esprit - The University of Scranton
esprit - The University of Scranton
esprit - The University of Scranton
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Deliverance<br />
Jenn Lewis<br />
Thursday afternoons I trudge<br />
down cool green tile, sweating<br />
a well-preserved funk<br />
<strong>of</strong> unease. But curiosity<br />
ripens each lungful <strong>of</strong> reek<br />
before souring, checking<br />
my stride at the door. I linger<br />
while the teacher scoops<br />
one from the tank—“what a beauty!”—<br />
and serves it, raw. Fluid puddles<br />
beneath an indifferent gaze.<br />
I try not to stare back<br />
as I arrange my immaculate<br />
knives: inspection follows,<br />
the body in rigor, so unlike<br />
the bundles in movies and ads<br />
and food packaging. I consider<br />
means <strong>of</strong> setting pins, avoiding<br />
almost-cloven hooves or squashed<br />
hindquarters. Hairless,<br />
its back rests slick beneath my fingers.<br />
<strong>The</strong>y prickle as I unzip<br />
the smooth leather jacket, and I murmur<br />
a brief prayer <strong>of</strong> contrition for<br />
what I am about to do.<br />
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