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My mother said at supper, as if she were starting a fairy-tale: “If you want to know the truth, listen to what I tell you.” It was the summer of 1948 and I was eight years old. “You were in your pram and I was pushing. Your father was walking along holding Lovene’s hand when we turned the c<strong>or</strong>ner and there they were. The Special Branch sitting in a car. One got out and asked, ‘Are you Sidney Grundy of 23 Buckingham Road, Brighton?’ “They let your father pack a few things and took him away. Bef<strong>or</strong>e he left, he said, ‘Is this the right thing, Edna?’ And I said to him, ‘We’ll never betray The Leader.’ And they drove away with your father looking at me through the back window.” I looked at my mother and wanted to burst with pride. Nothing could ever destroy this woman, this magnificent mother who was like a goddess. What courage when everyone else was going off to fight a Jewish war. I had seen pictures of the men in tin hats in Picture Post; they were always smiling and smoking. Usually the women were crying <strong>or</strong> waving <strong>or</strong> giving the V-sign like Mr Churchill. 10 | ColdType | October 2010 Part Three Love, haTe and The Leader Chapter One of memoir of a fascist Childhood by trev<strong>or</strong> Grundy Memoir Of A Fascist Childhood Trev<strong>or</strong> Grundy Published by William Heinemann, London (1998) Arrow Books (1999) My father hadn’t been so stupid as to go. Churchill had <strong>or</strong>ganized the war to get power. Churchill was Jewish but that was a secret only a few people knew. My mother, my father, Lovene, me and, of course, The Leader. My mother put aside her knife and f<strong>or</strong>k and acted out the parts. “They let your father come home after six months. I never found out why. They stood him in front of a tribunal of old men, church people. I listened from the gallery and sent out vibes so he’d be strong and not weaken. One man said, ‘Doesn’t your conscience prick you, Mr Grundy, you safe in prison while everyone else is being bombed and everyone you went to school with fighting the Germans? Do you still object to fighting a man whose evil h<strong>or</strong>des are invading neutral countries, Mr Grundy. Neutral countries!’ “ I stopped eating and stared, knowing exactly when the earthquake would occur. My mother looked at me and turned her eyes into dark brown balls. My father called it her ‘Mosley look.’ “Then your father stared at me from the dock and said as loud as he could in front of all the church fuddy-duddies in Brighton: ‘As long as my Leader is in prison without trial, I will also stay in prison without trial.’ ‘’
She mimicked: “Take him away!” said the magistrate.” Take him away and lock him up until he sees sense. Next case!” and she banged her fist on the table making the fish cakes jump. “Next case!” and she banged the table even harder. Bonnie, our wire-haired fox terrier, whom my father had brought f<strong>or</strong> thirteen guineas at a pet shop opposite the Classic Cinema in Baker Street, wagged her tail and barked. After we’d eaten, my mother continued: “Two months after you were b<strong>or</strong>n, Trev<strong>or</strong>, in May 1940 Sir Oswald Mosley, the Leader, was arrested. And later his wife Diana, who’d just given birth to their second son, was picked up by the police.” When Mummy told how Max, the baby, was separated from his mother who was carted off to prison, I gripped the edge of the wooden kitchen table. I felt that Max was my brother because we were the same age. My father went to prison almost exactly the same time as his. But Max was a bit better than me, even though he was one month younger, because his father was The Leader. My mother said: “Lady Mosley was feeding him when a Special Branch man came and pulled Max off her breast.’ They hauled her off to prison. The two boys, Max and Alexander, were left without their mother and father and had to go into a home with a nanny,” and my mother’s dark eyes flashed with anger. She told us these st<strong>or</strong>ies often, sometime with very little <strong>or</strong> no emotion in her voice but usually she acted it all out with great feeling. I would try to hold Lovene’s hand under the table but my beautiful dark-haired, brown-eyed sister, who was five years older than me, pushed me away. Just bef<strong>or</strong>e my mother turned round from the sink Lovene mouthed the usual w<strong>or</strong>d which never failed to fix me in my chair: “Weed!” LOvE, HAtE & tHE LEAdEr ❝ my father went to prison almost exactly the same time as his. but max was a bit better than me, even though he was one month younger, because his father was the Leader My mother told us that one night, not long after the sirens had started and people in Brighton and elsewhere were digging holes four feet deep as bomb shelters and covering them with tin roofs, the Special Branch men came to the Grundy flat. As she spoke my mother touched the top of her head and with both hands patted the sides of it, like a woman about to go on stage <strong>or</strong> deliver an imp<strong>or</strong>tant charity appeal into a microphone. “I asked them what they wanted and one of them said, ‘You’ve got to leave Brighton.’ ‘Why?’ I asked. ‘Because you’re a security risk. The Germans might invade and you could go down to the beach at night and shine a t<strong>or</strong>ch.’ ‘I haven’t got a t<strong>or</strong>ch,’ I said. ‘Have you ever heard of matches?’ he asked and I said, ‘Rubbish. Mosley told us all to do nothing to damage England even though we’re at war because of the Jews.’” We knew the st<strong>or</strong>y by heart but Lovene and I always behaved as if it was the first time we’d heard it. “So the three of us left Brighton f<strong>or</strong> London by train.” She leant f<strong>or</strong>ward with her full lower lip resting on top of her crossed hands, which were already beginning to show the small lumps and bumps that signal the start of arthritis. “Our new neighbours in London said to me: ‘So where’s your man?’ and I said that your father was on special duties and I‘d been told not to tell anyone because of the Official Secrets Act. And then I’d ask, ‘And where’s your man?’ and one of them said, ‘He was killed at Dunkirk.’ I wanted to say, ‘You fools, if only you’d listened to Mosley.’ “Bef<strong>or</strong>e he went to prison your father taught Lovene to speak a bit of German. What was it Lovene? ‘Wir sind Freunde … we’re your friends.’ She laughed. “That was all your father could say in German. October 2010 | ColdType | 11
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