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Uncharted<br />

On 1 April 2007,<br />

Deborah Stockley, aged<br />

25, made a lifelong<br />

vow <strong>of</strong> celibacy. “People<br />

were a bit surprised<br />

at my choice <strong>of</strong> date,”<br />

said Deborah, “it being<br />

‘April Fools’ Day’! But<br />

the date was perfect for<br />

me – I love it – because<br />

through natural eyes it’s<br />

a very foolish thing that<br />

I’ve done!”<br />

Terrain<br />

into uncharted terrain...<br />

www.jesus.org.uk<br />

IN 2002, I was engaged and looking at marriage. By 2007<br />

I had committed myself to lifelong singleness. What could<br />

be worth giving up <strong>all</strong> prospects <strong>of</strong> marriage and children<br />

for? Here are some extracts from my “God book” which<br />

charts five incredible years <strong>of</strong> my life. It is hard to know<br />

where to start this journey tale...<br />

August 2002: At the celibates’ meeting someone said...<br />

“<strong>Jesus</strong> was focused and clear. He had no distractions.<br />

The celibate gift breaks through to change things; turns<br />

things around; gathers the committed; draws and wins<br />

and reminds us where we’re going. We’re living for<br />

something that will last forever and c<strong>all</strong>ed to be as radical<br />

as <strong>Jesus</strong> was. To go against the tide <strong>of</strong> this world, putting<br />

love for the kingdom <strong>of</strong> God above <strong>all</strong> else.”<br />

This got me thinking...<br />

15 October 2004: Counting the cost.<br />

I’ve been ch<strong>all</strong>enged over the last couple <strong>of</strong> weeks about<br />

the marriage or celibacy issue, especi<strong>all</strong>y as marriage is a<br />

real possibility right now. Tonight I was tot<strong>all</strong>y overcome.<br />

I was in that position <strong>of</strong> total surrender to God and that<br />

scared me – I wanted to run like hell. I’ve been fighting<br />

not to be in that “full and glad surrender” position, but<br />

the more I’ve fought it the more God has been taking me<br />

on that journey and the whole thing is blowing me away.<br />

I know that from now on whatever God asks me to do, I<br />

Continued overleaf<br />

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<strong>Jesus</strong> Life Three/2007 Page 9

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