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We weren’t fighting the Chechens; our real enemies were the lies and treachery that created this monstrous conflict. And every shell that was fired at us was fired at all the young men of this world who might so easily meet the same fate. Every shell that hit us tore apart both the flesh and the soul Our whole outlook on life crumbled and collapsed beneath this demonic fire, and there was nothing to fill the emptiness it left. The only thing we have left is ourselves and our brothers in arms. ‘All we know of life is death,’ as the song has it, all that we love is our past, a phantom mirage in this turbulent world. We were left with just one virtue - the will to look after those who stood beside us in combat. If
anyone ever asks me, ‘What were you fighting for?’ I will reply, ‘For those who clung to the ground next to me.’ We fought only for each other. Our entire generation may have died in Chechnya, a whole generation of Russians. Even those of us who stayed alive - can they really be those same eighteen-year-old laughing boys who once got seen off to the army by their loved ones? No, we died. We all died in that war.
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ONE SOLDIER’S WAR IN CHECHNYA ARK
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WRITER, AND HIS REMARKABLE STORIES
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LITERARY TRADITION [...] FOR SHOWIN
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BUT KILL AND MAIM PEOPLE SPIRITUALL
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ONE SOLDIER’S WAR IN CHECHNYA ARK
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difficulty sorting out. The Chechny
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of the non-Chechen population was a
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General Grachyov’s announcement t
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at the frontline town of Mozdok, on
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he was therefore powerless as presi
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for sure. My experiences of the sec
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themselves. Many of them were hardg
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ONE
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ackpack. You need ammunition, so yo
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alongside. They are even worse off:
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and everything. They looked at us w
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sulphide was good for the kidneys.
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to the water barrel they brought to
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We spotted them by the greenish tin
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was standing on lookout at dawn, sa
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there was no-one closer or dearer t
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open the door, and wait. Silence. S
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forever, and in the time it takes t
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wait for cries, moans, point-blank
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attalion is a serious matter and th
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06/ The Cow We inherited the cow fr
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it like God’s nectar. We drank in
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‘It’s only a cow.’ ‘I know.
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puttees was soaked. And we were shi
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into an animal I was summoned by th
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08/ The Ninth Neighbourhood Before
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we ask one of them, ‘Are you aliv
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having taken the houses so easily.
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hitting our guys. Infantrymen pour
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At last the bombardment dies down a
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When the lads get back, Sigai comes
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gnawed on corpses in the ruins. Thi
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our feet and listened to us discuss
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10/ The Apartment I had an apartmen
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anyone. I didn’t want some strang
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ests on my rough, dirty, cracked an
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I’ll take it with me. I might nee
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TWO
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spread out on top to dry as we soak
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lipped and small, the smallest sold
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to get the hell out of here faster.
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ottle of lemonade and a kilo of cho
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‘As far as I'm concerned, it’s
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smelled so appetizingly of wild str
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hundred blokes uniformly expressed
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to escape from the bombardments. Th
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een waiting almost a week, and buil
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grabbed them by the corners and whe
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But now I sense he will spill the b
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her, she never pulled another stunt
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up like foetuses, and if we had eat
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with transparent slices of salted p
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‘What makes you think the planes
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wounded, put them on stretchers and
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unway piled up with corpses, and tw
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and probably more than a month. ‘
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others will stay here. Maybe not fo
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inside the Arctic Circle where life
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ecome brothers, where we experience
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‘Well, Kisel, see you then,’ I
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his head he barks: ‘A team of fiv
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the middle of this field. They are
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‘It’s the same Ural,’ says Lo
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no more war. I have left it all beh
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the dark tarpaulin and we didn’t
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‘Bloody hell, what is this place?
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a sling is trying to find out somet
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lock since the captain brought us h
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faster and faster along the strip,
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are now barefoot and the soldiers s
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‘Shall we go for a quick march to
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my home in the Taganka district, an
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We leap to our feet like madmen and
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porch, smoking and watching the att
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slaves and do what the hell they li
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no way I can leave here; I have ano
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warm and sticky. I lick the blood f
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me to get a cloth and clean up the
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tell me I’m a snitch and that thi
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never to end so that there is alway
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factory, and it’s dirt cheap. Eve
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for breakfast. And me. Well, are yo
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But I have no right to complain, I
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only you and me left. Kisel’s gon
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twig. The afternoon sentry muster i
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‘Listen, maybe Sanya has some in
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get up to. We walk along the street
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Chechnya but home, to the north. We
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Today Timokha doesn’t kick me out
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duty soldier. No officer ever comes
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the barracks. Only Timokha and I ar
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carried their bag of stuff into Moz
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Now Khariton and Smiler are sitting
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down you,’ says Timokha. He’s a
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waking every time we hear shouts co
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threads from blue legs, mouths gapi
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that he’s done for. ‘You are su
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some; they were just in Chechnya an
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He gets off the windowsill and plop
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Well, I imagine you’ve already go
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major starts to dictate: ‘On 7 Ju
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with it by towing the carrier into
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the jar with his fingers. He pushes
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sentry musters and our company just
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there all night long. Whenever I he
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est of us, Loop, Andy and I have de
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Zyuzik and I scrubbed those crapper
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Timokha takes the news surprisingly
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my hands in my pockets I’d also g
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granddad and then there are conflic
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dembels, with three months service
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have any right to live at all, and
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separately in a different barracks,
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‘Now that’s a shitty place they
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‘Take it easy, I’ve had my fair
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orchard where we can hide without a
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Lenochka, how I’d love to...' Loo
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offended. ‘Natasha, who I was at
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him. Andy spits over his shoulder t
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stuff. We don’t even know how to
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Andy. ‘No, not all of them, Vital
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effective, blood everywhere, and mo
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guts and I fancy a sleep. We laze a
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day, then you regard it as a day wa
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triumphantly, as if he has uncovere
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from Russia just for the asking,’
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‘No-one can explain the whys and
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eating the pulp out of each other o
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somewhere. After we hear this we lo
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They start kicking him and make him
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these things, soldiers of the radio
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Chechnya. We don’t care any more,
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callers. For example, the phone rin
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successes and we are starting to ge
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flight of stairs, open the door and
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split the proceeds, and even our Mo
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flares or thunder-flashes, but that
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fitted with a siren that, when acti
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that’s not what he’s after. He
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‘Why?’ Said says with surprisin
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ecause he knows that will be more p
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‘Listen lads, let’s take him do
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me get out of bed. This isn’t eve
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Something in my right side has swol
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and I rock backwards and forwards,
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know that I am now in total shit. W
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charred and swollen, are brought to
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tormented by lice and filth, be bea
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I can’t tear my eyes away from th
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These two are crazed way beyond any
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a helicopter in a forty-degree heat
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egiment, used to the beatings and t
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cynicism, and it can never be cross
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left to waste away. These tents con
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with a stool. They say a fair bit o
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all right. What if I manage to hang
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‘Great girl, isn’t she? Everyon
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us more than the commanders and the
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and cling onto me from all sides, m
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itch.’ He splits my lower lip wit
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have the strength to change anythin
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the level crossing, townsfolk waiti
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Her name is Aunt Lusya. There were
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downwards, entering his chest and e
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Everything that happens here should
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look at my busted face to realize t
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forming columns here and sending th
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mean they’ve already sent more th
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Kotenochkin, jumping up onto his ca
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lagging behind.’ The column stops
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dumped concrete blocks. On both sid
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the other side of that barrier at t
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‘Defensive positions!’ We all j
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It’s the carriers firing, aiming
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armour. His knee is warm. The sun i
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The plains of Chechnya are surround
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these to the top every day, which i
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appears. You can smell the stale al
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answer. The skinny one brushes his
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a long way off, making the carrier
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let their guys run errands for them
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‘Where are you from, Tall Boy?’
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heading. ‘How about you go and ge
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whole battalion is now sitting in t
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people lived in the steppe a thousa
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take in the dead city. There is sho
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Page 389 and 390: Fighting rages on in Grozny. No-one
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Page 395 and 396: ‘Bastards!’ says Murky, unable
Page 397 and 398: you’ll see,’ Andy says. ‘Teet
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Page 401 and 402: Then they melt the TNT from them. N
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Page 411 and 412: few rounds with each other, they co
Page 413 and 414: square. They were thrown down in pi
Page 415 and 416: Slav and Tom. Two more move along t
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Page 419 and 420: Next to it there is a coil of wire
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Page 423 and 424: machines. Boys? We have the same ar
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Page 427 and 428: The next regiment lost fifteen men
Page 429 and 430: In Grozny they set up joint command
Page 431 and 432: We leave through streets that we to
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Page 437: We don’t know what we are fightin
Page 441 and 442: sniper fire. They wrap them up in t
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Page 447 and 448: I tried to push my feet under the c
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Page 467 and 468: ‘Uh-huh.’ I curled up, pulled t
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Page 475 and 476: ‘Five to twelve,’ he answers. H
Page 477 and 478: no light, no joy, no love, and no h
Page 479 and 480: Everyone is firing ceaselessly, let
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to make a big song and dance out of
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humps on the top of two of them, sh
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ackside - the armour’s wet.’ Th
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driver on the head and he let the c
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adio to save the battery. Grey Chec
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around on this armoured carrier, st
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Alkhan-Yurt. They’ve got them hem
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it had an imperious ring to it, lik
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put and jumped down. I stood up, st
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I followed him ‘OK, take it easy.
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‘No, some moron infantry. I mean,
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headed back there too. ‘OK Vasya,
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of the carrier and covered our rear
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of them there, easy as anything, an
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people. They survive but they lose
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spreading out among the ditches and
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undergrowth, vanished into the mars
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washed clean of mud, grease and die
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We poked around by the edge of the
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were any in the lowland area, didn
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I moved a little, trying to slip of
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I stood up to my full height, bent
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I remembered how I had once spotted
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those dickheads in a minute.’ He
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and a packet of raisins. Ventus onl
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After we’d taken care of the tin,
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‘We fancied a bit of hunting, so
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minibus to our Moscow region unit,
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johns. They had more lice than thre
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like that wouldn’t simply give up
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get it? Incurable. And now you are
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get out of it for a day Heating, my
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‘Right... And you call me a philo
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state of delirium I’d jump around
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Islands. I have a completely differ
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ut who knows? Two days ago they did
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cast a circle of pale light on the
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on. The lads are pretty tired. Lay
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where the tarpaulin should be. I pu
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conserve warmth, and now I desperat
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leak and light a fire. I raised mys
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ground. The infantry sat about ten
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Someone with his chin tucked into h
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ebbs. Then war crawls out of you in
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too rough.’ But after the hot dri
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his dirty fingers picked off a coup
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waited. Any moment now, one more st
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emptiness of my stomach? I suddenly
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juicy. I picked another, then a thi
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tired ourselves. Everyone returned
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They could at least send us water.
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Alkhan-Kala seemed to vanish, swept
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you and leaves you speechless. ‘N
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couple of minutes. As the dust sett
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usual arrogant pose, his arm restin
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the Bee launcher from the carrier.
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only a wet, eternally muddy dug-out
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on top of the carrier and I was ama
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very important, so much so that it
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I started to sweat and my clothing
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a centimetre above it. ‘I’ll bl
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‘Comrade Major! Comrade Major!’
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the barn to the village outskirts;
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and waited until he’d reached the
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tugged the foot of the nearest sold
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the grass between the figures plast
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I didn’t reply, so Sitnikov lower
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escape. The house withered under th
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head. My skull was ringing, I could
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‘Call Armour, you dumb prick!’
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time. The kid’s stunned, I though
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to fight or to stand round scratchi
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and froze, their barrels quivering
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killing was different, on a lesser
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Crouching, the infantry ran after u
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knackered running through the woods
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shaking and I cursed my ungainly fl
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with just as much difficulty. The i
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I groped my way down onto a small r
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it all, I lowered my head to the la
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had been a piece of cake this time,
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were bullets going whack-whack in t
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shrapnel, and I was entirely visibl
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And dear God, do it right now, beca
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his trousers, one by one, and dropp
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heaving with laughter, unable to st
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on her face as she listens to her f
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this is all we get for our pains? I
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The psychologist used to be a plato
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happened to the driver and the esco
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left. We stayed on the highway and
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would run across the open ground. T
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know where the driver is?’ ‘Gon
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frilly edge of the pie, while this
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all they could do is keep him pinne
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sprouting wires from the burnt tire
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again, this time with a mortar batt
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and even happily. Now he stood by t
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mortar guys raced around Chechnya d
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He suddenly fell silent and turned
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have field guns.’ The commander t
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‘Just some locals,’ the infantr
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others. And we had eagerly carried
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stove. I only came to my senses whe
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embraced us soldiers like babes in
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night and snowfall had thrown a cle
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opposite the cross-shaped hospital,
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got blown up on a minefield. We too
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and devouring our dry rations. We
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here. I go out onto the porch and t
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the sky. I go up to a platoon comma
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operation, when he was pulling the
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metres from our positions, sending
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aren’t many of them, maybe a hund
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and I am suddenly terrified, racked
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eyes. The injured smoke agitatedly
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without trouble - it’s dead groun
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ow stretches about two hundred metr
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way behind the enemy front line and
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has any doubts about that. Only a t
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the yard. There are no more tripwir
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the Chechens can’t see us and are
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pickles. Not a bad haul, I say to m
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as we call the wounded guys, and it
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a piece of shrapnel in the thigh du
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and I wake. It’s ten to one. I ro
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the lookout over in that house. One
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apple tree quiver in the wind and i
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fell asleep, their heads resting on
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hurry - today we’ll have to advan
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pieces that can take the edge off t
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my mood a boost and I start to whis
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18/ Argun We are halted for the fou
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are, for there’s no-one in the wo
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from the heels of a platoon.’ ‘
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ibs. It turns out that some of them
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Sundays. How are they supposed to h
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from the river and use those. Each
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We finish the ribs. We’ve gnawed
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Sharo-Argun. What a terrible name.
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hole.’ I shut my eyes, lie on my
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Then he’ll lie in a puddle and st
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‘Some businessmen we are, Fixa,
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an straight into another group of f
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abducted his sister and demanded a
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manage to. Suddenly there’s a sin
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oad by the fence. They’ll get us
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a long scratch on his cheek. What b
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The fighters could inflict far more
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He knows it sounds unconvincing but
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hooked the place up to the electric
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We stand by the tents and bluntly s
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eaking into the trailer wagon that
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ground. The muzzle flash is invisib
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children. To make matters worse the
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shooting but the commotion is gradu
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with my elbow and he bumps me back
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well hidden in the ditch and there
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Our raid has yielded eighteen cans
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can’t get it past the fence and i
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upon them and gave them a beating,
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to his shoulder blades with a crack
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and we have the right to bring it u
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even greater rage. There’s someth
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place. Thieving is both the foundat
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luxurious houses for generals that
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post as our commanders down more vo
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army. And since we want nothing mor
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own children? Competent, conscienti
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unway and I would sleep with a blan
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the elevator. Our 8th company is ho
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orders, nodding to the two prostrat
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ut fine for a rinse. A captured Mit
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distinguished themselves. Medals ar
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ass fanfare,’ he says. ‘Otherwi
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February, Defenders of the Fatherla
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taken prisoner. But generals are an
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officers get posted there with thei
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should never be any luxury there so
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the rest of us in a cashier’s off
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have to be bred, trained in the aca
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that they have violent hazing even
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in the ranks! After this he goes on
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enemy were forced to abandon their
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and fired on them at point-blank ra
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‘Cooks, drivers, clerks, everyone
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to receive a smack in the mouth fro
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least bit shy and soon we forget ou
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stand like orphaned children by the
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food, scooping condensed milk into
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he holds it in two fingers and read
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postcard from a bunch of kids? Well
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attalion. Our stomachs are unaccust
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newspaper, and within two days only
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smirking. ‘That’s prohibited we
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attalion has flowers springing from
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water. We keep our find a secret, b
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officers is shot up near the villag
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same rebel group that killed the of
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give way and I sit down sharply on
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and then did the same to two new gu
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Sure enough, they’re already insi
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position, climbing up the heap of r
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ecome an obsession. That’s all I
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the size of a baby’s palm. Smalle
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Olga’s tender touch is so much li
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jerk so Oleg grabs him by one arm a
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muscles in his cheeks twitch. ‘Wh
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here and they consider it an unacce
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perimeter fence, and you can get lo
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superfluous here in this place in t
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een a hoot! Then they would know wh
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dreadful crime, plain murder, slaug
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‘Did you come here with the medic
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the war is over. It starts to rain.
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19/ A Soldier's Dream Snow fell the
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Night-time means fear. As dusk fall
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starting to beat down, warming my b
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he falls silent, looks at me strang
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sleep when they are dead tired. He
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His face becomes grey, dead. His te
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20/ Field Deception War always smel
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then, the same tents, the tower, th
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General Shamanov, flew in to inspec
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us he was coming for. Turned out it
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went right through him. ‘There wa
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of barracks, green grass and white
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there isn’t, they’ll go and rob
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would happen as did after the Khasa
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us.’ ‘It’s bearable now,’ h
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soldier’s nose for lousy places h
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people wonder why they drop out of
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seven killed and sixteen wounded.
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and children, to go to God knows wh
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different and so similar, pass befo
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colonel: ‘No smoking here!’ I s
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different one. It’s very similar
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close-range fire on three sides, sh
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smile in mutual understanding. Some
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22/ Lais At the base of the 45th re
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he was just eighteen years old. Eve
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quite happily. Sasha was one of tho
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men heading in the direction of Kir
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long before the column itself. Acco
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missed the Chechens too and kept mo
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paratroops had walked into a trap.
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don’t you hurry up then, we’ll
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‘I didn’t know what was going o
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thinking that I can’t call him Al
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he remembers that fight. Only his h
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Regiment TV programme bring Sasha
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someone. On 7 August he doesn’t m
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When I first went to war in June 19
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while all the time she was subconsc
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yet seen anything of life. You’d
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myself to my hearing, which grew ra
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kept creeping across the depression
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was in pain and if the bandage was
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instead. But Basayev made it throug
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leader and his deputy supply office
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torn-off arms, the white flesh of t
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my stomach. The sense of death in t
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feet now there was just plain, hone
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at that moment her eyes acquired an
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with, then it becomes stronger in w
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ead them the criminal code and dwel
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him Limon), the other was called Ru
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could have stayed with the Russians
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would be quiet and not shout. Beati
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ecause he was a conscript himself.
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guards. When the graves were ready,
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The teacher didn’t make it in tim
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forcefully turning him over to the
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office of the North Caucasus milita
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prisoner but killed them on the spo
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no-one could count even now. It was
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junk back home, drink away the mone
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the camps had taught them the tough
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has not evaded the investigation. S
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them to the army, and their main ch
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a little gang of others who had don
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anyway, someone has to mop the latr
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26/ Operation 'Life' Continues No-o
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life again. You learn to walk witho
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You now remember the war as some ca
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pen and paper and produce the first
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should die before they know what wa
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when they return. Ave Caesar, morit
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keep up with life any more. All the
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told me about getting his leg torn
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‘Did you ever think the Dubrovka
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have fun, live, drink beer and earn
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Military Abbreviations AGS automati
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