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At this Tim’s heart opened a little to the big, slump-shouldered man with the reins in his hands—in spite of himself, really—but before the feeling
had any chance to grow, Big Kells spoke again.
“Ye’ve had enough of books and numbers and that weirdy Smack woman. She with her veils and shakes—how she manages to wipe her arse
after she shits is more than I’ll ever know.”
Tim’s heart seemed to clap shut in his chest. He loved learning things, and he loved the Widow Smack—veil, shakes, and all. It dismayed him to
hear her spoken of with such crude cruelty. “What would I do, then? Go into the woods with you?” He could see himself on Da’s wagon, behind Misty
and Bitsy. That would not be so bad. No, not so bad at all.
Kells barked a laugh. “You? In the woods? And not yet twelve?”
“I’ll be twelve next m—”
“You won’t be big enough to lumber on the Ironwood Trail at twice that age, for’ee take after yer ma’s side of things, and will be Sma’ Ross all yer
life.” That bark of laughter again. Tim felt his face grow hot at the sound of it. “No, lad, I’ve spoke a place for’ee at the sawmill. You ain’t too sma’ to
stack boards. Ye’ll start after harvest’s done, and before first snow.”
“What does Mama say?” Tim tried to keep the dismay out of his voice and failed.
“She don’t get aye, no, or maybe in the matter. I’m her husband, and that makes me the one to decide.” He snapped the reins across the backs
of the plodding mules. “Hup!”
Tim went down to Tree Sawmill three days later, with one of the Destry boys—Straw Willem, so called for his nearly colorless hair. Both
were hired on to stack, but they would not be needed for yet awhile, and only part-time, at least to begin with. Tim had brought his father’s mules,
which needed the exercise, and the boys rode back side by side.
“Thought you said your new step-poppa didn’t drink,” Willem said, as they passed Gitty’s—which at midday was shuttered tight, its barrelhouse
piano silent.
“He doesn’t,” Tim said, but he remembered the wedding reception.
“Do you say so? I guess the fella my big brother seed rollin out of yonder redeye last night must’ve been some other orphing-boy’s steppa,
because Randy said he was as sloshed as a shindybug and heavin up over the hitchin-rail.” Having said this, Willem snapped his suspenders, as
he always did when he felt he’d gotten off a good one.
Should have let you walk back to town, you stupid git, Tim thought.
That night, his mother woke him again. Tim sat bolt upright in bed and swung his feet out onto the floor, then froze. Kells’s voice was soft, but the
wall between the two rooms was thin.
“Shut it, woman. If you wake the boy and get him in here, I’ll give you double.”
Her crying ceased.
“It was a slip, is all—a mistake. I went in with Mellon just to have a ginger-beer and hear about his new stake, and someone put a glass of
jackaroe in front of me. It was down my throat before I knew what I was drinking, and then I was off. ’Twon’t happen again. Ye have my word on it.”
Tim lay back down again, hoping that was true.
He looked up at a ceiling he could not see, and listened to an owl, and waited for either sleep or the first light of morning. It seemed to him that if
the wrong man stepped into the marriage-loop with a woman, it was a noose instead of a ring. He prayed that wasn’t the case here. He already
knew he couldn’t like his mother’s new husband, let alone love him, but perhaps his mother could do both. Women were different. They had larger
hearts.
Tim was still thinking these long thoughts as dawn tinted the sky and he finally fell asleep. That day there were bruises on both of his mother’s
arms. The bedpost in the room she now shared with Big Kells had grown very lively, it seemed.
Full Earth gave way to Wide Earth, as it always must. Tim and Straw Willem went to work stacking at the sawmill, but only three days a
week. The foreman, a decent sai named Rupert Venn, told them they might get more time if that season’s snowfall was light and the winter haul was
good—meaning the ironwood rounds that cutters such as Kells brought back from the forest.
Nell’s bruises faded and her smile came back. Tim thought it a more cautious smile than before, but it was better than no smile at all. Kells
hitched his mules and went down the Ironwood Trail, and although the stakes he and Big Ross had claimed were good ones, he still had no one to
partner him. He consequently brought back less haul, but ironwood was ironwood, and ironwood always sold for a good price, one paid in shards of
silver rather than scrip.
Sometimes Tim wondered—usually as he was wheeling boards into one of the sawmill’s long covered sheds—if life might be better were his
new step-poppa to fall afoul a snake or a wervel. Perhaps even a vurt, those nasty flying things sometimes known as bullet-birds. One such had
done for Bern Kells’s father, boring a hole right through him with its stony beak.
Tim pushed these thoughts away with horror, amazed to find that some room in his heart—some black room—could hold such things. His father,
Tim was sure, would be ashamed. Perhaps was ashamed, for some said that those in the clearing at the end of the path knew all the secrets the
living kept from each other.
At least he no longer smelled graf on his stepfather’s breath, and there were no more stories—from Straw Willem or anyone else—of Big Kells
reeling out of the redeye when Old Gitty shut and locked the doors.
He promised and he’s keeping his promise, Tim thought. And the bedpost has stopped moving around in Mama’s room, because she doesn’t
have those bruises. Life’s begun to come right. That’s the thing to remember.
When he got home from the sawmill on the days he had work, his mother would have supper on the stove. Big Kells would come in later, first
stopping to wash the sawdust from his hands, arms, and neck at the spring between the house and the barn, then gobbling his own supper. He ate
prodigious amounts, calling for seconds and thirds that Nell brought promptly. She didn’t speak when she did this; if she did, her new husband
would only growl a response. Afterward, he would go into the back hall, sit on his trunk, and smoke.
Sometimes Tim would look up from his slate, where he was working the mathmatica problems the Widow Smack still gave him, and see Kells
staring at him through his pipe-smoke. There was something disconcerting about that gaze, and Tim began to take his slate outside, even though it
was growing chilly in Tree, and dark came earlier each day.
Once his mother came out, sat beside him on the porch step, and put her arm around his shoulders. “You’ll be back to school with sai Smack
next year, Tim. It’s a promise. I’ll bring him round.”
Tim smiled at her and said thankee, but he knew better. Next year he’d still be at the sawmill, only by then he’d be big enough to carry boards as
well as stack them, and there would be less time to do problems, because he’d have work five days a week instead of three. Mayhap even six. The
year after that, he’d be planing as well as carrying, then using the swing-saw like a man. In a few more years he’d be a man, coming home too tired