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And in her eyes you see nothing,<br />

No signs of luv behind the tears<br />

Cried for no one...<br />

-Lennon & McCartney<br />

When I turned on the television, Stil Donaff was hosting a special edition of his<br />

show dedicated to remembrances of the writer Lemmingsbolt <strong>by</strong> celebrities who<br />

actually k<strong>new</strong> him. Had made his acquaintance before he poured his brains out.<br />

There was also Miss Joyley who, like one daughter <strong>and</strong> one niece of the fierce<br />

novelist, sat in a special set of three turned-around chairs near the darkened front<br />

of the stage so that the audience couldn’t identify them as they made their c<strong>and</strong>id<br />

comments. She, of course, didn’t care if people k<strong>new</strong> who she was <strong>and</strong> had<br />

never met Zemmingsbolt... but was grouped with the other two young women<br />

because she too had been the daughter of a suicided celebrity <strong>and</strong> could talk<br />

about what it was like, at least, from her point of view.<br />

“Miss Joyley,” I began, but then remembered I had left in the kitchen the AV<br />

cord that runs into the television set. There I was holding up in mid-air the small<br />

cam-fone like a d<strong>and</strong>elion in the middle of my living room, one coiled root dangling,<br />

attached to nothing. I typed out a quick note of what I was about to ask<br />

her, then skipped off through the hallway to the kitchen.<br />

As I made my way back along Sixth Avenue I heard the studio audience’s sighs,<br />

oohs, <strong>and</strong> sexual curiosity for the man that Stil had introduced as the just resurfaced<br />

son of Lemmingsbolt, mother undisclosed. A bit livid <strong>and</strong> world-weary<br />

about the cheeks <strong>and</strong> jawline, eyes precociously rheumy. “Albert”, no<strong>net</strong>heless,<br />

gave the immediate impression of regal rearing. He wore turquoise silk around<br />

his neck, a white dinner jacket, <strong>and</strong> anchor-shaped gold cufflinks. His black hair<br />

was combed back with d<strong>and</strong>ily greased Macedonian or Kushan spirals to the<br />

ends of it. He was just back from the Mediterranean, he said very slowly, where<br />

he had been watching the filming of a documentary about the wreckage of<br />

Napolean’s flagship “L’Orient.” “Ahh yes,” said Donaff, “adjusting his tie <strong>and</strong><br />

winking at the audience.” Both the audience in the studio <strong>and</strong> the young crowd<br />

watching the big AKAI board with me in Shinjuku laughed out loud.<br />

As the camera pulled back to watch Lemmingsbolt’s son take his seat beside<br />

the host’s credenza, the previous guests had to all bounce down one spot <strong>and</strong> we<br />

got to see who else was there: Doilee, George Plimpton or Peppard, <strong>and</strong> Rod.<br />

The lack of relevant literati stunned me out loud <strong>and</strong>, holding the cord ever closer<br />

to my waist, I re<strong>new</strong>ed my return to the living room, determined to call in an

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