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Marist<br />

Brothers<br />

Teachers at<br />

Carmino’s secondary<br />

school, a Roman<br />

Catholic religious<br />

order. The order was<br />

founded in France in<br />

1817 by Marcellin<br />

Champagnat, a<br />

young French<br />

priest. Champagnat<br />

was disillusioned<br />

with the growing<br />

secularism that<br />

gripped the areas<br />

<strong>of</strong> rural France<br />

where he worked.<br />

He decided to start<br />

a religious order <strong>of</strong><br />

brothers, building<br />

schools for the<br />

underprivileged<br />

where they might<br />

learn to become<br />

“Good Christians<br />

and Good Citizens”.<br />

go to church? It just doesn’t make sense.”<br />

Carmino began to sense that God wanted<br />

him to get baptised – but he struggled<br />

with this.<br />

“God said, ‘Get baptised.’ I said, ‘Why<br />

should I?’”<br />

A few months later, another crisis loomed<br />

as his mum became ill with breast cancer.<br />

This was enough to bring Carmino to his<br />

knees and God spoke again:<br />

“Will you get baptised?”<br />

“Yes,” said Carmino, and he began to<br />

weep. “Something inside me just knew I<br />

was born again.”<br />

With this “yes” came the power to say<br />

“no” to drinking and other bad habits. In<br />

their place came an insatiable thirst for<br />

God. Four months later, on 23 June 2002,<br />

Carmino was baptised and he began to be<br />

involved in local mission work with London<br />

City Mission.<br />

But still he wasn’t satisfied. In 2004, he<br />

was in Spain, sitting on a bench with his<br />

mother when he began crying.<br />

“Look mother, there’s just one piece <strong>of</strong><br />

the jigsaw puzzle that I need and I don’t<br />

know where to find it. God must give me<br />

the last piece to see the full picture.”<br />

Not long after, a <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong> bus was<br />

parked in Croydon shopping district, and<br />

Carmino walked straight on board.<br />

“I just felt I could belong!” he rec<strong>all</strong>s, “And<br />

as soon as <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong> member, Anthony,<br />

mentioned community Carmino thought,<br />

“Yes – thank You, Lord!”<br />

Here at last was the missing piece, “the<br />

kingdom <strong>of</strong> God” lived out in a concrete<br />

visible way, and Carmino moved quickly<br />

to take hold <strong>of</strong> it – he became a committed<br />

member <strong>of</strong> the <strong>Jesus</strong> Fellowship and<br />

moved into Christian community that<br />

same year, and made a commitment to<br />

celibacy the next.<br />

“It’s been a quick and exciting journey”, he<br />

says, “but it has not been easy. I had found<br />

church – but there is a price tag attached.<br />

“God wanted everything. Everything<br />

meant everything. Each part <strong>of</strong> the ‘everything’<br />

has been difficult to surrender and<br />

I’ve had to fight and fight and fight.”<br />

Perhaps the most remarkable part has<br />

been celibacy.<br />

“Celibacy has multiplied my love for God,<br />

for those around me and for the Church at<br />

large. I can love without measure because<br />

I feed from the love <strong>of</strong> God and the love <strong>of</strong><br />

God is completely unstoppable – the love <strong>of</strong><br />

another human being can be quenched.”<br />

Carmino continues: “My c<strong>all</strong>ing is to<br />

voice in a very humble and simple way<br />

what is the heart <strong>of</strong> God and to be very<br />

clear about it. It reminds me <strong>of</strong> the miraculous<br />

multiplication <strong>of</strong> bread and fish:<br />

a sm<strong>all</strong>, humble <strong>of</strong>fering – five loaves and<br />

two fishes – transformed into a huge meal<br />

for a multitude.”<br />

“That’s where God is at. That is the God I<br />

love.”<br />

“My greatest joy would be for people to<br />

say ‘I saw <strong>Jesus</strong> through you; I saw God’s<br />

love and beauty through you and you have<br />

helped me to find God in a fuller way.’” JL<br />

Far left:<br />

Carmino<br />

breaks bread<br />

Left: Carmino<br />

in Croydon<br />

<br />

www.jesus.org.uk<br />

<strong>Jesus</strong> Life Life Three/2007 Two/2007 Page 23

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