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as the Communists called it. My mother<br />

w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>e a far m<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>e flamboyant design which<br />

inc<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>p<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ated the Roman fasces, the symbol<br />

of unity <strong>and</strong> power in the ancient<br />

w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>ld, <strong>on</strong> a Uni<strong>on</strong> Jack with the letters<br />

BUF <strong>on</strong> it, British Uni<strong>on</strong> of Fascists.<br />

<strong>The</strong> four of us walked <strong>to</strong> Baker Street<br />

Underground Stati<strong>on</strong> where an elderly<br />

man who owned the shop where my<br />

mother bought her expensive face powder<br />

lifted his hat <strong>and</strong> said, “Good evening,<br />

Mrs Grundy.”<br />

A few paces down the road my father<br />

muttered, “Jewboy.”<br />

First we went <strong>to</strong> Oxf<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>d Street where<br />

we climbed up the escalat<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>s, which were<br />

not w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>king because of the weather, <strong>and</strong><br />

caught a bus <strong>to</strong> Trafalgar Square. F<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> a<br />

few minutes we s<strong>to</strong>od waiting in the cold<br />

outside the Nati<strong>on</strong>al Gallery until a small<br />

van s<strong>to</strong>pped <strong>and</strong> the driver said, “In you<br />

get. Evening, Mrs Grundy. <strong>The</strong>se two your<br />

nippers, are they then, Sid?”<br />

We drove past St Martin-in-the-Fields<br />

<strong>and</strong> the en<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>mous column with Nels<strong>on</strong><br />

<strong>on</strong> the <strong>to</strong>p looking <strong>to</strong>wards Parliament. I<br />

thought, “Mosley will <strong>on</strong>e day be in charge<br />

of Parliament, though he might decide <strong>to</strong><br />

burn it down like Hitler.”<br />

We were driven <strong>to</strong> a derelict part of the<br />

East End where I overheard the driver<br />

talking <strong>to</strong> my father. “This was some of<br />

the w<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>st damage, Sid. <strong>The</strong> whole area<br />

around dockl<strong>and</strong> was a write-off, but at<br />

least it’s f<str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g>cing this bloody government<br />

<strong>to</strong> do something abut housing.” He was<br />

providing a guided <strong>to</strong>ur <strong>and</strong> I heard him<br />

say, “That’s where the Old Man spoke in<br />

‘36,” <strong>and</strong>, “Ridley Road, Sid, Ridley Road<br />

<strong>on</strong> the left.” He turned <strong>to</strong> us in the back<br />

seat <strong>and</strong> said, “Great days, you two. Great<br />

days, coming again. Not l<strong>on</strong>g <strong>to</strong> wait.<br />

Great days.”<br />

When he dropped us off, he <strong>to</strong>ld my father<br />

<strong>to</strong> catch another bus. Cars went past<br />

LOvE, HAtE & tHE LEAdEr<br />

❝<br />

Suddenly<br />

there were<br />

hundreds of<br />

people, most of<br />

them laughing,<br />

slapping <strong>on</strong>e<br />

another <strong>on</strong><br />

the back <strong>and</strong><br />

talking very<br />

loudly about<br />

‘Commies’,<br />

‘yids’, ‘the good<br />

old days’ <strong>and</strong><br />

the great days<br />

<strong>to</strong> come now<br />

that the<br />

Old man,<br />

the Leader,<br />

was back.<br />

<strong>and</strong> I felt a wave of icy water hit my legs.<br />

<strong>Love</strong>ne glared at me so I said nothing.<br />

My mother bent down <strong>to</strong> me <strong>and</strong> said,”<br />

In a few minutes you’ll see <strong>The</strong> Leader.”<br />

<strong>The</strong>n a black van s<strong>to</strong>pped in the road<br />

about ten yards from us. “Sid!” some<strong>on</strong>e<br />

shouted. We got in but this time there<br />

were a dozen <str<strong>on</strong>g>or</str<strong>on</strong>g> so people in the back<br />

<strong>and</strong> some were drinking from Watney’s<br />

brown ale bottles <strong>and</strong> smoking cigarettes.<br />

We all got out when we reached a grey<br />

st<strong>on</strong>e building <strong>and</strong> walked across the<br />

playground where some fresh snow had<br />

fallen <strong>on</strong> <strong>to</strong>p of the black slush. My father<br />

s<strong>to</strong>pped several times <strong>to</strong> greet people he<br />

knew as we moved in<strong>to</strong> the main school<br />

hall.<br />

Suddenly there were hundreds of<br />

people, most of them laughing, slapping<br />

<strong>on</strong>e another <strong>on</strong> the back <strong>and</strong> talking very<br />

loudly about ‘Commies’, ‘Yids’, ‘the good<br />

old days’ <strong>and</strong> the great days <strong>to</strong> come now<br />

that the Old Man, <strong>The</strong> Leader, was back.<br />

I noticed that while my father threw<br />

himself in<strong>to</strong> the thick of things my mother<br />

s<strong>to</strong>od <strong>to</strong> <strong>on</strong>e side with <strong>Love</strong>ne <strong>and</strong> me,<br />

politely saying “good evening” <strong>to</strong> East<br />

Enders who wanted <strong>to</strong> take a closer look<br />

at her badge.<br />

One old man knelt down <strong>and</strong> breathed<br />

straight in<strong>to</strong> my face. “G<strong>on</strong>na do a bit<br />

of Jew bashin’ when you’re older,” he<br />

leered.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re were Uni<strong>on</strong> Jacks <strong>and</strong> several<br />

flags with flash <strong>and</strong> circles <strong>on</strong> them set<br />

against a blood red background. My father<br />

said, “It’s unbelievable, Edna. At least a<br />

thous<strong>and</strong> people. Two thous<strong>and</strong>.”<br />

Beside the stage were men with cameras<br />

<strong>and</strong> flashbulbs <strong>and</strong> every now <strong>and</strong><br />

again, as <strong>on</strong>e of them <strong>to</strong>ok a picture, silence<br />

would descend <strong>on</strong> the room, then<br />

the noise, shouting <strong>and</strong> a lot of laughter,<br />

would swell up again. Some<strong>on</strong>e cried<br />

out:<br />

Oc<strong>to</strong>ber 2010 | <strong>ColdType</strong> | 23

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