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sister was encouraged <strong>to</strong> <strong>on</strong>ly see boys <str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> young men<br />

from the Movement. Eventually she married <strong>on</strong>e.<br />

When my parents did split f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a time, when I was<br />

12 <strong>and</strong> my sister 17, it came as an en<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>mous relief.<br />

Edna <strong>and</strong> <strong>Love</strong>ne went briefly <strong>to</strong> stay with her vicar<br />

<strong>and</strong> I remained with my father, who <strong>to</strong>ld me <strong>on</strong>e<br />

night, while he was cleaning his bicycle in the kitchen,<br />

that my mother had been with lots of men since<br />

he married her <strong>and</strong> that she was a bad woman. He<br />

also <strong>to</strong>ld me that my mother loved the vicar,<br />

but that she would<br />

get a shock because he<br />

had found out that the<br />

vicar had a Jewish girlfriend<br />

<strong>and</strong> was going <strong>to</strong><br />

marry her.<br />

My sister <strong>to</strong>ld me much<br />

later that she prayed every<br />

night that my parents<br />

would div<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ce <strong>and</strong> end the<br />

rows, which were violent<br />

<strong>and</strong>, f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> us, extremely frightening.<br />

I <strong>to</strong>ld her that I used<br />

<strong>to</strong> pray that my father wasn’t<br />

my real father <strong>and</strong> that I was<br />

really the s<strong>on</strong> of Oswald Mosley,<br />

who was obviously some<br />

s<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>t of magician – <strong>on</strong>ly when<br />

his name was menti<strong>on</strong>ed would<br />

there be a semblance of peace in<br />

the house. When they learnt that<br />

Mosley would so<strong>on</strong> be in L<strong>on</strong>d<strong>on</strong><br />

f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a speaking campaign, it was if<br />

they were young lovers again.<br />

My mother would then take com<br />

m<strong>and</strong> of the Grundy fascist squadr<strong>on</strong> while my father<br />

disappeared f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> days <strong>to</strong> Hampt<strong>on</strong> Court, where<br />

he was having increasing difficulty holding <strong>on</strong> <strong>to</strong> his<br />

pho<strong>to</strong>grapher’s pitch because Jewish members of<br />

the “43” Group had found out that a Mosley man<br />

was w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>king in the area with a camera <strong>and</strong> making<br />

m<strong>on</strong>ey. He was later f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ced <strong>to</strong> give up street pho<strong>to</strong>graphy<br />

<strong>and</strong> become a teleph<strong>on</strong>e operat<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> at Paddingt<strong>on</strong><br />

Exchange. He went in<strong>to</strong> a deep depressi<strong>on</strong><br />

<strong>and</strong> became almost <strong>to</strong>tally isolated, sleeping during<br />

8 | <strong>ColdType</strong> | Oc<strong>to</strong>ber 2010<br />

Trev<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> Grundy<br />

the day <strong>and</strong> w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>king through the night while my<br />

mother c<strong>on</strong>tinued <strong>to</strong> groom me f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> the Church by<br />

entertaining the vicar – until <strong>on</strong>e night, with a terrible<br />

look <strong>on</strong> her face, she <strong>to</strong>ld me that the Rect<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>, as<br />

she called him, was indeed <strong>to</strong> marry a Jewess.<br />

She <strong>to</strong>ld me <strong>to</strong> go <strong>and</strong> see him <strong>and</strong> tell him that<br />

he was betraying Jesus by marrying a Jew, because<br />

the Jews had killed Jesus. I did that. I was 12 <strong>and</strong> a<br />

half.<br />

In 1956, when I was 16, Sir Oswald<br />

Mosley made a mini-comeback during<br />

the Suez <strong>and</strong> Hungarian Revoluti<strong>on</strong><br />

crises. He packed halls all over<br />

the country, meetings that were<br />

rarely menti<strong>on</strong>ed in the nati<strong>on</strong>al<br />

press. Mosley was <strong>on</strong> another<br />

anti-Jewish spin, blaming high<br />

finance <strong>and</strong> the Jews f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> masterminding<br />

a war against Nasser.<br />

“<strong>The</strong> same people who dragged<br />

us in<strong>to</strong> the last war.”<br />

I remember looking around<br />

the large hall <strong>and</strong> seeing people<br />

who had come <strong>to</strong> jeer<br />

leaping <strong>to</strong> their feet <strong>and</strong> applauding<br />

Mosley’s <str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>at<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>y.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y probably talked f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a<br />

few moments at the bus<br />

s<strong>to</strong>p afterwards about a<br />

vast <strong>and</strong> wasted talent.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re the matter would<br />

the Leader: Oswald mosley <strong>on</strong> a pamphlet<br />

from the british Uni<strong>on</strong> of fascists.<br />

end, <strong>and</strong> I very much<br />

doubt that when Mosley<br />

made his last bid <strong>to</strong> gain a parliamentary<br />

seat, in Notting Hill in 1959, the Movement had<br />

many m<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>e than 500 members throughout Britain.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Notting Hill campaign was the last time<br />

that we as a family remained solid behind Mosley.<br />

My father retained a deep affecti<strong>on</strong> f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> him right <strong>to</strong><br />

the end, but kept saying that Mosley wasn’t serious<br />

about power <strong>and</strong> was switching <strong>to</strong> attack the West<br />

Indians in Notting Hill because he no l<strong>on</strong>ger had the<br />

guts <strong>to</strong> take <strong>on</strong> the Jews.<br />

It was about that time my mother started suffering<br />

from deep depressi<strong>on</strong>s. And in their disillusi<strong>on</strong>

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