THE WOUNDS OF WAR LIVING UWC AFTER UWC - UWC-USA
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S P R I N G 2 0 1 1<br />
aleid scope<br />
<strong>THE</strong> MAGAZINE <strong>OF</strong> <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>, <strong>THE</strong> ARMAND HAMMER <strong>UWC</strong> <strong>OF</strong> <strong>THE</strong> AMERICAN WEST<br />
Volume 41<br />
<strong>THE</strong> <strong>WOUNDS</strong> <strong>OF</strong> <strong>WAR</strong><br />
The Legacy of Guatemala’s Violent History<br />
page 9<br />
Coming Home<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> as a Place for Our Best and Truest Selves<br />
page 11<br />
<strong>LIVING</strong> <strong>UWC</strong> <strong>AFTER</strong> <strong>UWC</strong><br />
Alumni Stories of <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>’s Influence on Their Lives<br />
page 12-13
PRESIDENT’S MESSAGE:<br />
We’re almost 30! Somehow when we turned the calendar to 2011, the<br />
proximity to 2012, and the College’s 30th anniversary, became very real to<br />
me. This marker seems a good moment to update our alumni, parents,<br />
and friends on some key events in the life of our school.<br />
As I believe you all know, Peter Hamer-Hodges, who served the<br />
school from 1983 to 2010 and was our distinguished graduation speaker<br />
last May, departed for new adventures in his native UK. In many respects,<br />
he exemplifies the life of service and the commitment of many of our faculty. It is not surprising that,<br />
after long and distinguished tenures at <strong>UWC</strong>, other faculty members are also considering transitioning<br />
to new opportunities such as writing, consulting, or retirement. In recognition of their extraordinary<br />
service to students and the <strong>UWC</strong> movement, the board has created a transition fund to support longer<br />
serving faculty members as they move to the next chapters in their lives.<br />
There are cases where we will not be replacing these departing faculty members. In this era, when<br />
we are juggling the challenge of the loss of value of our endowment from its peak in 2008 and facing<br />
the anticipated loss of the Armand Hammer Trust in 2013, it is only responsible to contain costs wherever<br />
we can. Teachers who will remain on the faculty have indicated a willingness to take on additional<br />
responsibilities to make this possible. We will also seek to reduce non-teaching staff positions through<br />
attrition over time.<br />
What is important to me is that the giants who founded and shepherded this school and so many generations<br />
of students go on to their next phase in life with honor, support, and celebration. I want you to<br />
know we’re working to do exactly that. It’s also important that you know that we will be seeking to find the<br />
next generation of great faculty members who can influence lives, participate in our intensely experiential<br />
and residential program, and deliver high intellectual content in the classroom in vital and exciting ways.<br />
Know that as we do all of this, we do so with a clear eye on our mission and on the welfare of our<br />
students. Know that we are redoubling efforts, with considerable success and thanks to many of you,<br />
to raise more financial support. Know that we remain focused on everything central to our important<br />
purpose in the world.<br />
As always, please let us know if you have questions. In the meanwhile, be prepared to honor the<br />
pioneers and welcome the new adventurers.<br />
With warm best wishes from Montezuma,<br />
Lisa A. H. Darling<br />
President<br />
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CREDITS<br />
editor in chief<br />
Elizabeth Morse<br />
contributing editor<br />
Emily Withnall M<strong>UWC</strong>I ‘01<br />
designer<br />
Danielle Wollner<br />
contributors<br />
Abuubakar Ally ‘12<br />
Innocent Basso ’11<br />
Omar Yaxmehen Bello Chavolla ’11<br />
Gert Danielsen ’96<br />
Aminata Deme ’11<br />
Marie Dixon Frisch ’84<br />
Cassandra Doremus ’11<br />
Timothy J. Dougherty<br />
Rodrigo Erazo ’12<br />
Nofar Hamrany ’11<br />
Ali Jamoos ‘12<br />
Henrik Jenssen ’12<br />
Pedro Monque ’12<br />
Kevin Mazariegos Moralles ’11<br />
Natalia Bernal Restrepo ’05<br />
Julian Rios ‘12<br />
Kate Russell<br />
Jake Rutherford<br />
Arjan Stockhausen ’11<br />
Vichea Tan ’11<br />
Elizabeth Withnall<br />
Bereket Zekarias ’11<br />
contact<br />
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On the cover: <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> students at the<br />
Grand Canyon.<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> / WWW.<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>.ORG<br />
Photo credit: Timothy J. Dougherty<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen
Photo credit: Jake Rutherford<br />
Alumni, parents, trustees, get-aways, employees, and friends have come<br />
together this year to help broaden and deepen philanthropic support for<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> and close the funding gap that the school will soon face.<br />
Led by the Annual-Fund<br />
Challenge Committee, a group<br />
of leaders who pooled funds<br />
used to match gifts from other<br />
supporters, the Challenge<br />
matches gifts from those who<br />
(1) become a Castle Club mem- Sebastien de Halleux ’96<br />
ber and (2) double their previous<br />
Annual-Fund gift.<br />
KC Kung ’87<br />
Challenge Committee members<br />
committed a combined<br />
total of $215,000 for the Challenge,<br />
and the response was<br />
strong. The Challenge was<br />
met in early February, thanks<br />
to the 132 people who made<br />
qualifying gifts.<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> is very grateful Charles C. Wong ’84<br />
to the Challenge Committee<br />
Kenneth Yeung ’84<br />
SPRING 2011<br />
TABLE <strong>OF</strong> CONTENTS<br />
<strong>THE</strong> 2010-2011 ANNUAL-FUND CHALLENGE<br />
A Distinctly “HK” Alumni Event 2<br />
Opportunity 3<br />
Possession 4<br />
Backpack 5<br />
Grandmother 6<br />
A Lesson 7<br />
Writing the World 8<br />
The Wounds of War 9<br />
Music is a Conversation 10<br />
Coming Home 11<br />
Living <strong>UWC</strong> After <strong>UWC</strong> 12-13<br />
How I Became a Clown 14 -15<br />
Alumni Profiles 16 -17<br />
for inspiring scores of others to dramatically increase their support<br />
at a time when building our Annual Fund is essential to the school’s<br />
future. We are also extremely grateful for the generous donors who<br />
are stepping up to meet the<br />
Challenge. These gifts will<br />
help transition <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong><br />
to a more sustainable base<br />
of philanthropic support<br />
and strengthen the school to<br />
fulfill its mission for generations<br />
to come.<br />
If you haven’t made your<br />
Annual Fund gift yet, it’s not too<br />
late! The Annual Fund, which<br />
raises money for current-year<br />
operations, ends on May 31. Support<br />
it by making a gift online at<br />
www.uwc-usa.org/give or sending<br />
a check to <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> Development<br />
Office, PO Box 248,<br />
Montezuma, NM 87731, <strong>USA</strong>.<br />
The Annual-Fund Challenge Committee<br />
Marc Blum, <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> Trustee, Committee Chair<br />
Tom and Beverley McGuckin, current parents<br />
Benjamin Melkman ’98 and Alexa Melkman ’99<br />
Bill Moore, former <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> Trustee and Capital Campaign Chair<br />
Michael Stern ’89, Distinguished Trustee<br />
James and Sarah Taylor, alumni parents and <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> Trustees<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 1
A Distinctly “HK” Alumni Event<br />
Emily Withnall, M<strong>UWC</strong>I ’01<br />
Communications<br />
“How is <strong>UWC</strong> to remain relevant?”<br />
This was one of the many <strong>UWC</strong>-themed<br />
topics that came up during the Hong Kong<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> alumni barbeque, hosted by<br />
Charles Wong ’84 last October on Middle Island,<br />
Hong Kong.<br />
The answers to<br />
this question covered<br />
vast ground,<br />
but some of the<br />
first alumni from<br />
the 1980’s talked<br />
at length about<br />
the importance of<br />
having mainland<br />
Chinese students<br />
regularly represented<br />
at <strong>UWC</strong>-<br />
<strong>USA</strong>. While regular<br />
representation<br />
of mainland Chinese<br />
students remains<br />
a long-term<br />
ambition, they agreed that with China growing<br />
in economic importance, it will be essential to<br />
ensure this representation from China to anticipate<br />
and further support the ideals of peace,<br />
sustainability, and the bridging of cultures.<br />
Charles Wong ’84, Kenneth Yeung ’84, Annie<br />
Fung ’85, Fiona Siu ’86, and KC Kung ’87<br />
count among the senior group of Hong-Kong<br />
alumni very active in supporting and sustaining<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>, a group that has recently<br />
established the <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> Greater China<br />
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Photo courtesy of<br />
Timothy J. Dougherty<br />
While regular representation<br />
of mainland Chinese students<br />
remains a long-term ambition,<br />
they agreed that with<br />
China growing in economic<br />
importance, it will be essential<br />
to ensure this representation<br />
from China to anticipate and<br />
further support the ideals of<br />
peace, sustainability, and the<br />
bridging of cultures.<br />
Foundation to facilitate support of the school<br />
and scholarships for students attending the<br />
school. In addition, three of these graduates,<br />
Charles Wong, Kenneth Yeung, and KC Kung,<br />
have taken a leadership role in fund-raising<br />
for the school by<br />
becoming part<br />
of the Annual-<br />
Fund Challenge<br />
Committee for<br />
the 2010-11 school<br />
year. This committee,<br />
composed<br />
of alumni, parents,<br />
and friends,<br />
has pledged to<br />
match gifts to<br />
this year’s annual<br />
fund from donors<br />
who double their<br />
previous gifts and<br />
join the Castle<br />
Club. More information<br />
on the challenge can be found at<br />
www.uwc-usa.org/annualfundchallenge.<br />
This Hong Kong <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> alumni gathering<br />
was the second event Charles Wong has<br />
hosted for <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>. Charles’s dedication<br />
to <strong>UWC</strong> runs deep: “<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> was such a<br />
powerful and important part of my life that I<br />
am thrilled to be able to support the school<br />
and to help foster connections among my fellow<br />
graduates.”<br />
Charles Wong ’84 and his mother<br />
arrived in Hong Kong at the train<br />
terminal in Kowloon from mainland<br />
China when he was twelve years old.<br />
According to Charles, this was during<br />
a time when people from mainland<br />
China were seen in Hong Kong as<br />
coarse and ill-mannered. Charles was<br />
tormented in school but nevertheless<br />
excelled academically. In spite of his<br />
lack of familial connections, which<br />
were important and highly regarded<br />
in Hong Kong society, Charles was<br />
determined, against all odds, to go to<br />
the best school in Hong Kong.<br />
One day, he walked into an esteemed<br />
school and asked to see the<br />
headmaster. The headmaster happened<br />
to be standing near the receptionist,<br />
asked what he wanted, and<br />
brought him in to his office. The<br />
headmaster invited Charles to apply,<br />
and he was admitted. While he attended<br />
the school, Charles ran track,<br />
swam, and played the violin—things<br />
he still enjoys.<br />
Charles attended <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> because<br />
of the opportunity and adventure<br />
it offered. From <strong>UWC</strong>, he went<br />
to Pomona College and studied liberal<br />
arts. His first job was with General<br />
Electric. He eventually attended the<br />
Harvard’s Kennedy School, and during<br />
his summer breaks he interned for<br />
both McKinsey and Goldman Sachs.<br />
Charles left school early and started<br />
late so he could intern for eight weeks<br />
at each of these prestigious companies,<br />
and he remembers taking his<br />
end-of-year exams on an airplane and<br />
faxing them back to his professors.<br />
Charles is now CEO and Chairman<br />
of the Board at Global Flex Holdings<br />
as well as a Director of Chi Capital.<br />
Charles will be on campus in<br />
April to participate in Alumni Weekend,<br />
an annual event which brings inspiring<br />
alumni back to campus to interact<br />
with current students. He will<br />
be joined by diplomat Laura Taylor-<br />
Kale ’96, and conservationist Aurelio<br />
Ramos ’91.<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> / WWW.<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>.ORG
WHERE WE’RE FROM<br />
Opportunity<br />
Vichea Tan ’11<br />
Cambodia<br />
Working with AFESIP Cambodia (Acting for Women in Distressing<br />
Situations) last summer was the most wonderful experience I<br />
have ever had.<br />
People have equal rights and the same value but unfortunately<br />
some have been valued in terms of money. One of many problems<br />
we are facing in our society is human trafficking. In Cambodia,<br />
thousands of kids and women get into this problem every year.<br />
AFESIP is working very hard to<br />
rescue people who have been<br />
traded. Many of them are still<br />
young and have seriously suffered,<br />
which makes it very hard<br />
to go back and face the realities<br />
of our society.<br />
I spent five days working<br />
in the AFESIP center. We were not allowed to stay overnight<br />
because we were not familiar to the girls in the center. The first<br />
time I entered the center I felt we were feared, and I saw that<br />
there were some people who were trying to stay apart from our<br />
group. We tried to make ourselves familiar so that we could work<br />
with them well. We played some games, had a discussion about<br />
food, and created a music lesson. After a few days of effort I could<br />
feel the improvement by the way they interacted with us. Smiling<br />
I used to think that I had very little<br />
opportunity in my tiny world, but after I<br />
met these people, I knew I had been wrong.<br />
as they always do, they started to talk and were passionate in doing<br />
the activities.<br />
As it went on I started to learn about a 14-year-old girl who was rescued<br />
a few months before we went to the center. I was showing the girl how<br />
to play guitar and having conversation with her. While we were talking, I<br />
asked her where she came from. She suddenly turned quiet, bending her<br />
face down. I felt bad because I knew that I had done something wrong. At<br />
the end of the day, before we left the<br />
center, the girl came to me and gave<br />
me a piece of paper. She told me in<br />
the paper that she was also from the<br />
place where I came from. She has<br />
six younger brothers and sisters,<br />
but her mother died four years ago.<br />
She had been sold to be a prostitute<br />
before she was rescued and sent to the AFESIP center. “I am so glad that<br />
you all came and taught us a lot of things which make me really happy,”<br />
she wrote, “and I really hope I will have another chance to learn how to<br />
play guitar.” I was so touched by the letter.<br />
I used to think that I had very little opportunity in my tiny world,<br />
but after I met these people, I knew I had been wrong. After five days of<br />
working in the center, we learned a lot from each other. I left Siem Riep<br />
and returned home. I hoped that we made good memories for those girls.<br />
Photo courtesy of Vichea Tan<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 3
WHERE WE’RE FROM<br />
Julian Rios ’12<br />
Colombia<br />
Inspired by “Theme for English B,”<br />
by Langston Hughes<br />
FROM <strong>THE</strong> DEEP BOWELS <strong>OF</strong><br />
<strong>THE</strong> ROCK,<br />
From the sacred heart of the mountain,<br />
And from the wild arms of the<br />
torrential river,<br />
A voice like a sorrow is rising up to me.<br />
With the blood of my people in his hands<br />
And the burden of our eternal struggle<br />
in his shoulders<br />
My father Wiracocha through the wind<br />
my name is calling.<br />
My name and all the names,<br />
My name and the names of my brothers<br />
who died,<br />
My name that is the rose of my pacha.<br />
Although, I was born in a Spanish cradle,<br />
In my blood indigenous strength flows.<br />
The breath of my grandparents my<br />
secret embraces<br />
As one day from Mother Bachue a<br />
muisca people was born.<br />
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Possession<br />
Aminata Deme ’11<br />
Senegal<br />
Sometimes we can be blinded by a strong<br />
and irrefutable sense of belonging to and<br />
possessing our culture. Not only do we tend<br />
to defend our culture, but we also love to<br />
think of it or look at it as the most perfect,<br />
the most authentic.<br />
I believe there are times when we need to<br />
challenge our convictions about our own cultures,<br />
to accept and be open to the changes that<br />
might benefit our societies.<br />
Where I come from, some women are<br />
still oppressed for the sake of culture and<br />
tradition. I often think,<br />
“I could be one of those<br />
young women.” I am terrified<br />
by that thought.<br />
So much I would suffer,<br />
prisoner of a society<br />
with no mercy.<br />
As a woman in that<br />
culture, I would never<br />
dare claim my rights in<br />
my society. By the age of<br />
sixteen, I would already<br />
have been married by<br />
force to a fifty-year-old<br />
stranger. I would have<br />
no say. As a woman, my<br />
opinions would be neither<br />
heard nor valued, my<br />
choices would not be considered,<br />
and no escape<br />
would be possible. My<br />
life would be reduced to<br />
bearing children with no<br />
strength, feeding a family<br />
with no joy, forever being<br />
the subaltern in a society<br />
governed by men’s power.<br />
How excruciating can<br />
it be to undergo all this<br />
misery, having society<br />
trivialize it, with no ability<br />
to act upon it? The traditions<br />
and the community<br />
make it impossible for<br />
women to break free from<br />
forced marriages. Mothers<br />
and sisters can’t even help;<br />
they do not get involved in<br />
these decisions because<br />
they are women. Even women who have experienced<br />
similar situations often become so brainwashed<br />
that when their daughters and sisters<br />
suffer, and hope to be rescued, they lecture them<br />
about being better wives. How paradoxical!<br />
For so long, we have paid respect to ancient<br />
traditions that have ignored the rights of youth<br />
and children and oppress women in the grossest<br />
and most outrageous forms.<br />
It’s now the time to abolish all restrictive<br />
and backward cultural practices that hinder<br />
women’s and youth’s free will.<br />
Where I come from, some women are<br />
still oppressed for the sake of culture and<br />
tradition. I often think, “I could be one of<br />
those young women.” I am terrified by<br />
that thought.<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> / WWW.<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>.ORG
Backpack<br />
Nofar Hamrany ’11<br />
Israel<br />
It was August 2003, the end of summer break. I actually wanted it<br />
to end. I was so excited to go and buy a new backpack, notebooks, colorful<br />
pens, and all the other school supplies that I needed. My mom took<br />
me to the shopping center in our town. The minute I got to the store I<br />
started looking at all the<br />
backpacks, trying on each<br />
that we were breathing. I just looked at the school supply store. The<br />
doors were broken, and all the backpacks had turned black. I couldn’t<br />
believe that I was standing there yesterday trying them on. That night<br />
on the news, they announced that twenty-nine people had been injured<br />
and two people had<br />
been killed.<br />
In the background I could see the paramedics and<br />
dozens of people crying and bleeding. And I knew all<br />
of them; they were all from my town.<br />
one of them. My mom<br />
told me to choose quickly,<br />
but I didn’t listen.<br />
After two hours, we<br />
went back home, and<br />
I ran to my room and<br />
started to put my notebooks in my new bag. My mom said I needed to<br />
sleep because it was late. I went to bed, but I couldn’t sleep. I stayed<br />
up all night thinking about school and being able to see my friends.<br />
The next morning I woke up and wanted to visit<br />
my friend. I called my mom at work to ask her. She<br />
sounded angry, and she told me not to leave the<br />
house. I asked her, “What’s wrong?” She didn’t answer<br />
but just kept saying, “Do not leave the house.”<br />
I was mad because I couldn’t visit my friend, and I<br />
was embarrassed to call her and tell her that I couldn’t<br />
come. I finally dialed the number, and she answered<br />
so fast that I didn’t even have the time to speak; she<br />
was already asking, “Are you OK? Where are you?”<br />
I said, “I’m in my house.”<br />
“Where are your parents?”<br />
“My mom is at work and I don’t know where my<br />
dad is. Why?”<br />
“You didn’t hear it?”<br />
I still didn’t know what she was talking about,<br />
but I understood that something bad had happened.<br />
She started to tell me that she heard a big “boom” an<br />
hour ago. She looked out her window, and she saw<br />
fire and a lot of smoke. There was a suicide-bomber<br />
attack in the shopping center in our town.<br />
I couldn’t believe it. I switched on the TV and saw<br />
it all over the news. I called my dad to make sure<br />
that he was ok, and then I started to call all the people<br />
I knew. When I finished calling all my friends<br />
and family to make sure that they were ok, I started<br />
watching the news. There were interviews of people<br />
who were there when it happened, and I recognized<br />
all of them. In the background I could see the paramedics<br />
and dozens of people crying and bleeding.<br />
And I knew all of them; they were all from my town.<br />
When my mom came back from work, we went<br />
to my aunt’s house. We drove past the shopping center,<br />
or rather what was left of it. The skies where still<br />
black from all the smoke, and the smell was still in<br />
the air. The smoky smell of fear blended in the air<br />
A few days after that,<br />
school started. I went<br />
on the first day with my<br />
new backpack, expecting<br />
everything to be normal<br />
again, but it wasn’t. For<br />
the first week we just talked about the terrorist attack and how it affected<br />
us. I was very excited to go to school, but after this attack I didn’t want to<br />
talk about it. I just wanted to forget it happened, but I couldn’t. I still can’t.<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 5
WHERE WE’RE FROM<br />
Grandmother<br />
Bereket Zekarias ’11<br />
Ethiopia<br />
She said she had lost eight of her children, was beaten by her husband<br />
every day, and had suffered most of her life. When she told me these<br />
things, all I could utter was, “Everything is for a reason,” but deep inside<br />
I inquired, “Why? Why does she have to<br />
go through all this injustice?”<br />
I call her Abeye; she is my grandmother,<br />
my guardian, and my second<br />
mom.<br />
“Don’t associate with boys; they are<br />
evil. Promise me to keep yourself away<br />
from them while you are in school.”<br />
I guess she doesn’t want me to go<br />
through the suffering she was forced<br />
to bear.<br />
“Getachew, Kebede, Belay, Ayele,<br />
Zenebe, Neway, Abebe, Zelalem. I got used to letting them go. Every time<br />
I got pregnant, I knew deep inside of me that I had to let go a person<br />
inside my womb. Your grandfather was no help; he said I had a curse<br />
which was responsible for the death of all of his children, but I never got<br />
the courage to tell him that they were my children too and that I carried<br />
them inside my womb for nine months anticipating seeing them alive.<br />
Your grandfather even brought his child from another woman and told<br />
me to raise the baby. I raised the baby like it was mine, first because I<br />
didn’t have a choice, and second because I needed a baby that was mine.”<br />
6<br />
She took a deep breath as if to let all the lamentation out. Her eyes<br />
are small, so very small that it’s amazing that she can see. I deduced<br />
that the smallness of her eyes came from crying all the time, or from<br />
When I feel depressed because I didn’t do well on a chemistry test<br />
or I didn’t do a good job on my class presentation, I immediately<br />
remember that I am an Ethiopian woman. What Ethiopian women<br />
do best is beat all the odds in life. To fight for better treatment<br />
and to fight for a happier and more fulfilled life is the battle of<br />
Ethiopian women every day.<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
the sunshine that was hidden from her while the whole world had the<br />
chance to see the sun.<br />
“God is good; he gave me your mother. I didn’t even name her<br />
because I didn’t want to be cheated again. When your mother was<br />
three months old, I went to church and begged God to make her live,<br />
and it worked.”<br />
She stopped to wipe away the tears that were rolling down her cheeks.<br />
She kissed the ground and said, “Thank you God for giving me an opportunity<br />
to have grandchildren. I can die now.”<br />
That was one of the saddest moments of my life, not only because I<br />
knew that my grandmother’s life was full of challenges but also because<br />
it took me forever to realize what she went through to protect me. Her<br />
gratitude struck me like a lightning bolt, because she is a woman who<br />
keeps thanking God though she has little reason to do so.<br />
When I asked what the happiest moment in her life was, she looked<br />
me in the eyes and said, “I have had a lot of happy moments, dear; we are<br />
responsible for creating our happy moments. Though my life was hard, I<br />
have had magnificent moments that make my life worth living. The nine<br />
times I gave birth to my children and when I saw their closed eyes and<br />
heard their crying for the first time, I thanked God because he gave me<br />
the opportunity to see these wonderful beings. The day you were born<br />
was also one of the happiest moments of my life. Promise me that you<br />
will study hard, promise me not to let others control you and take your<br />
rights from you.”<br />
I nodded, thinking “How does she do it? How can you be optimistic<br />
when life treats you so badly?” In the end I comprehended that my grandmother<br />
is one of a kind to hold this quality.<br />
My grandmother and all women in Ethiopia keep me going every<br />
day. When I feel depressed because I didn’t do well on a chemistry test<br />
or I didn’t do a good job on my class presentation, I immediately remember<br />
that I am an Ethiopian woman. What Ethiopian women do<br />
best is beat all the odds in life. To fight for better treatment and to fight<br />
for a happier and more fulfilled life is the battle of Ethiopian women<br />
every day. Luckily I don’t fight the same fight; I fight easy things. Maybe<br />
I can fight the battle for the ones who are too tired to do so.<br />
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A Lesson<br />
Innocent Basso ’11<br />
Tanzania<br />
I grew up in a very strict Christian family. I was expected to do exactly<br />
as I was instructed without questioning. Failure to comply with<br />
these principles resulted in severe punishment from my parents. It is<br />
for this reason that I developed strong abidance to certain precepts in<br />
life. In addition, I always wanted to lead most of the activities I was involved<br />
in because I could not afford to see something done differently.<br />
Despite my strong attachment to the teachings of my parents, at<br />
one point I had to deviate from the set of formula and actually do what I<br />
personally thought was right. In my third year in<br />
a seminary, back home in Tanzania, I was elected<br />
the General Secretary of the Students’ Council.<br />
My job was to organize and coordinate different<br />
activities on campus. In one particular case, my<br />
classmates agreed not to do a job they were assigned.<br />
Considering the essential nature of the<br />
job, I informed the school administration about<br />
the situation, asking for assistance to make them<br />
do it. My action offended my classmates, and it<br />
was taken as an act of betrayal. Although I tried<br />
to explain myself, they ignored me and decided to<br />
teach me a lesson.<br />
My classmates excluded me from all class<br />
matters, and nobody was allowed to talk to me.<br />
Offensive comments against me were spread all<br />
over campus. I tried to ignore them, but the situation<br />
got worse. Some of them began to insult<br />
me verbally, and my personal belongings were<br />
vandalized.<br />
As the General Secretary, I could report them<br />
to the seminary’s administration. According to<br />
principles I grew up with, this is what was right<br />
to do. Nevertheless, this option would unnecessarily<br />
harm the student community because<br />
it would result in the expulsion of many of the<br />
students–even innocent ones. I believed that as<br />
a leader my primary goal was to assure a fruitful<br />
and enjoyable school experience for everyone;<br />
therefore, reporting them was not an option. I<br />
understood that anger was in control of my classmates.<br />
It was difficult for them to accept that I<br />
could “betray” my class and get away with it.<br />
During this time, the whole student community<br />
was watching me, waiting to see how<br />
I was going to handle the situation. I was confused.<br />
I did not like all the harassment I was<br />
subjected to, but all the same, I was not ready<br />
to lose members of our community. Luckily,<br />
an alumnus visited the seminary, and I did not<br />
hesitate to share my problems. He promised me<br />
that he would help. He talked to my classmates<br />
in a meeting that he did not let me attend, and successfully convinced<br />
them to retreat from their mission.<br />
I have become more flexible. I now know that there is always another<br />
way to do something. I learned about my weaknesses, and I have<br />
been made stronger. I appreciate the adventures that life has to give<br />
because they broaden my perception and make me a better person. I<br />
believe that what I learn from my experiences now are the tools for<br />
overcoming greater challenges in the future.<br />
I have become more flexible. I now know that there is<br />
always another way to do something. I learned about my<br />
weaknesses, and I have been made stronger.<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 7
WHERE WE’RE FROM<br />
Rodrigo Erazo ’12<br />
Ecuador<br />
Inspired by “Theme for English B,”<br />
by Langston Hughes<br />
“It’s going to be better.”<br />
I guess not…<br />
As I wake up at 4 am in “my” bed that I<br />
share with my 8 siblings<br />
As I take a shower with cold water, not<br />
really in a shower, but with a bowl from<br />
the kitchen<br />
As I put on the same clothes that I wear<br />
every day<br />
As I go to the kitchen just to realize there’s<br />
nothing to eat…<br />
I walk out of there to find a job, to bring<br />
something to eat to my home<br />
At least a couple of dollars in my pocket to<br />
buy some bread for my family<br />
nothing…<br />
Failure followed by failure… I’m tired of<br />
trying the same everyday<br />
I’m tired of watching my brothers going<br />
to bed with hunger<br />
I’m tired of watching my mother dealing<br />
with my drunken father<br />
I’m tired of being useless…<br />
My father is no longer<br />
At least my mother will wake up without<br />
bruises on her face<br />
And now off to the city, to find a<br />
better life<br />
I’ve been crying since my father died; even<br />
though he beat my mother<br />
I loved him…<br />
I’m reading what I wrote<br />
And I have a simple question:<br />
Is it going to be better?<br />
8<br />
Writing the World<br />
Omar Yaxmehen Bello Chavolla ’11<br />
Mexico<br />
Storms and earthquakes, special dishes<br />
and exotic flavors, the warmth of the sand and<br />
the cruel coldness of the hard rocks. Those<br />
were some of the images that vibrated in every<br />
surface of the dining room every night as my<br />
parents told me countless stories about things<br />
I never heard before. These and more of their<br />
words kept resonating in my head while I slowly<br />
returned to reality. I<br />
found myself staring<br />
at a blank piece<br />
of paper in front<br />
of me, a pen in my<br />
hand.<br />
These stories<br />
came to life for me<br />
in a way that was as<br />
real as the words I<br />
am writing. I write to live the unthinkable, to<br />
teleport myself to the endless scenarios the<br />
mind creates. I write because it keeps me alive,<br />
makes me feel that the world can be sketched<br />
beyond what can be seen with a simple glance.<br />
Ideas turned into motion, motion turned<br />
into ink, ink into capricious swirls that sank in<br />
the fibers of a corroded paper. The idea became<br />
the word, the word became the story. All those<br />
stories that were bound to be told resonated as<br />
echoes in my head; as the words flowed slowly<br />
throughout the years, the pile of paper next to<br />
my bed kept growing. I soon realized that the<br />
q Omar with co-year Ivana Marincic.<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
Storytelling was the way I<br />
found myself living in the<br />
1960s in that terrible storm<br />
that my father used to recall<br />
with angst…<br />
stories were for me more than a hobby; they<br />
were a lifestyle. I turned myself into a character<br />
and lived my life as a story that I tried to tell<br />
myself every day.<br />
Storytelling was the way I found myself<br />
living in the 1960s in that terrible storm that<br />
my father used to recall with angst, and the<br />
way I felt inside a building in inner Mexico<br />
City after the 1985<br />
earthquake in September,<br />
when my<br />
mother was helping<br />
to coordinate<br />
phone calls for the<br />
only telephones<br />
that were available<br />
near the disaster<br />
zone. It is amusing<br />
to look back on those stories about elves that<br />
my father used to tell me, remembering how<br />
they became for me as tangible as any other<br />
thing in this world. I soon realized that I wrote<br />
because I wanted the world to make sense, because<br />
words were the only way I could make<br />
the world real.<br />
And I am still sitting in front of a blank paper<br />
while thinking of all the stories that could<br />
possibly be written. Every bit I write makes me<br />
feel that the world makes more sense to me.<br />
Will it ever be completely clear? I hope not. I<br />
want to keep trying to figure it out.<br />
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The Wounds of War<br />
Kevin Mazariegos Moralles ’11<br />
Guatemala<br />
I was born at the end of Guatemala’s civil war. My family suffered<br />
the cruelties of war for a long time. I was lucky to be just six-years-old<br />
when the Civil War ended.<br />
After a war, a country is never the same. Many things change. The<br />
people’s minds are full of fear and pain. The wounds of my nation are<br />
just starting to heal.<br />
My story is about living in Guatemala. Guatemala is a third-world<br />
country with one of the highest indexes of violence in the world.<br />
I remember the<br />
first time I was ever<br />
robbed. I was 14 years<br />
old. It was on a Saturday<br />
morning, and<br />
I was walking from<br />
my mom’s coffee<br />
shop toward my best<br />
friend’s house. Like<br />
every Saturday morning,<br />
the streets were<br />
crowded with people.<br />
I was passing though<br />
a parking lot when a<br />
little boy around 10<br />
years old came to me<br />
and asked for money.<br />
That day I was carrying<br />
a lot of money<br />
with me, but I didn’t<br />
give any to him. Suddenly<br />
he put his hand<br />
on his pocket at the<br />
same time he told me<br />
it was not a question.<br />
I was really lucky that<br />
the boy was afraid of<br />
me that time.<br />
Drug Trafficking is<br />
one of the major problems<br />
in Guatemala. I<br />
remember traveling<br />
with my mother and<br />
sister to a little village<br />
where my mom had a<br />
small business. It was<br />
noon, and we were<br />
going through a dirt<br />
track off the principal<br />
avenue. Suddenly one<br />
guy came out from a<br />
house just to the right<br />
of us. To our left there was a little workshop, and two guys were standing<br />
by a car. In just a second, the three of them pulled their guns out,<br />
and, like in the movies, my mom turned almost immediately around.<br />
She was nervous and really afraid. We left as quickly as possible. We<br />
heard the shots in the distance.<br />
They tell me the war is over. I don’t believe them. Each day people<br />
get massacred by violence. People live with fear. You turn, and something<br />
is happening. There is no way to escape. I live with fear.<br />
They tell me the war is over. I don’t believe them. Each day people get<br />
massacred by violence. People live with fear. You turn, and something is<br />
happening. There is no way to escape. I live with fear.<br />
q Chichicastenago, Guatemala, 1992. During the Guatemalan civil war, indigenous women sought out American clothing to avoid being<br />
identified and targeted.<br />
Photo credit: Elizabeth Withnall<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 9
WHO WE ARE BECOMING<br />
Music is a Conversation<br />
Pedro Monque ’12<br />
Venezuela<br />
One of the first things Markus Stockhausen said to my friends<br />
and me during our preparation to perform with him in concert was<br />
about expanding our window of musical appreciation. Markus is a<br />
renowned German musician with abilities in composing, directing,<br />
improvising, and performing trumpet solos. He initially came to<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> with the purpose of visiting his son Arjan, but in staying<br />
here for a week as an artist-in-residence, he profoundly changed many<br />
people in the school.<br />
Our music teacher Ron Maltais arranged a concert and practiced<br />
with all students interested in learning intuitive music with Markus.<br />
Intuitive music, as Markus likes to call it, is basically music improvisation—but<br />
with a special approach. I practiced for the concert with<br />
ten friends, plus Ron. The time we spent with Markus learning how<br />
to intuit music was both amazing and hard. In order to do a good job,<br />
there was a high amount of concentration, energy, and creativity needed.<br />
“Listen to the others all the time” and “Music is a conversation, and<br />
you should only talk when you have something to say” were some of the<br />
phrases Markus repeated often. One of the hardest parts for me was to<br />
start playing in an atonal way (not in any particular key). I think that we<br />
all felt that something wasn’t right the first time we did it.<br />
The week went fast. We were practicing a lot, developing new skills,<br />
and suddenly it was the concert day. The anxiety rose every second, but<br />
q Markus Stockhausen performing with <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> students.<br />
10<br />
Markus Stockhausen studied initially at the Cologne<br />
Musikhochschule and is as much at home in jazz as<br />
in contemporary and classical music. For about 25<br />
years, Markus collaborated closely with his father,<br />
the composer Karlheinz Stockhausen. Markus’s son,<br />
Arjan, is a second-year student at <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>.<br />
Markus kept himself very calm and confident. The whole point of intuitive<br />
music is to play what we feel in the moment and to make a musical<br />
conversation out of it. There were no scores, just instruments and<br />
enthusiasm. Before going on stage, we all meditated in a circle and tried<br />
to connect. It worked.<br />
The audience was waiting. We sat and started playing, trying to feel<br />
the music from inside. For two periods of 15 minutes each we played.<br />
The ending of the second period was very special because we were actually<br />
feeling each other’s music.<br />
At the end of our last improvisation, people started to clap intensely<br />
as we left the stage, and we experienced an adrenaline<br />
rush. It was hard to believe that we had reached that special state<br />
of symbiosis. Afterwards,<br />
Markus played with Kevin<br />
Zoernig, a jazz pianist, and<br />
Ralph Marquez, a drummer.<br />
The trio played some<br />
of Markus’s compositions.<br />
It was stunning. The last<br />
two pieces were played with<br />
Amir Shemesh ’11, Israel,<br />
who also added his great talent<br />
to the trio with a saxophone<br />
performance.<br />
Then the time was<br />
Photo credit: Arjan Stockhausen<br />
over. We all said goodbye to<br />
Markus. I felt proud of what<br />
we accomplished, but overall<br />
I felt immensely grateful for<br />
the experience of working<br />
with Markus, one of the best<br />
musicians I have ever met.<br />
I wouldn’t have had this opportunity<br />
anywhere else, and<br />
that week changed not only<br />
my musical perception, but<br />
everyone who was involved<br />
in this experience. We will<br />
never forget the time we<br />
shared with Markus Stockhausen<br />
and with each other.<br />
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Coming Home<br />
Cassandra Doremus ’11<br />
<strong>USA</strong>-Nebraska<br />
Grit burns my eyes and dust coats my mouth. I am tired—no, I am<br />
exhausted. I am exhausted beyond any point I have ever reached in my<br />
eighteen years on this planet. I have spent the last fifteen hours on a<br />
bus, and all I want is sleep.<br />
It is pitch dark outside, and as we round that final<br />
bend, Montezuma Castle looms overhead, glowing<br />
in the night. Suddenly, we are all cheering. It has<br />
only been five days, and yet it has been a lifetime.<br />
In the last five days, I have seen both the best and the worst of humanity.<br />
I have seen small children running in the streets toward homes<br />
made of aluminum. I have seen a handful<br />
of men wander through the desert<br />
picking up the garbage left by desperate<br />
men and women in a race to find a<br />
means of survival. I have seen people<br />
meant to represent justice insult these<br />
same men and women. I have spent<br />
the last five days in Agua Prieta, Sonora,<br />
Mexico.<br />
I am on a bus with fourteen other<br />
people. Together, we have witnessed<br />
so much. I feel close to these students,<br />
though I hardly knew any of them a<br />
week ago. We represent twelve different<br />
countries across five continents.<br />
Each one of us is an individual—completely<br />
unique and different from every<br />
other. And yet, here we sit, waiting intently<br />
for the same thing: to round one<br />
more bend and see our home.<br />
The bus is somehow cold and stuffy<br />
at the same time. We’ve all been breathing<br />
each other’s air and smelling each<br />
other’s sweat for far too long. I, personally,<br />
have had a headache since we<br />
passed through Hatch, New Mexico—<br />
about five hours ago. My seat-mate has<br />
just woken up from his fourth nap of<br />
the day. His eyes are red from the strain<br />
of sleeping on a bus, and he’s continually<br />
rolling his shoulders to relieve the<br />
I-sat-in-a-strange-position-for-threehours<br />
neck cramp.<br />
It is pitch dark outside, and as we<br />
Photo credit: Kate Russell<br />
round that final bend, Montezuma<br />
Castle looms overhead, glowing in the night. Suddenly, we are all<br />
cheering. It has only been five days, and yet it has been a lifetime.<br />
We’ve been so far away from this place, and we’ve seen things I don’t<br />
think any of us were ready to see. We’ve only lived at <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> for<br />
two months but it is home now. <strong>UWC</strong>—it’s a place where<br />
two hundred students from every background imaginable<br />
have come together and formed something incredible.<br />
No matter where I come from, and no matter where<br />
I go from now on, I will always remember this moment.<br />
I will remember the luminous windows of the castle, the<br />
cheers of my peers, and the rumble of the bus as it makes<br />
its way up the hill. I know that I am a part of something<br />
bigger than myself here. No matter how much I struggle at<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>, I am surrounded by beautiful individuals, each with<br />
the potential to change the world. I will always remember this sensation,<br />
this feeling of coming home.<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 11
<strong>LIVING</strong> <strong>UWC</strong> <strong>AFTER</strong> <strong>UWC</strong><br />
Returning Home to Find My Path in Education<br />
Natalia Bernal Restrepo ’05<br />
Colombia<br />
When trying to describe my life after <strong>UWC</strong>,<br />
I immediately realize that there is definitely a<br />
before and an after. Before I was accepted to<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>, I always thought I would become a successful<br />
lawyer, or perhaps a doctor. But then<br />
my life was turned upside down. <strong>UWC</strong> challenged<br />
everything I believed in, and questioned<br />
all the choices I had made in my life, and the<br />
choices I thought about making.<br />
Photo courtesy of Natalia Restrepo<br />
p Natalia Bernal Restrepo<br />
I made a choice not very common among<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>ers. While all my <strong>UWC</strong> friends were applying<br />
for colleges, taking SATs, and writing<br />
admissions essays, I was booking my ticket<br />
home. At home, I enrolled in a Colombian university<br />
and started my studies in law school.<br />
But something just didn’t fit. I was away from<br />
my <strong>UWC</strong> community and felt as if I were living<br />
someone else’s life.<br />
I changed my career path and got my bachelors<br />
degree in Political Science at Universidad<br />
de los Andes. Still, I found very few challenges<br />
in that career, and the classes were not the same<br />
as the ones I had received at <strong>UWC</strong>. There was<br />
a void in my life which no class was able to fill.<br />
Upon graduation I thought I was headed for<br />
an NGO or an International Organization, so I<br />
started to seek my path there. I had remained<br />
very involved with <strong>UWC</strong> by working as Vice<br />
Chair for my national committee, but in living<br />
12<br />
away from the <strong>UWC</strong> environment it was hard<br />
to pinpoint what I missed about that part of my<br />
life. I had to return to my <strong>UWC</strong> experience to<br />
find guidance.<br />
I remembered my Satur-<br />
day afternoons at the Santa<br />
Fe’s Children Museum, tutoring<br />
some of the small children<br />
on campus, and helping<br />
my classmates<br />
with French, but<br />
most of all I remembered<br />
the<br />
huge respect and<br />
love I had for my<br />
teachers at <strong>UWC</strong>.<br />
Hence, I decided<br />
to pursue a path<br />
in education,<br />
thinking that<br />
perhaps I could<br />
make students<br />
feel the way my teachers made<br />
me feel at <strong>UWC</strong>.<br />
I began teaching as an intern<br />
at Colegio Santa María in Bogotá—the<br />
school I went to before<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>. I taught Social Studies<br />
to middle-school girls, and in<br />
two days I realized that this was<br />
what I wanted to<br />
do with my life. Children and<br />
teenagers need people who<br />
will guide them and who want<br />
to teach and bring out the best<br />
in them in the classroom environment.<br />
I fell in love with<br />
being in the classroom and<br />
having 30 girls in front of<br />
me, with reading their exam<br />
responses, and having them<br />
enjoy history and question<br />
their reality.<br />
I am now getting my<br />
masters in education and will<br />
hopefully continue to teach<br />
at my school. Maybe I will<br />
even work at a <strong>UWC</strong> at some<br />
point. But for now, I just want<br />
to bring to my classroom the<br />
cultural understanding and<br />
awareness that I got in the classes in New<br />
Mexico: the excellent writing skills provided<br />
by English teacher Anne Farrell, the fun I<br />
When trying to describe my life after<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>, I immediately realize that there<br />
is definitely a before and an after.<br />
Before I was accepted to <strong>UWC</strong>, I always<br />
thought I would become a successful<br />
lawyer, or perhaps a doctor. But then<br />
my life was turned upside down. <strong>UWC</strong><br />
challenged everything I believed in,<br />
and questioned all the choices I had<br />
made in my life, and the choices I<br />
thought about making.<br />
q Gert Danielsen<br />
had with French teacher Julie Ham, the great<br />
discussions with Spanish teacher Tom Curtis,<br />
the patience and understanding taught by<br />
Math teacher Shirleen Lanham, the learning<br />
by doing with Biology teacher Fernando Mejia,<br />
and most of all, the love and caring for all<br />
my students that I learned from Economics<br />
teacher Ravi Parashar.<br />
Photo courtesy of Gert Danielsen<br />
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True Colors<br />
Gert Danielsen ’96<br />
Norway<br />
When I left <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>, I wanted to work<br />
for the UN. Having arrived in New Mexico<br />
with a plan to study medicine, the microworld<br />
unfolding in Montezuma changed all<br />
that. Naively, I asked my adviser Anne Farrell<br />
to write me a reference for a job with the<br />
UN. Anne knew this would be impossible for<br />
an 18-year-old with no university studies, but<br />
she also knew the importance of encouragement.<br />
So she<br />
wrote the ref-<br />
erence, saying<br />
that I “would<br />
be an asset<br />
to the UN, if<br />
not now, then<br />
immediately<br />
after university.” Anne believed in me. I have<br />
now been with the UN for four years, and I<br />
am convinced it wouldn’t have happened<br />
without <strong>UWC</strong>.<br />
My career change from medicine to international<br />
relations is merely symbolic of what<br />
<strong>UWC</strong> did for me. <strong>UWC</strong> was all about finding<br />
myself, finding an environment which<br />
was inductive to a stronger identity. If you<br />
have been in a room of red and orange for a<br />
lifetime, how do you know that your passion<br />
really is blue, green, or yellow—colors you’ve<br />
never seen or you’ve been told do not exist?<br />
<strong>UWC</strong> does that to<br />
us—it exposes us<br />
to the colors out<br />
there, and we learn<br />
which ones we enjoy<br />
and which ones<br />
we don’t, which colors<br />
we feel are “us”<br />
and which ones<br />
are definitely not.<br />
I became a Latin<br />
America fan and a<br />
Spanish-speaker,<br />
a conflict resolution<br />
enthusiast, an<br />
environmentalist,<br />
a vegetarian, an<br />
openly gay man, a<br />
volunteer, and a relativist,<br />
embracing<br />
the diversity of our<br />
amazing world and respecting everything I<br />
didn’t like. In a room full of colors, it is easier<br />
to be different. No one really notices much:<br />
you become “normal,” common.<br />
Graduating in 1996, smitten by Aleyda<br />
McKiernan’s Spanish classes, the merengue<br />
show we did on Latin American and Caribbean<br />
Cultural Day, and my new Latino friends,<br />
I went home and literally looked up “Latin<br />
I have now been with the UN for four years,<br />
and I am convinced it wouldn’t have happened<br />
without <strong>UWC</strong>.<br />
America” in the pink pages of the phone book.<br />
A couple of months later I found myself in the<br />
Guatemalan forests working with the Norwegian<br />
NGO “Latin America Groups.” I studied<br />
International Relations and Spanish and volunteered<br />
in a conflict management program<br />
in Colombia. I taught Latin American dance<br />
and engaged in student councils and NGOs<br />
which promoted peace, social justice, human<br />
rights, and environmental consciousness. I<br />
worked with the Norwegian Peace Corps in<br />
South Africa, did my MA in International<br />
Relations and Conflict Resolution through<br />
a Rotary World Peace Fellowship in Buenos<br />
Aires, and conducted Empathy and Nonviolent<br />
Communication workshops. In 2006 I<br />
worked on the Norwegian Millennium Development<br />
Goals Campaign before—I guess<br />
I can say finally—I started working with the<br />
UN in South Africa, 10 years after Anne had<br />
written me that reference.<br />
As we speak, I am starting a new job with<br />
the UN in Yemen, where I will be working<br />
on democratic governance, human rights<br />
and gender equality. Studying Arabic and extremely<br />
sensitive to the cultural shifts I will<br />
be experiencing there, I am calm and feel<br />
prepared. <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> helped me adapt to, respect,<br />
learn from, and enjoy our diverse and<br />
fascinating world. I still carry many Norwegian<br />
colors—ethnically, socially, culturally,<br />
and politically. But like all of you, I am now so<br />
much more. <strong>UWC</strong> helped me bring out the<br />
true colors of my life.<br />
Ali Jamoos ‘12<br />
Palestine<br />
Inspired by “Theme for English B,”<br />
Langston Hughes<br />
I’m seventeen.<br />
Too young, some might say,<br />
But the truth: what I have seen<br />
Is more than most people have seen in a<br />
life time.<br />
What kind of human are you?<br />
You may ask.<br />
To tell the truth, nothing but the truth,<br />
I’m like any other Palestinian.<br />
We’re old men since the minute we<br />
are born.<br />
We have suffered, and gone through<br />
catastrophes<br />
Normal people won’t even dare to<br />
dream of.<br />
Like what? You may wonder.<br />
A life of a thirteen-year-old child in my<br />
country shall be the answer.<br />
Getting arrested when you are only 13,<br />
Thrown in a small dark cell for 5 days.<br />
For what?<br />
For throwing a stone at the occupant who<br />
violated the rights of his city,<br />
He was prohibited to see sun light for<br />
three months,<br />
To play with his friends, whom he<br />
misses, but nothing can be done.<br />
And now, do you still think that I’m<br />
too young?<br />
If you do,<br />
How about the little kid who has been<br />
through all that?<br />
What do you have to say to him?<br />
Tell me, because I can’t think of anything<br />
fair to say to him.<br />
Tell me, because I don’t know.<br />
KALEIDOSCOPE / SPRING 2011 13
<strong>LIVING</strong> <strong>UWC</strong> <strong>AFTER</strong> <strong>UWC</strong><br />
How I Became A Clown<br />
Marie Dixon Frisch ’84, Jamaica<br />
Edited by Emily Withnall, Communications Coordinator<br />
I was born one.<br />
Folks think clowns are for kids, but I swear, adults need them a lot<br />
more. All my heroes and role models have been murdered or assassinated:<br />
Jesus, Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr., Kennedy, and Lincoln. They<br />
stood up for the kind of change I want to achieve, and they died for it. I<br />
don’t particularly want to die yet. I have developed a way of working that’s<br />
less confrontational. I tickle and hint instead of blaring the truth out loud.<br />
In my youth, I was very straight-laced and proper. I always wanted<br />
things to work properly, and I hated lackluster performance. I was also<br />
not very tolerant of failure; it incited and challenged me to do better. Mostly,<br />
I minded my own business. But there came times when I couldn’t<br />
tolerate some situations, and I took action.<br />
Later, I hated the way people divided the world into developed and<br />
developing countries. Aren’t we all developing? As a medical student in<br />
Germany, I joined the student governments in Göttingen and Lübeck<br />
and set up seminars and workshops about medicine in the developing<br />
world. To me it meant the whole world, although other people might<br />
have interpreted the series differently. I also joined World University<br />
Service after participating in a training session and was chosen as a<br />
student board member.<br />
I did my doctoral thesis in Zurich on a nationwide health campaign<br />
that was a bit of a joke in the Swiss scientific community. But it fulfilled<br />
its purpose, and I learned about prevention and quality control. I moved<br />
on and set up a quality circle at a day clinic for children. I got a commendation<br />
and a raise for it. However, along with getting my doctor’s title,<br />
these were rare moments of professional pride as a doctor.<br />
As a physician, I kept to the principle of recording patient histories and<br />
chief complaints verbatim. They tell us to do that in med school. But people<br />
say funny things, and doctors often paraphrase patient histories to make<br />
them fit their diagnostic ruminatings and preconceptions. One woman,<br />
a psychiatric patient with diabetic complications, kept insisting her chief<br />
complaint was “the heat inside.” I had no clue what she meant. But I wrote<br />
it down. My consultant later said I couldn’t write that because who knew<br />
what “the heat inside” was? There was no such medical term. Which was<br />
my point exactly; it was the woman’s complaint. If we don’t accept that<br />
she knows her main complaint, who does? He thought I should have pri-<br />
14<br />
Marie Dixon Frisch attended Yale, then studied<br />
medicine in Göttingen and Lübeck, Germany,<br />
completing her doctorate at the University of Zürich<br />
in 1998. She retired from medicine in 2003 and<br />
later became a clown, writer, and English teacher.<br />
She now lives in Norway and plans to work as a<br />
communal clown in nursing homes, social and<br />
medical institutions, and prisons.<br />
oritised the referring physician’s problem with a diabetic control/management<br />
plan. I thought to myself, “It’s no wonder people don’t get healthy<br />
when we don’t even pay attention to what’s important to them.” The point<br />
was lost on him, but it remains forever etched in the woman’s docket. My<br />
tribute of respect to her. And to the truth of medical mysteries unsolved.<br />
I came to see myself more as a therapist than a doctor. The latter is a<br />
position of exaltation, the former one of service. A therapist is a servant.<br />
A doctor prescribes; a therapist accompanies, supports. I loved psychotherapy<br />
training and probably got more out of it than my clients did.<br />
I went on a Patch Adams healing tour of Russia, visiting prisons. The<br />
prison wardens got upset because they were afraid of losing control of their<br />
juvenile detainees as a result of the clowning. I defused the tension at one<br />
prison by handing the head lady a bar of melting Jamaican chocolate with<br />
a comment in bad Russian and an apologetic tone. It saved the moment.<br />
My clown has also manifested itself through political power. Returning<br />
to Jamaica in 2007, over twenty years after <strong>UWC</strong>, I was appalled<br />
by the state of the nation. With the support of a group of largely <strong>UWC</strong><br />
friends, I began a campaign to depose the government which had been<br />
in power too long. But the government was only symptomatic; I also did<br />
a lot of grassroots work to show people options and alternatives, working<br />
with environmental groups and the organic movement, as well as doing<br />
small-time clowning work.<br />
Then I threw a snowball, which had an avalanche effect. My snowball<br />
was suggesting people take the government to court over an environmen-<br />
p On Patch Adams’ Healing Tour of Russia 2003 where we almost got banned for inciting JOY amongst the inmates and disturbance amongst the guards. A mushy bar of p<br />
Jamaican chocolate softened the fronts.<br />
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tal issue. It was done by others and they won the case—the Pear Tree<br />
Bottom Case. I doubt anyone besides a few select friends even realized I<br />
threw the snow ball. It was one of those clown actions you do and tiptoe<br />
away before the fall-out comes, giggling guiltily but gleefully all the way.<br />
In connection with the same political issues, I upstaged the reigning<br />
Prime Minister of Jamaica in her own court. I had asked for permission<br />
to stage a demonstration against the Pear Tree Bottom development, and<br />
permission was first delayed and then denied. But I had prepared all the<br />
protest materials, including some self-composed protest songs. Shortly<br />
after, I was asked to attend a meeting set up by PM Portia Simpson Miller<br />
for political and NGO activists from the region. The PM allowed herself to<br />
be an unthinkable 90 minutes late for the meeting; two or three hundred<br />
delegates who had travelled for hours to get there were waiting, and while<br />
we waited, I asked permission to lead the group in song. After ascertaining<br />
my identity (i.e., nobody), they shrugged their shoulders and agreed.<br />
I began with “We Shall Overcome.” They sang that readily enough.<br />
Then I delivered my protest songs, getting them to join in the choruses.<br />
The conference room rocked. And the tactic wasn’t lost on them. By the<br />
time the PM came, the hall was abuzz. Many of her supporters signed the<br />
petition I had taken along to prohibit the government’s planned exploitation<br />
of the Cockpit Country, the next endangered area on our list.<br />
After 9/11, my life fell apart. My first husband and I separated that<br />
week. I started to re-examine my life, exploring possibilities. I was working<br />
in child and adolescent psychiatry in Zurich at the time. I was really<br />
good at play therapy and resource activation, client rapport. I took a<br />
therapeutic magic course and, while there, made everyone laugh. In that<br />
moment I remembered my clown. I realized that the clown was my core,<br />
and the doctor and therapist were adjunct.<br />
I had always wanted to be a good doctor. I had loved our family doctor<br />
and wanted to emulate him. But the clown was never something I had to<br />
become. I was a clown. I am a clown.<br />
I moved out of hospitals and clinics and into the world because that’s<br />
where sickness begins and can be prevented. I don’t believe we’ve understood<br />
how life and health really work. I believe our medicine is clumsy<br />
at best. Healing comes from within, and much of what we do prolongs<br />
suffering instead of curing it. It became increasingly difficult to practice<br />
p Meddling with a motor. A bit like medicine. p Clowning around.<br />
medicine as prescribed by current standards, and giving it up was the<br />
best decision I’ve made. I had been feeling the conflict of interest acutely:<br />
being a doctor, I was dependent on other people’s suffering for my livelihood.<br />
As a clown, I am independent. I also am able to do low-level interventions<br />
that people don’t even recognize as therapeutic.<br />
My current job working as an English trainer for unemployed Germans<br />
manifested itself miraculously because I followed my heart and nose<br />
and feet. I was handed the job on a platter and grabbed it. I do mostly selfworth<br />
building, group and team building, fostering creativity and limitless<br />
thinking and encouraging participants to create a better future. They think<br />
I’m teaching them English. I make them do a lot, stretch them to capacity<br />
and beyond, but they don’t notice. They think it’s all just fun and games.<br />
I work as an undercover clown in different capacities and rarely do<br />
open clown gigs at the moment. An undercover clown uses the power of<br />
the moment; right action, pure intention and awareness are some of the<br />
guiding principles I strive for. So I can’t foretell what I will do until I see<br />
what needs to be done.<br />
My job is to scatter seeds and to move on, let the wind do with them<br />
as it will. I am good at validating others, clients, colleagues, and superiors<br />
alike; it makes no difference to me. Strangers, too: a smile, a shared moment<br />
of pleasure or suffering.<br />
Looking back, we sometimes catch a glimpse of the impact of what<br />
we have done. But I never have the feeling I can see the whole picture. It’s<br />
not my job to hang on. I always have to let go, let go joyfully and gratefully<br />
so things can take their course.<br />
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Photos c0urtesy of Marie Dixon Frisch
<strong>LIVING</strong> <strong>UWC</strong> <strong>AFTER</strong> <strong>UWC</strong><br />
Abuubakar Ally ’12<br />
Tanzania<br />
Inspired by “Theme for English B,”<br />
by Langston Hughes<br />
The instructor said<br />
Go home and write<br />
A page tonight<br />
And let that page come out of you—<br />
Then it will be true.<br />
I doubt if it’s that simple.<br />
I am seventeen, young, but old, born<br />
in Migo-Dar.<br />
I grew up there, went to school at Kino<br />
One hour drive from there. Then here<br />
To this college, amidst the canyons<br />
of Montezuma.<br />
Twenty-two hour flight.<br />
I am the oldest student in my class.<br />
The steps near the science building lead up<br />
to the castle<br />
Where I take the elevator, up to my room,<br />
sit down and write this page:<br />
It’s difficult to know what’s true for you or me<br />
At seventeen, my age. But I think I am what<br />
I believe, feel and consider,<br />
My life, I hear you, hear me, we two, talk on<br />
this page.<br />
I like to eat well, sleep well, hang out with<br />
friends, but how?<br />
I like to enjoy my life, with my mom,<br />
dad, siblings,<br />
But where are they?<br />
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Alumni Profiles<br />
Gio Bacareza ’89, Philippines, completed two<br />
engineering majors in the Philippines and<br />
went on to spend two years in Spain working<br />
for Telefonica. An inspirational letter from a<br />
high school teacher prompted Gio to return<br />
home to help with Philippine technology development.<br />
Gio spent three years with Microsoft,<br />
moving on to support start-ups by working for<br />
a local venture<br />
capitalist where<br />
he handled the selection<br />
of investments<br />
in locally<br />
developed technology.<br />
In 2006,<br />
Gio brought innovations<br />
from<br />
Chikka.com, one<br />
of his investee<br />
companies, to<br />
international markets in the US, Europe, and<br />
Latin America. In 2009, he pitched and sold<br />
the company to Smart Communications, the<br />
largest mobile operator in the Philippines. Gio<br />
now runs Smart’s Internet business. He says,<br />
“My vision is to provide internet for everyone<br />
in the country. I’ve always believed that technology<br />
is the great equalizer. It promotes opportunity<br />
and equal access to information and<br />
education. One of the projects I’m very excited<br />
about right now is providing internet to those<br />
who cannot afford basic telephones.”<br />
Gio also organizes rescue and relief efforts<br />
such as those needed during the Ketsana<br />
Typhoon flood in Sept 2009. He also helped<br />
organize the citizen election monitoring group<br />
during the Philippine general elections in<br />
2010. Of his experience at <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>, Gio<br />
says “The fortunate chance gave me a sense of<br />
responsibility to be an instrument for change<br />
from which I have chosen my path and purpose<br />
in life.”<br />
Aurelio Ramos ’91, Colombia, earned a bachelor’s<br />
degree in Economics from Colombia’s Universidad<br />
de los Andes and a master’s degree in Environmental<br />
Economics and Natural Resources<br />
from the University of Maryland and the Universidad<br />
de los Andes. He has worked with the<br />
Andean Development Bank, the Biotrade Program<br />
of the United Nations Conference of Trade<br />
and Commerce, and the Humboldt Biological<br />
Research Institute. Aurelio began working with<br />
the Nature Conservancy in 2003 as Director of<br />
the Northern Tropical Andes Conservation Program,<br />
where he led his team to pioneer conservation<br />
strategies through the use of innovative,<br />
incentive-based conservation financing across<br />
the Andean landscapes of Colombia, Ecuador,<br />
Peru and Venezuela. He currently serves as the<br />
Director of Conservation Programs for Latin<br />
America, overseeing the Nature Conservancy´s<br />
conservation investments and external affairs<br />
work throughout Latin America.<br />
Aurelio says, “<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> influenced me<br />
deeply. Think big: what can we do to change<br />
the problems our world has? Be pragmatic: we<br />
need to think globally and locally. Our community<br />
work at <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> is a good example<br />
that allowed us to connect with the necessities<br />
of our local community, and, through discussions,<br />
understand what needed to happen at<br />
a macro level. Peace: peace cannot be reached<br />
if we do not balance everyone´s needs and expectations.<br />
Having lived in a country like Colombia,<br />
with its decades of violence, I know we<br />
need to find projects and solutions that help<br />
the most. Without satisfying basic needs, true<br />
peace will not come. International understanding<br />
is a principle for peace.”<br />
After completing his education, Nobuki<br />
Asahina ’93, Japan, joined Sony Electronics and<br />
worked in an overseas position based in Singapore.<br />
He soon realized that thanks to his <strong>UWC</strong><br />
experience, he found it easy to adapt himself<br />
to local business<br />
clients, employees,<br />
and friends.<br />
His job covered<br />
both Vietnam and<br />
Ukraine, and Nobuki<br />
noticed that<br />
his comfort with<br />
other cultures<br />
significantly enhanced<br />
his business<br />
career. Now<br />
based in Miami, Florida, Nobuki looks after his<br />
company’s Latin American operation.<br />
Nobuki recalls, “When I look back my time<br />
at <strong>UWC</strong>, I recall that it was a valuable experience,<br />
but at the same time, a struggle to adapt<br />
myself to the ‘global society’ of <strong>UWC</strong>. I was<br />
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not so confident or even sometimes confused<br />
in front of all the different behaviors, cultures,<br />
races, and people around me. However, now I<br />
can proudly say that it was an inevitable step for<br />
me to enter the world, to change myself from<br />
a domestic Japanese fielder to a global player…<br />
<strong>UWC</strong> opened the door to the world for me.”<br />
Amie Ferris-Rotman ’98, <strong>USA</strong>, graduated with a<br />
BA and an MA in Russian Studies and Literature<br />
at University College London. She went<br />
on to become a journalist and now works as<br />
a foreign correspondentcovering<br />
political news<br />
at Reuters in<br />
Moscow, focusing<br />
on human rights<br />
and the Islamist<br />
insurgency in the<br />
North Caucasus.<br />
Amie says that<br />
“there is nothing<br />
more rewarding<br />
and adrenaline-filled than getting a front-row<br />
seat at world events as they unfold.” Her work<br />
engages her all over Russia and the former Soviet<br />
Union, and she regularly ventures into<br />
the violence-wracked Muslim North Caucasus,<br />
where her job is to tell the world firsthand<br />
about the plight of the people there. She<br />
reports that the tiny backwater is full of cultural<br />
gems and regularly makes world news<br />
for its violence, and Amie hopes that the news<br />
helps people everywhere realize how important<br />
it is to combat racism, extremism, and<br />
poverty. Amie says, “Being at <strong>UWC</strong>—two of<br />
the most treasured years of my life—made<br />
me think hard about how other people across<br />
our globe live, and gave me the drive to tell<br />
others about it in an objective way. That is why<br />
I became a journalist.”<br />
Ryan Richards ’02, <strong>USA</strong>, majored in International<br />
Development and minored in Spanish<br />
and World Religions at Juniata College.<br />
He spent three years living in Latin America<br />
working as the Director of External Relations<br />
for the Asturias Academy, a human rights<br />
school in Guatemala, where he oversaw the<br />
creation of the organization’s fundraising<br />
and volunteer programs, as well as serving on<br />
the Board of Directors of Reading Village, a<br />
US nonprofit creating a culture of reading in<br />
Guatemala. Ryan went on to receive his MPA<br />
in Nonprofit Management from New York<br />
University’s Wagner School of Public Service.<br />
Ryan currently serves as the Executive Director<br />
of Nourish International, a network of<br />
25 college chapters engaging US students in<br />
supporting locally-grown development initiatives<br />
abroad.<br />
A believer in the transformative power of<br />
cross-cultural exchange, Ryan seeks to support<br />
the next generation of change-makers<br />
in acquiring the tools they need to solve society’s<br />
most intractable problems. Ryan says,<br />
“Like so many of my peers, the <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong><br />
experience catalyzed me into a global citizen.<br />
It brought home for me, on a visceral level,<br />
the equal value of all people, and that awareness—of<br />
equal human dignity and dis-equal<br />
access to basic needs—is one of the key motivators<br />
behind my work.”<br />
James Byrne ‘03, <strong>USA</strong>, attended the University<br />
of Texas at Austin and graduated with a<br />
BS in Biomedical Engineering. He is currently<br />
enrolled in a joint MD/PhD program at the<br />
University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.<br />
As a graduate student, he is working with an<br />
academic and industrial team on developing<br />
medical devices for the treatment of pancreatic<br />
cancer. James reports, “Pancreatic cancer is<br />
one of the most lethal cancers, with a five-year<br />
survival of less than five percent of the patients<br />
diagnosed. Better therapies are needed to improve<br />
the management of this disease, and we<br />
hope to create technologies that shift the paradigm<br />
in the treatment of pancreatic cancer.”<br />
Of his experience at <strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>, James<br />
says it “made me aware of the grand challenges<br />
that we face as a world, including disparities in<br />
health care, energy, clean water, among many<br />
others. My interests are in biology and medicine,<br />
and it was my experience at <strong>UWC</strong> that<br />
guided me to apply my interests to tackle the<br />
disparities in health care through low-cost, effective<br />
strategies for the treatment of disease.”<br />
If you would like to be featured in an upcoming<br />
Kaleidoscope issue, or if you’d like<br />
to nominate another graduate, please email<br />
publications@uwc-usa.org.<br />
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I hear my friends,<br />
I hear them saying, “My mom is annoying,”<br />
“I love my dad,” “Your brother loves you.”<br />
But what’s Dad, Mom, and Brother to me?<br />
A puzzle.<br />
As I came out of her womb, crying, off<br />
she went,<br />
To her heavenly father. When I grew up,<br />
I heard the world saying,<br />
“He passed away before the birth of his<br />
first born.”<br />
Oh! Me.<br />
I hear my age mates,<br />
I hear them saying, “Enjoy your life, for you<br />
are a teenager.”<br />
“Too young to work,” they say.<br />
But I hear my life,<br />
I hear it saying, “Work hard, Jamal, for you<br />
are old.”<br />
“A father of two children,” my life adds.<br />
“What? A father? Two children?” I ask.<br />
“Yes,” my life roars, “One older than your<br />
mom, one younger than you.”<br />
Oh! My grandma, my niece.<br />
Through ups and downs, we went.<br />
Your inspirational smiles<br />
Strengthened me.<br />
Harder and harder I worked, in<br />
OUR SERVICE.<br />
For it’s you, only you, the beauty of my life.<br />
I hope that you love me, as much as I<br />
do you.<br />
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and 18 registration.<br />
Nonprofit Org<br />
US Postage<br />
PAID<br />
Permit No 42<br />
Albuquerque, NM<br />
<strong>UWC</strong> makes education a<br />
force to unite people, nations,<br />
and cultures for peace and a<br />
sustainable future.<br />
ENVIRONMENTAL BENEFITS<br />
of using post-consumer waste fiber vs. virgin fiber<br />
The following resources were saved by<br />
using 1312 pounds of Reincarnation Matte<br />
(FSC), made with an average of 100%<br />
recycled fiber and an average of 60% postconsumer<br />
waste, processed chlorine free,<br />
designated Ancient Forest Friendly and<br />
manufactured with electricity that is offset<br />
with Green-e® certified renewable energy<br />
certificates<br />
8 trees preserved for the future<br />
236 lbs solid waste not generated<br />
807 lbs of greenhouse gases prevented<br />
3,885 gallons water saved<br />
2,500,000 BTUs energy not consumed<br />
<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong> / WWW.<strong>UWC</strong>-<strong>USA</strong>.ORG<br />
Calculations based on research by Environmental<br />
Photo credit: Jake Rutherford<br />
Defense and other members of the Paper Task Force.