The Current - The Rivers School
The Current - The Rivers School
The Current - The Rivers School
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I lock my eyes with my grandmother,<br />
her own yellowed with disease. And there I am,<br />
my feet tucked under as I lie trapped<br />
in the screeching train taking me<br />
to the foreign land of her death. My tears<br />
are fists thumping on the windows as all<br />
normality streaks away behind the glass.<br />
I can visit grieving relations,<br />
I know how to be a tourist.<br />
Hear the call, make my travel plan and take the next<br />
flight over. Gawk at the strange inhabitants, try to speak<br />
the language of the eternally marred which seems<br />
Stephanie Lie // Simplicity<br />
sit in the seat cushioned by relief.<br />
impossible to understand. I take the flight back to my life,<br />
I can go home, I’m not bound to that charred landscape.<br />
But what if With guilty, contraband wondering I ask,<br />
how would I inhabit that alien land<br />
I could always wonder, but now there’s no time.<br />
<strong>The</strong> train doors have shut, the swarming nurses keep<br />
filling and filling the suffocated house. <strong>The</strong> relentless iron wheels<br />
turn beneath my feet in their flip-flops and my grandmother asks for<br />
a milkshake. Just let her have what she wants, said with a knowing look.<br />
And with a final crash, the noise stops. <strong>The</strong> kitchen phone rings,<br />
my mother’s screaming sobs are the train doors that open. <strong>The</strong> minister<br />
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Alexandra Gaither // Autumn Puddle<br />
at the funeral hands me a sermon as I stand smothered in confusion.<br />
Welcome, you have now reached your destination. Here is your passport.<br />
Now I’m a citizen.