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© ɃÕ∆ πŒƒº ≠Œæ∆¬÷¤, û¬Ÿ πŒ”», 2003,geñkbrfwbz yf cfqnt ≈÷÷œ://ŸŸŸ.ºƒÕ∆¤Œƒº.Œ”ƒYfcnjzofz ãktrnhjyyfz dthcbzgeñkbretncz gj bplfybç:Jñobyf. 3-t bplfybt, ljgjkytyyjt.Hbuf: Eueyc, 19951-t bpl. _ ≤ɃÕ∆ òŒƒº’≥ ∆‹¿¬ÿ◊À’, ª∆ƒº, [1936]© Eueyc, 1991, c bpvtytybzvb© Eueyc, 1995, c bpvtytybzvb© Eueyc, 2001, c bpvtytybzvbDct ghfdf cjøhfyzçncz.Kçñjt djcghjbpdtltybt ljgecrftncznjkmrj c gbcmvtyyjuj hfphtitybz bplfntkz.2

Genybr-lheu, gjqläv dvtcnt. Yjxm ñkbprf, pdthbrheujv, b jujym rjcnhf vjåtn gjneøyenm. Yj tckb vscjukfcbvcz hfpltkbnm ljpjh yjxb, vs cjøhfybv cbks.Pfdnhf yfi genm ljkju b vs vjåtv bcnjvbnmcz.Gjqläv dvtcnt. E yfc ñeltn ghfplybr b hfljcnm.Cgjç ntñt gtcyç ndjtq vfnthb b åtys b ctcnhs. Nsåt crfåtim ghtlfybt jnwf j uthjt b gjldbut; ñeltnyfi genm jñobv.Yt yfcnegb yf crjhgbjyf b ghtleghtlb vtyz jtøblyt. Genybr-lheu, gjvyb, xnj vs ljkåys ghbqnbd jlyj ctktybt ujhyjt.Genybr, ñelm vyt lheujv.3

JÑOBYF1. Ctvmz, hjl, cnhfyf, cjçp yfhjljd _ rfåljtjñütlbytybt cnhtvbncz r vbhe, r ekexitybç åbpyb.Rfåljt cjnhelybxtcndj b cjåbntkmcndj yeålftnczd cjdthitycndjdfybb. Ybrnj yt vjåtn gjrfpfnm ghtltkfãdjkçwbb. Ntv cfvsv nheåtybr cnfyjdbnczndjhwjv. Yt ñeltv geufnmcz pflfxb ndjhxtcndf.Yfqläv lkz yferb genb ytpfuhjvjåläyyst. Nfrvsckm j cjdthitycndjdfybb ñeltn pyfrjv hfljcnb.2. Eysybt tcnm dhfu rfåljuj cjdthitycndjdfybz.Yt vjåtn ñsnm cnhjtybz d cjvytybb. Yt ñeltn bpextybzd cnhføt. Yfñkçltybt tcnm ifu r cghfdtlkbdjcnb.Cfvjcnm tcnm ghtlfntkmcndj cfvjjndthåtyyjcnb.Ñtp gjldbuf ytn genb.3. Vjyfcnshb xfcnj yfpsdfkbcm jñobyfvb. Åbpymjñobyyfz eåt ñskf ghbpyfrjv cjnhelybxtcndf bdpfbvjedfåtybz. Nfr b rfålfz vfcnthcrfz eåt ñeltnpfxfnrjv jñobys, ult rfålsq ghbyjcbn cdjä evtymt.5

Yeåyj lheåtkçñbt, xnjñs jnlfnm cdjä vfcnthcndjyf ltkj jñott.4. Tlbytybt erfpfyj dj dctø dthjdfybzø rfr tlbycndtyysqjgkjn ghtecgtzybz. Vjåyj endthlbnm kexittljcnbåtybt, tckb tcnm edthtyyjcnm d tlbytybbcjnhelybrjd. Vjåyj gthtxbckbnm vyjåtcndj ghbvthjd,rjulf dthf d cjnhelybrjd gjvjufkf dscjrbv htitybzv.Gecnm kçlb jn jxfuf lj ghjcnhfycndtyysøghtljghtltktybq gjvyzn j wtyyjcnb cjnhelybxtcndf.Pthyj nhelf cjøytn ñtp dkfub dpfbvyjcnb. Yt ñeltvckbirjv jukzlsdfnmcz yfpfl. Vs _ cgtifobt cgenybrb_ ecnfytv, tckb ñeltv njkrfnm lheu lheuf.Jcjpyftv ghtrhfcyjt pyfxtybt, tckb vjåtv ghjbpytcnbdtkbrjt gjyznbt _ lheu. Jñobyf vjåtn cjcnjznmbp lheptq.5. Genm åbpyb tcnm dpfbvyfz gjvjom. Exfcnybrbdtkbrjuj nhelf yt vjuen ñsnm xtkjdtrjytyfdbcnybrfvb.Lkbyyj nfrjt jghtltktybt j gjpjhyjq ytyfdbcnb.Vjåtn ñsnm, kçlb pfgjvyzn tuj, xnjñs ecnslbnmcz.6. Nfråt yt pfñeltv, xnj gjpyfybt eghjoftnczzcysv cjpyfybtv. Yj yt enhfnbv Genb rhfnxfqituj.Wtyyj dhtvz! Vs yt vjåtv kbifnm rjuj-nj cdjtç6

ytgjdjhjnkbdjcnmç. Ktyjcnm b ytdtåtcndj cgzn djlyjq rjksñtkb.7. Pkjñf ljgecrftn b xeve, b ghjrfpe. Pkjñf ghtdhfoftnvbhysq jxfu d crjgbot pvtq. Cdjqcndf pkjñsyt ujlzncz lkz jñobys. Jñott ltkj tcnm JñottÑkfuj.8. Cjnhelybxtcndj ljkåyj gjkfufnmcz yf rhtgrbqecnfd. Nfrjt gjkjåtybt ghbexftn r gjhzlre, nj tcnmgjvjuftn djqnb d hbnv. Nfr lfåt d gjdctlytdyjq hfñjntdshfåfçncz dtkbrbt pfrjys Dctktyyjq. Jcjñtyyjyeåyj c vfksø ktn ghbdsrfnm r gjcnjzyyjvenhele. Gecnm kexifz ãdjkçwbz gjcnhjbncz yf nhelt,rfr yf vtht wtyyjq.9. B lheujt ytghtvtyyjt eckjdbt ljkåyj ñsnm dsgjkytyj.Nhel ljkåty ñsnm ljñhjdjkmysv. Cjnhelybxtcndjljkåyj ñsnm ljñhjdjkmysv. Jñobyf ljkåyfñsnm ljñhjdjkmyjq. Ybrfrjt yfcbkbt yt ljkåyj gjhfñjofnmnhel. Eckjdbt ljñhjdjkmyjuj cjukfcbz ljkåyjktxm d jcyjdfybt ghtecgtzybz. Ybrnj yt vjåtndyjcbnm hfpkjåtybt d ljv yjdsq. Nheåtybrb, cjpblfntkb,ndjhws egjljñkzçncz jhkfv, dscjrj gfhzobv.Njkmrj d ibhjrjv gjkänt cgflftn gskm b cjh nktybz.7

10. B djqlän d xbcnsq nhel dscjrjt rfxtcndj xthtpkçñbvjt vfcnthcndj. Endthlbncz dj dctq åbpyb rfxtcndjghtrhfcyjt. Yt jcnfytncz ybxtuj dj nmvt. Ytdtåtcndtyyjcnmñeltn ghtcnegktybtv gjpjhysv. Tckbnmvf pfhfpbntkmyf, nj b Cdtn ghbdktrfntkty. Nfr ñeltvendthålfnm kçñbvjt vfcnthcndj, rjnjhjt djpytcändcç åbpym.Yferf, erfåb rfxtcndj kexitt. Yferf, ghbdktrbcbkmytqibt ãythubb. Pyfybt leøf gecnm cbztn yflrfålsv hfñjxbv cnfyrjv.11. Jrjkj gjyznbz nhelf yfrjgbkjcm vyjuj yfdtnjd.Toä ytlfdyj nhel ghtpbhfkcz b cxbnfkcz dhtlysvlkz pljhjdmz. Rfrjt jcrjhñktybt pfrkçxftncz d ghbpyfybbnhelf dhtlysv! Yt nhel dhtlty, yj ytdtåtcndtyysteckjdbz nhelf. Njkmrj cjpyfntkmyjt cjnhelybxtcndjvjåtn jpljhjdbnm cdzotyysq nhel. Ytnjkmrj rfxtcndj nhelf ljkåyj ñsnm dscjrj, yj ljkåyjjrhtgyenm jñjçlyjt åtkfybt cltkfnm eckjdbzhfñjns zcyj gjyznysvb. Ytkmpz ghjrkbyfnm nheljv,yeåyj jnkbxfnm kexituj hfñjnybrf.12. Nfr yeåyj dgbnsdfnm edfåtybt r vfcnthcnde,xnjñs gjyznm tuj rfr dscitt jnkbxbt. Cnfhbyysthfñjxbt jñobys-wtøb jcnfdbkb cdbltntkmcndf cdjtq8

åbpytyyjcnb. Vjåyj dbltnm, rfr kçlb bpjohzkbcmd cjdthitycndjdfybb. Evtkb pfobofnm lheu lheufb øhfybkb ljcnjbycndj cdjtq jñobys. Gjrf kçlbyt yfexfncz øhfybnm ljcnjbycndj cdjtuj cjnhelybrf,jyb yt gjqven cxfcnmz Jñotuj Ñkfuf.13. Gjyznbt cghfdtlkbdjcnb jrfåtncz cnjzobv yfjcyjdt nhelf. Nfråt veåtcndj kturj djphfcnftn ghbrheujdjq gjhert. Bvtyyj, dct rfr jlby, yj rfålsqghbytcän cdjb cgjcjñyjcnb. Yt cjnhäv, yj jntgkbv.14. Xedcndj jncencndbz cgtwbfkmyjcnb Yfit xedcndj,bñj Vs åbdäv lkz dctuj rjvgktrcf åbpyb.Rfålsq cgtwbfkbcn, ghbñkbåfçobqcz r Yfv, ytvbyetvjnthztn jlyjwdtnyst jxrb. Gjnjve cnfhfqntcm,xnjñs eåt ntgthm cgtwbfkmyjcnm ñskf jlybvbp ñkçl dfitq nhfgtps. Rfr gnbws yfl ptvkäç, rfrgxäks yfl dctvb wdtnfvb, vs vjåtv dgbnsdfnmwtkmyjcnm vbhjplfybz.Ñtp cgtwbfkmyjcnb ktuxt ujnjdbnmcz r jxthtlyjqpflfxt ãdjkçwbb _ r cyjitybç c lfkmybvb vbhfvbb r ghtndjhtybç fcnhfkmyjuj vbhf, vbhf nävysøptvysø gthtåbnrjd. Dvtotybt gjyznbz jñobys cjcnfdbndhfnf r cktleçobv ljcnbåtybzv, b chjrb bøpfdbczn jn cfvbø kçltq. Gjnjve ghbybvftv dczrbtgjbcrb jñobys.9

15. Bp ñeqyjq pfhjckb ñthecm cltkfnm hjoe, yj rfvtym,gjkbhjdfyysq eybåtyysvb kñfvb, yt hjlbnpthyf.16. Chtlb vtøfybxtcrbø ljcnbåtybq cjdhtvtyyjqwbdbkbpfwbb jcjñjuj dybvfybz pfckeåbdfçn cgjcjñsgthtldbåtybz. Ãnj gjåbhfybt ghjcnhfycndf tcnm eåtytrjnjhfz gjñtlf yfl cathfvb yflptvysvb. Rjytxyj,rheu ybprjq vfnthbfkmyjcnb gjuheåftn ãnb pfdjtdfybzd ghtltks ybprjq vfnthbb b ghbyjcbn ñjkmitdhtlf, ytåtkb gjkmps.Ukfdyfz jgfcyjcnm ãnjuj ecrjhtybz gthtldbåtybzpfrkçxftncz d gjdsityyjv joeotybb ñtpjndtncndtyyjcnb.Dsøjlz pf ghtltks jñsxyjuj, xtkjdtr cnfyjdbnczkäurbv, yj gj uheñjcnb xedcnd nthztn cjpyfybtjndtncndtyyjcnb. Rnj vjåtn ktnfnm cj crjhjcnmç400 vbkm d xfc bkb dpktnfnm dsit lheubø, ghbjñhtnftngcbøjkjubç rekfxyjuj xtvgbjyf, b cjpyfybtleøjdyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb gjrblftn tuj.Jñkfujhjlbnm pfdjtdfybt vjåyj, kbibd dczrjqcgjhnbdyjcnb b yfghfdbd yf nhel. Vxbcm yf cgfctybtytcxfcnysø, ktnb yf cjtlbytybt xtkjdtxtcndf! Njulfãnb pfdjtdfybz djqlen d ãdjkçwbç, bñj kçlb ljkåysddtcnb d jñbøjl cnhtvktybz yflptvyst, yt pfñsdfzjñ jndtncndtyyjcnb. Gjrf ãnb pfdjtdfybz jcnf-10

çncz d cnflbb ehjlkbdsø wtynfdhjd. Rjulf kçlbgjqven, relf b pfxtv jyb ljkåys ktntnm, njulf vjåyjñeltn eltcznthbnm ktnfçobt fggfhfns.Vjåyj gjlcrfpfnm vyjåtcndj gjktpysø jgsnjd dckjzø ghjcnhfycndf. Fnjvbxtcrfz ãythubz, rjyltycfwbzghfys, wdtnyst kexb d ghjcnhfycndt, ehjåfqd cdzpb c gjdnjhysvb dphsdfvb b vyjujt lheujt,ceåläyyjt xtkjdtxtcnde.17. Vyjuj hfp cksifkb ds j cktljdfybb Yfibverfpfybzv b vjukb eñtlbnmcz, xnj njxyjt bcgjkytybterfpf ghfrnbxyj b gjktpyj. Ãnj gthdfz cnegtym.Gjckt ytä ljkåyj yfxfnmcz cfvjltqcndbt. Pyfz jcyjdfybtYfituj Extybz, yflj jrfpfnmcz extybrfvb,ndjhzobvb d gjkyjq cjbpvthbvjcnb b ytghtkjåyjcnb.Rjulf Exbntkm crfåtn: ≤Ntgthm cfvb gjrfåbntcktlcndbz Vjbø erfpjd≥, ãnj yt pyfxbn ljcnfnm dtnøbtjltåls, gthtccjhbnmcz, yflenmcz b eotvbnm lheulheuf. Ãnj vjåyj jcnfdbnm gjujyobrfv vekjd. Dfvåt cktletn gjvybnm j Yfitq Jñobyt b gjlhfåfnmd cjukfcyjv nhelt. Rjulf ghblän dhtvz bpvtybnm rehcrjhfñkz, ghblän b erfp. Yj j pfgkfnrt yf gjljidtyt ålbnt erfpf. Byfxt crjhj yfxyäv gjplhfdkznm lheulheuf c lyäv fyutkf.11

Yflj yfdctulf ecdjbnm dfåyjcnm b ljcnjbycndj yfcnjzotqhfñjns b clfnm d fhøbd ltncrbt ghbdsxrb.Vjåyj, yt bpvtyzz ghbywbgfv, yfqnb cjnyb ljcnjqysøhtitybq. Øjxe dbltnm dfc yf cktleçotqcnegtyb.18. Ytrjnjhst vtxnfçn ghbgfcnm r yjufv Exbntktq,yj blnb c Ybvb yf ñjq yt lthpfçn. Yj ntgthm, bvtyyj,ñjq, b vjåtv pdfnm kbim yf ñjq. Gjkyst bpextybzbcnby ñkfuf, pf kbxyjç jndtncndtyyjcnmç, Vsendthålftv ñjq, yj pfrjyysq.19. Ecdjqnt, rfr jcnfdfnmcz cdtåbvb dj dhtvz dctqÑbnds. Njkmrj yfxbyftncz Cdtnkfz Ñbndf _ vbkkbjysd ytq, yt pyfz j rjytxyjv htpekmnfnt. Ds åtpyftnt, b ãnj pyfybt ljkåyj cltkfnm dfc velhsvb,ljkåyj dkjåbnm ljcnjqyjt htitybt. Leø dfi ljkåtyjgthznmcz dj bvz Bcnbys. Rfr vjåyj gjlyznmczgjldbujv ãdjkçwbb Vbhf! Kex Vjq ghjcbn, xnjñstve yt vtifkb cdtnbnm. Dvtcnj rhskmtd gjldbuf kturjhfcnbnm xähyst hjuf _ rhskmz afkmibdjuj hfccelrf.E ybpibø leøjd xähyst ãvfyfwbb gjljñyshjufv.20. Yflj cnhtvbnmcz r yfbñjktt fñcjkçnyjve. Yfbñjkttfñcjkçnyjt nzujntybt ñeltn r lfkmybv vbhfv.12

Rhfcjnf ptvyfz nthztncz d cbzybb kextq yflpdäplysø.Yferf ptvyfz, c nheljv gjvyzofz dxthfiybqltym b yt pyfçofz pfdnhf, ybxnjåyf d ntxtybb yfhjålfçobøczcdtnbk.Rfr vjåyj ghbñkbpbnmcz r crfpfyyjve Fñcjkçne?Ntøybrjq ytkmpz, yferjq ptvyjq ytkmpz, bcreccndjvbpjñhfpbntkmysv ytkmpz. Vjåyj kbim hfcibhtybtvcjpyfybz, rjulf ptvyjt ceotcndj gjukjoftncz ãvfyfwbtqlfkmybø cath. Gjnjve ghbñkbpbdibtcz r Yfvbkb, dthytt, r uhfybwfv jhñbns Ptvkb nthzçn cgtwbfkmyjcnm.Kbim d cjpyfybb dctjñütvktvjcnb vjåyjñktcr cdtnbk gthtytcnb. Yj xnjñ dvtcnbnm ãnjcdthrfybt, yflj djpåtxm cdjb dyenhtyybt juyb.Cnbøbz juyz _ yfbñjktt gjhfåfçofz, yfbñjkttnhfycwtyltynfkmyfz, b tckb øjnbnt rkfccbabwbhjdfnmYfie Jñobye gj cnbøbzv, nj jnytcbnt r dtkbrjveJuyç, rjnjhsq dcä lfän, dcä jxboftn b ybxtuj ytnhtñetn.21. Vs yt kçñbntkb vbhf ntktcysø gthtåbnrjd,yj tuj ytkmpz vbyjdfnm d leøjdyjv hfpdbnbb, rfr bdcä ceott. Vbh ntktcysø gthtåbnrjd cjlthåbn ytrjnjhstãktvtyns, yeåyst lkz cyjitybz c vbhfvb.Yfghbvth, cgjcjñ gthtldbåtybz, vfkj djcghbybvf-13

tvsq åbntkzvb Njyrjuj Vbhf. Bvtz djpvjåyjcnmcnhtvbnmcz ddthø, jyb pfyzns gjcnhjqrfvb nävysøljvjd, gjlhfåfz ptvysv. Yj tckb ñs jyb toä ghbåbpyb hfcibhbkb cdjä cjpyfybt, nj vjukb ñs bpvthznmgjljk Vfnthb Vbhf.Vjuen ghjñelbnm kexibt djpvjåyjcnb nt, rnj vjuenjoeofnm leøjdysv cjpyfybtv. Yj lkz cjøhfytybzcjpyfybz yeåyj ghb åbpyb joenbnm tuj. Njulfcjcnjzybt cjdhtvtyyjuj vbhf ntktcysø gthtåbnrjdgjxnb cjnhäncz. Yt ≤egjrjq c jnwfvb≥, yj ≤yfexb dghjcnhfycndt Cdtnf≥. Dctv cjpyfybtv gjvybnt pflfxbãdjkçwbb. Rjulf cnhtvktybt r cgjrjç bcxtpytn, njulfghbñkbpzncz Dhfnf.22. Vjåyj Yfc ljcnbxm kbim d cjukfcbb. Yfv ytyeåyj ñjujgjxbnfybz, yj bpdtcnyjt rfxtcndj leøf,nfr åt rfr kfvgf cjukfcjdfyyjuj yfghzåtybz. Vbufçofzkfvgf ytdsyjcbvf ghb lkbntkmysø pfyznbzø.Pfrjys dj dcäv jlbyfrjds, yj, gj pfrjye cghfdtlkbdjcnb,vbufçofz kfvgf dhtlbn ctñt. Vjue cjdtnjdfnmVjbv kfvgfv yt vbufnm. Lbyfvjvfibyf jn rfxtcndfkfvg yt gjhnbncz, yj ytcjukfcjdfyyjcnm djkmn kfvgxfcnj rjyxftncz åfkjñysv _ lpbym! B jcyjdyjq vtnfkkljkåty ñsnm gjcnfdkty pfyjdj. Pfrjys dj dcävjlbyfrjds.14

23. Ytn ñtpleiyjq cghfdtlkbdjcnb, yj kbim cbzçofzwtktcjjñhfpyjcnm. Bvtyyj, ghtrhfcyfz wtktcjjñhfpyjcnmyt nbhfycndjdfnm vjåtn, yj jnrhsdfnmghtrhfcyst dhfnf. B pjd wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb yfgjkyztngjñtlysv xedcndjv ghjcnhfycndj. Yt vfkst dtnøbtjcrjkrb, yj lhfujwtyyst xfcnb Rjcvjcf zdkzçn cjñjçcjñsnbz b ndjhtybz, gjyzdibt wtktcjjñhfpyjcnm.Yj kbim jcjpyfybt Rjcvbxtcrjq kbxyjcnb vjåtnjpfhbnm cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb. Byfxt d ptvyjv gjybvfybbãdjkçwbz jcnfytncz kbim dsujlysv gjvtotybtvrfgbnfkf. Yj pyftnt eåt, xnj rfgbnfk, kbiäyysqwtktcjjñhfpyjcnb, kbim åähyjd yf itt. B rfrzdktybt pfhfps ghjbpdjlbn zpds leøjdyst b ntktcyst,nfr b gjzdktybt cevfcitcndbz rjhscnjkçñbzghbyjcbn dhtl leøe b ntke.Yf ptvkt pfñjnbvcz b j ntkt, gjnjve yflj ghjybrfnmd ghjbcøjåltybt ñjktpytq. Dhfx vju ñs crfpfnmñjkmyjve: ≤Ghbgfljr rjhscnjkçñbz e dfc≥, bkb≤fytvbz cfvjvybntkmyjcnb≥, bkb ≤rfvyb ghtlfntkmcndf≥,bkb ≤rjkbrb rktdtns≥, bkb ≤xtcjnrf cgktnty≥,bkb ≤elfh ytyfdbcnb≥.Yf rkflñbofø nfr kçñbv gjvbyfnm ljcnjbycndfktåfotuj; yt vtifkj ñs gjcnfdbnm bcnbyyeç ghbxbyeñjktpytq _ phtkbot cnfkj ñs gjexbntkmysv.15

Lhepmz, gjdnjhzç _ lthåbnt vsckb xbcnsvb, ãnjkexifz ltpbyatrwbz b cfvjt pyfvtybnjt njybxtcrjtchtlcndj.24. Xnj tcnm ghjhjxtcndj? Ghtlerfpfybt jghtltkäyyjujcjxtnfybz xfcnbw vfnthbb. Gjnjve ghjhjxtcndfvjuen ñsnm dsgjkytys, yj b bcgjhxtys ytghbujlysvjnyjitybtv, cjdthityyj rfr ghb øbvbxtcrjqhtfrwbb. Bvtyyj ãnj yt vjuen gjyznm kçlb, øjnzdvtcnbkb pyfxtybt ñfhjvtnhf.Vjåyj ghjhjxtcndf hfpltkbnm yf chjxyst b ñtcchjxyst.Rjulf vs bvttv ltkj cj chjxysv ghjhjxtcndjv,pyfxbn, yflj gjybvfnm dct eckjdbz vtålechjxyst.Ñjkmijq chjr cjcnjbn bp vfksø chjrjd; gjnjveghfdbkmyj cjñkçcnb vfksq chjr.Yeåyj gjvybnm, xnj nävyst hfñjnfçn yfl vfksvbchjrfvb, gsnfzcm jckjåybnm ñjkmijq.25. Vjuen kb ghjhjxtcndf jcnfnmcz ytdsgjkytyysvb?Rjytxyj, vjuen. E Yfc wtkjt øhfybkbot egeotyysøghjhjxtcnd. Bcnbyyjt ghjhjxtcndj ghtlecvfnhbdftnkexieç rjvñbyfwbç djpvjåyjcntq, yjbø vjåyj egecnbnm.Ntvf jñ bcgjkytybb ghjhjxtcnd jxtym ukeñjrfz;d ytq cjtlbytys rjjgthfwbz b dscitt pyfybt leøf.16

Ytvelhsq crfåtn: ≤Rfrfz reøyz!≥ Yj reøyz kturjjñhfoftncz d kfñjhfnjhbç.Ghjhjxtcndf bplfdyf blen bp Yfitq Jñobys rfrñkfubt pyfrb xtkjdtxtcnde. Genb ghjhjxtcnd hfpyjjñhfpys:bkb dyeiftvst jnltkmysv kbwfv, bkbvfccjdst xedcndjdfybz, bkb vfyecrhbgns, bkb ytbpdtcnyjrtv jcnfdktyyst yflgbcb. Ghjhjxtcndf kexitdctuj jgjdtofçn xtkjdtxtcndj. Rjytxyj, cbvdjksxfcnj pfntvytys, yj dyenhtyybq cvsck cjplfän dbñhfwbç.Rjytxyj, bcgjkytybt ghjhjxtcndf nhtñetnyfcnjhjåtyyjcnb b ecnhtvktybz.26. Tckb vfnthbz dcçle, nj lfåt cdtn jcnfdkztncdjç ghjnjgkfpve. Yf dct cdtnjdst zdktybz ytkmpzcvjnhtnm rfr yf ckexfqyjcnb. Ytrjnjhst ukfpf ekfdkbdfçnctnm cdtnf. Gj ñkfujhjlcnde ãythubb cdtnf dctãnb jñhfpjdfybz jxtym rhfcbds. Lbccjyfyc pderf ujhfpljxfot. Ghjnjgkfpvf cdtnf yt tcnm xnj-nj jndktxäyyjt,tä jcflrb erhfifçn wfhcndj hfcnbntkmyjt.Hbnv djky b gtcrjd b rjhf gkfytns pyfxbntkmyjyjhvbheçncz epkfvb ctnb cdtnf. Exbnt kçñbnm jñhfpjdfybzcdtnf. Yt cnjkmrj jñhfps, pfgtxfnkäyyst yføjkcnt, crjkmrj gjlcvjnhtyyst dbñhfwbb cdtnf bvtçnpyfxtybt.17

Rfxtcndj dpukzlf cjdthityyj yt jwtytyj. Jyjgjljñyj kexe lkz ajnjuhfabxtcrjq abkmvs. Yfljdcgjvybnm, xnj leøjdysv dpukzljv vs ecnfyfdkbdftvjñkbr cnbøbqysø leøjd. Nfr åt njxyj abpbxtcrbqdpukzl pflthåbdftn d ghjcnhfycndt ctnm cdtnf.Pyfxtybt ãnjq rjjgthfwbb yeåyj pyfnm. Rfåljt ldbåtybtxtkjdtrf cdzpfyj c ceoyjcnmç cnbøbq.Toä erfåe, yfcrjkmrj dfåyf ñskf buhf gbafujhtqwtdghb djcøjlt cjkywf. Cdtn lkz pderf zdkztnczkexibv jxbcnbntkmysv abkmnhjv. Njkmrj jlbxfybtxtkjdtxtcndf vjåtn pfgthtnm pder d gskm ntvyjns.27. Xbcnfz vsckm, yfgbnfyyfz rhfcjnjç, erfpsdftngenm r bcnbyt. Extybt jnrfpf ghtlgjkfuftn cybcøjåltybtr ybpibv. Ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb yt zdktybtpfvbhfybz, yj øjåltybt ñtp pfghtnjd. Erhfityyståbpyb gjpdjkzçn cdjñjlyj, otlhj eøjlbnm,xnjñs ghbøjlbnm gjñtlbntkzvb. Yt vjåtn cveofnmczbleobq cjpyfybtv rhfcjns. Njkmrj cveotybt vjåtnghtuhflbnm genm.Ytdthyj crfpfnm: ≤Rhfcjnf cgfcän vbh≥, ghfdbkmyttcrfpfnm _ cjpyfybt rhfcjns cgfcän vbh.Xthtp ghtgzncndbz ñtpjñhfpbz vjåyj blnb r vfzrerhfcjns, hfpñhfcsdfz ctvtyf ñtp xbckf. Rjulf vjåyj18

ltkfnm cfl rhfcjns, njulf ytxtuj ñjznmcz. Ecnfkb ytn,rjulf cfl leøf gecnbn yjdsø ghbitkmwtd.28. Zdktybt jvthndktybz Ptvkb ljikj lj rhfqytujghtltkf. Cxbnftv, yeåys rhfqybt vths, xnjñs leøcyjdf ghjcyekcz. Eksñrfvb yt ljcnbxm Extybz. Gjzdktybtgecnsym lfdyj jpyfvtyjdfkj yfxfkj lbrjcnb.Pyfrb ñskb lfys lfdyj, b lfyj ñskj dhtvz jlevfnmcz.Zdktybt Erfpjd ñskj, yj ybrnj yt ghbckeifkcz.29. Extybt Yjdjuj Vbhf gjrhjtn dct yteljñcndf.Bcnbyyj, njkmrj obn Jñobys vjåtn jcvsckbnm ghtñsdfybtyf ptvkt. Rfr ytcksøfyyj rhfcbdj vsckbnmj rjjgthfwbb c lfkmybvb vbhfvb! Ãnf rjjgthfwbz,yfxfnfz cjpyfntkmyj, djdktxän d jhñbne cyjitybzyjdst vbhs. B ãnjn ytñtcysq rjjgthfnbd ñeltnhfcibhznm ñtcrjytxyj cdjb djpvjåyjcnb.Tckb dct djpvjåyjcnb jñeckjdktys jñobyjç, njghjzdktybt bø ghjbpjqlän xthtp rfyfk leøf. Crfpfyj,xnj pder ljqlän gthdsv. Gecnm ãnb ahfuvtyns ñelenhelbvtynfhys, rfr gthdst pfpeñhbys ãjkbnf. Gecnmwtkst ujls ghjqlen lj gjyznbz ckjåyjuj cvsckf;yj ytjcgjhbvj, xnj ãnj pfdjtdfybt yfxyäncz yt djñcthdfnjhbzø b yt d jgnbxtcrbø kfdrfø. Ckeø leøf19

ghbytcän gthdst dtcnb _ yt lkz vfubcnthcrbø lbccthnfwbq,yj lkz åbpyb, rjnjhfz reän ãdjkçwbç.Extybt vjåtn crfpfnm xenrbv _ ghjñeålfzcm, gjvybntj lfkmybø vbhfø; jnøjlz rj cye, gjvybnt jlfkmybø vbhfø.Ecksifd rfrbt-ybñelm jcrjkrb pderjd, yt jndthufqntbø, bñj rfålsq jcrjkjr vjåtn edtkbxbdfnmdjpvjåyjcnb xtkjdtxtcndf. Gjcntgtyyj vjuen ghjybryenmytbpdtcnyst ckjdf; ãnjve yt yflj elbdkznmcz,gjvyz, xnj d chjr ghjxbø dhtväy nfr åt hfcibhzkjcmcjpyfybt.Ds gjybvftnt, xnj ñtp jñobys Ptvkz åbnm ytvjåtn. Ds gjybvftnt, xnj ñtp hfcibhtybz ytñtcysøgentq ceotcndjdfybt cnfyjdbncz ybxnjåysv. YjdsqVbh yeålftncz d yjdsø uhfybwfø. E boeobø ljkåyfñsnm ljhjuf. Hfpdt jyf eprf gj dctve ytñjcrkjye?Cxfcnmt d njv, xnj bcrfntkb yt ljkåys ghbybrfnmeøjv r ptvkt, yj vjuen jñhfnbnm dpukzl yf leøjdyeçdscm. Kexe ktuxt bcrfnm gjlyznst ujkjds. B rfåljtldbåtybt vbhf jñeckjdktyj jñobyjç.30. Vjåyj gjplhfdbnm c hfcibhtybtv cjpyfybz.Ybrfrfz kfñjhfnjhbz yt vjåtn lfnm ãnjuj joeotybzghjljkåtybz ñtpuhfybxysø djpvjåyjcntq. Vjåyj20

kbim kbxyj, cjpyfntkmyj b cdjñjlyj dvtofnm bp ghjcnhfycndfytghthsdyst cnegtyb. Extybt vjåtn jnrhsnmldthm, yj djqnb vjåyj kbim cfvjve. Yt yfuhflf,yt cghfdtlkbdjcnm, yj pfrjy ytjcgjhbvjcnbytcän djgkjoäyysq leø gj djcøjlzotq cgbhfkb, tckbjy jcjpyfk ytjñøjlbvjcnm ldbåtybz. Exbntkm ybxtvyt vjåtn gjldbyenm ãnj cjpyfybt, bñj rfåljt dyeitybtyfheifkj ñs kbxyjt ljcnbåtybt.Jlyj _ jndktxäyyj hfcceålfnm j lfkmybø vbhfø,lheujt _ jcjpyfnm ctñz exfcnybrjv bø. Njkmrj kbimnjn, rnj yt pfrhsk ctñt genm r rhfcjnt, vjåtn gjyznm,rfr zdktybt lfkmybø vbhjd ñkbprj tve.Eøjv vjåyj ekjdbnm jnhsdrb Dtkbrjuj Lsøfybz,yj pyfybt leøf ghtljcnfdbn xtkjdtre vtcnj chtlbñtpuhfybxyjcnb.Gjktpyj jñthyenmcz d lfkärbt ãgjøb, rjulf ghjcsgfkjcmãnj cjpyfybt. Vs edblbv, xnj yt d lybhfcwdtnf yferb, yj d lyb ghjdjpdtcnbz htkbubb ghjcsgfkjcmrjcvbxtcrjt cjpyfybt; bñj yt ubgjntps, yjkbim pyfybt leøf dtlän r pdäplysv genzv. Cjåfktç,yj ybrfrbt fcnhjyjvbxtcrbt dsxbcktybz yt gjldbyenvjvtyn cyjitybq, nfr åt rfr vehfdtq yt dscnhtkbnbp ubufyncrjq geirb. Bvtyyj wtyyj, xnj nfrjqgjldbu ljkåty ghjzdbnmcz chtlcndfvb leøf. Djn vs21

ujdjhbv, rfr ñs vfnthbfkmyj, yj ñtp leøf ytkmpzghbvtybnm ãne ãythubç. Bvtyyj leø lfän bpdtcnyjtrfxtcndj vfnthbb. Cjcnjzybt Ptvkb nhtñetn ytcksøfyyjujdhfxf. Gkfytnf ñjkmyf, b tckb ñs yt elfkjcmgjldbyenm tä, nj kexit dhtvtyyj dsrkçxbnm tä bpwtgb _ vjåtn ñsnm rfr keyf. Hfccflybrb ybpibøckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf cnfkb jgfcyj ytcyjcys. Njåtytkmpz pfñsnm, rfr xtkjdtxtcndj gjlgfkj gjl dkbzybtybpibø ckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf.Dctve gjvjåtn jñobyf, yj jñobyt gjvjåtn hfcibhtybtcjpyfybz.31. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt jvsnm gskm c dtkbrbøKbrjd. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt endthlbnm ghjcnjtdshfåtybt dtkbrbø ckjd. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt cjchtljnjxbnmvyjujckjdbt. Xnjñ dsltkbnm ceoyjcnm,yflj gjljqnb jn ytpsñktvjuj.Vjåyj pyfnm jlyj: yb jlby gfvznybr yt ljiäkñtp bcrfktxtybz. Vjåyj, rfr bp ukbys, dslfdkbdfnmjnnbcrb jñobys hfpevyjuj cjnhelybxtcndf b cnhtvktybzpf ghtltks dblbvjuj. Extybt vjåyj dshfpbnmgjl ltdbpjv: ≤Gecnm ytcjukfcysq ljrfåtn ghjnbdyjt≥.Kexit vthbnm yfpfl, xtv pfcsgfnmcz ytcvsdftvjqgskmç. Bvtyyj, pyfybt herjdjlzotuj ghbywbgfjcdtnbn bcrfktxtyyst cbvdjks.22

Ds pyftnt, rfr ujdjhzn j dfc ghb åbpyb, xnj åtñeltn d dtrfø? Yj ghbywbg ytvbyetvj hfcnän, b njkxrbtuj yfhfcnfybq rjktñkçn ptvyeç ndthlm.Eitlibt yfhjls jcnfdkzkb gfnbye yf cdjñjlt leøf.Cghjcbnt: ≤Ult åt ghtcktletvst?≥ _ gj ãnbv pyfrfvblbnt. Edblbnt ghtcktletvsø gthdsø øhbcnbfy bñellbcnjd, yj rjulf øhfvs jndhfnbkbcm jn Øhbcnfb Ñells, njulf ghtcktljdfybz ghtrhfnbkbcm.Erfåe Extybt lthåfnm ghjcnj; yt yflj ckjåysødshfåtybq, bñj åbpym ghtrhfcyf d ghjcnjnt. Xfcnjghbøjlbncz jrjgfnm hfcntybt, gjnjve gjdnjhtybz ytbpñtåys.32. Dfåyf ãdjkçwbz yt xtkjdtxtcndf ptvyjuj, yjxtkjdtxtcndf Dctktyyjq. Tckb ñs ãnf ghjcnfz ajhvekfvjukf ñsnm dvtotyf kçlcrbvb cthlwfvb, dtcmcdjl pdäplysq cltkfkcz ñs jczpftvsv. Bcnbyyj,ceotcndfv lheubø vbhjd ktuxt ñskj ñs ghjñjlfnmleiyeç fnvjcathe Ptvkb, tckb ñs bv yfdcnhtxeytckbcm ghbpsds ptvysø djgkjoäyysø.Ult åt ñkbåfqibt vbhs, relf vs vjukb ñsyfghfdkznm yfit cjpyfybt? _ Çgbnth b Dtythf.Dlevfqntcm d ckjdj xtkjdtr _ jyj jpyfxftn leø,bkb xtkj, ghjøjlzobq dtrfvb. Dcz cvtyf djgkjot-23

ybq, dcz wtyyjcnm cjpyfybz dshfåtyf d jlyjv ckjdt.Vjåtnt kb yfpdfnm lheujq zpsr, ult åbntkm djgkjoäyysqyfpdfy nfr åt leøjdyj? Vfkj dshfåfçnlheubt zpsrb bltç ltqcndbz. Exbntkm vjåtn yfpdfnmcjnyb yfbvtyjdfybq, yj jyb ñelen bkb cfvjvybntkmys,bkb ytdshfpbntkmys.33. R xtve ghbhjlt ghjnbdyst xeltcf? Djn xelj,rjulf vjåtim ctcnm yf rjyz b c zdktyysv vtxjvpfobofnm Jñobye Vbhf. Nfr åt ghjcnj yfxyänczYjdsq Vbh. Rfr phtkst gkjls cjñhfys ñelen afrns.Extybt vfuybnjd, rjytxyj, yt xelj, yj zdktybtpfrjyf ghbnzåtybz. Yt pfrhjqnt zdktybt leøf, b vtxgjckeåbn djcøjåltybç ãdjkçwbb.Vjue lfnm hfljcnm kbim njve, rnj ghbyzk jñobyeyt d pfrkbyfybzø, yt d rehtybzø, yj d åbpyb lyz.Exbntkm vjåtn gjckfnm kex yf gjvjom, yj yt ñeltnchfåfnmcz, tckb vtx zdktyysq jñthyäncz ghjnbd lheptqjñobys, _ vtx cdthyäncz d ñbx vjkybb.34. Rfr vjåyj ldbufnm cthlwfvb? Yt enthzd ghjcnjne.Elfxf blän yt pf vfubtq, yj pf ckjdjv åbpyb.Ehjr yfi vjåtv dsgjkybnm, cevtd gjljqnb r cfvjveghjcnjve. Elevfç, rfr e nheåtybrjd lfnm cbzybtlfkmybø vbhjd. Rjulf cfvsq cjuñtyysq gjukzlbn d24

ytñj, njulf vjåyj ålfnm hfleåyeç ktyne c lfkmybøvbhjd.35. Gfhfwtkmc kçñbk ujdjhbnm: ≤•¬” º’œ¬”º º¿ º’÷”º≥.Gjckt ãnj pfvtxfntkmyjt bphtxtybt cnfkj ltdbpjvobnjd b uthñjd, gjnthzd dczrbq cvsck. Ghfdlf, gjyzdcvsck tuj, nhelyj ghbdzpfnm ctñz r jlyjq Ptvkt.Rfr gthtufh d nheñe, gjpyfdibq leø vxbncz d zdktyyjtghjcnhfycndj. Rfrjq hfpvth bvtçn lkz ytuj ptvystjltåls? Rfreç gjldbåyjcnm vjåtn jy ghjzdbnmgj ptvyjq gjdthøyjcnb? Rfrbvb vsckzvb vjåtn jyltkbnmcz d ptvyjq catht?Cghjczn, gjxtve åt Vs nthztv cnjkmrj ãythubbyfl Ptvkäç? Yt hflb Ptvkb, yj lkz bcghfdktybzgenb. Rjulf pkjevsiktyybr rjdthrftn htkmcs, xfcnjbyåtyth gjkfuftn vyjuj dhtvtyb lkz bcghfdktybz.Tckb ñs Vs vjukb gthtdtcnb bvtçobø cjpyfybtRjcvjcf c Ptvkb ytvtlktyyj, hfpdt vjåyj ñskj ñspflthåfnm Yfit åtkfybt? Bnfr, Yfit cnhtvktybt _ecrjhbnm ãnjn ghjwtcc. Xeç, vjåtn ñsnm crjhj rjcvbxtcrbteckjdbz gjpdjkzn yfxfnm ãnb hfñjns gjcyjitybç c lfkmybvb vbhfvb. Ghb ãnjv dct cjjñhfåtybzj rhfcjnt, j cnhtvbntkmyjcnb cfvjgjcskrbyeåys. Ghfdlf, yfl nfr yfpsdftvjq rhfcjnjq25

tcnm gjrhsdfçott gjyznbt _ ekexitybt Rjcvjcf.Kex hfleub vjåtn ghtdscbnm djjñhfåtybt. Cthtñhjhjålfçott _ yfxfkj hfleub. Hfleuf, dblbvfz d ptvysøeckjdbzø, yfgjvbyftn uhbvbhjdre dñkbpb. Vfkjrnj vjåtn ghtlxedcndjdfnm yflptvyeç hfleue.36. Xeç, rfr yfckjtybt cjñsnbq ytcän djkys ecrjhtybz.Yf rjcvbxtcrjt cnhjtybt gjckeåfn ãnb djkys.Z gbie Vjb pfvtnrb djpvjåyjcntq b ghbøjåe rdsdjle, xnj dcä djpvjåyj ctqxfc. Htlrj rjulf dscifzdthf blän gj genb c dscibv ytdthbtv; rjulf øekf bckfdjckjdbt vjuen ñsnm d jlyjv øjht; rjulf zhjcnmb nbibyf hjålfçn hfljcnm. Rjulf ytelfxf zdkztnczghbpyfrjv elfxb, rjulf elfkäyyjcnm ckeåbn pyfrjvñkbpjcnb, njulf gjnjrb ãvfyfwbq cdtnbk cjxtnfçnczc dyenhtyybvb juyzvb. Nfrjt dhtvz jpyfxftn wbrkyjdsq, b cfvf jñobyf, toä yt dvtoäyyfz, ckeåbnvjcnjv.Rjyxbv ienrjç. Vjåyj kb crfpfnm yf Çgbnthtj ñbhåtdjq cgtrekzwbb bkb yf Dtytht j ljvfø nthgbvjcnb?Tcnm gjyznbz ghjcnj ytghbcnjqyst. Lfåtnheñjxbcn, blz d ujcnb, kbwj evjtn. Yteåtkb kçlbøeåt? Gjhf cjñbhfnmcz Ptvkt d yjdsq genm.26

37. Cgjcjñyjcnb lfkmytq gjcskrb dtcmvf htlrb.Rfr dctulf, yflj hfpkbxfnm rfxtcndj gjcktlcndbz.Ñsdfçn gjcskrb ñtcgjrjqyst, rfr veøb, _ jn ybøjnvføbdfçncz; ñsdfçn nzårbt, rfr rhsirf uhjñf, _bv eåfcfçncz; ñsdfçn rfr cdbcn cnhtk _ ãnb djkyeçnñtp gjybvfybz. Htlrj rjulf gjcskrb zcys;htlrj rjulf jyb dspsdfçn cjnhelybxtcndj cjjndtncndtyysøwtynhjd. Vjåyj xfcnbxyj jnytcnb ãnj pfcxän feh, yj ukfdyjt pyfxtybt d rfxtcndt gjcskrb.Ãnj rfxtcndj yfpsdftncz gjktpyjcnmç djkb, rjnjhfzzdkztn gjybvfybt rjkbxtcndf djkmn yfghzåtybzrjhhtcgjyltynf. Xnjñs ãktrnhbxtcrfz kfvgf dcgsøyekf,yeåyj cjjndtncndbt djkmn. Yt njkmrj cjlthåfybtgjcskrb, yj rfxtcndj dfåyj. Pyfybt leøf lfängjcskrt gjktpyjcnm. Cktlcndbtv gjktpyjcnb gjcskrbñeltn hfljcnm djcghbznbz, bñj dcä cjhfpvthyjt ñeltnhfljcnmç.38. Zdktybt Extybz xbcnjuj yeåyj cjtlbybnm c ljdthbtv.Gjnjve yflj ñeltn hfpdbnm nfrjt ljdthbt, xnjcfvf jxtdblyjcnm yt ljkåyf rjktñfnm tuj. Kex Vjqvjåtn pyfnm, ult øelj.39. Cjplfqnt fnvjcathe ujnjdyjcnb r ltqcndbç.Rjulf elfh geoty, vyjubt cnfhst pfckjyrb gflfçn27

ytjåblfyyj. Vyjuj ñbnd gjpflb, toä ñjkmit dgthtlb.Rfålsq fnjv Rjcvjcf ñmäncz. Gjrjq cvthnb Yfvytpyfrjv.40. Yjdjt Extybt gjxbnftn Yjcbntktq ghtåybø Pfdtnjd,yj blän ñtp ñfufåf rjyxtyysø dhtväy. Byfxtrfhfdfy gjcjñbq ghbvtn ytgthtlfdftvst hfpvths.Cfvjt ghfrnbxyjt ñskj ñs eybxnjåbnm dct rjvvtynfhbb,cltkfyyst gjckt nhäø dtrjd jn eøjlf Exbntkz.Yflj rjulf-ybñelm gjxbcnbnm gjkrb. Jn ãnjq xbcnrbdshfcnen Jñkbrb Exbntktq Cdtnf.41. Vs bpujybv dczrbq cnhfø. Vs gecnbv gj dtnhedct hfpyjwdtnyst gthmz cnhføf. Cbybt gthmz pfcnsditujeåfcf, ptkäyst gthmz bpvtyxbdjq lhjåb, åäknstgthmz nfqyjuj egjkpfybz, rhfcyst gthmz bccnegkäyyjujcnerf, ñtkst gthmz evjkxfybz, xähystrhskmz gfltybz d ñtplye. Yeåyj ndthlbnm j hfpyjjñhfpbbcnhføf, byfxt jcnfytncz ult-nj cthtymrjt gähsirjeujlkbdjuj ktgtnfybz bkb åt geibyrf njhjgkbdjqcetns, f pf ybvb njn åt bljk cnhføf. Rfåljtrhskj cnhføf ytcän dybp.Ñkfujckjdtyysq Ktd, ñtccnhfibtv jltnsq, pfgjdtlfkexbnm zdktybç veåtcndf.28

Gkjdws, tckb ds cltkftnt dcä dfv djpvjåyjt, relfvjåtn ytcnb dfc cfvfz ueñbntkmyfz djkyf? Jyf vjåtnkbim djpytcnb dfc. B ns, ctzntkm, rjulf hfplfimpähyf, ns ñeltim ålfnm ehjåfz. B ns, gfcneø, rjulfgthtxnäim jdtw cdjbø, ns pfntgkbim cdtn zdysq.42. Rjcvjc cjpblftncz gekmcfwbtq, byfxt ujdjhz,dphsdfvb. Hbnv dphsdjd lfän cnhjqyjcnm ndjhtybç.Bvtyyj, pyfybt leøf gthtyjcbn ybnm Rjcvjcf dåbpym ghjzdktyyeç. Yflj vtxjv cdthrfçobv jnltkbnmcnegtym yfhjåltybz. Yflj cjpyfnm, rjulf elthåfnmwdtns cdtnf, byfxt jyb cyjdf hfpkfufçncz djvuke cnbøbq.Cfljdybr pyftn, rjulf dhtvz cjñhfnm wdtns, bñj jypfkjåbk ytdblbvst pähyf. Yt njn, rnj yf ñfpfhtpähyf regbk; yt njn, rnj d ktyjcnb ghbrfpfk pähyfgjctznm, yj cfljdybr leøf, rnj d hfyyçç ytgjujlecrhsk pähyf gjl dtctyytq ptvkäq.Lf, lf _ jy, cfljdybr leøf, ñeltn pyfnm dhtvzdcøjlf; jy jnkbxbn vjkjlst cntñkb jn cjhyjq nhfds,bñj jy cltkfk cfveç crhsneç hfñjne b tve ghbyflktåbncfvsq kexibq wdtnjr.Bcnbyyj, dtkbrjt ltkj d vbyene exezyyeç ñktcyenmvtxjv, d chjr dphsdf here gjlyznm.29

Bcnbyyj, djn jgznm cøjlzn cnheb Rjcvjcf yf ujnjdeçPtvkç; djn gjxtve wtyyj pyfybt leøf. Ãnjytñtcyfz hfleuf, jncdtxtyyfz d rfgkzø ptvyjq hjcs.Hfpdt yt ltkbn cdtn pyfybt leøf? õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º lkzlbrjuj leøf rehxfdsq øfjc, yj lkz pyfçotuj leøfãnj fhaf cdtnf. Rfr xtrfyyst cnheys, cnhtvznczdjkys Cdtnjyjcyjq vfnthbb, b leø cjpblftn bp ybønfqyjpdexyst cbvajybb. Vtåle vbhfvb, rfr ybnb,ghjnzyenf õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º. Njkmrj ytgjvthyfz lfkmyjcnmckbdftn djkys ybntq d dbñhfwbç ytñtcyjqhfleub.Vjåyj yfxbyfnm cnhtvbnmcz r lfkmybv vbhfv,cktlez pf ybnmç Cdtnf, jcjpyfyyjç leøjv, _ ãnjjxtym yfexysq jgsn. Rfr crfpfyj _ vfkst ltqcndbzyeålfçncz d gjcjñbzø b d fggfhfnfø, yj ybxnjdytiytt yt yeåyj dtkbrjve ltqcndbç.43. Xeç, Extybt vjåtn zdbnmcz nzåäksv vjkjnjvlkz hjñrbø. Toä ytlfdyj eåfc ghjybpfk ñs cthlwtghb jlyjv ghjbpytctybb ≤jñobyf≥, yj ntgthm eåtytcrjkmrj ghtuhfl ckjvktyj. Pf jnrfpjv jn dtnøjqcjñcndtyyjcnb cktletn toä jlyj nhelyjt bcgsnfybtxtkjdtxtcnde. Ecdfbdfz pyfxtybt leøf, jcjñtyyj nhelyjjnrfpfnmcz jn xeltc. Lfåt Fhøfns, bpñhfyystÑelljç, nhelyj hfccnfdfkbcm c ãnjq djpvjåyjcnmç.30

Nhb Fhøfnf ytjncnegyj ghjcbkb Ñelle gjpdjkbnmbv bcgsnfnm xelj. Ñellf gjvtcnbk rfåljuj d nävyeçrjvyfne b pfgth bø. Gjckt ljkujuj dhtvtyb Ñkfujckjdtyysqdspdfk bø b cghjcbk j dbltyyjv bvb.Rfålsq hfccrfpfk hfpyst dbltybz. Yj Ñellf crfpfk:≤Ntgthm ds ljkåys cjukfcbnmcz, xnj xeltcf yt gjktpys,bñj ukfdyjuj xelf ds yt joenbkb. Bñj dsvjukb joenbnm ñsnbt dyt phbvjcnb, b ãnj joeotybtvjukj yfghfdbnm dfc pf ghtltks ptvkb. Yj ds ghjljkåfkbcjpyfdfnm ctñz cblzobvb yf ptvkt, b vsckbdfib ghbnzubdfkb r ptvkt djkys cnbøbq. Yfñeøfybtcnbøbqysø jñkbrjd dspdfkj gjnhzctybz d hfpysøcnhfyfø. Ds hfpheibkb crfks b eybxnjåbkb ehfufyjvrjhfñkb. Djn ns dbltk rhfcyjuj pdthz c gkfvtyyjqrjhjyjq, yj jujym, bpdktxäyysq njñjç bpñtplys, cgfkbk ljvf ñtppfobnysø _ blb b gjvjub!Ns dbltk zothf c kbrjv ltds, ns pfcnfdbk djkyscvsnm hsñfwrbt kjlrb _ cgtib gjvjxm! Djn ns dbltkjhkf ktnzotuj, b ehfufy cyäc ehjåfq nhelzobøcz_ blb b djpvtcnb! Ult åt gjkmpf dfif, Fhøfns?Cjdf d legkt gjktpytt ghjdtkf dhtvz. Bkb ds nhelbntcmd gjnt kbwf yf ptvkt, bkb d vbyene etlbytybzdjpdsifqnt ctñz yfl ptvkäç. Yj ñtcgjktpyjt djpveotybtcnbøbq gecnm yt ñeltn pfyznbtv velhjuj≥.31

Bcnbyyj, gthj, dsgfditt bp rhskf vfktymrjq gnbws,ghjbpdjlbn uhjv yf lfkmybø vbhfø.Dlsøfz djpleø, vs ghbjñoftvcz rj dctv vbhfv.Velhsq blän jn ptvkb rdthøe, bñj vbhs jnrhjçnlheu lheue velhjcnm cdjç.Ghbnxe ãne gjdnjhzqnt ntv, rnj ñeltn nhtñjdfnmxeltc.44. Ceoyjcnm ecnhtvktybz r lfkmybv vbhfv pfrkçxftnczd ecdjtybb cjpyfybz yfitq åbpyb yf ybø.Djpvjåyjcnm åbpyb yf ybø zdkztncz lkz yfituj cjpyfybzrfr ñs rfyfkjv ghbñkbåtybz. Bvtyyj, ãnjcjpyfybt, rfr rfyfk, ljkåyj ñsnm ghjhsdftvj. Kçlbvjuen gkfdfnm, yj pyfxbntkmyfz xfcnm bp ybø yt gkfdftn.Nfrfz jxtdblyjcnm, rfr lfkmybt vbhs, cjdthityyjyt ghbdktrftn xtkjdtxtcndj. Gjhf ñhjcbnm ãnjpthyj d vjpu kçlcrjq.Nt åt cfvst ñtphjlyst b ytcxfcnyst vjuen kexitghbyznm ãne vsckm. Eps ptvyst lkz ybø yt ghjxys.Øeåt dctuj ñkfujgjkexyst kçlb. Ljdjkmyj kturjvjuen djcghbyznm ãne vsckm cktgst, yj nhelytt dctujrjcst, bñj kjåyjt crhtobdfybt njrjd dctulf ñeltnyfheifnm lfkmyjcnm ecnhtvktybz. Gjghjñeqnt geireyfhtpfnm hfpysvb cgbhfkzvb: htpekmnfn ñeltn gkjøjq.32

Rjytxyj, crfpfyyjt jnyjcbncz lj bpdtcnyjq cntgtybrjcjukfpbz, rjnjhjt pfnhfubdftn ythdyst wtynhs.45. Erfåe, xnj dfåyj djdhtvz gjcskfnm ñkfubt cnhtks,gjxtve leø njulf xedcndetn jñktuxtybt. Ehsdrbxeåbø vscktq rfr cthsq hjq vznencz; gjcntgtyyjjyb pfuhfålfçn ghjcnhfycndj b zdkzçn pfhfåtybtdjpleøf. Njulf cnhtkf leøf gjljñyf vjkybb. Jyf ljcnbuftnyt njkmrj kbwf yfpyfxtyyjuj, yj b jxboftnghjcnhfycndj. Ãnj jxbotybt ghjcnhfycndf yt vtyttpyfxbntkmyj. Ñjktt xbcnfz cnhtkf, rfr ñjktt cbkmysqvfuybn, ghbdktrftn r ctñt cthst jcrjkrb b ytcänbø jñhfnyj. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, d gthdjbcnjxybr djpdhfofçnczcthst vsckb c bø nzujcnmç, yj ñtp dhtlflkz lheubø. Ãnb cthst vsckb, rfr gthtufh, jctlfçnyf feht; b gjctzdibq åyän. Velhj gjcskfnm ckjdj≤yt nhjym!≥. Bvtyyj, ãnf ajhvekf pfrkçxftn d ctñtyfbvtytt jñhfnysq elfh. Ãnj, bvtyyj, lhtdyzz pfuhflbntkmyfzajhvekf. Ghfrnbxyj gjckfnm bkb ljñhsqghbpsd, bkb juhflbntkmyeç ajhveke. Dczrfz pkjñyfzgjcskrf ytghfrnbxyf. Ghfdlf, vjåyj ljgecnbnmvtx djpveotybz leøf, yj kbim d htlrbø ckexfzø,bñj djpveotybt leøf bpyfibdftn jñjkjxre.33

46. Ybrjulf yt ujdjhbk Z j käurjcnb ghjdtltybzd åbpym yjdjuj cjpyfybz. Yt hfpheibntkb, yj pfgktcytdifz,eckjdyfz ljñhjltntkm _ dhfu. Hfpheibntkbpyfçn ytghjxyjcnm hfpheiftvjuj, b ghbywbg jnlfxblkz ybø ktuxt. Yj hevzyfz ljñhjltntkm kçñbn ceylercñthtåtybq b dctulf cnfytn rhfcyjhtxbdj pfobofnmtuj. Crfåen cdzotyyst ckjdf gbcfybq b yfqlen njyrbtljrfpfntkmcndf, gjxtve jyb ujnjds jnlfnm, bvtyyj,yt ãnjve, yj lheujve, yt åbditve xtkjdtre.Eckjdyfz ljñhjltntkm zdkztn ghtdjcøjlyeç rjhscnmb kçñbn ghbdhfnm. B nfrbt hevzyst, ñkfujjñhfpystexbntkz ljñhjltntkb, b kfcrjds, rfr vfckj; gjldbu,gjldbu xtkjdtxtcrbq ytpyfrjv exbntkzv ljñhjltntkb,b gsiyst jltåls bø yfrhføvfktys hfñcndjv!47. D irjkfø ljkåyj ñsnm ghtgjlfdftvj edfåtybtr ghjbpyjcbvjve gjyznbç. Dtlm gjgeufb vjuen ñtccvscktyyjecnhtvkznm d ghjcnhfycndj gjyznbz, xfcnjdtkbrjuj pyfxtybz. Yj kçlb ljkåys gjyznm, xnjrfåljt ckjdj rfr cnhtkf uhjvjyjcyfz, b ckjdj rfrgtlfkm vsckb.Enhfnf bcnbyysø pyfxtybq gjyznbq vyjuj cgjcjñcndjdfkfcjdhtvtyyjve jlbxfybç. Rfr gtcjr, csgkçnkçlb åtvxeu. Ghfdj, gjhf pfvtybnm vyjubt jghtltktybz.34

48. Bvtyyj, ñtp cnhføf b gj djpvjåyjcnb cfvb.Ghfdbkmyj zdktybt kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb. Yb xeltcf,yb wbnfns, yb vfybatcnfwbb, yj endthåltybt,crhtgkäyyjt kbxysv ghbvthjv. Lfåt jibñrf d lthpyjdtybbktuxt bcghfdbvf, ytåtkb cjuñtyyjcnm ñjhvjnfybz.Lhfujwtyyj ltqcndbt, yt yeålfçottcz d fggfhfnføb d gjvjoybrfø. Jnrhsdibq lhfujwtyyeç ajhvekeyt vjåtn ghjrhbxfnm tä d jryj, bñj dhtl gjrhjtncfveç kexieç gjkmpe.Bvtyyj, rfr cjcel pfrhsnsq, rfr ujhf ythfpuhfñktyyfz,rfr ker, cnhtkjç yfghzåäyysq, _ nfr cnjqnt!B xnj yfgbnjr cjcelf gkfvtyty, b xnj ujhf ytbcnjobvf,b xnj cnhtkf cvthntkmyf _ nfr ltqcndeqnt!Bñj rnj jcvtkbncz endthålfnm, xnj nhelyjcnm yt tcnmcrjhtqitt ljcnbåtybt! Vjkjxyst htrb ghjrbcyen,b rbctkmyst ñthtuf lkz cbltybz yteljñys. Bnfr, drjkmxeut kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb ñeltv gjcgtifnm.Pfvtnmnt, elfxf ñskf kbim nfv, ult ñskj ghjzdktyjgjkyjt veåtcndj. Vtkrbt cjvytybz hjlzn hfñcreçñjzpkbdjcnm.Bvtyyj, d lyb nzårjq ñjktpyb gkfytns yeåyj ghtbcgjkybnmczveåtcndjv. Joegmç yt ghjqnb, yj vtx35

vjåtn hfcctxm dhtljyjcyst pfdtcs. Jxtym dfåysqvjvtyn, b yflj yfghzxm dcä veåtcndj.49. Gecnm rnj-ybñelm jnlfcn ñjkmit, jy ñjkmitb gjkexbn. Yj pfñskb yfhjls, rfr jnlfnm; lfåtvfktqibq levftn, rfr gjkexbnm. Vtåle ntv gkfytnfñjkmyf, b d ãnjq ñjktpyb njytn dcä. Rjve-nj øjxtnczbpñtåfnm gjcktlytq ñjhmñs gjchtlcndjv pfhfåtybzdctq gkfytns. Rnj-nj yflttncz egksnm yf jñkjvrfø,pfñsdfz, xnj jrtfy njåt eqlän. Kturj ghtlcnfdbnm,xnj gkfytnyjt ntkj vjåtn ñjktnm gjljñyj dczrjvelheujve jhufybpve, b leø gkfytns jndtxftn cjcnjzybçntkf. Rfr yfpdfnm ñjktpym gkfytns? Kexitdctuj _ ujhzxrjq jnhfdktybz. Eleikbdst ufps, jnyfuhjvjåltybq ybpibø ckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf, jnhtpfçngkfytne jn vbhjd, vjueobø ytcnb gjvjom. EltkPtvkb vjåtn rjyxbnmcz ubufyncrbv dphsdjv, tckbnjkmrj njkof pfdtcs yt ñeltn ghjñbnf. Xeljdboyjtecrjhtybt pfcnfdkztn dct kbybb rjktñfnmcz. Vjåyjjåblfnm ñskj, xnj ecrjhtybt yeåyj lkz rfrjq-kbñjcnhfys, _ jyj yeåyj lkz gkfytns.50. Dcä hfdyj, rfr djqlän Yjdsq Vbh _ d rfanfyt,d cçhnert bkb d heñføt. Tckb vs ecnfyjdbvrjcvbxyjcnm pyfxtybz jñobys, nj dct gjlhjñyjcnb36

yt ñjktt gskbyrb gjl gjljidjq. Vjåyj ghjcnbnmkçñeç ytktgjcnm, tckb jyf yt ghjnbd Yjdjuj Vbhf.51. Rjulf vyjuj hfp gjdnjhzç jlyj ckjdj _ ãnj pyfxbnyfgjkytybt ghjcnhfycndf. Ãnj enthzyysq hbnv,dshjlbdibqcz d ñjhvjnfybt. Ãnj, rfr ghbñjq djky,heibn crfks. Nfråt d itcndbb ljkåty ñsnm hbnvpderf. Hbnv pderf elthåbdftn njkge jn gecnjckjdbz.52. Rfr vjåyj ghjybryenm d nfqybr leøf? Kbimytjñsryjdtyysv. Ktutylf j cdznsø hfpñjqybrfø bvttnd jcyjdfybb leø, pfjcnhäyysq ytjñsxysv. Vtålentv vzurbq ñekjxybr htlrj gjkexftn rkçx r leøe,tckb njkmrj tåtlytdyfz buhf gkfvtyb yt lfcn tvecdtn cnbøbq.Ujlyeç nhfde yeåyj ñhfnm, yj vtcnj hjcnf täyeåyj bcrfnm ñtp ghtleñtåltybz.53. Gjzcyç, gjxtve yfpsdftv ≤fnfrf Geheib≥.Øjhjij, tckb ñs kçlb vjukb ecdjbnm njn åt ghbywbgjñotuj yfghzåtybz. Zdktybt jñotq jgfcyjcnbljkåyj dspsdfnm nfrjt åt jñott yfghzåtybt. Gthdjteckjdbt ecgtøf tcnm jcdjñjåltybt jn jñsxysøpfyznbq. Jñsxyst vjpujdst wtynhs ljkåys gjybryenm,xnjñ vjukf ghjzdbnmcz yjdfz rjvñbyfwbzythdysø ntxtybq. Njn åt ghbywbg, xnj b d bpñtåf-37

ybb ecnfkjcnb. B nfrjt yjdjt yfghzåtybt, tckb jyjkbityj kbxyjuj yfxfkf, yfpsdftncz fnfrjç Geheib.Xnjñs yfqnb cghznfyyeç gfkjxre, ljkåty bcrfnmboeobq, yj yt cghznfdibq. Ytlfhjv bylecs yfpsdfçnDscitt Ceotcndj Buhjrjv. Bcnbyyj, Ptvkzcgfcftncz ptvysvb herfvb, b Cbks Ytñtcyst gjcskfçnkexieç vfyye; yj, yt cjñhfyyfz, jyf ghtdhfoftnczd hjce. Rfr åt yt hfljdfnmcz, rjulf yføjlznczcjñbhfntkb; rjulf, vbyez yfcvtirb, ãnb bcrfntkbblen, gjvyz j Yfitv Obnt.Ybrjulf ytkmpz dspdfnm yfghzåtybt Geheib ñtpgjldbåyjcnb vsckb.Leø ljkåty cnhtvbnmcz gj jlyjve rfyfke, rfr zlhjgj dbyne cndjkf. Gjzdktybt ghbdøjlzobø jñcnjzntkmcndyt ljkåyj gjhnbnm cgbhfkm dbynf.54. Cdtnjneibntkb _ jcjñst ckeub nävysø cbk,rjnjhst pfybvfçncz neitybtv juytq d Njyrjv Vbht.Xtv cbkmytt yfnbcr nmvs, ntv cbkmytt bcnhtñkzçnjyb rfåleç cdtnkeç njxre. Vs yt pyftv ñjktt nävyjujdhtvtyb d Njyrjv Vbht. Dct afkmibdst Jkbvgsgjnjyekb d cevthrfø. Yj ctqxfc yt dhtvz bvbpfybvfnmcz, ctqxfc yf jxthtlb ptvyjq gkfy. Gjkjåtybtvbhf rfr vjht d ñehç.38

55. Ecnhtvktybt _ kflmz Fhøfnf. Ecnhtvktybt _tlbyjhju zdktyysq. Ecnhtvktybt _ rkçx jn dctøgtoth. Ecnhtvktybt _ rhskj jhkf. Ecnhtvktybt _kex cjkywf. Ecnhtvktybt _ rjkmxeuf cthlwf.Ecnhtvktybt _ wdtnjr kjnjcf. Ecnhtvktybt _ rybufñeleotuj. Ecnhtvktybt _ vbh zdktyysq. Ecnhtvktybt_ xbckj pdäpl.56. Gjxtve yføjåltybt pyfrjd ñeleotuj gjljñyjnrfymç? D nrfwrjq hfñjnt jcyjdf _ jghtltkäyyjujwdtnf, b uheggs ybntq hfcghtltktys gj rhfcrfv.Kturj jghtltkbnm jcyjde, kturj vjåyj yfqnb uheggeybntq, yj hbceyjr ãnjq uheggs gjpdjkztn hfpkbxystcjxtnfybz d pfdbcbvjcnb jn nsczxb ntreobø jñcnjzntkmcnd.Rjytxyj, dyenhtyytt jnyjitybt cfvjujceñütrnf ñeltn ukfdysv jñcnjzntkmcndjv. Yj tckb tujfehf ñeltn ckbirjv rjktñfnmcz, nj ghjuyjp ñeltn jnyjcbntkmysv.Njulf ãnj ñeltn gjøjlbnm yf bpdtcnyeçbuhe, ult gj ytcrjkmrbv hfpñhjcfyysv njxrfv yeåyjyfqnb jghtltkäyyeç abuehe.Ntgthm, ult åt kexibq athvtyn, crhtgkzçobqrjktñfybt fehs? Kexibq athvtyn tcnm ecnhtvktybt.Ntkj ecnhtvkäyyjt ytkmpz erjkjnm bkb hfpñbnm.Ecnhtvktybt d ldbåtybb ljcnbuftn pfrjyyjcnb, b,39

cnfyjdzcm pfrjyjv, jyj ltkftncz ytjcnfyfdkbdftvsv,bñj døjlbn d hbnv Rjcvjcf.Nfr blbnt d vfkjv b dtkbrjv, b nrfym dfif ñeltnytgjdnjhtyyjq, rhbcnfkmyj rjcvbxyjq, rjhjxt ujdjhz_ ghtrhfcyjq.Ybxnj lheujt, rhjvt ecnhtvktybz, yt lfän jljktybzcnbøbq, bñj jcyjdyjt rfxtcndj cnbøbq _ ecnhtvktybt.B d ãnjv cjcnjzybb ds rjjhlbybhetnt cnbøbbc dscibv ndjhxtcndjv leøf, bkb zdkztntcm lthåfntktvvjkybb. Ghblän xtkjdtr _ lthåfntkm vjkybb.Gjdthmnt, njkmrj ecnhtvktybtv gjñtlbnt.57. Bvtyyj, yfñfn hfpdt yt cksity d rfåljv ldbåtybbgkfytns? Hfpdt yt hfplfäncz nhtdjuf d rfåljvldbåtybb ceotuj? Hfpdt yt pdexbn djpveotybt d rfåljvldbåtybb chfdytyysø c ptvkäç leøjd?Hfpdt ñskb kexibt dhtvtyf?Kexit, tckb yfhsd ghjhdäncz b vjåyj pfcsgfnmlshe. Yj uyjq yeåyj dspdfnm yfheåe; gjnjve Vsyt ghbybvftv gjkevth.Vs jåblftv ibhjrbø ltqcndbq, b dj dhtvz yfñfnfytkmpz levfnm j recrt ghzåb.58. Eåt pyftnt gjktpyjcnm ghtgzncndbq; eåt pyftntgjktpyjcnm ytghbznyjcntq. Vjåtn ñsnm, lfåt gjktp-40

yjcnm eåfcjd. Rjytxyj, lkz Yfc b lkz dfc ytn eåfcjdd jñsryjdtyyjv cvsckt. Yfjñjhjn, eåfc ñtp cnhføfjñhfoftncz d ltqcndj rjcvbxtcrjq rhfcjns.Vjåyj kb levfnm j rhfcjnt ñtp frrjhlf djcøbotybz?Ntgthm Vs rhbxbv, Vs gjcskftv pyfrb ñjz, yjgjdthø dctuj djcøbotybt gthtl dtkbrbvb htitybzvb.Veåtcndj jnrhsdftn dct ldthb. ≤Ytkmpz≥ _ vsghjbpyjcbv cfvb, vtåle ntv dcä ceott rhbxbn _≤Vjåyj!≥Rfålfz ãgjøf bvttn cdjä ckjdj. Ãnj ckjdj rfr rkçxr pfgjhfv. Lhtdybt Extybz gjcnjzyyj ujdjhbkb jvjueotcndtyyjv ckjdt, rjnjhjt pfrkçxftncz d njxyjqb rhfnrjq ajhvekt. Ytbpvtyyj, rfr rhbcnfkk bpdtcnyjujcjcnfdf; ytkmpz gthtcnfdbnm ckjdf ãnbø ajhvek;ytkmpz elkbybnm bkb erjhjnbnm. HexfntkmcndjRjcvjcf d jnkbdrt ãnbø pyfrjd. Cfvf fñcjkçnyfz nmvfrjktñktncz gthtl rkbyrjv Vbhjdjuj Ghbrfpf, b kexfvb ufpfv ktuxt gjhfåfnm nmve nfv, ult elfhbkVtx vbhf.Yt cjuñtyyj ghbybvftv ghbrfp Rjcvjcf, yj ñeqyj!Gjnjve yfcnfän dhtvz, rjulf Cdtn-cbkf cåbuftn nmve.Ytvbyetvj ghbikj dhtvz, b xfc yt vjåtn dthyenmczjñhfnyj.41

Vjåyj ghjcktlbnm pf nfqysvb ckjdfvb dctø ãgjø,b vjåyj dbltnm cgbhfkm ghjñjlfçotuj cdtnf. Ktubjyxthdtq yt bpvtyztn jcnhbz cgbhfkb, b ghtuhflskbim yfghzufçn kex cdtnf. Pfrjy jnhfåtybz cjplfänyjdst cbks. B ult ujdjhzobq ghjvjkxbn, nfv ytvjqcrfåtn.59. Zcysq, rhfnrbq ghbrfp nhelty, yj pfnj jycbkmytt vfubxtcrjuj åtpkf. Endthåltybt ktuxt, yjghbrfp _ rfr ytålfyysq cnjkñ gkfvtyb bp dekrfyf.Cjchtljnjxtyyjt xedcndj kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnbktåbn d ghbrfpt. Erfpfybt ytbcxthgfyyjcnb cbkspdexbn d ghbrfpt. Ecnhtvkäyyjcnm Rjcvjcf zdktyf dzhjcnb ghbrfpf, rfr djkyf cjrheifçofz. Enhbntckäps ñkfujcnb, Yfv yeåys bcrhs djpveotybz leøf!Rfreç gkjnbye ltkfçn cjåfktybz, yj rhskmz hfcnenyf rjywt vtxf! Gtcrb vjuen eñbdfnm, yj lkz Yfcnexf gtcrf _ rjdäh-cfvjkän.60. Vyjujt vjåyj ghjcnbnm ntv, rnj b dj nmvtcjøhfybk gjyznbt Exbntkz. Exbntkm gjlybvftn ljcnjbycndjleøf. E Yfc gjyznbt Exbntkz gjljñyj kfvgfltdj nmvt. Gjnjve Exbntkm vjåtn ñsnm yfpdfy vfzrjvjndtncndtyyjcnb. Eps Extybz gjljñys dthädrt cgfcf-42

ntkmyjq d ujhfø. Exbntkm zdkztncz c vjvtynf pfååtybzleøf. C ntø gjh Exbntkm ythfphsdty c extybrjv.Yt dblbv rjywf wtgb Exbntktq, b cjpyfybt, yfgjkytyyjtExbntktv, djpdsiftn ljcnbåtybt extybrf,rfr lhfujwtyysq, dctghjybrfçobq fhjvfn. Cdzpmextybrf c Exbntktv jñhfpetn pdtyj pfobns cjtlbybntkmyjqwtgb. D ãnjq pfobnt ghjwdtnfçn gecnsyb.61. Herf Vjz gjikän htitybt chtlb enäcjd vbhf.Cxbnfqnt ljofneç rhsie ndähåt åtktpf. Cxbnfqntehjxyeç vbyene lkbyytt xfcf. Genm elkbyäyysq rjhjxtghzvjq ghjgfcnb. Cghócbnt: ≤Pfxtv pfuflrb, pfxtvãpjnthbpv?≥ Rkeñjr cjñsnbq gjkjy hfpyjwdtnysvbybnzvb. Rfålsq rjdi bp rjkjlwf byjuj wdtnf.Chtlb cjñsnbq vyjuj gjcgtifçobø; ãnb lfkärbtlhepmz, yt cdzpfyyst gj dytiyjcnb, yfgjkyzçn yfierjhpbye, b rjytxysq cdtn njhåtcndetn.62. Vjåyj hfljdfnmcz, rjulf vsckb dyeiftvstchfcnfçncz c vsiktybtv cjñcndtyysv; bñj ghb rjjgthfwbbytn uhfybw hfpltktybz nhelf, yj bvtçnczkbim cktlcndbz. Ytdjpvjåyj hfcxktybnm aeyrwbbRjcvjcf, rjulf ltqcndbz ntren rfr htrf.Rfrjt pyfxtybt bvttn gjcnhjtybt djky, ytceobøgjktpysq ghtlvtn, _ dfåyj, xnjñ ghtlvtn yt gjubñ!43

63. Ukfdyjt ytgjybvfybt ñeltn d njv, xnj nhel tcnmjnlsø. Jnvtybnm ghbläncz vyjubt hfpdktxtybz. Ukfdyjt,yflj gjyznm, xnj ghjbpdtltybz yferb, bcreccndftcnm jñhfpjdfybt, yj yt hfpdktxtybt. Hzl hfpdktxtybqljkåty ñsnm eybxnjåty, rfr hfccflybr gjikjcnb.Ahjyn jñhfpjdfybz ljkåty jxbcnbnm ghbnjyslehfrjd, cblzobø pf rheårjq gbdf. Nfråt zdktybtheufntkmcndf ljkåyj yfqnb ñjktt cnhjujt yfrfpfybt.Nfråt zdktybt eprjuj cgtwbfkbpvf ljkåyj ñsnm gjhbwftvj.64. Yeåyj crfpfnm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb cjbpvthbvjcnb.Cxbnfç yeåysv hfpkbxfnm dtob gjdnjhztvstjn dtotq ytgjdnjhztvsø. Vjåyj jnkjåbnm dtom jñbøjlf,yj pjds chjrjd yeåyj kjdbnm ñtpjnkfufntkmyj.Vjåyj endthålfnm, xnj vjvtyn rjcvbxtcrjq djpvjåyjcnbytdjpvtoftv. Tcnm reifymz, rjnjhst vjåyjgthtdfhbnm kbim d bpdtcnyjv gjhzlrt. B kjdtw ytøjlbn yf jøjne jn ñtpltkmz, yj yføjlbn kexibq xfc,b ybxnj yt jcnfyjdbn kjdwf.Vjåyj yfqnb Vjq Rfvtym d gecnsyt, yj cyjdfRfvtym yt edbltnm, tckb yt gjlyznm tuj ytvtlktyyj.Pyfçobt Vtyz gjybvfçn pyfxtybt ytvtlktyyjcnb,yj yjdst ljkåys pfgjvybnm ãnjn pfrjy, tckb øjnzn44

ghbñkbpbnmcz. Bcnbyyj ujdjhç _ rjhjnrj dhtvz!Pfñjnkbdj ujdjhç _ yt egecnbnt xfcf, bñj ybnbrkeñrf hfpyjwdtnys. Yt d ghbznyjcnb jnlsøf, yj djvhfrt ñehb gjktpty Vjq Ujkjc _ evtqnt cksifnm!Pyfç kçltq, rjnjhst egecnbkb pjd bp-pf gjøkäñrb.Yj Vjz cnhtkf ghjktnftn d xfc yeåls. Vjz Herfujnjdf gjlyznm pfdtce cjpyfybz, gjnjve yeåyf cjbpvthbvjcnmvfkjuj b ñjkmijuj, gjdnjhztvjuj b ytgjdnjhztvjuj.Yfghzubntcm gjyznm, ult jyj ñjkmijt!Ujdjhç _ dhtvz rjhjnrj!65. Eckjdbt Yfit lkz cjnhelybrjd _ gjkyjt åtkfybtghbkjåbnm r åbpyb Yfib jcyjds, yt ntjhbz,yj ghfrnbrf.Exbntkm ytcän gkfvz yteufcbvjuj gjldbuf. Extybtyt ghthsdftncz yb ecnfkjcnmç, yb jujhxtybzvb.Cthlwt Exbntkz åbdän gjldbujv. E Ytuj ytn cnhføf,bckjdfñjçcm ytn d Tuj ckjdfht.66. Ãdjkçwbz vbhf crkflsdftncz bp htdjkçwbq,bkb dphsdjd vfnthbb. Rfålfz ãdjkçwbz bvttn gjcnegfntkmyjtldbåtybt ddthø. Rfålsq dphsd d rjycnherwbbcdjtq ltqcndetn cgbhfkmyj. Gjnjve rfålfz htdjkçwbzd cdjtq ghbhjlt gjldthåtyf pfrjyfv cgbhfkb.45

Ptvyjt cnhjtybt gjljñyj gbhfvblt. Ntgthm gjghjñeqntbp rfåljq njxrb gjcnegfntkmyjq cgbhfkbjgecnbnm xtnsht uhfyb gbhfvbls. Gjkexbnt rfr ñsxtnsht zrjhz, jgeotyysø d ybpibt ckjb vfnthbb.Nfrjt cnhjbntkmcndj ñeltn ghbphfxysv, bñj ñeltngjcnhjtyj yf ckjzø jnåbdibø. Ntgthm gjghjñetv bprfåljq njxrb ddthø gjcnhjbnm hjvñ, b gjkexbv ntkjpfdjtdfybq dthøybø ckjäd, jgthtlbditt ldbåtybtcgbhfkb. Ãnj ñeltn ljcnjqyjt cnhjbntkmcndj! Rjytxyj,jyj ljkåyj yfxfnmcz d ytbpdtcnyjcnm, hfcibhzzcmyfhzle c hjcnjv cjpyfybz. Gjnjve cnhjbntkmcndjd htdjkçwbb zdkztncz cfvsv jgfcysv vjvtynjv.Vyjåtcndj ytcjdthityysø ãktvtynjd ñelen yfuytnfnmgjcnhjtybz dybp, d ckjb dtotcndf jnhfñjnfditujb jnhfdktyyjuj. Njkmrj ñtpevcndj veåtcndf vjåtnjñhfnbnm gjcnhjtybt ddthø, d ckjb ytbcgsnfyyst bghtrhfcyst cjlthåfybtv yjdsø ãktvtynjd. Gjnjveujdjhç b ñele ujdjhbnm, xnjñ d gjcnhjtybb bpñtåfnmdtnøbø ajhv. Jgecrfybt d cnfhst dvtcnbkbof ytljgecnbvj.Yeåyj gjybvfybt Yjdjuj Vbhf dj dctqcehjdjcnb.67. Xnj nhtñetncz d Yfitq Jñobyt? Ghtålt dctuj,cjbpvthbvjcnm b cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Rjytxyj, dnjhjt46

dctwtkj dsntrftn bp gthdjuj. Rjytxyj, yeåyj pfñsnmj ljñhjnt, bñj ljñhjnf yt tcnm ñkfuj. Ljñhjnf tcnmcehhjufn cghfdtlkbdjcnb. Leøjdyfz åbpym cjbpvthztnczcjbpvthbvjcnmç. Xtkjdtr, yt jnkbxfçobq vfkjtjn ñjkmijuj, ybxnjåyjt jn dtkbrjuj, yt vjåtn ñsnmleøjdyj hfpdbnsv.Ujdjhzn j Yfitq ndähljcnb, yj jyf kbim cktlcndbtYfvb hfpdbnjq cjbpvthbvjcnb.68. Gjqvbnt, rfr yfpsdftncz csy cnhføf b cjvytybz,_ cjåfktybt tuj bvz. Bvtyyj, cjåfktybt jdcnegktybb yf Dtkbrjt Ckeåtybt chtpftn dct cktlcndbzñsdibø nheljd. Cjvytdfçobqcz ghbdzpsdftnrfvtym r yjut. Ñjzobqcz cgbhftn lsøfybt. Yj gjåfktdibqj cdjtq hfñjnt yf Dtkbrjt Ckeåtybt rjyxftndjpvjåyjcnb ghbñkbåtybz.Rfr åt yt jnkbxbnm veåtcndj, rjnjhjt dtlän r ljcnbåtybç?Rfr åt yt pfgjvybnm here, pflthåfdieçrbyåfk dhfuf? Rfr åt yt jgjzcfnm cbke jnlfdieçyf hjcn vbhf? Gjqvbnt _ ñele ndthlbnm ñtp rjywf,gjrf vjcn hfleub yt djgkjnbn dct wdtnf.Rtlhs øhfyzn wtktñyeç cvjke, yj eksñfçncz, rjulfcjr xeltcysq blän yf cvfpre jñedb. Nfr ñeltv øhfybnmukfdyst genb, ghbvtyzz gjlhjñyjcnb r gjktpyjcnb.47

69. Hsr b pdthbysq dbpu yfgjkyzçn Ptvkç. Hsrpdthbysq pfvtybk gtcyç kçlcreç. Yj rfr ghtrhfcysjuyb gjldbuf!70. Herb Vjb yt pyfçn gjrjz. Ujkjdf Vjz gjllthåbdftnnzåtcnm ltk. Hfcceljr Vjq bpscrbdftnndähljcnm htitybq. Vjom jgsnf hfpñbdftn xeåeçytvjom. Yf ghtltkt eothñf yfgjkyzç djpvjåyjcnbyjdst. Yf xthnt jncnegktybz cnhjç ndthlsyb. Yfukfpfø dhfuf hfpdtdfç pyfvz. Yfpsdfç ltym enjvktybzlyäv jnlsøf. Ljgecrfç zdktybt ytgjybvfybzrfr cjh yf gjhjut. Cjrhjdtyyjt vjue cjrhsnm d crkflrføhfñjxtq jltåls. Xelj lkz Vtyz kbim cktl gjlrjds.Veåtcndj lkz Vtyz kbim ker d rjkxfyt.Htibvjcnm lkz Vtyz kbim øktñ jñtltyysq.71. Ghtålt dctuj pfñelmnt dct yfhjlyjcnb b gjqvbnt,xnj cjpyfybt hfpdbdftncz cjdthitycndjdfybtvwtynhjd ytdblbvsø. Rnj-nj ålän Vtccbç lkz jlyjujyfhjlf, _ ãnj ytdtåtcndtyyj, bñj ãdjkçwbz gkfytnsbvttn kbim gkfytnfhysq hfpvth. Bvtyyj, zdktybtdctvbhyjcnb ljkåyj ñsnm ecdjtyj. Rhjdm tlbyf ntxän,b dytiybq vbh yt ñeltn ñjkmit hfpltkztv hfcfvbgthdbxysø ajhvfwbq.48

72. Jñobyf_Cjnhelybxtcndj vjåtn ytcksøfyyjecrjhbnm ãdjkçwbç gkfytns b lfnm yjdst djpvjåyjcnbcjjñotybz c cbkfvb vfnthbb. Yt yflj levfnm,xnj jñobyf b pfdjtdfybt vfnthbb yføjlzncz d hfpysøgkjcrjcnzø. Jlyj heckj, jlyj pyfvz _ Vfqnhtz,Vfnthm, Vfnthbz!Herf, ybnb hfpñbhfçofz, zdkztn genm r YfitqJñobyt. Rjytxyj, yt ñeltv ujdjhbnm j njxyjv dhtvtybdjpybryjdtybz Yfituj vtcnf. Rfnfrkbpvs ckjåbkbelfxyst eckjdbz, b ghb Yfibø pyfybzø vjåyjjøhfybnm Wtynh jn ytghjitysø ujcntq. Zdktybtzhrbø dhfujd gjpdjkbkj Yfv pfndjhbnm døjls toägkjnytt b jñexbnm cjctltq øjhjitve vjkxfybç.Yfheibnm b ghtlfnm _ pyfxbn ñsnm eybxnjåtyysv.73. Ceotcndj Yjdjuj Vbhf cjlthåbn gecnjne, rjnjhfzyfpsdftncz ≤eptk ytgjldbåyjcnb≥; nfv cjñbhfçnczjnkjåtybz zdktybq ytgjybvfybz pflfx ãdjkçwbb.Tckb vjpu rjcyäncz ãnbø gentq lj zdktybzytgjybvfybz leøf, nj ljcneg Yfibø gjcskjr gjxnbnthztncz. Yteåtkb kçlb pfñelen ndjhxtcndj, yfghfdktyyjtyf erhfitybt åbpyb?74. Yeåyj ghjcktlbnm ytjnkjåyjt. Yeåyj øhfybnmkbxysq ãynepbfpv. Yeåyj rfåljve blnb ytpfdb-49

cbvj _ ytn kfljyb yf gktxt, ytn gthcnf yf ueñfø.Ujht pflthåfditve cnhfåe. Ujht yfcsgfditve hbc yfobn. Ujht yjczotve djle d iktvt. Cfvjt ujht _cthjve cnhføe. Gjbcnbyt, ctnm vbhf pfrbyenf. Yt vjuengjlyznm tä ñtp ekjdf. Gjbcnbyt, yt pfñeltncz ybvfkj-vfktqitt. Pfgkfxtyj pf pthyj. Yt ljgeotyj yfcbkbt.Gecnm rfålsq blän, yj åfktç ytljøjlzobø.Rfr nävty jñhfnysq genm! Rfr yt pyfç ujhituj, ytåtkbgthtcnegbnm genm cjctlybq. Crfåbnt rfåljve:≤Blb cfv lj erfpf Exbntkz≥. Hfljdfnmcz yeåyj ibgtybçvjhz. Zdbnt gjybvfybt dtkbrjuj dhtvtyb.Xfie gjlsvbnt. Z pjde dfc.75. Bcnbyyj, vjåyj ålfnm, rfr bcgjkyzncz dctghjhjxtcndf. Yt dbåe, rjulf bpvtyzncz chjrb. Levfqntyfl jñjkjxrjq cjñsnbq b gjybvfqnt, rfr ytdfåyf dytiyjcnm; njkmrj dyenhtyytt pyfxtybt jndtxftn.Gjctd gjrjktybq yfxbyftn djcøjlbnm; yfxbyftngjlybvfnmcz pthyj.76. Yeåyj pyfnm jlby ghbäv Ñbnds, yfpsdftvsqcdthåtybtv crfk. Rjulf Ñbndf ljcnbuftn bpdtcnyjujyfghzåtybz, nj Djålm jnhsdftn xfcnb fehs b rblftnyf gjkxbof dhfujd. Rjytxyj, fehs djbyjd nfråtcbkmyj jnhsdfçncz, b gjnjve d ãnj dhtvz yt cbkmyf50

pfobnyfz ctnm, yj pfnj dhfub gjhfåftvs jcjñtyyjcbkmyj. Nrfym fehs ååän cbkmytt vjkybb. Yfpsdftvãnjn ghbäv uthjbxtcrbv. Yt yeåyj levfnm, xnj tltvd vzurjv gjtplt, _ bläv gj ljcrt yfl ghjgfcnmç.Rkjxmz fehs gjljñys ghjcnhtktyysv rhskmzv jhkf.Yeåyj gjvybnm, xnj bläv yf cntys ñtp ghbrhsnbz.Rfåljt hfpñbnjt cntrkj uhtvbn yt chfpe, yj rjulf ljcnbuytnybpibø eotkbq, njulf jcrjkrb crhtåtoen.Jcnfkmyjt gjqvbnt cfvb. Cfvst ñjkmibt Cbks dÑjç pf cgfctybt xtkjdtxtcndf.77. Zdktybt yeåyj gjybvfnm rfr jxtdblyjt ytukfpe, yj cjpyfybç. D ãnjv hfpybwf dfituj b Yfitujgjybvfybz. Ds yfpsdftnt afrnjv cktlcndbt tuj, yjVs vjåtv jnkbxfnm bcnbyysq afrn, ytphbvsq dfv.Cktgjq celbn j vjkybb gj uhjve, yj phzxbq eåtuhjvf yt jgfcftncz. Nfr yeåyj exbnmcz jnkbxfnm bcnbyystafrns jn bø cktlcndbq.Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv j ceåläyyjv cjñsnbb, Vsdblbv tuj bcnbyyjt yfxfkj; yj rnj ñeltn celbnmkbim gj dblbvsv cktlcndbzv, njn ñeltn pfgfplsdfnmd ceåltybb. Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv: ≤Blbnt ghjnbdjxtdblyjcnb≥, Vs øjnbv crfpfnm _ yt gjlgflfqntbkkçpbb ghjitlibø cjñsnbq. Yflj xänrj jnkbxfnm51

ghjikjt jn ñeleotuj. Bvtyyj, ãnbv ñtphfpkbxbtvcnhflftn xtkjdtxtcndj, dhfofzcm d bkkçpbzø cktlcndbq.Ndjhxtcrfz bcrhf pfrkçxtyf d zdktybb cjñsnbz,yj yt d cktlcndbb. Pfyznjt cktlcndbzvb, xtkjdtxtcndjgjljñyj cktgjve, joeofçotve kbim uhjv. Vjåyjghtlcnfdbnm hfpybwe vtåle celzobvb gj cjñsnbzvb gj cktlcndbzv.Crfåbnt dfibv lhepmzv, xnjñ yfexbkbcm yfñkçlfnmceott gj djpybryjdtybç cjñsnbq. Byfxt jcnfyenczxbnfntkzvb ufptns, cjcnfdktyyjq gkenjv.Yfghzufqnt cjpyfybt ekjdbnm djpybryjdtybt cjñsnbq,tckb øjnbnt ghbjñobnmcz r ãdjkçwbb vbhf.Vjåyj yfpdfnm ñtp xbckf ghbvths åfkrbø, ghtcnegysøb nhfubxtcrbø ytgjybvfybq, jn rjnjhsø cvtibdfkbcmchjrb.Leñ hfcnän bp åäkelz gjl ptvkäç, yj ukegtw pfvtxftntuj, kbim rjulf cgjnryäncz j ytuj. Vyjuj cgjnsrfybqgznyfçn ptvyeç rjhe. Ljdjkmyj jibñjr bytgjybvfybq d xfc vbhjdjuj yfghzåtybz!Yeåyj gjyznm, rfr ñthtåyj yflj hfcøjljdfnm ãythubç.Yflj gjyznm, rfr njkmrj yeåyst ldthb ghbdtlend gjrjq Jñotuj Ñkfuf.52

78. D rfåljq rybut ljkåyf ñsnm ukfdf j hfplhfåtybb.Ytjñøjlbvj dsdtcnb ãnjuj pdthz bp ljve. Cehjdjcnmghbdtncndeç, nfråt htibvjcnm. Erfpsdfç, rfrbpuyfnm yfcvtikbdst ienrb. Yeåyj gjvjxm rfåljvedsqnb bp pfnhelytybz. Yeåyj jcnfyjdbnm rfålsqhjcnjr gjikjcnb. Yeåyj lfnm rfåljve cdjä ckjdjcrfpfnm b yfqnb nthgtybt. Gecneç vjkde jñhtpfnmb yfqnb ltcznm ckjd ghjnbd rfåljuj ckjdf, gjyjczotujExbntkz. Bvtyyj yt ghjvjkxfnm yf cnhtke ghjnbdExbntkz. Vfnthm b Exbntkm _ ãnb jñf gjyznbz ljkåysñsnm juhfåltys rfåljç rybujç. Cdtn dtkbxbzyt gjneibv.79. Ghb rjcvbxtcrbø gjcnhjtybzø ckeåtybt jñzpsdftnbpvtybnm cjpyfybt. Jibñrb vjuen ñsnm. Cfvfzñjkmifz jibñrf vjåtn ñsnm jghfdlfyf, tckb bcnjxybrtä xbcn; yj bpvthbnm ãne xbcnjne vjåyj kbimghjcdtoäyysv cjpyfybtv. Hfljcnm Ckeåtybç vjåtnghjzdbnmcz kbim ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb. Yfljgjvybnm, xnj rfåljt nhäøktnbt ghtlcnfdkztn cnegtymcjpyfybz; nfr åt rfr rfåljt ctvbktnbt zdkztncz jñyjdktybtvwtynhjd. Ecgtqnt gjyznm, xnj chjrb cjpyfybzytgjdnjhztvs b gjnjve yt ghjgecnbvs.53

Cghfdtlkbdj cghjcbnm xtkjdtrf, pflevfdituj dcnegbnmyf genm Dtkbrjuj Ckeåtybz, _ xtv levftn jygjcnegbnmcz? Bkb jy yflttncz kbim gjkexbnm jceotcndktybtcdjbø cfvsø ckflrbø vtxnfybq? Bkb eljñyjtve pf rhegbwe dths ghbcdjbnm ptvyjt ñjufncndj bpfyznm ytcdjqcndtyyjt tuj cjpyfybç gjkjåtybt?Ytkmpz gthtxbckbnm cgjcjñs hfcibhtybz cjpyfybz,yj dj dcäv ktåbn cjpyfybt ghfdls b cfvjjndthåtyyjcnb.80. Yflj gjybvfnm zcyjcnm vsiktybz b ghbkjåbnmtuj r ñeleotve _ nfr vjåyj bpñtåfnm ithifdjcnbjñhfpf ltqcndbq. Yeåyj blnb ytgjøjåt yflheubø. Wtyyf rfålfz rhegbwf htibvjcnb. Øjxeyfgbnfnm dfc lthpyjdtybtv. Kexit gecnm cxbnfçn ytjñsxysvb,ytåtkb yfhzlbnmcz d veylbh gjikjcnb.Yeåyj xbnfnm Vjb Extybz. Yeåyj cnhtvbnmcz ghbkjåbnmbø r rfåljve ghjzdktybç åbpyb, yt gjghfplybrfv njkmrj. Crfåbnt ctñt _ vjåyj kb ecnhtvkznmczgj enhfv b gjgeufqybxfnm gj dtxthfv?81. Velhj ghjdtcnb xthne vtåle ghjiksv b ñeleobv.Ytdjpvjåyj gthtxbckznm dcä cltkfyyjt _ ytcjbpvthbvj.Kexit crfpfnm: ≤Ltym dxthfiybq gjufc;yfexbvcz dcnhtnbnm pfhç yjdeç≥. Vs dct hfcnäv,54

ltkf yfib hfcibhzçncz c yfvb. Gjckt ldflwfnbctvb ktn ybrnj yt çy; b vs vjåtv gjybvfnm gjldbuCkeåtybz. Yt ujlyj rjgfnmcz d gskb dxthfiytujlyz. Gjcnfyjdkztv jnysyt cnegtym yjdeç. Yfxyävhfñjnfnm, jrheåbd ctñz nsczxmç ukfp. Ecdjbv xbcnjnevsckb b cjbpvthbvjcnm ltqcndbq. Nfr yfgjkybvlyb yfib; ghbdsrytv r gjldbåyjcnb b htibvjcnb.Nfråt yt pfñeltv, xnj ytn yf Ptvkt dsit lfyyjujGkfyf Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Zdbv gjybvfybt Extybq åbpyb.Rfr Vjbctq ghbyjcbk ljcnjbycndj xtkjdtxtcrjt, rfrÑellf ecnhtvkzk r hfcibhtybç cjpyfybz, rfr Øhbcnjcexbk gjktpyjcnb jnlfxb, b rfr Yjdsq Vbh ecnhtvkäyr vbhfv lfkmybv! Gjlevfqnt, rfrbt cjgjcnfdktybzyfc jrheåfçn! Gjlevfqnt j rfvyt jcyjdfybz.Gjlevfqnt j lfyyjv genb. Gjlevfqnt, rfr uhfybwsRjcvjcf c dfvb cjghbrfcfçncz. Ghbgjvybnt ifubxeltcysø yfghzåtybq yt d rybut, yj d åbpyb. Gjlevfqnt,crjkmrj yt ñskj gjlyznj b yt dvtotyj, b dcänfrbvs cnjbv yf vtcnt. Gjnjve yt jnxfbdfqntcmjibñrfvb, yj djcøjlbnt Bthfhøbtq Extybz.82. D ltym yfxfkf yjdjq cnegtyb crfåtv ñtp erjhbpysj dtkbrjv dhtvtyb, rjulf yfexftvcz jnhsdfnmczjn Ptvkb b d ntkt eåt ghbjñofnmcz r vbhfvdscibv.55

Ybrnj ybxtuj yt kbiäy _ ghblb, ghjnzyb herer nhfgtpt leøf. Endthlb leø jn vfnthbb b pfgjvyb,rfr nhtgtotn cthlwt gthtl cbzybtv ujh.Vjä Ckjdj endthlbnm dfc ljkåyj d rhfcjnt gjldbuf.Gthtl genäv jcnfdbv erfps ltqcndbq, cyjdf cjñthävcjpyfybt gjdthø ndthlb. Ghtrhfcyj eåt bvtnmnjyrjt ntkj, rjulf leø eåt yt cvenbncz gthtl gjkänfvblfkmybvb. Gjnjve ñeltv hfljdfnmcz rfåljveldbåtybç gj rjht Ptvkb _ d ybø rfr ñs ktnfnmexbvcz.Ktnfnm _ rfrjt ghtrhfcyjt ckjdj! D yäv eåtpflfnjr yfituj yfpyfxtybz. Rjulf nzårj, vsckbntj gjkänfø; gecnm rfålsq vsckbn j rhskmzø. Ikçcvtksv dct njrb ghjcnhfycndf!83. Bcnbyyj, yflj bvtnm ltcznjr gthtekrjd yf jlbygjåfh. Ecbktyyj ltqcndbt, rjulf pf ybv ltcznjrhtitybq. Lkz ytjgsnysø yeåty gjåfh gjpflb, yjpdfyst vjuen bvtnm dct døjls jnrhsnsvb.Yeåyj evtnm gjybvfnm, rfr uyäncz rkbyjr dhfuf.Evtnm eksñfnmcz, rjulf rjycrbq njgjn dhfuf cksity.Evtnm gjyznm, rjulf cnhtkf ktnbn dsit ujkjds,xnjñ yt yfrkjybnmcz.56

84. Nhelyj dvtcnbnm ñjkmijt, yj toä nhelytt dvtcnbnmvfkjt ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb. Nhelyj ghbkjåbnmvfkeç ltqcndbntkmyjcnm r jñüäve dtkbrjujgjybvfybz. Rfr dkjåbnm dtkbrbq vtx d vfkst yjåys?Njkmrj bcgsnfyyjt cjpyfybt gjybvftn wtyyjcnmpthyf ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Wfhcndj yt d rjhjyfø b ytd njkgfø, yj d rjcvjcj-ghjcnhfycndtyyjcnb bltq. NfrExtybz åbpyb ljgjkyzçn lheu lheuf, yt yeålfzcmd ghbdktxtybb vyjåtcnd.Crfpfk dfv, xnj lfv nhtnmç rybue, rjulf ñeltn ghbyznfjñobyf. Yj Yfv yt yeåys vyjåtcndf, yj kbimcjpyfybt ntø, rnj Yfv yeåty; gjnjve lfäv nhtnmçrybue. Gjnjve ndthlbv toä j afrnfø Bcnbys, b gjnjveVs ghtlgjxbnftv yfgencndjdfnm yfhjåltybtb yt ghbybvftv yf Ctñz gjøjhjyysø ghjwtccbq.Jlybv yeåyj nheñbnm d eib Extybt, lheubv vjåyjkbim hfccnfdbnm dtøb, nhtnmbv kbim lfnm jlyjckjåystyfvärb, tckb cjpyfybt bø vjåtn dvtcnbnmlfåt vfkjt. Rfr åt Extybt ghbdtncndetn ntø, rnjvjåtn dvtcnbnm rfåleç rhjøe, jwtybdfz vbhjdjtpyfxtybt rfåljq!Rfåljt hfcgfltybt ãjyjd gthtvtoftn wtkst vbhs,ntv cfvsv vsckb dfib ghbpsdfçncz r ñthtåkbdjcnbvsckzotq ãythubb.57

85. Rfålsq jhufybpv ldbåtncz jcjñjq ãythubtq,yj yeåyj ecnfyjdbnm njxyjt yfghfdktybt jcyjdyjujecnhtvktybz.Jlyfåls extybrb cghjcbkb Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj: ≤Rfrgjyznm bcgjkytybt pfgjdtlb jnrfpf jn cjñcndtyyjcnb?≥Jlby extybr gjrbyek dct dtob, yj Exbntkmghjljkåfk eghtrfnm tuj d cjñcndtyyjcnb. Lheujq jcnfdfkczd jrheåtybb dtotq, yj yt pfckeåbk eghärf.≤Xedcndj cjñcndtyyjcnb bpvthztncz yt dtofvb, yjvsckzvb. Nfr jñobyf ljkåyf ñsnm ghbyznf cjpyfybtv.Vjåyj bvtnm dtob b yt ñsnm cjñcndtyybrjv.Exbntkm gjcskftn gjåtkfybt, xnjñ ãdjkçwbz yfhfcnfkfpfrjyyj. Exbntkm evttn hfpkbxbnm jcdjñjlbdibøcjpyfybt≥.Nfr crfpfk Ñkfujckjdtyysq b ghjcbk djjñot ytlevfnm j cjñcndtyyjcnb, bñj jnhtxtybt tcnm jvsnbtvsckb. Bñj kbim gj jvsnsv rfyfkfv vjåtn ghjñbnmczjcyjdyjt ecnhtvktybt.86. Yfgjvyç crfpre, cksifyyeç Frñfhjv.Gjdtkbntkm cghjcbk velhtwf: ≤Rfr edbltnm uytpljbpvtys b jgkjn dthyjcnb?≥ Velhtw gjrfpfk yf njkgehfpjltnsø dcflybrjd b crfpfk: ≤Uytplj bpvtys≥.Gjckt erfpfk yf jlbyjrjuj genybrf b crfpfk: ≤Jgkjn58

dthyjcnb, bñj jlbyjxtcnde ybxnj yt bpvtybn≥. B cnjuj lyz gjdtkbntkm jrheåbkcz dthyjcnmç.Exbntkm ghbyzk dcç vthe dthyjcnb. Herf Vjz hertgenybrf _ jujym dj nmvt. E Obnf Vjtuj nbibyfujh. Pyfç, pyfç, rfr Vjtq jñobyt ntcyj. Ezdktybtjcyjd cnhjbntkmcndf ezdkztncz d nbibyt.Gjybvfybt vfnthbb vjåtn hfcnb kbim nfv, ultbpvtyf ytdjpvjåyf.87. Rjulf ghtlcnfdbncz pfnhelytybt c yfcktlcndjv,vjåyj crfpfnm: vjåyj jcnfdbnm jñobyt gjåtkfybt,xnjñ gjkmpjdfybt bpdtcnysvb ghtlvtnfvb gthtlfyjñskj bpdtcnyjve kbwe yf ghjñyjt nhäøktnbt. Nfr yfcktlcndjñeltn ghtdhfotybtv d rjjgthfwbç ljcnjqysø.Vjåyj gjhexbnm jcjñsv dsñjhysv cktlbnm pfrfxtcndjv hfñjn.Gjktpyj eukeñkznm cjpyfybt j gjcnjzyyjq bcgsnetvjcnb,bñj yfhjl toä yt evttn hfñjnfnm ghb cjpyfybbbcgsnfybz. Vtåle ntv dcä dtotcndj vbhfdpfbvyj bcgsnsdftncz. Njkmrj yeåyj gjl bcgsnfybtvgjybvfnm ekexitybt.88. Vs yfxbyftv dctulf d jxtym vfkjv yfxthnfybb.Ãnj jgsn jxtym vyjubø dtrjd b jcyjdyjq rjcvbxtcrbqghbywbg. Pthyj ndähljt b ytltkbvjt lfcn59

yfhfcnfybt ãktvtynjd. Yj lhjåfybt b ytxenrjcnmgjdnjhtybz lfän nevfyyjcnm. Xenrjcnm åbpytyyjujghbywbgf pfcnfdkztn ãrjyjvbnm ndählst pähyf. Nfrwtybn øbvbr ytltkbvst ntkf. Bcnbyyj, gjcnhjqrfljkåyf ñsnm ytheibvf, rjulf jyf dspdfyf ytjñøjlbvjcnmçãdjkçwbb. Yeåyj gjyznm hfpybwe ljgeotyyjujb lfyyjuj ytjcgjhbvj.89. E Yfitq Jñobys yt yeåys endthåltybz brkznds. Ytghbndjhys nhfns nhelf b ytpfñsdftvszdktybz ljkuf. Hfpdt djpvjåyj vyjujckjdbt nfv,ult ghbyzns åbpyb yf gjgtxtybt, _ nfv, ult xfcvjåtn zdbnmcz lkbyytqitq vthjq? Vjåyj kb ghtlfnmdjpvjåyjcnb dhtvtyb, rjulf jnhbwfçncz leøb ldbåtybt?Yeåyj ghtjñjhjnm hjñjcnm b gjxeznm dbøhm cgbhfkb,b d cnthåyt dbøhz bvtnm veåtcndj cgjrjqcndbz.Cnjkmrj ujdjhbk j veåtcndt b ghjnbd cnhføf, bñj eYfc kbim rjcvbxtcrbq yfexysq vtnjl! Ghb døjltyflj lfnm ctñt jnxän, ult cnhfø b rhtgrj kb veåtcndj?Yt dbåe yb jlyjq gjlhjñyjcnb lbfktrnbrb bkbvtnjlbrb. Pyftv kbim cehjdst wdtns ytjñøjlbvjcnb.B yflj ljqnb lj Yfc d cjpyfybb ytghtkjåyjcnb.60

Cehjdjcnm yt tcnm ceøjcnm, b ytghtkjåyjcnm yt tcnmjuhfybxtyyjcnm. Ghb dcäv nzujntybb ndthlb, gjxedcndetntdbøhm ghjcnhfycndf b ghjnzytnt here r lfkmybvvbhfv. Ytkmpz yfdzpfnm joeotybt ezdktybzvbhjd; yj, bvtyyj, ãnbv cjpyfybtv ghbybvftv jndtncndtyysqnhel, eyjcbv ctñz d htfkmyst djpvjåyjcnbãdjkçwbb.90. Xnjñ gjyznm gjldbåyjcnm ltqcndbq, yeåyj pfvenbnmgjdthøyjcnm ñfcctqyf b yfñkçlfnm ytldbåyjcnmybpibø ckjäd åblrjcnb. Yj nfr yeåyj bpñjhjplbnmgjdthøyjcnm, xnjñ njn åt hbnv ghjybr ljlyf ñtp ghtkjvktybz. Cbks jnhbwfntkmyst yt bvtçnghjdjlf lj lyf, bñj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj hfpkjåbnm gthdbxyjtdtotcndj; nfrjq jgsn yt gjl cbke bv.Yjdjghbøjlzobt xfcnj cghfibdfçn: ult åt uhfybwfvtåle gjldbåysv ckjtv b ytjghjdthåbvsvjcyjdfybtv? Rjytxyj, yt vjåtn ñsnm uhfybws ecnfyjdktyyjq,yj pfrjy ghtkjvktybz ecnfyjdkty, bcnhtkf yt vjåtn ljktntnm ñtp ghtctxtybz gthdjyfpyfxtyyjqkbybb.Rfr åt ecnhfybnm gjhfåtybt ckjäd? Rjytxyj, yeåyjddtcnb ndählst cnjkñs, lhjñzobt ntxtybt. Egjvbyfkj cnthåyt leøf gjchtlb cgbhfkb _ ãnj gjcnhjtybt61

pfgjvybnt, bñj ytghtrkjyyjcnm, jrheåäyyfz wtynhjñtåysvldbåtybtv, vjåtn ghjnbdjcnjznm dctv djkytybzv.Gjcnhjtybt Yfitq Jñobys yfgjvbyftnnfrbt åt cnthåyb, jrheåäyyst vjoysvb cgbhfkzvb.Kexitt gjcnhjtybt lkz ñjhmñs, rjytw rjnjhjq ghtlhtiäy.Nfr yeåyj gjyznm Yfib gjcnhjtybz vfnthbfkmyj.B pfxtv yeåyj ytgjyznyjt jndktxtybt, rjulfghbywbg Rjcvjcf jlby? B cbcntvf yfhfcnfybz rhbcnfkkjdgjrfpsdftn, rfr vyjujjñhfpty vbh nzujntybz.Boeobt vjuen gjyznm, rfr yeåyj blnb vfnthbfkmyjd dscitv pyfybb. Rnj yt kçñbn xänrjcnb rhbcnfkkjd,njn yt ljqlän r Yfv. Xbcnfz ytgjdnjhztvjcnm ljdjlbnajhve lj cjdthitycndf. Vjåyj gjrfpfnm rhbcnfkkhtñäyre, b jy gjqvän pfdthitybt. Bvtyyj, cnhjtybtrhbcnfkkf jñobys lfcn cjdthitycndj ajhvs.91. Gjxtve yeåyj ñsnm yterkçåbvb? Gjxtve yeåyjghjbpdjlbnm dgtxfnktybt ytdtål? Gjxtve yfibljkåys ñsnm ytñhtåysvb? Gjxtve, rjulf blän cgjh,yfib ljkåys ñsnm rhbrkbdsvb? Gjxtve yfibljkåys ñjknfnm ñtp vths? Jñøjlbnt ytyeåyeçuhzpm. Dblbnt, rfr rfåleç gjlhjñyjcnm yflj gjlxthryenm,byfxt jñsxfq Yfitq Jñobys yt erhtgbnczd dfc.62

Lbcwbgkbyf cdjñjls jnkbxftn Yfib jñobys. Ytnjkmrj leø lbcwbgkbybhjdfy, yj b rfxtcndf dytiybøltqcndbq. Ckbirjv gtxfkbnmcz yt Yfi jñsxfq.Ckbirjv gjhbwfnm yt Yfi jñsxfq. Ckbirjv ibhjrjcxbnfnm kçltq yt Yfi jñsxfq. Ckbirjv ålfnmyt Yfi jñsxfq. Yeåyj vjxm pfvtyznm ckjåysq gkfyñjktt ghjcnsv, ybrjulf yfjñjhjn, bñj ghjnbdybrbyfib ltqcndeçn jn ghjcnjuj r ckjåyjve. Levfqnterhtgbnm lheptq dfibø.Lthåbnt d åbkbofø dfibø xbcnsq djpleø, ecnhtvkzqntr ghbøjlzobv kexibt gjåtkfybz b jxtymålbnt Yfc. Gecnm rfålfz jñobyf ålän cdjtuj Exbntkz,bñj jñobyf b Exbntkm cjcnfdkzçn rjyws jlyjqrjkjyys. Lfåt d vtkjxfø lyz yeåyj gjvybnm jcyjdfybtljvf. Jgznm ghbøjlbv r ytjñøjlbvjcnb bpvtybnmrfxtcndj cjpyfybz; njulf käujr gthtøjl.92. Herb ecnhfifçobt yt ljcnbuyen dfc, rjulfblänt jñdbnst cgbhfkmç ghtlfyyjcnb. Tckb ñs ukfpd uheñjv phtybb vju edbltnm gfywbhm ghtlfyyjcnb!Yj njulf xtkjdtr eåt yt ñsk ñs d ybpitv cjpyfybb.Ehjrb ghtåybø åbpytq yt ljøjlzn lj pfrhsnsø ukfp.Bvtyyj, ñtp rhskmtd yfl ñtplyjq jcnfäncz rfålsq,ghbñkbåfçobqcz r Yfitq Jñobyt d dtnøjv cj-63

pyfybb. Rfr dphsdjv jpjyf ñeltn gjhfåäy rfålsq,rnj d ujhljcnb gsnftncz ghjybryenm r Yfv. Rfr åtjñüzcybnm, xnj yt Vs, yj cfv ctñz ujhltw gjhfåftn?Nfr åt rfr ubñytn djitlibq d gjhjøjdeç vfcnthcreçyf vtnfkkbxtcrbø gjljidfø. Evtymt ghbvtybnmcnfkmyst udjplb yf gjljidfø lfän ytlehyjuj crjhjøjlf,yj rfålsq hfñjxbq yfexbn jltnm vzurbt neakbyf dphsdxfnjq gjdthøyjcnb. Nfr yeåty ñeath lkzyfcsotyyjq fnvjcaths.Erfåe yf Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj _ rjulf Jy iäk d ujhs,Jy njåt eltkzk dhtvz, xnjñ cvzuxbnm gthtøjl. Ãnbvljcnbuftncz ãrjyjvbz ãythubb. Gjbcnbyt, ãnj tlbycndtyyfzãrjyjvbz, ljgecnbvfz b jghfdlfyyfz; byfxtvtåle vbhfvb vjuen jñhfpjdfnmcz rfdthys, b rnjpyftn, rfrbv ufpjv jyb vjuen ñsnm pfgjkytys? Vjuecjdtnjdfnm cñthtufnm ãythubç, bñj rfålfz yfghfcyfzhfcnjxbntkmyjcnm, rfr gj cnheyt, yf lfkärjt hfccnjzybtgjhfåftn ghjcnhfycndj. Yeåyj d rfåljq ñskbyrtñthtxm Rjcvjc, tckb vs ujnjds cnfnm dctktycrbvbuhfålfyfvb.93. J rfxtcndt gentitcndbq.Ytjñøjlbvj ecdjbnm, rfr yeåyj gentitcndjdfnm!Yt njkmrj yflj jnjhdfnmcz jn ljvf, yj yflj ght-64

jñjhjnm cfvj gjyznbt ljvf. Njxytt crfpfnm _ yeåyjhfcibhbnm ljv. Nfv, ult vs, _ nfv b ljv. Ãdjkçwbzcdthuftn zdktybt ljvf-nçhmvs. Ecgtø hfcrhtgjotybzcjpyfybz lfcn djpvjåyjcnm cnfnm gjldbåysv. Byt gjldbu, yt kbitybz, yt djpdtkbxtybt, yj rfxtcndjcjpyfybz jnhsdftn jn yfcbåtyyjuj vtcnf. D yfcbåtyyjvvtcnt cnjkmrj pfrjgxäyyjcnb, cnjkmrj rbckjns bgskb! Vs ghjnbd pfndjhybxtcndf, yj vfktymrbt ljvbrb,c ghjgktcytdtditq fnvjcathjq, øeåt gtoth.Pjdäv ntø, rnj vjåtn lfnm ghjcnjh vsckb.Øjxe dbltnm dfc bleobvb gj kbwe vbhf, rjulf jnvyjåtcndf uhfybw cnbhfçncz yfhjlyjcnb. Rfr vjåtvktnfnm, rjulf ghbigbktys yf vfktymrbq udjplbr?!Elevfnm yflj, rfr xtkjdtxtcnde yeåys gentitcndbz!94. Xfcnj ds ujdjhbnt j ytcjdthitycndt ceotcndeçobørybu. Crfåe ñjkmit _ jibñrb d rybufø hfdysnzårjve ghtcnegktybç. Kjåm d rybufø ljkåyfñsnm ghtcktletvf, rfr dbl nzårjq rktdtns. Kjåmjhfnjhf ghtcktletncz gj xbcke ckeifntktq. Kjåm gbcfntkz_ gj xbcke jngtxfnrjd rybub. Pfybvfnm kjåmçvtcnj yfhjlysø rybujøhfybkbo _ nzårjt ghtcnegktybt.Yeåyj gjxeznm bcnbyyjt yfvthtybt gbcfntkz,xnjñ jwtybnm rfxtcndj tuj jibñjr. Ytdtåtcndj ñeltn65

øelibv jcyjdfybtv. Cnhfø b gjlkjcnm pfqven ñkbåfqittvtcnj. Dct ãnb jcjñtyyjcnb ytgjpdjkbntkmysd jñobyt. Ecnhfytybt bø yeåyj jceotcndbnm d yjdjvcnhjbntkmcndt. Pfghtnbntkmyst vths, rfr dctulf, ytghbujlys;yj jnrhsnfz jibñrf ljkåyf ñsnm elfktyfbp rybub. Ytjñøjlbvjcnm bpüznbz b gthtgtxfnrf rybubjñhfpevzn gbcfntkz. Rfålsq uhfålfyby bvttnghfdj ljrfpfnm jibñre. Rjytxyj, ytkmpz ghtgzncndjdfnmyjdsv dpukzlfv b gjcnhjtybzv; yj ytdthystlfyyst yt ljkåys ddjlbnm d pfñkeåltybt, gjnjvexnj pyfybt tcnm gfywbhm jñobys, b pfobnf pyfybzkjåbncz yf dctø xktyjd.Yt gjpåt ujlf ljkåys ñsnm ghjdthtys rybub,byfxt xbckj åthnd ñeltn dtkbrj. Jcjñtyyj yfljñthtxm rybue, rjulf ljcnjbycndj tä gjnhzctyj. Yfgjkrfø rybujøhfybkbo wtkst uyjqybrb kåb. Ñskjñs ytljgecnbvj cjøhfyznm ãnbø gfhfpbnjd. Vjåyj ñscrfpfnm _ gthtcgbnt yf gkjøjq gjcntkb, yj ytdjpvjåyjghtlkjåbnm ghjxtcnm kåbdeç rybue.Pfxtv jñhfofnm kexibq eujk jxfuf dj kåbdjujienf! Bvtyyj, rybub pfcjhzçn cjpyfybt ltntq. Lókåyjjnvtnbnm djghjc rybub!95. Jlyfåls åtyobyf jcnfyjdbkfcm vtåle bpjñhfåtybzvbÑkfujckjdtyyjuj Ñells b Vfqnhtb, yt pyfz,66

jve ghbytcnb gjxbnfybt. B bpjñhfåtybt ÑkfujckjdtyyjujÑells ghjbpytckj: ≤Gj pfdtne Vjtve, gjxbnfqñeleott. Cnjz d pfobnt ghjikjuj, ecnhtvb dpukzlyf djcøjl≥.Gjvybnt, rfr Vs hfñjnftv lkz ñeleotuj, b dcäceotcndj dfit ecnhtvbnt d ñeleott! Xeåljt cdtneExtybt ghbytcäv d kexfø pyfybz, bñj cdtn vbhfgjrhsn nmvjç.96. Ecrjhtybt chjrjd ytjñøjlbvj, byfxt egkjnyztnczytdtåtcndj. Yf ghtltkt Yjdjuj Vbhf cnjkgbkbcmdct zpds. Dbøhm yfväk rexb jnñhjcjd. Evtymt cvjnhtnmveåtcndtyyj d ukfpf vthpjcnb ytdtåtcndf crkflsdftnvths ytjñsxyst. Cktletn evtnm, yfrjytw, gjrfpfnmjnkbxbt kçltq ghbujlysø. Gjxtve kçlb vjueobtljkåys gjubñfnm chtlb wtgtq ghtlhfccelrjd?Ltntq yflj cghjcbnm, vjuen kb jyb jnjqnb jncnhføf ñsnm ytktgsvb d ukfpfø njkgs? Ujnjds kbgjcnegbnmcz kbxysv eljñcndjv hflb Yjdjuj Vbhf?Yflj cehjdj cghjcbnm, bñj zdktyyjt gkfvz yt ñjbnczdtnhf.Ghtlfyyjcnm gthtyjcbn xthtp ñtplye, yj nhtgtnfybtxenrjcnb ljkåyj jrhskznm ãne ghtlfyyjcnm.67

97. Yf genb yt jnlsøfq gjl uybksv lthtdjv. Dåbpyb yt ghbrfcfqcz r kçlzv c gjneøibv cjpyfybtv.Ythfpdbnjcnm cjpyfybz yt nfr pfhfpbntkmyf,rfr cjpyfybz gjneøibt. Gjneøitt cjpyfybt zdkztnczyfcnjzobv dfvgbhjv. Ytkmpz yfgbnfnm bpdyt ghjgfcnmytdtåtcndtyyjuj cjpyfybz. Bvtyyj, ãnb kçlbñtcgjktpyj dsgbdfçn ãythubç. Gjckt ybø ytgjvthyfecnfkjcnm. Rfr pkjdjybt, yeåyj vbyjdfnm bø, ghtuhfålfzakçbls hfpkjåtybz. Nhelyj hfpkbxbnm uhfybweythfpdbnjcnb b gjneøfybz. Yj jlyj rfxtcndjñeltn ytcjvytyyj. Ythfpdbnjcnb ñeltn bkb vjåtncjgencndjdfnm nhtgtnfybt ghtlfyyjcnb, yj gjneøibqrhfnth gjkjy pjks b cths. Extybt yt jnrfpsdftnnhfnbnm ãythubç yf ythfpdbnjcnm, yj tcnm cntgtymgjneøfybz, rjulf yt pfkbnm ñtplye yjdsv dtotcndjv.Njkmrj rfnfrkbpv c eåfcjv ytålfyyjcnb vjåtn hfcnjgbnmpfcnsdieç kfde.Gjvybnt j cjrhjdbot cjpyfybz. Nhtgtn dtotcndfRjcvjcf zdkztn gekmcfwbç ghjñeålftvjuj cjpyfybz.Bvtyyj, hfleuf pyfybz ntxän bp nhtgtnf cjpyfybz. Dblbvfzhtrf bp ytdblbvjuj bcnjrf.Dctvb jgsnfvb ghjikjuj b dctvb ljcnbåtybzvbñeleotuj gjvybnt j cjpyfybb.68

98. D øjkjlt lfåt cjñfrf uhttn. Ytcksøfyyj vfkjkçltq; gjnjve lfåt eñjubø ytghbzntktq ytkmpz jnujyznm,tckb d ybø yt pfhjckf zxtqrf leøf. Øjntkñs yfgjvybnm, rfr Ñkfujckjdtyysq zdkzk dybvfybtlfåt ytghbzntkzv.Ãnf rybuf xbnftncz d ghtlldthbb jñobys. Lókåyjghtleghtlbnm døjlzotuj j dctø tuj ytljevtybzø. Rfåtnczxfcnj, xnj ghjnbdjhtxbz ythfphtibvs. Yj,genybr, ult åt ghjnbdjhtxbz, rjulf dblbv kbimbpjñbkbt gentdsø pyfrjd? Ñtplyf ghtuhfålftnczujhjq, b ujhf juhfybxbdftncz vjhtv. Jñedm lkz ujhyt ujlyf lkz vjhz. Yj dtlm døjlzobv ghbøjlbnczvtyznm cdjä djjheåtybt tåtxfcyj. Yt njkmrj gjldbåyjcnm,yt njkmrj ñscnhjnf vsckb, yj yeåty yfdsrvtyznm jheåbt. Yt nfr kturj ghbdsryenm r cvtytjheåbz. Gjlkt xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb cnjbn ghbdsxrf,b nhelyj pfvtybnm ghbcgjcjñktyyjcnm r ghtlvtnfvghbcgjcjñkztvjcnmç cjpyfybz. Lkz gjdthøyjcnyjujvsiktybz gjkexftncz gjxnb buhf ckjd, yj rfrñs yeåyj ñskj gjybvfnm hfpybwe gjyznbq herjdjlbntkzvceltñ yfhjljd!Ytdjpvjåyj jnhfdktyyjve cjpyfybç hfpkbxbnm vjvtyncdjñjls b cdzpfyyjcnb. Xtkjdtr, gjnthzdibqczd ljuflrt, ult hfñcndj b ult cdjñjlf, yt vjåtn vsckbnm69

jñ jñobyt. Xtkjdtr, gjlfdkzçobq cjpyfybt ñhfnf, ytvjåtn vsckbnm jñ jñobyt. Xtkjdtr, bpdhfofçobqExtybt, yt vjåtn vsckbnm jñ jñobyt. Jcyjdfybt jñobys_ d cdjñjlt vsiktybz b d edfåtybb Exbntkz.Ghbpyfnm Exbntkz _ pyfxbn cnfnm d hzl hfñjnfçobøyf gjåfht. Tckb rfålsq jn hjlybrf ecnhtvbncz rgjåfhe ñtp gjhzlrf, nj b hjlybr ñeltn pfnjgnfy ñtpgjkmps.Rfr ñs kexit gjyznm ñthtåkbdjcnm d cjpyfybb,ãnj juhflbn gjyznbt Exbntkz. Dtlm Exbntkm, dtlmpyfybt, dtlm ãdjkçwbz vbhf ñelen genzvb r lfkmybvvbhfv!J lfkmybø vbhfø jgbitv d rybut Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm.Pltcm åt pfgjvybv, xnj dhfnf Jñobys dtlen r lfkmybvvbhfv.99. Gtxfnm _ cnhfå nfqys. Nfqyf ceotcndjdfkfdj dct dhtvtyf. Nfv, ult vfkjt pyfybt, nfv b nfqyf.Ecnhfifçot gjlevfnm, xnj bpdtcnyjt rfxtcndj cjpyfybzybxtv yt jnkbxftncz jn ehjdyz rfvtyyjuj dtrf.Xeåjt vsiktybt, yt xtkjdtxtcrjt, yt øjxtn ldbyenmcz;bvtyyj yt øjxtn.Exbntkm vjåtn kbnm pyfybt, yj jyj ñjktt ckeåbnghjcnhfycndtyyjve yfcsotybç; gjnjve exfobq yt70

jlbyjr, lfåt ñtp dblbvsø extybrjd. Gjvybnt ãnj,ghbñkbåfçobtcz r jñobyt! Gjvybnt nfqye yt jnxfbdfnmcz.Nfqyf ñeleotuj ktåbn d cnbøbqyjv cnhtvktybb.Bpdthåtybt dekrfyf yt vjåtn ñsnm jnchjxtyj; nfråtExtybt yt vjåtn ñsnm jnkjåtyj. E erfpf dhtvtybyt ñsdftn jgjplfybz _ djkmäncz kb jyj d xfiecjpyfybz bkb åt djpytcäncz d ghjcnhfycndj. Ytkmpzextcnm, rjulf kbxyjt cjpyfybt bkb vyjåbntkm ghjcnhfycndfdfåytt. B d ne vbyene, rjulf ñkbåfqibqyt ljcksibn, ãøj ghjcnhfycndf uhtvbn. Gjnjve ytjnxfbdfqntcm, ghbñkbåfzcm r jñobyt.Rybuf Pjdf yt pyfkf ghtgzncndbq. Rybuf Jpfhtybtrfvyç gjljñyf. Rybuf Jñobyf gjljñyf gkfdfntkçgthtl ñehtq, rjulf rfålsq gfhec b rfålfz dthädrfcjlthåbn åbpym.Ezdktybt jñobys gjljñyj øbvbxtcrjve cjtlbytybç;gjnjve ñelmnt xbcns, ñelmnt ghjybryjdtyysb pfñelmnt wtgb jnhbwfybz. Pfghtnjv b jnhbwfybtvyt gjdnjhbnt nbhfyjd b bpedthjd. Ytdtåtcndjv bxdfycndjv yt egjljñmntcm pjkjxäysv lehfrfv.Rjytxyj, jñobyf yt ljgecnbn djhf, rnj rhfåtçendthålftn øelibq dbl cjñcndtyyjcnb. Zdbnt cehjdjcnm,evtqnt gjxnbnm nfqye nfr, xnj lfåt cfvjve71

ctñt yt gjdnjhznm chjrf _ rfr djkyf ghbybvftnrfvtym njkmrj jlby hfp.100. Gjqvbnt Extybt; gjqvbnt _ ñtp Extybz ytghjqnb. Yeåyj ãne ajhveke ndthlbnm, bñj d åbpybvyjujt ltkftncz ñtp Extybz. Extybt ljkåyj jrhfibdfnmrfålsq gjcnegjr b rfåleç htxm. Jrhfcrf, rfrghtrhfcyfz nrfym, erhfcbn cktlcndbt htxb. Gj cktlcndbzvyeåyj celbnm j rfxtcndt gjcskrb. Yeåyjghbdsryenm, xnj cfvf gjcskrf vjåtn rfpfnmcz ytgjyznyjq,bñj njkmrj tä dyenhtyytt pyfxtybt bvttnobn.Ghbdsrfqnt drkflsdfnm pyfxtybt d rfåleç htxm,bpujyzz ytyeåysq ktgtn.Nhelyj jnrfpfnmcz jn xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb; nfråtnhelyj ghtjljktnm ktgtnfybt.101. Evtqnt ghbyznm, rjulf dfc yfpjden vfnthbfkbcnfvb.D ltqcndbzø b d vsiktybb vs jnltkbnmcz jnvfnthbb yt vjåtv. Vs jñhfoftvcz r dscibv ckjzvbkb uheñtqibv dblfv njq åt vfnthbb. Vjåyj yfexyjgjrfpfnm ãnb dpfbvjjnyjitybz. Nfråt yfexyjvjåyj ljrfpfnm, rfr rfxtcndj yfituj vsiktybz ltqcndetnyf vfnthbç.72

Ãujbcnbxtcrjt vsiktybt ghbdktrftn ybpibt ckjbvfnthbb, bñj ãnjn jñhfp vsiktybz jñjcjñkztn jhufybpv_ rfr jlbyjrbq vfuybn yt vjåtn ghbnzyenmñjktt cdjtuj yfghzåtybz. Byjt ltkj, rjulf vsiktybtghjbpdjlbncz d vbhjdjv vfcinfñt: gjkexftnczrfr ñs uheggf vfuybnjd, b vjåtn gjkexbnmcz ljcnegr dscibv ckjzv.Kexit vjåyj yfñkçlfnm yf jlyjv xedcndbntkmyjvghbñjht, abrcbheçotv rfxtcndj vsiktybz. Vjåyjdbltnm cgbhfkb, bleobt cdthøe bkb gjuheåäyyst dntvyjdfnsq gfh, _ yfbñjktt yfukzlyjt jñextybt vfnthbfkmyjcnbvsiktybz ghb rfxtcndt dyenhtyytujgjntywbfkf. Ãnb ghjcnst vfybatcnfwbb gjrfpsdfçnldjqyjt pyfxtybt: gthdjt _ jyb jñkbxfçn ytdtål,rjnjhst ghtlcnfdkzçn ctñt vfnthbç rfr ytxnj bythnyjtb yt bvtçott ybxtuj jñotuj c yfxfkjv cjpyfybz;dnjhjt _ pyfxtybt bvtçn lkz boeobø, rjnjhstjnlflen ctñt jnxän d rfxtcndt vsiktybz.Gjexbntkmyj yfñkçlfnm, rfr vsckm pfhfåftn ghjcnhfycndj,_ gjkexftncz fyfkjubz c ghjwtccjv dscnhtkf.Gekz ktnbn lfktrj, yj lsv hfcghjcnhfyztnczd pfdbcbvjcnb jn fnvjcathysø eckjdbq. Gkjnyjcnmfnvjcaths pfcnfdkztn lsv yfljkuj ghjckfbdfnmenhtyyçç pfhç. Nfr ñthtubnt dfit vsiktybt. Njåt73

yfexbntcm vsckbnm rhfcbdj b rhfnrj. Vyjubt ytdblzn hfpybws vtåle vsckmç lkz ltqcndbz bkb htaktrcjvvjpuf. Yeåyj evtnm ghtctrfnm htaktrnjhystcgfpvs, rjnjhst dtlen r gjkecjpyfntkmyjcnb. Hfpdbnbthtaktrnjhyjq ltzntkmyjcnb gjøjåt yf jgmzytybt.Lj jñobys ljøjlzn d zcyjcnb vsiktybz. Zhreç,ytgthtlfdftveç jndtncndtyyjcnm ghbyjcbn zdktybtvsiktybz. Vs jxtym pfñjnbvcz, xnjñ cjpyfybt jndtncndtyyjcnbyt gjrblfkj dfc.102. Jñhfpjdfybt yfhjlf yflj dtcnb c yfxfkmyjujjñextybz ltntq c djpvjåyj hfyytuj djphfcnf. Xtvhfymit, ntv kexit. Gjdthmnt, gthtenjvktybt vjpufñsdftn njkmrj jn ytgjdjhjnkbdjcnb. Rfålfz vfnm,gjløjlz r rjksñtkb htñäyrf, crfåtn gthdeç ajhvekejñhfpjdfybz: ≤Ns dcä vjåtim≥. Yt yfljñys pfghtns;lfåt dhtlyjt yt pfghtofnm, yj kexit jndtcnb dybvfybtyf ñjktt gjktpyjt b ghbdktrfntkmyjt. Nj djcgbnfybtñeltn kexibv, rjnjhjt cvjåtn djpdtkbxbnmghbdktrfntkmyjcnm ñkfuf. Ghb ãnjv yt yflj rfktxbnmghtrhfcyst Jñhfps, rfr ñs dj bvz ltncrjuj ythfpevtybz,_ yt eybåfqnt ltntq. Ndählj gjvybnt, xnjbcnbyyfz yferf dctulf ghbpsdyf, rhfnrf, njxyf b74

ghtrhfcyf. Yeåyj, xnjñ d ctvmzø ñsk øjnz ñs pfxfnjrgjybvfybz jñhfpjdfybz. Gjckt ctvb ktn eåtvyjuj gjnthzyj. Jñsxyj gjckt nhäø ktn jhufybpvgjkjy djcghbznbq. Herf djlbntkz eåt ghb gthdjvifut ljkåyf jñhfnbnm dybvfybt b erfpfnm yf lfkmybtvbhs. Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm ljkåty gjxeznm vjkjljq ukfp.Bvtyyj, ukfp ljkåty ghbdsryenm ljgecnbnm Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm.Njåt ytjñøjlbvj, xnjñs ckjdj dshfåfkj njxyeçvsckm. Bpujyztncz kjåm, uheñjcnm b yfcvtirf. Ghtlfntkmcndjlfåt d pfxfnrt ytljgecnbvj. Hfñjnf ≤rfrñjkmibt≥ gjjohztncz. Njkmrj cjpyfybt lj nhäø ktndvtcnbn kturj jñobye. Rfr jibñjxyj levfnm, xnjhtñäyre yeåyj lfnm tuj dtob, bñj htñäyjr kturjgjqvän, rfr vjuen ñsnm dtob jñobvb.Cjpyfybt ≤dcä vjue≥ yt tcnm ødfcnjdcndj, yj kbimjcjpyfybt fggfhfnf. Cfvsq eñjubq vjåtn yfqnb ghjdjlr Ñtcghtltkmyjcnb, bñj rfålsq nhel d rfxtcndtcdjäv jnrhsdftn pfndjhs.103. Irjks ljkåys ñsnm jgkjnjv gjpyfybz djdctq gjkyjnt. Rfålfz irjkf, jn cfvjq yfxfkmyjq,ljkåyf ñsnm åbdsv pdtyjv chtlb dctø exbkbo ljcfvjuj dscituj. Gjpyfybt ljkåyj gjgjkyznmcz dcç75

åbpym. Lókåyj jñexfnm ghbrkflyjve pyfybç, ytjnhsdfz jn yferb bcnjhbxtcrjq b abkjcjacrjq.Bcreccndj vsiktybz ljkåyj ñsnm hfpdbnj d rfåljvhfñjnybrt. Njkmrj njulf jy gjqvän hfljcnm cjdthitycndjdfybzb cevttn bcgjkmpjdfnm ljceu.104. Rfålfz irjkf ljkåyf ñsnm bcnbyysv jñhfpjdfntkmysvjñütlbytybtv. Ghb irjkfø ljkåty ñsnmgjktpysq veptq, d rjnjhjv cfvb extybrb ljkåysghbybvfnm exfcnbt. Ljkåty ñsnm rjjgthfnbd, b extybrbljkåys jñexfnmcz b nfrjve cjnhelybxtcnde.Ljkåys ghjbcøjlbnm dczrbt ghjzdktybz bcreccndf.Ñtp gentq rhfcjns yt vjåtn ñsnm jñhfpjdfybz.105. Extybt ñeltn cfvsv ghbznysv xfcjv, rjulfexbntkm jwtybn cgjcjñyjcnb exfobøcz. Njkmrj hfcgjpyfybtcgjcjñyjcntq gjpdjkbn cghfdtlkbdj jnyjcbnmczr ñeleobv hfñjnybrfv. Xfcnj cfvb exfobtczyt gjybvfçn cdjtuj yfpyfxtybz. Exbntkm, rfr lheu,yfgencndetn bø gj kexitve yfghfdktybç. Ybrfrjtyfcbkbt yt ghbvtybvj d irjkfø. Njkmrj eñtåltybtvjåtn ghbkbxtcndjdfnm gjpyfybç. Ñjkmit jgsnjd,ñjkmit ñtctl, cnjkmrj hfljcnb d ghbkjåtybb cdjbøcbk! Vfkst kçñzn hfñjne ≤ñjkmibø≥.76

106. Rjulf ctvmz yt evttn, nj gecnm irjkf yfexbnxbcnjnt dj dcäv ñsnt. Uhzpm yt jn ñtlyjcnb, yj jnytdtåtcndf. Xbcnjnf d åbpyb tcnm ghtlldthbt xbcnjnscthlwf. Rnj åt yt øjxtn, xnjñs yfhjl ñsk xbcnsv?Yeåyj jñjheljdfnm irjks nfr, xnjñs jybñskb hfccflybrfvb erhfitybz åbpyb. Rfålsq ghtlvtnvjåtn ñsnm jñlevfy c kçñjdmç. Rfålfz dtomljkåyf ñsnm cltkfyf cjexfcnybwtq cxfcnkbdjq åbpyb.Rjjgthfwbz gjvjåtn yfqnb ajhve lkz rfåljujjñbøjlf. Ult jlyjve yt yfqnb htitybz, nfv gjvjåtnjñobyf. Yt rekfxyst ñjb, yj ndjhws ñelen ujhljcnmçcnhfys.107. Irjkf ljkåyf yt njkmrj dvtofnm kçñjdm rrybut, yj ljkåyf yfexbnm xbnfnm, b gjcktlytt ytktuxt gthdjuj. Yeåyj evtnm cjchtljnjxbnm vsckm,xnjñs dybryenm d rybue. Yt ukfp, yj vjpu b cthlwtxbnfçn. Rybuf yt pfybvftn gjxänyjuj vtcnf dj vyjubøljvfø. Jñzpfyyjcnm jñobys _ endthlbnm rybuerfr lheuf ljvf. Rjjgthfnbd, ghtålt dctuj, bvttnrybåyeç gjkre, cjlthåfybt rjnjhjq jxtym jñibhyj.Ñeltn hfccrfpfyj j wtyyjcnzø hjlbys b cdzpb tä cvbhjv. Gjrfpfys ñelen uthjb, ndjhws b nheåtybrb;b gjyznbt xtcnb, b ljkuf, b jñzpfyyjcnb r cdjtve77

ñkbåytve endthlbncz, nfr åt rfr b vbkjcthlbt. Vyjujghbvthjd, pjdeobø r gjpyfdfybç b jnrhsnbzv.108. Irjkf yfexbn edfåfnm gjktpyst bpjñhtntybz,yj egfcän jn vfibyyjuj hfñcndf. Dczrjt hfñcndj ñeltneybxnjåtyj, rfr ghbpyfr ntvyjns. Exbntkm ñeltndtleobv yfcnfdybrjv-lheujv, xnjñs erfpfnm genmrhfnrbq b kexibq. Yt zdktybt yfcbkbz, yj eksñrfpjdf. Yj tckb d irjkfø åbpyb ghjcjxbkjcm ghtlfntkmcndj,nj cfvjt cehjdjt jceåltybt gjkjåbn rjytwnfrjve ñtpevbç.109. Irjks gjqven, ult ktyjcnm, ult ytjñsxyjtcnhjtybt øfhfrnthf, ult ñtpevbt b ult ytjñøjlbvjgjybvfybt.110. Chtlb extñysø ghtlvtnjd gecnm ñelen lfysjcyjds fcnhjyjvbb, yj gjcnfdbd tä rfr ghtlldthbtr lfkmybv vbhfv. Nfr irjks pfhjyzn gthdst vsckbj åbpyb d lfkmybø vbhfø. Ghjcnhfycndj jåbdän,fcnhjøbvbz b kexb yfgjkyzn ghtlcnfdktybt j dtkbxbbDctktyyjq. Vjkjlst cthlwf gjxeçn ctñz ytvehfdmzvb yf ptvyjq rjht, yj yjcbntkzvb leøf bjndtncndtyysvb pf gkfytne. Jcnfyfdkbdftv dybvfybtyf irjkfø, bñj jn ybø endthlbncz cjnhelybxtcndj. Yt78

ñeltn cjpblfybz ñtp cjnhelybxtcndf. Yt ñeltn ghjxyjcnbujcelfhcndf b cjçpf, rjulf ñeltn dkfcndjdfnmdtnøfz cfvjcnm.111. Vyjuj ghtleghtålfk ghjnbd cfvjcnb. Ãnf vthndzofzctcnhf ytdtåtcndf eñbdftn b ufcbn kexibtjuyb. Yt cxbnfqnt yfgjvbyfybt j cfvjcnb ytevtcnysvghb cjpblfybb rjjgthfnbdjd. Yfjñjhjn, rfålsqecnfd ljkåty gbcfnmcz yt lkz ctñz, yj lkz lheubø.Chtlb hfpysø yfbvtyjdfybq ckjdj lheu ñeltn cfvsvcthltxysv. Bvtyyj, cthlwt yt ghbtvktn cfvjcnb.Cthlwt åbdän cfvjjndthåtybtv. Nfr rhtgrj cthlwt,rjulf jyj pfñjnbncz j ñeleotv, yt levfz j ctñt.112. Cfvjt gjktpyjt _ evtnm cjxtnfnm ytåyjcnmkçñdb c cehjdjcnmç ljkuf. Yjdfz åbpym yt ecnhfibnczghjnbdjgjkjåtybzvb. Jyf yt ñeltn yfcbkjdfnmjlybv zhvjv, yj lfcn ibhjne djcghbznbz. Ytgjljñftn kçlzv cbltnm d crdjhtxybrt. Gjhf pyfnmgkfytne b gjvjxm tq. Yt vjuen ecgjrjbnm dsxbcktybz,xthtp crjkmrj ktn gjneøytn cjkywt. Vyjåtcndjhfpysø eckjdbq vjuen jghjrbyenm dct bcxbcktybz.Ytkmpz pfñsnm b nj, xnj kçlb vjuen gthtuhspnm lheulheuf. Nfrjt cjjñhfåtybt yt ljkåyj ñsnm pfñsnj ghbpkjñt, pfkbdfçotq Ptvkç.79

113. Rjhscnjkçñbt tcnm uheñjt ytdtåtcndj. Njkmrjbcnbyyjt cjnhelybxtcndj vjåtn cgfcnb jn nfrjq pkjrfxtcndtyyjqrjhjcns. Rjhscnjkçñtw bvttn yf kbwtcdjäv gtxfnm. Jy yt ghbxfcnty cthlwe; xfif tuj ujhmrfz.B Njyrbq Vbh lkz rjhscnjkçñwf kbim bcnjxybrvextybq.114. Kçlb bpexfçn åbpym gxäk, vehfdmäd, jñtpmzy,kçlb bpevkzçncz gthtkänysv gnbwfv, bø gjhzlre,bø cnhjqyjcnb, yj dcä åt yt ltkfçn cjjndtncndtyysødsdjljd lkz ekexitybz åbpyb ptvyjq. Tcntcndtyyfzbcnjhbz ljkåyf ñsnm ghtgjlfyf d irjkfø rfr vjåyjgjkytt b edktrfntkmytt. Yeåyj yf ghbvthfø hfcnbntkmyjujb åbdjnyjuj wfhcndf lfnm gjyznm, rfrbtcjrhjdbof pfkjåtys d xtkjdtrt. Tckb chfdybntkmyjybpibt jhufybpvs xeçn jcyjds ñsnbz, nj ntv ñjkttxtkjdtr ljkåty ghbkjåbnm ecbkbz r ghtecgtzybç.Vyjuj wtyysø gjrfpfybq ghjzdktyj dcçle. C cfvsøgthdsø ehjrjd exfobtcz gecnm gjhfleçncz xeltcfvbåbpyb. Nfråt gecnm jyb gjqven, rfr jñhfofnmcz cgjkänfvb b zcyjcksifybtv. Nfr zcyjcksifybt ñeltntcntcndtyysv eckjdbtv. Nfråt b Njyrbq Vbhñeltn bpexftv yfhzle c njyrbvb ãythubzvb. Yt ñeltnltktybz yf abpbxtcrjt b vtnfabpbxtcrjt, bñj dcä80

ceotcndetn _ pyfxbn, dcä joenbvj b gjpyfdftvj.Yfrjytw cjrheifncz cetdthbz b ghtlhfccelrb.115. Ybrnj yt lthpftn djccnfnm ghjnbd irjks, yjvfkj rnj levftn j tä ekexitybb. Irjkmyst ghjuhfvvsyt ghjcvfnhbdfçncz wtksvb ujlfvb; vtålentv jnrhsnbz cgtifn. Yjdst lfyyst ecnhtvkzçnczjnjdcçle: b djpleiyst caths, b ukeñbys jrtfyjd,b ujhyst cjrhjdbof hfccrfpsdfçn j ctñt xeltcystcdtltybz. Yeåyj cgtibnm, byfxt hfcrjgrb bpvtyznlfyyst eckjdyjq bcnjhbb. D yjdsø irjkfø yeåyjeñhfnm pfghtns, xnjñs dbltkb ltqcndbntkmyjcnm, rjnjhfzxeltcyf, tckb ghfdlbdj gjrfpfyf. Ibhjrj gjktevcndtyysø cjcnzpfybq!116. Eñthtubnt ltntq jn dctuj kjåyjuj; eñthtubnt jnlehyjq vepsrb; eñthtubnt jn crdthyjckjdbz; eñthtubntjn kjåysø cjcnzpfybq; eñthtubnt jn endthåltybzcfvjcnb, ntv ñjktt xnj yeåyj ghbdbnm kçñjdm r ytghtcnfyyjvepyfybç. Vecreks yt ljkåys pfñbdfnmev b cthlwt. Rfrjt cthlwt djpkçñbn rekfxyst elfhs?117. Ytktgj levfnm, xnj gjn _ zdktybt njkmrj abpbxtcrjt.Ghb vsckbntkmyjq hfñjnt bcøjlbn jcjñfzãvfyfwbz, wtyyfz lkz yfcsotybz ghjcnhfycndf. Tckb81

gjn ntkf vjåtn eljñhznm ptvkç, nj gjn leøf djccnfyfdkbdftnghfye, øbvbxtcrb ghtndjhzzcm d kexføCjkywf.Nhel _ dtytw Cdtnf. Yflj, xnjñs exfobqcz irjksgjvybk pyfxtybt nhelf rfr afrnjhf vbhjplfybz.Gjcktlcndbtv nhelf ñeltn ndähljcnm cjpyfybz. Zhrjyflj gjlxthryenm hfñjxeç fnvjcathe.118. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfrbt ghbpyfrb exbntkz wtybnm?≥Ds eåt pyftnt j rfxtcndt ltqcndbz b vjåtnteåt ghbvtybnm yjdst gjløjls r ltqcndbç. Yfljghtlgjxtcnm njuj exbntkz, rjnjhsq blän yjdsvb genzvb.Rfåljt ckjdj tuj, rfålsq gjcnegjr tuj ytcänyf ctñt gtxfnm ytpfñsdftvjq yjdbpys. Ãnj jnkbxbtcjplfän pjdeoeç vjom. Yt gjlhfåfntkm, yt njkrjdfntkm,yj vjoysq rfvtyobr yjdsø hel. Yeåyj ghbyznmpf jcyjdfybt pjd yjdbpys. Ñsdftn dhtvz, rjulfvjåyj blnb kbim dgthäl. Cjøhfybv pjd djkb d ñtutytghtcnfyyjv b yfl ñtplyjq yt ghjvtlkbv.Yeåyj crfpfnm cnhjbntkzv åbpyb, xnjñs yfikbyjdst ckjdf, crjdfyyst yjdjç ytjñøjlbvjcnmç. Cjpyfybtyjdbpys rfåljuj xfcf lfcn bvgekmc.Erfåbnt lhepmzv, rfrjt cxfcnmt ñsnm dtxyj yjdsvb!B rfålsq ãktrnhjy Yjdjuj Vbhf lfcn yjdeç82

vjom. Gjqvbnt vjom yjdjuj pjdf. Ds vjåtnt ghbvtybnmtä d åbpyb rfåljuj lyz.Ds ljcnfnjxyj pyftnt, xnj ujdjhç lkz ghbvtytybz.119. Ghfdbkmyj levftnt, xnj ñtp ljcnbåtybq ntøybrbytdjpvjåyf jñobyf. Rfålfz jñobyf yeålftnczd ntøybxtcrbø ghbcgjcjñktybzø, b Yfie Jñobyeytkmpz vsckbnm ñtp eghjotybz åbpyb. Yeåyf zdktyyfzdjpvjåyjcnm ghbvtyznm ljcnbåtybz yferb, byfxtvs jñhfnbvcz d jñjçlyeç nzujcnm. Rfr htfkbcnsghfrnbrb,Vs vjåtv cvtkj endthålfnm ãnj. Vfkjnjuj, Vs vjåtv yfcnjqxbdj erjhbnm dctø kjåyjhtfkbcnjd.Bø eybåtyyfz yferf b cktgjnf vtifçnbv d ljcnbåtybb njuj, r xtve jyb cnhtvzncz.Njxyj afhbctb lhtdyjcnb, jyb ghzxen cnhfø gthtlljgeotybtv njuj, xnj lheubv eåt jxtdblyj. Yt kçñbvytdtål, yt kçñbv nhecjd, gjgbhfçobø d eåfctdjpvjåyjcnb ãdjkçwbb.Neibntkb juytq, cdtnjytyfdbcnybrb, yt dcä kb hfdyj,c rfrjq cnjhjys ds gjkpänt! Ds øjnbnt pfneibnmgkfvz pyfybz; yj ytdtåtcndtyyfz jñobyf _ ntvybwf,bñj jñobyf b ytdtåtcndj ytcjdvtcnbvs. Yeåyjpyfnm. Yt dthmnt, yj pyfqnt!83

120. Vs ujnjds gjllthåfnm rfåljuj bpjñhtnfntkz,bñj lfåt cfvsq vfksq bpjñhtnfntkm gsnftncz dytcnbekexitybt d åbpym b pfñjnbncz zdbnm ñthtåkbdjcnmãythubb. Exbntkm epyftn hexfntkmcndj b pfñjnej cjøhfytybb ãythubb. Ãnf egjhyfz ñthtåkbdjcnmgjpdjkztn ljdthznm extybre. Rjytxyj, ãnf ñthtåkbdjcnmlfktrf jn cregjcnb. Gjkrjdjltw, ñthtueobqjnñjhysø cjklfn, ltqcndetn cjpyfntkmyj. Rfålfz djpvjåyjcnmzdkztncz yfibv djbyjv, yj yeåyj gjybvfnmdtob jñütlbybntkmyj.Rfr yeåyj ñsnm jcvjnhbntkmysvb ghb bpjñhtntybzø,xnjñ yt kbibnm bø ghzvjq wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb!Gecnm cjpyfybt vbhjdjq ãdjkçwbb gjvjåtn dfvyfqnb ghbujlyst cnhtks. Eib dfib ljkåys cksifnmifub ãdjkçwbb, b htibvjcnm yt ljkåyf jñvfyenmcz.Rfr øelf ythzikbdjcnm e bpjñhtnfntkz, rfr ueñbntkmyfytjñlevfyyfz htfrwbz, rfr ytghjcnbntkmyfjibñrf ytdtåtcndf!Vs vjåtv wtybnm nhel bpjñhtnfntkz d vbhjdjvhfpvtht ghb jcjpyfybb yfghfdktybz vbhjdjq ãdjkçwbb.Nhelyj gjyznm ghbkjåbvjcnm pfrjyjd lbyfvbrb,gjrf yt ecdjbkb ecnjb vfnthbb.84

121. Yjdjt cjpyfybt, gjllthåfyyjt ntøybrjq, lfcnvjoyjt ecnhtvktybt r pyfybç. Bvtyyj, jñobyf ljkåyfñsnm cfvsv xenrbv fggfhfnjv ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb.Bvtyyj, d cjpyfntkmyjq jñobyt ybrnj yt vjåtnendthålfnm j ckjåbditqcz vbhjbpextyyjcnb. Dczrfznegfz ghtuhflf jnvtnftncz jñjcnhäyyjq dbñhfwbtqrjkktrnbdf. Lfåt yfvär yf pfrjyxtyyjcnm ltkftn ytdjpvjåysvghtñsdfybt d jñobyt. Rnj åt ghbvtnrktqvj negjcnb?Xthdm yt ñeltn juhfybxbdfnm cdjbø ghjøjljd vhfrf,_ ds åt, cvjnhzobt d Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm, ds ytvjåtnt xthdç egjljñbnmcz!Ytcjdthityyfz bpjñhtnfntkmyjcnm ytrjnjhsø bpdfc ekjdbkf ytdblbvst kexb b ytcksibvst hbnvs.Uheñsv djjñhfåtybtv, uheñsvb ghbñjhfvb dcä åtñskb ekjdktys ytrjnjhst rjcvbxtcrbt njrb. Yj dtlmukegtw gjqvän, xnj djjñhfåtybt vjåtn ñsnm enjyxtyjb ghbñjhs ekexitys. Bcøjlz bp cfvjekexiftvjcnb,ljqlänt lj Ñtcghtltkmyjcnb. Ñele ndthlbnmj djpvjåyjcnzø ekexitybz, gjrf cfvsq pfrjcytksqyt ecnslbncz cdjtq juhfybxtyyjcnb.Yt vjåtn ñsnm jñobyybr, juhfybxbdfçobq cdjäcjpyfybt, byfxt jy egjljñbncz åtycrjq yjut cnfhjujRbnfz. Njåt nmvf jñsxfz dspdfkf ãnj ñtpjñhfpbt.85

Rfrjq jñobyybr vjåtn ghbrhsnmcz gktctymç cetdthbz?Dtlm ybrnj yt egjnhtñkztn eñjubq, gthdjñsnysqgfhjdjp; nfråt ybrnj yt vjåtn jcnfnmcz ghbvkfltyxtcrjv gjybvfybb htfkmyjcnb.Vkfltyxtcrbq vfnthbfkbpv zdbncz lehvfyjv lkzyfhjlf, yj ghjcdtoäyyjt pyfybt ñeltn ktcnybwtqgjñtls.Ñtp jnhbwfybq, ñtp cetdthbq, ñtp cnhføf gjqläntr bcnbyyjq jñobyt. Ñtp xeltc yfqlänt zcyeç htfkmyjcnmb rbhrjç bcgsnfntkz ñeltnt dcrhsdfnm pfrhsnstukeñbys. Gjkçñbnt ñtccnhfibt pyfybz.122. Erfpfnm yflj j rfxtcndt nhtñetvjuj pyfybz.Pyfybt ljkåyj ñsnm ñtpeckjdyj. Rfålfz eckjdyfz,cdzpfyyfz yferf ghbxbyztn ytgjghfdbvsq dhtl.Cdjñjlyjt cjxtnfybt ãktvtynjd lfcn ytgjdnjhtyyst,yjdst ljcnbåtybz.Rnj vjåtn ghtlgbcfnm øbvbre gjkmpjdfnmcz kbimjlyjq uheggjq ãktvtynjd? Rnj vjåtn pfcnfdbnm bcnjhbrfb abkjcjaf yt rfcfnmcz bcnjhbxtcrbø afrnjd?Rnj vjåtn ghbrfpfnm øeljåybre egjnhtñkznm kbimjlye rhfcre? Pyfybç dcä jnrhsnj.Tlbycndtyysv ghtbveotcndjv d jñkfcnzø pyfybzñeltn ñókmifz eñtlbntkmyjcnm b ghbdktrfntkmyjcnm.86

Tckb øjnbnt edktxm dfibv pyfybtv, cltkfqnt tujghbdktrfntkmysv, yfcnjkmrj ghbdktrfntkmysv, xnjñrybub dxthfiytuj lyz gjrfpfkbcm ceøbvb kbcnmzvb.Gjñtlf eñtlbntkmyjcnb bpñfdbn jn ytcyjcysø pfghtnjd.Ñjkmit dctuj pfñjnmntcm bpuyfnm bp åbpyb exfobøczpfghtns. Jñobyybrfv ãnj jcjñtyyj kturj, bñjbø rybuf vjåtn ñsnm jcjñj dljøyjdtyyf b edktrfntkmyf.Rjytxyj, gbcfhcrjt bpkjåtybt jñobys ytdsyjcbvj.Eñjubq gtlfyn jnnjkryän rfåljuj, rnjyt dsyjcbn ñtplfhyjuj jnyjitybz r rhfcjnt. Jrjkjjñobys ljkåyf ñsnm dljøyjdtyyjcnm.R cdtne nzyencz hfcntybz, _ ãnjn pfrjy gthdbxyjujcjpyfybz ytghtkjåty. Blbnt genäv ytghtkjåyjcnb bcnhjqnt åbpym! Ybxtuj ytn jndktxäyyjuj, b åbpymdgbnsdftn rfåleç vsckm. Gjnjve ñelmnt htfkbcnfvbbcnbyyjq htfkmyjcnb.123. Rjkktrnbdbpv b lbfktrnbdbpv _ ldf gjcjñbzghb vsiktybb j vfnthbfkbpvt. Ceotcndj vfnthbfkbpvfzdkztn jcjñeç gjldbåyjcnm, yt vbyez ybjlyjuj zdktybz åbpyb. Exbntkm zdkztn kbim dtøbyeåyst. Vjåyj hfpdbdfnm gjkjåtybz, vsckz crfpfyysvbgenzvb. Yeåyj lj nfrjq cntgtyb jñjcyjdfnm87

vfnthbfkbpv, xnjñ dct yfexyst ljcnbåtybz cjdhtvtyyjcnbvjukb djqnb rjycnhernbdyj d gjyznbt vfnthbfkbpvfjleøjndjhäyyjuj.Vs ujdjhbkb j njyrbø ntkfø, j vfuybnfø, j cdtxtybbfehs, jñ bpkextybb rfåljuj ghtlvtnf, j gthtvtotybbxedcndbntkmyjcnb, jñ bpvtytybb dtcjvjcnb, jghjybryjdtybb jlyjuj ckjz vfnthbb xthtp lheujq,j gjcskrfø vsckb xthtp ghjcnhfycndj, j zdktybbwtvtynbhjdfybz ghjcnhfycndf, j xedcndt wtynhjd, jgjybvfybb ckjdf vfnthbz. Vyjuj ytdblbvjuj, joenbvjujfggfhfnfvb, yeåyj dvtcnbnm ntv, rnj øjxtnghbkjåbnm ntøybre d åbpym. Yeåyj pfvtybnm bltfkmystckçyb ndählsv hfpevjv.Vs _ Yjcbntkb Leøf, bvttv ghfdj nhtñjdfnm edfåtybzb gjpyfdfybz vfnthbb.Lhepmz, vfnthbz yt yfdjp, yj dtotcndj, cbzçottdjpvjåyjcnzvb. Yeålf xtkjdtxtcndf _ jn ghtpbhfybzvfnthbb. Yfcnhjtys gsiyst cøjlñbof, yj ytdjcgtns ubvys pyfybç.124. Cghfibdfçn: rfr ghbcnegbnm r Extybç? Dtlmlkz ãnjuj yeåyj gththjlbnm cjpyfybt? Rjytxyj, cjpyfybtgththjålftncz gjckt Extybz. Lkz yfxfkf yfljjnrhsnm b jvsnm cjpyfybt. Jnrhsnbt cjpyfybz lt-88

kftncz vjvtynfkmyj, jlyjç djktç. Åtkfqnt jnrhsnmcjpyfybt!125. Vjb vjkjlst lhepmz, jgznm ds cjñhfkbcm djbvz Extybz b jgznm e dfc gjkexbkcz dtxth c ujcnzvb.Vtåle ntv crfpfyj b gjdnjhtyj, xnjñ xfc ñtctls jñExtybb ñsk kbiäy jñsdfntkmcrbø gthtceljd. Gecnmãnjn xfc ñeltn htåt, yj rfxtcndj tuj ljkåyj ñsnmjøhfytyj. Ds ghbñkbåftntcm pfrjekrfvb, ds ghtdjpvjuftntecnfkjcnm nheljdjuj lyz, ds ytcänt xfcnbwejñotuj ñkfuf; yj yfåbnst dtob pyfrjvjuj gjvtotybzhfpñbdfçn dfit ecnhtvktybt, b ytpfvtnyj dscnfyjdbntcm gskmysvb åbkmwfvb. Vfkj njuj, rnj-njbp dfc pfvtxftn ckexbdittcz b cnfyjdbncz ljñhjdjkmysvyflpbhfntktv b gjuheåftncz d vfkçctymrjthfplhfåtybt. Nrfym ñtctls hfpjhdfyf, b yfxbyftnczytljcnjqyjt injgfybt. Vs ghjcbv, øjnz ñs jlbyxfc, ñsnm cjpyfntkmyj jndtncndtyysvb kçlmvb. Tckbdfv nhelty xfc d ytltkç, nj kexit cjqlbntcm xthtpxtnshyflwfnm lytq. Cevtqnt bcrkçxbnm yf ãnj dhtvzdct djkyeçobt, pdthbyst ghbdsxrb _ rehtybt, dbyj,tle, vtkrbt cgktnyb, jñjhjns vtkrbø ltk, jceåltybtb uytd. Cjqlzcm, gjcblbnt ytcrjkmrj vbyen dvjkxfybb. Tckb åt rnj bp dfc yt yfqlän cbks ghj-89

cdtnbnm cjpyfybt, nj gecnm vjkxf dsqltn cyjdf yføjkjl b nmve. Vs dhfub dczrjq yfcbkmcndtyyjqvfubb, yj tcntcndtyysq rjynhjkm cjpyfybz ljkåtycnfnm eckjdbtv htfkmysø gjcnhjtybq. Dtlm yf xfcvjåyj jnhtibnmcz jn kbxysø gjgsnjr. Tckb åt ãnjnhelyj, nj rfr åt vjåtnt levfnm jñ ecgtøt b hjcntcjpyfybz? Djk pyftn ådfxre, yj lfkmit gbotdfhtybzyt hfcnän. Cltkfqnt ecbkbt lfnm ñtctlfv rhfcjne,ghjcnjne b xbcnjne.Cfvst ytjåblfyyst ghjñktvs pyfybz, cfvst lthpyjdtyystjñhfps rhfcjns gecnm dsnjkryen dfc bppfnøkjuj eujkrf. Gjqvbnt, øjxe dbltnm dfc, øjnz ñsdhtvtyyj, jcjñtyysvb b dvtcnbdibvb. Ãnb pähyfrjjgthfnbdyjuj vsiktybz lflen dfv yfcnjqxbdjcnmljcnbåtybq. Yt njkmrj htibvjcnm, yj b yfcnjqxbdjcnmyeåyf.Gjqvbnt rjywtynhfwbç rfr jgsn cjpyfybz. Lfqntdbltnm dfc bleobvb ecnhtvkäyyj b cjpyfntkmyj. Ujdjhçlkz ytvtlktyyjuj bcgjkytybz.126. Xetnt kb bcnbyysq dhtl, ghbxbyztvsq jibñjxysvbgjcnegrfvb? Gj ãujbpve yt levftnt kb, xnjdhtl ghtålt dctuj rfcftncz dfc cfvbø? Yj d gkfytltqcndbq yt ds jlyb, yj rfålsq ifu dfi rfcftncz90

ntø jndtncndtyysø, rjnjhst cfvjjndthåtyyj blen.Vyjuj ytgjghfdbvjuj ghbxbytyj dj dhtvz kturjvscktyysøcjñhfybq. Extybt vyjuj hfp erfpsdfkjyf cdzpm rjkktrnbdf. Yeåyj ñthtxm ntø, rnj hbcreçnlkz ecrjhtybz cktlcndbq. Vscktyyj jñthtubntcm jngfueñysø, htprj jvhfxäyysø yfcnhjtybq. B toäcghjie, yfexbkbcm kb ds xbnfnm rybub Extybz? Ytnkb åtkfybz ghbdzpfnm vsckm r jlyjve cnjkñe? Jxtymkçñbv rhfcbdst ghbnxb, yj pfñsdftv, xnj d rfåljqbp ybø pfkjåtyf wtyf åbpyb.Lkz dtxthybø cjñhfybq jxtym jcnhjevyj jnvtnbnmytjñsxysq cjcnfd htxb bkb jxtym cnhfyyjt dshfåtybt.Yj gjlevfqnt, yt dbcbn kb yf rfåljq ñerdtãnjuj dshfåtybz vyjåtcndj åbpytq? E rfåljuj ljkåyjdcgsøyenm cjpyfybt dfåyjcnb xfcf, d rjnjhsq jyghbpdfy. Rjulf lfdyj ujdjhbk j kturjvsckbb, yeåyjñskj chfpe ghbyznm d cjpyfybt cthmäpyjcnm vjvtynfb pfcnfdbnm ctñz dvtcnbnm xedcndj jndtncndtyyjcnb.Dyt ltk, dyt kbxysø b dyt uheggjdsø ghtecgtzybqyeåyj joenbnm ãdjkçwbç c tä jcjñtyyjcnzvb.Nfr xänrj vsckbnt. Cnfhfqntcm ekexibnm cjñhfybz.127. Rjulf cfvsq ytpyfçobq b ytcjpyfntkmysqcrfåtn jñ Extybb: rfåtncz, ãnj rfrjt-nj lheujt91

jñobyyjt extybt, _ evtqnt cghfdtlkbdj jndtnbnm.Crfåbnt: rfålfz jñobyf, jcyjdfyyfz yf nhelt bpyfybb htfkmyjcnb, yt dhtlbn ltke ecjdthitycndjdfybzxtkjdtxtcndf. Ghb ldbåtybb Rjcvjcf ytkmpzghtñsdfnm d rfåeotqcz ytldbåyjcnb _ bkb yfpfl,bkb dgthäl. Dct jcjpyfçobt jñobye ldbåencz dgthäl.B yt vjåtn ñsnm jñobys ghjnbdyjq lheu lheue;nfr åt rfr joeotybt ujkjlf yt vjåtn ñsnm ghjnbdjgjkjåyjdj dctø dblfø. Nfr ghjnbd jñobys ñeltnujdjhbnm kbim njn, rnj yfxfk ldbufnmcz yfpfl, døjlzd cjcnfd rjcvbxtcrjuj cjhf.E toä ytjgsnysø jñobyybrjd ytvfkj gjljphbntkmyjcnbb xdfycndf, yj lkz Yfc jñobyf zdkztnczckjåbdibvcz ltkjv åbpyb. B Vs vjåtv ujdjhbnmj ytq cj dctç zcyjcnmç ljkujuj jgsnf. Yfc yt pfgeuftnybrfrfz ytljlevfyyfz ythfpñthbøf. B Vs dbltkbljcnfnjxyj rjcvbxtcrjuj cjhf b ghbyflktåfnm r ytveyt cjñbhftvcz.Jñobye_cjlheåtcndj ñeltv pfobofnm cbkfvbpyfybz.128. Xfcnj ds elbdkztntcm, xnj Exbntkm ghtlecvfnhbdftncfvst vfkst gjlhjñyjcnb. Yj rnj dfv crfpfk,xnj ãnb gjlhjñyjcnb vfks? Xfcnj yjuf kjvftncz jn92

cfvjuj ybxnjåyjuj rfvyz, b cntñtkm nhfds ddthuftnd ghjgfcnm.Lfåt d ñelybxyjq åbpyb ds ecnhfyztnt jgfcyjcnbjn ñkbprbø. Hfpdt d åbpyb Yfitq Jñobys yt edtkbxtyfjøhfyf åbpyb cjnhelybrjd? Ecnf Lheptq ytghjvjkxfn, yj yflj yfexbnmcz, rfr cksifnm pjdghtleghtåltybz.D vfksø zxtqrfø kturj ghbcgjcjñbnm dybvfybt, yjcjnhelybxtcndj xtkjdtxtcndf jñzpsdftn ghbexbnmczr ytjåblfyysv ghjzdktybzv. Yt ghtedtkbxbdfç _rfålfz vbyenf ytñkfujgjkexyf, yj b ghbdsryenmr ãnjve gjcnjzyyjve ytñkfujgjkexbç ytkmpz, byfxtgjnthztncz cnjhjåtdfz xenrjcnm. Bvtyyj, rfr jhäkyf dthibyt, yt gjnthzqnt pjhrjcnm. Pjhrjcnm hfcnänkbim jgfcyjcnzvb.Ghbdtn jgfcyjcnzv!129. Jgfcfqntcm yfdzpsdfybz yt njkmrj d jnyjitybbxeåbø pfpsdfybq, yj xnjñ b cfvbv yt cltkfnmczyfdzpxbdsvb. Ytdjpvjåyj bcxbckbnm dhtl yfdzpsdfybz,b ytkmpz ñtp ghtphtybz edbltnm, rfr yf ñfpfhtghjlfäncz Extybt c ecnegrjq. Evtqnt gjyznm, xnj cjpyfçottcdjä pyfxtybt Extybt yt ñeltn dscnfdkznmctñz yf ñfpfht. Njkmrj bcrkçxbntkmyjt ytdtåtcndj93

gjcktljdfntktq vjåtn gjcnfdbnm Extybt d gjpjhyjtgjkjåtybt kåb b ghtcvsrfybz. Vjåyj åfktnm ntø,rnj ytjcdtljvkäyyj ghbyzk ãne ñtcwtkmyeç hfñjne.Yj yt levfqnt, xnj, jcelbd xeåjt yfdzpsdfybt,kturj bpñtåfnm cdjtuj cjñcndtyyjuj. Njyrf xthnfvtåle endthåltybtv b yfdzpsdfybtv. Xfcnj kturjeybpbnm ctñz yt gj wtkb. Rfålfz rfgkz, vbvj egfdifz,jñhfoftncz d åuexeç rbckjne. Yfcbkmcndtyyjtyfñeøfybt lfän kbim djlzyre, b ds pyftnt, xnjktxtybt tä ytdjpvjåyj. Gjnjve njkmrj rfxtcndj, yjyt rjkbxtcndj.Rfålsq gjcnexfdibqcz jndtxftn cfv, yj pfpdfyysqkzåtn åähyjdjv yf itç pdjyfhz.Gjnjve pdjybnt kbim djdhtvz _ nfr bpñtuytntyfdzpsdfybz.130. R rjve åt yflktåbn jnytcnbcm jcjñj cehjdj?Rjytxyj, r cfvjve ctñt. Rfr cktletn ytcnb Extybt?Yftlbyt. Rfr ghjqnb vtåle øfyåtcndjv b yfukjcnmç?Yt hzls cdbltntktq, yj kbim cfv celmz! Rfålsqxnbn cdjä ljcnjbycndj, nfråt rfålsq jwtybdftn åtvxeåbyecdjtuj cjpyfybz. Extybt åbpyb jwtybdftnczåtvxeåbyjq cjpyfybz. Vjåtv kb bpdthuyenm cjrhjdbotceotcndjdfybz?!94

Yeåyj evtnm ghtl cjñjç ytcnb Extybt rfr gjcktlybqjujym, rfr gjcktlyçç gboe, rfr gjcktlyççdkfue. Zdbnm yeåyj kçñjdm b ñthtåkbdjcnm, rfr rgjcktlytq djpvjåyjcnb b djlt. Gjcnegfz yftlbyt, vjåtvgjrfpfnm vthe ghtlfyyjcnb. Yeåyj evtnm cjplfnmvbh kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb pf cdjä cjpyfybt; njulfjceåltybt ghtdhfnbncz d ceåltybt ghfdls.131. Rfxtcndj cjdtnf.Xfcnj cjdtns yt ljcnbufçn cdjtuj yfpyfxtybz, gjnjvexnj lfçncz lkz ctñz. Cjcnjzybt ñhfnf yt ghbybvftnczd cjjñhfåtybt, b cjdtnxbr gjlcnfdkztn ctñzyf vtcnj ghbitlituj. B cjxedcndbt, b åfkjcnm, bpfñjnf ntren j cfvjv ctñt. Dhtl nfrbø cjdtnjd zctyyt njkmrj gj ceotcnde ckexfz, yj b d jnyjitybb gjcnhflfdituj.D cjpyfybt tuj, rfr rkbymz, djypftnczxeåljt vsiktybt. Ãnb nhtobys nhelyj pfktxbvs,bñj nfrbt cjdtns ñsdfçn jxtym åbntqcrb ghbvtybvs,yj lkz dsgjkytybz nhtñeçn cjdthityyj lheujqfehs.Rjytxyj, ds eåt pfgjvybkb, xnj cjjnyjitybt fehr ghjcnhfycndtyyjve dtotcnde lfän rfxtcndj cktlcndbz.Bvtyyj, yt jñüäv, yj wdtn lfän jcjñsq gjløjlr ltqcndbç. Jñüäv fehs lfcn yfghzåtybt gjcnegre,95

yj genm ñeltn gjlcrfpfy wdtnjv. Nfr ytdjpvjåyjgjlcnfdbnm d xeåleç uhegge wdtnjd jghtltkäyysqcgjcjñ ltqcndbz. Ckexfqyjt ghtljghtltktybt yfyjcbncvtitybt kextq b gfhfkbpetn djkç. Ytvjom vyjubøhfñjnybrjd jñüzcyztncz cvtitybtv hfpyjhjlysøwdtnjdsø uhegg. Pltcm jxtym ghbujlbkcz ñs ghjcnjqabpbxtcrbq fggfhfn lkz jghtltktybz jcyjdysø bpkextybq.Gjlevfqnt, rfrjt jñktuxtybt nhelzobvczb rfrjt eukeñktybt yfghzåäyyjcnb _ bcnbyyfz ãrjyjvbz!Rhjvt rjkbxtcndf ghjbpdjlbntkmyjcnb, yfljghtlcnfdbnm, rfr cjjnyjitybt wdtnjd jnytcäncz rcfvjxedcndbç hfñjnybrjd. Vyjuj pkjñs b ytgjybvfybzbcxtpytn ñtp euhjp b pfghtnjd.Cnhjbntkb åbpyb! Yt pfñelmnt, rfr kturj ghjcnsvntøybxtcrbv ghbñjhjv ljcnbxm eljñcndf nhelzobøcz.Yt nevfyyfz abkjcjabz, yt ljceåbt vtxnfybz, yjytcrjkmrj abpbxtcrbø ghbñjhjd dytcen htfkmyeçgjvjom.Eåt d Fvthbrt, d Uthvfybb b d Fyukbb jghtltkzçnjcyjdyjt bpkextybt, _ lfåt ãnf uheñfz cntgtym bccktljdfybzgjvjåtn d gthdbxysø uheggbhjdrfø, fnfv, vjåtn ñsnm, gjljqlänt r vtnjlfv djcnjxysø kfñjhfnjhbq.Ghtålt dctuj, bpujybnt dczrjt ytdtåtcndj96

ñtp yfgsotyyjcnb ghjcnj ñjkmit pyfqnt! Herjdjlcndjvfccfvb jñzpsdftn r hfcibhtybç cjpyfybz.Nfråt eukeñbnt rehc yfxfkmysø irjk. Ãnj Vjqcjdtn lkz ytvtlktyyjuj ghbvtytybz!132. Yt pføktñybntcm vyjujckjdbtv. D vyjujckjdbbnthztncz ubñrjcnm b yføjlxbdjcnm. Vyjujckjdbt cjplfänyfhtpre dbynf, b ybxnj yjdjt yt vjåtn ghjqnbãnbv åthkjv. Dct gekb jnkbdfçncz yf afñhbrt, yjafñhbxyjt bpltkbt yt lfän yjdjuj pyfvtyb. Jñobyfñtp ubñrjcnb b yføjlxbdjcnb ghtdhfoftncz d jxtymcrexyjt dhtvzghtghjdjåltybt. Rfr åt lkz rfåljujyfqlänt jcjñeç gekç gj jlyjve dbyne? Djn ghbiäkhtñäyjr, djn ltdeirf, djn djby, djn cnfhbr, _ ytkmpzlfnm dctv jlby cjdtn, byfxt hfpñtuencz dfib ujcnb.Rjytxyj, ds crfåtnt: ≤Vs jnkbxyj pyftv, rfr ltqcndjdfnm≥.Vyt åt ghbläncz jndtnbnm: ntv øeåt, tckbpyftnt b yt ltkftnt. Vyjuj veåtcndf yflj, xnjñs ljckeifnmdfib yfhtpyst htxb. Ytjñøjlbvj yfexbnmczujdjhbnm rjhjxt b cjlthåfntkmytt, byfxt jñobyfñeltn jnvtytyf gj crert. Crerf _ jgfcysq pdthm!Yj ubñrjcnm b yføjlxbdjcnm jlyb cjøhfyzn cdtåtcnmlthtdf cdjñjls.97

133. Jñobyf_cjlheåtcndj ghtålt dctuj cnfdbneckjdbtv lkz dcnegktybz ldf cjpyfntkmysø htitybz:nhel ñtp uhfybw b ghbyznbt pflfx ñtp jnrfpf. Ecnhfybnmckfñjdjkbt vjåyj ldeøcntgtyyjq jhufybpfwbtq.Rfr cktlcndbt nhelf ñtpuhfybxyjuj, vjåtn ñsnm hfcibhtybtcjpyfybz. Yj vyjubt ytlehyst kçlb yt vtxnfçnj cktlcndbb, pfgeufyyst ytghtcnfyysv nheljvb ytgjvthysvb pflfybzvb. Vtåle ntv jyb d jcyjdtdjcghbyzkb bltç jñobys. Ñskj ñs gfueñyj drkçxbnmãnbø toä ckfñsø kçltq d jñobye, yj xnjñs ytgjufcbnm bø, ytkmpz jndthuyenm. Lkz ãnjuj yeåyjbvtnm lheueç jhufybpfwbç _ lheptq jñobys. Nfv,yt gjrblfz jñsxyjuj erkflf åbpyb, ghbitlibt vjueneukeñbnm jcjpyfybt jñobys. Nfrfz ldeøcntgtyyfzjhufybpfwbz gjpdjkztn cjøhfybnm ñjktt bcrhtyyjcnbd hfñjnt. Tckb åt ljgecnbnm ajhvfkmysq ghbäv djñobye, nj ghbläncz gthbjlbxtcrb bcrkçxfnm ytujlysø.Byfxt ujdjhz, njulf jñobyf djjñot yt ñeltnceotcndjdfnm. Ghjcnj ñeltn pfdtltybt gjl afkmibdjqdsdtcrjq, gthtl rjnjhsv cbytlhbjy afhbcttd ñsk ñsdscjrjyhfdcndtyysv exhtåltybtv.Lhepmz jñobys gjpdjkzçn bvtnm htpthdefh, ytghtlfdfz jcyjd Extybz. Lhepmz jñobys yt crhsdfçn98

ckfñjcnb, b ãnj lfän djpvjåyjcnm ecgtiyj gjlrhtgkznmbø. Bvtyyj ujdjhz, lhepmz, bñj lkz Pfgflf ãnjyfbvtyjdfybt gjyznytt. Vtåle cjñjç Vs yfpsdftvbø extybrfvb bpdtcnyjq cntgtyb, yj Pfgfl gkjøj dvtoftnyfit gjyznbt extybxtcndf. Gjnjve jcnfytvczghb yfbvtyjdfybb ñjktt gjyznyjv.Ytktgj, xnjñ Pfgfl yt dvtcnbk Yfib ghjcnst gjkjåtybz,erhtgkäyyst ljkubv jgsnjv.Yfib Jñobys cnfhs! Jnxtuj kexibt kçlb gjyzkbjñobye b ybrfreç byeç ajhve yt ghtlkjåbkb?Gjckt jñobys _ r lfkmybv vbhfv!134. Ghbyznbt gjhextybq Jñobys bvttn ytrjnjhstghbpyfrb. Hfccvjnhbv bcrhtyyjcnm b åfktybt. Bcrhtyyjcnmtcnm yt xnj byjt, rfr rhfnxfqitt ljcnbåtybt.Yfghfcyj ctynbvtynfkmyst kçlb yfdmçxbdfçnyf bcrhtyyjcnm hjvfynbxtcrbt kjøvjnmz. Bcrhtyyjcnmtcnm gjyznbt htfkmyjt b ytgjñtlbvj jcnhjt. Yt lkzhfcgksdxfnjq ljñhjns vjåyj yf ghbvthfø gjrfpfnm,rfr bcrhtyyjcnm gjljñyf ghfdbkmyj yfghfdktyyjveelfhe rjgmz. Rfåljt cjvytybt eybxnjåbn vjom elfhf.Gjnjve lkz Yfc bcrhtyyjcnm tcnm rhfnxfqitt ljcnbåtybt.Lheujt ltkj åfktybt. Åfktybt tcnm keåf,ult crjkmpbn dthyfz yjuf. Åfktçobq jgecrftncz lj99

ehjdyz åfkttvjuj. Cbkf åfktçotuj hfcndjhztncz dcevthrfø åfkttvjuj, _ cktlcndbt cfvjt gkfrcbdjt.Yt yeåyj cvtibdfnm åfktybt c cjcnhflfybtv. D cjcnhflfybbybxnj yt hfcndjhztncz, yj yfhfcnfçn rhbcnfkksltqcndbz. Cjcnhflfybt yt gkfxtn, yj gjvjuftn.Hfccvjnhbv jñdbytybt b zdktybt. Jñdbytybt ghfrnbxyjlkz jñdbyztvjuj. Jñdbytybt bkb pfckeåtyj _b njulf xeåfz ajhvekbhjdrf gjexbntkmyf, bñj dctulfhfpybncz jn yfituj gjybvfybz, _ bkb jñdbytybtxfot yt pfckeåtyj _ b njulf vjåyj d cgjrjqcndbbyfñkçlfnm, rfr ghtkjvbkcz dfi gjcnegjr d pkjñt ytdtåtcndf.Zdktybt yeåyj gjyznm yt d cvsckt yfpjqkbdjcnb,yj d jnyjitybb rfxtcndf ñsnm ytdblbvsv. Vtxnfyfhjljd j ifgrt-ytdblbvrt vjåtn ghtndjhbnmcz dåbpyb ñtp djkitñcndf. Vjåyj jndktxm dybvfybt jnctñz, yj ãnj ujhfplj nhelytt, ytåtkb ghbdktxm. Nfryflj evtnm gjyznm bvgekmc yfñkçlfntktq. Ghb gjhextybzødfåyj rfxtcndj ñsnm ytdblbvsv.Hfccvjnhbv jñotybt b ecnhtvktybt. Ghb jñotybbyeåyj cjøhfybnm yeåle r ctñt. Yt cghfibdfqnt cjdtnjd,yj lfqnt dscrfpfnm bø. Ghb ecnhtvktybb ytjñhfnbntcm d gjujyç, byfxt pf dfvb gjñtuen uekzrbb cnhfåf.100

Nfr pyfqnt, rfrjdf gjrkfåf gjhextybq!J cnhføt b ghtlfntkmcndt ujdjhbk lfdyj.135. Ybxnj yt pfrjyxtyj, ybxnj yt ytldbåbvj; gjnjvejnytcävcz cjpyfntkmyj r njve, xnj vjåyj ghtlecvjnhtnm.Rjulf Vyt elfäncz ghtlecvjnhtnm yeåystltqcndbz, yt cxbnfç ãnj pfrjyxtyysv. C jlyjq cnjhjys,ds b vyjåtcndj rfhvbxtcrbø jñcnjzntkmcndvjuen yfheibnm ehjdtym ghtlecvjnhtyyjuj; c lheujqcnjhjys, Vs b yjdfz rfhvf vjåtv ekexibnm cjtlbytybtxfcntq.Bcnbyyj, rjulf vjåyj xnj-ybñelm eghjcnbnm berhfcbnm, vs ljkåys ãnj cltkfnm. Cktgj ghbrhtgkznmczr xtve-nj, ytcjvjve gjnjrjv, ñskj ñs gjøjåtyf rjhfñktrheitybt. Pyfxtybt gjnjrf yeåyj jcvsckbnm.Erfpfyyfz gjldbåyjcnm tcnm kbim ghbujnjdktybtr jcjpyfybç dtkbrjuj gjnjrf. Rfr yteñsdfçofzcgbhfkm, gbnftvfz cbkfvb vfnthbb, cnhtvbncz dtxysqgjnjr. Vsckm vjåtn ljujyznm cdtn, rjnjhsqvjåtn cktljdfnm pf gjnjrjv.Gjckt gjlhjñyjcntq jñbøjlf yeåyj jñhfofnmcz rzdktybzv dtkbrjuj Ldbåtybz. Yeåyj dpktnfnm b ntvjnjhdfnmcz jn Ptvkb. Ezdktybt dtkbrjuj gjnjrf ghbytcbntr dfitve hfñjxtve cnfyre b jrhskbnt dfi101

nhel. Rfr åt byfxt djkmänt cjdthityyeç ntøybre ddfib bpltkbz? Yfcsotyyjcnm nhtgtnf djpvjåyjcntqlfcn hbnv hfñjnt. Jn rfåljuj pthyf, cjpyfntkmyj ezdktyyjuj,gjlsvftncz cthtñhzyfz ybnm r lfkmybv vbhfv.Vsckm ghjybåtn ckjb fnvjcaths b cjnrän ghzåe.Rfr hfcnjkrjdfnm, xnj ñtp tlbytybz vbhjd åbpymyf ptvyjq rjht _ ytktgjcnm?! Cjpyfybt vfkjcnb bytcjdthitycndf Ptvkb vjåtn gjvjxm nzujntybç rlfkmybv vbhfv. Yt pfñeltv, xnj vs _ vbrhjjhufybpvs,yfctkzçobt crkflrb gkfytns.Yflj yfexbnmcz vsckbnm. Ybrfrfz ktrwbz yt yfexbnvsckbnm. Rfxtcndj vsiktybz jñhfpetncz jlbyjxtcndjvdj dctq hfpevyjq ecnhtvkäyyjcnb. Bvtyyj,vsckm dsctrftn bcrhe åbpyb bp dtotcndf vfnthbb.136. Pfvtxfkb kb ds, rfrfz hfpybwf vtåle ltqcndbtvgj dytiytve ghbrfpe b gjl jcjpyfybtv bvgekmcf?Vjue ghbrfpfnm ghbytcnb djls, b djlf ñeltngjkextyf. Yj tckb djljxthgbq ghjybrytncz cjpyfybtvytjñøjlbvjcnb, nj ñjkmit gjkjdbys ghtgzncndbqd genb ñelen ecnhfytys. Gjnjve bpñtuftv dytiybøghbrfpjd, ghtlgjxbnftv yfdtltybt djkb, xnjñs cjpyfybtdjcghbyzkj yeåyjcnm ltqcndbz. Gjvbvj jxtdblysøgjcktlcndbq nfråt dfåyf rfhvf, cjplfdftvfzdytiybv ghbrfpjv.102

Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt, xnjñ erfps gjlujnjdkzkbcm pfhfyttb ntv vjukb døjlbnm d cjpyfybt bcgjkybntktq.Gjnjve ñtp cjnhelybxtcndf ghbrfp gjljñty gjkänecnhtks ghjnbd dtnhf. Lfåt ytjåblfyyjcnm ghbrfpfljkåyf ñsnm ghtldbltyf. Njulf ytjåblfyyjcnm ghtdhfnbnczd gthtåbneç yfghzåäyyjcnm.Evtqnt dspdfnm cjnhelybxtcndj yt njkmrj d gjcnegrfø,yj b d vsiktybb. Njkmrj njulf vjåyj jngecnbnmcjnhelybrf yf hfccnjzybt. Zdktybt gjhextybz jñzpsdftnr cfvjcnjzntkmysv ltqcndbzv. Gjnjr gjytcänecnhtvbdibøcz.137. Rjcvjujybxtcrfz byleccrfz crfprf cjjñoftn:≤Åbkj eåfcyjt xeljdbot, gjåbhfditt kçltq. Jlyfålsxeljdbot ghtcktljdfkj yfvtxtyyeç åthnde.Xtkjdtr, cgfcfzcm, yshyek d jpthj. Xeljdbot ghsuyekjpf ybv. Bof cgfctybz, gkjdtw crfryek yf cgbyexeljdbof b rhtgrj cødfnbkcz pf njhxfobq uhtñtym.Xeljdbot yt vjukj jghjrbyenmcz yf cgbye, bñj ñhçøjtuj yt ñskj pfobotyj. Jyj ecnhtvbkjcm ñtitysvñtujv, jåblfz, rjulf xtkjdtr bpyehbncz. Yj xtkjdtrlevfk, xnj jy cdjbv jnxfzyysv gjkjåtybtv cgfcftnxtkjdtxtcndj, b d ãnjq vbhjdjq vtxnt cbks tuj yfghzukbcmñtp ecnfkb. Xeljdbot vtåle ntv nfr ecrj-103

hbkj ñtu, xnj bcrhs ktntkb juytyysv ødjcnjv. B dgkfvtyb xeljdbot cnfkj gjlsvfnmcz yfl ptvkäç.Vbhjdfz vsckm xtkjdtrf gjlyzkf lfåt dhfuf.Rjulf kçlb dblzn rjvtne, jyb ñkfujlfhzn jndfåyjuj,ecnhtvkäyyjuj dtxyj. Vsckb kçlcrbt vxfncz blfçn yjdst cbks dcflybre xeljdbof. Ñtkst, åäknst,rhfcyst b xähyst kçlb ecnhtvkzçn vsckb r njve,rnj lfdyj cnfk juytyysv≥.Ecnhtvbnt ctñz yf herjdjlzoeç vsckm j gjvjobxtkjdtxtcnde. Levfqnt zcyj, xnj ds ltkftnt yt kbxyjt,yt uheggjdjt, yj fñcjkçnyj gjktpyjt ltkj. Ltkftvjtdfvb ñtp dhtvtyb, ñtp juhfybxtybz ghjcnhfycndf,zdkztncz nheljv yf cjtlbytybt vbhjd. Øhfybnt herjdjlzoeçjuytyyeç vsckm.Ghb tåtlytdyjv herjdjlcndt vjåyj enthznm cjpyfybtherjdjlzotq vsckb. Ckfñst evs levfçn, xnjjyb jcnfçncz ñtp cdzpb c herjdjlbntktv, _ jñsxfbjñbøjlf ltkfçn bø jñsxysvb. Yj, bvtyyj, chtlbtåtlytdyjcnb vjåyj hfcnbnm gkfvtyyeç vsckm. Rfrvtnfkk reäncz jñsxysv vjkjnjv, b rfr pthyj, gjkyjtdtkbxbz ceñcnfywbb åbpyb, cjñbhftncz jñsxysvcthgjv, nfr chtlb jñsxysø ltk ecvjnhbnt ybnm dtkbxbz!104

138. J gjlyznbb dhfuf.Extybt Jñobys jxtym pfñjnkbdj bvttn d dble gjlyznbtdhfujd. Lkz ãnjuj yt cktletn jnzujofnm dhfufghzvsvb ghtlkjåtybzvb. Yj kbxyjt ecnhtvktybtr vbhjdsv pflfybzv vjåtn ljcnbxm nfrjuj yfghzåtybz,xnj, ytvbyetvj, dhfu jñhfnbncz r njve åtyfghfdktybç. Vs yt ljkåys pfñsdfnm, xnj dhfu njqcfvjq dhfåljq eåt cdzpfy c yfvb. D ãnjq cdzpb pfrkçxftnczckfñjcnm dhfuf. Ytyfdblz yfc, dhfu yfxbyftnyfgjkyznm ceotcndj cdjä yfibv ghtlcnfdktybtv. Dhfughbrjdsdftn cjpyfybt r yfv b xfcnj rjyxftn ghjcnsvgjlhfåfntktv, d xäv, rjytxyj, ybrjulf yt cjpyftncz.Gjlhfåfnm dhfu ñeltn dj dytiybø ghbävfø, bvtyyj,njulf, rjulf ytyfdbcnm ljdtlän lj gjlhfåfybz, b njulfrjcvbxyjcnm pflfybz vjåtn b dyenhtyyj edktxm dhfuf.Rjulf pyftv, xnj dhfu ghbdzpfy r yfv, vs vjåtvcvjnhtnm yf ytuj rfr yf ythfpevyjuj ljvjxflwf. Nfrdybrybnt d ceoyjcnm dhfujd b yfqlbnt bv vtcnj. Jybvjuen ghtrhfcyj ckeåbnm yjårfvb dfituj hfñjxtujcnjkf. Bp eghzvcndf ytdtåtcndf jyb yfghzuen cbks,xnjñ cktlbnm pf dfvb. Yj dfv ytxtuj crhsdfnm, bñjds hfñjnftnt lkz xtkjdtxtcndf. B dhfu ljkåty cnfnmgjlhfåfntktv bkb gjubñyenm. Ãnf ubñtkm, rjytxyj,105

yt jn dfitq herb, yj jn bcrhs vbhjdjuj fggfhfnf.Gjnjve b yfcnfbdfç yf gkfvtyyjv ecnhtvktybb.139. Yeåyj bpuyfnm dct ckjdf jnhbwfybz. Jnhbwfçobqñtlty, endthålfçobq ñjufn. Jnhbwfçobq ytldbåbv,endthålfçobq ecnhtvkäy. Jnhbwfçobqytghfd gjcnjzyyj, endthålfçobq ghfd dctulf. Endthålfçobqvjåtn ñsnm jnyjcbntkty d vtcnt b dj dhtvtyb,jnhbwfçobq ñtpeckjdty d vthndtyyjcnb. Ytdtåtcndj_ vfnm jnhbwfybz. Bpujyzz jnhbwfybt,Extybt ybrjuj yt gjhfñjoftn. Jnhbwfntkm eåt hfñjdkfltktw,bñj yt øjxtn dsgecnbnm cjñtctlybrf bp cdjtujrheuf. Extybt jñobys ljkåyj ltqcndjdfnm yfjnrhsdfybt dctø gentq.140. Tckb dfi cjñtctlybr dshfåftn egjhcndj b ytgjvthyjtytdtåtcndj, cghjcbnt tuj _ vyjuj kb bljkuj kb jy gentitcndjdfk? Yfdthyj, gjkexbnt jndtn,xnj tuj gentitcndbt yt lkbyytt djhjñmbyjuj gjkänf.R njve åt, ghbtpåfz d yjdst vtcnf, jy gjgflfk dcnfhst eckjdbz, dcktlcndbt ytpyfybz zpsrf b gjythfpdbnbç. Nfrjq xtkjdtr ñeltn jcjñtyyj cgjhbnm,yt cnslzcm cdjtuj ytdtåtcndf. Bvtyyj, gthtåbdfybtgentq lfän kexibq rkçx r jcjpyfybç rjcvbxtcrbøåbpytq. Bcnbyysq genybr xänrj ghtlcnfdkztn genm106

ghjiksq b zcyj dshfåftn yfghfdktybt åtkfyyjt.Jy jwtybn ckexfb ñsdibt b ghtlecvjnhbn djpvjåyjcnbkexibt.Genybr, rfr ghtlcnfdkztim ctñt genm pf ghtltkfvbptvyjq rjhs? Nfr vyjuj pfnhfxtyj cbk lkz jghtltktybzåbpyb pfghtltkmyjq! Kçlzv rfåtncz, xnj jybchfpe ghjdfkbdfçncz d ñtcgjxdtyyjcnm. Jn ythfpdbnjqyfñkçlfntkmyjcnb ghjbcøjlbn ãnj vfkjleibt.Jgsnysq genybr, ns pyftim, xnj yf ptvkt dshfåtyspfxfnrb dctø djpvjåyjcntq. Ns pyftim ytcjdthitycndjghjikjuj b ekjdbim ãvñhbjys ñeleobøcjxtnfybq. Ytcjdthitycndj ghjqltyyjuj genb yfgjvybnhelbvtynfhyeç åbpym vbhjd vtymituj cjpyfybz.Ghjñktcrb htitybq d yjdsø cjxtnfybzø gjdktrenntñz, genybr, r genzv, ghtlyfxthnfyysv djdctq htfkmyjq yflpdäplyjcnb. Ntñt yt yeåyj vbcnbxtcrbøpyfrjd, ns bläim dblbvsv genäv, b rfålfznhfdbyrf ujnjdbn ntñt cgbcjr cbk ghbhjls. Ghbphfrbntv, rnj cblbn pf gtxrjq. Ntñt åt djkys Cdtnjyjcyjqvfnthbb. Gtxfnm pfghtnf ntv, rnj cblbn d rehznybrt.Ntñt åt htfkmyst jñhfps kextq. Bv vfubxtcrbt xeltcf,ntñt åt ndjhxtcndj xbcnsø ckjäd vfnthbb.107

Genybr, hfl dcnhtnbnm ntñz; hfl dbltnm, rfr ndähljbläim! Genybr, ns pyftim, xnj botim; ntñt vjåyjgjvjxm!141. Vs jljñhztv cjrhfotybt zpsrf. Åtkfntkmyjcjcnfdktybt yjdsø, jghtltkbntkmysø dshfåtybq. Nfrjqyjdsq zpsr dsdjlbn bp ytgjldbåyjcnb htxb.Ytxtuj gjrkjyznmcz evthibv ckjdfv. Ujhfplj hfljcnyttwtybnm, rfr cvsck pderjdjuj djpltqcndbz ghjybrftnb eñtålftn. Dct gjybvfçn, xnj eñtålfçn ytckjdf, yj gjcskrf vjpujdjuj wtynhf. Ckflrjhtxbtvjåtn ljcnbxm wtkb dcktlcndbt faatrnf ckeifntkz.Crjhtt vjåyj gjñtlbnm vjkxfkbdsv åtcnjv, ytåtkbøjkjlyjq hbnjhbrjq.Rjulf ujdjhzn: ≤Ãnj zpsr vjtuj jnwf≥, cghjcbnt:≤Wtks kb cnjgnfyyst cfgjub dfituj jnwf?≥Rfålfz yferf yeålftncz d yjdsø ajhvekfø. Nfråtgthbjls åbpyb ytcen yjdst dshfåtybz. Rfåljveyjdjve dshfåtybç yeåyj hfljdfnmcz. Ytn øeåtjñüznbz nhegf! Ñtp njuj ds ghbdzpfys rj vyjåtcndeevthibø ghtlvtnjd. Dsyjc rfåljq vähndjq ñerdscjghjdjålftncz ghbxbnfybzvb, njxyj yt ceotcndetnjuhjvyjuj pyfxtybz gjcnegfntkmysø ltk! Ytrjnjhstyfhjls ytuhfvjnys b gjrhsns djymç b vthprbvb108

yfctrjvsvb. Rjnjhsq åt bp dtnøbø ghtlhfccelrjdjgkfrbdfnm? Dtcm ceyler yfctrjvsø yflj cåtxm! Ytñeltn hfpheitybt, yj jñyjdktybt!Bobnt jñyjdktybt dj dctq åbpyb!142. Ghfdbkmyj pfvtxtyj, xnj ltnb åbdjnysø ljkåysgjlktåfnm jøhfyt. Djghjc vfnthbycndf njn åt,xnj b e xtkjdtxtcndf. Rjulf åbdjnyst ñelen gjvbkjdfys,jyb ñelen gkfnbnm cdjq yfkju vjkjrjv, ithcnmçb nheljv. Djghjc åbdjnysø, åbdeobø jrjkjxtkjdtrf, jxtym dfåty. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr bpvtybnczfnvjcathf, rjulf jrjkj åbkbof ñelen lhepmz.Cghjcbnt fhfñf j rjyt bkb ctdthzybyf jñ jktyt _jyb crfåen yt j åbdjnysø, yj j ctvmt.Vjåyj jn åbdjnysø gthtqnb r hfcntybzv. Eåtpyftnt, xnj gjktpyj cgfnm yf rjhyzø rtlhf. Pyftnt,rfrbt cjñbhfntkb ãktrnhbxtcndf ødjqyst buks. Ytnjkmrj hfcntybz ckeåfn wtktñyj cdjbv ãrcnhfrnjv,yj bø hfcnbntkmyfz ãvfyfwbz lfän cbkmyjt djpltqcndbtyf jrheåfçott. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr vjåtngjvjufnm xtkjdtre wdtnybr, cjpyfntkmyj cjcnfdktyysq.Ytktgs cvtifyyst wdtnybrb, dpfbvyj eybxnjåfçobtcdjä djpltqcndbt. Gjljñhfyyst bkb jlyjhjlystvjuen jndtxfnm yeålfv yfituj jhufybpvf.109

Yfcrjkmrj gjktpys cjcnfds gjktq, gjrhsnsø lbrbvbhfcntybzvb! Rjvñbyfwbb hfcntybq, cjctlcndeçobø dghbhjlt, yeåyj bpexfnm, rfr bycnhevtyns jhrtcnhf.Ghfds exäyst, hfccvfnhbdfçobt hfcntybz rfr njyrjxedcndeçobt jhufybpvs. Cktleçobvb cnegtyzvbñeltn bpextybt djpltqcndbz uhegg hfcntybq rfr lheuyf lheuf, nfr b yf xtkjdtrf. Xedcndbntkmyjcnm b djpltqcndbthfcntybq yf jrheåfçott gjbcnbyt bpevbntkmys!Hfcntybz zdkzçncz rfr ñs cjtlbyäyysvdtotcndjv gkfytns, ltqcndez yf ctnm ytjoenbvsødpfbvjltqcndbq. Rjytxyj, wtyyjcnm hfcntybq lfdyjghtlecvjnhtyf, yj uheggjdjt dpfbvjltqcndbt yt bpextyj.Lj gjcktlytuj dhtvtyb yt gjybvfkb åbpytyyjcnmhfcnbntkmysø jhufybpvjd b ythfpevyj htpfkbgexrb hfpyjhjlysø hfcntybq, yt pfñjnzcm j cvscktltkftvjuj. Xtkjdtr c ñertnjv xfcnj gjljñty vkfltywec juyäv. Bcnhtñbntkb hfcnbntkmyjcnb rjhs gkfytnsgjljñys ujcelfhcndtyysv ghtcnegybrfv.Gjvybnt, Vs yt kçñbv chtpfyysø wdtnjd.143. Vyjujt ds yfxbyftnt ltkfnm ghfdbkmyj. Dsjnvtyztnt herjgjåfnbt b ntv ghbpyfänt vjueotcndjghbrjcyjdtybz. Ds jnvtyztnt herjgbcfybt b ntvghbpyfänt yfckfbdfybt åbdjq ãythubb. Ds cjrhfoft-110

nt zpsr b ntv ghbpyfänt yeåyjcnm rjcvbxtcrbø cñthtåtybq.Ds exhtålftnt jñotcndf dpfbvjgjvjob bntv ghbpyfänt jñobye. Ds yfxbyftnt gthtjwtyre ghtøjlzobøwtyyjcntq b ntv ghbpyfänt ãdjkçwbç. Dsjnvtyztnt zdktybt yfcbkbz b ntv ghbpyfänt Exbntkz.Ds jnvtyztnt crdthyjckjdbt b ntv ghbpyfänt wtyyjcnmpderf. Ds jnvtyztnt nfytw gjikjcnb b ntvghbpyfänt pyfxtybt hbnvf. Ds jnvtyztnt gkjøbt phtkbofb ntv ghbpyfänt dfåyjcnm wdtnf. Ds jnvtyztntneytzlcndj b ntv ghbpyfänt vjom ãythubb. Ds jnvtyztntjncnfkjcnm b ntv ghbpyfänt djkç. Tckb ytdctulf yfexyjt pyfxtybt dfibø ltqcndbq dfv zcyj,nj, zdkzz ytbpñtåyjcnm ãdjkçwbb, ds gjcnegftntghfdbkmyj.Dblbnt, crjkmrj e yfc cjukfcbq, _ njkmrj jcjñj negjqvjåtn levfnm j ghjnbdjhtxbb gentq.Rfr wdtns wtktñyst, gjlsvfçncz hjcnrb cjpyfybzyfhjljd! Heckj yfhjlyjuj cnhtvktybz ytcän xtkjdtxtcndjr yjdsv pyfybzv. Ãnj endthåltybt vjåtnt dshfåfnmgjãnbxtcrjq vtnfajhjq bkb ceøjq ajhvekjq,yj cvsck yfhjlyjuj gjnjrf jcnfytncz ytgjrjktñbvsv.Pføjxtn kb rnj blnb pfnhelyäyyj bkb gjqvängjktpyjcnm cjnhelybxtcndf, yj yfghfdktybt ãdjkçwbbjcnfytncz ytbpvtyysv.111

Ñeltn ghjwdtnfnm vbhjdjt jñyjdktybt, cjnhelybxtcndj,dpfbvjgjvjom, jñobyf.144. Crfåtv b njve, rnj jgfcftncz dctø jñyjdktybq:≤Hfpkjåtybt e ntñz≥. Ãnjn ghjwtcc yfxbyftncz ujhfpljhfymit, ytåtkb abpbxtcrbt ñjktpyb. Rfr vjåyjyfñkçlfnm yfxfkj yfvtxfçotujcz hfcgflf? Njkmrjd ytgjldbåyjcnb ljgeotybq. Rfr vjåyj ecnfyjdbnm,rjulf hfcgfl cnfyjdbncz jgfcysv lkz jñotcndtyyjcnb?Rjulf dzkjt cjpyfybt cxbnftn jñobye dhtlyjqxtgeøjq. Yeåyj ghjøjlbnm vbvj nfrbø åbdsø nhegjd.Byst yt dvtofçn jñobys, yj hfphzl yfgflfçobødjpveoäyyj ljkåty ñsnm bpuyfy bp jñotybz.Yeåyj gjyznm, xnj øjnz ñs vfktqitt ghbrjcyjdtybtr ãnbv jhufybpvfv dhtlyj. Pltcm yt vjåtn ñsnmdjghjcf hjlcndf. Gjxntyyf cnfhjcnm ntkf ghb zcyjvcjpyfybb; bñj, d ceoyjcnb, njulf ybrfrjq cnfhjcnbytn. Yj ghtåltdhtvtyyjt uybtybt jrheåftn ytcnthgbvsvpkjdjybtv.Rjulf Ñellf yfpsdfk xtkjdtrf _ pkjdjyysq, jyghtålt dctuj bvtk d dble leøjdyjt cjpyfybt. Ãnjnufyuhtyysq ghjwtcc ktxtybç yt gjllfäncz. D Yfibøgjcnhjtybzø bpñtufqnt pfnhjyenm nfrbø kçltq. Nhfnbnmyf ybø dhtvz hfdyj jnyznbç recrf jn åleotujujkjlyjuj.112

Rfr ålen rfåljt ckjdj j Yjdjv Vbht! Ecnhtvktybtyjdsø cjpyfybq lfcn yjdst cjxtnfybz. Vs åläv ntø,rnj vjåtn yfpdfnm åtkfyysv yjdsq ltym. Lkz rjujkexibq ghjiksq ltym øeåt rfåljuj yjdjuj. Jybghfds, bñj rfålsq yjdsq ltym jltn yjdjãdjkçwbjyyjqghfyjq. Cnfyjdbncz yjdsv, afrnbxtcrb bpvtyäyysqhfcgfltybtv vbhjd, djpleø. Rfr yeåyjbpexfnm cjcnfd fnvjcaths cfvsvb xedcndbntkmysvbfggfhfnfvb! Cjcnfd djpleøf _ yeåyfz xfcnm ñbjkjubb.Lj cbø gjh vs uheñj ujdjhbkb j djpleøt, pfñsdfztuj gcbøbxtcrjt djpltqcndbt.145. J hfpdbnbb djpvjåyjcntq ltqcndbtv.Rjulf cjplfäncz jghtltkäyyjt ltqcndbt, jyj gjøjlbnyf ldbåtybt rjhfñkz. Gthtctrftvfz fnvjcathf gjcskftnñhspub yfghzåäyyjq vfnthbb. Dct jyb yføjlznczd vfuybnyjq catht ltqcndbz b dhtvtyyj gjlxbytystve. Ckjb gthtctrftvjq fnvjcaths jxtym hfpyjjñhfpys;b gjktpyjcnm djpveoäyysø xfcnbw cjdthityyjytjåblfyyf. Bcnbyyj, dkflttn ltqcndbtv njn, rnj vjåtnextcnm djpveoäyyst xfcnbws vfnthbb b, ghbpyfdfz,cåfnm bø lj tlbycndf.Lfdyj ujdjhbk dfv j cjchtljnjxtybb yf ltqcndbb.Bvtyyj, ytgjrjktñbvjt ecnhtvktybt ljkåyj ñsnm113

d rfåljv ltqcndbb. B dcä åt ñeltn ytghfd, rnj ñeltnghjcsgfnm bcrhs elfhf _ ãnb ñkfujlfnyst gjlhjñyjcnb.Øjpzby pyftn cxän pähyfv, b kjdtw yt egecnbnhsñe gjdthø ctnb. Juyb ytjåblfyyjcnb ghbyjczncdtn genb.Pjdbnt bp ñtplys vfnthbb cdtnksø dtcnybrjd.Yeåyj jwtybnm, crjkmrj djpvjåyjcntq gjgflftn d djdktxäyyeçcgbhfkm. Ãnb ghbyflktåfobt djpvjåyjcnbegecnbnm ytghjcnbntkmyj. Yt ujdjhç, xnj yfljnzårj vexbnmcz yfl ghjcnhfycndjv ltqcndbz. Yeåyjpjhrj jødfnbnm rheu djpltqcndbz, b djpvjåyjcnb egflenrfr phtkst gkjls. Yeåyj bpexfnm rfxtcndj fnvjcaths.Yeåyj bpexfnm rfxtcndj ltqcndbz. Ltqcndbzvjuen cnfnm ñtccvscktyysvb, b fnvjcathf gthtgjkybnczdjkyfvb hfpyjq lkbys. Nfr vjåyj juhflbnmczjn ñtpevbz.146. Gjtlbyrb ñtpevys. Ytn ckexftd, rjulf lhfrfvjåtn hfphtibnm cgjh. Xtv dsit ghtlvtn, ntv ytevtcnyttlhfrf. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ytjñøjlbvjcnmeybxnjåbnm dhfuf, yj nfrjt eybxnjåtybt yt tcnmcktlcndbt jcrjhñktybz. Ybxnj yt vjåtn jcrjhñbnmcjpyfntkmyjuj ñjhwf.114

147. Uthjtv yfpsdfçn xtkjdtrf, rjnjhsq ltqcndetncfvjjndthåtyyj, yj ãnj jghtltktybt ytgjkyj. Uthjqnjn, rnj ltqcndetn cfvjjndthåtyyj, yterkjyyj, cjpyfntkmyjb, ltqcndez dj bvz Jñotuj Ñkfuf, ntvghbñkbåftn ntxtybt rjcvbxtcrjq ãdjkçwbb.Vjåyj dcnhtxfnm uthjtd d ntreotq åbpyb. Yt cktletncxbnfnm ãnj gjyznbt ytghbkjåbvsv. Cnhfifcmghjbpyjcbnm nfrjt gjyznbt, vs cfvb jnhtdftv genmd cnhfye ghfdls. Yeåyj gjpyfnm uthjqcndj d åbpyb;yeåyj ñtccnhfiyj ghbpyfnm yfkbxyjcnm dhfujd; yeåyjgjvybnm, xnj vtx tcnm åtpk uthjz. Evtymt jñhfnbnmvtx d åtpk ljkåyj yfqnb vtcnj chtlb nheljdjujlyz.Rfr gjybryen dct vfubxtcrbt ajhveks gthtlytelthåbvsv crfxrjv xthtp ñtplye r åbdjyjcyjveCjkywe! Njkmrj gjpyfdibt htfkmyjcnm vjuen ujdjhbnmj Cjkywt ñtp gjdthøyjcnyjq cktpkbdjcnb.Øjnbv dbltnm dfc cnjqrj gjñtålfçobvb. Rfålfzgjñtlf exbn clthåfyyjcnb, yj ãnf clthåfyyjcnm nhtgtotngjkänfvb. Yt ñjqntcm ñjkmibø jghtltktybq b,jnghfdkzzcm yf gjldbu, crfåbnt, xnjñ ghbujnjdbkbgboe yf pfdnhf. Bleobq yf gjldbu ljkåty blnb rfryf rjkjrjk nhelf. Ecnhtvkäyyjve ljcnfnjxyf cfvfznjyrfz gjdthøyjcnm. Ecnhtvbntcm!115

148. Nhegjd yt tlzn, yj eñbnsø åbdjnysø ghbyznjtcnm. Yflj cghjcbnm _ rfrfz hfpybwf, bñj eñbnjtåbdjnyjt hfpdt yt nheg? Vs cjdtnetv yt egjnhtñkznmvzcf bp ghjcnjq wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb. Rjytxyj, dczrbqgjybvftn, xnj egjnhtñkznm hfpkfufçobtcz rktnrbdhtlyj. Yj rjulf yfxbyftncz ãnj hfpkjåtybt? D vjvtynghtrhfotybz aeyrwbb åbpyb ntkj nthztn pfuhflbntkmyjtbpkextybt, b ytvtlktyyj hfpkjåtybtyfxbyftncz. Gjnjve åbntqcrfz velhjcnm j ytzltybbnhegjd kbwtvthyf. Gjnjve cjdtnetv gboe vexyeç,vjkjxyeç b hfcnbntkmyeç, ult vtymit hfpkjåtybz.Rjytxyj, ghjwtcc åbpyb hfcntybq gjøjlbn yf åbpymåbdjnysø, yj vjåyj dbltnm, xnj hfpkjåtybt hfcntybqyfxbyftncz vyjuj gjplytt. Kexit cdtåbt hfcntybzbkb ceityyst yf ñjkmijv åfhe. Øktñ kexitjghtcysq ñtp åbhjd. Ljcnfnjxyj åbhjdsø dtotcndd rjhjdmtv b hfcnbntkmyjv vfckt.Dfit yfbvtyjdfybt dtutnfhbfycndj ytelfxyj; jyjgjlxährbdftn jnltktybt gj ghbywbge, yj yt gj ceotcnde.Gbof ljkåyf ñsnm d jñobyt hfcnbntkmyfz, bñjxktys jñobys ljkåys ghtcktljdfnm yfbñjkmieçwtktcjjñhfpyjcnm.116

D genb yt ñeltv hfpñjhxbds. Yt pfñeltv gjktpyjcnmcvjks dj dctø dblfø. Yf genb ñeltv gjvybnm,xnj tlf ldfåls d ltym ljcnfnjxyf. Ljkuj pf cnjkjvyt cblbv.149. Lthåbnt cjjnyjitybt hfcibhtybz b pfrhtgktybz.Gjvybnt _ yt njkmrj crfxjr, yj b elthåfybtyjdjq gjxds. Vjåyj ghbdtcnb vyjuj ghbvthjd, rjulfhfcibhtybt yt lfkj djpvjåyjcntq. Hfcibhtybt, rjytxyj,gjybvftv d jnyjitybb cjpyfybz. Tckb gjñtlfcjpyfybz yt ñeltn pfrhtgktyf ntøybxtcrb, nj dvtcnjhjdyjuj cdtnf cjpyfybt yfgjkybncz jcnhsvb, ñjktpytyysvbbcrhfvb. Rfr b dj dctq åbpyb, yflj gjyznmvjvtyn cåbdfybz. Xtkjdtr, åbdeobq gjkyj, yfxbyftnpfvtxfnm rfr ñs gekmcfwbç cdjbø gthtåbdfybq.Ãnf gekmcfwbz blän gjvbvj rjkbxtcndf hfñjn bdytiybø bvgekmcjd. Ãne gekmcfwbç yflj dyenhtyyjñthtxm, yt ghbgbcsdfnm tä gthtenjvktybç bkb ckexfqyjvefaatrne. D ãnb vjvtyns cjpyfybt cåbdftnczc rfrbv-nj yjdsv ghbjñhtntybtv. Gj ytjgsnyjcnbxfcnj yfxbyfçn ñtcgjrjbnmcz j dhtvtyyjv vjkxfybbcjpyfybz, yj nfrjt pfrhtgktybt pfdjtdfybz dtlän rcktleçotve crfxre. Ghb nfrjv cåbdfybb cjpyfybz117

yt yfcbkeqnt tuj pflfxfvb. Ñfñjxrf ujnjdbn yjdst,hfpyjwdtnyst rhskmz _ yt gjdhtlbnt rjrjy.Lkz yfñkçltybq pf ldbåtybzvb cjpyfybz cktletnghbvtybnm cüävre abpbxtcrbø bpkextybq. Ãnb cüävrbljkåys ñsnm gjcnfdktys jxtym njxyj. Ds cksifkbj dblbvsø cbvgnjvfø pfñjktdfybq, jnhfåftvsøyf cybvrfø. Rhjvt ãnbø gthnehñfwbq vjåyjpfvtnbnm rfr ñs cbybt gznyf, gkfdfçobt d gjkt bpkextybz.Vjåyj pyfnm, xnj cjpyfybt rjyltycbhetnczd ãnb vjvtyns. Pfntv cybvjr gjrfåtn rfr ñs gkfvtyystcnheb, cvtnfçobt cbybt cueotybz, _ pyfxbn,uthjq ujnjd r cktleçotve gjldbue. Ghfdbkmyjq gjcnfyjdrjqcüävrb bpkextybz ñeltn cltkfyj rhegyjtpfrhtgktybt yfhjlyjuj gjybvfybz ytjxtdblysø rfxtcndjhufybpvf xtkjdtrf.Vjåyj lfnm nfr yfpsdftvsq dgjkyt yfexysqbycnbnen, ult rfålsq ghjøjåbq vjåtn pfqnb b jñyçøfnmãrhfy b gkfcnbyre b jñcktljdfnm herfdf brfhvfy jgthfnjhf. Ybult ytn jñvfyf; bvtyyj, rfrøjntkb: zcyj, ñtcgkfnyj b c hfphtitybz ghfdbntkmcndf,b ñtp ghbyznbz ghtldfhbntkmyjq dfyys. Yjgjcktlytt yt kturj, bñj lkz cybvrf yeåyj cbkmyjghjnthtnm ntkj cgbhnjv lkz elfktybz bcgfhbys.Yeåyj pfrhtgkznm cjpyfybt!118

150. Ecrjhtybt dpfbvjgjybvfybz pfrkçxftncz ytd ghjbpyjcbvsø ckjdfø, yj d pfnhfubdfybb wtynhjdvjpuf. Ceotcndetn pfvtxfntkmysq jgsn, rjulf ujdjhzobqecnfyfdkbdftn njr gjybvfybz b pfntv dytpfgyjvtyztn zpsr, dsñbhfz yfhtxbt, ytpyfrjvjt ckeifntkç,b atyjvty gjybvfybz ghjljkåftncz. Rjytxyj,ds pyftnt b joeofkb vjkxfkbdjt dyeitybt, rjulfvjkybtyjcyj cjjñoftncz ghjcnhfyyfz vsckm. Jyfbynthghtnbhetncz yf ñkbåfqitv lkz ckeifntkz yfhtxbb,yj bcøjlyjt yfhtxbt vjukj ñsnm cjdthityyjbysv.Jgsn gthtlfxb vsckb cnfyjdbncz jñsxysv, yjrfxtcndj gjcskrb b gjkextybz ytljcnfnjxyj bccktletncz.Vtytt dctuj yfñkçlftncz vjvtyn pfvsrfybznjrf gjybvfybz, gjckt rjnjhjuj ajhvfkmyst ckjdfcnfyjdzncz bpkbiybvb. Ghjxyjcnm ãnjuj njrf vtyttdctuj pfdbcbn jn yfghzåtybz vjpujdsø vsiw. Jnyfghzåtybz crjhtt vjuen kjgyenm cjcels, yj gjybvfybzyt ghjbpjqlän.Ds lfdyj pyftnt hfpkfufçobq pder, rjnjhsq ltqcndetnyt yfghzåtybtv, yj rfxtcndjv. Gjybvfybt gjljñyjãnjve pdere. D lhtdyjcnb ujdjhbkb: ≤Jnrhjqdhfnf gjybvfybz, byfxt vjz vjkybz bcgtgtkbn ndjq119

pfndjh≥. Bvtyyj, vjkybz vsckb _ ãnj gthdjcjplfybtceotuj _ ghjypftn dct pfndjhs.Yfcnegftn vjvtyn, rjulf ukfpf ckeifntkz ntvytçn,b gj abpbxtcrjve bpkextybç ghjñtuen bcrhs ytcdjqcndtyyjujwdtnf, _ ãnjn wdtn ghbyflktåbn bpkextybçgjckfdituj. Rjytxyj, cdtn ecgtk ghjvxfnmczñscnhtt dctuj b faatrnbhjdfk cdtn cjpyfybz ckeifntkz.Pyfxbn, gjkt pfyznj b cgjcjñyj r lfkmytqitvedjcghbznbç.Ghb jgsnfø gthtlfxb vscktq dfåyj jghjcbnm dcçjrheue, xnjñ yfoegfnm, rfr hfcghjcnhfybkfcm pfhfpfgjcskrb. Ghb ãnjv vjåyj ecnfyjdbnm cgbhfkmyjcnmldbåtybz. Bp ãnjuj vjåyj gjyznm, xnj gjcskrb dghjcnhfycndj yt ñelen bvtnm ecgtøf d cvsckt chjxyjqjghtltkäyyjcnb. Ghtlcnfdkzz htfkmyeç wtkm,vjåyj rhjvt ytä pfødfnbnm ñjkmijt ghjcnhfycndjd njxyjv yfghfdktybb.Rjyxbv eksñrjq. Yt ghtlcnfdkztnt kb ctñt uhjpevscktq d ghjcnhfycndt? Jlby extybr cghjcbk: ≤Tckbvsckm dtcjvf, nj yt ljkåyj kb jn vscktq jnzujnbnmczghjcnhfycndj b ntv yfheibnm nzujntybt?≥ Rfrlevftnt?151. Toä jlby gjrfpfntkmysq jgsn. D nävyjt ghjcnhfyyjtgjvtotybt gjchtlbyt cnfyjdbncz xtkjdtr.120

Jrjkj cnty ñtcievyj ldbufçncz ytcrjkmrj djghjifntktqb ytjåblfyyj pflfçn rhfnrbt djghjcs. Ghbntvyjnt gjxnb ytdjpvjåyj jghtltkbnm njxyjt yfghfdktybtujkjcf. Yj toä pfvtxfntkmyj: rjulf djghjcpflfäncz d ghjcnhfycndj, dyenhtyyj buyjhbhez cnjzotujd cthtlbyt, njulf ujkjc xfcnj gjkexftncz bpghjnbdjgjkjåyjuj yfghfdktybz. Nfrbv genäv vjåyjdbltnm, xnj yt dytiybq jhufy, yj dyenhtyyzz gjcskrfbvttn gthdjt pyfxtybt.Rjytxyj, bcrhf cdtnf gthdfz gjgflftn d wtkm.Evtymt dkfltnm njkgjç ktåbn yt d rhfcyjhtxbb, yjd gjybvfybb epkjd njkgs b d cdjtdhtvtyyjq gjcskrtnelf cdtnjyjcyjuj ujywf. Ytevtymt jñhfofnmcz d ghjcnhfycndjbkb abrcbhjdfybt jlyjuj ckeifntkz _jlbyfrjdj dhtlyj. Nfråt Vs cjdtnetv gjkmpjdfnmczajyjuhfajv lkz yfexysø cdtltybq. Yj jåblfnm pfåbufntkmysøãvjwbq xthtp vtøfybxtcreç gthtlfxeytkmpz.Kbxyfz ãktrnhbabrfwbz njkgs ntv gjktpyf, xnjpfååäyyst epks cnfyjdzncz rfr ñs htpjyfnjhfvbb pfhfåfçn pyfxbntkmyeç gthbathbç djrheu ctñz.Rfr åt yfqnb yfbñjktt hfñjnjcgjcjñyst b pdexfobtepks njkgs? Yj vtåle ujdjhzobv b njkgjç ktnfçn121

vzxb cdtnf, b wtynhs ãythubq gskfçn xänrj, tckbjhfnjh yt ñjkney, yj djålm Jñotuj Ñkfuf.Gjghjñeqnt chfdybnm abpbxtcrbt bpkextybz ñjkneyfb djålz Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Rfr cdthrftn bpkextybtdjålz, rfrbt ghzvst cnhtks ñhspåen bp jgktxbq,b rfrbt gehgehjdst djkys cnhtvzncz, b juhfålfz, bhjålfz yjdeç vjom! Yj bpkextybt ñjkneyf bpñjhjåltyjpbupfufvb, rjyws rjnjhsø jñhfotys dyenhm.Fggfhfn lkz cüävrb abpbxtcrbø bpkextybq crjhjñelen lfhbnm ltnzv r ghfplybrfv, b evelhäyyst cnfhbrbjgznm ñelen ghtljcnthtufnm ltntq jn jgfcyjujpfyznbz: ≤Vjåyj ghjåbnm b ñtp gjpyfybz cfvjujctñz!≥152. E Yfc jceåltyj dczrjt jgfplsdfybt. Jncencndbtjgfplsdfybz ljcnbuftncz ldevz dytiybvbjcjñtyyjcnzvb åbpyb: xänrjcnmç hfñjns b yfcnjhjåtyyjcnmç.Xänrjcnm hfñjns ljkåyf hfpdbnmcz e rfåljujhfñjnybrf. Gjkyjvthysq, vuyjdtyysq gthtyjc dybvfybzgjpdjkztn rhbcnfkkbpjdfnm rfålsq vjvtynhfñjns. Vjåyj ghb lbcwbgkbyt ljcnbxm zcyjuj hfcxktytybzrfåljq vsckb. Ghsårb geøksø pfqxbrjdytghbujlys.122

Jñjr c xänrjcnmç cnjbn dtxyjphzxfz yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm.Yt øjkjlysq cjdtn egfljxysø velhtwjd:≤Ybxtve yt elbdkzqcz!≥, yj gkfvtyysq pjd: ≤Ñelmphzxbv!≥ Nfrfz yfghzåäyyjcnm yt tcnm yfnzyensqrfyfn, ujnjdsq kjgyenm, yj tcnm hfleuf ghtlecvjnhtybz.Yt yeåyj levfnm, xnj yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm vjåtnltkfnm xtkjdtrf øjkjlysv b jnjhdfyysv. Djby yfljpjht gjkjy cdtnjv djpvjåyjcntq. Ghfdlf, jy ybxtveyt elbdkztncz, bñj ghtldblbn hjåltybt yjdsødjpvjåyjcntq.Rjulf ds djcrkbwftnt: ≤Dctulf ujnjd!≥, ds rfr ñscktletnt Yfitve ghbpsde. Njve, rnj dctulf ujnjd,vjåyj bcgsnfnm dcä ujhybkj yfghzåäyyjcnb.Lyäv b yjxmç Yfib cjnhelybrb ujnjds rj dctvecdthrfybç Rjcvjcf. B d ujnjdyjcnb lyäv ghjqlenjyb ytdblbvsvb, b yjxmç yfqlen cbzçobq genm.Ybxnj yt nhtdjåbn, rjulf ñeltnt gjcnjzyyj nhtdjåbvs.Yhfd bcrfntkz yt lfän jñvähpyenm rjhfñkç.E Yfc jceåltyj jgfplsdfybt.153. Htibn rnj-nj: ≤Hfpdt nhelyf yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm,bkb cjbpvthbvjcnm, bkb gjldbåyjcnm, bkb ghtlfyyjcnm?Djn xedcndeç, vjue dvtcnbnm ãnb eckjdbz; yt123

djpmvänt kb vtyz d lfkmybq genm, d Jñobye?≥ Yjhfpdt ãnjn cgtiysq genybr gjlevfk j ytghtvtyyjveckjdbb crfpfyysø bv rfxtcnd? Pfñsnf gjcnjzyyjcnm.Vtkmrfçobt jujymrb njkmrj yf vbu dvtofçn dctrfxtcndf gkfvtyb, yj nmvf gjukjoftn bø nfr åt ñscnhj,rfr åfhjdyz cytåbyre. Ytkmpz ljdthznm vjvtynedvtotybz; njkmrj gjcnjzyyjcnm, pfrfkäyyfznheljv b ghtgzncndbzvb, lfän djpvjåyjcnm gjdthbnmwtyyjcnb dvtotybz.Bcnbyysq vepsrfyn yt levftn yfl rfålsv gfkmwtv,dspsdfçobv pder, _ njkmrj extybr cxbnftnujlyst gfkmws. Bcnbyysq cjnhelybr yt levftn jyfvthtyyjv ghbvtytybb rfxtcnd nhelf. Vepsrf cathckbdftncz c gtcytq ghtecgtzybz nhelf.Levfqnt, rfr gjcnjzyyjcnm gjljñyf ktcnybwtjuytyyjq.154. Htibn rnj-nj: ≤Ghjqle gj juytyyjq ktcnybwt≥.Blb, rfåljve genm jnrhsn. Yj gjvyb: d ckexft cnhføf,cnegtyb hfcgkfdkzçncz d åblrjt gkfvz. Relfgjqläim, yt dkfltz rfxtcndjv hfñjns? Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv:≤Kexit cgfnm yf rtlhjdsø rjhyzø≥, nj gjcktljdfntkmvjåtn kturj bcgjkybnm cjdtn. Kturj cgfnm,lf toä gj cjdtne. Yj rjulf crfpfyj: ≤Ghbvb gjcnj-124

zyysq ljpjh≥, njulf cnfyjdzncz ujhzxbvb cnegtyb.Jlyj yeåyj ndthlbnm: yt kturf ktcnybwf.Gkjø djålm, crhsdfçobq bcnbyyeç jgfcyjcnm.Ghtjljktnm tä vjåyj kbim gjkysv pyfybtv.Dbåe, blän lheujq ythfpevtw, _ ãnjn toä ytcjdthityytt.Jy gjhbwftn: ≤R xtve njhåtcndtyyjt dtofybt?≥Crfåtv: ≤Njhåtcndtyyjcnm ghtleghtåltybzghjgjhwbjyfkmyf eybpbntkmyjcnb gbcrf ndjtuj ghbjgfcyjcnb. Ldeyjubq, crjkmrj hfp ns nthzk kbwj cdjäghb gthdjq nhelyjcnb! Vs dbltkb ntñz xthytt eukz,b jnhbwfybz ndjb yfgjkybkb ntñz pkjdjybtv. Gkjøjntñt åbdäncz, cåäu ns cnegtyb b ghjcbim ns vbkjcnsyçe ñtplys≥.Yjdsq djghjifntkm: ≤Rfr ghbvbhbnm Extybt cyferjq?≥ Tckb yferf ghtgjlfän ljcnjdthyjt pyfybt,nj Extybt b tcnm yferf. Rfreç wtkm bvttn yferf, tckbjyf hfcgeøkf jn ghtlhfccelrjd? Njn, rjnjhsq nfrjñtcgjrjty njhåtcndtyyjcnmç endthåltybq, njn gjybvftnyfere rfr kjujdj vtofycndf. Njve, rnj vsckbnjñ jñobyt, njve ytn dhtlf jn gjkpeobø ufljd.Ujdjhç: pyfç dcç ckjåyjcnm gjcnhjtybz. Yt crhjç,rfr lfktrj yjcbnm rfvyb, rfr dtkbrj ñtpdjlbt. Bvtyyjãnj cjpyfybt, bvtyyj ñtcxbcktyyjcnm pdäpl lfänendthåltybt cnegtytq juytyysø!125

155. Gjcnhjtybt jñobys kçñbn yfghzåäyyjcnm.Vjåyj pfvtnbnm, rfr ghb hfpkbxysø dszdktybzøcgjcjñcndetn yfghzåäyyjcnm. Lfåt ghjcnfz yfghzåäyyjcnmntkf ecbkbdftn ãktvtynfhyst zdktybz. Ytnjkmrj jnzujotybt ythdysø wtynhjd, yj b vecrekmystcjrhfotybz cjplfçn ãvfyfwbç xedcnd ecbktyyeç.Yt cbltybt d cgjrjqyjv eljñcndt, yj pfnäribtjn nhelf xktys lflen yfcsotybt ãythubb. Yj, rjytxyj,ntktcyjt njkmrj lkz cfvsø ãktvtynfhysø ghjzdktybq;ytjñøjlbvf yfghzåäyyjcnm wtynhjd vjpuf.Kexitq yfghzåäyyjcnmç ñeltn gjcnjzyyfz yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm.Ghbdtläv rfhnbye bp Yfitq Jñobys. ChtlcndfYfib yfghzåtys lkz Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Rfålsq hfñjnftnd gjkyjq ujnjdyjcnb. Djn Yfit ñtcghjdjlyjtcjjñotybt ghbytckj chjxyeç yjdjcnm: yeåyj djpltqcndbtkbxyjt. Bpñhfyysq Cjdtn yfpyfxftn bcgjkybntkz.Byjulf bcgjkybntkm pyftn dcä ntxtybtgjhextybz, byjulf åt tve lfäncz njkmrj ghjvtåenjxyjtltqcndbt. Xfcnj dhtvz ljcnfnjxyj kbim lkzdsñjhf yflktåfotuj gkfnmz, b xfcnj yfxfnfz rybufblän d rybujøhfybkbot ytghjxbnfyyjq. Xfcnj lkbntkmyjcnmgjhextybz yt jghtltktyf. Xfcnj cktlcndbzgjhextybz yt dblys. Xnj åt pfcnfdkztn bpñhfyyjuj126

hfljcnyj jnhsdfnmcz? Xnj gjvjuftn tve cgtibnm dcneåe gj ktlzysv uksñfv? Rfrjq ghbrfp vjåtndspdfnm ecbktyysq nhel? Kbrjdfybt ujnjdyjcnb hfcnänbp ghbdsxyjq yfcnjhjåtyyjcnb.Rjulf cjdtneç hfpdbdfnm yfghzåäyyjcnm b yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm,yt lkz nzujcnb ujdjhç. Vjb cjdtns bvtçnd rjytxyjv cktlcndbb kbrjdfybt. Nt åt, rnj ecnhfifçnczyfghzåäyyjq hfñjnjç, nt ñjzncz ajhvs bpfrjyf ãythubb. Gecnm jyb ñtcajhvtyyj blen r hfpkfufçobvczkeyfv. Gecnm cdjbv hfpkjåtybtv ljgjkyznnj, xnj gjlktåbn rjhtyyjq gththfñjnrt.Evtqnt ghtldbltnm kbrjdfybt!156. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj genm ytceobø gjhextybtytcgjrjty. Levfçn, xnj itcndeçn rfrbt-njvfub, xenm kb yt c ifgrjq-ytdblbvrjq. Yj herfvbb yjufvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb cnhjbncz Vbhjdfz Jñobyf_ d ãnjv ktåbn rhfcjnf gjcnhjtybz.Yj htlrj d ujhjlfø dcnhtxfçn hfleiyj gjckfywfJñobys. Yf ytuj hsxbn cfvf ceoyjcnm ujhjlf. Bcnbyyj,cfvj ñsnbt Jñobys jnhbwftncz d ujhjlt.Cfvf fnvjcathf yt ljgecrftn gjrjz gjckfywf.Djn jy, jlbyjrbq, ghjiäk, ghjgksk, ghjktntk erfpfyystghjcnhfycndf, jy eåt cjjñoftn b gthtlfän.127

Rnj åt ghbyzk tuj? Gthdjt _ ytljdthbt: ceotcndetnkb Jñobyf? Dnjhjt _ vjåtn kb ñsnm Jñobyfltzntkmyjq b ghbybvfnm exfcnbt d lfkmybø ltkfø?Nhtnmt _ yt tcnm kb gjzdktybt gjckfywf b yeålfd tuj djpltqcndbb ghjcnj cjdgfltybt? Gjvyç, rfrjlby gjckfyysq, djpveoäyysq eñjåtcndjv gjcktlytujcjjñhfåtybz, jndtnbk: ≤Ds, ujdjhzobq j cjdgfltybb,yt pfñsdfqnt, xnj ds cfvb tcnm cjdgfltybtxfcnbw vfnthbb. Yj tckb dfit cjdgfltybt ytelfxyj,nj pfrjy vfnthbb bvtk yf nj jcyjdfybt≥. Dghjxtv,rjulf ltkj ljøjlbn lj ltytåysø b ghtlvtnysø gthtlfx,njulf vsckb cjdgflfçn ñkfujghbznyj. Afrnsb ghtleghtåltybz dsckeibdfçncz dybvfntkmyj.Dsåfnm gjktpyjt cdtltybt, øjnz ñs b jn Jñobys,åbntkm ujhjljd yt ghjxm. Nfr gjckfyysq, rhjvtytcrjkmrbø cjnhelybrjd, dcnhtxftn rheujv åflyeçñtplye. Lfq ltytu, lfq cjdtn yf pfdnhf, jndtlb dhfufb cfv cubym gjcrjhtq b yt cveofq yfit gbotdfhtybtvsckzvb j vbhjdjv cjlheåtcndt.Rjytxyj, jcjpyfybt cjnhelybxtcndf_jñobys blän,yj vsiktybt jñsdfntkz eceueñbkjcm d rjcyjcnb.Pjdäv cjnhelybrjd, pyfçobø nhelyjcnb. Pjdäv ntø,rnj yt jñthyäncz yfpfl. Pjdäv ntø, rnj pyftn, xnjhfljcnm tcnm jcjñfz velhjcnm!128

Vs vjåtv lfnm cdtltybz cfvst nhelyst, yj cjdtnsYfib dtlen r kbrjdfybç!157. Rjulf Vs jnghfdkztv gjckfywf, Vs åtkftvtve elfxb ghb dcnhtxt c lhfrjyjv. Rjytxyj, ãnj ytñtpjñblysq ødjcnfnsq, ljktlybrjdsq, yj cdbhtgsqxtkjdtxtcrbq ãujbpv, ljøjlzobq lj jgfcysø gfhjrcbpvjd,yfpsdftvsø eåfcjv bkb ñtitycndjvãujbpvf. Ult åt uytplzncz ãnb lhfrjys? Endthålfçn,xnj pktqitt uytplj ñeltn d hjcrjiysø gfkfnfø, bkbpf ghbkfdrjv vtyzks, bkb d crkflt njhujdwf. Yjcrjhtt yfqle ñtpdhtlyjuj vtyzke b xtcnyjuj njhujdwf,ytåtkb ghjñmç ñhjyç jnhbwfybz b ytljgeotybz.Jnhbwfntkm yt njkmrj ujnjd pfobofnm cdjäytdtåtcndj, yj jy vtxnftn jrheåbnm dcä xtkjdtxtcndjcntyjç eåfcf.Ult åt gthdjghbxbyf ñtitycndf ãujbpvf? Xtkjdtr,ctçobq eåfc, cfv ñtpevyj ñjbncz. D jnhbwfntktcblbn yt njkmrj ytdtåtcndj, yj b ybprbq cnhfø. Crfåbntltnzv, gj rfrjve ghbpyfre yføjlbnm uytpljãujbpvf. Jyb ljkåys gjyznm, xnj ãujbcn ghtåltdctuj yt ljgecrftn, yj bcrfntkm Jñotuj Ñkfuf cnfdbngthdjq pflfxtq dvtotybt djpvjåyjcntq.129

Yfitve gjckfywe cnjbn ghjbpytcnb kçñeç ãktvtynfhyeçbcnbye, xnjñs ñsnm pfgjljphtyysv drfrbø-nj pfvsckfø Jñobys. Jy crfåtn: ≤Ãythubzb cdtn≥, _ rfpfkjcm ñs, cfvjt ghjcnjt gjyznbt, yjjñsdfntkm ujhjljd eåt xetn rfrjt-nj gjreitybt yftuj ñkfujgjkexbt. Jñbnfntkm ujhjljd yfcnjkmrj ghbdsrcxbnfnm ctñz xtv-nj gkjnysv b nävysv, xnjyt ljgecrftn, rfr jy vju ñs jrfpfnmcz bcnjxybrjvabpbxtcrjuj cdtnf. Yj lfåt ltnb yt bpevkzçnczãktrnhbxtcrjq bcrht, jn ybø bcøjlzotq.Ytjñøjlbvj ghjdthbnm ghjuhfvvs irjk b ecbkbnmkbybç ljcnjdthyjuj gjpyfybz. Cetdthbt pfujyztnkçltq d otkb eåfcf. Ytjñøjlbvj ãnj dsghzvktybtirjkmyjuj vsiktybz ghjdtcnb ytvtlktyyj, byfxttoä jlyj gjrjktybt ytljevjr ñeltn gjpjhbnm gkfytne.Yeåyj ecbkbnm tcntcndjpyfybt, gjyzd pyfxtybtãnjuj ckjdf. Ñbjkjubz, fcnhjabpbrf, øbvbz ghbdktrendybvfybt cfvjuj hfyytuj ltncrjuj vjpuf.Lfqnt ltnzv djpvjåyjcnm vsckbnm!158. Vfuytnbpv b ufpjjñhfpjdfybz _ jñf ãnbø lbyfvbxtcrbøafrnjhf cjdthityyj yt bpextys. Vfuytnbpvghbdktrftn dybvfybt, rjulf rjym yt vjåtnjnjhdfnm gjlrjde jn gjxds. J ufpfø egjvbyfçn, rjulf130

kçlb b åbdjnyst gflfçn vähndsvb. Njkmrj j nfrbøuheñtqibø ghjzdktybzø ujdjhzn, yj vfuytnbpv bufps ceotcndeçn gj dctq gjdthøyjcnb gkfytns. Ytnñtphfpkbxyjuj vtcnf, rfålfz vtcnyjcnm ytgjdnjhztvfgj cdjqcndfv ukeñjrj ghfrnbxtcrjuj pyfxtybz.Vjåyj bpevkznmcz yfbdyjcnb kçltq, jctlfçobøñtp dczrjuj gjybvfybz ñkbåfqibø eckjdbq vtcnf.Vjåyj gjyznm, crjkmrj djpvjåyjcntq gjubñftn bcrjkmrj jgfcyjcntq vjåtn ñsnm jndhfotyj.Ds cfvb ltkfkb bcgsnfybt c dtnrjq jhtiybrf bcfvb bpevkzkbcm, rfr ãnjn lhtdytqibq b ghbvbnbdytqibqfggfhfn yfghzufkcz, lhjåfk b ghbøjlbkd ldbåtybt, htfubhez yf gjlgjxdtyyst djls b vbythfks.Rjytxyj, ãnf jxtdblyfz htfrwbz ktåbn yt djhtiybrt, yj d xtkjdtxtcrjv fggfhfnt. Rfr åt ltnfkmyjb ecthlyj ljkåyj ñsnm bpexftvj djpltqcndbtrfåljq vtcnyjcnb yf xtkjdtrf b yf wtkst kçlcrbtuheggs! Vyjubt vtcnyjcnb jrheåtys yfhjlyjq vjkdjqjñ jcjñtyyjcnzø øfhfrnthf bø jñbnfntktq: ult-njkçlb cyfñåfçncz pjñfvb; ult-nj eybxnjåfçncz peñs;ult-nj ghjrfpf uytplbncz; ult-nj ctktpäyrf hfpheiftncz;ult-nj cthlwt hfcibhztncz; ult-nj øfhfrnthdzksq; ult-nj ñjlhjcnm b åbdjcnm. Vyjåtcndj ñhjcfçobøczd ukfpf jnkbxbq. Vjåyj yfñkçlfnm, xnj ãnb131

jcjñtyyjcnb pfvtxfçncz yt d hfcjdsø b rkbvfnbxtcrbøeckjdbzø. Cfvj cnhjtybt gjlyjåbz cjlthåbnukfdyst ghbxbys hfpkbxbz kçlcrbø ghbjñhtntybq.Ibhjrjt gjkt lkz bpextybz, tckb ghbcnegbnm pjhrjb ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd.159. Yt njkmrj kçlb yt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yfãvfyfwbb ptvkb, jyb yt jnlfçn ctñt jnxänf d rfxtcndtegjnhtñkztvjq djls, øjnz b ghbdsrkb ktxbnmczdjlfvb. Lkz jøhfytybz kçlb ghblevfkb egjnhtñkznmrbgzxäyeç djle, pfñsdfz, xnj ytrjnjhst djlyst jhufybpvsåbnm d rbgzxäyjq djlt yt vjuen. Ghfdlf,vyjubt vbrhjñs gjubñfçn ghb rbgzxtybb, yj pfnjghb jøkfåltybb bvtyyj rbgzxäyfz djlf ghbybvftnyfbñjkmitt rjkbxtcndj vähndsø xfcnbw fnvjcaths.Tckb øjnbnt gjybpbnm vjpujdeç djcghbbvxbdjcnm,gtqnt ljkuj cnjzdieç øjkjlyeç rbgzxäyeç djle, jyfcjjñoftn jhufybpve dzkeç pfnøkjcnm.Exbv egjnhtñkznm rbgzxäyeç djle kbim d cdtåtv,jxtym ujhzxtv cjcnjzybb.Vs gjkmpetvcz hjlybrfvb, ljgecrfz lkz jxbotybzrdfcws bkb gtvpe. Nea, rjnjhsq bvttncz jrjkj utqpthjd,nfråt gjktpty lkz jxbcnrb djls. Xbcnfz djlfyt njkmrj enjkztn åfåle, yj b jpjybhetn dcç fnvj-132

cathe. Hfys ktxbv gjuheåtybtv d xbcneç djle. Cdtnb djlf Yfib ktrfhcndf.Ecbkbz Yfib yfghfdktys yf ghjcntqibt chtlcndf.Ghb jñhfpjdfybb yjdsø jñoby cktlbnt pf ghjcnjnjqdctø ghbävjd. Yeåyj yfxfnm c dbnbtdfnjq, gjlcktgjdfnjqhtxb. Cdtlbnt htxbcnjuj genybrf yf ñthtuujhyjuj hjlybrf _ gecnm ecnslbncz!Ysyt enhjv, ytpfvtybvj, ecnfkjcnm ghjuyfk pdjyhjlybrf. Ãnf ãvfyfwbz ãythubb hfdyf cbkmyjve djpltqcndbçãktrnhbxtcndf.160. Vs bpñtuftv dyeitybz, rhjvt ckexftd jndhfotybzghzvjq jgfcyjcnb. Lheujq ckexfq, rjulf dsdblbnt ckjåbdittcz cjpyfybt, åleott bcrhe bpdyt;yj dczrjt yfcbkmcndtyyjt dnjhåtybt jceåltyj. Ãnjnghbywbg ljkåty ñsnm d jñobyt endthåläy, jcjñtyyjpyfz ñtpuhfybxyjt djpltqcndbt djkb. Rjulf pyftnt,xnj yt njkmrj kçlb b åbdjnyst, yj lfåt ghtlvtnsldbufçncz djktç, njulf djktdfz djkyf ljkåyf ñsnmyfghfdktyf xänrj, jcvjnhbntkmyj.Ds pyftnt, xnj gthtldbåtybt ghtlvtnjd djktç ytghtedtkbxtyj. Vfubb pltcm ytn, vfuybn crjhtt lfcndfv ghfdbkmysq genm vsiktybz. Nfråt ñepbyystabuehrb gjl ãktrnhbxtcndjv lflen yfukzlyjt chfdytybt.133

Vs jcjñtyyj bpexftv djkç, rjnjhfz vjåtn ñsnmjcnhtt cnhtk. Ytkmpz pfobnbnmcz jn ãnbø cnhtk. Vjåyjñs gjlcnfdbnm obn, tckb ñs pyfnm njxyjt yfghfdktybtcnhtk. Yj rnj åt vjåtn pyfnm ãnj yfghfdktybt?!161. Yfñkçlfqnt gjrfpfybz ctqcvbxtcrbø rhbdsø.Jyb hfcgjkfufçncz yt gj ãrdfnjhe b yt gj vthblbfye,yj lfçn cdjç rhbdeç. Byjulf ecbktyyfz ltzntkmyjcnmgjnhzctybq b cldbujd cjdgflftn c yfghzåtybtvnfr yfpsdftvsø cjkytxysø gznty _ gjkexftncz yfghzåtybtcjkytxyjq cbcntvs. Yt yeåyj ñsnm ghjhjrjv,xnjñ gjyznm, xnj vjpujdfz ltzntkmyjcnm d ãnbchjrb ñeltn ghjntrfnm jcjñtyyj.Cjwbfkmyst cnhtvktybz nfråt bvtçn cdjç rhbdeçhfcghjcnhfytybz. Jcvjnhbntkmyj yeåyj yt ghthsdfnmãnj cktljdfybt cjñsnbq. Nhtobys cldbujd jlbyfrjdsrfr d gjxdt, nfr b d yfhjlysø cnhtvktybzø.Yjdsq vbh ljkåty zdbnm xenrjcnm kexituj ctqcvjuhfaf.Tckb rnj eckjåybn itcndbt yfhjljd, njn vjåtngjkexbnm dtyjr ytdtåtcndf. Ytkmpz jghfdlsdfnmczytpyfybtv pfrjyjd, nfråt ytghbcnjqyj lkz djlbntkzgthtvtybnm yfghfdktybt yf jñhfnyjt. Ybrnj yt vjåtnherjdjlbnmcz kbxysv, yj, cjgjcnfdkzz wtyyjcnbJñotuj Ñkfuf, vjåyj dsñhfnm genm crjhtqibq.134

Yeåyj yt hfccsgfnm yb jlyjq djpvjåyjcnb.Rfåtncz, crfpfyf ghjcnfz, yfljtdifz bcnbyf, yjdtlm tä ybrnj yt ghbvtyztn, b gkfy ltqcndbq bpujnjdkztnczdj nmvt rjvyfns, f yt yf cnjhjåtdjq ñfiyt.Yflj yfñkçlfnm yt nfr, rfr øjxtncz, yj nfr, rfrtcnm d ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.162. Rnj edthztn j cdjtq ghtlfyyjcnb htfkmyjve bljcnjdthyjve, njn ljkåty jcjñtyyj ghbdtncndjdfnmhfcgjpyfdfybt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Yt ghbndjhyjt pfbrfybtgthtl vtnjljv ghbpyfyyjuj fdnjhbntnf, yjñjhtybt b ujhtybt bcrfybq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Bvtyyjytelthåyj, bvtyyj ytbpvtyyj d zhjcnb ecnhtvktybz,rjulf dscjrfz ujhf, rfr vfktymrbq øjkv, ytpfrhsdftn ghjcnhfycndf.Chtlb dpkänjd yfexftvcz dtkbrjve lfhe nthgtybz.Cbzçott, ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt yt gjøjlbn yf venysqgkfo ytghjnbdktybz pke. Rfr ytelfxyst hsñfrb, cblzncjuñtyyst ytghjnbdktyws. Bø cnfdrf yf lkbyeybnb ghzåb yt vjåtn jñeplfnm nfytw cnbøbq. Ndjhxtcrjtnthgtybt pyftn rkçxb Yjdjuj Vbhf; gjnjventhgtybt ndjhbn vjom b c rfålsv xfcjv ltqcndbntkmyjcnbyfghzuftncz.135

Ytghjnbdktybt gjljñyj ljkuj jnrhsnjve akfrjyeñkfujdjybq, yj ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt rfr cnfhjt dbyjpfndjhtyyjt.Cktlbnt pf yfghzåäyyjcnmç ndjhxtcndf d rfåljvcjwbfkmyjv gjcnhjtybb. Dthyj nj gjcnhjtybt, ultjrhskztncz hfpyjjñhfpyjt ndjhxtcndj. Tckb ndjhxtcndenzujcnyj, ãnj dthysq pyfr jibñrb d gjcnhjtybb.Ãnbv jibñrfv yt lfdfqnt uytplbnmcz. Pjdbntrfvtyobrjd, gthtrkflsdfqnt cntys, gjrf gtcym ytpfpdexbn cdjñjlyj.Cnfhfz ktutylf ujdjhbn:C lfkmytuj vbhf ghbiäk gjckfytw, xnjñs lfnmkçlzv hfdtycndj, ñhfncndj b hfljcnm. Kçlb lfdyjpfñskb gtcyb b jvthndbkbcm ytyfdbcnmç.Gjckfytw bpujyzk ntvyjne b ntcyjne, gjhfåfk pfhfpeb cnhjbk hfljcnysq nhel. Enbøkf ytyfdbcnm, b vtxgjckfywf jcnfkcz yf cntyt. Yj dct ñskb vjkxfkbdsb yt evtkb pfgtnm. Njulf gjckfytw cjñhfk vfktymrbøltntq b edäk bø d ktc b crfpfk: ≤Dfib wdtns, dfibhexmb, dfib lthtdmz. Ybrnj yt gjiäk pf yfvb. Zjnljøye, f ds yfgjkybntcm hfljcnmç≥. Nfr yfxfkbcmhjñrbt ghjuekrb gj ktce. Yfrjytw cfvsq vfktymrbqjcnfyjdbkcz yf gjkzyt b pfcvjnhtkcz yf kex cjkywf.Njulf åäknfz bdjkuf yfxfkf cdjq ghbpsd. Pf ytç136

vfksi pfitgnfk b crjhj hfljcnyj pfpdtytk: ≤Yfitcjkywt!≥ Dthtybwtq dthyekbcm ltnb yf gjkzye, b pfpdexfkyjdsq ubvy Cdtne. Gjckfytw crfpfk: ≤Kçlbpfgtkb. Yfcnfk chjr!≥163. Ndjhxtcndj tcnm jcyjdf ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb. Xtvåt vjåyj erhtgbnm zdktybz ndjhxtcndf? Vjåyj kbimbcnjxybrjv ñjlhjcnb. Hfljcnm tcnm jcjñfz velhjcnm.Ñjlhjcnm _ jcjñfz ntøybrf. Eukeñktybt ñjlhjcnbghjbcøjlbn jn cjpyfybz ndjhxtcndf ãktvtynjd. Rjytxyj,ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt b ñjlhjcnm zdkzçncz ldevzrhskmzvb hfñjnybrf.Vs gkjøj gjybvftv ctynbvtynfkmyjt ckjdj dljøyjdtybt.Rjulf cjpyfybt hfñjnftn, njulf yt r xtveøjlbnm d ujcnb r dljøyjdtybç. Njxyj gjldfkmysqåbktw pf vbkjcnmç r ñkfujltntkç! Njulf jgznm yfxyänczltktybt yf ñelyb b ghfplybrb. Njulf vjåyjjgznm yfxfnm ghfplyjdfnm lyb hjåltybz. YfifJñobyf bvttn jlby ytcrjyxftvsq ghfplybr nhelf,ult ñjlhjcnm ckeåbn dbyjv hfljcnb.Ytkmpz entifnmcz dljøyjdtybtv. Vjåyj ecgtnmelthåfnm cjpyfybt yf cntgtyb ndjhxtcrjuj nthgtybzb gtnm gjljñyj gnbwfv, lkz rjnjhsø gtcym tcnm dshfåtybtceotcndf, yj yflj bpujyznm geufk gtcyb, bñj137

cntgtym gtcyb tcnm cntgtym rfxtcndf nhelf. Yeåyjghjqnb ñjlhj, rfr lhtdytt chfdytybt _ kän cnhtks!Yt gjrfåtncz kb cnhfyysv, xnj nfr xfcnj ujdjhçj nthgtybb, j ghtgzncndbzø, j ñjlhjcnb, j ytcrjyxftvjcnbñjhmñs? Bvtyyj, d hfpyjt dhtvz b c hfpysøcnjhjy reç ljcgtø ñtccnhfibz. Gjvybnt, ãnf pfrfkrfyt vjåtn ñsnm cjdthityf d jlyjxfcmt. D hfpysøntvgthfnehfø pfrfkztncz vtx; lfåt Ñellf yt jnhbwfk,xnj d cfvsq cxfcnkbdsq xfc yflj gjvybnm j ytcxfcnmt,yt evtymifz hfljcnb.Yj pfrfkäyyfz hfljcnm yt pyftn geufk. Hfljcnm tcnmjcjñfz velhjcnm.164. Dhfx ghtldblbn ntxtybt ñjktpyb, b ds ghbybvftntghtlkjåtyyst vths. Fcnhjyjv ghtldblbncjkytxyjt pfnvtybt, b ds pfgfcftntcm ytjñøjlbvsvjcdtotybtv. Cjwbfkmysq gcbøjkju ghtldblbn ntxtybtcjñsnbq, njulf ds rhbxbnt: ≤Ghjhjr!≥ _ b deåfct ghzxtntcm d cfvst nävyst eujkrb. Rjytxyj,ds ltkftnt ãnj ñelnj ñs lkz cjøhfytybz yfexysøvtnjljd, yj, d ceoyjcnb, kbwtvthbt b cnhfø vtifçndfv gjhfpvsckbnm, ult ñjkmit yfcnjzotuj pyfybz _d ñkbpjherjv kb ceåltybb dhfxf, gjkpfçotuj gjdytiybv gjrhjdfv, bkb d lfkmyjpjhrjq vtnrjcnbcjwbfkmyjuj ghjdblwf, d rjnjhjv cjxtnfkcz jgsn c138

ytghtkjåyjcnmç. Dcgjvybnt dfibø cjwbfkmysø ghjhjrjd,rjnjhst yf cnjktnbz dgthäl yfvtxfkb cjñsnbzxtkjdtxtcndf. Ds yt yfpsdftnt bø vbcnbrfvb bkbøfyåfvb. Dvtcnt c Yfvb ds pjdänt bø lfkmyjpjhrbvbgcbøjkjufvb. Yf ãnjv jghtltktybb Vs c dfvbcjukfcbvcz b jcnfyjdbvcz. Rcnfnb, dcgjvybv, xnjjceåläyyjt ckjdj ghjhjr pyfxbn ≤ghtlhtrfçobq≥.Cjwbfkmyst ghjhjrb ghtlhtrfkb ntxtybt cjñsnbq,pyfxbn, ãnj gjyznbt yt vtytt htfkmyj, ytåtkb vtlbwbyfb fcnhjyjvbz.Vføfnvf jpyfxftn dtkbrfz leif, dvtcnbdifz zdktybzYjdjuj Vbhf. Yj yt ñeltv yfpjqkbds, ãnf jcjñtyyjcnmd jñobyt jceåltyf. Cjukfcbt ljcnbuftnczyt njkxrfvb, yj iägjnjv yf xenrjt eøj. Zdbnt gjybvfybt,xnj tcnm xenrjt eøj, lkz rjnjhjuj Ñtcghtltkmyjcnmghtdhfoftncz d ghtltk xtkjdtxtcrbø djpvjåyjcntq.Njn ghfd, rnj vjåtn gjrhsnm ceåltybzghjnbdybrf gjkyjcnmç, yt rfcfzcm yfxfkf b rjywftuj. Lkz ãnjuj yeåyj ñsnm, øjnz ñs d vfkjq vtht,ghtlhtrfçobv, dthytt _ htfkmyj-lfkmyjpjhrbv.165. Ghb ecnhjqcndt jñoby yfñkçlfqnt, xnjñ gjlkbxbyjq bcgjkytybz pfdtnjd yt jñyfheåbkjcm cdjtrjhscnbz.Eybxnjåtybt ndjhxtcrbø pfdjtdfybq ckt-139

letn pf nävysv cdjtrjhscnbtv. Crfåen: ãnjn xthdmckbirjv cdjqcndtyty ytdtåtcnde xtkjdtxtcndf. Ntvñjktt yeåyj pyfnm ghbxbye tuj pfhjåltybz. Cfvfz ceotcndtyyfzghbxbyf ñeltn ghtbveotcndj. Yflj dctvbcbkfvb hfpheifnm ãnjn dhtlysq ghbphfr. Ecnhjqcndjjñobys ghtålt dctuj ghtlecvfnhbdftn hfdtycndj.Ljgecnbnt jibñre ghjnbd hfdtycndf, b ds chfpe yfnjkryäntcmyf ueñbntkmyjt ghtbveotcndj. Zdktybt ythfdtycndfcjplfän rfxtkb _ ñjkmibq gjlüäv jlyjujcjplfän kbim ñjkmibq gjlüäv lheujuj. Tlbycndtyysqdsøjl bpñfdbnmcz jn hfcifnsdfybz cnjkñjd _ ãnjhfdtycndj.Yføjlzncz wbybrb, rjnjhst ujdjhzn: ≤Gecnm rfxfçncz,ntv ñjktt ãythubb d ghjcnhfycndt≥. Pfvtxfybt,yt kbiäyyjt cvsckf, yj, bvtyyj, jñott ltkj yfcnjkmrjyeålftncz d pfñjnkbdjcnb, xnj zdktybt bcnbyyjqãrjyjvbb cbk ljkåyj ñsnm ljgeotyj. Cfvsqãrjyjvysq ghbywbg _ hfdtycndj, jyj eybxnjåftnghtbveotcndj b cdjtrjhscnbt.166. Bcnbyysq åfh-wdtn _ yfcnjzott ñtcrjhscnbt,yj jyj ljkåyj ñsnm ghjzdktyj yt njkmrj gjcnegrfvb,yj, bvtyyj, d cjpyfybb. Gjcnegrb, rfrñkeålfçobt ntyb, zdkzçncz ytnjxysv jnhfåtybtv,140

dbøhm lhjåfobø eckjdyjcntq crhflsdftn cvsckltqcndbz. Vjåyj kb celbnm gjcnegjr ñtp ghbxbys bcktlcndbz? Njulf cgfcbntkm jrfåtncz jcrjhñbntktvb jnlfdibq gjrfåtncz cregwjv. Yj yt kturj ecnfyjdbnmcjpyfybt ñtcrjhscnbz _ ytvbyetvf bylbdblefkmyjcnm.B cjxtnfybt ñtcrjhscnbz vjåtn ghjbpjqnbkbim ghb zcyjv jcjpyfybb ñeleotuj. Ñtcrjhscnbt ytcnhjbncz yf jgsnt ghjikjuj; njkmrj htfkmyjt joeotybtñeleotuj vjåtn ckjåbnm dyenhtyytt ceåltybtj uhfybwfø djpvjåyjuj. Rnj levftn d nbibyt yjxb:≤Ghjikjt yfexbkj vtyz wtyyjcnb ñtcrjhscnbz≥, _njn epybr.Yeåyj ghjgtnm ubvy ñtcrjhscnbç d kexfø cjkywf,rfr gnbwf tlbyjt cdjä dshfåtybt, pyfz ñeleobqltym, rjulf ceåltyj yfxfkj gthtkänf. Gjyznbt gthtkänfbvttn pyfxtybt lkz jcjpyfybz ñtcrjhscnbz.Ñeleott vjåtnt gjyznm rfr jñjhjn jn yjxb rj lyç.Ghjcgzn cjyyst, yj Jñobyf ñjlhcndetn. Yfif Cnhfåfyt cxbnftn yb jlby ljpjh ybxnjåysv.167. Xfcnj ñskj crfpfyj: jnlsø vjåtn ñsnm ljcnbuyenyt cyjv, yj gthtvtyjq nhelf. Rjytxyj, rnj-njgthtcnfk cgfnm b gjkexbk gkjøbt cktlcndbz. Yeåyjghtldfhbntkmyj yfexbnm ythdyst wtynhs hfñjnfnm141

uheggfvb. Yeåyj hfcxktybnm wtynhjdeç hfñjne. Yeåyjevtnm cjtlbybnm cfvst ytjåblfyyst uheggs bpfntv ñscnhj cvtyznm bø rjvñbyfwbb. Nfr ekbxysqvepsrfyn, buhfz jlyjdhtvtyyj yf ytcrjkmrbø bycnhevtynfø,ghjltksdftn eåt jlyj bp gjktpysø eghfåytybq.Lbrnjdfybt jlyjdhtvtyyj ytcrjkmrbv gbcwfvgjktpyj. Cjtlbytybt xntybz b lbrnjdfybz gjktpyj.Ldbåtybt her d ghjnbdjgjkjåyjv yfghfdktybb gjktpyj.Jcnfyjdrf lsøfybz b vsiktybz gjktpyf. Vjåyjgthtxbckbnm vyjåtcndj eghfåytybq djkb, j rjnjhsøvjåyj crfpfnm: gxäks cjplfçn ektq nthgtybtv.168. Jcnjhjåyj dshfåfqnt åtkfybz. Rfålsq pyftnvyjuj ghbnx b crfpjr, lfçobø jgbcfybt ehjlkbdsøgjcktlcndbq ytjcnjhjåysø åtkfybq. Gjvybnt, rfrhflåf åtkfk gjkexbnm ghtrhfcysq ldjhtw b gjkexbktuj, yj, døjlz, gjlevfk j nbuht yfgflfçotv, b nbuhzdbkcz b hfcnthpfk tuj. D cbvdjkfø ghbnx vyjujhtfkmyjcnb. Tckb ñs kçlb jcjpyfkb vjom djkb, njvyjubt zdktybz gjkexbkb ñs ghfrnbxtcrjt jñüzcytybt.Rjytxyj, yt yfcbkmcndtyyjt yfghzåtybt djkb,yj lbyfvbxyjcnm cjukfcjdfyyjcnb wtynhjd lfän ãaatrnbcgjkytybz. Nfr, xfcnj gjdnjhtyyjt åtkfybt,rfr pfnegktyysq rkbyjr, yt hfcctrftn ghjcnhfycndf.142

Vtåle ntv pdjy ytålfyyjq cjukfcjdfyyjcnb gjhfåftncfveç gkjnyeç gjdthøyjcnm.Hfccrfps j rjkleyfø, yfcskfçobø cvthnyst ñjktpyb,yt dsvsctk, yj njkmrj nen ytn ybrfrjuj rjkljdcndf,yj njkmrj eghfåytybt djkb. Cfvsq ckfñsqubgyjnbpäh vjåtn pfcnfdbnm bcgsnfnm ãaatrn enjgktybz.Jy åt vjåtn ghbrfpfnm evthtnm d jghtltkäyysqchjr. Nfrbt ckexfb ecnfyjdktys.Ntgthm djjñhfpbnt djkç, djcgbnfyyeç d ñkfujghbznysøeckjdbzø, b ds kturj cjukfcbntcm, xnj ≤cvthnysqukfp≥ Djcnjrf bvttn jcyjdfybt.Ytkmpz cjvytdfnmcz d vjueotcndt djkb, yj lheujtltkj _ jghtltkbnm ãnj vjueotcndj d åbpyb. Rfryfqnb b hfcgjpyfnm eckjdbz, rjulf åtkfybt djypftnczd ceotcndj, jgjpyfyyjt yfitq djktq? Yeåyj jcjñtyyjcktlbnm pf bcrhfvb yfituj cjpyfybz. Rjulf ntkjgjxnb ytphbvj, nj vjkybz vsckb, dcä-nfrb, cdthrftn,b yf jcnhbt ãnjq vjkybb åbpym b cvthnm.Bpdtcnty ghfdbntkm, rjnjhsq ujdjhbk ghtcnegybrfv:≤Yt vjåtnt åbnm ñjktt lyz≥, b r yjxb bø yføjlbkbñtplsøfyysvb. Jndtncndtyyjcnm nfrbø gjcskjrdtkbrf. B rfålsq xfc vs gjcskftv cnhtks gj dctvyfghfdktybzv.Ñelmnt jcnjhjåys d dshfåtybb åtkfybq.143

169. Ghb ktxtybb ñjktpytq djktdsv ghbrfpjv,gjvybnt, xnj ytkmpz ecnhfyznm pfhfpyst ñjktpybdyeitybtv. Jñsxyfz jibñrf d ytevtybb hfpkbxbnmrheu djpvjåyjuj djpltqcndbz. Vtåle ntv ktxtybtpfhfpysø ñjktpytq dyeitybtv vjåtn ghbytcnb ytgjghfdbvsqdhtl. Cjñfre, pfctdieç d djhjnfø, kexityt nhjufnm; tckb yfxfnm tä øktcnfnm, zhjcnm täeltcznthbncz. Nfr åt c vbrhjñfvb: bø vjåyj gjñjhjnmkexfvb bkb ghjnbdjltqcndbtv cbk jhufybpvf,yj ñbx djkb pfcnfdbn gjybryenm vyjubt wtynhs, bgjåfh gjukjnbn yjdst jñkfcnb. Kexb gjlctrfçn rjhybpfhfps, yj djkz dtlän r yjdjq ltzntkmyjcnb.Rjytxyj, nhelyj jghtltkbnm ñjktpym d pfxfnrt; njkmrjbccktljdfybt dsltktybq b rfhnbyf bpkextybq lfcnjghtltktybt. Tckb dsltktybz vjuen byjulf ddtcnbd pfñkeåltybt jñ bcnbyyjq ghbxbyt, nj bthjukbabpkextybz gjrfåtn jcyjdfybt ñjktpyb. Rfålfz jcjñtyyjcnmltzntkmyjcnb jhufybpvf lfän wdtn b pyfryfxthnfybz. Vjåyj dtcnb yfñkçltybz ghb rfåljqñjkmybwt.170. Vs ujdjhbkb jñ eckjdbzø b jñ jnkbxbzø.Rjytxyj, zdbncz djghjc: xnj tcnm jñsxyjt b xnjytjñsxyjt? D ghtlcnfdktybb Yfitv dcä jñsxyj. D144

ghtlcnfdktybb vfkjcjpyfntkmyjuj xtkjdtrf vyjujtytjñsxyj. Jñsxyjt b ytjñsxyjt ltkzncz kbim gjcntgtyb cjpyfybz. Dthytt crfpfnm _ dvtoäyyjt bytdvtoäyyjt, epyfyyjt b ytepyfyyjt. E Yfc ytjñsryjdtyyjtgjybvftncz byfxt. Rfålsq nbg cjpyfybzbvttn jñsxyeç uheggbhjdre wtynhjd, dhjlt njuj rfrds jghtltkztnt nbg vfntvfnbxtcrjuj bkb abkjcjacrjujvsiktybz. Bp ãnbø rheujd cjpyfybz xfcnj dsltkztnczuheggf wtynhjd, bv yt ghbceofz. Ãnb dtndbcjpyfybz gjbcnbyt ytjñsryjdtyys; bvtyyj, jyblfçn jñkflfntkç vyjuj djpvjåyjcntq, yj vfkj cxfcnmzptvyjuj. B htlrj cfv jñkflfntkm vjåtn erfpfnmcbvgnjvs ãnbø dtndtq cjpyfybz. Ãnj ytjñsxyjt njytnd henbyt cjpyfybz. Lfåt jgsnysq gcbøjkju cnheljv yfqlän ãnb ytjåblfyyst wdtns.Tckb ñjktpyb xänrj jnhfåfçncz yf bpkextybb, njytjñsxyst dtndb cjpyfybz c nheljv ajhvekbheçncz.Rjytxyj, bpkextybz lfçn gjkysq jñkbr xtkjdtrf, yjdcä gcbøbxtcrb ytjcjpyfyyjt lfän lhjåfobt, nhelyjabrcbhetvst yfxthnfybz. Pltcm jñkfcnm ytjñsxyjujlkz bpdtcnyjq uheggs cjpyfybz, b nfrbt wdtns yfrfvyzø jcjñtyyj wtyys.Dlevfqntcm d gcbøjp, dlevfqntcm d ghtcnegyjcnm,dlevfqntcm d ytehfdyjdtityyjcnm!145

171. Rjve-nj gjrfåtncz, xnj vyjujt bp crfpfyyjujjñotbpdtcnyj. Yeåyj endthlbnm hfpkbxyjuj gjhzlrfgjyznbz, njkmrj ãnbv genäv fccbvbkbhetncz cjpyfybt.Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ldeø cjñtctlybrjd, ghbñkbpbntkmyjjlbyfrjdj hfpdbnsø b dcä åt yt gjybvfçobølheu lheuf. Vjåtn ñsnm, d bø cjpyfybb ytljcnfänkbim ytcrjkmrj vfksø pdtymtd, yj ãnf vfkfzhfpybwf pfcnfdkztn byfxt dhfofnmcz peñxfnst rjkäcfvsiktybz, f d htpekmnfnt yfxbyfçn ldbufnmcz cjdctvhfpkbxyst hsxfub. Njkmrj gjkyfz ljujdjhäyyjcnm ytddtlän ybrjuj d eothñ. Dtlm Vs yt jnrhjdtybz bphtrftvb yt ghjgjdtletv, Vs ghjcnj ljujdfhbdftvcz,xnjñ fccbvbkbhjdfnm cjpyfybt lkz cjdvtcnyjq hfñjns.Nfrbv jñhfpjv, d gjkt phtybz døjlzn hfpyst gjlhjñyjcnb,rjnjhst rtv-nj eåt ghjlevfys, yj lkzerhtgktybz wtgb ljkåys ñsnm endthåltys d cjcnjzybbyfcnjzotuj vjvtynf.Bvtyyj, yflj xbcnbnm wtgm vsiktybz. Yeåyjcjñhfnm dcç pfñjnkbdjcnm lkz ecgtøf cjnhelybxtcndf.Rjytxyj, d jñobyyjv cjpyfybb yt jñbåfçncz, yj ytcdjtdhtvtyysvbgjcnfyjdrfvb vsckb vjåyj gjlåtxmcjñtctlybrf, ghbxbybd dhtl ltke; gjnjve Vs cktlbvpf gjcktljdfntkmyjcnmç yfhfcnfybz cjpyfybz. YtYfit ltkj ghjcnj hfplenm hfpvths cjpyfybz. Njkmrj146

jhufybxtcrjt hfpdbnbt b hfpyjjñhfpbt gjcnegktybqjñeckjdzn ltqcndbntkmysq jñüäv cjrhjdboybws.Ghtlcnfdmnt b gjvybnt Yfib ñtctls yf ñthtuehexmz. Yb jlye bp djky tuj ytkmpz gjdnjhbnm, yjukfpe jyb dct rfåencz cøjåbvb.Cktlbnt pf cjpdexbtv cjnhelybxtcndf.172. Cjvytdftncz rnj-nj, rfr ghbvbhbnm fccbvbkzwbçcjpyfybz c jñvtyjv vscktq, yfpsdftvsv cgjhjv?Yeåty kb cgjh? Yt ñeltn kb cgjh zdktybtvlbccbvbkzwbb? E Yfc cgjhf yt ceotcndetn, jy dshfåftnczd jñjçlyjv jñjufotybb cjpyfybq. Bvtyyj,ljkufz fccbvbkzwbz gjpdjkztn ghtndjhznm ghjnbdjhtxbzd jñjufotybt pfgfcf pyfybq. Ghjnbdjhtxbzjñsxyj kbim hfpkbxyst rfxtcndf jlyjuj b njuj åtzdktybz. Rjytxyj, rjulf ghjnbdjhtxbz bcntrfçn bpytdtåtcndf, nj b cgjh jñhfoftncz d zve jnñhjcjd.Gecnm cjpyfybt jcdtnbn gjldfk vsiktybz, b cvtiystcgjhs jñhfnzncz d hfcceåltybz gjkmps b hfljcnb.173. Jnvtxftncz, xnj ytrjnjhst kçlb ytcen rfr ñsecgtø pf cjñjç. Cetdthbt yfpsdftn bø cxfcnkbdxbrfvb.Yferf ghbgbcsdftn ecgtø ndähljcnb djkb. Vsåt ljñfdbv, xnj jñsxyj ãnb kçlb bvtçn fccbvbkb-147

hjdfyyjt cjpyfybt. Jyb ltkfçncz ghtlcnfdbntkzvbrjkktrnbdf, djdktrfz d gjcktlcndbz cbke, yfghzåäyyeçvyjubvb cjexfcnybrfvb, rjnjhst d lfyysq vjvtynbyjulf lfåt yt gjljphtdfçn hfcøjlf ãythubb.Djdct yt nhtñetncz, xnjñ dtcm rjkktrnbd pyfk lheulheuf. Xthtp epks gthtlfxb vuyjdtyyj gthtlfänczdjkyf ãythubb; gjnjve yfkbxyjcnm vtåleyfhjlyjujrjkktrnbdf jxtym yeåyf lkz ltqcndbq. Gjnjve vtåleyfhjlyfzdjkyf yeåyf, bñj hfpyjjñhfpbt lbyfvbrblfcn ñjkmit yfghzåtybz.D Yfitq Jñobyt vjåyj dcnhtnbnm vyjubt yfhjlyjcnbb hfpyjjñhfpyst cgtwbfkmyjcnb; ãnj ghfrnbxyjlkz rjyltycfwbb djktdsø djky. Vjåyj cjøhfybnmdtcm gjntywbfk bylbdblefkmyjcnb b yfcnhjbnm cjpdexbtcjpyfybq. Vs ghjnbd bcrkçxbntkmyjq cgtwbfkbpfwbb;kexifz rjycnherwbz rjkktrnbdf bvttnãnj eckjdbt d dble.Ds ytlfdyj ñtctljdfkb j pyfxtybb kextq d ñtcghjdjkjxyjqgthtlfxt. Bvtyyj, kexb cgjcjñcndeçn cjtlbytybçrjkktrnbdf yf lfkmybø hfccnjzybzø. Bvtyyj,nt kexb, rjnjhst nfr ytlfdyj jnhbwfkbcm, bvtyyjjyb nren yjdjt gjrhsdfkj gkfytnt. Kexb bvtçn njghtbveotcndj gthtl lheubvb djkyfvb, xnj jyb ktuxtghjøjlzn, yt yfheifz nzujntybz fnvjcaths. Pder,148

jytxyj, hfytt ghbdkär dybvfybt xtkjdtxtcndf. Cdtnb wdtn htåt ghbdktrfkb bpextybt, yj nfr rfr pdertcnm kbim htfrwbz cdtnf, nj eukeñkäyyjt gjpyfybtjñhfnbncz r pyfxtybç cdtnf b r dscitq ãythubb _vfnthbb Cdtnjyjcyjq. õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º ghbdktrfkf dctkexibt evs; tckb lfåt yt yføjlbkb cjpyfntkmyjujghbvtytybz tq, nj pyfxtybt tä cxbnfkb ytvbyetvsvghb cktleçotq ãdjkçwbb.Kexb b cdtnjdst djkys ytcen htitybt yjdjqãdjkçwbb.174. Ãrcnthbjhbpfwbz xedcndbntkmyjcnb lfdyj pyfrjvf.Ljcnbufkfcm jyf vtøfybxtcrb bkb djktdsv ghbrfpjvb ckeåbkf cfvsv ndählsv gjdjljv lkz cjååtybzyf rjcnht. Lfåt b ntgthm cjdhtvtyyst byrdbpbnjhsyfltçncz yfqnb ødjcnbr xthyjrybåbz, pfujyzzcvtkjt bcrfybt d gjlgjkmt.Dtkbrbt evs pfñjnkbdj xezkb ljcnbåtybz pyfybz.Jñobyybr ljkåty ñsnm jnrhsn dctv yjdsv djpvjåyjcnzv.Tckb yfqlty ghbywbg zdktybz, nj hfpvths tuj pfdbcznjn ntøybrb. Nfr gthtytctybt xedcndbntkmyjcnbvjåtn ghbyznm cfvst hfpkbxyst hfpvths. Crfåtv,yf nfrjv-nj vtcnt ljkåyf jcyjdfnmcz yjdfz jñobyf.149

Vtcnj bvttn dct yeåyst ghbpyfrb, yj jrheåfçobteckjdbz dhtvtyyj vjuen cjcnfdbnm uhjpyeç jgfcyjcnm.Njulf ñthäv yjdjt vtcnj b gthtyjcbv yf ytujdjpvjåyjcnb gthdjuj. D cjpyfybb vs yt jnjhdfkbcmjn djpvjåyjcntq gthdjuj vtcnf, b vs gthtåbdftvãaatrn gthdjuj htitybz, gjldjlz ecnjb ñeleotujcnhjtybz. Ñeltn kb ytxnj yf gznbltcznjq gfhfkktkbbkb ldflwfnmç gfhfkktkzvb çåytt, yj ceotcndtyyjcjøhfybnm jpfhtybt cnhjbntkmcndf.Crfprf j ytdblbvjv ujhjlt cj pdjyjv yfgjvbyftnxtkjdtrf, rjnjhsq yt pfvtnbk dfåyjuj joeotybz,dcktlcndbt gthtyjcf xedcndbntkmyjcnb. Vjq ghbvth,vjåtn ñsnm, toä dfv yt zcty, yj ghbywbg gthtytctybzxedcndbntkmyjcnb vjåtn ñsnm edtkbxty lj wtksøyfhjlyjcntq. Vjåyj ãnbv ghbywbgjv bpñtåfnm vyjubøjgfcyjcntq.Tckb ljgecnbnm, xnj xtkjdtxtcrbq jhufybpv _ cfvjtvjoyjt gcbøbxtcrjt jhelbt, nj ytkmpz ghbgbcfnmne åt vjom abpbxtcrjve fggfhfne. Abpbxtcrbq fggfhfngjlckeåtñty njq dscitq ãythubb, rjnjheç yfpsdftvgcbøbxtcrjq rjycnherwbtq. Ãnf ãythubz vjåtnchfdybnmcz rfxtcndtyyj kbim cj cdtnjv.150

Vs njkmrj xnj ujdjhbkb j vjob kextq b j yjdjvbø ghbvtytybb; ytdjpvjåyj egecnbnm djpvjåyjcnbxtkjdtxtcrjuj jhufybpvf. Rfr bpexfnm lfkmybt vbhs,rjulf vs yt jñhfoftv dybvfybz yf yfib cjñcndtyystaeyrwbb? C nheljv jnrhsdftnt kexb, yjbø djpltqcndbt yf vjpujdst b ghjxbt wtynhs hfpdtbpexftnt?175. Ds pyftnt vyjubt jgsns xntybz vscktq. Hfccrfåbntbø pfgflysv kçlzv, jyb yt bvtçn gjyznbz,yfcrjkmrj ãnj gcbøjkjubxtcrjt cdjqcndj ghbceotDjcnjre. Gj ytdtåtcnde yfpsdfçn lfåt cetdthbtv.Vtåle ntv, tckb vsckm zdkztncz jhufybxtcrbv cjplfybtv,nj jyf vjåtn ñsnm jñyfheåtyf. Lfåt crelystabpbxtcrbt ghbñjhs vjuen ekfdkbdfnm yfghzåtybtvsckb. Lfåt nthvjvtnh b ãktrnhbxtcrbt ghbñjhshtfubheçn yf djpybryjdtybt vsckb. Vsckm lfåtbpvtyztn ntvgthfnehe ntkf. Yfcnjkmrj gcbøbxtcrbqfggfhfn ljvbybhetn yfl abpbxtcrbv; dthytt gcbøbxtcrbqfggfhfn yfpsdfnm xfcnmç abpbxtcrjuj. Ceotcndetnghbñjh, pfgbcsdfçobq ntxtybt vscktq; nfråtjyj jnjñhfåftncz yf bpkextybb b chfdybntkmysvvtnjljv vjåtn ñsnm ltnfkbhjdfyj. Dghjxtv, ãnf cbcntvfvbkf pfgflyjve vsiktybç.151

Vfkj gjgsnjr cdzpfnm vtøfybre c gcbøbrjq. Vtålentv ds pyftnt, rfr yfexyjt jnyjitybt r gcbøbrt jñktuxftnb ghtjñhfåftn dcä ceotcndjdfybt. Ujdjhbk,xnj jñobyf ytdjpvjåyf ñtp ntøybrb; d ãnj gjyznbtdrkçxfkfcm ntøybrf abpbxtcrfz b gcbøbxtcrfz, byfxtjñobyybrb yfxyen gjøjlbnm yf pfdjlyst buheirb.Ndthåe jñhfnbnm ytjnkjåyjt dybvfybt yf djpvjåyjcnbgcbøbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf.176. Gcbøjvtøfybrf ñeltn dthysv jghtltktybtvghbkjåtybz gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vjåyj pfvtnbnmbynthtcyst jgsns ghb afñhbxyjv nhelt. Rfålsqjgsnysq hfñjnybr pyftn, xnj vfibys nhtñeçn jnlsøf.Nhelyj ñkbåt jghtltkbnm ãnj zdktybt, yj jyjpyfxbntkmyj pyfrjvj lfåt ntv, rnj yt bvttn gjyznbzj gcbøjvtøfybrt.Yfv ghbøjlbkjcm ltkfnm jgsns yf nrfwrbø afñhbrfø,ult bvtçncz cjnyb cnfyrjd b lj cjnyb ljdjkmyjjgsnysø hfñjnybrjd. Cnfyrb ghjcbkb jnlsøf dyt hfphtiftvjqghjgjhwbb, dyt pfdbcbvjcnb jn jgsnyjcnbnrfxf. Gjldthufz nrfxtq gcbøbxtcrjve bcgsnfybç,vjåyj ñskj zcyj dbltnm, xnj d herfø, jñkflfdibøgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubtq, cnfyrb vtytt yeålfkbcm d jnlsøt;rfr ñs åbdjq njr cjjñofkcz cnfyre b elkbyzk152

tuj åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm. Ãnf åbdfz rjjhlbyfwbz vtålehfñjnybrjv b cnfyrjv ljkåyf ñsnm ghbvtytyfd jñobyfø nhelf. Vjåyj ljcnbufnm ãnjuj dsujlyjujeckjdbz kbim ghb bpextybb gcbøjvtøfybrb.Ujcelfhcndtyyfz pflfxf _ dspdfnm r åbpyb yfbñjkttghjbpdjlbntkmyst eckjdbz, ghbybvfz vths byfghfdkzz exäysø r jñktuxtybç åbpyb rjkktrnbdf,dgkjnm lj fyjybvyjcnb.Vs pyftv, xnj byjulf cbvdjk kbxyjcnb ytjñøjlbvlkz yfhjljd, yj fyjybvyjcnm, dcä-nfrb, jcnfytncz dbltfkt ghfdbkmyjq ãdjkçwbb. Ãnj jlyj bp eckjdbqjcjpyfybz rhfnrjdhtvtyyjcnb ptvyjuj ceotcndjdfybz,b kexibq genm r cxfcnkbdjve cjnhelybxtcnde.Fynbgjljv fyjybvyjcnb ñelen cfvjyfxthnfybz lhtdybøwfhtq, ybrjve ntgthm ytbpdtcnysø. Ãnb yfxthnfybz,rhjvt eksñrb, ybxtuj yt dspsdfçn, b xfotdctuj yt cjtlbytys c yfvthtybzvb Jñotuj Ñkfuf.Bvtz nfrjuj fynbgjlf, jñobyf, rjytxyj, ñeltn cnhtvbnmczr fyjybvyjcnb. Yj ñtp gcbøjvtøfybrb nfrfzfyjybvyjcnm ñeltn ehjlkbdf. Vjåtn cnfnm fyjybvysvnjn, rnj ecnfyjdbk cdjä vtcnj chtlb zdktybq bghtlvtnjd. Vjåtn jnlfnm cdjä ≤z≥, rnj jcjpyfk ghjcnhfycndj.Nfr vjuen jñobys ghbñkbåfnmcz r ythfpheibvjcnb.153

Jñobyysø vjnskmrjd vs yt wtybv. Yt pfñelmnt,xnj gmzycndj _ dhfu gcbøjvtøfybrb. Yt levfqnt, xnjgcbøjvtøfybrf kbim lkz bpñhfyysø; jyf ljcnjzybthfpevyjuj rjkktrnbdf b bcgsnsdftncz yf dctø jñbøjlysøzdktybzø.177. Vjåyj kb ghbjñhtnfnm gcbøjntøybre ñtp Exbntkz?Ytdjpvjåyj. Ãnf ntøybrf cjghzåtyf c jgfcysvbghjwtccfvb. Gjikänt kb dfibø ltntq d abpbxtcrbqrfñbytn ñtp herjdjlbntkz?Rfr yfqnb Exbntkz? Yt pfñeltv, xnj pfrjys djkbjñkflfçn cdjqcndjv ghbdktrfnm dybvfybt, rjuj pjdrfcftncz. Ytn ytjñøjlbvjcnb yføjåltybz Exbntkz dcjctlytv ljvt; vjåyj herjdjlbnm yf hfccnjzybb.Yj ñsdfçn vjvtyns, rjulf jgsnyjt ghtleghtåltybtytbpñtåyj.Hzl gcbøbxtcrbø zdktybq ntcyj cdzpfy c fnvjcathbxtcrbvbb fcnhjøbvbxtcrbvb cjñsnbzvb. Ceotcndeçnytphbvst, yj cvthntkmyj-joenbvst vfuybnystñehb; abpbxtcrbq herjdjlbntkm lfcn gjktpystcjdtns, rfr bpñtåfnm jgfcyjcnb, pfrkçxäyyjq d rfåljvvtnfkkt. Ceotcndeçn gcbøbxtcrbt ñehb, rjulfherf Exbntkz cnfyjdbncz ytjñøjlbvjq.154

Ds pyftnt, xnj abpbxtcrbt zdktybz jrfpsdfçndjpltqcndbt yf ñjkmibt uheggs kçltq. Ãnj ytkmpzyfpdfnm cevfcitcndbtv, yj jcjñsv zdktybtv rjkktrnbdyjujtlbytybz. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm djpltqcndbtgjlptvysø ufpjd b gskb fnvjcathbxtcrbø ntk. Bystgfhfkbpeçn gcbøbxtcrbt ltqcndbz, yj pfnj bvtçncznfrbt djpñelbntkb, xnj Rjhvxbq ljkåty ghbyznm ytjnkjåystvths.Ujdjhz j djpvjåyjcnzø gcbøjntøybrb, Vs yt cjñbhftvczhfpheibnm xmb-nj fggfhfns. Vs, rfr XktysJñobys, ghtcktletv pflfxe bcnbyyjq ãrjyjvbb, brfålsq gcbøbxtcrbq fggfhfn ljkåty ñsnm jøhfyäy.Ntv ñjktt yeåyf nofntkmyjcnm, xnj gjntywbfk gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb xfcnj yt cjdgflftn c byntkktrnjvb yeåyj jghtltkbnm rfxtcndj gcbøbxtcrjq djpvjåyjcnb.Yfcbkjdfnm gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç d xeåljv tqyfghfdktybb ñeltn cfvsv jgfcysv dbljv yfcbkbz.Jnkjåtybz Cdtnjyjcyjq vfnthbb b fcnhjøbvbxtcrbtkexb cjjñofçn gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb ytjñsxfqyeçxedcndbntkmyjcnm b yfcsofçn tä gthbjlbxtcrbkexfvb. Rjytxyj, rfxtcndj cjpyfybz ñeltn lfdfnmhtifçott cktlcndbt. Gjnjve jñjqlävcz c gcbøbxtcrjqãythubtq pfñjnkbdj.155

178. Yfgjvybv j cdjqcndfø, cjdthityyj ytljgecnbvsød jñobyt: ytdtåtcndj, cnhfø, kjåm, kbwtvthbt,cdjtrjhscnbt, ghbcdjtybt, gmzycndj, rehtybtb crdthyjckjdbt. Rnj-nj crfåtn: ≤Øjnbnt fyutkjd yfñhfnm≥.Vs åt cghjcbv: ≤Hfpdt d dfitq ptvkt dctkåtws bkb gmzybws? Vs åt pyftv vyjubø veåtcndtyysøb ghfdlbdsø≥. Jgznm crfåen: ≤Ckbirjvdscjrb nhtñjdfybz≥. Jndtnbv: ≤Yteåtkb e dfc dctcrdthyjckjdws b cdjtrjhscnybrb? Dct ãnb eckjdbzcnhfiys njkmrj lkz vtofybyf, ghzxeotuj gjl gjhjujvñjufncndj. E Yfc, d Ubvfkfzø, lfdyj yfikbcmkçlb, rjnjhsv crfpfyyst eckjdbz _ yt geufkj≥.Cjdtneç ghbcvjnhtnmcz r jñobyybrfv. F tckb rnjyt vjåtn dvtcnbnm dctø eckjdbq, njn gecnm kbiftnczdctø djpvjåyjcntq rjjgthfwbb. Gecnm gjøjlbn gjpdthbyjve,gjrf yt gjxetn nzue r xtkjdtrjjñhfpbç.Gjrf cjpyfybt yt ghbyzkj jñobys, rfåljt vfktqittgjrfåtncz ytghtjñjhbvsv. Vjåyj jnrfpfnmcz jnrfåljq ckfñjcnb, tckb zcyf pflfxf ñeleotuj. Levfqntj ghbkjåtybb ctñz r ñeleotve, b cnhfø yfcnjzotujhfcndjhbncz. Yt ñthbnt crfpfyyjt pf gsiyeç ahfpe,yj, rfvtyobrb, jñnäcsdfqnt dfib rfvtyyst cthlwf.Gjckt cthlwf jrfvtyttn vjpu.156

Vjåtv kb cjvytdfnmcz, xnj ds pføjnbnt gjñtlbnmdfib ytljxäns? Lkz yfxfkf yt kubnt, b yt ñjqntcm,b exbntcm rfålsq ltym. Yt yeåyj ndthlbnm jñ ãnjvjñobyybrfv, yj vjuen ñsnm kåtjñobyybrb: bø yfljjnltkznm, rfr pfhfpe cbabkbcf.Øjxe, xnjñ Vjb cjdtns ljcnbukb irjks. Øjxe,xnjñs ltnb gjvybkb j Lhepmzø, gjcdznbdibø ctñzJñobyt Vbhf.179. Ghtlcnfdbv _ dblbnt xtkjdtrf, ltkfçotujdhtl, yj bvtçotuj bcrhe gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Ds,rjytxyj, yfxyänt ujdjhbnm j kexibø cdjqcndfø ãdjkçwbjybheçotujxtkjdtrf. Dfi cjñtctlybr ytvtlktyyjcjukfcbncz c dfvb, yt jnyjcz r ctñt; nfr jñsxyjñsdftn. Yt velhj crfpfnm tve, xnj jy gjcnegftnlehyj, yj vjåyj crfpfnm, xnj tuj ltqcndbt yt jndtxftnyfghfdktybç ãdjkçwbb. Ytn yb lehyjuj, ybøjhjituj, yj gjcnegrb tuj njkmrj yt wtktcjjñhfpysb gjnjve yt ghfrnbxys. Tckb dfi cjñtctlybr dslfänctñz pf jñobyybrf, nj hfpujdjh ghjot. Njulf, rfrghbdthåtyws jñobys, ds vjåtnt nhtñjdfnm jøhfytybzjcyjd ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb. Lfåt lkz gktvtyysøcdbytq nhtñeçncz jghtltkäyyst eckjdbz åbpyb. Rfråt xtkjdtr, htifçobqcz yf gjldbu cjwbfkmyjq åbp-157

yb, vjåtn jcnfdfnmcz d ghtåybø vtofycrbø ñthkjufø?Rfr åt vjåtn kjåm bkb nhecjcnm åbnm gjl kbxbyjqcjnhelybxtcndf?Vtymit dctuj Yfc pfybvftn ckjdtcyjt endthåltybt.Lkz Yfc bvttn pyfxtybt cjcnjzybt cjpyfybz bltqcndbz. Rfr dhfxb cktlzn pf cfvjxedcndbtv b cktlcndbtvb yt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yf dslevrb ñjkmyjuj,nfr e Yfc yt jñhfofçn dybvfybt yf ckjdtcystedthtybz b dpdtibdfçn rfxtcndj ltqcndbz. Cnfhbyysqcgjcjñ bcgsnfybz ghbyzn e Yfc. Bcgsnfybtghjljkåbntkmyj b ytjåblfyyj. Gjvybnt pfyznbzÑells c extybrfvb yf ytjåblfyyjcnm?Hfpdt ytjåblfyyjcnm vjåtn bcgsnsdfnm cnhfø bkbkjåm? Bvtyyj ytjåblfyyjcnm. Ytjñøjlbvjcnm ytñeltn htifçobv eckjdbtv. Djh gthtl celjv zdkztnjñhfptw xtcnyjcnb. Cvjnhbnt tuj yt gthtl celjv,yj dj nmvt gthtekrf. Yt jndthufqnt bcgsnfybz, bñjhtitybt åbpytyyjuj gjldbuf ljkåyj ñsnm bcgsnfyjjuyäv cnfkb. Nt, rnj dthzn ckjde, bkb ytjgsnys, bkbyt ndthls. Jgsn vjåtn gthtqnb d ytghtkjåyjcnmnjkmrj ytbpvtyysv ecnhtvktybtv.Evttnt kb ecnhtvkznmcz?158

180. Vxecm kb bkb ytldbåbv, yj ecnhtvkäy. Execmbkb lfç pyfybt, yj ecnhtvkäy. Jlbyjr bkb d njkgtyfhjljd, yj ecnhtvkäy.Rfr yfghzxm ecnhtvktybt? Ult rjhyb b eckjdbztuj? J rfxtcndt nhelf b ltqcndbz ds cksifkb. Eckjdbznfrjds: gjkyfz gthtuheåtyyjcnm b jcjpyfybtytñtpjgfcyjcnb åbpyb. Gthtuheåtyyjcnm gjcnfdbn ntkjd yfghfdktybb yfghzåtybz. Jcjpyfybt jgfcyjcnbrfåljuj xfcf åbpyb lfcn xenrjcnm b pyfybt ñtcgjdjhjnyjcnb.Tckb geibyrf d ukfpe jñhfoftncz d ñhtdyj, nj gthjbp rhskf gnbws d ghjcnhfycndt hjålftn uhjv d lfkmybøvbhfø. Rfr åt gjzcybnm pfgflysv evfv xenrjcnmrjcvbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf? Rfr gjzcybnm, xnj yfcbkmcndtyystdphsds ueñbntkmytt hfpheitybz ytñtcyjujntkf, bñj hfpheitybt ytñtcyjuj ntkf ghjbcøjlbn dcjdjregyjcnb dctø jrheåfçobø eckjdbq. Ds cfvb ytcnfdbnt afñhbre yfl jgfcyjq rfdthyjq, yj bpñbhftntkexitt vtcnj, b Vs ujdjhbv j kexibø eckjdbzø.Vjåyj cjplfnm cbvajybç dphsdjd, vjåyj cjplfnmcjpdexbz vfiby. Lfåt gjkeukeøbt pfvtxfçn, xnj jybbyjulf cksifn nbøbq ujkjc kexit rhbrf, _ pyfxbn,rfxtcndj, yj yt jlyj yfghzåtybt. Bvtyyj, rfxtcndj159

fåljuj ltqcndbz yfkfuftn ukeñjreç jndtncndtyyjcnmb gjkyj jgfcyjcntq ytgjghfdbvsø.Yeåyj cåbnmcz yf rhfç ghjgfcnb, ghb gjkyjvcjpyfybb ukeñbys jrheåfçotq, b evtnm yt ñjznmczltqcndjdfnm d gthtuheåtybb. Nfr jgsnyst yjcbkmobrbblen d ujhe gjl nzåtcnmç c gtcyzvb. Ãnf gtcym,jvsnfz nheljv, yt gjnhtdjåbn ghjcnhfycndj.Vs ñsdfkb d dfibø ntfnhfø b vfkj joeofkb bøyeåyjcnm. Gtcym, pder b wdtn yt ljkåys ñsnm pfgthnsvbd bcreccndtyysø ntgkbwfø. Ãnb wtyyjcnb ljkåyscjghjdjålfnm åbpym, fyjybvyj jrheåfz yfhjlkfcrjq rhfcjns.Dtkbrbq fhnbcn Fidfuøjif ghtlgjxäk ñfpfh b gkjoflm,xnjñ yfqnb genm r yfhjlyjve cthlwe. Rhfcjnfyfexbn ecnhtvktybç.Ds pyftnt b ds gjybvftnt dscjrjt gjyznbt Fdfnfhf,yj xnjñ ljcnbxm tuj, yeåyj cnfnm Fdfrfhf _juytyyj ecnhtvkäyysv.181. Ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj _ njxyjcnmdj dhtvtyb ljkåyf ñsnm cjñkçltyf. Gjcvjnhbv ytnjkmrj c njxrb ghbywbgbfkmyjq xtcnyjcnb, yj b cjcnjhjys ghfrnbxyjcnb. Xtkjdtr yfpyfxftn bpdtcnysqchjr b ntv gjcskftn ghjcnhfycndtyysq ghbrfp; njn,160

nj ghbyzk chjr, pfvsrftn njr. Ntxtybt ãythubb djktdjqpfrhtgkztn rfr ñs fcnhfkmysq jñhfp htitybz.R ãnjve vjcne ghbcnfçn kjljxrb djpvjåyjcntq,erhtgkzz b ljgjkyzz gthdjyfxfkmyjt ghtlgjkjåtybt.Kturj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj ghjbpjqlän, tckb jlyf cnjhjyfvjcnf bcxtpytn. Dtlm ghjcnhfycndtyyst chjrb ujhfpljnjxytt vtøfybpvf dfibø xfcjd; ñktcnzobt djpvjåyjcnbhfccsgfçncz, rfr gtcjr, b bcxtpfçn ytgjdnjhtyyst.Gjlevfqnt, rfrfz pflfxf lkz cnfnbcnbrb _ cjgjcnfdbnmecgtiyjcnm htitybz cdjtdhtvtyyjuj c ytecgtiyjcnmçpfgjplfkjcnb. Gjkexbncz gjexbntkmysqgjlcxän, b rnj-nj gjåfkttn j ytdtåtcndt pfgfplsdfybz.Ghfdlf, cnjkmrj kçltq åbden rfr cdbymb, gjåbhfçobtlhfujwtyyst wdtns. Ytkmpz yt jøhfybnmghjcnhfycndj jn bø ñtccvscktyyjuj ytdtåtcndf. Tckbñs jyb vjukb pfukzyenm d ghjcnhfycndj, bvbjñtpjñhfåtyyjt, nj jyb åt crfpfkb ñs: ≤Pfghtnbntãnj ytljcnjqyjt ñtcgencndj!≥Ñthtubnt xbcnjne ghjcnhfycndf. Ñelmnt jndtncndtyyspf cjbpvthbvjcnm. Yt vjåtnt cåbufnm xeåbtghjdjlf! Crjkmrj ghtrhfcysø kfvgfl gjubñkj jn ytpfñjnkbdjcnb!B ds åt ñeltnt gjnhzcfnm ghjcnhfycndjåfkjñfvb, rjulf eåt ñeltn ytgjghfdbvj. Vtåle161

ntv, ñsk xfc, rjulf jlby åtcn vju ñs cjøhfybnm dfvyeåyjt b ghjcbvjt.Exbnt rfåljuj htñäyrf gjybvfnm pyfxtybt chjrjd.Byfxt toä jlyj gjrjktybt vzurjntksø ñtcgjpdjyjxysøñeltn gjåbhfnm lheu lheuf.D jñobyt njxyjcnm chjrjd ecnfyjdktyf rfr jcyjdf.182. Ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj _ kçlbljkåys ctkbnmcz yf bcgsnfyysø vtcnfø. Lfåtvtldtlm pfñjnkbdtt dsñbhftn ñthkjue. Rjytxyj, hfcntybzgjrfåen kexibt djpvjåyjcnb. Cvjnhbnt, ultrtlh b cjcyf, ult dthtcr b leñ, ult nhfds b wdtnszhrb. Yeåyf tcntcndtyyfz ãktrnhbabrfwbz vtcnf.Rhegyjbujkmxfnfz ødjz _ kexibq rjyltycfnjh ãktrnhbxtcndf.Dscjns, kbiäyyst hfcntybq, zdkzçn gjktpyeçghfye gjckt 11 000 aenjd.183. C xtv ñkbåt chfdybnm Yfie Jñobye _ c øjhjvgtcyjgtdwtd bkb c djtyysv cnfyjv? Crjhtt dnjhjt.Vjåyj ctñt ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr ljkåyf jndtxfnmjyf ghfdbkfv gjkrjdtltybz b gjkrjdjlbntkmcndf.Vjåyj kb epyfnm genb ghjldbåtybz Jñobys ñtpjnhfåtybz b yfcnegktybz? Vjåyj kb ñhfnm ghbcnegjvrhtgjcnm, cjlthåfybt rjnjhjq ytbpdtcnyj? Eckj-162

dbz pfobns b yfgfltybz ljkåys ñsnm dpdtitys.Yeåyj jgsnyjt pyfybt b pjhrjcnm ljpjhf. Yt ghfdsnt, rnj cxbnfçn Jñobye vjkbndtyysv ljvjv. Ytghfds, rnj yfpsdfçn Jñobye hfñjxtq vfcnthcrjq.Yt ghfds, rnj yføjlzn Jñobye bpscrfyyjq kfñjhfnjhbtq.Jñobyf _ cnjjrbq cnhfå. Jñobyf _ ehfufydtcnybrf. Jñobyf _ pyfvz pfdjtdfntkz. D xfc,rjulf pyfvz cdähyenj, dhfu eåt gjlnfxbdftn jcyjdfybtñfity. Ult åt dfif kfñjhfnjhbz? Ult dfifhfñjnf b nhel? Djbcnbye, jlby ghjgeotyysq ljpjhjnrhsdftn ltcznm dhfn. Njkmrj ytecsgyjcnm lfcn juhfleJñobyt.Gjñtlf tcnm kbim jñzpfntkmcndj. Erhtgktybtcbk _ kbim zdktybt yjdjuj dbøhz. Cjpyfybt vjobtcnm kbim bcgsnfybt. Dspjd tcnm kbim vfkjlevbt.Rfr jrtfycrfz djkyf, yfcnegftn Jñobyf. Rfr uhjvptvktnhzctybz, pdexbn Extybt ytghtkjåyjcnb.Lj djcøjlf Cjkywf bläv d ytecsgysq ljpjh.184. Xfcnj cghfibdfçn jñobyybrb _ jnrelf ghbcnegsnjcrb, byjulf bvb bcgsnsdftvst? Yeåyjpyfnm, xnj ñtp ãnbø cgfpv njcrb ytdjpvjåyj ghjldbåtybt.Gjckt gthtøjlf ghjgfcnb xedcndetnt jckfñktybtyjåysø vsiw. Ghb hfcibhtybb cjpyfybz163

ghjøjlbnt vyjuj ytphbvsø ghjgfcntq. Ghb epkjdsøyfhfcnfybzø cjpyfybz gjkexftncz crfxjr, b gcbøbxtcrbtcgfpvs cjrhfofçn ythdyst wtynhs. Yt cktletnjgfcfnmcz ãnbø cgfpv, ytljkubq gjrjq dsghfdbn ãnbcjrhfotybz. Yfhfcnfybt cjpyfybz nhelytt ecktlbnm,ytåtkb hjcn djkjcf. Cjpyfybt pfdjädsdftn b bcrjhtyztn.Cjåbufybt cnfhsø vjcnjd yt lfän gjcnegfntkmyjqjnvtnrb, yj jyj lfän djpvjåyjcnmyfcnegktybz. Wtyyj yt njkmrj cnhtvbnmcz, yj beybxnjåfnm cjh gjpflb. Ctqxfc dblbnt, rfr ñjkmibycndjvjukj ñs ldbyenmcz, yj bv åfkm dtrjdjuj cjhf.Jñf Vjbø pyfrf øhfybnt _ pyfr Ckeåtybz b pyfrJñobys. Jlby rfr jnhsdfybt jn cnfhjuj, lheujq rfrãdjkçwbç.Vjåyj yfqnb ecnhtvktybt, yt pfrhjqnt ldthm!Rjulf ckfuftnt rybub, yfñkçlbnt, xnjñ rfålfz vjukfñsnm ghbyznf jnltkmyj. Nfråt d ltqcndbb, xnjñsrfålsq jnltkmyj vju ñs dshfpbnm dcç uhegge.185. Nhelty djghjc, xnj cxbnfnm ghjzdktybtv ltkf.Vs pyftv, xnj ltkj d rfxtcndt, f yt d jñüävt b rjkbxtcndt.Yj yjdst kçlb xfcnj yt dblzn rfxtcndf,b ghbpyfr dytiytuj jñüävf lkz ybø pfckjyztnceoyjcnm. Gj kturjvsckbç jyb pfyzns hfpledfybtv164

vskmyjuj gepshz, b hfleue hfpkjåtybz ghbybvfçnpf cdtn jpfhäyyjcnb. Lfåt ljdjkmyj jgsnyst evspfyzns vtøfybxtcrbv gjlcxänjv, dvtcnj cjgjcnfdktybzceoyjcnb. Rfr crfpfnm bv, xnj njkmrj rfxtcndjjpfhbn b endthlbn bø!Hfpkbxfqnt dtkbrbt ltkf jn lkbyysø vthndtwjd.186. Rfålfz jñobyf yeålftncz d jñjhjybntkmysøchtlcndfø. Vs yt yfcbkmcndtyyst pfdjtdfntkb, yj dcäåt bvttv exän dhfujd Yfibø b yt jñvfysdftvcz d bøvyjujxbcktyyjcnb. Kexb, ufps b djpleiysq ljpjhñelen kexibvb dytiybvb chtlcndfvb, yj cfvjt ltqcndtyyjtñeltn d ghjlernfø gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Vs djdct yt yfvthtys ghtlcnfdbnm phtkbot ñtppfobnysøjdtxtr! Htfkmyjt pyfybt ujnjdj r jndtne!Yfv ytn ltkf pfgeubdfnm rjuj-ybñelm, yj Vs ljkåysghtleghtlbnm: ≤Ñthtubcm, ytdtålf!≥Ntgthm dhtvz itgyenm dctv jñütlbyäyysv jñobyjç:ñelmnt cjpyfntkmys d gcbøbxtcrbø ghbrfpfødfibø. Tcnm b ñelen ckexfb, rjulf d gjkyjv cjpyfybbvjåtnt dpznm yf ctñz jndtncndtyyjcnm htibntkmyjujghbrfpf. Yj yfghzubnt njulf dcç pjhrjcnm, xnjñsxänrj jxthnbnm rheu wtkb dfitq. Cfvjt ñtpjñhfpyjtcktlcndbt ñeltn ghb ytnjxyj yfghfdktyyjv ghbrfpt.165

Ñelen pfnhjyens gjgenyj cfvst ytålfyyst zdktybz,b rnj vjåtn rjynhjkbhjdfnm gjcktlcndbz ythfpevyjqcnhtks? Lfdyj crfpfk dhfue: ≤Ghbve d obn dctndjb cnhtks, yj gjikç ntñt njkmrj jlye≥. D ãnbøckjdfø dtcm Yfi cjdtn.Yeåyj rfåljve jñobyybre pyfnm ntøybre ñjz, yjukfdyjt, yeåyj hfpkbxfnm kåtjñobyybrjd b bpujyznmbø lfktrj pf juhfle. Yb lkbyf ñjhjls, yb cxän wtgtq,yb edtxmz, yb edthtybz _ ybrfrbt ckexfqyst ghbpyfrbyt vjuen ñsnm cdbltntkmcndjv. Njkmrj gjkyjnfcjpyfybz, zcyfz d lytdyjv ñjlhcndjdfybb, bcrhtyyzzdj cyt, vjåtn endthlbnm jñkbr bcnbyyjuj åtkfybz.Xfcnj cjy bcrhtyytt ñjlhcndjdfybz. Rfålfz bcrhtyyjcnmbvttn ghfdj ñsnm djjheåäyyjq. B ghbrfp ytghtkjåyjcnbhjålftn b hfpbn.187. Rfr vjåyj xedcndjdfnm ctñz yfbñjktt pfoboäyysv?Njkmrj ecnfyjdbd ñkbåfqieç cdzpm cExbntktv. Njkmrj d ltqcndtyyjv cjnhelybxtcndt b dedfåtybb crhsnf kexifz djpvjåyjcnm ghjøjåltybzxthtp jgfcyst caths. Cdzpm c Exbntktv tcnm åbdfzghjybryjdtyyjcnm d ñeleott.Tcnm ghtlrb ptvyst b ghtlrb rjcvbxtcrbt; byjulfãnb gjyznbz cjdgflfçn, yj ghb ytcjdthityyjcnb jyb166

xfot dctuj hfpütlbytys. Djn gjkexftncz wtgm ghtlrjdptvysø b djn hfleuf ghtlrjd rjcvbxtcrbø. Ytnhelyj hfcgjpyfnm, rjnjhfz zdktyyjcnm ñeltn genävãdjkçwbb.Rjytxyj, rfålsq Exbntkm bvttn cdjtuj Herjdjlbntkz,b wtyyjcnm vsckb djpyjcbncz d lfkmybt vbhs.Gjxbnfybt Exbntkz b gjcnhjtybt ecnhtvktybz r lfkmybvvbhfv rfr hfleuf cjtlbytyf ceoyjcnmç cdtnf.Yfexbntcm gjyznm, rfr dscjrj gjyznbt Exbntkz.Ghjdtlbnt ãne xthne jn rhfz b lj rhfz, jn ghbøjlfb lj eøjlf. Pyfqnt, rfr zdktyj dfv Extybt Cdtnf, bgjvybnt cthtñhzyeç ybnm cdzpb. Cdzpm c Exbntktvkturf, rfr rhskj jhkf, b jhkbysq ukfp cvjnhbn dgthäl.Xnj åt vjåtnt ghtlgjxtcnm, tckb cjpyfybt dfitjnrhsnj? Cnhjtybt jñobys vjåtn gjvjxm cjñhfnmvsckb. Dtlm yt uhepjdst jcks, yj jhks ñskb erfpfysd chfdytybb.Herf Exbntkz pjdän r gjhjue jñobys. B c ujhsYfv dblyj, relf ktnbn rjktcj ytjñøjlbvjcnb.188. Åthndf ytcxfcnmz _ nfr yfpsdfkb dcnegbditujd jñobye gj ñtpscøjlyjcnb. Gjnthgtd gjkyeçytelfxe, xtkjdtr åthndjdfk ytcxfcnmt cdjä, b wtyfytelfxb ñskf ytcxfcnyf. Yj, bvtyyj, ghbyäcibq yt-167

cxfcnmt cxbnfk yfbñjkmibv drkflxbrjv ctñz: jy bgjåthndjdfk, jy b jnrfpfkcz, jy b ghtlgjxäk, jyåleobq b ghtlüzdkzçobq cxän.Vs ghtlgjxbnftv åthnde cxfcnmz. Rjve tcnm jnxtuj jnrfpfnmcz, njn vtytt ålän gkfns.Nfr cnhjqnt jñobye gj dtøfv gjåthndjdfybq.189. Hsñfr hfljcnyj djpdhfoftncz c wtyysv ekjdjv.Xtkjdtxtcndj jñhfpjdfkjcm yt lkz ytcxfcnbq.Xtkjdtr _ njn åt hfljcnysq hsñfr c vyjujjñhfpysvekjdjv. Rjytxyj, ekjd hfpkbxty, yj jlyf hfljcnmytjnütvktvf _ hfljcnm vsckb j ñeleotv. Yb hsñs,yb gnbws, yb åbdjnyst yt pyfçn ñeleotuj. Yj xtkjdtreåt pyftn ytvbyetvjcnm ñeleotuj. D ãnjv pjdtghjcnhfycndf pfrkçxtyf juhjvyfz hfljcnm. Rnj ñjbnczñeleotuj, njn toä yføjlbncz d åbdjnyjv cjcnjzybb,b vbhjdfz nhfgtpf toä yt lkz ytuj.Yfexbnmcz eukeñbnm b djpytcnb vsckm j ñeleotv_ pyfxbn pfyznm d yäv vtcnj, rjnjhjt ñeltnhfcnb dvtcnt c cjpyfybtv. Rnj yt ålän dytiytqgjvjob, njn pyftn wtyyjcnm cdjtuj vjkjnf. Rnj pyftngenm d ñeleott, njn vjåtn ñtp ñjzpyb ytcnb cdjqekjd. Vtåle ntv xfcnm xtkjdtxtcndf yt dblbn lfåtybnb d ñeleott. Cjhdfyyst b hfpvänfyyst, rfr jcty-168

ybt kbcnmz, jyb gjlsvfçn gskm c xeåbø ñfpfhjd.Jñkfrj gskb pfrhjtn dhfnf jñobys, b cjhyjt vsiktybtjñhfnbncz d cjh.Rjulf ntvyj, rjulf uhjpyj, njulf lthåbnt cjpyfybtyf ñeleotv. E Yfc ñeleott pjdäncz rjdhjv gjkänf.Exbnt ltntq ktnfnm dscjrj. Vba j rjdxtut pfvtybntdjpleiysv rjhfñkäv.190. Vjuen cghjcbnm: rfr jnkbxbnm yjdjdjitlituj?Rjytxyj, yt gj ckjdfv. Kexit ghbvbnt cnfhsqcgjcjñ Djcnjrf _ gj ukfpfv, gj gjøjlrt b gj ujkjce.Ukfpf ytgjlltkmys; gjøjlrf b ujkjc, rjytxyj, vjuencrhsnm bcnbye ghb jcjñjv evtybb, yj cjdjregyjcnmdctq nhbfls ghbpyfrjd ñtpjibñjxyf.Yteåtkb kçlb levfçn, xnj jyb vjuen crhsnm yfbdyjkjåm kbim yfuksvb ckjdfvb? Ckjdf yt cnjzn jlyjujrbdrf ujkjds. Gjkän dslfän gjhjle gnbw. Øboybrbplfktrf zdkztn ctñz. Rkärjn jhkf yt gjljñty cjkjdmbyjqgtcyt.Xnj åt ltkfnm, tckb byst kçlb endthålfçn, xnjdct bylecs yf jlyj kbwj; xnj ytkmpz hfpkbxbnm rbnfqwtd,vjyujkjd b fhfñjd lheu jn lheuf! Vjåyj kbãnbv kçlzv gjhexbnm hfpkbxbt gj ukfpfv b gj gjøjlrt?Lkz ybø dct kçlb øjlzn yf ldeø yjufø b dctukfptçn.169

Jncencndbt fyfkbpf vjåtn jcrjhñbnm cfvjuj nthgtkbdjujherjdjlbntkz. Vyjubt lfåt yt vjuen ecnfyjdbnmhjl pfyznbq åbkmwf gj jcjñtyyjcnb tujåbkbof. Cntgtym ytyfñkçlfntkmyjcnb gjhfåfçof.Kçlb yt vjuen pfvtnbnm ghtlvtnjd, euhjåfçobø bøntvtyb. Yt vjuen gthtxbckbnm ltcznm jrheåfçobøghtlvtnjd. Yt vjuen erfpfnm cfvsø ghjcnsø jñcnjzntkmcndjñcnfyjdrb. Lkz ybø dcä ybxtuj, ybxnj bybult. Ãnj eåt yt cntgtym ñtcgtxyjcnb, yj negjcnmytdtåtcndf. Jñjqlbnt nfrbø ldeyjubø!Yeåyj hfpdbdfnm ltncreç yfñkçlfntkmyjcnm c gthdsølytq. Dtlm cjpyfybt ltntq åbdän c gthdjuj xfcf,yj yt lkz ntø, lkz rjuj dct bylecs yf jlyj kbwj.Yfñkçlfntkmyjcnm bkb, dthytt, pjhrjcnm tcnm yfxfkj≤jhkbyjuj ukfpf≥, j rjnjhjv ds eåt lfdyj pyftnt.Ecksifnm j pjhrjcnb lkz rjuj-nj eåt pyfxbn ghjphtnm,f ghjphtnm _ pyfxbn edbltnm genm vbhf rjñobyt.191. Fyfkbp, lbfuyjp, rjynhjkm, rjjgthfwbz, ghjuyjpzdkzçncz bpkçñktyysvb ntvfvb Pfgflf. Vs nfråtghjbpyjcbv ãnb nthvbys. Rfpfkjcm ñs, d xäv åt hfpybwf?Hfpybwf dtkbrf; lkz Pfgflf ãnb ntvs cjcnfdkzçnpfcnjkmyst ñtctls, d kexitv ckexft gjcnfyjdkt-170

ybz, rjnjhst ybrtv yt cjñkçlfçncz. D Yfitq Jñobytãnb yfbvtyjdfybz yt ghjbpyjczncz, yj tåtxfcyj ghbvtyzçnczd åbpyb.Vjuen kb yfpdfyyst gjyznbz ghbvtyznmcz d åbpybujhjljd? Njkmrj xnj vs ujdjhbkb jñ jncencndbb yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb,ghb rjnjhjv lbfuyjp ytdjpvjåty.Vs ujdjhbkb jñ jncencndbb nthgtybz, _ pyfxbn, fyfkbpytdjpvjåty. Jncencndbt veåtcndtyyjq ndähljcnbbcrkçxftn rjynhjkm. Kjåm b kbwtvthbt yt ljgecnznrjjgthfwbç. Cnhfø pfntvybn dczrbq ghjuyjp. Jcnfytnczhfccnfdbnm cfvst lkbyyst cnjks b øjhjv gjdnjhznmgjkegjyznyst ckjdf.Yflj uybçobv ujhjlfv jcnfdbnm ãne ghbdbktubçjñtpmzycndf; rcnfnb ãnb ujhjåfyt cnfkb ghbdbdfnmctñt jñtpmzymb åtktps. Bvtyyj, rfålsq gjkexftngj ljcnjbycnde. Ybrnj yt crfpfk bv j ñjktt wtktcjjñhfpyjvcgjcjñt djccnfyjdktybz cbk, rjulf ñjkmyjujgjvtofçn d lkbntkmyeç dfyye b gjldthufçn gthtvtyyjvenjre b bpdtcnyjve cjcnfde vbythfkmyjq djls,cjghjdjålfz ktxtybt jghtltkäyysv dyeitybtv.Hfwbjyfkmyst cgjcjñs jñyfheåfncz, rjulf jñobyfghbvtn cjpyfntkmysq øfhfrnth, b ybxnj jn jñtpmzy ytñeltn pfbvcndjdfyj.171

Rjulf pyfvz jñobys hfpdthyäncz rfr jcjpyfybtytjñøjlbvjcnb, njulf åbpym jrhskbncz d ltqcndbbrfåljuj lyz. Gjrf rnj-nj levftn, xnj jñobyf tcnmjgsn, lj ntø gjh jñobyf ñeltn yføjlbnmcz d ñfyrtfkøbvbrf. Njkmrj ndähljt jcjpyfybt bcnjhbxtcrjqytjñøjlbvjcnb ddtlän jñobye d åbpym.Levfqnt, levfqnt cehjdj j ytghtkjåyjcnb jñobys.Bp cehjdjcnb _ kexifz hfljcnm.192. Hfpdbnbt yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb gjpdjkbn jñhfnbnmdybvfybt yf jrheåfçobt eckjdbz. Tckb cntys dfitqrjvyfns gjrhsnm vsimzrjdsv dtotcndjv, bkb cthysvbghtgfhfnfvb, bkb cvjkjç, bkb hnenmç, bkbvecrecjv, nj dczrbq gjqvän, xnj nfrbt gjrhsnbzgjdkbzçn yf cjcnjzybt jhufybpvf, _ ãnj uheñsqghbvth. Yj ntgthm cghjcbnt dfibø ñbjøbvbrjd bntøyjkjujd, rfr dkbztn vfnthbfk åbkbo yf abpbxtcreçb gcbøbxtcreç jcyjde? Rfrfz hfpybwf vtåleljvjv bp rbhgbxf bkb bp ñfpfkmnf, bkb vtåle ljvjvbp uhfybnf bkb bp vhfvjhf, vtåle åtktpysv b lthtdzyysv,vtåle leñjdsv b cjcyjdsv? Rfrbv jhufybpvfvjndtxftn gjcntkm åtktpyfz b rfrbv _lthtdzyyfz? Rjve yeåty ithcnzyjq rjdäh bkb lthtdzyysqgjk? Dj vyjubø eckjdbzø ntøyjkjubz ñeltn172

ytcdtleof, rfr d gtothyst dhtvtyf. Vtåle ntv rnjyt cjukfcbncz c ntv, xnj lhtdtcbyf b vbythfks bvtçndfåyjt ktxtñyjt pyfxtybt! Pyfxbn, ceotcndtyysqfyfkbp jcnfyjdbkcz pf jncencndbtv yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb.Gsnkbdjcnm gjikf gj hecke jñsxyjcnb, b lkz xhtpvthysøyfñkçlfntktq ult-nj eåt ujnjd rjcnäh. Gjdthmnt,leø byrdbpbwbb toä yt jxtym lfkär; hfpybwfd jltålfø b d cgjcjñfø bcrjhtytybz yjdsø bcrfybq.193. Exbntkm Vbkfhtgf xfcnj ñtctljdfk c åbdjnysvb.Jrjkj tuj etlbytybz uytplbkbcm gxäks, cjpblfkbujhjlf vehfdmb, pfktnfkb gjgeufb, b jñtpmzyf cflbkfcmgjljñyj exbntkç. Exbntkm crfpfk vehfdmzv:≤Gføfhb b cjpblfntkb, ybrnj dfc yt pyftn, yj dsdjpdjlbnt dscjrbt jñobys≥. Crfpfk gxäkfv:≤Cjñbhftnt väl pyfybz b jñhfpjd kexibø, ybrnj ytghthdän ckflrbq nhel dfi≥. Pfvtnbk gjgeufç: ≤Gjrhbre ndjtve dbåe, xnj cjñhfkcz ñsnm celmäq bkbghjgjdtlybrjv≥. B gjuhjpbk htpdjq jñtpmzyt: ≤Nshfpheibk vehfdmbyst cnhjtybz b gjøbnbk xeåjqväl. Vjåtn ñsnm, htibkcz cnfnm epehgfnjhjv?≥Rnj åt, rfr yt epehgfnjhs, ghbcdfbdfçn xeåjqnhel b ckexfqyj gznjç cjrheifçn cnhjtybz? Vyjujdtrjd ghjikj cj dhtväy exbntkz Vbkfhtgs, yj173

epehgfnjhs gj-ghtåytve åbden gcbøjkjubtq jñtpmzy.D jcyjdfybb nfrjuj ghjpzñfybz ktåbn eåfcyfz ñtpjndtncndtyyjcnm.Xnj åt ktåbn d jcyjdfybb ñtpjndtncndtyyjcnb?Rjytxyj, nj åt cfvjt ytdtåtcndj b cnhføñeleotuj. Ybrfrjt yfrfpfybt, ybrfrjt juhfybxtybtyt bcghfdbn ytdtåtcndf.Ñjkmibt b vfkst epehgfnjhs, dfv yeåyj exbnmcz,xnjñ gjpyfnm wtktñyjcnm välf b vehfdmbyjuj gjnf.Rfåtncz, ãnf vsckm ljcnfnjxyj lhtdyzz, yj ytrjnjhstcecnfds xtkjdtxtcrjuj cjpyfybz nfr pfhåfdtkb,xnj ltcznrb dtrjd yt vjuen gjdthyenm bø.Pf ckflrbvb zcndfvb ñeltnt ujdjhbnm j ghjuyjpt,yj pdäpls pf jryjv vtymit ghbdktren dybvfybt, ytåtkbvjnskär e cdtxb.Heibnt ytujlyjt, ult ñs jyj yb erhsdfkjcm. Hfcrhsdfqntytdtåtcndj gjl kçñjq kbxbyjq. Vbh ltkbnczgj rfxtcnde cjpyfybz, b cntgtym ytdtåtcndftcnm vthbkj. Rjytxyj, ds pyftnt, xnj ytdtåtcndj ytbpktxbdftncz gthtkbcnsdfybtv rybu, yj cbyntpjvdvtotybz.194. Gjctofz dfib cnhfys, Z pfvtxfk, xnj nfvjxtym ñjzncz ckjdf rjynhjkm. Yj vtåle ntv, bvtyyj,e Yfc ãnj gjyznbt kturj dvtotyj. Herf, pyfçofz cdjä174

ltkj, yt ñjbncz gjltkbnmcz cj cdjbv lheujv. Pyfxbn,yeåyf ljñhjåtkfntkmyjcnm b pyfybt, _ njulf vjåyjkturj levfnm, xnj gcbøjvtøfybrf vjåtn jceotcndbnmrjynhjkm kçñjuj nfqyjuj ltqcndbz. Eåt vjåyj dbltnmxthtp cntys, eåt vjåyj pfgtxfnktnm dct pderbb vsckb. Lkz nfqys yeåyf ytjñsxfqyfz veåtcndtyyjcnmcjpyfybz. Ljcnbxm tä ytdjpvjåyj ñtplkbntkmyjq gjlujnjdrb. Ljcnbxm hfdyjdtcbz eckjdbqdjpvjåyj kbim gjlyznbtv rfxtcndf hfñjns. Njulfrfålsq vjåtn ghbvtybnm cfvjrjynhjkm. Njulf rfålsqvjåtn cghjcbnm gjcnjhjyytuj rjynhjkähf: gjrfåbcfv, rfr kexit. Ljñhjdjkmysq rjynhjkäh ljkåtycfv evtnm hfñjnfnm cjdthityytt. Gjnjve e Yfc ecnfyjdktyj,xnj rfåljt pfvtxfybt ljkåyj ñsnm jcyjdfyjyf kexitv pyfybb. Ãnf jgsnyjcnm cjplfäneñtlbntkmyjcnm, rjnjhfz hfcghjcnhfyztncz lfktrj.Ds cfvb pyftnt, xnj pyfxfn gjhextybz. Ljcnjdthyjcnmlfän vjom, ljcnjdthyjcnm yt eñjbncz. Cktlezpf ljcnjdthyjcnmç, vjåyj ñsnm edthtyysv d cdjtdhtvtyyjcnbhtitybz b d otlhjcnb cgjcjñjd.Gkjø djlbntkm, ghbvtybdibq gkfy kbim rj lyçbkb r yjxb. Yt vjåtnt blnb edthtyyj, levfz j creljcnbdjålz. Hexfntkmcndj vjåtn ñsnm ghjdthtyj,175

ñj yt ñjbncz rjynhjkz Jñobyf. Yeåyjt htitybtghbøjlbn yt gfltybtv dj vhfrt, yj d eksñrt jåblfybz,ytpfdbcbvj jn jñkbrf.D pyfybb rjytw cnhføf.195. Pfgbibnt j gcbøbxtcrjq pfhfpt. Ntvf cnfhfz,yj lj cbø gjh yt ghbvtyäyyfz d åbpyb. Gj-ghtåytvekçlb lfåt xhtpvthyj ñjzncz pfhfps abpbxtcrjq, pfñsdfzukfdysq rfyfk dctø pfhfp. Yteåtkb vjåyjeñbdfnm, ghjrkbyfnm, ytbcnjdcndjdfnm ñtp ghjcnhfycndtyysøyfckjtybq? Dcä jnkfuftncz zdyj b nzårj,cjplfdfz yfl vtcnjv cjñsnbz gtktye yfgjljñbt ueñbntkmysøufpjd. Vjåyj kb jåblfnm, xnjñ zljdbnstbpkextybz pkjñyjq ãythubb hfcctbdfkbcm? Yfjñjhjn,jyb ñelen cueofnmcz b lfdbnm ghfye. Ybrjulf ytctkbntcm yf rhjdfdsø vtcnfø.Yjdst ltkf ljkåys ñsnm yf yjdjv vtcnt.196. Zdktybz ljkåys ñsnm ghbybvftvs d gjkyjqhtfkmyjcnb. Lkz vfnthbfkbcnjd ãnj eckjdbt jcjñjjñzpfntkmyj. Yj, bvtyyj, vfnthbfkbcns ñjktt lheubøgjlrhfibdfçn hfpyjhjlyst zdktybz d cdjq wdtn, ntvcfvsv pfnhelyzz ãdjkçwbjyysq ghjwtcc. Vs, rfrjgsnyst Cnhjbntkb-htfkbcns, vjåtv dbltnm dhtl176

ytnthgbvjcnb, jcyjdfyyjq yf uheñtqitv ytpyfybb.Ult åt htfkmyjcnm, rjulf vsiktybt cntcytyj, dvtcnjnsczxb pyfrjd pyftn kbim gznm! Endthåltybt cnfyjdbnczbcrfåtybtv, tckb pfhfytt crjdfy cnthtjnbgeckjdyjcntq. Eksñrf pyfybz jghjrblsdftn ikçpsyfvthtyysø pfuhfåltybq. Cnhjbntkm yt vjåtn afynfpbhjdfnmj gjxdt gjl plfybtv. Nfrjt gjkjåtybt ntvñjktt ghtcnegyj, xnj vfnthbfkmyjt djpphtybt lfäncfvst ytjuhfybxtyyst, pfrjyyst djpvjåyjcnb.Atnbibpv gj ceotcnde cdjtve juhfybxty. Yj,bvtyyj, vfnthbz ezdkztn gjñtle ghb gjybvfybb cdjñjls.Htfkbcns ljkåys ñsnm cdjñjlysvb, byfxtcdtn htfkbpvf gjuhepbncz dj nmve atnbibpvf. Ghjphtybtghbhjls leøf-vfnthbb, rfr cbzçobq dtytwxtkjdtxtcndf, cjplfän rfvtym åbpyb.Cgtibnt cñhjcbnm heøkzlm!197. Cghjczn: ≤Rfr ds pfñjnbntcm jñ jcyjdfyysøjñobyfø?≥ Djpmväv cfveç vjkjleç. Xnj vjåyj crfpfnmr ujljdobyt? Ybrnj yt jncnegbk, yj jñobtgjcktlcndbz ckfñs. Rjjgthfwbz crfxrfvb vtiftn gjybvfnmcjbpvthbvjcnm. Gskbyrf pfybvftn dybvfybtñjkmit crfks. Pfvtnyj vtcnybxtcndj, gjnjve kexitbpñbhfnm dhtvtyyjuj ghtlctlfntkz. Øeåt c ghbdkt-177

xtybtv yjdsø. Yt yfqltys ckjdf jñ Extybb, b ytnpfobns jn gjyjitybz. Jnrhsdfnm vjåyj cnexfobv,yj vtx leøf ljkåty ñsnm dctulf pfjcnhäy. Åfkm egeotyysøcjnhelybrjd. Yeåyj dhfñjnfnmcz gkjnytt,byfxt ñeltnt jnlfkznm chjrb. Hfl ñs dspdfnm ñkbåt,lfqnt gjdjl. Herf Vjz c dfvb d rfåljv jndfåyjvltqcndbb.198. D ytlfdytv ghjikjv gj gkfye Vjtuj LheufVs xfcnj gjctofkb pfgflyst ujhjlf. Ghb ãnjv, rjytxyj,ñskb dcnhtxb cj ckexfqysvb kbwfvb, rjnjhstj Yfc xnj-nj gjljphtdfkb. Cfvst yfcnjqxbdst pfghjcsjñhfofkbcm r Yfv _ j ghbävfø gcbøjvtøfybrbb nhtñjdfybz cfvsø njxysø ñbjøbvbxtcrbø ajhvek.B ghb ãnjv, c cfvjvybntkmyjcnmç Pfgflf, ãnb kçlbybrjulf yt pfñjnbkbcm j cdjäv cjpyfybb b yt gsnfkbcmepyfnm, jñkflfçn kb jyb cjjndtncndeçobvbabpbxtcrbvb rfxtcndfvb? Uhecnyj gjybvfnm ãne yfpjqkbdjcnmñtp rfrbø ñs nj yb ñskj jñotcndtyysøcnhtvktybq. Rfr gtothysq xtkjdtr c leñbyrjq njhjgbkczjñjñhfnm wdtnyst hfreirb d cdjç ythfpltkmyeçcjñcndtyyjcnm, nfr b ãnb åbntkb rfvtyysøgfkfn gsnfkbcm ghbcdjbnm ctñt xeålst bv rfxtcndf.Gtothybr dcä-nfrb erhfifkcz hfreirfvb, yj cjdht-178

vtyyst evybrb eybåfkb pyfybt d gjcktjñtltyyjvrtqat, _ ñskj phtkbot gjcnslyjuj kturjvsckbz.E Yfc gj gkfye Vjtuj Lheuf ñskj ljcnfnjxyj nthgtybz,xnjñ nhfnbnm dhtvz lfåt yf gthtgbcre. Yjybrjuj ytkmpz ñskj ghbdktxm r cjpblfntkmyjq hfñjnt.Njn vtymit dctuj pfñjnbncz j cdjäv cjpyfybb, rnjvjåtn gjvtcnbnm tuj d vfktymrjv rjitkmrt c vtlysvbvjytnfvb. Vjåyj kb pfñsnm j cjcnjzybb cjpyfybz,rjulf ghbrfcftvcz r njyxfqitq ãythubb?Bvtyyj, Vs yt buyjhbhetv vtnjljd pfgflyjqyferb, yj gjkfuftv d jcyjde gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç.Ghblz r dsdjle, xnj gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz hfdyjyeåyf rfr yfv, nfr b jgsnysv ghjwtccfv, Vsghtålt dctuj pfñjnbvcz j cjplfybb ñkfujghbznysøeckjdbq lkz yfrjgktybz ãnjq ãythubb.Åtkfçobq gføfnm ljkåty bvtnm cdjq gkeu. Åtkfçobqljcnbufnm ljkåty gjyznm cdjq ljcgtø. KçlbPfgflf pfckjybkb cjpyfybt cfvsvb nzårbvb vsckzvb,yj hfljcnm gjpyfybz cnfkf gjxnb ytghbkbxyjq.Hfljcnm gjpyfybz ljkåyf cnfnm ghtbveotcndjv YjdjujVbhf.199. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfr åt d Dfitq Jñobyt jndtltyjytvfkjt vtcnj cnfhbyysv gjcnhjqrfv b ryb-179

ufv? Gjxtve ãnf cnfhbyf yt dkbztn yf ecnhtvkäyyjcnmd ñeleott?≥ Ldt ghbxbys: gthdfz _ ecnhtvkäyyjtcjpyfybt yt jukzlsdftncz; dnjhfz _ gjcnhjqrb cjplfdfkbcmb ghtlvtns cjñbhfkbcm njkmrj lkz ldbåtybzd ñeleott. Yfckjtybt ecnhtvktybz d ñeleottyfgjkyztn dcä ceotcndjdfybt Jñobys. Njytn d gjnjrtecnhtvktybz dcä ghbnzåtybt ghtlvtnjd. Cnjkñsñfpfkmnf yt dspsdfçn ghjiksø cjñsnbq, yj ghjxyjcnmçcdjtq gjlndthålfçn ghbujlyjcnm lkz ñeleotuj.Rybub yt eyjczn vsckm d ghjikjt, yj cdbltntkmcndeçnkbim jgsn lkz ñeleotuj. Gthtytctybtdctuj cjpyfybz d ñeleott vjåtn endthlbnm ceotcndjdfybtJñobys. Yt ecnfye ndthlbnm, xnj jñobyfljkåyf ñsnm ghbyznf cjpyfybtv. Ybrfrbt dytiybtgjrfpfybz Yfc yt eñtålfçn. Ytjñøjlbvj nfrjt rfxtcndjcjpyfybz, rjnjhjt dj cyt b yfzde crfåtn jlyj;bñj lheujt htitybt, lfåt d dblt ienrb, yt døjåt.Ñeleott xtkjdtxtcndf, ñeleott Rjcvjcf _ tcnm kbxnj-kbñj ñjktt cdzotyyjt?! Yj ãnf kbreçofz cdzotyyjcnmyt d pjkjxäyjq juhflt, yj d cnhtkt ecnhtvktybz,d jcnhbt hjvñf, rjnjhsq cldbyek pfrjyxtyyjcnmrdflhfnf d ñeleott.Chtlb fãhjkbnjd tcnm jlby vtnfkk vjhbq, jñkflfçobqcdjqcndjv rjyltycbhjdfnm ãktrnhbxtcreç ãyth-180

ubç. Jñkflfybt ãnbv vtnfkkjv lfän djpvjåyjcnmgjkexfnm cbkmyst dcgsirb bcrh b lfåt gkfvz. Ãnjyfcsotyyjt gkfvz ljkåyj cdtnbnm d cjpyfybb, erhtgkzzcmb hfpujhfzcm.Gjregyst juyb bkkçvbyfwbq yt yeåys. Kexitvfkjxbcktyyjcnm, ytåtkb kjåm bvtytv ñeleotujxtkjdtxtcndf.200. Jñobyf_cjnhelybxtcndj tcnm tlbycndtyysqhfpevysq cgjcjñ xtkjdtxtcrjuj cjåbnbz. Jlbyjxtcndjtcnm hfphtitybt djghjcf åbpyb dyt jñobys.Dct ghjvtåenjxyst zdktybz _ hfpkbxyst cnegtybrjvghjvbccf b jñhtxtys yf hfpkjåtybt. Ujdjhzn jyfcktlcndtyyjq ntjrhfnbxtcrjq dkfcnb _ cfvj gjcnhjtybtfñcehlyj. Ckjdj yfcktlcndtyyjcnm b Ntjytcjdvtcnbvs. B rnj jghtltkbn cntgtym Ntj? Njkmrjcjpyfybt cjnhelybxtcndf_jñobys endthålftn ãdjkçwbçñbjkjubxtcrjuj ghjwtccf.Åtkfçobq bcnbyyjq jñobyt gjcdznbnm ctñz ltqcndetnd cjukfcbb c jcyjdfvb Ñsnbz.Cjpyfntkmyfz jñobyf bcrkçxftn ldeø dhfujd jñotcndtyyjcnb,f bvtyyj ythfdtycndj b yfcktljdfybt.Dczrjt ythfdtycndj dtlän r nbhfybb. Yfcktljdfybt zdkztnczrjvghjvbccjv b dyjcbn uybtybt d jcyjds.181

Yeåyf zcyjcnm gjcnhjtybz b ytkçñjdm r eckjdyjcnzv,b dthf d ltntq rfr cbvdjk ldbåtybz xtkjdtxtcndf.Njkmrj bp jñobys vs vjåtv vsckbnm j ñeleotv.Gthtytcäv cjpyfybt yf ekexitybt dctq åbpyb, bñjhmñf pf ceotcndjdfybt cvtybncz pfdjtdfybtv djpvjåyjcntq.Nfr vsckbnt jñ jñobyt. Ekexifqnt cjpyfybt.201. Lfåt dj dhtvz pyfxbntkmyj eukeñkäyyjuj cjpyfybzvjuen ñsnm nhelyst xfcs. Vjåtn rfpfnmcz,xnj cdzpm c Exbntktv yt ceotcndetn, xnj Exbntkm ytceotcndetn. Yj pyfçobq crfåtn: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb!Pyfç vjç cdzpm c Exbntktv≥. Vjåtn rfpfnmcz vyjujtkbxysv gjvsckjv, yt døjlzobv d Extybt, _ pyfçobqcrfåtn: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb! Pyfç jcyjds Extybz≥.Vjåtn rfpfnmcz, xnj, kbiäyysq dctø cjnhelybrjd,ljkåty notnyj gjlybvfnm nzujcnb, _ pyfçobq crfåtn:≤Vfqz, jncnegb! Pyfç, rfr gj kbwe ptvkb hfcghjcnhfytysbcnbyyst cjnhelybrb!≥Vfqz dctø dtrjd pyftn, rjulf ghbrjcyenmcz r vjpue.Bp ukeñby ghtåybø jgsnjd vfqz dspsdftn njyreçghzåe rjktñfybq, b htfkmyjcnm gjrhjtn jxtdblyjcnmç,b pfvtnän zdktyyst ñjhjpls ljcnbåtybq. Vyj-182

ujwdtnyfz vfqz, gjhf epyfnm ntñz, xnjñ crfpfnm dgjkyjq ljcnjdthyjcnb: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb!≥202. Xfcnj jñdbyzçn jñobye d yfcbkbb yfl cdjñjljçkbxyjcnb. Ãnj jñdbytybt ghbkjåbvj r kçñjverjvghjvbccyjve cnhjç, yj yt r jñobyt. D cjpyfntkmyjqjñobyt vtcnj tcnm lkz rfåljuj nhelf.Vjåtn rfålsq dsñhfnm nhel gj åtkfybç, bñj rfålsqnhel bpjohäy yjdsvb ljcnbåtybzvb. Ytn crerbvtøfybxtcrjuj dsgjkytybz, bñj hfñjnybr zdkztnczd nj åt dhtvz bcgsnfntktv. Jy gjybvftn pyfxtybtpflfxb, xnjñs, yt yfheibd jñobq rjvgktrc ldbåtybz,dytcnb cjdthitycndjdfybt hfñjns.Ghbdtläv ghbvth Yfitq Jñobys. Yfi Lheu øbvbrD. øjxtn pfyznmcz yjdsv hfpkjåtybtv kextq _ybrnj tve yt vtiftn. Yfi Lheu R. øjxtn ecjdthitycndjdfnmhflbj ghbvtytybtv yjdsø cdtnjdsø djky _tve ybrnj yt vtiftn. Yfif Ctcnhf G. pfyznf cjwbfkmyjqghjñktvjq cjctlytq cnhfys _ tq ybrnj ytvtiftn. Yfif Ctcnhf Ç. pfyznf ptvktltkbtv b dyjcbnvyjuj ghbcgjcjñktybq _ tq ybrnj yt vtiftn.Ctcnhf J. kçñbn ktxtñyst hfcntybz b djghjcs jñhfpjdfybz_ tq ybrnj yt vtiftn. Ñhfn Ø. gjcnfdbkpfvtxfntkmysq nrfwrbq cnfyjr, b nfråt hfñjnftn yfl183

ghtjñhfpjdfybtv jñoby. Ñhfn V. pfyzn bcnjhbxtcrbvbbccktljdfybzvb. Yfi cfgjåybr gbitn pfvtxfntkmystabkjcjacrbt nhfrnfns. Htibntkmyj rfålsqyføjlbn hfñjne gj ctñt b gj åtkfybç vjåtn bpvtyznmtä. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, yeåyj åtkfybt hfñjns bhfcrhsnjt cjpyfybt, ghb rjnjhjv rfålsq nhel cnfyjdbnczedktrfntkmysv. Dtlm hfñjnf blän lkz ñeleotuj,b rfålsq ytcän kexibq rfvtym. B Vs ctqxfcd dble ujh ujdjhbv lkz ñeleotuj. B ds ãnb ckjdfgthtlflbnt åbntkzv ljkby, b jyb toä hfp dcgjvyznj djpvjåyjcnb ceotcndjdfybz Jñobys.203. Ds eåt cksifkb jn ljcnjdthysø gentitcndtyybrjd,rfr ghjdjlybrb jnrfpsdfçncz dtcnb dytrjnjhsø yfghfdktybzø. Crjhtt jyb lflen eñbnmctñz, ytåtkb gjdtlen dgthäl. Nfr b tcnm. Ghjdjlybrbgcbøjkjubhjdfys Yfvb. Yj tckb ytjcnjhjåysq genybrdcä-nfrb gjqlän dgthäl, gthtl ybv pfuhtvbnujhysq jñdfk. Tckb genybr jcbkbn ãnj ghtgzncndbt,nj ljålm otñyz eytcän tuj, bñj ytåtkfyysq ytljqlän.204. Nfqyf tcnm ghbpyfr ytpyfybz. Byjulf YfieJñobye jñdbyzkb d pfndjhybxtcndt b d ytåtkfybb184

gjvjufnm kçlzv. Cfvb ds pyftnt b dbltkb Yfc dhfpysø vtcnfø b dbltkb Yfibø ltzntktq.Yfib dtotcndtyyst gjcskrb ñskb yt vfks. Dspyftnt, xnj Yfib gbcmvf ljøjlzn ñscnhj b gjckfywsyt pfgfplsdfçn. Crfåbnt ãnj vjkjlsv lhepmzv.Tckb dtotcndtyyfz cdzpm vfkj pfvtnyf, nj yeåyjbcrfnm ghbxbye d ytcjukfcjdfyyjcnb cjpyfybz. TckbVs yt cgtibv c rfrbv-nj dscnegktybtv, pyfxbn, Vsyt øjnbv bcgjhnbnm ytxnj ghtåltdhtvtyyjcnmç. Ybrjulfyt hfcndjhbv elfhf chtlb ñtpdjkbz. Ybrjulf ytdkjåbv ckjdj, pyfxtybt rjnjhjuj ytgjyznyj. Dctulfdjplthåbvcz jn ñtpevyjq nhfns ãythubb, bñj gjjgsne pyftv, rfr lhfujwtyyf cnhtkf ãythubb. Yt cjvytdfqntcm,xnj pf ghtltkfvb dtcjvjq vfnthbb vsgjuheåftvcz dj dpfbvjltqcndbz njyxfqibø ãythubq,b nhfnf rhegbws ãnbø lhfujwtyyjcntq ljkåyf ñsnmhfpevyf. Cnjktnbz Vs yfrjgkzkb Yfib rybujøhfybkbof;hfpevyj ñeltn jøhfybnm bø jn gjåfhf. Yfytrjnjhsø cbvdjkfø dblys ldt cgbhfkb: yfcrjkmrjvjåyj gj jlyjq gjlyznmcz, yfcnjkmrj åt vjåyj cgecnbnmczgj lheujq. Gecnm gjvyzn nt, rnj yt ghjxm bphtxm:≤Vs eåt gjcnbukb≥. Rnj åt gjljphtdftn YfieJñobye d ñtpltqcndbb, nt ghjcnj ytcdtleob.185

205. Yfv yt yeåys ñkfujyfvthtyyst Ybrjlbvs,ghbøjlzobt yjxmç b vjkxfobt lyäv d cbytlhbjyt.Rfålsq ljkåty øhfybnm nfqye ljdthtyyeç, yj ljkåtybvtnm ckjdf j Yfc. Ckjdf ndählst, vjueobtjitkjvbnm ghjnbdybrf. Crfåbnt: ≤Kçñjgsnyj dbltnmujdjhzotuj j njv, xtuj yt pyftn≥. Tckb ñelenujdjhbnm ghjnbd rkfljd, crfåbnt: ≤Lfåt vjht gjkyjpfgtxfnfyysø ñenskjr≥. Ñelen ujdjhbnm ghjnbdJñobys, crfåbnt: ≤Gjxbnfçobq Øhbcnf, Ñelle bkbVjbctz yt lthpyän ujdjhbnm ghjnbd Jñobys Ñkfuf≥.Cfvjt øelitt _ crfpfnm kjåyjt jñdbytybt, bñj dyäv b kjåm, b rktdtnf, b ghtlfntkmcndj, b ytdtåtcndj.Crfåbnt: ≤Hfp Exbntkm ceotcndetn, gjxtve yt gjkmpjdfnmczTuj hfpevysvb cjdtnfvb? Cfvb yt gjkmpetntcmbvb, bñj yt pyftnt, rfr gjkexbnm bø. Njhjgbntcmepyfnm j Vføfnvfø yt d bcnjhbb, yj d åbpyb; gjrf åtjcnfdmnt ytdtåtcndj ghb ctñt≥.206. Bvtyyj, ñjhmñf ghjnbd jxtdblyjcnb. Htfkmyjcnm_ yt jxtdblyjcnm. Jxtdblyjcnm gj dctv ghbpyfrfvyt jndtxftn ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Cnfhst extybzgjpbnbdbpvf pfvtyzkb ljcnjdthyjcnm jxtdblyjcnmç, _jghfdlfybt bv jlyj: e ybø yt ñskj vbrhjcrjgjdb ntktcrjgjd, yb dybp, yb yfdthø. Yj gsnkbdsq ev186

yt cxbnftncz c eckjdyjç jxtdblyjcnmç, tve yeåyfltqcndbntkmyjcnm d jghfdt rjcvbxtcrbø pfrjyjd. Jygjybvftn, xnj åtvxeu ytdblbv d ukeñbyt b xnj ckjbdjpleøf vjuen crhsdfnm cnfb jhkjd.Ytlfdyj Vs ujdjhbkb j pfobnt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Gjvybnt, xnj yt ñtpuhfvjnysq yfhjl ñeltn zhbnmczghjnbd ltqcndbntkmyjcnb, yj ãnb vfktymrbt uhfvjntbcdbhtgj ñelen jncnfbdfnm cdjç ñkbpjhereç jxtdblyjcnm.Jyb ñelen levfnm, xnj vbh, pfrkçxäyysq d børheujpjht, ltqcndbntkty, dcä åt jcnfkmyjt, bv ytdblbvjt,zdkztncz dhtlyjq dslevrjq. Xnj åt ktåbnd jcyjdt ãnjq ybotycrjq epjcnb? Nf åt cfvfz, dblbpvtybdifz, cjñcndtyyjcnm. Ãnj vjq cdbyfhybr, bgjnjve dcä dyt tuj _ ytyeåyjt b dhtlyjt. Ãnj vjzjxtdblyjcnm, b gjnjve dyt tä ybxtuj yt ceotcndetn.Bpdtcnyfz ñfcyz j ckjyt b ctvb cktgsø ljcnfnjxyfjxtdblyjcnmç.Bvtyyj, rfr Vs ujdjhbv: Jñobyf ñjhtncz pf ltqcndbntkmyjcnm.Djn dfv toä jlby dbl cjçpybrjd _nt, rnj cnhtvzncz r ghfdlt, lkz rjnjhsø jxtdblyjcnmyt xnj byjt, rfr ytxbcnjt cntrkj. Tckb øbvbxtcrfzb ñbjkjubxtcrfz jxtdblyjcnm ckjåyf, nj toä ckjåyttjxtdblyjcnm gkfyjd gjcnhjtybz åbpyb b ltqcndbq.Ñtp hfpdbnbz cjpyfybz vs ñeltv ghtñsdfnm d gj-187

cnjzyyjv vbhfåt; rfr d rfnfktgcbb, vs pfcnsytvd crhçxtyyjv eåfct.Vfqz, jncnegb! Vs øjnbv b ñeltv pyfnm ltqcndbntkmyjcnm!207. Yt gjjohzqnt rjcvjujybxtcrbø hfcceåltybqlj endthåltybz cjpyfybz.Cktlbnt pf wtktcjjñhfpyjcnmç ghtgjlfdfybz dirjkfø. Ecnfyjdbnt djpvjåyjcnm lkz ecgtdfçobøcrjhtqituj ghjldbåtybz. Tckb htpdsq rjhfñkm ljkåtycgecrfnm gfhecf lkz hfdytybz cnhjz, nj yt ñeltnkb ãnj evthodktybtv djpvjåyjcntq? Pyftnt kb, rfrcjplfkfcm cnhjqyjcnm ecnhtvktybz rjhfñkz? B yt gjcnhjtykb jy lkz ghbyznbz yfbñjkmitq jgfcyjcnb?Rfr hfcøjljdfnm tuj lkz gthtdjprb vjhjåtysø jdjotq?!Dctulf cjøhfybnt djpvjåyjcnm jndtncndtyyjujghjldbåtybz. Gecnm c gthdjuj ujlf irjks vtlktyysqifu yt ñeltn epfvb lkz ñscnhjøjlf. Gecnm exbntkmpjhrj hfcgjpyftn vjueobø ñscnhj blnb. Yt yfljødfkbnm bø, yj cktletn hfcxbcnbnm bv genm. Cktletncjplfnm ghjvtåenjxyst rehcs, gj ãnbv cnegtyzv ñscnhstvjuen dpñtufnm. Yt crhsdfqnt jn ybø nhelyjcntq.Lkz bpdtcnyjuj nbgf cjpyfybz rfåljt gjldbujgjljñyjtldbåtybt tcnm eåt cdtn b hfljcnm.188

Nfråt jn exbntkz pfdbcbn ñscnhj jghtltkbnm yfghfdktybtvsiktybz extybrf, bñj jibñjxyjt yfgencndbttcnm nzårjt ghtcnegktybt, ãnbv vjåyj kbibnmczkexibø hfñjnybrjd. Rfålfz ytgjldbåyfzghjuhfvvf tcnm nheg, rjnjhsq ytdsyjcbv ghb cjkywtpyfybz. Rfr vjåyj crjhtt yflj eghjxbnm irjke,ghjdthbd cjpyfybt exbntkz. Cjplfqnt tve kexittgjkjåtybt, xnjñ djpkjåbnm yf ytuj jndtncndtyyjcnmpf cjpyfybt jñobyysø hfñjnybrjd.Ytdjpvjåyj, xnjñs irjks ñeleotuj yfgjvbyfkbcrjnyst ldjhs, ult rfktxbkbcm ytlfdybt gjrjktybz.Bpedthcndj b pfghtotybt cvtyzçncz djpvjåyjcnzvb.Lfqnt bpextybt htväctk, lfqnt cdjñjle dsñjhf bnhtñeqnt rfxtcndj nhelf. Lkz ãnjuj rfålsq exbntkmljkåty gjybvfnm pyfxtybt rfxtcndf.208. Ibhjrj vjåyj cjñbhfnm vjkjlsø cjnhelybrjd.Exbntkm øjntk ñs dbltnm yfghzåäyyjt bcrfybt,dvtcnj vfktymrbø gthtceljd. Yjxm ktåbn yfl ñjzobvbcz;zdysq eothñ bv vtytt pfvtnty, ytåtkbdjkjc kbiybq yf ujkjdt cjctlf. Vjåyj kb levfnmjñ jñobyt, rjulf pfyzns cgktnyzvb? Yj nhelyjcnmevtymiftncz, rjulf pyftv, xnj hfnybrb rktdtns vjuenjcnfnmcz pf cntyfvb yjdsø ujhjljd.189

Gecnm rktdtnybrb ghjcvjnhzn cgbcjr dctuj, bvbjrktdtnfyyjuj. Yt ñeltn kb ãnj cgbcjr xtkjdtxtcrbøãdjkçwbjyysø yføjåltybq? Ybrfrfz rktdtnf yt gjdkbztnyf cktlcndbt ãdjkçwbb. Yj rktdtnf tcnm gjåbhfntkmybwfåbpytyyjuj njgkbdf b, c njxrb phtybzwtktcjjñhfpyjcnb, ljkåyf ñsnm eybxnjåtyf. Ytktgjt,ñhfyyjt ckjdj xfcnj yt cjghjdjålftncz xänrjçvsckmç, yj ghbhjlf rktdtns dsyjityf dj nmvt,b vsckm ytcän tä ytcksiyj, rfr gjkän abkbyf.Cghfibdftn rnj-nj: ≤Pfxtv nfr jñhfofnm dybvfybtyf rktdtne?≥ Cghfibdfçobq yt pyftn jñ ãrjyjvbbãythubb.Yt yeåyj gtxfkbnmcz j cjhyjq ljhjut, yj ujhtcjhbntkzv!209. Eåt dbltkb, rfr ñskb pflfys Vyjç djghjcsdyjdm ghbitlitve. Gj jndtnfv vjåyj ñskj celbnm jrfxtcndfø ghbitkmwf. Rfåljve bp dfc ghbläncz exbnmghbøjlzobø. Tckb jyb yfxyen djghjcjv, ds jndtxfqntdjghjcjv åt. Ds pyftnt, rfr rfxtcndj djghjcflfän yfghfdktybt gjcktleçotve. Ytkmpz ljgecnbnm,xnjñs drhfkfcm ytnjxyjcnm d vsckb djghjcf. Xfcnjãnf gthdfz hfcgksdxbdjcnm kjåbncz rfr vfckzyjtgznyj yf gjrhsdfkj b cnfyjdbncz ytbpukflbvsv.190

Ghblän xfc, rjulf ds egjhyj ñeltnt yfcnfbdfnm yfdjghjcfø cj cnjhjys cjñtctlybrf. Yj gthdsq djghjcljkåty bcøjlbnm jn dfc. B hfymit dctuj cghjcbnt _xnj ghbdktrkj r dfv cjñtctlybrf? B gjckt ghtlkjåbnttve crfpfnm, rjulf jy d gthdsq hfp gjxedcndjdfkytujlyjcnm cjdhtvtyyjq åbpyb; pfntv gecnm jy hfccrfåtn,rfr gthdjt gjyznbt Exbntkz djpybrkj d tujcjpyfybb? Gecnm crfåtn, rfr jy gjybvftn gjldbu, bxedcndetn kb hfpkbxbt vtåle jxtdblyjcnmç b ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç,b vjåtn kb jcjpyfnm jñobye dyenhbcjpyfybz? Nfr yeåyj gjløjlbnm r pfhjckzv åtkfybqb vtxns. Yt ñjqntcm gjrfpfnmcz cehjdsvb, dtlm ujhfpljøeåt bpvznst, vzurbt gjleirb. Cehjdjcnmlfcn cdjb rjhyb, b tckb toä lfnm gjrfpfntkm yfghzåäyyjcnb,nj cjplfcncz zdktybt vjcnf.Ghbläncz bcrkçxbnm dct djghjcs j ñsditq ctvtqyjqåbpyb. Jlybv nfrbv djghjcjv vjåyj gjuhepbnmd jñsltyyjcnm, vtåle ntv rfr yflj dctvb vthfvbcjøhfybnm ytjñsxyjcnm htfkmyjcnb.Htfkmyjcnm d cdthrfybb vjkybb ujnjdbn genm.210. Yt vjuen jñdbybnm Yfie Jñobye d cøjkfcnbrt.Crjhtt vjåtn ytjgsnysq jitkjvbnmcz yfghzåäyyjcnmçntvgf b rfåeotqcz ytjåblfyyjcnmç.191

Cfvf åbpym lfän gjdjhjnkbdjcnm Jñobyt. Hjålfçnczyjdst cjtlbytybz, nhtñeçobt ytvtlktyyjuj jnütplfbkb cgtiyjuj djpdhfotybz.D Yfibø cnfhsø gbcmvfø ds xbnfkb, rfr ñsk dthtyYfi ghjuyjp cjwbfkmysø cjñsnbq. Toä ctujlyz dsbvttnt gjlndthåltybz j cjcnjzybb cjpyfybz d vbht.Xenrjcnm Yfituj fggfhfnf gjpdjkztn xbnfnm djkysytjcnjhjåysø vscktq vbhf. Cjdthityyj rfr bplfntkmcrfzrjvyfnf.Ytghfdbkmyj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj Yfif Jñobyf cblbngjl ntymç b ckfdjckjdbn ytdblbvjve Ndjhwe. Rfålfzrjycnherwbz ljkåyf ñsnm cjbpvthbvf c eckjdbzvbcnegtyb ãdjkçwbb. Vs cjpyfäv, rfrjq yfghzåäyysqhbnv nhtñetn cjdhtvtyyjcnm.Vjåtn ghbqnb r Yfv, rnj botn yfkfåtyyjcnm hfñjns.Vjåtn ghbqnb, tckb yfqlän ljhjue.211. Ghbpyfntkmyjcnm tcnm jghfdf cghfdtlkbdjcnb.Jñobyf ljkåyf pyfnm ceoyjcnm ghbpyfntkmyjcnb. Rfåljtwtktcjjñhfpyjt ltqcndbt yt eybxnjåftncz, yjytcän pf cjñjç ghbpyfntkmyjcnm. Ceoyjcnm ghbpyfntkmyjcnbñeltn d ghbjñotybb r ntcytqitve cjpdexbçcjpyfybz.192

Endthåltybt cjnhelybxtcndf yt tcnm cktlcndbt ajhvfkmyjujjghjcf. Njkmrj ltqcndbtv b htibvjcnmçvjåyj ghbñkbpbnmcz r cthlwe Jñobys. Exbnt ytegecrfnm djpvjåyjcntq. Tckb htibvjcnm b ltqcndbtdtlen r ghbpyfntkmyjcnb, nj ytjcvjnhbntkmyjcnm begeotybt cjplfçn nhelyjbpukflbveç ghtuhfle. Cjnhelybr,gj ytgjldbåyjcnb egecnbdibq ltqcndbt,ghtljcnfdkztncz cfvjve ctñt. Ãnj yt tcnm dpscrfybt,yj ghfrnbxtcrbq cgjcjñ gjrfpfnm tve tuj ytcjcnjzntkmyjcnm.Rjytxyj, htlrj rnj ghbpyftn cdjç ytcjcnjzntkmyjcnm,b njulf ghtljcnfdkztncz vfktymrjtcfvjcnjzntkmyjt eghfåytybt; xnj-nj blän nhelyj,xnj-nj crhbgbn b yt jnrhsdftncz. Yt cktletn gjljphtdfnmvfubxtcrbt ghbävs; ghjcnj dhtvtyyj jnktntkjdybvfybt Jñobys, b øjlekb ytjgsnyjcnbrfxfçncz gj dtnhe. Dj dczrjv ckexft, djpltqcndbtrjkktrnbdf, rfrbv zdkztncz Jñobyf, ñeltn vjoysv,b ñtp ãnjuj chtljnjxbz nhelyj blnb ntv, rnj jlyfålseåt bcgsnfk genb ñkfuf Jñobys.Cfvf ghbhjlf xtkjdtxtcndf ghbckeibdftncz r rfåljqdtcnb jñ Jñobyt. Gjgsnfçncz crfpfnm j ytdjpvjåyjcnbjñobys, yj ybrnj yt lthpyän endthålfnmj dhtlt tä. Vs pjdäv r fñcjkçnyjve, Vs ghtlkfuftv193

ltqcndbz ytjcgjhbvst, Vs øjnbv dbltnm djkç bcfvjcnjzntkmyjcnm. Ybxnj cjvybntkmyjt yt ljkåyjghjybrfnm d cjpyfybt nhelzobøcz. E Yfc cjñhfyspyfxbntkmyst pyfybz, b Vs vjåtv bvb gjkmpjdfnmcz,bñj Vs bvb gjkmpetvcz yt lkz ctñz, yj lkzBcnbys. B uheñjt ≤z≥ eåt cvtybkjcm ndjhzobv≤vs≥.Exbnt gjyznm Jñobye rfr rbgzobq bcnjxybr djpvjåyjcntq!212. Endthålfçobq Jñobye cgjcjñcndetn ecrjhtybçãdjkçwbb gkfytns. Dczrjt jrfvtytybt b ytgjldbåyjcnmñelen jpyfxfnm djpdhfotybt r gthdbxysvajhvfv.Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt yf bcnjhbç ghjikjuj; ds edblbntzcyst njkxrb ghtecgtzybq, ds yfukzlyj edblbnt,xnj ãnb njkxrb cjdgflfçn c ghjzdktybtv bltb jñobys_cjnhelybxtcndf.Hfpheifkbcm ltcgjnbb, ghjybrfkbljcnbåtybz yferb, djpybrfkb yjdst cgjcjñsnhelf, cbzkb ñkfubt lthpyjdtybz, rjulf hfpdähnsdfkjcmpyfvz cjnhelybxtcndf.Tckb ñs xtkjdtxtcndj xfot vsckbkj j cjnhelybxtcndt,jyj lfdyj eåt dcnegbkj ñs d vbhjdjt gjybvfybtJñotuj Ñkfuf.194

213. Crfåbnt kbwtvthysv cjpthwfntkzv: tckb cjpthwfybttcnm yfghzåtybt ãythubb b yfrjgktybtghsårf, nj Ktd vju pfdtofnm nfrjt ltqcndbt. Yj tckbcjpthwfybt tcnm ktyjcnm b hfdyjleibt, nj ytdjpvjåyjghtlcnfdbnm ãnj gjpjhyjt dhtvzghtghjdjåltybtrfr dtkbrbq pfdtn.Vyjuj yflj eñhfnm c genb. Yeåyj ghjdthbnm rfåljterjhtybdittcz zdktybt. Vs ghbdsrkb ghbpyfdfnmckexfqyst gyb pf gentdjlyst dtøb, yj, rfrljcnjqyst xktys hfpevyjuj jñotcndf, dct jndtncndtyyspf rfålsq ytktgsq gthtåbnjr. Ytkmpz cxbnfnmctñz åthndjq jñotcndtyyjuj ythfpevbz.Ytkmpz ecgjrjbnmcz yf vsckb, xnj ult-nj dbyjdfn.Kexit nhtpdj bcxbckbnm cdjb gjgecnbntkmcndf. Kexitñtp rhbdjq eksñrb cjjñhfpbnm, xnj vjåyj bcghfdbnmjn ctujlyz, b ghjdthbnm rfxtcndj rfåljujcdjtuj ltqcndbz. Ghbxäv cktletn yfxfnm ghjdthre ccfvjuj jñsltyyjuj. Yt ckbirjv kb ljkuj cgfk? Rfrujdjhbk c jrheåfçobvb? Yt jnkjåbk kb cgtiyeçhfñjne? Yt crfpfk kb kjåyst chjrb? Yt pfñsk kbpfñjnkbdjcnm jñ Jñotv Ñkfut? Nfr gthtcghfibdfqntctñz ñtp kbwtvthbz.195

214. Ghjdthzz cdjb ltqcndbz, ktuxt pjhrj yfñkçlfnmgjcnegrb lheubø. Ds ljcnfnjxyj pyftnt, yfcrjkmrjVs ghjnbd ghtlhfccelrjd b gthtåbnrjd. Bvtyyjd ãnjv cjpyfybb Vs ujdjhbv: jcnjhjåyj jnyjcbntcmr xeåbv jñsxfzv. Xfcnj d jcyjdt ktåfkj hfpdbnjtpyfybt; njulf, rfr htfkbcns, vs ljkåys cvsnm dctyfyjcs, yj kjvfnm pyfxtybt hfpevyjq jcyjds ñskjñs ytjghfdlfyyj.Tckb pjlxbq dblbn ghjxyjcnm jcyjdfybz, jy gjkmpetnczbv lkz yjdjuj plfybz. Yeåyf vbhjdfz ãrjyjvbzchtlcnd. Hjcrjim hfpheitybz jnjikf yfcnhfybws bcnjhbb. Vbh yeålftncz yt d yjdsø ãktvtynfø,yj d yjdsø cjxtnfybzø. B genm yjdjuj pfdjtdfntkzjpfhäy yt pfhtdjv gjåfhjd, yj bcrhfvbdyjdm ghbdktxäyyjq ãythubb. Ythfpltkmyj cjtlbytysghjdjlf djpvjåyjcntq. Dtkbrf jgfcyjcnm yfheibnmnjr ãythubb. Ujdjhbkb jñ jcvjnhbntkmyjcnb yt njkmrjlkz cjøhfytybz ãrjyjvbb, yj b lkz bpñtåfybzjgfcyjcnb. Kturj gththtpfnm gjlptvysq ghjdjl bkbibnm dtcm ujhjl cdtnf. Vjåyj kturj hfpheibnmgjktpyeç jcyjde b yfljkuj dytcnb dhtlyjt cvzntybt.Gjnjve ødfkbv hfpevyeç htibvjcnm b cjåfkttv jhjcrjib eybxnjåtybz.196

215. Cjkytxysq kex bcceiftn b hfpheiftn, yj cdtndjccnfyjdkztn. Yeåyf yfcsotyyjcnm, yj yt htprbqelfh. Cjpblfntkzv yeåyj pyfnm, rfr yfcsofnm fnvjcathe.Hexfntkmcndj ecgtøf d yfcsotyyjcnb fnvjcaths,rjnjhfz djccnfyfdkbdftn dcä ceott.Nfr yflj cnhjbnm, xnjñs dcä ghjikjt cjdgfkj cñeleobv.Hfpheiftncz dcä jibñjxyjt b ckexfqyjt, yj ybnmpyfybz yt ljkåyf ñsnm yfheityf. Yt ecnegrf ghjikjve,yj gjnjr dtxyjcnb.Tckb ñs kçlb yfexbkbcm joeofnm djkye cfynfys,jyb gjkexbkb ñs cjpyfybt Rjcvjcf.Rjulf genybr cnjbn yf dscjnt, hfpdt jy yt vjåtngjxeznm, xnj tuj ntkj djpdsiftncz rfr cjtlbytybtgkfytn? Bvtyyj, yt jnjhdfyyjcnm jn Ptvkb, yj dvtotybtcjtlbyztvjcnb ltkftn xtkjdtrf ltzntktv.Xeåljt extybt yfcnfbdftn yf zdktybb gjlxbytybz,yj jñobyf yfcnjkmrj yfcsotyf djpvjåyjcnzvb, xnjtlbycndtyyjq Bthfhøbtq ñeltn cnegtym pyfybz. Ybrnjyt yfpyfxftn Bthfhøf, yj ckeifçobq b gjpyfçobqghbpyfçn ntv ãne cnegtym. Exbntkm ñeltntcntcndtyysv Djåläv.Exbntkm d Fpbb zdkztncz gjyznbtv pfrjyysv. Gjpfdtne Ñells rfålsq ñeleobq Exbntkm gjxbnftncz197

jcjñtyyj. D ãnjv jnrhsnbb djpvjåyjcnb dtcm pfkjuñeleotuj.Yfcsotyyjcnm fnvjcaths gjlsvtn uhzleott htitybtvbhf.216. Jcnthtufqntcm yt bvtçobø dhtvtyb. Kjåyfzpfyznjcnm ghtålt dctuj erfpsdftn yf ytevtymt gjkmpjdfnmczcjrhjdbotv dhtvtyb b ghjcnhfycndf. Nfrbtkçlb vjuen bcgjkyznm kbim gthdbxyst ajhvs hfñjns.Ytdjpvjåyj bø ghbdktxm r cjpblfybç. Vs eåtujdjhbkb j kåtwfø chjrjd, rhfleobø xeåjt dhtvz;ntgthm crfåtv j vtkjxysø ktynzzø b creljevfø, pfuhfålfçobøgenm åbpyb. Jyb pfyzns, rfr cjcel,yfgjkytyysq gthwtv; e ybø dctulf ujhtxm jn hfñjns;jyb dfåys, rfr bylçrb, bñj gthtcxbnsdfçn rjkbxtcndjcvhflf rehtymz; jyb ghtljcnfdkzçn vtcnj hfñjnsjlehvfybdfybç. Dslevfys cjnyb ghtlkjujd, pfgjkyzçobøotkb uybkjq hfñjns. Jyb yt yfqlen xfcf lkzcfvjuj ytjnkjåyjuj. D negjcnb cdjtq jyb ujnjds cnfnmlthprbvb b jnhbyenm lkz ybø cfvjt ceotcndtyyjt.Jyb ñtcgkjlys nfr åt, rfr b djhs xeåjuj dhtvtyb.Cktletn bcrkçxfnm bø bp yjdsø gjcnhjtybq. Lkz ybøvjåyj jcnfdbnm gthtyjcre rbhgbxtq.198

Vs pyftv vyjuj nhelzobøcz, rjnjhst yfqlen xfclkz cfvjuj dfåyjuj; bv yt rfåtncz, xnj jyb pfyzns.Ytcregjq yf nhel _ otlhj gjkexbn. Ãnj rfxtcndjdvtotybz nhelf ytjñøjlbvj lkz hfcibhtybz cjpyfybz.Vjåyj kb xtv-kbñj pfvtybnm hfljcnm hjcnf cjpyfybz?D Yfibø byleccrbø gbcfybzø ds dcnhtxfkb dshfåtybt≤buhf≥ d ghbvtytybb r rjcvbxtcrbv gjyznbzv.Buhf Dtkbrjq Vfnthb Vbhf, yt dblyf kb jyfghjcdtnkäyyjve cjpyfybç? B lhfvf rhjdb yt pfvtybvfkb d cdtnt kextyjcyjq vfnthbb? Yj lkz cbzçotqbuhs yeåyj bvtnm ujnjdsq xfc.217. Tcnm ldf hjlf crtgcbcf: jlby _ ljñhjåtkfntkmysq,boeobq gjlndthåltybz; lheujq _ nheckbdsqcjñcndtyybr, bpñtufçobq yjdbpys. Zdktybtdnjhjuj ghbdsxyj d vfkjjñhfpjdfyysø rheufø. Ybrjulfyt yfxbyfqnt cgjhf c ãnbvb ckjzvb. Ghtlkjåbntbv gjxbnfnm b gjgjkybnm jñhfpjdfybt. Gthdsqhjl crtgnbrjd ghtlcnfdkztn lkz Yfc zdktybt ghbznyjt,bp ybø gjkexfçncz gjktpyst cjnhelybrb.Rjytxyj, jñsxyj jyb ñjktt jñhfpjdfyys b bø ghtåybqjgsn ñjufxt. Pfntv jyb vjuen ktuxt cjgjcnfdbnmlfyyst hfpysø jñkfcntq pyfybz. Rjytxyj, jyb eåt199

ujnjds r djcghbznbç jñobys, b chfdytybz ñelenlkz ybø kbim cyznbtv dhtvtyyjuj ñtkmvf.Rfr htfkbcns, Vs pyftv ltqcndbntkmyjcnm b hfletvcz,tckb rnj botn genäv ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Ãnfltqcndbntkmyjcnm gjpdjkztn yt ghblfdfnm pyfxtybzytdtåtcnde. Cytu, eytcäyysq dtctyybv cjkywtv, ytpfqvän dybvfybz, yj tckb jy cjplfcn ñjkjnj, vs hfcrbytvcnfy yf ñjktt dscjrjv vtcnt.218. Bpdtcnyjt cjcnjzybt vfnthbb crkflsdftn xtkjdtxtcreçjcjñm, dspsdfz r åbpyb cjpyfntkmyeçbylbdblefkbpfwbç, _ c ãnjuj vjvtynf yfxbyftnczñjhmñf ghjnbd jñobys. Rjulf d xtkjdtrt, rfr ujdjhzn,ghjñeålftncz pdthm, bvtyyj njulf bylbdblefkbpfwbz,ñtp gbnfybz cjpyfybz, jñhfoftncz d pkjcnysqãujbpv. Njulf yfxbyftncz gjøjl ghjnbd ghjcdtotybzb cjnhelybxtcndf. Ãujbpv yt cnfyjdbncz ñkfujhjlysvjcjpyfybtv kbxyjcnb _ nfrjq ãujbpv djpdhfoftnczr pdthbyjve cjcnjzybç, enhfnbd uheggjdst wtyyjcnbåbdjnysø. Nfrjq xtkjdtr øeåt pdthz. Vjåyj kbcnhjbnm jñobye bp ãnbø pdthjgjljñysø, yt bvtçobøjñotuj zpsrf? Njulf cnhjbntkb ljkåys gthtcvjnhtnmjcyjds xtkjdtxtcrjq bylbdblefkmyjcnb.200

Dczrfz hfvrf, dczrfz ghjuhfvvyfz eckjdyjcnm ljkåysñsnm ghjdthtys, yj ghjdthznm vjuen kbimkçlb veåtcndtyyst, eitlibt jn ep eckjdyjcntq. Nfryeåyj øhfybnm gjldbu xtkjdtxtcrjq kbxyjcnb.Yfqlencz gjñjhjdibt pdthz, yj blbnt bcrfnm bøñtp cnfhsø ajhvek. Tckb jñcnfyjdrf jñhfoftn dfcr dtnøjve vsiktybç, nj kexit cjåubnt ãne jñcnfyjdre,ytåtkb cltkfnmcz ckeufvb tä.Vs pyfkb nfrbø cnhjbntktq d cnfhsø rhtckfø. Vsdblfkb nfrbø ghjhjrjd c xtrjdsvb rybårfvb buhjvrbø djåltq yf jñtlfø. Ybrfrbt cnfhst cntys,lfåt cdznbkbof ñfyrf, yt erhtgzn cjpyfybt jñobys.Tckb jñobyybr vtxnftn øjnz ñs dytiybvb ghbävfvbgjøjlbnm yf rfgbnfkbcnf, pyfxbn, uybks yjub tujjñobys.Eybxnjåfqnt pdthz-xtkjdtrf. Ødjcnfnst kçlb bwtynfdhs yt døjlzn d ãdjkçwbç.Yeåyj ltzntkmyjt jcjpyfybt jñobys.219. Dczrfz yfcbkmcndtyyjcnm jceåltyf. Yfcbkmcndtyyjthfñcndj, yfcbkmcndtyysq ñhfr, yfcbkmcndtyysqnhel djpñeålfçn djpveotybt b jceåltybt. Yjbp dctø yfcbkbq cfvjt ghtcnegyjt b ehjlkbdjt phtkbotzdkztn yfcbkmcndtyyfz jñobyf. Rfåljt yfcbkbt201

jñhtxtyj yf htfrwbç, f cfvjt øelitt yfcbkbt jñhtxtyjyf htfrwbç cfveç øelieç.Yj jñobyf vbhf ceåltyf _ pyfxbn, ãktvtyns, ytdvtcnbdibt gjyznbt jñobys, ljkåys ñsnm eñtåltysd tä ytghtkjåyjcnb. Yt ckjdfvb kb eñtålfnm?Yj yt ckjdf, yj kbim vsckm eñtålftn b gththjålftncjpyfybt. Vsckm vjåtn ñsnm jñjcnhtyf kbim gcbøbxtcrjqãythubtq. Hfpdbnbt ãnjq ãythubb lfcn dsøjlcjpblfntkzv jñobys. Tckb jyb cfvb eñtåltys dytghtkjåyjcnb jñobys, ybrnj yt vjåtn pfghtnbnmbv gjckfnm vjoyeç vsckm lkz eñtåltybz ghjnbdybrjd.Kbim yeåyj gjyznm pyfxtybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubbd yfcnegfçotq ãdjkçwbb b yfexyj bpexfnm tä ghjzdktybz.Ytpfxtv ghjñjdfnm tä yf phtkbofø d dbltajrecjd. Cktletn cj dctq pfñjnkbdjcnmç b jndtncndtyyjcnmçghbcnegbnm r jnrhsnbç cjrhjdbof xtkjdtxtcndf.Yt vyjuj dhtvtyb, xnjñ gjpfñjnbnmczj ghtdhfotybb vyjubø ghjnbdybrjd d gjktpysøcjnhelybrjd. Rjytxyj, tckb ds gjljqlänt r ybv cecnhfitybzvb, ãnj ñeltn uheñj b ytljcnjqyj bcnbyysøjñobyybrjd.202

Cdtnkfz, dctgjñtålfçofz vsckm ñeltn dgjkyt cjjndtncndjdfnmeckjdbzv uhzleotq Yjdjq Ãhs cjnhelybxtcndf.Levftnt, xnj crfpfyyjt enjgbz? Njulf ljqlbnt ljYfc b eñtlbntcm, rfr ltqcndetn cjpyfntkmyfz vsckmxtkjdtxtcrfz!220. Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv j rhfcjnt uhzleotq ãdjkçwbb,Yfc yfpsdfçn jgnbvbcnfvb-enjgbcnfvb. RjulfVs ujdjhbv jñ eåfcfø cjdhtvtyyjcnb, Yfc yfpsdfçnvtxnfntkzvb-gtccbvbcnfvb. Yj Vs yt vjåtv ñsnmyb jgnbvbcnfvb, yb gtccbvbcnfvb, Vs htfkbcnsltqcndbntkmybrb.Vjåtnt ghtlcnfdbnm, rfrjt rjkbxtcndj åtkfçobøcnhtvbncz d Yfie Jñobye. Crjkmrj cdbltntkmcnd,crjkmrj jljñhbntkmysø jñhfotybq, yj d jcyjde ceåltybqgjkfuftncz kbim ltqcndbntkmyjcnm. Nfr åt gjcnegfqntghb jcyjdfybb yjdsø jñoby. Cvjnhbnt,xnjñs hjlcndtyyst jnyjitybz yt bvtkb pyfxtybz.Cvjnhbnt, xnjñs nofntkmyj ghjdthzkfcm ghtåyzzlheåñf b dhfålf; xnjñs ybrfrbt cdbltntkmcndf ytbpjuyekb htitybz, _ kbxysq jghjc, kbxyjt bcgsnfybt,kbxyfz jndtncndtyyjcnm. Cjdtneç yfxfnm bcgsnfybtc ghtlkjåtybz jnljøyenm, yt hfñjnfnm. Rfålsq,203

hfljcnyj ythfñjnfçobq, dfv yt cjnhelybr. Cghjcbnmvjåyj _ ghbpyfys kb pfckeub ghbitlituj ytñkfujlfhysvxtkjdtxtcndjv? Rfålsq åfkjñobr dfv ytcjnhelybr. Cghjcbnm vjåyj _ jndtncndtyty kb jycfv pf ghjikjt bkb lheubt, øelst kçlb? Dfi cjnhelybrghjikjt yt ñeltn djpkfufnm yf lheubø. Nfråtpfvtxfqnt, xnjñ, jcnfdktyysq jlby, jy yt gthtldbufkghtlvtnjd. Xtkjdtr, ghjybryedibqcz dfåyjcnmç ghjbcøjlzotuj,yt yfheibn ytpyfrjvjuj tve zdktybz.Xtkjdtr, ytvyjuj pyfçobq ceoyjcnm dtotq, jnytcänczñthtåyj r dfitve gjhzlre. Jcjñtyyj pjhrjcvjnhbnt pf vjkxfkbdsvb.Vjåyj pyfnm, xnj d yfcnjzott dhtvz vyjubt ujnjdsghbyznm jñobye b vyjubt vjuen jñhfpjdfnmcdjç gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç. Evtqnt erfpfnm bv, xnjñsghtålt dctuj evtkb jcjpyfnm ghbcencndbt ãnjqãythubb. Vjåyj jñhfpjdfnm b ecbkbnm njkmrj jcjpyfyyjt.Yt ghfds åtkfçobt bcgsnsdfnm cdjç gcbøbxtcreçãythubç, yt gjxezd ghbcencndbz tä. Ãnj ytñeltn ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç.221. Rjulf ujdjhbv jñ jñhfpjdfybb gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb d cjpyfntkmyjt jheåbt, vjuen cghjcbnm: c204

xtuj yfxfnm? Yeåyj yfxfnm c jcjpyfybz ghbcencndbztä. Lkz ãnjuj jcjpyfybz ytjñøjlbvj ljnhjyenmcz ljjlyjuj bp cfvsø jcyjdysø gjyznbq. Byjulf ãnj yfpsdfkb,ytelfxyj, dthjç, yj kexit yfpdfnm ljdthbtv.Dthf jndtxftn cfvjubgyjpe. Ljdthbt cjjndtncndetncfvjfyfkbpe. Dthf ytjghtltkäyyf d ceotcndt. Ljdthbtgjlndthålftn ytghtkjåyjcnm. Bläv genäv ytghtkjåyjcnb.Ytn cetdthbz jcjpyfnm vjom xtkjdtxtcrjujfggfhfnf. Ljcnfnjxyj pflevfnmcz yfl ghjwtccfvb vsiktybzbkb htaktrcf, bkb øjnz ñs gbotdfhtybz.Vjåyj kturj pfvtnbnm ghjzdktybt ythdysø wtynhjd,yj ytxnj jñütlbyztn bø ltzntkmyjcnm cjpyfntkmyj, ytdøjlz d ghtltks hfpevf. Ãnjn jhufy yfpsdfkb leøjv,yj jghtltktybt ãnj jgznm hfcgksdxfnj, d yäv ytnecnhtvktybz.Dtkbrbq Fev tcnm gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz, gbnftvfzghfyjç. Vjåyj hfccvfnhbdfnm tä rfr abpbxtcrbq jhufy,bñj jyf gjllfäncz bpvtytybzv. Joeotybt ãnjujdctcdzpeçotuj jhufyf ljkåyj yfgjkybnm hfljcnmçrfåljuj jñobyybrf. Nfrfz rjjgthfwbz gjpdjkztnlevfnm j vbhjdsø hfpvthfø. C ãnjuj jcjpyfybz yfxbyftnczjoeotybt djpvjåyjcnb eghfdktybz gcbøbxtcrjqãythubtq.205

Endthåltybt gjvjåtn pføjntnm ghbdtcnb d ltqcndbtyfqltyysq jhufy. Åtkfybt ghb cjpyfybb jndtncndtyyjcnbghbdtlän r yføjåltybç Exbntkz. Dcä ltkjd rfxtcndt b hfcibhtybb cjpyfybz.Ujdjhbk _ ≤vjåyj≥, ybrjulf yt pfghtofk. Tckbñeltnt bcrfnm ñkbåfqibq rjhhtkzn gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb, ãnj ñeltn ltqcndbt.222. Kçlb lfåt ghb tlt pfgbyfçncz j ytghbdsxyeçgjcele. Ñskj ñs ytgjghfdbvjq jibñrjq gjckfnmvsckm, yt cxbnfzcm c rfxtcndjv ghbävybrf. Lfdyjujdjhbkjcm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb gjyznyjuj zpsrf lkzrfåljuj ckeifntkz, yj d åbpyb ãnj ghbvtyztnczjxtym htlrj.Yeåyj, ghb eñtåltybb gjchtlcndjv ghbvtytybzgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb, egjnhtñkznm zpsr eñtålftvjuj.Vjukb yt hfp pfvtnbnm, rfr zpsr Exbntkz cjjndtncndjdfkdshfåtybzv extybrjd. Yf ãnjv ckfufkbcm ytktgstgjljphtybz j gjlltkrfø, bñj rjve-nj rfpfkjcmcnhfyysv, xnj øfhfrnthyst dshfåtybz extybrf gthtlfdfkbcmhtxmç Exbntkz. Yj ybrnj yt gjlevfk, xnjnfrbv jñhfpjv jñktuxfkfcm ecdjztvjcnm. Yeåyj nfråtgjyznm, xnj ghb cjdvtcnyjq hfñjnt jñjñofçncz cgjcjñsdshfåtybq _ bthjukba gjybvfybz eukeñkztncz.206

Yj ytpyfqrb ghjljkåfçn rktdtnfnm j gjlltkrt b ytøjnzn jñthyenmcz yf ctñz, ghbgjvybd hfpybwe cdjbødshfåtybq c hfpysvb kçlmvb. Vs kbim hfcibhztvnjn åt ghbywbg. Vs ghtlkfuftv ghbvtybnm zpsr ckeifntkzdj dctq tuj øfhfrnthyjcnb. Yfv ytn ltkf, d xävYfc ñeltn jñdbyznm jñsdfntkm, Yfv yeåyj ñkfujtcktlcndbt. Tckb lkz cgfctybz jn jgfcyjcnb ds ljkåysghbvtybnm cfvjt cnhfyyjt dshfåtybt, yt gjvsckbntåt ghjvtlkbnm! Ãnj eckjdbt ytjñøjlbvj ghb ecjdthitycndjdfybbgthtlfxb vsckb.Ghtålt dctuj ds ljkåys bcgsnfnm cdjç yføjlxbdjcnmb ghbvtyztvjcnm d cfvsø hfpkbxysø eckjdbzø.Käurjcnm ghbävjd vsiktybz cjplfcn rhskmz vsckbdfitq. Vjåyj yfxfnm c cfvjuj øfhfrnthyjuj dshfåtybzckeifntkz. Ãnj ghbdsxyjt ckjdj kturj pfrhtgbnczd cjpyfybb, yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj cjcnhflfntkmyjgjlvtnbnm dcä øfhfrnthyjt. Ghbläncz bvtnm nsczxeukfp!223. Vtnjls Pfgflf b Djcnjrf gj gthtlfxt vsckbhfpkbxfçncz. Lkz dyeitybz Pfgfl cnfhfkcz ghbvtybnmytgjchtlcndtyyjt, fuhtccbdyjt djpltqcndbt: ljnhfubdfybt,abrcbhjdfybt dpukzljv, uhjvrjt ñjhvjnfybtghbrfpf cdjtq ghbvbnbdyjcnmç yfgjvbyfçn207

ybpibø rjkleyjd Çåyjq Bylbb. Ghb ãnjv nfrjqghbrfp jnkbxftncz ytljkujdhtvtyyjcnmç b jñsxyjjødfnsdftn cjpyfybt kbim lkz jlyjuj jghtltkäyyjujltqcndbz. Djcnjr ghtålt dctuj botn dyenhtyybq rjynfrnc cjcnjzybtv cjpyfybz, xnj gjpdjkztn ndähåt,lkbntkmytt yfgjkybnm cjpyfybt.Pfgflybr cnfhftncz cdthkbnm dfc dpukzljv, yj djcnjxybr,gjcskfz vsckm, bvtyyj yt ñeltn cvjnhtnm yfdfc, bñj ghjwtcc dpukzlf gjybåfk ñs htprjcnm ghbrfpf.Rjytxyj, ukfpf gjcskfçotuj ñelen jnrhsns, bjy ñeltn ghtlcnfdkznm ctñt cdjtuj rjhhtcgjyltynf,b d vscktyyjv bpjñhfåtybb jy vjåtn gjkytt jødfnbnmceoyjcnm tuj. Ybrfrjt yfghzåtybt yt ecbkbnãaatrnf, yj kbim ytghtkjåyjcnm cjpyfybz b dthyjcnmnjyf gcbøbxtcrjuj pderf. Crfkf hfcgflftncz jnltnjyfwbb, yt cnjkmrj jn njkxrf. Cfvjt nhelyjt kturjljcnbuftncz, tckb cjpyfybt ljcnfnjxyj b cgjrjqcndbtyt yfheityj. Ñtlf d njv, xnj kçlb cxbnfçn cgjrjqcndbtñtpltqcndbtv.Ltqcndbt _ ãythubz _ cdtn!224. Ndthlbkb: evtqnt yfqnb hfljcnm d dtxyjq hfñjntb d dtxyjv ljpjht. Ds cksifkb vepsre b gtybtd Yfitq Jñobyt. Yeåyj hfccvfnhbdfnm bø rfr xfcnm208

hfñjns. Jñsxyj kçlb ghb pderfø dgflfçn d gcbøbxtcrjtñtpltqcndbt b lfåt yt vjuen hjålfnm jñhfpjd. Ãnjghjbcøjlbn jn ghbdsxrb gjybvfnm jnlsø rfr jnegtybt.Vjåyj ghbdsryenm gjkmpjdfnmcz bcreccndjv rfrrjyltycfwbtq cbk. Yt njkmrj djpdsitybt ltzntkmyjcnb,yj b jñjcnhtybt cbk lfän ghjbpdtltybt rhfcjns.Yj ãnj gjkjåtybt yeåyj ghbyznm cjpyfntkmyjb yfexbnmcz gjkmpjdfnmcz ãvfyfwbzvb ndjhxtcndf.Vjåyj kb vsckbnm gjcnhjtybt jñobys ñtp rhbcnfkkjdpderf b wdtnf? Gjbcnbyt, ãnj ñeltn rhjnjdfzyjhf! Yjcbntkb pderf b wdtnf ljkåys ghbytcnb djñobye cjcel ythfcgktcrfyysq. Pyfybt b ndjhxtcndjñelen Fvhbnjq Jñobys.Ytdjpvjåyj ghtcsnbnmcz pyfybtv; ytbcxbckbvsgjlüävs ndjhxtcndf. D ãnjq ñtcrjytxyjcnb ktåbncnbvek dtxyjq hfñjns. Hfñjnfçobq vjåtn yfcsofnmcz,b ljpjh lkz ytuj njkmrj hfljcnm cjpyfntkmyjujñjlhcndjdfybz. Ceotcndj yfit nhtgtotn dcgbhfkzø cdtnf, b cdtn pdexbn.Rjytxyj, ndjhxtcndj hfpkbnj d rfåljv nhelt, yjytrjnjhst bcrhs dtkbrjuj Fevf yfghfdkzçn ntxtybtåbpyb. Nj zdktybt ndjhxtcndf jñhfpetn epks ãdjkçwbb,bv pfrhtgktyf ghzåf Vfnthb Vbhf, pfrhtgktyfd nhelt dtxyjuj ltqcndbz.209

Yt yeåyj eksñfnmcz yf Yfi zpsr cbvdjkjd Djcnjrf.Rfålsq cbvdjk cjlthåbn ckjåyjt jgbcfybtcdjqcnd vfnthbb. Yt dblbv yeåls jnvtybnm rhfnrbqbthjukba, gjyznysq cjnyzv vbkkbjyjd kçltq; ntvñjktt xnj ãnb rhfnrbt pyfrb rhfcbds. B ds, kçlbPfgflf, bvttnt ghfdj bp lkbyyjuj ltkfnm kbim rhfcbdjt.Wdtn b pder ñelen Fvhbnjq Jñobys. Pyfybt zdbndtxyjcnm hfñjns. Ltqcndbt jrheåftn dtkbrbq Fev.225. Bpextybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb jñktuxftnczjlbyfrjdjcnmç jcyjdysø pfrjyjd. Rfr dytiytabpbxtcrbt,nfr b gcbøbxtcrbt eckjdbz gjldthåtysfyfkjubxyjve ghjwtcce jñhfpjdfybq b cktlcndbq.Djpmväv ghjcntqibq ghbvth: xtkjdtr blän gj dtnhebkb gj ntxtybç b cñthtuftn vyjuj ãythubb. Rjulfxtkjdtr ghbjñoftncz ghfdbkmyjve ntxtybç ãdjkçwbb,jy xeltcyj kturj ghjøjlbn ghtgzncndbz. Ltkjkbim d njv, xnjñs plhfdj jghtltkbnm rjycnherwbçãdjkçwbb.Blnb gj yfghfdktybç ãdjkçwbb djdct yt pyfxbnnfobnmcz d ødjcnt ñjkmibycndf. Dcz bcnjhbz xtkjdtxtcndferfpsdftn, xnj euflsdfkj ãdjkçwbç vtym-210

ibycndj. B ãnb ytvyjubt jnrelf-nj xthgfkb cbksghtjljktdfnm ghtgzncndbz.≤Rjynfrn rjcvbxtcrjuj ghtjñhfpjdfybz c gcbøbxtcrjqãythubtq hjålftn cjcnjzybt cxfcnkbdjuj gjnjrf≥_ nfr ujdjhbk Ñellf. Jy erfpfk hfpkbxbt vtålejxtdblyjcnmç b ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç. Tuj chfdytybt jxtdblyjcnbc vbhfåjv ujlbncz lkz kçñjq cjdhtvtyyjqñtctls.Vjåyj kb hfcgjpyfdfnm ntxtybt bcnbyyjq ãdjkçwbb,tckb cktgfz jxtdblyjcnm pfckjyztn ltqcndbntkmyjcnmb ghtleñtåltybt zdkztncz ecnfyjdbdibvczvytybtv? Rjulf kçlb jcjpyáçn vbhfå ghtleñtåltybz?!D rfåljv ghtleñtåltybb pfrkçxtyj pkjñyjtyfvthtybt xtkjdtxtcrjve ceotcnde. Ãnj yt vjhfkm,yj ghfrnbxtcrjt ghtleghtåltybt. Rfrjt ghtlcnfdktybtjñ jñobyt vjåtn ckjåbnmcz e ghtleñtåläyysøkçltq! Ytktgj ujdjhbnm c ybvb j cdjñjlyjv hfcibhtybbcjpyfybz: e ybø ytn gjyznbz cdjñjls, f ñtpcdjñjls yt yfqnb heckj cxfcnkbdjuj gjnjrf.Pflevfqntcm j pfrjyfø gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.226. Rjulf xtkjdtr gjgflftn d ytcjdthityyeç jñobye,d eåfct jy ecnhtvkztncz d ghjnbdjgjkjåyjcnm,_ ãnj ytghfdbkmyj. Gjyzdibq ytcjdthitycndjljkåty yfxfnm ñjktt cjdthityyjt. Gecnm hfcnen211

yjdst jñobys, rfr d gecnsyt yjdst hjlybrb. Jrjkjrfåljuj hjlybrf pfptktyttn ytåyfz nhfdf, b cnhebhjlybrjd cjkmçncz gjnjv d jlyjv ntxtybb. Ytelfxfjlyjq jñobys ljkåyf ñsnm gjdjljv r yjdsvjñobyysv cnhjtybzv. Nfr vsckbnt j yjdsø djpvjåyjcnzø.Vs dtlm htfkbcns b vjåtv cdjñjlyj hfcgjhzåfnmczghjcnhfycndjv. Dtkbrbq Fev pjdän r ltqcndbç!Egjhyj vs pyftv j yfibø yjdsø vtcnfø, b lkzyfc ytn ljkujuj genb. Xthtp rjkmwf pvbz gjlybvftvczyf ghjcnjh øjkvf, bñj vs cñthtukb pfgfc gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb b hfpjxfhjdfnm yfc ytkmpz.Pdfysq ujcnm yt jnjqlän, yfqlz jlye ldthm yfpfgjht, yj jñjqlän ljv b jcvjnhbn dct døjls.Evtqnt d ytcjdthitycndt yfqnb djpvjåyjcnb!227. Evthitt cjpyfybt rfr itkeøf enhfxtyyjujpthyf. Gjyznbt gjkyjq hfcndjhbvjcnb, byfxt cvthnb,ghbyflktåbn ghjlernfv gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vjåyjghtlcnfdbnm fnhjabç cjpyfybz, rjnjhjt yt gbnftnczecnhtvktybtv b ytekjdbvj hfpkfuftncz d gjnjrt njyxfqibøãythubq, ytekjdbvj b ytdjpdhfnyj.Ujdjhzn j ytjñøjlbvjcnb gbnfybz evf rybufvb, _ãnj ñeltn dytiybv ghjzdktybtv. Yj ñtp ecnhtvktybz212

gbnfybt evf ñeltn ajhvfkmysv b ñtcgkjlysv.Ecnhtvktybt ljkåyj blnb bpyenhb ñtp dytiybøghbxby. Ghtgzncndbz åbpyb yt vjuen dkbznm yf rfxtcndjecnhtvktybz. Rjhtyyjq bvgekmc, dsdtlibq bprktnrb vbythfkf xtkjdtxtcreç jcjñm, yt ljkåtypfvbhfnm, rjulf rfvtyyfz rktnrf dcnfkf yf øjlekb.Njulf b ljkåyj yfcnegbnm ghtcsotybt dctv ñsdibvb ytelthåbvjt ecnhtvktybt dgthäl.Enhfnbd ecnhtvktybt, xtkjdtr gthtcnfän yfpsdfnmczcjpyfntkmysv ceotcndjv. Vjvtyns hfcgflf cjpyfybzøfhfrnthyj jnhfåfçncz yf abpbxtcrjv bpkextybb.Vjåyj dbltnm rfr ñs rkeñs cthjuj gfhf, cntkzobtczdybp bp cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz; ãnj gjlndthålftn, xnjvs bvttv ltkj c ãythubtq, _ rhfnrj crfpfnm, dtkbrbqFev jñhfnbkcz d gtgtk. Vs eåt d ltncndt dblbv, rfrecnhtvktybt gtgtkbncz.Cfljdybr, gjljqlb b cybvb eksñrjq gskm c ktgtcnrf!Eksñrf rfr rhskj dtkbrjuj Fevf. Cfljdybr,ns bpñhfk pfñjne j wdtnfø. Wdtn pfhb pdtybn d hfljcnbpderf ghjcnhfycndf. Vjåyj levfnm j lfkmybøvbhfø.228. Ghbikj dhtvz, rjulf rfåljve nhelzotveczcrfåtv: ≤Ns Yfi!≥ Rjulf gthtcvjnhbv genb b pyfrb,213

yfxbyfz jn pdäplysø. Rjulf cjrhfnbv zpsrb b dshfåtybzvsiktybz. Rjulf gthtxnäv cnbø cnfhbysd gjcktlybq hfp.Ltkbkb åbpym gj gthbjlfv b gj cnbkzv, jnlfdfzlfym vthfv ytcjdthityysø lytq. Rnj gjltkbk cjpdtplbz?Rnj gjltkbk yfhtxbz? Rnj ghbgjvybk yfcktlbzdctø yfhjljd? Cnbkm jghtltkzk jcjñtyyjcnb dtrf.Dytiybt pfpeñhbys jhyfvtynf yjczn ghtlhfccelrbb eckjdyjcnb kåb. Gjhf ltkbnm yfcktlbz kbim gj gjntywbfkedyenhtyytve. Yeåyj pyfnm yfhfcnfybz åbpyb.Ajhvs uhjñjd yeåyj jcnfdbnm evthibv. Ghfdlf,yeåyj joeofnm ifub rekmnehs, yj yt pbupfub bpytåtyyjcnb.Vfkjleibt, pfrjdfyyjt d yterkçåbt kfns,yt dtkj r jñotxtkjdtxtcrjq hfljcnb, yj htnjhnfcrhjvyjuj fkøbvbrf xfcnj cdtnbkfcm Jñobv Ñkfujv.Ñtp cetdthbz vs ljkåys ghjcvjnhtnm dtøb hjcnfxtkjdtxtcndf gjl pyfrjv jñobys. Ghjcvjnhtnm, rfrgjñtlf jñobys hjckf, pfåbufz juyb pyfybz b rhfcjns.Bcnbyyjt pyfybt b rhfcjnf pfrkçxfçn d ctñtkexieç jñobye.Jnñthäv dcä kexitt b endthlbv: gjpyfdibq kexittcltkftncz jñobyybrjv.229. Ndähljcnm, cgjrjqcndbt, yføjlxbdjcnm, ñscnhjnf_ nfr cghfibdfqnt rfåljuj, edthzçotuj d ght-214

lfyyjcnb jñobyt. Yj vjåtn jrfpfnmcz cgjrjqcndbtdj dhtvz cyf, ndähljcnm d ñtpltqcndbb, yføjlxbdjcnmpf tljç b ñscnhjnf d gjkextybb ltytu.Bcgsnfybt gjcnjzyyj ghbvtyztncz d jñobyt.Cfvst yjdst ajhvs åbpyb yt bcrkçxfçn bcgsnfybz.Ds pyftnt, xnj Vs ghjnbd pfhfytt jñüzdktyysøirjkmysø bcgsnfybq. Nfråt Vs ghjnbd pfhfyttjgjdtoäyysø bcgsnfntkmysø gthbjljd. Ãnb gjdthøyjcnystpyfybz b kbwtvthyst gjdtltybz yt ecrjhzçn,yj pfvtlkzçn hfpdbnbt. Yt ghbgjvyç, xnjñjñhfpjdfkcz dslfçobqcz ltzntkm, gjlxbyzzcm ãnbvkbwtvthysv eckjdbzv.Yfxbyfqnt cnhjbnm jñobye rfr ljv pyfybz b rhfcjns.Ybrfrbø eckjdysø vthbk yt ñeltn d ãnjv ljvt.Dct ñelen cnhtvbnmcz pyfnm b dshfåfnm cdjä pyfybt.Njkmrj ytghtcnfyyjt epyfdfybt gjvjåtn, njkmrj yfcsotyysqnhel elthåbn jn jñjhfxbdfybz d nävysqeujk. Yj Vs åläv ecnhtvkäyysø gjrbyenm cnfheçåbpym. Ytn øeåt, ytåtkb ghbytcnb c cjñjq pfceityre.Ãnb pfceityrb jnybvfçn hfljcnm.Yjdjt cnhjtybt ljkåyj cnjznm elfkäyyj jn åbksøljvjd, xnjñs aeyrwbb jñbøjlf yt rfcfkbcm plfybz,ult reäncz ñeleott xtkjdtxtcndf. Vs cjukfcys c ntv,xnj jñobyybrb yt ljhjåfn åbpymç, _ ãnbv jyb215

gjlndthålfçn ytghthsdyjcnm ceotcndjdfybz. Yjrfxtcndj cjpyfybz ljkåyj ñsnm yfghzåäyyjq pfñjnjqjñobyybrjd. Ghbøjlbncz ndthlbnm j cjpyfybb,bñj kçlb yt ghbdsrkb joeofnm tuj.Ctynbvtynfkmyjcnm xfcnj ghbybvftncz pf cjcnhflfybt,uytd pf djpveotybt b cfvjjøhfytybt pf veåtcndj.Yeåyj gjyznm, rfr yfghzåäyyj yflj jxbofnm cdjbgjyznbz yt njkmrj d vsiktybb, yj d ltqcndbb.230. Rfpfkjcm ñs, yfdctulf gjrjyxtyj c ldevzpfgflysvb bpvsiktybzvb _ vbcnbwbpvjv b vtnfabpbrjq.Kfñjhfnjhbz, chtlytjñjheljdfyyfz, ujdjhbnljcnfnjxyj j cdjqcndfø tlbyjq vfnthbb. Yj rfr njkmrjkçlb dsøjlzn pf ghtltks jgsnf ghjikjuj lyz,jyb yfxbyfçn gjrhsdfnm cdjç ñtcgjvjoyjcnm ytjghtltkäyysvb,gskmysvb yfpdfybzvb. Jyb djccnfçnghjnbd vtnfabpbrb b vbcnbwbpvf, ghbrhsdfzãnbvb geufkfvb dct yfexyst djpvjåyjcnb uhzleotujlyz. Vtnfabpbrf ghjikjuj lyz jñhfnbkfcm d yfexyeçbcnbye gjchtlcndtyyjuj uhfvjntz, f vbcnbwbpvjrfpfkcz bcnjhbxtcrbv afrnjv, b cntyrf uhjñf eñtlbkfñjkmit cjpyfybq, cfvsø jñibhysø.216

Njulf Vs cghjcbv _ pfxtv åt crtgnbr-jñsdfntkmytecnfyyj gktnän ktutyls b nrän vbas? Nsczxf ktnljcnfnjxyf lkz gjkbhjdrb cfvjuj bpscrfyyjuj vbaf,b jñotcndtyysq ltzntkm djpyjcbncz yf ñevfåysqJkbvg. B yjdjhjåläyyst crtgnbrb nzyen tuj pf rhfqøbnjyf, eujdfhbdfz cdjbø njdfhbotq gjcflbnm yjdsøytñjåbntktq. Yjdsq gjhnyjq gthtrhjbn øbnjy, bvba hjålftncz. Ujdjhbv jñ ãnbø atybrcfø yt lkzeksñrb. Yeåyj, yfrjytw, ecdjbnm ezdktybt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.F dczrfz ytdtåtcndtyyjcnm ljkåyf ñsnmhtfkmyj jñyfheåtyf b elfktyf bp jñobys. Jñsdfntkmcrjtvbajndjhcndj yt ghbceot jñobyt.C Yfitq Jñobyjq vjuen blnb gjyzdibt htfkmyjcnmb bcnbyysq vfnthbfkbpv. Ytkmpz ctñt ghtlcnfdbnmvbcnbrf b vtnfabpbrf pf Yfitq juhfljq. Vtnfabpbr,gjkexbdibq elfh, rhbxbn: ≤Z gjhfåäy abpbxtcrb!≥Vbcnbr ghjnbhftn ukfpf jn cbzybz åbpyb.Pfxtv ds åbdänt? Xnjñ gjpyfdfnm b cjdthitycndjdfnmcz.Ybxnj nevfyyjt yt eljdktndjhbn yfc.231. Jxtdblyjcnm tcnm rehbyfz ltqcndbntkmyjcnm.Njkmrj yfghzåäyysv cjdthitycndjdfybtv vjåtntghbñkbpbnmcz r ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.217

Cjdthitycndjdfybt vjåtn gjrfpfnmcz rkthbrfkmysvgjyznbtv, yj Vs gjybvftv cjdthitycndjdfybtrfr ekexitybt htfkmyjuj fggfhfnf. Ekexitybt fggfhfnfdj dctq tuj gjkyjnt ljcnjqyj xtkjdtxtcndf.Ghb gjybvfybb abpbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf kçlb ljkåyscnhtvbnmcz r ekexityysv ajhvfv.232. Ds pyftnt, xnj eckjdbz Yfitq Jñobys ytkturb, yj dsgjkytybt bø jñktuxftncz exfcnbtv djdctø ghjxbø jñobyfø. Vyjubt cjwbfkmyst jhufybpvsyt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yf dyenhtyytt cjlthåfybtcdjbø exfcnybrjd. Ghjqlz Yfie lbcwbgkbye, ytvjåtnt ghbpyfnm jñobye nfv, ult cjøhfytys kbimytrjnjhst dytiybt ghbpyfrb tä.Vs gjpdjkztv pfgbcfnm ytrjnjhst Yfib ñtctlsyt lkz erjhf b ghjnbdjgjcnfdktybz, yj lkz cjpyfybzntø, rnj rjulf-nj cksifk j Yfitq Jñobyt; rnj epyfkj ytcñsnjxyjq vtxnt, ghtndjhbditqcz d åbpym. D yjxystxfcs rnj-nj ñjktk vsckmç b nen åt ghberhfifkñskm. Yeåyj gthtlfnm bv Yfib ñtctls.Utjuhfa vjåtn ecgjrjbnmcz, Vs pfybvftv yf Ptvktjghtltkäyyjt vtcnj. Rjycgbhfnjh vjåtn entibnmcz,Vs bvttv d hfpysø xfcnzø cdtnf ljcnfnjxyjt rjkbxtcndjcjnhelybrjd. Yteljdktndjhäyysq jñobyybr218

vjåtn endthlbnmcz d cjpyfybb ghfrnbxtcrjuj ceotcndjdfybzJñobys.Zdyst, vfnthbfkmyst xktys b cjnhelybrb Yfibdcnhtxtys dfvb d hfpysø cnhfyfø. Yfib ñtctls ytpfrkçxfçn d ctñt ybxtuj jndktxäyyjuj. Vs hfñjnftvd kbybb dtkbrjq ãdjkçwbb. Rfålsq ghbñkbåfçobqczr Yfitq Jñobyt cnfyjdbncz ltqcndbntkmybrjv.Hfñjnfqnt lkz ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.233. Vyjuj hfp vs ñtctljdfkb j hfcibhtybb cjpyfybzb jñ jdkfltybb vyjubvb gjktpysvb cdjqcndfvb.Rfr åt ghjbcøjlbn ãnj yfhfcnfybt? Tckbnhelyj ecvjnhtnm hjcn djkjcf, nj vyjuj nhelytt ekjdbnmhjcn cjpyfybz. Jibñjxyj levfnm, xnj vjåyjcktlbnm pf yfhfcnfybtv cjpyfybz. Dtlm cktlzobqfggfhfn ghtnthgtdftn nj åt yfghzåtybt. Dtlm tuj oegfkmwfboen dctulf dgthäl. Ytdjpvjåyj jnlfnm pfdjtdfybt,tckb lbyfvbrf ldbåtybz yt gfhfkbpjdfyf.Nfr vjåyj njkmrj yf htlrbø gthtgenmzø ljcvjnhtnmcdjä rjhtyyjt bpvtytybt _ ãnjn lfh ãdjkçwbb. Ytyeåyj egecrfnm lbyfvbre yf vexbntkmyeç cfvjghjdthre.Yf ltqcndbzø b yf cktlcndbzø gjpyfänczghfdbkmyjt yfghfdktybt. Gjnjve lfåt jibñjxyjtltqcndbt Vs ghtlgjxbnftv ñtpltqcndbç.219

234. Vbh hfcrjkjkcz yf ldt xfcnb. Pyfz ytcjdthitycndjgjkjdbys yjdsø zdktybq, ghtleuflsdfzøbnhjcnm ekjdjr cnfhjuj vbhf, Vs dctulf jcnfävczd vbht ytcjdthityyjv b yjdjv. Dcä pyftv, dcä jwtybdftv.Ds bvttnt kbxyjt dkbzybt, r dfv ghblen cdjghjcjv: ≤Rfr vsckbnm?≥ Crfåbnt rhfnrj: ≤C YjdsvVbhjv; dct juhfybxtyyst ceåltybz jnñhjcmnt≥.Gjlevfqnt, rfr vjåyj jnjqnb jn cnfhsø ghbdsxtr.Yfghzubntcm ghbyznm gjkyeç xfie.Yt ckjdf, yj yfgjkytybt ghjcnhfycndf njkrftn dfcd ytghtkjåyjv ghbrfpt. Eybxnjåtybt cnhføf gjvjåtndfv d nhelysq xfc. Jcjñtyyj nhelyj ghtjljktnmcjpyfybt jlbyjxtcndf. D velhsø crfpfybzø xfcnj egjvbyftncztlbyjkbxyfz ñbndf. Ñjtw _ jy åt hfpdtlxbr,jy åt cjdtnxbr, jy åt htibntkm, jy åt uthjq.Pfvtnmnt, ãnj ckjdj ñskj gjxnb bpuyfyj bp ckjdfhzcnfhjuj vbhf. Uthjq cnfyjdbncz ytghbtvktvsv dåbpyb vfktymrbø cthltw. Rfr xeåjq, vju jy cnslbnmczchtlb ñkfujvthbz. Evtqnt ñsnm nfv, ult uthjb.Vbh ñeltn gjnhzcäy ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç uthjbpvf.Vjåyj ctujlyz ujdjhbnm dvtcnj vtøfybrb j uthjt.Gecnm ltnb yfpsdfçn ctñz uthjzvb b ghbvtyzçn rctñt rfxtcndf pfvtxfntkmysø kçltq. Gecnm lflen bvrybub xänrjuj bpkjåtybz, ult ñtp ghbvbhbntkmysø220

cvfpsdfybq ñeltn jxthxty jñkbr nhelf b djkb. Lfåtlkz vtlbwbycrbø wtktq ãnjn ñjlhsq pjd åbpybytpfvtybv.Yeåyj ñtp ghjvtlktybz lfnm nfrjq vfnthbfk. Lkzãnjuj ñthtubnt ntø ytvyjubø, rjnjhst vjuen lfdfnm.Eybxnjåtybt bø yt vjåtn ñsnm jghfdlfyj. Rnj-njcrfåtn: ≤Jgznm ybxtuj yjdjuj≥, yj cfv lfåt yt pyftn,rfr ghjzdkznm erfpfyyeç ñthtåyjcnm. Yeåyj ghjzdktybtyføjlxbdjcnb yt njkmrj d cdjtq ifgrt, yj bdvjpue.Yjdsq vbh bvttn gjxbnftvsø Exbntktq b ñeltnbvtnm Bø, rfr vthe cjpyfybz.235. Ghjbpytcäv ytcrjkmrj ltncrbø gjyznbq. Xnjtcnm yjdjuj? Ybxtuj. Yj tcnm kbim yjdjt jcjpyfybtzdktybq cdjqcnd vfnthbb lkz cjdhtvtyyjuj cjcnjzybzevf. Yeåyj gjyznm, xnj bcnbyyst endthåltybz ytd cfvjljdktçotv jnhsdfybb, yj d ltqcndbntkmyjqghttvcndtyyjcnb. Njkmrj d ñtpñjzpytyyjv endthåltybbhzlf gjcktljdfntkmyjcnb vjåyj erhtgbnm zdktybt.Rfåtncz, ãnj ghjcntqitt cjjñhfåtybt ljcnegyjltnzv, d yäv pfrkçxtyf vjom cjkblfhyjcnb. Yj jhufybpfwbjyyfzcjkblfhyjcnm toä yt jcjpyfyf. Xfcnj,r ytcjvytyyjve dhtle, gsnfçncz juhfybxbnm zdktybt.221

Dczrjt hfplhjñktybt _ rfr njgjh gj åbdjve jhufybpve.Elthåbnt cjkblfhyjcnm, gjxnb pfñsneç yf Ptvkt.Kexit jibñbnmcz d hzle gjcktljdfntkmyjcnb, ytåtkbjnhsdfnm b lhjñbnm.236. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfr ñsnm c ghtlfntkzvb?≥Kturj bpuyfnm kåtwjd b ktybdwtd, yj ghtlfntkmcndjytkmpz yt ghtctxm.Vjåyj ghbdtcnb ckexfq, rjulf jlby Yfi cjnhelybrljgecnbk ghtlfntkmcndj. Lthåfntkm ljpjhf crfpfktve: ≤Celb ctñz cfv≥. Rfr ñs ybxtuj yt ghjbpjikj,ghtlfntkm ecvtøyekcz b ghjljkåfk åbnm. Yj xthtpujl, kbiäyysq cyf, jy ålfk cvthnb, ñjzcm tä. Eåfccvthnb tcnm cfvjt nzårjt cfvjcelbt. Eåfc cvthnbxeålftncz hjcnf b pfdbletn rfåljve gjcskfçotveghbdtn cvtyt åbpyb. Ytjgbcetv eåfc cvthnb: ytcnhfø eñtufçobq, yj ktltyzobq cnjkñyzr. Vjåyjcrfpfnm gjntywbfke ghtlfntkmcndf: ≤Eñthtubcm jneåfcf cvthnb≥.Vs, rjytxyj, dblbv, rfr gjcnhjtybt jñobys cnbhftnfnhbñens cvthnb; rfr cfv ghjwtcc gthtøjlf cnfyjdbnczjñotcndtyyj ytpfvtnysv. Rfr hfpheifçnczrkflñbof b eybxnjåfçncz nçhmvs. Hfpdt nçhmvf222

yt ñhfn rkflñbof? Nhel jnrhsdftn nçhmvs. Jujymjxboftn rkflñbof. Nhel b jujym _ ghbxbyf b cktlcndbtãythubb.237. Jnrfpsdfnmcz bkb ghbevyjåfnm? Rjytxyj, ghbevyjåfnmgjkyjrhjdyj b hfljcnyj, yj lkz JñotujÑkfuf. Yj cfvsq vfktqibq yfvär yf ctrnfyncndjb kbwtvthyjt juhfybxtybt ñeltn ghjnbdjhtxbnm cjkytxyjqãdjkçwbb jñobys. Cehjdfz hfljcnm bpñtuftngjnävjr. Rhjns pfghtotybq b juhfybxtybq ybrjulfyt edblzn cjkywf.Vjåyj lj nfrjq cntgtyb fccbvbkbhjdfnm cjpyfybtc hfñcrjq eujlkbdjcnmç, xnj rfåljt yjdjt pyfybtñeltn rfpfnmcz ghtcnegktybtv bkb ñtpevbtv. Hfpdtltqcndbntkmyjcnm vjåtn gjnthgtnm ytdtåtcndtyystjuhfybxtybz? Vjåtv ujdjhbnm nfr, bñj Vs yt fyfhøbcns,yj jñobyybrb.Vyjuj hfp crfpfyj j lbcwbgkbyt djkb b j ghbrfptcjpyfybz. Lfdyj ecnfyjdktyf ñjlhjcnm jndtncndtyyjcnb.Ntgthm vs ljkåys yfghfdbnm pjhrjcnm yfbcrjhtytybt epjcnb ctrnfyncndf b cetdthbz. Ctrnfynvtxnftn pfñhfnm dkfcnm lkz gjlxbytybz dctuj cdjtveytubñrjve cjpyfybç. Cetdth ñjkmit dctuj ñjbncz,rfr ñs ckexfqysv ldbåtybtv yt yfgjvybnm xeåjt223

pyfvtybt, b jxtym vyjuj levftn j ctñt. Cetdthbt bctrnfyncndj zdkzçncz ghbpyfrjv jxtym ybprjuj cjpyfybz,bñj gjntywbfk ndjhxtcndf ybxnjåty, rjvexeål ghbywbg dvtotybz.Ytjñøjlbvj dczxtcrb jñyfheåbdfnm cetdthbt bctrnfyncndj. Yt cntcyzqntcm jcnfyfdkbdfnmcz yf ãnbødjghjcfø, ntv cfvsv ñeltnt eybxnjåfnm kjåm b cnhfø.Jñobyf tcnm dvtcnbkbot dctø djpvjåyjcntq b dctøyfrjgktybq. Rfålsq, evfkzçobq uhfybws b vjomjñobys, cnfyjdbncz ghtlfntktv. Jñobyf _ xfifcjkytxyjq hfljcnb!238. Eujkmz gjlåjuf ytcencz, yfghzucz cnfhsq vbh.Rfr ecvjnhtnm bpdbds uhfybw? Jyb gththtpfçn cnhfys,ujhjlf, ljvf, ctvmb _ lfåt kçlb gththtpfysgjkjdbyxfnsv vsiktybtv. Cnjbn kb exbnsdfnm dctbpdbkbys cnfhjuj vbhf?D ktutylfø dtkbrfys gthtøjlbkb vjhz, jnhsdfzvjyjkbns crfk. Egjljñbvcz dtkbrfyfv b vjyjkbnfvvsiktybz. Hjñreç gjkjdbyxfnjcnm hfccttv, byfxtjyf pfdkflttn yfvb b ghtlfcn gjpjhyjq rfpyb xthtpgjñbnbt cxtnjdjlysvb rybufvb. Pyftv vjyjkbnyjtvsiktybt.Rjulf cbkmys gjlåjub, levfqnt vjyjkbnyj.224

239. Ñsdftn, xnj cfvsq ytcjvytyysq gkfy vjåtngjldthuyenmcz pfnhelytybzv. Cghjczn: ≤Rfr yfqnbhtitybt ñtp xhtpvthyjq pfnhfns ãythubb?≥ Vjåtnñsnm bpvtytybt gj ceotcnde gkfyf, bkb gj hfpvthfv,bkb gj vtcne. Bpvtybnm gkfy gj ceotcnde hfdyjghtlfntkmcnde. Ehtpfybt gkfyf gj hfpvthfv gjljñyjñkbpjherjcnb. Yfit htitybt ñeltn d gthtvtyt vtcnfnfr, xnjñs yjdst eckjdbz toä eukeñbkb jcyjdyjtpyfxtybt. Yt jljñhztv ghbywbg ≤ñbnmcz b gjubñyenm≥.Veåtcndtyytt ñeltn yt nthznm cbk b gjñtlbnm.Yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj dcä gjybvfybt ghfdbkmyjcnbecnhtvktybz, dcz ytgjrjktñbvjcnm yfghzåtybz.Kçñbv cnhtkmñe bp kerf. Yterkjyyjt yfghzåtybtntnbds ghtlgjcskftn gjkän cnhtks. Ghjcnhfycndjgjän, b cgbhfkm, djdktxäyyfz d ltqcndbt, evyjåftngjktpyjcnm xfcnbw vfnthbb. Ãnj yjdfz ñhjyz reäncz.Rfr cxfcnkbdj, tckb vjåyj yfqnb yjdjt vtcnj,eukeñkzçott gjntywbfk ghtlsleotuj. Yt juhfybxbdfqntgkfyf jlybv htitybtv vtcnf _ dfåyf ceoyjcnmgkfyf.Crfåtv ntv, rnj rhfläncz b itgxtn yjxmç, yj evfkxbdftnlyäv. Crfåbnt bv j ckjdfø ljcnjqysø, byfxt byjxmç gjnjyen dj nmvt. Ghtlkjåbnt bv ecgtnm d yjdjqåbpyb ñtp ghbrfpf cjpyfybz. Yjdfz åbpym toä gkjøj225

jcnheufyf, ceoyjcnm ãdjkçwbb toä yt dshfåtyf. Yjrnj pyftn, relf blän, njn jñjqlän uhzpm genb.240. Vjåyj kb eljdktndjhbnmcz åbpymç kbxyjujjñjufotybz? Vjåyj kb ghbcdfbdfnm ctñt cdjñjlyeçgthdbxyeç vfnthbç, rjnjhfz yfcsoftn rfålsq ghtlvtn?Cevtqnt xeznm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb ghbcencndbzvfnthbb d rfåljv ghtlvtnt. Xfcnj cjukfifçncz ghbpyfnmvfnthbç d lfkärjv ãabht, yj ghbpyfnm vfnthbçd jñhfñjnfyysø jñbøjlysø ghtlvtnfø cxbnfçnytktgsv. Vtåle ntv ghbpyfybt dscjrjq vfnthbb drfåljv ghtlvtnt gjlybvftn ghtlcnfdktybt j dctøltnfkzø åbpyb.Rjytxyj, ds dcçle yfqlänt cjvytybt. Rjytxyj, crfåenj vtnfabpbrt dfibø hfcceåltybq, bvtyyj rjulfds ñeltnt rfcfnmcz yfexyj-abpbxtcrbø yfñkçltybq.Yt jñhfofqnt dybvfybz yf hfcceåltybz ytpyfçobø.Jlyj dfåyj _ cxbnfnm Vbhjdjt Cjnhelybxtcndj rfrytjñøjlbvjcnm ãdjkçwbb.Ytpyfybt, eghzvcndj, gjlkjcnm yt vjuen ckeåbnmghtgzncndbtv ecnfyjdktybç jñobys. Ytjñøjlbvjghbpyfnm ytghtkjåyjcnm ãdjkçwbb cjnhelybxtcndf.Ytjñøjlbvj jñhfofnm rfålsq xfc åbpyb d yeåyjtgjcnegfntkmyjt ldbåtybt. Yteåtkb vjåyj åbnm rfrcktgst eåb?226

Ds pyftnt, ult dfc ålen b rnj yflttncz gjkexbnm dfiedtcnm. Ãnj jrhskbn dfi cgtiysq jlbyjrbq genm.241. Rjulf ghblänt _ ghbøjlbnt rfr yfdctulf. Rjulfeqlänt _ eøjlbnt rfr yfdctulf. Rjulf ghblänt,dkfltqnt dctv, bñj jn dctuj jnrfpfkbcm. Eøjlz, jcnfdkzqntdcä, bñj dcä dvtcnbkb. Endthålfqnt jnrfp chtlbbveotcndf. Endthålfqnt jdkfltybt chtlb gecnsyb.Tckb dblbnt åfåle r dtofv, enjkbnt tä. Ckjdtcysqjnrfp gjljñty åtcne jñtpmzys.Cghjcnt cjñtctlybrf, rfr vsckbn jñ jñobyt?Endthålfqnt gjybvfybt bp tuj vsiktybz. Ckjdj cjlthåbnnsczxe vscktq. Ckbirjv uheñj ghbgbcfnmckjde njxyeç dshfpbntkmyjcnm. Njkmrj cjgjcnfdktybtgjyznbq vjåtn jghtltkbnm rfxtcndj vsiktybz.Cghjcnt: ≤Xnj, bvtyyj, lkz dfc yfbñjktt ytghbtvktvj?Xtv ds yfbñjktt ghbdktxtys?≥ Yt hfp cghjcnt,byfxt cfvjt yeåyjt ñeltn pfñsnj. Kçlb ytghbdsrkb xänrj jghtltkznm ytghbtvktvjt. Dtnøbqxtkjdtr yt cjukfcty, yj ñjbncz lfnm ctñt jnxän.Htñäyjr xtv-nj ghbdktxäy, yj yt pyftn, rfr gjlevfnmjñ jcyjdyjq ghbxbyt. Yjdsq dtr yeålftncz d jndtncndtyyjqxänrjcnb. Rfr ytjñøjlbvj pfcnfdbnm kçltq227

gjlevfnm j ghbxbyt ytghbtvktvjcnb! Ghjzdktybtghbxby tcnm gjkjdbyf jdkfltybz.Dkfltç, gjnjve xnj jnrfpfkcz.242. Ghbläncz dcnhtnbnmcz c kçlmvb, rjnjhst ñelencvtznmcz ghb rfåljv ytgjyznyjv lkz ybø ckjdt.Bø djcghbybvfntkmysq fggfhfn gjrhsn vjpjkzvbytdtåtcndf. Yfghbvth, tckb bv crfpfnm _ ≤Ifvñfkf≥,jyb ghbven ãnj htfkmyjt gjyznbt pf atnbi cetdthbz.Rfrbt ghbpyfrb dhtvtyb Ifvñfks? Dtr bcnbys bcjnhelybxtcndf.Ghjcktlbnt, rfr yf Djcnjrt ghjbpyjcbncz ckjdjIfvñfkf. Gjgsnfqntcm øjnz ñs ytvyjuj ghjybryenmd bltjkjubç ãnjuj gjyznbz. Gsnfqntcm gjyznm hbnvgjcnhjtybz htxb j Ifvñfkt, b ds joenbnt dtkbreçhtfkmyjcnm, rjnjhfz gjnhzcftn cnheys xtkjdtxtcndf.Gecnm hfpev gjvjåtn dpdtcbnm wtyyjcnb, yfrjgktyystkexibvb ecnhtvktybzvb. D rybut Jñobyf ytvjåtn ñsnm egeotyj gjyznbt Ifvñfks.Lhepmz, gjqvbnt, rfrjt ntgthm yfghzåäyyjt bghtrhfcyjt dhtvz!243. Elfkzzcm jn Yfibø ujh, ytvbyetvj gjxedcndetntnjcre. Gcbøbxtcrjt jcyjdfybt ãnjuj joeotybz yt-228

pñtåyj ecbkbdftncz ytdjpvjåyjcnmç hfccrfpfnmj ghjbcitlitv. Rhjvt bcrkçxbntkmysø erfpfyysøckexftd, ybrnj, bp ñsdibø e Yfc, yt crfåtn.Cjdtneç njve, rnj øjxtn ljqnb lj Yfitq Jñobys,gjgjkytybt pyfybz. Gjckt jñotuj irjkmyjuj jñhfpjdfybzkçlb Pfgflf jñsxyj gjrblfçn pyfybt bkbdsnzubdfçn bp pyfybz njytymreç ybnm cgtwbfkmyjcnb,dvtcnj njuj xnjñs cjnrfnm wtkeç ctnm ekjdf.Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv: ≤Pyfqnt≥, Vs yfcnfbdftv yfvyjujcnjhjyytv jñjphtybb b ecdjtybb djpvjåyjcntq.Vtxnf cyjdf djqnb d ujhyeç ljkbye, ult vjåyjedtkbxbnm pyfybt, ñeltn gjcnjzyyj dtcnb r ljcnbåtybç.Egjvybnm yflj, xnjñs gjgjkytybt pyfybz ntrkjñtcghthsdyj. Ukfdyjt, cjøhfybnt ecnhtvktybt, rjnjhjtldbåtn dctvb cbcntvfvb gjpyfdfybz.Ecnhtvktybt _ rkçx r pfvre.244. Xfcnj ujdjhbv dfv j yjdsø b j vjkjlsø. Yfdctulfecnfyjdbv, xnj djphfcn yt gjybvftncz gjl ãnbvbghtlcnfdktybzvb, _ yjdjcnm cjpyfybz b vjkjljcnmecnhtvktybz. Yt bvttn pyfxtybz lkbyf ñjhjls;yt wtyyj endthåltybt vfkjktncndf. Gkfvz ecnhtvktybzyt pfdbcbn jn ntkf. Vfuybn gthdbxyjuj dtotcndfzdkztncz dyt jxthtlysø ghjzdktybq.229

Rjytxyj, gjyznbt vfuybnf ghtdsiftn abpbxtcreçcathe. Ghbvtybnt vfuybn r jñkfcnb gcbøbxtcrjq, bds gjkexbnt wtyytqitt yfñkçltybt. Fccjwbfwbzbltq bvttn ytrjnjhjt jcyjdfybt d vfuybnyjq djkyt.Tckb ghjcktlbnm ghjøjåltybt vfuybnysø djky, njvjåyj ecnfyjdbnm ghjldbåtybt bltq d njv åt yfghfdktybb.Rfxtcndj bltq vjåtn ñsnm hfpkbxyj, yjntøybrf bø hfcghjcnhfytybz ñeltn gjljñyf. Bpdtcnysqjgsn cdzpb vfuybnf c vsiktybtv lfän ljcnfnjxysqghbvth dkbzybz abpbxtcrjq, ytphbvjqãythubb yf gcbøbxtcrbq ghjwtcc. Rfxtcndf vfuybnjdhfpyjjñhfpys; vjåyj bø yfcnhfbdfnm gjljñyj bycnhevtynfv.Lkbyf vfuybnysø djky zdkztncz ytvsckbvjq.Djpltqcndbt yf kçltq yt gj djphfcne, yj gjgcbøbxtcrjq ecnhtvkäyyjcnb. Lkz lfkmybø bpkextybqvfuybnyst djkys gjckeåfn ytjñsxysv ghjdjlybrjv.Nfr vs yfxfkb c lfkmybø ujhbpjynjd b rjyxftvãnjq åt lfkmytq pflfxtq xtkjdtxtcndf.Pfvtnmnt, cbcntvf bpkjåtybz pfrkçxftncz yt djlyjjñhfpbb, yj d cgbhfkb hfpyjjñhfpysø gjkjåtybqjlyjuj ecnhtvktybz.Levfqnt j vfuybnysø djkyfø b j gcbøbxtcrjvecnhtvktybb.230

245. Ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnm tcnm kexitt cjøhfytybtcbk. Xfcnj cghfibdfçn: rfr hfpdbdfnm ãnj rfxtcndj?Hfpdbnbt ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnb, rjytxyj, ghjbcøjlbn dgjnjrt åbpyb. Dctv bpdtcnyj joeotybt uhfybw cath.Rjulf ds dsøjlbnt bp ljvf phtkbo yf ctheç ekbwe,dfv rfåtncz, xnj ghjbpjikj gfltybt d ybpieç cathe.Rjulf gjckt njhåtcndtyysø ghfplytcnd djpdhfoftntcmr jñsxyjve nhele, ds ñsdftnt gjhfåtysgtxfkmç jñsltyyjcnb. Rjulf gjckt cneåb døjlbnt dghtrhfcyjt plfybt, jyj ghtlcnfdkztncz dtywjv cjdthitycndf.Vtlktyyfz ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnm gjhjålftnhzl kjåysø ghtlcnfdktybq. Ãnf kjåm ltkftn dfchjñrbvb b yterkçåbvb. Kçlb ybprjgjrkjycndeçngthtl vbhfåjv faatrnf. Jyb ceåfçn cdjb gjyznbzgthtl ytjåblfyyjcnmç, vtåle ntv dcä ljkåyj ghjbcøjlbnmyfjñjhjn. Cehjdj ghbexfqnt ctñz r djcghbznbçghjnbdjgjkjåysø joeotybq, r jdkfltybçytjåblfyyjcnmç. Dcä ålfyyj, bñj dcä jcjpyfyj.Kjåm vbhfåf pfcnfdkztn ñjznmcz ytrjnjhsø dshfåtybq.Ds yfxbyftnt geufnmcz ckjdf leø, øjnz pyftnt,xnj ãnj bpdtcnyjt cjcnjzybt vfnthbb. Ds geukbdjbpñtuftnt ckjdf Cjplfntkm, øjnz jnkbxyj pyftnt, xnjrfåljt vfnthbfkmyjt jñhfpjdfybt bvttn cdjtuj cjplf-231

ntkz. Kjåm b cnhfø gkjøbt cjdtnxbrb. Vjåyj ghbdtcnbvyjåtcndj cetdthbq, egjljñkzçobø dphjcksøltnzv. Ghjcbv _ jcnfdmnt dct cetdthbz b pyfqnt djdctq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Åfkm crfxeobø yf jlyjqyjut. Ãnj phtkbot yfgjvbyftn crfpre, rjulf yzymrf,xnjñs htñäyjr yt eñtåfk, dyeibkf tve, xnj ghbpyfrdscjrjuj hjlf _ øjlbnm yf jlyjq yjut.246. Ytcdjñjlysq, vsckzobq bp ctñz, ltqcndeçobqlkz ctñz xtkjdtr gjuheåftncz d jrtfy kåbdsøntxtybq. Lfåt htxm, rfr ghjzdktybt dytiybø dshfåtybq,xtkjdtr gthtcnhfbdftn gj-cdjtve, ãujbcnbxtcrb.Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt, rfr gthtcnfdkzçn elfhtybzyf ckjdfø xeåbø yfhtxbq, djghtrb cvscke b abkjkjubb.Kçlb gthtrhfbdfçn xeåbt pderb gjl jñsxfqcdjtq cnhfys. Dtlm cfvjvybntkmyjcnm ytdtåtcndf bghtytñhtåtybt r cjctle crfpsdfçncz d bcrfåtybbhtxb. Ghjlevfnm b ghjybryenm d pyfxtybt xedcndfcjctlf ytdvtcnyj c uheñjcnmç vfktymrjuj cfvjvytybz.Xedcndj ñtpjndtncndtyyjcnb b ytbpåbnjq cjñcndtyyjcnbndjhzn atjlfkjd cjdhtvtyyjcnb yfitq.Pfvtxfqnt: bcrfåfçobq cvsck htxb ñtccvscktyyjqgthtcnfyjdrjq elfhtybz _ ñeltn xtkjdtrjv, kbiäyysvcjpyfybz ãdjkçwbb. Xenrbq xtkjdtr ghtl-232

gjxnän jñjqnbcm ghjcnsvb dshfåtybzvb, xnjñs ythfpheibnm ytdtljvjuj tve cvsckf. Ybrnj yt vjåtndsckeibdfnm dtcnybrf, bpdhfofçotuj cvsck gjhextybz.Jceålfçobq, jñhfnbcm yf ctñz! Ytghfdsq cjñcndtyybr,yt pfñelm, xnj xeåjt ghbcnhfcnbt r cjñcndtyyjcnbtcnm kbim ndjä jnhfåtybt! Pfñjnmcz, ghtålt dctuj,j dvtcnbvjcnb cdjtuj cjpyfybz. Tckb pdthm cjñcndtyyjcnbyt gjukjoäy yfdctulf cjpyfybtv ndjbv, ns jcnfytimczytcdjñjlysv, cjñkfpyztvsv vbhfåjv vfqb.Gjpyfdfz, vjåyj nhelyeç pflfxe cjñcndtyyjcnb htibnmd hfljcnb cdtnf.Gtrfhç hfphtiftncz cütcnm dct øktñf, yj jy ãnjujyt ltkftn. Xtkjdtr, jcjpyfdibq ceoyjcnm dctø dtotq,yt yeålftncz d ybø. Cjpyfybt ljkåyj ñsnm ghtlvtnjvgthdjq pfñjns. Ñthbnt dcä htfkmyj d ghtltkfødctq åbpyb.Ytcdjñjlysq, ltqcndeçobq lkz ctñz, gjuhepbnczd jrtfy kåbdsø ntxtybq.247. Rjulf vjkybz jgfkbn rhskmz, rjulf uhjv gjnhtdjåbnckeø, rjulf bcxtpyen zrjhz ñkfujgjkexbz,njulf gjcnexbncz Yfi dtcnybr. Eksñrf ljdjkmcndf ytjnrhjtn tve ldthb. Ñhtdyj cfvjvytybz pfrhjtn tve233

døjls. Zdyjt dcnfytn gthtl ntv, rnj øjxtn ghbyznmujcnz. Øjnz genm ãdjkçwbb ytbpvtyty, yj rfålsqhfcgjkfuftn cdjtdjkmyj. Reäncz rkbyjr, yj hfcnän ljdjkmcndjikfrjd. Gjzdkzçncz ghbpyfrb gjneøfybzcdtnf. D ujhyt eåt pfrfkbkcz rkbyjr. Endthåltyszdktybz xeltcyjuj Yjdjuj Vbhf. Cjhe toä vyjuj, yjgtgtk ikfrjd tcnm rjksñtkm rkbyrf. Vjåyj pyfnmdct ytcjdthitycndf, yj øekf yf Vbh Yjdsq ñeltnrfvytv yf genb. Zoth ktåbn toä åbdjq. Rfålsqrkbyjr ljkåty gjlyznmcz bp gtgkf. Øhtñtn Zothf pfrhsklfkmybt vbhs. Dhfu pfrhsk døjl d Vbh Cdtnf,yj pdäpls gjrfåencz xthtp hfcctkbys øhtñnf. Zvfjnñhjcjd yt elhexftn, yj pjkjnjq øhtñtn Zothf dscbnczrfr ghbvfyrf. Ghbvtv dct rkbyrb, yfghfdktyystd cnjhjye Zothf, b gthtxnäv bø dybvfntkmyj.Gjhf pfujnjdkznm Pyfvz Vfqnhtb.Rnj crfpfk, xnj dhtvz Vfqnhtb ñtp vjkybb b ñtpdbøhz?!Ghtlgjxbnftv bcgsnsdfnm dfc d gjkänt.248. Nhelyj heibncz ljvbr dtnøbø ghtlhfccelrjd.Ghtålt dctuj, pfgjvybv, xnj ytdjpvjåyj elthåfnmhjls cjphtdituj gkjlf. Jukzytvcz yf cnhfybws bcnjhbb:ghbikj dhtvz jcdjñjåltybz vsckb, b pfgs-234

kfkb rjcnhs, yj vsckm gjntrkf. Ghbikj dhtvz yfhjljghfdcndf,b pfuhtvtkb hfccnhtks, yj djcghzkbyfhjls. Ghbikj dhtvz hfpdbnbz ntøybrb, eåfcyekbcmcnfhjlevs, yj ldbyekbcm vfibys, gekmcbhezc ntvgjv ãdjkçwbb. Ntgthm ghbikj dhtvz jcjpyfybzgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Dct byrdbpbnjhs, htnhjuhfls,cnfhjlevs b ytdtåls vjuen eåfcfnmcz, yj djpvjåyjcnmyjdsø ljcnbåtybq xtkjdtxtcndf cjphtkf djdctø ytbcxbckbvsø djpvjåyjcnzø vjob. Byrdbpbnjhsb htnhjuhfls vjuen cnhjbnm nçhmvs b cevfcitlibtljvf, rjnjhst ghbujlzncz lkz ybø åt, ddblt hfñjxbø rjkjybq. Yj cjphtdieç cntgtym ãdjkçwbbjnjldbyenm ytkmpz. Nfr åt rfr ytkmpz xtkjdtxtcndjkbibnm dctø gentq cjjñotybz.Jnhbwfntkm ãdjkçwbb vjåtn elfkbnmcz d jnitkmybxtcndjb vtxnfnm j ckfljcnzø htuhtccf. Yj cfvfåbpym, cfvf ltqcndbntkmyjcnm erfåtn yjdst ytjcgjhbvstzdktybz. Njkmrj plhfdsq ev htfkbcnf ekjåbnãnb zdktybz d elevfyyeç yfexyeç cøtve. Dct åtñkbpjherbt vbcnbrb b vfktymrbt eckjdyst uhfvjntbñelen yf vtcnt ytdtål.Pyfvz dyjdm jcjpyfyyjq ãythubb gjlyznj. Rfåljtyjdjt ghbjñhtntybt ljkåyj yfgjkyznm hfljcnmç rfå-235

ljt cthlwt. Vsiktybt jñobyybrf ljkåyj nhtgtnfnmghb djpvjåyjcnzø yjdsø gjktpysø bpextybq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Vs pjdäv r pyfybç, bñj njkmrj pyfybt vjåtngjvjxm dvtcnbnm rjvgktrc rfåeobøcz ghjnbdjhtxbq.Pfrjys dtkbrjuj Fevf jlbyfrjds dj dctø cjcnjzybzø.Pyfqnt, pyfqnt, pyfqnt _ byfxt ljvbr dtnøbø ghtlhfccelrjdyt hfpheibncz.249. Yt jgjplfqnt c bpextybtv gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Yt jgjplfqnt c ghbvtytybtv tä. Byfxt jrtfydjky cvjtn dct pfghels, jñhfofz ntxtybt vsiktybzd øfjc. Ghbvbnt ltdbp: ≤Ytjgfplsdfçobq yt jgjplftn≥.Yt jndthufqnt ghfdbkf htfkbcnf j njxyjcnb hfñjns.Ñtp jgjplfybz b d zcyjcnb vsiktybz vjåyjhfpkbxfnm gjcnhjtybz jñoby.Crfåbnt lhepmzv, rfr ntcyj dhtvz, rfr egeotyyjtyt djpdhfoftncz. Crfåbnt, rfr Extybt Jñobys ljkåyjblnb d cjukfcbb c zdktybzvb ãythubb. Jñsxyfzjibñrf d njv, xnj gsnfçncz hfpltkbnm cjwbfkmystb yfexyst gjcnhjtybz. Nhelyj ghtlcnfdbnm exäyjujdyt jñotcndtyyjcnb. Dj dhtvz ecrjhtybz ãdjkçwbbvsckbvj kb jcnfdfnmcz d pfndjht? Vjåyj kb zdktybzvjkybq ghjcgfnm? Ñtpñjzpytyyj b ñtp cfvjåfktybz236

yeåyj ghbyznm ñhtvz ljpjhf. Ecnfkjcnb ytn, rjulf edjhjn jgecnjitybt; rjulf vjom gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubbvjåtn øksyenm ytelthåysv gjnjrjv. Chfdybnt ctñzc gjkjåtybtv Ujkkfylbb, ult ehjdtym vjhz xfcnjdsit ptvkb. Rfrfz ytecsgyjcnm ljpjhf ljkåyf ñsnmd jøhfytybb rfyfkjd b pfghel!Ghbvbnt ghbkbd gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb rfr gkjljyjcyeçdjkye. Enthz ntø djpvjåyjcntq ghtlcnfdkztnlkz jñoby ytgjghfdbvsq dhtl. Ghtljcnfdmnt cnfhjvevbhe ñjznmcz bpextybz gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Ds åt, vjkjlst, cbkmyst b ytghtleñtåläyyst, bccktleqntdctvb vthfvb b ghbvbnt lfh, ktåfobq edjhjn dfibø.Cvjnhbnt jhkbysv ukfpjv, b kmdbysv ghsårjvjdkfltdfqnt ceåläyyjq vjomç. Yt jgjplfqnt! Zdbntcrkjyyjcnm r extybç ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.250. Ezdktybt fnjvbxtcrjq ãythubb cdzpfyj c bccktljdfybtvgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb b c bpextybtv ntjhbbvfuybnjd. Ñtp ãnbø afrnjhjd vjåyj ghbcdjbnm kbimytrjnjhst ghjzdktybz gthdbxyjq ãythubb. Zhj yeåyjcnhtvbnmcz r ghjcnjnt bcrfybq.Crfåbnt, xnjñ zhj dshfåfkb åtkfybz cdzpfnm ybnmabpbxtcrb phbvjuj c abpbxtcrb dtcjvsv, yj jñsxyj237

yt djcghbybvftvsv ukfpjv. Ecnhjqnt jgsn c ajnjuhfabhjdfybtvabpbxtcrbø bpkextybq b jñhfpjdfybq.Zhrbt njyf bpkextybz ghjzdzncz lfåt ghblytdyjv cybvrt. Nfrbt cybvrb vjuen gjhfpbnm vfktymrbøjnhbwfntktq. Erfpfnm vjåyj toä ytcrjkmrjbpdtcnysø dfv jgsnjd, yj bø pfgjljphzn d xeltcyjcnb.Lkz ltntq lfåt jñtltyysq cnjk rfåtncz ytcksøfyysvxeljv. Vs åt, pyfz ltncrbt gjdflrb,ñeltv ujdjhbnm yfexysvb, dxthfiybvb nthvbyfvb.Cnhfyyj yfñkçlfnm, rfrbvb ytjåblfyysvb genzvbghbñkbåftncz xtkjdtxtcndj r yjdsv døjlfv.Nfrnbrf ghbñkbåtybz ghjnbdybrf ñsdftn elbdbntkmyjckjåyf. Ytdjpvjåyj ghtleuflfnm, rfr bpdthyänczdtnøjt vsiktybt, xnjñ yt yfheibnm cdjtuj rfhnjxyjujljvbrf.Ult åt rjytxyjcnm? Yj gjljñyj vjkjne ñmän Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm.Nf cfvfz Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm, jn rjnjhjqghb veåtcndtyyjv pyfybb hfcnen rhskmz.Yt djpveofqntcm vtlktyyjcnmç djcøjåltybz ytrjnjhsøøfhfrnthjd _ jyb ñjzncz gjrfpfnm ctñz cvtiysvb.Lheubt boen cdjq gjløjl d cdjbø dshfåtybzø.Ntv kexit, gecnm rfr ñs cfvb yfqlen. Yj hfpñelbntbcrfybz. Gecnm ezdkzçn cdjb ljuflrb.238

Gecnm d gjkyjq bylbdblefkmyjcnb yfrjgkzçn jgsn.Cktpt dths Vs ghtlgjxbnftv pjhrjcnm jgsnf.251. Cjdhtvtyyfz bylecnhbz b dcz dtotdfz ghjlerwbzyfcnjkmrj ytehfdyjdtityys rjkbxtcndtyyjb rfxtcndtyyj, xnj gjrf bcrkçxfçn djpvjåyjcnmghfdbkmyjuj hfcghtltktybz dtotq. Yfcbkmcndtyyjtb ytjcjpyfyyjt hfcghtltktybt gjhjålftn kerfdcndj bkjåm. Jåblfnm kb yjdsø djpvjåyjcntq d ñtpltqcndbbbkb eukeñkznm cjpyfybt gj ceotcnde? Ds gjvybntckjdf Ñells jñ extybrt, jrheåäyyjv dtofvb b jcjpyfditvjnrfp jn cjñcndtyyjcnb. Ytxtuj yfcbkmyjgsnfnmcz jnybvfnm dtob b ntv cjplfdfnm cnhfcnm rheøkzlb. Ukfdyjt, hfpevyj ghjdtcnb jñhfpjdfntkmyeçpflfxe eybpbntkmyjuj pyfxtybz cjñcndtyyjcnb. Ytdfåyj,xnj rnj-nj jcnfytncz d cdjäv rhtckt. Dfåyj, xnjñsvjkjläåm cjpyfkf ytktgjcnm cdjtuj rhtckf. Ytjñøjlbvj,xnjñ ãnj cjpyfybt zdbkjcm yt jnrfpjv, yj cdjñjlysvpfdjtdfybtv. Rjulf ñtp kerfdcndf kçlb epyfçnj ytghfrnbxyjcnb cjñcndtyyjcnb, njulf dshfcntn rjkktrnbdcjnhelybrjd.252. Zljdbnjt lsøfybt cjñcndtyyjcnb vjåyj eybxnjåbnmkbim ghjlevfyyjq ghjuhfvvjq irjk. Yt239

ceotcndetn kbnthfnehs ghjnbd cjñcndtyyjcnb. Kbimytvyjubt gjñtlbkb lhfrjyf heøkzlb. Yj vyjubt vtxnfçnj cjñcndtyysø ghbjñhtntybzø. Rfr ghfdlbdsljkåys ñsnm bcnjhbxtcrbt cjgjcnfdktybz! Rfr cnhjujljkåys ñsnm gjljñhfys ñbjkjubxtcrbt gjlhjñyjcnb,xnjñs gjrfpfnm ghjnbdjpfrjyyjcnm b notnecjñcndtyyjcnb! Pfrjys cdjqcnd vfnthbb cdbltntkmcndeçn,rfr cjñcndtyyjcnm yt jndtxftn ghbhjlt xtkjdtrf.Gjqvbnt, yflj eukeñkznm pfdjtdfybz jcyjd jcdjñjåltybz.Evtqnt veåtcndtyyj gjcvjnhtnm d rjkjltpm,ytljcnfnjxyj eukeñkäyysq, _ rfr ñscnhj pfgktcytdttngjdthøyjcnm b nthybb zdzn ibgs yflcnjzxtq djljq.Eukeñkzqnt yfxfnjt!253. Bvtyyj, djjñhfåtybt tcnm kbim jnjñhfåtybt.Ybxnj bp ybxtuj yt hjålftncz. Nhelyj ghtlcnfdbnmyteybxnjåftvjcnm d ghjcnhfycndt. Eybxnjåtybt wtksøzdktybq zdyj ghjybrftn d vjpu. Eybxnjåtybtwtksø ãgjø ltkftncz jxtdblyjcnmç. Rfr åt gjyznmltqcndbntkmyjcnm egkjnytybz ghjcnhfycndf? Vyjujghbpyfrjd gthtl ukfpfvb, yj kçlb yt evtçn fccjwbbhjdfnmghjbcøjlzott. Djpmväv ghbvth: eåt pyfçn,240

fr vjåtn gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz gjdtkbntkmyj cnexfnmczr xtkjdtxtcnde. Eåt pfvtxfçn gjzdktybt cnhfyysøpfñjktdfybq, rjulf åbpytyyfz ãythubz entrftn ñtpdblbvsø ghbxby. Yj ãne ghbxbye b cktlcndbt ytcjgjcnfdkzçn.Nfr, bpdtcnysq dfv ckexfq vju ñs dfc yfexbnm, rfryeåyj bpextybt b ghbvtytybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Djkyf gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb dthyekf ñs åbpytyyjcnmb lfkf ñs yjdeç hfljcnm ñsnbz. Yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyjjcjpyfnm gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç, byfxt ujdjhz, djqnbd hbnv ãdjkçwbb. Dvtcnj njuj, ñjkmysø gbxrfçnvbrcnehfvb. Nfv, ult kturj gjvjxm, nfv yfxbyfçngjrjhyj ujnjdbnmcz r cvthnb.Rjulf Vs pjdäv r jcjpyfybç gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb,Vs yt levftv ghtdhfofnm kçltq d vfujd, yj njkmrjerfpsdftv ñkbåfqieç cnegtym ãdjkçwbb b dj bvzjñobys yt egecnbnm chjrf. Cgtibnt pfgfcnbcm cbkfvbb ntv gjvjxm ñkbåfqitq ãdjkçwbb.Rjytxyj, ãdjkçwbz cjdthibncz, yj pfxtv ñsnm hfplfdktyysvb,rjulf ceåltyf gtcym hfljcnb!254. Tckb dcnhtnbnt yf ljhjut wtyysq ghtlvtn,gjrhsnsq uhzpmç, ds yt ghjqlänt cgtcbdj. Ds djpmväntyføjlre b jxbcnbnt uhzpm c ytä. Nfråt, rjulf241

ds yfqlänt wtyyjuj xtkjdtrf, uhzpmç gjrhsnjuj, dsjcnfyjdbnt ifu b ñeltnt jxbofnm tuj. Ljku jñobyybrf_ endthålfnm cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Extybt yt vjåtnjndthufnm bcnbyyst wtyyjcnb. Jñobyf yt vjåtn hfcceålfnm_ jy yfi bkb yt yfi. Jñobyf ujdjhbn _jy wtyty lkz ãdjkçwbb bkb yt wtyty. Cfvsq cehjdsqjnñjh gj ceotcnde. Cehjdfz wtktcjjñhfpyjcnmjñzpsdftn jøhfybnm bcnbyyst cjrhjdbof. D pfobntwtyyjcntq yt nthzqnt dhtvtyb. Rfålsq xfc yf cxtne.B ñhjcmnt ckjdf ytjghtltkäyyjcnb. B rfålfz wtyyjcnmlkz dfc _ rfr gfhec lkz rjhfñkz.Zdyj gthtl dfvb ñhjitys d uhzpm ñjkmibt wtyyjcnb.Zdyj gjgbhfçncz genb r Vbhjdjq Jñobyt.Rfålsq vjåtn gthtytcnb cfvjt ñjkmijt ñtlcndbt,tckb tcnm edthtyyjcnm d Ljpjht Jñobys. Yflj cjøhfybnmãne edthtyyjcnm, byfxt _ rjytw!Nfr åt rfr jxboftnt yfqltyysq åfkrbq fkvfp, nfråt jxbofqnt uhzpm c kbwf dtkbrbø hfñjnybrjd!255. Yt gjllthåbdfqnt cgjh c ytpyfçobvb. Zdbntzdyjt vjkxfybt, tckb pyftnt j ytdvtyztvjcnb cjñtctlybrf.Endthålfqnt vjkxfybtv pyfybt cdjä. Xeålstkçlb yt pfntvyzn dfi dpukzl. Exbnt dfibøvjkjlsø lheptq ghjvjkxfnm, rjulf ytn vjcnf r cj-242

pyfybç. Exbnt bø njkmrj jlby hfp dpvføyenm vtxjv,tckb ghjktnbn cnhtkf jcrjhñktybz.256. Hsxfybt yeåyj ecksifnm ñtp cjlhjufybz.Yeåyj gjyznm, ult bcnjxybr hsrf. Eøj ljkåyj hfpkbxbnmhäd nbuhf jn rkbrf gjñtls. Ehsdrb rhbrjdyeåyj yfghzåäyyj kçlcrbv cjpyfybtv jwtybnm, neievkbdeç htre gthtqnb. Wtyf genb chtlb rkbrjdvyjuj dsit, ytåtkb nheñf jlbyjxtcndf.257. Zdktybt ñjktpytq vjåyj gjyznm rfr erjksdtotcndf dctxtkjdtxtcrjuj. Zhrj ñhjcftncz d ukfpf,xnj kçlb hfpdbnjuj cjpyfybz xfcnj ñjktçn. Ujkjdyfzñjkm, pfñjktdfybz ukfp, peñjd b rjytxyjcntq jnyjcznczr gcbøbxtcrbv jñkfcnzv. Ds ãnj cksifkb lfdyj.Hfr, xføjnrf, ñjktpyb gtxtyb b ctktpäyrb, nfråthfcibhtybt cthlwf _ dcä ãnj pfdbcbn jn ytehfdyjdtityyjcnbgcbøbxtcrbø wtynhjd. Njkmrj ghbvtytybtgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb vjåtn pfobnbnm kexibø kçltq.Byfxt jyb, rfr ueñrb, dgbnsdfçn ãrcwtccs xtkjdtxtcndf.Yt yfghfcyj yfcnfbdftv yf jcjpyfybb gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb _ ghbikj dhtvz!258. Jñthyävcz toä hfp yf vbhfå vfqb. Zcyj, jxtdblyjdcnfytn gthtl dfvb notnyjcnm hfñjns yfl xtkj-243

dtxtcndjv. Rfr jxtdblys xthns dpfbvyjuj eybåtybz!Rfr jxtdblys kbwtvthbt b kjåm! Rfr eleifçofytdtåtcndtyyjcnm b vthndtyyf ktyjcnm! Ãnf jxtdblyjcnmvbhfåf pfcnbkftn ujhbpjyn ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Yj rfr ñtksq ckjy Vfqnhtb blän ltqcndbntkmyjcnm.Rjulf kjåm b cfvjvytybt, rfpfkjcm ñs, wfhcndeçn,njulf, bvtyyj, cjdthiftncz dtkbrbq jñjhjn ãdjkçwbb.Yjxyjq itgney dj nmve eqlän.Xtv cbkmytt uhjv, ntv cbkmytt ñskf vjkybz. Dctndthlzn: Yjdsq Dtr ghbøjlbn d uhjpt b vjkybb. Lkzvjkybb yeåyf ãythubz gjkjåbntkmyfz b jnhbwfntkmyfz.Tckb vfqz yt ghtlcnfdbn jnhbwfntkmyeç jxtdblyjcnm,nj rfr åt dcgsøytn rkbyjr gjkjåbntkmyjqltqcndbntkmyjcnb?Crfåtv rjhjnrj: ybrjulf yf gkfytnt yt djpdsifkfcmvsckm j cjnhelybxtcndt, rfr ntgthm.Ds edblbnt dct vbhfåb b ñeltnt pyfnm ytghtkjåyeçltqcndbntkmyjcnm ghbñkbåtybz vbhjdjuj cjnhelybxtcndf.Cbkf dpfbvjltqcndbz ljkåyf ñsnm dtkbrf.Ñktcr vjkjnf vjkybb ljkåty ñsnm jcktgbntkmysv,b uhjv ljkåty jukeibnm. Rfålfz jxtdblyjcnm ljkåyfckeåbnm ytghtkjåyjq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.244

Gecnm dfib lhepmz jpfhzn cjpyfybt vjkybtq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Ñjkmit yt jñthyävcz yf vbhfå vfqbb yt ñeltv vtxnfnm enjkbnm åfåle bp tä ghbphfxysøjpäh. Zdktybt ãdjkçwbb ytghtkjåyj. Cjpyfybt ytghtkjåyjcnbjcdtnbn dfi genm!259. Cghjczn: rfr yfpdfnm vtnjl Extybz? _ Vtnjljnrhsnbz gentq. Cxbnfqnt jnrhsnbt wtynhjd cktleçobv.Xenmä ljkåyj gjlcrfpfnm, rfr pfñjnkbdj yeåyjjuhflbnm bylbdblefkmyjcnm. Vtytt dctuj ghbujlyfcbcntvf jñsxysø ktrwbq.Vjuen ñsnm ghbpsds rj vyjåtcnde, yj cnhjbntkmcndjghjbcøjlbn bylbdblefkmysvb ñtctlfvb. Jlbybp Yfibø Exbntktq jñsxyj kbim yfxbyfk ghtlkjåtybz,ghtljcnfdkzz extybre ljrjyxbnm vsckm. Nfryfcnhfbdfk Jy cdjñjlyjt cjvsiktybt.Ghbywbg cdjñjls gjløjlf, cdjñjls ckeåtybz bnhelf ljkåty ñsnm jøhfyäy. Zdktybt nzujcnb yfxfkfckeåbn kbim ghbpyfrjv ytcjdthitycndf. Endthåltybtzdktybz velhjcnb ñeltn d ndählsø dtøfø, jrheåfçobøyfvtxtyyeç abuehe pyfybz.Jnrhsdfz ghfdbkmyeç ldthm, lflbv ghfdbkmyjtyfghfdktybt.245

260. Endthlbv cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Rfålsq gjkexbncdjq pfhfñjnjr. Zhsq, cvtksq, nheckbdsq, ktybdsq_ dct ghblen pf gkfnjç. Ecgjrjqnt, evjqnt berfåbnt yf døjl. Rnj vjåtn gjyznm, njn ljcnexbncz.Exbntkm xetn: obn hfcrfkztncz. Ghjbcøjlbn djgkjotybtpfgjdtlfyyjq crfprb. Yf Ptvkt ghjøjlzncbvdjks b pyfvtybz, njkmrj ukeøjq yt dcnhtgtyäncz.Z rhfcjne xeç. Extybt zdktyj jcjñsv genäv, nj åttlbyjt, yj ytgjdnjhtyyjt, r njq åt wtkb, yj d yjdjvgjkänt _ zdyjt b ytphbvjt! Nfr vjåyj jghtltkbnmcnegtym Yjdjuj Vbhf.Rjulf ljv gskfk, kçlb toä buhfkb d rjcnb b ghbybvfkblsv gjåfhf pf lsv jxfuf.Cxbnfqnt xfcs, bñj ntgthm ytkmpz cxbnfnm gj lyzv.Yteåtkb yt cksibnt, rfr ievbn djkyf?!261. D åbpyb rfåljuj cjlheåtcndf ñsdftn gjkjåtybt,rjulf hfpdbnbt gj jlyjve yfghfdktybç vjåtndhtlbnm cktlcndbç. Njulf herjdjlbntkm ljkåty yfqnbgenm yjdsø pflfx, ljcnfnjxyj ibhjrbø, xnjñs gjukjnbnmnhtybt. Yt ñeltv yfpsdfnm nhtybt cjhtdyjdfybtvbkb øelibvb bvtyfvb. D jgfcysø ghjkbdførjhfñkb blen gjjlbyjxrt, nfråt d hfpdbnbb jñobysvjuen ñsnm yfljñyjcnb hfcxktybnm ldbåtybt exfcn-246

ybrjd. Dvtcnj djpvjåyjuj dhtlf gjkexbncz jdkfltybtyjdsvb jñkfcnzvb. Rjulf yfñeøfçn vsiws, evtqntlfnm dsøjl ãythubb. Tckb yt ghtleghtlbnm ntcyjneldbåtybz, nj jñtcgtxtyf hjpym.Zdktybt hfpyjjñhfpbz pflfx ytjñøjlbvj, byfxtcnjkryencz cbks hfcneotuj cjpyfybz. Jn herjdjlbntkzpfdbcbn yt jñhfnbnm gjktpyst cbks d ñfyre crjhgbjyjd.Gj cxfcnmç, jxthtlysø pflfx nfr vyjuj, xnjyt nhelyj yfghfdbnm cbks yf ytjnkjåyjt pflfybt.Xfcnj yfhfcnfybt cbk cvtibdfçn c fynfujybpvjv. Xfcnj,dvtcnj cgjrjqyjuj bcgjkmpjdfybz djpvjåyjcnb,hfpledfçn eujkm ytyfdbcnb.Cjdtneç dctv cjlheåtcndfv yt ghjgecnbnm ãnjn gcbøjkjubxtcrbqvjvtyn b lfnm djdhtvz yjdjt pflfybt.Xeç, rfr vjåyj bpñtåfnm jckjåytybq ghb hexfntkmcndtgjñtls cfvsvb ghfrnbxysvb vtnjlfvb. Extybtltqcndbntkmyjcnb ljkåyj jndtxfnm jñüäve ckjåyjcnbntxtybz ãdjkçwbb. Zdktybt yjdsø vbhjdsø gjcnhjtybqljkåyj ñsnm ghjxyj pfobotyj.262. C uhecnmç cvjnhbv yf yt ckjåbdibø ljcnjqystckjdf. Djn toä ñsk xfc, xnjñ erhtgbnmcz, yjghbphfrb pfckjybkb ltqcndbntkmyjcnm, b djpvjåyjcnmeikf. Ult åt, yf rfrjq ljhjut dcnhtnbnt dtcn-247

ybrf? Crjkmrj vjhtq gthtgksdänt, xnjñs ljgjkybnmjlyj ytljcksifyyjt ckjdj? Eitlieç djpvjåyjcnmrfr ghbdktxm jñhfnyj?Rfr ljv ñtp øjpzbyf, cnjzn ytghbvtyäyyst vsckb!Dcgsøyek cdtn ytjñsxysq, yj ghbyzkb tuj pf pfcnjkmyeçcdtxe. Ecnhtvkäyyjcnm gj genb ytjñsxyjujghbyzkb pf jñsxyeç gjøkäñre. Ntgthm ghblänczbcrfnm b cnexfnmcz. Ybrnj yt gjvjåtn, bñj ghbxbyfgjhjlbkf cktlcndbt.Erfåbnt lhepmzv, xnjñs pjhrj, gjljñyj cjrjke,cktlbkb pf bcrhfvb djpvjåyjcntq. Yfqlbnt dhtvzecdjbnm, rfr ytjåblfyyj ghbøjlbn dtcnybr, rfr eljdktndjhtybtpfvsrftn ukfpf. Bcnbyyj, rfålfz egeotyyfzdtcnm kjåbncz nzårbv ñhtvtytv; gjnjve pdexbntdjdhtvz.Ybrnj yt crfåtn _ ghbvbnt øelj gthdjuj dtcnybrf,xnjñs dnjhjq crjhtt ljiäk. E vbhf jlyf yfltålf_ rfr jñjqnb ytjñsxyjt b gjcsgfnm gtgkjvdtcnm yjdjuj cjpyfybz. Yfqlbnt ljcnjqyst ckjdf!263. Bcgsnfybt b kbitybt.Rfr njhåtcndtyyj-yfgsotyyj jñhzåfçn kçlb ãnbgjyznbz! Yj ds pyftnt, xnj bcgsnfybt tcnm ekexitybtrfxtcndf b kbitybt tcnm ghbjñhtntybt djpvjå-248

yjcntq. Bcgsnsdftn ctñz xtkjdtr, gjpyfdfz ytbpdtcnysttve cdjqcndf vfnthbb. Kbiftncz xtkjdtr ytdtåtcndfb ntv jnrhsdftn ctñt yjdst djpvjåyjcnb.Nfv, ult lkz ytdtåtcndf eysybt, nfv lkz gjpyfdfybz_ ghbñkbåtybt kbrjdfybz.Crfåen: ≤Vs lkz jñobys jnrfpfkbcm jn hfljcntq≥.Jndtnmnt: ≤Rfrfz rkflñbotycrfz dfif jñobyf, tckbjyf yf gjcnyjv vfckt!≥ Rfr cktpkbdj eysks kbitybz!Rfr jñkbpsdfçncz jyb yf pfghtnyst kfrjvcndf!Zdktybt kbitybq ytpyfrjvj Yfv, bñj dvtotybtbcrkçxftn kbitybt. Extybt Yfit ghtlcnfdkztn vbhñjufnsv, hfljcnysv b edktrfntkmysv. Ybult yt erfpfysdthbub b ñbxtdfybz. Rfr rjhfñkm, gjkysqcjrhjdbo, ytcäncz erfpfyyfz jñobyf. Zhrj cdtnbngjpyfdfybt ñtcxbcktyysø cdjqcnd vfnthbb. Vfnthbzghjikjuj lyz jñktrftncz d cbzçoeç nrfym ãythubb,rjnjhfz yt yeålftncz d yjdjv yfbvtyjdfybb, yjghjybrftn dcä ghjcnhfycndj b nhtgtotn hfleujqkbrjdfybz xtkjdtxtcndf.Relf åt hfcndjhbkbcm kbitybz b euhçvst bcgsnfybz,rjulf jlby ãktrnhjy dtotcndf vjåtn ghjkbnmwtksq gjnjr ñkfujlfnb?Cxbnfqnt xfcs ghbñkbåtybz yjdsø htitybq!249

264. Gthtl eøjljv ghbvbnt vfktymreç gfvznre;jyf yt cntcybn genybrjd. Pyfz vtcnf yføjåltybz cjnhelybrjd,ds ybrjulf yt jcnfytntcm jlbyjrb. Ñskjñs ytktgj jcnfdkznm cjnhelybrjd d ytdtltybb.Xnj åt pfcnfdkztn kçltq, xeåbø, cyjitybç c YfitqJñobyjq yt dthbnm? Bkb cjdthityyjt ytdtåtcndj,bkb pfdbcnm. Jyb øjnzn ñsnm ljgeotyysvbr Wtynhfkmyjve Fggfhfne, yt bvtz yb vfktqitujghtlcnfdktybz, rfr bv gjkmpjdfnmcz, b yt levfz, rfrjndtncndtyyj ghbñkbåtybt r Bcnjxybre Ãythubb.Endthåltybt Extybz d åbpyb gjpdjkztn ghbñkbpbnmczr cfvsv jgfcysv hsxfufv. Yj ñtp ghfrnbxtcrjujjgsnf ybrfrjt jñüzcytybt yt gjvjåtn.Ntgthm, rfr vjåyj hfcibhbnm cjpyfybt, tckb ytghbkjåty ghjiksq jgsn? Rjytxyj, vjåtn ñsnm jpfhtybt,yj ãnjn ckexfq pf htlrjcnmç yt gthtxbckztv.Yj b jgsnyjt gjpyfybt yflj dspdfnm yfheåe, byfxtjyj ñeltn ñkeålfnm gjljñyj økjgmzv ytcjcnjzdibøczhtfrwbq. Chtlb vjyjnjyyjcnb jñsltyyjcnb kbimytvyjubt joeofçn htfkmyjcnm Rjcvjcf. Chtlb ãnbøcdbnrjd hjåltybq, ñjktpytq, ujhtcntq b cvthntq ytvyjubtyfqlen cdbnjr genb ñtp rjywf b yfxfkf. Rfrcrfpfnm ujkjlyjve j dtxyjcnb? Bcøjlz bp yfcnjzotuj,250

jy ghtlcnfdbn ctñt dtxysq ujkjl. Rnj åt b ult åt,ghtkjvbd cgthdf øktñ, gjdtlän r dtxyjcnb? ØktñPtvkb b Pyfybt zdktys kbim d cjnhelybxtcndt.Yjdsq cjnhelybr, ujhbn kb d ntñt hfljcnm ghbvsckb jñ jñobyt?265. Rjulf jghtltktyj yfghfdktybt, rjulf ghjdthtyjcjpyfybt, rjulf dpdtityf htibvjcnm, njulf yfljyfqnb ckjdj, dshfåfçott cnegtym. Cdtn-cbkf cåbuftnnmve, _ nfr jghtltkbkjcm ntreott nhäøktnbt. Yjchtlb nhäøktnbq rjyxbkjcm ctvbktnbt jpfhtybz. Nfråt rhfnrj vjåyj jghtltkbnm yjdjt ctvbktnbt _ñjhmñf bvz tve. Ñjhmñf ghb gjkyjv cjpyfybb, ghbhtibvjcnb ñtp jncnegktybz.Ds pyftnt jñ jñyjdktybb jhufybpvf xthtp rfåljtctvbktnbt, _ nfrbt åt afps vjåyj yfñkçlfnm dltqcndbzø. Ntgthm erfpfyyfz ñjhmñf ghbvtn yjdsqcvsck. Xtkjdtxtcndj djpjgbkj j ytdjpvjåyjcnb jcnfdfnmczd ytdtåtcndt. Rfr tlbycndtyyfz ldthm lkzldbåtybz jcnfäncz jñobyf. Gecnm njkrjdfybz jñobysvyjujhfpkbxys, yj heckj bø jlyj. Jnxfkbd jndtnøjuj ñthtuf, xtkjdtxtcndj ytvbyetvj ljcnbuytnnjuj åt ãdjkçwbjyyjuj, erfpfyyjuj, ghzvjuj enäcfYjdjuj Vbhf. Njkmrj cktgst yt pfvtxfçn ytcksøfy-251

yjuj ecrjhtybz cbvgnjvjd ãdjkçwbb. Rfålfz jnhfckmåbpyb erfpsdftn yf hfpdbnbt gjyznbq. Zdktybz chjrjdendthåltys yt d nfqyjq kfñjhfnjhbb, yj d åbpybrfåljuj lyz. Wtkst cvthxb vbhjdjq ãythubb jcdtofçngenm ñeleobq. Nfrjt ghjzdktybt ãythubb, rjytxyj,gjllthåfyj dctvb ãktvtynfvb. Nzujntybt rãdjkçwbb pfcnfdbn dctø gjlyznmcz d ñjhmñt vbhjd.Ujdjhzobt j yfcnegktybb vbhyjuj cnhjbntkmcndfyt pyfçn chjrjd. Ñjhmñf jndtxftn rjcvbxtcrjve gjnjre.Eøjlbnt yt d cgjrjqysq xfc, yf pfht Yjdjuj Vbhf.Øjnbv lfnm dfv yf ljhjue vfuybn, rfr pyfr bpextybzgjrf crhsnsø cdjqcnd vfnthbb. Lflbv toä recjrvtntjhbnf, ult pfrkçxäy vtnfkk vjhbq. Ãnjn jcrjkjryfgjvybn dfv jñ bpextybb jcyjdyjq ãythubb, j dtkbrjvFevt.266. Vs jnyjcbvcz ñthtåyj r dfibv cnhtvktybzvb åläv r ctñt ne åt xenrjcnm.Vs pfoboftv dfc yf dctø genzø b vjåtv ålfnmne åt pfñjne.Nfv, ult vjåtn ñsnm øjnz ñs pflfnjr cjnhelybxtcndf,nfv ytevtcnyj jndthufybt. Nhtpdsq hfpev xänrjhfpkbxftn lheptq.252

D Yfibø jñsxfzø gjkjåtyj bcxthgfnm dct ljdjls,ghtålt xtv jnctxm.Yt dbåe ghtgzncndbq rjjgthfwbb, yj vjåtv cjcnfdbnmltcznm yjdsø uheggbhjdjr. Dtlm cjpyfybtVbhjdjuj Cjnhelybxtcndf ljkåyj hfcnb. Eghzvcndjytdtåtcndf yt ñeltn ghtgzncndbtv.Dfib rybub cnjzn d Yfibø øhfybkbofø. Nfr kbjñcnjbn ltkj c Yfibvb rybufvb e dfc? Vs vjåtvjndtnbnm j dfibø rybufø. Xbnfkb kb ds Yfib?Pyfybt Vs gjkfuftv d jcyjde Jñobys, yt juhfybxbdfztuj. Jgsn b ljñhjåtkfntkmcndj gjkfuftv djcyjde Jñobys. Vs zdkztv kexibt eckjdbz lkzghtecgtzybz lheptq. Epyftv dfib yfvthtybz r Yfv.267. Ldf vjhtøjlf gjnthgtkb rheitybt b ñskb dsrbyensyf gecnsyysq jcnhjd. Jñf tldf yt gjubñkbjn ujkjlf b eåfcf, bñj cxbnfkb ctñz yfdctulf jnjhdfyysvbjn vbhf. Rjhfñkm gjljñhfk bø. B yf jcnhjdtñsk cjjheåäy ghjxysq vfzr. Nt åt vjhtøjls jcnfkbcmghb vfzrt, xnjñs ckeåbnm cgfctybç gjubñfçobø.Ntgthm yfcnhjtybt bø bpvtybkjcm. Jyb ñskbcxfcnkbds, lfdfz cgfcbntkmysq cdtn b yt xedcndezctñz jnjhdfyysvb jn vbhf. Pyfxbn, cjpyfybt jñotybzc vbhjv b gjkmps lheubv cjdthityyj ghtjñhfåftnkçltq. Jñott ltkj tcnm pfkju ecgtøf.253

268. Åbd njn, rnj øjxtn åbnm. Elbdbntkmyj ghjnbdjcnjzybthjcne jgfcyjcnb, rjulf zcty cvsck åbpyb.Ybrnj yt vjåtn endthlbnmcz jlybvb ñtpleiysvbghbrfpfvb. Yfcbkbt tcnm gthtåbnjr. Yeåyj ecnhtvbnmczr bysv ltqcndbntkmysv vthfv. Bpextybtãythubq gjrfåtn, crjkmrj njyxfqibø djpvjåyjcntqghtljcnfdktyj xtkjdtxtcnde. Yj cktletn pfgjvybnm,xnj cfvst eåfcyst dphsds vjuen ghjbpjqnb jnjlyjuj ghbrjcyjdtybz bkb cjnhzctybz, _ nfr ñsdftnc cfvsvb uheñsvb dphsdxfnsvb dtotcndfvb. Xnjåt crfpfnm j cbkmytqibø, njyxfqibø ãythubzø?Vsckm _ chtlb nfrbø ytexnäyysø cbk.269. Åbpym ñeltn rhtgyenm yt vtøfybrjq, yj bltzvbjñotåbnbz. Xtkjdtr, ghbvryedibq r ctktybç,yt vjåtn ñsnm dhfujv dctø cjctltq. Ljkåys ecnfyjdbnmczcyjitybz ljñhst, yj njkmrj cjnhelybxtcndjghbdtlän r ltqcndtyyjve ljñhe. Yeåyj ghbvtybnmhfpevysq jñvty _ nfr ghbläv r njve, xnj pjdänczrjjgthfnbdjv. Yj yt ghjxyf ñeltn rjjgthfwbz, tckbd jcyjdfybt kzåtn enfbdfybt b rjhscnjkçñbt. Ljdthbtytjñøjlbvj. Njdfhbotcndj yf ljdthbb ñskjgthdbxyjq ajhvjq rjjgthfnbdf. Rjytxyj, dcä ljkåyjcjdthitycndjdfnmcz. Nfr c ntø gjh yferf lfkf cnjkm-254

j yjdsø ljcnbåtybq, xnj jñotåbnbt vjåtn cnfnmyt njkmrj ltkjdsv, yj b cthltxysv. Åbdfz Ãnbrfdjqlän rfr erhtgkzçott yfxfkj.270. Yflj erhtgkznm lheu lheuf. Wtkfz yferf vjåtnñsnm jcyjdfyf, xnjñs hfpüzcybnm djpltqcndbt ãythubq.Cfvf gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz, ghbceofz rfåljvextkjdtre, yeålftncz d ububtyt. Yt yeåyj ghtlgjkfufnmgjl ãnbv ytxnj cdthøütcntcndtyyjt, yjdfz åbpympyftn tcntcndj dj dctq ñtcghtltkmyjcnb. Gjnjve yeåyjcdtnkj b zcyj ghbjñobnmcz r endthåltybç jñotåbnbzrfr jcyjds vbhf.271. Rjjgthfnbd yt kfdrf, yj rekmnehyjt exhtåltybt.Vjåtn ñsnm d yäv b njhujdkz, yj jcyjdf ljkåyfñsnm ghjcdtnbntkmyfz. Njkmrj ghb nfrjv yfghfdktybbvjåyj ghbkjåbnm rjjgthfwbç r yjdjq åbpyb.Yt kturj nfrjt jñütlbytybt, kçlb ghbdsrkb cjtlbyznmnjhujdkç c cdjtrjhscnbtv. Nfrjt pfñkeåltybtnhelyj bcrjhtybnm. Yj ñtpjnkfufntkmyj cktletn genävirjkmyjuj ghjcdtotybz ezcybnm cvsck pljhjdjujjñvtyf. Pfhfñjnjr yt tcnm rjhscnm. Gkfnf pf nhelyt tcnm ghtcnegktybt. Vjåyj dbltnm, xnj nhel tcnmtlbyfz cghfdtlkbdfz wtyyjcnm.255

Nfr vjåyj ñtp gjnhzctybq b cveotybz dcä hfpüzcybnmgjl pyfvtytv Ghjcdtotybz b Vbhf.272. Vbh tcnm dtytw cjnhelybxtcndf. Pyftv vyjujhfdyjpyfxfobø gjyznbq _ cjnhelybxtcndj, cjlheåtcndj,jñobyf, rjjgthfnbd _ nt cfvst cthltxystjñütlbybntkmyst jcyjds, rfr vfzrb dj nmvt. Ytgeufnmcz ljkåys kçlb ghb vsckb j cxfcnmt ñkbåybø,yj hfljdfnmcz yeåyj, bñj cxfcnmt ñkbåytuj tcnmyfit cxfcnmt. Gjldbåybrb yt gjrblfçn Ptvkç, gjrfyt bcwtktys cnhflfybz. Wtkjt cjlheåtcndj vjåtnkturj ktxbnm hfys lheuf _ njkmrj yeåyj hfpdbnmbcreccndj vsckbnm dj ñkfuj. B ãnj yt kturj d jñbøjltøkjgjn. Yj ghbvths gjldbåybrjd vjuen jñjlhbnmb dkbnm yjdst cbks.273. Crjkmrj xtkjdtxtcnde yeåyj gthtcnhflfnm,ghtålt xtv jyj ljuflftncz j gjkmpt tlbytybz! Cfvsthfpheibntkmyst cbks yfghfdktys, xnjñs jvhfxbnmpfxfnrb jñütlbytybz. Rfålsq cjtlbybntkm gjldthuftnczkbxyj jgfcyjcnb. Rfålsq vbhjndjhtw gjøekztncz.Rfålsq hfñjnybr dscvtbdftncz. Rfålsqcnhjbntkm yfpsdftncz ñtpevwtv. Nfr ckeåbntkb hfpkjåtybzgsnfçncz cnthtnm c kbwf Ptvkb pyfvz Ghj-256

cdtotybz. Nhel ytdjpvjåty chtlb dhfåls. Cnhjtybtytvsckbvj chtlb dphsdjd ytyfdbcnb. Cjlheåtcndjñjhtncz c xtkjdtrjytyfdbcnybxtcndjv.Elthåbv d gfvznb ãnb cnfhst pfdtns.274. Vjuen kb ñsnm d jñobyt cjlheåtcndf åtyoby,veåxby b ltntq? Rjytxyj, vjuen. Bcnbyyjtcjlheåtcndj vjåtn hfpltkznmcz gj vyjubv ghbpyfrfvdjphfcnf, gjkf, b pfyznbq, b vsckb. Yflj, xnjñsnfrbt dtndb hjckb pljhjdsvb b yt njkmrj yt vtifkbecnhtvktybzv kçltq, yj b gjvjufkb lheu lheue;xnjñs gjvjom ñskf ljñhjdjkmyjq. Cktletn cgjcjñcndjdfnmrfåljve hfpevyjve jñütlbytybç. Bvtyyj,rjulf cjnhelybxtcndf hfpyjjñhfpys, nj njulf jcjñtyyjdjpvjåys hfcwdtns. Yt jrjds yfltdftv, yjhfcibhztv ujhbpjyn. Gecnm ltnb ecdjzn cfvst eukeñkäyystpflfybz. Gecnm åtyobys ytcen dscjrj ceåläyyjtPyfvz. Gecnm veåxbys gjhfleçn cfvb Yfcgjcnhjtybtv Uhflf. Nfr gjdthø ghtøjlzotuj dscnegznpyfrb Dtxyjcnb.275. Rjulf åt eckjåyzncz dsxbcktybz b pfnvbnczÑtcghtltkmyjcnm, njulf cyjdf dcgjvyzn ghjcntqieçjcyjde: jn cthlwf r cthlwe _ nfrjd pfrjy cjnhelybxtcndf,jñobys, cjlheåtcndf.257

Nhelzobqcz, lhjåbn bkb hfcibhztncz cjpyfybtndjä, rjulf ãythubz ghtndjhztncz d jrtfy cdtnf?!Nhelzobqcz, eåfcftncz bkb njhåtcndetn cthlwtndjä, rjulf gthtl njñjç dcnfän Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm?!258

Jn htlfrwbbRybub Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb bkb Fuyb-Qjubghtlcnfdkzçn cjñjq bpñhfyyst ñtctls Dtkbrjuj Exbntkz(Vføfnvs) Djcnjrf c Tktyjq Hthbø b Ybrjkftv Hthbøjv.Dgthdst jgeñkbrjdfyyst yf heccrjv zpsrt d 1923–1937 uu., jyb djgkjnbkb d ctñt cbyntp jleøjndjhäyyjujyhfdcndtyyjuj, abkjcjacrjuj b yfexyjuj gjcnbåtybzVbhf. Jgbhfzcm yf leøjdysq jgsn ghjikjuj dctuj xtkjdtxtcndf,Extybt Åbdjq Ãnbrb yfvtxftn genb cjpblfybzyjdjq, ñjktt cjdthityyjq cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb yfitqgkfytns _ rjcvbxtcrjuj cjnhelybxtcndf.Ghb gjlujnjdrt yjdsø, ljgjkytyysø bplfybq bcgjkmpjdfys:ghtlsleobt bplfybz yf heccrjv zpsrt b gthtdjls,ghjitlibt rjhhtrnehe T. B. Hthbø; vfyecrhbgnsT. B. Hthbø b rjgbb c ybø; erfpfybz jñ bpvtytybzø b ljgjkytybzø,cjlthåfobtcz d gbcmvfø b lheubø fhøbdysøvfnthbfkfø T. B. Hthbø. Yfgbcfybt ckjd b geyrnefwbzghbdtltys d cjjndtncndbt c cjdhtvtyysvb ghfdbkfvbb yjhvfvb, ghb nofntkmyjv cjøhfytybb cvsckjdsøjnntyrjd b cnbkbcnbxtcrbø jcjñtyyjcntq ntrcnf. (Gjlhjñyttcv.: ≤Cdtn Juyz≥, § 6. Hbuf: Eueyc, 1994. C. 153–164.)259

D rfxtcndt nhtnmtq rybub Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb,≤Jñobyf≥ ñskf dgthdst yfgtxfnfyf d Hbut Kfndbqcrbvjñotcndjv Hthbøf d 1936 u. Gj erfpfybç Exbntkz d ytädjikf, d yjdjq htlfrwbb, pyfxbntkmyfz xfcnm ehubycrjq≤Jñobys≥ 1927 u., gjlujnjdktyyjq lkz Hjccbb 20-ø uu.c exänjv ghfdbdituj d cnhfyt htåbvf. D yjdeç rybueñskj ljñfdktyj ñjktt 60 gfhfuhfajd bp pfgbctq ntø åtktn b 1935 u., f yf jñkjårt gjcnfdkty 1926 u. Bvtyyj ãnjbplfybt, jñhfoäyyjt r kçlzv cfvsø hfpysø cjpyfybq,døjlbn d cthbç rybu Åbdjq Ãnbrb bkb Fuyb-Qjubb gthtdjlbkjcm yf vyjubt zpsrb vbhf.Ghb gjlujnjdrt 3-uj bplfybz (Eueyc, 1995) ntrcn pfyjdjcdthty c vfyecrhbgnfvb bp fhøbdjd Kfndbqcrjuj jñotcndfHthbøf, Veptz bvtyb Y. Hthbøf d Ymç-Qjhrt b xfcnysøfhøbdjd; dytctys ljgjkytybz b bpvtytybz (gj ljcnegysvfhøbdysv vfnthbfkfv T. B. Hthbø yf heccrjvzpsrt), rfr djitlibt d fyukbqcrbt bplfybz, nfr b ghtlyfpyfxtyystlkz cktleçobø heccrbø bplfybq, yj lj cbøgjh yt geñkbrjdfdibtcz.260

≤Pyfr yf rybufø Åbdjq Ãnbrb jpyfxftn Vfqnhtz Cfyuøf,bkb Jñobyf Vfqnhtb≥ (T. B. Hthbø).Ytrjnjhst vfkjegjnhtñbntkmyst ckjdf:µ19 b lh. Ãvfyfwbb (kfn.) _ bpkextybz.µ21. Vbh (ntktcysø) gthtåbnrjd _ fcnhfkmysq vbh,ybpibt ckjb Njyrjuj Vbhf.µ26. Abkmvf _ gkäyrf.µ35. ≤•¬” º’œ¬”º º¿ º’÷”º≥ (kfn.) _ ≤Xthtp nthybb r pdäplfv≥.µ42. Cjpyfnm _ egjnhtñkztncz d pyfxtybb jcjpyfnm.õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º (kfn.) _ Vfnthbz Kçwblf, ≤cdtnjyjcyfzvfnthbz≥.µ48 b lh. Vfybatcnfwbb _ ghjzdktybz.µ84. Ãjy (uhtx.) _ dtr, ãgjøf.µ95. Xeåljt cdtne _ pltcm d cvsckt cdtncrjve vbhe.µ133. Cbytlhbjy _ cjdtn cnfhtqiby d lhtdytq Beltt.µ147. Jnhtdftv (jnhedftv) _ jn jnhedfnm _ jnhbyenm,jndthufnm.µ174. Ãrcnthbjhbpfwbz _ gthtyjc, hfcghjcnhfytybt djdyt.µ199. Fãhjkbn _ vtntjhbn.µ215. Cfynfyf (cfycrh.) _ ≤gjnjr åbpyb≥.Vbajkjubxtcrbt, ñbñktqcrbt, bcnjhbxtcrbt bvtyf, gjyznbzdjcnjxyjq abkjcjabb, yfexyst nthvbys, cnfhbyyst b htlrjegjnhtñkztvst dshfåtybz heccrjuj zpsrf yt nhtñjdfkb gjzcytybzlkz exfcnybrjd dscjrbø ñtctl. Vyjubt yfbvtyjdfybzgjlhjñytt hfcrhsdfçncz d ãnjq åt rybut, d lheubø rybuføExtybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb b d Gbcmvfø Vføfnv (≤Xfif Djcnjrf≥).261

Cv. nfråt cnfnmçJñ bplfybb rybu Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrbd bplfntkmcndt ≤Eueyc≥:Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm. Xfcnm ï. 3-t bpl., ljg. H.–V.: Eueyc, 2002.Ghbkjåtybt. C. 301–313;≈÷÷œ://ŸŸŸ.ºƒÕ∆¤Œƒº.Œ”ƒ/º¤—”◊/◊ƒ◊Õ’—¬¿∆÷.œ¿√262