MAMULI N25.pmd
MAMULI N25.pmd
MAMULI N25.pmd
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vici, vici, ar damijerebT, magram<br />
me mainc minda giTxraT:<br />
- CemTvis im dRes aravis<br />
`cxeloda~ vaSingtonSi...<br />
arc Cemi stumari kolegisaTvis,<br />
romelmac Sileris sam-<br />
Soblo gadmolaxa da amerikaSi<br />
Camofrinda, saSobaod pensilvania<br />
aveniuze rom gaeseirna.<br />
„Christmass in Washington“imdenad<br />
ganTqmuli dResaswaulia,<br />
imdenad garTulni arian<br />
misi aRniSvniT, rom warmoidgineT,<br />
CemTvisac ver moicales.<br />
xumroba iqiT iyos da, karga<br />
gvarianad cioda iq...<br />
yovel stumrobaze vaSington-<br />
Si raRac ucnauri gancda meufleba:<br />
manqanas quCaSi vtoveb da<br />
sul fexiT vurben mTlad vaSingtons.<br />
me miyvars vaSingtoni... ar<br />
gavs binZur da civ, internacionalur<br />
niu-iorks, arc irmebiTa<br />
da policielebiT Casafrebul<br />
niu jersis, igi ufro Cems qalaqs<br />
magonebs, an kidev Tbiliss,<br />
leseliZis quCas, erekles moedans,<br />
qvafenilian trotuarebs<br />
da... kus tbas...<br />
xelovnuri Tu bunebrivi tbebiT<br />
mdidaria es `Cemi~ vaSingtoni.<br />
sadac tbaa, iq xeivanicaa,<br />
sadac xeivania, iq Zelskamic, sadac<br />
Zelskamia, iq var mec!<br />
- da sadac me var, iq xar<br />
Senc, Cemo Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo!<br />
* * *<br />
CasvlisTanave TeTri saxlisaken<br />
miveSurebi, mainteresebs, Tu<br />
isev iseTi TeTria, rogoric ukanaskneli<br />
stumrobisas iyo.<br />
gamoCnda kidec... amovisunTqe,<br />
isev TeTri iyo, TovliviT qaTqaTa,<br />
ganaTebuli da saSobaod<br />
mokazmuli zustad iseTi gvirgvinebiT,<br />
Cven rom panaSvidebze<br />
mivarTmevdiT xolme micvalebulebs.<br />
es iyo, rom axla Savi<br />
bafTis nacvlad wiTeli bafTa<br />
emosa, xolo `dagtiriT koleqtivis~<br />
nacvlad `Seasons greetings~.<br />
ise, Tu dafiqrebulxarT, ra<br />
ostaturadaa gamogonebuli<br />
`Seasons greetings~ da ara<br />
`Merry Christmass~.<br />
am bolo warweras ukve iSviaTad<br />
SexvdebiT amerikaSi, daakvirdebodiT<br />
kidec, rom wels<br />
Macy’-is qselSi `Merry Christmass~<br />
arsad ewera, yvelgan is<br />
warwera iyo, romelSic ver gaarCevdiT<br />
ras gvilocavdnen, - axal<br />
wels, Sobas, xanukas Tu gazeT<br />
`mamulis~ ori wlis iubiles.<br />
* * *<br />
sityva gamigrZelda, imas geubnebodiT,<br />
rom saxli isev TeTri<br />
iyo, vifiqre, arsad gameqceva-Tqo,<br />
da pirvelad axalgaxsnili meore<br />
msoflio omis memorialisaken<br />
gaveSure. es memoriali sul<br />
ramodenime Tvis win, giorgobis-<br />
TveSi gaixsna da linkoln memorialis<br />
pirdapir mdebareobs.<br />
wina vizitisas, roca `fanqridan~<br />
(ase eZaxian vaSington<br />
memorials) dabla viWyitebodi,<br />
Tvali movkari, rom grZeli Sadrevanis<br />
dasawyisSi raRac mSenebloba<br />
mimdinareobda. maSin miTxres,<br />
rom rei Carlzis memoriali<br />
keTdebao. mesiamovna, jerac<br />
ar gacivebula cxonebuli da<br />
ukve memorialsac ugeben-meTqi.<br />
gulSi gavifiqre, rom es kidev<br />
erTi Zegli iqneboda, romelsac<br />
amerika xarkad gascemda im braldebebis<br />
uarsayofad, rac xSirad<br />
rasizmisa da saerTod Savkanianebis<br />
mimarT ismis...<br />
mcdari aRmoCnda maSindeli<br />
informacia... roca CNN pirdapir<br />
eTerSi am memorialis gaxsnis<br />
ceremonias aCvenebda, mivxvdi<br />
rom maSin viRacam SecdomaSi<br />
Semiyvana... uxeSad rom vTqva,<br />
momatyua...<br />
memoriali wris formis kedlebia,<br />
civi filebiT da gvirgvinebiT<br />
(mxolod aq vxdebiT gvirgvinebs<br />
gamarTlebulad, radgan<br />
igi frontze daRupulTa xsovnisadmia<br />
miZRvnili). TiToeul<br />
filas Statis saxeli aweria,<br />
xolo memorialis centrSi Sadrevania,<br />
mis kedelze 4 aTasi<br />
oqrosferi xuTqimiani varskvlavia<br />
miWedebuli, TiToeuli 100<br />
daRupul mebrZols gamoxatavs,<br />
da mTlianobaSi 400 aTass, ase<br />
zustad damrgvalebul cifrs<br />
qmnis, Statebma rom dakarga frontis<br />
xazze.<br />
kedlis napirebze amerikis prezidentebis<br />
gamonaTqvamebia amotvifruli.<br />
versad Sexvdebi sityvas<br />
am omis mniSvnelobis, Tundac<br />
daRupulTa im 9 milioniani<br />
danaklisis Sesaxeb, romel-<br />
Sic Cems patara qveyanasac karga<br />
gvariani wili udevs.<br />
meore msoflio omi CemSi germaniasa<br />
da sabWoTa kavSirs Soris<br />
gamocxadebul omad asocirdeba,<br />
arada, Cemi istoriis maswavlebels<br />
ar uswavlebia Cem-<br />
Tvis, Tu ra SuaSi iyo am omSi<br />
an amerika, an iaponia, an inglisi,<br />
an is matyuara, `moRalate~ safrangeTi.<br />
amaSi marto Cems maswavlebels<br />
ver davadanaSauleb,<br />
wignSi ar ewera amis Sesaxeb,<br />
sizmradac ar daesizmreboda da<br />
aba rogor maswavlida?<br />
es omi ufro sxva dros sasaubro<br />
Temaa, me is maRelvebs, rom<br />
verc am memorialiT vetyviT<br />
STamomavlobas, Tu visi gamarjvebiT<br />
gasrulda es omi.<br />
memorialis daTvalierebis<br />
Semdeg fexiT linkoln memorialisaken<br />
miveSurebi. rac ufro<br />
mokle manZili ggonia, miT ufro<br />
grZeldeba gza...<br />
im `boxola~ svetebSi arc<br />
ki Cans linkolni, gegoneba TiTqos<br />
`damalobanasac~ geTamaSeba,<br />
xan muxlisTavs giCvenebs, xan<br />
kide xelis gasaocrad did mtevans.<br />
`nametnavad uazrod~ dagegmarebulia<br />
es memoriali. Soridan<br />
mxolod nageboba Cans, is<br />
Zegli ki aramc da aramc... warmoidgineT,<br />
berZeniSvilis xel-<br />
Tuqmneli Zegli, daviT aRmaSenebeli<br />
rom quCis mopirdapire<br />
mxares dagvedga, egreTwodebul<br />
`andropovis yurebs~ Soris, rogori<br />
sanaxavi iqneboda... kidev<br />
kargi, aseTi ram did daviTs<br />
marTla ar vakadreT, yovlisSem-<br />
Zle, uamrav omTa gadamtani, ar<br />
wamovaskupeT, ar mivmaleT Crdil-<br />
Si, am madliani wvimisa da spetaki<br />
Tovlis gareSe, mwveli mzis<br />
sxivis madlis SeugrZnoblad...<br />
me mesmis, linkolni rom naxo,<br />
unda eaxlo, magram isic xom<br />
unda davinaxoT, rom igi erTi<br />
oTaxis Tu darbazis eqsponati<br />
ufroa, vidre mTlad qalaqis<br />
mSveneba Tu pasporti, romelsac<br />
madliani `qarTlis dedis~<br />
msgavsad qalaqis yvela kunWulidan<br />
dainaxav.<br />
ase afaseben prezidentebs,<br />
erTs gadaxurulSi malaven, meores<br />
sapativcemulod ki uzarmazar<br />
`fanqars~ aSeneben, fanqars,<br />
romelic Sens SegrZnebaSi<br />
aucileblad did kiTxvis niSans<br />
dasvams:<br />
- sad fanqari da sad vaSingtoni?..<br />
vaSingtonis `fanqari~ remontSi<br />
iyo, masSi moxvedra amJamad<br />
ver movaxerxe, amitomac am werilSi<br />
masze naklebad visaubroT...<br />
* * *<br />
me axla jorj vaSingtonis<br />
universitetis labirinTebSi var,<br />
yvela fakultets Tavisi quCa<br />
Tu korpusi rom aqvs. me mediis<br />
fakultets veZeb, CNN-is erTerT<br />
gadacemaze, Crossfire-ze maqvs<br />
dasaswrebi bileTi.<br />
Cems pirdapir, korpusis ezoSi<br />
Zegli dgas (vaSingtonis sxva<br />
Zeglebisgan gansxvavebiT, amjerad<br />
ucxenod). Zegls rac ufro<br />
vuaxlovdebi, miT ufro mecnoba<br />
saxe. RmerTo Cemo, ra nacnobi<br />
saxea.. Cveni puSkini? ara!<br />
puSkins aq ra unda? - guli ki-<br />
TxviTve mpasuxobs.<br />
me ar vici, ratom Secda Cemi<br />
guli, magram axlos misulma<br />
Tavisuflad amovikiTxe, rom Zeglze<br />
puSkini iyo.<br />
galaktionis qveynis Svilma,<br />
`puSkinis didi ruseTis~ Svilobac<br />
ki vaRiare, `Cemiani~ rom<br />
vnaxe vaSingtonSi.<br />
ucabedad, kargad daviwyebuli<br />
es leqsi gavixsene, sityvebi<br />
vupove, TavSi aRvadgine da gulSi<br />
wavikiTxe:<br />
Y vas lxbil%<br />
lxbov, e]e- bwt, mo;et-<br />
V du[e moej ugasla ne<br />
sovsem;<br />
No pust, ona vas bol,[e<br />
ne trevo;it;<br />
Y ne hoqu peqalit, vas<br />
niqem=<br />
Y vas lxbil bezmolvno<br />
beznade;no-<br />
To robost,x- to revnost,x<br />
tomim;<br />
Y vas lxbil tak iskrennotak<br />
ne;no-<br />
Kak daj vam Bog lxbimoj<br />
bwt, drugim=<br />
wavikiTxe da davaskveni, puSkini<br />
ki ar momkvdara, dRes daibada<br />
CemSi...<br />
* * *<br />
saerTod asea, roca ucxo qalaqSi<br />
xar, aTvlis wertils iReb<br />
da mis irgvliv trialeb.<br />
asea vaSingtonSic, Cemi aTvlis<br />
wertili TeTri saxlia.<br />
xoda iqiT miveSurebi mec!<br />
oi, saocrebav! Tvali TeTri<br />
saxlisaken gameqca da ra davinaxe?!<br />
vici ar damijerebT, magram<br />
foto-aparatiT gadaRebul am<br />
suraTs mainc daujereT:<br />
- TeTri saxlis win menora<br />
daudgamT!<br />
diax! diax! menora, ebrauli<br />
dResaswaulis - xanukas sanTlebi.<br />
Tu sworad maxsovs, xanuka<br />
ebraelebis dResaswaulia, 25 qislevs<br />
(dekembers) iwyeba da 8<br />
dRe grZeldeba. `xan~ - niSnavs<br />
dasvenebas, `ka~ - ocdaxuTs, sityva-sityviT<br />
`25-Si dasvenebas~.<br />
metic maxsendeba, dekembris 25-<br />
Si ebraelebma gaimarjves berZnebze,<br />
romelTac maTi sulieri ganadgureba<br />
undodaT. isini ukrZalavdnen<br />
imis gakeTebas, rac yvelaze<br />
wmindad miaCndaT - Saba-<br />
Tis Senaxvas, Toris swavlas da<br />
briTmilas. ebraelTa Soris aRmoCnda<br />
yvelaze mtkice adamiani<br />
- koeni mateti angu, romelmac<br />
sZlia berZnebis winaaRmdegobas<br />
da 25 dekembers pirvelma gaana-<br />
Ta menora.<br />
kacic eg yofila... ise magrad<br />
gaanaTa, rom ager, vaSington-<br />
Sic ki anaTebs!<br />
me Cemi gulistkivili mawuxebs...<br />
da eWvic...<br />
da azric rom ar vTqva, albaT<br />
SeviSlebi...<br />
aramc da aramc ifiqroT raime<br />
sawinaaRmdego maqvs menoraze<br />
vaSingtonSi.. uamravi ebraeli<br />
megobari myavs, aqac da saqarTveloSic,<br />
mec im erTTagani<br />
viyavi, Tvalcremlianma rom gaacila<br />
israelSi uniWieresi germanisti<br />
malxaz sefiaSvili, umcros<br />
megobars meZaxis dResac<br />
Cemi kolega da mecnieri violeta<br />
buziaSvili, yovelTvis<br />
Riaa CemTvis Cveni sayvareli xelovnebaTmcodnisa<br />
da Jurnalistis<br />
oTar sefiaSvilis saxlis<br />
kari, misi meuRle qalbatoni<br />
sigali sagangebod CemTvis imerul<br />
xaWapurs acxobs, da kidev<br />
ramdeni erTi CamovTvalo...<br />
ra mindoda amiT meTqva? albaT<br />
is, rom qarTvelebs ebraelebTan<br />
TiTiT misaTiTebeli, 26saukunovani<br />
megobroba gvakavSirebs.<br />
da es megobroba rom naRdi<br />
ar yofiliyo, 26 saukune namdvilad<br />
ver SeinarCunebda dResac<br />
SesaSur simtkices.<br />
dRes yvelaze metad maT mSvidoba<br />
WirdebaT sakuTar qveyanaSi,<br />
da es mSvidoba minda vusurvo!<br />
saTqmeli da gasakviri ki mainc<br />
unda vTqva...<br />
qveyana, amerikaze vambob, romelic<br />
msoflioSi, da ara marto<br />
msoflioSi, ar iqneba gadaWarbebuli,<br />
Tu vityodi, dedamiwaze<br />
politikur aminds qmnis da lideris<br />
rolSi gvevlineba, ase ar<br />
unda emxrobodes erT ersa Tu<br />
religias... Tanac imis fonze,<br />
rom palestinelebic cxovroben<br />
amerikaSi. da Tuki mainc<br />
dadgamen menoras, romelzec sawinaaRmdego<br />
marTla araferi<br />
maqvs, nu daiviwyeben sxva erebs,<br />
religiebs, palestinelebsac eqnebaT<br />
sakuTari dResaswauli, qar-<br />
Tvelebsac da azerbaijanelebsac...<br />
me Sen getyvi da ver SevedrebiT<br />
sxva erebs...<br />
is marTla ar minda vifiqro,<br />
rom erTgvar xarkiscemas aqvs<br />
adgili, marto erTi erisa Tu<br />
sjulis pativiscema (imis fonze,<br />
rom sxva sjulis qveynebisadmi<br />
faruli brZolebi gaqvs)<br />
imas maxsenebs, zog dedas rom<br />
erTi Svili gamorCeulad uyvars,<br />
da danarCeni `ise rad~...<br />
magnair dedas me ver vuwoneb<br />
dedobas!<br />
albaT imitom, rom Cems dedinacvalsac<br />
(SevkrTi am sityvis<br />
xsenebaze) ar gavurCevivarT sakuTari<br />
Svilisagan.<br />
axla metyviT, nabolara an<br />
pirveli Svili gamorCeulad sayvareliao.<br />
ar vikamaToT! 3500wliani<br />
quTaisis fonze aramgonia<br />
bevrma daikvexnos xnovanebiT,<br />
marto Wadrebi dgas saqarTveloSi<br />
zustad im xnis, ramdenisac<br />
kolumbis Tu vestbuCis aRmoCenili<br />
qveyanaa!<br />
* * *<br />
amerika me arasodes damijerebs!<br />
gaisadac `aaRvaJRaJebs~ menoras!<br />
me is mawuxebs, rom Cemi<br />
CiCilaki minda vaSingtonSi!<br />
... xidan gamoCorknili, burbuSela<br />
xe, saocrad qarTuli,<br />
da marto qarTuli!<br />
is vici, mateti angum ra gaukeTa<br />
Tavis ers, magram me isic<br />
maxsovs, rac aRmaSenebelma, Tamarma,<br />
brwyinvalem an Tundac saakaZem<br />
SeZlo... erad dagvtova...<br />
an kidev qeTevan wamebulma, mowame<br />
Zmebma daviTma da konstantinem...<br />
qristianebad rom dagvtoves...<br />
isaa, rom CveniT amayoba, Cveni<br />
warsulis fasi ar viciT, glaxebi<br />
varT...<br />
Tore, marTla rom vqarTvelobdeT,<br />
TeTri saxlis win ki<br />
ara, CineTis didi kedlis SesasvlelSi<br />
davdgamdi CiCilaks...<br />
me Cemi CiCilaki mindoda va-<br />
SingtonSi!<br />
manuCar manuCar kaWaxiZe<br />
kaWaxiZe
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