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The Heart of Mid-Lothian - Penn State University

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melancholy boat-song <strong>of</strong> the rowers, coming on the ear<br />

with s<strong>of</strong>tened and sweeter sound, until the boat rounded<br />

the headland, and was lost to her observation.<br />

Still Jeanie remained in the same posture, looking out<br />

upon the sea. It would, she was aware, be some time ere<br />

her companions could reach the Lodge, as the distance<br />

by the more convenient landing-place was considerably<br />

greater than from the point where she stood, and she<br />

was not sorry to have an opportunity to spend the interval<br />

by herself.<br />

<strong>The</strong> wonderful change which a few weeks had wrought<br />

in her situation, from shame and grief, and almost despair,<br />

to honour, joy, and a fair prospect <strong>of</strong> future happiness,<br />

passed before her eyes with a sensation which<br />

brought the tears into them. Yet they flowed at the same<br />

time from another source. As human happiness is never<br />

perfect, and as well-constructed minds are never more<br />

sensible <strong>of</strong> the distresses <strong>of</strong> those whom they love, than<br />

when their own situation forms a contrast with them,<br />

Jeanie’s affectionate regrets turned to the fate <strong>of</strong> her<br />

poor sister—the child <strong>of</strong> so many hopes—the fondled<br />

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nursling <strong>of</strong> so many years—now an exile, and, what was<br />

worse, dependent on the will <strong>of</strong> a man, <strong>of</strong> whose habits<br />

she had every reason to entertain the worst opinion, and<br />

who, even in his strongest paroxysms <strong>of</strong> remorse, had<br />

appeared too much a stranger to the feelings <strong>of</strong> real penitence.<br />

While her thoughts were occupied with these melancholy<br />

reflections, a shadowy figure seemed to detach itself<br />

from the copsewood on her right hand. Jeanie<br />

started, and the stories <strong>of</strong> apparitions and wraiths, seen<br />

by solitary travellers in wild situations, at such times,<br />

and in such an hour, suddenly came full upon her imagination.<br />

<strong>The</strong> figure glided on, and as it came betwixt her<br />

and the moon, she was aware that it had the appearance<br />

<strong>of</strong> a woman. A s<strong>of</strong>t voice twice repeated, “Jeanie—<br />

Jeanie!”—Was it indeed—could it be the voice <strong>of</strong> her<br />

sister?—Was she still among the living, or had the grave<br />

given uly its tenant?—Ere she could state these questions<br />

to her own mind, Effie, alive, and in the body, had<br />

clasped her in her arms and was straining her to her<br />

bosom, and devouring her with kisses. “I have wandered

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