Janie saw her life like a great tree in leaf with the things suffered

127/260“Leave heah, Janie. Don’t come heah—”“Ah knowed you wasn’t gointuh lissen tuh me. You changeseverything but nothin’ don’t change you—not even death. But Ah ain’tgoin’ outa here and Ah ain’t gointuh hush. Naw, you gointuh listen tuhme one time befo’ you die. Have yo’ way all yo’ life, trample and mashdown and then die ruther than tuh let yo’self heah ’bout it. Listen,Jody, you ain’t de Jody ah run off down de road wid. You’se whut’s leftafter he died. Ah run off tuh keep house wid you in uh wonderful way.But you wasn’t satisfied wid me de way Ah was. Naw! Mah own mindhad tuh be squeezed and crowded out tuh make room for yours inme.”“Shut up! Ah wish thunder and lightnin’ would kill yuh!”“Ah know it. And now you got tuh die tuh find out dat you got tuhpacify somebody besides yo’self if you wants any love and any sympathyin dis world. You ain’t tried tuh pacify nobody but yo’self. Toobusy listening tuh yo’ own big voice.”“All dis tearin’ down talk!” Jody whispered with sweat globulesforming all over his face and arms. “Git outa heah!”“All dis bowin’ down, all dis obedience under yo’ voice—dat ain’twhut Ah rushed off down de road tuh find out about you.”A sound of strife in Jody’s throat, but his eyes stared unwillinglyinto a corner of the room so Janie knew the futile fight was not withher. The icy sword of the square-toed one had cut off his breath andleft his hands in a pose of agonizing protest. Janie gave them peace onhis breast, then she studied his dead face for a long time.“Dis sittin’ in de rulin’ chair is been hard on Jody,” she mutteredout loud. She was full of pity for the first time in years. Jody had been