying their names and faces at a significant building within our state
capital, they will continue to live on in memoriam, rather than quietly becoming statistics.
This is where we need your help for securing a physical memorial in a significant building
within Augusta. Most states are accomplishing this through their First Lady or First
Gentleman. We offer our condolences to you since the passing of your husband and
welcome your assistance. We know you are very busy and would accept help from
another person who would be capable of this job if you are unable to do so.
I lost my only child and son, Matthew Bailey, to an accidental heroin and sedative
overdose on September 7, 2012. He was only 20 years old and suffered more than most
in his short lifetime with mental illness and substance use disorder. From 8th grade until
his death, he had been hospitalized repeatedly, attended many outpatient therapies, had
counseling and medication management services, and an alternative high school teaching
program. Getting through high school was challenging, but he shined in his senior year.
He had a gift for helping other students in special education through a work study
program. He managed to go back to the regular classroom for learning and resumed
senior activities with his class. I can’t convey how proud I was to see him receive his
diploma! He really had achieved the almost impossible. Anyone else suffering from an
illness or disease would have been applauded and recognized for this achievement, but
because of stigma, it went unnoticed.
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Matthew was kind, caring, loving, creative, artistic, empathetic, and funny. He was so
much more than his disease limited him to. Like the thousands of others who have died
from substance use or overdose, we need to provide a way to honor their lives, rather
than treating them like a statistic and minimizing their worth in our society. This is where
we need your help to create a memorial in our state. I’m sure that you would want this to
be if it were your child that you lost.
I appreciate you taking the time to read my letter and look forward to working with you to
create this important memorial.
Sincerely,
Sharon Bailey, Me Co-Lead
Jefferson, ME
sbaileymb1118@gmail.com
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Ann Bennett-Cookson’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Janet Mills:
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Sarah to a fatal overdose on December 16, 2016. Our family is forever changed. Healing
from the loss of a child is never complete. The pain and anguish families feel and the
ongoing revelation that many of these deaths were preventable forever haunts me.
Sarah’s death spurred in me a
burning desire to support and help other families experiencing a drug overdose death. I
currently co-facilitate Maine Team Sharing, a grief support group for parents who have lost
a child through substance use. Channeling my grief through writing, I published our
family’s story in 2018 titled “Secrets: A Story of Addiction, Grief Healing” hoping to lessen
stigma and to give my daughter her voice.
Stigma not only affects those struggling with addiction, but also their families. Losing a
loved one like this affects the way we even grieve. Many people view an overdose death
differently, stigmatizing the person lost and their grieving families all over again. Society
must stop diminishing these losses and recognize these beautiful souls through a
memorial wall. Doing so will be incredibly impactful. Putting faces to what currently are
numbers brings to life the struggle all society currently faces. Yes, everyone is impacted
by this drug epidemic in some way or form.
Please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol. Help us make a difference in how others view addiction and lessen the stigma
attached to this awful disease. We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Sarah’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name.
Sincerely,
Ann Bennett-Cookson
Brunswick, ME
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Laura Jenkins’ Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my amazing son,
Corey, who is forever 29. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Corey was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known. His smile was contagious.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Corey’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Maine moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Laura Jenkins
Westbrook, ME
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Louise Atkinson’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Jessica, who is forever 26.
She became addicted to oxycodone after numerous prescriptions were given to her after
foot surgery. Once this stopped, she realized she wasn’t feeling well and was getting sick.
We didn’t know what was happening and certainly didn’t know she was addicted. Of
course, we found out too late that she was buying it off the street just to survive. On the
day she passed she was robbed and had enough money to buy heroin. We will be forever
heartbroken, and we remain devastated. We loved her beyond imagination. Jess had the
kindest heart and was so loved, everyone’s best friend. She was so sweet and was
constantly finding homes for dogs and cats. She had a gift. If you were lucky to have
known her, you would have instantly loved her.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Jessica's frame with
this letter. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users -
like racism.
A group of our Maine moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Louise Atkinson
West Gardiner, ME
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Melinda Manjourea’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Joshua, who is forever 35. He was poisoned by Fentanyl and us, his family and friends
are devastated! Josh was a hardworking man who loved his family so much, even while
battling his addiction. He was (what we thought) 4 months clean and living in a sober
house. I still ask WHY? Every Single Day. He was a beloved son, brother, nephew, and
uncle, and is missed beyond words. I, like many other Moms, am totally broken! He is
always on my mind and forever in my broken heart.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within a building in our Capitol? We have
created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Josh’s
frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of the Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Maine moms and dads would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Melinda Manjourea
Levant, Maine
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Sonya Crosby-Lovely’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Kevin,
to fentanyl poisoning. Kevin left this earth too soon at 34; left behind his two children who
were the light of his life. He had many friends, and was always available to lend a hand, or
an ear to whoever needed it. Losing Kevin has left an empty hole in our family. He was a
son, brother, and father.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Kevin's frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users - like racism.
A group of our Maine moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Sonya Crosby-Lovely
Livermore, ME
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Susan Faulkingham’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Damian, who is forever 37. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We
loved him beyond imagination. Damian was the kindest person and would do anything to
help those in need. He would stop and move a turtle out of the road to save it.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Damian's frame,
below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
"drugism" for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Sincerely,
Susan Faulkingham
Belfast, ME
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Susan Lamoureux’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Janet Mills:
My name is Susan Lamoureux, and I am an ambassador for the Epidemic Memorial
Walls. I lost my precious 28-year-old daughter, Alexa, in September of 2017, to fentanyl
poisoning. Our entire family continues to grieve for her and yearn to hear her giggle or to
feel her arms wrapped around our shoulders.
Lexi and I had an amazing relationship. We talked about everything, including her battles
with drugs. Before her death, she was on life support for 5 days. I stayed by her side. I
decided then that I needed to share my daughter’s story because of the horrible stigma of
addiction and in hopes of saving other families from what we were living. My daughter
was kind and compassionate and we raised her with love and support. Lexi donated her
lungs and her liver to two women living in New England before she was taken off life
support. I wrote “Lexi’s Story” and posted it on Facebook, and it has traveled around the
entire world. I’ve received many letters from other heartbroken families. We all had
something in common: our children mattered, and they were very much loved.
It is important to honor these amazing children who have lost their lives through this
epidemic. Each person is someone’s child. Would you be willing to assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Lexi’s
frame, along with the brochure for this awareness campaign.
We would like our loved ones to be honored. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Sincerely,
Susan Lamoureux
Brunswick, ME
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Tonya Dickey’s Son
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Dear Governor Janet Mills,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my first-born child, my
son, Tyson, who is forever 34.
He was poisoned by fentanyl when he relapsed after surgery and being clean for almost 4
years. Tyson was a loving father of two girls, 14 and four, whom he would never have left.
They were his world along with his wife, stepson, his sister, Grammy “She She”, and me,
his mom. I found him! He would never do that to me or his family.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Tyson's frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users -
like racism.
A group of our Maine moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Tonya Dickey
Hermon, ME
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Tiffinee Scott’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am Tiffinee "Tee" Scott, mother of Tiarra Renee Brown-Lewis, from Baltimore, Maryland,
advocate, and State Lead for Maryland's Drug Epidemic Wall. I'm requesting your support to place
a permanent memorial wall to honor the lives lost to the drug epidemic. Whether local, state, or
government placement of the wall, parents, and community members at large who have
experienced the effects of trauma, from death, loss, and grief due to the prescription drug and
illicit drug supply, epidemic, compassion, and system failures need a symbol of recognition-a
stationary memorial, a symbol awareness and healing.
In Baltimore last year, we lost 940 people to this disease, and based on Baltimore City opioid
settlement litigation, Baltimore city alone accounts for 1 percent of all lives lost due to opioid-drugrelated
deaths across the country. The drug epidemic’s impact has riddled the United States with
loss. As a City and State, the need to support individuals, families, and children from loss is
critical.
As a parent of two adult children residing in Baltimore, Maryland, I'm fully aware of the impact.
In 2020, my daughter Tiarra was one of the victims of the drug epidemic. Tiarra, aged 28, had a
beautiful smile, a memorable laugh, and a big heart. She also lived with the painful illness of
Sickle Cell disease. Diagnosed at birth, Tiarra was no stranger to the healthcare system. Her care
was adequately supported and managed until the introduction of the prescription drug Oxycontin.
Within days, our lives changed. Tiarra was immediately dependent. The medication changed all
aspects of her youth to adulthood. Opioids impacted every part of her life. Stole her joy and
destroyed her future.
Prescription drugs are made, manufactured, marketed, and prescribed to support individuals who
require health aid. Not dependency nor death.
On May 17, 2020, as usual, I entered Tiarra's apartment, with the smell of a recent shower still
lingering in the room, clean sheets, a tray table, and half of a sandwich, meds, and juice. Tiarra
appeared comfortable as if she was sleeping- She was not. I found her unresponsive and not
breathing. She believed she could, so she did! Tiarra made every attempt to care for herself,
made large postings of appointments, lists, and journals, and always prepared for an emergency.
She was wearing the life-alert, emergency response push-button watch, which she never had the
opportunity to activate. She was wearing a shirt that read, “What's not to love about me."
In all the efforts of calling 911 and the arrival of First Responders, within minutes, I was accosted
by police, with Tiarra lying deceased- I was questioned repeatedly like a criminal, then by the
coroner office; with no regard for the circumstances. In tears, I stopped the room and yelled with
all I had, "A mother just lost a child right here- Don't you see me? Don't you see her". I realized a
few things in those moments. My daughter was gone. I knew my protection was the (Good
Samaritan Law). So, why was I interrogated as opposed to being supported? Our city and service
providers need healing.
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I'm a mom. Hopeless is the immediate word that comes to mind; the second is powerless.
Powerless is the feeling you have as a parent when losing a child. Powerless over something I
could not control; illness, opioids, death, and loss.
Tiarra lived with chronic pain and mental and behavioral health conditions; all treatable. Never did
I request to aid my child to an early death. After her loss, I cleaned her apartment with large
amounts of prescribed medication; some fully packaged, including Narcan. There was enough
medication to fill a king-size bed in the bag.
She was prescribed to death. Her death doesn't have to be in vain. Sadly, my wife, I, and my
family experienced a second loss.
On February 21, 2023, we lost our second daughter from cardiac arrest from an illicit substance.
She was also unresponsive and not breathing at home in bed. She never recovered from the loss
of her sister. The emotional pain of loss for siblings is often unbearable and unnoticed. She
missed her sister. She spoke and journaled about the emotional pain of a sibling often. On
President's Day, we received the call. We are and were devastated.
The nondisclosure of our second daughter's name is to protect her minor children, ages 1 and 8.
The stigma associated with individuals who use prescribed medications-or illicit drugs who
experience medical emergencies such as an overdose are victims.
Please support the effort of placing a permanent memorial. A place where Maryland's parents,
community, and visitors can understand our elected officials has taken actionable steps to support
parents, loved ones, families of loss, and the community. We have a virtual memorial wall with
shared photos and one with names. It's accessible virtually to view, upload, and share information.
I would be honored to have the opportunity to discuss how we can move the wall forward with a
permanent structure.
Again, Mrs. Moore, with your support, families will embrace a sense of healing and belonging. Our
voices will not be silent nor absent, and our children, loved ones, and families are not forgotten.
Tiarra's photo and the virtual frame are below, and the link for the virtual wall is also listed.
In the interest of children, parents, families, and the community,
Tiffinee Scott, MD State Lead
tscott@mpacmd.org
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April Babcock’s Son
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
My name is April Babcock, I lost my son Austen Connor Babcock January 26, 2019,
shortly after his 25th birthday in Dundalk, MD Baltimore County. Not a day will ever go by
that I will not think of or miss my son.
Anytime anyone disguises a harmful substance in anything for another person to
consume without their knowledge; that is the very definition of a poisoning. My son did
not overdose, my son was poisoned by illicit fentanyl. All illicit drug deaths are poison to
your body. The term overdose implies there is a safe dose to take, you take too much of
that safe dose and it causes death or harm. There is no safe dose of illicit drugs, and the
majority of people are being deceived and have no idea they are even ingesting illicit
fentanyl. Having a tolerance to illicit drugs still does not imply there is a safe dose to take.
Since the beginning of time society has called drug deaths overdoses and it will never sit
right with me, there is no safe dose of heroin, cocaine, mdma, meth, etc. When someone
dies from alcohol it is called alcohol poisoning. Marylanders are being deceived and
poisoned to death by illicit fentanyl in the drug supply and from fake pills being made by
the Mexican cartels and drug dealers here in America. You can’t tell the difference
between a real pill and a fake pill made to mimic a real pharmaceutical grade pill.
I turned my pain into purpose and started a grassroots movement called Lost Voices of
Fentanyl, but today’s letter is asking of you to support Drug Epidemic Virtual Memorial
Wall. This would show that our elected officials here in Maryland will recognize that our
loved ones were alive and breathing and Maryland will hold a place of remembrance for
our loved ones lost.
Sincerely,
April Babcock, founder Lost Voices of Fentanyl Inc.
Lvof.org
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Crystal Daugherty’s Brother
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am writing to you as an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My family’s
home state is MD, but my brother passed away in DE. His death is what leads me to
contacting you. By the way he loved Baltimore. He was proud to be from Baltimore. He
loved the Orioles and the Raven's.
My brother's name is Gary Edward Koch. He is forever 37. He was the youngest of 3
children. Our family has honestly had a very bumpy road. We lost our father to alcoholism
at the young age of 50, our parents had divorced when Gary was 4yrs old. We also lost
our mother to multiple myeloma at the young age of 59. That is a lot, Gary has struggled
with addiction going back to his teen years. He was in and out of jail as well. Now from
what I've said so far, many think "oh he was just another addict". As his sister for the
entire 37 years of his life, I can tell you, that is very untrue. He had a genuine personality,
a heart bigger than most, a hilarious sense of humor, a great friend, father, son, brother,
and uncle.
Now, having an addict in the family causes a lot of stress. I will admit I was hard on my
brother a lot. I did tough love for many years. I have even taken him to court for stealing
from me during his addiction. I did this as a mother trying to protect my children. This
caused turmoil with our mother. She enabled my brother, but I cannot blame her, I would
do anything for my children as well. After our mother passed, I was Gary's “go to”. We
have a 6yr age difference, so I've always been a second mom to him anyway.
The loss of Gary has really hit me hard. He passed on 2/7/22. We were in contact
periodically, we had a group text, that consisted of him, our older sister and me. It wasn't
normal to not hear from Gary for more than a week. On 1/31/22, I went into work in a
panic. I had a sick sense something was wrong; I hadn't heard from him since 1/18/22. I
reached out to a few points of contacts he had and was just told he wasn't doing well the
last they heard. My sister and I continued our search by calling hospitals to see if he was
admitted. We had nothing. The night of 2/7/22, I received a call from Gary's ex-wife saying
she just heard from someone that he OD'D earlier in the day and they were unable to
save him. I can tell you; I was on my kitchen floor screaming "no" "please no Gary" and
crying inconsolably. My sister called the medical examiner, and our nightmare was
confirmed.
Addiction lies, cheats, & steals. It makes the addict mimic that behavior and it then kills
the addict. I have walked around in a fog since 2/7/22, my chest feels like I've been
punched in it, I continue to feel guilt and have nightmares of me trying to save him and
failing. Those nightmares feel so very raw, brutal and vivid they stick with me all day long.
I have so much love for my brother that is stuck inside me. I cry often and out of the blue.
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Please help find a spot for a wall to be displayed. Dealers need to be charged for
homicide in my opinion. How they sell these drugs and walk free is unreal to me. They
stole my brother; his son and daughter are now without him. He has missed so much and
hasn't been gone for 2 years yet.
Thank you for taking time to read this. I am very passionate about overdose awareness
and have a strong belief this epidemic needs serious attention for a change to happen.
Together these families and the state leaders can make a difference!
Sincerely,
Crystal Daugherty, Baltimore, MD
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Donna Bruce’s Son
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
My name is Donna Bruce, mother of Devon Wellington. Devon was a thriving meek, mild
mannered young man. Devon was respectful and kind to everyone he encountered,
Devon Wellington was very popular in school and even crowned prom king. Devon
became a Sous Chef and used cooking to show his love for his family and daughter. Yet
Devon suffered with mental health and substance misuse. My son denied access to
treatment because of lack of insurance. There were times Devon, and I would travel from
Maryland to Pennsylvania to seek treatment and rehabilitation due to lack of medical
insurance. Medical Insurance should not be a barrier for people to get help! On
7/24/2021, my son Devon LaVar Wellington ultimately succumbed to this fight when he
was found unresponsive in his truck. Our last conversation was I love you and I pray you
get some help.
Losing my son was unexpected and untimely. He leaves behind a little girl who misses
him every day. We cannot change what happened. We are simply asking for your
support.
I am writing this letter to you for a minor yet tall ask. As a mother, I hope you can
understand the importance of remembrance.
We need your support for a wall as recognition and to remember who we lost. The Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall in Maryland’s Capitol. How wonderful it would be to have a
permanent reminder to honor our children, family and loved ones. From our current
efforts, we have created Memorial Walls, one with names only and the other with photos.
Today, instead of snapping a picture of my son, laughing or talking to my son, I created a
virtual frame.
The virtual is updated regularly. We would like our loved ones to be memorialized. My son
did not have to die from a health condition which simply could have been medically
treated. People are losing their lives.
We are highly interested in meeting you. Together, we can find a home for the Memorial
Wall.
Sincerely,
Donna Bruce, Devon’s Mom
Baltimore, Maryland
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Jackie Long’s Son
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Ryan
and his girlfriend Stephanie, who are forever 30 and 36 respectively.
They were poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved them beyond
imagination. Ryan and Stephanie were the kindest and most empathetic people I have
ever known.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls.
One with photos and one with names. I am including Ryan's frame, below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Maryland moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely
Jackie Long
Baltimore, MD
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am an advocate for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. Being a family of people in long
term recovery, my family is devastated of the loss of our 79-year-old father, Pop – Pop
and Great Grand Poppy. We found him in his Senior Living apartment poisoned by
fentanyl. Julian Price was the most helpful, kind, compassionate person, who always was
supportive of others in his Aging Adult community.
We know many families have been impacted by loss from this epidemic. My family asks
for your assistance in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol that represents all families as a united healing country.
The digital wall of names automatically updates albums and will support generational
healing and legacy security. Many were victimized by Purdue Pharma (an American
cartel) and now have become the victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartel.
Again, my ask is to assist us with displaying honor and Unity, by showing love thought the
Wall of names located in our capital.
Thank you,
Julvette Price- Brown
Baltimore City, MD
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Katherine Glenn’s Son
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
My name is Katherine Glenn, and I am the mother of Justin Glenn. He was my last child,
my baby, known for his trademark blue eyes and his huge smile. He was born on
November 6, 1987. I was alone when I found him dead on his couch from accidental
fentanyl poisoning on the morning of October 5, 2016, just shy of his 29th birthday – a
sight that will never leave me.
My son’s addiction began when a friend gave him a pill and he took it - one moment in
time that would destroy a family. He liked how it made him feel and he continued to obtain
pills until they no longer made him feel good. As a Type 1 diabetic, he unfortunately was
not intimidated by needles, and eventually he progressed to shooting heroin into his
beautiful body. He spent over a decade in the hell of addiction, with rehab stays too
numerous to count, a bout with Hepatitis C, treatment with methadone, and unrelenting
shame that addiction had him by the throat and he just couldn’t wrestle out of its grip.
Even after attending many of his friends’ funerals and with the knowledge of fentanyl
being slipped into drugs, he could not stop using. In the fall of 2016, off he went to another
rehab, full of so much shame he would not let me tell his father and his big sister that he
was going. The photo I took of him as I left him there will forever haunt me; his eyes were
already dead. When he came home, he told me I was right when I told him that eventually
rehab would “stick” and that he now “got it”. Just days later he was dead, leaving me, his
dad, his sister, and his much-loved niece and nephew bereft.
I am writing today to ask you to help find a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall in Annapolis. We have created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and
one with names. I am including a photo of my Justin. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims they were - victims of a society that
ignored them by failing to treat addiction as an illness and to stigmatize their disease. No
one chooses to become an addict and they deserve to be remembered as people of
significance who are dying in unbelievably record numbers. We are losing a whole
generation to this insidious epidemic. The pain of knowing your child will never marry,
have children, and live to an old age is simply unbearable. As a mother yourself, you can
surely imagine the devastation this has caused our family.
A group of Maryland moms would like very much to meet with you and work together to
find a home for the Memorial Wall. Please make time for us.
Sincerely,
Katherine Glenn, mother of Justin Glenn, who is forever 28
Mt. Airy, MD
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am a Maryland ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. The campaign was
inspired by the DEA Faces of Fentanyl Wall at the DEA Museum in Arlington, Virginia. Our
goal is to have a drug epidemic memorial wall put up in all 50 state capitol buildings to
honor our loved ones. I have been to the DEA museum in Arlington, Virginia to see my
son’s handsome picture on their wall. Seeing his picture among thousands of others was
a moving and powerful experience. By displaying their faces and names in our State
Capitol, they will continue to live on in memorial, rather than quietly becoming a statistic.
We need your help to accomplish this.
I lost my handsome son Jonathan, who is forever 26. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and
we remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Jonathan was a smart, kind
and witty young man who had a great future ahead of him.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One
with photos and one with names. I am including Jonathan’s frame. I am also including the
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of the Chinese, and the Mexican Cartels.
Sincerely, Kimberly Frock
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Lana Gibson, on October 16, 2021 (she lived in Shadyside, Md.). She left behind 2
beautiful children, Mia, 16 years old and Eli, 14 years old and her loving family. You just
cannot imagine the pain and grief we suffer every day. She will be forever “33”. She was
poisoned by fentanyl, intentionally, and we remain devastated. We loved her beyond
imagination.
Lana was the kindest, most caring and loving person and especially to her two children.
Her teacher from elementary school who she stayed in contact with told me at her funeral,
everyone should “Love like Lana”. That’s the kind of woman she was. That is my
daughter’s legacy is to “love like her”.
I know you have children, and I am asking you to assist us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two Memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. The Drug Enforcement Agency (DEA) in
Arlington, Va. has created a wall in their museum with 1,000’s of pictures of all these
beautiful young people poisoned by fentanyl. I am including Lana’s frame below displayed
at the DEA museum. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like VICTIMS and they are! They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American
cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese and the Mexican
cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Maryland Moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again! Please help our children.
Sincerely,
Mela Davis
Anne Arundel County, MD
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Vicki Meyer Bishop’s Son
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Dear First Lady Dawn Moore,
My name is Vicki Meyer Bishop, and I am the mother of Brian Wayne Meyer, born on
August 19, 1972. My first-born son who died of drug poisoning on Halloween 2017. Brian
was 45 years old.
Brian was in his late 20s and working in construction when he fell through a roof and was
badly injured. Brian’s injuries and pain were treated with the best non-addictive
prescription pain drug available in careless amounts and by the time he was healed, and
the medication no longer prescribed by his physician, Brian was profoundly addicted.
What happened next is a familiar tale of pill mills and drugs purchased on the street. Many
times, Brian tried to break his dependence. Sadly, this addicted lifestyle held his family
hostage for years of rehabs, promises, successes, relapses, and overdoses. It was
unbelievably brutal for Brian and terrifying for his family. Our stories end the same way
and Brian’s addiction killed him on October 31, 2017. His death caused by fentanyl
poisoning.
I cannot bring my son Brian back, give him a drug-free life and a chance for happiness. I
must now feel a mother’s heartbreaking pain every night when I close my eyes to sleep. I
see my beautiful son and his addicted life that led him to a cold steel medical table in the
Baltimore County Medical Examiner’s Office, blue, alone and quite dead.
Mrs. Moore, I am writing this letter to you for a very big ask. We need your help to find a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in Maryland’s Capitol. We have
created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including Brian’s
frame. Please look into his eyes and see him as a man of worth with a terminal disease.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like the
victims they were - victims of a society that ignored them by failing to treat addiction as an
illness and to stigmatize their disease. No one chooses to become an addict and they
deserve to be remembered as people of significance who are dying in unbelievably high
numbers. We are losing a whole generation to this insidious epidemic.
A group of our Maryland moms would like very much to meet with you and work together
to find a home for the Memorial Wall. Please make time for us.
Sincerely,
Vicki Meyer Bishop, mother of Brian Meyer F45 Clarksburg, Maryland
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Jill A. Maiorana’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls and the State Lead for
Massachusetts. I lost my beautiful son Joey, who is forever 18. He was poisoned by an
unknown synthetic opioid 20 times stronger than fentanyl. He was in a recovery
program in Delray Beach, Florida and relapsed after his late father’s birthday who was
also poisoned by fentanyl.
Joey is known for his bright beautiful smile. He lit up a room wherever he went. He was
a great friend to all, especially those who seemed alone at school. He loved sports and
hanging out with his brother Anthony who is 19 months older than him. Joey was all
about family. He was funny and affectionate and loved with his whole heart. We ache
for him every second of every day. He is forever missed and loved by all that knew him.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Joey’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jill A Maiorana, Massachusetts State Lead
Bourne, MA
jillmaiorana@gmail.com
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Lisa Franchitto’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
On July 9, 2020, my whole world stopped, and my heart will be forever broken. My
youngest son Matt (forever 24,) died from a “toxic” combination of Ativan, crack
cocaine, and fentanyl that I am 99% sure he thought he was given heroin. I have 3
sons; my oldest son is also a recovering addict. He was the one who found Matt and
did all he could do but it was too late.
When I began this awful, relentless journey I, like every other Mom, had hope that with
the right help they could recover and live a happy normal life. I was sadly mistaken, my
son among MANY others are treated like dirt from doctors, nurses, and recovery
facilities who are supposed to be there to help. Insurance companies dictate the
amount of time that is appropriate, what they’ll cover and what they won’t, etc. Matt
was one that could do anything, fix cars, hang drywall, plaster, electrical and plumbing.
He had so much to look forward to, but most of all he wanted his own family and to be a
dad. The stigma that surrounds addiction is frustrating and sad, NO ONE is immune to
this disease. Everyone knows someone, if you don’t, you’re lucky!
A friend of mine and I went to a bridal shower, we sat at a table with women we didn’t
know. We came in after this woman started talking, it was about her husband who was
a fire chief. She proceeded to say that all he’s been doing is administering Narcan, and
how aggravating it must be that they end up going back to the same houses over and
over. She then added that it’s a waste of time and money and that there may be
someone out there that truly needs medical attention or there’s a fire but must wait. My
friend kept kicking me under the table and just said let it go. The conversation went on,
come to find out my sons and her nephews all went to the same trade school. One of
her nephews is an electrician, the other a plumber. She then asked me what trade your
boys chose to do… I looked right at her and said 2 of the 3 are addicts. She didn’t know
what to say, except apologize, I got up and walked away. When we went to the
wedding, she came up to me and wanted me to meet her husband. He looked right at
me and said every life is worth saving no matter how many times you must do it, he
then apologized for what his wife had said to me.
I belong to a great group “The Addicts Mom” and because I had 2 addicts, I found
comfort that I wasn’t the only one! I shared my story, gave advice and was a hopeful
cheerleader for so many others. Since Matt died, I now belong to “The Addicts Mom”
Grieving Mom’s group. I became the mom of before Matt died, to the mom after Matt
died. My whole thought process changed, and I was and still am angry. I still go on
“The Addicts Mom” page because of my oldest son, but I am just an onlooker I have no
thoughts or words of encouragement to give. I read the ones that the moms are happy
and hopeful when their child is in recovery, to myself I say, “just wait”. As far as my
oldest son, In my mind it’s become a not “if” but “when”.
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I am writing this letter to you in hopes that you will assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol. We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. A place where our loved ones
can be seen and acknowledged, a place where a parent or family member can see
their picture and touch their name. A place to show that they existed and mattered. I am
including Matt’s framed photo.
Drug addiction is a disease, it may start out as a choice but then it takes a hold of their
mind, body, and soul. It consumes their every thought 24/7 and its relentless and
unforgiving. It takes hold and destroys families mentally, emotionally, and physically.
You try so hard, but they get further and further away. The parents are looked down on,
whispered about, being judged, and wondering what we did wrong while they were
growing up. When I went to the funeral home to see him, I realized then that his face
was always angry and twisted like he was in pain, at that moment I was and still am
relieved for him that he’s finally at peace and not in any more pain.
Sincerely,
Lisa Franchitto
Whitman, Massachusetts
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April & Robert Barrows’ Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. In June 2016, I lost my
handsome son, Ronnie, who is forever 20. He was down in Florida for the last year and
a half of his life in and out of rehab and detox facilities. He had finally reached 3 months
of sobriety when he passed away from polysubstance overdose.
We are devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Ronnie was the kindest and
most intelligent and empathetic person I have ever known. He was a phenomenal
athlete, excelled in all sports and could always put a smile on anyone’s face.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol? I am including my son, Ronnie’s frame, below. These
digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch
their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They
were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they
are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for
the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
April & Robert Barrows
North Falmouth. MA
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Jana & Abdul Faiky’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Ahmad Faiky at the young age of 22. He was poisoned by fentanyl. Our family is
forever devastated.
Would you assist us in finding a place for a Memorial Wall in our Capitol?
The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's
name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels..
We are using the word drugism for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Thank you for your consideration
Jana and Abdul Faiky
Ahmad's Mom forever 22
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Jennifer L. Kachel-Healy’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my grandson's
mother Ashlee, a kindhearted, well meaning, young mother, who will forever be
cherished in my heart. She was only 23 years old. She allegedly overdosed on heroin
January 24, 2015. I believe she was given heroin that was laced with fentanyl. She left
behind the following family members who loved her so much: her son who had just
turned three, her father, mother, stepmother, and several siblings. My son Jordan was
also left behind and was devastated by her loss. He has struggled with addiction since
the age of 15 and is now 32. He overdosed on fentanyl on March 21, 2023. This was
the same day we laid my mother-in-law to rest. I don’t know how to express the feeling
a mother has seeing her child hooked up to machines, and wondering if that child will
ever be the same again. It is something that is not supposed to happen. A child should
outlive their parents. I am very fortunate because my son has another chance and is
still alive. This does not negate the trauma that I and other parents must live with the
rest of our lives.
I know that you spearheaded the litigation with the Sackler’s, and I am beyond grateful
that your efforts resulted in towns all over the country receiving funds to help assist in
fighting this epidemic that is not slowing down. The cartels in China and Mexico are so
far advanced and they continue to be headstrong on poisoning our children and the
future of our country. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls; one
with photos and one with names. I am including Ashlee’s frame below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now they are using the word “drugism”
for the prejudice toward drug users, like racism.
A group of Massachusetts parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jennifer L. Kachel-Healy
Easton, MA
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Linda Cardalino’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Justen, who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We
loved him beyond imagination. Justen was the kindest and most empathetic person I
have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Justen's frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A group of Massachusetts families would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Linda Cardalino
Jacksonville, NC
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Madalyn D. Purdy’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son
Justin, who is forever 35. He was poisoned by fentanyl. He struggled with addiction for
10 years and finally found sobriety. He rebuilt his life and had a wonderful eight years.
Justin had a relapse and died due to a fentanyl overdose two days before he was to be
married. He left his beautiful nine-year-old daughter, a fiancé, his parents, his brother,
nieces and nephews and all that loved and adored him. Justin was born July 15, 1986,
and passed September 9, 2021. He will be forever loved and missed. Justin will never
be defined by his addiction. He was so much more than that.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Justin’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Madalyn D. Purdy
Sandwich, Massachusetts
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Mary & Jack Gentleman’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. In April 2022, I lost my
beautiful son, Craig, who is forever 34. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Craig was the kindest, most intelligent,
and empathetic person I have ever known. He spent much of his last 4.5 years in
recovery helping as many people as he could.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Craig’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Mary & Jack Gentleman
Lynn, MA
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Michelle Cutler’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Andrew on 11/17/21 who is forever 24. He was poisoned by fentanyl.
Andrew is known for his beautiful smile and sense of humor. He list up a room
wherever he went. He was a great fiend, son, and a great father to his son Josiah who
is 6 years old. His son loves and misses his daddy so much. He was a very talented
tattoo artist, too. Andrew and I were so close. He was funny and had a heart of gold.
We mourn for him every minute of every day. He is forever missed and loved by all that
knew him. The pain of losing my son is unbearable and I would not wish this pain on
anyone.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Andrew's frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michelle Cutler
Marlboro, MA
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Pat Dutra’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Nicole, who is forever 41. She was poisoned by fentanyl. Nicole suffered from
depression and anxiety. She was a college graduate and worked in fashion on Newbury
Street. Nicole traveled all over the world. She loved animals and rescued two dogs. She
participated in many charity events in and around Boston. She appeared in Boston
Magazine as one of the most eligible single women in Boston. She was generous to a
fault. She will be forever missed by her friends and family.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Nicole’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copies.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Pat Dutra
Marstons Mills, MA
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Patricia Schwab’s Son
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Dear Governor Maura Healey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Brian, who is forever 26. He overdosed on heroin, and we remain devastated. We loved
him beyond imagination. Brian was one of the most compassionate people I have ever
known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Brian's frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Massachusetts moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Patricia Schwab
Salem, Massachusetts
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Rebecca Elmaksoud’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an ambassador and the MI State Lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. On October
28, 2021, my life was forever changed. I lost my precious, first born, son Brandon at the young
age of 28. Brandon was a Godly, loving, caring, compassionate, giving man with a huge heart.
He lit up a room and his smile warmed my heart. He was poisoned to death with 100%
fentanyl. He did not stand a chance. He died alone. He struggled with SUD and had been in a
few rehabs trying to beat his addiction. He lived in MI but lost his battle in CA while in rehab. He
never stopped fighting and wanted more than anything to beat his addiction. I think the death of
his sister 38 days prior was too much for him and was a big part in him relapsing. He was a
God fearing, genuine, loving, person. He loved the outdoors, fishing, hiking, snowboarding. He
truly was my best friend not just my son.
The day he died my heart shattered into pieces. My worst fear became a reality. The pain is
unbearable, and I will never forget the phone call that he was gone. A big part of me died that
day. I miss him so much and have decided to turn my pain and grief into purpose, spreading
awareness in hopes I can help save lives. This was Brandon’s mission to help others. He
wanted to help and serve others, but his life was cut short because of this poison being brought
in from the open borders. You should not have to die from a bad decision. So, I have decided to
honor him by continuing his fight. I will be his voice. I will say his name and fight for others, so
they are not victims like my son. We are seeking your support in areas of awareness and a
more conscious effort and response to the overwhelming statistics of death by the drug
epidemic in the state of Michigan. As of May 2023, there are over 1900 deaths in Michigan
within the first 5 months of this year. We need to bring attention to this and ask for action to be
taken to bring awareness to the public that we so desperately seek.
As a parent we are asking that the Capitol be willing to create and share a version of the
Memorial Wall, like the wall in DC. We have created two Memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Brandon’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of
Memorial walls, albums, and our awesome campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names could
be projected on a wall so parents could touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated as victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the American Cartel)
and many many others.
Sincerely,
Rebecca Elmaksoud, MI State Lead
Brandon’s Reynolds Mother-Forever 29
Clarkston, MI
Capoexperts@aol.com
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Jeanine Bothell’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am the MI State Lead and an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost
my beautifully talented, 2nd born son, Luke on August 23, 2021, at the age of 25. After
not hearing from him for 26 hours, I made several phone calls (as he was temporarily
staying in Chicago; (we live in Michigan) only to find out my son had passed away in his
bedroom of Fentanyl Poisoning. Luke had a deadly mixture of Xanax and Fentanyl in
his system. Our family has been completely devastated by his loss, and we miss him
every minute.
Luke was a beautiful giving soul, he had 3 college degrees, ran his own business, and
managed a Crumble Bakery. He brought us constant laughter, he painted the most
beautiful paintings, and he was a talented clothing line designer. He had his own
clothing line, Takin All Bet$, which we have since carried on raising awareness of illicit
drugs. He was a brother, a cousin, a son, grandson, nephew; and loved deeply. Our
family has been left with a complete hole in our hearts. Luke has five brothers, he was
the second of six, each of his brothers mourn him outright, loudly, and carry a heavy
burden. Our entire family has sought counseling and therapy, and we work in outreach.
I work with nonprofit groups trying to bring awareness and education to a society that
has put such a stigma on this issue. It is hard to make anyone see the devastation that
Fentanyl is causing this nation if they haven’t experienced it directly.
My son suffered with SUD, he entered rehabilitation in Dec 2020; upon his return home
he started his daily counseling and follow up programs. Unfortunately, when Covid-19
hit and most programs were delayed or shut down, this created an environment where
maintaining sobriety became very difficult. Luke relapsed after 6 months of sobriety in
the summer of 2020. He tried to turn himself around, went to NA meetings, (which we
attended), started meditation, and attending church seeking to turn his life around. The
Covid-19 Pandemic took a toll on so many, that not only lost their lives to the virus; but
so many more that were trying to get it together.
I understand that as our Governor, you have made tangible changes to areas of
infrastructure, Homeowner assistance, and small business growth. We are seeking
support in areas of awareness, and a more conscious effort and response to the
overwhelming statistics of death by fentanyl in the state of Michigan. Per Michigan
Monthly Update 2023 (May) there were over three thousand deaths in 2021, the year I
lost my son. As of May 2023, there are over 1900 deaths within the first 5 months of
this year. We must bring action to this and ask for action to be taken to provide the
awareness we so badly seek to get to the public.
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As a parent, and as a mother, we are asking if the Capitol would be willing to create
and share a version of the Memorial Wall (like the wall Arlington, VA). We have created
two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including Luke’s frame
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the American Cartel) and
many others.
Sincerely,
Jeanine Bothell, MI State Lead, Luke Bensons Mom - Forever 25
Jeanine.bothell@gmail.com
Swartz Creek, MI
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Catharine Rose’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely daughter, Lisha
Bailey, on April 24, 2022, at the age of Forever 40. She was found unresponsive in a hotel
room in Ann Arbor. Lisha was a guest at that hotel and had only been present there for less
than 3 days prior to her untimely and unexpected death. She and her friend arrived in Ann
Arbor on April 20 to celebrate marijuana with the rest of the Ann Arbor community. Ann Arbor
has celebrated cannabis ever since the inception of the Hash Bash (aka 420 day) back in 1972.
On April 23, Lisha ingested (snorted) what she thought was cocaine prior to their weekend
plans of walking around the community, visiting event booths, and taking in the sights. It was a
warm sunny Saturday; one of our first warmer Michigan spring days. She loved walking, she
loved nature, she loved people. Sadly, she never made it out of their hotel room alive that day.
EMS responded to a frantic 911 call made by her friend. EMS found Lisha in cardiac arrest,
without a pulse. Narcan had already been administered by her friend - without success. EMS
administered their own Narcan and other lifesaving medications. They were able to resuscitate
her pulse to a very faint blip on their machine screen. EMS and AA Fire Dept were debating
whether to call the morgue for pickup or transport her to the University of Michigan Hospital
Emergency Dept for further medical assistance. Because of that faint blip on the screen, they
transported her to U of M Emergency. By the time she was admitted to the Emergency
Department, her body temperature had declined to 91°. Basically, she was brain dead. The
wonderful hospital medical staff transferred her from ER to the Cardiac Intensive Care Unit
where she was put on lifesaving medical support, awaiting a visit from family. Soon after that
brief initial visit, I agreed to have her life support removed and we all said our final goodbyes.
She officially died within 15 minutes. Her death was a complete shock to us. Besides myself,
she left behind 6 children, two siblings, a niece and nephew close to the same age as her own
children, her huge extended family and many friends. We all mourn the loss of her presence in
our lives.
Lisha’s Washtenaw County Medical Examiner autopsy and toxicology report took over 3
months to be completed. Cause of Death: Fentanyl and para-Fluorofentanyl Toxicity (and she
thought she was ingesting cocaine!) Manner of Death: Accident (This was no accident, it was
poisoning. And poisoning someone is murder!)
Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this illicit fentanyl
epidemic. Like so many other victims of fentanyl poisoning, my daughter suffered with SUD but
she most definitely did not want to die. There are many young victims across this country that
were 100% deceived into thinking that they were taking a Xanax or Percocet for pain relief.
Instead of providing pain relief for a sports injury, for example, they were given a death
sentence because the pain pill they were given was deceitfully deadly. It looked 100% REAL
but was FAKE - 100% Fentanyl.
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We need to address the grieving families here from EVERY demographic and political belief
system. We will have to be the ones to bridge this divide for the greater good. I am hopeful that
as a mother, you will understand the urgency that I and countless other parents in Michigan
feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of
substance users as well as those living in grief. The stigma on mental health disorders and
Substance Use Disorder causes so much harm. We must do a better job of educating people.
When a large portion of the population has never even heard of illicit fentanyl and still believes
that SUD only happens to kids with lousy drug addicted parents that neglected them and
caused childhood trauma during their upbringing, it is long past due time to set the record
straight! We want a COVID-like response for public awareness – across this state and this
nation.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our State Capitol? Please visit https://drugepidemicmemoria;.org or “Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall” on Facebook.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. Many were victims
of the earlier Purdue Pharma OxyContin opioid epidemic, and many are current victims of the
Chinese Communist Party criminal networks (for selling precursor chemicals to Mexico) and
the Mexican Sinaloa and Jalisco Cartels (for manufacturing and distributing up into the United
States). Close the border! I am including a photo of Lisha’s digital photo frame from the virtual
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. She is just one of many Michiganders that unexpectedly lost
their life due to this fentanyl drug epidemic.
We prefer to use the words “fentanyl poisoning” over “fentanyl overdose”. We prefer to use the
words “drug-induced homicide” or “murder” over “accident”. We are using the word “drugism”
for the unjustified prejudice toward drug users, much like the word “racism”. Please work with
us to prevent these senseless deaths from continuing to happen.
Dearest Lisha: May You Rest in Eternal Peace with Our Lord in Heaven.
Sincerely,
Catharine Rose, mother of Lisha Bailey, Forever 40
Macomb County, MI
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Cheryl Luth’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. Our family lost my sweet daughter
Cathy Lee Jaenicke, on November 24, 2020. She was 36 years old. My daughter died from
heart disease and sepsis brought on by SUD. The grief for our entire family is devastating.
Cathy was a bubbly teenager with many friends who adored her nieces and nephews and loved
writing poetry and short stories. She had a huge heart and loved everyone. And she loved Big!
She was the one who was busy helping anyone when needed. She was a mom, a daughter, a
sister, an aunt, a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin, and a great friend to many. We have all
been left with a huge emptiness in our life without her. The physical and emotional troubles
some of us have suffered since her death is overwhelming.
The number of young people losing their lives because of SUD is shear devastation and the
stigma is heartbreaking. My Cathy became addicted after she was prescribed opiates for
injuries sustained in an auto accident. When we realized there was an issue, the struggle to
find help for her was exhausting. A few days in rehab here and there was not going to work.
She had times of sobriety but would relapse when treatments were no longer available to her.
The years of opiate use destroyed her health, and she had open heart surgery in August of
2020. She pulled through surgery but contracted Sepsis and was given 6 weeks of IV
antibiotics. After treatment she was having trouble breathing and went to the emergency
department. I received a phone call at 11:00 at night telling me she was septic and would not
survive the night. I could not even get to her bedside before she passed.
We are seeking your support in areas of awareness and a more conscious effort and response
to the overwhelming statistics of death by the drug Epidemic in the state of Michigan. As of May
2023, there are over 1900 deaths in Michigan within the first 5 months of this year. We need to
bring attention to this and ask for action to be taken to bring awareness to the public that we so
desperately seek.
As a parent we are asking that the Capital be willing to create and share a version of the
Memorial Wall, like the wall in DC. We have created two Memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Cathy Lee F39 frame below. I am also including the brochure of
Memorial walls, albums, and our awesome campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names could
be projected on a wall so parents could touch their loved one’s names. We would like our loved
ones to be treated as victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the American Cartel)
and many others.
Sincerely,
Cheryl Luth, Cathy Lee Jaenicke’s mom, Forever 36
Bay City, MI
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Dana Snyder’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am a mother of a son who passed away of fentanyl poisoning, he thought he was buying
heroin. Instead, it was 90% fentanyl, with 10% cocaine. His name was Justin Davis, forever
31yrs old. I am on the board of a sober living home for women in Livingston County MI, the
Amber Reineck House. I am also hoping to help make some changes to the stigma of addicts,
and to bring some education to help others understand how scary drugs and especially fentanyl
are.
My son, Justin was an army veteran, he lived and worked most of the time on Mackinaw Island,
MI. He was a sommelier and hoped to open his own restaurant someday. He had a heart of
gold and always helped others that needed help. He was a son, brother, grandson, uncle, and
friend to everyone that he met. He still has people stopping in the Yankee Rebel Tavern on
Mackinaw Island looking for their guy Justin and are saddened to hear of his passing. He loved
nature, hunting, fishing, and his dog, Sammy that he left behind. His passing has left a hole in
many people’s hearts, and some of us will never heal from his loss.
Justin suffered from ADHD, anxiety, depression, and substance abuse on and off since he got
out of high school. He was a great baseball player, football player, and wrestler in high school.
He got out an went into the army, and was stationed in Alaska, that is where he had his first big
trouble with drugs. I still do not know all that happened there, but he was in for two years,
before coming home. Justin was a functioning addict, and always worked hard, and lived on his
own since his discharge from the army. He also managed to stay away from drugs for 8 months
before he passed away. We have proof of who sold him the drugs, that killed him.
Unfortunately, it was his high school “friend”, and he has never been charged for my sons’
death.
As or Governor I understand that you have made many great changes for Michigan, and as a
mother of someone who passed away, I am asking you to please help support us in bringing
awareness and education to the opioid/fentanyl crisis that is going on in our state. I lost my son
in 2021 and just in that year there were over 3000 deaths from fentanyl poisoning in Michigan
alone. With the help of your support, we could bring more awareness to this crisis, and help
save someone else’s child.
As a mother grieving the loss of her child, which is something I wish upon no mother ever, I am
asking if the Capitol would be willing to create and share a version of the Memorial Wall (like
the wall in D.C.). We have created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I
am attaching a photo of my son Justin’s frame below; these digital albums automatically
update. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format, and the wall of names to be
projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victim of the American Cartel, and many others.
Sincerely,
Dana Snyder, the mother of Justin Davis-forever 31
Howell, MI
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Debra Nager’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I would like you to sit back and look into the eyes of our children who have lost their lives to the
fentanyl crisis. My son Jonathan Nager was a great person well-liked by all. He had a spark in
his life and loved playing his guitar. Jonathan and his dad played guitar together. Then one day
everything changed.
Jonathan had a couple of discs in his back that bothered him. Jonathan had an MRI done and it
showed he had problems. Every corner had a sign for a pain clinic. Jonathan started going to
them. He was put on oxytocin, morphine, and somas. After a couple of months, he became
addicted. This went on for a long time. Then he started shooting oxytocin in his veins. When he
didn’t have it, he was so sick. I felt weak as a mother because I couldn’t help my son.
My son had 2 children and I thought it would change but it didn’t. The grandkids started finding
his needles and watched him after he shot up. It was awful. Both loved their dad. Jonathan
overdosed several times. He could not afford the pills anymore and turned to heroin. I was
there for him and gave him CPR until the ambulance came. One time my granddaughter asked
me, “Why were you hurting my dad?” I just cried. I went with him to the ER many times and
begged them to commit him or he would die. I was crying and pleading for help. I lost Jonathan
to heroin and car fentanyl on February 7, 2017. He was 32. Then I lost my second son, Timothy
on September 14, 2019, of a meth overdose. He never got over losing Jonathan. The pain is
real, and the losses seem unbearable at times. My life has changed forever.
Please imagine this was your children. We are seeking your support in areas of awareness and
a more conscious effort and response to the overwhelming statistics of death by the drug
epidemic in the state of Michigan. As of May,2023 there are over 1900 deaths in Michigan
within the first 5 months of this year. We need to bring attention to this and ask for action to be
taken to bring awareness to the public that we so desperately seek.
As a parent I am asking that the Capitol be willing to create and share a version of the
Memorial Wall, like the wall in DC. We have created two Memorial walls. These digital walls
and albums update automatically. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names could be projected on a wall so families could touch their loved one’s names. We
would like our loved ones to be treated as victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the
American Cartel) and many others.
Sincerely,
Debra Nager,
Mother of Jonathan Nager Forever 32
Novi, Michigan
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Jane Toscano’s Grandson
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I can't tell you how much we all miss Roy. This fentanyl epidemic is a nightmare. My
grandson took a pill he thought was a Percocet. It was not and he died upstairs in his
room. He will be forever 21, Roy Feliciano.
I know you have children and someday grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our beautiful Capitol?
We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Roy’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Michigan moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from ever happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jane Toscano, Roy's grandma
Wyoming, MI
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Jessie Strong’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an advocate for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my amazing, loving, intelligent,
second born son, Gary on October 24, 2017, at the age of 30. Gary suffered from SUD for a
couple of years after hurting him at the gym with bar bells falling on his back and a doctor way
over prescribing Norco. Gary also had struggles mentally by trauma from childhood and was on
and off meds. In addition to the drug problem there is a serious problem with psychiatric help.
Gary was very intelligent self-taught how to read, write and speak German. He read and
memorized the entire dictionary. His goal was to be either an English teacher or a firefighter.
His family’s life is forever changed, we struggle daily to go on. As his mom I struggle daily with
a forever shattered heart and suffered a heart attack after he died.
Gary worked 2 jobs as a cook, working 6 days a week. His only day off being Tuesday. Gary
went into a court ordered rehab in Waterford where he and other residents and families
endured horrific treatment. Gary had written me a 10-page letter documenting accounts of
abuse. He asked me to send it on to attorneys, which I made copies and did. Each one said my
son had a case, when they asked the name of facility- sadly they all had same response: “That
is a state-run facility I am not touching that with a ten-foot pole.” Seriously there is a problem
with this!
After rehab Gary was clean 18 months doing so well and I thought I had my son back, my best
bud. Then on a Tuesday, his day off, as I was leaving for work, he said “Mom, I love you, have
a great day.” I said the same, when I came home that night my son was dead upstairs; cold,
stiff and bruising behind his ears, in a fetal position. The syringe was on the other side of room.
His autopsy revealed suspect small amount of heroin, fentanyl, norfentanyl, and carfentanyl.
He also suffered a brain bleed with blunt force trauma to the back of head. There was no
investigation. Something needs to be done; dealers are killing our kids. Since losing him I
started Dragon Slayers awareness, and animal therapy. Please help us save lives.
I understand that as our Governor, you have made tangible changes to areas of infrastructure,
Homeowner assistance, and small business growth. We are seeking support in areas of
awareness, and a more conscious effort and response to the overwhelming statistics of death
by fentanyl in the state of Michigan. Per Michigan Monthly Update May 2023, there were 2,686
deaths in 2017 the year my son died. The number continues to rise. As of May 2023, there
were over 1900 deaths within the first 5 months of this year. We must bring attention to this and
ask for action to be taken to provide the awareness we so badly seek to get to the public.
As a mother, I am asking if the Capitol would be willing to create and share a version of the
Memorial wall (like the one in D.C.). We have created 2 Memorial Walls, one with photos and
one with names. I am including Gary’s frame below. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the American Cartel) and many others.
Sincerely,
Jessie Strong, Gary’s mom forever 30
Fort Gratiot Township, MI 533

Mary Lynn Freeman’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Allison Lynn Freeman who is forever 36. She left behind a son who was 13
years old when his mom died. She was poisoned by opioids and fentanyl. We remain
devastated as we loved her beyond imagination. Allison was kind, empathetic and had
an aura that would light up a room. She was competitive and loved her MSU teams.
Sparty Up!
I know you have children and someday grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our beautiful Capitol?
We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Allison’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Michigan moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from ever happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Mary Lynn Freeman
Waterford, MI
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Trisha Burke’s Nephew
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful nephew, Landon,
at the young age of 28, on February 27, 2022. That day changed my life and the life of my
family forever.
Landon was a beautiful soul, intelligent, kind, loving, determined and optimistic. He was a son,
brother, uncle, nephew, cousin, and friend. Most importantly, he mattered and is loved and
missed.
Landon suffered from SUD, he was injured in his late teens and prescribed opiates for pain. He
quickly became addicted to the pills he was prescribed and when those became unavailable,
he turned to snorting heroin. Heroin unknowingly was being laced with fentanyl and Landon
became addicted to fentanyl without his knowledge. In April of 2021, Landon overdosed on
Heroin laced with fentanyl and was on life support for 3 days. After his release from the hospital
Landon went into rehab. After a few setbacks, Landon achieved sobriety for 8 months with the
help of the vivitrol shot. The average relapse is 9x’s before sobriety is achieved, fentanyl didn’t
allow Landon his 9x’s. Landon relapsed on February 26, 2022, and passed away from 22ng of
Fentanyl, 10x’s the lethal dose.
I understand that as our Governor, you have made tangible changes to areas of infrastructure,
Homeowner assistance, and small business growth. We are seeking support in areas of
awareness, and a more conscious effort and response to the overwhelming statistics of death
by fentanyl in the state of Michigan. Per Michigan Monthly Update 2023 (May) there were over
three thousand deaths in 2021. In 2023, January through May, fentanyl has claimed over 1,900
lives. We must bring awareness of this epidemic to the public and are asking for your help to do
so.
On behalf of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and the families of these victims, I am asking
the Capitol to create and share a version of the Memorial Wall (like the wall in D.C.). We have
created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including Landon’s
frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They
were all victims of Purdue Pharma (the American Cartel) and many others.
Sincerely,
Trisha Burke, Landon Scott Perrys Aunt – Forever 28
Davison, MI
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Diann Bastien’s Son
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Dear Governor Gretchen Whitmer,
I am writing to you as my child’s voice. Daniel James Bastien Jr (1999 -2017) a young Michigan
life, lost too soon. Only 17 yrs. old! I am a grieving mother and an Ambassador for Michigan
families – I am advocating for the Drug Memorial Wall.
Daniels’s story: On January 11, 2017, at 5:30 am his father went to wake him for work. His dad
made coffee, as sometimes, Daniel would be slow to wake. This morning Daniel did not stir, for
the second wake-up call. This was when my husband, his dad, came in and woke me to call
911. I jumped out of bed and ran to my cell phone; I could not focus. I ran down the hallway,
our child was still in his bed. My husband and I pulled him to the floor and started CPR. We are
both trained in CPR. We did CPR for almost 30 minutes till the first responders finally showed
up. His baby sister, only 10 years old, stood in the doorway of his bedroom, tears of fear rolling
down her face. His little brother, only 12 years old, watched as his tears fell from his eyes also.
Daniel’s older brother had just flown back from the Army. He and Daniel had made plans for
the weekend to hang out. Daniel was gone. No chance of saving him. My life, our lives forever
changed. A new existence for us all would start that day, of enteral pain and grief. Not a day
has gone by since January 11, 2017, at 5:30 am that we do not suffer and grieve his loss of life.
Our child loved life and nature. Daniel had the voice of an angel, a gift for music. There was not
one instrument he could not learn or play. Daniel was a talented musician. He wrote songs and
composed music. Daniel had almost finished his latest song on the piano. He never wrote
down his notes for the music, until it was complete; he would just sit down and play. He wrote
this last song for his best friend in the world. Daniel’s 81-year-old Grandma. Daniel would rather
spend a day with Grandma than hang out with his peers. Daniel had the kindest heart and old
soul. He could tame any wild animal. Animals trusted him.
Daniel at only 17 years old was the youngest member of a Michigan skills trade union. He held
his OSHA 10- and 30-hour safety certification. He had earned his GED certificate and could
not wait for it to arrive. He was so proud he had passed with an almost perfect score. Daniel
had a full-time job, he worked overtime often with his dad. With each paycheck, he would spoil
his baby sister and brother with gifts. He was saving up for a car and his own home. Daniel had
hopes and dreams for the future. He and his girlfriend planned on getting married and having a
family.
Not a day goes by that I do not think of him. Not a day goes by for any of us that our pain still is
not crippling. In 2018 a year after his death. My husband and I, and Daniel’s siblings turned
grief into something positive. We started a non-profit in Daniel’s name. To carry on his legacy,
be his voice, and finish his beautiful life song. Daniel had said to me a few days before he died,
“Mom I wish everyone my age had the opportunities I have because of my OSHA training” –
Now they do! We work with at-risk high school teens giving them the same opportunities that
Daniel treasured. (Daniels song.org)
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I made a promise to Daniel in his casket that I would be his voice. I would be the voice of
others lost too soon. Daniel’s mission was to help others and spread safety. I have decided to
honor Daniel’s short life by continuing his fight. Because of this vile poison being brought in
from open borders, my son will never be with us again. My son did not seek out fentanyl, it was
slipped to him. He took it at night because he had pulled a muscle at the gym. My son’s death
was ruled accidental. IT WAS NOT! IT WAS MURDER!
As parents, we are asking that the Capitol be willing to create and share a version of the
MEMORIAL WALL, like the wall in DC. We have created two memorial walls, ne with photos
and one with names. Please help us to have others recognize that our loved ones or our
children are victims of a crime.
Sincerely,
Diann Bastien, ADVOCATE
Daniel’s Mom, he’s forever 17 years old.
Brighton, MI
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Kate Sloan’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an ambassador and state leader for the US Drug Epidemic Memorial wall in Minnesota.
My son, Nathan Kartak died of Fentanyl Poisoning on March 12, 2022, at the age of 30. His last
words to me were “stay safe out there’. I am looking for your help in keeping our children safe.
On Saturday, March 12, 2022, Nathan woke me up. I can still hear him say, “Mom, mom, I got
something for you down on the kitchen counter and I think you’ll like it.” and “Here’s a Kind bar,
because you are kind”. On the kitchen counter he had a little jar of honey with a note that said,
“I hurt you mom.” We hung out the rest of that day. Nathan had just recently finished treatment,
and we packed up some of his stuff. I remember he asked me if it was ok to wash pillows. He
showed me some music he thought I’d liked, and he spun a nickel on the counter. We even
talked about God and church. He said he missed going, and we made plans for him to come
with me.
Midafternoon, I left to take the dogs for a walk, and he was sitting out on the front steps. As I
was walking away, he said “Stay safe out there”. I put my hand up and waved, but I didn’t turn
around. That’s it. I came home from my walk and walked into an altered world. My biggest fear
materialized before me. A living nightmare ensued with cops around my boy, and I screamed,
“He’s gone”, several times. As I was screaming in the bathroom, they were bringing him down,
and I did not look. I called my husband, “You have to come home, Nathan is gone”. He said,
“What do you mean Nathan is gone?”. I just reiterated that he was gone. In my small town,
word travels fast, and my sister and nieces were alerted somehow. People appeared at my
door, and were asking me, “Is it true?”, and I became numb to their questions. My family and I
will never be the same.
There are sadly many stories like mine, and many of us are turning our pain into purpose.
Those that live with addiction and those that love those that live with addiction know the shame
and stigma that comes with it. This is wrong. It’s a disease that needs to be treated, and those
that suffer are people who have succumbed to this disease. Would you be willing to assist us in
our efforts to provide education and end stigma by creating a permanent location for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall? We currently have two virtual walls, one for names and one for
photos. However, a physical one would provide us a place to honor our children that fell victim
to this epidemic. I have attached a photo of my son Nathan. Would you be willing to meet with
us to discuss our plans for a Drug Epidemic Memorial? Thank you for your consideration.
Sincerely,
Kate Sloan: Nathan’s mom
State Lead
Montgomery, MN
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Malia Fox’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely, first-born son,
Joshua, on August 2, 2022, at the age of 44. His 20-year-old daughter found him deceased in
his kitchen after attempting to text message him and he was not answering her texts. Joshua
died of methamphetamine toxicity and fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to
his three children, four siblings, an entire neighborhood of friends, as well as me. We mourn his
daily presence in our lives.
Josh was an intelligent man, as a child he always scored in the 99th percentile on the Iowa Test
of Basic Skills. He was charismatic, and had been employed as a salesman, cook, baker,
fisherman, and construction worker. He had started his own company Fox Lawn. I miss his
laugh, his knowledge, and his smile. He was dad to Skyler, 25, Abbey, 21, and Alyster, 15. He
was a son, brother, and father. His death created a loss for more than our family, as an entire
neighborhood in Winona, MN lost their yard worker, snow-blower, soup maker, bread baker and
member of Neighborhood Watch. He was loved and respected by his neighbors, and they
suffered a great loss and feel eerily unsafe without him residing close by. There are no words to
describe the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles and children are
experiencing. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable and unstoppable.
In 2021, an average of nearly four Minnesotans died each day from a drug overdose or fentanyl
poisoning, with the total annual number of drug deaths increasing 29% from 2020. Minnesota
currently loses 1,354 lives a year to this epidemic, and I am committed to ending these losses
and honoring my son and the other children’s lives and memory.
In your role as an advocate, you have worked tirelessly for education at all levels and
specifically, bringing education to the prison system. I’m hopeful as a mother to two adult
children you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Minnesota feel
towards ending this drug epidemic and educating our children of the dangers presented to them
daily.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including Joshua’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, an American cartel. Now, they
are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users. Minnesota moms would be honored to meet
with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Malia Fox, mother of Joshua Fox F44
Winona, MN
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Tabbatha Urbanski’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Walz,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I would like to introduce you to my
son, Seth Carlson, my baby boy, and share his/our family’s story. I usually start with the last
days of Seth’s life, but I want to go back to before Fentanyl took over his life. Like many others
dealing with Substance Use Disorder, Seth suffered from depression and anxiety.
Seth was born Nov. 16th, 2004. He was 4 weeks early, but still almost 8 lbs. He was the baby.
His older siblings adored him. He was so smart. He was my boy. Throughout his life, Seth was
in Cub Scouts, Robotics and football.
Beginning in Seth’s 4th grade year, Seth started playing football. He was a natural. In his 8th
grade year, we went to tryouts to be on a football team to represent MN. We spent the next
month’s traveling to different locations for games and camps. That was our time together.
In his freshman year, a friend gave him what he thought was a Percocet, but was actually
Fentanyl. This was the start of the end. Over the next three years, Seth’s deadly addiction
caused legal issues, relationship issues, 3 non-fatal fentanyl poisonings, and 4 unsuccessful
rehab stints. Did you know that it takes roughly 14 months for the brain to be retrained after
addiction and that inpatient stays last 30-60 days usually?
On October 25, 2022 I picked Seth up from the train station, we went and got his new glasses
and talked about his birthday in 3 weeks. He had been clean for 3 months. It felt like I had my
boy back. At that time, I did not know that Seth left school early that day and met a dealer to
purchase pills. That evening, I did not check on him. He was a teenage boy and frequently did
not come out of his room. I did not think anything of it. I texted him goodnight, did not get a
response and assumed he was already asleep. October 26th at about 7 AM, I found my son
dead sitting on the end of his bed with part of a pill sitting on his lip. Seth left behind 8 siblings,
3 sets of parents, grandparents, 2 nieces, friends, and a huge extended family that love and
miss him every day. Those first couple of weeks are somewhat of a blur. When I came out of
the fog of his loss, I decided that I was going to get involved and fight for education and
change. I want to prevent families from experiencing what our family experienced. I work with
families here in MN and across the country.
I was wondering if you would assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall at or around the capital? We have already created two virtual memorial Walls.
One with photos and one with names. I am including Seth’s frame, below. I am also including a
link to the brochure for our virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the Drug
Epidemic wreaking havoc on our country.
A group of our Minnesota moms would love to meet with you and work together to help spread
awareness and honor our loved ones.
Sincerely,
Tabbatha Urbanski
Bloomington, MN
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Kimberly Gustavson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
Travis J Gustavson, of Mankato, Minnesota, was murdered on February 24, 2021,
because of fentanyl poisoning. He was only 21 years old. Travis grew up in Mankato,
and went to church, school, and worked there. He had many friends and he loved to
spend time camping, fishing, and hiking with friends and family. He had dreams and
goals for his future. Unfortunately, like thousands of young people across our country,
his dreams and goals were crushed on February 24, 2021, at 8:55pm. He didn’t ask for
fentanyl, and didn’t know he was getting fentanyl, because no one told him that fentanyl
was being mixed into other substances, and he subsequently died. He now lies in
Glenwood Cemetery, next to his Grandpa Roger. Our family was left behind, hearts
broken, and our lives completely changed. We try to understand how this happened to
him and why. The first few months, we were in shock, trying to accept that he was really
gone. After that, the horrendous pain continues to grow, and we now know, as difficult
as it is, that we will just have to learn to live with this tragedy.
Though his life was taken from us, we continually make sure that his story is told, and
he is making a difference for other young people’s future. His family’s goal is to bring
awareness to everyone, but mainly young adults, about counterfeit pills looking like
prescription opioids but laced with fentanyl, being sold in our country. There is too much
ignorance and stigma in our culture regarding substance use, and we need to fix that.
It’s keeping people struggling, and their families from reaching out for help. We believe
that awareness about this issue needs to be promoted through education in our
schools. We are obligated to make sure that no child or adult dies because “no one
told them about the danger of obtaining opioids without a prescription from a doctor.”
We advocate for change regarding the stigma of mental health, substance abuse,
addiction and primarily fentanyl poisoning in Travis’s name.
Sincerely the family of Travis Gustavson:
Mom, Kimberly Gustavson, Mankato, MN
Stepfather,Jason Lange,
Grandmother, Nancy Sack
Brothers, Matthew Gustavson and Carter Lange
Nephew, Isaac Gustavson
Aunt, Katie Tettam
Cousin and best friend, Andrew
Cousins, Emily and Jacob, and many friends.
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Brenda Reedy’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
My name is Brenda Reedy. I am the grieving mother of a son who will forever be 20 years old.
My son and his sisters were adopted in 2006 by my husband and me. We were elated that we
were becoming parents after years of trying to have children naturally.
My son, Jose, was mischievous, funny, challenging, smart, loving, caring, helpful to the
underdog, and so much more rolled into a 6’6” frame. He loved playing basketball, football,
lacrosse, recording his personal music, attending concerts, and sporting events, going to the
lake in the summer, and most of all, spending time with his family. On April 15, 2021, while my
husband and I were on a much-needed vacation out of the country, we got a call from our
daughter and our local police. The police gave us the news no parent ever wants to hear,
namely, that our son was dead. Our world turned upside down and we were in a state of
disbelief. He was just starting his life, set to start trade school, moving into his own apartment
for the first time and living the life of an adult. He was murdered by someone, known as a
“friend”, who sold him what he thought was a “Percocet” but was pure fentanyl. His sister
found him and called 911, tried to perform CPR, but it was too late.
I am now part of a club that no one wants to belong to and is historically unique. He was a
victim to illicit fentanyl. I have been present in the State Capitol several times to be my son
Jose’s voice, so no other family has to go through this ordeal. As his voice, he would have
wanted to prevent others from suffering this tragedy, because of his caring nature.
Jose was a son, brother, uncle, grandson, friend, nephew and more. He is missed and we will
never see what he could have done with his life, as we were given 16 short years to share with
him, and all we have now are memories that carry us through and keep us going. I am still his
mom, and he is my son. Jose is loved by many and missed by more. He is my hero.
Sincerely,
The family of Jose Reedy, Forever 20:
Robert, Brenda and Asiah Reedy
Farmington MN
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Julie Baumgard’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an ambassador for the U.S. Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in South Dakota and work in
collaboration with the ambassadors in Minnesota. My daughter, Shawna Vojak, died on June
20, 2020 from fentanyl poisoning in St. Cloud when she was 37 years old.
June 19, 2020, was a Friday and Shawna and I had a lovely telephone conversation about
plans for the weekend that included her spending time with her son, Isaiah. The next day was
his birthday and she was going to spend the afternoon with him. She told me he was planning
to spend the evening with his friends, so it was decided that I would visit them the next
weekend to celebrate his 20th birthday. Shawna told me about her plans for Sunday which
included a visit with Amanda, my oldest daughter, and her family. Amanda was in need of help
with some personal things because one of her daughters was hospitalized at Sanford in Fargo.
But the weekend didn’t go as we had planned and on June 21st at 2 AM, I received the phone
call no parent ever imagines they will get. It was my youngest daughter, Mallory, calling to tell
me Shawna had been found deceased on her bedroom floor by her son when he returned
home from spending time with his friends. Words cannot describe the anguish and shock I felt
when that call came. We immediately left home and drove to St. Cloud and were told by the
investigator on her case that counterfeit fentanyl pills were involved. Her toxicology and
autopsy confirmed that fentanyl toxicity was the cause of her death.
Shawna was a daughter, sister, mom and aunt. She raised her son on her own and attended,
and graduated from two vocational school programs. She loved spending time with her family
for outings and gatherings. She also enjoyed traveling the country with her girlhood friends.
While she had a history of substance use disorder in 2016-2017, she went to treatment and got
her life back in order and maintained sobriety. She is deeply missed, and our family will never
be whole again without her.
There are many, many families in Minnesota and across our country with similar stories of
heartbreak and loss. We all continue to grieve and are learning it is a lifelong process. Many of
us are trying to turn our pain into something purposeful by educating and bringing awareness
about fentanyl and the U.S. opioid epidemic.
Would you be willing to assist us in our efforts to provide education and end the stigma of death
by fentanyl overdose or poisoning by creating a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall? We currently have two virtual walls: one for names and one for photos.
However, a physical wall is something we feel would honor our lost loved ones who are victims
of Purdue Pharma as well as Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Attached is Shawna’s picture
and a link to the wall. Our group would love an opportunity to meet with you and discuss this
further. Thank you.
Respectfully,
Julie Baumgard:
Colman, SD 57017
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Gina Erickson’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Walz
My name is Gina Erickson and I lost my youngest and only son Cody Stark to fentanyl
poisoning on December 12, 2021. Cody was my youngest out of three beautiful children. He
was a silly, goofy kid and liked to make everyone laugh. The older he got the more reserved he
got but if you were lucky, he’d show his goofy side. He grew up around his sisters,
stepbrothers, stepsister, and shared a close relationship with his cousins. While in high school
he loved to play football, baseball and even wrestling. On his down time when he wasn’t at
work cooking, he loved to play basketball, fish, drive around listening to music and sit by the
lake and admire the beautiful view. Cody was also an amazing artist.
The night Cody passed away has affected many family members and friends. I now have to
figure out how to live my life without my son alongside his sisters, step siblings, three nieces,
and four nephews. Cody had many goals and dreams that he still needed to achieve and
adventures he still needed to explore. He never got the chance to get married or have children
because that was taken away from him and us due to fentanyl.
Many people are losing their lives to something dangerous and scary. Many think that this will
never happen to them or their children, but fentanyl doesn’t discriminate. It could be anyone
and it could be anyone’s child. I know you are an advocate for education at all levels and
specifically in the prison system. Therefore, I’m hopeful as a mother to two adult children you
will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Minnesota feel towards ending
this fentanyl epidemic and educating our children of the dangers of fentanyl. Would you please
assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol?
We have created two memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including my
son Cody’s frame, below. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We
would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users. Minnesota moms would love to meet
with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Gina Erickson, mother of Cody Stark F20
Onamia, MN
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Bridgette Norring’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Devin, at the age of
19 to fentanyl poisoning. Devin and the young man he was with the night he died, went on
Snapchat and purchased a pill advertised as Percocet. Devin had been suffering from blackout
migraines and a cracked molar prior to his death. With the start of the COVID lockdown his
appointments were cancelled. The young man, Devin was with knew he needed medical
attention. Instead of calling 911 or calling out to us, he locked Devin in his room, told Devin’s
younger brother, Caden, Devin was sleeping, and left. We had never heard of illicit fentanyl.
Everything learned came after the fact.
Devin was handsome and very smart. He graduated from Hastings High School, Class of 2019.
Devin had plans of going to California to pursue his education in the music industry. He had a
passion for writing, producing, and creating his own music. He loved playing video games with
his little brother, Caden. Devin went out of his way to make everyone smile and laugh. I miss
his jokes and laughter. Devin worked for Factory Motor Parts and loved his job. He carpooled to
work with his dad every day opening the door to what are now priceless conversations. Khloe,
Devin’s niece, was born on May 2, 2021. Devin would’ve been an amazing uncle and it breaks
my heart knowing Khloe will never meet or know Devin. There was never a family function
where he and his cousins weren’t tossing the football back and forth.
In 2021, an average of nearly four Minnesotans died each day from a drug overdose or fentanyl
poisoning, with the total annual number of drug deaths increasing 29% from 2020. Minnesota
currently loses 1,354 lives a year to this epidemic, and I am committed to ending these losses
and honoring my son and the other children’s lives and memory.
I know you are an advocate for education at all levels and specifically have worked tirelessly in
bringing education to those incarcerated in the prison system. I’m hopeful as a mother to two
adult children you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Minnesota feel
towards ending this epidemic and educating our children about the dangers of fentanyl.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls; one with photos and one with names. I am
including Devin’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma, an American cartel, the Chinese criminal
networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users. Minnesota moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
fentanyl overdoses and poisonings from happening.
Sincerely,
Bridgette Norring, Devin J. Norring’s Mama Forever 19
Hastings, MN
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Michelle Loberg’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and I reside in Elk River, Minnesota.
We lost our 20-year-old son Nicholas on October 12, 2020, to fentanyl poisoning. On that day I
had talked to Nick outside of his bedroom at 8:30 pm. We chatted about the plan for the next
morning getting him to his new job. At 9:15 I walked into Nick’s bedroom to say goodnight and
he was unconscious on the floor.
The horror and shock are indescribable. I called 911 while screaming for my husband Jeff to
come downstairs. He immediately started CPR and administered Narcan while I stayed on the
phone on my front porch screaming until help arrived. We had to wait in our living room while
they tried to revive our son. Despite their best-efforts Nick did not make it and our hearts were
shattered.
Now, over two years later, our family including our two daughters are shattered over the loss of
their little brother and our family is broken. Nick had just been home from treatment only a
month before his death. The experience of a child that is having problems with substance use
is not for the faint of heart. It is a journey of ups and downs, trials and triumphs for them and for
the family. Never in a million years did I think we would lose our son and especially to illicit
fentanyl. Nick was a fun and sweet kid who grew into a handsome young man who loved to be
outside, and to cook and draw. Nick's two older sisters loved having a baby brother. We had a
happy and wonderful family of five. We loved our children, gave them a good and happy home,
and it was important to spend time together camping, traveling all over the country and
spending time at our cabin. As Nick got to middle and high school he struggled with anxiety, as
do many young teens and we took many measures to get him the right help. He had a
therapist, and psychiatrist in his late teens. He had several prescriptions to help him with his
anxiety and sleep, but he felt this wasn't enough and he would supplement with weed which
eventually progressed into other drugs. He had been in in-patient treatment three times and
out-patient treatment follow up each of those times.
Despite his struggles with substance use disorder, we never stopped loving or supporting our
son. He had a steady girlfriend for three years who deeply loved and supported him. They had
hopes and dreams and were planning their young lives by looking forward to a home and family
together. We were looking forward to that too. In an instant those hopes and dreams were
abruptly cut short by illicit fentanyl. Imagine how traumatic it is to have a loved one alive and
with you one second, and dead the next second. There are many families like ours in
Minnesota and across the country. We are grieving and replaying the day our loved ones died
over and over. It hits you every single day.
Would you please assist a group of Minnesota mothers like me to find a permanent location for
a Drug Epidemic Memorial Garden on the grounds of the Minnesota Capitol? Our loved ones
were victims of Purdue Pharma, other pharmaceutical companies and in addition, the Chinese
and Mexican Cartels. Our group of Minnesota moms would love to meet with you and work
together on prevention and honoring the fallen victims of drug overdoses and fentanyl
poisonings.
Sincerely,
Michelle Loberg (Nicks mom)
Elk River, MN
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Michele Hein’s Son
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Tyler, who
is forever 23. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. He is so loved and so
missed. Tyler served in the United States Marine Corps, was an accomplished musician and
producer, and was the kindest and most loving person anyone in his circle has ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Tyler’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma
(an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like
racism.
A group of our Minnesota moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michele Hein
Lindstrom, MN
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz :
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful 15-year-old
daughter Madisyn to Fentanyl poisoning. Madisyn was so beautiful, infectious, and carefree.
She left a lasting impression on everyone she met. We love her more than anyone could ever
understand. Our hearts remain forever broken.
Just imagine if this was your child or even your grandchild. Wouldn’t you want something to
help memorialize who they were? That’s why we’re asking if you would you assist us in finding
a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital.
We have created two Memorial Walls. One with photos and another with names. I am including
a copy of Madisyn’s frame and the brochure of the virtual memorial walls (that update
automatically), albums, and our awareness campaign.
We would like to have the photos also displayed in a hard copy format. We were hoping to
have the names of our loved ones projected on a wall so parents can touch their child’s name.
We want and deserve our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel), the Chemists in China and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of stereotyping as most think OD means addict or drug user. “Drugism” is
a word we use for the prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Minnesota moms would love to meet with you and work together to help bring
awareness to this epidemic. We would also like to help figure out preventative measures to
stop this from
happening to other families.
Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Amy Galatovich, Hugo, MN
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Dear First Lady Gwen Walz,
I am writing to you regarding the request to build a memorial wall for those lost to fentanyl.
When it comes to this issue of fentanyl, I’m a mother first and then a psychologist. I never
thought that my life would be personally affected by fentanyl, but it has been. My daughter who
is now 24 survived taking fentanyl, but I know many families who are not as fortunate as I am. I
now know many who have lost their child or children due to fentanyl overdose or poisoning.
Losing a child is the worst loss one can endure in one’s lifetime.
My daughter as many others, started to experiment with alcohol and drugs in her middle teens
through her early adulthood. It was a terrifying experience and continues to be a worry and
fear. Thankfully she is currently strong in her recovery. I know that there are many who have
died from fentanyl who did not have an addiction or long history of use. It was only finding
something to help with pain and it was a one-time use. Both scenarios are unbearable.
As a psychologist I have worked with those who found their child dead in their home or learned
of their child’s death from others. Any death of one’s child is difficult, but to have your child
taken in this manner is utterly unthinkable. It has always been my worst fear and absolutely the
worst thing a parent could go through. During my daughter’s use, there were many sleepless
nights, crazy behavior on my part and hers, always on edge, fearing the worst. There were
many days and nights worrying if I would find her unconscious or dead in her room. I would
have Narcan close so that if I found her in this state, she may have a chance. So, although I
am one of the lucky ones, I am asking that the lost ones will be honored through a permanent
memorial wall. We need to see the faces and know the reality of this loss that not only are
parents experiencing, but that we are all experiencing in this society. We also need to do what
can be done to stop the drugs coming into our country, and ruining the lives of loved ones,
friends, and family. Thank you for your consideration and help in creating a memorial wall for
the lost loved ones of fentanyl.
Sincerely,
Mary Anders, MA, LP
Minnetonka, MN
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Dear First Lady of Oregon, Aimee Wilson,
I am Diana Benson, mother of Connor Perkins, forever 24. I lost my beautiful boy on
April 14, 2022, one week after his 24th birthday. The night of his death started at
approximately 9:00 pm. He and a friend of his purchased the fentanyl from a Motel 8.
According to his friend that survived the incident, they were both out within 10 minutes.
One thing I’d like to mention is that Connor saved this boy’s life about a month earlier.
His landlord told me that Connor gave him CPR for 45 minutes until the paramedics
arrived. I’m forever distraught by the fact that Connor didn’t learn his lesson by that
incident. Another thing that just absolutely breaks my heart is that another tenant
heard moaning coming from Connors unit But didn’t act on it until approximately 2:00
pm the next day. Connor was pronounced dead later that evening. Tears flow rapidly
as I think about my beautiful boy lying on the floor for nearly 20 hours before help
arrived, but it was too late for Connor. Connor died of fentanyl poisoning. This is the
worst pain I’ve ever felt in my life. This pain never goes away. I can’t believe he is
gone every single moment of every single day. 2 years before Connors death his dad
died as well. My heart is broken as it can never be fixed when a mother loses a child.
Connor has an older brother. Telling him that he had now lost his brother just a short
time after losing his father was the most difficult thing for me to have to do.
Connor was a late talker and a slow learner. He struggled in school through 12th
grade. Luckily, he had some great teachers and graduated with his class in 2017. I
graduated from college the same year. We were both graduates in 2017 and we
enjoyed sharing that together. When he went to SE Tech to study autobody, he found
his calling. He was so proud that he was doing work that he enjoyed. At the time of his
death, he had finally found a job he liked in Oregon. He was working for Les Schwab
working in an auto shop. He was so happy working there he sent me silly videos he
took of himself working on cars and driving them around at the shop. He was also a
wildfire fire fighter. He worked for a group called Dust Busters. He was happy to help
people and animals during fire season. He liked it so much that he was OK losing his
job every year to work with so many wonderful men and women. The kind of people
that are willing to lay down their lives to help fight fires. Connor is buried in his uniform.
It was quite an ordeal for me living in Minnesota going to Oregon to take care of his
belongings and then to California for his funeral. I so miss his silliness, his caring
nature, his smile, and the sound of his voice. I’d give anything to just hear his voice
again or feel his hug. He is my son, my child, my heart, and my life. He is loved and
missed by my huge family and was just reconnecting with his dad’s side of the family.
He is the sweetest boy and always showed respect. There are no words to describe
this loss to his family, friends, and others who have been touched by my amazing son.
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In your role as an advocate, I and countless other mothers hope that you will
understand the urgency in ending this epidemic and educating our children of the
dangers presented to them daily. Can we count on you to find a permanent location for
a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within the Capitol of Oregon? There are two memorial
walls in each state, one with photos and one with names. These digital memorial walls
update regularly with new forever faces. We are wanting the faces of this epidemic
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one’s name. Our loved ones deserve to be treated like
victims of a real and horrifying reality. They are all victims of Purdue Pharma, the
American drug cartel. They are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the
Mexican Cartels. The word “drugism” is being used for the prejudice towards drug
users. I am the mother of a beautiful boy that died too soon and would be honored to
meet with you and work together to prevent any more of our beautiful children to be
lost to this epidemic. I am including Connors photo. His frame is posted in California as
he was born there, and I wanted him buried with my family. He lived and died in
Oregon. Please view Connor’s frame included. This is how amazing my son is. How
many people can say a wild bird came to them and landed in their hand? This is
Connor during one of his many firefighting tours.
Sincerely,
Diana Benson, broken mother of Connor Perkins, forever 24
Winona, MN
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Karri S. Weiss’ Son
Michael Patrick Murphy’s Brother
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
My name is Karri Weiss. I am an Ambassador and the State Lead of Missouri for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my first-born son, Justin Brian McLoud, on April 16, 2020,
to fentanyl poisoning. My son was a decorated Marine. At the age of 18 he chose to turn
down baseball scholarships and joined the Marines. He wanted to serve and protect his
country. Due to his personality, he became the best of the best.
In 2010, my son deployed on his third tour to Afghanistan with his 3/5 Marines. His son
was 10 days old. December 10, 2010, my son was out on patrol and stepped on an IED.
Due to the explosion, he lost both legs and his left arm. So began his journey on pain
medication. However, in 2017 when the CDC thankfully cracked down on opiate
prescriptions, he, like many, were cut off their medications with no place to turn except the
streets.
Justin was an inspiration to everyone who met him. He never let his injuries hold him
back and persevered through his life. He had joint custody of his son, Desmond, and
participated in scouts and baseball with him. Justin was an avid hunter and loved wood
carving.
Like so many deaths from fentanyl, my son did not know that he was ingesting a poison.
The day before he had been on the phone with his Semper Fi nurse talking about setting
up an appointment with the advisor of Webster University to enroll in classes for the fall
semester. He had plans to stay clean and regain his custody rights of his son. I honestly
can’t say what happened that made him decide to contact a dealer and have drugs
delivered to his home.
At the age of 32 my first-born son was gone and left a trail of grief behind him. My
youngest son carries the image of trying unsuccessfully to resuscitate his brother. My last
image was getting to my son’s home and seeing all the lights of EMS lighting up the sky
and my son being placed in a body bag. The pain of having to tell his father that his only
son was gone, and telling his sister and middle brother that he was gone, is more than a
mother should ever bear. The hardest was having to call my grandson’s mother and tell
her that my grandson’s daddy was gone. Desmond was only nine years old when he lost
his daddy.
Mrs. Parson, you are a mother and a grandmother, and I know you love your family as
much as we loved Justin. We are being attacked by cartels who only want to wipe out
Americans. Fentanyl is a weapon of mass destruction. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names.
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These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The walls of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
Missouri families would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again. I implore you to assist with our fight against this devastation and to
help with setting up an area in Jefferson City, our capital, to honor the victims of murder
against this drug.
Sincerely,
Karri S. Weiss, RN/CCN, Missouri State Lead - Justin’s mom; forever 32
Cedar Hill, Missouri
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
On April 15, 2020, I performed CPR and administered Narcan five times on my oldest
brother, Justin McLoud, who died in my arms at the age of 32. He was ten years older
than I am, and he was my hero and my mentor. I've been haunted by that night every
day since the emergency personnel called his time of death at 12:05 a.m. on April 16,
2020.
Ma'am, I have since watched my mom deal with her grief and have done my best to help
her by being strong for her and keep my grief to myself.
It is my hope that you can assist with awareness for our State of Missouri and help my
mom and the many other families in our state have a memorial for their loved ones.
Sincerely,
Michael Patrick Murphy - Justin's brother; forever 32
Cedar Hill, Missouri
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April Roberts’ Son
Molly Burroughs – Kyle’s children’s Mother
mother
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. I lost my beautiful,
funny, and kind son, Kyle Eugene Wetzel, who is forever 25. He was poisoned by a lethal
dose of fentanyl on October 5, 2022. He was found that day by his 16-year-old sister. I
tried to administer Narcan while his 21-year-old sister did CPR and his stepdad called
911. We are severely devastated by the loss of Kyle. Kyle is the father of three young
boys, whose ages now are seven, five, and two. These boys will grow up with little or no
true memory of their father with pictures being the only memory.
Kyle always brought laughter to the room. He was easy-going and rarely got upset. He
was a hands-on dad that liked to make sandcastles, paint easter eggs, and play blocks
with his kids. He loved learning and researching things. He liked computers and knew a
lot about them. He built one for his little sister. He loved to draw, liked Anime, and loved
good adventures, walking trails, and climbing.
Kyle had struggled with addiction early on in life but found a way to break free until it hit
again in 2020. He was quickly introduced to much stronger drugs this time, drugs with
fentanyl mixed in, which quickly caused him pain. Kyle spent those last two years in rehab
trying to break free from his harsh addiction. He cried to me that he just couldn't beat this
drug, fentanyl. Fentanyl is a killer. Kyle was a victim.
I know you have children and grandchildren, and you must be able to imagine how
devastating it is to me, as a mother and grandmother. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol complex?
We have created two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names.
There’s a group of Missouri moms that would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent other losses from happening again. I, for one, would love to be able to take my
three grandsons to a place where they can view a photo of their father with all other
fathers, sons, and husbands, and explain to them what it is and that they are not alone.
Many others are right there with their daddy. Angels all together here in Missouri.
Sincerely,
April Roberts – Kyle’s mom; forever 25
Moberly, Missouri
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I would like to start off this letter by saying thank you for the work you have done,
especially for the children of Missouri. You never know the impact something has on
someone, or if it will alter their path of life. It’s why we should always choose kindness,
choose love, and fight for what we believe in.
I believe in Kyle Wetzel. Age 25. Forever. I believe that he was good, funny, smart,
creative and kind. Kyle is the father of my two sons, Elliot and Everett, ages five and two.
My boys lost their dad October 5, 2022, to fentanyl poisoning. It was one of the most
devastating days of our lives. To think, not only of Kyle losing his life, but of my children
having to grow up without fully knowing him is devastating. Nothing can replace the love
he had for them and the joy he brought into their lives.
Ky was also my first love. I married him about a month after meeting him. He had this light
that just poured out of him, and everything he did made you smile. Kyle wasn’t someone
you could forget easily. He made an impression on anyone he came across. He is
someone that could easily talk or listen for hours about anything.
He was an amazing father and husband, as many victims of fentanyl were in their true
form. They were also siblings, mothers, fathers, children, friends, and so much more.
These people deserve more than to just be a statistic.
What we would like to ask from you is to help finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol complex. The wall would not only be for
the victims, but it would also be for those left behind in grief, and for the children and
parents to know they aren’t alone in this battle, but that their loved ones are being
recognized as victims to this fentanyl epidemic, rather than just their addictions. It would
be for those still struggling with addiction to see so many beautiful souls gone too soon.
The fallen could be the turning point they need to heal. It would be for the passerby
looking at the names and registering that change needs to be made and they could be a
part of it.
People all over this country have stories just like ours, and it’s heartbreaking. Fentanyl
won’t stop killing until it doesn’t exist. Raising awareness is not the solution, but we must
start somewhere, and we can’t do it alone.
Thank you,
Molly Burroughs – Kyle’s children’s mother; forever 25
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Carla King’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. My son, Austin
Daniel Yancey, my only child, died August 13, 2020, from a pill he thought was Percocet,
but it was laced with fentanyl. He was 25 years old.
He graduated from high school and attended college for two years. He was employed. He
attended church regularly. He was well mannered. He treated people with respect, and he
was a good-hearted person. He was the light of my life. Now that he is gone, my
existence has changed. I am devastated and my world is not as bright.
I, however, want to spread the word that drug cartels are adding fentanyl to Percocet,
Oxycodone, Xanax and many more drugs. They are advertising these drugs on social
media and delivering the drugs to people’s houses knowing these drugs are killing people.
Young people should learn from their mistakes, not die from them.
I am asking you to assist me and other mothers who have lost their child/children to
fentanyl poisoning. We would like to find a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within the Missouri State Capitol complex. We have created two Memorial
Walls, one with photos and one with names. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like the victims they are.
There’s a group of Missouri moms that would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent other losses from happening again.
Angels all together here in Missouri.
Sincerely,
Carla King - Austin’s mom; forever 25
Kansas City, Missouri
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Cathy Laster’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My name is Cathy Laster. I
lost my son, Tyler Guthman, on September 22, 2022, from fentanyl poisoning.
Tyler leaves behind a legacy that not many will; one of being true to himself, a little
tornado bottled up in human form, being transparent with his thoughts and opinions, and
absolutely stood out from the crowd. Tyler was one of a kind with a big heart and an even
bigger smile. He was cut from a different cloth. He was also known as “Hippiety”.
I am numb and shattered from this loss of my first-born son whom I gave birth to on
September 4,1992, at the age of 17. Me and Tyler grew up together. This loss is
becoming very unbearable.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The walls of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now they
are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels.
Tyler's life mattered. We want him acknowledged, and all the lives lost to this epidemic.
Thank you.
Cathy Laster; Tyler’s mom; forever 30
Centralia, Missouri
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Christy Johnson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
My name is Christy Johnson. I lost my son, David Franklin, to fentanyl poisoning on May
29, 2023. I have/had two sons. David was the youngest. My two boys are the biggest
blessing God has blessed me with. See, I wasn't ever supposed to have children. David
was born November 26, 1993. My two boys were born by emergency c-sections. David
died. I died. Sadly, my poor son was gone a little longer than he should have been, so
when they were able to bring him back, he was permanently disabled. He was 29 years
old, but in his brain, he was no older than 16. Even so, you couldn't tell him that. He even
graduated high school.
He was such a loving and caring person. He thought everyone he met was his friend, I
never could get him to understand, NO THEY ARE NOT. He saw good in everyone. That
was his downfall. My poor baby trusted the wrong people.
My David was poisoned at a so-called friend’s house. My son struggled some with
addiction, but it wasn't to fentanyl. That poison scared him, as he had od’d on it before,
but that’s another story.
He didn't want that life. He wanted to have a wife, but that got robbed of him. He wanted
to be a father, but that got robbed from him. He will never get to watch his nephews grow
up. David was the only uncle they had.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? The walls of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch
their loved one’s name.
That poison is taking too many of our loved ones. All State Capitals and all towns need to
know the faces that this poison has taken away from us and the world. Each one of these
victims had hopes and dreams.
Please help us. We have lost too many people to this, and it must stop.
Thank you,
Christy Johnson – David’s mom; forever 29
Jefferson City, Missouri
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Dawn Carpenter’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. I lost my loving,
kind, adventurous, artistic, beautiful son, Stone Aidan Carpenter, forever 18, to fentanyl
poisoning. On March 2, 2021, I came home from work to find my son, too late to help. He
was all alone. The unknowns, what ifs, and whys haunt me daily.
Stone was a senior, so excited for prom, graduation, so many hopes and dreams. We
were all robbed of that future.
Stone had many surgeries throughout his 18 years, the two most recent during high
school. He had a torn labrum in his shoulder repaired and an emergency appendectomy,
both followed by prescription pain medication. Stone was seeking Percocet. He used
Snapchat and got a deadly dose of fentanyl pressed to look like prescription Percocet.
Sadly, Stone attended the funeral of a friend, also fentanyl poisoning, one month prior. I
still didn’t see he was struggling. I will forever live with the guilt, shame, and pain of failing
to protect my baby.
Fentanyl is destroying our families and sending devastating ripple effects throughout our
communities. Sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, friends, loved ones are
still being lost every day to fentanyl.
I know you have children and grandchildren, so you must be able to imagine how
devastating it is to me, as a mother. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol complex? We have created
two Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with names.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. We would like our loved ones to be honored like the victims
they are. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of
the fatal disease of addiction.
There’s a group of Missouri moms that would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent other losses from happening again in conjunction with the Wall project. Please
join us in raising awareness while honoring our loved ones.
Thank you for your time and support.
Sincerely,
Dawn Carpenter - Stone’s mom; forever 18
St. Charles, Missouri
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Jennifer Jones’ Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
My name is Jennifer Jones. I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
campaign. The goal is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to
honor our loved ones for this epidemic going on in our nation. We need your help to
accomplish this. Will you help us let the nation know that WE, as Missourians, will do
what we can to STOP these senseless deaths?
My son, Jonathan, was a father to the most precious and beautiful little girl who will have
to live the rest of her life knowing that Carfentanyl took her daddy away from her. Just
imagine ten years from now, all the children growing up without their dad or mom because
a drug took that away from them.
My son, Jonathan Douglas Jones, was stolen from his family on April 13, 2021, just seven
days after being released from prison. As a mother, I begged and pleaded with people for
help, but no one wanted to help a drug addict, or they wanted thousands of dollars for
treatment. The first day he was out he told me, “Mom, I can do this. I am going to beat it.
However, on the second day he overdosed and was given Narcan and survived. When I
discovered he had overdosed the night before he told me, “Mom, it is like the devil is
sitting on my shoulder telling me to just do it, and I can’t get him out of my head”.
That day he gave me the biggest hug and told me how much he loved me, which was the
last time I ever got to hear my son say, “I love you, Momma”. That night the devil got into
his head again, and there was no Narcan to save him. He was brain dead and on a
ventilator for four days. I had to make the difficult decision to take him off. While Jonathan
was alive, he decided that he wanted to be an organ donor. In the end, his donation saved
four lives.
Thank you for your consideration in helping us honor our children that have lost their lives
to this awful epidemic.
Jennifer Jones - Jonathan’s mom; forever 24
Irondale, Missouri
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Janene McBride’s Grandson
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
In October 2021, our family lost a beloved family member, Levi Terrell, to fentanyl
poisoning. Our family has been changed forever with this loss. Levi was my wonderful
grandson whose desire was to make his life’s work about educating others on the dangers
of drug use.
As a grandmother, I am requesting a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall be started in Jefferson
City for fentanyl victims. We MUST keep his message alive. Most people are not able to
attend the DEA museum in Washington DC, so it is imperative to begin one in this state so
more family members will have a place to honor their loved ones.
Please consider this, and let our state be one of the first to build this wall.
Thank you so much,
Janene McBride, Levi’s grandmother; forever 23
Chillicothe, Missouri
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Lizzy Schott’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and desire to see one in Missouri. My
son, Keenan Schott, was 30 years old, just four days before his 31st birthday, when he ingested
fentanyl and died on July 19, 2021.
He was a college graduate from Truman University in Kirksville, Missouri. He graduated with a
double major in Philosophy and English. He was named outstanding Philosophy student at
graduation. He returned to Wildwood, Missouri and found a job working for a local grocery store.
He worked his way up into management, saving for six years, and bought his own home.
I think people have a misunderstanding about who dies from fentanyl. It is a cross-generational
and cross-economical problem. People with families, jobs, and homes are dying every day.
Mothers, fathers, grandparents, wives, and children are losing loved ones, and it is devastating.
I have two children, an older daughter and my son, Keenan. Although he was 30, he was my baby
boy. We had an extremely close relationship, and his presence is missed greatly. It would be
impossible to imagine but consider for a moment what it would be like without one of your children
or grandchildren. No one wants to think about it, but there are over 100,000 people every year in
the United States who must live with this crushing reality.
Drug deaths, that have been reported, were 106,000+ in 2021. In 2022, 109,000+ were reported.
This is a phenomenal number of United States citizens. Every day in our country 298 people die
due to fentanyl poisoning. Just imagine a passenger airplane crashing every day. The citizens of
this country would be furious. And, yet where is the outrage over the loss of these precious family
members, like my son?
This group of Missouri mothers would like to see a Memorial Wall of frames that Missouri citizens
can observe. This visual display would be very impactful and real. These are working, educated,
and loved citizens that have been tragically removed from our presence by a poison called
fentanyl.
Please consider meeting with us to help us have our missing family members recognized as
victims of this fentanyl epidemic. It is a terrible sight to see the faces of these wonderful young
people who have died. Fentanyl has become the leading cause of death for persons aged 18-45.
We are losing a whole generation of citizens to this devastating epidemic. We need to make
Missourians aware that this is happening and is prevalent all around them.
Thank you for your time,
Mrs. Lizzy Schott - Keenan’s mom; forever 30
Wildwood, Missouri
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Shanna Glore’s Son
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Dear First Lady Teresa Parson,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. I lost my first-born son,
Christian, on February 21, 2022, at the age of 23. His cousin found him deceased in the
apartment they shared. Christian died from fentanyl poisoning. Christian’s family and friends
mourn the loss of his daily presence in our lives.
Christian was a kind, loving man. As a child we constantly heard from others how well-mannered
and kind he was. We were proud parents. He was charismatic, a talented musician, a comedian,
an animal lover, a creative cook, fisherman, a loyal friend, loving son, and the best big brother. I
miss his laugh and his big bear hugs. He had a smile that would light up any room and a laugh so
contagious you couldn’t help but laugh alongside him when you heard it.
He was a big brother to Grant, 19, Eli, 14, Max, 12, and Claire, 11. He was enrolled in college
before his passing and was eager to get his prerequisites finished so he could enroll in the nursing
program. There are no adequate words to describe the loss his family and friends are
experiencing. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable, and unstoppable. My son suffered
trauma as a child in the form of sexual abuse. He repressed all memories of the event. He was
later misdiagnosed with ADHD when he was suffering from PTSD. As long as there are people
who suffer from trauma, we will have desperate people searching for anything to help make the
suffering subside. I believe we need to take a serious look at treating trauma in individuals rather
than fighting the exhausting, seemingly unwinnable war on drugs.
We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful, as a mother and grandmother,
you will understand the urgency I, and countless other mothers in Missouri, feel towards ending
this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as
well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
State Capitol complex? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with
names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format.
Missouri moms would love to meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Shanna Glore – Christian’s mom; forever 23
Farmington, Missouri
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Carol Egan
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
As a founder of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, and a fellow advocate for youth in
New Jersey since the 1980’s, I am writing to implore you for your assistance. My family
has been severely affected and devastated by this horrific disease. In New Jersey, we are
losing over 3000 beautiful family members a year. Not one state has been able to stop
this. Think about the 300 phone calls to mothers and fathers across this country, every
single day. Currently, most are being poisoned by fentanyl. If we treat this like rat poison,
rather than addiction, we have a fighting chance. Our populous is being deliberately
poisoned.
I know you have four precious children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capitol? We have created two
memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am including the brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel), and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese criminal networks and Mexican Cartels. Many are also
victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Carol Egan
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
Morris Township, NJ
carol.egan@gmail.com
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Lou-Riva Filler’s son
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls 608

Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am a co-founder of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Benjamin,
who is forever 22, to an accidental heroin overdose in 2016. With his loss, our lives were
instantly transformed, and life was forever split into two-time spans, before and after
losing Benjamin. I want to help prevent others from experiencing the “after”. Benjamin
brought so much joy to our lives, and to the lives of so many others. The void in our hearts
and in our lives can never be filled. In Benjamin’s name, I have devoted all I have to
fighting this epidemic.
I know you are a mom to four beautiful children, in addition to your many other vital roles.
I know you can relate to the need to fight this epidemic, the stigma associated with it, as
well as the need to bolster public awareness that is needed to stop the continuous loss of
lives. Over 3,000 lives were lost in NJ just last year.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capitol, or in a prominent location in Trenton? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in a hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel), and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal
disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice towards drug users
- like racism, A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Lou-Riva Filler
Co-Founder
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls
Wayne, NJ
TheGloalRecoveryMovement.now@gmail.com
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Rebecca Finnerty’s son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Justin,
who is forever 26. He died of an accidental heroin overdose in 2016, just four years after
becoming addicted to Purdue Pharma’s OxyContin in 2012. I am forever broken, but my
love for him defies any earthly boundaries. Justin was a brilliant light in this world…he was
incredibly bright, witty, funny, and the most compassionate and empathetic person I have
ever known. His passing created a loss for more than our family, as his potential to
change the world, in so many positive ways, passed away with him. New Jersey currently
loses 3,000 lives a year to this epidemic, and I am committed to ending these losses.
I know you have worked tirelessly to advocate for women, children and our planet. As the
mom of Josh, Emma, Charlie and Sam, I know you can relate to the urgency and
importance of honoring the lives lost, as well as the public awareness and education
needed to help fight this epidemic and save lives.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on
a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and
many, many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the
Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Rebecca Finnerty
Lead Ambassador
Towaco, NJ.
Rebeccava@aol.com
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Judy Alessi’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my precious son
Christian 3/13/19 to fentanyl poisoning 3 weeks before his 29th birthday, my son will
be forever 28 and we remain devastated to this day. Christian was a beautiful soul
with a large heart who grew up in a loving family and had many friends. I will never
dance with my son at his wedding or see him become a father for the first time, my
dreams and hopes for him were shattered that fateful day by the Chinese and
Mexican Cartels. As a mother I’m sure you can only imagine the loss us mothers are
going through and every year about 3000 more mothers and families will be
shattered because of this deadly poison!
My request of you is to honor those taken too soon by finding a permanent Drug
Epidemic Memorial wall in our state’s capital. We have lost a whole generation of
kind, caring, talented young souls who deserve to be remembered. I am my son’s
voice now and will do everything it takes to prevent another family from going
through what mine has endured these past 4 years we would love to be able to visit
a wall, touch our loved ones' pictures and honor them as the victims of this war on
American children.
A group of our New Jersey moms would like to meet with you and work with you in
creating this memorial and finding ways to end this epidemic. Attached is my
precious son's picture from the memorial wall and the brochure of Virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
Sincerely,
Judy Alessi
Lead Ambassador
Cherry Hill, NJ
judyalessi0218@gmail.com
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Kathleen Callahan’s son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Joseph, who is forever 27. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Joseph was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have
created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Joseph’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism”
for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Kathleen Callahan
Morris Plains, NJ
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Donna Andelora’s son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful boy
Joey at the age of 22on Dec. 23. 2012 to a heroin overdose. He became addicted to
Oxy Contin {Purdue Pharma) and they are responsible for my son' s death and this
ugly and tragic epidemic that that is taking the lives of our young adults and so many
more. My son was a smart, funny, loving and compassionate person. At 16 and
curious he tried a pill and that was the beginning of a journey of heartbreak and
devastation for him and our family. He had no idea how quickly you become addicted
to this. At the time we were all lied to by Purdue. This drug was marketed to doctors,
hospitals etc. as safe and non-addicting. I now live with a piece of my heart missing
and fight to make a difference and help other families living with the same loss. I
started a bereavement/support group in 2013 for parents and loved ones. We share
and support one another and are comfortable speaking freely without judgement as
the issue of stigma when it comes to addiction and mental illness is there every day.
I know you are a mother and can understand the seriousness and urgency of this.
We need your help in helping us fight, educate, and promote awareness.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capitol? These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
also would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The walls of names can be
projected on a wall so parents can ouch their loved one's
name.
New Jersey moms would like the opportunity to meet with you and work together.
Sincerely,
Donna Andelora
Lost Angels Bereavement Group= founder/facilitator
Wayne NJ dandelora@yahoo.com
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Nancy J. Lindstrom’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am a grieving mother who is advocating for all those beautiful souls who were lost
to the drug epidemic and crisis this nation is still facing. I lost my son Timothy, who is
forever 26, to an accidental heroin overdose. Timothy was an amazing young man,
full of extraordinary talents. He lived his life to the fullest and had so much more
potential to give to his family, friends, and to this world. He was an aviation mechanic
pursuing his pilot and inspector’s license. He loved fishing, exploring abandoned
mines, loved being in nature, had an uncanny way with animals, and was an
incredible history enthusiast. The world was his oyster until heroin ended his young
life.
I know you can relate to the need to fight this epidemic, the stigma associated with it,
as well as the need to bolster public awareness that is needed to stop the
continuous loss of lives. Over 3,000 lives were lost in NJ just last year. Would you
assist us in finding a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our capitol, or in a prominent location in Trenton? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in a hard copy
format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They
were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel), and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism”
for the prejudice towards drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Thank you for your time and attention to this crucial matter.
Sincerely,
Nancy J. Lindstrom
Wayne, NJ 07470
nanc5256@aol.com
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Joe Adipietro’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
My name is Joe Adipietro, I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall, and I lost my son, Brian, to an accidental overdose/poisoning on June 22,
2019. He was 38. My story echoes too many other similar stories. When Brian was
12 years old, he was injured on vacation and was prescribed pain medication. From
that point forward, he struggled with addiction/Substance Use Disorder (SUD). Upon
his death, there was enough fentanyl to kill five people was found in his system.
Brian was an amazing, kind and compassionate person, and left us with many gifts
that we continue to share in his memory. Advocating for desperately needed change
to help save lives is our mission, and I am asking for your help in this endeavor.
Brian showed kindness and compassion to all people and animals. Even when he
had few material possessions, he gave what little he had to others in need. After his
passing, I was told by a few people that they felt he saved their lives. That brings me
pride and tears of joy. In his honor, I continue to spread kindness.
The landscape of blame is vast, from Brian not reaching out for help, to myself for
not seeing the signs of his struggles, to big Pharma and the media for its continual
promotion that we need a drug or a pill to feel better, to look better or to be happy
and healthy. Our society, with hurtful and harmful stigmas, outdated laws and our
unjust treatment of people struggling with a proven disease is culpable, as well.
Why are we still punishing those who suffer from SUD's with incarceration, isolation
and stigmatization? Separating them from society is the exact opposite of what they
need. Like every person struggling with a disease, they need our love, our support
and our help. Beyond blame, how do we fix things?
Every day, I wake up knowing 300 or more innocent people in this country will die
the same way Brian died. Synthetic drugs are getting stronger and stronger. We
must act now. Awareness is the first step, and you can help in a very impactful way.
We have created two Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, one with photos and one with
names. Our children and loved ones are victims. The were lied to and used by
Purdue Pharma. Today they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and
Mexican Cartels, as well as insufficient government action.
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The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is a virtual, national wall honoring our loved ones.
This amazing, yet heartbreaking and seemingly endless stream of precious lives is a
powerful visual created for healing, educating and raising awareness, while honoring
loved ones by saving lives. Please, would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in a place of prominence in Trenton?
A group of New Jersey parents would love the opportunity to meet with you and work
together to stop this epidemic. It would be our honor to meet with you and work
together to save countless precious lives.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Joe Adipietro
Philipsburg, NJ
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Irene Hodupski’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful son,
Michael Patrick Hodupski , who is forever 36. Michael died of an accidental
Overdose in 2020. My voice will forever Be my Son’s. He left behind a beautiful
family, whom he loved so dearly. Michael had so much love for the outdoors and
loved showing his children the same. Michael was so much fun to be around . There
are just too many families suffering from this. No other Family should have to endure
this pain. I will forever miss my boy.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums,
and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can
be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like
our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese
criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease
like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users -
like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Irene Hodupski
Wayne, NJ
littlei02@optonline.net
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Laura LoCrasto’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son
Connor on February 24, 2022, due to Fentanyl poisoning. Connor's life was cut short
at only 19 years old because a "friend" gave him marijuana that was laced with
Fentanyl. Connor's life was very promising for a great future. He found a great love
for cars and fixing them, whether he was working on his own car or helping a friend
he was always there. Connor had a heart of gold and always made time for his
family and had a very close bond with his uncle who has Autism. Connor had the
greatest sense of humor and always wanted to make you laugh and his personality
shined. So many of the memories his friends tell me about are how they really miss
how well he listened and gave advice even if he was struggling himself. He always
put others first. Connor had a job that he loved, and he was planning on going to
school to become a mechanic because he finally found what he loved to do.
When we got the call on February 23rd, it's a phone call I will never forget, and no
one should have to hear. I remember rushing to the hospital only to find him laying
there on a ventilator and no brain activity. Those tragic horrific words of "he is only
breathing because of the machine, and he will never wake up", they still haunt me
and will forever haunt me. As I sit by his bed side, praying for a miracle, praying they
were wrong, praying he would beat the odds, they just reminded me that it could
never be true. I would never see his smile, hear his voice or hear him laugh that
infectious laugh, I would never look into his beautiful kind eyes, I would never get to
hug him, wait for that phone call everyday about how his day went, I'll never get to
see him thrive in all the accomplishments that he had planned for his future that was
stolen from him at only 19 years old.
My story is just 1 of thousands in the country and only 1 of hundreds in New Jersey.
Connor and the hundreds of other families who have lost a loved one never had a
chance; they were poisoned and now will never have the chance to fulfil the life they
deserved. We have lost way too many to the Fentanyl Epidemic and something
needs to be done.
We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including Connor's frame below.
We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so that parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like
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our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican
cartels.
The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is a virtual, national wall honoring our loved ones.
This stunning yet heartbreaking and seemingly endless stream of precious lives is a
powerful visual created for healing, educating, and raising awareness while honoring
our loved ones by saving lives.
Connor's life mattered. We ALL matter. It can happen to anyone at anytime. We need
to make a change and make a difference. Fentanyl is killing our future; no family
should feel this pain. I know you have children and grandchildren. NJ parents are
losing about 3,000 precious loved ones a year! Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital?
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you to work together to
prevent this from ever happening again.
Thank you for your time,
Laura LoCrasto
Rockaway, NJ
Connor X. Baldwin
June 10, 2002 - February 24, 2022
#forever19
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Cody Czyzewski’s Son
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Dear First Lady Tammy Snyder Murphy,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Cody, who is forever 20. He was poisoned by Heroin, and we remain devastated. We
loved him beyond imagination. Cody was the kindest and the sweetest most loving
person I have ever known.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Cody’s frame, below. I
am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism”
for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Jersey moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again. Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Lisa Czyzewski
Ocean Gate, NJ
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Kathleen Schwartz’s Son
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Dear Governor Hochul,
I am an ambassador and the state of New York, lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost
my beautiful son, Timothy, who is forever 37. He was poisoned by fentanyl. We loved him beyond
imagination. Timothy was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. He has a
little son, Henry, who is autistic. He was four years old when his daddy died. Henry does not
understand where his daddy has gone. My heart will never be the same without my son. I don’t
want to see any other families go through what we have been through. We as New Yorkers must
save our children. We have kids growing up with no mom or dad, with their grandparents raising
them. This is a very sad and serious situation.
We have about 140 people right now on our wall. And there are hundreds more that will follow
once the word gets out about our memorial wall. I plead with you as a mother and a human being
to help our beautiful state of NY. If we don’t stand up for our family who will? My son didn’t want to
die, just like the other children. Timothy was a great son father, brother, and friend to everyone.
Timothy loved his country.
We are moving ahead and have had a lot of success with a lot of other states. I really hope we
can set an example for other states that we truly care about our people, and that we can move
forward. My heart stopped that December morning and I promised Timothy I would fight until my
last breath on earth so that no other mom or dad has to bury their child. This is hitting all
communities in NY and this fentanyl does not discriminate. I know you have children and
grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Timothy’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can
be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones
to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now they are victims of the Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Please hear our pleas for help in NYS. A group of our New York moms would love to meet with
you and work together to prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Kathleen Schwartz, NY state lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
Geneseo, NY
kat14992002@yahoo.com
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Catherine Giblin’s Son
638

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
My name is Cathy Giblin, and I am one of the many ambassadors for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Gerard “Gerry” Paul Giblin, on February 28th of
this year, just two days after my birthday. He was poisoned. He was only 28 years young.
He is missed so much by me, his father, his sisters, and so many family and friends.
Gerry would have made a profound difference in this world, of that, I am sure. He was
smart, kind, and truly empathetic, but more importantly, he was humble beyond words. He
would have made a great leader. He was my inspiration and taught me patience and
tolerance, although I still have not achieved his level of goodness.
Gerry tried so hard to stop using drugs. He did not want to be addicted. He was suffering
greatly. He also did not want to die…I know this, and it hurts so much. But for now, I will
have to believe that he is no longer being tormented. I don’t have a choice. I will never
stop bragging about my beautiful boy and how insanely proud I am of him. How much we
love him and how much he loved. And I will try to make a difference in others’ lives to
honor his name so he will not be forgotten. Wherever his voice leads me I will follow, and
I will speak, and I will listen. For him and all the other lost voices.
Gerry is not the only innocent who has fallen victim to this drug epidemic. There are
thousands of stories like ours. Families across the U.S., and perhaps even across our
borders have come together to create two memorial walls - one with photos and one with
names - to honor those who have lost their lives to drugs. I am including Gerry’s photo
frame, along with a brochure of the virtual memorial wall, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and photos will update automatically. We urge you to help
us find a permanent location for our memorial. We would like to meet with you to discuss
our ideas.
We believe that our loved ones have been murdered. We also believe that our country
and our government have failed them. As well as the memorial walls, we want to raise
awareness about drug addiction and the dangers of fentanyl.
Sincerely,
Catherine Giblin, Ambassador
Westchester County, NY
639

Diane Gutchess’ Daughter
640

Dear Governor Hochul.
My name is Diane Gutchess and I live in Homer, NY. I am writing to you regarding the
fentanyl epidemic that has taken so many young lives, including my daughter, Alicia Louis.
She is forever 45. (9/12/77-1/19/23). She died of a fentanyl overdose.
Alicia was a nurse. She was married and had a home. She got in an awful accident and
was put on drugs and became addicted. She lost everything including herself. The system
had failed her numerous times - from ill- prepared hospitals, unethical doctors to greedy
rehabs. I took her to a hospital in Syracuse for addiction and she was told there was no
room. I called on all kinds of medical services, and they did not help at all. They gave her
rooms to stay in that set her up for failure. No one cared! She went to 3 different rehabs.
My husband and I drove her all the way to SC to a rehab. She did well for 4 months then
relapsed. We got her back in NY, and I can’t even tell you how many times she overdosed
and survived. Young people are overdosing daily.
Alicia was a beautiful soul who loved helping people. She worked in hospice. She loved
her home, children, and husband very much. She never dreamed her life would have
turned out like this. My daughter was in a women of violence program where they gave
her a room for 3 months. She was very excited and hopeful. I hadn’t heard from her, so I
called the police to do a wellness check and they found her dead. I am beyond devastated
my life will never be the same. There was no investigation to find out who sold the drugs
to her. They didn’t really care enough. Facebook has endless stories from parents who
are desperate to stop this epidemic. To create awareness. It’s time for us all to wake up.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our NY Capitol? We have created two memorial walls; one with photos, and
one with names. These digital walls will update automatically. We would like the photos to
be displayed in hard copy form. The names can be projected on a wall so that we, the
parents and loved ones, can touch our person’s name. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They are victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel), the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels.
Sincerely,
Diane Gutchess
641

Joan Coleman’s Son
642

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Jared,
who is forever 30. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved him
beyond imagination, and we still cry every day. Jared was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known. He was loved by so many, and he is missed by
all. He touched so many lives but most of all he touched mine. When you have to bury
your child, you bury a piece of yourself. He is the first thing on my mind when I wake up
and the last thing on my mind when I go to bed. I pray every night that I see him in my
dreams.
I know you have children and a grandchild. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Jared’s frame,
below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New York moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again. We need to start protecting our children from this
horrible disease. We need to make sure Jared’s death had a purpose or a reason not
just a useless ending with no meaning.
Sincerely,
Joan Coleman, Jared’s Mom
Wellsville, NY
643

Josephine Bucciero’s Son
644

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Joey,
who is forever 30. He was poisoned by fentanyl. He passed on October 16, 2019. He met
someone that day who supplied him with a lethal dose of fentanyl. My son had no idea
what he was using. Clearly from the text message the dealer knew it was dangerous.
Joey overdosed in his room, and I administered Narcan, but it did not work due to the
amount of fentanyl he had been given. He died in my arms.
Joey’s life was full of promise. As a little boy he was wise beyond his years. Kind and
compassionate. He was an athlete who excelled in baseball and hockey. He was bright
and given a college scholarship to Iona College in New Rochelle. He started taking pills
while working a part-time job in college. His co-worker gave him some pills and said they
would take away any hangovers. He was immediately hooked. He was 20 and I thought
out of the “trouble age” as he had gotten through those tough years of Junior High and
High School.
This loss has broken our family. He leaves behind his only sibling, Nicholas, who now has
to go through life without his older brother. Despite his addiction, they had a loving and
close relationship. My husband and I are forever broken and will never be the same. What
is happening to our world? What is happening to our youth? This is a journey that no
family should be on. We have to act now!! This is a crisis!
I want to be my son’s voice because he did not die in vain. We must honor these beautiful
faces whose lives were cut short by this deadly drug epidemic. I know you have children
and can understand. Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial wall within our Capitol? We have already created two Memorial
Walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Joey’s frame. These digital
walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard
copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch theirs
loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma and many, many others. Now they are victims of the Chinese
and Mexican Cartels.
Please, Governor Hochul, hear our pleas for help in New York State. A group of our NY
moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening to
other families. I thank you for taking the time to read this and look forward to perhaps
meeting with you and your team.
Respectfully yours,
Josephine Bucciero (Joey’s mom)
The Bronx, NY
645

Karen Renda’s Son
646

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul:
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Connor Scanlan, to fentanyl poisoning. He is forever 22. He was in active recovery and
was under the care of an addiction doctor who prescribed suboxone for him. I don’t know
what triggered him that night, but in the early hours of May 28, 2021, I found him
unconscious on the bathroom floor. EMS came right away and administered Narcan.
They were able to retrieve a pulse, but by the time they reached the hospital, it was too
late.
Connor was kind and compassionate and musically gifted. He was the youngest in his
group of friends, but they all looked up to him. He loved working in construction, and he
loved playing his drums. He had a double drum set in his bedroom, and when he played,
the sound would vibrate through my whole body. It was loud, but I didn’t mind because I
knew where he was, I knew he was sober, and I knew he was happy. I still have his
drums, but they sit in silence. We are all devastated by his loss.
As you know, this drug epidemic has taken thousands of lives, and fentanyl has added a
whole new dimension to the problem. We have created two memorial walls of our loved
ones, one with photos and one with names. I am including Connor’s frame in addition to
the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These
digital walls and albums update automatically. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol?
The purpose of this wall is not only to memorialize our loved ones, but to bring awareness
to the disease of addiction. We need to remove the stigma of drug addiction and provide
better care for people in recovery. If a person is being treated for lung cancer but still
smokes, he isn’t told that he brought it on himself. He is still treated for cancer and
treated with respect despite his nicotine addiction, most likely because the insurance
companies will pay for treatment of a “respectable” addiction. A person who is brought to
the hospital in withdrawal from drugs or who is overdosing is minimally cared for and then
discharged as soon as possible back onto the streets. There is a sober house in my town
that costs $10,000 a month. The struggle is real, both psychologically and financially, for
those who are trying to recover.
We have lost too many people to this drug epidemic. The amount of drug
overdoses/fentanyl poisonings is increasing by the day. It is time to face this crisis head
on. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Karen Renda
Yorktown Heights, NY
647

Maryann Castagna’s Son
Kimberly Castagna’s Brother
648

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful brother,
Francis Castagna (“Jr”), who is forever 38. He was poisoned by fentanyl on December 7,
2022. My brother took his last breath in my grandmother’s house while he was there
helping with her new aide due to her declining health from dementia. That’s the kind of
person my brother was – a kind and gentle soul. My brother was the man of our family; he
was the glue. My family and I remain devastated, and our hearts will never be whole
again. We loved him beyond imagination. Jr was the kindest and most empathetic person
I have ever known.
Jr didn’t want to die. He fought hard and his fight was cut short at the hands of others.
Whether or not my brother or another person is suffering from the disease of addiction,
there is no chance. You either live or die. The fentanyl that is already here and circulating
in this state and country is killing our loved ones. The continuous flow into this country is
not slowing down.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users – like racism.
A group of our New York ambassadors would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Kimberly and Maryann Castagna, Jr’s Sister and Mother
Westchester, NY
649

Laura Dillenbeck’s Daughter
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Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am a member of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We lost our beautiful, smart and
loving daughter Jayden Noelle Dillenbeck, on April 8, 2022 . She was unknowingly
poisoned by fentanyl; she was just 22 years old .
Jayden was in the cosmetology business and an aspiring model, having walked in several
NYC Fashion Week Shows. Her lifelong dream was cut short by this horrible fentanyl
epidemic. Our family is forever heartbroken beyond words and our life is forever changed.
This is something we could have ever imagined!
I’ve heard you mention when addressing the state of New York that you have been
directly affected by this awful “Demon Fentanyl”. I know you have children and
grandchildren. Would you help us find a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two Memorial walls, one with photos and one
with names. I will include Jayden’s frame below .
We are asking that you assist us in putting together a hard copy book with the loved ones
we lost . We would like our sons, daughters, brothers and sisters to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and so many others . Now,
they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican cartels.
Our group would love to meet with you and collaborate to FIGHT THIS FIGHT WE ARE
FIGHTING FOR OUR KIDS. STAND UP AND HELP US CONTINUE TO SEEK
JUSTICE!!!
Sincerely,
Laura Dillenbeck
Rochester, NY
651

Leslie Brill’s Daughter
652

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Amanda, who is forever 20. She was poisoned by drugs, and we remain devastated. We
loved her beyond imagination. Amanda was and is the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Amanda's frame
below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name.
We cannot allow drugs to take our loved ones. I believe it is murder, and we would like our
loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese criminal
networks and the Mexican cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We
are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New York moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Leslie Brill, mother of Amanda Lynn Wienckowski
Buffalo, NY
653

Lisa Jones’ Daughter
654

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my daughter, Lisha May
Skeldon, who is forever 28, a mother, a sister, and a niece. She was poisoned by fentanyl.
My life and those of her children - ages 13, 12, and 7 - who I now raise will never be the
same. We are broken beyond repair.
Lisha had a contagious laugh and was a wild child who would try anything and everything.
Unfortunately, she tried heroin at age 17. “Mom,” she would say, “I am just having a good
time.” Soon this good time turned into a nightmare. She was in and out of jail, prison, and
rehab but we as a family never left her side. When she was doing well it was amazing but
unfortunately, the last time Lisha was in prison at Albion State Prison here in New York
she started using again. She was given Narcan right in our prison system, yet she was
still released early on a COVID work release. Two days after being released she was
dead from fentanyl poisoning. In fact, her NYS parole officer checked on her that morning
but never tried to speak to her – the parole officer looked in Lisha’s door, saw her in her
bed, and left! As Lisha’s roommate let the NYS parole officer out the door, he thought that
Lisha did not look like she was sleeping in a normal sleep position and went back to her
room. He found she was unconscious and started CPR and called 911. Lisha died that
morning on 03/10/21, leaving us devastated, heartbroken, and lost. I raise her three
children who no longer have a mother because of fentanyl and many broken systems,
including our borders, our prison system, and New York State parole officers who don't try
to speak to their parolees.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a drug epidemic memorial
wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one
with names. I am including Lisha's frame below. These digital walls will update
automatically. We would like the photos to be displayed in hard copy form. The names can
be projected on a wall so that we, the parents and loved ones, can touch our person’s
name. We want our loved ones to be treated like victims as they are victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. They are victims of the Chinese
criminal networks and Mexican cartels.
Please read our cries for help and awareness. This life we are living is not fair and so
hard. We are all warrior moms trying to make a difference. Stand with us - there is
strength in numbers and our voices are louder together.
Thank you for your time,
Lisa Jones, mother of Lisha May Skeldon, forever 28 and forever missed
Watertown, NY
655

Lori McGauley’s Son
656

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Ryan, who is
forever 22. Twenty-two years is all I had with him. He overdosed and was poisoned by fentanyl.
We loved him beyond imagination. Ryan was a funny, charismatic young man, who loved his
animals and his family and had a smile that lit up a room. He struggled with mental health and
addiction and was clean for four months when he had a slip. It was a slight relapse that took his
life! My heart will never be the same without my son. I don’t want to see any other families go
through what we have been through.
We as New Yorkers must save our children. I am an advocate for Narcan and believe there needs
to be more training available. This is a very sad and serious situation. We have about 140 people
right now on our wall and there are hundreds more that will follow once the word gets out about
our memorial wall. I plead with you as a mother - our children need to be seen, and our voices
need to be heard. Our children were human beings, not just a statistic, not just an addict, not just
a junkie. They were our children and need to be remembered respectfully! If we don’t stand up for
our family who will? My son didn’t want to die, just like any other child!
We are moving ahead and have had a lot of success with a lot of other states. I really hope we
can move forward with a memorial wall in New York and set an example for other states that we
truly care about our people. My heart stopped that December morning and I promised Ryan I
would never stop saying his name and fighting until my last breath to ensure that no other mom or
dad must bury their child. This is hitting all communities in NY and this fentanyl does not
discriminate.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one
with photos and one with names. I am including Ryan’s frame below. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma
(an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of China and the Mexican
cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism. Please
hear our pleas for help in NYS.
A group of our New York moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Lori McGauley
Commack Long Island, NY
657

Patricia Fell’s Son
658

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Matthew, who
is forever 24. He suffered from the disease of addiction. After serving time in NY State prison for
drug related charges he was released to me, a single mother struggling in every way to make
ends meet while working two jobs and raising his much younger sister who was suffering from
mental health issues. It was not easy, and I received no assistance from anyone. I did the
absolute best I could. I loved my son just as you love your children. Matthew was the kindest and
most empathetic person you would ever want to meet. Unfortunately, because he was not given
any treatment for his disease while serving, my handsome boy died 72 days after his release for
an intoxication of drugs. Out of those 72 days home, he spent 28 of them in a NY rehabilitation
facility. My heart will never be the same without my son. I don’t want to see any other families go
through what I have been through, what his sister has been through. We as New Yorkers must
treat addiction and treat it as a medical issue - not a moral failing! There are many kids growing up
with no mom or dad, and their grandparents are raising them. This is a very sad and serious
situation.
We have about 140 people right now on our wall, and there are hundreds more that will follow
once the word gets out about our memorial wall. I plead with you as a mother and a human being
to help our beautiful state of NY. If we don’t stand up for our family who will? My son didn’t want to
die. He had dreams that he wanted to fulfill. He was a great son, brother, grandson, cousin, and
friend to everyone.
We are moving ahead and have had a lot of success with other states. I really hope we can set an
example for other states that we truly care about our people. My heart stopped that August
morning and I promised myself and Matthew that I would fight until my last breath on earth to
make certain that no parent should have to bury their child. Drugs, including fentanyl, are hitting
all communities in NY. I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding
a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Matthew’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like
racism. Please hear our pleas for help in NYS. A group of our New York moms would love to meet
with you and work together to prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Patricia Fell, Forever Matthew Herring’s mom
Dutchess County, NY
659

Suzanne Mitchell’s Son
660

Dear Governor Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Jacob
James Mitchell, who is forever 28. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and our whole family, his
3 children and many close friends, remain devastated. His loss is unimaginable. Jacob
was smart, talented, kind and had the biggest heart.
I know you have children and a grand. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Jacob’s frame,
below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal
disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users -
like racism.
A group of our New York moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Suzanne Mitchell, mom of Jacob
Messina, NY
661

Tamara MacDuff’s Daughter
662

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Emily, who is forever 22. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We
loved her beyond imagination. Emily was the kindest and most empathetic person I have
ever known.
Emily had her own challenges, and never defined herself by her mistakes, addiction, or
her disability.
Emily was born with Arthrogryposis in her feet and ankles, requiring a lifetime of surgical
procedures on her legs and feet. Ones that left her in pain physically. We were told she
would never walk; and yet, she did that and so much more.
She contributed to her community helping those in Recovery at The Coffee Connection
and in her special needs community by inspiring them to do their best. She became a
cheerleader and ran in track events for the Empire State Games for the Physically
Challenged, with a time of 15:33 for the 1500-meter race. She shaved 3 minutes off her
time of the previous year and was so proud of herself. She did all of this in ankle-foot
orthotics, thick plastic around her foot and up her calf to her knee. SHE defined herself.
While we remember her in so many ways; we want her death to not be in vain. We want
people to know her story and the stories of so many others stolen by fentanyl.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Emily’s frame,
below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New York moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Tamara MacDuff - Emily’s Mom”
Rochester, NY
663

Karen A. Brown’s Daughter
664

Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful niece,
Ashley, who is forever 25. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We
love her beyond imagination. Ashley was the kindest and most empathetic person I have
ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two
memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Ashley’s frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name.
We want our loved ones to be treated like victims. They are all victims, each one poisoned
by Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) along with Chinese, Mexican and other Cartels.
If our children had died from Cancer, they would receive more sympathy. We feel that
many of the victims and their families are experience “drugism” (our word for being
prejudice toward drug users like racism). These families are in pain, they have lost loved
ones at the hand of monsters that have no value of human life. They are poisoning our
children and grandchildren.
A group of our moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Karen A. Brown Bronx, NY
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Mark Schrader’s Son
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Dear Governor Kathy Hochul,
I am a member of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Group, it’s a group that no one should
ever be a member of. Our son Blaine, (forever 23) was poisoned and died by fentanyl on
October 8, 2021. Blaine was a wonderful son, brother, grandson, uncle, cousin, and
father. He was blessed with 2 beautiful little girls that will never truly know their Daddy.
Blaine was a great friend to so many.
We as a family have been and will continue to be devastated by his loss. I am writing to
ask you, as the Governor of this state, if it would be at all possible for you to help us, The
parents and families of fentanyl loss. I’m not sure how it can be done, but I think a
memorial area should be built within the New York State Capitol that parents, families and
loved ones can honor those lost. To date, not enough is being done by our government to
stop the flow of illicit fentanyl across the southern border. And while that is a battle we are
fighting; we would love to have someplace where we can honor our loved ones.
My hope in writing this is to help us who have lost someone, honor and remember them.
The DEA Museum in Washington DC has a wall of photos of those lost to illicit fentanyl,
sadly they have run out of space and are declining new submissions. We were thinking a
state wall would be a great way to honor our victims. Thank you so much.
Sincerely,
Mark Schrader
Liverpool, New York
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Sharon Sawyer’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper,
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. I’d like to introduce myself, Sharon Sawyer, NC
resident and grieving mother, and Regional Leader for NC and 5 other states. I am part of a
national group called The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We are groups in all 50 states of grieving
moms, families, friends, and community advocates, all fighting this Drug Epidemic caused by the
illegal opioid, Fentanyl. I lost my beloved son, Chase Wilson, forever 30, on September 4, 2020,
to fentanyl poisoning. Although my heart is forever broken and our lives forever changed, I
strongly feel I must be his voice. I must fight to honor him, and all the loved ones lost during this
epidemic.
In 2021, 106,699 people died in our country due to opioid poisonings, with over two-thirds of these
deaths involving fentanyl. That year in North Carolina, a total of 4041 died from overdoses---a
22% increase from the year before. 77% of those deaths involved fentanyl. Many were first time
users who thought they were buying a pill to help with pain or anxiety, only to die because that pill
was laced with fentanyl. Knowing that the future is in our children, coupled with the knowledge of
the harm this deadly drug epidemic is causing daily, is all consuming for the victims’ families and
the communities they live in.
I am joining together with many others and asking you for your help. We would like those who
have died in North Carolina because of this drug epidemic to be recognized as victims of fentanyl,
and to increase awareness of this problem.
The Drug Epidemic Memorial team has 1) created two virtual memorials---a display of pictures of
our lost loved ones, and a virtual Wall of Names, fashioned after the Viet Nam Memorial in
Washington, DC and 2) created physical banners for EACH STATE with pictures of our loved
ones. and we now ask for your help in creating a permanent memorial in the Capitol Building, or
on the grounds somewhere of significance.
I am including my son’s frame below as an example of how we would like each victim honored.
I am also including a link to our virtual brochure of our memorial walls, albums, banners, and our
campaign to increase awareness of this horrible drug and the effects it causes.
The digital walls and albums update automatically. We would like a permanent memorial around
the Capitol so that parents, family, friends and even strangers can see these beautiful faces and
honor the lives lost too soon.
Now is the time to honor those lost, and to continue our awareness campaign to protect our youth
and society. A group of mom and dads would love to meet with you to discuss how you can help
us make this happen. We will contact your office to schedule a meeting.
Forever Shattered,
Sharon Sawyer
Hillsborough, NC
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Carol & Robert Mosco’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristen Cooper,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my only son, my
wonderful New Year’s baby, Vincent Mosco, forever 31. He was poisoned by fentanyl,
and we remain devasted. Our world has been shattered. Vinny was an animal lover, who
saved so many animals in his lifetime, he was an awesome father and uncle who always
took time out for his daughter and nephews.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two
memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Vincent’s frame,
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated as victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a
fatal disease like cancer. We are using word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users – like racism.
A group of North Carolina moms would love to meet you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely
Carol & Robert Mosco, Mother & Father of Vincent
Forever 31
Red Springs, NC
675

Julie Jackson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cooper:
My son, Adam Casey Marshall was poisoned by fentanyl on May 2, 2021.
In 2021, there were more than 107,000 people who lost their lives to an opioid overdose.
77% of those deaths were related to fentanyl, which included over 4,000 North
Carolinians. 2022 statistics appear to show a similar number.
In 2023, I am working with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall along with thousands of
other families who lost a loved one due to this terrible epidemic. Please, we need your
support in finding a permanent location for our Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, within our
NC Capitol or at another significant location.
There have been two Memorial Walls already created, one with photos and the second
listing the names of the victims, in the style of the Vietnam Memorial in Washington, DC. I
am including Adam’s frame, below. I am also including a link to the digital brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
The digital walls and albums update automatically. Additionally, we would love the photos
to be displayed in hard copy format similar to the DEA Museum in Washington DC, where
the faces of so many of our departed children are displayed. The Wall of Names can be
projected on a plaque/wall so parents and other loved ones can touch their loved one's
name.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels, who are working together to create
this weapon, so that people who think they are buying a Xanax, or an Oxycodone, are
really buying a look-alike drug laced with fentanyl.
Our loved one's lives have been taken away too soon due to this fentanyl epidemic.
Please help us to raise awareness of the poisoning of our children and loved ones and
pay homage to the victims.
Respectfully,
Julie Jackson
Adam’s Mom—Forever 29
Mt. Airy, NC
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Kelly Pendley’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper:
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls and proud to say a 7-decade
North Carolinian, born and raised here. I would like to thank you ahead of time for reading
my letter, it has precious information that will help our children and families and their
futures.
Life as I knew it changed August 20th, 2020. I lost my wonderful son Patrick, who will be
forever 25. He was poisoned by fentanyl here in North Carolina, and we remain
devastated as more children are being deceived daily. I have met hundreds if not
thousands of broken families. There is a fentanyl crisis in America and right here in our
home state of North Carolina and we the parents are asking for help bringing awareness
and honoring and remembering those poisoned during this tragic epidemic. It is the #1
killer of Americans 18-45 and the age affected is getting lower. Children 13, 14, 15, 16, 17
are in danger also. We have babies dying from this poison.
You probably have children and maybe grandchildren, and your family and friends,
neighbors, everyone is affected. We are trying to honor our loved ones and will bring
awareness to the dangers this epidemic is causing to so many.
I would like to please ask: will you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capitol or a significant place for a memorial on our
capital grounds? Several states are already working on a wall in their state and making
progress. We would love to have ours for North Carolina. We have created two Memorial
Walls; one with photos and one with names similar to the names on the Vietnam War
Memorial. I am including Patrick's frame as an example of the frames that make up our
wall. I am also including a link to the brochure of our virtual memorial walls, albums, and
our awareness campaign along with our NC Memorial Wall Banner. We would love for you
to be involved.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal
disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users -
like racism.
A group of North Carolina moms would love to meet with you and work together in making
a difference for our children’s futures and remembering our loved ones gone too soon.
Sincerely,
Kelly Pendley, Henderson, NC
Patrick’s Mom Forever 25 679

Lynelle Esposito’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cooper:
My daughter, Gabriella Cruz Aviles was poisoned by fentanyl on October 17, 2021, four
months after graduating from Apex High School. Gabriella had a huge heart, infectious
smile, and would light up the darkest room. She was beautiful inside and out! At age
eighteen, she had so much life to live for until someone took it away from her.
In 2021, there were more than 107,000 people who lost their lives to an opioid overdose,
with 77% of those deaths being related to fentanyl, which included over 4,000 North
Carolinians. 2022 statistics appear to show a similar number.
In 2023, I am working with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall along with thousands of
other families who lost a loved one due to this terrible epidemic. Please, we need your
support in finding a permanent location at a significant location for our Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall, within our NC Capital.
There have been two Memorial Walls already created, one with photos and the second
listing the names of the victims, in the style of the Vietnam Memorial in Washington, DC. I
am including Gabriella’s frame, below. I am also including a link to the digital brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
The digital walls and albums update automatically. Additionally, we would love the photos
to be displayed in hard copy format similar to the DEA Museum in Washington DC, where
the faces of so many of our departed children are displayed. The Wall of Names can be
projected on a plaque/wall so parents and other loved ones can touch their loved one's
name.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels, who are working together to
create this weapon, so that people who think they are buying a Xanax, or an Oxycodone
are really buying a look-alike drug laced with fentanyl.
Our loved one's lives have been taken away too soon due to this fentanyl epidemic.
Please help us to raise awareness of the poisoning of our children and loved ones and
pay homage to the victims.
Respectfully,
Lynelle Esposito , Apex, NC
Gabriella’s Mom
Forever 18
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Paula McMullen’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cooper,
My name is Paula McMullen, and I am writing in support of getting a memorial wall for our
loved ones, who have been lost to the Fentanyl epidemic, somewhere on our NC capitol
grounds. Our group, the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, is campaigning for each state to
erect a memorial wall to remember those who have been lost to illegal drugs, especially
fentanyl. We hope that I as well as other families can get a Memorial Wall here in North
Carolina, as OUR VOICE against Fentanyl, and in remembrance of those who lost their
lives to Fentanyl Poisoning.
We lost our son Mason 5 years ago at the age of 26, and our lives have been changed
forever. He was our youngest and we are ready to put the devastation and anger that we
feel into helping get this garbage off the street.
I come to you asking for help to make this happen.
so as a parent and grandparent please help.
I know you have kids and grandkids,
Sincerely,
Paula McMullen, Fayetteville, NC
Mason’s Mom, Forever 26
Forever 26, Mason’s Mom
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Phyllis Harris Gray’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper:
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I would like to thank you ahead of
time for reading my letter, it has precious information that will help our children and families and
their futures.
Life as I knew it changed when I lost my daughter India, who will be forever 28, on May 29, 2020.
She was poisoned by fentanyl here in North Carolina, and we remain devastated as more children
are being taken from us every day. I have met many broken families. There is a fentanyl crisis in
America and right here in our home state of North Carolina and we parents are asking for help
bringing awareness and honoring and remembering those poisoned during this tragic epidemic. It
is the #1 killer of Americans 18-45 and the age affected is getting lower. Teenagers are in danger
also. We have babies dying from this poison.
You probably have children and maybe grandchildren, and your family and friends, neighbors…
everyone is affected. We are trying to honor our loved ones and bring awareness to the dangers
this epidemic is causing to so many.
I would like to please ask: will you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall, within our capitol or other significant place for a memorial? Several states are
already working on a wall in their state and making progress. We would love to have ours for
North Carolina. We have created two Memorial Walls: one with photos and one with names similar
to the names on the Vietnam War Memorial. I am including India’s frame as an example of the
frames that make up our wall. I am also including a link to the brochure of our virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign along with our NC Memorial Wall Banner. We would
love for you to be involved.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of North Carolina moms and dads would love to meet with you and work together in
making a difference for our children’s futures and remembering our loved ones gone too soon.
Sincerely,
Phyllis Harris Gray
Goldsboro, NC
685

Sharon S. Rush’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristin:
First, I want to thank you for taking time to read this.
We need to ask for your help. There is an epidemic of young people dying from drug
overdoses or just plain being poisoned by fentanyl. In 2021, drug overdoses killed
106,999 people in the United States, with 77% of those deaths involving fentanyl. 4041 of
those deaths occurred in North Carolina---a 22% increase from the year before. Many
were first time users, who bought a pill to quell anxiety or pain, only to die because the pill
they bought, unbeknownst to them, was laced with fentanyl. Only a tiny amount of
fentanyl, the size of two or three grains of sand, will kill those who take it.
Never in the history of America have we had such a deadly drug battle. It is past time to
stand up and rally behind the fight against the drugs that are killing our loved ones; more
than that, to fight for our youth like their lives depend on it---because they now do.
I am joining with many other mothers and loved ones left behind, and I ask you for the
help this crisis deserves. We would like those who have died in this manner to be
recognized as victims, and to increase the public’s awareness pf this problem. They were
all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are
victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels that manufacture illicit drugs that they send
across the border to US drug dealers, who sell these pills without regard to their end
result.
To bring awareness to this drug epidemic, and to memorialize our loved ones who have
passed, we are creating a banner with our loved ones’ pictures. We need your help to
have a North Carolina Memorial Wall at our state capital. We would like the photos
displayed somewhere of significance in or around our state capital, so that parents, family,
friends and even strangers can see these beautiful faces and honor the lives lost too
soon. The wall of names, a virtual display reminiscent of the Vietnam Memorial, can be
projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
I am the mother of one of these precious souls, Samuel Rush, who died when he was 32.
He is still very loved and missed. I am including his frame on the next page, as an
example of what we would like to do for all North Carolina victims. I am also including our
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign, along with the
NC Banner.
There seems to be an endless stream of precious lives ending. This drug epidemic has
touched all our lives in one way or another. We would appreciate any help you can give
us.
Thank you again for your consideration.
Sincerely,
Sharon S. Rush, Lexington, NC 687

Sue Crathern’s Son
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Dear Dear First Lady Cooper:
Our son Kevin was born on July 3, 1992, and died February 14, 2019, at the age of 26,
from an overdose of Fentanyl.
Kevin was a quiet and thoughtful kid; he didn’t say much but the wheels in his brain were
always turning. He was a good and faithful friend, making a positive impact on so many
lives. Some of our best memories are camping and hiking with him in the White Mountains
in New Hampshire. Kevin was known as the “Gazelle Kid” because he was so nimble and
quick going up the side of mountains. He was always the first one to the top!
Kevin was studying at the University of North Carolina Asheville to become a park ranger
when he died. We are sad his dream of becoming a park ranger will not be realized, and
that we will not get to see the man he would have become. Kevin is in our hearts when
we look at the wonder and beauty of the mountains.
“In every walk with Nature one receives far more than he seeks.” ---John Muir---
We are part of a nationwide attempt to raise awareness of the Fentanyl menace that has
overtaken our country in the last several years. We are trying to have a memorial wall
erected in each State Capital Complex that showcases the people that have perished
from Fentanyl in that state. Will you give us your support for such a wall in North
Carolina?
Thank you for considering our project.
Sue Crathern (Kevin’s Mom)
Asheville, NC
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Tammy Thornton Matthews’ Son
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Dear First Lady Cooper :
My sweet son, Sean Michael Horan, passed away February 6, 2019, due to Fentanyl
poisoning. He is forever 34. I haven’t been the same since that awful day.
Sean was a sweet and loving son. He was intelligent, humble, and kind. He was a very
talented guitarist, who actually taught himself to play. He absolutely loved music, animals,
and Carolina Panthers football. Sean was so funny, and he had a beautiful smile. He was
a wonderful son, brother, and friend.
Sean was a good person. He became addicted to pain pills after he was involved in an
automobile accident and hurt his back. My son fought his addiction hard and was doing so
well for a while until a so-called friend gave him Fentanyl and it took his life.
I’m in a nationwide group with a number of unbelievable moms who have lost their
children to the Fentanyl crisis. There is a Virtual Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall for every
state with our angels’ pictures. All of us grieving moms would like to have a memorial wall
put up in each State Capital Complex, to honor our beautiful loved ones who have been
lost to this drug crisis. We are trying to raise awareness of this scourge and we hope in
doing so, North Carolina will be able to recognize that our loved ones’ lives mattered. We
don’t want anyone else to suffer the same pain and heartbreak caused by the Fentanyl
crisis that we have experienced.
Will you please help us? Thank you for your time and consideration!
Tammy Thornton Matthews
Autryville, NC
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Sheila Bostic’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cooper:
Thank you for taking time to read this.
We need to ask for your help. There is an epidemic of young people dying from drug overdoses or
just plain being poisoned by fentanyl. In 2021, drug overdoses killed 106,999 people in the United
States, with 77% of those deaths involving fentanyl. 4041 of those deaths occurred in North
Carolina---a 22% increase from the year before. Many were first time users, who bought a pill to
quell anxiety or pain, only to die because the pill they bought, unbeknownst to them, was laced
with fentanyl. Only a tiny amount of fentanyl, the size of two or three grains of sand, will kill those
who take it.
Never in the history of America have we had such a deadly drug battle. It is past time to stand up
and rally behind the fight against the drugs that are killing our loved ones; more than that, to fight
for our youth like their lives depend on it---because they now do.
I am joining with many other mothers and loved ones left behind, and I ask you for the help this
crisis deserves. We would like those who have died in this manner to be recognized as victims,
and to increase the public’s awareness pf this problem. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma
(an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican
cartels that manufacture illicit drugs that they send across the border to US drug dealers, who sell
these pills without regard to their end result.
To bring awareness to this drug epidemic, and to memorialize our loved ones who have passed,
we are creating a banner with our loved ones’ pictures. We need your help to have a North
Carolina Memorial Wall at our state capital. We would like the photos displayed somewhere of
significance in or around our state capital, so that parents, family, friends and even strangers can
see these beautiful faces and honor the lives lost too soon. The wall of names, a virtual display
reminiscent of the Vietnam Memorial, can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name.
I am the mother of one of these precious souls, Darren L. Bostic Jr. , who died on February 25,
2022. He was murdered in Richmond County, NC, by Fentanyl in a fake Percocet. He will be
forever 28. He is still very loved and missed. I am including his frame on the next page, as an
example of what we would like to do for all North Carolina victims. I am also including our
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign, along with the NC
Banner.
There seems to be an endless stream of precious lives ending. This drug epidemic has touched
all our lives in one way or another. We would appreciate any help you can give us.
Thank you again for your consideration.
Sincerely,
Sheila Bostic
Rockingham, NC
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Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper:
In 2021, 106,699 people died in our country due to opioid poisonings, with over two-thirds
of these deaths involving fentanyl. In North Carolina, a total of 4041 died from overdoses
that year, a 22% increase from the year before. 77% of those deaths involved fentanyl.
Many were first time users who thought they were buying a pill to help with pain or
anxiety, only to die because that pill was laced with fentanyl. Knowing that the future is in
our children, coupled with the harm this deadly drug epidemic is causing daily, is all
consuming for the victims’ families and the communities they live in.
Never in the history of America have we had such a deadly drug battle. It is past time to
stand up and rally behind the fight against the drugs that are killing our loved ones; more
than that, to fight for our youth like their lives depend on it---because they now do.
I must join in union with the world and ask you for the help this subject deserves. We
would like our loved ones to be recognized as victims, and to increase the public’s
awareness pf this problem. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels that
manufacture illicit drugs that they send across the border to US drug dealers. We want to
build a permanent memorial for our children and loved ones who are the victims of this
drug epidemic, and we’re asking you to stand with us in this matter. Hopefully you can
commit your time, resources, and status to help us get this done.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would like the photos displayed
somewhere of significance in or around our state capital, so that parents, family, friends
and even strangers can see these beautiful faces and honor the lives lost too soon. The
wall of names, a virtual display reminiscent of the Vietnam Memorial, can be projected on
a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
Although I have not personally lost a child in this epidemic, I do have grandchildren to
protect from these deadly drugs, and I have many friends who also have loved ones they
want to safeguard from this deadly scourge. A group of our North Carolina Moms & Dads
would love to meet with you to discuss how you can help us make this happen in our
state. We will be contacting your office to make an appointment.
Sincerely heartbroken,
Fran Rich, Community Activist
Fayetteville, NC
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Ginger Greene’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. This is a 50-state campaign
to get a memorial wall established in the capitol building of every state, in remembrance of
those who have been a victim of the drug epidemic that is plaguing our nation. We hope
you will be able to help us with this project.
I lost my beautiful son Austin to Fentanyl poisoning, on May 13, 2022. He is forever 29.
Austin took the drugs while he was with his girlfriend of 2 years, but she did not call
anyone for hours after he died. The toxicology showed methamphetamine and fentanyl.
Austin was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known and had such a
huge heart. We loved him beyond imagination. He was really smart and taught himself to
work on computers and cars. He was my precious baby boy. He was poisoned by
fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
Austin struggled with addiction for a good part of his life. We tried to find a rehab for him,
but hit a brick wall, mostly because he had no insurance. The disease of addiction had a
strong hold on him. He knew that people thought he was “an ole junkie”, and he was
saddened at having that stigma attached to him.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and Mexican Cartels, who have brought Fentanyl into the US without regard for human
life.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capitol? We have created two digital memorial walls: one with photos and one
with names. I am including Austin's frame below as an example of how the walls would be
made up. These digital walls and albums update automatically. The Wall of Names,
inspired by the Viet Nam Memorial, can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. It would be even more wonderful if the photos could be displayed in
hard copy format.
We look forward to speaking with you in person. A group of our North Carolina moms
would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Ginger Greene
North Wilkesboro, NC
697

Tammy Devereaux Leonhard’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kristen Cooper
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. My name is Tammy Devereaux
Leonhard, and I am writing in support of getting a memorial wall somewhere on our
NC capitol grounds to remember our loved ones, who have been lost to this Fentanyl
epidemic.
My son Jesse Devereaux was poisoned by Fentanyl on August 14, 2019. He was a
good young man, the youngest of my three sons. He never was in any trouble with
the law. Jesse was very intelligent and loved writing and playing music. He was a
year clean and sober at the time of his passing. He got back in touch with an old
friend and decided to relapse. Fentanyl ruined our lives that day in August.
Our group, The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is a 50-State initiative that is
campaigning for a memorial to be erected in each state to remember those lost to
illegal drugs, especially Fentanyl. I hope, as do other families, that we can get a such
a wall here in North Carolina, in memory of those who lost their lives from fentanyl.
Life as my family and I knew it has changed since my son’s death, and we have
also lost my stepson Ryan to illegal drugs. So, this memorial is very important to our
family. Please help us to reach our goal and remember our lost loved ones.
Sincerely Heartbroken
Tammy Devereaux Leonhard and Family
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Katherine T. Eatmon’s Son

Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son.
Adam Michael, who is forever 27. He was poisoned by fentanyl. His tox screen had
24ng fentanyl, enough to kill 12 people. Adam was my only son and his sister,
Rachel, and I loved him beyond imagination.
Adam was the kindest and most caring person. He loved dogs and cats. He
loved astronomy and photography. He helped run the TV stations at Brassfield
Road Elementary School and Broughton High School. He was planning to go
into the communication industry before he passed.
NCVAN has been a huge support in helping me with my grief and I thank North
Carolina for that service. It is also important for me to publicly honor Adam’s
memory. I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding
a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol to honor
my Adam and the many other lost children of our great state?
We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Adam’s frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of childhood trauma, mental illness and fatal diseases like
cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like
racism.
A group of our North Carolina moms would love to meet with you and work
together to help create this memorial and to fight this tragic epidemic. Please
help us.
Respectfully,
Katherine T Eatmon
National Board Certified Teacher 2000-2020
Raleigh, NC

Phyllis McCray’s Son

Dear First Lady Kristin Cooper,
I hope this finds you well. My name is Phillys McCray. I am an ambassador of the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall team. Below is what we are excited about and would love your
support. My son Michael will forever be 29 due to fentanyl poisoning on Thanksgiving of
2015. This is why I am so passionate about this project. I'm also a person in recovery and
an Alumni of Healing Transitions.
This is a 50-state campaign to get a memorial wall established in the Capitol building of
every state, in remembrance of those who have been a victim of the drug epidemic that is
plaguing our nation. We hope you will be able to help us with this project.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and
Mexican Cartels, who have brought fentanyl into the US without regard for human life.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two digital memorial walls: one with photos and one
with names. I am including Michael’s frame below as an example of how the walls would
be made up. These digital walls and albums update automatically. The Wall of Names,
inspired by the Viet Nam Memorial, can be projected on a wall so families can touch their
loved one's name. It would be even more wonderful if the photos could be displayed in
hard copy format.
We look forward to speaking with you in person. A group of our North Carolina moms &
families would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening
ever again.
Sincerely,
Phyllis McCray
Raleigh, NC

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Adrienne Sautter’s Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
My name is Adrienne Sautter. I am an Ohio mother who lost her 19-year-old son, Jayden
Miller, to a counterfeit Percocet pill on August 28, 2021. My son did not have a substance
use disorder, rather he was a teenager who was curious and made the mistake of
experimenting. Jayden was intelligent, caring, gentle, respectful and family oriented. He
graduated high school from the Computer Aided Design program at Penta Career Center
in Toledo, Ohio during Covid. He was immediately hired at Campbell’s Soup Supply
Company and began planning his future in engineering. At just 19 years old he had a life
insurance policy, started a 401k investment, saved his money, and took the necessary
steps towards a stable future. Jayden had just begun coming out of his shell and living
life. He was with 2 other friends when he experimented with the alleged Percocet pill,
neither one of his friends called 911 quick enough to save his life. He lay in a hospital bed
at the emergency department of McLaren’s Hospital for hours before his father and I were
notified of what happened. When we arrived at the hospital we were greeted with the
most devastating news from the doctor, our son would never neurologically wake up. His
brain had been deprived of oxygen for too long before paramedics were called to his
apartment. Jayden’s heart was resuscitated but machines were breathing for him. His
father and I had to make the heartbreaking decision to end life support.
Since his passing I have turned my pain into purpose by joining grassroots organizations
across the country to help spread awareness, educate communities and lobby for
systemic changes. I work closely with Facing Fentanyl, a national coalition project under
Voices For Awareness, along with DEMW (Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall), as well as
participate in Ohio’s monthly Drug Trend Calls and local DEA Summits. Last year I
submitted a proclamation to Governor DeWine declaring August 21st Fentanyl Prevention
and Awareness Day which he graciously signed. I know that you and Governor DeWine
are taking the drug crisis in Ohio very seriously and have implemented many changes to
help combat the ongoing issue. It is imperative that we continue to drive drug education
in schools across our state and in our communities. I know you are an advocate for social
and emotional learning as well as the mental health of children. I had the privilege of
presenting to Springfield Local Schools 6th - 12th grade and was disheartened at how
little they knew about the poisons lurking in street drugs and fake pharmaceutical pills.
The students were very receptive to the information and warnings given during the
presentation. My children have attended Springfield schools since kindergarten, and I
believe that putting a fellow student's story in their lap made the danger of experimenting
and recreational use more real to them.

DEMW has been working tirelessly collecting names, ages, states, and photos of
hundreds of thousands of people who have passed from the drug epidemic across the
country. It is our goal to put up a memorial wall in each of the 50 states Capitols to honor
and remember the countless beautiful lives lost. To achieve this goal and be successful
we are asking for your help. We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Jayden’s frame. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved ones name. We would
like our loved ones to be treated like victims as they have been to Purdue Pharma,
Chinese criminal networks, the Mexican cartels and drug dealers here in the United
States.
Ohio affected families would love the opportunity to meet with you and Governor DeWine
and work towards the goal of preventing these deaths from continuing in our state.
Sincerely,
Adrienne Sautter
Jayden’s Mom (Forever 19)
forever19jym@gmail.com

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Becky Smith’s Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
My name is Becky Smith. I lost my youngest son, Trey laen Scouten. Trey was just 18
years old when he passed away on September 20, 2022, from fentanyl poisoning. Trey
had one older sibling, Brice. Trey was fiercely loved and loved fiercely.
Trey was an animal lover, proudly taking care of four cats and his dog. Trey's heart
belonged to his beloved Ninja girl. Ninja was his cat and those two were inseparable. Trey
also loved cars from a very young age. You would often see Trey browsing cars online,
reading up on the different engines, he loved dreaming about the type of cars he would
own once he was able to buy them.
Trey lived by “I'm Third”; God/Others/Me. Trey always put himself last. Trey wouldn't
make plans and if he did, he would often change them if someone else needed him. Trey
would often say "I was called to love; I was called to serve." Trey would not hesitate to
offer his services if he could. You would often see him volunteer at church, going on
mission trips, loving on every person he met. Trey always said, “I love you” and would
flash 4 fingers, #4L forever loved.
Trey was also an accomplished dancer. Trey started formal training at 8 years old, and
started competing when he was 14 years old. Trey danced to anything from modern, hip
hop, ballet, lyrical, and pom, really whatever and wherever he was needed in the routine.
Trey was born to dance onstage.
Trey wasn't an addict, and he did not do drugs. Trey went to a friend's house on the night
of September 20, 2022, and somehow ended up ingesting five times the lethal limit of
fentanyl. We do not know what Trey thought he was taking. Caffeine pill, Adderall, over
the counter pain reliever, but whatever it was, it was not what he thought. It was pure
fentanyl.
Trey was a homeschool graduate class of 2022. Trey was just starting to experience life
when it was cut short. Trey will never get to grow up, meet his one special person, and be
a father. Trey was a wonderful brother, had a whole gang of friends, and loved his
momma. Trey’s death has shattered his family and friends.
Trey, and everyone else who has lost their life to this drug, are casualties of war. Will you
help the healing by putting up a Memorial Wall in their honor?
Thank you for your consideration,
Becky Smith
Celina, OH

Betty Churchill’s Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
I am a member of many groups and an advocate for the cause of Overdose Awareness
and the availability of treatment and access to services with all who are suffering from
substance use disorder.
This cause is very important to me as I lost my son Ryan in June 2018 to a fentanyl
overdose. There are no words to explain how this day has changed mine and my entire
family’s life forever. Not only did we lose a son, but he also now has three children who
are without their father. I feel as if treatment would have been readily available, my son
might be with us today.
I worked with Senator Dolan in 2021 to pass Senate Bill 30 and your husband, Mike
DeWine signed the bill into law on June 8th, the anniversary of my son’s death. He even
mentioned my name when signing the bill. I was overwhelmed by this gesture and
thanked him for his support.
I know your passion for helping children and using your platform for health and wellbeing
and promoting early childhood literacy and support systems for new mothers and families.
I also am aware of you educating children about food and making informed choices about
nutrition as they are growing. Thank you for your work in these areas.
As a parent, and as a bereaved mother, I am asking if the capital would be willing to
create and share a version of the Memorial Wall (like the wall in D.C.) The Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall group has created two walls, one with photos and one with names. I am
including Ryan’s frame. Also included is the brochure of virtual memorial wall, albums and
the awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. The group
would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to
be treated with love and respect. They unfortunately have been subjected to the stigma of
having lost their lives only now being recognized as it always should have been, a
disease.
I thank you in advance for your consideration. I join you in remembrance of your daughter
Becky who you tragically lost so many years ago. The pain from the loss of a child truly
never goes away but only softens as our hearts grow around the loss.
Sincerely,
Betty Churchill
Biwldd6036@att.net

Cindy DeMaio’s Daughter

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
Hello, I hope all is well.
I lost my beautiful daughter Rachel DeMaio from this awful epidemic that is plaguing our
country. You see, these drugs are affecting so many. Rachel had just turned 17 when
she made a fatal choice, a choice to experiment with drugs. “Everyone was doing it!
Nothing will happen to me!!”
Now she is dead. From a bad choice- she was not a bad kid. So many would die after
her.
The greed from big pharmaceutical companies has stolen so many. So many- not just the
victims- the families that are left to suffer. And the suffering is taking a toll on our county
big time. The death and destruction left are still an untold story. We need your help!!
We have groups of moms who are trying to build awareness to save others. Will you
please help? Look at Rachel’s face-she is not here anymore because of companies like
Purdue and their relentless greed to make money and destroy our families-Our country!!
We need a place to share our stories - a place to remember our children. We are looking
to memorialize our angels with a Memorial Wall in our State Capitol building.
A group of Ohio moms would love to meet with you and share our passion for this cause,
I developed an educational program in Akron, Ohio and I am in all of the Akron Public
Schools teaching kids. We are going into 5th grade! That is how bad it is. I also do
billboards nationwide to raise awareness. FENTANYL is killing our country!!
Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Cindy DeMaio
Akron, OH
Rachelsangels.org

Kim Buss’ Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
After a weekend away with my husband, a missed call from Cuyahoga County Medical Examiner
appeared on my phone. At that second, I knew my life would change forever. As it turned out, my
son had accidentally overdosed and was pronounced dead at 8:06am July 25, 2022.
Here’s the kicker ~ my son Trevor was given a lethal dose of fentanyl laced in his recreational
bump of cocaine. There were 13 different toxins in his toxicity report including a dog dewormer…
he actually was brought back to life after being administered 12 mg of Narcan. Trevor was
transported to the hospital and released to a 21-year-old three hours later. Was he just a number?
Did he get Narcan to take with him? Why wasn’t he pink slipped for 48 hours? Why wasn’t a
family member contacted? He would have survived if the right people were involved. Instead, he
was dropped off at his home and died alone. I found a text on his phone around the time of
11:30pm “ Al I’m di “ - did he know? We have been living this hellish nightmare for almost 11
months.
We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother
you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Ohio feel towards ending this
epidemic, educating our children, & addressing the mental health of substance users as well as
those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos & one with names. I am including
Trevor’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users.
Ohio moms would love to meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever again.
Trevor J Reiderman - Forever 25 11/13/1996-7/25/2022
Thank you kindly,
The Family of
Trevor J Reiderman
Kim Buss - mother
We have started a Non-Profit 501(c)(3) called Turn Up for Trizzy and will be providing a
scholarship in his name.

Nicole Haas’ Brother

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my younger brother,
Jack, on June 10, 2021, at the age of forever 34. Jack died of a heroin overdose and
Fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his 11-year-old son, 9 year old
nephew, siblings, an entire neighborhood of friends, as well as me. We mourn his daily
presence in our lives.
Jack was an intelligent man. He was as smart as ever and would overcome any challenge
life threw at him. He made his big sister proud every single day. He was charismatic, kind,
selfless, a fisherman, silly, helper, father, son, brother. I miss his laugh, his knowledge, his
smile. He was Dad to Braylon (now 13), but 11 when his dad passed. His death created a
loss for our family that is indescribable. It has been 2 years and he is still missed and
loved beyond words. There are no descriptors for the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces,
nephews, aunts, uncles and child are experiencing. The grief at times is unspeakable,
unbearable, and unstoppable. In 2021, Ohio lost just over 5,000 lives to this epidemic and
I am committed to ending these losses and honoring my brother and the other children’s
lives and memories.
I know you are an Advocate for Social & Emotional Learning & Mental Health of children.
Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic. We
need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a sister who practically
raised her brother in a hellish household, you will understand the urgency I and countless
other sisters in Ohio feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, &
addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos & one with
names. I am including Jack’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
Ohio families would love to meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever
again.
Sincerely,
Nicole Haas, sister of Jack Zager, F34
Akron, Ohio

Pamela Martinez’s Son

Dear First Lady. Fran DeWine,
My name is Pamela Martinez, I live in Cincinnati. I lost my only son Denny to fentanyl
poisoning Halloween morning 2020, I found my son deceased in the bathtub, can you
imagine a mother’s horror? By far the worst day of my life and every parent’s living
nightmare. We should not be burying our children, it’s un-natural!
I know you and Governor DeWine are taking the Drug Crisis as a critical situation in Ohio,
we are fourth in the country for drug overdose/poisoning deaths, with 84% involving
fentanyl.
I know there are many things happening in Ohio to combat this crisis. I have read about
the Recovery Foundation Board, New Data Dashboards to measure overdose and
substance abuse measures. New courses for Financial Advisors and treatment maps for
families addressing the high cost of treatment. Ohio has developed one of the nation's
most aggressive and comprehensive approaches to combating drug abuse, addiction and
overdoses, and is investing more than $1 billion a year in this fight.
I am a member of Not in Vain, Lost Voices of Fentanyl and the Drug Epidemic Memorial
(DEMW). The goal of the DEMW is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State Capitol
complexes to honor our lost loved ones and to continue to be a voice for them.
To achieve this and to be successful we will need your help, please. Will you help us, let
the nation know that we as Ohioans will not tolerate this to continue and we will do all we
can to stop these senseless deaths. It won’t bring my son back, but if I can help save one
life, one parent’s heartache and grief; my son will have not died in vain. By displaying their
faces and names in our state Capitol, they will continue to live on in memoriam, rather
than becoming a quiet statistic.
Let me tell you a little about my son, he was a brother to his two sisters, a grandson, a
nephew, a cousin, an uncle and friend. He had a kind, sensitive heart and soul. He loved
life, he was an incredible athlete, he was so funny, just goofy, a great writer, very
intelligent, had a great memory, we loved to watch Jeopardy together. He loved anything
to do with sports, geography and history. He was a Mama’s boy and didn’t mind anyone
knowing it! He had the most amazing doe like brown eyes, I miss those eyes, I miss his
laugh, I just miss my son.
What he will never be is a husband, a father, a brother to his sisters and he will never
grow old. His story wasn’t finished, as parents what was taken from us can’t be fixed, time
won’t heal it and we won’t get over it. What we can do is to keep telling their stories, end
the stigma and prejudice toward the disease of addiction/drug users.

We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Denny’s frame. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on
a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be
treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they
are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels.
I want to thank you and Governor DeWine for all the work being done in Ohio. I think we
are heads above others but there is still a lot of work to be done!
You get us a wall and we will do the rest!
Sincerely,
Pamela Martinez- Grieving Mama of Denny Lentz
Cincinnati, OH

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Tena Pruitt’s Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
I am an advocate for fentanyl awareness, a moderator for Lost Voices of Fentanyl, an educator of
illicit drugs, a rally coordinator that educates the public on illicit fentanyl that has and continues to
devastate our country and our beautiful state of Ohio. Most importantly, I am a mother, a
grandmother, a wife, and a forever grieving mother.
I lost my beautiful son Logan to this fentanyl epidemic. Logan lost his best friend to suicide 10
months prior to his death. He was sad, depressed, in shock, and could not sleep. He came to me
and my husband to tell us he had not slept for 3 days. My husband is a Surgeon, and I am an RN,
we knew when he said that, that he needed intervention to get through his best friend’s death. We
made him an appointment with his doctor but three days later, my baby was dead (poisoned) from
excepting a Xanax that someone offered him so he could sleep. What he thought was a “safe
pharmaceutical” Xanax. Logan did not suffer with SUD.
My Logan was a very trusting soul, so much so that it ended his life. He loved everybody and
everyone loved him just as much. He was always different from a very young age. He was a
respecter of people, he had a big heart, and would go out of his way to help the less fortunate
individuals. He was our little peacemaker, and his nick names were “Logie Bear” and “Gentle
Giant”. He was a beloved son, a brother, an uncle, a fiancé, he had a future, and he was deeply
loved. Illicit fentanyl took it all away, from him and his family that loved him dearly. Oct 1st will be 3
years and we will never get over losing him. His death has left a gaping hole in our lives, our
family, and our hearts. We miss him and our lives have been shattered because of his death.
I understand that as our First Lady of Ohio, you have a passion for helping children. Fentanyl is
the number one killer of ages 18-45 and soon to change to 12-45. Our Ohio schools would do
these children and their parents a great service to teach and educate them, before they are
exposed. I am surprised that I still meet people that know nothing about this poison. Our country’s
children, our children in Ohio are needlessly dying. We need more education, more PSA’s, and
stricter laws to hold drug pushers accountable.
As a parent, and as a grieving mother, we are asking if the capital would be willing to create and
share a version of the Memorial Wall (like the one in DC). We have created two Memorial Walls,
one with photos and one with names. I am including Logan’s frame. These digital walls and
albums update automatically. We would like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our
loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma and the Cartels.
Sincerely,
Tena Pruitt, Logan Harris’s Mom- Forever 22
Tenaflanary1967@gmail.com
Defiance, OH

Theresa Kluck’s Cousin

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely cousin, Matthew, on
May 8, 2021, at the age of forever 35. His friend found him deceased in the bathroom in
Portsmouth, Ohio. Matthew died of Fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his
children, siblings, an entire neighborhood of friends, family, and as well as me. We mourn his daily
presence in our lives.
Matthew was an intelligent man. Matthew and I have always had a remarkably close relationship
with each other ever since we were little kids. He made me proud. He was charismatic, kind, loved
to cook, silly, a huge Ohio State Buckeye and Cincinnati Bengals Fan, a father, son, brother,
cousin, nephew, uncle, grandson, and friend. I miss his laugh, his knowledge, his smile, his advice
when I needed something, his voice and his warm hugs. His death created a loss for more than
our family, an entire neighborhood in Portsmouth and Hillsboro Ohio. He was loved and respected
by his neighbors, and they suffered a great loss and feel eerily unsafe without him residing close
by. There are no descriptors for the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles,
cousins, father and stepmother and children are experiencing.
The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable and unstoppable. Although Matthew died in Ohio, I
am a resident of Illinois. Ohio lost 5,210 lives to this epidemic in 2021, and 4,746 in 2022, and I
am committed to ending these losses and honoring my cousin and the other children’s lives and
memory.
I know you are an Advocate for the Health and Well-Being of Children in Ohio. Our children need
to know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic. My cousin was one of those
that began his mental health journey when he had to go to the scene of the accident and identify
his younger sister’s body who was just struck and killed by a vehicle. He blamed himself for her
death and he was a child himself at the time. We need to address the grieving of all these
families. I am hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency I and
countless other mothers and family members in Ohio feel towards ending this epidemic, educating
our children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Matthew’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users.
A group of Ohio moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Theresa Kluck, cousin of Matthew Fahnestock Forever 35
Tinley Park, Illinois

Tina McCormick’s Son

Dear First Lady Fran DeWine,
Let me start off by introducing my son, Landen Lewis McCormick. He is my youngest of
four children. He was a handsome teen, loved life, family and friends. He enjoyed his
music, video games, basketball and his passion was football. We lost our precious son to
fentanyl poisoning on December 3, 2022, that is a phone call no parent should ever
receive. The pill he took had markings of oxycontin. When tested there was no oxycontin
in the pill, only fentanyl. Now my son is in a box (urn) on a shelf in our home. Landen is
Forever 17.
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. We loved (LOVE) him
beyond imagination. Landen was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever
known, he had (has) a heart of gold.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Landen's frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and
Mexican cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the
word "drugism" for the prejudice toward drug users ~ like racism.
A group of our Ohio moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Tina McCormick
Spencerville, OH

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Lisa Carpenter Grant’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Lisa Carpenter Grant. I am the Oklahoma Lead Ambassador for a 50-state
campaign called the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This campaign was
loosely inspired by the DEA Faces of Fentanyl Wall at the DEA Museum in Arlington,
Virginia. Our goal is to have a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall put up in all 50 State Capitol
complexes to honor our loved ones as victims of this drug crisis our country is facing. I
have been to the DEA Museum in Arlington, Virginia to see my son’s beautiful picture on
their wall. Seeing his image, along with the thousands of others, was a moving and
powerful experience. Every one of our lost sons, daughters, moms, dads, siblings,
husbands, wives, grandparents, aunts, uncles, and friends were so much more than what
took their lives. By displaying their faces and names at our State Capitol complex, they
will continue to live on in memoriam, rather than quietly becoming a statistic. The grieving
and affected mothers who are driving this campaign have accomplished so much already
with a Virtual Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall for every state, but we’re not finished, and we
need your help.
I lost my 29-year-old son, Rylee, to fentanyl poisoning on April 27, 2022. I found him
deceased in his bedroom at our family home. Rylee was an intellectual and a scholar
achieving two college degrees. He was the smartest and most interesting person I have
ever known. He was creative, energetic, curious, brave, and wild. He had the mind of a
philosopher, the heart of a revolutionary, and the humor of a madman. He was a hot
mess, and we loved him for it. Rylee didn’t want to die, but that choice was taken from
him. He was deceived.
The last time I saw and spoke with him, he was sitting at his computer researching
graduate schools. He had a full life with family and friends who will forever remain
devastated by his death. As his mother, I am compelled to keep his name a relevant part
of the conversation. I believe a Memorial Wall with the names and faces of those lost to
drugs in Oklahoma is a simple, yet impactful way to do that. You find the wall, and we’ll do
the rest.
I would appreciate an opportunity to tell you more about our campaign.
A grieving, but hopeful mother,
Lisa Carpenter Grant - Rylee’s mom; forever 29
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
Email: lisacarpentergrant@yahoo.com
OK State Lead
735

Whitney Ruggles’ Son
Melissa Ruggles’ Grandson
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Whitney Ruggles, and I’m a mother from Tulsa that lost my 15-year-old son, Hunter,
to fentanyl poisoning.
On December 30th, 2021, I answered the phone call that would change my life forever. Wes,
Hunter’s dad, was crying and saying that Hunter was blue; something I never expected or thought
I would hear. We raced to Wes’s house. I was strangely calm. When we pulled up, there were two
fire trucks, several police cars, and an ambulance that was driving away. When I went inside to
figure out what was going on some officers were talking with Wes, as he was panicking, and
others were trying to talk to Hunter’s friend to figure out what happened. I stood there for a few
minutes without anyone acknowledging that I was in the room. I asked if I even needed to be
there or if I could go to the hospital. They said, yes, since you’re the mother, you can go. Quickly,
my husband, Mike, and I got in the car and headed to the hospital.
When we got there, we watched ten or more people work tirelessly for almost two hours to revive
my baby, my first born. I had no words, just prayers. They moved him to PICU where he told me
they would do everything they could, but it wasn’t going to help, in his opinion; that it was just
hurting him, and then asked if I wanted to continue. That’s when I finally cried. I told him I couldn’t
make that decision, and I needed him to do what was best. We waited for the rest of the family to
come, and at 2:12 p.m. on December 30, 2021, I lost my son forever.
I kissed and hugged him and left the hospital heartbroken and changed forever. 15 years and 16
days just wasn’t enough time with my son. Every day is hard knowing he isn’t here. I do find some
peace in knowing he is safe now.
He was a young man with a bright future. He was passionate about skateboarding and was
hoping to get sponsored one day. Even when he was younger, he always said he wanted to be
famous. He had such a big heart and always wanted to make someone smile. His friends have
said he was always the happiest one in the room, but a close friend said it best, “He was a special
kid, ornery, smart, defiant, and perfect.” He could harness the power to cause a riot, but yet, be
the politest kid ever. He was truly loved by so many and absolutely will be missed.
He didn’t want to die that day. He just made a horrible decision, and it cost him his life.
Please help us build a Memorial Wall for our loved ones.
A grieving mother,
Whitney Ruggles – Hunter’s mom; forever 15
Tulsa, Oklahoma
737

Dear First Lady Stitt,
My name is Melissa Ruggles. This is the hardest letter I will ever have to write. I lost my
grandson, Hunter James, to fentanyl poisoning on 12/30/21. He was only 15.
Me and his papa had a special bond with Hunter. We were fortunate enough to spend
time with him from the time he was born until the day he passed. It is a heartbreaking
experience I hope no other family must endure.
As he grew from a baby to his teenage years, he always had an adventurous spirit. He
could make you frustrated and laugh at the same time. He loved sports and the water. He
was taught to swim in the first year of his life and never forgot from that day forward. His
sports activities were soccer, gymnastics, and taekwondo. Then came skateboarding.
That was his passion. Our family believed one day he would be sponsored by a company
who shared his passion.
While dropping Hunter off at work just a few days before his death, the last words Larry,
my husband, heard him speak to him were, “I LOVE YOU, PAPA”. The last contact I had
with Hunter was a text message I sent to him telling him “I love you!” Hunter was a special
child to everyone in our family.
One thing you could do for our family and others is help us get a Memorial Wall built with
each name of our loved ones who has died unnecessarily from these tragic events.
Thank you for taking the time to read these letters.
Melissa Ruggles – Hunter’s Nanny; forever 15
Tulsa, Oklahoma
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Angela Lancaster’s Daughter
740

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Angela Lancaster. I lost my daughter, Angel Amanda Peterson, on August 7,
2021, to fentanyl poisoning.
Let me tell you about my daughter. She was a gift from God. Angel was a hard worker.
From the time she was able to walk, she loved horses. Angel was excellent in school also.
She was on the Honor Roll from Kindergarten through her senior year in high school. She
graduated in 2003, with a full ride to Carl Albert State College in Poteau, Oklahoma. Angel
grew up showing Quarter Horses with me. She qualified for the AQHA Junior World Show
for the State of Oklahoma in 1995 and 1996.
When she graduated from high school she was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. She had
surgery in 2004, and radiation after. Two years later, the cancer came back. She had
surgery and radiation again. Throughout this time, she remained in college. After her
surgery, she even went to school straight from the hospital as soon as she was released.
My daughter finished up with four degrees from 2004 through 2013.
In 2011, she had a son. In 2014, she had a daughter. She was a single parent for most of
their lives.
I don’t know how or why my daughter took a wrong turn. All I do know is that our streets
are filled with this poison, and we are not supposed to be burying our children.
My daughter was the best of me and my best friend.
Please, I ask you to help us with this Memorial Wall so we may continue to spread
awareness and get the word out to stop this epidemic.
My sincere thanks from a grieving mother,
Angela Lancaster – Angel’s mom; forever 36
Gans, Oklahoma
741

Angie Courtney’s Son
742

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Angie Courtney. My husband, Larry, and I live in Miami, Oklahoma. We lost
our son, Max, on October 26, 2013, in Wichita, Kansas. Max was born in Ponca City,
Oklahoma on October 17, 1991. There has never been a baby more wanted and loved
than Max. He was the only grandson of his grandfather to continue his name, so to say he
was wanted would be an understatement. He was born perfect. Max was a beloved son,
brother, daddy, uncle, grandson, cousin, nephew, and friend. He was such a joy to so
many.
He started showing signs of depression and anxiety in middle school. He didn’t like how
the medications made him so lethargic. He barreled through until his sophomore year
when he was introduced to marijuana. Max was in and out of boys’ homes, rehabs, courtordered
placements, due to marijuana and stealing, until he was 18. Next, it was jail.
Max’s dream was to own his own restaurant and call it ‘Eat to the Max’. Max was very
witty and very bright. He was a Duke Tip Talent student in the seventh grade when he
scored in the 99th percentile in English on the Iowa Basic Skills testing. Much to our
dismay, he hated being smart.
Max was a 17-year-old dad to Carter. He loved him very much.
The poisoning of Max was never investigated. Although, the dealer was charged with
possession. My husband and I attended every court appearance. At his last hearing, we
asked the judge if we could give a victim’s impact statement. The judge said, “No”,
suggesting that we were not victims. We were devastated all over again. Our child was
poisoned to death, but we were not the victims. The dealer received probation. There was
no justice for Carter’s daddy and our beautiful son, Max.
Max felt like all the world’s pressure was on him. At the age of 22 years and nine days,
Max did heroin for the last time.
Please consider Max’s story for the Memorial Wall. He is still loved and missed beyond
measure. Thank you for your support in bringing awareness to our state.
Sincerely,
Angie Courtney – Max’s mom; forever 22
Miami, Oklahoma
743

Angie Pierce-Allsbury’s Son
744

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Angie Pierce-Allsbury. I lost my firstborn son, Jamon Alexander Marshall.
Jamon was 22 years old when he passed away on March 22, 2022, from fentanyl
poisoning. Jamon had two siblings, Alyssa and Landon. He was literally the glue that held
my little family of four together.
Jamon was a tree climber and a storm chaser, so any natural disaster that came around,
he was there. I guess you could say, he was a first responder for cleaning up the
aftermath.
I’ve always known my son was special. He had a love for EVERYONE and EVERYTHING
around him. Jamon was a great man, but I didn’t know how great until he passed away.
When Jamon died, the messages started coming in on Facebook; 20, or more, the first
day, alone. Day two, there were 50 messages about how kind and comforting Jamon had
been to their families when they were at their lowest. At 22, my son had helped more
people than I could ever imagine.
For as long as I can remember, all Jamon wanted to do was be a dad. He wanted to get
married and have a family. Jamon never got that chance because his life was cut short.
Three years ago, Jamon was in an accident at work where he broke his ankle. He had two
surgeries in a year-and-a-half. He had to go back to work early without doing physical
therapy, and they took his pain medicine away, so he did what so many had done before
him. He purchased a Percocet from a friend of his, but it was laced with fentanyl. Jamon
did not go seeking a drug to get “high”. He was hooked on pain meds, through no fault of
his own, and just wanted to feel better.
He will never be a dad. He will never have a wife. He won’t get to watch his niece grow
up. He won’t be here to welcome his brother back from Romania. Jamon is gone, and he
is never coming back. He was a wonderful son, a solid brother, and our family is forever
changed, all because of a little blue pill.
Jamon, and every other person who has lost their lives to this drug, are casualties of war.
Will you help the healing by putting up a Memorial Wall in their honor?
Thank you for your consideration,
Angie Pierce-Allsbury – Jamon’s mom; forever 22
Newkirk, Oklahoma
745

Candace Lockner’s Son
746

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
Hello, my name is Candace Lockner. I lost my son, Dylan, to fentanyl poisoning on
December 20, 2021. He was 23 years old and my youngest son. He was a hard worker
and loved his family and friends. He was so full of life and very loyal. On the day that he
was born, he had to fight for his first breaths. From then on, he has always been a fighter
and strong, never giving up.
After graduating from high school, he moved to Texas and went into the oilfield. He
worked long hours, and always made sure that his family and friends were taken care of.
After several years of this, he moved back home to start a new chapter in his life. He got
into construction where he quickly moved up, becoming foreman for the company that he
was working with. He loved fishing, hunting, and being in the mountains with his friends,
living life to the fullest and never letting anything scare him. He was always ready to try
something new.
He would hang out with his friends on the weekends or have cookouts with his family,
always playing with his niece and nephew. Some weekends he would have bonfires while
hanging out with his buddies drinking some beers, but always making sure that everybody
was safe and taken care of.
I remember our last Thanksgiving together in November of 2021, when he had this big
cookout. He said to me, “I love you, Madre`. I just know that if anything happens to me,
my friends will always be there to take care of you.” That was the last day that I saw my
son alive.
He had been injured in a motorcycle wreck several months prior and was prescribed pain
medication by the doctor. One night, after he had run out of pain medication, he was
hurting, so one of his friends gave him what he thought was a pain pill, but it was fentanyl.
Dylan’s death has left such a big hole in my heart, as well as his family and friends. I miss
my baby so much. I don’t ever want to see another family go through this pain and
heartache. Something has got to be done.
We are asking that you please consider helping us to build a Memorial Wall for our loved
ones so they may be remembered.
Thank you for your time,
Candace Lockner – Dylan’s mom; forever 23
Tulsa, Oklahoma
747

Cerina Boehrer’s Husband
748

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
I lost my husband, Tyler, to fentanyl poisoning on January 8, 2022.
Tyler was retired from the U.S. Army and was a 100% service-connected combat veteran.
When my husband came back from two tours in Iraq he was broken, both physically and
mentally. He was prescribed a litany of narcotics by the VA, and when he was abruptly
taken off them, he sought out his medicine on the street. Eventually, that turned into a fullblown
heroin addiction. Although Tyler did experience long periods of sobriety, he never
could seem to make it stick and would relapse for one reason or another. His last relapse
came after complete shoulder joint replacement surgery. After surgery, he was prescribed
opiate painkillers. After more than a year of habitual heroin use, he went to rehab in
Florida for six weeks. I finally had my husband back.
Eleven days after he came home from rehab, someone gave him fentanyl under the guise
of it being heroin. When I went to the store for 20 minutes he took the lethal dose, and I
found him unresponsive on the bathroom floor when I came home. In that moment, my
entire existence changed forever.
Tyler was my best friend. I know a lot of people say that about their spouse, but he really
was my best friend. We worked together. We lived together. We traveled together. We
laughed together. In fact, we laughed a lot because Tyler was very funny and quick-witted.
He was always the life of the party. If you met him once, you would remember him forever.
He always knew how to make you laugh, even at his own expense. You always knew you
were making memories as they happened when he was around.
He was very proud of his service to our country. He was a patriot, and he enjoyed giving
back, especially to Veterans. It’s where he felt the most useful. The world is just a little bit
darker without him in it.
When Tyler died, I lost my purpose for a long time. Now I have found it again as an
Ambassador for the Oklahoma Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. If this Memorial Wall could
help save the life of just one person, one veteran, one husband, or one father, it would be
worth it.
Sincerely yours,
Cerina Boehrer - Tyler’s wife; forever 34
Ada, Oklahoma
749

Chanel Fenner’s Son
750

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
I am writing to you today as a proud member of the Oklahoma Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall campaign, and as a grieving mother who lost her son, Rahman Jalil Fenner, “RJ”, to
fentanyl poisoning. He was 24 years old.
Rahman was a Godly man. He served the Lord. He was a member of Spread the
Ministries Worship Center in Lawton, Oklahoma, and was also a part of Mime Ministry,
Drama Ministry, and Y-ME Ministry. Three words to sum up his life are Faith, Family, and
Love.
RJ graduated from Cache High School in 2016. After graduation he got a job at Ellis
Construction Company. He attended Oklahoma Community College and was due to
graduate in December of 2022 with an Associate of Arts degree in Liberal Studies.
He loved basketball, football, wrestling, and being with his family. He also loved the
movies and going to the lake and relaxing. He was a comedian who loved to make
everyone laugh. He had a strong passion for his family. RJ was a motivator to everyone
around him. He was optimistic, a great debater, and was always full of encouragement for
whoever needed it. He was also the best uncle.
On October 19, 2022, I was giving my grandchild a bath as I had done so many times
before. It was a normal evening. As I was focused on my task at hand, I heard a very loud
thud from upstairs. I was unsure of what it was, and then I heard my 17-year-old daughter
scream in a way that sounded unhuman. I knew immediately that something was terribly
wrong. I rushed upstairs to find RJ on the floor unresponsive. I am military and certified in
CPR, but at that moment, I forgot everything I knew. The 911 operator had to remind me
of what to do. What I know now is that he was already gone. No amount of CPR by me or
the emergency personnel was going to bring him back.
Our lives were forever changed that day. We will learn to cope and continue living but will
also carry the burden of a shattered heart that cannot be mended because a big piece is
now missing. I am a faithful person whose life is to serve the Lord. I am still in disbelief
that something like this could happen. Sadly, I am not alone in asking, “Why my child”?
This country is losing so many precious babies every day. They each had lives to live,
plans to follow through on, and memories just waiting to be made. Please help us honor
our loved ones with a Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your time.
Chanel Fenner – Rahman’s mom; forever 24
Edmond, Oklahoma
751

Cindy Bowling’s Son
752

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Cindy Bowling, and I am Jordan Birmingham’s mom. I lost my only birth-son
on July 26, 2015. In a million years I never dreamed of feeling grief like this. My first
husband died by suicide when Christian was four and Jordan was nine months old. As a
single parent I thought I was doing the best for my boys. We went to church, did all kinds
of sports, participated in all family events, but they both turned to drugs. Jordan was also
diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when he was eight years old.
Regardless of their horrible addiction, they were always so kind, loving, and giving to
anyone that was in need.
Jordan tried many rehabs and always struggled once he got out every single time. July 15
of 2015, he came back to my home for the last time. He got a job, went to a meeting, and
said, Mom, I will be okay. He spent time with his daughter and nephew when he wasn’t
working. He made plans for his future and seemed on track. He picked up his first
paycheck on July 25th, ran some errands, and then came home to get ready to celebrate
my 51st birthday on 26th. We woke up and found him not breathing on my front porch at
8:00 am. That’s when my world stopped.
I couldn’t imagine not watching him do all the fatherly things with and for his daughter,
Clara. He won’t get to give her away at her wedding. He can’t take her to her first dance.
He won’t get to help her buy her first car. I don’t get to kiss his sweet face and watch him
become a handsome older man.
It’s been almost eight years, and, by God’s grace, I know I will see Jordan in Heaven. How
wonderful that day will be.
Our loved ones need to be memorialized. They are not just numbers or statistics. They
are beautiful faces that were stolen from their families because of an epidemic that is
getting worse by the day.
We would all be forever grateful for this.
Thank you so much for your time.
Cindy Bowling – Jordan’s mom; forever 23
Clara Birmingham – Jordan’s daughter
Trace Bowling – Jordan’s nephew
Tulsa, Oklahoma
753

Cindy Morgan’s Son
754

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Cindy Morgan. I am a member of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall campaign. Our goal is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes
to honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for them. We are all victims
of this national drug epidemic. Our nation is better than this, and we need to continue to
shed light on this national drug crisis. To successfully do this, we need your help. Will
you help us let the nation know that WE, as Oklahomans, will do all we can to stop these
senseless deaths?
My son was a father to a beautiful daughter, a warm and loving son, brother to two, a
son to his father, and, lastly, best friend to his fiancé.
Nicholas Taylor Morgan was born 09/09/81. He was always my square root that loved
people and life to the fullest. Nick will forever be 40 years old. He was a big guy and
suffered from back pain. During his 20's and 30's he had three major back surgeries,
resulting in an addiction to opioids. He struggled for 20 years. At the time of his death,
he was alone with a severe case of Covid, 12/23/2021.
He was a warm, caring, and witty fellow that could light up a room the moment he
stepped into it. To be honest, I don't believe he had even one enemy. During his funeral
in Ardmore the entire sanctuary was packed, even though Nick graduated from Denver
and never really lived in Ardmore. He never knew a stranger,
Nick was the youngest of my three boys. He looked up to both of his brothers. His
oldest brother chose a career in law enforcement, specializing in drug interdiction. Life
can be cruel sometimes. Nick always wanted to be just like his big brother, but the drug
addiction caused many uncomfortable times for us all. His struggle caused him so much
unhappiness. He desired to be free from his addiction and went to many rehabilitation
centers voluntarily. Help was expensive and hard to find. Sometimes he was given a
drug to substitute for the illegal drug, but there was always someone around in his time
of need and weakness to sell him the answer he craved: Freedom from the horrible
illness he suffered from. His need for relief was always around the corner; a person
ready to steal Nick's life to make money and feed their own craving for money, power
etc. There was no regard for human life.
May this bright light that was tragically blotted out December of 2021 at least shine for
something. Nick forever 40.
Sincerely, with hopeful regards,
Cindy Morgan – Nick’s mom; forever 40
Ardmore, Oklahoma 755

Delana Pritchard’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Delana Pritchard. I am the distraught, broken-hearted mother of Gavin Riley
Long. He died August 31, 2022, at the age of 24 from fentanyl poisoning.
Gavin was a brown-eyed beauty with brown fuzzy hair and the biggest smile that would
brighten up any room. Gavin was a people pleaser and wanted everyone to always be
happy. He was a hard worker. He was a city kid turned country. From brush hogging the
pasture, tilling the garden, feeding the animals, building fences, or taking a deck apart, he
was always willing to lend a helping hand. He loved his family dearly. Gavin was the best
son, brother, grandson, uncle, cousin, fiancé, and friend.
Gavin’s hopes and dreams for his future are gone, no wedding, no children, no life. One
bad choice, and our lives are tragically changed forever.
We are fighting a war against an epidemic that is killing our children. The dead cannot cry
out for themselves. It is up to us to be their voice! Please help us fight by adding your
voice to ours for everyone that has died from overdose or poisoning, and for every family
member that has suffered a loss at the hands of addiction. THEIR LIVES MATTER!!!
Help us honor our loved ones and bring awareness with our Oklahoma Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall.
Thank you,
Delana Pritchard - Gavin’s mom; forever 24
Bristow, Oklahoma
757

Diane Klaus Searle’s Daughter
758

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
Our Jillian was a funny, full of life, beautiful girl who brought much joy to our family. She
loved her family and friends and had a beautiful singing voice. Jillian was the fourth out of
five children and has two brothers and two sisters.
Jillian thought she was never popular enough when she went to middle school, so she
started smoking weed with friends. Shortly after, Jillian had a root canal and was
prescribed opiates. When her prescription ran out, her boyfriend, that was older than her,
introduced her to heroin for the first time.
Our sweet girl struggled with getting clean. She tried so many times for four years.
On March 21, 2018, Jillian’s younger sister and I found her in her room unresponsive from
an accidental heroin overdose.
The person who sold her the heroin that took her life has been charged with her murder. It
doesn’t bring our sweet Jillian back, but justice will be served, and he will never destroy
another family.
On behalf of our family, will you please help us get a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall put up
to honor our lost loved ones to this opioid crisis?
Thank you for your consideration,
Diane Klaus Searle – Jillian’s mom; forever 19
Tulsa, Oklahoma
759

Dianna Hurt Carlyle’s Son
760

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
Scotty was born January 10, 1989. Our son was full of love. He said, “Everybody should love one
another the same.” I’ve been told, “Everyone who knows Scotty loves Scotty, and everyone
knows Scotty!” He never tried to overshadow anyone but made everybody else’s light shine.
From a trampoline injury to football and hockey wounds, small pain pills helped. That grew. Scotty
was a valued asset for several years at Go Fresh in Tulsa. They treated him like family.
He was a talented musician. He left us nine songs he wrote and sang. He was a lyricist and
creative artist, specializing in graffiti. Skateboarding was a hobby for him growing up. He was now
just beginning the best chapter of his life.
He finally made it back home to Tulsa and was happy because he was near his friends whom he
cherished until his last breath. We were roommates for his last five years, so I know a lot about
his habits as an adult. I saw his struggles and his courage as he quit heroin and fentanyl cold
turkey. He won the last two years and two months of his life. He won!
Scotty was the friend who had everyone’s back, even when they were wrong. Several have told
me he was always there with the right thing to say to encourage and uplift. He was happiest when
he was with good friends. He enjoyed going to concerts with them.
We had traditions. On our birthday we’d take the others to Red Lobster for dinner. He loved his
Chevy Impala SS. I helped him buy it as a project car. We named her Cecilia after his grandfather,
Rev. Cecil Hurt, 33rd degree. Scotty was the lead singer in a garage band. They used our
garage, but I can’t remember the name of the band. I just know that I knew where he was, and I
knew he was safe.
Years bring change. Scotty dealt with deep depression from childhood traumas and feeling his
friends didn’t really love him. He went deeper within himself. They loved him but weren’t as
supportive in action. In public, he put on a smile. Even at his lowest, he was there for friends who
needed a shoulder or kind words. He didn’t understand that not everyone is as actively loving as
he. Agape Love shone from him like a bright light.
Scotty was very photogenic, and he never missed a photo op. He was so smart. Although, he only
made good grades when he wanted to. I learned just how smart he was when he was living with
me as a roommate, budgeting bills, designing living spaces, and cooking things. It was a nice
surprise.
We are asking for your support and recognition of our loved ones. Please consider memorializing
all of those lost to fentanyl and the drug epidemic in Oklahoma, on a Memorial Wall.
I could write about Scotty all day, but I’ll end with this. My life is gone. I’ll never be the same. The
one who loved me was ripped away. It’s a life sentence.
Dianna Hurt Carlyle – Scotty’s mom; forever 33
Tulsa, Oklahoma
761

Donna-Kay Drewry’s Son
Brittany Widenhouse’s Brother
762

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Donna-Kay Drewry. I lost my son, Tyler Widenhouse, to fentanyl poisoning on
Feb 19th, 2023. I was a mom of three. Tyler arrived in June 1992. He was a baby brother
to Randy and Brittany. He was my most adventurous child. He loved everyone and did not
hate a soul. When he was in the third grade, he was awarded the “biggest heart” of his
grade. He wore that paper-made heart all week. He loved cool cars since the age of five.
He loved his family so very much. He was a great brother, son, uncle, and grandson. He
took a lot of pride in his morals and work ethic. I love him so much & miss him more every
single day.
We are asking that Oklahoma acknowledges that our loved one’s lives’ mattered. I would
never want anyone to experience the heartbreak that we, his family, have endured due to
the fentanyl crisis.
Please help & support our Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall so we can honor our loved ones.
Thank you,
Donna-Kay Drewry - Tyler’s mom; forever 30
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
763

Dear First Lady Stitt,
My name is Brittany Widenhouse. I lost my little brother, Tyler Widenhouse, at only 30
years old on February 19, 2023, due to fentanyl poisoning. Tyler had two siblings, me, and
our older brother, Randy. Tyler unfortunately never got the opportunity to have children of
his own, but he was the best uncle to his nieces and nephew. He is so deeply missed by
them every single day.
Tyler loved fast cars and gaming. He was the light to any room he entered and had such a
contagious smile. Anyone who knew Tyler knew he would take the shirt off his back for
anyone. He always kept us laughing. I believe there is nobody he met that didn’t instantly
like him. His funeral in Lawton was standing room only. It was amazing to see.
The night Tyler passed away, he was over 40 days sober and two weeks out of his first
rehab. He was starting his new dream job the following morning as a lead optician at an
optical business in Oklahoma City. He had his clothes laid out and was very proud when
he called to show me his outfit. Little did I know I would be burying him in those exact
same clothes the following Friday.
Tyler decided to make one last mistake that changed all our lives and, in turn, took his.
After going to the dollar store for hangers to hang his clothes up for the next day, he never
returned. My stepdad decided to go look for him. He was found dead in my mom’s car
outside the Dollar General. My mom still can’t drive her car.
Tyler always had dreams. He always tried to do better and be better. He was finally at the
point in life he had been reaching for over three years. I’m not sure why he made that last
mistake, but he did. His death dealer is still walking the streets making money by
poisoning people with no regrets, no shame, and no regard for human life.
As a sister, I feel the need to keep his name alive by drawing attention & awareness to
this pandemic. I believe that a simple way to do that would be a Memorial Wall honoring
the people who have been lost to drugs in Oklahoma. It would be very impactful. We are
asking simply for your support and willingness to do this.
Sincerely,
Brittany Widenhouse, Tyler’s sister; forever 30
Elgin, Oklahoma
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Gina Hunter’s Ex-Husband
Jessica & Lindsay Ferman’s Father
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt:
We are writing you as a family who lost a loved one requesting that Oklahoma acknowledge and
honor our loved ones that are the victims of the growing drug crisis in our Nation by erecting a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in all our state capitols across the United States. Until we see the
names, the faces, we will not know of the generation being lost to this epidemic. While many of us
wait on justice for our family member’s death, we all seek awareness and seek answers for
treatment options and how to end this crisis, as no family should have to go through this loss. We
need your help, your voice, to make our voices heard.
My former husband, Todd Ferman, was an airline mechanic for over 20 years. We grew up
together. He had a good heart and was always helping others out. He had a side business and
often was either helping someone with a car that had broken down or simply offering what he had
to a stranger. When an injury at work caused him to have resultant shoulder surgery, he was
prescribed opioids and quickly became addicted. He lost his marriage. His visits with his two
daughters were supervised. He lost his job and his home and became homeless in the last few
years of his life. His addiction cost him everything, including his life. At the age of 53, on March
24, 2020, Todd died from a heroin overdose one day before a bed became available at a rehab
facility, he had been waiting on for over two months. I can tell you his death was life changing for
his daughters and for his parents who will never be the same.
From his daughters’ perspective: Our dad was a loving dad before addiction. We had times when
we did not hear from him that we knew he wasn’t well. In the months before he passed away, he
moved back home with our grandparents, and was seeing a doctor taking the anti-seizure
medication required by the rehab before they would admit him. He called every single day to
check his status on the wait list. We had hope that we would get our dad back! You don’t know
how many times we have thought through all the things we could have changed if we could. If only
there had been a bed available sooner, would he still be with us? If only his girlfriend hadn’t
wanted to see him one more time before he left, would we still have our dad today? Would we
have our dad to walk us down the aisle at our future weddings or to see our children someday? If
the McGirt Ruling had not gone into effect, would she have been prosecuted for providing a lethal
amount of heroin that she injected into him? Those answers are unknown. We can’t change the
past for our dad, but we CAN make sure that our dad is not FORGOTTEN. Will you help us raise
awareness so that someone else doesn’t go through what we have gone through in losing
someone we love to drugs?
Respectfully,
Gina Hunter – Todd’s ex-wife; forever 53
Jessica Ferman - Todd’s Daughter, Age 23
Lindsay Ferman, Todd’s Daughter, age 19
Bixby, Oklahoma
767

Janell Ponkilla’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Janell Ponkilla. I lost my first-born son, John (J.R.) Hunter, from fentanyl
poisoning on October 8, 2022. He is forever 42. John had three siblings, Randi, Corina,
and Alexis. He leaves behind two nieces and six nephews.
John was a beautiful young man with a gentle spirit and a heart of gold. I just can’t believe
he is really gone. I wake up every day missing him. I will never see him or hear his voice
telling me “I love you” before he ended his calls. My eyes are pouring out tears as I write
this.
Unless someone has lost their own child, they don’t understand the depths of grief. This
type of pain is indescribable.
Will you help the healing for our family, and every other family who has lost someone to
this fentanyl crisis, by putting up a Memorial Wall in their honor?
Thank you for your time and consideration,
Janell Ponkilla – John’s mom; forever 42
Little, Oklahoma
769

Jessica Kerrigan’s Son
770

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Jessica Kerrigan. I lost my 22-year-old son, Dakota, to fentanyl poisoning on
August 13, 2022.
I was blessed with twin boys at a very young age, and Dakota was the oldest. You might
say, we were all growing up at the same time. As a young mother, life wasn’t easy, but we
all did the best we could.
When Dakota was 14, he was involved in a hit and run accident. They lost him three times
as they worked to stabilize him. He suffered extensive injuries, including brain trauma,
which resulted in PTSD, neurological issues, and age regression. It also meant no more
sports. That was a big blow. Dakota was an athlete, standing 6’ 3” and weighing 230
pounds. Adjustments in Dakota’s life had to be made. To his credit, he managed to
successfully carve out a new way of life for himself, despite his limitations. I was a very
proud mom, and he was a very happy boy.
Dakota was my extrovert who always kept us laughing and entertained. He was also my
biggest cheerleader and fan. He tried to protect me his entire life. Regrettably, I couldn’t
protect him.
The night Dakota died we had a serious and meaningful conversation about getting him
into treatment the next day. Tomorrow was going to be a big day and a new start. To my
everlasting horror, for Dakota, tomorrow never came. I found him the next morning
deceased in his bed; an image I will be haunted by for the rest of my life.
My house is so quiet now. I miss the chaos of my funny boy. Sometimes, the silence is
deafening.
Please consider memorializing Dakota, and all of those lost to fentanyl in Oklahoma, on a
Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your time,
Jessica Kerrigan – Dakota’s mom; forever 22
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
771

Jessica Mountjoy’s Daughter
772

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
Hello, my name is Jessica Mountjoy. On September 11, 2022, at 10:22 a.m., I got the call no
parent ever wants to get. My daughter, Skylen Shivers’, boyfriend called all upset. As he tried so
hard to tell me what was wrong, all he could say was, “Jessica, I am so sorry” over and over. I
then came to understand my special bonus daughter had died in her sleep. My daughter was 25
years old. She had no kids and had not gotten around to being married yet, although she had
found the love of her life, her boyfriend, Jere. The day she died we did not know what had taken
her life. We thought it had to do with a medical condition she was dealing with, but a few days
short of six months after her death I get the email from the medical examiner’s office. I opened it,
and I cannot tell you how shocked I was to ready Fentanyl Toxicity. WHAT! FENTANYL? How?
How could this be? How did she get ahold of that? In days to come I found answers to my
questions. She had gotten a pain pill that she thought was an oxy, but it was straight fentanyl; 43
ng/ml of her femoral blood, per her report.
I call her my special bonus daughter because, biologically, she is my niece, but her mom passed
away when she was just 20 months old. From the moment Skylen was born there was something
special about her. She had the biggest blue eyes, and a bright hug smile. She was so sweet,
caring, and loving. She had a heart of gold and would help anyone in need. Everyone was her
friend. She did not know a stranger. She was also sister to my three kids and my fighter against
the world.
Growing up Skylen was the life of the party. She was always saying or doing something to make
you laugh, like missing the sample question on her permit test. The question was, “What is 2+2?”
She answered 2. And then there was the time after passing her permit test when I let her drive,
she turned to me and said, ”the big one’s the brake, right?” Then there is the time she washed her
feet in a restaurant toilet after a softball practice because the other girls were all using the sinks. It
was never a boring moment with her around.
Skylen was head over heels for her nieces and nephews and her dog, Sophia. She loved to go
fishing, camping, hiking, and swimming in any body of water she could find. Her nieces and
nephews loved it when she took them to the park or stayed home and had crazy dance parties
with them.
As her mom, my heart has been crushed. Part of me died with her. The rest of the family and all
the lives that she touched have been changed forever. Skylen was murdered. She did not want to
die that night. All her dreams were shattered by one person. Someone very special was taken
from this world.
Please help us honor our loved ones taken by fentanyl and other drugs in Oklahoma with a
memorial wall.
Sincerely,
Jessica Mountjoy - Skylen Shivers’ bonus mom; forever 25
Inola, Oklahoma
773

Karen Compton’s Son
774

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
I am writing you this letter on behalf of my son, Joshua Compton-Lewis, and all the other people in
this state, and every state, who have been murdered by the deadly drug fentanyl, and now
xylazine.
Joshua was born on March 20, 1996, on the first day of spring. He was a happy little boy and my
only child. I loved him the moment I laid eyes on him.
Joshua loved having friends, the more the better. He also always had a little girlfriend or some girl
he liked. He had the most beautiful smile you’ve ever seen. He had a very infectious laugh, and
he made friends easily.
Josh was very smart and could make a good grade on any test, but he wasn’t much for
homework. He played sports of all kinds from the age four through 12. He decided skateboarding
was his thing, and he and his friends skateboarded almost every day. He loved clothes and shoes
and loved looking good.
In 8th grade I found out he had smoked marijuana. He told me he was having very bad anxiety.
We made the rounds of psychiatrists to no avail. The meds he was given never seemed to work.
He was never given an anti-anxiety pill because, according to the doctor, they are too addictive. I
thought weed was low on the risk of drugs, in general, so I was glad it wasn’t any worse. He got
caught with it, and once he was in the court system, things only got worse.
Unfortunately, Josh felt defeated by his court charges and began experimenting with a few other
drugs. He never had a real problem until he got talked into heroin by someone, he’d been friends
with since grade school. He was soon addicted. I only found out because his girlfriend told me.
The day I found out, I told him I was sending him to rehab.
He was in and out of rehab about six times. The last time he came home from rehab he went to a
party with three close friends. He was given heroin laced with fentanyl. The three guys just
watched him die. I didn’t find out until the next day, August 22, 2018. He had been gone for hours.
He was just 22 years old.
I was completely devastated, and still am. I have no family left. My son will never get married. He
will never have children, which he loved. He will never have a career or any adult life.
Please help us by helping other families never go through this horrible pain. We are asking for
your support and recognition of our loved ones. Consider memorializing all of those lost to the
drug epidemic in Oklahoma, on a Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your time, Mrs. Stitt.
Sincerely,
Karen Compton – Joshua’s mom; forever 22
Norman, Oklahoma
775

Kristi Russell’s Daughter
776

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Kristi Russell. I am an ambassador of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall campaign in Oklahoma. Our goal is to have a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall put up in all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor our loved ones as victims of this
drug crisis in our Nation.
To successfully do this, we need your help.
I lost my precious daughter, Taylor Alexis Russell, on March 3, 2016. She is deeply
missed by her sister and two brothers, who will now have to grow old without their little
sister, and by the more than 500 people who attended her funeral.
I can’t tell you about her adult accolades, as we lost her when she was only 18, but what I
can tell you about is the baby of our family.
When Alex was just eight years old, she started playing basketball on her 12-year-old
brother’s AAU basketball team. That made her tough! She continued to play basketball,
and at the age of 12, went on to be coached by OCU’s women’s assistant coach. Their
team made it to AAU National’s in Florida, and despite only having three players for the
last game, they only lost by 1 and placed 6th in the nation. She was the only one of her
teammates to be included in the inaugural edition of AAU’s Who’s Who at 12 years old.
She had a bright future ahead of her before drugs took that away.
She loved kids and wanted to be a teacher. Despite not graduating high school, she was
one test away from getting her GED. College was in her sights, until that one fateful night.
She was loyal. She was caring. She was fierce. She believed Jesus Christ was her Lord
and Savior. She was everything, and she IS so loved.
We appreciate your thoughtful help in this matter and look forward to meeting with you.
Kristi Russell – Alexis’ mom; forever 18
Yukon, Oklahoma
777

Laureen Vasquez’s Son
778

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Laureen Vasquez. I am a member of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall campaign. I lost my son, Eric Talbert Vasquez, to fentanyl poisoning on
November 13, 2021. He is forever 36. Our family is devastated by his loss.
Eric was born with a birth injury that resulted in many difficulties he had to contend with
in his life, including learning disabilities, intellectual disabilities, mental illness, and
seizures. He had a happy life, despite these obstacles. Eric lived with his dad, brother,
and me. He also had a sister. We were a close-knit and happy family. We traveled
together often.
Eric was friends with everyone. His best friends were Lucas and Lauren. They loved
each other very much. His favorite activities were skateboarding and riding bikes with
his friends. Although he wasn’t a fan of school, he continued to work hard toward the
goal of getting his high school diploma. His sister will be throwing some of his ashes
into the ocean when she visits Florida over Eric’s birthday, September 9th, in
remembrance of her beloved brother.
The warrior women of Oklahoma request your assistance in helping us place a
Memorial Wall in our State Capitol complex to honor our lost loved ones as victims to
this opioid crisis our Nation is facing.
Sincerely,
Laureen Vasquez – Eric’s mom; forever 36
Norman, Oklahoma
779

Linda Emmert’s Son
780

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Linda Emmert. I lost my son, Jason, to fentanyl poisoning.
Jason was a remarkable person. He loved Jesus, sports, OU football, hockey, and the
NFL. Jason was funny. When he walked into a room, the room lit up, and he always had
people laughing. He did comedy and worked a full-time job. He performed at the Loony
Bin, The Brady, and Improv.
Jason struggled with drugs and alcohol since he was 15 years old. He had been clean
and sober for ten years, but he relapsed. Thankfully, he made it back to recovery. This
last time he had eight years clean.
His drug of choice was opiates, although, any drug would do close to the end. After nine
months of trying to get back to recovery, he overdosed, and he was gone. This horrible
disease of addiction won and took the life of my handsome, funny, lovable,
compassionate son.
My heart is shattered forever.
Please consider memorializing our lost loved ones with a Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your time,
Linda Emmert – Jason’s mom; forever 47
Tulsa, Oklahoma
781

Lynne Leapline’s Son
782

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Lynne Leapline. We lost our son, Chase, to fentanyl poisoning. Our lives will
never be the same. Chase was a warm, loving son who was just trying to find his place in
this world. He didn’t deserve this.
When I got that call on November 4th, 2022, I was in shock. We never knew he was
taking anything. He had dinner with us a few days earlier and was excited because he
was up for a promotion at his new job that he had started eight weeks prior. He had no
idea when he took that pill someone gave him that he would never wake up again.
Chase was very smart and a talented musician. He had just reconnected with an old
friend, and they were planning big things in the music world. I was hopeful about one day
being a grandma, but now I will never have that chance. I didn’t get to say goodbye to my
son. I think that is what hurts the most.
This drug and the people selling it need to get off the streets. It’s not fair to any of us to
have to go through what we are. We are asking that you please consider helping us to
build a Memorial Wall for our loved ones so they may be remembered.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
Lynne Leapline – Chase’s mom; forever 34
Tulsa, Oklahoma
783

Michelle Shannon’s Daughter
784

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Michelle Shannon. My daughter, Meagan Tyre, passed away April 25th, 2018, of
fentanyl poisoning at our home in Tulsa. Meagan was 26 years old and had such a bright future.
Meagan loved life and was a Christian that loved church. She loved dogs and did volunteer work
for them. She loved her family fiercely and her dog, Rylee. She grew up playing softball as a
pitcher most of her life. She spent a good part of her life traveling all over the country playing at
the highest level with the goal of playing college softball.
At 16 years old she fractured her back while playing. She was too young for surgery, so the
doctor’s solution was a back brace for three months and an introduction to opioid pain pills. This
began her awful journey of addiction that she battled for ten years. It is heartbreaking to watch
your child struggle in pain and then also become addicted to pain pills. As the years passed and
prescriptions were more difficult for her to obtain, she started trying street drugs to ease the pain.
Then, on this dreadful day, April 25th, 2018, she was given a fatal dose of fentanyl that she
thought was heroin.
I had to experience what no parent should, and that is finding your child unconscious and having
to start CPR until paramedics arrive. After three days in the hospital, she was declared brain
dead. Meagan donated her organs that saved four lives from this tragedy. Meagan was my only
child, my best friend, and my world! My life is forever changed because of fentanyl!
I am writing with the hope that you will join the fight for our loved ones by helping assist us in
putting up a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall in Oklahoma to share their memory and spread
awareness. Meagan’s picture is displayed on the DEA Faces of Fentanyl Wall at the DEA
Museum in Arlington, Virginia. Our goal is to have a Memorial Wall in all 50 states. We would
love for you, and Oklahoma, to set an example by helping us get our Oklahoma Memorial Wall
into production. This will show that Oklahoma is taking this opioid epidemic seriously and cares
what is happening to our loved ones. My child shouldn’t just be a statistic. With your help, she,
and so many others, can live on in memoriam. The grieving mothers who are driving this
campaign have accomplished so much already with a Virtual Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall for
every state, but this is not enough. We want an actual wall that will make a lasting statement! As
Meagan’s mother, I am determined to keep her memory alive. I believe a Memorial Wall with the
names and faces of those lost to drugs in Oklahoma is a simple, yet impactful, way to do this.
I appreciate you taking the time to read this letter and consider our request. Thank you for your
support!
Michelle Shannon – Meagan’s mom; forever 26
Sapulpa, Oklahoma
785

Nancy Solomon’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Nancy Solomon. I lost my son, Joseph, to fentanyl poisoning.
Joseph was funny, kind, adventurous, and fearless. He had an infectious laugh, and his
smile would light up the room. He had a great childhood, numerous friends, and the
most loving family.
Joseph struggled with addiction. He had been to privately paid rehab twice. Knowing
what we know now, 30 days is NEVER enough! He was so happy, ready, and excited to
start fresh, free from the addiction he hated. He had plans. Instead, on December 1,
2021, his father found him deceased on his bedroom floor in our home. Toxicology
revealed 100% of the dangerous, highly addictive, and deadly fentanyl, and nothing
else. Our Joseph was poisoned and murdered!
Even today, nearly a year-and-a-half later, we still feel numb and shattered.
We want Oklahoma to acknowledge that our loved ones’ lives mattered. We don’t want
any others to be subjected to the heartbreak we, his family, have endured due to the
fentanyl crisis.
We are asking for your support and recognition of our loved ones. Please consider
memorializing all of those lost to fentanyl and the drug epidemic in Oklahoma, on a
Memorial Wall.
We give it to Jesus to carry us through our hurt and heal the sorrowful places in our
heart, as we await justice for our beloved Joseph; forever 40.
Sincerely,
Nancy Solomon – Joseph’s mom; forever 40
Tulsa, Oklahoma
787

Natasha Williams’ Sister
788

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Natasha Williams. I now reside in Dallas, Texas, but I lost my sister,
Doretta, in Lawton, Oklahoma on June 12, 2020, from fentanyl poisoning.
My sister was a mother, a sister, a daughter, and a friend. She was caring,
compassionate, creative, and could brighten up a room. She was funny, blunt, and had
a confident and powerful presence. Her energy was contagious.
She left behind five children, four daughters and one son. My sister and I were very
close and always took care of each other. I find myself now in a position where I am
being put to the ultimate test of love and loyalty, as I have taken in all five of her
children, my nieces and nephews. I was a single mother with one child prior to her
death. I now have a house full of children under my care because she was taken from
us by deception. She didn’t want to die. She adored her children and her family and
would never have left them or us, if she had had a say. Sadly, she trusted when she
shouldn’t have. The price for that was her life, and now five children will grow up
without their mother.
Fentanyl poisoning is destroying our State, and this Country, one fatality at a time. It
does not discriminate. Doretta is proof that it can happen to anyone.
Please help us with our Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall so we can honor our lost loved
ones.
Thank you,
Natasha Williams – Doretta’s sister; forever 37
Dallas, Texas
789

Rebekah Brown’s Son
790

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Rebekah Brown. I am a mom who lost her 18-year-old son, Cole Brown, to
a fake Percocet that was laced with fentanyl. I am writing to you, not only as a mother,
but as a member and supporter of The First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
campaign in Oklahoma. Our goal is to have a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall put up in
all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor our loved ones as victims of this drug crisis in
our Nation. We are asking for your help to make this happen in Oklahoma.
My son was stolen away, poisoned, and deceived on September 2, 2021, the worst day
of my life. Who was my son? He was an amazing person. Anyone who called him a
friend was truly blessed. He would give the shirt off his back if you needed it. He was
very soft-hearted and the kindest, most caring person you could ever meet. He loved
his family, and we loved him. He had just graduated high school and was going to
enroll in the electrical apprenticeship here in Tulsa.
He had so many plans and lots of life left ahead of him when it was all cut short by one
fake Percocet that was full of fentanyl. He made one mistake, and it took his life away
from him and our family! He is greatly missed every single day by his family and
friends. Our lives will never be the same since his death. 18 years just wasn’t enough.
Thank you for your consideration in helping us honor our children and our loved ones
that have lost their lives to this poison, and for helping us to make this wall happen here
in Oklahoma in their memory.
Rebekah Brown – Cole’s mom; forever 18
Tulsa, Oklahoma
791

Shay Surowiak’s Son
792

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
As a fellow mom and Oklahoman, I am writing to you today to share with you about my beloved
son, Isaiah. Isaiah’s life was tragically taken by fentanyl poisoning on May 11, 2021, at the age of
24. He was the adoring father to Zion RiverBear Potter and loving companion to Zion’s mother,
Francesca Vazquez. He was a cherished son, brother, grandson, nephew, cousin, God Son, and a
close friend to many.
Isaiah was a proud member of the Cheyenne-Arapaho tribe. He grew up in Coweta, Oklahoma,
graduating from Coweta High School in 2015. He served as vice-president of the National Junior
Honor Society and was a member of the National Honor Society throughout high school. He was
a member of the debate team, the archery team, and the Fellowship of Christian Athletes. He was
an avid camper. He played football, basketball, track, ping-pong, and baseball. He always set the
trend for a new haircut and was freshly dressed. His friends selected him as “Best Dressed”
multiple years in a row.
He chose to pursue his college career at Oral Roberts University (ORU) in Tulsa. He was
currently a senior at ORU and was due to graduate in December 2021.
Isaiah loved learning about unique cultures and religions and was an enthusiastic traveler. He had
a special ability to decipher what made people “tick” and connect with them through their interests.
He was blessed with a natural ability for the arts. He was gifted in both acting and singing and was
a self-taught pianist. He was a current member of Guts Church in Tulsa where he and his family
began attending in 2007.
Isaiah, Frankie, and Zion enjoyed singing bedtime songs, swinging, going on walks, visiting the
Gathering Place and getting stylish haircuts and cool “kicks”. Isaiah was currently employed by
Trenton Public Schools as a Paraprofessional. He loved making a difference in the lives of his
students.
Isaiah loved to convince others to do things that he would never do, like stir up a red wasp nest or
eat a ghost pepper and then laugh endlessly at their surprise and outrage. He was a profound
thinker. He enjoyed challenging people’s beliefs and entering deep conversations about
controversial subjects.
Isaiah’s bright smile, curious mind, warm hugs, and loving heart will never be forgotten. We will
forever feel the loss and emptiness of his absence. Isaiah fought his battles with fierce support
from everyone who loved him. He desired a purposeful life but wasn’t given the chance. Please
help us find purpose by honoring our loved ones with a Memorial Wall.
With warmest regards,
Shay Surowiak – Isaiah’s mom; forever 24
Coweta, Oklahoma
793

Shelby Salazar’s Brother
794

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Shelby Salazar. I lost my brother, Ty, to fentanyl poisoning on May 11,
2020. Tyler “Ty” William Hughes was 22 years old when he was found unresponsive in
his bed in our family home.
He worked two jobs and had recently established some goals and aspirations for his
life. He passed away a few short weeks prior to his 23rd birthday. Ty had accepted a
friend’s offer to grab him a Roxy from a dealer. The one pill that Ty ingested was
predicted to be +90% fentanyl.
We don’t know why he took the pill. He was scheduled to have his third shoulder
surgery soon. Was he in pain? Could he have been depressed? At 22, did he think he
was invincible? These are questions we will never have answers to.
Many who knew Ty believe that had he known about fentanyl and the fatal statistics, or
had he known about overdose prevention, or had he had access to mental health and
addiction resources, he would still be here with us today.
Please join us in honoring all of those lost to fentanyl, and other drugs, in Oklahoma by
helping us with our Memorial Wall.
A brokenhearted, big sister,
Shelby Salazar – Ty’s sister; forever 22
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
795

Stacy Clemandot’s Son
796

Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
Unfortunately, my son, Rider’s, story is not uncommon, but it is special to me.
Rider had a great sense of humor and loved to make people laugh. He was always there
for anyone who needed someone to talk to or just some positive words of encouragement.
Rider loved all his family, but he often said that his greatest love was for his nephew and
nieces. He absolutely adored them. Rider had his demons, but he could always be
counted on to be fiercely loyal and love unconditionally.
Rider started his path to addiction in Junior High School as his anxiety was getting worse.
He had been talking to a friend about his anxiety. His friend handed him Lortab from his
father’s medicine cabinet. They made him feel better. Soon, Rider was completely
addicted and struggled the rest of his short life.
Rider’s senior year in high school he learned that he wouldn’t be graduating with his
friends because he was short on credits. He took the news very hard. Later that month, he
was given morphine tablets by another friend. He overdosed and was saved by Narcan.
Rider tried six different drug rehab centers. He completed four, left early once, and passed
away at the last. At the fifth rehab facility, tests were run that revealed that his liver didn’t
process medication like everyone else. His medications were changed, and it wasn’t long
before he was addicted to benzodiazepines.
He decided on his own to go back to treatment in Memphis. He took a large amount of
Klonopin for the flight. He passed away in his bed that night at the treatment facility and
was found in his bed the next morning.
We were told by the treatment facility that Rider’s story was being shared with all the other
facilities to prevent this from happening to anyone else. I know he would be happy about
that.
I tell our story in hopes of saving another mom from grieving a lost child. The pain never
gets any easier. Warning parents through awareness is so important. Also, Narcan saves
lives and should be available everywhere. The last thing that’s needed is to advocate to
stop the stigma of addiction and mental illness.
Never judge. Everyone has a story that brought them to this place in their lives. We are
asking for your support and recognition of our loved ones. Please consider memorializing
all of those lost to the drug epidemic in Oklahoma, on a Memorial Wall.
Thank you for taking the time to read Rider’s story.
Sincerely,
Stacy Clemandot – Rider’s mom; forever 21
Princeton, Texas
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Teresa Wood’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
I’m writing to you with a painful heart. I would like to introduce you to my handsome,
loving, caring, and highly intelligent son, Benjamin “Tyler” Wagner. He was taken from
this earth at the young age of 26. Tyler was not only my youngest child, but my best friend
and business partner.
He had some struggles with depression and anxiety throughout his short life. He had
been in rehab for a year as a result of drug addiction from self-medicating. When he
came out of rehab, he was back to his kind, caring, and loving self, helping others with
encouragement to beat the disease.
Tyler and I started a lawn, weed, and pest control business. He worked extremely hard to
study and gain all the knowledge he needed for his licenses to make his business a
success. He worked from sun-up to sun-down to promote his business.
On July 6, 2022, I lost contact with him. This was highly unusual. He would contact me
numerous times a day in regard to business or just to say, “I love you, Mom”. On July 7th,
2022, I reported him and the work truck missing with the Oklahoma City Police
Department. Unfortunately, my son was found on July 10th deceased and decomposed in
the truck. It was the worst day of my life!
After many calls to the ME’s office and the OKC Police to try to get answers, I still don’t
have all the answers. It took six months to find out the cause of death: Fentanyl
poisoning! I pray daily the person(s) responsible for murdering my son will be held
accountable someday. Hopefully sooner, rather than later. There are precious lives at
stake.
From what I’ve been told, there is no investigation into who these monsters are that killed
my son. I can only hope, pray, and fight for stricter laws, punishment, and additional
resources to help fight this epidemic that’s killing our beautiful youth in this state and
throughout the US.
Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Teresa Wood - Tyler’s mom; forever 26
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
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Tammy Posey’s Son
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Dear First Lady Sarah Stitt,
My name is Tammy Posey. I am a resident of Oklahoma and a heartbroken mom. I lost
my youngest son, Benjamin Ryan Posey, to an accidental overdose on January 11, 2017.
He was only 28.
Ben was a great son who grew into an awesome young man. He was also a brother,
uncle, cousin, nephew, and grandson. Ben was funny and well-loved with lots of friends.
He gave the best hugs and had the best laugh ever. He loved his family, friends, and his
“life”. Ben was always willing to help others in need. Even when he didn’t have the means
to do so, he found a way.
I believe Ben had a servant’s heart. Ben was so much more than his addiction. Yes, he
struggled with his disease, but he never struggled when it came to prioritizing his family
and friends. We were always at the top of his list. Addiction stole Ben’s life, as well as his
future, and broke the hearts of all of us that loved him.
Addiction does not discriminate. This disease crosses all lines of common decency and is
more powerful than the love and support family and friends provide. The ripple effect that
addiction has had on our family is tragic, sad, and heartbreaking. Sadly, this ripple will
continue forever.
I am a member and supporter of the First Ladies’ Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall Campaign
in Oklahoma. Our goal is to have a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall put up in all 50 State
Capital complexes to honor our loved ones that are victims of the drug crisis in our nation.
I am personally asking for your help because Benjamin’s life mattered.
Respectfully,
Tammy Posey - Benjamin’s mom; forever 28
Edmond, Oklahoma
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Tammy Leslie’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Shapiro,
I am one of many courageous Ambassadors and the NE Regional Lead for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall.
I lost my beautiful 25-year-old daughter, Christina Marie Gribbin on June 11, 2020, to
Fentanyl Poisoning. We remain devastated and heartbroken without her here. We love
her beyond imagination. Christina suffered with substance use disorder and mental health
issues on and off for a few years, but her disease did not define who she was as a
person. She was the most beautiful, empathetic, creative, talented human being I have
ever known. She was my only daughter and I have three sons who no longer have a
sister. Worst of all and most tragic is her two small sons, Kaden and Kolton, no longer
have their Mommy to watch them grow up. Their Daddy also died two years prior to my
daughter from a drug overdose so BOTH of their parents are gone. The Opioid Epidemic
has claimed so many countless lives and the collateral damage is the children that are
being raised now by their grandparents and family members like us. It is so wrong!
I know you and Governor Shapiro have beautiful children, so you understand the love that
runs so very deep for them. Would you kindly assist us in finding a permanent location for
a beautiful Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capitol building?
We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Christina’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically in real time. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims
of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “Drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users - like racism.
A small group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together
to prevent this from happening ever again. I truly hope you will consider this and reach out
to me to set something up.
Sincerely and with gratitude,
Tammy Leslie (Christina’s Mom – Forever 25)
State Lead
Northeast Region Leader
20 Scarlett Oaks Circle Honey Brook, PA 19344 Tammygrib4@msn.com
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Lynn Wittneben Bloom’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. In 2017, I lost my beautiful
son, Raynor at the age of 29. Raynor was my first-born son. Our family and his friends
were beyond devastated; you see none of us knew what Raynor was doing. I found out
about my son’s use the moment I received the call that no parent ever wants to receive.
Raynor was a kind, loving and hardworking man. He was a pizza shop manager and
would feed one child all summer long every summer. This was his way of being assured
the child ate.
Children are our future, yet we are now losing generation(s) to the multifaceted
consequences of the opioid crisis. I know you have children and grandchildren. Would
you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Raynor’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also
victims of fatal diseases like cancer.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to
bring attention and awareness to this horrific crisis in hopes that it provides a muchneeded
level of prevention across our state.
Sincerely,
Lynn Wittneben Bloom (Angel Mom of my kind loving son Raynor )
Dunmore, Pa
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Rebecca Kallal-Perkovich’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. In 2012, I lost my beautiful
son, Jacob, at the age of 28. He struggled with SUD for nearly 12 years. Jacob is my only
child. My family, his friends and I are forever heartbroken. As an only child, Jacob’s friends
meant the world to him.
Following his passing, I received even more evidence of this from the special stories his
friends would share. Beautiful stories of my kind, sensitive, and loving child.
Children are our future, yet we are now losing generation(s) to the multifaceted
consequences of the opioid crisis from as far back as the 1980’s. I know you have
children and grandchildren. Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for
a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls.
One with photos and one with names. I am including Jacob’s frame below. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal
diseases like cancer.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to
bring attention and awareness to this horrific crisis in hopes that it provides a muchneeded
level of prevention across our state.
Sincerely,
Rebecca Kallal-Perkovich (Angel Mom of my beautiful Jacob)
Indiana, PA
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Lisa D Sokoloff’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. My beautiful and amazing
son, Gregory R Ballinger, was poisoned to death by Carfentanyl on July 18, 2018. Greg
is forever 27 years young.
Our family remains devastated. Greg is so loved and missed by everyone. Greg was
kind, smart, talented, sensitive, funny, and had so many friends.
Would you please assist us with finding a permanent location for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital building? We have created two memorial walls. One wall
contains our angel’s photos, and one contains our angel’s names. I am including
Gregory’s frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos to be
displayed in hard copy format. We are asking for our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the term
“drugism” for the prejudice toward people with substance use disorder.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work as a team to
prevent this tragedy from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Lisa D Sokoloff, CRNA, MS
Reading, PA
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Jacqui Tomaselli’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro.
lam an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. In 2012, l lost my beautiful
son, Frankie at the age of 20. Frankie was my first-born son. My family. his friends and l
are forever heart broken. As the oldest of four boys Frankie's friends meant the world to
him. Following his passing. I received even more evidence of this from all the special
stories his friends and my family would share. Beautiful stories of my kind, sensitive and
loving child.
Children are our future. Yet we are now losing generations to the multifaceted
consequences of the opioid crisis from as far back as l980's. I know you have children
and grandchildren. Would you please assist us in finding a pe1manent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two Memorial Walls. One
with photos and one with names. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in bard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel) and many. many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal
diseases like cancer.
We are using the word '·drugism" for the prejudice towards drug users like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania Moms would love to meet with you and work together to
bring attention and awareness to this horrific crisis in hopes that it provides a muchneeded
level of prevention across our stale.
Sincerely,
Jacqui Tomaselli (Angel Mom of My Beautiful Frankie)
Philadelphia, PA
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Patricia Greene’s Son
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Mrs. Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I have watched as a whole
generation has been lost. After a 22-year battle of Substance Use Disorder I lost my
beautiful son, Danny, he was 35 yrs old. When he passed, all the hopes and dreams for
him passed also.
My son’s voice was silenced on May 18, 2014, just as many of our beautiful children’s
voices were, but we as loving parents and family members have a burning hole in our
hearts. We do not want our children to be forgotten, we want our children to be known
so people know they were here, loved, honored, and respected. I also want my son to
be a reminder to others of what a horrible thing addiction is. How it robs everyone and
everything it touches.
Finding a place for the Drug Epidemic Memorial wall with our loved one’s name and
pictures is one way that they are never forgotten, it also gives us the chance for their
voice to be heard.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. Our loved ones were victims to this epidemic, many
who died did not know what kind of horrible mistake they were making, they were
victims of big pharma, victims of the cartel flooding our streets with deadly drugs. Drugs
that there is no coming back from.
This wall could be instrumental in helping to curb the stigma and prejudice that
surrounds addiction. Our hope is it will help show the world that nobody is immune to
this fatal disease. For the sake of our future, our grandchildren. Please help us to take a
step in the right direction and make this wall happen.
A group of Pennsylvania moms are eager and ready to work together to help make this
happen.
Sincerely,
Patricia Greene (proud mother of Daniel Titchner)
Kersey, PA
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Linda Varelli’s Son
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First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Joey,
who is forever 27. He was a heroin addict, and we remain devastated. We loved him
beyond imagination.
Joey was the father to 2 boys Gabriel who was 5 at the time of his death and is now 13
and Brayden who was 8 months old and just turned 12. He was a loving father and a
gentle soul.
I know you have children and grandchildren. So, we ask if you could assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have
created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names.
I am including Joey’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism. A group of our
Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Linda Varelli
Fairless Hills, PA
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Mary Levanduski’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls; I am writing to you about the
loss of my Son Matthew. He died from fentanyl poisoning on November 24, 2019, he was
35 years old. He had been drug free for 3 years and made one bad decision,
unfortunately it cost him his life. He lived not far from the Harrisburg Capital at the time of
his death. He moved there when he went to rehab and a halfway house. He really liked
the area and was working at a restaurant at the time. Life was good for him. He had a
great support family there and we thought he was doing very good there. But addiction is
a very hard thing and it cost him his life. You are supposed to learn from your mistakes not
die from them
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Riley’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
This has been devastating for so many, our family was what some say a normal family.
Middle class, went to church, our children were in sports and clubs. This epidemic does
not discriminate, the Chinese and Mexican Cartel have made sure that no one is safe
from this. All these people who have died are victims of this.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for
the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Sincerely,
Mary Levanduski
Weedville, PA
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Deborah Howland’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am writing to you on behalf of the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls as an Ambassador.
I lost my beautiful and only child, Ava Michelle Howland to Illicit Fentanyl Poisoning at the
age of 24 on May 11, 2018. She struggled with Mental Illness and Substance Use
Disorder (SUD). We both fought very hard for her life, navigating the difficult and
sometimes corrupt systems for care and treatment. Ava didn’t want to die but was
poisoned to death by Illicit Fentanyl which is now taking the lives of so many people here
in Pennsylvania and across the nation. Ava was a bright, beautiful soul who loved with all
her heart. She was kind, creative and very smart. I miss my only child Ava very much.
How does a parent go on after the poisoning death of their only child? The answer is we
advocate so that no other Mother or family will walk in our very ugly shoes.
Children are our future, yet we are now losing generations to the Opioid & Fentanyl crisis
which is now taking 300 lives a day. I know you have children and grandchildren. Would
you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capital? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Ava’s frame below. I am also including the hyperlink to the brochure
of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
Many were victims of Big Pharma who flooded the streets with pills which led to the crisis
we now have with Fentanyl. Our children and loved ones that have died are VICTIMS of
bad actors from China and the Mexican Cartels that have been flooding the streets of
America with Illicit drugs and now Illicit Fentanyl. My Daughter Ava was a VICTIM and
deserves to be remembered with dignity and honor as does all the children & families
who’s loved ones have been added to this wall.
A group of our Pennsylvania Moms would love to meet with you and work together to
bring attention and awareness to this horrific crisis in hopes that it provides a muchneeded
level of prevention, awareness and help break the stigma our families and loved
ones who died endured and people that are suffering now endure every day.
Sincerely,
Deborah Howland (Mother of Ava Michelle Howland, Deceased)
Drexel Hill, PA
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Tracie L. Snyder’s Son
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First Lady Lori Shapiro
I am one of many courageous moms writing to you from the Drug Epidemic Memorial
walls. I lost my 34-year-old son, Jason Heintzelman, to Fentanyl Poisoning on July
31,2021. we remain devasted and heartbroken without him here. He was the most
beautiful human being ever. He was the middle son of my three sons. He never had the
opportunity to get married have children and grow old. I will never get to watch him marry
the love of his life, dance at his wedding or be a grandmother to his future children. So
much was robbed for all of us, he is missed beyond measure from all of us.
I know you and Governor Shapiro have beautiful children, so you understand the love
that runs deep for them. Would you kindly assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capital building? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names, I am including Jason's frame. I am also
including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically in real time. We would like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's names. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They are victims of Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a
fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “Drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users – like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again. I truly hope you will consider this and reach out
to meet.
Sincerely and with gratitude,
Tracie L. Snyder
Halifax, PA
Jason’s mom
Forever 34
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Michele Churetta’s Son
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son
Devon, who will forever be 29. Like so many other unsuspecting victims, he was
poisoned by Fentanyl. Devon was smart, funny, and very loyal to his family and
friends. He left behind a son who is now 4 years old. He is missed beyond words by
everyone who knew him, and we are forever heartbroken.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Devon’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now they are victims of Chinese and Mexican cartels. Many are also
victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice towards drug users-like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Michele Churetta
Easton, Pennsylvania
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DeAnna Brooks’ Daughters
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall Awareness Campaigns which are
critical not only to memorialize our beautiful loved ones, but also to mobilize our leaders, citizens,
community members, families, and friends to respond appropriately to this national crisis.
Awareness is key. Data is in; statistics are beyond shocking, and they are sickening! Where is the
collective outcry? Where is the attention that the substance use disorder pandemic demands?
I know you have three awesome school-age sons, and your amazing daughter attends The
University of Pittsburgh. How proud you must be! Our family once had the ‘typical’ dreams for our
children too. As a matter of fact, my eldest daughter attended Pitt-Main Campus as a freshman.
Boy, were we proud when she got that acceptance letter! However, on March 4, 2023, I buried the
ashes of my two daughters. My youngest daughter was killed by fentanyl on December 10, 2017,
and my eldest daughter was killed by fentanyl on January 15, 2023, while incarcerated for a
probation violation. Both of my daughters' gut-wrenching stories, like many others, would break
the average person’s heart. Kaysie and Stevie are gone forever. Stevie’s children are forever
robbed of their mother.
With so many barriers to recovery, the judicial systems are continuing to perpetuate a war against
the very citizens they are to protect. The government’s refusal to update antiquated systems,
methods proven to fail, refusal to implement harm reduction along with other proven techniques,
and finally, refusal to attack this problem with a ‘Covid-like’ response, make it clear that more
needs to be done!
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
capital? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one with names. These digital
walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy
format. The wall of names can be projected so parents can touch their loved one's name.
Unfortunately, we believe it is necessary that our loved ones be treated like victims. Many were
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel). Now, they are victims of the Chinese and Mexican
cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for
prejudice towards drug users, like racism. This is not a political issue, a social economic one, or
an issue of color, class, or zip code, this is a national crisis. I am so very, very tired of these
senseless, preventable, family destroying deaths. Dead people cannot recover. There is no hope.
Still, I rise, in the hopes that sharing both of my daughter's tragic stories may prevent another
family from this ongoing, indescribable hell. I began to advocate so NO family would ever have to
experience what I felt after I lost Kaysie in 2017. Never did I believe I would experience it again
yet, here I am.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again, as it did to me.
Regards,
DeAnna Brooks St. Mary’s, Pennsylvania
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Brian and Elizabeth McMearty’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Lori Shapiro,
We are ambassadors for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We lost our beautiful son,
Devin, who is forever 22. He was poisoned by fentanyl six years ago, and we
remain devastated, and heartbroken. We loved him (and still love him) beyond
imagination. Devin was so kind and had the warmest smile of any person we have ever
known. Devin was not addicted to drugs. He experimented one night with a drug that he
thought was cocaine. Unfortunately, it was fentanyl. He was never able to graduate from
Penn State University. He was entering his senior year.
This horrible epidemic is stealing the lives of thousands and thousands of innocent
souls. This must end!! Can you find it in your heart to help?
We know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for the
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our state capital? We have created two Memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. We are including Devin’s frame, below. We
are also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal
diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users
- like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms and dads would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Brian and Elizabeth McMearty
Your Neighbors in Abington, PA
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MaryBeth Heilmann’s Son
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Dear Mrs Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I have watched as a whole
generation has been lost. I lost my handsome, loving, talented son at the age of 19 to
Substance Use Disorder. I am only one of many parents who are living with this pain.
Sadly, our numbers are growing.
I had dinner with my son, Grady, on August 7, 2014. He was a talented rapper. His voice
was silenced on August 8, 2014, just as many of our beautiful children’s voices were. I am
blessed to have his music so that I can still listen to his voice. Many parents do not have
that. We as loving parents and family members have a burning hole in our hearts. We do
not want our children to be forgotten, we want our children to be known so people know
they were here, loved, honored, and respected. I also want my son to be a reminder to
others to what a horrible thing addiction is. How it robs everyone and everything it
touches.
Finding a place for the Drug Epidemic Memorial wall with our loved one’s name and
pictures is one way that they are never forgotten, it also gives us the chance for their
voice to be heard.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. Our loved ones were victims to this epidemic, many
who died did not know what kind of horrible mistake they were making, they were victims
of big pharma, victims of the cartel flooding our streets with deadly drugs. Drugs that there
is no coming back from.
This wall could be instrumental in helping to curb the stigma and prejudice that surrounds
addiction. Our hope is it will help show the world that nobody is immune to this fatal
disease. For the sake of our future, our grandchildren. Please help us to take a step in the
right direction and make this wall happen.
A group of Pennsylvania moms are eager and ready to work together to help make this
happen.
Sincerely,
MaryBeth Heilmann (proud mother of Colin "Grady" Finn)
Bryn Mawr, PA
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First Lady Lori Shapiro
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I recently attended a rally to
support a friend and was so touched by the stories that I heard that I was compelled to
help. Hearing their stories of how they lost their loved ones broke my heart. The pain that I
saw in their eyes brought me to tears. While I have never lost a child, I still felt their pain.
Parents should never have to bury their children.
While having this memorial will never take away their pain, it will stand to honor their loved
ones who are all so deserving of it. I heard firsthand how amazing these kids were. They
were beautiful souls, every one of them. I was taught that when you do good things, it will
always come back to you. I wake up each day thinking about how I can make a difference
in the lives of others. This memorial will make a difference in the lives of many people.
Because of this, I am imploring your help in finding a permanent location for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital.
Two digital walls have been created. These digital walls and albums will update
automatically. It would be amazing if the photos could also be displayed in hard copy
format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one's name. They would like their loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are
victims of the Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease,
like cancer.
Let’s put some good out into the world and honor these beautiful souls so that their light
will continue to shine, and you can say that you have truly made a difference in the lives
of their parents and all who loved them.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter.
Sincerely,
Ramona Fasula (Friend to Grieving Mother MaryBeth Heilmann)
Springfield, PA
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Dear First Lady Lori Shapiro,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Tina Marie, who is forever 36. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and I remain devastated. I
loved her beyond imagination. Tina Marie was the kindest and most empathetic person I
have ever known. She had a heart of gold. She left behind four beautiful children.
I know you also have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two beautiful memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Tina's frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Pennsylvania moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Valerie Fritzinger
Mount Carmel, Pennsylvania

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Trâm Sanborn’s Son
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
My name is Trâm Sanborn. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My son,
Kinhthi, was a victim of fentanyl poisoning. I am writing to ask you to recognize this horrific
tragedy that has killed many of our children by helping our organization with our physical memorial
wall mission.
I live in Mount Pleasant and work for Boeing. Kinhthi and my daughter were born and grew up in
California. I moved to this beautiful state eight years ago, bringing my family along. Kinhthi did not
adjust well so I sent him back to finish high school in Redondo Beach, California. From there, he
went to a community college. Things seemed to fall into place, and he was doing well with school
and friends.
The Covid pandemic took the US over completely in 2020. Everything was shut down. Like many
young people during that time, Kinhthi was isolated from his friends. He felt lonely. His anxiety
escalated. He purchased one Xanax pill from Snapchat to calm himself to sleep the night of May
12th. Kinhthi went to bed and never woke up because that Xanax pill was pure fentanyl. I lost my
beautiful happy son, Kinhthi, in that split second when he was just nineteen-year-old. His death
devastated the families from both sides, especially his younger sister and many young cousins
and friends, who loved him very much.
I know you have children and grandchildren. You understand the perpetual pain of a mother who
lost her child. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capital in Columbia? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and
one with names. I am including Kinhthi’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in
hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved
one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users –
like racism.
A group of our South Carolina moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Trâm Sanborn - Mt. Pleasant, SC - State Leader
Mom of Kinhthi, forever 19
sanborntram@gmail.com
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Alanna Moore’s Son
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
I'm a resident of Chesterfield county. I am now a grieving mother. My child was poisoned by
Fentanyl. There are 5 mothers in a 10-mile radius of me that must walk this awful path with me. I
can't even imagine the total numbers for our county! Five beautiful souls lost to this deadly drug
and countless family members impacted!
My firstborn son, Anthony suddenly passed on Jan. 19, 2021, at only 27. He took a pill with a
minute amount of an unidentified opiate (coroner's words) and 11ng of Fentanyl. The coroner
concluded this was likely a "laced" fake pill. My son dropped dead where he stood, fell over an
ottoman and laid face down, feet in the air for 7 to 9 hours. We were forced by the county coroner
to get an autopsy, so he was he was further mutilated. His face and body were in such poor
condition the funeral home director suggested we not see him. I convinced the director to let me
see something! I needed to make sure it was my son. He pulled his arm (tattoos) out of the body
bag and let me see. My last view of my son was a grayish arm hanging from a black body bag. No
mother should endure this! Can you even imagine?
In the days, weeks and months to come, the County conducted no investigation! Nothing! Not one
question asked. I called for months to remind the officer. I gave names, numbers etc... and
NOTHING! I didn't even get the courtesy of a call back. Can you imagine that 2 years later I came
upon more relevant information and approached him with it again. He apologized for "dropping the
ball" (his words) and said he'd follow up on my old and new leads and then imagine that 3 more
months later he hasn't made one call! He didn't return any of my calls and he never reached out to
one person on my list! There are no words to describe the impact this has had on our entire
family. Not just his death and several more after him but my faith in our SC justice system is also
shattered. Sadly, the other families have the same unfortunate fate of the dealing with the same
county officials!
Anthony was 27, he was handsome, smart, funny and had a presence that drew attention
anywhere he went. He was somebody! He was a son, a brother to 4 siblings, a friend to many
and a grandson. He was loved! It's impossible with mere words to describe the loss and the
agonizing affect this has had on his family and will continue to have in years to come. I'm asking
that you please recognize Fentanyl as the huge crisis it is. Give our families peace with thorough
investigations and harsher penalties to those involved in distributing it. Our children are being
poisoned.
Please help us place a memorial wall to honor their stolen lives, we plead with you.
Sincerely,
Grieving Mom Forever, Alanna Moore – Pageland, SC
Mom of Anthony, forever 27
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Charles R. Graham’s Son
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
My name is Charles Graham, and I am writing to you on behalf of my son Eldon
Graham, a victim of fentanyl poisoning on April 15, 2021.
I ask that you consider supporting an effort under way to erect a memorial in the
capitol building or on the grounds to pay tribute and bring attention to the thousands of
deaths attributed to this national tragedy that has taken the precious lives of so many
people here in the state of South Carolina.
My son Eldon was only 21 years old at the time he passed. I have included a picture of
Eldon. Eldon was a good boy, an Eagle Scout, Clemson University student, beloved
son, brother, nephew, grandson, and friend.
Words cannot express the loss we all feel. I hope that through our continued efforts we
will be able to make a difference.
Sincerely,
Charles R Graham – Lake Wylie, SC
Father of Eldon, forever 21
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Cindy Simmons’ Son
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
I am Cindy Simmons of Easley, SC, and I am writing you in regard to Fentanyl poisoning of our
children. I have worked as an EMT for Pickens County EMS for 20 years. I have seen and have
had to tell mothers and fathers their child was dead, and that there was nothing we could do.
Watching parents’ hearts break right before my eyes was devastating. This poison has taken so
many loved ones away from families over just the past few years. The fact that our government
up on the hill in DC is doing nothing and is continuing to let this happen is sickening. We all know
the ingredients for these pressed pills and already-made pills that are killing our kids and family
members are coming from across our borders, and it is continuing to happen daily.
I am writing you is because on May 8th, 2021, one of the pressed pills – just one – crossed my
doorway just before I was leaving for my 24-hour shift. I saw my son’s light on in his room and I
went in to tell him, “I’ll see you in the morning and I love you, son.” My son Jonathan was lying
face down on his bedroom floor, DEAD. I didn’t think it was true until he didn’t move when I talked
to him. When I touched him, as with many deaths I have worked over the last 20 years with EMS,
I knew my son - MY BABY BOY - my best friend, was gone. We didn’t know why God had taken
him so soon. I started screaming his name, then screaming for his Dad. I called 911. I don’t
know and can’t remember what I said. The dispatcher helped me slow down so she could
understand what I was saying.
That morning my EMS and Rescue family was at my home comforting me, like I had done for so
many other families over the years, from drug deaths. Now it was my family being comforted and
being told MY child was dead. My daughter also works in EMS. She was on call that morning
when our call went out. She was about to get off her 24-hour shift. She could have heard that
call go out that her brother was dead, but thank my Lord and Savior, she didn’t. Our EMS family
went and got her so she wouldn’t find out by the call. We thought my handsome son, Jonathan
Simmons, died from a heart attack. We had no idea it was a pressed pill he had gotten from a
friend. That ONE pill took his life, and the coroner told us after a test that morning that it was
Fentanyl.
I pray that you can help all grieving mothers with the memorial that is being asked for, for our
children, to honor our loved ones that didn’t have a clue what was about to happen to them. I
love my children with all my heart and May 8th, 2021, changed my life forever...my entire family’s
lives forever.
I would love to see a Memorial Wall where I could come visit and lay my hands on a plaque or
photo of my handsome son. It’s been two years but feels like yesterday morning that I found him.
Thank you for reading this. I am very thankful for what our Governor has done for our state. I’m
proud to have lived my whole life in South Carolina.
Thank You,
Cindy Simmons – Easley, SC
Mother of Jonathan, forever 29
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Mrs. McMaster,
Fentanyl is destroying our country from within. My brother died December 27th, 2018,
from a fentanyl poisoning. He had been clean from drug use for 2 years after 8 years
of battling addiction. He decided to use “just one last time” after leaving our Christmas
celebration and died instantly. The person who brought him the drugs watched this
happen and left him there to die, with no attempt to get medical intervention. He never
faced any charges or consequences outside of his own conscience. This is a very sad
story, but it’s not even close to the saddest one I’ve heard. After my brother died my
family started the Taylor Watford Foundation in his memory. We’ve helped dozens of
people start their recovery journey, but we’ve also watched several end. Since my
brother’s passing, I know of 5 other people right here in my own “backyard” that have
been killed by fentanyl. None of them expecting to take their last breaths when they
did. My brother was only 28 years old. My family was destroyed, and our lives will
never be the same. If action is not taken by our leaders, this will be the story of almost
every family in South Carolina. No one is immune- not even the wealthiest or most
prestigious. We are a state that claims to thrive off family values so we must protect
our families. I am begging you to join us in this fight. Help us use our loved ones’
deaths for change and not let them die in vain. Their faces and names need to be
seen by every South Carolinian. Fentanyl and drug education needs to be funded in
every school. The state needs to recognize that fentanyl is a weapon of mass
destruction and is essentially domestic terrorism.
Please go to the following link http://bit.ly/429aiSw to see the virtual memorial walls.
All these beautiful faces have families just like mine that want to see a permanent
physical recognition. We’d like your help in getting a memorial wall at the state’s
capital. Several other states are moving forward already, and this is an amazing
opportunity for South Carolina to pioneer this movement. Our goal is to have a
memorial in all 50 states.
Jade Watford – West Columbia, SC
Sister of Taylor, forever 28
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Kim Hix’s Daughter
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter,
Kelsie, February 27, 2022. She was poisoned by Fentanyl; in the form of a fake Xanax
pill, she was given by someone for her anxiety. Kelsie was the absolute love of my life, my
heart, my soul, my breath. She was only 23. Kelsie had a smile brighter than the sun, and
big beautiful eyes to match, she loved astrology, crystals, numerology, her 2 dogs and her
family. I found her in her room, at the end stages of death, saturated in her own vomit, her
grandparents were here for a cookout. I was only a few feet away in my room with no clue
she was dying. We tried valiantly to save her, as did many paramedics and firemen. This
day was the beginning of my forever nightmare, one that will never end. I am supposed to
be growing old with my daughter, watching her get married one day, have her own
children, not trying, painfully, to live without her. This was NOT an overdose, as it is often
incorrectly called in the media, hers, and the others were poisoned by unknowingly
ingesting Fentanyl, that was purposely and systematically put into other fake pills by drug
traffickers and dealers. This is homicide, murder.
I know you have children and grandchildren that you love dearly. Can you even begin to
imagine one of them being taken from you by evil, poison, for money and greed. No, there
is no way to imagine this kind of pain. I am asking that you help us honor our lost loves by
assisting us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capital? We have created two memorial walls. one with photos and one with names. I am
including Kelsie’s frame, below. I am also including a link to the virtual memorial walls
https://drugepidemicmemorial.org/. These digital walls and albums update automatically.
We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved
ones to be treated like victims. As they are. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the
Mexican Cartels, smuggling this deadly Fentanyl across our border in massive quantities.
A group of South Carolina moms would love to meet with you and work together to raise
awareness and prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Kim Hix – Simpsonville, SC
Mother of Kelsie, forever 23
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Patty Roberts’ Son
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
I am an ambassador for the SC Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son Adam
Steven Alexander in July 2021. He was the younger of my two sons. He suffered from
anxiety and depression, and someone gave him a fake Xanax pill and it killed him. I
feel like I died the day we found him. He was my son, my friend, my companion and
we did many things together. Mainly we talked and laughed a lot. Of course, we are
devastated over his loss. He was a funny, kind person who was immensely talented.
This epidemic has taken more lives than the Vietnam War and Iraq War combined,
and their lives mattered. These young people died at the hands of “friends” and
strangers alike. We need to honor them in a profound and permanent way.
I, along with other SC moms, would love to meet you and discuss a memorial wall in
Columbia, SC.
Sincerely,
Patty Roberts – York, SC
Mom of Adam, forever 43
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Regina Reed’s Daughter
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
My name is Regina Reed, and I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Walls. I lost my daughter Alexis Caterra Reed Pantonial on May 4, 2022. Alexis was 23
years old and a mother of two. Her kids are now 5 years old and 3 years old. Alexander
her oldest talks about his mommy all the time. Alexis loved her children very much. It is so
unfair that they have to grow up without their mom. Alexis was taken to the hospital by
someone she knew but lied about knowing her. There is still an open case about what
happened that day. We will probably never know. Alexis is missed dearly by so many
friends and family members.
I am asking that you help us honor our children in finding a permanent wall near the
capital for their plaque photos. We currently have a virtual wall, and they are also creating
a banner with all the names for each state. In honor of our children, they truly do deserve
this it will not only bring honor to them, but it will bring awareness to those around us.
There have to be changes to save our future of family and friends. If you could please
work together and meet with us so that we can discuss further education and awareness
for this horrible drug. Fentanyl is being used in so many things today and given to our
children. We speak daily about our kids, and we want to stop the spread of fentanyl.
Thank you for taking the time to read our letters. We look forward to meeting you in the
near future.
Regina Reed – Columbia, SC
Mom of Alexis, forever 23
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Laurie P. Scott’s Son
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Mrs. McMaster,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my handsome son, Todd
McGill, on November 9, 2021. He was poisoned not only by fentanyl laced in Heroin, but
by xylazine as well. This is not as well known as fentanyl, but it is used as a tranquilizer
for large animals. There was enough in the heroin to kill a horse. Todd was a beautiful
little boy that turned into a handsome man. He was mine and his dad's first-born child at
the ages of 17 and 19 years old. He was born on his dad's 19th birthday. Todd was always
a shy person. But he had a huge heart and a beautiful smile and laugh. He was a goodhearted
man. He was 38 years old when he passed away...when he was murdered. He
had a funny sense of humor and could be so goofy. He had a passion for fishing and for
Clemson football. He also loved animals and had volunteered in the past with cats that
didn't have homes. But more than anything he loved his wife of almost 11 years, Chasity.
And he loved the Lord and had read through the Bible numerous times, something that
many don't even do once in their lifetime. He knew that he had a calling on his life to help
others and had done so in the past, but he never fully got to fulfill that calling because of
his addiction and him losing his life. He was found early on that morning in November
when he didn't respond to calls or texts from his family. The West Columbia police
department went into his home and found him already gone on the bathroom floor. This
was the day after his wife had had surgery for weight loss to benefit her health but to also
help them possibly have a child after she had suffered numerous miscarriages. So, I not
only lost my son, but I also lost the chance to ever have grandchildren from him. Over the
next several days, while his wife was recovering from major surgery, she had to go back
to the home where he lost his life and begin to plan his memorial service while we all tried
to figure out where to go from here. Since then, his dad has become active in the U-turn
for Christ program for addicts at Calvary Chapel Lexington, while I still am trying to find
the strength to find my place to help keep this from happening to others. Most days I can
only do what I have to do and not what I want to do. His sister, too, is trying to move
forward with her life after she began drinking more to ease the pain of his passing. She is
finally healing and moving forward and getting help because she feels she can't leave her
parents now that we have lost her brother. There will forever be a cloud over my life. It
was the beginning of a nightmare that will never truly end. This wasn't an overdose, as it
has been labeled. This was a murder. He and all of the others were poisoned, by
unknowingly ingesting fentanyl, and in his case, xylazine as well. It is purposely put into
fake pills and heroin by drug traffickers and dealers. I know that you have children and
grandchildren that you love dearly. Can you even begin to imagine one of them being
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that you love dearly. Can you even begin to imagine one of them being taken away from
you by evil, or poison, or for money and greed. No, there is no way you can imagine this
kind of pain. I am asking you for myself, and on behalf of SO many others to help us
honor our lost loved ones by assisting us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capital. We have created two memorial walls, one with
photos and names and one with names. I am including Todd's frame below. There is a
digital wall and albums that update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in a hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch
their loved ones' names. We would like our loved ones to be treated like the victims that
they are. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many,
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican cartels, smuggling these deadly
drugs across our border in massive quantities. And now they are somehow using a readily
available drug that is already in the US, used by veterinarians. A group of South Carolina
parents would love to meet with you and work to raise awareness and prevent this from
happening to other families. I pray that you will give us the help we need to do this. Thank
you so much for your time.
Laurie P. Scott - Lexington, SC
Mom of Shannon Todd McGill, forever 38
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
My name is Roberta Vining. I’m a wife, mother of 4, grandmother of 4 and a pharmacist
for over 35 years by profession. The purpose of my letter is to ask you to help us place a
Memorial Wall for SC victims of the drug epidemic either in or on the grounds of the
Capitol Building. I’m sure you are aware of the alarming CDC statistics recently released
showing that in 2022 drugs claimed over 100,000 lives in America. South Carolina’s
portion of that number is over 2200 and rising. More than ⅔ of these deaths are from
fentanyl poisonings, a deadly synthetic opioid 50 times more potent than heroin and 100
times more than morphine. There are newer and more potent drugs that have made their
way to SC that do not even respond to opioid reversal from Naloxone. In fact, a
pharmacist colleague of mine who operates a toxicology lab, informed me that it is almost
impossible to keep up with identifying these substances because the new lethal “designer
drugs” are made and distributed so quickly. We are at a pivotal point, and I believe it is
critical that we bring awareness to every unsuspecting child, parent and SC resident
about the dangers of the drug epidemic.
I personally lost my youngest son, Seth, to fentanyl poisoning in 2019. At 23 years old,
Seth was a highly functioning and successful young man, college student, UPS
supervisor, soccer athlete and talented guitar player in our church praise band. Our family,
like many others, had no prior history of any substance use and we were searching for
help. Even as a pharmacist, I wasn’t aware of the resources we needed to find help for
our son. We have become passionate about sharing Seth’s story and know that there is
much work to be done. Seth would tell you that too!
I believe awareness of the drug epidemic begins with getting the word out! Using every
platform possible is crucial to get the attention of those who aren’t aware or have never
taken the time to educate themselves about the dangers of drug abuse and substance
use disorders. I proudly serve as a board member for the Taylor Watford Foundation. We
bring about awareness to help fight substance abuse and support positive mental health.
Our motto is “giving hope to life”. I believe time is of the essence to continue to increase
awareness because this epidemic is affecting every family in SC in some way!
Mrs. McMaster, never in our nation’s history have we had such a deadly drug battle to
fight. I believe it is our responsibility to lead the charge and stand against those
perpetrating the destruction of our children. The lives of our youth depend on it! Most of
the victims of this horrible epidemic did not overdose, but were poisoned by a fake
substance (fentanyl, xylazine, etc) in place of what they thought they were taking. Just
one dose that resulted in death and never-ending grief for those they left behind.
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Currently, there is a VIRTUAL Memorial Wall for each state at drugepidemicmemorial.org.
Each state has ambassadors working hard to place physical memorial walls in their
capital cities. I’m asking you if South Carolina could be the first state to place a memorial
wall and set the standard for other states to follow? I have just submitted Seth’s picture to
be added to the virtual wall and more families continue to join. The SC VIRTUAL
Memorial Wall can be found at sc.drugepidemicmemorial.org
I’m asking you to help remember the stolen life of my son, Seth, along with countless
other loved ones and friends by helping us find a place for a permanent Memorial Wall
that families can come visit and touch their loved one’s name and photo. A team of SC
ambassadors would love to meet with you to share our vision. You may contact me
personally at roberta@rileysdrugs.com or by mobile at 803-413-2741.
I want to personally thank you so much for taking the time to read about and consider my
request. May God bless you and give you and Governor McMaster wisdom in leading our
state.
Sincerely,
Roberta Perry Vining – West Columbia, SC
Mom of Seth, forever 23
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Dear Mrs. McMaster,
My name is Allison Swygert and I’m writing to implore you to help us place a Memorial Wall for
South Carolina victims of the drug epidemic, either in the Capitol Building or somewhere on the
grounds. Just released preliminary CDC reports show that drugs claimed almost 110,000
American lives in 2022. The South Carolina share of that number is roughly 2,283 lives. Those
numbers are sure to rise as certificates are reviewed, but over two-thirds of the SC and total USA
deaths included fentanyl, a deadly synthetic opioid 50 times more powerful than heroin and 100
times more powerful than morphine. There is also a newer, even more potent drug called
xylazine, nicknamed “the zombie drug,” which eats people’s flesh that has made its way to SC. It
has been found in multiple toxicology reports. My childhood friend’s son died of a
fentanyl/xylazine combination in Lexington County in November 2021.
Mrs. McMaster, this is the world your grandchildren and mine are about to grow up in. Never in
the history of America have we had such a deadly drug battle. It is past time to stand up and rally
behind the fight against the drugs that are killing our loved ones; more than that, to fight for our
youth like their lives depend on it - because they now do. Right now, in Lexington County, I
personally know ten families who have lost young adult children to this horrible drug epidemic
since December of 2018! Two of the victims were kin to me.
There is a VIRTUAL Memorial Wall for every single state, and you can see over 4,000 photos by
going to drugepidemicmemorial.org. More families continue to submit their loved ones’ photos
every day. Every single state has ambassadors working hard to get memorial walls placed in their
capital cities. Can we be the first and set the standard for the others to follow? As I write this
letter, the South Carolina Virtual Wall currently has 64 photos and now that the project is gaining
traction, more families continue to come forward. The SC Virtual Memorial Wall can be found at
sc.drugepidemicmemorial.org and I’ve included a photo in this letter.
Most of the victims of this horrible epidemic did not overdose but were POISONED – given a false
substance (fentanyl, xylazine) in place of what they thought they were taking. Just one wrong
choice meant death, and as a result, never-ending grief for those they left behind…their children,
spouses, parents, siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles and friends.
Won’t you help us honor our stolen loved ones by helping us find a home for a permanent
Memorial Wall that families can come and visit, and touch their loved one’s photo or name? A
team of SC ambassadors would love to meet with you at your earliest convenience to share our
stories and our vision, and to start a conversation about how we can honor our lost South Carolina
loved ones. Please contact me at the number or email below at any time. Thank you so much for
hearing our plea. God Bless you and Governor McMaster in leading our state.
Very Sincerely,
Allison G. Swygert – West Columbia, SC
Grieving Relative, Friend and Community Member
agswygert@gmail.com
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Andrea Briscoe’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Andrea Briscoe. I lost my daughter, Deanna Michelle Briscoe, on December
21, 2019, to fentanyl poisoning combined with cocaine & heroin laced with fentanyl,
isotonitazene intoxication and 4-ANPP.
Deanna was my only child and was a miracle to even have been born. I was never
supposed to have children, but God saw fit to send her to me just when I needed her the
most. She was such a loving, caring, kindhearted soul that would do anything for anyone.
She brought sunshine into every room she walked in.
She was a mother to the most handsome young man who is going to be 14 this year. He
was only 10 years old when she passed away. She had so many friends who she
considered family, as did I. In fact, four of Deanna’s girlfriends were at my house more
than their own growing up, and Deanna loved the fact that she had “sisters” who were
able to be around anytime they wanted to be. Our house was an open door to her friends.
She is missed by so many people. Not a day goes by that her name isn’t mentioned. She
celebrated her 28th birthday on December 5th, 2019, and was just a happy-go-lucky
person. There were many times she and I didn’t speak due to her addiction. That
absolutely tore our family apart. She trusted so many people when she shouldn’t have.
They took her from us by deception.
Even today, I am still numb and shattered and so wish she was still here with us. She
was not only my daughter, but she was my very best friend, and I miss her tremendously.
She had so much life left ahead of her and so many plans, but it was cut way too short.
Thank you for your consideration in helping us to honor our children with a Memorial Wall
at our State Capitol and bring awareness to this deadly drug and epidemic that is taking
our children and loved ones from us.
My sincere thanks,
Andrea Briscoe - Deanna’s mom; forever 28
Pleasant View, Tennessee
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Betty Johnson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Betty Johnson, and I am writing to you as an ambassador for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Walls.
We were blessed with a beautiful, loving, and smart son named Adam. He was our
only child so, as you can imagine, we had so many hopes and dreams for him. He
made us proud. He was in the top ten in his class all through grade school and high
school. He was in the United States Achievement Academy 2008 National Awards
and graduated early.
Our goal when he was growing up was for him to visit all 50 of our beautiful states
before he graduated. We made it to all but three, Washington State, Hawaii, and
Alaska. All the friends and cousins were lining up for two of those trips.
Adam loved riding dirt bikes, fishing, hunting, and his dog, JC. He was a loyal friend
who had a soft heart and would help anyone and everyone, including the homeless in
Memphis, Tennessee.
We lost him to fentanyl poisoning on March 3, 2019. His father and I are devastated.
This is a loss you never come back from. My husband described it as a constant pain
and weight in his chest that wouldn't go away. He says he now knows what a broken
heart feels like.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two Memorial Walls, one with names and one with photos.
Sincerely,
Betty Johnson – Adam’s mom; forever 25
McKenzie, Tennessee
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Debra Lynn’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Lee,
My name is Debra Lynn. I recently lost my daughter, Mary Shandon, on April 5, 2023. She was
murdered by fentanyl poisoning. That morning she entered a residence she considered safe. She
walked in with dreams of a better life without addiction. She never made it out alive.
Although Shandon passed away in Indiana, Tennessee was her home. She was beautiful, smart,
and athletic with a kind heart. Her smile with her big blue eyes could light up a room. She also had
a daughter. Her goal was to break the merry-go-round of addiction. She did not want to die. She
wanted to regain her life as a mother, aunt, sister, and daughter. She wanted her family back.
Shandon’s belief and desire to break the bonds of addictions were stolen from her that day by
fentanyl.
On the evening of that fateful day, I received a message asking if I had heard from Shandon, as the
sender had been told that Shandon had passed. I was in disbelief and shock. I called the police
department and was informed that someone that was at the crime scene would get back to me. At
that moment I felt my worst fears and, as a mother, knew that my child was no longer here on Earth.
The office called and confirmed that my daughter had passed away. I was still in disbelief, but as the
realization set in, I could feel all the strength in my body draining away. I can still remember the
officer’s words confirming my daughter’s passing playing over and over in my head like a broken
record.
Shandon fought with addiction for years, but this time was different. She told me that “her soul was
tired, and she did not want this life anymore”. She was passing all her drug screenings. Ironically,
she had a drug screen coming up the next day. Shandon was given a lethal dose of fentanyl. It is
unknown if she took it willingly. The fentanyl dose was so lethal that it killed her within seconds. My
daughter was no longer in this world.
She laid deceased in this residence for hours, according to the coroner’s report, and nobody there
tried to help her. There are so many unanswered questions surrounding her death. As parents, we
want to know the truth and all the facts about the circumstances that brought this tragedy to our
family. The pain is so unbearable. I have never felt such despair in my life.
We request Tennessee to recognize the life of our loved ones. Our loved ones are more than the
disease of addiction they struggle with every day. They are beautiful and loving souls.
We do not wish other families to ever experience this unbearable grief. Drug addiction is an
epidemic and does not discriminate based on your economic, racial, or geographical boundaries, and
anyone of us or our loved ones can become their next victim.
We ask for your help with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to both honor our loved ones and to
bring awareness to these senseless tragedies that have engulfed countless lives and families.
Please don’t say “not my child”, as anyone could be its next victim.
Thank You.
Debra Lynn – Mary’s mom; forever 39
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Diane Norris-Hounschell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Diane Norris-Hounschell, and I lost my only son, Joshua Daniel Weaver to fentanyl
poisoning on October 4, 2022.
My son was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and, through no fault of his own, the medication
either made him a zombie or made him violent. We discontinued the meds by age 13.
He struggled with school most of his school years, either getting expelled or failing. He made it to
high school, and in January of his senior year he found out that his diploma would be a Special Ed
diploma and decided it would do him no good, so he signed himself out of school.
Josh was such a kind-hearted person with some severe mental concerns that he could not work
through, so he turned to alcohol and pain pills, until those quit working or couldn't afford them. He
then turned to meth and heroin for a cheap high.
He eventually got married and had three little boys but lost his family due to his drug use. After
becoming homeless and many overdoses later, he decided it was time for help. My baby got
himself a bed set up at Journey Pure and stayed 32 days and then went to a halfway house. His
first night there he was trying to work things out with his wife, but she refused him, so he went
right back to the streets. He felt we were pushing him too hard to get better, so he wouldn’t talk to
us and avoided us when we saw him out walking the streets. The last time I saw him was
September 24, 2022. I came out of a little thrift store, and he was leaning against my car. He
immediately started arguing with me. He was in such a bad place; it broke my heart.
On October 4th, 2022, at 5:15 p.m. my phone rang. It was my husband's friend, so I just passed
the phone to him. When I saw my husband's face, I knew something was wrong. He called to say
that a guy named Jacob told him he thinks Josh is dead. I immediately left to go find some
answers. My son's lifelong friend rode with me. At the scene I was directed to a dilapidated shed
where I found my baby boy lying dead on an old dirty mattress. I just collapsed and fell over my
son's body. I remained there until the police officer dragged me off him.
I knew in my heart that someone gave him fentanyl. That was confirmed when I got the autopsy
report: fentanyl poisoning. I have not been right since. I suffer nightmares, panic attacks, PTSD,
along with many other medical issues. I am just falling to pieces.
I want to say thank you for reading my angel's story. Please help us to build a Memorial Wall in
honor of our loved ones who have been victims of the drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Diane Norris-Hounschell – Josh’s mom; forever 31
Knoxville, Tennessee
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Gloria Sirois’ Daughter
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
Hello, ma’am. My name is Gloria Sirois. I lost my youngest daughter, Angelica Rose
Bolton, on May 24, 2018, to fentanyl poisoning in Nashville, Tennessee. Angelica was
28 years old. She was a beautiful and outgoing young woman who had so much to
contribute to this world.
She has a beautiful daughter, Nevaeh, who she will never see grow up. She has
sisters, a brother, and a mother and father who wake up every day having to live
without her.
It is unreal to me to see these fentanyl poisonings continue to be on the rise. I believe
that through education and awareness, just maybe we can put a stop to these
senseless deaths. It can, indeed, happen to anyone, anywhere, at any time.
My prayer is that you will join with us in honoring our loved ones with a place in our
State Capital for our Tennessee Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall.
Thank you for your consideration,
Gloria Sirois – Angelica’s mom; forever 28
Nashville, Tennessee
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Jeannine Lehman’s Son
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Jeannine Lehman. On June 10, 2021, I received a phone call that forever
changed my life. I lost my youngest son, Benjamin, to fentanyl poisoning.
Benjamin was a kindhearted person who would do anything for anyone. He had many
friends and a loving, supportive, family. Benjamin struggled with addiction and had
reached out for help. He went to privately paid rehab and forty days clean and sober.
Thirty days was all we could afford. As we know now, 30 days is never enough.
He was so happy, ready, and excited to start fresh, free from the addiction he hated. He
had so many plans. He wanted to marry his girlfriend, move to the northwest, and to have
a child and name her Rylynn.
Our lives are forever changed. Our son was poisoned and murdered.
We want Tennessee to recognize that our loved ones’ lives mattered. We don’t want any
others to be subjected to the heartbreak that we, as his family, have endured due to this
fentanyl crisis. We are asking for your support in recognizing our loved ones. Please help
us make this Memorial Wall possible.
My sincere thanks,
Jeannine Lehman; Benjamin’s mom; forever 34
Clarksville, Tennessee
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Lexxus & Natasha Yancey’s Father
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Karen Miller. My children lost their father on October 23, 2022, at the age of
52 to fentanyl poisoning. I am writing to you in hopes that you can help with our campaign
to have Memorials put up in all 50 state Capitols to honor our loved ones lost to the
fentanyl epidemic.
Billy was an electrician by trade. He was a great problem-solver and inventor. He never
met a stranger and was always looking to help someone in need. But Billy drank. He was
an alcoholic. The alcohol didn’t kill him. Ultimately, the stranger did.
So many unanswered questions for our girls. Our girls had their father stolen from them.
They won’t have him walk them down the aisle. Their future children will automatically be
minus a grandpa. What they do have is fond memories of a father that was very proud of
them and loved them very much.
We are losing too many to this drug epidemic. Fentanyl doesn’t discriminate.
Will you please say yes to help in keeping their father’s memory alive?
Sincerely,
Karen Miller – Billy’s ex-wife and children’s mother; forever 52
Lexxus Yancey – Billy’s daughter – Age 28
Natasha Yancey – Billy’s daughter – Age 25
Murfreesboro, Tennessee
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Lexxus Yancey, and I lost my father last year at the end of October to fentanyl
poisoning. My dad was my best friend. We would spend almost every day together.
The day he overdosed he had just met a woman for the first time and asked her if she
needed a ride. We have discovered that he knew this woman less than 24 hours. If he
had not been kind to her and offered to give her a ride, then he would not be dead. I had
to discover all this information on my own. The Murfreesboro Police Department treated
my dad's death as if it didn't matter and just assumed he was a drug addict. They would
not listen to me and had me questioning things about someone whom I know and love
very well. It is still an active investigation, so we will see if anyone ever must take
responsibility for it.
I am writing to you in hopes that you can help with our campaign to have Memorial Walls
put up in all 50 state Capitols to honor our loved ones lost to the fentanyl epidemic.
My father's death has destroyed me. I have not been able to hold down a full-time job
after having had the same job for almost four years. I have trouble focusing on things, and
I find myself crying every day. I have lost multiple friends to this poison, all under the age
of 28, and now my father at the age of 52. Fentanyl does not discriminate against anyone.
Will you please say yes to keeping my friends’ and my father’s memory alive?
Sincerely,
Lexxus Yancey – Billy’s daughter; forever 52
Murfreesboro, Tennessee
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Lacey Cooley’s Boyfriend
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
I am writing this letter in hopes that you may consider a Memorial Wall for the victims of
the drug overdose/poisoning epidemic in Tennessee, not only to honor their memories
and their families’ loss, but also to work toward creating a narrative to erase some of the
stigma of addiction.
My name is Lacey Cooley, and on March 17, 2022, my entire life changed the moment I
woke up. My boyfriend, Clayton Green, was one of my best friends for over 25 years.
Recently we had begun a closer relationship. We spent most every day enjoying each
other and LAUGHING. We were not only working on ourselves but were also working on
relationships with our families.
Throughout most of his life, he had struggled with drugs and alcohol, but when I say he
was doing good, he was doing great. He was gaining weight. His skin was clearing up.
His eyes were bright. He finally had a relationship with his 16-year-old daughter for the
first time in her life. He was being honest and upfront.
The day before I lost him, he came to work with me and was all over the place. He said he
was sober, but I was very doubtful with no way to prove it. We argued and left separately.
That night we ate pizza, watched a movie, and went to bed.
On Thursday, March 17, 2022, I woke up to find him on the floor dead. He was gone. His
hands were clasped together like he was praying. Instantly, my past, present, and future
were gone. I had to make the most difficult phone call of my life to his mother, who’d just
recently celebrated her cancer remission.
Nothing is the same since his death. My guilt, questions, sadness, anxiety, anger are
sometimes too much to bear, and so is the pain of missing him. How did this happen? I
feel like I let him down, and myself, as well and his daughter and his parents.
Clayton is the love of my life, and I must spend the rest of my life missing him and
mourning him and second-guessing everything we did that day. In the meantime, he’s
forever 38 years old, and I laugh a whole lot less these days.
Thank you so much.
Lacey Cooley – Clayton’s girlfriend; forever 38
Estill Springs, Tennessee
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Margie Moore’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Marjorie Moore, Margie for short. I am an Ambassador for the Tennessee Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. We are working to bring recognition to our lost loved ones.
Please allow me to introduce you to my beloved daughter, Angel.
Angel was born in a little town in upstate New York on April 21, 1991. She was a wonderful baby
and a great big sister to her younger brother, Dean. She grew up in Vermont until she was 10,
where she enjoyed participating in chorus and playing the clarinet. In 2001 we moved to
Tennessee to better our lives. Angel graduated from high school in 2009 while pregnant with her
first born. Isabella made her way into this world in November of 2009, and so began motherhood
for Angel. They added to their little family in 2013 when she had her son, Logan, and again in
2014 when Alaina was born. She loved her babies and was such a good mom.
Angel was a kind person, through and through. She was so lovable and enjoyed life to the fullest.
She loved to cook and bake for her kids. She loved her hip-hop music, always dancing along to
the beat. She was silly with her children and loved a good photo-op to take goofy pictures with
them. Those photos and memories are forever cherished. She also loved coloring in adult coloring
books. It was a great way for her to relax. With three children, it wasn’t often she had time to sit
and focus on her art, so she appreciated those moments when they came.
Her oldest daughter is just like her in every way possible. They look just alike, walk and talk the
same, and she carries her mom’s confident attitude. She is Little Miss Smarty-Pants, just like her
mom was as a child. It is bittersweet. Sadly, Isabella lost her dad as well on Mother’s Day to a
motorcycle accident. She is now living with her aunt. She will be 14 in November. I am one of
countless grandmothers who are now raising their grandchildren, as Logan and Alaina, ages 10
and nine, now reside with me. They are all I have left of their mom. They are my joy.
In 2015, things took a turn in Angel’s life. She met a man who was not a good influence on her.
Regrettably, that’s where her drug use began when he introduced her to many things, including
mollies, cocaine, heroin, and methamphetamine. In three short years, this lifestyle took everything
from us. Angel passed away on February 12, 2018. She was 26.
Every single person who has died due to opiates and other drugs were so much more than what
took their lives. Along with their families, they each had plans, hopes, and dreams for their futures.
Please help us honor our children by showing that their lives mattered. Help us to build a
Memorial Wall in our State Capitol complex.
Sincerely,
Margie Moore – Angel’s mom; forever 26
Maryville, Tennessee
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Sharon Kitts’ Son
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. This is a 50-state
campaign looking to place Memorial Walls in all state capitols. Would you assist us in finding
a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our State Capitol complex?
We would like our loved ones to be honored like victims. A group of our Tennessee moms
would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening ever again.
My son, Dustin Monroe, passed away due to fentanyl poisoning on February 3, 2022. He is
forever 44. His death has devastated our whole family. He was so much more than what took
his life.
Here is a little about who my precious son, Dustin Monroe, was.
My name is Sharon Kitts. I am the mother of Dustin Monroe. We shared an unconditional
and unbreakable bond. His best friend and most faithful companion, Oasis, whom he raised
from a puppy and loved with his whole heart, were like Batman and Robin.
Dustin was passionate about reading and journaling. He studied many topics and was well
versed in different religions. He was a Christian whose faith showed in his daily life, never
hesitating to pray with anyone. He lived by grace, not perfection, offering forgiveness and
always accepting responsibility for his own actions. He was kind and humble, often feeling the
pain others felt intuitively. He prayed for peace of mind and heart for himself and others.
Dustin pursued many hobbies in life, including weightlifting, working out, boxing, wrestling,
skateboarding. He loved to swim in the ocean and fish. His newest hobby was going to the
gun range. He loved all animals. He was a Big Rig Truck driver and loved the freedom of the
open road. He was known as the "Alpha Dog Warrior" and "Hillbilly Duck".
His wit could bring a smile and laughter when it was most needed, and his million-dollar smile
matched his sparkling blue eyes. Dustin's Dad passed when he was just a baby, but he
forever carried him in his heart. He loved me and his grandmother very much, bringing much
joy to our lives. Dustin is missed by many.
We are grieving mothers and parents. We have hope and keep faith that you will help us.
Sincerely,
Sharon Kitts, Dustin’s mom; forever 44
Knoxville, Tennessee
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Stephanie Fisher’s Son
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Dear First Lady Maria Lee,
My name is Stephanie Fisher, and Daniel Fisher was my first-born son. He was a
country boy who loved to fish, ride through the mountains, play basketball and had a
passion for animals of all kinds. Daniel started working part time in high school at
Staples but had plans of going to school to be an electrician.
He was engaged to be married to his high school sweetheart in two weeks on the
beach in Destin, Florida. She was expecting their first baby. She was four months
pregnant at the time that he was poisoned. Daniel would never know he was having a
little girl, but he held that first ultrasound picture of Lilly in his billfold proudly. On one
side was his baby, and on the other side was a picture of his beautiful bride to be.
Daniel had been involved in a fender bender that day. I will never know who sold him
the fake oxycodone that turned out to be fentanyl. The detective told me that because
he wasn't stabbed or shot, they couldn't really charge anyone for poisoning him
because he asked for it. “You play, you pay”! My son was a good boy, and he never
asked for fentanyl poison.
Regardless of anyone's judgement on him from an outsider, I knew my son better than
anyone. What haunts me even more than not getting justice for him is knowing that the
person who killed him was free to kill many more. Our lives have been forever
changed, turned inside out, upside down, and shaken to the core. I will spend the rest
of my life trying to warn others about fentanyl poisonings.
Please help us memorialize our lost loved ones with a Memorial Wall.
Thank you,
Stephanie Fisher – Daniel’s mom; forever 21
Chattanooga, Tennessee
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Adolph & Peggy Alvarez’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Abigil Chagoya Alvarez was born on September 4, 2003. She was so perfect when born. No
swelling or redness and no marks on her body. So perfect! She was such a character as soon
as she knew how to talk and walk. Always the silliest one in the room. Loved everyone so
much. She was very affectionate and cared about all. She became an animal lover quickly.
Wanted a dozen dogs. We started getting dogs in our family when she was 2. Loved them
completely. At one time in our lives, we had 5!! She always said when she had her own place,
she would have a house full.
As she got older, she loved fashion. As young as 5 she would pick out her clothes for school
every day. Loved to make her own style. Didn’t care about what anyone else thought, she was
her own person. As a teen she loved makeup. Loved those false lashes. The bigger the lashes
the better. She also got into skincare. Loved all those products for skincare and makeup.
Everything she did with passion. She lit up the room with her smile and kindness. She was an
artist also. Loved to draw and paint. She turned her creativity by self-expression. Loved to
have her hair platinum blonde. That gave her a chance to use all different colors, also. And
she even shaved off her hair when she was 17 to do more styles and crazy colors. She loved
getting tattoos and piercings. Abby was very special and was her own person. Before she
died, she was working at Petco and going to start aesthetician school in the fall.
The day she died she went out with a friend to his friend’s house. We never heard from her
after 8:30pm. I contacted her friend multiple times to find out where she was. He said he
dropped her off at a friend’s place. He could not tell us exactly where she was or who this
person was. I knew in my spirit something was wrong. I knew we had to find her. My husband,
Adolph, and I went to an apartment at 3:30 in the morning. We couldn’t find her. The next day
my husband went back to try to find her. We knew she was in the complex through her phone
but not the exact apartment number. We got a call at 11am that she was found dead. We
found out her friend was with her the whole time but left her there.
We can’t even imagine why a roomful of people would not help her or let her die. Later with
the medical examiner report she died that Friday night and was left there til 11am. They gave
her a pill that was pure of fentanyl. She died instantly. We want no other family to experience
this. It’s heartbreaking to lose your baby girl.
We are imploring you to build a memorial wall in our State Capitol to help the grief of our
families and to remember our loved ones who have died in this drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Adolph & Peggy Alvarez
Mother of Abigil Chagoya Alvarez, Forever 18
Hurst, TX
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Andrea Mccutcheon’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Andrea Mccutcheon and I will always remember this date May 21, 2021. It was a
perfect day that I hold onto forever, little did I know that would be the last time I would see my
daughter. We spent the day at the lake laughing and taking pictures. She even called me later
that evening to tell me it was a very special day that she enjoyed too. Only 3 days later did
my life seem to disappear.
My daughter Valerie Vineyard was born on September 26, 2001, she was always laughing,
smiling, and being silly. As a little girl she loved My Little Pony, swimming, and going to Church
summer camp every year with her two best friends. She was the middle child of an older sister
and younger brother. They loved each other and spent so much time together. During her
middle school years, she was on the volleyball and basketball teams and was also in
yearbook which began her love for photography. Taking pictures was her passion and if you
were with her, you were on her wall of fame as she displayed them all proudly. She graduated
high school in 2020 and was working full time at Simple Moving Labor. Her coworkers joked
about her coffee obsession and her comedic personality.
Valerie loved spending her time with her boyfriend Harrison and always looked forward to her
days off when she could spend time with her nephew James. He brought her so much
excitement and happiness. She made sure to include Harrison and James together because
she loved them both so much.
Valerie and I grew very close these last few years and spent a lot of time together shopping
and going out to eat and just enjoying each other’s company. She called me daily and every
night before she went to bed just to say good night. Our relationship was at its best. Then the
phone call I have nightmares about. The day I walked into the hospital I knew it was different
than any day before and I would not get those goodnight phone calls again. I felt a sick feeling
in my stomach I knew it wasn’t just me over thinking the situation I knew it was bad. Then the
days up at the hospital that you just prayed for a miracle and nothing. It seems like your life
stands still from that moment. The mental anguish it puts your family through hoping you
make the right decision to let your baby go. Never seeing her beautiful face again. You are
stuck in this place every day after you say your goodbyes. I am mentally in the fog every day.
My world has stopped. We must find a way to stop this from happening to other families.
Valerie was an incredible young lady and didn’t deserve to die from this deadly poison. She is
missed every day. We cannot continue to let this happen anymore. Fentanyl is real and it
takes away our children and loved ones. To help bring awareness to this we should do this by
having a memorial wall with all our loved ones just like other museums have that show how
many we lost during war. This has been a war against us.
Sincerely,
Andrea Mccutcheon
Mother of Valerie Vineyard, Forever 19
Euless, TX
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Annie Hernandez’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Josh Bell who is forever 33. When he died 1/17/2019 I had never heard of fentanyl,
today my knowledge has exponentially increased. Josh loved sports, animals, and
most of all his family. I miss him more than anyone could possibly imagine. A piece of
me died 4.5 years ago with him.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Josh’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls,
albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Annie Hernandez
Pflugerville, TX
903

Beth Taylor’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
On November 14, 1991, Tyler was my 1st child. Three years later I had my 2nd son. Tyler was
now a big brother! He was a great big brother! I was blessed to become the mother of my first
child Tyler Mitchell.
As any mom would say, “my child was amazing!” Growing up his dream was to be taller than his
cousin who was 6 foot 4 inches. Tyler by the age of 19 was 6’5”. He graduated from high school
and went on to be a financial consultant. Self-made! Then his goals changed. He wanted to make
a million by the age of 30. As a financial consultant he handled stocks and investments for many
people. Tyler had several homes as well as building up other companies. Tyler was a good and
loyal friend to many. Tyler had a girlfriend of 5 years and they had just begun talking about
children. Tyler loved to travel and went many places including Africa, Portugal and too many
states to name. He passed away 5 months before he turned 30 but had already reached his goal.
He wasn’t married and had no children. He lived alone with his dog named Veto.
Tyler had cut his hand while working in the garage and he was like me, didn’t like doctors or
hospitals. He bandaged up his hand, but it was hurting him, and he couldn’t sleep. Tyler had a
very important meeting coming up with other investors, so he wanted to be well rested as he put
many hours into his work and sometimes worked thru the night. He took what he thought was
Xanax, but it was fentanyl! This is a parent’s worst fear. My child had dreams and goals and a
future. He wasn’t ready to go! Had he taken a real Xanax he would still be here! I’m not sure who
he got it from, but he took it and passed in his home.
We didn't hear from him as we always did. We called for a couple of days before finally going to
his home. His dad got in his truck and drove to his home in Dallas. Knocking on the door but no
answer only Veto barking. He finally was able to break a window and found our son sitting by the
front door with Veto protecting him. Tyler had been gone a couple of days. He was gone! He had
been gone for a few days with his loyal companion guarding him. He passed away June 28th,
2021, but was found July 1st, 2021. My child should be here. He wasn't finished. He had dreams,
goals, and plans. He didn't want to go! He was deceived and he was murdered!
I had heard of fentanyl from others online not really knowing that much about it. Now as I mourn, I
am connecting with hundreds of other moms who have lost their children as well. It blows my mind
that this poison is in everything and killing an entire generation! Fentanyl isn't just taking addicts in
alleys or homeless people. It's taking financial consultants, 13-year old’s who find drugs on
Snapchat. It's taking kids who just got accepted into college. It's taking moms and dads. It's a
weapon of mass destruction and something must be done.
I will never stop speaking on this. My child didn’t want to die! I will forever be his voice! Please
hear our stories please help us put a stop to this. It shouldn't have to happen to you for it to matter
to you. We hope you will help us be their voices & help us live on their memories and lives that
were taken too soon by having a memorial wall.
Sincerely,
Beth Taylor
Mother of Tyler Mitchell, Forever 29
Dallas, TX
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Bonnie Claxton’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Bonnie Claxton and my son John “JC”, was poisoned with illicit fentanyl.
My son had the biggest heart and would do anything to help anyone. His personality
would draw a crowd and not to mention his smile that would brighten any room. I no
longer get to see his beautiful smile, what I have now are pictures and memories.
John was hanging out with friends when he took what he thought was Xanax, turned
out to be illicit fentanyl. John’s “friends” moved his body after he had passed away and
failed to call 911 in a timely manner. When 911 was called the paramedics worked on
him for 27 mins, they got a faint pulse, so he ended up at the hospital. We then had to
decide to let him go due to the acute cardiac arrest, acute pulmonary edema, and
acute global brain damage. We let my beautiful son go home on 4/4/22 and my life
has forever been changed.
This is why we all are reaching out to you to try to get this memorial wall. We just want
to keep them alive and try to help someone else from experiencing this pain we have.
So, this memorial wall will help others see that if you try something it could take your
life forever.
Sincerely,
Bonnie Claxton
Mother of John “JC” Christopher Hilario, Forever 22
Odessa, TX
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Brandi Hickman’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Brandi Hickman, and my son Andron was first poisoned by fentanyl in April
of 2020. He had to be resuscitated. He was in a coma for three days. He had to learn
to walk, talk, eat, and read all over again. My son was on probation at the time, in
which he failed every drug test he took.
I begged Travis County to make it mandatory for him to go to treatment, and I was
denied. I was told in the state of Texas starting at the age of 12 they had to consent to
treatment. He never got the help he needed because of the lack of help in mental
health and addiction, my son kept struggling.
On January 26, 2022, my son was at a friend’s house, and he passed away from
fentanyl poisoning. He took what he thought was a Xanax, but it was laced with
fentanyl. The kids and parents were there. They waited hours to call for help so they
could get their story together. The police never investigated in fact they act as if he
deserved it. #LLANDRON
I never thought I would lose my son this way and felt like I was doing anything &
everything to get him help. No one told me what I could do. So now I fight for all the
parents hoping I can save the next ones that will face this same situation. I am also
hoping to bring awareness by memorializing our loved ones with the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall. We know there is one in Washington, DC but many of us can’t afford to
go or see it. We watch it through videos or online, instead we would love to have this
at our state capital in Texas. We are hoping for you & your husband Governor Abbott
to help us just like he did to make fentanyl an emergency crisis.
Sincerely,
Brandi Hickman
Mother of Andron Petteway II, Forever 17
Austin, TX
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Carilu Bell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Carilu Bell, mother of Casey Dean Copeland who grew up in Lake Travis,
attended Lake Travis Elementary, Junior and High School. He chose to move to Westlake for
his Junior and Senior years, where he graduated. He loved playing football in school and one
year was nominated Mr. Personality.
In elementary school, he was in the Gifted and Talented program. Throughout his school
years, Casey was loved by all his teachers and coaches. After graduating from high school, he
took classes at ACC, then graduated from Texas State University in San Marcos, with a
Bachelor of Exercise and Sports and a Major in Health and Fitness Management. He was a
Certified Fitness Trainer and was a mentor for many people wanting to improve their health
and physique.
Casey started bartending to help pay for college expenses and continued bartending
throughout his life. He was well known in and around Lake Travis, not only because he grew
up there, but he had also worked at many of the restaurants and bars in the area. Customers
couldn’t help but fall in love with his spirit.
A few of his friends described him as, “always having a smile, living life to the fullest” and
“spreading love, unity, and joy anywhere he went.” “He touched a lot of lives, drove some
people crazy, but mostly made people love him. “He was such a loving guy and wasn’t afraid
to show it.” One friend observed, “His bear hugs could incite world peace.”
He had an immense passion for Texas Longhorns’ Football, Baseball and Basketball (some
say he was born with orange blood). Working out at the gym and running were two of his
enduring hobbies. On his 40th birthday, he even ran to the Pennybacker Bridge, spanning
Lake Austin, he decided to swim across and then continued with his run.
Casey loved his friends and genuinely cherished music, from Pearl Jam to Kenny Chesney.
One of his greatest joys was sharing his love of music with family and bringing them to shows
with him.
He was no stranger to getting the party started. If no one was on the dance floor, he had no
problem pulling his mom out to two-step. Casey didn’t embarrass easily and was often the
center of attention. He adored and loved his dogs, Pearl and Malia, but most of all Casey
loved his family. His mom, grandmother, grandfather, stepdads, brother, sister, and nieces will
miss him more than words can say and will all be forever touched by the outpouring of love
from Casey’s friends.
Please support a memorial wall in our state Capitol for the victims of the drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Carilu Bell
Mother of Casey Dean Copeland, Forever 44
Austin, TX
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Christina Pena’s ~ Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Angelina was very talented and had a smile that would light up the room. Angelina worked fulltime
at Papa John's pizza for four years, she was also going to school full-time for
cosmetology and microblading. Angelina had been suffering with a lot of pain from being
diagnosed with endometriosis.
August 2019, she had her first surgery for endometriosis. She was doing better for a couple of
months maintaining the pain with ibuprofen, but the pain would come back and was more
intense and she was miserable. In February 2020 she graduated cosmetology school earning
seven certificates and became manager at her job within the same month making it the
happiest time of her life. She was still suffering with so much pain. She went to her Dr. and
was diagnosed again with endometriosis along with polyps. Angelina was a fighter, she still
worked full-time, had her makeup business on the side and was saving up to start her own
microblading business. In August 2020 she had her second surgery but this time the pain
afterwards was far worse. Her Dr. prescribed a month worth of pain pills for the pain but soon
after they ran out, she still was in so much pain. A friend of the family offered Angelina a pain
pill which she was told was Oxycodone and only took half of it.
On October 20, 2020. At 11:25 my phone rang it was the Lewisville Police Department
informing me that my daughter had overdosed and was in the hospital. I was in total shock. I
rushed to the hospital thinking she was going to tell me she was sorry and made a mistake
and only wanted the pain to go away. When I got there, I never imagined seeing Angelina
hooked up to all these machines. She had a heartbeat but could not breathe on her own. I
didn't believe she had overdosed my daughter didn't like drugs or alcohol. I thought she had a
blood clot, and it went to her brain. We sat right by her side for 3 days while the doctors were
running so many tests. All they kept saying was there no brain activity. I refused to believe it
and told them to run more tests! I yelled out “Not my baby”. On 10/22/2020 at 11:59 pm I had
to make the hardest decision in my life, I had to remove her from the life support machine.
Angelina, my only daughter, was gone. I will never get the chance to talk to her again. I will
never get to see her get married or be a grandma to her babies. The whole time I'm thinking it
was a blood clot but the autopsy report and it said she had 0.7 fentanyl in her system and
nothing else. I didn't even know what fentanyl was I had to google it.
My daughter took half a pill thinking it was an oxy when it was pure synthetic fentanyl no oxy
just pure fentanyl. Angelina was poisoned (murdered) by fentanyl from a friend of the family
but no one was charged. The detectives closed my daughter’s case with the drug dealer never
questioned or charged. Angelina didn't deserve to die she didn't want to die! She just wanted
the pain to go away. She made one mistake by trusting the wrong person and it cost her life.
My daughter was only 21 years old she was independent and a hard worker. All she wanted to
do was start her own microblading business, but she never got that chance.
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Angelina’s life mattered! We need to bring awareness to everyone so that this won't happen to
anyone else child we need to make the laws stricter on drug dealers. Angelina is gone and will
never be coming back. Angelina made up a quote she used to say to her cat “Star I'm your
moon and you’re my star together we light up the night sky”. I'm heartbroken and very angry
cause I will never ever hear my daughter call me “Mommy” again.
This memorial wall can be a great way to honor the victims of fentanyl poisonings and to also
bring education & awareness to our great Texas State.
Sincerely,
Christina Pena, ~ Mother of Angelina Marie Rogers, Forever 21
Carrollton, TX
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Christina Villagrana’s Son
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Dear Mrs. Abbott,
I am a mother that lost her son Kyle Andrew Hinkel to fentanyl poisoning on May 27, 2022, at
age 28. Kyle was my third child of four. I found him in his bed when he didn’t get up in the
morning. It was the worst day of my life. Kyle was working as an EMT in California where we
are from but when I told him I was moving to Texas he wanted to come and start a new life in
this great state as well. He had just gotten his Texas EMT certification and had many
interviews lined up, but just 6 weeks after we moved to Texas, he was gone. Here is a link to
learn more about Kyle’s story. Fentanyl Poisoning - Kyle Hinkel's Story
Kyle was an amazing and kind soul who loved his family and friends with all his heart and
would do anything for them. He also loved animals and the animals loved him in return. He
had an enthusiasm for life and was not afraid to speak his mind, you always knew where you
stood with Kyle. His crazy sense of humor caught you off guard and he had a knack for
making everyone laugh. He worked as an Emergency Medical Technician because he
enjoyed helping others, but he also enjoyed how interesting his career choice was. He was
always interested in learning new things and if he found something that he really liked, he
would learn as much as he could about it. Kyle had a great love of music that spanned
multiple genres and you could always hear him singing a song. Kyle was my best friend and I
miss him so much every day, my heart is broken without him.
I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency I and countless
other mothers in Texas feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and
addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief. I know how near
and dear to your heart Texanthropy is to you. I feel that helping us with this wall will do a great
service to all Texans by getting the information about this deadly epidemic front and center.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Kyle’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases
like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Christina Villagrana, Mother of Kyle Andrew Hinkel F28
Adkins, TX
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Colleen Ray’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my only child, my
son, Daniel, who is forever 32. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Daniel had the kindest soul of anyone
I have ever known. He loved his family and friends so much. He was a joy to be
around and always wanted everyone to feel love and happiness. He is missed terribly.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Daniel’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Colleen Ray
Austin, TX
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Debbie Peterson’s Son
920

Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Debbie Peterson and Matthew Neal Harvey was born on September 15, 1991. He
is a beloved son, brother, grandson, nephew, cousin, friend, and dad to his dog Roxi. Matt
was the first born to his mom and dad. Matt was always in the gifted and talented classes. He
played various sports growing up and settled into playing band through his junior and high
school years. Matt's senior class at Newman Smith High School in Carrollton, Texas went to
state his senior year and they placed in the top 10.
Matthew was a genius with a Master's degree. He was an avid skateboarder and musician.
Matt loved reading, music, movies, traveling, his family, his friends, and his dog Roxi. Matthew
was the first on his mom's side of the family to go to a university straight from high school.
Matt wrote his own music and has a YouTube channel that shows him singing and playing his
guitar. Matt is charismatic, handsome, smart, funny, and very caring.
Matt loved to try new adventures with his best friends Zach and Brandon, who he has known
since junior high. Matt and his brother Ryan had a great relationship and spent their adult
years vacationing and hanging out together. Reading and enriching his life was always a
priority. He enjoyed learning and talking about what he was learning. He loved to try to make
everyone see his point of view and would argue his points so well with sound reasoning. Matt
was working at the University of Texas, Arlington campus for about 4 years. He was trying to
go to Spain to teach English in 2020 when the pandemic began, and the borders shut down
and he couldn’t go.
Matt experimented with some drugs and alcohol in high school, and I did everything that I
could to stop it and guide him. Once he went to college, he was introduced to some harder
drugs. He overdosed on heroin in 2012 and was revived in the emergency room and put in the
ICU. From there, he went to rehab for six months. That saved his life, and we were able to
have a wonderful 9-1/2 years with him after that. Those years were filled with family vacations
and family get togethers and just spending time together as a family. Those years were some
of the happiest of my and his family's life.
In 2020, the pandemic stopped many young people from being able to have dates, spend time
together and just go out and have fun. It started a bit of depression for Matt. He started
seeking out pills and such during this time. I tried everything that I could think of to help.
For New Year's 2021, going into 2022, we went down to South Padre Island to visit family. We
had a wonderful time with family and enjoyed spending the New Year together. We went to
Mexico as an outing during our vacation. I found out later that while we were there, Matt went
into a pharmacy and bought some oxycodone pills. They weren't legitimate pills. We left South
Padre Island on 1/2/2022 to come home. That would be the last day I would hug my son and
tell him that I loved him.
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We texted on the 3rd and 4th about various things. He was texting with his friends, brother,
dad and a girlfriend on 1/5/2022. On January 6th, 2022, I received a call around 4 pm from
his work that he hadn't shown up for work that day. I called Matt's brother and his dad. Ryan
raced from Denton to Carrollton to get me and then to Arlington where Matt was living. We
arrived at 4:55 pm. The doors were bolted from the inside and so we had to go around to the
patio and Ryan busted a glass panel on the back door for us to get in. His dog Roxi was
barking. We ran inside. Matt had sat on the side of his bed and leaned back and stopped
breathing. We tried everything we could to revive him, but we knew he was gone. We just
screamed and screamed until the paramedics arrived. The medical examiner arrived and
noted the blue pills that looked like oxy pills, were instead fake pills filled with fentanyl. The
autopsy would take about 2 months and then we found out the pills were indeed fentanyl,
there was no oxy in the pills.
Matt was murdered. Matt was poisoned by fake pills. We looked in his phone and saw that he
asked someone for blue oxy pills. Matt thought he was buying oxy pills. Not a great choice,
but one oxy pill would not have killed Matt. At this point, an investigation is still underway. Our
family has been devastated at the loss of Matt. I would tell everyone that there is no safe
experimentation with any drugs today. In the past, you could experiment and not die. In
today's world, you must not take any street drugs if you want to live. 6 of every 10 pills the
DEA confiscates has a lethal amount of fentanyl in them.
Our hearts are forever broken but we will do everything that we can to ensure no other family
has to endure our loss. Please support the building of a memorial wall to honor the loss of our
loved ones to the drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Debbie Peterson
Mother of Matthew Neal Harvey, Forever 30
Arlington, TX
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Debra Lynn’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Debra Lynn. I recently lost my daughter, Mary Shandon on April 5, 2023. She was
murdered by fentanyl poisoning. That morning she entered a resident she considered safe. She
walked in with dreams of a better life without addiction. She never made it out alive.
Shandon was beautiful, smart, athletic with a kind heart. Her smile with her big blue eyes could
light up a room. She also had a daughter. Her goal was to break the merry go round of addiction.
She did not want to die. She wanted to regain her life as a mother, aunt, sister, and daughter.
She wanted her family back. Shandon’s belief and desire to break the bonds of addictions were
stolen from her that day by fentanyl poisoning that was given to her.
On the evening of that fateful day, I received a message asking if I had heard from Shandon as
the sender had been told that Shandon had passed. I was in disbelief and shock. I called the
police department and was informed that someone that was at the crime scene would get back to
me. At that moment I felt my worst fears and as a mother knew that my child was no longer here
on earth. The office called and confirmed that my daughter had passed away. I was still in
disbelief but as the realization set in, I could feel all the strength in my body draining away. I can
still remember the officer’s words, confirming my daughter’s passing, playing over and over in my
head like a broken record.
Shandon fought with addiction for years. This time was different, she told me that “her soul was
tired, and she did not want this life anymore”. She was passing all her drug screenings. Ironically,
she had a drug screen coming up the next day. Shandon was given a lethal dose of fentanyl. It is
unknown if she took it willingly. The fentanyl dose was so lethal that it killed her within seconds.
My daughter was no longer in this world for me to see, hold, or talk.
In this residence, she laid deceased for hours according to the coroner’s report and nobody there
tried to help her! There are so many unanswered questions surrounding her death. As parents we
want to know the truth and all the facts about the circumstances that brought this tragedy to our
family. The pain is so unbearable. I have never felt this depth of despair in my life.
We request Texas to recognize the life of our loved ones. Our loved ones are more than the
disease of addiction they struggle with every day. They are beautiful and loving souls.
We do not wish other families to ever experience this unbearable grief. Drug addiction is an
epidemic and does not discriminate based on your economic, racial, or geographical boundaries
and anyone of us or our loved ones can become their next victim.
We ask for your help with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to both honor our loved ones and to
bring awareness to these senseless tragedies that have engulfed countless lives and families.
Please don’t say “not my child”, as anyone could be its next victim.
Thank You!
Debra Lynn [Mother of Mary Shandon, Forever 39]
Allen, TX
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Dwayne Stewart’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Dwayne Stewart and I live in Cedar Park Texas. I lost my beautiful 19-
year-old son on March 20th, 2021, to fentanyl poisoning. My son, Cameron Stewart
was one of the most charismatic, funny, handsome, and intelligent young men I’ve
ever had the pleasure of knowing and I am so blessed to be his father. Cameron
bought 1 valium pill off Snapchat, or at least what he thought was a valium and laid
down and never woke up again. We found him the morning of March 20th, 2021, a
little less than 2 years ago. This is by far the worst day of my life!
They completed an autopsy here in Williamson County and the toxicity report came
back as death by fentanyl. Cameron did not set out or want to lose his life that night.
Cameron purchased 1 pill for probably $10.00 and according to the coroner was
probably dead within 15 minutes of taking the counterfeit pill. This has destroyed me,
his mother Becky, and his brother Hayden. We will never be the same people we
were prior to losing Cameron and a big piece of our hearts are gone with him. If I
could just kiss his sweet face, hug his neck, and tell him I love him one more time I
would give anything for that, but I know I can’t and that breaks my heart!
It is my prayer that not one more family will have to endure the devastating and
excruciating pain of losing a child in such a senseless way. The seller of this poison
to my son is still on the street and has not been arrested yet. I believe there is an
effort by the police department to catch this dealer but haven’t done so yet. I will
always be willing to stand up and speak on my son’s behalf as well as the thousands
of other young people who have met this same fate. Every day that passes is a day
closer I am to seeing my sweet Cameron again but until then I will continue to fight,
speak, and get the word out!!
Fentanyl Kills! One Pill Does Kill! We need this to blasted out everywhere in & around
our Capitol walls as well as our Texas state. We can bring awareness to this
epidemic by having a memorial wall.
Sincerely,
Dwayne Stewart
Father of Cameron Stewart, Forever 19
Cedar Park, TX
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Jeri Horton’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Jeri Horton. My beautiful girl Jessie Gabrielle Williams was born on March 24, 1998. She
grew up in Plano, Texas, and graduated Plano Senior High in 2016. She participated in Girl Scouts,
cheerleading, basketball, and choir. Jessie spent most Friday and Saturday nights at the Thunderbird
Skating Rink or Collin Creek Mall hanging out with her friends. She also enjoyed going to music
festivals and collecting band T-shirts. We spent time together watching our crime shows and horror
movies-two loves that we shared.
Her true passions were photography, music, and anime. She brought life to the photos that she took.
She was affectionately known as Ms. Pickles and loved her role as Rave Mother. Jessie was obsessed
with anime since middle school-Pokemon, Naruto, Yu-Gi-Oh, Inuyasha and FullMeta.
She was always unapologetically herself and she loved her family and friends with all of her being.
She was a light for those in her life and brought much joy to everyone she encountered. She never
knew a stranger whether it be at school, within the EDM community or on a road trip with her mom.
Jessie did not mince words and had quite a foul mouth at times. She loved to flash her middle finger
especially when mom was trying to get a ‘nice’ picture. She was passionate about things that mattered
to her or if she felt something was wrong.
Jessie was truly a beautiful soul taken from us way too early. She was funny, sassy, and full of
personality. She was loved deeply by all who knew her.
Jessie was a mama’s girl and always told me that I was her best friend. She had the best smile and
the biggest laugh. She gave the best hugs. I miss her terribly and I would give anything for her to be
back home where she belongs.
Jessie had struggled with SUD for several years. She suffered from mental health issues and was selfmedicating.
She had been living with her boyfriend and his family at the time of her death. It was his
birthday weekend, and she was provided what she believed was oxycodone, but it was fentanyl.
Based upon the evidence, Carrollton PD believe that she died early morning on September 13, but her
death was not reported until the afternoon of September 15. The family has provided conflicting
information regarding the circumstances of her death. It is unclear why no one reported the incident
immediately (boyfriend was in room with her). Due to this, I did not get to see her or say goodbye, nor
could her body be present at her memorial. No charges have been filed regarding the death of my
daughter. We are requesting a memorial wall of photos in honor of our loved ones lost in the drug
epidemic. Someone needs to be held accountable for my daughter’s death and I will keep pushing
until we receive justice for Jessie.
She chose to take a pill. She did not choose to die. She did not want to die. She did not deserve to die.
My daughter was P-O-I-S-O-N-E-D.
Sincerely,
Jeri Horton
Mother of Jessie Gabrielle Williams, Forever 23
Carrollton, TX
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JoAnne Crownover’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am writing to you as a grieving mother and drug prevention & awareness advocate seeking funding
and development of a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall to be created in the State of Texas. I’m
passionate about this effort because I lost my own daughter, Savannah, on May 22, 2021, at the age
of 18 to fentanyl poisoning just two weeks prior to her high school graduation. Too late, we sadly
learned “One Pill Can Kill” is the reality facing too many families in Texas. This was a complete shock
to our family, friends, and the entire community, and she is missed every single day by those who
loved her most.
My husband, Jeff, and I, always knew that Savannah was special as she had a big heart, an old soul,
and often proved she was wiser than her years. Savannah was a straight A student, competed in
Speech & Debate, attended a summer at Harvard for a STEM program, and was accepted to attend
the University of Texas Moody School of Communications. She enjoyed learning about politics and
was interested in being an advocate for those suffering from depression and anxiety. She was a
trusted confidant among her friends and an amazing mentor to her younger sister, Marina, who is now
also pursing education and athletics at UT. Savannah was full of life, she loved artistic make-up,
driving & singing with her sister, and laughing loudly from her belly! The grief is undeniable, never
ending, and has left so many with broken hearts.
I am committed to supporting the efforts of fentanyl education and awareness and have connected with
the “Angel Moms” of “Texas Against Fentanyl” www.TXAF.org and “A Force for Change”
www.aforceforchange.org . I know you are an Advocate too for Social and Emotional Learning and
Metal Health of children. Our children need to know the danger presented to them daily around this
epidemic, and we need our public figures to issue a “State of Emergency” to get funds moving sooner
rather than later. We need to equip our communities with the right tools to detect challenges, how to
speak with their children, and where to go for support! The passing of Tuckers Law SB3908 here in
Texas is only our first step, now we need action to get effective curriculum in the classroom and across
the communities. I’m hopeful that as the 1st lady of Texas and Mother you will understand the urgency
in ending this epidemic.
Would you help us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within the
beautiful halls and walls of our State Capitol? We have created two memorial walls, one with names,
and one with photos. I am including Savannah’s frame, below.
We are asking for the photos to be displayed in hard copy format, but also to have a digital wall display
as it updates on a consistent basis. The wall of the names can be projected on a wall so parents can
touch their loved one’s name. Our loved ones are victims of this war, a single use KILLS, there is no
room for learning from bad decisions on this topic any longer. We appreciate the work that was done
with TXAF and Governor Abbott at the “One Pill Kills” summit, but now we need action and the release
of funds to support our local non-profit organizations to get this work done NOW. Thank you in
advance for supporting our efforts and stopping this weapon of mass destruction.
Respectfully,
JoAnne Crownover, Mother of Savannah Renee Crownover, Forever 18
Austin, Texas
931

Judy Perez’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Judy Perez, and my son is Mickey Joe Perez. He was born 6/26/1987. He
loved being around family. He had a hidden talent for drawing. He would draw
superhero pictures for his younger cousins.
In his 20’s he was in a car accident that left him with a lifetime back injury. The
Doctor’s gave him Oxycodone for it which he took for years and eventually he was
unable to get them to give it to him, so he started getting it off the street.
On June 15, 2022, his dad thought he was sleeping in and around 10 am decided to
wake him up only to find him unconscious. He attempted compressions and when
EMS arrived, they also attempted to revive him neither able. I had seen the reports of
fentanyl and begged him to go to rehab. He told me he knew how to tell if they were
the pills with fentanyl.
The lab results showed differently. He had 8.2 ng/ml Fentanyl and 3.8 Nor-fentanyl. I
want his story told because I hope that others will see that they can’t trust these drug
dealers. He leaves behind a beautiful daughter that he loved dearly. She was 14 at
the time of his death. A mother should never have to bury a son. I want to be a voice
in this fight. The way to do this is by sharing his story but I also believe it is by having
something that no matter what loved ones can visit and others that are visiting the
capital in Austin can see all the faces of the victims that were lost to fentanyl
poisonings as well as the drug epidemic.
Please help us give a voice to them by helping us find just two walls to memorialize
our loved ones that were lost here in Texas to this epidemic.
Sincerely,
Judy Perez
Mother of Mickey Joe Perez, Forever 34
Amarillo, TX
933

Julie Downing Vincent’s Grandson
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Julie Downing Vincent, I am the grandmother of Kaden who was born to my middle son,
while he and his girlfriend, Megan were still in high school. Kaden’s father, Keith, was diagnosed with
Melanoma and married his then girlfriend, Kendra. She treated Kaden as if he was her own child and
did fun things with him when dad was feeling bad and unable to go out. He loved her dearly. Keith lost
his battle when Kaden was just 7 years old. Kaden struggled with the death of his dad all his life. He
lived with my husband Kent and myself off and on all his life, trying to find his purpose and way in life.
Kaden eventually moved in with us for good (his words) in early January 2021, along with his girlfriend
and their newborn baby boy, Dean. He was working for my husband’s pool company, and I convinced
him to go back to school and get his diploma. He graduated early, March of 2021 and was waiting to
walk across the stage to receive his diploma in May 2021. We had a trip scheduled to celebrate his
graduation. We were taking him and his girlfriend to Cabo, Mexico. His girlfriend had never been, and
he was very excited to show her the Mexico life! Sadly, he did not get to walk across the stage nor go
on the trip to Mexico. He had been experimenting with drugs, he had told me he tried Xanax,
Percocet, Hydrocodone, etc. His mom and I had tried to get him into a treatment facility; however, he
did not want to go. I asked him to stop the drugs and begin living a good life for him and his family. He
wanted to move into an apartment with his girlfriend, they talked about getting married too. He was
looking forward to his life as a dad and partner.
However, he took what he thought was ½ of a Percocet, it was laced heavily with fentanyl. His
girlfriend woke me up about 3 am on 4/13/21, she said he would not wake up. I had to call 911, do
chest compressions. I knew when I called 911 that Kaden was already gone, but I must have been in
shock, as I just went through the motions. His lips were blue, he was not breathing, he never came
back to us.
Luckily, the Tarrant County and Parker County police, DEA, etc. were all over our house asking
questions immediately. They were eventually able to locate the Dealer that sold the drugs to him on
Snapchat (they were able to map the other ½ of pill he had, to pills he was still selling). He was
sentenced to 7 years in Federal prison and 4 years’ probation on 10/5/21. I was able to give a victim
impact statement at his sentencing.
They were also able to locate the Supplier and map the pills he was selling to Kaden’s ½ pill. He was
sentenced to 15 years in federal prison and 5 years’ probation on 1/28/22. I also gave a victim impact
statement at his sentencing. Many other families don’t get justice like I did.
I knew nothing of fentanyl until Kaden passed and I quickly learned from Stephanie at NTXFX North
Texas Fentanyl Coalition and many others about this horrible epidemic sweeping our great country. I
now try to speak and attend any rallies etc. that I can to spread awareness, so no other family must go
through what we went through that horrible night. We hope you will help us to memorialize our loved
ones with this wall at the Austin State Capitol.
Sincerely,
Julie Downing Vincent
Grandmother of Kaden Vincent Forever 17 years old
Aledo, TX
935

Leslie D. Inman’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Leslie D. Inman, and I am writing to you, mother to mother, to ask for your help finding a
permanent place for the Texas Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. Ideally the State Capitol, but perhaps there
is another location that would be better suited, or doable.
A little bit about my daughter. Marissa passed away on February 15, 2016, at her home in Austin. She was
born April 17, 1990, in Austin where she grew up and went to Brentwood Elementary, Lamar Junior High
and McCallum High School, graduating in 2008. She was a member of the Daughters of the American
Revolution, played kickball and soccer at UHO and was on the McCallum varsity soccer team. She was a
loving mother; her two girls meant the world to her.
Marissa’s death was devastating to all she left behind. She was a 25-year-old young mother with two small
children. Kenzie who was only 11 ½ months and Leylah who was 5. While I lost my daughter, my friend
and the mother of my grandchildren, Marissa lost the opportunity to raise her daughters and one day
become a grandmother herself. She left behind friends who would give anything for just one more day with
her.
The ones with the greatest misfortune are the two little girls who lost their mother. One who mourns deeply
for her mother, a mom she remembers hugging, being pushed on a swing, eating lunch with her every day
at school. The other will never know or remember what a wonderful mom Marissa was. She will only know
her mom through photos we share her and the stories we tell. When she looks back at her childhood
rather than remembering the joy she had with her mother, she will recall visiting her mom’s grave.
Marissa will miss watching her daughters graduate from college, get married, and have children of their
own. Rather than her planning my funeral, deciding what I would wear, what to write in my obituary or say
in my eulogy, I did all of those for her. Rather than visiting my grave, placing flowers, sadly I now visit hers.
Had you told me on Feb 14, 2016, my daughter would die the next day, I would never have believed you.
When I walked up and saw an empty stretcher on the sidewalk and was then told by the first responder my
daughter was dead and they had tried giving her all the medicine she would have been given had they
taken her to the hospital it never registered in my mind that my daughter had just died of a drug overdose.
How would that even be possible? My daughter was healthy and happy and just a normal young mother.
When the medical examiner’s office called 8 weeks later to tell me the cause of death, I refused to believe
what she was telling me. I had no idea what the drug, fentanyl even was. I had never heard of it. I
remember telling her, “No, you are wrong, my daughter did not die of a drug overdose. It is just not
possible”.
A lot has changed since that day in 2016. I now know that she did not die of a drug overdose but instead of
Fentanyl Poisoning.
I was proud to stand behind your husband when he signed the fentanyl bills this summer. I am asking for
your help to place a memorial at or near the Capitol, not only as a memorial for those that have died, but
also to send the message that anyone can die of Fentanyl Poisoning.
Best Regards,
Leslie D Inman
Austin, TX
937

Linda Green’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely son, Logan
Green, on November 8, 2022, at the age of forever 27. He was found deceased in his
apartment, after a welfare check when he did not show up for work; died of fentanyl
toxicity poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his family and friends. We
mourn his daily presence in our lives. His family and friends miss him dearly, he had
been sober for 363 days.
I miss his laugh, his knowledge, his smile. He was loved and respected by everyone
that knew him. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable, and unstoppable. I am
committed to educating all, ending these losses and honoring my son and other
children’s lives and memory. You can get to know Logan and his story here;
FENTANYL POISONING: Logan Green Story
Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic.
My son was one of those that began his mental health journey at the age of 16 years
old and fought addiction for many years. He had become very happy with life and was
managing his mental health and had been sober for 363 days. He wanted to live; NOT
die. I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency I and
countless other mothers in Texas feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our
children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in
grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Logan's frame, below. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. We
would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese
criminal networks and Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again. Thank you for supporting our efforts and stopping this
weapon of mass destruction.
Sincerely & respectfully,
Linda Green, Logan Green’s mom Forever 27
Dickinson, TX 939

LuAnda Puente’s Son
940

Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Josh was my second child. Most children’s first word is “no”, but my Joshua was a yes
boy. He also loved watching Barney the purple dinosaur. Since he was about three
years old, he would say “I love you” to strangers at the store and while passing by our
neighbors. My Joshua would get up in the morning and walk his little sister to daycare
and then would walk himself to school. He was the one who would help clean the
house and would watch his sister while I was at work. If you have more than one child
you will understand that no matter what, we love them all the same.
However, there usually is that one child that we connect with and bond with the most.
He was the one I felt that connection with, almost like conjoined twins at the heart.
He was a great cook. He could fix any phone or computer problem I had. He was
loving and kind. In high school he started hanging out with the wrong crowd and
started smoking pot. His best friend in high school named Donovan was killed after
taking his mother’s car without her knowledge. Soon after Donovan’s death, Joshua
began to show signs that he was struggling, and then dropped out of school.
Later, around age 18 he suffered a back injury due to horsing around. He was
prescribed pain meds and became addicted. He then had to attend rehab twice and it
didn’t help. Soon after, one of his friends gave him heroin. He was hooked on it and I
had no idea. He was in and out of the rehab, but it didn’t seem long enough to work. 6
months was it and it didn’t seem to help. After he got out of rehab he ended up in
prison for a year for theft. After he got out of prison and his parole was over, he
wanted to get away from all the people he used to hang around that he knew would
encourage him to do drugs and steal, so he left for Orlando to stay with my oldest
brother.
He left in April 2019. He called and sent me texts every day. He said that he hated
Florida and wanted to come home so I told him to come home and that we can keep
trying here.
On June 26th I called over and over and left many messages. I called my brother; I
called the Florida police. Apparently, my son got into a disagreement with my brother
and left his home on the 25th.
The police came to my door June 27 to tell me my son was found and to call the
Florida police who then told me they found my son dead on someone’s doorstep. The
money he had saved was gone, his cell phone was gone, his clothing had been
dumped in someone’s hotel room. His suitcase was gone, and there was no way he
could have walked this distance with this stuff in his system. I just don’t think anyone
really cares when they are considered an addict.
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This is my son. He was a good person. He didn’t use fentanyl. He was poisoned and

no one cared. I feel that he was dumped there. I think rehab should be much longer
with a real program that actually helps with real change. Rehabs should be easier to
enter for people and should have education and job training. I also think drug
programs should be better and start earlier. I as a parent didn’t know how to talk to my
child about heroin. I thought my child was too smart. He was in gifted classes, and I
only knew how to talk to him about pot and alcohol.
Kids should be shown the truth about drugs and what they do, and my child’s death
certificate shouldn’t say accident. This was no accident. My child was tricked into
taking something he didn’t know was fentanyl. His life mattered. All these supposed
accidental overdoses should truly be investigated as if it was their own child. If i had a
back injury and told a friend at work and they offered me an Advil but give me
something else and I die, they would investigate it. That friend would be charged for
murder for giving me something other than Advil, yet my son who had previously been
and addict is labeled as an addict, and it was ok for someone to give him something
other than what he thought it was.
We have lived in Texas our whole life. Joshua was born in Houston. We moved here
when he was a year old. He’d never been away from home except when he went to
prison and then later to Florida.
In closing, these “just say no to drugs” programs they have at the schools should
include parents that have lost their child to drugs to assist with the teaching. The
classes should be for parents as well as the children and should start at a younger
age. We need to let people know the harsh reality of trying drugs even once. This can
be done by having a memorial in our state capital showing all the faces, ages, names
of all the ones we lost. We hope you will help us make this happen.
Sincerely,
LuAnda Puente
Mother of Joshua Puente, Forever 26
Fort Worth, TX
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Margaret Reyes’ Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Margaret Reyes, our son’s name is Jacob Ezekiel Reyes. He was a
wonderful bright young man he played the saxophone so beautiful; he was in his
Junior year at OU Oklahoma University when he was poisoned by fentanyl.
He grew up in Texas all his life, but he died while he was going to college at OU
and we have gotten no justice. Even though we haven’t we still want to bring
education and awareness to the drug epidemic. We have been active with NTXFC
trying to bring awareness locally and hope to bring awareness to the whole state by
having a memorial wall. We hope you will help us to do this. We can’t stay quiet
anymore and we have to start being bolder by having memorials for our loved ones.
Sincerely,
Margaret Reyes
Mother of Jacob Ezekiel Reyes, Forever 21
Fort Worth, TX
945

Maria Gaona’s Son
946

Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my first born, my
18-year-old son. I found him unconscious the morning of July 16, 2021, at
approximately 11:48am. I called 911 for help. They came within 6 minutes while on
the phone. My husband tried his hardest to administer CPR although we knew it was
too late.
Joeangel wasn’t an addict or an active use, but he did suffer from anxiety and
couldn’t sleep. Maybe that’s what led him to his death. Regardless I know for a fact
my child didn’t ask for fentanyl/Carfentanyl. He was such a happy outgoing child. I
truly will never understand WHY him.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos, and
one with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on
a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to
be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel)
and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the
Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug
users.
Please, mother to mother, I hope you understand where I’m coming from. I truly ask
for your help…
Sincerely,
Maria Gaona
In Loving Memory Of Joeangel Arenas, Forever 18
Houston, TX
947

Michele Yvonne Fulghum’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Michele Yvonne Fulghum and on March 31, 2022, my daughter Jasmine
Daniele Fore was with her boyfriend and some more “so called” friends in McKinney,
TX at some apartment. I am unsure of how long my daughter laid there dying, but the
911 call came in at 15:43:06, en route: 15:45:01, arrived at the apartment by 15:48:16,
transported her at 16:17:26, Hospital arrival 16:22:15. Immediately when I got the call I
rushed to the hospital as fast as I could, and the Lord took over my truck, so I made it
to my baby safely.
The ER doctor told me they had given Jasmine Narcan and that there was no brain
activity because for less than 5 hours she was unresponsive (unresponsive,
unresponsive, unresponsive- I kept repeating this) and I fell to my knees. They did let
me go back to see & I looked into her beautiful hazel, brown eyes and I knew my baby
was gone. But we held on and still no change and on April 3, 2022, we took her off life
support.
Jasmine was only 33 with a birthday coming up on June 23rd. She has 3 amazing,
beautiful, awesome children that are 15, 11, and 8. She was a Certified Nurse and
would give her shirt off her back for anyone. She was a kind, smart, beautiful person
who trusted the wrong kind of people. Her case is still being investigated and the
detectives have her phone. We will wait as long as it takes to get some kind of justice.
In the meantime, we are hoping to get her story as well as her face out there to show
that this can happen to anyone. So, we need your help to make this happen by helping
us have a memorial wall with all the ones lost to the drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Michele Yvonne Fulghum
Mother of Jasmine Daniele Fore, Forever 33
McKinney, TX
949

Frank & Ofie Moreno ’s Son
Raymond Moreno’s Brother
950

Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My husband and I are ambassadors for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Sebastian Genesis Moreno, who is forever 24. On February 3, 2022, we found Sebastian unconscious.
His older brother Raymond Moreno had to perform CPR on Sebastian. This traumatized Raymond for
life.
Sebastian lit up the world. His smile is what we all remember the most. He was full of charm. In school
he was always in the advanced classes. He loved to debate in his class. He was bold and strong and
told it like it was. Nothing was ever sugar coated. There was no middle ground with Sebastian. He
either loved you with all his heart or he didn't at all. Sebastian had the kindest heart ever. Regardless
of what he was going through he was always helping people out. The year the pandemic hit Sebastian
pulled out his 401k and fed the homeless. He also bought groceries for his friends in need.
My son loved like no other. He never judged anyone. In high school he won a scholarship. He and 39
others were chosen from 300 kids. Sebastian was the only male in his class and was certified in
cosmetology. Sebastian played football from elementary through his high school years. It was one of
his favorite sports. He was the smallest on the team. His classmates said he would hit the hardest.
Sebastian graduated from Sam Houston High School in Arlington, Texas. He was very independent.
He worked at Poly America for many years. He bought himself a car and loved his parents. He always
made sure he helped us in every way he could. He loved to play “Madden” with his brother. One of his
favorite quotes was "smile even if it hurts." Raymond and Sebastian were inseparable. If everyone had
a heart like Sebastian this world would be a better place.
Sebastian was not addicted to drugs; he did experiment with them like any other kid. But that night he
made a bad choice that cost him his life. He took less than half of a pill of what he thought was an oxy
but it was laced with pure fentanyl. This changed our lives forever. Sebastian left this world not by his
will, he was poisoned by fentanyl. February 3rd was the last time we saw him alive and he was happy.
He was the joy of our home life and it has not been the same since. I hope that his story will save
someone in this world . The world must know that one pill can kill and fentanyl is like poison.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a
Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with
photos and one with names. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like
racism.
A group of our Texas moms and dads would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again. Help us please. We need change. Too many of our children are being
poisoned! I I miss my baby boy and don't wish this on anyone ...rest in peace my beautiful angel baby.
Sebastian 4ever24
Sincerely, Frank & Ofie Moreno & Raymond Moreno, his brother Fort Worth, Texas
951

Rachael & Brad Wright’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Luke was born in Fort Worth on Feb. 7, 2003, to Brad and Rachael Wright. Luke was
an amazing young man full of life and love. For most of his school years, he attended
Southwest Christian School. This year he attended Aledo High School. In school, he
enjoyed being the class clown, always making others laugh. His friends remember
how he lit up the room and was the life of the party. Luke loved with his whole heart,
which was present in his big bear hugs and kind eyes.
Luke was full of life. Luke lived a joyous and vibrant life. Luke loved to jet ski, play
football, basketball, baseball, going to the lake, vacations, paintball, sailing, various
competitive swim teams, and video games. Luke always loved spending time with
friends, snuggles, and cuddles from his friends and parents, and working at his new
job, Abuelos on Hulen. He was always ready with a smile and had a contagious and
infectious laugh. Luke was a great listener and always there for you no matter what
you needed. Luke had an unlimited list of friends. He never met a stranger. He was a
friend to all.
Luke was known for his EPIC, beautiful, strawberry-blonde hair! He had a unique
sense of style; he had a very special and memorable swag about him. Luke always
had a new look and "swoop" for the hair. Like the time he shaved his eyebrows and
had to wear vanity glasses and used a sharpie to draw on fake eyebrows and cover
his smooth forehead!
Luke had a rich spiritual life that was full of devotion and was always keeping bible
class at SCS fun and uplifting. Psalms 23 is his favorite verse. He was active in the
McKinney/Doxology "Bridge" youth group, Meadow ridge Baptist Church, Hope Works,
and, most recently, Life Church. He first gave his life to Christ over Thanksgiving when
he was seven years old. In 3rd grade, he chose to go public with his faith by getting
baptized at Hope Works. Luke rededicated his life on March 27, 2019, at Grace view
Baptist Church. Luke Wright Memorial in plans for a foundation that will carry forward
Luke's legacy with nonprofit: LIVES FOR LUKE.
Just like we started our nonprofit to bring awareness & joined the NTFXC we want to
honor all our loved ones by having a place locally that we can all visit that is in our
Capitol. We hope you will help with this dream & goal of all of us that we lost a loved
one. We are asking all our states to actually help with this.
Sincerely,
Rachael & Brad Wright
Parents of Luke Bradley Wright, Forever 16
Crowley, TX 953

Rebecca Montelogo-Reveles’ Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Rebecca Montelongo-Reveles. Schuylar loved volleyball and had a smile that
would just make everyone else smile. She worked at Subway & Walmart since she was 16yrs
old. She graduated in 2020, took some time off and then started college. Schuylar had
suffered from mild depression due to being bullied by a boy who only wanted to play games
with her.
On January 16, 2021, Schuylar’s best friend called me worried about Sky’s safety so we
looked for Schuylar and eventually found her she was very lost and confused so I rushed her
to the hospital and begged her to stop going around that crowd. She stayed away and was
doing good. I kept telling her how proud I was of her.
On July 4, 2021, I checked my phone for her location because she told me she was going out
with some friends she grew up with. I saw that she was in a city I’ve never heard of, so I
thought, “ok it’s 4th of July they went for fireworks”. My thoughts were wrong. I woke up early
to check Schuylar’s location to find she was at a HOSPITAL. My heart dropped. I thought, “oh
no did my baby get hurt from fireworks?” I found out that the kid she had been hanging around
got ahold of her on Snapchat and picked her up; threatening her friends she was originally
with. He dumped my daughter’s body at an abandoned gas station and drove off while calling
911 for help. I was so heartbroken but thankful they were able to save her. She was poisoned
with oxy that was laced with fentanyl! We got her back home and again worked very hard to
help her stay away from him.
On Friday, August 20, 2021, that’s when I got the worst call from Plano PD saying we need to
get to the hospital that my daughter had overdosed. I was in shock. We rushed to the hospital
thinking she was going to tell me “Mom! I’m ok I’m fine and I only want to go home”. When I
got there, we waited in an empty room, alone and I just had this feeling something wasn’t
right! The doctor and nurse came in and told me “I’m sorry we did all we could, but we lost
her”. I dropped to my knees screaming “NO NOT MY BABY PLEASE GO IN THERE AND
KEEP TRYING PLEASE”.
I begged and pleaded with God to save her to bring her back to me. August 20, 2021, our
lives changed dramatically. Schuylar, my daughter was gone never coming back, I will never
get the chance to talk to her again or see her smile. I will never get to see her get married or
have babies. I never in my life heard about fentanyl.
My daughter took a pill that took her life. Schuylar was poisoned and killed with fentanyl from a
boy that didn’t care about her life. He never got charged and he lied on the day my baby died
and he lied about his name and probably didn’t call 911 right away to get rid of all the drugs!
He often gets charged with drugs, but they still can’t hold him accountable! The detectives
closed Schuylar’s case with him never being questioned or charged for any of this. My
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daughter didn't deserve to die, she would have never wanted to die! She planned on
coming home that night! She promised her 8yr old sister that she’d be home, and my
baby never made it! My daughter was only 19 years old she had her whole life ahead
of her.
I’m hoping we bring awareness to everyone so that this won't happen to anyone else
we need to change these laws for the drug dealers. I'm so heartbroken, confused and
very angry because I will never get to hold my daughter, be happy, smile a real smile
again. It’s like fentanyl took my daughter Schuylar’s life and is slowly killing me. It’s not
fair!
The way to make this fair is to memorialize all of our loved ones that were lost to the
drug epidemic by the memorial wall. We hope you will help us to do this here in our
state capitol in Austin, TX.
Sincerely,
Rebecca Montelogo-Reveles
Mother of Schuylar Montelongo, Forever 19
Allen, TX
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Ryan & Stephanie Vaughn’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Our names are Ryan & Stephanie Vaughn. Our daughter (and Summer's sister),
Sienna Vaughn, died suddenly of fentanyl poisoning on February 19, 2023. Sienna
was a 16-year-old Junior at Plano Senior High School, in Plano, Texas. Sienna was a
wonderful young woman who impacted many people around her through Girl Scouts,
Cheer, and school. She loved listening to music, hanging out with her friends and
playing with our cats. Her life was tragically taken much too soon, and she is greatly
missed.
Sienna made the mistake that many other young people across the country are
making far too often. She took what she thought was a prescription Percocet wanting
to relax in her bedroom at home. Unfortunately, this pill was laced with a fatal amount
of fentanyl. When we discovered her, approximately an hour after taking the pill, it was
too late. Taking a prescription pill that someone gave her was a mistake, but this
should NOT have been a fatal error. With fentanyl-laced fake prescription pills in
circulation, people are not getting a second chance. We will work with local officials to
get lifesaving Narcan into schools and engage with organizations that are focused on
this crisis.
Sienna's loss will hurt forever, and she will be missed by so many. We thank our family
and friends for the outpouring of love and support that has carried us through this
unimaginable time. We hope our story will help other families open a dialogue that
saves the lives of other kids. We hope to not only change policies but also help
memorialize our angels in Texas by having a memorial here in our state Capitol. As
we work with TXAF Texas Against Fentanyl to bring awareness & education we hope
to be able to use this memorial wall to bring awareness, too. We hope you will help us
to do this.
#siennasstory
Sincerely,
Ryan & Stephanie Vaughn
Mother & Father of Sienna Vaughn, Forever 16
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Sandra Bagwell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my only son, Ryan,
on April 4, 2022, at the young age of forever 19. I found Ryan dead in his bedroom on
that Monday morning after he didn’t show up to work (he worked for his father at our
family business). Ryan died of fentanyl toxicity poisoning. His death was a complete
shock to his father, sister, and an entire community of friends. We mourn his daily
presence in our lives.
Ryan was a gifted student growing up, however he struggled with dyslexia. He had a
talent for golf, and an extreme passion for fishing. His father taught him to golf and fish
at a very young age. Ryan was on the varsity golf team all four years of high school.
Ryan enjoyed fishing with his father and friends any chance he had free time. He was
a sweet, kind, funny, caring, and sensitive human being who had his whole life ahead
of him. Fentanyl completely turned our lives upside down. We will never be the same.
I am committed to educating and advocating in the hopes of ending these losses and
honoring my son and the other children’s lives and memories. You can get to know
Ryan and his story here; FENTANYL POISONING: Ryan Bagwell's Story
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Ryan’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hardcopy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again. Thank you for supporting our efforts and stopping this
weapon of mass destruction.
Sincerely and Respectfully,
Sandra Bagwell, mother of Ryan Christopher Bagwell forever 19
Mission, TX
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Sarah Chittum’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Sarah Chittum. My only child, Seth Eckman, died of fentanyl poisoning. Seth
was a bright funny kid who loved being the class clown and making everyone laugh. He loved
music and dancing. From a young age, Seth was a great athlete. He played baseball,
basketball, and football on select teams and successfully competed all over Texas. He
aspired to be a chef.
Two years prior to Seth‘s death he was a victim of a home invasion resulting in him being shot
multiple times. This happened during Covid, so no one was allowed at the hospital to support
him during the most scary, lonely and painful time of his life. This aided in him having severe
anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder. It broke him mentally. After he got
out of the hospital Seth suffered with stomach pain and cramps. He ate a lot of baby food and
would drink a lot of Boost to alleviate it. But the worst were his night terrors. Seth woke up
every night with horrible nightmares that he sweated down his bed and he had to change his
clothing as well as his bedding. This took a toll on him mentally.
As a mother it’s incredibly difficult to sit by and watch helplessly. I took Seth to the doctors and
even put him in St Joseph’s mental facility in downtown Houston. They put him on
antidepressants and blood pressure medication to help him sleep at night. They kept him for
six days. There was no therapy given. I questioned them several times about this. The
medication helped but not enough. So, Seth started self-medicating. He started smoking
marijuana. It helped ease the pain. It helped him to be able to eat without being scared, and it
helped him to sleep at night. Then he had to start doing drug tests so he couldn’t use
marijuana anymore. His condition worsened.
Seth bought a Xanax from whom he thought was a friend. He was going to his girlfriend’s
house and didn’t want to have night terrors there and sweat in her bed and I’m sure he just
wanted to get out of his misery for a while. What he didn’t ask for was fentanyl. We weren’t
even aware that this was an issue at that time. If Seth had knowledge and willfully consumed
too much of something; that’s an overdose. This deadly substance was disguised as
something else for him to unknowingly consume and that’s called poisoning. I will continue to
advocate and be Seth’s voice. My son did not die in vain.
I cannot overstate the dangers of this to you. I will never get to make new memories with my
son. I will never get to feel his arms wrapped around me in a hug. I will never get to hear his
contagious laughter. I will never see him get married or have children. I am telling you all this
because all the faces you see have a story behind them. They all had a life to live that was
cut short by this epidemic. Please consider helping us build this memorial wall for our
children! You would want your loved one honored too.
Sincerely,
Sarah Chittum
Mother to Seth Eckman
Galveston, TX
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Sheri Lipina’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Sheri Lipina, I found Brian my youngest son on July 19, 2021, a day I will
never forget. His autopsy said he died of fentanyl intoxication. The only thing in his
system was Delta 9 THC, and fentanyl.
Brian was born on June 15, 1986, at Laughlin AFB, Del Rio, TX. He lived the military
life. Brian in his teenage years started to hang with the wrong crowd. His choice of
drug was marijuana, I believe he experimented with other drugs. Brian went to Teen
Challenge based out of New Jersey for in-house treatment which was 2 years.
In March of 2020 Brian asked to move back home to get his life back in order. After I
got the autopsy back, I took his phone and went to law enforcement to have them
open the phone. Took a while but it was accomplished. Where I then contacted
another agency, and I have an active investigation going on. Hoping for justice soon.
Brian never met a stranger, always willing to help others, loved to cook, loved animals,
and workouts. He didn’t deserve to die. My son’s death has been a devastating
journey. No parent should have to bury their child. Brian has a son, and thanks to the
Drug Dealer, Colten will never get to know his dad.
I am writing you to not only tell our story but to plead with you to help us to not let our
children be forgotten. They deserve to be remembered forever like other museums
that have made monuments, walls that showed all the faces & names that were lost.
We are hoping you will help us do this in our state capitol in Austin.
Sincerely,
Sheri Lipina
Mother of Brian Lipina, Forever 35
Winsboro, TX
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Stacey Holmberg’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Mason, who is forever 23. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Mason had just graduated from college and had so
much to look forward to.
I know you have a child and would hate for her or any of your loved ones to die from
this poison. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with
photos and one with names.
I am including Mason’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format.
The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's
name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
Sincerely,
Stacey Holmberg,
Katy, TX
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Stephanie Gunter’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Justin Falls is now Forever 28. He was born and raised in Houston, TX. Passed away
due to fentanyl poisoning 2-12-22. Justin was unaware he had ingested fentanyl.
He believed he was taking oxycodone. The police report says half of a pill with the
markings of oxycodone was found on his bedside table. The pill was tested and
documented in the toxicology report as fentanyl. Justin died alone on his front porch
on a cold rainy February morning. No arrests were ever made in his death despite cell
phone evidence.
He leaves behind his loving family, his fiancée, two little girls, and a momma who is
forever heartbroken.
#JustinDidntAskForFentanyl
So many are dying from the fentanyl epidemic & it’s so scary that more synthetic drugs
are coming out that are stronger than fentanyl. To honor & to bring awareness to the
drug epidemic we must do more & one way is to have a memorial wall at the state
Capitol so people can see their faces, ages & name & realize that this could easily be
them if they don’t pay attention & not be so trustworthy to friends. Please help us
make this happen in our state like other states are doing to honor their state’s victims
of the drug epidemic.
Sincerely,
Stephanie Gunter
Mother of Justin Falls, Forever 28
Tomball, TX
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Stephanie I. Hellstern’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my only child, my sweet son,
Kyle Shane Sexton, who is forever 16. He was poisoned by fentanyl on July 14, 2020, and we all
remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Kyle was the kindest and most loving
person I have ever known. Who of course wouldn’t say that about their own son? He was taken to
early only being 16 years old. He had so many dreams & goals that he still wanted to do but his
life was taken and to this day there has been NO JUSTICE. It is so nice to see finally after 3 years
how your husband has made it an emergency crisis. We all appreciate it very much. Many
Governors & politicians won’t talk about the drug epidemic, and we are so thankful as Texans that
your family is.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location
for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Texas State Capital? We have created two
memorial Walls. One with photos and another one with names. I am including everyone’s letters
telling their personal stories with also each of the Texas Victim Frames.
These virtual digital walls and albums update automatically as people submit their loved ones that
were lost to the drug epidemic. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's names and
pictures. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism. They
are also victims of Fentanyl Poisoning like my son Kyle who thought he was trying a Percocet, but
it was a fake counterfeit pill pure of fentanyl. As you know 2mg kills you and he died with 12mg in
his system.
A group of our Texas moms with TXAF Texas Against Fentanyl would love to meet with you
personally again and work together to prevent this from happening ever again by having a way to
use this as an education & awareness opportunity. I have already met with your husband
Governor Greg Abbott personally regarding the Fentanyl epidemic last year in 2022 and again
2023. I am so glad to know that he is on our side & I am hoping that we can also work on this livein
person “The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall” project together soon too so we can honor all the
loved ones we lost to this huge epidemic that is taking our next generations. This is a WAR ON
US AMERICANS! They should be memorialized & remembered forever, which is why I have
gathered all these letters for my state to show each face, name, age as well as why this is so
important to us all that we have a wall or two to memorialize our loved ones. We know that this
would also be a great way to bring education & awareness to the epidemic by having a landmark
in Austin, TX for people to realize drugs especially street drugs are so dangerous right now.
Sincerely,
Stephanie I. Hellstern, sihellstern@gmail.com
Mother of Kyle Shane Sexton, Forever 16
Fort Worth, TX
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Stefanie Tucker’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Stefanie Turner. Tucker Charles Roe came into this world as a perfect,
beautiful boy on March 11, 2002. He loved his friends and family as well as animals
and nature. To know Tucker was to know love because loving others is what he did so
well. He was a deep thinker with a brilliant mind as well as an encourager to all,
especially the underdog. He was the oldest of four, and a proud brother to three
adoring younger sisters.
Tucker’s first experience with fentanyl was unbeknownst to him and offered by a peer
as a “Xanax” pill at a New Year’s Eve party in 2021; three months prior to his 19th
birthday. Fortunately, he and I shared a close relationship, and he told me about this
experience after returning home from the party.
At the time, I didn’t know anything about fentanyl and neither did he, and I simply
advised him to not take others’ medication again. But what I couldn’t share with him
were the facts on fentanyl, and the extremely addictive properties and its lethal effects.
What I also didn’t know is how the brain responds to fentanyl and the massive dump of
dopamine (feel good chemical) that it creates when it enters the body.
I would have never imagined that this would be the beginning of the end as nothing
else would help Tucker’s brain feel relief from the everyday stressors of life like he’d
experienced that night.
Tucker struggled and we, as his family, struggled to know the best way to help him.
What I now know could’ve saved my son’s life, but in January 2021, there was very
little awareness on fentanyl and its deadly effects.
That summer, Tucker successfully completed a treatment program and was gracefully
walking the road of sobriety. He was working full-time, training with his father for his
first triathlon, and I was starting to feel like we were coming out of the hard times
experienced earlier that year.
Unfortunately, two days before his triathlon would be the last time I’d see Tucker alive.
He’d stopped by to visit, and I sent him home with dinner & snacks to ensure he was
prepared for his race. After visiting that evening, he left our house and purchased two
illicit “Percocet” pills from a peer on social media. After arriving at his home, he took
one pill, and 12 hours later I found myself screaming and processing the most painful
loss any parent could imagine, the loss of their child; my 19-year-old son was gone.
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After four months of sobriety, he was gone to one moment of weakness in his attempt
to rest and relieve the scratch within his brain that haunted him for so long. The
insomnia, the stress, the pressure; it all consumed him. And the relief that he thought
could be found in that pill would seal his fate and forever change everything.
Tucker took one Percocet pill he bought on Instagram. After Tucker’s death, I became
passionate about fentanyl education. The more I’ve learned about this crisis has
grown into something much deeper; a mission to spread awareness, influence
change, and save our future generations! A single use of these life-altering, illicit drugs
that are devastating our communities can at best create a strong addiction, and at
worst, take lives. I started the TXAF- Texas Against Fentanyl to be able to do this. This
memorial wall will help us to bring awareness to the drug epidemic that is happening
right in our city and state.
Sincerely,
Stefanie Tucker, Mother of Tucker Charles Roe, Forever 19
Leander, TX
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Teena Johnson’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my lovely son, Cullen, on
April 27, 2021, at the age of forever 38. His father and son found him after his estranged wife
contacted them to conduct a wellness check. Cullen died of fentanyl toxicity poisoning. His
death was a complete shock to his estranged wife, parents, five siblings, an entire community
of friends. We mourn his daily presence in our lives.
Cullen was an intelligent man, as a child always at the top of his class graduating number
seven from high school and from the University of Texas with highest honors. He made his
Momma proud. He was an electrical engineer, firmware specialist, song writer, musician, and
friend to all who knew him. I miss his laugh, his knowledge, his smile. He was loved and
respected by everyone that knew him. There are no descriptors for the loss his brothers,
sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles and grandparents are experiencing. The grief at times
is unspeakable, unbearable and unstoppable. I am committed to educating all, ending these
losses and honoring my son and the other children’s lives and memory. You can get to know
Cullen and his story here ; FENTANYL POISONING: Cullen Logan's Story
I know you are an Advocate for Social and Emotional Learning and Mental Health of children.
Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic. My son
was one of those that began his mental health journey with a diagnosis of insomnia during
college and prescribed Ambien. This was the ‘gateway’ drug that led to Cullen’s prescription
drug abuse. We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother and
grandmother you will understand the urgency I and countless other mothers in Texas feel
towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of
substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Cullen’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users.
A group of our Texas moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again. Thank you for supporting our efforts and stopping this weapon of
mass destruction.
Sincerely and Respectfully,
Teena Johnson, mother of Cullen Logan 38
Garland, TX
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Tina Crawford’s Husband
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
My name is Tina Crawford. I lost my love, Brent Patrick Crawford, a loving, kind-hearted, God-loving
man, was taken away by heroin laced with fentanyl on July 24, 2021, at the young age of 31. His smile
was as big as Texas and as bright as the morning sunrise. He loved to laugh and make others laugh as
much as he loved to help others in need.
Brent and I met when he asked me for a part time job. One of the first days he was working as I
taught him how to plant flowers we started talking and that started our friendship. As our friendship
grew closer, he shared his past with me a past that included years of opioid and drug use that started
with marijuana and oxy in his early teens. His part-time job quickly turned into a full-time job as he
worked hard and was eager to learn. As time went on our friendship blossomed into more and we
started dating so as we spent all our time together, I suspected he had started using drugs again and
he was. In May 2016 I found the drugs and confronted him about it expecting that to be the end of
our relationship, but it was the true beginning as he fell into my arms and asked for help. That day his
journey through sobriety began a journey where he fought hard to stay sober himself and to inspire
others to do the same.
For over 5 years I watched Brent transform from a drugged-out lost man into an extremely
hardworking loving, caring & compassionate man. He was a loving devoted husband and was never
out actively using while we together although he had 3 or 4 relapses and then he would jump right
back in and start fighting his addiction through recovery each time coming back stronger than before.
During this time, he helped restore and rebuild the business that had suffered greatly after a flood,
and he also helped grow the business by helping build a yurt for overnight rentals. He learned how to
be a Chef, landscaper, server, bartender, manager and took on the marketing for the overnight
rental. Even though he had his hands full here at work he started another side business renting photo
back drops & props and was always researching new business ventures as he had dreams of owning
his own business a dream that became a reality just before he lost his battle with addiction as he
started a landscape and irrigation company.
The only thing Brent loved more than me was the Lord and I know that is true, so I know he is smiling
that amazing smile as he walks on streets of gold with our Lord and savior now. He would pray all day
every day, so pretty much everywhere on the property at some point he was on his knees praying. I
would be meeting with a bride, and they would say “what is that guy doing” I would look outside and
see Brent with his straw hat on his knees with his hands held high in the air and my response would
be he is praying over something he just planted. If he was asked to pray for someone, he would not
just do it once he would do it again and again and again, often at night during our prayer time
together, I would hear him say names of people I had asked him to pray for months before as he
would never forget who still needed prayer. He wouldn’t just pray behind the scenes if someone was
around us that needed prayer whether he knew them or not he would pray with them. He also
prayed over me every night something I will cherish and miss every day for the rest of my life. He
would start the prayer by saying “Dear Lord please protect my angel, your child Tina”.
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Brent had the compassion of a giant, he would do anything anytime if it involved helping
someone else. He went to Fort Worth to feed the homeless and to share his story to help
them, he went with me to Beaumont after the flood to take supplies and didn’t just drop them
off we walked the streets going house to house helping people search for precious items in
the mess.
During Brent’s sobriety journey he was happy, and his life was good but that didn’t take away
the addiction as when he relapsed it was always when things were going really good in life so
nothing to trigger it as it always came out of nowhere as it often does for addicts. The one
thing Brent struggled with was the shame associated with heroin so when the cravings would
come out of nowhere, he wouldn’t talk about them because he was ashamed which would
ultimately lead to him giving in to cravings and using.
I believe that the opioid epidemic is getting worse daily and affects all ages and
demographics. Yes, the government has cracked down on prescribing oxycontin but that does
not mean that those that are already addicted just let go of the addiction and were suddenly
healed from it. Now the drug dealers are having a field day with the crack down on real
oxycontin as they turn OxyContin addicts into heroin & fentanyl addicts because all they care
about is selling drugs and making money just as Purdue Pharma did with oxycontin.
Drug dealers making fake pills out of fentanyl such as Xanax, Adderall, Oxy and Percocet is
taking away life after life as teenagers’ experiment with drugs and take a pill thinking it is
something that it is not. This doesn’t just take the child away from the parent, but it also takes
away the legacy they would have made. Teenagers should be able to learn from their
mistakes not die from them! Had fentanyl been around 16 years ago when Brent started
experimenting as a teen he would never have survived, and I would have never met the love
of my life.
The point I am trying to make is that people are suffering and need our help, so we need to be
proactive and learn how to help them to the best of our ability. We also need to educate those
that have never tried opioids, so they do NOT try them! I cannot go back in time and bring my
love back but I can fight to help educate others, so they don’t lose the ones they love. We can
do this by having a memorial wall that for generations people can go visit at our Austin State
Capital. Schools can have field trips there and that will help with our mission.
#BrentCrawfordMatters
Sincerely,
Tina Crawford
Wife of Brent Crawford, Forever 31
Grapevine, TX
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Veronica Grace’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cecilia Abbott,
Our beautiful daughter Danica was 17 when she passed away of fentanyl poisoning. She had a full life
ahead of her. She was a Senior at Veterans Memorial. She worked as a Hostess at a restaurant we’ve
been going to for 17 years. She loved music, piano, violin, volleyball and dying her hair different colors.
She was fun, funny, smart, loud, she was perfect in our eyes and hearts. She was also a typical 17-
year-old.
Danica struggled with insomnia. And a little bit of depression. Especially during and after Covid. She
was under a doctor’s care. We tried natural and holistic remedies to get her sleep pattern back to
normal. It wasn’t strong enough, and our Dr and I thought she was still too young for prescription sleep
aids or pain meds for her aching body (she had many food allergies too).
Going through her phone I see where she’s telling them that Xanax and Percocet are helping her sleep
and that she feels no body pain. It appears she was taking non prescribed pills for 6 months.
As parents we don’t know EVERYTHING that our children are doing. I know when I was 17 my parents
didn’t know the other side of me.
She got caught up with the wrong person. On July 18, 2022, we took her to work, and picked her up
later that afternoon. She wanted a new TV to play her games on because the old TV was not fast
enough. We bought her one. We went shopping for a dresser. She found one and was making plans
about where it was going to go. She wanted new curtains. We got them. We went back to the
restaurant to have dinner. We drove home. Daddy put her curtains up. Everything seemed typical. I
would say we had the greatest day and night with her. July 19, she said she wasn’t feeling well and
called into work. She looked tired, but still being typical Danica. I had my granddaughter over. She
needed pampers so my husband, baby and I went to Walmart. She texted us that she was hungry and
if we could get her Wendy’s. We picked up food.
We got home and went into her room. Like normal she was watching TV. I gave her food and took her
trash out. She asked me to turn off her lights, so I did. I turned back to look at her and shut the door.
That was the last time I saw and spoke to my baby. Danica took what she thought was a Percocet, but
instead unknowingly, she took a full-on fentanyl pill. Wednesday morning July 20, 2022, is when I
found our daughter face down unresponsive. And that’s where her story ends!
We need to talk to our children and instill into them that drugs kill. Death is permanent. Children need
to be told not to accept any non-prescribed medication or drug, unless it is given by their parents or
doctor.
Now the new story continues, getting justice and spreading awareness on fentanyl poisoning. We can
bring more awareness by having a memorial wall to show how many we have lost to the drug
epidemic.
Sincerely,
Veronica Grace
Mother of Danica Koprosy, Forever 17
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This is a 50-state initiative that
seeks to establish a wall in each state that remembers victims of the terrible scourge that
is attacking our country because of the Mexican and Chinese Cartels, who conspire to
bring fentanyl into our country without regard to human life.
The CDC reports that the number of people who have died from Illegally Manufactured
Fentanyl (IMF) has increased exponentially in the last few years. In West Virginia alone,
statistics are staggering. We have led the nation in the rate of deaths per 100,000
population since 2015…not something to brag about. From 2019 to 2021, the number of
people who died from fentanyl tripled, and the death rate in West Virginia in 2021 was twoand
one-half times what it was in 2019.
Fentanyl Deaths
Death Rates
(per 100,000 population)
2015 725 41.5*
2016 884 52.0*
2017 974 57.8*
2018 856 51.5*
2019 572 35.9*
2020 1043 80.4*
2021 1501 90.9*
*Highest in US
Source: CDC.gov
Death rates are per 100,000 population, in order to be
able to compare states with differing populations.
Mrs. Justice, I am the co-lead for the State of West Virginia for this project, along with Meg
Hickey. Unlike my co-volunteers, I have not lost a child to this epidemic, but I am appalled
at what is happening in our state and across the country. The number of lives that have
been lost to fentanyl is now in epidemic proportions. We would very much like your help in
finding a place to remember some of those West Virginians who are victims of this
menace, so that they are not forgotten. Our group has developed two digital walls, one
with photos and one with just names, inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. These can be
displayed so that visitors can touch the photo or the name of their lost loved one. The
displays update automatically and can be projected on a wall so that families can touch
their loved one’s name or picture.
A group of our West Virginia moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again. We look forward to speaking with you in person.
Sincerely,
Emily Alfriend Wilson, WV State Co-Lead
Charles Town, West Virginia
ewilsonmsw@comcast.net
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Meg Hickey’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
My name is Meg Hickey. I am an ambassador and the WV state co-lead for the Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. Our goal is to put up a Memorial Wall in all 50 State
Capitol complexes to honor our lost loved ones and continue to provide a voice for them.
We are all victims of this national drug epidemic. Fentanyl poison is destroying our state
and this country one fatality at a time.
I lost my 32-year-old daughter, Nora, to fentanyl poisoning on September 8, 2022; she will
be Forever 32.
Nora was my only child. Nora was born prematurely, weighing 3 pounds and 2 ounces on
July 27, 1990. Nora was in neonatal intensive care for the first three months of her life.
One of my happiest moments was when I got to bring her home from the hospital.
Nora was a very kind and empathetic person. She was a Licensed Practical Nurse by
profession and really enjoyed working with her elderly patients and brought them a lot of
comfort during the COVID-19 Pandemic. Nora was an extremely sensitive person and as
a result of her job and an unhealthy personal relationship Nora had been diagnosed and
was being treated for depression. She was in a treatment program that provided weekly
counseling and meetings. Nora had left her unhealthy relationship and had moved back
home and for six months continued to make improvements. She was in the process of
returning to her nursing career and was looking forward to a great life.
On September 7, 2022, for reasons unknown Nora returned to her ex-boyfriend’s house
where she passed away the next evening. The autopsy results showed that she passed
from an accidental overdose of fentanyl. There is still an open police investigation as to
the circumstances of how and where she received the drugs that took her life.
Nora didn’t want to die. She and the other victims of fentanyl poisoning weren’t ready to
die. They have all left behind grieving families whose lives will never be the same.
Please help us with our Memorial Wall so we can both honor our lost loved ones and raise
public awareness in order to fight the fentanyl epidemic and prevent other families the
pain of losing a loved one.
Meg Hickey, WV State Co-lead
Somersville, West Virginia
Nora’s mom forever
zumba26651@hotmail.com
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Christina Nuce’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. This is a 50-state initiative to
place a memorial wall in each state capitol, that recognizes the victims of the drug
epidemic that is plaguing our nation.
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. I'd like to introduce myself. My name is
Christina Nuce, WV resident and grieving mother. I lost my firstborn and my first true love
on April 29, 2021. My son, Daniel Lynn Fortney, died from FENTANYL POISONING and
will be Forever 31. My heart is forever broken, and our lives are forever changed. He was
a son, a brother, and a dad. He is dearly missed by those that knew him. My son was
discharged from a hospital after a mental hygiene hold had been put on him. I begged the
doctor to not release him. I told her he would die; but he was released, and within an hour
he had passed. Daniel had 170 mg of Fentanyl in his system, enough to kill 85 people.
There was no justice for him. That is why I strongly feel that I must be his voice. I must
fight to honor him, and all of the loved ones lost to this Epidemic. Daniel was a great son
and man. He had a love for life and a heart of gold. He would do anything for anybody. I
just cannot convey the goodness in this kid's heart. Like many others, it started out as
prescribed medication from an accident, then it progressed into addiction. What started
out as a choice soon became survival.
Will you please assist us with finding a permanent location for a memorial wall within our
Capitol? Our wall is digital and comes in two formats: one is a photo wall, and the other is
a wall of names, inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. I am including Daniels's frame to
show what it will look like. We would also like a place for the photo to be displayed in hard
copy format.
Our wall will reflect the reality that fentanyl is killing Americans from all walks of life in our
state and in our country. It could give us a compassionate space for the grieving families
impacted by fentanyl in West Virginia. Now is the time to honor those lost, and to continue
awareness campaigns to protect our youth and our society.
Forever Broken and Changed,
Christina Nuce- Daniels' mom forever 31
Morgantown, West Virginia
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Emily & Stephen Taylor’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We lost our beloved and
amazing son,
Stuart Taylor, who is forever 17. He was poisoned by illicit fentanyl in October, 2022. We
are still numb from his death and our whole family remains devastated. Stuart was loved
and cherished by his parents, brothers, sisters, extended family, and friends. There
were many West Virginians who helped Stuart, as we tried to guide him through his
teenage years. Social workers, judges, probation officers, police officers, teachers,
counselors, nurse practitioners, psychologists, doctors, nurses, and others. Stuart was
just seeing what his life could be without drugs when his life was taken. He was so, so
close to getting through to a life without drugs. He could have done anything!
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with
names. I am including Stuart’s memorial frame below. These digital photos and displays
will upload automatically. The wall of names can be projected so families can touch their
child’s name. We would like our loved ones to be recognized as victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma and others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and the
Mexican cartels.
A group of West Virginia parents would like to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to our most precious resource in West Virginia, our
children.
Sincerely yours,
Emily and Stephen Taylor
Berkeley Springs, West Virginia
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JoEllen Uphold’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for a 50-state initiative called the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. Our
goal is to get a permanent memorial in each state capitol to remember those who have
been lost and to increase awareness of this scourge that threatens our country.
We lost our only precious son, Jeffrey John Uphold ll, on September 17, 2021, in
Morgantown WV. Jeffrey will be Forever 23. Jeffrey’s life was taken by the drug Cartel that
is destroying our counties, states and towns. Jeffrey was loved by so many friends and
family. He was his little sister’s protector. He could make a connection with any child or
animal because of his loving nature.
Jeffrey was found in the Monongalia River. He went missing on September 14, 2021. He
had been accused of stealing drugs from these monsters, which was later to be proven
untrue. Jeffrey sent us messages stating they were after him and going to give him
something to kill him. He mentioned the dealers’ names, who are on the DEA watch list, in
messages to us, but those dealers were not even questioned. We were told it wasn’t
enough evidence. Jeffrey’s autopsy showed he had 210ng of fentanyl in his system and
that he was gone hours before being thrown in the river.
They threw our beautiful boy away like he was trash. We had to look at the horrible
recovery photos to believe it was our son. We never got to kiss him goodbye, I never got
to touch my son as his body had to be cremated under these horrific circumstances. Our
lives are forever destroyed and there is no justice for our son. These monsters are still
walking the streets of Morgantown, living their lives, and destroying families, pushing their
drugs. There is not enough being done to charge and prosecute these dealers.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls, one with photos and one
with names, inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their
loved one’s name. We would like our beloved children to be viewed as victims. We would
also like a place for the photos to be displayed in hard copy format. I am including
Jeffrey’s frame as an example of what it would look like.
A group of our West Virginia mothers would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening over and over again.
Sincerely forever broken,
JoEllen Uphold
Bruceton Mills, West Virginia
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Kim and John Hall’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. We lost our only precious
son, John Dylan Hall, on January 4, 2018, in St. Albans, WV. Dylan will be Forever 24.
Dylan’s life was taken by an acquaintance, the younger brother of a high school
classmate. Dylan had started experimenting with heroin. The night he was poisoned was
the third time he snorted what he thought was heroin, but it wasn’t heroin, it was straight
fentanyl. I found him in his bed that night. The paramedics tried unsuccessfully to revive
him, but it was too late. The heartbreaking events of January 4, 2018, are forever burned
into our minds, and can never be erased.
Dylan was a good young man, a hard worker, caring, and truly loved his family, friends,
and our family dogs. He was equally loved by all that knew him. He was a prankster, and
he had the most infectious laugh. He is deeply loved and missed by all his family and
friends.
Thankfully, Dylan saved everything on his phone. Text messages, Facebook Messenger
messages, and pictures. We have still never been able to get justice for him. Even with
all the evidence the local police department collected and took to the Kanawha County
DA’s office. We have been in contact with a DEA agent who has been working on the
case. His “friend” that brought it to him was sentenced to 10 years in prison for Delivery
of a Controlled Substance Resulting in Death and Failure to Render Aid. He was paroled
after less than 3 of the 10 years. The seller needs to be indicted and prosecuted as well.
He poisoned our son; he murdered our son. Our whole lives have been shattered, our
hearts are forever broken, you see, Dylan wasn’t only our son, but also our best friend.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? The faces of all these
victims of fentanyl poisoning need to be seen and people need to know that their lives
mattered and will always matter.
A group of our West Virginia moms would love to meet with you and work together to try to
prevent these poisonings, and to help get the proper training for law enforcement officials
so that the victims of these poisonings will get justice.
Sincerely,
Kim and John Hall
St. Albans, WV
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Lisa Ferriott’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
Thank you for taking the time to read my story and struggles of losing my daughter. My
name is Lisa Ferriott, a West Virginian, and grieving mother of my only child. I lost my
beautiful daughter Brittany Nicole Eden's on November 25, 2017, from fentanyl
poisoning. She is Forever 29.
My life and her children’s lives have been forever changed. The lives of countless other
families have also been changed, some losing multiple children to this horrible drug
called fentanyl. We have become a family of grieving parents, children, and family
members. We are committed to raising awareness that in this horrible epidemic of
fentanyl deaths lives are destroyed in all walks of life.
My daughter Brittany was a delightful, wonderful young lady. She had a contagious
smile that lit up a room and had just posted on Facebook that this was going to be her
year to shine. She had hopes and dreams for the future, but instead she was killed by a
legal dose of Xanax that had been laced with fentanyl.
I am part of a group called the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This is a 50-state initiative
that seeks to have a memorial wall established in the Capitol building, or nearby, of
every state. This wall will honor the lives of our loved ones who have been killed in this
drug epidemic. We have developed two digital walls, one of photos and one of names,
inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. These walls can update automatically and can be
displayed so that visitors can trace their loved one’s name with their fingers.
I respectfully request your help in getting this memorial wall built in West Virginia, to
help with honoring the loved ones we have lost, and with raising awareness of the
ongoing fentanyl crisis. This is a way to remember our children who are victims of the
Chinese and the Mexican cartels, and a step in fighting a war that has yet to be fought.
A group of moms would love to meet with you to discuss this project and to see if a
place can be found for our wall and be a contributor to the war against this threat to
our loved ones.
A forever grieving mother,
Lisa Ferriott
Parkersburg, West Virginia
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Mary Bell’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Joshua, on July 29, 2020. He will be forever 39. He thought he was buying cocaine,
but it turned out to be 100% fentanyl. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. The dealer who sold him the “cocaine” was on the DEA watch list, but they
still could not find a way to arrest him. West Virginia, as well as the DEA, are not doing
enough to charge and prosecute these dealers.
Josh was loved by many and known for his down-to-earth personality and willingness
to help anyone he could. He left behind a loving family, including his mother, his sister,
and a niece and nephew, as well as other family members. He loved music and
animals and was known for being able to communicate with anyone on any level. We
loved Josh beyond imagination.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with
names, inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. I am including Joshua's frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like a place for the
photos to be displayed in hard copy format.
The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's
name. We would like our loved ones to be viewed as victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others who exploited the sale of opioid
products in the US. Now, our loved ones are victims of the Chinese and Mexican
cartels who send their lethal products across the border without regard to human life.
We are asking for your support in finding a place for this wall somewhere in the Capitol
complex. A group of our West Virginia moms would love to meet with you and work
together to prevent this from happening ever again.
Thank you for your consideration.
Sincerely,
Mary Bell, Loudon, TN
Joshua was poisoned in Westover, WV
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Petra Buschhausen’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice:
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This is a 50-state initiative to have a
memorial wall erected on the grounds of each state capitol, in remembrance of the thousands of
people who have lost their lives due to the epidemic of fentanyl poisonings that have ravaged this
country.
I lost my son, Kevin Sherk, on January 27, 2022, to fentanyl poisoning. He is forever 28. He was
truly an amazing person. He had a smile that would light up a room. He was so caring and kind,
the kind of person who would do anything for you. You would often hear him singing in our house
to his favorite country song.
Kevin suffered with an addiction to pain pills and had been living with me in South Carolina for a
while. He decided to go to West Virginia to visit his father’s family for the weekend. At 11:30 the
night of January 27, I got a phone call from my oldest son. He said, “Mom, Kevin is gone.” I said
“He is gone where? Oh, he is on the way back to South Carolina?” He said, “No Mom, Kevin is
dead.” And my world ended at that moment.
My last phone call from my son was that Friday to tell me he made it safe to WV. I tried all day on
Saturday to reach him and was unable to get hold of him. I learned later that his friends let him
lay on the couch at his friend’s home all day and continued to walk past him without checking on
him. When they finally did check on him his lips were blue, and he was not responsive. My son
had been dead at least 6 hours before the paramedics arrived.
Fentanyl killed my son. I believe that he thought he was taking a pain pill and did not know it was
laced with fentanyl. He left behind his family, which includes the two little girls he loved so much.
They will have to grow up without their father. I miss him beyond words.
Mrs. Justice, will you assist us in finding a place on the capitol grounds to erect a memorial wall
that helps us pay tribute to our family members who died as victims of a war they didn’t intend to
fight? Our lost loved ones are victims, of the war started by Purdue Pharma, and then continued
by the Mexican and Chinese cartels. We have created two digital walls: one with photos and one
with names, inspired by the Vietnam Memorial. These walls will update automatically
A group of moms would love to meet with you in person to discuss what we can do to honor our
loved ones and make this wall a reality. We look forward to seeing you in person.
Sincerely,
Petra Buschhausen, Pickens, South Carolina
Kevin Forever 28, died in Nitro, West Virginia
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Shelley Deem’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
My name is Shelley Deem. I live in Parkersburg, WV. I lost my 20-year-old son, Caleb, to a fentanyl
overdose, on the night of his 20th birthday. I got the worst call of my life at 9:54 am. His friends sat
there with him for approximately 6 hours and didn’t help him. Another friend showed up and called the
ambulance. My house was so close to where he was, I could hear the sirens. I ran all the way from
my house to his location without stopping and arrived in time to see him being brought out on a
stretcher, lifeless. Narcan wasn’t working so I knew he had laid there too long. He was on life support
for 5 days, but they were unable to save him because he was brain dead. I had to make the choice
no parent should ever have to make, to pull the plug on his life support.
At 20 years old, Caleb was just beginning to live life. He was robbed of his life because of fentanyl.
Some will say he made a choice to do the drug, but he did not choose to take fentanyl; it was a
mistake. You are supposed to learn from your mistakes, not die from them. He wasn’t a drug addict,
he was celebrating his birthday and ended up doing bad stuff that took his life. He left behind a son
that loved his daddy dearly! My daughter lost her brother, who was supposed to be her protector. My
mom lost her grandson; he was her whole world. I lost my only son and I live with his loss every day!
I am in recovery myself. Caleb’s death occurred when I was only 10 months sober. I was able to stay
sober throughout the hardest time of my life. I was consumed by his death for 2 years. I now have 5
years sobriety, and I have learned to turn my pain into strength by helping others that struggle with
addiction. I am out here on the front lines battling this epidemic, and I help other moms get through
the loss of their children as well. Everything I do is to honor my son. If his story saves one person, he
is a hero. Our town has been ravaged by this epidemic. It is so sad to see what the drugs have done
to our community. I help as many people as I can. I wish I could save them all. I hope to keep the next
parent from going through what I go through every day. I have lost so many loved ones and friends as
well to this epidemic. I hate fentanyl---it took half of my heart to heaven.
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall campaign. This is a nationwide group with
several unbelievable moms who have lost their children to the fentanyl crisis. There is a virtual Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall for every state with our angels’ pictures. All of us grieving moms would like to
have a memorial wall put up in each State Capitol Complex, to honor our beautiful, loved ones who
have been lost to this drug crisis. We are trying to raise awareness of this scourge. We hope in doing
so, West Virginia mothers and families will be spared the heartache we have encountered, we will
know that our loved ones’ lives mattered. We don’t want anyone else to suffer the same pain and
heartbreak caused by the fentanyl crisis.
Thank you for your consideration. Will you help us in this endeavor, and support the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall being installed somewhere within the WV State Capitol Complex?
Sincerely yours,
Shelley Deem
Parkersburg, WV
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Linda deMattia’s Son
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Dear First Lady Cathy Justice,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. This is a nationwide initiative
that seeks to establish a memorial wall in each of our 50 states, that will memorialize the
victims of the fentanyl crisis currently plaguing our country. We are asking for your support
to have such a wall erected in our capitol or nearby.
My son, Robbie Thompson, died from an overdose that was laced with fentanyl, on July
31, 2020. He will be Forever 33. He had difficulties with addiction most of his life, and
had been in at least 13 treatment or detox centers before he died. He struggled with the
shame and stigma that came with drug abuse and I believe that led to his death: he was
struggling and was too proud to ask for help.
Six months before he died, he had completed a 30-day treatment program in New Jersey
and moved into a sober living house where he lived for six months. His girlfriend also lived
in a sober living house. He found out she was having a baby, and he so wanted to be
“normal” and be able to bring the baby to their new home, so they got an apartment
together and planned to get married. His daughter was born on July 11, 2020, and his
girlfriend found him nonresponsive on July 31, 2020, just two weeks later. He died, we
think, from a one-time slip combination of drugs that included fentanyl. He was just 33.
The Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall is an effort to establish a place of remembrance of
those who are victims of the drug crisis that is perpetrated by the Chinese and by the
Mexican Cartels. They are responsible for over 100,000 deaths in the last year alone.
The Memorial Wall will remember them and will also increase public awareness, so that
one day we will win the war we are fighting to keep our citizens safe from harm.
We have created two digital walls, one with photos of our loved ones and one with names,
inspired by the Vietnam War Memorial. Our real goal is to be able to establish a
permanent wall with each person’s face on a tile to be hung where it can be easily viewed.
These will be places where loved ones can visit, reflect, and reminisce.
I respectfully ask you to help us find a place for this project. A group of moms would love
to meet with you to discuss this. We look forward to speaking with you in person.
Sincerely yours,
Linda deMattia
Lewisburg, West Virginia
Robbie died in Collingswood, New Jersey
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Malia Fox’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and the state lead for
Wisconsin. I lost my lovely firstborn son, Joshua, on August 2, 2022, at the age of 44. His
20-year-old daughter found him deceased in his kitchen after she attempted to text
message him but did not receive any answer to her texts. Joshua died of
methamphetamine toxicity and fentanyl poisoning. His death was a complete shock to his
three children, four siblings, an entire neighborhood of friends, and me. We mourn his
presence in our lives daily.
Josh was an intelligent man. He made his mama proud. He was charismatic, kind, silly,
and helpful; he was a salesman, a cook, a baker, a fisherman, a father, a son, and a
brother. I miss his laugh, his knowledge, and his smile. He was Dad to Skyler, 25, Abbey,
21, and Alyster, 15. His death created a loss for more than our family, as an entire
neighborhood in Winona, MN lost their yard worker, snowblower, soup maker, bread
baker, and Neighborhood Watch. He was respected by his neighbors, and they suffered a
great loss and feel less safe without him residing close by. There are no descriptors for
the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, and children are
experiencing. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable, and unstoppable. Although
Josh died in Minnesota, I am a resident of Wisconsin, living on the border of the mighty
Mississippi in Dodge, WI. In 2021, Wisconsin lost 1,427 lives to this epidemic and I am
committed to ending these losses and honoring my son and the other children’s lives and
memory.
I know you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily by this epidemic.
My son was one of those that began his mental health journey with a misdiagnosis of
ADHD, and he was subsequently prescribed Ritalin. I had a 35-year career in older adult
services, and implementing dementia-friendly communities was among my
accomplishments. I also brought former Wisconsin Governor Marty Schreiber as a
speaker for Dementia Week at our senior center facility regarding his book on his wife,
Elaine. I must tell you that I feel strongly that the grief our nation is facing is a precursor to
an immense amount of dementia in our future. We need to address the grieving of all
these families. I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency
I, and countless other mothers in Wisconsin, feel towards ending this epidemic, educating
our children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in
grief.
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Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Joshua’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. They
were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now,
they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users.
Sincerely,
Malia Fox, mother of Joshua Fox, forever 44, Dodge, WI
State Lead
Email: foxmalia7@gmail.com
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Wendy Hauch’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic
Memorial Walls. As I am sure you are aware, fentanyl poisoning is at epidemic levels.
My daughter Amber was intelligent, determined, and beautiful with a college degree.
She suffered from chronic back pain issues stemming from a birth defect. She went to
pain clinics for injections, and she was then referred to a doctor in Milwaukee who got
her addicted to opioids, an addiction that lasted from 2014 through March 2018. He
prescribed OxyContin 30 mg, dispensing 210 a month. In 2018 his prescribing practices
were reported to the DEA. He did a plea deal in Federal Court in 2021 and was
sentenced to 18 months in prison in October of 2022.
For my daughter, that was too late. She was now a shell of who we knew, an addict, and
lost all her teeth and had dentures at age 39. She did rehab and drug court in 2019 and
graduated from drug court in 2021. She was doing well until November 29, 2022, when
she was a passenger in a serious car accident. Amber was a mother, daughter, sister,
and grandmother. The pain from the accident led her to find something for her pain. It
was laced with fentanyl. My daughter was found dead, poisoned by fentanyl on
12/14/22. She was 42 years old. People say, "She did it to herself!" But no one wakes
up and decides they want to be an addict. After all, a doctor was prescribing the meds to
her. I am now her voice. I am committed to doing all I can to combat the fentanyl threat
and honor our children.
Big pharma was fully aware of what opioids can do in the long term. Now the pendulum
has swung so far, the other way that even cancer patients can't get the drugs they need
for their pain. Fentanyl is not made here in the USA. It is coming in through our borders
and killing our kids! Please allow us to represent them and honor the memory of all who
have passed from fentanyl poisoning in our state by creating a memorial in our Capitol.
Thank You,
Wendy Hauch, Amber's mom
Sheboygan, WI
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Daeni Belling’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I lost my firstborn son, Austin Michael Belling, at the young age of 28 to fentanyl
poisoning. My son had battled serious mental health illness most of his life. He was
addicted to heroin for a short time and after a few months, he came to me asking for help.
I did everything in my power to help him get clean and he was sober for seven years.
Then he relapsed and did cocaine which turned out to be almost pure fentanyl. My son
should not have lost his life due to one mistake! Something needs to be done
immediately! I and many others believe fentanyl should be deemed a weapon of mass
destruction. It is wiping out an entire generation of our youth.
In 2021, Wisconsin lost 1,427 lives to this epidemic and I am committed to ending these
losses and honoring the lives and memories of my son and all of those lost.
I know you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily by this epidemic.
We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as a mother you will
understand the urgency I, and countless other mothers in Wisconsin, feel towards ending
this epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of substance
users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Austin’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would
like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal
networks and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users.
Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work to prevent this from happening
ever again.
Sincerely,
Daeni Belling, mother of Austin Belling
West Bend, WI
1021

Patti Likwarz’s Son
1022

Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Jeremy, on May
16, 2018, from heroin toxicity, and fentanyl, acetyl fentanyl, and Carfentanyl poisoning.
He will now be forever 26.
Jeremy had the most amazing smile and a loving heart and always tried to make others
happy even though he struggled with happiness himself. He loved to play sports. He had
a passion for the outdoors and loved hiking, fishing, and hunting. He worked as an auto
mechanic over the past few years and was excited to complete his degree at Madison
College but unfortunately still had two classes to go at the time of his passing. He had a
bright future cut way too short. Jeremy never got to see how many people truly cared
about him and loved him deeply. He had struggled with mental illness most of his life and
with his love of sports came many concussions which led to painkiller addiction and then
heroin. He suffered from substance use disorder on and off for 8 years. But even through
his own struggles, he was able to help many others who struggled with life and addictions.
As parents the dreams you once had for your child and the hopes you grasp onto change.
You hope that they will stay sober, stay healthy, be successful, and finally find peace. We
celebrated many dreams with Jeremy, especially all his successes. Now we do not get to
celebrate any more dreams or accomplishments and instead celebrate his angelversary
and a bereaved Mother's Day.
I know you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Everyone needs to know the dangers presented to them daily by this epidemic. I
am committed to ending these losses and honoring the lives of my son and all those who
have been lost.
I share Jeremy's story in hopes of helping locally affected families who have lost their
loved ones as well as those currently struggling with substance use disorder and mental
health issues. By sharing his story, educating others, and raising awareness I hope to
affect change and end the stigma. The number of lives being lost is heartbreaking and
staggering. I started Speak Up for Jeremy and opened Jeremy’s Place – a sober living
home for men. I also recently started a support group for mothers in Wisconsin who have
lost a child to this epidemic. It is heartbreaking to hear their stories and see the number of
mothers grieving their children.
With the epidemic now involving fentanyl and other synthetic drugs, including Xylazine
(which is also increasingly being found in the illicit drug supply in Wisconsin), more lives
are being lost. We need to address the families grieving.
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The Wisconsin Drug Epidemic Memorial allows families to remember their loved one, but
it also serves a larger purpose. Maybe someone struggling will see these memorial walls
and will take the first step to get help, or people will realize they are not alone in their grief
and struggles. It might just save lives.
I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother you will understand the urgency I, and
countless other mothers in Wisconsin, feel towards ending this epidemic, educating our
children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Jeremy's frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would
like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
A group of our Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Patti Likwarz, mother of Jeremy Andrew Richard Likwarz, forever 26
Beaver Dam, WI
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Catherine Page’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls, a group of mothers, fathers,
siblings, and other family and friends who have lost loved ones to a drug overdose. This
includes alcohol, opiates, methamphetamine, cocaine, heroin, and most recently fentanyl.
We work together with many others to bring awareness to this growing epidemic, which
has led to the tragic loss of hundreds of our children and resulted in an entire generation
of children growing up without their parents. It is, as you can imagine, a tragic, ongoing
nightmare for us all.
On behalf of all of us, we ask that we could meet with you or your assistant to discuss the
creation of a memorial wall in the capital for all our loved ones to be seen, not forgotten,
and to raise awareness of this epidemic and educate others so they may not suffer as we
did. Addiction has been stigmatized forever, but our children did not wake up one day
wanting to be addicts: they came to it many ways, many from big pharma as was the case
with my daughter, Adrienne Rose, who was prescribed oxycontin after a car accident.
That is where her life started to get lost. It was right before college, and she was ready to
start a pre-med program at ASU; she wanted to be a pediatrician. But right before school
started, she was rear-ended. At the time of her passing in 2018, Adrienne Rose was 29,
and she leaves behind a 3-year-old daughter. Many others have similar stories, and some
have been included at the link below.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am also including a link to the
brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital
walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard
copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one’s name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
criminal networks and Mexican cartels. Many are also victims of a fatal disease like
cancer or an injury that, like with my daughter, started with prescribed pain medication. A
group of our Wisconsin parents would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
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These memorial walls will be an opportunity to remember our children taken too soon, as
well as a chance to say "You don't have to be here too; your children and grandchildren
don’t need to be here too. If you can read this, then there is always hope." Our hope is
gone, but we can try to save so many others. We do not want to add to this wall anymore.
Our children deserved better and still deserve better.
Sincerely,
Catherine Page, Adrienne's mom, forever 29
Milwaukee, WI
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Iris Guzman-Garcia’s Son
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my beautiful son, Steven
T. Welnetz, who is forever 21. He was poisoned by a Xanax pill that was pressed with
fentanyl and xylazine. My son was my hero. He fought a long battle, and he lost in the
end. Prior to my son's passing we tried getting him into multiple treatment centers
because he truly wanted to change. But he was never given that chance since there
weren't any treatment centers near the area accepting new patients.
I can't tell you how my heart hurts and breaks for all these loved ones losing their children
to this epidemic.
My son Steven has lost three friends to fentanyl: Michael S. Pisano, 18; Jorge Santos, 25;
and Junius S. Thomas Dickerson, 29. I saw all these boys grow up together, running
around making music and starting up clothing lines. They were loved and will be greatly
missed. Jorge had three children he left behind.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Steven’s frame
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on
a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Wisconsin's moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Iris Guzman-Garcia, Steven T. Welnetz’s mama
Madison, WI
1031

Maggie Colburn’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My daughter, Kaylee, was
robbed from me and her brothers, Dawson, Jordan, Collin, and Bentley, at the age of 27.
On May 12, 2022, our lives were forever changed by fentanyl. In Milwaukee, Wisconsin,
Kaylee was left for dead on a front porch cement step. By the time she was brought to the
hospital she was brain-dead, and machines were keeping her alive.
Fentanyl does not care what race you are, what job title you have, or where you live. Rich,
middle class, or poor. Married, single, or separated. It will destroy your family. It did mine,
in a blink of an eye. It’s a nightmare I live every day and never wake up from. My Kaylee
is gone, and never coming back. Kaylee donated 5 organs to four families, and she lives
on in them. We need to come together and END THE CYCLE of fentanyl poisoning.
I know you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily by this epidemic.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our capital? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Kaylee’s frame below. I am also including the brochure of virtual
memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums
update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The
wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for
the prejudice toward drug users.
Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Maggie Colburn, mother of Kaylee, forever 27
Milwaukee, WI
1033

Shari Klessig’s Son
1034

Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall and am writing to you to ask for your
help in bringing the Memorial to our state Capitol. I lost my only child, Travis, on October 14,
2017, at the age of 24. His best friend woke up to find him unresponsive and drove him to the
emergency room where, despite their efforts to revive him, he passed away from fentanyl
poisoning.
As we shared in his obituary:
Travis was a loving son, a loyal friend, and an avid Green Bay Packers fan. He was a smart,
funny, caring, and hardworking young man. As described by his closest friends, “Travis was a
great friend with a huge heart. He was understanding and caring, loyal, and loving. He made
people feel comfortable. He was always willing to listen to someone’s problems to try and help
them find a solution. He made his friends feel like they mattered, and the focus was on each other
when they were together. Travis was brave. He was outgoing, witty, and loved to make people
laugh. If he wanted to have a good time, he went out of his way to ensure everyone was going to
have a great time as well. He always knew how to make you smile.” Travis was also a young man
with a substance use disorder...a disease that is misunderstood by so many, a disease that he
tried to fight but that was bigger than him in the end. It is the hope of his family that others who
are struggling with addiction issues will seek out the help they need.
I know that you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily by this epidemic. My son
had some anxiety issues, but it was after he broke his wrist at 18 and was prescribed painkillers
that his substance use issues escalated. I’m hopeful that as a mother and grandmother, you will
understand the urgency I, and countless other mothers in Wisconsin, feel towards ending this
epidemic, educating our children, and addressing the mental health of substance users, as well as
those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am
including Travis’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall
so parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like the
victims that they are. Victims of Purdue Pharma and other American pharma companies, as well
as the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels.
A group of our Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Shari Klessig, mother of Travis Busse, forever 24
Madison, WI 1035

Sharon Sopa’s Son
1036

Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I lost my beautiful son, Daniel, who is forever 34. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we
continue to be devastated by his loss. He was loved by so many. Danny was an amazing,
talented, and loving son, brother, uncle, nephew, grandson, and friend to many. He died
on December 24th, 2021. Our holidays will never be the same. My son had goals and
dreams to fulfill. One of Danny’s goals was to become a homeowner. This is a goal he
achieved two years before he died, and he was so very proud to say he was officially a
homeowner! It breaks my heart that there are so many things we will never be able to do
together. Danny suffered from depression along with headaches and neck pain. He went
to the streets and purchased a Xanax which was laced with Fentanyl which ultimately
resulted in his death. Fentanyl stole him from me. I am now his voice, and I am
committed to doing all I can to combat the threat of fentanyl and honor our children.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a significant
building or room in our Capitol for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Daniel's frame below.
I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness
campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese
criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like
cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Sharon Sopa, mother of Daniel Sopa
Muskego, WI
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Tina Rangel’s Son
1038

Dear Mrs. Evers,
I lost my beautiful firstborn son, Kyle Long, on December 31, 2022, to fentanyl. Kyle is
forever 28. He leaves behind a five-year-old son and a heartbroken family.
Kyle was an amazing young man with a great work ethic and a very giving heart. He had
his struggles but fought them diligently and had a positive outlook on his future. The grief
at times is unspeakable, unbearable, and unstoppable. Kyle had a contagious laugh and
beautiful smile and was always reminding us to see the good in people. I miss my son
tremendously. His son Khy will never know him, and his sister and brother are broken, as
is the entire community of Janesville. From this epidemic, Wisconsin has lost 1,427 lives
and I am committed to ending these losses and honoring my son and the other children’s
lives and memories.
I know you are an advocate for the social and emotional learning and mental health of
children. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily through this
epidemic. I’m hopeful as a mother and grandmother that you will understand the urgency
that I, and countless other mothers in Wisconsin, feel towards ending this epidemic,
educating our children, and addressing the mental health of substance users as well as
those in grief.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls: one with photos and one with
names. I am including Kyle’s picture below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of
names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for
the prejudice toward drug users.
Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Tina Rangel
Janesville, WI
1039

Jacky Kessel’s Son
1040

Dear First Lady Kathy Evers,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Chance, who is forever 22. He was poisoned by heroin & meth, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Chance was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two
memorial walls: one with photos and one with names. I am including Chance’s frame
below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our
awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims.
They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others.
Now, they are victims of Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican cartels. Many are
also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Wisconsin moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jacky Kessel, mother of Chance Simmons, forever 22
Marinette, WI
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Amy Todd’s Son
1046

Dear Governor Kay Ivey,
I am writing to you today to introduce you to my son, Nicholas Zirlott, who will forever be 21
years of age even though he was born in 2001. He was lost to us because of a dose of
fentanyl. He lost his battle with mental health illness and addiction on Sept 23, 2022.
Nicholas was not always troubled by these problems. He was actually a very happy kid until
his teenage years. He was small for his age, but his personality was so large that it made up
for what he lacked in stature.
At a young age he already showed signs of being a service to his community. My son spent
the majority of his weekends at the local Volunteer Fire Department where he was an
inspiration to his adult leaders. He advanced and was given his own Fire Fighter uniform. In
Middle School came the induction into the Jr Honor Society with learning coming easy to him
without really studying. Nicholas always had a good firm handshake, gave the best hugs, and
was the first to take up for the “under dog” or for those that were being bullied. In Jr High Nic
became part of the School Band making it to first chair with solo parts in concert. Later he
joined ROTC and was a highly awarded Cadet for a time.
Mental health Issues reared its ugly head at around 16 years of age and led to many trips to a
variety of rehab facilities and eventually to a couple incarcerations in Mobile Co Jail for minor
offenses. At 21 years of age our family lost this sweet, loving young man to his battle with
mental health issues and addiction that led to an overdose of fentanyl.
As Governor of Alabama, I know that you are an advocate for making mental health help more
available. Your constituents and their children need to be educated about the dangers that
fentanyl presents. We are losing a whole generation of people and no one but the grieving
families, seem to even know that it is happening.
As I am sure you are aware, there is a physical memorial wall full of thousands of beautiful
faces that have been lost to the fentanyl in the DEA building in Washington DC. Sadly, they
have run out of room to display and honor the many that are dying daily.
We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Nicholas’ frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and
our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also
like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims.
As an Ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall, I ask that you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol.
Sincerely,
Amy Todd, Nicholas Zirlott’s mom
Dauphin Island, AL
1047

Jennifer M Thrift’s Son
1048

Dear Governor Kay Ivey,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
PVT Tyler Duncan who is forever 20. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and I remain
devastated. I loved him beyond imagination. Tyler was the kindest, tender, loving,
gentle, sincere, and most compassionate person I have ever known. He always saw
the good in others and always thought everyone deserved a second chance. His heart
was bigger than the entire world.
My son PVT Tyler Duncan was active military at the time of his passing. He was
stationed in Washington State at Fort Lewis-McCord Joint Base. At the time of my
son’s death (PVT Tyler Duncan) he was the second soldier at that base within the
same week that died. PVT Tyler Duncan was born and raised in Alabama (Notasulga,
AL). PVT Tyler Duncan was/is someone’s son, brother, grandson, nephew, and friend.
He was my son and my world. My world changed forever when I lost my heart on April
25, 2021.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including PVT Tyler Duncan’s frame, below. I am also including
the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hardcopy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families
can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like
victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Alabama moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Jennifer M Thrift, Notasulga, AL
PVT Tyler Duncan’s Mom Forever 20
Gone But Never Forgotten
1049

Sandra Cook Estell’s Son
1050

Dear Governor Kay Ivey,
My name is Sandra Cook Estell. This is my oldest son Curtis James Cook. On January
25, 2023 I lost him to fentanyl poisoning. Like so many he didn’t know that he was
playing Russian roulette with his life. He was a sweet and loving person and would do
anything for anyone. Very smart and funny, loved his family and friends and we all
loved him right back. He never married and was my first-born son, born the day after
my birthday. There are no words to express my heartbreak over losing him. No parent
should have to go through this.
I am writing you this letter in the hopes that you will help me, and many other parents
spread the word about the dangers of fentanyl. We have some great ladies that have
put together pictures of each child that has been lost into a memorial frame, and those
pictures are being made into a memorial wall for our state. We are asking that we can
get your permission to have the memorial wall placed in the State Capitol building to
bring awareness to the public.
Also, if there are other ways, we can raise awareness we are here to help get it out
there. Billboards, infomercials, and in schools (especially in schools). Also having
available to the public fentanyl testing strips and Narcan. If this is available to the
public, it could save lives. It could’ve saved my son and hundreds of others. People
need to understand the magnitude of deaths due to fentanyl that occurs each hour of
each day. We are losing an entire generation to this poison.
Please, help us help our kids and our country!
Sincerely,
Sandra Cook Estell
Curtis J. Cook’s mom forever 38
1051

Phyllis and John Wheeler’s Son
1052

Dear Governor Kay Ivy,
I am the mother of Cody Poole. I would like to tell you a little about Cody’s background. My
husband and I adopted Cody as an infant. He is our biological grandson, born to our middle
daughter at the age of 16. Cody’s father was killed in an automobile accident before Cody’s
birth. My husband and I raised Cody as parents and grandparents. At the time of Cody’s birth
our youngest daughter was eight years old. They were best friends growing up and had a
brother and sister bond. At the age of 24 my daughter was killed in an automobile accident.
Cody was 16 years old, confused and emotionally broken. He turned to marijuana and Xanax
to cope with his pain. My husband and I were unaware, we too were broken and trying to
cope. Cody‘s drug use spiraled out of control, by the time he was 24 years old. He was a drug
addict. Cody went to at least five rehabs: tried cold turkey, natural remedies and yes, prayers
with each failed attempt Cody was ashamed, apologetic, broken and felt worthless, and with
each failed attempt the drug dealers were there preying and waiting for Cody‘s weakest
moment .Cody was sentenced to 48 days in jail for a probation violation in December of 2022.
He was released on 2/2/23,the last time we saw Cody was 2/5/23. He was dropped off at a
drug dealer’s house by a friend that day. Cody lived one week after his release. As I stated
earlier the drug dealers were there waiting eagerly, but this time the drug dealer supplied Cody
with a deadly dose of fentanyl and methamphetamine. Cody lived in a tiny house on our
property, that’s where my husband found him 2/8/23 no drugs no drug paraphernalia so
basically, they gave him the deadly dose and dropped him off at home to die.
Cody was the most loving kindhearted person I’ve ever known, but he was also an addict and
of course he acted out of character under the influence, but never once was he disrespectful
to my husband or myself. It took Cody’s death and research to understand addiction is a
disease and until we all realize that and get the justice, we and they deserve by holding the
drug dealers accountable for their actions, “Drug Induced Homicide”, it’s not going to stop.
My child is a victim. He didn’t plan or intend on becoming an addict. He was drawn in and
became a victim of the drug dealers. I pray that our state of Alabama will honor my child and
all victims of addiction with a Drug Epidemic memorial wall. A fallen warrior is still a warrior
and weakness doesn’t equal wickedness. My prayer is the memorial wall will also serve as a
tool for awareness concerning drugs, and specifically fentanyl “America’s deadly epidemic”.
Thank you for taking time to read some of Cody’s story. Our hearts are forever broken, our life
will never be normal again. We’re prayerfully awaiting a decision.
Respectfully,
Phyllis and John Wheeler, parents of Cody Poole Forever loved, forever missed, forever 31
Mobile, Alabama
1053

Crystal Daugherty’s Brother
1054

Dear First Lady Tracey Carney,
I am writing to you as an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My family’s home
state is MD but my brother passed away in DE. His death is what leads me to contacting you.
My brother's name is Gary Edward Koch. He is forever 37. He was the youngest of 3 children. Our
family has honestly had a very bumpy road. We lost our father to alcoholism at the young age of
50, our parents had divorced when Gary was 4yrs old. We also lost our mother to multiple
myeloma at the young age of 59. That is a lot, Gary has struggled with addiction going back to his
teen years. He was in and out of jail as well. Now from what I've said so far, many think "oh he
was just another addict". As his sister for the entire 37 years of his life, I can tell you, that is very
untrue. He had a genuine personality, a heart bigger than most, a hilarious sense of humor, a
great friend, father, son, brother, and uncle.
Now, having an addict in the family causes a lot of stress. I will admit I was hard on my brother a
lot. I did tough love for many years. I have even taken him to court for stealing from me during his
addiction. I did this as a mother trying to protect my children. This caused turmoil with our mother.
She enabled my brother, but I cannot blame her, I would do anything for my children as well. After
our mother passed, I was Gary's “go to”. We have a 6yr age difference, so I've always been a
second mom to him anyway.
The loss of Gary has really hit me hard. He passed on 2/7/22. We were in contact periodically, we
had a group text, that consisted of him, our older sister and me. It wasn't normal to not hear from
Gary for more than a week. On 1/31/22, I went into work in a panic. I had a sick sense something
was wrong; I hadn't heard from him since 1/18/22. I reached out to a few points of contacts he
had and was just told he wasn't doing well the last they heard. My sister and I continued our
search by calling hospitals to see if he was admitted. We had nothing. The night of 2/7/22, I
received a call from Gary's ex-wife saying she just heard from someone that he OD'D earlier in
the day and they were unable to save him. I can tell you; I was on my kitchen floor screaming "no"
"please no Gary" and crying inconsolably. My sister called the medical examiner, and our
nightmare was confirmed.
Addiction lies, cheats, & steals. It makes the addict mimic that behavior and it then kills the addict.
I have walked around in a fog since 2/7/22, my chest feels like I've been punched in it, I continue
to feel guilt and have nightmares of me trying to save him and failing. Those nightmares feel so
very raw, brutal and vivid they stick with me all day long. I have so much love for my brother that
is stuck inside me. I cry often and out of the blue.
Please help find a spot for a wall to be displayed. Dealers need to be charged for homicide in my
opinion. How they sell these drugs and walk free is unreal to me. They stole my brother; his son
and daughter are now without him. He has missed so much and hasn't been gone for 2 years yet.
Thank you for taking time to read this. I am very passionate about overdose awareness and have
a strong belief this epidemic needs serious attention for a change to happen.
Together these families and the state leaders can make a difference!
Sincerely,
Crystal Daugherty, Baltimore, MD
1055

Kelly N Hobbs’ Daughter
1056

Dear First Lady Teresa Little,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful
daughter, Shelby who is forever 26. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved her beyond imagination. Shelby was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Shelby’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are
also victims of a fatal disease like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the
prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
Others and myself would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Kelly N Hobbs,
Caldwell, ID
1057

Marla Martenka’s Son
1058

Dear First Lady Teresa Little,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. My first-born son was taken,
Matthew, on August 3, 2022, at the age of forever 34. He was found by a stranger a block
away from the Sober house he was living in. We were not notified until August 6th. Matthew
died from fentanyl poisoning. He was found with a partial M30 which was laced with fentanyl.
His death was a complete shock. He had been sober for over a year and the night before we
were talking about our plans about rebuilding our business and buying a home and how badly
he wanted to rebuild his relationship with the love of his life and 4 girls.
Matthew was a hardworking man, a loving dad, an awesome brother, fantastic uncle and the
best son ever. He made me proud to be his mom. Everyone Matthew met only had positive
things to say about him. I miss him so much, his craziness, his smile, and the way he was
always there taking care of me. I am not the only one that misses him. His daughters Layla 7,
Adalea 4, Paisley 10 and stepdaughter, Lauren 12. Their lives were turned upside down and a
year later they are still having nightmares. His death created a loss for more than our family,
but to his friends, or as they said, “brothers and sisters from another mother” and his coworkers.
There are no descriptors for the loss his brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, aunts,
uncles and children are experiencing. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable and
unstoppable. We moved to Idaho in 2005 from Portland Oregon. Thinking we were moving to
a safer place. Little did we know.
Matthew’s drug addiction spans almost 14 years. It all began with a major knee surgery and
the doctors at the time were prescribing opioids for pain with no real idea of the addictive
nature of the drugs. He would get sober and be doing great then all of a sudden, he was using
again. Fentanyl is not only a danger to opioid addicts but to anyone who uses any drug bought
on the street.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. I am including Matthew’s frame, below.
These digital walls update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy
format. The number of names on the wall is growing daily.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal
networks and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward
drug users.
Idaho families would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from happening
ever again.
Sincerely,
Marla Martenka, mother of Matthew Parker Forever34
Coeur D Alene Idaho
1059

Roberta Lopez’s Son
1060

Dear First Lady Teresa Little,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Nikolas, who is forever 30. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination. Nikolas was the kindest and most empathetic
person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Nikolas’s frame below. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would
also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected
on a wall so parents can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims of
the Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like
cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like
racism.
A group of our Idaho families would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Roberta Lopez
Nampa, Idaho
1061

Teresa Palin’s Daughter
1062

Dear First Lady Teresa Little,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my daughter
Bethanee Cook, who is forever 28. She was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. Bethanee was an amazing girl. She had suffered great trauma and was
finally getting the help she needed. A relapse should not have ended her life, it only
should have started the process over for her. We loved her beyond imagination.
Bethanee was the kindest, most empathetic girl I have ever known. She was a
manager at her job and people would come to her store just to see her because she
had such a great personality and laugh. She was a phenomenal mom! Her 6-year-old
daughter found her and will now have to live without her world-her mom and with
those horrible memories.
Would you please assist us in finding a location for a permanent Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall either within our Capitol building or another state building in Boise? We
have created two memorial digital walls, one with pictures and one with names. I am
including Bethanee's frame below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed permanently in hard copy in our
state Capitol. We request that our loved ones be treated like the victims they are. They
are the victims of the pharmaceutical industry and many others trading their lives for
greed. Now they are the victims of China, India and the Mexican drug cartels. Many of
these are the victims of a deadly condition called substance use disorder (SUD).
There is still so much judgment against those suffering with SUD. Please help us
overcome this. A group of parents from Idaho would love to meet with you and work
together to keep this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Teresa Palin, Bethanee Cook's mother
Pinehurst, Shoshone county, Idaho
1063

Brenda Woltemath’s Son
1064

Dear Governor Kim Reynolds,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Donald, who is forever 30. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we are devastated. We
loved him beyond imagination. Donnie was the kindest and most empathetic person
and everyone that met him appreciated that about him.
Losing Donnie has changed all our lives forever. He loved us dearly as we did him.
Holidays, birthdays, family vacations, and get togethers will never be the same.
Donnie’s sister will never have the chance to have her brother see her graduate from
college, be at her wedding and be the best uncle he could have been. As a mom I
knew him best, I knew his heart and soul. Donnie wanted to be a husband and a father
one day. Donnie wanted to travel and see the world. My heart breaks every day
knowing we will never see him again. Donnie is now forever 30; an angel in heaven.
This past year has been so difficult for our family. The constant pain of losing a child
has been almost more than I can bear. There are days that it is all I can do to try to
survive the day, let alone be productive at work, etc.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Donnie’s frame.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also
victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Iowa moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Brenda Woltemath
Missouri Valley, IA
1065

Julie K. Berndt’s Daughter
1066

Dear First Lady Britainy Beshear,
I am the state lead for Kentucky and ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost
my only child, my beautiful 20-year-old daughter, Faith from fentanyl poisoning February 17,
2022. I was aware that she smoked weed and drank alcohol. She suffered from mental illness
since she was 14, and she took prescribed medication for that as well. She had a difficult time
meeting friends because she was very self-conscious and never thought that she "fit in". I
really believe that whoever sold her the pill laced with fentanyl, knew that, and they took
advantage of her. I know for a fact that she would never knowingly take fentanyl, regardless of
what she was going through or feeling at the time.
She was a junior at the University of Louisville, Louisville, KY where she was due to graduate,
May 2023, with a double major in Psychology and Criminal Justice. She was a great student
and no matter what she went through, her studies were always at the top of her list. I believe
she was going to do great things and she would have left a lasting impression on all who met
her. She lived in an apartment with 3 other girls in a complex across the street from the
University of Louisville. She died alone in her room, while sitting cross legged on her bed, with
her laptop on her lap and her phone in her hand. According to the coroner, she likely died
within minutes.
Since she was born, it was her and I against the world. She was and always will be my "Baby
Bear"! We struggled for many years, but I always tried to do what I could for her and give her
the best that I could. She was such a kind, loving person, who could light up a room with her
beautiful smile and infectious laugh. We shared such a special bond that was unique to just
us! She was a beautiful person both inside and out, and those who truly loved her knew what
an amazing person she was. I will never hear her say, "Mommy, I love you" again, and that
just breaks my heart.
I know that you have children, and you would want the best for them. Would you assist us in
finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Faith's
frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The walls of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one’s name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now they are victims of
Chinese and Mexican Cartels. We are using the word " drugism" for the prejudice toward drug
users- like racism.
A group of our Kentucky moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Julie K. Berndt, Kentucky state lead Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
Florence, KY
1067

Daphine Smith’s Daughter
1068

Dear First Lady Britainy Beshear,
My name is Daphine Smith, and I’m writing to implore you to help us place a Memorial Wall, in
Kentucky, for victims of the drug epidemic, either in the Capitol building, or somewhere on the
premises.
This means so much to me because I lost my only daughter, Macie, on September 28, 2021, to
fentanyl poisoning. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I received a text message (which,
by the way, is the worst way to get this kind of news) that forever changed my life.
Macie was a bright, beautiful, caring young lady, with a future ahead of her. It was all stolen one
evening when she decided she was leaving her abusive boyfriend. Except she never left!
Instead, she was given something that was laced with fentanyl, and was left to die all alone.
Deep down in my heart, I know, without a doubt that her boyfriend knowingly killed her. It would
explain why he waited 1-1/2 hours before he texted 911 and waited 3 to 4 hours after he “found”
her, before he texted me. Why would someone wait so long if it wasn’t intentional? If it was an
accident, you would want to get help as soon as possible. He also made sure the police got the
wrong phone so there could be no evidence of anything that took place the night before. I tell
you this so that you can get a glimpse of what I must live with every day.
Macie wasn’t just my daughter she was my best friend. She also was a big sister to two little
boys whose lives have been forever changed and who miss their sister more than you could
ever imagine. They are traumatized by that day just as much as her father and I. Anyone who
knew Macie could tell you how kind, loving and bighearted she was. She wanted the best for
everyone. She had the most amazing blue eyes, and a smile that would light up a room. And a
laugh that was so contagious. I will never get to see those eyes or see that smile or hear that
laugh, or to hear her say, “Mama, I love you” and that breaks my heart.
I know you have children, and you would want nothing but the best for them, so could you
please assist us in finding a permanent location for a drug epidemic memorial wall within our
Capitol? There’s been two memorial walls created, one with photos and one with names.
There’s a virtual memorial wall for every state. Every day families submit their loved ones'
photos; each state has an ambassador working hard to get a memorial wall placed in their State
Capitol. Can we be the first state and set the standard for others to follow?
The digital walls update automatically but we would like photos displayed in a hardcopy format.
The walls of names could be projected on the wall so parents and other loved ones could touch
the names of those we lost. We want our loved ones treated like victims. Because most of them
are victims of this horrible epidemic, and they did not overdose, they were poisoned. They were
given a false substance in place of what they thought they were taking. Just one wrong choice,
meant death, and as a result, never ending grief for those left behind. Won’t you help us honor
our loved ones by helping find a home for a permanent Memorial Wall? A group of Kentucky
moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from ever happening again.
Sincerely,
Daphine Smith, mother of Macie Nicole Smith, Forever 20, Cerulean, KY
1069

Laura Graven’s Son
1070

Dear First Lady Britainy Beshear,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Braxton in May of 2020 - forever 32. He was poisoned by fentanyl and our family
remains devastated. Braxton was the kindest and biggest hearted person that I have
ever known.
I know you have children and so totally know that you can empathize. We would love
to have your assistance in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol. We have created two Memorial Walls – one with photos and
one with names. I have included Braxton’s picture below.
The digital walls and albums would update automatically. We would also like the
photos displayed in hard copy format. Many of our loved ones were victims of Purdue
Pharma and now victims of Chinese and Mexican cartels. They did not deserve to die
this way. On June 13, 2022, the Commonwealth of Kentucky reported that 2,250
Kentuckians died of overdoses in 2021 with 70 % of them attributed to fentanyl. Those
numbers, as you know, have increased since then.
A group of Kentucky moms would love to meet with you and work together to honor
the countless innocent lives lost in the silent drug war. Thank you in advance for your
consideration.
Laura Graven
Louisville, KY 40222
1071

Elizabeth Eaton’s Son
1072

Dear First Lady, Britainy Beshear,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Ricky Eaton who is forever 38. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Ricky was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and are quite active with some of Kentucky’s most vulnerable
children.
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Ricky’s frame, below. I am also including the brochure
of virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using the
word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Kentucky moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Elizabeth Eaton
Louisville, KY
1073

Heather Leier’s Son
1074

Dear First Lady Kathryn Burgum,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Steven Andrist, who is forever 27. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain
devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Steven was the kindest and most
empathetic person I have ever known. He was my only son, first born and only brother
to my daughters Emily and Addyson. Our lives will forever miss out on opportunities
others get with their sons or brothers and our holidays will forever be tinged with
sadness.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Steven’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our North Dakota moms would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Heather Leier
Minot, ND
1075

Shannon Sayers & Rick Miller’s
Daughter & Son
1076

Dear First Lady Suzanne Pillen,
I am an ambassador and the NE State Lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. We lost 2 of
our children Pheonix Cheyenne Baker forever 27, and Ricky Allen Miller III forever 28. They were
poisoned by fentanyl. We are devastated and completely broken. We loved our children beyond
imagination.
Our children lived to the fullest. They both had very good jobs, Pheonix had just bought a house
and had a nice car. They traveled, they conquered their goals, they received a great education
and most importantly they had unconditional love and support in all they have pursued. Ricky
started his family and had a baby girl, Alana. They were truly special, everyone loved them, and
they loved back even more. Their services were attended by hundreds of people, every skin color,
and all walks of life, cultural and lifestyle choices flooding out the doors.
Being a good parent is a selfless act. It is an act of truly loving outside of oneself. To lose a child,
especially to lose a child to murder, is an agony so consuming, so dark, that your brain cannot
and will not comprehend. It invades your sleep and haunts your will to live. Real loss is only
possible when you love something more than you love yourself. Those of us who love Pheonix
and Ricky know what real loss is.
We do not know where our children are. If they're safe, warm or if they're afraid. We do not know
if they can hear our voices or hear us cry when the pain is unbearable. We do not know if they
know just how much we loved them. My belief is they're in the warm, loving and protective
embrace of God.
Pheonix and Ricky's brothers and sisters will always wonder what great things they're doing. Who
would their spouses have been? They will never have that nitpicking every day at each other.
They will never have the contests of who the best kids were and who loved them most. Sisters
need their sisters; brothers need their brothers; they are one's best friends. There are no more
sleepovers at Auntie Pheonix's or Uncle Ricky's for their nieces and nephews.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall
within our Capitol or another State Building in Lincoln? We have created two digital Memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Pheonix and Ricky’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
permanently in hard copy format in our State Capitol. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of the Pharmaceutical Industry. Now, they are victims of China,
India and the Mexican Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use
Disorder. We are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD
.
A group of our Nebraska parents would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Shannon Sayers and Rick Miller - Omaha, NE
Pheonix and Ricky’s mom and dad, Superherosx7@gmail.com
1077

Mike & Liz Griffith’s Daughter
1078

Dear First Lady Suzanne Pillen,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful daughter, Taryn
Griffith who is forever 24. She was poisoned by fentanyl, on November 30, 2021, and we
remain devastated. We loved her beyond imagination. Taryn was a beautiful young woman
inside and out with her whole life ahead of her. With a six-month-old baby girl and starting a
new job, she finally found the true meaning of life along with the love of her life, her baby girl.
Taryn was the type of person who made friends easily. She enjoyed life. She enjoyed being
outdoors and she enjoyed the company of her friends. On November 30, 2021, that all ended
when someone offered her, a counterfeit pill, laced with enough fentanyl to kill eight people.
As a loving mother, would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our capital? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos and
one with names. I am including Taryn’s frame. I am also including links to the brochure of
virtual memorial walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of
Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are
using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our Nebraska moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Mike & Liz Griffith
1079

Rosana Vargas-Hill’s Son
1080

Dear Governor Michelle Lujan Grishman,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, Brandon,
who is forever 24. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated. We loved him
beyond imagination. Brandon was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a permanent
location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial
Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including Brandon’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all
victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many, many others. Now, they are victims
of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels.
We are using the word “drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our New Mexico moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent
this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Rosana Vargas-Hill
Rio Communities
New Mexico
1081

Valerie Johnson’s Daughter
1082

Dear Governor Michelle Grisham,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beloved daughter,
Season. She was poisoned by fentanyl on May 16, 2018. I now live in a prison of heartbreak,
for the rest of my life.
Would you help us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within
our state Capitol?
We would like our loved ones to be treated as the victims that they are. They are all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American Cartel), and the Chinese and Mexican Cartels.
Sincerely,
Valerie Johnson
Mother of Season (CeCe) Frost
Forever 29. 9/6/88-5/16/18
New Mexico
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Andrea Garver’s Son
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Dear First Lady Aimee Wilson,
My name is Andrea Garver, and I am a grieving mother from Texas. My son, Jac Conde, fell in
love with and proudly called Oregon his home, he also lost his life in Oregon to one pill tainted
with fentanyl. I am going to tell you part of his story and hope that in doing so you have a
better understanding from a parent’s point of view of the fentanyl crisis that is affecting our
country and is in your backyard.
On January 31,2021 I received a frantic call from my son’s girlfriend. She was crying and
hysterically telling me that EMTs were trying to save my son’s life. My son who had a smile
that could light up a room and have you in the palm of his hands with a thoughtful gesture, my
son the chef and comedian who only wanted everyone to smile, my son who suffered from
anxiety and panic attacks but only wanted everyone around him happy, my son who
celebrated his 29th birthday on January 13th and meant the world to me…was not breathing.
I can’t tell you how long I was on this call. I can tell you that my training in healthcare kicked in
and I was able to maintain a level of composure to hear everything that was happening on the
other end of the line even though I felt like I was in a surreal tunnel. I could hear the inflection
of trauma as his girlfriend and her family were yelling at him to breathe begging for him to not
be gone. I could hear the EMTs unpackaging their gear and attempting to revive my son. My
heart was breaking with every second that passed and when I heard the EMT stop to
pronounce his death, I realized I heard my sons last breath.
I was shaking uncontrollably, and my husband was at my side asking me if he was gone
through tears of his own. I spoke with an EMT and asked for details, to explain to me what
happened. I was told that they treated him as an opioid overdose because there were Xanax
pills in his pocket, and they attempted to give Narcan and CPR to no avail. As the young man I
was talking to voice waivered he apologized to me for my son’s death. I remember with such
clarity how worried I was that the young man would be traumatized he wasn’t able to save my
son. I don’t remember the call ending or how I was screaming from the depths of my soul at
the loss of my son as my husband mourned with me. But I can tell you that the loss of my son
continually haunts my dreams and waking hours.
My beautiful funny child was gone and all I could think of was how can a Xanax pill kill
someone I was in shock. In the time after that call, I found out through the police detectives on
the case that they were labeling his death as an accidental overdose. In my mind, who dies
from Xanax? This makes no sense he didn’t overdose by taking a bunch of pills, he had one
pill, you don’ t die from 1 pill. I had never even heard of illicit fentanyl. I was told that fentanyl
was being added to street Xanax and other drugs to make a stronger addiction to the opioids
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on the street. That’s not an overdose, that is poisoning. I also found out that in Oregon there
were no laws in place that would allow for the conviction of the drug dealer my son found on
Snapchat. It’s not illegal to use drugs in your state and of course, there was a person of
interest, but no proof (Snapchat is a whole other issue), with no laws equal to a conviction.
The person that sold the tainted pill, that poisoned and killed my child is free to do as they
please. I would say it’s safe to assume more people died because of that individual. That
person didn’t just poison my son that day, he killed all the hopes and dreams that we had for
our only child. We will never know what his future could have been, we will never be
grandparents, our Jac is gone from us forever.
That dealer and the criminal element that he was a part of didn’t just kill my son, they
devastated and destroyed our families and friends. Yes, my son made a deadly mistake that
day, one that he can’t come back from. A mistake that is made every day by people of all
walks of life. Education and laws need to be in place to raise awareness and hold those
people killing our children accountable for their actions. 200 plus a day are dying from fentanyl
poisoning, that’s a reported fact. We cared more about Covid responses than we do about a
factual number of individuals dying from fentanyl poisoning. Help me understand why?
The only thing that is keeping me somewhat sane in the years since losing my son is being a
part of the grassroot efforts along with other parents who have suffered the same loss in
raising awareness of the dangers of fentanyl.
I am asking for your help in assisting us with finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol. We have created two memorial walls, one with photos, and
one with names. I am including Jacob’s frame, below. These digital walls and albums update
automatically. We would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names
can be projected onto a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our
loved ones to be treated like victims as none of them deserved to die this way by being
unknowingly poisoned.
Sincerely,
Andrea Garver
#jacforever29
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Christina Boyd’s Husband
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Dear First Lady Aimee Wilson,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my husband, of 26
years, Deyna Boyd, on May 4,2020 at the age of forever 53. I was working from
home, and I had a strange feeling come over me to get up and check on my husband,
which I never felt the urge to do before. I found him dead on my back porch. His life
was taken at the hands of his best friend unknowingly giving him 2 pills. Deyna died of
fentanyl poisoning, thinking he was taking something else. His death was a complete
shock to his family and friends. That day the entire neighborhood was sent into shock
by my screaming followed by DEA, Police, Fire and rescue trucks all arriving at my
house. I lost it when I saw the label on the shirt that read “Chaplin”. I was in shock. I
mourn his loss daily in my life. I met him when I was a teen and fell in love only to find
him again years later. Unfortunately, it happened in a time of all of our lives the
Pandemic did not help at all I could not properly bury my husband and no funerals
were really allowed more than 10 people. I have tried to pick up my life and continue
on, but my heart and soul was forever ripped out of my body that day.
Deyna was an intelligent man, he had two beautiful children in their mid-20’s when it
happened, and they are still in shock and mourn his loss every day. He was
charismatic, an amazing fisherman, handyman, father, son, brother, best friend to so
many people. He was the one who was like glue in a family. He was so sweet and
kind; would do anything for anyone. I miss his laugh; he had the absolute best heart
felt laugh and was always an upbeat person. He could fix anything, he was a
hardworking man, his smile was contagious. He was Dad to Kyle, 27, and Paije ,25.
His death created a loss for more than our family, and forever changed the family
structure now. The grief at times is unspeakable, unbearable and unstoppable. I cry all
the time still relive that day in my head.
Too many lives to this epidemic have been lost, and I am committed to ending these
losses and honoring my husband, other’s lives and memories. I wish no one ever must
go through this. Our children need to know the dangers presented to them daily
around this epidemic. My husband was one of those that began addiction from an
injury at work, he was then given a RX for an Opioid, OxyContin. Which he continued
to take as prescribed and abused, for way too long. That is another subject that needs
to be addressed. We need to address the grieving of all these families. I’m hopeful as
a wife you will understand the urgency I and countless other families in Oregon feel
towards ending this epidemic, educating our children, & addressing the use of
substance users as well as those in grief.
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Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with photos & one
with names. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like
the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a
wall so families can touch their loved one's name.
We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of
Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of the
Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican Cartels. Families of Oregon would love to
meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Christina Boyd, Wife of Deyna Boyd, FE53
Cornelius, OR
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Michele Stroh’s Son
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Dear First Lady Aimee Wilson,
His name was Keaton Richard Stroh. He was only 25 years old.
Keaton was my 3rd of 5 beautiful children. He was a spit fire of a middle child and he
loved life. He was very social and he was a gifted athlete. He excelled in his goals and
was loved by all who knew him.
During sports he suffered 3 major head concussions and track injuries and the worst
long board crash, all of which landed him countless scripts for Oxycodone. He
graduated and became lethargic in his thirst for life. We did our best to parent him
through this “post high school, what am I going to do with my life” stage and
encouraged him to dream big. He came home and announced he was leaving to
become a U.S. Marine.
Keaton absolutely thrived as a Marine! His quest for life returned with crushing goals
and receiving awards. He was one of six Marines granted a special humanitarian
mission to travel the world. deployment came with many unknown factors, and he
started drinking. Eventually, he would be separated from the Marines and sent home
for help.
He returned to his job at UPS and once again, he buckled down and was making his
goals. Once he achieved a driver position, I stopped worrying. He struggled with his
oxy addiction, and we had no idea it was even happening. He suffered an overdose
that literally left him knocking on heaven’s door. By the grace of God, he was given a
second chance.
Our entire family wrapped around him and sent him to the best rehab available. We
even attended the family counsel sessions to be educated in what was happening.
The pandemic happened- rehabs were closed and he was sent home- where our state
closed meetings, gyms, rehabs, doctor’s visits and I watched the life leave his eyes.
He went for a bike ride and his friend met him at our local park- the friend gave him 3
oxy pills to take the edge off as he was preparing to return to rehab. He took one pill at
approximately 3 am on July 21,2020.
I found him dead at 2:37 pm dead. Sitting on his bed. His autopsy took 20 weeks, and
he only took 1 pill and there was zero oxy in his system. His pill was fentanyl and
Carfentanyl. His pill had so much that it would have killed 11 men. He never stood a
chance. We had never heard of fentanyl or fake pills. What would I give to go back in
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It’s just shy of 3 years and now everyone is speaking about the fentanyl epidemic and
the fake pills and still, nothing is being done to stop the crisis. It is beyond time to
acknowledge the victims in these murderous poisonings due to the fake fentanyl pills.
There continue to be many more young adults falling to death from this epidemic.
I am the Oregon State Lead for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. Would you assist
us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol? We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many
others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican
Cartels.
Sincerely,
Michele Stroh, Oregon State Lead
Oregon City, OR
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Kim Minten’s Son
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Dear First Lady Aimee Wilson,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son, Courage, on July 5,
2022, at age 23 to fentanyl poisoning. Courage graduated from high school in 2020 in Oregon
and had just moved home after finishing flight school in Florida. He was looking for flight jobs
to gain hours to become a commercial airline pilot. This was his lifelong dream. He had an
interview for a job in Texas and after he passed away, they contacted him for a second
interview.
Courage went out with friends in Salem and had come home late and was sleeping on the
couch. My husband and I walked by him all morning not realizing that anything was wrong,
until he let out a gasp and we called the paramedics. He spent 4 days in cardiac ICU until the
doctors declared him brain dead and we knew we had lost him.
We found search history on his laptop that was next to him on the couch for “what are the side
effects of oxycodone”. We know he was checking the drug because of drug testing for a new
flight job. He was deceived and someone had given him a counterfeit oxy M30 pill. The pill
had two times the lethal dose of fentanyl. We don’t know why he took the “oxy” pill. We do
know he was poisoned. He made a mistake taking the pill and that mistake cost him his life.
Courage was a son, uncle, Godfather, brother, grandson, and friend. He lit up a room with his
smile and made everyone feel special. He met friends easily and from all over the world. We
received condolences from 5 continents, 16 countries and 17 US states after his passing. He
survived poverty, malnourishment, and hard times being born in a third world country. He was
thriving in America when his life was cut short by this deadly drug, illicit fentanyl, and the
epidemic it is causing in Oregon and the United States.
We must do better. We must educate Oregonians to the evils of this drug, the Mexican cartels
who are producing it, and the Chinese who are supplying the materials. Our children need to
know the dangers presented to them daily around this epidemic.
We must also remember those who have lost their lives. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created
two memorial walls. One with photos & one with names. I am including Courage’s frame,
below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos displayed
in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so parents can touch their
loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like the victims that they are.
Oregon moms would love to meet with you & work to prevent this from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Kim Minten
courage_forever23
Sublimity, Oregon
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Wendy Rigsby’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Aimee Wilson,
My Name is Wendy Rigsby. I have lived in Oregon for 58 years. Our beautiful, athletic, fun
spirited, kind, loving 20-year-old daughter, Madolyn Grace, was poisoned by fentanyl. She
was sold 3 blue pill (M-30) the one she consumed, contained 25 ng/ml of the poison, on
August 2, 2021, she was taken. The other 2 pills remained. Death was delivered to her home
in Murrayhill Beaverton. She left behind 2 brothers Andrew (33), and Cameron (32), 11 Aunts
& Uncles, 19 cousins and grandparents, and many teammates. There is not a day that goes
by that each of us doesn’t have a memory to share. Of course, Darren & I live with
unbelievable nightmares and sadness every day. She also adopted a cat that continues to
meow and look for her every day. It is so hard to continue living on this planet without her
laugh, sense of humor, and super sweet smile.
Her dad, my husband of 34 years, Darren, found her slumped over on her bed when he
arrived back home from work that day. He Immediately got her flat on her bedroom floor doing
CPR which he is trained to do, while trying to dial 911. He recollected she was blue, her face
& her nails. He called me on my cell phone, I work about 40 mins away and he was in
absolute tears & totally distressed. I could not understand what he was saying, finally I heard
“They couldn’t save her!” I was like who? What???? I thought it was one of our 4 pets. He
said, “Madolyn”. My heart just sunk all the way out of my body. She was the baby girl of the
family…. The boys were 9 & 10 years older than her. I always told her how special she was
and she was our gift from God, our miracle baby. We gave her the middle name of Grace
which means gift from God. She was athletic; she pitched a softball about 60 mph, she was
on a travel team. We went to many states and she showed her talent. I was so incredibly
proud of my girl. She was a Rhythm B, a Cheerleader at BHS, she volunteered at several
food banks, Portland Rescue Mission, and several Softball clinics.
We did research on our Ring camera and found who had sold her the pills. That person is
facing federal charges. We really would appreciate a place where we can go to honor her
presence on this planet, other than her grave in Cresent Grove cemetery in Tigard, OR. We
feel that education is key to prevention. Young kids and addicts need to know the dangers of
this horrible drug. They are being tricked and fooled that these pills are legal and safe to
ingest. Please help us help them. Would you please help us find a permanent location to
display a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We need to prevent any other
family from experiencing this horrible, tragic, unnecessary, and changing reality.
Sincerely heart broken,
Wendy Rigsby, mother of Madolyn Grace, forever 20 years
Beaverton, OR
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Kathie Fischer’s Son
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Dear First Lady Abby Cox,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son, my
baby boy Jaryd, who is forever 32. He was poisoned by heroin and Kratom, and we
are forever devastated. We loved him beyond imagination. Jaryd was the kindest,
most loving, giving, compassionate person I have ever known.
I know you have children. You would understand a mother’s love. Would you please
assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our
Capitol?
We have created two memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Jaryd's frame, below. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial
walls, albums, and our awareness campaign.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
parents can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) and many,
many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican Cartels. We are using
the word “drugism” for the prejudice
toward drug users - like racism.
Thank you,
Kathie Fischer
South Jordan, UT
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Kimberly Y. Griffin’s Son
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Dear First Lady Suzann Younkin,
My name is Kimberly Y. Griffin. I’m the grieving mother who lost her son due to an
overdose of the horrific opioid fentanyl. As a group member and ambassador for the
Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls,
I would like your assistance finding a permanent location for his memory to be
honored with the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within the Capitol.
Joseph Michael Travieso, reunites with his dad, the late Joseph Travieso Sr. Joey was
a graduate of Great Bridge High School in Chesapeake, VA. He later attended
Tidewater Tech in pursuit of receiving his welding degree. He worked many industrial
labor jobs but his love for auto body mechanics was his passion. His biggest interests
were body painting, detailing, repairing vehicles, and creating music. He was the dad
to his six-year-old son, Joseph Michael Jr. On his 27th birthday on October 9, 2019,
his life ended suddenly because of the synthetic opioid fentanyl. Joey was battling
cocaine addiction with acute depression and was prescribed medication to help
subside his mental health breakdowns. Despite his painful passing, we continue to
keep his memory alive through his nonprofit, Support Joeys Heart, a hoodie apparel
JM Hoodies, and a magazine titled “Bully Motivational Magazine” that supports mental
health with testimonies of hope. His humble personality, shy energy, and beautiful
smile will never be forgotten. We love you, Joey!
Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial
Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with names & one
with photos. I am including Joey’s frame, below. We would also like the photos
displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so
families can touch their loved one's name. We would like our loved ones to be treated
like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an American cartel) & many
others. Now, they are victims of the Chinese criminal networks and the Mexican
Cartels.
Sincerely,
Kimberly Y. Griffin, MPH, QMHP
Virginia Beach, VA
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Lisa Mundy’s Son
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Dear First Lady Suzann Younkin,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall. I lost my son Michael
Mundy, who is forever 26. He was poisoned by fentanyl, and we remain devastated.
We loved him beyond imagination.
Michael was the kindest and most empathetic person I have ever known. Michael was
talented, loved guitar, music and making people laugh. Michael will be forever missed.
Would you please assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug Epidemic
Memorial Wall within our Capitol or another State Building in Richmond? We have
created two digital Memorial Walls. One with photos and one with names. I am
including Michael’s frame, below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos
displayed permanently in hard copy format in our State Capital. We would like our
loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of the Pharmaceutical
Industry and many others. Now, they are victims of China, India, and the Mexican
Cartels. Many were victims of a deadly condition called Substance Use Disorder. We
are using the word “drugism” for the judgment toward people with SUD.
A group of our Virginia parents would love to meet with you and work together to
prevent this from happening to other families.
Sincerely,
Lisa Mundy, Michael’s mom
From Salem, Va, perished Roanoke, Va.
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Brenda Rowe’s Daughter
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Dear First Lady Suzann Younkin,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my youngest child of four
children to fentanyl poisoning. My child’s name is Abigail Leann Rowe and she’s forever 22.
My family and I are still devastated and traumatized by her death. Abbie, as we called her,
was the light of my life and my family’s. While she was the fourth child of mine, she was the
only child my husband had. So, her death has taken a toll on his health as well as mine. Mrs.
Younkin, my husband had a major heart attack on December 22,2022, the third one in all. This
heart attack was due to stress from grieving the loss of his only child. Eddie, my husband,
Abbie’s dad is in the end stages of heart failure. While grieving the loss of my daughter, I’m
also grieving for her dad as well.
Abbie was a bright, smart, funny, intelligent, outgoing, wild child. She was an old soul in a
young body. She touched so many lives but most importantly, she touched mine. You see
Abbie was not only my daughter but my best friend, too. When you see one, you’d definitely
see the other one, also. Abbie never met a stranger. She’d give you the shirt off her back. She
helped everyone while struggling herself. When you bury your child, you bury a piece of
yourself while you’re at it. When Abbie died, I died myself that November day in 2020.
Abbie was born December 28,1997 on a cold, snowy day. I was so nervous that night. I was
told by the doctors that she might not make it because her umbilical cord wrapped two times
around her neck and every time, I would have a contraction they’d lose her heartbeat. I told
her she had to fight to be born and I’d fight to keep her safe. She was born 12/28/1997
weighing 6 pounds and 4 ounces. I called her my little fighter. She fought to be born, fought
depression, fought to get out of an abusive situation only to be poisoned by a fake pill.
Abbie is the first thing on my mind when I wake up and she’s the last thing on my when I go to
bed. I pray every night that I see my baby in my dreams. Which of course I do, and I have had
numerous dreams of her.
I know you have children. Would you assist us in finding a permanent location for a Drug
Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have created two memorial walls. One with
photos and one with names. I am including Abigail’s frame below.
These digital walls and albums update automatically. We would also like the photos in hard
format. The wall of names can be projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one’s
name. We would like our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue
Pharma (an American Cartel) and many others. Now they are victims of the Chinese &
Mexican Cartels. We are trying to put an end to the word “overdose”. Because with overdose,
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would have known what they were doing but with a fake pill like the imitation Percocet 30
Abbie got turned out was pure fentanyl. She was deceived to death. She didn’t know it was
pure fentanyl.
A group of Virginia Moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this from
ever happening again. We need to start protecting our children from this horrible disease. We
need to make sure Abbie’s death had a purpose or a reason not just a useless ending with no
meaning.
Sincerely,
Brenda Rowe (Abigail “Abbie’s Mama.”)
Patrick Springs, Virginia
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Tonya Shifflett’s Son
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Dear First Lady Suzann Younkin,
My name is Tonya Shifflett. I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial
Walls. Our goal is to put up a memorial wall in all 50 State Capitol complexes to honor
our lost loved ones. We are victims of the national drug epidemic.
My son, Austin was an avid fisherman and played baseball and football till he
graduated from high school. One thing about him I will always treasure was he had the
biggest heart I ever knew. He never forgot a birthday or holiday. He always came with
gifts and ever since he was a little boy he has bought me flowers for every holiday or
occasion.
He never got the chance to get married, have kids and live life the way he wanted. He
was taken from me by fentanyl poisoning. I'm asking for your help please help us stop
this epidemic.
Would you also help us by remembering our loved ones with a Memorial Wall in honor
of them at our State Capitol?
Forever 21 Austin Harlow
Thanks,
Austin's Mom Tonya Shifflett
Ruckersville, VA
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Lucia Figueroa’s Son
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Dear First Lady Trudi Inslee,
I am an ambassador for the Drug Epidemic Memorial Walls. I lost my beautiful son,
Layno Ramos, who is forever 15. He was poisoned by fentanyl in a fake pill (blue
M30) and we remain devastated. We loved him beyond imagination.
Layno loved watching Scooby Doo and playing video games. He loved learning and
was so curious. Layno was the kindest and most caring child. I was deported to
Mexico and so was his father when he was in kindergarten. I never saw him again.
Layno lived with his grandparents. He cared for his grandmother who was blind. In
high school Layno loved playing sports, especially football.
In 2020 school was closed because of Covid and he began hanging out with new
friends. On May 26, 2020, those so called “friends” gave him the pill that took his life.
They did not call 911. They took photos of him and shared them on social media. Then
they dumped his body in a parking lot and his grandfather found him lifeless in the
morning. I never got to say goodbye to my child or hold him. There has been no
justice.
I know you have children and grandchildren. Would you assist us in finding a
permanent location for a Drug Epidemic Memorial Wall within our Capitol? We have
created two memorial walls. One with photos and one with names. I am including
Layno’s frame. I am also including the brochure of virtual memorial walls, albums, and
our awareness campaign. These digital walls and albums update automatically. We
would also like the photos displayed in hard copy format. The wall of names can be
projected on a wall so families can touch their loved one's name. We would like
our loved ones to be treated like victims. They were all victims of Purdue Pharma (an
American cartel) and many others. Now, they are victims of Chinese and the Mexican
Cartels. Many are also victims of fatal diseases like cancer. We are using the word
“drugism” for the prejudice toward drug users - like racism.
A group of our moms would love to meet with you and work together to prevent this
from happening ever again.
Sincerely,
Lucia Figueroa
Yakima, Washington and Mexico
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