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sister was encouraged <strong>to</strong> <strong>on</strong>ly see boys <str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> young men<br />
from the Movement. Eventually she married <strong>on</strong>e.<br />
When my parents did split f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a time, when I was<br />
12 <strong>and</strong> my sister 17, it came as an en<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>mous relief.<br />
Edna <strong>and</strong> <strong>Love</strong>ne went briefly <strong>to</strong> stay with her vicar<br />
<strong>and</strong> I remained with my father, who <strong>to</strong>ld me <strong>on</strong>e<br />
night, while he was cleaning his bicycle in the kitchen,<br />
that my mother had been with lots of men since<br />
he married her <strong>and</strong> that she was a bad woman. He<br />
also <strong>to</strong>ld me that my mother loved the vicar,<br />
but that she would<br />
get a shock because he<br />
had found out that the<br />
vicar had a Jewish girlfriend<br />
<strong>and</strong> was going <strong>to</strong><br />
marry her.<br />
My sister <strong>to</strong>ld me much<br />
later that she prayed every<br />
night that my parents<br />
would div<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ce <strong>and</strong> end the<br />
rows, which were violent<br />
<strong>and</strong>, f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> us, extremely frightening.<br />
I <strong>to</strong>ld her that I used<br />
<strong>to</strong> pray that my father wasn’t<br />
my real father <strong>and</strong> that I was<br />
really the s<strong>on</strong> of Oswald Mosley,<br />
who was obviously some<br />
s<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>t of magician – <strong>on</strong>ly when<br />
his name was menti<strong>on</strong>ed would<br />
there be a semblance of peace in<br />
the house. When they learnt that<br />
Mosley would so<strong>on</strong> be in L<strong>on</strong>d<strong>on</strong><br />
f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a speaking campaign, it was if<br />
they were young lovers again.<br />
My mother would then take com<br />
m<strong>and</strong> of the Grundy fascist squadr<strong>on</strong> while my father<br />
disappeared f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> days <strong>to</strong> Hampt<strong>on</strong> Court, where<br />
he was having increasing difficulty holding <strong>on</strong> <strong>to</strong> his<br />
pho<strong>to</strong>grapher’s pitch because Jewish members of<br />
the “43” Group had found out that a Mosley man<br />
was w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>king in the area with a camera <strong>and</strong> making<br />
m<strong>on</strong>ey. He was later f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ced <strong>to</strong> give up street pho<strong>to</strong>graphy<br />
<strong>and</strong> become a teleph<strong>on</strong>e operat<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> at Paddingt<strong>on</strong><br />
Exchange. He went in<strong>to</strong> a deep depressi<strong>on</strong><br />
<strong>and</strong> became almost <strong>to</strong>tally isolated, sleeping during<br />
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Trev<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> Grundy<br />
the day <strong>and</strong> w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>king through the night while my<br />
mother c<strong>on</strong>tinued <strong>to</strong> groom me f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> the Church by<br />
entertaining the vicar – until <strong>on</strong>e night, with a terrible<br />
look <strong>on</strong> her face, she <strong>to</strong>ld me that the Rect<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>, as<br />
she called him, was indeed <strong>to</strong> marry a Jewess.<br />
She <strong>to</strong>ld me <strong>to</strong> go <strong>and</strong> see him <strong>and</strong> tell him that<br />
he was betraying Jesus by marrying a Jew, because<br />
the Jews had killed Jesus. I did that. I was 12 <strong>and</strong> a<br />
half.<br />
In 1956, when I was 16, Sir Oswald<br />
Mosley made a mini-comeback during<br />
the Suez <strong>and</strong> Hungarian Revoluti<strong>on</strong><br />
crises. He packed halls all over<br />
the country, meetings that were<br />
rarely menti<strong>on</strong>ed in the nati<strong>on</strong>al<br />
press. Mosley was <strong>on</strong> another<br />
anti-Jewish spin, blaming high<br />
finance <strong>and</strong> the Jews f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> masterminding<br />
a war against Nasser.<br />
“<strong>The</strong> same people who dragged<br />
us in<strong>to</strong> the last war.”<br />
I remember looking around<br />
the large hall <strong>and</strong> seeing people<br />
who had come <strong>to</strong> jeer<br />
leaping <strong>to</strong> their feet <strong>and</strong> applauding<br />
Mosley’s <str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>at<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>y.<br />
<strong>The</strong>y probably talked f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a<br />
few moments at the bus<br />
s<strong>to</strong>p afterwards about a<br />
vast <strong>and</strong> wasted talent.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re the matter would<br />
the Leader: Oswald mosley <strong>on</strong> a pamphlet<br />
from the british Uni<strong>on</strong> of fascists.<br />
end, <strong>and</strong> I very much<br />
doubt that when Mosley<br />
made his last bid <strong>to</strong> gain a parliamentary<br />
seat, in Notting Hill in 1959, the Movement had<br />
many m<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>e than 500 members throughout Britain.<br />
<strong>The</strong> Notting Hill campaign was the last time<br />
that we as a family remained solid behind Mosley.<br />
My father retained a deep affecti<strong>on</strong> f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> him right <strong>to</strong><br />
the end, but kept saying that Mosley wasn’t serious<br />
about power <strong>and</strong> was switching <strong>to</strong> attack the West<br />
Indians in Notting Hill because he no l<strong>on</strong>ger had the<br />
guts <strong>to</strong> take <strong>on</strong> the Jews.<br />
It was about that time my mother started suffering<br />
from deep depressi<strong>on</strong>s. And in their disillusi<strong>on</strong>