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THE BOOKWORM<br />
TURNS<br />
reviewed by Carla McKague<br />
It may seem odd for Pheonix <strong>Rising</strong><br />
to be reviewing a book written 25<br />
years ago, and no longer in print<br />
(though available at the <strong>Toronto</strong><br />
Public Library). We are doing so<br />
because the author is a member <strong>of</strong><br />
ON OUR OWN and, more importantly,<br />
because the story is a fascinating<br />
one.<br />
Its protagonist, Lieutenant<br />
Michael Gill, is a Canadian <strong>of</strong>ficer'<br />
in the Second World War, who is<br />
wounded in combat in Italy. At first<br />
it appears that his injuries are only<br />
physical: a few flesh wounds, an<br />
infection and a fractured foot. But<br />
the foot does not heal properly and<br />
becomes more and more painful,<br />
and at the same time his mind seems<br />
to speed up and become unbelievably<br />
powerful. He feels he has<br />
found the answers to most <strong>of</strong> the<br />
world's problems, and demands a<br />
chance to pass them on before he<br />
dies. He becomes so agitated that he<br />
must be sedated, but even then<br />
sleeps only fifteen minutes after<br />
what a nurse calls "a shot to flatten<br />
ahorse!"<br />
He writes voluminously, in<br />
English and Italian. His psychiatrist<br />
tells him that as a result <strong>of</strong> an infection<br />
in his leg he has "hyperactivity<br />
<strong>of</strong> the brain .... Your mind is in a<br />
flash flood." He writes letters to all<br />
the.world leaders and insists that<br />
they be sent out immediately by<br />
diplomatic pouch. One is to<br />
Churchill:<br />
At present, I am incarcerated in<br />
our military hospital at Caserta,<br />
and I am unable to carry out vital<br />
plans both for the production <strong>of</strong><br />
an invulnerable tank, and for the<br />
internal overthrow <strong>of</strong> the enemy<br />
in northern Italy. I know that if I<br />
could be free to direct these projects<br />
the war would end in a very<br />
few months, and perhaps a million<br />
lives would be saved ...<br />
Arrangements are made to take<br />
him to England by ship. During the<br />
voyage, he decides that the military<br />
discipline on board the ship is being<br />
overdone, and suggests that the<br />
other wounded soldiers being transported<br />
protest against it. He is<br />
moved to the "mental ward"-a<br />
cabin with three beds, the other two<br />
unoccupied. He raves about doctors,<br />
and is unable to remember<br />
doing so. He is sporadically angry<br />
and violent, and is beaten by orderlies<br />
and almost constantly drugged.<br />
He imagines he is on an experimental<br />
ship, where the patients are<br />
undergoing breeding experiments.<br />
He fantasizes-or is it fantasy?<br />
being placed in a harness and lowered<br />
into the ocean, then hauled<br />
aboard to lie on the deck in the sun.<br />
At the Liverpool hospital to<br />
which he is transferred, he undergoes<br />
insulin coma treatment. He<br />
continues to feel excruciating pain<br />
in his foot. But in the midst <strong>of</strong> his<br />
suffering, he is still able to make<br />
jokes. When the nurse comes to give<br />
him his injection <strong>of</strong> penicillin every<br />
three hours, he mutters, "These<br />
conscientious injectors!" He introduces<br />
himself to a fellow patient<br />
from the Dental Corps with, "I'm<br />
in the Mental Corps, myself ...<br />
formerly anti-tank."<br />
When he finally begins to return<br />
to normality, he tries to make sense<br />
<strong>of</strong> his experience:<br />
The region, the realm he had been<br />
in was acknowledged, unendurable.<br />
Only a few lunatics, a few<br />
tortured men, a few geniuses had<br />
entered there. In the normal world<br />
man dilutes reality. By the very<br />
weakness <strong>of</strong> his senses and the<br />
very littleness <strong>of</strong> his soul he<br />
shields himself from true reality,<br />
from the full potency <strong>of</strong> beauty<br />
and evil ...<br />
In the Forests <strong>of</strong> the Night is a<br />
moving and sensitive account based<br />
on Martel's own experience, and<br />
merits being re-issued and widely<br />
read.<br />
39 / <strong>Phoenix</strong> <strong>Rising</strong>