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new guy and move to Greece to be closer to your dead husband?”<br />

She gasps as I say it. I know that was pretty harsh, but it’s the<br />

truth.<br />

“Phoebe,” she begins, and I know she’s serious because she<br />

uses my real name, “what your father and I had was very special.<br />

Nothing—not his death, not my remarriage—will ever change that.<br />

Damian understands.”<br />

Well, I don’t understand. Mom may think it’s fine to snag a new<br />

husband, but I don’t need a new father. And being in Greece will<br />

never make me feel closer to the one I had.<br />

Sure, I’ve been thinking more about Dad since we got to Serfopoula<br />

than I have in ages, but that’s because of the stepdad thing.<br />

Mom is probably going through the new husband thing. It’s displaced<br />

guilt or something because she feels bad for remarrying.<br />

That’s her baggage.<br />

Dad was perfect and now he’s gone. I can’t get him back and<br />

don’t want to replace him.<br />

“Fine.” I stalk into the kitchen, wiping at the tears I don’t want<br />

Mom to see, and refill my glass of water. “You stay here and become<br />

Greek. I’ll send you a postcard from USC when I graduate.”<br />

With a satisfying slam, I shut myself in my bedroom and fling<br />

myself on the bed. I can picture Mom watching me storm away,<br />

shrugging at my infantile behavior, and going back to planning<br />

her wedding.<br />

It’s like I don’t even matter anymore.<br />

Rolling to the edge of the bed, I reach over to the desk to grab<br />

my Physics II book. If it’s like everything else at this school my<br />

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