A-Collection-of-Heartfelt-Essays-and-Poems - Ivan Masilang

A Collection Of
Heartfelt Essays And
Poems
"Love letters to my crush"
IVANJOSH
MASILANG

There's this one girl that
inspired me to make this
book.
This book is dedicated to Terryrose,
my crush. I remember the day we
first met, and it's been love ever
since.
I wrote a book about my crush Terryrose
because I wanted to express my admiration and
admiration for her. She is a beautiful,
intelligent, and strong woman that I have been
in love with for a long time.
I wanted to show her how much I care about her
and let her know that she is an inspiration to
me. I also wanted to share my story of how I
met her and the moments we shared together.
1

I wanted to make sure I did not leave out
any details, so I wrote down every single
memory and emotion I felt during that time.
Writing this book is away for me to
immortalize Terryrose and our story. It was
also a way for me to express my love for her
and to make sure she never forgot how
much I care for her. I wanted her to know
that I appreciate her and that I will always
love her.
Since then, I've been captivated by the way
you laugh, the way you smile, and the way
your eyes sparkle when you look into mine.
The sound of your voice always mesmerizes
me, and your beauty radiates from inside
out.
The moments I spent with you were the
most beautiful moments of my life. I can still
feel the warmth of your presence, the
understanding in your eyes, and the
pureness of your soul.
2

This book is dedicated to Terryrose, my
crush because I want to show you how you
light up my days and how much you mean to
me. I don't think I can express in words the
different emotions you bring in me, but I'm
hoping that through this book you'll
understand the depths of my admiration and
love for you.
In this book, I've included different
anecdotes about our relationship, some
sweet messages, to help you remember all
the good times we shared. They all come
together to create a story of love,
admiration, and friendship.
3

This book is dedicated to Terryrose, the one
who inspired me to love myself and to share
my love with the person I admire the most. I
love you, Terryrose, and I hope this book can
do some justice to our beautiful relationship.
From the moment you walked into my life,
you became a cherished chapter in my story.
a chapter filled with love, laughter, and
countless beautiful moments. you are more
than just a partner to me. you're my best
friend. your presence in my life has brought
a kind of happiness that i never thought
possible. your love has touched my heart in
the most profound way, and i am endlessly
grateful for the love we share, in your arms, i
find comfort and safety.
4

Your laughter is music to my ears, and your
smile brightens even the gloomiest of days.
your love has a way of making everything
feel right, of making every challenge seem
conquerable, and of turning ordinary
moments into treasured memories. with
you, i've experienced a love that is pure,
genuine, and truly extraordinary. your
support, your kindness, and your
understanding have shown me what it
means to be loved unconditionally. you've
brought out the best in me and i am a better
person because of your love. as we continue
our journey through life together, i want you
to know that my love for you grows stronger
with each passing day.
5

I cherish every moment we spend together,
and i look forward to the countless
adventures that await us. i want to express
my heartfelt gratitude for your love, your
companionship, and the joy you bring into
my life. thank you for being the incredible
person that you are, for sharing your heart
with me, and for allowing me to be a part of
your world. no matter where life's path takes
us, please know that my love for you is
unwavering. you are my dearest love, and i
feel blessed to have you.
6

I didn't fall in love with you because i was
looking for someone. i didn't fall in love with
you because i felt too alone on my own. i
didn't fall in love with you because i needed
a relationship to be happy.
I fell in love with you because you make me
feel needed. i fell in love with you because
when i give you my love, you give me yours
in return. i fell in love with you because you
radiate a very special energy.
I fell in love with you because you are you.
7

When i met you it felt like your soul reached
out to mine took its hand and promised to
keep it safe forever.
I have not been a fan of love since I was
young. I have trust issues, so I thought I was
never really capable of loving other people
due to the fact that in my home there is still
a lack of love. But I promised myself that if I
was given a chance to love someone, I would
give her everything. I asked God for
happiness and joy, but instead, God gave me
Terryrose.
8

Yes, I admit I'm in love. The very first day
that I learned how to love was the day that I
met this girl. The day that I learned how to
bear the pain and how to continue loving
even if it gives me a lot of pain was when I
realised that she's my everything. I admit
that sometimes giving too much love makes
me foolish. But it doesn't affect my
perception of love. Because the day that I
felt loved by someone was the day that I
started to be thankful to God for giving me
such a blessing. I treated her as my angel in
disguise. And yes, she brought me happiness
and joy in life, and I no longer think that I
am capable of loving other women like I love
her.
9

She was my first love and crush at the same
time. It is still surreal for me that before we
just used to tease each other, but now we
finally share dreams and goals. She became
my best friend and my human diary. She
brought me peace.
Love is about sacrificing, because there are
so many things she sacrificed for me just to
prove that she deserves to be loved. I
changed on my own just to prove that I
deserved her love. Love means fighting
together. So despite all the struggles we
faced together, she never gave up on me. We
fight together, but we conquer it all. I always
feel that she is worth fighting for. Even when
we fight against the world, the word
"surrender" is not in our vocabulary. We
conquered the world. I am me when I am
with her. Also, for me, love means finding
yourself. So the time that I found her was
also the time that I found myself. She filled
the emptiness in me. I found in her the
happiness that I thought I would never
receive. Love is happiness, and so is she.
10

Maybe some of you will think that I am
giving too much love to her at such a young
age, but love is not about who you are or
your age. Because love is what you feel. Love
is what you can do. It comes from our hearts.
When you are hit by cupid, you have nothing
to do but deal with it. She became my rest
and my home. No matter how tiring the day
is, her smile is my medicine. No matter how
the world is against us, as long as she's with
me, I am fine. Lastly, I am the happiest when
I am with her. She is my safe place.
11

I wasn't looking for anything at all when I
met you; actually, I wasn't planning on
falling for anyone so soon, but then you
came into my life, and that was it. I guess
things just happened; I found you, and I find
myself wanting to spend more time with
you. It was simple and it was so easy, and
guess that's how best relationships start:
you're not looking for anything, and then
suddenly you realize you have something,
something worth keeping.
I just wanted to let you know how much I
appreciate having you in my life. For helping
me through the bad times, being there to
help me celebrate the good times, I cherish
all of the moments that we share together.
There aren't enough words in the dictionary
for me to tell you how glad I am to have you
in my life. I am so lucky to have you by my
side. Everything you do for me never goes
unnoticed. I don't know what I did to
deserve someone as wonderful as you, but I
am eternally grateful to have your love,
support, and affection. Thank you for being
you and for having me by your side.
12

You have no idea how you've changed my
life. I never thought it was possible to have
this much love for someone. I never thought
my heart could handle it. I know there are
days when we argue and don't see eye-toeye,
but you are the only person I would
want to have those arguments with. What
we have together is unique. It is a special
bond that is strong and unbreakable. I truly
love you. Whenever I'm with you, I'm
different, but in a good way. I smile and
laugh more, and I don't have to pretend that
everything is okay. With you, I can drop the
facade and just feel and express everything
genuinely. I no longer feel hurt and alone;
instead, I feel safe and loved. You're so easy
to talk to and open up to. And in turn,
everything you say resonates with me like
no other. You have shown me that there is
one person who can love me for who I am in
this world filled with apathy. I appreciate
you being here because, with you, I'm
different. With you, I'm happy.
13

I want you to know that you are the most
important thing in my life. You're the reason
I do everything. When I get up in the
morning, I feel so grateful for every second I
have with you and here on earth. You give
my life meaning; you give my days such joy;
you are the reason I smile; you are my world.
I've honestly fallen deeply in love with you,
and I am not afraid to say it. We have been
through thick and thin, and we are still going
strong. I can't imagine my life without you
by my side. I love you so much, I can't even
explain it! Forever and ever, baby. Our love
is something that is truly special, and there
is no other love like ours in the world. I feel
as if I have won the lottery with you—
someone who is so special and magical, who
makes my life and my world a thousand
times better just by being there. When I look
at you, I know that I have truly hit the
jackpot. All you have to do in order to warm
my heart is to be the loving, caring person
that you are.
14

Together, we can do so much and help each
other realize our dreams because we truly
have a love that is special. When you came
into my life, I left all my past behind me. I
just love this newly found love that is
making me feel like a baby again, my darling.
I love you so much.
15

I just wanted to take a moment to express
how much you mean to me. Since the day we
met, you've brought so much joy, laughter,
and love into my life. Your kindness,
intelligence, and loving nature have inspired
me in countless ways. You've been there for
me through thick and thin, always willing to
lend a listening ear and a shoulder to lean
on. You make my world a brighter place and
fill my heart with unbridled happiness. I feel
incredibly lucky to have you in my life, and I
look forward to making many more
beautiful memories with you in the future.
Thank you for being the wonderful person
that you are and for all the love and support
you've given me. You truly mean the world
to me.
Little do you know, I try my hardest to be
the best person I can be for you. You
changed me in the most positive way ever,
and if you leave me, I will be so shattered.
16

With you in my life, I smile a lot more, laugh
a little more, and cry a little less because I
have you. I know I can make mistakes, but
please be patient with me because I am
learning from them. I know I am not perfect,
but do me a favor and please stay in my life.
My worst fear is for you to become a
memory, and I don't want that to happen. I
want to grow old with you and show you the
great things this world has to offer. My life
will never be the same if you leave me.
17

I love you. Those three words hold a depth of
meaning and emotion that transcends
language and resonates deep within our
souls. Love is a complex and beautiful thing,
capable of bringing immense joy and
fulfillment to our lives. It has the power to
create profound connections between
individuals, forging bonds that withstand
the tests of time and adversity.
18

When we say "I love you," we express our
affection, care, and devotion for another
person. It's a declaration of our feelings, a
way of letting someone know that they hold
a special place in our hearts. Love can be
romantic, familial, or platonic, but
regardless of its form, it has the ability to
transform us and make us better versions of
ourselves.
19

Love is not just a fleeting emotion; it
requires effort, commitment, and
understanding. It means being there for
someone through thick and thin, supporting
them in their endeavors, and cherishing the
moments you share together. It means
accepting someone for who they are, flaws
and all, and embracing their uniqueness.
Love is about trust, honesty, and open
communication, fostering an environment
where both partners can grow and thrive.
20

The power of love extends beyond our
personal relationships. Love has the
potential to create positive change in the
world. It can inspire acts of kindness,
compassion,
and selflessness. Love can bridge divides,
heal wounds, and promote understanding
and acceptance. It has the ability to
overcome hatred, prejudice, and injustice,
creating a more harmonious and inclusive
society.
21

But love is not without its challenges.
Relationships require effort, compromise,
and a willingness to navigate the
complexities of human emotions. Love can
bring heartache, disappointment, and
vulnerability. It requires us to be vulnerable,
to trust and expose our innermost selves to
another person. It means risking rejection
and the fear of being hurt. However, it is
through these challenges that love grows
stronger, deepening the connection between
two individuals.
22

So, when I say, "I love you," I mean it with all
my heart. I mean that I am willing to embark
on this journey of love together, to face the
highs and lows, and to grow as individuals
and as a couple. I mean that I am committed
to building a life filled with love, respect, and
happiness. I mean that I will be there for
you, supporting you, and standing by your
side through whatever life throws our way.
23

When we say "I love you," we express our
affection, care, and devotion for another
person. It's a declaration of our feelings, a
way of letting someone know that they hold
a special place in our hearts. Love can be
romantic, familial, or platonic, but
regardless of its form, it has the ability to
transform us and make us better versions of
ourselves.
24

Love is not just a fleeting emotion; it
requires effort, commitment, and
understanding. It means being there for
someone through thick and thin, supporting
them in their endeavors, and cherishing the
moments you share together. It means
accepting someone for who they are, flaws
and all, and embracing their uniqueness.
Love is about trust, honesty, and open
communication, fostering an environment
where both partners can grow and thrive.
25

The power of love extends beyond our
personal relationships. Love has the
potential to create positive change in the
world. It can inspire acts of kindness,
compassion, and selflessness. Love can
bridge divides, heal wounds, and promote
understanding and acceptance. It has the
ability to overcome hatred, prejudice, and
injustice, creating a more harmonious and
inclusive society.
26

But love is not without its challenges.
Relationships require effort, compromise,
and a willingness to navigate the
complexities of human emotions. Love can
bring heartache, disappointment, and
vulnerability. It requires us to be vulnerable,
to trust and expose our innermost selves
to another person. It means risking rejection
and the fear of being hurt. However, it is
through these challenges that love grows
stronger, deepening the connection between
two individuals.
27

So, when I say, "I love you," I mean it with all
my heart. I mean that I am willing to
embark on this journey of love together, to
face the highs and lows, and to grow as
individuals and as a couple. I mean that I am
committed to building a life filled with
love, respect, and happiness. I mean that I
will be there for you, supporting you, and
standing by your side through whatever life
throws our way."I love you" is not just a
phrase; it's a promise. A promise to love,
honor, and cherish you. It's an affirmation of
the incredible bond we share and a reminder
that you are deeply loved and valued. So,
let us embrace love in all its glory.
28

Before I met you, I didn't think love was for
me. It was something other people had and
felt. Everytime I think about my ex friends I
wonder if you'll ever leave me like they did
or you'll stay with me.
The first time we met was one of the most
memorable days of my life. I discovered my
source of life, happiness, and joy. You are my
inspiration, and I adore you more than
words
can express. I'm so excited to turn 13
because I can't wait to have you as my
lifelong love, and I know it'll be the best
thing that will ever happen to me.
29

You showed up of my life when I was least
expecting it. I never dreamed that someone
like you could improve my world. I'm glad
you showed up in my life, lalove. Every
moment
we spent together is a memory I will always
treasure from the bottom of my heart. You
are one of the most important person in my
life and one of the best friend I have ever
met.
I try my hardest to show you my love by
taking care of you and doing the thing I
know you like. Forgive me if I have ever hurt
you or caused you any pain, that was never
my
intention. I apologize if I'm not good at
comforting you whenever you're hurt or
having troubles. I shall always and forever
adore you, and I will never leave your side.
You're my
soulmate, lover, and also my best friend. I
hope you and I will be able to spend the rest
of our lives together because I don't even
wanna imagine spending my life with
someone else.
30

Everytime you feel down please tell me so
we could fix it together and solve it together.
I am sorry if I may not be the best comforter
all the time but I promise I tried my best to
fix
it. I hope we can get to know each other's
every information of my life.
I am grateful to you for falling in love with
me. It's all because if you I feel so extremely
special every day and it feels like a dream to
be in love with you. Thank you for always
bringing a smile on my face when I need it
most, for being there to lean on when I need
someone, and for being one of the most
incredible loved one someone could ever
want for.
31

You may be losing a lot of friends but I
promise I will never ever leave you and I
promise that I will always stay by your side
even though jealousy hits me.
I sometimes wonder what you're doing, or
whether you are thinking of me, like I'm
thinking about you. Sometimes I feel like I
don't deserve someone as loving as you are,
like what
did I even do to deserve you? I am extremely
grateful because you asked.
If I'm thinking about you. Sometimes i feel
like i don't deserve someone as loving as
you are, like what did I even do to deserve
you? I am extremely grateful because I once
asked you
to be my friend and I'm glad you wanted to
be friends with me.
32

I can't stop thinking about the good times
we share. God's timing is clear, he sent you
into my life like an angel. Without you, my
life will be sad and boring but thanks to the
almighty lord who
helped and made us meet. I wish you were
here with me and I hope I will be in your
arms soon. I know it feels like there was
absolutely no one in the world who will
stand by your side forever. I promise you
that's not true. Whether you need my hand,
hug me until I feel like I exploded, or just
want me to listen, I'll always be there, I'd do
anything
for you. I feel like I annoy you sometimes
but you always reassure me that I don't in all
honesty. I thank you for everything you've
thought me and for all these time we stayed
up
late talking about random things and
sending TikToks to each other. I just want to
thank you for being with me nonstop. When
I'm not having the best day of my life, you
always make me
smile.
33

I've had over 50+ girls liking me in my life,
but you're the only one I liked. We've
shared so many memories that I can't even
remember them all, all I know is that we've
created amazing moments that I'll never
forget. I may not be the first person in your
life, but I do want to be your last. I have
never met anyone
as
incredible as you are. Please don't ever
change. Don't ever let bad people get you.
Keep being the bundle of awesomeness that
you are.
34

You are enough, just as you are, with all your
flaws and imperfections. don't let anyone tell
you otherwise. your journey through life is
one-of-a-kind and valuable, and it's shaped
by your experiences and perspectives. don't
be afraid to be yourself and embrace your
individuality. embrace the things that make
you unique, even if they don't conform to
society's standards. remember that you are
loved and appreciated for who you are, and
that your presence in this world has a
purpose. keep striving to be the best version
of yourself, but never forget that you are
enough just as you are.
35

You deserve the world; you are such an
amazing person. I wish I could give you
everything you want and deserve. You
deserve to be happy. You deserve to have
people care about you. You deserve to be
told every day how beautiful you are. You
are my world and my everything. My one
true love, I want you to be happy more than
anything else. I would give up everything I
have for you. You are beautiful, amazing,
caring, loving, funny, kind, loyal, and
perfect. You always take my breath away
every time I see you. I love you, and I miss
you every second we are apart. Never in my
life have I felt more dedicated to anything. I
pledge my life and my love to you, and I
promise I will never cheat. Every day I learn
something new about you, and I am always
reminded of how amazing you are.
36

My heart is filled with so many emotions
that it's hard to put into words. But I'll try
my best.
I want you to know how much you mean to
me. You have been my rock through thick
and thin, my confidant, and my soulmate.
You have been there for me through all the
ups and downs of life and have never judged
me for my flaws or shortcomings. I can't
imagine going through life without you by
my side.
37

You are an amazing person, and I feel so
lucky to have you. You inspire me to be a
better person every day, and I hope that I
can do the same for you. I cherish the
memories we have made together, and I look
forward to making many more in the future.
38

Thank you for being such an important part
of my life. I love you more than words can
express.
I have loved her since the first time I saw
her. Her beauty and grace captivated my
heart and I was lost in her eyes. I have never
felt this way before and I can't imagine ever
feeling this way about anyone else. When I
am with her, I feel complete. I feel like I am
the luckiest person alive to have her in my
life. She is my best friend, my confidant, and
my soulmate. She brings out the best in me
and I am so grateful for her love and
support. We have shared so many moments
together that I will cherish forever. I don't
know what I would do without her. I love
her more than anything and I am so thankful
for all the love and happiness she has
brought into my life.
39

My love for her is incomparable to any other.
She is my every thought, my every dream,
and my every desire. I love her more than
anything in this world. From the moment I
saw her, I knew she was different, and my
heart was filled with an overwhelming
feeling of happiness and joy.
I love the way she smiles and how her eyes
sparkle when she laughs. I love the way she
talks and how she listens with dedication. I
love the way she loves with her whole heart
and how she cares for those around her. I
love that she is strong and determined, yet
she is still able to be vulnerable.
40

She is the most beautiful woman I have ever
seen. I love how her beauty is different than
any other. She has a unique charm that I
can’t quite put my finger on. Every time I
look at her, I can’t help but to be
mesmerized by her beauty.
I love how she challenges me to be a better
person, to think more deeply and to strive
for more. She motivates me to do and be
better and reminds me to never give up.
I love how she loves me for me, for all of my
flaws and all of my imperfections. She sees
me for who I truly am and loves me
unconditionally. She is my rock, my best
friend, and my everything.
41

I love how she makes me feel. Every time I’m
around her, I feel like I can do anything. She
helps me to push past my doubts and fears
and to go after my dreams. When I’m with
her, I feel safe, secure, and completely alive.
I love how she is my companion and my
confidant. I trust her with my innermost
thoughts and fears, knowing that she will
never judge me. I love that she is always
there for me, no matter what.
I love her more than words can express and
more than I can explain. She is my life, my
love, and my everything. I will love her until
the end of time.
My love for her is indescribable. There are no
words that can accurately explain how much
I love her. From the moment I first laid eyes
on her, I knew she was special. I felt an
invisible connection that I had never
experienced before. We seemed to
understand each other without even saying
a word.
42

My love for her is unconditional. No matter
what she does or how she acts, I will always
love her. She can make mistakes and I will
still be here to love her and forgive her. She
is my best friend and my soul mate. I know
that I can tell her anything and she will
listen without judgement.
My love for her is deep and meaningful.
When we are together, I feel like I am in a
different world. Everything else around us
seems to disappear and it’s just us. I cannot
even imagine my life without her in it. She is
my rock and my support system.
My love for her is like the stars in the sky. It
is infinite and eternal, never ending and
always growing. I love her more and more
each day. I love the way she smiles, her
laugh and her gentle touch. I love the way
she listens to me and tries to understand my
point of view.
43

My love for her is like a wildfire. It cannot be
contained and it burns with an intensity that
I have never felt before. I am consumed by
her love and I never want to let go. I am so
grateful to have her in my life.
My love for her is like a river. It flows
endlessly and never stops. I can never get
enough of her. I want to spend every waking
moment with her and just be by her side. I
cannot imagine my life without her.
My love for her is like the sun. It warms my
heart and fills me with joy. I feel alive when I
am with her. She brings out the best in me
and I love her for that. I want to make her
happy and take care of her.
My love for her is like a beautiful song. It fills
my heart with happiness and gives me
strength. I want to sing her praises and show
her how much she means to me. I want to
give her all the love and affection that she
deserves.
44

My love for her is like the ocean. It is vast
and powerful. I feel like I could swim in it
forever and never touch the bottom. I could
never get tired of loving her and being by
her side.
My love for her is beyond words. It is
something that I cannot express in mere
words. I can only hope that she knows how
much I love her and that my love for her is
genuine and true.
45

These are poems that describes her;
My professor
asked the class
of the things
to make a list
of the things
we were most
grateful for
and it was no mistake
that on my list
your name was written
more than once.
Her mind
challenged me.
Her heart
humbled me.
Her smile
delighted me.
Her love
blessed all of me.
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She was
as gentle as a rose,
as delicate as a daisy,
as warm as a sunflower,
and more beautiful
than any flower.
They say everything
is a reflection of light,
and if that's the case,
then she is the reflection
of the combination
of the prettiest lights
that exist.

She is as beautiful as the moon. Her beauty
is mesmerizing and captivating. Her
radiance shines bright and Illuminates the
world around her.
Her grace and elegance are unmatched, Just
like the moon's serene and tranquil
presence. She is a true embodiment of
beauty, Just like the moon is a symbol of
beauty and wonder in the night sky.
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Her hair falls in waves,
Like the tides that corrupt and
flow with the lunar cycle.
She is a celestial beauty,
a reflection of the moon's ethereal grace
You are the light of my life,
The one who makes everything right,
Your love, a melody in my heart,
Forever and always, my sweetheart.
Your smile is sunshine to my soul,
Your touch a warm embrace;
My love for you will never grow old.
Your eyes, like pools of deep blue,
Draw me in, they're all I see and pursue,
Your love, like a warm embrace,
Fills my soul with a gentle grace.
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Like a rose, you bloom and grow,
Your beauty, a wonder to behold,
My heart, forever yours to keep,
As we journey through life, step by step.
In your eyes, I see my world,
In your heart, I find my home,
With you, I am complete,
Forever and always, my love.
Your smile is like the sun,
Bringing light to every day,
I am blessed to be with you,
Forever and always,
Come what may.
Your love is a symphony,
A song that fills my heart;
Together, we are meant to be.
Your touch, like a soothing balm,
Brings calm to my soul,
like a peaceful psalm,
Your love, like a symphony of joy,
Fills my heart, forever to enjoy.
With you, my heart is whole,
My life is full of grace;
Forever bound, body and soul.
Your love is my home,
A safe haven to call my own.
My heart beats for you alone,
With you, my love has grown,
You light up my life with your grace,
Forever with you, I find my place.
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Terryrose,
Your presence in my life has been a blessing.
You have been a constant source of strength
and joy, and I feel so grateful to have you in
my life. You have been my best friend, my
confidant, and my companion. I'm so blessed
to have such an amazing person in my life.
The journey of our relationship has been
filled with laughter, tears, joy, and sorrow.
We have shared so many amazing moments
together, and I cherish every single one of
them. I have been so fortunate to have found
someone like you to share my life with.
Our love has been a constant source of
strength and inspiration throughout our
time together. I have never felt more loved,
supported, and accepted than I have with
you by my side. You have been a light in my
darkest times, and I cannot express my
gratitude enough.
This book is a testament to our love and all
the wonderful memories we have shared. I
will forever be grateful for the time we spent
together. You will remain in my heart
forever.
With all my love,
Ivan Masilang
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A Collection Of
Heartfelt Essays And
Poems
"Love letters to my crush"
IVANJOSH
MASILANG