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The Current - The Rivers School

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I lock my eyes with my grandmother,<br />

her own yellowed with disease. And there I am,<br />

my feet tucked under as I lie trapped<br />

in the screeching train taking me<br />

to the foreign land of her death. My tears<br />

are fists thumping on the windows as all<br />

normality streaks away behind the glass.<br />

I can visit grieving relations,<br />

I know how to be a tourist.<br />

Hear the call, make my travel plan and take the next<br />

flight over. Gawk at the strange inhabitants, try to speak<br />

the language of the eternally marred which seems<br />

Stephanie Lie // Simplicity<br />

sit in the seat cushioned by relief.<br />

impossible to understand. I take the flight back to my life,<br />

I can go home, I’m not bound to that charred landscape.<br />

But what if With guilty, contraband wondering I ask,<br />

how would I inhabit that alien land<br />

I could always wonder, but now there’s no time.<br />

<strong>The</strong> train doors have shut, the swarming nurses keep<br />

filling and filling the suffocated house. <strong>The</strong> relentless iron wheels<br />

turn beneath my feet in their flip-flops and my grandmother asks for<br />

a milkshake. Just let her have what she wants, said with a knowing look.<br />

And with a final crash, the noise stops. <strong>The</strong> kitchen phone rings,<br />

my mother’s screaming sobs are the train doors that open. <strong>The</strong> minister<br />

17<br />

Alexandra Gaither // Autumn Puddle<br />

at the funeral hands me a sermon as I stand smothered in confusion.<br />

Welcome, you have now reached your destination. Here is your passport.<br />

Now I’m a citizen.

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