Céréales & Tubercules Manioc 2018
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Jessica Mehta<br />
Braiding<br />
The morning of my mother’s death<br />
call, I couldn’t plait my hair—a weaving,<br />
daily habit I thought branded into cerebellum<br />
had left me quick as her. It’s fragile,<br />
memory encoding. Ripe for damage.<br />
Even consolidation isn’t a given.<br />
We imagine: we could eat<br />
in the dark if we had to, the slopes<br />
and secrets of our favorite lover. I cried<br />
silent in the bathroom, thin strands<br />
laced crooked through shaking fingers<br />
at the impossibility of it all. It had been decades<br />
since I’d sat cross-legged between her knees<br />
buried in shag carpet. Patient, quiet<br />
while she wound cornrows like crop circles<br />
along my scalp. The smell of Pert shampoo,<br />
the snap of red rubber bands, everything<br />
came whooshing back. But not the braiding,<br />
the fast fingers. Makes sense. Remember:<br />
the heart is a muscle, too. Its memories<br />
vulnerable to paralysis like every other run<br />
down part of us. Still, only in stillness,<br />
can the dead pass through, clean<br />
the kitchen and leave us<br />
to mop the floors of drying curls.