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#3 (24), marti, 2013 w.<br />
am ori Tvis win olinka<br />
bebom didi dedamTilis statusi<br />
miiRo, _ mas SviliSvilis<br />
SviliSvili dauqorwinda.<br />
aseTi movlena adamianebis<br />
cxovrebaSi iSviaTad aris<br />
xolme..Ggasakvirvi is aris,<br />
rom 84 wlis olia (olinka)<br />
bagaevs arc asaki etyoba, jer<br />
arc janmrTelobas uCivis da<br />
welSi gamarTulic dadis.<br />
Oosi erovnebis qalbatons,<br />
romelic 4 welia werovanSi<br />
cxovrobs, SromisunarianobiT<br />
asakiT bevriT umcrosebic<br />
ki CamorCebian.<br />
,,axali patarZali rom viyavi,<br />
Cemi dedamTili Sempirda,<br />
rom sanam cocxali var,<br />
ToneSi purs ar gamogacxobinebo<br />
da pirobas pirnaTlad<br />
asrulebs. Tone werovanSic<br />
gvaqvs, fqvils vyidulobT da<br />
purs vacxobT. RmerTma jani<br />
misces da,Mme ki ara, mezoblis<br />
qalebsac ki xSirad es<br />
ucxobs, Tqven axalgazdrebi<br />
xarT, Tavs gaufrTxildiT<br />
da ager me aq ar varo?~ _<br />
ambobs ciuri xucinaSvili,<br />
romelic 30 welze metia<br />
papeliSvilebis rZali gaxda,<br />
am xnis manZilze dro<br />
meuRlesTan erTad Sromasa<br />
da garjaSi ki gaatara, Tumca,<br />
ar malavs, rom cxinvalsa<br />
da sverSi datovebuli kapitaluri<br />
saxlebis keTilmowyobis<br />
da mTeli SenaZenis<br />
mxriv mTavari wvlili mainc<br />
dedamTils miuZRvis.<br />
olinka bagaeva-papeliSvilma<br />
oTxi Svili: luiza,<br />
lena, abe (guram) da luba<br />
gazarda, oTxives patiosnebis<br />
da Sromisadmi Ddidi<br />
siyvaruli Caunerga. Svilebi<br />
amboben, rom dedas axlac ki<br />
gvaiZula migvetovebina mSobliuri<br />
qalaqi, magram ar viviwyebdiT Zvel<br />
megobrebs Tu TanamSromlebs. roca<br />
saSualeba iyo, mas vstumrobdiT. igi<br />
sixaruliT ixsenebda gazeT `sabWoTa<br />
oseTSi~ gatarebul dReebs, adamianebs,<br />
Zalian ganicdida am or moZme<br />
xalxs Soris arsebul konfliqts.<br />
ramdenime xnis win Cems saqaRalde-<br />
Si aRmovaCine werili, romelic man<br />
gorSi yofnisas gadmomca. erT-erT<br />
furcels meore mxares aweria _<br />
`1995 wlis noemberi gorSi~. es sityva<br />
mas surda waekiTxa cxinvalel-<br />
Ta mier gorSi gamarTul RonisZiebaze,<br />
magram obieqturi mizezebis gamo<br />
RonisZiebas ver daeswro. SemdgomSi,<br />
roca is kvlav estumra gors, maSin<br />
gadmomca werili da miTxra _ Tqven<br />
waikiTxeTo.<br />
werili didi siyvaruliTaa gaJRen-<br />
Tili. igi kmayofilia, rom cxinvaleli<br />
Jurnalistebi SemarTebiT ibrZvian<br />
osi da qarTveli xalxis kvlav<br />
daaxloebisTvis, mas mniSvnelovnad<br />
miaCnia Sexvedrebis mowyoba. igi siamovnebiT<br />
ixsenebs saxelovan vaxtang<br />
kasraZes da sxva Rirseul adamianebs.<br />
mohyavs magaliTebi Tavisi cxovrevisac<br />
is axsovs<br />
oTxmocdaaT wels sakmaod gadacilebuli<br />
iyo Tina baxtaZe, roca<br />
gardaicvala.<br />
igi warmoSobiT vanidan iyo. man<br />
Tbilisis saxelmwifo universiteti<br />
qarTuli enisa da literaturis<br />
ganxriT daamTavra da ganawilebiT<br />
muSaoba daiwyo bakurianSi, sadac<br />
gaicno momavali meuRle sergo sanakoevi.<br />
SeuRldnen, SeeZinaT feliqsi<br />
da luiza. SemdgomSi sergo sanakoevi<br />
daawinaures samxreT oseTis avtonomiuri<br />
olqis prokurorad. ojaxi<br />
cxinvalSi gadavida sacxovreblad.<br />
rTuli cxovrebis gza arguna<br />
wuTisofelma Tina baxtaZes. meuRle<br />
did samamulo omSi daeRupa da axalgazrda<br />
qals martom mouwia<br />
Svilebis aRzrda.<br />
igi jer cxinvalis #1 saSualo<br />
skolaSi muSaobda, Semdeg gazeT `sab-<br />
WoTa oseTis~ redaqciaSi. mas gansakuTrebuli<br />
damokidebuleba hqonda<br />
axalgazrdebis mimarT, siamovnebda,<br />
roca vinmes gaWirvebaSi exmareboda.<br />
aRsaniSnavia, rom misi vaJiSvili Teqvsmeti<br />
weli edga saTaveSi olqis<br />
xelisuflebas.<br />
cxinvalSi viTarebis daZabvam<br />
verc erTi jobnis.<br />
,,Suaxnis kaci var, yofi-<br />
Ti pirobebis gasaumjobeseblad<br />
Tavs ar vzogav, magram<br />
dedaCems ver gavejibrebi!<br />
diliT uTenia dgeba, arc<br />
RamiT iZinebs adrianad, Seu-<br />
Zlia, rom mTeli dRe fexze<br />
idges da saqme akeTos. Aai,<br />
baRs xedavT?! sul dedaCemis<br />
dabarulia, gazafxulamde<br />
uqmad ra gaaCerebs, uzomod<br />
mSromelia!~ – ambobs or-<br />
qarTl-osi 3<br />
jer devnili abe papaliSvili,<br />
22 wlis win cxinval-<br />
Si savse saxl-kari datova<br />
da mSobliur sofel svers<br />
daubrunda. sverSic orsarTuliani<br />
gamarTuli saxl-kari<br />
hqonda, arc aveji akldaT d<br />
arc sxva saxis saojaxo inventar-mowyobiloba.<br />
Tumca<br />
gamrje kacs damatebiTi sa-<br />
Tavsoebis, miSeneba-moSenebisa<br />
da interieris ganaxlebis<br />
survils ra daukargavs da<br />
am mxriv Tavs arc is zogavda.<br />
ojaxis wevrebTan erTad,<br />
rom ityvian, iqauroba edemis<br />
baRs daamsgavsa.<br />
,,tomrebiT kakals vbertyavdiT,<br />
didZali xili da bostneuli<br />
mogvyavda, arc saqoneli<br />
gvaklda, mTelma sofelma<br />
icis, rom yvelaferi uxvad<br />
gvqonda, saomari viTareba<br />
xeobaSi 20 welze met xans<br />
ki gagrZelda, magram liaxvis<br />
xeobis qarTul soflebs Tu<br />
aseTi mware dasasruli eqneboda,<br />
vin warmoidgenda?!~<br />
Oolinka bagaevi sofel<br />
anZisSi daibada. iq gaatara<br />
bavSvoba xuT dedmamiSvilTan<br />
erTad. dRes ki mxolod erTi<br />
Zma hyavs cocxali da isic<br />
iqiT, osur mxares cxovrobs.<br />
sofelSi mxolod oTxi klasi<br />
yofila, sadac man bavSvobaSi<br />
osuri anbani Seiswavla.<br />
,,sverSi rom gavTxovdi,<br />
erTi oTaxi gvedga da dedam-<br />
Tils samzareuloSi eZina<br />
xolme, magram Cemi qmari ise-<br />
Ti mSromeli kaci dadga, dRe<br />
da Rames asworebda. moyvanili<br />
xili rom leninakanSi<br />
mihqonda gasayidad, zogjer<br />
mec mivyvebodi-xolme.<br />
iq saSineli sicive icis,<br />
magram me arc sicives vepuebodi<br />
da arc fizikur<br />
Sromas. erTxel Cemi meuRle<br />
axali naoperacievi iyo da<br />
bidan. madlobas uxdis maT, visac<br />
igi axsovT da ar iviwyeben. amagdar<br />
qalbatons didma siyvarulma leqsebic<br />
daawerina, romelTagan erT-erTs<br />
gTavazobT:<br />
`roca darekavs sikvdilis zari<br />
da dasruldeba gzebi wvalebis,<br />
momitans wiTel mixakebs qari<br />
da Tbil sisveles Tqveni Tvalebis.<br />
wamoiSleba Rrublebi caze<br />
da me sikvdilze civi viqnebi,<br />
gamacileben Soreul gzaze<br />
Tqvenze, gazeTze tkbili fiqrebi.<br />
Ddidi dedamTili<br />
simZimeebis aweva ar SeiZleboda,<br />
amitom xiliT savse<br />
yuTebs me vwevdi xolme,<br />
razec bazarSi, Cvens gverdiT<br />
mdgomma kacma gaoceba ver damala,<br />
cols gadaukurTxa da<br />
Tqva: ,,is oxeri sami amxelaa,<br />
magram arafris maqnisi, erTi<br />
iq Cavide, ra dRe davawio~.<br />
papeliSvilebs xeobidan<br />
TiTze gadasaxvevic ki araferi<br />
gamoutaniaT da iseve,<br />
rogorc aTasobiT sxvam,<br />
maTac nulidan daiwyes<br />
cxovreba. isev dRes da Rames<br />
asworeben, qmnian, akeTeben..<br />
rva aTeuls gadacilebuli<br />
qalisTvis 2008 wlis<br />
omi erTiorad mZime gaxsenebaa,<br />
radgan erTi mxriv, is<br />
soflebi da Tavisi nawvalnadagiT<br />
Seqmnili enaneba,<br />
meore mxriv ki iqiT mxares<br />
darCenili Tavisi axloblebi<br />
enatreba, misi erTaderTi<br />
dedmamiSvili, disSvilebi,<br />
ZmisSvilebi da sxva yvela<br />
axlobeli cxinvalsa da orjonikiZeSi<br />
arian.Aagvistos<br />
omma uaxloesi adamianebi<br />
erTmaneTs daacila.<br />
* * *<br />
baR-venaxebs xom movlasa<br />
da patronobas ar vaklebdi<br />
da paralelurad qurTis<br />
upatrono bavSvTa saxlSic<br />
vmuSaobdi, diliT adre rom<br />
wavidodi, samuSao saaTebis<br />
damTavrebamde saxlSi wasvlis<br />
uflebas vin mogvcemda?!<br />
zamTarSi xom iciT, ra male<br />
Ramdeba da erTxelac Sebindebisas<br />
sveris gzaze daTvs gadaveyare,<br />
SiSisgan gavSeSdi,<br />
ar vinZreodi, man ki win da<br />
ukan daiwyo Cemi molodiniT<br />
gaxarebulma sirbili.<br />
saflavs eqneba feri zambaxis,<br />
TqvenSi davrCebi ukve warsulad,<br />
yvela gamyvebiT fiqriT, TavdaxriT,<br />
mitirebT uxmod, zogjer qalurad.<br />
gasTeTrebia xeebs totebi<br />
dReebi midis nela da nela,<br />
da magondeba Cemi warsuli<br />
ukve daRvrili mwuxare cremlad.<br />
dekembris mzem ki nazi TiTebi<br />
Semomaxvia irgvliv Tasmebad,<br />
me Sesaferi kabiT virTvebi,<br />
ra vici xval ra damemarTeba.<br />
neli Calauri<br />
me ki, nabij-nabij ukan-ukan<br />
davixie da yaulaanTSi myof<br />
kacebs rom Cemi ambavi vuambe,<br />
damemowmnen, dilas liaxvis<br />
Walidan sverisken mimavali<br />
daTvi Cvenc davinaxeTo...<br />
* * *<br />
warsulze mxned yveba,<br />
vifiqre, am moxucma dardi<br />
ar icis-meTqi, magram roca<br />
saubari agvistos oms Seexo<br />
da roca soflis datovebaze<br />
midga jeri, xma aukankalda<br />
da cremlebi wamoscvivda.<br />
moTareSeni urcxvad<br />
Cxrekdnen karadebs, yvelfers<br />
Zirs yridnen, arc meubnebodnen<br />
ras eZebdnen, erTxel<br />
erT-erTma avtomati momiRera,<br />
Svilebi sad gyavso... wadi<br />
aqedano.. mere dawves Cveni<br />
marani, loginsac moukides<br />
cecxli, magram meSinoda da<br />
xmas ar viRebdi. is suraTi<br />
mudmivad Cems Tvalwin dgas,<br />
mere Camsves manqanaSi da Cemi<br />
mazlis saxlSi mimiyvanes,<br />
sadac oTxi qali imaleboda.<br />
Mmezobelma Cems axloblebs<br />
daureka javaSi, movida<br />
Cemi ZmisSvili da TavisTan<br />
wamiyvana, sadac seqtembris<br />
bolomde davrCi.. Zalian<br />
vdardobdi Svilebze, neta<br />
rogor arian-meTqi. Cems abes<br />
,,wiTeli jvrisTvis~ uTxovia<br />
daxmareba da swored maT<br />
gamomiyvanes gorSi.<br />
mimZims yovelives gaxseneba,<br />
menatreba Cemi saxl-kari,<br />
Cemi xeoba, mezobel-naTesavebi<br />
da minda, rom davbrundeT,<br />
iq gavagrZelo sicocxle,<br />
sadac Cemi axalgazrdoba gavatare...~<br />
Nnana kaxniaSvili
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