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The Bedroom<br />

Fetish - Un petit dialogue by Ramojus G<strong>in</strong>eika<br />

-You said you have someth<strong>in</strong>g to tell me…<br />

-Oh yes, I do. A puffed-up beauty cried yesterday that her nail broke and her manicurist is <strong>of</strong>f duty on Sunday even<strong>in</strong>gs.<br />

Her heart-break<strong>in</strong>g weep sounded throughout <strong>the</strong> street where she lived. And someone, just pass<strong>in</strong>g by, thought: “if all<br />

this tragedy is now for one nail…”<br />

-Yet, this nail was not so middle-class, you know. She paid a fortune for <strong>the</strong> woman she admired <strong>the</strong> most <strong>in</strong> her life to<br />

have two Swarovski’s on this nail, which sparkled from any source <strong>of</strong> light like no-one ever seen it before. Indeed, it<br />

helped her <strong>in</strong> various ways just show<strong>in</strong>g this middle f<strong>in</strong>ger <strong>of</strong> her right hand, which <strong>in</strong> fact was <strong>the</strong> one with crystals. She<br />

even considered doubl<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> effect by simply add<strong>in</strong>g a few crystals to <strong>the</strong> middle f<strong>in</strong>ger <strong>of</strong> her left hand. Now it was all<br />

ru<strong>in</strong>ed. For some moments she even thought <strong>of</strong> fall<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to a Great Depression, which, as she has heard, happened <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong> US. “Might <strong>the</strong>re be a greater disaster?” she thought to herself, still weep<strong>in</strong>g…<br />

-Still weep<strong>in</strong>g? Come on, it was not all that bad, was it?<br />

-Oh yes, it was. There always was a dream <strong>of</strong> her to meet a pr<strong>in</strong>ce on a white horse to take her to France, preferably to a<br />

villa a-la-Versailles on <strong>the</strong> coast <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mediterranean Sea. That is why she also liked her sk<strong>in</strong> to be as brown as milk<br />

chocolate – not too little, but also not too much…<br />

-So she was an <strong>in</strong>terest<strong>in</strong>g person after all?<br />

-Oh yes, she was… Before that day. That day changed everyth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> her life and she realized someth<strong>in</strong>g she longed to<br />

realize for so long. But you have to know someth<strong>in</strong>g more about her beforehand. So she waited for this pr<strong>in</strong>ce and had<br />

never, never stepped out <strong>of</strong> her small town. There were farm-lands all around, so she thought: “ok, <strong>the</strong>re are farm-lands,<br />

so whenever I will go out <strong>of</strong> this township, I could be called a farmer” and <strong>the</strong>n she shook her head <strong>in</strong> disbelief that<br />

someone could ever call her a farmer… It was unbearable only to th<strong>in</strong>k about it, not even mention <strong>in</strong> words. And so she<br />

lived, till one day she met her…<br />

-Who?<br />

-Her manicurist! A small woman <strong>in</strong> her fifties, who once lived <strong>in</strong> a big city and was still full <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se dull stories big cities<br />

are proud <strong>of</strong> mak<strong>in</strong>g. Let’s call her Eva, just to have a simple name. So Eva was <strong>the</strong> one who brought empt<strong>in</strong>ess to<br />

already not so mean<strong>in</strong>gful beauty. They were <strong>the</strong> ones to chat overnights <strong>in</strong> Eva’s salon, discuss<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>gs, from new<br />

lipsticks to new bed l<strong>in</strong>en, freshly presented <strong>in</strong> Paris. Though it hardly could be called a dialogue – it was only a straight<br />

monologue, where our beauty just sat <strong>in</strong> disbelief <strong>of</strong> all those great th<strong>in</strong>gs happen<strong>in</strong>g somewhere outside her k<strong>in</strong>gdom<br />

<strong>of</strong> seventy n<strong>in</strong>e houses, a church and a school.<br />

-The irony here is that <strong>the</strong> day she broke her nail was <strong>the</strong> last day <strong>of</strong> her manicurist. Sadly, our beauty only<br />

called her after Eva was already <strong>in</strong> morgue. Did she blame herself for call<strong>in</strong>g too late? No, she<br />

blamed herself for be<strong>in</strong>g unaware <strong>of</strong> this piece <strong>of</strong> cloth, which suddenly took<br />

half <strong>of</strong> her polished-to-perfection nail. And she wept for be<strong>in</strong>g unable to<br />

show <strong>the</strong> crystals <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> ga<strong>the</strong>r<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole township – <strong>the</strong> last<br />

journey <strong>of</strong> Eva…<br />

-Wait a second: so <strong>the</strong>re is noth<strong>in</strong>g she realized on that day?<br />

-Oh yes, <strong>the</strong>re is! Always, always before cry<strong>in</strong>g be sure to have a<br />

make-over cleaner!<br />

2007 Je Joue INSIDER|7

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