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Mohammad Iqbal says: In the rainy season, as we would walk through the fields, we would walk on the<br />
trail, and countless ants also would be crawling there. We did not care about them, but His Holiness Ra<br />
Gohar Shahi would always avoid walking on the trail, lest the ants are harmed or run over. His Holiness<br />
would prefer to wade in the mud instead. When a false case <strong>of</strong> murder was instigated against His<br />
Holiness, Qaddous Shiekh <strong>of</strong> the Crime Branch (police department) came for inquiry. <strong>The</strong> residents <strong>of</strong> the<br />
area told him, "We dont think His Holiness would have ever killed a mosquito, let alone a human being!"<br />
Remarks by Aunt <strong>of</strong> His Holiness Gohar Shahi:<br />
I was then a student <strong>of</strong> the grade eighth. One day, my aunt who was very religious and a committed<br />
worshipper but possessed greed and jealousy also (exoteric worshippers normally possess such vices), told<br />
me, "Everything else was fine in me for except that I didn’t observe ritual prayers (Salat)." I said to my<br />
aunt that Salat was a gift <strong>of</strong> <strong>God</strong>, and that I didn’t want to send forth Bukhl (stinginess), Takabbur (false<br />
pride), Hassad (jealousy) and Keena (grudge) mixed with the prayer. I would observe Salat whenever I<br />
could do it correctly. Unlike you, who observe the prayer and at the same time, are involved in great sins<br />
like backbiting and slandering.<br />
His Holiness Gohar Shahi recollects His childhood stories:<br />
Since the age <strong>of</strong> 10-12 I began to speak with <strong>God</strong> in dreams. I used to see Bait al Mamour, however, I was<br />
unaware <strong>of</strong> its reality. After I have gone through the austerities, all those scenes and conversation with<br />
<strong>God</strong> were repeated, and thus the reality was unfolded. Once my uncle who was in the national army, and<br />
would <strong>of</strong>ten visit brothel, took me with him to escape the doubts <strong>of</strong> the family, because they would not<br />
allow him. He would give me tea and biscuit, and would go inside the brothel. I was unaware <strong>of</strong> brothels<br />
and prostitutes. My uncle would tell me that these brothels are the <strong>of</strong>fice for the women. After some time,<br />
I began to feel disgusted with the place. My uncle said," <strong>God</strong> has created women for this purpose only." In<br />
other words, my uncle tried to incite me to do the same. My Uncle’s words disturbed me. I could not sleep<br />
all night struggling with my Nafs (Self), and then suddenly I fell asleep.<br />
I saw a large round elevated platform, and I was standing below. I heard a loud voice from above it,<br />
“Bring him forth.” I noticed that two men held my Uncle, and brought him forward; they pointed towards<br />
him that he was the one. <strong>The</strong> voice was heard again, “Beat him with the metal bars.” <strong>The</strong> men started<br />
beating him. He then screamed, roared, and eventually his face turned into that <strong>of</strong> a swine. <strong>The</strong> voice was<br />
heard again, “If you do the same, you will suffer the same.” I then repented, sought forgiveness, after<br />
which I woke up with these words on my tongue, “My Lord I repent, my Lord I repent.” <strong>The</strong> effects <strong>of</strong><br />
this dream stayed with me for a few years.<br />
<strong>The</strong> next day, I was travelling towards my village on a bus, I noticed that a few robbers were trying to pull<br />
out a cassette player from a taxi. When the driver resisted, they killed him with knives. Our bus stopped at<br />
the scene. <strong>The</strong> robbers escaped when they saw us. <strong>The</strong> driver died in agony before our eyes. <strong>The</strong> truth that<br />
life is so uncertain crossed my mind. At night as I was about to sleep, the following verse began echoing in<br />
my mind. “Forgive all my errors, I have come and fallen at your (Holy) court.” I cried all night long.<br />
Some time after this event, I renounced the world, and went to the Tomb <strong>of</strong> the Saint Jaam Dataar. But I<br />
didn’t find my destiny there either. My brother in law brought me back to the world.<br />
At the age <strong>of</strong> 34, Bari Imam appeared before me. He said, "Your time has come to return to the jungle."<br />
After three years seclusion and retreat, when I had obtained some spiritual experience, I went to the tomb<br />
<strong>of</strong> Jaam Dataar, he appeared before me. I said, "If I had been accepted earlier, I would have avoided<br />
carnal life-style." He replied, "<strong>The</strong> time was not appropriate then."