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the mirror haS<br />

tWo faceS<br />

A personal account of using facial filler for lipoatrophy<br />

by Jeff berry<br />

eVER SIncE IT FIRST BEgan aPPEaRIng wITH<br />

some regularity in people with HIV in the mid 1990’s,<br />

lipoatrophy has earned its well deserved reputation<br />

as the Scarlet Letter of HIV, also known as “the look.”<br />

Lipoatrophy is the loss of subcutaneous fat under the skin, most<br />

notably in the face, but also in the butt, arms, and legs, and is<br />

thought to be part of a larger syndrome called lipodystrophy,<br />

which is the redistribution of fat in the body and can include buffalo<br />

hump, enlarged breasts, and visceral fat in the abdomen.<br />

It can sometimes be extremely disfiguring,<br />

and almost always causes some level<br />

of emotional distress, even depression,<br />

and oftentimes self-imposed isolation in<br />

those who suffer from its stigmatizing<br />

effects. It can also affect ad<strong>here</strong>nce to HIV<br />

medications, and deter people from starting<br />

treatment in the first place.<br />

<strong>The</strong> cause of lipoatrophy has been<br />

linked to certain HIV medications, most<br />

notably d4T (Zerit, stavudine) and to a lesser<br />

extent AZT (Retrovir, zidovudine) and<br />

ddI (Videx, didanosine); other HIV meds,<br />

including some protease inhibitors; and it<br />

has also been linked to HIV itself. D4T is<br />

rarely prescribed in the U.S. anymore, but is<br />

still widely used in many developing countries<br />

due to its availability and low cost.<br />

While we don’t see as many new cases of<br />

lipoatrophy <strong>here</strong> in the U.S. with those who<br />

have since initiated therapy using newer<br />

and less-toxic antiretrovirals, it is still prevalent<br />

among those using d4T in developing<br />

countries, although d4T continues to fall<br />

out of favor with providers and is used less<br />

and less as more and newer drugs become<br />

available in those regions.<br />

For those who have been treated with<br />

some of these older, more toxic drugs<br />

(when that was all that was available),<br />

many have developed the sunken cheeks,<br />

veiny arms and legs, and loss of fat in the<br />

butt to the point w<strong>here</strong> it is uncomfortable<br />

to sit for more than a short period of time.<br />

Once you discontinue taking a drug like<br />

d4T, you can sometimes stop the lipoatrophy<br />

from progressing any further, but it<br />

can take a long time to see any reversal of<br />

its effects, if ever, so some people will turn<br />

to using facial fillers to replace the fat in<br />

the face that has been lost.<br />

I have written several articles in the<br />

past, for both PoSITIVELY awaRE and<br />

<strong>The</strong><strong>Body</strong>.com, about my experiences<br />

dealing with the physical and emotional<br />

aspects of having lipoatrophy and its<br />

stigmatizing effects, as well as my experience<br />

using a facial filler, Sculptra (known<br />

then as New-Fill) back in 2001. <strong>The</strong> results<br />

I saw in 2001 were only moderate, and<br />

disappeared within about six months to<br />

a year, mainly due to the fact that I only<br />

received two treatments because that was<br />

all that I could afford.<br />

In THE FaLL oF LaST YEaR, I<br />

decided to revisit the idea of receiving<br />

another round of facial filler<br />

treatments, and I went to see Dr. Dan<br />

Berger of Northstar Medical Center in<br />

Chicago for a consultation. Dr. Berger, who<br />

also writes for PoSITIVELY awaRE, and<br />

has over 12 years of experience providing<br />

Sculptra, recommended that I undergo<br />

five or six “sessions” due to the level of<br />

facial lipoatrophy that I had. Facial lipoatrophy<br />

is graded on a scale of 1 to 5, with 1<br />

being mild, and 5 being severe—mine was<br />

severe, between grade 4 and 5. During<br />

each session, I was to receive injections of<br />

two vials, or one “kit” of Sculptra, one vial<br />

for each side of my face.<br />

Sculptra, or injectable poly-L-lactic<br />

acid, is one of only two FDA approved<br />

treatments in the U.S. for HIV-associated<br />

facial lipoatrophy, the other being<br />

Radiesse. Both of these injectables work<br />

by being absorbed into the body and<br />

stimulating the growth of the body’s own<br />

collagen, so they are not permanent fillers.<br />

T<strong>here</strong> are other fillers available (see<br />

table, page 43) that are also used for<br />

POSiTivElyAwARE.COM SEPTEMBER+OCTOBER 2012 41

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