Give everyone thine ear, but few thy voice. - Re-evaluation Counseling
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<strong>Give</strong> <strong>everyone</strong> <strong>thine</strong> <strong>ear</strong>, <strong>but</strong> <strong>few</strong> <strong>thy</strong> <strong>voice</strong>.<br />
•-WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE
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CONTENTS<br />
Articles about <strong>Counseling</strong> —3-23<br />
Understanding and Using Organizational Forms Harvey Jackins -<br />
6Transcending<br />
Owning-Class Distress Nancy Kline -<br />
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New 1 Commitments Harvey Jackins -<br />
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1Thinking 5 Cl<strong>ear</strong>?) !<br />
Co-<strong>Counseling</strong><br />
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A b o u) t in Training Social Workers Joke Hermsen -<br />
Liberation 1R 9 e l i<br />
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<strong>Counseling</strong><br />
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Practice —33-41<br />
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1 World i c Changing —43-48<br />
From h the a Mail e —49-68<br />
Teaching,<br />
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l Leading, and Community-Building —69.75<br />
Poems i —32, 75 N . - -<br />
Information J<br />
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Publications M —82-85<br />
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SOCIETY'S MOST IMPORTANT JOBS<br />
Parents do major work as parents in every society. We train, provide for, and nurture the next generation<br />
of workers and citizens. In some societies and at certain times in history 1 this job has been recognized<br />
and valued more than others.<br />
Historically, when a people have been devastated by war, disease, or famine, mothers in ,particular<br />
have been revered, protected, and even subsidized.<br />
Some countries, like the People's <strong>Re</strong>public of China and Sweden, pay parents a stipend for their work<br />
as parents. Some cultures in Africa pay a special respect to fathers and mothers. All work stops to inquire<br />
after the parents' well-being and mothers and fathers receive honored places at village events.<br />
There are a number of societies that give more than lip service to the fact that young people, their<br />
education, their well-being, and their future as Powerful members of the society is the responsibility of<br />
<strong>everyone</strong>. Young people are greeted by adults as son or daughter, and adults as uncle and aunt in<br />
numerous countries. In the USSR and in some U.S. neighborhoods, if adults see some young person<br />
misbehaving or being mistreated they naturally assume responsibility for correcting the situation whether<br />
they know the young person or not.<br />
In the People's <strong>Re</strong>public of China and parts of Israel there is good child care available to parents free of<br />
charge when they need to work or exercise or just be in adult company for a while. It is not even assumed<br />
that young people will live with their parents. The role of the parent is not usurped by the state, <strong>but</strong> rather•<br />
supported so parents have a better chance to do the good job every parent wants to do. Societies where<br />
this kind of support of parenting is most prevalent tend to be ones where classism is understood and permanent<br />
gains have been made for workers as a whole.<br />
In the United States some support of children has gained acceptance. Child support', aid to nursing<br />
mothers, and Head Start pre-school programs are proof of this. But even these programs are seen as a gift<br />
to children whose prents have failed, rather than legitimate social support of the work of parents. Parents<br />
are held accountable; legally, morally, and financially, for their offspring; yet it is the society as a whole<br />
that gains by their good work as parents. In the U.S, it is assumed that adequate support and compensation<br />
for parenting consists of the affection returned to parents by their children. This increasingly makes<br />
the work of parents more difficult.<br />
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More and more two-parent families find it necessary for both parents to work to get the same real income<br />
that a one-worker family had in y<strong>ear</strong>s past. Single parents have it even tougher. This trend will<br />
probably continue as equal pay for equal work for men and women is experiencing setbacks and more and<br />
more U.S. workers are underemployed or will never find work again until the society is Changed, Today<br />
there are <strong>few</strong>er resources available to support young children of working parents than in the recent past:<br />
There are <strong>few</strong>er day care centers and larger class sizes; less money is spent on education. There are<br />
millions of young children every day who have no adult present with them at home during the day. In a<br />
society where you are a failure if you are not doing better economically and providing better for your<br />
family than your parents' did, most parents feel like failures. It is amazing that parents continue to do so<br />
well with their young people while they are under so much pressure and are blamed for the results of<br />
government policies that make their job so difficult.<br />
Patents can change all this. We are a powerful forbe because of the indispensable work we do. When we<br />
speak in a unified way, our <strong>voice</strong> is h<strong>ear</strong>d. We have the chance to &lite past all class, religious, national,<br />
and racial barriers. There is no stronger bond between people than their hopes for a better world and better<br />
lives for their children. We can start by not blaming ourselves, by realizing that all parents' are good<br />
parents who fight hard situations to do the job they do. We can choose a viewpoint of making things even<br />
more the way they should be for our children. We can organize to create the societal support we need to<br />
do that job. The time has come for a strong and effective parents' union.<br />
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CHUCK, ESSER<br />
PHILADELPHIA, PENNSYLVANIA, USA
REACHING WOMEN IN MICRONESIA<br />
The appointment of me as <strong>Re</strong>gional <strong>Re</strong>ference Person<br />
for the Pacific Islands was the key piece in the<br />
puzzle of "What next?" Becoming RRP pulls together<br />
everything I've done this summer and provides the<br />
framework by which to choose among the many options<br />
I have for the future.<br />
About six months ago I began teaching RC one-onone<br />
with a world leader, Alice Buck. She had found<br />
my name in the back of Present Time, Alice grew up in a<br />
missionary family in Micronesia, speaks Marshallese<br />
and Kosraen fluently, and is dedicated to the growth<br />
and re-emergence of the peoples of Micronesia. Four<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s ago, she created a series of workshops called<br />
SHINE (sincerity, health, intelligence, and enthusiasm)<br />
for the church women of Micronesia. In May she<br />
invited me to be one of seven resource women for the<br />
workshops. I thought carefully about my goals before<br />
I embarked on this adventure. They were: to enjoy<br />
myself and to l<strong>ear</strong>n, to act as a resource person for the<br />
other six' women and to form close relationships with<br />
each of them, to l<strong>ear</strong>n to present RC in a manner<br />
meaningful and respectful of the different cultures, to<br />
begin relationships with women leaders on each of the<br />
islands, to l<strong>ear</strong>n to teach through interpreters, and to<br />
scuba dive in the lagoons of Truk. Having these goals<br />
in mind was extremely helpful; they gave me an exceptionally<br />
cl<strong>ear</strong> focus for my actions and certainly<br />
gave me a great deal of satisfaction in my own <strong>evaluation</strong><br />
after the jouiney.<br />
My classes were named "Conflict <strong>Re</strong>solution and<br />
Listening Skills." For five weeks, I taught basic RC<br />
theory and the framework for sessions in two countries<br />
(the Marshall Islands and the Federated States of<br />
Micronesia), at four different sites (Majuro, Truk,<br />
Kosrae, and Ponape). What a big smile I had upon<br />
watching 150 Trukese doing mini-sessions! People re'.<br />
sponded with joy (and much initial embarrassment) to<br />
being listened to without interruption. The questions<br />
and comments were plentiful, positive, and thoughtful.<br />
I was able to reach over 700 women (and a peppering<br />
of men) in those weeks. • •<br />
What did I l<strong>ear</strong>n? First, abstract theory crash-landed<br />
on my first day in Micronesia. Concrete connections<br />
with daily life are essential. Using visual tools<br />
worked well. When I re-thought my disastrous first<br />
day of classes, I decided to use a film I had brought<br />
from Hawaii made by Claudia Chotzen, "Molokai<br />
Family: A Gift to My Children." A Hawaiian woman<br />
of amazing strength and perception shows how she has<br />
dealt with tonaily strife and the conflict between<br />
Western and Hawaiian cultures. Every day I would<br />
talk five minutes of theory, show a part of the film,<br />
then have people do mini-sessions based on their feelings<br />
about the film. It worked very well.<br />
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Second, it helps to have the interpreter on my side.<br />
Subsequently, I spent time with my interpreters, and<br />
when possible either Co-Counseled or gave them oneway<br />
time. Third, once again, I saw how important<br />
trust is. When Alice worked with me, I could see<br />
<strong>everyone</strong>'s faces open up in love. Because of the y<strong>ear</strong>s<br />
and effort she has expended, they trust her completely.<br />
Fourth, translating the materials into each of the<br />
four different languages was a smart move. People appreciate<br />
the use of their own language. Assisting Alice<br />
with the translations gave me an initial feel for each<br />
language. Fifth, taking care of my mental and physical<br />
self is very important—eating rationally, resting<br />
well, spending relaxed time I had lots of feelings<br />
while doing these sensible activities. Not paying attention<br />
to the undercurrent of desperation about doing<br />
all things all the time was difficult <strong>but</strong> possible.<br />
Sixth, forming loving, caring relationships with the<br />
leaders is a big step towards the re-emergence of a people.<br />
Doing mini-sessions or giving one-way time (even<br />
a <strong>few</strong> minutes) can completely change someone's viewpoint.<br />
I enjoyed the exuberant love of the peoples I met.<br />
The incredibly strong family structures i n these<br />
cultures. The joy of singing that pervades Micronesia.<br />
The fact that parenting is accepted and supported as<br />
going beyond,the biological parents. The creative and<br />
deliciously prepared home-grown foods and fish. The<br />
loving strength of the women awl their insistence on<br />
s<strong>ear</strong>ching for the best for their people. Scuba diving in<br />
the wondrous Truk lagoon among rainbow colors.<br />
My strong introduction to Micronesia will be the<br />
basis for more work in the 'future. My clinic, the<br />
Waianac Coast Comprehensive Health Center on<br />
Oahu, has been chosen a$ the resource center for establishing<br />
primary health care clinics in Micronesia.<br />
am on the committee to plan for this interaction.<br />
Later —<br />
'Yoking that time with you last week let me drop the<br />
"worry" part of presenting revolutionary skills to an<br />
unknown audience. I felt cotapulted into joy and confidence;<br />
my desire to impart this invaluable information<br />
took precedence over everything else. You also<br />
,interrnpted my "if I can,possibly (:;lo it, I MUST" and<br />
spy "do or die stuff. I did get a little tired over the<br />
three days of the conference when women flocked to<br />
me for , attention, , <strong>but</strong> I Would take a break in the afternoon<br />
and just walk in the soft breezes of Manoa.<br />
The box of materials you so kindly sent me in Truk<br />
were distri<strong>but</strong>ed in this way: the leader from each major<br />
village was given a copy of The Human Side of Human
Beings, Sisters, and several copies of Welcome to <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong><br />
counseling. The two precious copies of the Women's<br />
Liberation Policies: one given to a woman leader in<br />
Truk who is on the edge of making a move to be the<br />
first woman politician in Truk and the other to Alice<br />
Buck, the coordinator and founder of these workshops.<br />
So each 'village in Truk, Kosrae, and Pohnpei<br />
and the Marshall Islands has a copy of The Human Side<br />
of Human Beings and an issue of Sisters.<br />
I'm looking forward to spending several hours at my<br />
computer to write an article about Micronesia and my<br />
exciting work there. I 'm setting my sights on the<br />
teachers' and leaders' workshop the end of August.<br />
Still Later —<br />
I've been asked to conduct a workshop for the State<br />
of Hawaii's Commission for the Status of Women Conference<br />
in October.<br />
I also had the marvelous experience of forming an<br />
alliance with a powerful old-time union organizer at<br />
the conference. She's been fifty-five y<strong>ear</strong>s on the front<br />
lines and thinks volumes per second. Also, I received a<br />
tentative invitation to an international women's conference<br />
in the Philippines this fall.<br />
Later—<br />
The Northern California Teachers' and Leaders'<br />
Conference was such an incredibly luxurious experience<br />
for me. The new conimitments are wonderful.<br />
Anne laughed up a storm just looking at the Commitment<br />
Against Pretense. H<strong>ear</strong>ing a review of the tools<br />
we have to change the world was invigorating and<br />
prompted me to escalate my plans for my community<br />
to a large scale with more efficient use of my energies..<br />
Two days after my return from San Francisco I gave<br />
a short workshop at the Waianae Coast Health Center,<br />
the clinic where I am employed as an emergency room<br />
physician and general practitioner. I taught some<br />
basic theory and the response was enthusiastic: one<br />
woman promptly went home and practiced taking<br />
turns for "several hours" with her husband; she was<br />
ecstatic about the results. So with that kind of feedback,<br />
I'm starting an "Exhaustion, overload, discouragement<br />
and what to do about it" support group on<br />
Mondays for the entire clinic. (We have about 120 on<br />
staff, about 85% women, 80% Third World, serving<br />
the largest native Hawaiian population on Oahu.) I'm<br />
also thinking about a Saturday morning workshop for<br />
the Emergency Room staff (by request of one of the<br />
head nurses upon h<strong>ear</strong>ing of my work in Micronesia).<br />
Actually, this is the beginning of a grand scheme that's<br />
been rolling around in my bean for the past five to six<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s about restructuring the medical system along<br />
humane lines. I n my fifteen y<strong>ear</strong>s of work in medicine,<br />
I've been appalled by the callous treatment of all<br />
people (patients, providers, and administrators of<br />
health care) by a system purportedly structured to.<br />
"care" for people. The Emergency Room is like sexual<br />
distress; the ER draws the various distresses of the<br />
system into one physical place and <strong>everyone</strong>'s distresses<br />
bounce off the walls, collide, gather more momentum<br />
and eventually explode. I am always jarred as I<br />
walk into the ER and am bombarded by high-volume<br />
clienting. So, anyway, another challenge waving from<br />
the balcony.<br />
I'm delighted by a recent invitation to present an<br />
evening to the Waianae Coast Business and Professional<br />
Women's Association in two weeks. I plan to<br />
spend an hour with the president before the meeting<br />
and to start our relationship off with fireworks as I<br />
give her unadulterated attention. I was pleased to<br />
spend time with Debbie Kimball to h<strong>ear</strong> of her new<br />
projects on Kauai and to enhance our new relationship.<br />
I am compiling the translations and back-translations<br />
that Alice and I did in Kosrean, Pohnpeian, ,<br />
Trukese, and Marshallese. I hope to enclose those<br />
with my next letter. I look forward to h<strong>ear</strong>ing about<br />
Hungary, Yugoslavia, and China.<br />
April Sasaki-<br />
Aiea, Hawai4 -USA •:
UNDERSTANDING AND USING<br />
ORGANIZATIONAL FORMS<br />
—Harvey „Pains<br />
In other places we have discussed the fundamental actions which you, as an individual, can take<br />
to begin the formation of a world-class community around yourself and the assumption by yourself<br />
of world-wide leadership and influence.<br />
STEPS TO WORLD LEADERSHIP<br />
These have been summarized as<br />
(1) Giving up permanently and completely the ancient and universal (until now) habit of seeking<br />
to claim other people's attention and their listening to you when with them (the only exceptions being<br />
when the other person or persons understand how to be an effective counselor and has or have<br />
agreed to be counselor to you at that particular time);<br />
(2) Substituting for the ancient habit a new active attitude, whenever with other persons, of paying<br />
attention to them, and listening to them, of enhancing their functioning (and possibly their reemergence)<br />
by approval of them, validation of them, iiiterest in them, confidence for them and in<br />
them, high expectations of them, contradiction of their distress (and directing their attention away<br />
from their distress) and sometimes, assisting them to discharge;<br />
(3) Teaching, expecting, and assisting the most responsible of the people around you to become<br />
leaders to the people around them by following your model of how to do it;<br />
(4) Teaching these leaders how to teach the other people to be leaders, in the same way as they are<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>ning to be leaders from you; and<br />
(5) Communicating to these successive spheres of influenced and informed people the theory and<br />
practice of recovering our occluded intelligences and leading, inspiring, and organizing people to<br />
eliminate all practices by which humans harm humans, that we have called <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> <strong>Counseling</strong>.<br />
Theory, policy, goal-setting, organization, decision, and action are all necessary to attain the full<br />
re-emergence and the benign societies we all desire. Organization, in particular, is a field in which<br />
we have operated intuitively and without much rigorous discussion in recent periods. We have certainly<br />
been making organizational progress, however, and have accumulated many good experiences<br />
from which we can deduce useful generalities.<br />
ORGANIZATIONAL FORMS<br />
As we experienced Co-Counselors proceed with the construction of our individual world communities,<br />
we will need to organize our community members, will need to understand and use effective<br />
organizational forms. I have been trying to examine some of the basic forms that I observe us using in<br />
our work, We have familiar labels for them in many cases (and I think these labels will remain useful<br />
for us in defining them and in communicating with each other about them); <strong>but</strong> clarification<br />
and understanding of the content of these forms will be more useful than simply settling for the labels.<br />
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THE SESSION<br />
The first form can be called the SESSION. Its content is two (or more) persons paying helpful, interested<br />
attention to one of the persons. Most of the action in the fourth paragraph of this article will,qualify as a<br />
SESSION. We already know of the possibility of, and already use, Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> sessions (two-way sessions),<br />
one-way sessions, three-way sessions, mini-sessions, telephone sessions', intensive sessions, correspondence-by-mail<br />
sessiOns, formal sessions, informal sessions, supervised sessions, and many others. The t e n<br />
-which<br />
one person says, "I feel depressed this morning," and another replies, "I'm sorry. You look<br />
s<br />
fine.<br />
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Have<br />
o n d<br />
a nice<br />
e x<br />
day,"<br />
c h<br />
qualifies<br />
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as<br />
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a SESSION,<br />
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My opinion. Two or more persons paying helpful, interested<br />
attention to one of the persons.<br />
THE CLASS<br />
Let's call the second organizational form the CLASS. Its content is communication to one or more persons<br />
of some of the knowledge of what people are like, what they can do and how they can do it (how they can recover their inherent<br />
intelligence and power) which we collectively have called <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> <strong>Counseling</strong> theory and practice. This<br />
knowledge has been hidden from people by patterns, by mis-information, and by the oppressive<br />
practices of societies. We have recovered a great deal of it out of occlusion and continue to l<strong>ear</strong>n<br />
more and more. Every bit of this knowledge is precious to every person who l<strong>ear</strong>ns it. It has already<br />
dramatically changed the lives of hundreds of thousands of people.<br />
We are familiar with fundamental classes, ongoing classes, advanced classes, a great variety of<br />
special-purpose classes. I would include the informal communication Of even one piece of information<br />
under this label. "I've h<strong>ear</strong>d it's good to let babies cry. Let me hold her while you shop,"<br />
qualifies as a CLASS. So does loaning a piece of RC literature. The communication of RC knowledge to one<br />
or more persons.<br />
THE SUPPORT GROUP<br />
The SUPPORT GROUP is the next most used form. The basic content of the SUPPORT GROUP<br />
is each person in a group having a turn at being listened to without interruption. An RCer may have to insist on the<br />
"no interruption" practice the first <strong>few</strong> times in a wide-world group, bilt the "no interruptions" will<br />
then be insisted on by the members as they experience the two great benefits of (I) actually being<br />
listened to and ,(2) actually h<strong>ear</strong>ing what other people are saying.<br />
We already have women's support groups, men's support groups, support groups of every kind of<br />
commonality, within RC and Without. Support group forms have spread from RC to wide sections<br />
of the population that have never yet h<strong>ear</strong>d of RC.<br />
In general, every RCer should organize the content of a SUPPORT GROUP whenever she or he<br />
finds herself or himself with two or more other people. This includes at the bus stop, driving to<br />
work, on the work break, the lunch hour, at other meals, on all social occasions. This is what all<br />
people hope for from each other when together, <strong>but</strong>, because of the ancient habit, don't know how<br />
to bring it about or how to take turns.<br />
Each person in a group having a turn at being listened to without interruption.<br />
THE LEADERS' GROUP<br />
The WYGELIAN-TYPE LEADERS' GROUP* is an organizational break-through. Its content is<br />
each leader in a group of leaders who share a commonality of purpose, having four basic needs of rational leadership met.<br />
Each leader needs a chance to review his or her past leadership before peers, needs to share information<br />
with peers, needs to set goals in the h<strong>ear</strong>ing of peers, and needs to receive counseling assistance<br />
where distress is limiting his or her leadership. These are the four points of the Wygelian<br />
leaders' agenda. c o n t i n u e d . .<br />
*See PRESENT TI ME No. 54, pp. 3-5 and No. 55, pp. 13-14.<br />
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Such a leaders' group format eliminates the traditional "group programs," "checking up on each<br />
other," "argning," "clienting," and "dramatizing at each other' which has been traditional in the<br />
best of previous functioning of leaders in the same field.<br />
The WYGELIAN-TYPE LEADERS' GROUP works well in coordinating the work of RC<br />
leaders. It works well in leading, and developing leadership for, the special background and special<br />
liberation groups within and without RC. It works well in the wide world with leaders who know<br />
nothing of RC, providing an RCer uses RC skills as the Consultant to the group.<br />
THE WORKSHOP<br />
An RC workshop involves many highly developed practices which guarantee these workshops<br />
almost uniform success. The "Organizer's Guidelines for International and <strong>Re</strong>gional Workshops,"<br />
which is in the possession of most RC leaders, covers many details of these forms. I shall not try to<br />
summarize them here, <strong>but</strong>, instead, I ask readers of this article to send me lists of the organizational<br />
forms they see present in an RC workshop, and the contents of these forms.<br />
THE PANEL<br />
The PANEL is an organizational form that has evolved steadily and has lately proven very effective<br />
at ending misunderstandings between the women and the men in RC. Part of the oppression of<br />
men is to condition them not to talk about themselves and never tell of their hardships or hurts. In<br />
general, women have not known this. At recent workshops I have asked four to twelve men to app<strong>ear</strong><br />
as a panel in front of the workshop, where I question each one in turn as to "what it has been<br />
like to be a male" at each period of his life, as an infant, as a toddler, <strong>ear</strong>ly grade school, later grade<br />
school, middle school, college, young adult, and at present. As each period's hurts are recalled I ask,<br />
"Where did you go for comfort?" The answers reveal to women listeners a reality of males' lives they<br />
have never suspected and open the door to much better communication between women and men.,<br />
Some questions that the panel moderator will find useful with panels of oppressed groups are;<br />
"What has been great about being a ( W y g e l i a n ) ? What has been hard about being a<br />
( W y g e l l a n ) ? Whatdoyouwishotherpeopleknewo r understoodaboutyourkindo f<br />
Wygelians? What do you wish non-Wygelians would never say again? What would a non-Wygelian<br />
who was a perfect ally for Wygellans be like? How do you wish Wygelians would relate to each<br />
other?"<br />
OTHER FORMS?<br />
What other organizational forms do you recognize in our<br />
What , econtent? v o l v How i n g can we Ruse these C in our contacts with other people as our world-class communities<br />
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WEDNESDAY<br />
AT THE KENYA WORKSHOP<br />
(LETTER FROM BARBARA LOVE)<br />
(After Barbara Love, International Liberation <strong>Re</strong>ference Person for Black Persons, attended the Nairobi Interna,<br />
tional Women's Conference in 1985, she was asked to return to Kenya in 1986 to lead an RC women's workshop.<br />
Wanjiku Kironyo of Nairobi organized the workshop and women from seven countries, all new to RC; attended.)<br />
TUESDAY —<br />
Three new people have come today. We decided on these last that they can be here as observers. We<br />
, c a n n o t afford to pay for their Meals.<br />
I am thinking that some people have come because of the promise of a meal. Some have come because<br />
they h<strong>ear</strong>d there was a workshop where they teach you how to solve your problems. I believe some<br />
thought it was a workshop where their problems would be solved. Some had some idea of what the workshop<br />
is about, <strong>but</strong> came looking for traditional counseling.<br />
A <strong>few</strong> seem to really understand and some faces I look at and I just can't tell. Yet I am encouraged. If a<br />
core of fifteen people becomes committed- to Co-<strong>Counseling</strong>, I will consider it a great success. We have<br />
spent far snore with <strong>few</strong>er results in other areas, so I am reminding me that the process is developmental.<br />
It doesn't happen overnight — poof, one big workshop and there's your Community. On and on the hard<br />
work must continue.<br />
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I have them doing Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> reports. Each person has one Minute to say what they did and said as<br />
counselor and how it felt being counselor. I h<strong>ear</strong> who actually counseled and who did not I get clues to<br />
how well they are understanding. Many of them report, "I told her to tell God her problems and he will<br />
solve ' W h a t am I going to do with this? Well, I am trying to keep it light. I do lots of derhonstradons<br />
and validate and praise <strong>everyone</strong> who says, "I just listened and encouraged her to talk about her<br />
problems." ,<br />
Again this morning, I seemed to know exactly where to begin, what to say and how to say it. It feels<br />
great to know exactly what to do at every moment and to relaxedly do it.<br />
• O n e problem is thatWanjikti, who organized the workshop, is unable to attend most of the workshop.<br />
She is constantly pulled out for this or that This morning she has to go to immigration to take care of<br />
matters for some of the people from outside the Country. It is only because she has a friencl,there that we<br />
don't have to pay excessive fees for officials who can't get anything done otherwise.<br />
Wanjiku has done a great job organizing. Next y<strong>ear</strong>„ we will be able to do snore screening and selecting.<br />
You Can help me on this M y attitude is completely stuck, I am sure. You see, I want to include only<br />
people who are eager to l<strong>ear</strong>n<br />
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People who just sit and look during the mini-Sessions, I would send home immediately. If you don't<br />
want to do it, leave. Don't waste my time or this space. There are about ten people here: I would send<br />
home right away, I am sure that I would lose some real gems since you can't tell anything by looking at<br />
folks' faces, and you can't tell a lot by looking at what they do, certainly not at this stage of the game. If I<br />
had been in charge, applying these rules, I would probably not have lasted in RC'<br />
This morning was a miracle. I talked about internalized oppression in the context of Africa, colonization,<br />
neo-colonialism and imperialism and their effects. Then I talked about the levels of discharge, Then<br />
I did demonstrations and there was much discharge.<br />
In the counseling reports this afternoon, most of the people reported they had stopped giving advice<br />
and trying to solve the client's problem and were able to listen and encourage their client to talk. Several<br />
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reported their client was crying. Others reported yawning and shaking. Some reported, "I found I was<br />
able to listen to my client and not interrupt her to tell about my problems."<br />
This all seems like a miracle to me after the first day. They are looser now and asking more questions.<br />
One man talked to me at break. He wants to teach KC to the youth group at his church and he wants<br />
me to run a workshop for the group when I come back next summer.<br />
He told me that I had a cl<strong>ear</strong>, simple way of explaining it so that people understand. Most of them cannot<br />
understand USers, <strong>but</strong> they cah understand me perfectly. He said his mother who speaks Kiswahill<br />
and Gikyku said she understood me just fine. They thought I was a Kenyan who had spent a lot of time in<br />
the U.S. and that was why they could understand so well. Halleujah. Halleujah.<br />
The language barrier was my biggest anxiety. I have passed the test.<br />
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For the last <strong>few</strong> months I have been challenging a number of individual leaders in RC Communities<br />
who have owning-class backgrounds to begin to contradict and discharge some of the more "comfortable"<br />
patterns which the oppression of owning-class people', particularly as children, has left upon<br />
them. These are patterns which are often resented by non-owning-class people, <strong>but</strong> because they are<br />
contradictory to the patterns imposed on working-class people, are sometimes emulated by middle-class<br />
individuals and working-class individuals. They have begun to hold back the growth of the RC Communities,<br />
and the recruitment of large numbers of working-class people into them, because of the resentment<br />
often felt toward these patterns.<br />
Among thesb patterns are a kind of arrogance, condescension, "taking over," the assumption that<br />
what is good for the owning-class individual is automatically good for everybody, and seeing the main<br />
issue in progress to be the reaching of the "unenlightened" owning-class people by the "enlightened"<br />
owning-class individuals. I would suggest that just as any rational society will be class-less, that is,<br />
<strong>everyone</strong> who works manually will also work intellectually and will manage and will own the means of<br />
production, so the job of owning-class leaders in RC (and we have a number of them and they have done<br />
some excellent leading) is primarily to bring the working class into RC and into leadership of RC in large<br />
numbers and that if this is neglected, all the other good things they are doing are largely ineffective.<br />
Below are some thinking and some actions in response to these challenges by our cherished Nancy<br />
Kline. I think you will find her thinking very interesting, certainly if you are owning-class, and I think<br />
even if you are working-class-raised-poor, as are the majority of us.<br />
—Harvey jackins<br />
TRANSCENDING OWNING-CLASS DISTRESS<br />
Earlier this evening Keith Miller led a gather-in for wOrking-cliss, and oWnitt&lass Counselors, building<br />
alliances. It was very good. People said that the working-class workshop he led this weekend Was also good. I l<strong>ear</strong>ned<br />
a lot about brevity and brilliance from him tonight. His firm knowledge that the job is always re-emergence and that<br />
we are going to make it out, were important to me. His working-class perspective and the concrete, hurnortitis nononsense<br />
way he held it out were also<br />
effective and easy to l<strong>ear</strong>n from. He is ing class w i l l b e arrogant a n d see that supporting working-class<br />
a good communicator. V c o u n t e r - p r o d u c t i v e ; and it came part- leadership directly and systematically<br />
ly, no doubt, out of owning-class in- i s entirely in the interest o f our<br />
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good things have happened the working class and of uselessness mean a reversion to <strong>ear</strong>lier y<strong>ear</strong>s<br />
since e o u r last phone conv'efsation• i n any movement to actually change when owning-class issues were not<br />
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which took root and have helped Me i s especially right for us as owningto<br />
e think more cl<strong>ear</strong>ly and boldly. In A t any rate,: our conversation the class people to take this cl<strong>ear</strong> next<br />
fact, i nothing has been quite the same other night shifted that f o r me. step. Individual Orning-class people<br />
for s me since. Most important I think Thank you. .• •• „ . . . . h a v e been doing this somewhat, parwas<br />
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reminding me in a way I t i c u l a r l y in England, <strong>but</strong> I think that<br />
h<strong>ear</strong>d f o r the first t ime that the A s a result I can now see much a s a whole now the RC owning-class<br />
primary u role of the owning class in more cl<strong>ear</strong>ly the larger picture o f population can move in this direction<br />
changing c society is to support work<br />
owning-class work in. RC which has energetically. Owning-class leaders<br />
-ing-class<br />
h leadership. For a long time cOncerned you. I agree that it is time can focus our workshops and classes<br />
have<br />
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been assuming that our role was that owning-class work focus primari- o n the questions: "What are you do<br />
primarily to reach owning-class peo- ly on our supporting working-class in g to support working-class leaderpie,<br />
w"enlighten"<br />
them, and thus help leadership in every way we have ac- ship?" "How directly is your support<br />
pave a a less violent road to permanent cess to. And I think that we are in linked to the future establishment of a<br />
change, n This position came partly Sound shape.to do it. These past four worker-owned-and-run economic<br />
out c of knowing that, until owning_ y<strong>ear</strong>s of owning-class work have cre- system?" " If you were to put your<br />
class people have understood and ated a base of understanding of the resources and abilities and advan-<br />
begun t work on their own internalized nature o f owning-class' oppression tages into helping to build workingoppression,<br />
e their support of the work- and a base of safety and ongoing close class leadership in the world, what<br />
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Since my talk with you, I have<br />
thought almost non-stop about what<br />
supporting working-class leadership<br />
means, correctly. There a re th e<br />
things I have already been doing,<br />
such as meeting with working-class<br />
leaders in my <strong>Re</strong>gion to encourage<br />
RC working-class leadership a n d<br />
making sure that class issues are addressed<br />
<strong>ear</strong>ly on in RC classes and<br />
seeing to it that working-class people<br />
teach RC and that there are frequent<br />
working-class workshops and gatherings<br />
in the <strong>Re</strong>gion. These are important<br />
and I can do far more of them<br />
and do them more effectively.<br />
But I agree with you that it is very<br />
important also to get people into RC<br />
who are working-class activiSts o r<br />
trade-union members, people who already<br />
have access to groups or organizations<br />
of working-class people.<br />
And isn't it as crucial for owningclass<br />
people to challenge every working-class<br />
person actually t o effect<br />
radical change in their work place<br />
and to take leadership as a Nyorkingclass<br />
person in the wide world everywhere?<br />
For example, it is cl<strong>ear</strong>ly important<br />
for people to be supported to<br />
lead and build unions, <strong>but</strong> isn't it true<br />
that the long-range picture of real,<br />
stable, a n d rationally-led wo rke r<br />
ownership is where the bulk of our attention<br />
should be? Much as Keith<br />
said tonight, class oppression is different<br />
from other kinds of oppression.<br />
When sexism is gone, for instance,<br />
we will still have men and women;<br />
when anti-Semitism is gone, we will<br />
still have Jews; and when racism is<br />
gone, we will still have people of color<br />
and whites; b u t when classism is<br />
gone, we will not have classes. We<br />
will have one population of people<br />
working and owning together. And<br />
so, isn't the owning-class role t o<br />
eliminate itself as an oppressor class<br />
and support working-class leaders to<br />
eliminate the working class as an oppressed<br />
class and to create a classless<br />
society, which is owned and run by<br />
those who do the work?<br />
To encourage working-class people<br />
not to turn from the challenge o f<br />
creating true worker ownership and<br />
power seems a comparable focus in<br />
economic change to that of complete<br />
re-emergence in RC. In fact, to settle<br />
for less 'seems like losing ground and<br />
is certainly inconsistent with o u r<br />
theory o f no limits. What do you<br />
think?<br />
So, since our talk I have done a<br />
couple o f things I had not done<br />
before, and it seems like the first time<br />
my role as a member of the owning<br />
class has made complete sense.<br />
One of the things I did was to seek<br />
out and work several times with a<br />
man at my Toronto workshop who<br />
has for seven y<strong>ear</strong>s been an assembly<br />
line worker for General Motors and is<br />
in the union there. I encouraged him<br />
to lead his support group at the workshop<br />
and then worked with him in the<br />
leaders' breakfast meeting on shedding<br />
embarrassment, putting himself<br />
forward, and speaking out. Later I<br />
called a topic group called 'Working-<br />
Class Liberation,' d u rin g which,<br />
after I spoke briefly about the fact<br />
that the working class produces the<br />
wealth and is the force without which<br />
nothing moves, I did a demonstration<br />
with him as he made this 'decision: "I<br />
now decide to do whatever it will take<br />
to organize my work place so that we<br />
see to it that General Motors is owned<br />
and run by the people who do the<br />
work." He shook and sweated and<br />
cried. He said that his first step would<br />
be to make friends and to get people<br />
together in groups in which <strong>everyone</strong><br />
could take a turn. He shook as he<br />
could see that he would have to supply<br />
firm, inspiring leadership. I don't<br />
know what he will actually do, <strong>but</strong> it<br />
seemed like a good start.<br />
The second thing I've done since<br />
out conversation was to lead the owning-class<br />
workshop this weekend in<br />
my <strong>Re</strong>gion using "owning-class support<br />
for working-class leadership"as<br />
the primary focus. O n Saturday<br />
night we asked the question: "What<br />
gets i n yo u r wa y o f supporting<br />
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was very exciting, particularly<br />
at the moment when the client<br />
who, in a role play, had wound up<br />
trying to think for the working-class<br />
person (a prevalent owning-class pattern)<br />
ultimately despaired, saying in<br />
a dam-breaking barrage of weeping<br />
and raging, "I am' completely out of<br />
my league. I know nothing; I am<br />
stupid. Why would any working-class<br />
person e ve r t ru st me?..." Th is<br />
humiliation and shame which are the<br />
underpinnings o f arrogance were<br />
revealed in the rawest state and discharged<br />
voluminously. <strong>Re</strong>alizing that<br />
she was not to think for anyone, <strong>but</strong><br />
could listen and support her workingclass<br />
friend to do his own best thinking,<br />
realizing that she could back him<br />
thoroughly to reclaim his own power<br />
and effectiveness, she looked more<br />
radiant and sounded more intelligent<br />
than I have ever seen her. There was<br />
even a hint of real pride in her manner<br />
after that, the kind of pride that is<br />
kin to confident, quiet humility.<br />
After that demonstration I talked<br />
for a <strong>few</strong> minutes about another, I<br />
think potentially even more powerful,<br />
approach to our re-emergence —<br />
the decision to return the money and<br />
advantages t o t h e working class<br />
which we received through inheritance<br />
or profits <strong>but</strong> which were produced<br />
with working-class labor and<br />
not through ours. This seems to me<br />
to be the core class issue and one<br />
which the owning class has not faced<br />
except unproductively through guilt<br />
and defensiveness. I said essentially<br />
this:<br />
We can now ask ourselves this question:<br />
'How Much of the resource we now live on<br />
or enjoy tvas produced with our labor? How<br />
much of the money given to us by our parents<br />
did they themselves actually labor for?<br />
How much of this resource, in other words,<br />
was produced by the labor of others, <strong>but</strong>, in<br />
the name of profit, was channeled to us?'<br />
We can answer this honestly. For y<strong>ear</strong>s we<br />
have known that some portion (often<br />
100%) of our resource was not produced by<br />
us, <strong>but</strong> by others, and thus belongs not to us<br />
<strong>but</strong> to others. For generations, enlightened
owning-class people have been trying to<br />
figure out what to do about it. In a wash of<br />
guilt we have given away some of it to<br />
"charities"and to 'causes" or to our religious<br />
organizations in an effort to make up for the<br />
untenable discrepancy between the state of<br />
the world and our im<strong>ear</strong>ned wealth. But<br />
<strong>few</strong> of us have been satisfied that those<br />
Wts" were actually redressing the original<br />
injustice.<br />
So, let's consider for a minute what actual&<br />
would effect a return of resource to the<br />
working class. On ly the fundamental<br />
change in the economic system is eller going<br />
to mean that the exploitative wrongs of the<br />
pot 300 y<strong>ear</strong>s of this system are righted<br />
and that the future well-being of <strong>everyone</strong><br />
and of our planet is assured. So, let's consider<br />
that ff our money and advantages, including<br />
our available time and opportunity<br />
to choose what work we do, were channeled<br />
into people and organizations who actually<br />
produce and support world-wide workingclass<br />
leadership which is building a classless<br />
system good for <strong>everyone</strong>, we would<br />
be doing an effective job of returning the<br />
wealth to the working class.<br />
There are no doubt hundreds of ways to<br />
do this, and we can help each other think of<br />
those ways which are most effective and farreaching.<br />
Some' of us, for instance, might.<br />
pay ourselves a decent wage for work we do<br />
which directly and concretely, supports<br />
working-class leadership in Me World and<br />
channel the balance of our resource to others<br />
doing the same. Or, if we do not choose to<br />
do that work ourselves (and why we<br />
wouldn't is beyond me— there is little else in<br />
the world more meaningful or interesting),<br />
we might give our resources to those who are<br />
and become employed ourselves in other<br />
work in the wide world. •<br />
Now, some of us have been given money<br />
which we or our parents worked very, very<br />
hard for, some of us fourteen to eighteen<br />
hours a day. And therefore, it is reasonable<br />
to see part of our resource as money produced<br />
by us or as gifts from the money actually<br />
produced by the labor of our parents. But a<br />
question we should ask ourselves is: "How<br />
much of the total could be said to have been<br />
the fruits of the our labor (or our parents'<br />
labor) and how much represents the labor of<br />
others?"<br />
Those of us currently owning and making<br />
money from a business need to ask ourselves:<br />
'Are we making proportionately far<br />
more per hour for our work than are the<br />
other people on whose labor the company<br />
also depends? Did all the workers, in our<br />
business agree to the difference between our<br />
<strong>ear</strong>nings and theirs?'<br />
The same questions can apply to our inherited<br />
wealth: How much of this gift from<br />
our parents or family did they themselves<br />
produce with their work? Did all employees<br />
agree to that income? How much then can<br />
be honestly said to be our family's to give to<br />
us?<br />
I then put on the wall the following,<br />
commitment (inspired again b y<br />
things you said in our conversation a<br />
<strong>few</strong> weeks ago):<br />
<strong>Re</strong>membering always that I am<br />
beloved, blameless, and real, that<br />
the class system was never my idea,<br />
and that my,people colluded with it<br />
only because of their own brutal<br />
oppression, I joyfully decide to use<br />
my leadership and those resources<br />
and advantages which I received<br />
<strong>but</strong> were produced by and thus belong<br />
to the working class, to support<br />
working-class leadership anywhere<br />
1 am, in order to help create<br />
an unoppressive society, good' for<br />
<strong>everyone</strong>, which is owned and run<br />
by those who do the work.<br />
(To tell you the truth, I had felt<br />
very apprehensive for days in anticipation<br />
of this moment. My terror of<br />
owning-class reaction was i n f u ll<br />
play, I think! B— had told me that if<br />
all hell broke loose I could take<br />
"refuge" at the working-class workshop<br />
across the county and M — had<br />
said she would look for me at her<br />
house down the road—a couple of reassuring<br />
responses to my dramatizations!<br />
But as is so often true with me,<br />
my f<strong>ear</strong>s were entirely unwarranted..<br />
There wasn't even a ruffle of reac-<br />
tion. was relieved In fact, and <strong>everyone</strong>' thrilled ta to a h<strong>ear</strong> person, this<br />
direction for owning-class people and<br />
for real societal change. So much for<br />
my "opportunity" to get the una-<br />
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greed-upon session of my life on my<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>s of massive abandonment!)<br />
The client who worked on the commitment<br />
in front of the group was a<br />
model o f complete commitment to<br />
doing what is right regardless of how<br />
torturing it may feel or how terrifying<br />
the implications might seem. We<br />
were all moved and inspired by the<br />
work done there. Once again, as with<br />
the clients <strong>ear</strong>lier, this direction dug<br />
dependably down beneath arrogance<br />
and brought up for discharge deep<br />
humiliation and shame. In fact, the<br />
client said, in a spontaneously assumed<br />
position of humility, "I feel I<br />
deserve to be killed by the working<br />
class. I have for y<strong>ear</strong>s been living off<br />
of what is legitimately theirs." I did<br />
not interrupt this line o f discharge<br />
with reassurances of the client's innocence.<br />
What was needed was a chance<br />
at last for this guilt really to express<br />
itself in its most agonizing forms and<br />
to discharge thoroughly. It was exhilarating<br />
and hopeful to watch. In such<br />
a session the counselor presents in<br />
many ways the goodness of the client<br />
while encouraging the discharge o f<br />
the client's feelings of worthlessness<br />
associated with this part of his or her<br />
life.<br />
In fact, I was reminded of the day<br />
last fall when you counseled me so<br />
well in a similar situation, having<br />
pointed out how my classist behavior<br />
needed concrete change and 1, completely<br />
in touch with your love and<br />
respect for Ille, writhed, wailed, and<br />
wept in agony, in despair that owning-class<br />
people would ever emerge<br />
from th e taints a n d scars f ro m<br />
owning-class co n d it io n in g . I<br />
remember my shameful posture and<br />
tone there, too. This material does<br />
seem to come up spontaneously in the<br />
fact of both the respect for the client<br />
and the concrete proposals for change<br />
which you offered me and which are<br />
present in the commitment we used<br />
this weekend. •<br />
The client in the demonstration<br />
had three pivotal insights:<br />
I) that he feels he is his wealth and<br />
continued
conti nued<br />
would be nothing without it;<br />
2) that he f<strong>ear</strong>s he cannot work for<br />
a living, having no skills or training<br />
or sufficient abilities;<br />
3) that to admit that the working<br />
class deserves the money more than<br />
he does is to say that he has done<br />
nothing with his life and to see his life<br />
as a wasteland of failure and meaninglessness.<br />
I suspect that we will find as we<br />
keep working with owning-class people<br />
on this commitment that these<br />
terrors lie beneath every decision to<br />
keep hanging onto and t o hoard<br />
money and resources which were not<br />
produced by them, It will be interesting<br />
to see how much faster we move<br />
as we uncover, admit, and fully discharge<br />
these f<strong>ear</strong>s.<br />
After t h e demonstration, M —<br />
made an interesting comment: "If it is<br />
true that owning-class people are, like<br />
men, oppressed by society, then the<br />
only way out of our oppression and<br />
into complete re-emergence, is to replace<br />
the society with one that really<br />
works for <strong>everyone</strong>. To support the<br />
vast, vast majority of the world's population,<br />
the working class, to take<br />
real power is exactly to effect our own<br />
liberation,"<br />
• E a rlie r in the day Iliad convened a<br />
topic group called "Concretely Supporting<br />
Working-Class Leadership<br />
Wh a t Does It Mean?" In this<br />
group, twelve o f us came up with<br />
these posSibilities: •<br />
I) Seek out, make friends with, and introduce<br />
to gc. working-class people who are<br />
already in a position to influence many<br />
working-class people (working-class actitiists,<br />
union members or leaders, etc.).<br />
2) Put your money and time into activities<br />
and work which promote working-class<br />
leadership everywhere.<br />
3) See to it that our RC Communities<br />
become working-class CoMmunities, led by<br />
a majority of working-class people.<br />
4) Support working-class liberation policy<br />
in any organization or situation in which<br />
you have influence.<br />
5) L<strong>ear</strong>n and communicate working-class<br />
history as the true history of any country.<br />
6) <strong>Re</strong>gularly support working-class people<br />
out of internalized oppression by asking<br />
questions like:<br />
-Row would you be leading ifyou held<br />
nothing back and unequivocally put<br />
yourse(florward?<br />
-What areyou doing to see to it that your<br />
work place is owned and run by those<br />
who do the work?<br />
-In What ways can you reach more<br />
working-class people communicating the<br />
skills and theory of RC, and l<strong>ear</strong>ning<br />
what we know about bringing people<br />
together to begin to create rational economic<br />
policy?<br />
-What would you be saying to the world<br />
if you were in a position of major leadership?<br />
What is your next step in that<br />
direction? '<br />
-Where do you still doubt yourself?<br />
- Wh a t ways are you already leading<br />
effectively?<br />
7) Counsel with and think well about<br />
working-class people.<br />
8) Be dependable.<br />
9) <strong>Re</strong>gularly ask how you can be of More<br />
effectiOe support.<br />
10) Establish close relationships with<br />
working-class ,people based not on guilt or<br />
shame <strong>but</strong> on real pride and pure interest<br />
and respect for the other person, , sharing<br />
with each other' everything about your lives<br />
and backgrounds and acting on a mutual<br />
commitment to each other's liberation.<br />
I want our next workshop and the<br />
owning-class leaders' workshop in the<br />
fall to be an accounting of what we<br />
actually are doing to support work-<br />
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ing-class leadership and a setting of<br />
goals for the next period.<br />
An important question wh ich<br />
seems always to arise from owningclass<br />
and working-class people alike<br />
when we say that the role of the owning<br />
class is to support working-class<br />
leadership is, "Does this mean that<br />
owning-class people will not lead?"<br />
No. Owning-class people as individuals<br />
will continue to lead in whatever<br />
situation they are competent .<br />
as b eindividuals c a u s ethey<br />
transcend any oppressive<br />
class connection. However,<br />
as members of the owning class, owningclass<br />
people will lead primarily by<br />
supporting working-class leadership<br />
and working-class policies. I think it<br />
is important fo r us as counselors, •<br />
while maintaining cla rity about<br />
<strong>everyone</strong>'s innate leadership, not just<br />
to reassure owning-class people that<br />
orcourse they will continue to lead as<br />
individuals, <strong>but</strong> also to help them.<br />
face the f<strong>ear</strong>s that lie beneath that<br />
question, fe a rs o f working-class<br />
leadership and of their own uselessness.<br />
Th is f<strong>ear</strong> heeds t o be discharged.<br />
On the other side of it is an<br />
easy recognition that t o support<br />
working-class leadership is one of the<br />
most meaningful and challenging and<br />
re-emergent ways to lead. Discharge,<br />
not just. decision and information, is<br />
essential if this attitude is to prevail.<br />
Well, I a m hopeful that many<br />
things in RC will begin to develop<br />
from this work: that the numbers of<br />
working-class people in RC will be in<br />
proper proportion to the w o r l d<br />
. lation; that we will gradually see the<br />
end of owning-class arrogance; and<br />
p<br />
that<br />
o p<br />
<strong>everyone</strong>'s<br />
u -<br />
re-emergence w i l l<br />
take a step forward.<br />
You continue t o be central t o<br />
change and growth in my life. I want<br />
to keep talking with you, keep sorting<br />
out where I get distracted or scared,<br />
where the next steps need to he taken.<br />
I often wonder if there is anything<br />
more satisfying than even a moment<br />
lived completely correctly.<br />
• N A N C Y KLINE<br />
SANDY SPRINCI, MARYLAND, USA
NEW COMMITMENTS<br />
A CO M M I T M E NT AGAINST PRETENSE<br />
I am obviously completely incompetent and completely inadequate to handle the chat-<br />
,<br />
lenges which reality places before me.<br />
However, (fortunately or unfortunately), I happen to be the best person available.<br />
A COMMI TME NT TO RECLAIMING RESPONSIBILITY AND POWER<br />
From now on I will see to it that everything I am in contact with works well, and I will<br />
not limit or pull back on my Contacts,<br />
A CO M M I T M E NT AGAINST I DE NTI FY I NG ONESELF<br />
W I T H DISTRESS PATTERNS<br />
<strong>Re</strong>cordings of past distress experiences have no power of their own at all.<br />
They only have the app<strong>ear</strong>ance of power and influence NI the extent that I slavishly submit<br />
to letting them use my power and my influence.<br />
(If I think of them as pieces of recorded tape, they have, at most, a trifling historical significance',<br />
unless I insert them in the tape recorder that is myself and allow them to play me,<br />
an action which I am free to decide to do or not to do.)<br />
THEREFORE<br />
I now decide to deny past distress any credibility in the present, any influence, or any<br />
operation in my life.<br />
AND<br />
I will repeat this decision as often as necessary to free my life completely from the influence<br />
of past distress.<br />
A CO M M I T M E NT TO UNI T Y OF ALL HUM AN ASPIRATIONS<br />
- • •<br />
From now on I will lead, inspire, and organize all people to eliminate every forth of<br />
humans' harming humans.<br />
This last could be added to our Guidelines definition of our one-point program to read:<br />
Through <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> <strong>Counseling</strong> to seek to recover the use of our occluded intelligence<br />
and to help others to do the same and TO LEAD, INSPIRE, AND ORGANIZE<br />
ALL PEOPLE TO ELIMINATE EVERY FORM OF HUMANS' HARMING HUMANS.<br />
It is a very generalized, unifying principle that should help to bring very large sections of<br />
humanity together for common effort.<br />
—Harvey Jackins<br />
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Shedding illusions, <strong>Re</strong>covering Roots<br />
I seeni to have moved a lot on this issue of being middle class. Last y<strong>ear</strong> I was in The Netherlands<br />
for a <strong>few</strong> days. I was drinking coffee watching the crowds pass in the street. All the people were hurrying<br />
about their business. It was a very ordinary scene. But suddenly I knew I belonged! That is the<br />
only way I can describe it. There was so much movement, colour, hard work, and above all expertise<br />
In the scene. it was the same as could have been found in thousands and thousands of towns and<br />
cities all over the world, Just ordinary, <strong>but</strong> I knew it was mine, totally and completely Mine and had<br />
always been. And it always would be. I scanned my relatives and ancestors in my head. There are<br />
teachers and nurses and engineers and shop assistants, an architect and a couple of clergy, both as<br />
working class as you could possibly get. We were cotton l weavers, too, mill hands from Lancashire<br />
and a pattern maker in a factory. My grandparents belong there, not Just working class, <strong>but</strong> blue collar<br />
working class. I knew I belonged to the scene I was looking at a\ld that it belonged to me, and that<br />
the ClaSSISM I have attached to me is no more substantial than a cloud that keeps me from the sun.<br />
It was an exciting moment that has stayed with me. I have tried to describe it to people attending my<br />
workshops for "middle-class" people, <strong>but</strong> they do not get excited by it as I thought they would.<br />
1Perhaps<br />
they are Just not ready yet.<br />
I have increasingly begun to feel quite mystified as to how on <strong>ear</strong>th we could possibly have<br />
thought we were anything <strong>but</strong> working class. Long before all this occurred to me, I had been puzzled<br />
when there were speakouts by working-class people at workshops or when I counselled with them.<br />
The things they described were either better than I experienced or else so similar that it seemed to<br />
be the same. I kept wontlering%what was going on and what they were talking about, saying they<br />
were working7class, <strong>but</strong> having the same experiences and possessions as I. I began to watch my<br />
parents with greater perception when they were both alive, or remember how they had been after<br />
they had both died. I kept being puzzled that their patterns kept fitting in with what I began to see<br />
were classic working-class distresses. The people they gravitated to and felt most at home with<br />
were definitely working-class. Also the people who described themselves as middle class, both In<br />
counselling and out of it, looked pretty posh to me and I kept angrily thinking they ought to describe<br />
themselves as upper class if anything. Then I started to realise that the upper class would be very<br />
large if <strong>everyone</strong> I thought of in that way actually belonged there.<br />
The long and short of it all, of course, is that I slowly realised that someone had made a mistake<br />
where I was concerned, not where they were concerned. I realised that i was working class and<br />
always have been! At first I did not dare say so; in fact this Is one of the first times that I ever have<br />
done so outside a session. But Just recently I have worked with two working-class counsellors on my<br />
feelings about the owning class and the way I have been treated by them. Both counsellors Just told<br />
me that I was working class. One simply said, "What does it feel like to be wbrking-class?" I was so<br />
surprised to h<strong>ear</strong> that someone else realised it besides me.<br />
It is scary. Like so many things in my life it is fine whilst it is in my head, <strong>but</strong> feels dangerous as<br />
soon as it is spoken out loud. It is a strange sensation getting the theory that I have taught for so<br />
long to actually line up with a known reality in my own life, and to tie up with my feelings too, It is like<br />
a new identity. Very odd! I have been so visible as a middle-class leader for so long, too, that I feel<br />
scared that I won't be accepted by working-class people In a workshop. Other people would have to<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>n a new identity too.<br />
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Vivian Richmond<br />
Brimscombe, England
THINKING CLEARLY ABOUT RELIGION<br />
• One of the inspiring aspects of AO is that counselling<br />
is seen in relationship to the whole of life. The concern<br />
Is not just for a better or happier or more "well-adjusted"<br />
me, <strong>but</strong> rather for a better and more rational universe.<br />
All types of people are seen as each having their own<br />
unique contri<strong>but</strong>ion to this and all topics that concern<br />
human beings are thought about carefully. One topic<br />
that has been increasingly coming Into prominence is<br />
religion and some very useful discussions have taken<br />
place and helpful clarifications have been made. We are<br />
on the right track, and I'd like to suggest ways that we<br />
can move on. First, though, a <strong>few</strong> thoughts about AC<br />
and religion.<br />
•<br />
<strong>Re</strong>ligion is cl<strong>ear</strong>iy an Important subject, It is concerned<br />
with fundamental questions about the basic<br />
nature of reality. We may postulate that "<strong>Re</strong>ality is<br />
benign" o r that "There i s an upward trend In the<br />
universe" and we may just leave it at that. <strong>Re</strong>ligion tries<br />
to look more carefully at such postulates, it asks: "How<br />
much can I find out about this benign reality?" "What<br />
are the implications of what I can find out for my daily<br />
life?" "What is an appropriate way to relate to this reality?"<br />
And so on. Such questions are of great value because<br />
the more cl<strong>ear</strong>ly and accurately I perceive reality<br />
as a whole, the easier It will be to see and understand<br />
that particular aspect of it which faces me.<br />
Andther reason why it is worth paying attention to<br />
this subject Is that many people in the world follow one<br />
religion or another and many countries have legal and<br />
political systems based on religious considerations. All<br />
over the world reactionary political forces are expert at<br />
exploiting religion to maintain and extend oppression.<br />
On the other hand, many religious people and institutiops,are<br />
doing a lot Qf effective and constructive work<br />
in liberation and social justice based on their religious<br />
beliefs. So a cl<strong>ear</strong> understOding of religion is important<br />
as we seek to communicate AC to new populations<br />
and as we work for world change.<br />
Thinking more personally, this subject is importarit to<br />
us because many of us have been hurt at some time or<br />
other in ways connected with our religious background<br />
or convictions and,a cl<strong>ear</strong> understanding of the subject<br />
will help us to work effectively on discharging these<br />
hurts. In particular, those of us with deeply held beliefs<br />
need to be sure that our faith is the result of our own<br />
careful investigations and corresponds to what we have<br />
discovered about reality, and this can only come as we<br />
counsel in depth on this whole area.<br />
I find it helpful to consider religion as having three<br />
aspects: a thinking side, a nurturing side, and an acting<br />
side. The thinking side we call theology; the nurturing<br />
side is prayer, meditation, ceremonies, communal worship,<br />
and celebration; and the acting side Is ethics.<br />
These should form a very powerful combination. <strong>Re</strong>ligion<br />
sets out to give us a cl<strong>ear</strong> understanding of the universe<br />
and then to strengthen and nurture us so that we<br />
can boldly right wrongs and live each moment well. By<br />
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Its very nature it should be radical and world changing<br />
and there are many examples in history where It has indeed<br />
inspired great steps forward. Yet it is cl<strong>ear</strong> that<br />
often religion is Irrational and a "downward trend" influence.<br />
•<br />
One reason for this is that the reactionary forces in<br />
the world have always recognised the power inherent in<br />
religion. They have therefore consistently attempted to<br />
take over religious institutibris and by hurting peoPle, in<br />
various ways get them to acquiesoe to an irrational set<br />
of doctrines, to use prayer and meditation 'until they<br />
become an escape from the World rather then an inepiration<br />
to change it, and to accept rigid rules of behavlour<br />
which have no basit in rational thinking, Yet, in<br />
spite of this, some religious people in every' age have<br />
been able to see reality cl<strong>ear</strong>ly enough to stand in the<br />
forefront of social change. If religion was once set free<br />
to be itself, there is no limit as to what could be accom-,<br />
plished.<br />
• Wh a t is standing in the way of 'my religion being upward<br />
trend? Why do I find it difficult to think rationally<br />
about these matters? AC has made cl<strong>ear</strong> the fact that<br />
thinking stops where there are undischarged hurts. Let<br />
us look briefly at some of the hurts we face as religious<br />
people. First of all, people often become religious at<br />
least partly as a result of hurts they have already received<br />
and in an effort to Meet a frozen need, it is obviously<br />
difficult objectively to look at and question a<br />
belief on which we are pinning our hopes. We need to<br />
discharge these frozen' needs before we can correctly<br />
evaluate the rationality of our beliefs.<br />
• A ll major world religions have either suffered'persecution<br />
some time in their history or are suffering it<br />
someWhere in the world today• and this is the source of<br />
other kinds of hurts. Because of this persecution, adherents<br />
of any religion, even when in actual fact their position<br />
is secure, always feel under threat from people of<br />
other religions. In many places believers actually are<br />
facing discrimination and even persecution for their<br />
faith.'<br />
•<br />
• • • • • • ••••.••• • • • ••• •<br />
Also our own religion' Itself Is often a source of hurts.<br />
For instance, there is often pressure to accept a package<br />
of beliefs as a•whole, To a certain extent this is necessary<br />
since religion attempts to present a coherent<br />
picture of the universe. However religions often contain<br />
some obviously irrational elements which the believer is<br />
expected to accept unthinkingly along with the rest. In<br />
many religions a high premium is set on faith' which Is<br />
presented in such a way as to make It difficult to acknowledge<br />
doubts. Thus we are forced to commit ourselves<br />
to certain ideas which we are not sure of deep<br />
down inside, or maybe which we even sense are wrong.<br />
There may also be a strong pressure to conform to<br />
certain behaviour patterns, some of which have nothing<br />
to do with the doctrines of a religion, (for instance dress<br />
codes) and yet which are heavily stressed, Many rollconti<br />
nued
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gions have a hierarchical structure in which certain<br />
classes of people are considered as better or "more<br />
spiritual" than the rest, so condemning the vast majority<br />
of believers to a second-class position.<br />
We could list many other ways people can be hurt<br />
within a religion. Yet, in spite of all this, religion has<br />
proved to be a great source of strength for many people<br />
and a reminder of the beautiful and good in life.<br />
What, then, is the way forward? For those of us in RC<br />
who have religious beliefs, there is the need to give a<br />
priority to counselling on this area of our lives. Counselling<br />
will not necessarily result in much change in what<br />
we believe, <strong>but</strong> it will certainly give us a better foundation<br />
to our beliefs so that our convictions will be more<br />
truly our own. Counselling will also help us as we work<br />
to make our religious ceremonials and worship more<br />
nurturing and inspiring and in living more consistently<br />
(rationally) with our convictions.<br />
We will also be able to relate more naturally and relaxedly<br />
to people of a different faith than our own once<br />
our f<strong>ear</strong>s of other religions are discharged. Thus we will<br />
be able to l<strong>ear</strong>n more easily from each other and cooperate<br />
more effectively in world change. As for the RO<br />
Community, it seems to me that the next step is for<br />
more people to take leadership In arranging workshops<br />
and gather-ins on this topic and setting up Wygellan<br />
Speak Truth to Effectiveness<br />
I'm sitting on a plane at the Lee County Airport<br />
In southwest Florida. I just finished a speech to<br />
the District Convention of the Florida Association<br />
of <strong>Re</strong>altors. I've decided that if I'm going to keep<br />
this Job, I'm going to say what I know to be true instead<br />
of getting scared and trying to sound like<br />
The Wall Street Journal.<br />
So in this speech I did It. I challenged them to<br />
lead In the community in ending the kind of throwing<br />
away of people like migrant workers and minorities<br />
that has been a tradition. I talked about<br />
"real values" instead of "profit" and some other<br />
things. I thought they'd throw me out, <strong>but</strong> they<br />
loved it. People came up at the end to touch me—<br />
lt was odd. It's the first speech I've made where I<br />
was relaxed from beginning to end and sort of<br />
liked it Instead of getting scared, then "proclaiming"<br />
things to be true, then being exhausted and<br />
sort of disappointed—like a charlatan who won<br />
them with fancy footwork instead of reality. I took<br />
the position, "let them fire me, at least I'll have<br />
told the truth once." I hope t9 do it again next<br />
week (at the New Hampshire Bankers Association).<br />
Gale Picker<br />
Falls Church, Virginia, USA<br />
leaders' groups for religious activists. Specifically, I<br />
propose that liberation reference persons be appointed<br />
for people with religious beliefs.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>ligion is a big subject that affects all of us. <strong>Re</strong>ligious<br />
people are systematically oppressed and manipulated<br />
by the oppressive society. People of differing<br />
religious beliefs are set against each other, even when<br />
their differences are very minor. <strong>Re</strong>actionary religious<br />
movements provide much of the rationale for the oppression<br />
of women and people of colour, for the support<br />
of militarism and right-wing politics. So this is a<br />
thoroughly worthwhile subject for the attention of the<br />
AC Communities, and of each one of us.<br />
As effective work is done In the Communities, then<br />
the journal Transcendence will play a key role. As increasing<br />
numbers of Co-Counsellors 'work on the religious<br />
side of their lives and support each other in effecting<br />
religious change, then a lot of exciting information<br />
should become available to be shared through the journal.<br />
It shouldn't be too difficult for cl<strong>ear</strong>-thinking people,<br />
working together and supporting each other, to take<br />
charge of their own religious groupings so that decisive<br />
changes can take place.<br />
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What a great challenge.<br />
Michael John Mulquin<br />
London, England
CO-COUNSELING IN TRAINING SOCIAL WORKERS<br />
(A talk I gave at the Congress "Women and Social Assistance")<br />
—Joke Hermsen<br />
At our Social Training Institute, IVARO, we now, for some y<strong>ear</strong>s, have been using methods that come from the<br />
theory and practice of <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> <strong>Counseling</strong> (RC). The central theme of my talk will be: "Which elements of<br />
RC can one use in a Training Institute for Social Assistance?" I want to tell you a little about what Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> is,<br />
and why it is interesting to use in a Social Training Institute.<br />
Teachers use it 'during lessons, i.e., in a didactic setting.<br />
Students use it when working with clients in a social<br />
assistance setting. I will use examples from both situations.<br />
In order to familiarize myself with, get some experience<br />
with, and be able to test my information, I have during<br />
the period of the project:<br />
—worked for four months at the res<strong>ear</strong>ch centre of the<br />
-RC Community in Seattle, Washington, USA;<br />
—practised a great deal with students at the IVABO;<br />
—worked outside of the IVABO, with Co-<strong>Counseling</strong><br />
groups where these methods are being used.<br />
What is Co-<strong>Counseling</strong>? Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> is defined as a<br />
process for people to exchange effective help in freeing<br />
themselves from the effects of past distress experiences.<br />
RC theory assumes that all human beings (with very <strong>few</strong><br />
exceptions) have a very large amount of intelligence at<br />
their disposal and that people are just not usually able to<br />
use the greater part of their capabilities because of the<br />
residue of accumulated distressful experiences and accompanying<br />
tensions that limit their flexible thinking and acting.<br />
These tensions express themselves as feelings of dejection,<br />
grief, f<strong>ear</strong>, depression, despair, shame, guilt, ag-<br />
"Rage," she says, "I could knock their heads together.<br />
That's no way to treat a child. I get unreasonably angry. I<br />
don't know why."<br />
When I ask her, "What does this situation remind you<br />
of?" she is startled and exclaims, "Oh good heavens, that<br />
has been my own situation." She begins to shake and cry.<br />
"I was a two-y<strong>ear</strong>-old child with a Jewish mother, when in<br />
1942, I was taken away by a stepmother. After four y<strong>ear</strong>s<br />
I had to go back to my parents, and I didn't want to."<br />
She keeps talking and discovers that she has identified<br />
completely with this child that is pushed and pulled by its<br />
• parents. It "reminds" her of what happened to her. After<br />
shaking and crying as she talks, she comes up with several<br />
new ideas for reaching the parents, for being an ally to<br />
both the parents and the child.<br />
The class observes that she obviously has carried the<br />
recording of the past traumatic experience; a new situation<br />
that resembles this experience makes her re-experience<br />
it. Her thinking stops; she is overwhelmed by her<br />
emotions.<br />
This example also reveals something about social oppression.<br />
The Jewish girl had been dragged about because<br />
gression, and they t a k e<br />
the social situation was dangerous, because she might be<br />
-also<br />
cause unproductive bdiavior and l<strong>ear</strong>ning difficul-<br />
u<br />
ties.<br />
p<br />
When<br />
M u<br />
we<br />
c<br />
do<br />
h<br />
not get a chance to release these tensions<br />
and the recordings of distressful experiences, this distress<br />
owill influence f our thinking and our emotional life, as well<br />
oas our u behavior. r It will affect our perception and it will<br />
akeep t us t from e nreacting t i adequately.<br />
arrested, Anti-Semitism reigned unchallenged in 1942.<br />
In RC theory and practice, the social component is explicitly<br />
faced. The theory proposes that every Co-Counselor<br />
be aware that psychological problems are systematically<br />
b e i n g<br />
o n .<br />
T<br />
IN A STUDENT<br />
h e<br />
GROUP<br />
y Let me give you an example from my student group.<br />
The discussion is about "working on work." A female student,<br />
a social worker at a primary school, and her questions<br />
are the centre of interest. Her problem is, she says,<br />
she gets stuck time and again in talking to two particular<br />
parents. Their six-y<strong>ear</strong>-old child is a pupil in her school.<br />
The parents have a difference of opinion about what<br />
should happen with their child. The father wants to get<br />
rid of him. The mother does not agree. They tell her that<br />
they cannot handle their child any longer, that he throws<br />
his spaghetti around the living room, etc. I ask the student<br />
why does she not know what to do with these parents.<br />
, practice does not only focus on the individual and that in-<br />
cdividual's a u s e d past; practical steps are devised to deal with oppressive<br />
factors, and to restrict them and combat them in<br />
bthe future. y<br />
a n<br />
o RC p ptheory r assumes that we, as human beings, are in-<br />
eherently s s iable<br />
to dispose of the tensions we have had imposed<br />
on us. The physical processes which accomplish this<br />
vare every ' scomplex<br />
<strong>but</strong> are dependably indicated by laugh-<br />
oing, c crying, i e trembling, sweating, "storming," and yawn-<br />
ting. y These . processes are collectively called 'discharge<br />
TAll of hus<br />
are born with the complete ability to discharge<br />
distresses completely.<br />
e r<br />
e I do f not tell you anything new, and RC theory does not<br />
"What's in your way?"<br />
otell you r anything new. I tell you something that you have<br />
known e for y<strong>ear</strong>s, that you have practised for y<strong>ear</strong>s!<br />
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continued<br />
Young children use this process as a matter of course:<br />
they cry, laugh, get angry, just as they need. Another person's<br />
attention is conducive to the process of discharging<br />
and necessary for complete discharge. Children who get<br />
frightened spontaneously begin to cry and tell about it,<br />
when there is someone present who will listen attentively.<br />
With many older children and adults the discharge process<br />
has become much more restrained and inhibited. We<br />
all know how much safety and closeness we often need<br />
before we dare to show our emotions. That natural ability<br />
to free ourselves from tensions and distress has been suppressed.<br />
I n our culture, this happens with <strong>everyone</strong>,<br />
though not with <strong>everyone</strong> to the same degree. It starts <strong>ear</strong>ly<br />
in our lives and it has far-reaching consequences.<br />
EXAMPLES<br />
Marieke, my seven-y<strong>ear</strong>-old niece, calls me up, crying:<br />
she has been with Hansje, her brother, at the Health Centre.<br />
They both got a vaccination. Hansje does not cry,<br />
Marieke does. Hansje got a reward, a water-syringe, as a<br />
toy. Marieke did not get anything. She l<strong>ear</strong>ns that she<br />
must not show her feelings, if she wants to get approval.<br />
A father with a whining child stands in the supermarket.<br />
"If you don't stop, t u r n you out of here," he says.<br />
The child starts whining louder. The father feels more<br />
and more tense, bystanders are getting irritated, the child<br />
is smacked and stays sitting sullenly in a corner of the<br />
store, while his father walks on annoyed.<br />
A colleague, a teacher at another institution, tells me:<br />
'Things don't go well with us. I am the scapegoat. The<br />
criticism they use against me is that I am 'too emotional.'<br />
They tell me, 'You are an emotional female.' I restrain<br />
myself, <strong>but</strong> I am getting bloody nervous."<br />
It is cl<strong>ear</strong> that injuries are being continually received in<br />
our culture, and that the natural healing process is interfered<br />
with and suppressed with far-reaching consequences.<br />
With the theory of RC as my background, I am<br />
cl<strong>ear</strong> that it is essential and important that students know<br />
that expressing emotions is not a sign of weakness, and<br />
that it is harmful to be punished for expressing them. I<br />
worked with a woman who was deathly afraid to cry because<br />
she had never h<strong>ear</strong>d anything else from her parents<br />
<strong>but</strong>, "If you start crying, we will go away; we will leave<br />
you.", That was sufficient to install f<strong>ear</strong> o f emotional<br />
behaviour and discharge in a small child. It is important<br />
to be reassured that if you are being emotional, are discharging,<br />
you won't be abandoned, you won't be ridiculed,<br />
<strong>but</strong> that expressing motions is a wholesome, natural process,<br />
by means of which tensions flow away, and after<br />
which you can think more cl<strong>ear</strong>ly, feel better, and act<br />
more adequately.<br />
RC postulates that every human being can completely<br />
recover his or her flexible abilities of thought and action,<br />
if there is enough support and time to completely discharge<br />
the painful emotions and tensions.<br />
It makes a great difference for students to have knowledge<br />
of this theory. Y<strong>ear</strong>s ago, when I had not yet ac-<br />
quired knowledge °FRC theory I worked at an Institution<br />
of General Social Work. I was leading a women's group<br />
there. During the second meeting of the group, one of the<br />
women bgan to cry. The other women nervously lighted<br />
cigarettes, crossed their legs, and became tense. The<br />
woman in question apologized that she had been so emotional.<br />
I, as the group's leader, thought to myself: we just<br />
went through a difficult situation!<br />
In the student group which I am leading currently, it<br />
also occurs that somebody begins to cry. What is the reaction,<br />
when people have an accurate understanding of the<br />
operation of emotions? No more cigarettes or coffee or<br />
nervous behavior, <strong>but</strong>, as a first action, an arm around<br />
the shoulder, and support. The woman in question need<br />
not apologize. The leader thinks to herself: great, something<br />
gets worked through here. Sometimes the remaining<br />
students also get t<strong>ear</strong>s in their eyes. Personally, I<br />
welcome, rather than f<strong>ear</strong>, such incidents.<br />
WHAT DOES THIS EXAMPLE TELL US?<br />
What is most striking is the difference in handling emotions.<br />
In the first case, the women are at a loss what to do,<br />
they get nervous and look for ways to hide their own tensions,<br />
by means of a cigarette.<br />
HOW CA N WE VIEW THE PRACTICE OF CO-<br />
COUNSELING? WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE?<br />
It is a kind of self-help and mutual help movement. The<br />
focus is on mutual assistance and self-realisation. People<br />
of all classes and' social' strata, ethnic backgrounds,<br />
religions, and cultures come together in small and large<br />
groups, classes, support groups, two-way sessions, and<br />
workshops, in order to l<strong>ear</strong>n the theory and practice.<br />
They l<strong>ear</strong>n to listen to each other with interest and support<br />
and without judging. As this succeeds, they also l<strong>ear</strong>n<br />
to contradict the distress that has been revealed and to encourage<br />
and assist its release. The basic work happens in a<br />
session, where two people get together and alternately<br />
take the part of counselor and client. There is no question<br />
of a power relationship because both people have acquired<br />
the same knowledge and skills, sometimes from the same<br />
teacher at the same time. Also, there is no question of<br />
"<br />
acompletely<br />
equivalent. Each participant has the same<br />
amount of time, and finds him- or herself in the same<br />
u<br />
roles. Considering the reciprocity in the relationship,<br />
tthere<br />
is no question of payment. People pay each other<br />
hwith<br />
attention.<br />
o<br />
r<br />
In order to experience how all this really works, I propose<br />
that we practise a little. Let each person choose a<br />
partner, i agree on who is counselor first and who is client,<br />
and t let the counselor give attention to the client, without<br />
judging. y The only thing you need to communicate is that<br />
you " are delighted with the other person. Take turns of two<br />
minutes each, for this exercise. The person who is the<br />
client b decides on the subject he or she will talk about.<br />
e<br />
c (We then did a two-minute-each mini-session.)<br />
a<br />
Now that you have done this, let me share with you an<br />
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outsider's opinion o f the Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> process, as I<br />
overh<strong>ear</strong>d It at one of our training days. Someone asked<br />
the manager of the training centre, "You often have those<br />
Co-Counselors in your place; what is it exactly?" "I don't<br />
know much about it either," he said, "<strong>but</strong> usually they ate<br />
in pairs, often they start quarreling, one of them begins to<br />
cry, <strong>but</strong> it always ends up well."<br />
WHY IS CO-COUNSELING INTERESTING AND<br />
USEFUL AS A ME THO D FO R EDUCATIONAL<br />
VOCATIONAL TRAINING? W H Y L E A RN C O<br />
,COUNSELING WHEN ONE HAS ALREADY A<br />
WHOLE SERIES OF METHODOLOGIES AT ONE'S<br />
DISPOSAL? (as in the case with me and my students)<br />
I. Social Assistance means helping the client help himself<br />
or herself.<br />
During my very first lessons in casework at the Social<br />
Work College in Enschede, in 1959, [l<strong>ear</strong>nt that the main<br />
point in social assistance is helping the client to help<br />
herself or himself. I have never seen this principld being<br />
carried through so effectively as in the use of RC. People<br />
literally l<strong>ear</strong>n how to support each other, the knowledge<br />
and skills are not reserved for the professionals, and<br />
everybody is taught to use his or her natural counseling<br />
abilities.<br />
2. In working with people, one is oneself the instrument.<br />
A social assistant has only herself as the instrument of<br />
assistance. It is often said that the biggest obstacle in the<br />
process of social assistance is the undigested problems of<br />
the social worker himself, and it is too often true. By using<br />
Co-<strong>Counseling</strong>, the reciprocity of the relationship makes<br />
it possible for the worker to also have a turn as client, and<br />
to look at himself or herself regularly. As a social worker,<br />
you do not end up in isolation. This.• practice guards<br />
against the obviously frightened social worker saying with<br />
a frightened expression to•,the " Y o u really don't<br />
have to be afraid." •<br />
3. Being emotional does not mean being weak,<br />
Using the discharge process gives one the skill to handle<br />
emotions, to release them. The process goes beyond "talking<br />
about emotions." Compared with the "talking model"<br />
it is an accelerated form of getting through problems, and<br />
letting go of them,<br />
(For the sake of completeness I want to say that understanding<br />
the emotions is not a sufficient condition for a<br />
change in behaviour, just as insight alone is not sufficient.<br />
In my opinion, one always has to make 'a decision to<br />
change one's behaviour, and it is necessary to actually<br />
practise a different mode of behaviour.)<br />
4. Safety<br />
RC theory assumes that a person who does not feel safe<br />
in a group has difficulty in l<strong>ear</strong>ning new information.<br />
During the lessons of my college, all social classes do in<br />
fact meet together. People bring along all the sentiments<br />
and prejudices that they have acquired with regard to<br />
other groups and other people.<br />
Example:<br />
Annemarie, a seventeen-y<strong>ear</strong>-old girl, is a pupil of a<br />
Social Training College, She tells that at school they are<br />
experimenting how they can best handle the relationships<br />
in the group, to stimulate safety between them. "We do it<br />
like this now: before our lesson on Wednesday, we have<br />
• twenty minutes to ventilate everything that comes up.<br />
You may tell anything, things that irritate you, things<br />
that worry you. But you know, instead of feeling relieved,<br />
I sometimes feel much more uptight; sometimes I get so<br />
scared. I h<strong>ear</strong> criticisms of myself: that I talk a dialect,<br />
that I w<strong>ear</strong> a skirt, etc. In fact I do not feel,safer at all.<br />
There is a lot of tension added."<br />
Prom my own Conlinuation Training, I know how<br />
often I used to go home tense, because we we had no<br />
means of untangling the emotional knots. The practices<br />
for handling emotions w,hich are available in RC where<br />
we do not allow people to criticise or attack each other,<br />
and where people listen to each other without interrupting,<br />
without judging, makes a decisive difference.<br />
5. Gain of time<br />
During my classes I find that using these procedures for<br />
handling emotional distress saves time. I no longer have<br />
repeated interruptions of my classes by interventions based<br />
on stress or irritation. Students now l<strong>ear</strong>n that they may<br />
choose to give attention to their emotions or not. They<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>n that they need not be dominated by emotions. 'As a<br />
teacher, this theory and practise gives me a handle to<br />
make sure that my class does not turn into a therapy session.<br />
Not every problem has to be turned into a therapeu- •<br />
tic issue,<br />
6. Social Background<br />
Let me give you another example. This is a complex<br />
situation, where racisrit, classism, and sexism each plays a<br />
part.<br />
An upper-class woman from Surinam says that there<br />
really is no more poverty in Surinam. Everybody can find<br />
a plate of rice. Upon h<strong>ear</strong>ing that, a working-class woman<br />
from Surinam says that it isn't true, that obviously the<br />
first woman has not had much to do with common working<br />
people. The first woman then becomes angry and says<br />
that in the Netherlands she continually, has contact with<br />
common working people, mostly with men. She says that<br />
the men obstruct her work, and she then calls them<br />
"stupid Javanese." "You are a stupid Javanese and that's<br />
what you will be forever," (Javanese are the most oppressed<br />
class in Surinam.) At that moment I see all the working.<br />
class women, black as well as white, become tense. • ,.•<br />
A complex situation, one might say. Black and white,<br />
working-class and upper-middle-class, women and men.<br />
Where to start, who do you let speak first, where are you<br />
aiming at?<br />
The black women are divided, and at the same time<br />
they do not want to let the white women catch a glimpse of<br />
their internal battle. The working-class women feel themselves<br />
more allies to the working-class men than to the<br />
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conti nued<br />
middle-class women, and the white women want to show<br />
their solidarity with the black women.<br />
, The steps that have been developed are first of all taking<br />
time to personally validate oneself, then working on<br />
our solidarity as women, and then look to our connection<br />
with the men. We emphasize how important it is not to<br />
play one group off against the other.<br />
In my example, here is how I managed it:<br />
I praised the upper-class woman for the work she did<br />
with women, and I asked her to join us in thinking about<br />
a different way in which to interrupt the •sexism of the<br />
men, not by using their class background as a means to<br />
belittle and oppress them. A lot of grief, shame, and anger<br />
came to the surface and discharged, and this happened<br />
not only with her, <strong>but</strong> with the whole group. We l<strong>ear</strong>ned<br />
in the process how subtly the mechanism of social oppression<br />
is 'operating. In this example, we could see, moreover,<br />
how colonialism left its traces behind, how oppressive<br />
ideas have been internalized by oppressed people and<br />
are acted out on each other, how racism becomes internalized<br />
racism. We also observed how students at our institution<br />
can teach each other how to handle complex situations<br />
in their working environment.<br />
7. Equivalence<br />
For women it is of special importance that relationships<br />
be equivalent. (I think that all inequality of power in relationships,<br />
which is based on something else than expertise<br />
and experience, originates from oppressive modes o f<br />
thought.) •<br />
8, Connection between emotional and cognitive levels<br />
The educational process is accelerated if we find an effective<br />
way to deal with both the emotional and the intellectual<br />
processes. An example:<br />
When women in our class try to picture for themselves<br />
what their lives would look like if they were to fully take<br />
charge, they meet with a lot of obstacles. There are internal<br />
psychological obstacles, and obstacles in society.<br />
There is a woman with working-class background, and a<br />
woman from owning-class background, Both women shy<br />
away from really taking a leading position. The workingclass<br />
woman finds Out that her social surroundings tell<br />
her; you are betraying us, leading is not for people like ps.<br />
The social background of the upper-class woman makes<br />
her familiar with leadership, <strong>but</strong> she is very afraid that she<br />
will make mistakes. "Everybody will watch to make sure<br />
that I do it well." Both women must let go of f<strong>ear</strong>s, <strong>but</strong> for<br />
reasons which are totally different.<br />
If I am able to help them get through these f<strong>ear</strong>s, there<br />
will be room to take in new information. Only then will<br />
there be room for developing vision and management.<br />
Only then can new information really be integrated.<br />
9. Support groups for the teachers themselves<br />
From experience I know how effective a support group<br />
can be for a teacher. A support group is a place where<br />
each person has a turn being listened to without interruption,<br />
without judgment, where one can release the emotional<br />
upsets one has received, so that one need not take<br />
distress home with one from the workplace. The problems<br />
arising from work can stay at the workplace!<br />
The methods of <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> <strong>Counseling</strong> can be profitably<br />
used in every personal and social interaction. The<br />
idea of Co-<strong>Counseling</strong>, of people exchanging the roles of<br />
counselor and client, is not always possible to use in a<br />
social assistant's work.<br />
From the social assistant's side: the reciprocal relationship<br />
of both RC partners cannot, without more education<br />
of clients, be transplanted into traditional social assistance.<br />
For the professional social worker who sees five<br />
clients a day, it is not possible to also be a "client" herself<br />
for five hours. It is possible, though, to use elements of the<br />
method such as listening attentively, offering supportive<br />
contradictions to the client's distress, differentiating between<br />
the person and his or her emotional patterns.<br />
From the client's side: people who are not able to give<br />
any attention back, cannot participate in a reciprocal process.<br />
In that case, the social worker can use the methods of<br />
RC, <strong>but</strong> the client remains a client.<br />
I might have created an impression thLt what we do is<br />
something novel and invented. Therefore I want to read<br />
to you from the 1985 Christmas issue of De Haagse Post (a<br />
Dutch magaine) which shows that this process is ageless,<br />
universal, and intuitive. The author, Jan Brokken, describes<br />
how he travels with the Trans-Siberian Express<br />
from Peking to Moscow. While travelling he tries to work<br />
through his relationship with his mother, who was a Russian<br />
by birth. At' the beginning of his journey he writes,<br />
"We are taught all kinds of things in our life, <strong>but</strong> we don't<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>n how to handle our sorrow," At the end of the journey,<br />
when the train halts at the station of Omsk, he suddenly<br />
wakes up from a nightmare and screams: "There<br />
she goes...." His co-passenger gets up from her seat, puts<br />
her hand on his knee, and says, "Tell me about it."<br />
• A m s t e r d a m , The Netherlands<br />
translated by Eva van Sonderen<br />
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I've been meaning to write to you for<br />
some time about recent successes I've<br />
had in taking RC theory and technique<br />
into wide world practice.<br />
I work in the theatre as an actor and<br />
director. For a y<strong>ear</strong> or so I've been<br />
thinking about bow to turn the state of<br />
the theatre in this country around and<br />
get it back closer to its human roots.<br />
Finally, I decided I ' d done enough<br />
thinking about what to do and began to<br />
take action,<br />
•I began by acting the role of Lenny,<br />
in the play "Of Mice and Men," at a<br />
theatre in Detroit. This character, traditionally<br />
perceived and portrayed as<br />
"big, dumb, crazy, and dangerous,"<br />
seemed to provide the perfect opportunity<br />
to apply some RC theory about<br />
men's oppression. Without going into<br />
detail about specific choices made in<br />
encountering situation after situation<br />
in the story, I can say the characterization of Leny was wildly diferent than<br />
most I've seen or h<strong>ear</strong>d about. He was<br />
truly. "c hild-lik e, " • as St einbec k<br />
describes him, and very "funny," That<br />
is, h e provoked lot s o f discharge<br />
through laughter. No one was really<br />
sore, except at obvious moments in the<br />
story, that "Of Mice and Men" had not<br />
become a comedy. •••<br />
• •<br />
.• An additional goal was to view the<br />
acting experience as a traditional Co-<br />
<strong>Counseling</strong> relationship. That is, I was<br />
to function in the role of counselor-and<br />
the audience was to be my groUp client.<br />
Simple, basic counseling theory about<br />
making the client feel safe and using<br />
facial expression and tone of <strong>voice</strong> to<br />
facilitate discharge was invaluable in a<br />
very practical way.<br />
TRANSFORMING THE THEATRE<br />
Every performance was an adventure—as<br />
is every counseling session—<br />
in setting 'aside one's own distress and<br />
being there every minut e f or y our<br />
client. T h e rewards were obvious.<br />
Wave after wave of laughter, applause,<br />
and t<strong>ear</strong>s (my own as well as the audience's)<br />
greeted me night after night.<br />
As an actor, then, I was able to begin<br />
to alter some stereotyped perceptions of<br />
men a n d transform t he traditional<br />
theatre situation into a group counseling<br />
situation.<br />
More recently, Vve been in the role<br />
of theatre director and teacher. At a<br />
theatre i n California and another i n<br />
Connecticut, it was exciting to be in a<br />
position to set up the environment in<br />
exactly the right way. The goal was to<br />
create an environment where artists felt<br />
safe enough to discharge, think, and<br />
create. The latter job was particularly<br />
gratifying because it was working with<br />
young theatre artists.<br />
We started each day by h<strong>ear</strong>ing from<br />
each person about "what was going<br />
well." L<strong>ear</strong>ning to turn their attention<br />
away from any distress they were bringing<br />
into the new day was a revelation<br />
for them. Taking the time to h<strong>ear</strong> from<br />
each of them in a situation where it was<br />
perceived there was "no extra time,"<br />
also helied give them a sense of being<br />
cared about and listened to.<br />
We ended each twelve-hour day with<br />
a closing circle. After long hours and<br />
incredibly demanding work, the circle<br />
helped to maintain a sense of family<br />
and promoted the healing of many tiny<br />
hurts. The struggle to maintain a caring,<br />
nurturing, and productive atmosphere<br />
was extremely difficult. In a six-<br />
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"Te mpe s t" by J ohn Fe hr ' ge r<br />
week period there were four major productions<br />
and many other "performance"<br />
opportunities. It was most gratifying<br />
to watch young people begin to<br />
throw off their oppressions and take<br />
power by performing in a theatre situation.<br />
very much appreciate the support<br />
I've received from members of the Co-<br />
<strong>Counseling</strong> Communit ies . Mic hael<br />
Sweringen traveled from New York City<br />
to Detroit to view my perfortnatAe of<br />
"Of Mice and Men," and counsel with<br />
me about the progress on my goals and<br />
a multitude o f feelings around t he<br />
work. Mic hael and I are belovedly<br />
committed t o eac h ot her, Hi l a r y<br />
Sanders also traveled many miles on<br />
many occasions f rom h e r home i n<br />
Woodstock, New York td my location<br />
in Connecticut, t o counsel and think<br />
with me about my goals there. We also<br />
have a life-long commitment to each<br />
other.<br />
In addit ion, I received excellent<br />
counseling from members of the Detroit<br />
RC Community, who responded warmly<br />
to my requests for time. The struggle<br />
for those of us who travel a great deal to<br />
get adequate counseling t ime is extreme.<br />
Let it be known that the Detroit<br />
Community is alive and well and welcoming.<br />
• ,<br />
I've just begun reh<strong>ear</strong>sal i n New<br />
York City for a new play in which I<br />
function as an actor. My goals for this<br />
job are to continue to bring more and<br />
more counseling theory and technique<br />
to very practical use in the theatre. The<br />
story in this play concerns Jewish and<br />
other ethnic oppressions. •Once again,<br />
an opportunity to stop thinking about<br />
what to do and do it.<br />
MEL COBB<br />
NEW YORK CITY, NEW YORK, USA
L IBERAT IO N<br />
GETTING A WINDOW OUT OF INTERNALIZED RACISM<br />
All of my daycare children have<br />
gone home for the day. I just put<br />
away the last toy and am finally sitting<br />
down to write about the Black<br />
Teachers' and Leaders' Workshop In<br />
Evanston, Illinois. It was a very positive<br />
experience for me and helped<br />
me realize what has been missing<br />
for me at other workshops.<br />
This was my first time ever to attend<br />
a black workshop and I can see<br />
that it was what I needed to be doing<br />
all along. The safety there was<br />
tremendous. I never knew I wa s<br />
missing it, because I had never<br />
before experienced It.<br />
I can't say that I came back and<br />
performed miracles in Wichita, <strong>but</strong><br />
there have been some dramatic<br />
changes In my functioning and I<br />
believe "hypothetical" black RC in<br />
Wichita will benefit from them.<br />
One thing that wa s especially<br />
helpful for me was the commitment<br />
to see that all things I touch go well.<br />
It has surprised me to see that this<br />
has led to trusting my own intelligence.<br />
Again, the changes have<br />
been evidenced In little ways, <strong>but</strong><br />
they indicate a major shift for me. I<br />
see myself following my hunches<br />
more, and taking seriously those<br />
fleeting awarenesses that I usually<br />
discount. Little things like "roll up<br />
the car windows, i t may rain" o r<br />
"forcing this child to nap Isn't working,<br />
try holding her."<br />
I want to focus in much more on building RC<br />
women's liberation activities organizationally. I particularly<br />
want to develop local women's liberation coordinators—<br />
women who will assist the development<br />
of women's activities for a given city or geographic<br />
area. In the next <strong>few</strong> weeks I will be writing either a<br />
letter or article about the state (and directions for)<br />
women's liberation.<br />
I have many more moments when<br />
I can recognize the complete humanness<br />
of the children in my care<br />
and can respect the advice of a two<br />
y<strong>ear</strong> old.<br />
It was helpful for me at the workshop<br />
to see such a wide variety of<br />
black people functioning very well.<br />
What this did fo r me was to contradict<br />
my tendency t o write o ff<br />
many black people • because they<br />
don't look smart or polished or whatever.<br />
I went home to Fort Smith, Arkansas<br />
last month and took some first<br />
steps toward re-connecting wit h<br />
four graduates from my old high<br />
school. Our school was torn down<br />
when Arkansas schools Integrated,<br />
so every other y<strong>ear</strong> there i s a<br />
homecoming fo r all Lincoln High<br />
graduates. This was my first time to<br />
go. (Of course this was after the<br />
workshop.) There are two people in<br />
Wichita who attended school with<br />
me. I have contacted both of them<br />
since the reunion and am initiating<br />
the establishment of an alumni support<br />
group in Wichita. I plan to just<br />
take it slowly and see how it goes.<br />
The thing that has made this possible<br />
for me was the profound awareness<br />
that brilliance and goodness<br />
come In all shapes and colors and<br />
hair textures and • Is not limited in<br />
any way by "blackness." This gave<br />
me such a new respect for some<br />
people I had not valued that I could<br />
see them differently.<br />
More Women Leaders Needed<br />
24<br />
I find myself sometimes feeling<br />
sad about how that kind of thinking<br />
has limited the quality of my life, <strong>but</strong><br />
I remind myself that such distress<br />
was not my choice and I am very<br />
lucky to have put a small crack in it.<br />
This leads to another major shift for<br />
me. The idea that I am the best person<br />
available to handle the challenges<br />
I face was and is an excellent<br />
Interruption o f the hopelessness<br />
and self-pity patterns that<br />
seem t o b e tied u p with some<br />
chronic Internalized racism. It has<br />
kept me from giving up after returning<br />
to Wichita and looking at the situation<br />
here.<br />
I know there is a lot to be done<br />
and I wish I had more help, more<br />
support, better counseling, and so<br />
on, <strong>but</strong> the fact is that I really am the<br />
best person available in Wichita to<br />
do what needs t o b e done. My<br />
choices are to despair or to do the<br />
work, so I'm choosing t o do the<br />
work. This means also that I plan to<br />
get to every workshop I can, to continue<br />
to get what I need to grow. I<br />
am planning to make contact with<br />
the Black Student Union at the university<br />
here and do an Introductory<br />
lecture in connection with orientation<br />
of black students on campus. I<br />
haven't done anything about that<br />
yet, <strong>but</strong> that's my next step.<br />
Vishva Shanti<br />
Wichlts, Kansas, USA<br />
• I see the three key areas as (I) the development of<br />
dedicated women's liberation leaders who will lead<br />
women's liberation and who will lead everything, (2)<br />
the putting of women's issues in the forefront and at the<br />
same time in the context of all issues, and (3) during this<br />
period Of time much more work needs to be done on<br />
winning men over as allies from a position of female<br />
and trtale pride.<br />
DIANE BALSER<br />
CAMBRIDGE, MASSACHUSETTS, USA
Enormous Help From Our Children<br />
I've been greatly motivated, lately, to think about the part of the parents' policy statement<br />
that challenges us with the reminder that we have a rare benefit when we consider our children's<br />
high expectations of us. It Is a rare benefit and a challenge. Our children expect us to<br />
live up to the ideals that we set forth in thinking about ourselves and them. They remind us,<br />
always, when a bit of hopelessness sets in and those goals (ideals) get temporarily occluded.<br />
They do this in some interesting ways. Some of them bring us instantly to t<strong>ear</strong>s. (The contradictions<br />
can be right on the mark.) Some of them enrage us on the spot. (What a perfect<br />
opportunity to discharge at a later date.with a beloved Co-Counselor.) The difficulty is when<br />
it happens and we don't have a counselor instantly available. Then, we get to practice our<br />
attention-away-from-distress techniques. We get to pull them out of our bag of "tricks"<br />
quickly and discharge later in a session. It gets easier all the time. I like to explain It in "discharge<br />
hours" terms. The more we have discharged, the easier we deal with being reminded<br />
that we have momentarily given upon ourselves and the entire human race. Our cynicism<br />
gets to operate less often, In general, when young ones are around. (I'm not talking only of<br />
parents' cynicism, <strong>but</strong> of the cynicism of friends as well.) We all get the benefit of the<br />
reminder to keep and live our high expectations. The best part Is that they love us so much<br />
and this love is the basis for the reminding. How can we not pay attention when someone<br />
who loves us so much reminds us to love ourself when we have forgotten how?<br />
Sheila Creed<br />
New Haven, Connecticut, USA<br />
he Advantages of Being Southern<br />
The second annual Southern U.S. Liberation Workshop<br />
held last spring was very successful. Besides the im<br />
-portant liberation work we did there, the new loves dis-<br />
•• O u r shame is deep, <strong>but</strong> our pride is deeper. We have<br />
been ridiculed and derided, and our families participated<br />
covered, the good singing and fellowship, we made sever-<br />
in a severely oppressive slave society. Yet, I do not think<br />
that we have ever forgotten our essential integrity and<br />
al important decisions which will affect U.S. southerners goodness..<br />
and <strong>Re</strong>ers for many y<strong>ear</strong>s to come,<br />
• '<br />
For those who have lived in other localities in the<br />
It was cl<strong>ear</strong> to me that the y<strong>ear</strong> since the first southern southern U.S. or who have lived outside the region, we<br />
liberation workshop had been one of significant change in can claim each of these places as our homes. Believing and<br />
southerners in RC, particularly those who attended last understanding this can involve grieving the homes we left<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>'s gathering. Being southern in the Way we speak, or which Were destroyed, and it involves actively choosing<br />
think, act, lead, and love had grown to be a central focus our present homes. This was particularly important for<br />
in our lives. Our particular ways of speaking (different for those at the workshop who had chosen to live in the south,<br />
every person and region) were more apparent. Our pride<br />
and understanding of our history had grown. We were<br />
for those had moved from the south, and for Jews.<br />
more ourselves. And like the smart leader she is, Nancy *<br />
Kline took us the next step with her opening challenge to<br />
us: to live our lives fully as southerners.<br />
Several significant things emerged as a result:<br />
region, . we are in a position to teach others about it and<br />
how<br />
'<br />
to remove its effects on people. Indeed, the civil<br />
rights movement was, to a large extent, hatched and nurturBed<br />
i n the r egi on.<br />
e<br />
* Where you are from in the south, not only the state,<br />
<strong>but</strong> the locality as well, defines in large part our relationships<br />
with each other and with the land. I suspect this is a<br />
reflection of the agricultural and rural economies that<br />
have dominated the region.<br />
* cOu<br />
r art is an essential way in which we express our<br />
love, a delight, warmth, sensitivity, and vision as southerners,<br />
Eileen Hayes composed and performed a rap. Lisa<br />
Coker u sang the song she composed after last y<strong>ear</strong>'s workshop.<br />
s Poems were read. Songs punctuated our class ses-<br />
* As happens for all oppressed groups, our real history<br />
has not been uncovered or told filly<br />
,<br />
in the<br />
a n<br />
face<br />
d<br />
of<br />
i<br />
the<br />
s<br />
misinformation about the south that is<br />
prevalent. We spent an afternoon and part of a class spe-<br />
e<br />
cifically<br />
a s<br />
on<br />
y<br />
telling our<br />
t<br />
history<br />
o<br />
to each other.<br />
f o r g e t<br />
sions e more often than mini-sessions—favorite old hymns<br />
and omovement<br />
songs, as well as newer ones. •<br />
Dale Evora<br />
f<br />
Tucson, Arizona, USA<br />
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LIBERATION<br />
I have been wanting to write this<br />
article since the 1985 World Conference,<br />
But personal experiences<br />
between then and now have allowed<br />
me the opportunity to come, to a<br />
deeper understanding of the present<br />
situation of women in Nicaragua, I<br />
will now try to share these with you.<br />
In May 1984, I gave birth to a<br />
beautiful and strong baby girl. The<br />
pregnancy and the delivery were<br />
normal and the birth took place in a<br />
Ovate hospital. A y<strong>ear</strong> la te r I<br />
miscarried a seven-week pregnancy.<br />
I had to have a D&C done and this<br />
took place i n th e same private<br />
hospital, b u t t h e circumstances<br />
were somewhat different. By that<br />
time the U.S. government's actions<br />
had imposed more drastic economic<br />
measures upon our country. The<br />
economy was in very bad shape, and<br />
the lack of medical instruments at<br />
this hospital was evident. The 08,C<br />
was done in the emergency examining<br />
room, and the doctor did the procedure<br />
without using any anesthesia<br />
since they were saving it for<br />
more serious operations.<br />
In February of this y<strong>ear</strong> I miscarried<br />
again. Because of special circumstances,<br />
I was taken to a public<br />
hospital. Now I knew that the economic<br />
a n d milit a ry aggression<br />
against our country was having a<br />
tremendous impact upon our public<br />
health system (not to mention everything<br />
else); <strong>but</strong> having to experience<br />
It myself, especially under such<br />
stressful circumstances, was something<br />
different. Just to give you an<br />
idea of what that means, here is a<br />
brief description o f what I went<br />
through.<br />
When I first came into the hospital<br />
(around 1:00 pm), I had to wait for<br />
a good while before it was my turn<br />
to be examined by the intern. The examining<br />
table was still dirty from<br />
the many women they had examined<br />
before me. They would have done a<br />
test to see if my embryo was still<br />
alive, <strong>but</strong> the hospital had run out of<br />
necessary chemicals.' I was then<br />
taken to a room where ten other<br />
women were In the same situation<br />
that I was, all w<strong>ear</strong>ing our street<br />
clothes and lying on bare mattress-<br />
CARE ABOUT ME AND M Y PEOPLE<br />
es (the hospital is In extremely short<br />
supply of bedding, as well as eating<br />
utensils, t o ile t paper, sa n ita ry<br />
napkins, syringes, etc.).<br />
Around 11:00 pm, I wa s lucky<br />
enough to get a sheet. One hour<br />
later I had the opportunity to share<br />
my one sheet with a bedmate. They<br />
had run out of beds and started to<br />
put two women to a bed, As my bedmate<br />
was larger than I was, she had<br />
a hard time finding a comfortable<br />
position to sleep in (especially since<br />
both of us had serum bottles attached<br />
to our arms). As she turned<br />
over, she almost fell off the bed. The<br />
nurse came over quickly and said,<br />
"Careful, honey, don't fall," My bedmate<br />
sleepily said, "No, that's the<br />
way we sleep here." (Such calm acceptance<br />
of the hardships at hand.)<br />
26<br />
This was the Berta Calderon hospital,<br />
a hospital that was dedicated by<br />
the Sand mist government to provide<br />
specialized free medical care fo r<br />
Nicaraguan women.<br />
Women in Nicaragua, as well as<br />
the majority o f women in Third<br />
World countries, have had to b<strong>ear</strong> a<br />
heavy burden for most of their lives.<br />
Our present government has been<br />
trying to improve their lot in many<br />
ways, first by Improving the general<br />
social and economic situation that<br />
would improve the basic conditions<br />
for the survival of all Nicaraguan<br />
people. Examples of improvements<br />
since 1979 are:<br />
* The nation-Svide literacy campaign<br />
reduced illiteracy from 55% to<br />
13% (women were the majority of<br />
the Illiterates).<br />
photo by Conr a d Contz e n
* infant mortality has been greatly<br />
reduced and polio, measles, and<br />
diptheria have been virtually eliminated<br />
thanks to massive • vaccineti<br />
on• ,<br />
, paigns conducted' at the national<br />
level. (The only places where these<br />
adiseases nd are still • seen are • areas<br />
where h e Contra attacks have •made It<br />
aImpossible l t to conduct the vaccination<br />
campaigns.) „. ••• • ,•••,• • .•<br />
h<br />
*. Thera is a n ' agrarian' •reform<br />
project e c that • is providing Jana. to<br />
• thousands d u of peasants every y<strong>ear</strong> to•<br />
work<br />
c a<br />
either individually or in Cooperatives.<br />
(The<br />
- loans' t i and technical assistance.) •<br />
go *• on The v egovernment<br />
' also subsidized<br />
rc •• the basic: staples o f the<br />
Nicaraguan n m e diet (rice, corn, beans,'<br />
ncooking a t oil, milk, etc,), •so tha t<br />
i<br />
<strong>everyone</strong> m s<br />
would have access to<br />
food. The increased cost of the war<br />
'has - pmade r it virtually' impossible to<br />
omaintain v i these subsidies.... -<br />
d * iMore n people now have access<br />
to things as simple <strong>but</strong> as neces<br />
g<br />
-sary as running water, electricity; a<br />
health center n<strong>ear</strong>by... •<br />
in addition to those measures, the<br />
government has taken special' interest<br />
in Improving the lot of women..<br />
by:<br />
• Changing the laws tha t were<br />
oppressive to .<br />
wnow o •formally m e n . recognized a t .6qUal<br />
under the law; they Can'n0 longer be<br />
Wused oas msex objects e In advertising;<br />
n they have the right to a three-month<br />
amaternity r leave While' <strong>ear</strong>ning, their<br />
full salary; they. have the right to<br />
eequal<br />
pay fbr equal Work; fathers are<br />
obliged' to provide support for abah•h<br />
doned • families: and • children • born<br />
outside of Marriage.<br />
• Prostitution has been outlawed<br />
and programs to rehabilitate prostitutes<br />
are under way.<br />
• Women are being encouraged<br />
to participate in the government in<br />
all different levels. (Proportionally,<br />
there is a greater number of women<br />
occupying high- and middle-level<br />
positions than in the U.S. and many<br />
Latin American countries.) There is<br />
also a number of women who are<br />
Voluntarily participating i n th e<br />
military service. • • ,<br />
• A good number o f daycare<br />
centers have been built around the<br />
country so that more women can<br />
enter into the work force if they so<br />
desire. (Childcare has been traditionally<br />
the women's job, and these<br />
daycare centers are especially necessary<br />
because 73% of Nicaraguan<br />
women start to have children between<br />
the ages of fourteen and nineteen,<br />
and have an average of six<br />
children each.)<br />
• There is a program of pre-natal<br />
and post-natal care where the<br />
health and the development of both<br />
mother a nd• baby a re carefully<br />
checked. Free medicine and vitamins,<br />
as well as infant formula, are<br />
provided when needed. Additional<br />
staple foods are available for babies<br />
and children who show even the<br />
smallest degree of malnutrition.<br />
In spite of these and other improvements,<br />
the situation for Nicaraguan<br />
women, as well for the rest<br />
of the people of Nicaragua, has<br />
been deteriorating as the economic<br />
and military aggression of the U.S.<br />
administration and its allies increases.<br />
One of the cruel aspects of the<br />
war that is waged against Nicaragua<br />
Is that money for much needed<br />
health, eduoation, a n d social<br />
welfare programs is having to be<br />
channeled into defense; this in turn<br />
translates into less adequate care<br />
for the population (such as the<br />
health care given a t the Berta<br />
Calderon hospital).<br />
Besides the pain women have to<br />
endure in seeing their sons, fathers,<br />
and husbands march off to war and<br />
later seeing the m come back<br />
maimed or in coffins, they have to<br />
b<strong>ear</strong> the limitations that are also a<br />
result of the war— limitations such<br />
at an ever-increasing difficulty due<br />
to the lack of U.S. parts for cars and<br />
buses, a by-product o f the U.S.<br />
economic embargo.<br />
Along the borders, women have<br />
had to witness the murder of husbands,<br />
sons, and daughters (many<br />
of very young age), as well as watch<br />
the destruction of schools, daycare<br />
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centers, health clinics, cooperatives.<br />
Women have been tortured,<br />
savagely raped and often killed by<br />
Contra soldiers (President <strong>Re</strong>agan's<br />
"freedom fighters").<br />
With the recent approval by the<br />
U.S. Congress of 110 million dollars<br />
aid to the Contras, the future wellbeing<br />
of the people of Nicaragua<br />
seems even more uncertain. The only<br />
thing that seems certain is that<br />
there will be more suffering, death,<br />
and destruction to endure in the<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s to come.<br />
The thought of the number of still<br />
badly needed schools, hospitals,<br />
health clinics, daycare •centers, and<br />
cooperatives that could be built with<br />
those 110 million dollars is painful<br />
and staggering. It seems that there<br />
should have been enough rationality<br />
around to have decided to put that<br />
money to much better use other<br />
than killing and destroying.<br />
But In spite of such great odds,<br />
there is a sense of courage and determination<br />
among the Nicaraguan<br />
people. We are determined to eat<br />
less and live with much less if It is<br />
necessary. We will live together or<br />
die together, and no amount of<br />
dollars is going to• change that.<br />
Such is the present situation of<br />
women in Nicaragua.<br />
I am now pregnant again, and as I<br />
feel this baby developing within my<br />
womb I -<br />
wgua obe n dlike<br />
when this baby grows<br />
e<br />
up?<br />
r :<br />
Will she be able to enjoy the<br />
free education and health care our<br />
Wpresent h government is still strug-<br />
agling t to Implement? Will he have to<br />
endure more limitations than we are<br />
wexperiencing i because of this war?<br />
Will l she l lose her father, a relative, a<br />
N<br />
friend<br />
i<br />
or her own life in a much<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>ed invasion by U.S. troops? I personally<br />
c a do not know the answer to<br />
these r a questions. But I do know that<br />
this<br />
-<br />
baby, a nd my two-y<strong>ear</strong>-old<br />
daughter, as well as the rest of<br />
Nicaraguan children, young people,<br />
women, and men, are counting on<br />
you and me to see that the latter<br />
won't happen.<br />
Brenda Cones<br />
Managua, Nicaragua
LI BERATI ON<br />
GROWING THOUGHTFULLY AS A LEADER<br />
The Chicano counseling Community continues to grow at a steady yet slow pace. Highlights incluck<br />
a new class for Chicanas, led by Monica Torres and Sylvia Garcia. The Chicano men's support<br />
group has continued to Meet throughout the summer, although our participation has dwindled<br />
down to between three and five regulars. We changed the time, and possibly meeting through the<br />
summer' was not a good idea, due to vacations and schedule conflicts for many of the participants.<br />
Special highlights include my relationships with some of the men, and in particular Ramon Flores,<br />
watching him do his work as Artistic Director for La Compania de Albuquerque. I think I told you<br />
before that Ramon has this natural ability to apply counseling to his life, like no one else I have ever<br />
seen. His most recent production is a play called "Tierra Sagrada" (Sacred Earth), about "love and<br />
intimacy along the Rio Grande." Incidentally, one of the stars of this production is Jose Apodaca, (a<br />
Co-Counselor), whose <strong>voice</strong> inspires many front our community. An important highlight that was<br />
important to me after<br />
, inmates t h e at thecounty jail. I usually volunteer to speak to the group every five or six weeks, and I do<br />
a fair job. This last time I spoke I decided to try something different, and I put together a men's<br />
p e a c e<br />
panel of three men. It was very good, and once again confirming of this important tboi. I'm going to<br />
abe sharing c t i counseling v i s t with another person starting this week, and will be meeting with a friend to-<br />
sday, ' to review the Chicano Draft Liberation Policy.<br />
w o r k<br />
s Since h the o pease p activists' worlishop, I have been doing a lot of thinking. I have tried to sort out<br />
the implication of building a world community, trying to figure out what this means for me per-<br />
w<br />
sonally. I am<br />
a<br />
interested in making my decision 'a permanent one, and although a good deal of dis-<br />
s tress seems to pull at me lately, I plan to continue to do so, as it makes practical sense. I have<br />
a reviewed some RC literature, as I want to make sure my footing is solid. I w'as asked to go to East<br />
pGermany, r eand sto<br />
Denmark, as part of a delegation from the United States Freeze, and decided that<br />
e<br />
this was<br />
n<br />
not<br />
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a good<br />
a<br />
idea at this time for me. It seems like there are many paths I could take in terms<br />
of leadership, <strong>but</strong> the most important. path for me has to do with developing a solid network of<br />
tfriends i here o in n New Mexico, and concentrating my work here.<br />
t<br />
h My recent work in the Chicano political arena includes putting together a debate for the two candidates<br />
a who are running for governor. I was involved as chairperson from a local coalition of groups<br />
concerned with Chicano issues. I l<strong>ear</strong>ned a good deal front this experience, about myself, and about<br />
t<br />
the political process in general. For me, I l<strong>ear</strong>ned that I can take some leadership, yet define my<br />
terms, I not fall into the trap of either doing everything, or feeling like I should, and then worrying<br />
about m it compulsively to no good end. I l<strong>ear</strong>ned that it makes sense to apply the 'Wygelian leaders<br />
group a format, <strong>but</strong> have not figured out how just yet. In terms of the political process, I've concluded<br />
d<br />
that it is like the system, at the point of bankuptcy, yet offers an opportunity to address issues,<br />
and raise consciousness, as I think you've said.<br />
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t I started re-reading The Morning Deluge, something I should have done <strong>ear</strong>lier. The book makes me<br />
cry, o and inspires me over and over, helps me place my priorities back in the right places, sort them<br />
out. s What has inspired me today is Mao's patience, his ability to wait, and to smile and notice the<br />
mountains, to look cheerful in the face of impossible odds.<br />
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Lorenzo Garcia<br />
Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA
The importance of being an ally<br />
is one o f the most significant<br />
aspects of RC theory for me. It has<br />
helped me immeasurably i n my<br />
political work to build bridges and<br />
coalitions for social change.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>cently I had a wonderful opportunity,<br />
in a period of two days,<br />
to receive excellent information<br />
about an oppressed group, to discharge<br />
heavily on my distress and<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>, and then to take my resolve<br />
and direction into the wide world<br />
and apply it.<br />
Several months ago I attended<br />
an Allies of Arabs workshop led<br />
beautifully b y Eileen Ka a dy ,<br />
assisted b y Ka r e n Mura d, a<br />
wonderful Lebanese-American<br />
woman from Seattle. Over the last<br />
several y<strong>ear</strong>s I have been working<br />
with individual Palestinians and<br />
their supporters i n the Rainbow<br />
Coalition and have been aware of<br />
the feelings that come up primarily<br />
because I am a Jew. My commitment<br />
has been to "be a committed<br />
ally t o Jews a nd Palestinians<br />
simultaneously at all times."<br />
The excellent workshop allowed<br />
me to re-commit, from my h<strong>ear</strong>t, to<br />
this commitment and in my session<br />
in front of the group I was able to<br />
identify the key distress which was<br />
holding me back. During the workshop,<br />
I remembered some information<br />
from one of Ricky Sherover-<br />
Marcuse<br />
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attended. She had said that the<br />
hardest aspect of racism to confront<br />
,s<br />
is the information given to us by<br />
the w oones r we love—our parents. In<br />
my k ssession h I was able to identify<br />
the o pdistressing s message given to me<br />
by<br />
w<br />
my<br />
h<br />
beloved (and scared) parents.<br />
The message (although not<br />
expressed i c explicitly) was that "the<br />
Arabs h a r e o u t t o g e t u s . "<br />
<strong>Re</strong>membering I<br />
thi s brought u p<br />
some<br />
b<br />
of the deepest sobbing I've<br />
experienced in a long time. Later<br />
in a fhe workshop, others from other<br />
ethnic d backgrounds identified this<br />
as a barrier f o r the m. " The<br />
a r c outtogetus"brought<br />
discharge from several people.<br />
This was a huge leap forward for<br />
me as an ally and the next day I<br />
A Jewish Ally of Palestinians<br />
was able to act. For an educational<br />
conference, I had been asked by a<br />
local Palestinian group to be one of<br />
five Jews to give a brief personal<br />
statement of my position on Israel<br />
and Palestinians and,<br />
lar, , i mn y support for Palestinian<br />
self-determination a nd a homeland.<br />
p a r t i c u -<br />
I first described who I was. I<br />
said I was not a n historian or<br />
scholar on the Middle East. I said I<br />
was a Jew, a democratic socialist, a<br />
third generation atheist, a nd a<br />
pragmatic political activist.<br />
I the n listed the conclusions<br />
(many I willingly admit to being<br />
tentative) I had reached from my<br />
study, conversations, and thinking<br />
over the last <strong>few</strong> y<strong>ear</strong>s:<br />
1. Palestinians have been and<br />
continue to be treated in an oppressive<br />
manner b y the Israeli<br />
government<br />
2. Palestinians have a right to a<br />
homeland and to self-determination.<br />
3. The PLO is the legitimate<br />
representative of the Palestinians<br />
and mus t b e negotiated w i th<br />
directly.<br />
4. Jews are a people, not a religion.<br />
(I said this is how it felt to me<br />
as a third generation atheist and<br />
they laughed.)<br />
• 5 . Israel s hould n o t b e a<br />
"religious" state governed b y<br />
religious laws, b u t a state for<br />
Jewish people may be okay.<br />
6. As a pragmatic activist I<br />
believe peace in the Middle East is<br />
dependent on negotiations, mutual<br />
recognition of Israel and a Palestinian<br />
state, and I support efforts<br />
in this direction.<br />
7. I f I had been around when<br />
the idea of Israel as a state was proposed<br />
I may have been one of the<br />
Jews, like the Bundists, who identified<br />
more with international socialism<br />
than a Jewish nationalism.<br />
Who knows?<br />
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8. Ultimately I have real questions<br />
about the usefulness of nationalism<br />
<strong>but</strong> as long as there is oppression,<br />
national security may be<br />
needed.<br />
9. The role of U.S. imperialism<br />
makes things much worse.<br />
I then talked about where these<br />
conclusions led me, which was my<br />
interpretation of RC ally theory. I<br />
said I commit myself as an ally for<br />
Arabs which means to me:<br />
1. <strong>Re</strong>sponding t o a nti-Ara b<br />
stereotypes with correct information<br />
a nd l<strong>ear</strong>ning more about<br />
Arabs.<br />
2. Talking to Jews and others<br />
about the importance and justice of<br />
self-determination for Palestinians<br />
and pointing out this is not anti-<br />
Semitism.<br />
3. Being a public example of a<br />
Jew in support of a homeland for<br />
Palestinians.<br />
4. Listening to the legitimate<br />
anger of Palestinians without taking<br />
it personally.<br />
I also said I committed myself to<br />
being an ally foriews which means<br />
to me:<br />
1. Standing• up against a nti-<br />
Semitism whenever it occurs and<br />
correcting misinformation. •<br />
2. Taking pride in the accomplishments<br />
of other Jews and my<br />
culture.<br />
3. Deepening my understanding<br />
and compassion for the deep psychological<br />
hurts experienced b y<br />
Jews from a history of oppression<br />
and l<strong>ear</strong>ning how to contradict the<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>s and hurts.<br />
I concluded with my hope for a<br />
world where Jews and Palestinians<br />
would commit themselves as total<br />
allies for each other and work<br />
together for justice for <strong>everyone</strong><br />
and a world free of racism and anti-<br />
Semitism.<br />
BEVERL:Y STEIN<br />
PORTLAND, OREGON, USA
LI BERATI ON<br />
F<strong>ear</strong>s of Heights and F<strong>ear</strong>s of Torture<br />
I've been jumping off mountains<br />
lately, so I'll try one more and write<br />
to you. •<br />
I'm in Argentina because the government<br />
has changed, and my husband,<br />
a former Argentine labor activist<br />
In exile, was able to return. I'm<br />
working as a free-lance foreign correspondent<br />
for ABC Radio, United<br />
Press international, a nd Dallas<br />
Morning News.<br />
As for jumping off mountains, I<br />
had a particularly special experience<br />
last week in which I was able<br />
to enjoy what could have been a terrifying<br />
experience by keeping my attention<br />
away from my distress: I<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>ned to ski.<br />
I found that my f<strong>ear</strong>s—of heights,<br />
of getting hurt or dying — crystallized<br />
at the edge of a mountain in<br />
the Andes. I was there covering the<br />
Alpine Ski World Cup for UPI. The<br />
area provided free skis and access<br />
to lifts to jounalists, and a friendly<br />
and inspiring Swiss skier offered to<br />
teach me. How could I refuse?<br />
My new friend took me up right<br />
away— I had only experimented with<br />
the skis once the day before—and I<br />
almost physically thrust the f<strong>ear</strong><br />
aside as I started down the mountain,<br />
into turns per my instructions.<br />
As we took lifts to higher and<br />
higher slopes, I felt the f<strong>ear</strong>, <strong>but</strong><br />
pushed past it, shaking, <strong>but</strong> in control,<br />
although I did once ask my<br />
friend if he would belerribly embarrassed<br />
if I took off the skis and<br />
climbed down. But I continued, even<br />
when my unprotected eyes stopped<br />
distinguishing features on the snow<br />
in the flat light and I was forced to<br />
ski snowblind, following my friend.<br />
Finally, I was laughing and dancing<br />
through my turns. I fell twice and<br />
rolled into a somersault, unable to<br />
contain my laughter.<br />
My third day on skis, I successfully<br />
skied a difficult slope. My friend<br />
had discreetly radioed for another<br />
friend to ski down with us, with me<br />
In the middle. I didn't fall down or<br />
even lose control. I accepted praise<br />
all around.<br />
The putting aside of that f<strong>ear</strong> was<br />
an important move for me. The move<br />
to Argentina had brought up many<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>s (wasn't that why I came?) and<br />
here was a chance to deal with them<br />
in a very concrete way. I recommend<br />
it.<br />
My big project right now is a book<br />
on the trial of the military juntas,<br />
which ended with two former presidents<br />
and three other junta leaders<br />
in jail.<br />
I attended almost all of the trial,<br />
which consisted largely of people<br />
telling the stories of their kidnapping,<br />
torture, disapp<strong>ear</strong>ance, and<br />
subsequent reapp<strong>ear</strong>ance a t the<br />
hands o f Argentina's forme r<br />
leaders.<br />
I'm writing the book from the<br />
point of view of one who attended<br />
the trial and what the experience<br />
was like. Woven into the account of<br />
the trial I've written my husband's<br />
story of his kidnapping, torture, and<br />
Illegal imprisonment, with a focus<br />
on what motivated his choice to<br />
become politically active.<br />
I sometimes wonder why I feel so<br />
compelled to write this story; the<br />
stories of what was done to people<br />
are horrible. But it seems that even<br />
here in Argentina it has been easy<br />
for people to forget and start talking<br />
about "the good old days of the<br />
military when subversion was under<br />
control." I understand now why German<br />
Jews did not want to return to<br />
post-war Germany.<br />
I also find it important to recognize<br />
and celebrate the ways i n<br />
which people were able to act rationally<br />
and creatively under the<br />
most extreme conditions. in the trial<br />
again and again, former prisoners of<br />
Argentine concentration camps<br />
described the ways they were able<br />
to reaffirm their humanity when<br />
everything around them was set up<br />
to deny them even their existence.<br />
I l<strong>ear</strong>ned something else in the<br />
courtroom. Just as I later realized<br />
while skiing that the worst that<br />
could happen to me would be to fall<br />
and get hurt, I realized during the<br />
trial that the worst anyone could do<br />
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to me would be to torture me, and I<br />
might just survival Many people did,<br />
including m y husband. Others<br />
didn't, <strong>but</strong> the mystification of torture<br />
a nd de a th w a s removed<br />
through repeated descriptions of<br />
people's experiences.<br />
In addition, I s a w the cl<strong>ear</strong><br />
manifestation of the upward trend.<br />
This powerful military threw everything<br />
they had at any manifestation<br />
of growth and goodness. They say<br />
they won "the dirty war" because<br />
the left was "annihilated" (their<br />
word) under their regime. But they're<br />
wrong. They may have killed 30,000<br />
people, <strong>but</strong>, arici<br />
iit,<br />
we are still here. And they are in<br />
Jail, and dying of cancer, with their<br />
destructive i f e e l patterns finally destroy-<br />
ling i them. k e<br />
I I'm not minimizing what happened,<br />
<strong>but</strong> c I awant n to say that there Is<br />
nothing o welse<br />
to do <strong>but</strong> re-emerge, as<br />
individuals or as a society.<br />
n<br />
I am thinking of starting a support<br />
group for those of us who returned.<br />
as family of returning political exiles.<br />
There are organizations that offer<br />
support for children of exiles, <strong>but</strong><br />
no real organization for those of us<br />
who came back as companions, married<br />
or otherwise.<br />
spent a wonderful day at Pancho<br />
and Melissa's workshop last week.<br />
was so impressed with the people<br />
that Pancho had assembled. For the<br />
first time since leaving the States, I<br />
felt like I was in a counseling Community...hot<br />
stuff. You'll find out<br />
when you come.<br />
I'm getting ready to start teaching.<br />
It won't be easy to teach in<br />
Spanish; I've found I assume a different<br />
personality when I change<br />
languages, which is something to<br />
work on and discharge about. I'm<br />
sitting in on Alicials first fundamentals<br />
class to see how to do it in<br />
Spanish.<br />
Margaret Grammer-Vallelos<br />
Buenos Aires, Argentini
M — returned in April from a six-month visit to Chile, the first since she left as a political refugee<br />
twelve y<strong>ear</strong>s ago. She has made productive contact with a -women's community organisation working<br />
for families of the "relegados —people who, for reasons of political oppression, are banished to<br />
other localities as a form of internal exile. To finance their work they want to produce high-quality<br />
woolen knitw<strong>ear</strong> and market it in Europe. Through M —'s initiative, the idea has been taken up by<br />
Traidcraft which is a non-denominational church organisation based in the north-east of England<br />
and with branches through Britain and many European countries, They have agreed to market the<br />
products and to provide a loan towards the starting capital. Again through M — 's initiative, the<br />
local Council of Churches has agreed to pay back the loan to Traidcraft and in autumn M— will be<br />
the guest at their fund-raising events where she will be giving talks and showing slides she brought<br />
back from her visit.<br />
Although M i s not actively involved in the 'RC Community, she finds the theory useful in<br />
many ways and derives a lot of inspiration from the literature. She sends you her love.<br />
John David Simnel(<br />
Newcastle-upon-Tyne, England<br />
I have recently been using this commitment, fo r<br />
myself and with other mental health system survivors:<br />
Unforgotten Chile<br />
From now on w i l l always be proud of myself and<br />
other mental health system survivors.<br />
will remember that I can choose the viewpoint on my<br />
experiences which gives me the most satisfaction; and<br />
that have precious knowledge to share with all liberation<br />
groups.<br />
can be in complete charge of my mind and fulfill my<br />
wildest dreams.<br />
it has produced good results. Here are a couple of appreciations<br />
from people who used it at the mental<br />
health system survivors leaders' conference in New<br />
Hope, Pennsylvania, USA, August 1986:<br />
The mental health system survivors' commitment Is a brilliant piece of thinking,<br />
powerful enough to change the direction al our liberation dramatically. Thank you<br />
lot your pioneering work.<br />
Donna <strong>Give</strong>ns, Lynchburg, Virginia, USA<br />
FOR MENTAL HEALTH<br />
SYSTEM SURVIVORS<br />
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ENINEMEESMIN<br />
The mental health system survivors commitment has got to be the most powerful<br />
contradiction to all my distresses which I have ever encountered. Using It puts my<br />
attention on everything I need to discharge. I am presently dedicating myself to<br />
sharing it with other survivors and modelling it as a brilliant, incisive counseling<br />
tool.<br />
Pam Maccabee, Stastonbury, Connecticut, USA<br />
Having talked to other counsellors and done some<br />
more thinking, ll've come up with a new version, as yet<br />
untested:<br />
From now on I will be my best loving friend, and be<br />
proud of myself and all other mental health system survivors.<br />
I will remember that! can choose the viewpoint on my<br />
life experiences and current situation which gives me<br />
the most satisfaction.<br />
am the perfect person to lead <strong>everyone</strong>, and end the<br />
threat of nucl<strong>ear</strong> war.<br />
I can take complete charge of my mind and fulfill my<br />
wildest dreams.<br />
jinn <strong>Re</strong>ad<br />
London, England
LIBERATION<br />
I am still excited about Charlie Kreiner's men's from military training to lead against the oppresworkshop<br />
in Albuquerque. s i v e society itself.<br />
Veterans got closer than ever. I have been calling<br />
vets groups at workshops for the last three<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s, <strong>but</strong> this was the best. Several men "came<br />
out of the closet" about their veteran status. We<br />
shared tales of us and our buddies from our military<br />
experience.<br />
I made two important advances in my thinking<br />
about veterans during the weekend. First, people<br />
who were In the ROTC (<strong>Re</strong>serve Officers Training<br />
Corps) are veterans of the military as surely as<br />
any of us. My invitation to former ROTC cadets to<br />
Join us at the vets dinner table contradicted a<br />
common pattern that many of us carry. We don't<br />
feel veteran enough. If we were only in two y<strong>ear</strong>s<br />
rather than four, then we aren't a real veteran. Or if<br />
we had a desk Job or if we didn't get wounded (or<br />
killed!) in Vietnam, then we aren't real veterans.<br />
That's baloney! If you were in the active duty<br />
military service of any country, or the reserves, or<br />
the guerilla band fighting for national liberation,<br />
or the ROTC, or a military academy, then you are a<br />
veteran. Welcome, Be proud of that part of your<br />
life.<br />
I felt the reserves o f strength that the oppressive<br />
military conditioning has left us with.<br />
The military taught us, pounded into us in many<br />
cases, the ethic of getting the Job done, regardless,<br />
no excuses. The military taught us to work<br />
together, teamwork so close that your life and the<br />
lives of your buddies depended upon it. We gained<br />
experience in leadership. We exercised our courage<br />
and initiative. The military repeatedly challenged<br />
us to go beyond our previous limits.<br />
These same traits are still available to us to use<br />
In the task of eliminating oppression from our<br />
world. I love the irony of veterans using their skills<br />
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ON BEING A VETERAN<br />
For y<strong>ear</strong>s we listened to and took part in the<br />
harsh tones which try to approximate power. We<br />
were lucky to be exposed to role models of people<br />
at least attempting to reach for power boldly. But,<br />
In addition there were some specific distresses<br />
we picked up in the military.<br />
•<br />
One obstacle for many vets is a quality of living<br />
in the past rather than in the present. This reveals<br />
Itself in different ways. One instance is excessive<br />
national chauvinism— gaudy military parades,<br />
flags, aggressive rhetoric. Other vets are stuck in<br />
the past in that they disown or don't reveal their<br />
veteran status out of a sense of shame or guilt.<br />
(For a more complete look at veterans, see Pres.<br />
ent Time No. 59, pp. 49-51.)<br />
Another obstacle is not being able to tell otjr<br />
stories. We need so badly to tell our loved ones<br />
and our Co-Counselors what happened. We don't<br />
want thes e memories. We aren't tight-lipped<br />
about our time in service because there is nothing<br />
to tell or "that's Just the way veterans are." In<br />
order to overcome this obstacle veterans need to<br />
seek each other out for listening. in addition, we<br />
need to train friends and Co-Counselors to listen<br />
to us without interrupting.<br />
I am optimistic about the future for vets, it is an<br />
exciting prospect to think of us reclaiming our full<br />
pride, clarifying a veterans' liberation policy, and<br />
moving decisively to end oppression. •<br />
One of my Jobs in AC is veterans' Information<br />
Coordinator. I f you are a veteran, I would be<br />
pleased to h<strong>ear</strong> from you. Please write or call.<br />
Tony Switzer<br />
1616 West 10th<br />
Austin, Texas 78703, USA<br />
Tel. (512) 476-3294<br />
Imagine an untarnished world<br />
A place to live and grow.<br />
% • A f<strong>ear</strong>less loving gentle place<br />
• For all of us to know.<br />
•<br />
: A place beyond your wildest dreams<br />
To cherish and to share<br />
The essence of abundancy<br />
Where everything is fair.<br />
Take one step down this brand new path<br />
It's very close to you.<br />
It's something which we can all achieve.<br />
Not lust the privileged <strong>few</strong>.<br />
CLAIR VENUS<br />
32<br />
ST, LOUIS, MISSOURI, USA
COUNSELING PRACTICE<br />
WHO IS IN CHARGE OF A SESSION?<br />
• I have h<strong>ear</strong>d discussions at workshops and have had the question raised in correspondence as to "Who<br />
is in charge of the session?" It has sometimes been proclaimed that "the client is in charge of the session."<br />
Various irresponsibilities on the part of counselors or poor results from counseling have sometimes been<br />
excused on that basis.<br />
On the other hand, from the time of the <strong>ear</strong>ly article "Who's In Charge?" we have held to a general position<br />
that each person is in charge of everything, as the only possible rational attitude for entities possessed<br />
of intelligence. Also people have applauded and admired "tough," demanding counseling which broke<br />
through difficulties for the client.<br />
Who is really in charge of the session, the client or the counselor? I would say both.<br />
If we look at the session process as a whole, I think we're bound to recognize that two (or more) intelligences<br />
being involved is the central feature of effective counseling. We've been emphasizing that the ineffectiveness<br />
of much past counseling was caused by the counselor having his or her attention on the counselor's<br />
distress instead of on the client's during the session. We now have a commitment, that has had fine<br />
results in the last three y<strong>ear</strong>s, to end this ancient habit-pattern.<br />
• I f two intelligences are involved in a process, can one intelligence be subordinate to the otheir and only<br />
carry out the thinking of the other person? I think not It's true that a person can function as a helper to<br />
another person. It's true that one person can function under another person's direction. Any symphony<br />
player knows that the exquisite cooperation between a hundred people present in a good performance only<br />
comes when the directing is done by the director and individual players don't set their own tempo or interpretation.<br />
Nevertheless, the violin players are in charge of playing the violins, each one of them, and<br />
the trumpet player is in charge of playing his or her trumpet. The full intelligent in-chargeness of each<br />
person is required in this kind of relationship.<br />
The same thing is true of the counseling relationship. It is an exquisite and extremely rewarding cooperation<br />
between two intelligences. Each one of the people is necessarily going to be in charge of the session<br />
if the session is to be optimally effective. The client is in complete charge of the session from the client's<br />
point of view and in terms of the client's functions. The counselor is in complete charge of the session<br />
from the counselor's point of view and in terms of the counselor's functions. Any idea that one should<br />
be subordinate to the other misses the fact that there are two distinct roles which have to be carried out<br />
here.<br />
What are the specific roles of the counselor and of the client? What in-chargeness lies in each one's domain?<br />
THE CLIENT<br />
The client is in charge of anticipating and planning his or her role in the session; is in charge of combatting<br />
the three tendencies of patterns to confuse you, to persist, and to make you forget; is in charge of<br />
assembling and keeping in touch with written directions, frameworks, and commitments that have worked<br />
well; is in charge of thinking about what can be the most crucial factor for the client's re-emergence if it<br />
can be, worked on successfully. The client is in charge of recalling and reviewing (before the session or at<br />
the beginning of it) the importance of decision, not necessarily decision following discharge <strong>but</strong>, more<br />
powerfully, decision preceding and amplifying discharge. The client is in charge of thinking about the<br />
particular counselor, and about what distress, if any, is likely to not be handled successfully by the particular<br />
counselor. The client can choose to work on distress that is likely to be handled successfully rather<br />
than be unrealistic and push a kind, of distress at the particular counselor which he or she is unlikely to<br />
handle well and so weaken the relationship and accumulate disappointment. c o n t i n u e d . .<br />
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COUNSELING PRACTICE<br />
conti nued<br />
It is the client's responsibility to choose to be a successful client as far as the client's own role will carry<br />
the day. The client is in charge of trying each direction the counselor offers at least a time or two before<br />
arguing or reh<strong>ear</strong>sing the distress the direction is intended to contradict. The client is in charge of thinking<br />
or remembering that the counselor is another human being with complete goodness, power, and freedom<br />
of decision. The client is in charge of not writing the counselor off or "being disappointed" in him or<br />
her.<br />
The client can properly keep in mind the possibility of exchanging roles, at least briefly, (or, if one is<br />
engaged in "training one's own counselor," for an extended series of times) in dealing with any of the<br />
counselor's difficulties.<br />
The client is very much in charge of being on time, being courteous to the counselor, being appreciative,<br />
and, in reviewing the session after it is over, being sure to emphasize the positive aspects of the session,<br />
the counseling, and the counselor before making any "helpful" suggestions as to how they could<br />
have been better.<br />
THE COUNSELOR<br />
The counselor is in complete charge of coming to the session determined to take (and practiced in taking)<br />
his or her attention away from his or her own past distress (using the commitment against the "andent<br />
habit pattern," or the commitment against lending a pattern one's own power or influence.)<br />
The counselor is in charge of reviewing his or her memories of the client and what he or she has h<strong>ear</strong>d<br />
about the client from other counselors or teachers. The counselor is in charge of coming to the session<br />
with a cl<strong>ear</strong> expectation of paying enough attention to the client to see the distress cl<strong>ear</strong>ly, of thinking of<br />
all possible contradictions to the distress, and of helping to contradict it sufficiently to bring discharge by<br />
the client. The counselor is in charge of realizing that a good counselor thinks about the client not only for<br />
the one session <strong>but</strong> for the client's entire existence. The counselor not only thinks of what attitudes, directions,<br />
or commitments will bring discharge right then, <strong>but</strong> also which series of actions or perspectives will<br />
move the client toward continuing re-emergence. The counselor needs to think of the client from the<br />
perspective of the rest of the life of the client and plan on leaving the client with attitudes, commitments,<br />
directions, and relationships that will enhance the client's continued re-emergence after the session,<br />
towards having more sessions, and towards good work in later sessions.<br />
The counselor is in charge of putting aside any other feelings in order to love the client deeply, depending,<br />
if necessary, on the theoretical assumptions about what any human being is like underneath the distress.<br />
With that unpatterned human being in mind, and loving that human being, the counselor's thinking<br />
will be enhanced. The counselor is in charge of having relaxed, <strong>but</strong> high, expectations of the client.<br />
The counselor assumes that ,this client has a full capacity to be the greatest thinker the world has ever<br />
known, and to function in the most loving and totally supportive way toward other human beings, the<br />
world of life, and the upward trend in the universe. The counselor assumes that the client has complete<br />
freedom to make decisions and carry them out, and that the client has an inherent sense of complete<br />
power which needs only to be challenged and uncovered for it to begin to operate.<br />
The counselor is in charge of remembering and holding the seven attitudes toward the client of approval,<br />
delight, respect, confidence in and for the client, relaxed high expectations, commitment to the client,<br />
and love to and of the client.<br />
The counselor is in charge of challenging any patterned attitudes toward being a client that have accumulated<br />
on a client.<br />
I find, for example, that I often work at workshops with clients who, in the absence of effective counseling<br />
support, have worked out a routine of "running their own sessions" in an effort to make their counseling<br />
work without much support. They often, unawarely, reh<strong>ear</strong>se their distress over and over thinking<br />
they are contradicting it.<br />
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Confronted by a good counselor they then will tend to make one of two kinds of mistakes. (1) Feeling<br />
that there is now support against their distress, they abandon the effort to contradict the distress themselves.<br />
This leaves the situation pretty much where it was previously when the client was trying to contradict<br />
the client's distresses alone. Again only one of the team is contri<strong>but</strong>ing. It is now the counselor alone<br />
trying to contradict the client's distresses, while the client reh<strong>ear</strong>ses the distress over and over. (2) The<br />
other tendency is for the embattled client, who has been trying to "counsel herself" because of lack of adequate<br />
participation by previous counselors, to stay in the rigid routine of "counseling herself' by arguing<br />
with every direction the counselor offers before trying it. In these cases I find it is part of my role as counselor<br />
to "retrain" the client to reassume the client's role by offering information about theory, by persuasion,<br />
by formulating good directions or conunitments that define the client's contradiction to the distress.<br />
(Directions and commitments are, basically, tools for helping the client function well in the client's roles')<br />
A top-notch session will have both the client and the counselor contradicting the client's distress, the<br />
client in the client's roles and the counselor in the counselor's roles.<br />
Who is in charge of the session? The client is in complete charge of the session. The counselor is in complete<br />
charge of the session. Each has completely. distinct roles to play. When both sets of 1•oles are well-<br />
. played, then memorable sessions take place and re-emergence is rapid.<br />
- HARVEY JACKINS<br />
2 1 1 2 . , A T T E N T I O N ON OTHERS'<br />
I'm just back from the Pennsylvania/New Jersey<br />
teachers' and leaders' workshop and I'm excited<br />
about what I l<strong>ear</strong>ned there.<br />
Your suggestion that we each put our attention<br />
on other people all of the time has sharpened up<br />
and improved the quality of my relating to people.<br />
Ever since you mentioned the idea, I've kept it/n<br />
mind during every interaction I've had with another<br />
person—Co-Counselors, train passengers, and<br />
now my family.<br />
At first it sounded a little absurd. What can people<br />
possibly talk about without clienting to some<br />
degree? isn't it too much to expect anyone to be<br />
counselor all of the time? However, when I think<br />
about it carefully, and after having tried this new<br />
attitude, I realize that it is actually easier when I<br />
approach each conversation as counselor.<br />
Sometime in the past I developed a way of<br />
"breaking the ice," or avoiding long silences, by<br />
talking about myself or my feelings. This establishes<br />
some connection between myself and the<br />
other person <strong>but</strong> still leaves a good chunk of me<br />
focused on old distresses. It's kind of like a turtle<br />
yelling, "Hello!" from inside her shell. Your idea of<br />
putting one's full attention always on the other<br />
person makes for a quicker, more engaging connection.<br />
.3 5<br />
One of the best parts of this idea is that it<br />
means making sure that something of quality<br />
comes out of my time with the other person. It<br />
doesn't mean that I let the other person drone on<br />
about all of his or her problems. That's not what<br />
thinking like a counselor means. it may mean giving<br />
the other person a chance to talk about some<br />
feelings, <strong>but</strong> it may Just as well mean getting his<br />
or her (and coincidentally my) attention away from<br />
distress. Once both people have themselves firmly<br />
planted in the present, there are all kinds of<br />
ideas to discuss and fun things to do/<br />
Another implication is that interactions between<br />
people will have less chance of being<br />
weird. If I start out aware and in charge of what<br />
goes on, I can head oft weirdness before it takes<br />
over and instead guide the conversation in a good<br />
direction.<br />
If enough people are thinking as counselor,<br />
most contacts between people will be easy and<br />
interesting. Subtle chanting is a hard habit to<br />
break, <strong>but</strong> an easy one to decide to end over and<br />
over and over. There are a lot of "Co-<strong>Counseling</strong><br />
behaviors" that are now second nature to me. I am<br />
hoping for this to become one of them.<br />
JEVERA TENISKY<br />
WASHINGTON, DC, USA
COUNSELING PRACTICE<br />
A COOLER PERSPECTIVE ON "ALL AGES'<br />
;<br />
' W O R K S H O P S<br />
All ages workshops, pioneered by Chrissie Morris at<br />
Sheldon in Devon, have been very popular in England.<br />
They have spread to other areas of the country and have<br />
been done with great excitement and success, attracting<br />
enthusiastic followers of all ages.<br />
I can see that for adults to do non-permissive counselling<br />
with young people they need more than good intentions.<br />
They need to have discharged a good chunk of their<br />
own hurts in this area and they need to l<strong>ear</strong>n how to<br />
counsel young people—what to look for and what to do.<br />
This requires practice and experience. I can also see that<br />
the single purpose and sole focus of workshops with young<br />
people needs to be the counselling of young people: an<br />
end in itself.<br />
I think that what's been good about all ages workshops<br />
has indeed been good, <strong>but</strong> that what's been wrong is actually<br />
at the very h<strong>ear</strong>t and core of adultism (perhaps why it<br />
has been so effectively obscured until now) and is too important<br />
to allow to continue. There may be other reasons<br />
why all ages workshops aren't as good an idea as they have<br />
seemed, <strong>but</strong> I think this one single flaw outweighs the<br />
Ca<strong>thy</strong> Itzin<br />
many gains and that we need to go about our re-emergence<br />
as parents, allies, and young people in new and different<br />
ways.<br />
I have developed an all ages format for workshops and<br />
The traditional RC family workshop is one way of providing<br />
counselling for young people. It obviously requires<br />
its leaders to be free of a great deal of the distress from<br />
written about it with enthusiasm (e.g., Present Time No. their own <strong>ear</strong>ly y<strong>ear</strong>s and experienced in counselling<br />
64, July 1986).<br />
young people. Play days are another' way of counselling<br />
young people and providing the opportunity for adults<br />
Now, after a series of meetings and workshops with who've been to family workshops to get in better shape<br />
Patty Wipfler and Tim Jackins (including my first experi- and gain experience in counselling young people. Patty<br />
ence of an RC family workshop), I have come to a new Wiptler has provided some guidelines (Contact Patty<br />
and different point of view about All Ages Workshops Wipfler for more information about play days. Her ad-<br />
and, as a result<br />
dress is 2328 Santa Catalina, Palo Alto, California 94303,<br />
1 h a v e<br />
d<br />
The<br />
e c<br />
main<br />
i d<br />
reason for this change in thinking is coming<br />
to understand that it is not sufficient just to offer permis-.<br />
esive d counselling to young people. If young people are of-<br />
USA.) for doing play days. I think they make sense and<br />
sound very challenging too. My next step is to have a<br />
series of three play days in my Area over the next six<br />
months: one for ages birth to four, one for ages four to<br />
fered n the o safety and good attention of a group of adult eight, and another for ages eight to thirteen, drawing on<br />
counsellors t in the context of an RC workshop, then they<br />
are<br />
t<br />
effectively<br />
o<br />
receiving an invitation— and being given<br />
the opportunity t o bring up their heaviest distress for<br />
discharge d with counsellors who may be able to provide<br />
good o permissive counselling, <strong>but</strong> who usually do not have<br />
the t experience h or information they need to do non-permissive<br />
e m<br />
counselling with yciung people.<br />
a At the n very least this will restimulate a young person's<br />
disappointment y m and hopelessness. At worst it will lay in a<br />
new o hurt r with a new piece of misinformation: that it is not<br />
okay e to . bring up your heaviest distress for discharge, even<br />
in the theoretically safest of all places, an RC workshop;<br />
and that there is no one to'counsel you if you do, not even<br />
the people who "ought" to be in the best position to do it,<br />
leadership outside my Area and developing leadership in<br />
my Area.<br />
think from this base other ways of counselling young<br />
people will probably emerge, as we all continue to reemerge.<br />
As Patty says: "Of course you can experiment<br />
with die format — you'll get good ideas as you go along<br />
and when you do, let me know." I also think that the all<br />
ages work in England has laid the foundations for fast<br />
moves forward in this area, for it has created a real commitment<br />
to counselling young people and for the re-emergence<br />
of <strong>everyone</strong> from the hurts of adultism. It has also<br />
developed a group of leaders with some good thinking<br />
who can be good counsellors for young people and who<br />
are in a good position to go on from here.<br />
Le., experienced adult RCers. I think this muse be damaging<br />
to young people.<br />
Ca<strong>thy</strong> Itzin<br />
London, England<br />
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<strong>Re</strong>port from a topic group of single surviving<br />
twins. Leicester, England Liberation Workshop<br />
1986<br />
The topic group was attended by<br />
single surviving twins and parents, of<br />
single surviving twins. We shared our<br />
thoughts in this area, and realised the<br />
importance of cl<strong>ear</strong> information in our<br />
re-emergence from the distress of this<br />
particular experience.<br />
With modern technology, it is possible<br />
to detect pregnancy very <strong>ear</strong>ly on,<br />
and some sources state that a high percentage<br />
o f conceptions (up t o 70%)<br />
may be twins. This idea is certainly<br />
borne out by society, which encourages<br />
a longing f o r o u r "ot her half ' i n<br />
romance and pop songs, f or instance.<br />
The following series of points characterise<br />
how the distress may affect us,<br />
together with some directions and contradictions<br />
for use by ourselves and our<br />
counsellors. All <strong>but</strong> the last one is written<br />
from the point of view of the surviving<br />
twin.<br />
(1) The loss of our t win is likely to<br />
have been our first major distressing<br />
incident, and so it will underlie and affect<br />
everything in our lives. Powerlessness<br />
and isolation will be eliminated in<br />
all areas of our lives as we discharge the<br />
distress.<br />
(2) I t is important to tell our story,<br />
follow any leads we have about what<br />
happened and assume we are correct. It<br />
is understandable that we may have<br />
great difficulty in expressing ourselves<br />
verbally. The mental health system oppression<br />
may affect us deeply, as we<br />
may be told or believe we are "crazy" to<br />
take • such <strong>ear</strong>ly memories seriously.<br />
Our counsellors need to be relaxed and<br />
encouraging about our experiences.<br />
(3) We may need a great deal of time<br />
to grieve and mourn. There is often<br />
nothing tangible to mark the passing of<br />
our twin and we are short of good information.<br />
We have probably never said<br />
goodbye. I t is good for us to give our<br />
twin a name, talk about their lives, and<br />
say goodbye in our sessions. It may be<br />
useful t o evolve a rit ual f or saying<br />
goodbye, or use existing ones like the<br />
Jewish custom of sitting shiva f or a<br />
dead person, to help us take our twin's<br />
death as a reality.<br />
(4) By contrast, bey ond s ay ing<br />
goodbye lies the balancing idea that in<br />
Single Surviving Twins<br />
a sense our twins are always with us,<br />
that we can "summon them up" any<br />
time we feel we need them.<br />
0 ) Sometimes we have spent our<br />
lives s<strong>ear</strong>ching for our twins, y<strong>ear</strong>ning<br />
for them, particularly at certain times<br />
(and it is useful for us to acknowledge<br />
when these are). We may be waiting for<br />
them to come back, feel we cannot reclaim<br />
our power without them. A good<br />
contradiction is that we are whole, and<br />
complete, and we can do anything we<br />
choose to, and right now.<br />
(6) We may have been left wit h intense<br />
feelings of isolation, and a deep<br />
resolve that no one will ever be allowed<br />
that close again. When our t win left,<br />
half our immediate world did go, hence<br />
our feeling that we cannot reach or be<br />
reached by others. As client, we may<br />
have stumbled through our sessions not<br />
really k nowing o u r counsellor was<br />
there. We need assurance that we can<br />
make contact, however and whenever<br />
we choose. We can remember that we<br />
have actually experienced deep i n -<br />
timacy, f or however long or short a<br />
period of time. I t is important to talk<br />
about what t hat intimacy was lik e<br />
before our twin left.<br />
(7) When we get close to someone,<br />
we may prefer certain physical conditions.<br />
I t is important not t o censor<br />
these, <strong>but</strong> to take the time and let our-<br />
Selves choose exactly the positions of<br />
closeness we want. I t may be useful to<br />
be reminded that there is no longer a<br />
life and death struggle going on.<br />
(8) We often have self-destructive<br />
patterns, hurting ourselves physically.<br />
We may believe it was our fault our<br />
twins died, that there was something<br />
wrong with us, or that we killed them.<br />
The contradiction is that it wasn't our<br />
fault, and that we can celebrate our<br />
strength and our decision to live.<br />
(9) We often have very distorted images<br />
of our body size, and a false sense<br />
of body odour. One explanation for the<br />
former could be the fact that we continued<br />
to grow once our twin had gone,<br />
and filling the space served to remind<br />
us of our loss. There may have been a<br />
tremendous struggle f or us t o ensure<br />
our own survival, and it may have been<br />
hard to get enough "food" for a long<br />
time. Now, we may be out of touch<br />
with the reality of the space we actually<br />
occupy. I n addition, some of us have<br />
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noted that we feel that something is,<br />
growing inside us, giving us sensations<br />
of swelling. The feeling that we exude<br />
bad smells, and that we are physically<br />
unpleasant to be close to, may be related<br />
to the fact that we continued to grow<br />
and develop in water and surroundings<br />
that someone else had died in and had<br />
"contaminated,"<br />
.(10) We may have a v ery strong<br />
sense of control over ourselves and our<br />
environment. We feel we have to hold<br />
it all together, that if we let go everything<br />
will fall apart. At the point that<br />
our twin went away, we may have used<br />
physical stillness as a tool for survival,<br />
as our own safety was threatened. On<br />
occasions, we may still feel immobilised<br />
physically, and need encouragement<br />
to move and thrash about and do<br />
physical exercise i n our sessions and<br />
life.<br />
(11) We may have feelings to discharge<br />
about having been "left" and<br />
"betrayed," and about the "weakness"<br />
of others. These may greatly affect our<br />
relationships w i t h eit her o r b o t h<br />
genders.<br />
(12) We may have tried very hard to<br />
prevent o u r t wi n f rom dy ing, W e<br />
moved heaven and <strong>ear</strong>th at a time when<br />
we expected to be very powerful, and<br />
have found it difficult t o understand<br />
why it didn't work. This may leave us<br />
with a "trying, not succeeding" pattern.<br />
From the parents of twins of whom one<br />
has died:<br />
(13) I t is important to have realised<br />
what happened, after coming into RC.<br />
We needed to celebrate the birth of the<br />
live child, and grieve the dead one. A<br />
number of circumstances might accompany<br />
the death of one twin, such as an<br />
apparent miscarriage. I t is possible,<br />
though, that the mother might not even<br />
bleed, and hence not know what had<br />
happened, as the fetus can be re-absorbed<br />
by her body.<br />
There seemed to be great benefit in<br />
meeting together, to piece together the<br />
apparently contradictory information<br />
we all had, and for discharge. I t was<br />
helpful for the surviving twins to see<br />
parents discharging their feelings over<br />
this matter. It was also a fine thing for<br />
the parents to see surviving twins in<br />
such wonderful shape.<br />
reported by Leah Thorne<br />
England
C OU N SEL IN G PR A C TIC E<br />
, A problem for many incest survivors seems to<br />
be how to get from feeling overwhelmed and dysfunctional<br />
t o being totally free of the "painful<br />
emotion" that accompanied the experience.<br />
Here's one possibility: at the Midwest USA<br />
Teachers' and Leaders' Workshop in June of 1986,<br />
I witnessed the evolution of a new commitment<br />
that goes like this:<br />
<strong>Re</strong>cordings of past distress experiences have<br />
no power of their own at all. They only have the al).<br />
p<strong>ear</strong>ance of power and influence If! slavishly submit<br />
to letting them use my power and my influence.<br />
(If I think of them as pieces of recorded<br />
tape, they have, at most, a trifling historical significance,<br />
unless I Insert them In the tape recorder<br />
that is myself and play them, an action which I am<br />
free to decide to do or not to do.) Therefore, I now<br />
decide to deny past distress any credibility, any<br />
influence, or any operation in my life and I will<br />
repeat this decision as often as necessary to free<br />
me permanently from the influence of past distress,<br />
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Annandale, New South Wales, Australia<br />
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TUCSON, ARIZONA, US A<br />
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Deborah Zucker<br />
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, USA<br />
I just came home after being away all summer and found my<br />
July issue of Present Time waiting. It was a joy to read and it<br />
acted as a spur to get me moving on certain projects both in<br />
RC and the wide world, That Is a fine magazine you put out.<br />
Stine Steele<br />
Socorro, New Mexico, USA<br />
Just to add my word to the appreciations, the July Present<br />
Time had the most valuable articles I've ever read. The atten•<br />
bon is so consistently away from the distress. Great!<br />
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The section that I find particularly powerful for<br />
Incest survivors Is the idea that the hurt is of "at<br />
most, a trifling historical significance." What do I<br />
picture? I envision (in a matter of twenty seconds<br />
or so) evolution. I picture chaos, suns and moons,<br />
darkness and light, water, land, cells swimming in<br />
the ocean, amphibians, reptiles, emergence from<br />
the water, apes, and people. I see the land rise<br />
and fall. I see mountains and <strong>ear</strong>thquakes and<br />
deserts. Then I think of Incest. And the power and<br />
viewpoint for me is that no matter how bad it was<br />
(and there's no debate <strong>but</strong> that it was), if I put it<br />
against this background of billions of y<strong>ear</strong>s, then<br />
Indeed it has, "at most, a trifling historical significance."<br />
I suspect that if people will use this commitment,<br />
interspersed with telling the stories of their<br />
Incest experiences, that they will find-it easier to<br />
not feel overwhelmed. All is well. We simply have<br />
enough safety and support in our environment to<br />
remember how bad it was before, and we can<br />
choose to feel that only in sessions.<br />
JUDY LAZARUS YELLON<br />
CLEVELAND, OHIO, USA<br />
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TAKE BACK OUR FULL LIVES<br />
For a woman giving birth, a tremendous release of power comes with the permission to go ahead<br />
and push. Until this moment the job has been to relax and endure contractions. During the most recent<br />
stage of labor, she has had to resist powerful Urges to push. When it's time, a woman can use<br />
her enormous strength voluntarily. Pushing is very strenuous and very satisfying. At this moment, no<br />
matter how tired or discouraged she may be, there Is nothing a woman would rather do than push.<br />
Ail of us — Men, women, and children a r e waiting to h<strong>ear</strong> that now we can push. All of us have<br />
used too much energy holding back. We have been told, untruthfully, that we must not live full-out,<br />
love full-out, think or act with all that we have. Very <strong>ear</strong>ly in our lives, because of oppressive Situations,<br />
it was not always safe to push.<br />
We may not feel as if we've been holding back. We'may feel worn out, ground down, listless,<br />
apathetic, numb. In fact, we are tired from holding back our tremendous energy.<br />
To change the metaphor from birthing to imprisonment, we have been effectively chained down,<br />
strapped down by internalized oppression, Much of our energy has gone into struggling in our<br />
bonds, even when the bonds are no longer there. Some of our muscles have atrophied from forced<br />
disuse.<br />
Every oppression, once Internalized, has the effect of making us hold back, and the holding back<br />
exhausts us. As a woman, I've spent much of my life restraining my full intelligence because of internalized<br />
sexism. Everyone has adopted the habit of holding back. What does It do to you to witness<br />
the scolding of a child in the street without interrupting the mistreatment? Or to read about another<br />
nucl<strong>ear</strong> test, then fold the newspaper and reach for your Habitual addictive substance? That kind of<br />
w<strong>ear</strong>iness is very different from the pleasantly aching muscles, the sweat-salted, jelly-kneed satisfaction<br />
after running your hardest for the challenge of it.<br />
We know how people really are: enthusiastic, exuberant, alive, playful, adventurous, irrepressible.<br />
By nature we are not polite, quiet, moderate, timid, tired, bored. Advertisements appeal to us largely<br />
because they show people living zestfully. The popularity of sports, both participatory and spectator,<br />
shows how keenly people want challenge. All of us y<strong>ear</strong>n to live life fully and for real. We<br />
haven't quite known that we can.<br />
It is safe for us to push now. Nothing real can stop any one of us from going full-out. (13y•going fullout<br />
or going all-out, I mean giving something your full effort and enthusiasm.) Because the restraint<br />
Is a distress recording, pushing against it will cause discharge. Feelings of discouragement and<br />
wanting to give up will surface as we push hard; ask any marathon runner. Here's where we need<br />
both discharge and the word from the outside that we can do it.<br />
We can go all out, <strong>but</strong> there is no obligation. We get to choose where and whether to go 'full out.<br />
We need rest. We can use some variety and a scale of priorities in our lives. Going all-out is one of<br />
our possible choices in any situation.<br />
As counselor we can go all-out. <strong>Re</strong>cently Harvey has been challenging us to be what he calls "pro<br />
counselors." This means pointing the client toward re-emergence and doing whatever is necessary<br />
to see that she will stay on course long after the session. It means really loving the client. It means<br />
offering directions and commitments and remembering them, perhaps writing them down so the<br />
client will remember them. A counselor may invite the client to call or write and report in. This kind of<br />
a counselor exbects every session to change the client's life.<br />
As client in -<br />
and a decide as client. We can decide to trust a competent counselor enough to show what we've had<br />
to hide, to look straight at old terror, to glimpse the goodness of reality. We can also use our intelligence<br />
s e while s s iclient<br />
so that two of us are thinking during the session. After the session we can choose<br />
to oremember n both the new perspectives from the session and the closeness of our connection with<br />
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Human beings love enormously, passionately, profoundly. We have a rational need to love.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>member the young orphan girl Harvey mentions In "The Rational Needs of Human Beingsm?<br />
Denied someone to love, she throws a message-wrapped stone over the orphanage walls, and the<br />
message is this: "Whoever finds this, I love you." As children, all of us loved enormously, <strong>but</strong> many of<br />
our parents were not comfortable being loved by us. They got embarrassed or needy or busy. Almost<br />
<strong>everyone</strong> turns client when we show how much we love them, so there has been too little room for<br />
our feelings of embarrassment, terror, grief, Joy, awe. We have had to hold back, be appropriate, feel<br />
less.<br />
• Most of us have found ways to experience some of the fullness of love—the rush of it, the amazement<br />
at the preciousness of a human being. We have fallen In love repeatedly. We give birth to<br />
children, partly because we want a place to love completely, unabashedly. Babies know how to stay<br />
present while we love them. By the time young people become teenagers, they mostly have to be<br />
client a lot in order to let us love them. Of course we persist, <strong>but</strong> often it must be as counselor.<br />
Loving deeply is part of knowing the goodness of reality. It Is not in any way a distress, <strong>but</strong><br />
distress Is packed around it. As we love full-out, we discharge loneliness, terror, grief, and more. As<br />
some of this cl<strong>ear</strong>s out and we love more and more fully, we discharge on the goodness of reality<br />
and the privilege of loving one another. All the counselor needs to do is stay present (not eager,<br />
grateful, excited, awkward, touched, or scared) and let the client love him or her—and profound discharge<br />
will follow. As we discharge more and more of this in session, we can love more fully everywhere.<br />
To go all-out for someone we love, and t o<br />
fact,<br />
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it Is a pleasure to use our strength assisting someone we care about. "Easy" and "hard" have a<br />
new meaning; it would be hard on us nOt to get to come through for a loved one in time of need. It<br />
doesn't h a v much e i matter t mto us a whether k e the task seems hard Or easy, <strong>but</strong> surprisingly often it's not hard at<br />
all. a<br />
d i f f e r e n c e ,<br />
Though we can only glimpse it so far, using our full power must be similar. We get the privilege of<br />
using i all we s have in order to make things go right. <strong>Re</strong>cently I've decided to throw my weight into ending<br />
a the possibility of nucl<strong>ear</strong> war. Except for the "hard" part of feeling presumptuous, it has been<br />
surprisingly<br />
t r e<br />
easy<br />
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to think,<br />
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act,<br />
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lead.<br />
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Mostly it has been a huge relief to tackle this common<br />
enemy of all people.<br />
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free-flowing river. We green valleys, carve gorgeous canyons,<br />
rush<br />
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waterfalls.<br />
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Then, against our will, a series of dams reduces each of us to a tame stream.<br />
But the dams are not so'strong-now. They will yield to our gathered force, and we can burst through<br />
them I with a roar. n<br />
In thinking about ourselves and our clients, let's remember the true nature of human beings: we<br />
like to push.<br />
Anne Toensmeler<br />
Lafayette Hill, Pennsylvania, USA<br />
Thinking About the Notion of "Gocr<br />
Although I grew up Quaker, went to a Quaker school,<br />
went to Meeting and Sunday School, God was presented<br />
in my family as being part of the decor, not as a real entity<br />
with whom one expected to have direct dealings. It may<br />
turn out in the long run, after plenty of discharge on all<br />
our parts, that God is not a real and relational entity, <strong>but</strong><br />
it is cl<strong>ear</strong> that that view as it was lived in my family came<br />
from distress, from the owning-class pattern of isolation,<br />
rather than from rationality. Logically, then, one way for<br />
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me to explore the territory and discharge, is to act as if<br />
God is real and an ongoing relationship is to be expected.<br />
When I'm in distress, I turn to God as a "one-way counselor<br />
of unlimited resource." There are also times when<br />
Pm present and aware, when I get a sense of a possible<br />
two-way relationship.<br />
Marjorie Smith<br />
Meadows of Dan, Virginia, USA
Appreciating the Literature<br />
I HAVE JUST RECENTLY FINISHED READING THE HUMAN SIDE OF<br />
HUMAN BEINGS. I FOUND THE BOOK ENLIONITENIND AND RIGHT ON<br />
KEY. I LEARNED MANY THINGS ABOUT MYSELF AS I WENT ALONG. IT'S A FAN-<br />
TASTIC CONCEPT-ONE 'CAN RELATE TO AND AM VERY•MUCH INTERESTED IN<br />
LEARNING MORE ABOUT, I UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ARE GROUPS ALL OVER<br />
THE WORLD WHO PRACTICE THE CONCEPTS OF RE-EVALUATION COUNSEL-<br />
ING OW A REGULAR BASIS. I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE<br />
AVAILABLE GROUPS IN MY AREA.<br />
Raquel Hazel<br />
5 Phoenix, Arizona, USA<br />
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When the downward trend is pressing , In on me and It's difficult<br />
to keep my perspective, reading the literature, remember.<br />
Ing this perspective and all the people making a difference can<br />
bring me out again. Thank you.<br />
• W. Byrn<br />
•- , - Bennington, Vermont, USA'k<br />
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Disabled doesn't mean 1. nable<br />
A report from the "<strong>Re</strong>laxing" support group at a<br />
1985 teachers' and leaders' workshop led by Ann<br />
Starr.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>laxing is not<br />
• S e x i s m<br />
Ageism<br />
Adultism<br />
Classism<br />
All of these do not help us to relax.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>laxing is not operating out of our f<strong>ear</strong>. Our<br />
f<strong>ear</strong> of getting.close and our f<strong>ear</strong> of doing those<br />
things that are most effective, interfere with our<br />
relaxing.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>laxing Is:<br />
Being in present time!<br />
Thinking.<br />
Health and attractiveness.<br />
The program to promote world-wide relaxing<br />
Is already in place in RC!<br />
People everywhere are already actively pursuing<br />
relaxing, <strong>but</strong> in the widespread use of<br />
hurtful substances, and also by intense physical<br />
exercise.<br />
People just need some correct information,<br />
affirmation, and support.<br />
THANKS FOR MORE WONDERFUL READING. THE REST OF OUR<br />
LIVES Is GREATI<br />
Averil Williams<br />
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Christchurch, New Zealand<br />
I'm delighted to be reading Rough Notes from Buck Creek I. So<br />
many wonderful one-liners like, "—patterns. D on' t walk ar ound<br />
ashamed of them. Think, well, that's an interesting pattern that comes<br />
up." (p. 13)<br />
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The <strong>Re</strong>st of Our Lives has given me much pleasure and provided<br />
a vast store ot knowledge on which to draw. I have it for<br />
bedside reading in the <strong>ear</strong>ly morning. -<br />
, Lyn Fine<br />
, New York, New York, USA<br />
Ted Dickenson<br />
Stafford; England<br />
We need to offer the information that relaxing<br />
won't mean a loss of productivity and is<br />
heal<strong>thy</strong> and attractive.<br />
We could develop light, cheerful Jingles—<br />
tunes that convey this message.<br />
We could put public service announcements<br />
on RC and radio.<br />
We could have a radio message that Instructed<br />
people to turn off their radio for five<br />
minutes and gave them suggestions of ways<br />
to spend their time (relaxing).<br />
Leadership<br />
Being relaxed is an,excellent way to model<br />
being a leader.<br />
We can lead the world as relaxed models—<br />
the world is looking for relaxed leadership<br />
and would be relieved.<br />
We can say: "Here I am relaxing and ending<br />
the nucl<strong>ear</strong> arms race. Why don't you join<br />
me?"<br />
Our work is too important to waste energy on<br />
anxiety and patterned business. Let's promote<br />
Nancy. Kline's direction of achieving the<br />
"greatest possible change with the least<br />
amount of effort."<br />
<strong>Re</strong>lationships<br />
Being relaxed in relationships will deepen<br />
them.
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WI D E WO RLD CHANG ING<br />
At the Disarmament and Peace<br />
Workers' Workshop i n Waltham,<br />
Massachusetts, in July 1986, Fenella<br />
Butler asked parents over lunch what<br />
the relationship was between parenting<br />
and other kinds of peace work<br />
they did. In talking with her, I realized<br />
that my eighteen-month-old son,<br />
Daniel, has profoundly affected the<br />
work I do in the Nucl<strong>ear</strong> Weapons<br />
Freeze Campaign. This work is in<br />
addition to a full-time job and teaching<br />
RC. Here are some ways being a<br />
parent helps me be an effective freeze<br />
activist.<br />
We all know that we can make repeated<br />
verbal decisions not to pay attention<br />
to distress, Another approach<br />
is to do anti-nucl<strong>ear</strong> work and realize<br />
that the survival of civilization is at<br />
stake. That's enough to make you do<br />
what needs to be done, putting aside<br />
distress all the time. (The alternative<br />
would be deciding that my chronic<br />
patterns, like shyness, should be respected<br />
rather than going ahead and<br />
preventing nucl<strong>ear</strong> war.) But it's easy<br />
to slip unless you decide again and<br />
again. That's where My relationship<br />
with Daniel comes in.<br />
I decided not to pass on to Daniel<br />
any of my distress, and that this required<br />
that I never act on distress<br />
around him. So whenever I'm with<br />
him, I have another opportunity to<br />
practice ignoring distress. Here's an<br />
example. I still haven't fu lly discharged<br />
my f<strong>ear</strong> of bees and wasps<br />
and stinging insects, <strong>but</strong> when I'm in<br />
the backyard with my son, even if<br />
one is right n<strong>ear</strong> us, I resist the urge<br />
to run away so he won't see distress<br />
modelled. Th is constant practice<br />
makes it easy for me to suspend the<br />
ancient habit-pattern while doing<br />
anti-nucl<strong>ear</strong> work.<br />
Daniel models effective action. He<br />
is cheerful, loving, persistent, observant,<br />
f<strong>ear</strong>less, goes for help when necessary,<br />
curious, experimental, surmounts<br />
difficulties. F o r example,<br />
watching h im l<strong>ear</strong>n to go up and<br />
PEACEWORK AND PARENTING<br />
down stairs I've seen all these qualities.<br />
(I have cried in session as I<br />
thought how I could be like him.)<br />
I believe that one reason the citizen<br />
action has been small-scale to date is<br />
the passivity of many adults. I hope<br />
Daniel does not acquire this distress,<br />
and so we rarely watch television. My<br />
wife, Emily Sack, thought it inappropriate<br />
for Daniel to grow up overh<strong>ear</strong>ing<br />
discussions about "millions of<br />
agonizing deaths" and proposed that<br />
we not discuss this issue in terms of<br />
"doom and gloom," The result is that<br />
we don't talk "doom and gloom' with<br />
anyone in our freeze work, and we're<br />
even more effective than before.<br />
As director of education and outreach<br />
in a very conservative area, I<br />
speak frequently to local church and<br />
civic groups. My talks about the flaws<br />
in the Strategic Defense Initiative are<br />
given with slides, I always end the<br />
show with a picture of Daniel and talk<br />
about wh y stopping the senseless<br />
arms race is a joyous part of the role<br />
of every parent, grandparent, and<br />
children's ally.<br />
At first, I didn't want to cut back<br />
on my freeze work after Daniel's<br />
birth. However, instead o f paying<br />
babysitters t o watch Daniel as I<br />
worked, I decided to pay an assistant<br />
to take over the routine freeze work<br />
of writing letters, making phone calls,<br />
and so on. A little later, I realized<br />
that as Daniel got older, he would<br />
want more of my time and I would<br />
want to spend more time with him.<br />
So I made more changes. First, I<br />
declined many offers of large positions<br />
in the Freeze where a lot of time<br />
and/or travelling would be needed to<br />
do the job well. I simply said, " My<br />
son comes first."<br />
Second, I made my highest priority<br />
the development of new leadership<br />
in my freeze group. With in nine<br />
months, I gave up my role as group<br />
chairperson to a set 'of very capable<br />
officers who previously were shy,<br />
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low-profile members. All they needed<br />
was some information, validation,<br />
and encouragement.<br />
I have a new criterion in deciding<br />
what tasks to take on. I apply the<br />
same criterion in deciding what conferences<br />
to participate in, and what<br />
meetings to attend. My criterion is I<br />
only do it if the task is crucial to our<br />
success and if I'm the only person<br />
capable of carrying it out. The result<br />
is that 'I still have a lot of work, <strong>but</strong><br />
the amount is manageable, and I<br />
don't have feelings of resentment that<br />
someone else should be helping.<br />
A •wonderful result Of our freeze<br />
group has been that several nonparents<br />
in the group have formed<br />
deep relationships with Daniel. Some<br />
have said that if we don't call *them<br />
first when we are looking for someone<br />
to stay with Daniel while we are 0(14,<br />
they feel jealous..<br />
I became a committed disarmament<br />
worker when Emily became<br />
pregnant with Daniel, because I felt<br />
that over the next fifty to a hundred<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s, something had to be done and<br />
could be done. No w that Daniels<br />
here, I'm having to focus my work<br />
and that's been extremely beneficial.<br />
, B o b Schloss<br />
Mahopac, New York, USA
WI DE WORLD CHANGING<br />
This summer I took a <strong>voice</strong> training class at a n<strong>ear</strong>by community college. Over a six-week period<br />
I got to sing eighteen solos in front of the class with piano accompaniment (some of the songs were<br />
in Italian, which I loved). For our last assignment we each chose whatever song we wanted to sing.<br />
I picked "Solidarity Forever" and it created a mild sensation (hardly anyone knew the song and<br />
people were singing it on breaks and asking me where I found it). One of the results of taking this<br />
class is that I've discovered what a resource community colleges can be to me as places to meet<br />
potential friends and allies from all parts of the local community. I'll be starting Voice Training II<br />
in a couple of weeks.<br />
One thing happened recently that encouraged me about my work with blue-collar people here. I<br />
was at a church meeting that was holding a discussion about anger, and I explained how one way I<br />
handle my anger is by beating up a pillow and saying terrible things until I laughed at how<br />
ridiculous it was. This brought a great burst of laughter from the group, <strong>but</strong> one woman wasn't<br />
satisfied that my suggestion was helpful and asked for other suggestions. So one by one, the bluecollar<br />
people started to say how crying and talking helped them get things out of their systems and<br />
think better. I could h<strong>ear</strong> how people have been making sense out of this information and using it<br />
well. Also, one of the people I have picked out as a leader keeps coming back for more of our "talks"<br />
and that encourages me too.<br />
One challenge for me among Catholics (especially Catholic activists) is the resistance to<br />
designating individual leadership. The attitude is "let the Holy Spirit lead." I've been meeting this<br />
resistance in at least three groups I'm involved with, and I can see how it limits effectiveness. In<br />
our parish peace and justice group, I suggested we have a half-day "retreat" to deal with the issue of<br />
leadership. We did this, and I shared leadership theory in every which way I could think of and did<br />
some counseling with people, yet we were unable to reach agreement. My friend Mary says that she<br />
has the same difficulty in the groups she works with. Of course it makes sense that Catholics would<br />
, have some distress about being dominated by leaders. My plan is to work at gaining people's trust<br />
in other areas until they reach the point of being able to h<strong>ear</strong> leadership theory from me. ( I also<br />
plan to cl<strong>ear</strong> up the distress that gets in my way of communicating well.)<br />
This month my co-workers and I held the first employees' picnic in the history of our company.<br />
About half of us came; people brought family members, had barbecues, and we played some good<br />
volleyball. All this got around to the managers, and my role as organizer was mentioned, <strong>but</strong> since<br />
nobody had talked about unionizing, it was left alone, We're planning to do it again, and I feel good<br />
about that, and good that my allies came through in certain ways and I know better who they are.<br />
One piece of good news is that the Los Angeles Jobs' With Peace initiative has officially qualified<br />
for the November ballot with the highest number of signatures for an L.A. city initiative on record.<br />
Also, one of the people I've registered to vote is my thirty-five-y<strong>ear</strong>-old cousin who has never voted<br />
before. It's always nice to have family with me.<br />
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Los Angeles, California, USA
It has just been announced that I have been awarded<br />
an International Y<strong>ear</strong> of Peace "Australian Peace<br />
Award." These awards are purely symbolic, <strong>but</strong> they<br />
have been made by the Australian government to<br />
twenty Australians who have made "outstanding contri<strong>but</strong>ions<br />
to the cause of peace."<br />
The announcement was made last Friday by Bill<br />
Hayden, the Minister for Foreign Affairs. The citation<br />
referred particularly to my activities'in Scientists<br />
Against Nucl<strong>ear</strong> Arms. In SANA, as well as presenting<br />
accurate information to the public, the media, and our<br />
politicians, we have persistently pointed to the need<br />
for alternatives to war as methods of resolving international<br />
problems. I t is good to have that approach<br />
validated.<br />
I was very pleased with the tone and content of the<br />
Peace Activists' Workshop. I was delighted with the<br />
group of people assembled there, Probably because<br />
they were activists, there was very little dramatized<br />
helplessness or powerlessness, I liked many of the people<br />
very much. I realized (and I realize tills with the<br />
peace activists' journal, too) what an opportunity It was,<br />
meeting this particular group of people, to affect the<br />
future of the world.<br />
The piece of theory that got me tingling most of all<br />
was the one about the "pro" counselor. I used that with<br />
great results in a workshop I gave the following weekend.<br />
The workshop was on'"Going All-Out" (as counselor<br />
most of all, <strong>but</strong> in living fully, loving deeply, deciding<br />
as client). M y counseling improved considerably<br />
because of it, and several people seem to have moved<br />
from it. I've been thinking about getting clients out of<br />
the victim position. Is it ever useful for the client to<br />
discharge from inside the victim position?<br />
The following are what I see as the purposes of the<br />
new AC peace activists' Journal:<br />
• t o put an end to the possibility of nucl<strong>ear</strong> war, as<br />
part of the one-point program: in order for people to reemerge,<br />
they need to be alive;<br />
• t o inspire, keep people going, get people going;<br />
• t o inform, to share successes and assessments of<br />
organizations;<br />
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NEW JOURNAL, NEW EDITOR<br />
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The Co-Counselling Community here is sharing my<br />
delight. They have naturally been most supportive of<br />
me in my peace activities. The award to me ,is also a<br />
tri<strong>but</strong>e to them and indeed to RC as a whole., The<br />
ability to act powerfully is something that has helped<br />
me enormously and is an ability which I have promoted<br />
within the peace movement and the wider community.<br />
One key RC contri<strong>but</strong>ion to setting me on the<br />
road which had led to this Award was Mac Parker's<br />
"Wide World Changers" class which I attended i n<br />
Burlington, Vermont in 1980.<br />
I am sorry to have missed the international peace<br />
activists' workshop in July. I'm looking forward to being<br />
at the workshop Paul Whyte is running in Sydney<br />
at the end of August.<br />
Ian Newman<br />
South' Hobart, Tasmania, Australia<br />
• to direct the peace movement, if indirectly, by proposing<br />
policy, setting a brisk confident, expectant,<br />
relaxed, life-loving tone, providing a perspective based<br />
on our understanding of human beings, of oppression,<br />
of the present society, of rational leadership; to see the<br />
peace movement as "client" and set about contradicting<br />
its distresses;<br />
• to encourage and • share thinking about how to<br />
make peace and how to reach great numbers of people<br />
(not lu st people who already agree) with rational<br />
policies; to keep an emphasis on what really works<br />
while appreciating any efforts people have made;<br />
• to Improve quality (and quantity) of counseling on<br />
nucl<strong>ear</strong> issues for peace activists and for <strong>everyone</strong> so<br />
that we Can empower people to end the possibility of<br />
war;<br />
• t o connect peace activists with each other and to<br />
encourage our close connection with human beings<br />
everywhere; part of the value Is in corresponding with<br />
the editor and being encouraged to contri<strong>but</strong>e;<br />
• t o emphasize the internationalism o f the peace<br />
movement;<br />
• t o be readable and understandable for people all<br />
over the world.<br />
ANNE TOENSMEIER<br />
LAFAYETTE HILL, PENNSYLVANIA, USA
WIDE WORLD CHANGING<br />
An Effective Ethicist<br />
I spoke to the International Association of Women<br />
Ministers. It was smaller than I expected (thirty to forty<br />
people), <strong>but</strong> a great group of women and quite diverse,<br />
There were four older, black, ordained ministers, two<br />
Lesbians, one Filipino., lots of elders who had been serving<br />
in India and China, the first Episcopalian female<br />
priest, and so on. It's a hot group. I did well, too. I challenged<br />
them as women and as Christians and as leaders.<br />
Today I did a TV show on issues in medical ethics. It<br />
was a talk show—just me and two Catholic priests. I look<br />
great on cameral I rose to the occasion and said lots of<br />
things well that I wanted to communicate. I said that my<br />
biggest job was to inspire people's confidence that they<br />
could think about anything—nothing was too big to tackle.<br />
I said the biggest issue that troubled me was the attitude<br />
that some lives aren't worth living. I said that we'd be<br />
better off getting rid of the attitude that severely disabled<br />
people are better off dead, than we would getting rid of<br />
those people. I said that loving people didn't necessarily<br />
mean using medical technology to the hilt. I said lots of<br />
good things. it feels so good to think well.<br />
I am being more "out" about being Christian. My best<br />
direction for the past y<strong>ear</strong> has been "God has always loved<br />
me.<br />
I am on the finance committee and board of directors of<br />
the Center for Women and <strong>Re</strong>ligion. Our chairwoman<br />
always opens the budget meetings with a meditation that<br />
begins "Oh God, who loves women...." I'm hanging out<br />
with the right crowd!<br />
Judy Kay<br />
Berkeley, California, USA<br />
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Uniting Full- and Part-Time<br />
Colleagues<br />
I have been asked to speak in October in San Francisco<br />
about long-term policy for part-timers. Across the country colleges<br />
hire part-time instructors in high numbers so That they<br />
don't have to pay full-time wages or benefits. It seems like the<br />
key issue here is to unify the full-time faculty and part-time<br />
faculty, and show full-time people it is to their benefit to support<br />
fair treatment of part-timers. .Where I have a hard time<br />
is that I'm not sure it is to their benefit, at least in the short<br />
run. In colleges where the part-lime faculty is kept at a<br />
minimum, all faculty get paid lower wages. In the long run<br />
of course, it's true that it will benefit <strong>everyone</strong> for people to be<br />
treated fairly, <strong>but</strong> that is sometimes too abstract for people to<br />
h<strong>ear</strong>. •<br />
Perhaps the first step would be to really study those coleges<br />
where part-timers are in low numbers and see how well the<br />
colege runs and what the morale is like at those institutions.<br />
MARVA AXNER<br />
PORTLAND, OREGON, USA<br />
BETTER KINDS OF ASSERTIVENESS<br />
Did I ever tell you about the lovely opportunity I had to smuggle some RC concepts into the Cotrectional<br />
Officers Training Course here in Delaware? When I went through the training myself in<br />
1981, the instructors at the Academy liked me and later offered me the opportunity, to develop a twohour<br />
segment on assertiveness for the Correctional Officers. Naturally, I accepted the chance, and<br />
got permission to take the time to do this. I taught about four times a y<strong>ear</strong> for two and a half y<strong>ear</strong>s.<br />
Under that label I taught what I considered useful information, such as validation, peer support<br />
discharge, restimulation (the "contagion" of painful feelings), Identification around authority<br />
figures, cultural patterns around anger, acting on thinking rather than out of feelings, and whatever<br />
else I could slip in in the two hours.<br />
•<br />
I used a lot of asking the class to look at and share their own history and attitudes in these areas<br />
and had some great role plays. These always generated laughter and animated discussions. It was<br />
always a great experience for me. I got to go and validate the cadets and remind them what good<br />
people they are and what demanding and useful work they would be doing. It was cl<strong>ear</strong> that they<br />
liked the positive, enthusiastic way I validated them and their choice. This whole episode is all the<br />
more piquant in that I have never had any "assertiveness training" myself.<br />
Mona Bayard<br />
• Wilmington, Delaware, USA
PRACTICAL TRADE UNION WORK<br />
I am just travelling back from Newcastle after<br />
attending a trade unionists' workshop for RCers,<br />
led by Doug Miller. There were five of us. We spent<br />
time sharing the history of the trade union movement<br />
in England, which made me very proud of<br />
our people and proud of myself for being part of<br />
this organised group.<br />
I have taken over as union representative of the<br />
school where I work and have held a meeting to<br />
discuss the present Industrial action that the National<br />
Union of Teachers are taking at the moment.<br />
We have been Instructed by the leadership<br />
to withdraw all goodwill, which is seriously im.<br />
peding the functioning o f the school and is<br />
alienating the teachers from each other and from<br />
the parents of the young people we teach, <strong>but</strong> not<br />
from the young people themselves! There are four<br />
of us In the N.M. and I got us all to address four<br />
questions. What is the present situation for<br />
unions In England? What Is the present situation<br />
for the W h a t needs to happen next? What<br />
are we going to do next-about that?<br />
One member, the deputy head, wanted to complain<br />
and join a right•wing union. This always<br />
seems to happen for some working-class people<br />
when they feel hopeless about a situation. I decided<br />
to encourage him on any decision he made,<br />
which made him very unhappy because he just<br />
wanted to argue with me. One of the other teach.<br />
ers raged about being "sold out" by right-wing<br />
teachers and discharged quite a bit. She was interested<br />
in her response and my attention and<br />
wanted to know more about what I was doing, so I<br />
have decided to teach her counselling one.on.<br />
one. The result of the meeting was a decision to<br />
unite on issues that we had general agreement<br />
over and to get information from other primary<br />
school teachers to find out what issues were im.<br />
portant for them that we could all unite around.<br />
For the present we will continue the action with a<br />
view to giving Information to parents.<br />
, I am building on my relationship with the local<br />
branch president and I have now been co-opted<br />
onto the 'East Devon executive committee and<br />
have my first meeting next month. I have made<br />
friends with two ancillary helpers at school who<br />
are in their own union and I have started teaching<br />
one of them how to Co-Counsel. She is great and I<br />
have marked her down as a prospective leader of<br />
her union. I'm finding all this such fun and very exciting.<br />
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I met with three local self.employed men. The<br />
meeting was good for them and terrific for me<br />
because I was getting a glimpse of what good<br />
leadership potential I have.<br />
One man, a builder named John, stood out as<br />
the leader of the group so I have decided to go<br />
after him. I contacted him a week after the<br />
meeting and suggested I teach him t o Co.<br />
Counsel. He was interested and started suggesting<br />
other men we could have in the support<br />
group. I can see they will need me to lead the<br />
group initially, <strong>but</strong> my aim will be to get John to<br />
take it over.<br />
My general delight and confidence at school<br />
sometimes makes the head teacher of the school<br />
feel threatened by me. This Is not new to me<br />
because all my previous head teachers have felt<br />
the same. The difference this time is that I am not<br />
so restimulated b y her threatening gestures<br />
towards me because I can't be intimidated so<br />
easily. All I can see Is her desperate need to<br />
discharge her Isolation and being overworked. I<br />
think I am just the safe person she has been<br />
waiting for, <strong>but</strong> I can also see my own need to<br />
discharge how I have been treated by these<br />
dramatisations In the past and how I thought<br />
there was something wrong with me that I needed<br />
to alter. When I choose to get restimulated, I feel<br />
like we are all on different sides, <strong>but</strong> the rest of<br />
the time I can see the distress for what it is.<br />
I have also started to l<strong>ear</strong>n more about the<br />
history of the trades union movement In England,<br />
to get a good picture of how we arrived at where<br />
we are and also get a better perspective on what<br />
needs to happen next. I want to remember at all<br />
times to trust my own thinking, not rely on past<br />
methods or past ideas. I can see that I need to be<br />
involved with the education officer of the N.U.T. to<br />
get the thinking of the grass roots membership,<br />
like myself, who feel we are stupid, have nothing<br />
to offer and just need to follow other more importent<br />
people. Well, at least I used to feel like that<br />
and just have a little more discharging to do with<br />
each step I take.<br />
Thank you for your warm letter. I am always encouraged<br />
by your support; it helps me to tread<br />
more firmly and reminds me of the pride I have in<br />
myself and my achievements. I believe the world<br />
hasn't seen anything yet.<br />
Debbie Wilson<br />
Exeter, ErNiand
WI DE WORLD CHANGING<br />
MATRICULATING IN STYLE<br />
I've left Washington, DC and become a freshman<br />
at St. John's College in Santa Fe, New Mexico.<br />
Classes began about a week and a half ago.<br />
I just saw Taking Charge No. 4 two days ago<br />
and I've taken the advice as best I can about building<br />
a community. It works! I Since Sunday I've<br />
given three people spontaneous sessions where<br />
they discharged long and heavily. Now people<br />
keep coming to my room to either thank me for the<br />
strange thing that happened when they cried with<br />
me for thirty minutes in the middle of the coffee<br />
shop, or to deal with their hopeless feelings about<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>ning Euclidean geometry, or to work on ending<br />
isolation. As you predicted, I'm having to l<strong>ear</strong>n<br />
how to let people know I need to get on to other<br />
things. But they just keep on coming. (At first I<br />
was scared that if I didn't keep counseling people,<br />
they would forget about me, But I'm getting over<br />
that.)<br />
<strong>Re</strong>becca, the one person I've been formally<br />
teaching "time-sharing doodads" to, and I were<br />
doing a se6sion in my room <strong>ear</strong>lier this evening<br />
and so many people streamed in that we ended up<br />
Block Parties, Support Groups, and Peace Activism<br />
This spring I organized a block party on my street. I<br />
got most of my neighbors out to meet each other and meet<br />
the people from the Christian Science Church on the<br />
block, who were lovely and let us use their front steps for a<br />
rock band. People were wary at first, since this is a "high<br />
crime" area and they don't like to go out at night. But I<br />
kept encouraging them and held a planning meeting at<br />
which we decided to invite our police officers to the party.<br />
• I t was 'absolutely wonderful. Two groups of neighbo'rhood<br />
musicians played, there was volleyball in the street,<br />
and a highlight was a beautiful, though chaotic, May pole<br />
dance we all did. There were all kinds of people, young to<br />
old, &cling around and around, laughing loudly. People<br />
loved me for it and I made some good contacts.- A block<br />
directory and continuing meetings on neighborhood<br />
issues came out of it.<br />
Then I set up a show of my flags—the first show I've<br />
ever done of my artwork. I worked hard and saw how<br />
amazingly prolific I can be if I sit down and do it.<br />
At my son's school, I started a support group for young<br />
women and it will be continuing this fall. They really liked<br />
it. I would talk briefly about some topic like good listening<br />
or women's liberation and then we'd take turns, more or<br />
48<br />
with a five-way support group. s eao pers on<br />
came in I explained complete appreciation of the<br />
client, encouraged the current client to giggle-out<br />
the embarrassment about having yet another person<br />
pay attention to them, and we all worked on<br />
our particular aspect of what's hard about the college<br />
environment.<br />
I'm letting <strong>everyone</strong> know how good they are,<br />
how much they deserve unconditional love and<br />
support no matter what, the basic concept of past<br />
hurts affecting our present feelings, and how<br />
good it is to share, giggle, and cry. I leave each•<br />
person I get close to with the idea of choosing to<br />
be "counselor" for people around them, particularly<br />
in the situations where they themselves are•<br />
having trouble.<br />
Maybe, as you say, if I keep this up for three<br />
weeks (I have nineteen days to go) not only will I<br />
have more close friends than I can imagine, <strong>but</strong><br />
St. John's College will have a whole new atmosphere.<br />
Wish me luck and good sessions!<br />
Philip Davis<br />
Santa Fe, New Mexico, USA<br />
less, for talking and discharge.<br />
I found they were resistant to structure, so I experimented<br />
with different levels of control. It seemed not right<br />
to expect them to sit quietly as they do so much in school.<br />
There was a lot of spontaneous moving around, talking,<br />
and interrupting, <strong>but</strong> the spirit was so eager that I didn't<br />
want to stop them all the time. I tried occasional reminders<br />
<strong>but</strong> I'm not sure what's the best way. I think that if I<br />
can just be spontaneous, bold, and natural enough to<br />
keep with them, thenI will be more effective.<br />
These last <strong>few</strong> weeks I've gotten involved with a peace<br />
project called the Children of War Tour. Its focus is to<br />
empower young people to take action on issues that affect<br />
them. I've started introducing some RC techniques to<br />
meetings when I can, and I am excited about the project.<br />
Well, that's my story for now. <strong>Re</strong>ading about what people<br />
in the RC Communities are doing is very inspiring. I<br />
got a chance to meet some more of the faces behind the<br />
names this summer when I visited Michigan and attended<br />
Charlie Kreiner's workshop in Evanston, Illinois.<br />
Ingrid Good<br />
Venice, California, USA
FROM THE MAIL<br />
'AWAY FROM DISTRESS" HERETIC<br />
I've had various solicitous enquiries since I got<br />
back to England from people asking, "Are you still<br />
counselling?" in the tone of <strong>voice</strong> in which evangelical<br />
Christians might ask: "Are you still saying<br />
your prayers?"!! I find it all a bit tacky/ Interestingly,<br />
I find counselling sessions to be the last<br />
thing I have time or patience for at the moment.<br />
When I need to discharge, I just do it. Other times*<br />
just get on with living. if I have some rare<br />
precious my-time, I'd rather spend it looking at the<br />
trees or listening to the birds. I'm very impatient<br />
with distress, hurts, my history, "difficulties," etc.<br />
There are more important things to get on with.<br />
I now have a job which is going to be demanding,<br />
<strong>but</strong> also useful, stimulating and rewarding.<br />
Coming back here has been an odd. experience—<br />
harder than going t o Zimbabwe, strangely<br />
enough. In many ways I've now "re-adjusted" <strong>but</strong><br />
Trifling Historical Significance<br />
The workshop in Baltimore went well. I am amazed at<br />
how each one opens doors for people, covers so much<br />
material, and yet stands out unique.<br />
I shared the newest version of the commitment about<br />
giving no Credibility, etc. to our past distresses. I think it<br />
is a masterpiece! I covered this just before I worked with<br />
people about incest. I think it should be a part of anyone's<br />
tool kit when they decide to work on incest, for it gives a<br />
perspective to allow discharge <strong>but</strong> interrupt feelings of being,<br />
overwhelmed.<br />
With the increase in the number of these Workshops, I<br />
find my mind accelerating at gaining a cl<strong>ear</strong>er perspective<br />
about where we're headed and what we need to do to get<br />
there.<br />
, J u d y Lazarus Yellon<br />
University Heights, Ohio, USA<br />
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In other ways, my thoughts and perceptions have<br />
been changed forever. And it doesn't feel possible<br />
that shan't some day go back to Africa. It's a<br />
fascinatingly rich place, and has taught me so<br />
much, some of which I suspect haven't yet realised.<br />
I start to feel amused by people who say "tell<br />
me all about Africa" (Implication — and please tell<br />
me in not more than two minutes and in a way<br />
which won't disturb my view of myself or the<br />
world!!).<br />
Well, I carry on being my heretical self, and I've<br />
been taken on for my new job precisely because<br />
they want someone to shake the organisation out<br />
of its ruts! I hope they know what they've taken<br />
on!<br />
IT-IL •<br />
kwo P A M LUNN<br />
KENILWORTH, ENGLAND<br />
RATIONAL FUNDRAISING?<br />
On the fundraising question, this is how I see it.<br />
Fundraising, when done well, is appreciated by<br />
people because it gives them an opportunity to be<br />
a part of something they believe in. There are a<br />
<strong>few</strong> traditional fundraising techniques that probably<br />
are not consistent with AC: membership for<br />
example doesn't seem right to me because it implies<br />
that I l l s okay to be exclusive or cuitish<br />
about the Information we have about human be.<br />
Ings. Also I wonder how you would feel about getting<br />
grants from foundations. Do you think it<br />
would hinder or expand us to get money from<br />
foundations? There are other possibilities to think<br />
about besides membership or foundations.<br />
My Director of Development for the Ohio Freeze<br />
(also a Co-Counselor) suggests very specific appeals,<br />
either by direct mail appeal or in person to<br />
large donors, for specific things like additional<br />
staff, new or more frequent journals, and outreach<br />
projects. Perhaps we could have a think and listen<br />
time with people from a variety of class back.<br />
grounds to figure out ways of asking for money<br />
that people would appreciate. I have a hunch that<br />
working through the fundraising question will<br />
help us in our efforts to reach the wide world and<br />
think big in general. The Alcoholics Anonymous<br />
twelve-step program is a useful model for me in<br />
terms of a program that reaches a great number of<br />
people and has very good quality literature and<br />
knickknacks (RC bumperstickers?1).<br />
Sara Kirschenbaum<br />
Columbus, Ohio, USA
Tall Ships and international Friendships<br />
I am finding the articles in Present Time very<br />
useful in my work in political education in my<br />
branch of the Labour Party. The key article on<br />
class which app<strong>ear</strong>ed a <strong>few</strong> issues back was excellent.<br />
The idea of eliminating patterned attitudes<br />
alongside changing policies is now gaining<br />
ground amongst our membership in the Party and<br />
I plan to use RC much more widely in the political<br />
education classes with which I am involved.<br />
My commitment to promoting peaceful co-existence<br />
between people of my country and of the<br />
Soviet Union received a big boost last week with<br />
the arrival of about eight sailing ships, crewed by<br />
young people from many European countrief, to<br />
the River Tyne in Newcastle on the first leg of the<br />
Tall Ships Race between ports in the North Sea<br />
and the Baltic. Star attractions were two magnificent<br />
ships from the Soviet Union and an instant<br />
bond of warmth and friendship developed between<br />
the crews and the tens of thousands of<br />
50<br />
local people who visited the quayside. I spent the<br />
week working as liaison officer on the "Tormalind,"<br />
a small and speedy sloop from the port of<br />
Tallinn in Soviet Estonia. I received a h<strong>ear</strong>ty congratulation<br />
one afternoon for "educating the<br />
Queen." This happened when two crew members<br />
were introduced to her as "Russians" and I cot%<br />
redly informed her that they were in fact Estonians<br />
and citizens of the Soviet Union. The final<br />
event was a Parade of Sall down the river and as I<br />
stood on the deck, with the red flag flying in the<br />
breeze, a million people lining both banks of the<br />
Tyne for eight miles to the estuary cheered us on<br />
our way. During that week many deep friendships<br />
were made between the peoples of Europe and we<br />
from the northeast of England will be talking<br />
about our visitors for a long time to come with<br />
gratitude and affection.<br />
photo by David Pascale<br />
John David Simnett<br />
Newcastle-upon-Tyne, England
I'm at a math conference at Humboldt State University. There are over 150 topologists from all<br />
over the world here for about six days prior to the international Congress of Mathematicians at<br />
Berkeley. I gave one of the plenary addresses on Wednesday and It was extraordinarily well received.<br />
My work has reached a sort of plateau. I was able to prove a theorem that five y<strong>ear</strong>s ago was only a<br />
vague dream and Is now a reality. It will app<strong>ear</strong> in a hundred-page manuscript I'm writing right now.<br />
I'm astounded and shocked by my power to turn the course of events my way. I guess I'm doing a<br />
<strong>few</strong> things differently these days, I'm aware of when I'm restimulated and then I move away from it a<br />
bit. For example, at this conference I slept quite a bit, played tennis, and took lots of walks in the<br />
woods. These people all want to express their affection for my talks, <strong>but</strong> at times I get overwhelmed<br />
by the affection and feel swallowed up. So I've looked for people who'll go a little plower and things<br />
work out fine.<br />
rve invited one person to come and visit me at San Diego in the fall. We'll be collaborating. I've<br />
also taken on a couple Ph.D. students and then I'll be very much a part of running the department,<br />
too. On the Asian American Studies side, I've been negotiating with the Vice Chancellor and it app<strong>ear</strong>s<br />
that I can hire someone for two quarters next y<strong>ear</strong>. For me, the reward has been finding out<br />
how to deal with people politically, speaking out in public, being more visible as an Asian.<br />
My Math lectures I think I've really mastered. Some said it was "nice," <strong>but</strong> most of the comments<br />
were referring to the aesthetic beauty of my work. I agree, I really find my work more like art than anything<br />
else.<br />
I took you at your word during your last workshop here in<br />
St. Louis. You said that you looked forward to us coming<br />
together as a gathering of eagles, each of us with our own constituency.<br />
For the last y<strong>ear</strong> I have been leaching RC to my<br />
local Bakal's. It's biek:challenging to find the similar points<br />
of agreement between the Bakal faith and RC. (Actually<br />
enough principles are similar enough. What was challenging<br />
was moving out of my timidity.) In the past y<strong>ear</strong>, I have<br />
trained one while female, Joyce Owen, who is currently<br />
teaching her first class. She has already taught at least ten<br />
other Bahai's one-to-one. Al Dolan has come a long way. He<br />
is one of my most trusted counselors. Aljust came back from<br />
Charlie Kreiner's workshop in Chicago. He really moved. Al<br />
is Joyce's assistant and is responsible for helping to organize<br />
that class. Last <strong>but</strong> not least is Billie Mayo, the black<br />
woman that you worked with in Chicago recently. Billie is a<br />
natural for counseling other blacks. • ,<br />
Billie and' just came back from Indianapolis where we<br />
did three workshops for the Black Expo. Most of the audience<br />
was black. We were overwhelmingly successful. The participants<br />
were excited about the work that we did together. We<br />
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TAKING INITIATIVE<br />
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La Jolla, California, USA<br />
made many contacts, Several people from different organizations<br />
got our card and asked if we would be available to work<br />
with their groups. Billie and I were interviewed on TV,<br />
radio, and in the local newspaper, Joyce Owen came with us<br />
and videotaped two of our workshops. It should be interesting<br />
to see ourselves in action.<br />
In addition to the Black Expo, we did a workshop for<br />
about sixty Indiana Babes. That was mostly white. They<br />
were overwhelmed by tlee information in our brochure and<br />
quite,, receptive to the 'communication process," known to<br />
Rcers as discharge and re-<strong>evaluation</strong>. We call our process<br />
"self-<strong>evaluation</strong>." I hope that is far enough away from <strong>Re</strong><strong>evaluation</strong>.<br />
Billie and I have incorporated, not for profit, and are going<br />
a,fter funding from corporations for minority businesses.<br />
We hope to be doing this work full time, going into the school<br />
systems, etc. We have yet to figure how we are going to train<br />
others to train others. We are already getting requests. •<br />
RITA STARR<br />
ST. LOUIS, MISSOURI, USA
FROM THE MAI L<br />
REALLY LEARNING TO BE AN ALLY<br />
, • Nyirrippi is on Aboriginal lands that<br />
have been reclaimed through land rights.<br />
It's a hundred fifty ,kilometers -<br />
place<br />
f r o m<br />
called<br />
.<br />
Yuenclumu.which,has.art<br />
a<br />
Aboriginal<br />
population of 1200.... Yuendumu<br />
was, where all the Aboriginal people in<br />
because it's fun, good, and economical in<br />
, terms of survival. I t doesn't touch the<br />
religious enormity of their cireamtime and<br />
links with the land in anything <strong>but</strong> a<br />
token way,<br />
Later<br />
It's six weeks since I began this letter. It<br />
feels like we've been here six months!<br />
Every day is St) rich and full it's like a<br />
Week. •<br />
this area foC.New Territory. were herded<br />
,.up when , the land<br />
. :around , . w athe i beginning of the 1930s. Origipally<br />
it was a mission-run place with an<br />
fi<br />
incredible<br />
r s t<br />
European • infrastructure • and<br />
c. o l o n i<br />
s. People e d were , brought to Y u e n d u mu<br />
l.<br />
various situations. Some were brought in<br />
from the.desert,starying as the cattle erod-<br />
if<br />
ed<br />
r o<br />
their<br />
m<br />
food sources and stations•being<br />
testablished<br />
gave them, less access to their<br />
t.land.<br />
Some came from gold mine work or<br />
work for the war effort and were carted to<br />
l<br />
Yuendumu and dumped when mines<br />
e closed down. Some families came in from<br />
rtt,lee<br />
desert as recently as 19.68..and some<br />
e<br />
havy been at Yuendumu since the 1930s.,<br />
• T h e people.themselves are remarkable,<br />
especially the old people. Many aspects of<br />
their, culture remain intact—the skin<br />
name system that places every person in a<br />
particular relationship to all other Aboriginal<br />
people. r<br />
, ries who and who 'relates- to who. This<br />
wit<br />
feeds<br />
h<br />
into the organisation of access to<br />
God so a janpajimpu male would by first<br />
.choice c o n marry t r o a Napangardi woman and<br />
ltheir s God coincides so both could main-<br />
otain their n lifelong integrity with the land.<br />
Wives are still promised to.men at birth<br />
w<br />
and many<br />
h<br />
men have two or three. Each<br />
child/person o here is identified first by<br />
mtheir skin a name, then by their relationship<br />
to r every - other person, then by name.<br />
I'll tell you a bit about our living situation.<br />
We've got a caravan, quite tasteful<br />
and wooden <strong>but</strong> missing windows and<br />
door latches and no hot water and intermittent<br />
power and no toilet. Most people<br />
here live in Intmples— there are a <strong>few</strong><br />
shelters, mainly used as large cupboards<br />
at present. A "building program" is just<br />
beginning <strong>but</strong> the difficulties of combining<br />
an Aboriginal lifestyle and European<br />
buildings are quite complex.<br />
So there's not a large lifestyle and<br />
amenities barrier between the people here<br />
and ourselves. We have told A.D.C. (Our<br />
funding) we don't want the $00,000 house<br />
they've offered us because we don't think<br />
l As land rights made areas accessible to<br />
athe<br />
traditional owners again, groups. of<br />
tpeople<br />
who had traditional ties and "own<br />
i-ership"<br />
of various tracts of land have<br />
moved out to ,live,on, outstations, on. the<br />
oland<br />
many of them :<br />
nw<br />
Land a l krich e d in , their Specific dreaming and<br />
sthe<br />
dreaming , of t heir<br />
a s<br />
h.<br />
fathers.. . r n Land o t hthey e r have s responsibility for<br />
cand hdeep i l ties d with. r e n • ,<br />
ia<br />
n d<br />
. •<br />
p This mob at'Nyirrippi<br />
fphi<br />
people a l l closely related.. Some. are<br />
Pintabi people and the land here is on the<br />
-<br />
edge of their dreaming or has .tracks of<br />
0 their .dreaming .through it.,<br />
A,<br />
,<br />
•<br />
b,<br />
•„<br />
•We<br />
hav,e. come here to start a conpnik<br />
nity<br />
•<br />
store, as the .people, here have been<br />
ogetting<br />
food from Yuendumu a hundred<br />
rkilometers<br />
away. It's operating as a re-<br />
isources<br />
centre for all the..outlyingroutstadons.,<br />
• • •<br />
g , , • • •<br />
i Prayer meetings are held each evening<br />
nin<br />
which there's a lot of,erying, ,raving,<br />
aand<br />
gabbling in tongues—hallelujah and<br />
Praise the Lord and fire and brimstone.<br />
l<br />
. When I first got here I was Mled with<br />
'revulsion<br />
to see the religious domination.<br />
cand<br />
how the Aboriginal people have been<br />
tamed and Europeanised. But gradually ,<br />
u<br />
Isee for myself and talk to the European<br />
lteachers<br />
who are here four days a week<br />
tand<br />
who are not Pentecostal. It's like a<br />
usuperficial<br />
donning of a European cloak<br />
r<br />
e<br />
.<br />
We have been given skin names and<br />
now know our other mothers, fathers,<br />
husbands, brothers, sisters, cousins,<br />
aunts, uncles, sons, daughters, a n d<br />
grandparents. I am Napangardi, Das is<br />
Jarmajimpu, and the children are Nangale.,<br />
.The people who visit us, to teach , us<br />
Walpiri, or ask us to take them hunting to<br />
the mountains f or red ochre are all<br />
aligned correctly to us. The majority of<br />
children who flock around us constantly<br />
are Nangala and jangalas csons), because<br />
they know they have a spectal relationship<br />
to us and can expect special.care.<br />
Words cannot really describe the experience<br />
of being plopped within another<br />
culture. In the last two weeks we've eaten<br />
goanna, itunda (a grub parasite), witchey<br />
grubs, camel, and biky tee for the first<br />
time. We've all had conjunctivitis and<br />
trachoma,, dysentery, and lice. We've<br />
gone days, carting water from .a neighbouring<br />
outstation a n d not washed.<br />
We've looked up into a sky, so full of stars<br />
at night it's breathtaking. We've travelled<br />
in -Toyotas with not less than twenty or<br />
thirty people packed in and more on the<br />
bonnet. , We've sat holding children we'd<br />
virtually just met with the love and trust<br />
of family bonds. Old people have beckoned<br />
us and , said "Nyinami" ("sit here') and<br />
traced, in the. sand the journey of the<br />
dreamtirne kangaroo—where he rested<br />
and the hills that still hold his sleeping<br />
form.<br />
they should build houses for Europeans<br />
on Aboriginal land. We should live here<br />
as long as these people need. to develop<br />
skills to run the store themselves and do<br />
the other things we do now. If a house is<br />
built, Europeans will end up living here<br />
for fifty y<strong>ear</strong>s to justify the cost. We are<br />
asking for some improvements for the<br />
caravan and hot water. •<br />
Politically the situation, here is a rat's<br />
nest. The Pentecostal minister has provided<br />
this mob with transport, liaison<br />
with government departments, food,, and<br />
liaison with social security almost singlehandedly<br />
for seven y<strong>ear</strong>s. He's also been<br />
building a kingdom out here, a kingdom<br />
of the•holy spirit. (I'll try to write objectivelyr<br />
I feel very strongly against fundamentalist<br />
Christianity practised With no<br />
checks within an isolated culture.)<br />
We're the only other Europeans to e'er<br />
live out here, and it has been like our arrival<br />
was a "cat among the pigeons." We<br />
are simply being ourselves, relating to the<br />
people here as positively as we can and affirming<br />
them not consciously or in a<br />
patronising way. But our motivations for<br />
being here are to share skills, l<strong>ear</strong>n, share<br />
life experience, and as they become<br />
autonomous in a business sense move on.<br />
The missionaries' motivation is different.<br />
Their basic outlook on life (especially<br />
God) is different, and their attitudes<br />
towards power and Aboriginal people are<br />
different.<br />
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The situation polarised; in fact, even<br />
before we arrived it was so. Our original<br />
'plan was for Das, my husband, to run the<br />
shop and myself to set us up domestically<br />
and teach the children 'school of the air.<br />
Then in six months Das was to move on<br />
to a job as community advisor, as the<br />
community became more powerful in itself<br />
and needed one.<br />
Well, within days of our being here the<br />
most important men here, on behalf of<br />
the tribal council (the elders), which the<br />
missionaries said didn't exist, asked Das<br />
to take them to Alice Springs so they<br />
could have meetings with various government<br />
departments, people that, unt il<br />
now, the missionary had controlled most<br />
access to. The first three attempts to talk<br />
to public servants in Alice were fobbed off<br />
so the Nyirrippi men, with Dos's support,<br />
went to Aboriginal Legal Aid and got letters<br />
drafted and delivered by lawyers to<br />
the heads of departments that all seemed<br />
to be sick whenever appointments were<br />
made.<br />
Things are really moving now. Money<br />
will start to flow into this community.<br />
The "building program, " European<br />
houses built by European people, has<br />
been interrupted. Funding has been approved<br />
for several of the men here to<br />
travel around different communities<br />
assessing different styles of housing, to attend<br />
a light-weight structures conference<br />
in Sydney this August, and to have legal<br />
help to submit Nyirripplis own tender for<br />
any future houses here, designed by the<br />
people themselves, and built by a contractor<br />
they choose who will provide the skills<br />
and equipment and on-the-job training.<br />
This way Nyirrippi people can provide<br />
their own housing, be paid for it, and increase<br />
their skills. The situation before,<br />
for the two houses already built, was that<br />
Europeans built them, although the contract<br />
stated, "use of Aboriginal labour<br />
where possible." Of course the builders<br />
deemed it economically impossible.<br />
All this happened against the advice of<br />
the missionary <strong>but</strong> the Nyirrippi people<br />
are ecstatic about it.<br />
Later—<br />
It's several weeks later. We've been here<br />
three and a half months now.<br />
Despite guaranteed funding from Social<br />
Security through training schemes<br />
and despite the full support of Tangentyrere<br />
(an Aboriginal building organisa-<br />
tion), the head of the Housing Commission<br />
kept balking at giving Nyirrippi community<br />
the building contract. It was really<br />
sickening. Luckily the local Minister<br />
for Housing is a moral man and is supporting<br />
the Nyirrippi mob. Also Aboriginal<br />
Legal Aid, in the form of the first Aboriginal<br />
women's lawyer, were representing<br />
us. The men in the bureaucracy that<br />
"services" Aboriginal welfare give the<br />
tenders to friends and it's all lip service to<br />
Aboriginal autonomy. The existence of<br />
"needy" Aboriginals creates jobs. and<br />
power <strong>but</strong> as soon as Aboriginal people<br />
really start to have initiative the system<br />
puts Obstacles in the way.<br />
The Aboriginals here said, 'Okay, put<br />
the money allocated to us for building into<br />
a building fund. We'll decide how, when<br />
and why according to what we really<br />
want." I n the interim period the community<br />
decided by consensus that they<br />
didn't want four more "houses' to house a<br />
<strong>few</strong> people <strong>but</strong> would use the money to<br />
build twenty-one 'shelters" that would<br />
house the entire community immediately,<br />
be simpler to build, transportable and<br />
flexible. Tangentyrere bad suitable dwellings<br />
and expertise to train the people here<br />
to build them. It had reached a peak of<br />
tension where the Housing Commission<br />
had no choice <strong>but</strong> to bow down. At this<br />
time Alice, one of the Pentecostal missionaries<br />
here, picked up Mosquito (the<br />
council president) unexpectedly and said<br />
the H.C. had changed their minds and<br />
would do it, he just had to come and sign<br />
a form. (Mosquito, since Das has been<br />
here, has been constantly in Alice Springs<br />
representing this community with Dot's<br />
support and transport. During this period<br />
he's renewed his contacts with Aboriginal<br />
organisations and recently he was voted<br />
vice-president of the Aboriginal congress<br />
there.) Anyway, • Das and he had gone<br />
in —Das to pick up me and Mosquito to•<br />
attend a congress meeting. Alice picked<br />
'Mosquito up from there and took him to<br />
the 11.0. where .<br />
Hfor aNew r r y Territory, , got Mosquito to sign a<br />
paper. •<br />
t h e<br />
h Mosquito e a d cannot read, <strong>but</strong> Harry told<br />
him o that f it was to approve everything he<br />
wanted,<br />
M C<br />
t he twenty-one shelters, etc.<br />
Mosquito was very pleased and signed it<br />
in<br />
.<br />
front of Alice and Harry.<br />
It turned out to be a letter authorising<br />
that tender for the building of four new<br />
block houses at Nyirrippi be given to a<br />
building company well known to be friends<br />
of Harry's.<br />
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Pretty disgusting. When Das met Mosquito<br />
after congress to drive back out<br />
here, Mosquito told him excitedly what<br />
happened. Das • asked to see the letter.<br />
Alice had kept Mosquito's copy and H.C.<br />
was closed, so they came home. Mosquito<br />
gave the letter to Das and when Mosquito<br />
found out they lied to him he was really<br />
confused. Mosquito and Paul went back<br />
to the KC, after visiting the Minister and<br />
Legal Aid. Their best option is to sue the<br />
H.C. i f they don't give the twenty-one<br />
shelters. At present there is a possible<br />
cOrhpromise, consisting of the four houses<br />
being built by contractors plus the H.C.<br />
immediately doubling Nyirrippi's allocation<br />
of money so that simultaneously and<br />
immediately twenty-one shelters are built<br />
by Nyirrippi themselves. I t seems the<br />
K C. would rather give more money than<br />
be publicly shamed,<br />
You may wonder about the missionary's<br />
investment in all this. She has asked<br />
the community if she can have one of<br />
those houses to be built. Also she, or they<br />
as a church body are ultra conservative. I<br />
don't think she likes t o see the flock<br />
becoming entpowered.<br />
The Housing Commission are not the<br />
only government department to be like<br />
this. We've only been here three months<br />
<strong>but</strong> we've been shocked at what we've<br />
found. Looking back through funding<br />
allocations, we see that 818,000 allocated<br />
to Nyirrippi went unspent last y<strong>ear</strong> and<br />
was reallocated elsewhere. Yet this community<br />
asked for a community vehicle<br />
and was told there was no more money.<br />
Government departments hate giving<br />
vehicles, <strong>but</strong> they are obliged to, especially<br />
considering we live in one of the most<br />
isolated of all Aboriginal outstations with<br />
no air strips or mail service or emergency<br />
evacuation facilities.-<br />
Essential services is yet another department<br />
which is not serving this community.<br />
Since We've been here the community<br />
has "run out" of water four times. That<br />
means no water at all for two hundred<br />
people. We ferried it from Emubare ten<br />
miles away and my family got diarrhea<br />
from it. Yet the government continues to<br />
deny there's a water problem here! From<br />
Das's constant hassling, they are now going<br />
to advertise to get a contractor to fix<br />
the water here. Das is applying for Nyirrippi<br />
itself to get that tender so Nyirrippi<br />
men can be employed and trained to fix<br />
their own essential services, <strong>but</strong> already<br />
there is a resistance to the idea. I t all<br />
seems obvious. Funding for Aboriginal<br />
continued
continued<br />
people should go to Aboriginal people,<br />
not just to service them.<br />
•<br />
It has been an incredible experience to<br />
come and live out here. The centre of<br />
Australia really does have thousands of<br />
Aboriginal people living on their own<br />
country and to varying extents living with<br />
their rich culture intact. I've been an urban<br />
person my whole time in Australia,<br />
Although I have always known intellectually<br />
about Aboriginal people's tie to this<br />
land (in fact ownership of this land) and<br />
supported them from afar, it is different<br />
to live here, building close and Inving<br />
relationships with old people who walked<br />
these plains as children, living a traditional<br />
nomadic life.<br />
Last week I drove to "old Nyirrippi"— a<br />
creek bed about ten kilometers f rom<br />
here — with two elders, George Jampajimpa<br />
and his wife Molly Nakamewa. It was<br />
a beautiful day. On the way they showed<br />
me some Emu dreaming places from the<br />
dreamtime. When we got as far as we<br />
could drive, we walked to a creek bed<br />
beside an enormous kangaroo dreaming<br />
tree. George showed me where his father<br />
used to sit on the bank and his brothers<br />
and his uncles. He was a little boy when<br />
they used to camp here and they 'grew<br />
him up" along that creek; there Molly's<br />
and his children were born and they 'grew<br />
them up. " He showed me where he<br />
recently camped (ten y<strong>ear</strong>s ago).<br />
I often go hunting with the middle-aged<br />
women, I drive a dozen or so women and<br />
a pack of children into the bush. There<br />
the •children light a big fire and gather<br />
witchety and kunde. The women walk<br />
miles with digging sticks, checking tracks<br />
and digging out goanna. Then it's all<br />
eaten around the fire before we go home,<br />
with liberal amounts of tea, sugar, and<br />
damper.<br />
Things have crystallised for me since<br />
being here, We've been creating peer<br />
relationships and encouraging people to<br />
lead, Before we came here these jseople's<br />
only contact with Europeans was virtually<br />
one missionary. He organised and controlled<br />
their lives as much as he could,<br />
physically, emotionally, intellectually,<br />
and spiritually. Their social security<br />
cheques came to him; he cashed them, did<br />
their shopping in Yuendumn, had the only<br />
reliable car, the only two-way radio —<br />
he'd confiscated t he community one<br />
because he didn't like the group women<br />
"talking dirty" to young Aboriginal men in<br />
other communities. So he had the only<br />
radio contact out of here and the Aboriginal<br />
people were out of radio contact with<br />
their own people. He banned Aboriginal<br />
business (spirituality— in fact wholistic interpretation<br />
o f life), banned "s orry<br />
dbusiness" (the Aboriginal grieving pro<br />
cess) banned chewing tobacco, banned<br />
Aboriginal ' singing except - church songs,<br />
In return, he enabled them to keep living<br />
here by maintaining enough government<br />
interest to keep the water running. He<br />
became their unofficial community advisor<br />
and link with the source of income.<br />
And he brought them Jesus, a Is United<br />
Pentecostal Mission. He brought dead<br />
people back t o life, cured ill children,<br />
even claimed God told him who sniffed<br />
petrol, who slept around, who got drunk,<br />
played cards or any other evil thing. He<br />
stopped ceremonies and ordered "evil"<br />
paint off people, tried to talk men out of<br />
their second wives.<br />
We arrived here because the community<br />
needed a store. The day we got here<br />
there was a big meeting and we were asked<br />
if we'd cash their cheques at the store<br />
because (privately) they don't want the<br />
missionary handling their cheques any<br />
more. I organised a community mail bag<br />
separate from the missionary's and found<br />
that the community had applied for it<br />
months ago and it had been "neglected."<br />
We later found out that the missionary<br />
used to pocket twenty dollars from each<br />
cheque he cashed, "reasonable" really for<br />
all the stress involved <strong>but</strong> unproclaimed,<br />
Most people didn't know it was happening.<br />
He also had control of council funds<br />
allocated for municipal-type duties. The<br />
jobs, all filled by the "Christians," were<br />
given and supervised by him. His favourite<br />
person was in the top job (tractor<br />
driver) and paid whether the tractor was<br />
going or not. Also on the books was a<br />
non-existent John Japaljari (the missionary)<br />
paid a hefty wage. No one knew<br />
because no Aboriginal saw the books.<br />
When we were asked to do the cheques<br />
my husband Das said, "Okay as long as<br />
someone of your mob does it," so they<br />
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54<br />
could train them to take it over. Now one<br />
man, Gibbo, is acting as social security<br />
officer and general community bookkeeper.<br />
Das sits with him and carefully they do<br />
it all. I t takes five times the amount of<br />
time <strong>but</strong> it means that Gibbo is trained<br />
and paid to do a job someone has to do.<br />
Hopefully, when he can manage easily<br />
the mail and cheque and the council<br />
work, he can be trained to do the shop<br />
bookkeeping and open a Community<br />
Savings Bank branch here. He's fantastic<br />
and the community's really happy with<br />
the situation. The missionaries aren't.<br />
They think Aboriginal people will never<br />
be honest and capable in a European<br />
sense t hat family pressure and a different<br />
values system will mean they'll never<br />
have the business sense to manage their<br />
own shops and affairs,. We don't believe<br />
that. We're committed to this community.<br />
We'll live here three t o five y<strong>ear</strong>s or<br />
however many y<strong>ear</strong>s it takes for them to<br />
be confident they can run the shop and<br />
deal with unscrupulous government departments<br />
without a close live-in ally.<br />
Then we'll leave. This Is Aboriginal land<br />
and not a place for Europeans to live out<br />
their lives 'helping."<br />
Another difference between us and the<br />
missionary is he is in the centre of any<br />
dispute and doles out punishment. I figure<br />
this mob has been working out its fights<br />
before I was here and as I understand so<br />
little of the language and culture I am best<br />
keeping my nose out of it.<br />
There's a lot of fighting. A lot ofjealout<br />
fights are due to the fact that the society<br />
used to be structured in small extended<br />
family nomadic groups and now it's largely<br />
sedentary with lots of incompatible skin<br />
groups together and many opportunities<br />
to act outside Aboriginal law.<br />
One interesting thing to me is how<br />
Aboriginals treat t heir children. I 'v e<br />
found it really affirming as a parent and<br />
mother living here. All that seems natural<br />
and instinctive is taken for granted. No<br />
child cries unattended. Even adolescent<br />
boys carry the babies around, cooing at<br />
them and loving them. No person, let<br />
alone a child, would dream of sleeping<br />
alone. With the skin system each child has<br />
several mothers and father and receives<br />
care from <strong>everyone</strong>.<br />
Claire Bruhns<br />
Nyirrippi, New Territory, Australia
REALITY AND STRENGTH AGAINST SUICIDE AND Loss<br />
The husband of a friend of mine committed suicide last week. I have just gotten home from spending<br />
four days counseling <strong>everyone</strong> in sight. That was a good experience for me. The power of what we can do<br />
with RC became cl<strong>ear</strong>er and cl<strong>ear</strong>er to me as I remained counselor hour after hour, day after day. I succeeded<br />
in keeping my friend discharging for twenty-four hours straight by setting the example, giving<br />
good "policy," and doing on-the-job-training with some of her sharpest friends. She and <strong>everyone</strong> else<br />
continued to discharge for the next four days. As a result she moved from lying on the couch whimpering<br />
like a hurt puppy to thinking well about her life and taking good care of others around her in an amazingly<br />
short period of time.<br />
I was pleased and reassured to see how much of what we know about the need to discharge is readily<br />
available in the society now. It only took my confidence and occasional redirection to keep things moving<br />
well.<br />
People referred to me as a tower of strength, a stone, as I successfully counseled one person after<br />
another. The wives of several of the man's friends mentioned their husbands had not let out any emotion.<br />
So I smiled reassuringly and moved in beside each one of them and they discharged easily and well, I<br />
think partly because they sensed my strength.<br />
A tower of strength— I got a new view of what is strength in that context. It's merely staying counselor.<br />
I could do that by decision and because I have discharged so much about the loss of loved ones.<br />
Particularly since this was a suicide, my information about oppression was very helpful. At many<br />
deaths people tend to cry, "Why?" and apparently feel guilt. In this case, the "why's" were particularly<br />
poignant, and had to be dealt with quickly and effectively. He was a working-class man who had grown<br />
up in a poor and violent home. He was a Vietnam vet. He was Franco-American in a state, where that is<br />
one of the most heavily oppressed minorities. He had gotten heavily involved in alcohol and drugs. It was<br />
easy for me with my knowledge of oppression to express pride in him for how valiantly he struggled to live<br />
a good life. With his wife, who felt she had failed him, I offered the perspective that the y<strong>ear</strong>s with her had<br />
been the happiest of his life and that he probably would not have survived as long as he did had it not been<br />
for her and his friends.<br />
I thought of Harvey often as I watched the strength, courage, and intelligence of these working-class<br />
people operate under such hard conditions. Their love for one another and their determination to be<br />
strong and to be someone others could depend on was wonderful for me to watch. I found myself y<strong>ear</strong>ning<br />
to lay down some of the middle-class ways that I had l<strong>ear</strong>ned in order to survive. My love and respect for<br />
working-class people, and my identity as a working-class woman grew immeasurably. Through the last<br />
<strong>few</strong> days I got to know and love many members of the Millwrights and Carpenters Union, Local — — I<br />
got a greater sense of why we can confidently and proudly say of us working-class people, "...And the<br />
future is in our hands."<br />
The need for us to l<strong>ear</strong>n to provide a place for men to discharge their f<strong>ear</strong> and their anger was so evident.<br />
It app<strong>ear</strong>s to me that a major piece of the despair that led to his decision to kill himself was despair<br />
about being able to keep a commitment to his wife that he would never batter her again. He had succeeded<br />
in not touching her violently in about five y<strong>ear</strong>s. That pattern resurfaced.the week of his suicide. He<br />
went into a deep depression, expressed his deep love of her, swore he'd never hurt her again, and quietly<br />
left the house and killed himself. I'm convinced that, though the whole thing is terribly twisted by distress,<br />
his motive was to protect her.<br />
— , USA<br />
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FROM THE MAI L<br />
RETURNING TO HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI<br />
If I were not needed in Maine this next week, you can<br />
be sure I would be attending the Pennsylvania/New Jersey<br />
teachers' and leaders' workshop. However, I am<br />
committed to co-leading a conference in Maine on feminist<br />
values and non-violent action.<br />
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The next day, I fly to Japan, where I will once again be<br />
In Hiroshima. You may remember that I went there last<br />
summer b ra month, and you kindly sent a little support<br />
lett- Th a n ks for that letter; it made things brighter<br />
when I felt lonely.<br />
I l<strong>ear</strong>ned last summer that some of the atomic survivors<br />
in both Nagasaki and Hiroshima have discovered<br />
(created?) in themselves sources of profound strength<br />
and energy, really, not far from zest as we use the term<br />
In RC. After thinking about it all winter, I committed myself<br />
to return to l<strong>ear</strong>n more. Through happy circumstances,<br />
I am returning to be the foreign director for six<br />
months at the World Friendship Center. It's the same<br />
place where I worked as a volunteer staff member for a<br />
y<strong>ear</strong> twenty y<strong>ear</strong>s ago, and where I stayed last summer.<br />
I will be temporary staff until the American Committee<br />
finds a longer replacement.<br />
The work of running the center will be what I am expected<br />
to do; what I'm really going for is to l<strong>ear</strong>n more of<br />
recent developments among some atomic survivors. I<br />
expect to listen a lot. I hope to spend at least a month in<br />
Nagasaki as well. It may take longer than six months;<br />
we'll see what is there to l<strong>ear</strong>n.<br />
In <strong>ear</strong>ly July, I was one of a number of resource people<br />
at a conference of peace educators in Edmonton,<br />
Alberta, Canada. This was the second time I was invited<br />
to be a resource person at this annual conference. They<br />
worked me hard, and I met some good people. I got a<br />
chance to explain the basic principles of RC as AC in a<br />
small group, and two women, one of them my hostess<br />
for the week, have decided they want to begin RC in Edmonton.<br />
<strong>Re</strong>ading The <strong>Re</strong>st of Our Lives and Present Time<br />
reminds me over and over again how exciting it is to be part of<br />
all this!<br />
Such brilliance has kindled my own. I am leading a<br />
superb life, touching many people. Often my h<strong>ear</strong>t overflows<br />
with the joy of knowing and loving.<br />
The Community is growing well — a number of new<br />
teachers and good assistants assure solid development. Coun-<br />
LOVE LETTERS AND PEACE<br />
The next week, I attended the bi-annual conference of<br />
Movement for a New Society, which was held outside of<br />
Boston. Sixty or so members attended from all over the<br />
U.S. and Toronto, Canada. Paul Whyte, an RCer and<br />
Area <strong>Re</strong>ference Person from Sydney, Australia, also attended<br />
as a guest. ried an RC support group each day<br />
all week long, so the half dozen of us kept in great<br />
shape throughout the conference. Paul was' wonderful<br />
support. With his help, I was able to analyze some of the<br />
dynamics using RC as a base. I l<strong>ear</strong>ned that MNS members,<br />
and from extrapolation, most social change activists<br />
and organizers, have a.great deal of low-level f<strong>ear</strong><br />
and worry. They also criticize each other all the time. I<br />
hypothesize that both are forms of internalized oppression<br />
since organizers are objects of f<strong>ear</strong> and anger and<br />
criticism. At any rate, I saw my brothers and sisters<br />
from a new perspective, and I plan to develop some<br />
fresh perspectives on social change work in MNS as a<br />
result.<br />
A major development in my sessions is that I have<br />
been counseling steadily on being a child of alcoholic<br />
parents. In sixteen y<strong>ear</strong>s of counseling, nothing besides<br />
discharging on being a woman can account for so much<br />
movement for me. Peggy Pastore and Joan Flannery<br />
locally have been great leaders on this Issue. Peg has<br />
led quarterly evening workshops, and Joan has led a<br />
support group, both of which I have attended. Did I miss<br />
articles written <strong>ear</strong>lier about counseling on being a<br />
child of alcoholic parents, or am I correct in thinking<br />
that concentrated work in this area Is a fairly recent<br />
development?<br />
You can be sure I'll be in touch with RC teachers in<br />
Japan. I'll need to teach RC to someone in Hiroshima<br />
quickly, since I want to continue to counsel regularly.<br />
Lynne Shivers<br />
Hiroshima, Japan<br />
seling skills are improving, and I have a sense that Long<br />
Island is heading in the right direction.<br />
I think you would like this quote from Thick Nhat Hank,<br />
the Vietnamese monk: "The peace movement can write very<br />
good protest letters, <strong>but</strong> they are not able yet to write a love letter."<br />
How true.<br />
MARION DAVIS<br />
SHOREHAM, NEW YORK, USA
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Greetings from me and from Ireland. In the last <strong>few</strong> days I've been out around the Fanad Peninsula<br />
north of where liv e. Sun shining, sea calm, sky blue, hills green and brown and all colours in between,<br />
In one place a skene of swans passed low overhead coming in to land on a small lake with<br />
great grace and order. The daffodils are opening up with their sunny yellowness, saying spring is<br />
here.<br />
The <strong>Re</strong>st of Our Lives Is so good. I'm dipping In every day. The stuff about men is accurate and<br />
well gathered together.<br />
I'm well. Calm. Doing twice as much with half the effort. Minding myself. Trusting my own thinking.<br />
Not worrying. Taking time every morning to plot the day. Cleaning out the distractions. The process<br />
of re-emerging is my finding the natural way the world is. What Is happening for me is that being<br />
the centre of my own life is taking on an immediate present time reality. Family, local, national,<br />
and international levels dissolve and merge into each other continuously. I meet someone and fall In<br />
love and that has international repercussions.<br />
Later--<br />
In September I'm meeting with a number of colleagues who work in the Church of Ireland. I suggested<br />
the meeting and called them together with the support of the bishop. We're going to spend an<br />
afternoon thinking about how we can support each other and be more open to each other in our<br />
work. I'm also Involved with an unemployed gtoup that has started in a local town and is making<br />
progress in organising and providing information for unemployed people. a m supporting the leader<br />
of the group well, encouraging him to take risks In his relationships, and standing by him while he<br />
deals with the results of a previous situation. He has lots of energy and thinks well, and he Is beginning<br />
to take a new viewpoint on how to handle himself and the world. I'm going to teach a class for<br />
men in the local <strong>Re</strong>gional College under the auspices of the Donegal Mental Health Association in<br />
the autumn.<br />
I am counselling regularly using the direction to continually decide to stay outside the distress.<br />
The Community here is growing slowly. I appreciate the July issue of Present Time, especially the<br />
"Taking OW B<strong>ear</strong>ings" piece;! loved the bit about offering a comfortable viewpont on death. I have<br />
used that one about never dying even though I might be killed. It is like never giving up. I was sharing<br />
information with the people here that this is the way Jesus Christ looked at his death, getting killed<br />
<strong>but</strong> not dying, not giving up ever. "Untangling the Oppression of Physicians" by Pam Oatis is good<br />
stuff for me and I see connections in that as to how it is for clergy. I'm reading and re-reading the<br />
whole magazine and each time I pick up some new insight. <strong>Re</strong>ading Present Time is like looking at<br />
the sky on a cl<strong>ear</strong> night and seeing all the stars and knowing there's no end to it. Thank you all for all<br />
you are. I love your confidence and cl<strong>ear</strong> thinking and the way you've shared it. I am reminded of the<br />
saying In the Bible, "Let your light so shine that all may see your being...."<br />
BRIAN SMEATON<br />
RAMELTON, iRELAND<br />
As I've been reading through the latest issue of Present<br />
Time, I am reminded again of what sound thinking and<br />
clarity of expression we have in our midst— for example,<br />
Dale Brown's thoughts on "time" opposite Becky Shuster's<br />
on being thoughtful of our RC/non-RC ways of being—<br />
both excellent, pi<strong>thy</strong>, and "correct."<br />
Nancy Collins<br />
Helena, Monlana, USA<br />
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FROM THE MAI L<br />
Working from a Privileged Position<br />
I loved the April Present Ti me wit h the numerous<br />
reports of people getting out there and living RC in the<br />
world. It is exciting to be in RC at a time when so many<br />
people are reclaiming their power. I also loved the way<br />
my poem was set out and the beautiful illustration alongside<br />
it. Just in case you print anything from me again,<br />
could I get you know that I live in Newcastle-under-<br />
Lyme, not Newcastle-upon-Tyne. I t is confusing, <strong>but</strong><br />
these are two different cities in two quite different parts of<br />
England. My Newcastle is in the Midlands, and the other<br />
Newcastle is in the - •.rtheast.<br />
Two things happened in the last week which gave me<br />
great hope. The first was a chance meeting with a notparticularly-close<br />
male acquaintance of mine. I had met<br />
him several times before at the home of a relative, and<br />
had greeted him with a hug, since that seemed a natural<br />
thing to do with him. Apart from this we had not shared<br />
anything very deep. When we met last week, he expressed<br />
an interest in RC, and I immediately agreed to tell him<br />
the basic theory and give him a session. By the end of the<br />
session he had reached a point of profound discharge, and<br />
told me he had been waiting for exactly this for y<strong>ear</strong>s.<br />
After our second session (in which he counselled me<br />
superbly without any "techniques") we have achieved a<br />
closeness which I have with very <strong>few</strong> long-standing counsellors.<br />
It really seems like this relationship just fell into<br />
my lap, <strong>but</strong> the truth<br />
- passed m uroe s t by unless I had in some sense been in touch<br />
with<br />
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It is just so exciting to know that it can be<br />
that easy.<br />
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t The h second a profoundly t hreful event came at work. In<br />
our i university t we are currently providing training courses<br />
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for the<br />
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managers<br />
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of all the Unemployment Benefit Offices<br />
in the country. They come to us in groups of twelve and<br />
spend l d a week updating their skills and knowledge. One<br />
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FRENCH-FLAVORED RC<br />
lam in the first day of a seven-day summer workshop of<br />
Daniel LeBon's. The place is exquisite—an old castle in the<br />
middle of the French countrysitu with the right combination<br />
of beauty and rusticity that makes for a pleasant atmosphere.<br />
It is hot, <strong>but</strong> the rooms are cool. A good place to reflect on RC<br />
and the different trends of the French and American ways of<br />
thought and of being within RC. I feel highly privileged<br />
because of my dual upbringing: at this moment in my lffe,<br />
about exactly hag' was spent in the USA and half here in<br />
France. It is good to be able to appreciate the flavor of both<br />
approaches.<br />
JESSICA COLMAN<br />
BEI, PECH, FRANCE<br />
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afternoon is designated to study "creativity and problemsolving"<br />
and I jumped at the invitation to run one of these<br />
afternoons. I decided that the most important thing I<br />
could do would be to give them some RC theory and practice<br />
to take away with them. In just over three hours I<br />
managed to get across all the basic ideas of RC (with persistent<br />
emphasis on the importance of discharge). Contrary<br />
to all my f<strong>ear</strong>s, most of them were eager and excited<br />
by what they h<strong>ear</strong>d, ready to come in with experiences of<br />
their own which fitted. In fact, we had a tea-break just<br />
before I introduced discharge, and several of the group<br />
spontaneously started talking about discharge and how<br />
important it was.<br />
I shall probably never see any of them again, <strong>but</strong> I can<br />
be sure that they will all have been influenced by what<br />
they h<strong>ear</strong>d to work out their best ways of giving and getting<br />
good attention and appreciation in their lives. They<br />
are all fine people and I was proud to have been with them<br />
for an afternoon. If twelve quite randomly chosen people<br />
can respond to RC ideas with such enthusiasm, then perhaps<br />
I can believe that any group would, as long as I go in<br />
there acting as though it is going to be easy.<br />
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I am eager to share with you all my achievements and<br />
plans for building my world community from the base of<br />
being a university teacher and res<strong>ear</strong>cher. I am beginning<br />
to realise what a privileged position I am in to reach people<br />
with RC and get paid for doing it. I am constantly in a<br />
position to influence new students who will then go out into<br />
every walk of life. I have access to important channels<br />
of communication among teachers and scientists, and can<br />
capitalise on the large degree of respect that academics<br />
still receive among people in industry and commerce..<br />
John Sloboda<br />
Newcastle-under-Lyme, England<br />
WE ARE ALL RICH'<br />
Stella and I just returned from a short holidaY in<br />
France. I saw many pictures; the Louvre Is perhaps<br />
the best gallery in the world and it had a<br />
wonderful temporary exhibition of pastels. I remembered<br />
your remarks that we are all rich when<br />
we can, for a small sum, see such work, eat<br />
enough delicious bread and milk and, as we did,<br />
sit in the sun' In the public gardens of Paris.<br />
Howard Jeffrey Mason<br />
London, England
Discharging Patterns Around Organizing<br />
I did my sums a while ago and realised that one<br />
thousandth of the Irish population has been exposed<br />
to RC by now. Probably about a fifteenth of those remain,<br />
<strong>but</strong> that's not too important. Most of those who<br />
have drifted off have done so for reasons which have<br />
left the door half open, and the best still keep in contact<br />
and turn up from time to time in all sorts o f<br />
places, as excellent leaders in their own right with the<br />
eternal commitment to a better planet for us all.<br />
At the moment I am very interested in efficient,<br />
human, energising organisation, a bit like Raymond<br />
Cadwell's idea of doing away with hierarchy. Here's a<br />
simple, very everyday example. Whenever I am involved<br />
with any group of people, organising for example<br />
around childcare Or catering, which we women get<br />
a lot of experience at, I treat the situation as a good<br />
opportunity to encourage all to participate and enjoy<br />
the work. I reckon the days of people waiting on each<br />
other are a hangover from slavery and servant practices<br />
and I'm fast cl<strong>ear</strong>ing the backlog. Needless to say<br />
this has a great burrowing effect on sexism.<br />
Alongside this work, which goes on every day in<br />
many different ways, I am leading a support group in<br />
RC on organising. We have discharged a lot on <strong>ear</strong>ly<br />
organising in our lives, how we handle tasks, where<br />
the patterns take over. As our task focus we are organising<br />
Tim's August workshop here. Having some real<br />
work to tackle gives the whole thing an edge. The real<br />
panic around organising only surfaced when the tasks<br />
and deadlines loomed. At this stage we'te discharging<br />
the patterns that are likely to restimulate each other<br />
within the group. So, we've all identified our deepest<br />
Many things have been going on for me and I<br />
would like to share a <strong>few</strong> of them with you.<br />
I applied for and received permission to teach<br />
RC. I taught a winter class of six men and a spring<br />
class of four men and two women.<br />
I have found a job that is in line with my dream<br />
for the world. I work with the state of North<br />
Carolina's program that provides volunteer advocates<br />
for abused and neglected children whose<br />
cases are in the court system. I supervise half of<br />
the volunteer program coordinators and edit a<br />
state-wide newsletter that goes to legislators,<br />
judges, attorneys, and volunteer advocates. The<br />
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distresses in this area and have logged them. Already<br />
we are interrupting each other's patterns as they crop<br />
up. The result is tremendous laughter and a growing<br />
feeling of closeness, respect, and cooperation. It's the<br />
best group I have ever been in, let alone led.<br />
• Our next step is t o continue strategising about<br />
organising the rest of the country. I t seems like it<br />
could be simplified and made much more expedient.<br />
One of the things I've set up in this respect is a <strong>few</strong><br />
evenings on managing money for a non-RC group of<br />
women. There w i l l be, some information fro m a<br />
woman who works as an accountant, followed by some<br />
from me on how the oppressions are cemented in by<br />
money dealings.<br />
Meanwhile, I live i n a beautiful place wit h a<br />
wonderful view of the Dublin mountains. My home is<br />
spacious and bright, with a good balance between<br />
beauty, order, comfort, and live-in-ableness. My husband<br />
and sons are loving people whom I enjoy being<br />
with and when I want to do my own thing I can, either<br />
in my little office or out in the wide world. There are a<br />
lot of good people who love me and many more who<br />
respect me and look to me for wisdom and support.<br />
Last y<strong>ear</strong> I started my own company and to my surprise<br />
not only is the challenge great fun, <strong>but</strong> I am extremely<br />
successful. I am constantly amazed by how<br />
easy it is to be successful and the contradiction keeps<br />
my hopelessness quivering.<br />
NORTH CAROLINA INITIATIVES<br />
CHRISTINE OWAHONY<br />
DUBLIN, IRELAND<br />
newsletter is an excellent forum for giving good<br />
thinking about children. I have already replaced<br />
the word "kid" with "young person" or "child" in all<br />
of our brochures and forms.<br />
I am taking charge in my communities— FC and<br />
others. Today I led a workshop for residence hall<br />
counselors at a small southern college. It was<br />
great fun and I built the entire day on RC principles.<br />
I began with introductions in which I insisted<br />
on a proud statement of something the<br />
students did well, information about what they<br />
wanted to l<strong>ear</strong>n during the day, and a question<br />
they had about me. This was great for present<br />
time and getting close, and, I was able to g<strong>ear</strong> the<br />
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workshop to answer the things they wanted to<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>n, Of the forty students, four were black so I<br />
spent some time giving information about racism.<br />
(One of the black students volunteered to role<br />
play a residence hail situation in front of the<br />
group. When she finished I asked her If she would<br />
stay up front with me and help me talk about<br />
some ractallssues. She agreed and the results<br />
were marvelous.) All of the students seemed appreciative<br />
of my candidness and cl<strong>ear</strong> thinking<br />
about blacks and whites in interaction in the<br />
South. They seemed relieved to h<strong>ear</strong> someone say<br />
that our prejudices are just distress and that our<br />
being close is something we are all craving. One<br />
black student mentioned that my bringing up the<br />
issue was the workshop highlight for her.<br />
Basically, I am living my life from as much a<br />
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position of power as I can and am working in sessions<br />
on moving forward<br />
Earlier this summer I went on a five-week study<br />
vacation with my husband to Costa Rica. What a<br />
place for attention away from distress. It seems I<br />
had a period of not putting attention on distress<br />
and had some extensive time for re-<strong>evaluation</strong>. I<br />
had another summer like this a <strong>few</strong> y<strong>ear</strong>s ago,<br />
where for a period of over a month I was travelling<br />
and did not counsel. I experienced tremendous<br />
growth during that time also. It's as if when I<br />
didn't have the opportunity to put my attention on<br />
my distress in a session that I went ahead and<br />
lived in present time which proved to be noticeably<br />
re-emergent.<br />
Cindy Mays<br />
Raleigh, North Carolina, USA<br />
CHANGING THE THINGS 'I WANT TO CHANGE<br />
Things are going well here in Irapuato. The fundamentals class is In Its seventh week. People have<br />
attended regularly and have had regular sessions. Now they discharge easily.<br />
We met Azril Bacal and some others from the RC Community in Puebla some days ago and<br />
discussed about future classes, workshops, and meetings. Azril will come from Puebla and lead a<br />
one-day workshop the third week of August. After it we're planning to begin another fundamentals<br />
group. Some people couldn't join this group and some others have become interested.<br />
I'm considering keeping the group I'm leading now meeting regularly. We'll discuss it in the next<br />
session. Maribel probably will be leading a support group for women. We're finding out people who<br />
are interested in It besides the women in the group.<br />
After the six weeks we have gone through with the fundamentals, we see how people have<br />
changed. They also tell us about their changes and that they want to have more people know RC.<br />
I can see and feel how I've changed too. At this moment I have two Co-Counselors and sometimes<br />
I Co-Counsel with somebody else from the group if he or she asks me to and if I have the time. And<br />
the result is that I can decide about things I couldn't before; I'm also becoming more patient. I'd<br />
always fought against Impatience; I'm l<strong>ear</strong>ning not to be too serious about everything. For a long<br />
time I couldn't enjoy many things as I'd like, especially my relationships with others.<br />
I just had a great experience. Last week I attended a course in a city about twelve hours from here,<br />
I have to go every y<strong>ear</strong> because it's part of my job. I was there last y<strong>ear</strong> and it was a sorrowful time. I<br />
Just couldn't make any friends; I hardly talked to anybody. I remember the people joining in small<br />
groups and having meals always with somebody. I stayed and had meals alone all the time. When I<br />
came back I thought that for the next y<strong>ear</strong> I'd look for an excuse so I'd not have to attend. But I had to<br />
and I was there last week. This time was different. I met people, spent most of the time with others,<br />
and talked to them. I really enjoyed the time I was over there. I realized I like and enjoy being alone,<br />
<strong>but</strong> I also like and enjoy being with others. I could decide whether to be alone or not, and enjoy both.<br />
I didn't have to wait until they came to me. I looked for people and stayed close to them. I feel different<br />
now.<br />
I'm using RC to change things I wanted to and I've been discharging and working against my patterns.<br />
And I'm sure this has helped me to teach, RC better. I've been seeing how people have responded<br />
in the classes. I'm more confident and positive about RC and myself working in and with it.<br />
Rogello Acosta C.<br />
trapuato, Mexico
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My daughter, Emma, was born on<br />
January third and she is a delightful addition<br />
to my already wonderful life! Rd<br />
theory is the major cornerstone for the<br />
loving, connected relationship that we<br />
have. She is a very aware and happy person<br />
who is encouraged to discharge whenever<br />
she needs to and this is obviously<br />
making a difference. I have been training<br />
myself and others to give her the kind of<br />
attention that she needs. She and I attended<br />
Charlie Kreiner's workshop i n<br />
Orlando in February and Cherie Brown's<br />
workshop in May. Both workshops were<br />
major milestones in my thinking about<br />
what my next steps will be. It was also<br />
great making connections with people<br />
around Florida and getting close to Ikeni<br />
Daniels in particular.<br />
I am happy to say that motherhood has<br />
not stopped my leadership. I have been<br />
pushing through patterns of not wanting<br />
to ask anyone for help. I have set up a<br />
support system for myself in order that I<br />
can have ample time t o work at my<br />
desk— thinking, writing, planning. I have<br />
asked eight people who support my leadership<br />
to each come out to the farm once a<br />
month and be with Emma for two hours.<br />
It's amazing what lean accomplish in two<br />
hours of uninterrupted time twice a week!<br />
This is in addition to the couple of hours I<br />
can get at night after she goes to sleep and<br />
the support I gct from my husband. He is<br />
the primary "bread-winner" these days,<br />
<strong>but</strong> he spends time with Emma while I<br />
teach classes, lead groups, and get sessions.<br />
I was on maternity leave from<br />
teaching regular classes at the high school<br />
this past y<strong>ear</strong> and the leave will continue<br />
through next y<strong>ear</strong>. This time off has given<br />
me the chance to give Emma quality time<br />
and attention, as well as more time for<br />
myself to do valuable work in and out of<br />
the RC Community.<br />
Since Emma's birth, I have organized<br />
an issue of a Tallahassee publication on<br />
parenting. I went after <strong>Re</strong>ers to write articles<br />
for the issue, The idea was to present<br />
a lot of RC theory without mentioning<br />
RC or using any jargon. This project<br />
has been a great success.<br />
When Emma was six weeks -<br />
turned o l d , to the I high r eschool - young people's<br />
RC class that I have been leading one day<br />
a week aftrer school for two y<strong>ear</strong>s now. I<br />
have been supporting two young leaders,<br />
Joy Brudenell and Flame Bilvue, to take<br />
an active role in the class—leading demonstrations<br />
and presenting theory. They<br />
have also been leading young people's<br />
support groups and are ready to begin<br />
teaching their own classes soon.<br />
My work with high school students has<br />
gained some attention on the county<br />
level. This week I was asked by the school<br />
board to give a two-hour presentation at a<br />
county-wide workshop for teachers. The<br />
topic is "Crisis Intervention — How to help<br />
students with problems." This will give<br />
me the opportunity to share RC theory<br />
with a new group of people.<br />
The teachers' support group that I led<br />
at my high school this y<strong>ear</strong> was such a<br />
great success that the principal has aiked<br />
me to also lead one for parents of teenagers<br />
during the next school y<strong>ear</strong>.<br />
•<br />
Henry Hall and I are working well<br />
together in thinking about the Tallahassee<br />
RC Community. We now have over 130<br />
Co-Counselors in the Area. One of our<br />
main problems at present is that most of<br />
our certified teachers are not planning to<br />
teach in the n<strong>ear</strong> future. We are moving a<br />
whole new batch of people toward certification<br />
to fill this gap. We are also supporting<br />
and developing Area leaders for<br />
each group in our Community—women,<br />
men, 13ung people, working-class, Jews,<br />
parents, world changers, etc.<br />
I gave an introductory lecture a <strong>few</strong><br />
weeks ago in which I presented the basic<br />
RC theory in better terms than I have<br />
ever done before (and theory presentation<br />
is my best skill). I was enthusiastic and<br />
funny and really had a great time doing<br />
it. I started a new fundamentals class<br />
following the introductory lecture. I really<br />
love teaching fundamentals. I t brings a<br />
song to my h<strong>ear</strong>t and pushes my own reemergence<br />
better than anything else that I<br />
do. Up until now, I have shied away from<br />
teaching experienced RCers, so my next<br />
step is to teach a world-change class in the<br />
fall for people who are already in RC. I<br />
have recruited fifteen people and may<br />
need to teach two classes if the group gets<br />
much bigger. Among the recruits are<br />
some of the politically active people in<br />
Tallahassee. I am excited about the group<br />
and have already begun to read, think,<br />
and plan in preparation for the class.<br />
I have been doing some work in the<br />
wide world as a mediator. I have been<br />
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certified t o do that kind o f work f or<br />
several y<strong>ear</strong>s now <strong>but</strong> never had the time<br />
to pursue it while teaching high school<br />
full-time. Now, I've tried my hand at it<br />
and found that I am very good at it. Of<br />
course I use more RC techniques and<br />
theory than standard mediation procedures<br />
and it has worked beautifully.<br />
I have been asked to give a speech to a<br />
large gathering at a Hiroshima Day commemoration.<br />
I want it to be a speech<br />
about personal empowerment and hopefulness,<br />
rather than painful emotion. I am<br />
looking forward to the opportunity.<br />
I am encouraging my husband, Jeff<br />
Thompson, to write an article for the new<br />
RC lawyers' journal. H e represented<br />
David Funchess, a Vietnam vet on death<br />
row who had Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.<br />
David's life was the perfect example<br />
of an intelligent, friendly, young black<br />
man who was involved in and viewed<br />
some terrible things in combat. He returned<br />
to the U.S. with all kinds of obvious<br />
distress <strong>but</strong> received n o help.<br />
Things got worse and worse for him until<br />
he finally killed two people and ended up<br />
on death row bewildered and sickened by<br />
what he had done. I t is an incredible<br />
story. Jeff counseled and shared R e<br />
theory and got close to this man before the<br />
State of Florida executed him in April.<br />
Jeff stirred up publicity about the case<br />
and as a result, was able to present a lot of<br />
information aboyt PTSD (along wit h<br />
much RC theory about how people get<br />
hurt and the oppression of veterans) in<br />
the national media. I was able to give Jeff<br />
lots of support in those last <strong>few</strong> weeks<br />
before the execution when he was working<br />
around the clock to try to get Governor<br />
Graham to grant clemency. After the<br />
execution, we buried David on our land.<br />
His grave is a constant reminder to us of<br />
the inherent human qualities of all human<br />
beings and the things that need to be<br />
changed in the world in order to let those<br />
human qualities flourish.<br />
I agree with you that we are living in<br />
the most exciting period of history when<br />
things are beginning to turn around. I<br />
want to thank you for your leadership in<br />
this endeavor. The quality of my life has<br />
improved considerably since I was introduced<br />
to RC and my leadership in the<br />
world has been greatly enhanced as a<br />
result.<br />
Deborah Powers<br />
Quincy, Florida, USA
FROM THE MAI L<br />
Pam Roby from Santa Crux, California, USA conducted<br />
a workshop in New Delhi, India on August 23-26,<br />
1986. Held on extremely convenient premises of the Indian<br />
Social Institute, New Delhi, it was organised by<br />
G.R. Subbaraman, with valuable assistance from Fr.<br />
K J . Edwin. The workshop had nineteen members from<br />
four different religions, speaking six different languages<br />
and coming from four different states—from Orissa in the<br />
east and Bombay in the west, to Kanyakumari in the<br />
south.<br />
Pam was an excellent leader. She encouraged more and<br />
more members to lead different aspects of the workshop;<br />
topic groups, support groups, fundamentals class, recreation,<br />
organisational details, etc. This gave an opportunity<br />
for a member at some stage or other to be a leader and to<br />
feel how it is to be a leader. In addition to this, she constantly<br />
encouraged leader's from each part of the country<br />
in reviving/expanding their group, circulation of journals<br />
and books in that area, and keeping in touch with the<br />
others. Demonstrations were excellent, revealing the finer<br />
techniques of Co-Counselling, so were the suggestions for<br />
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Heal<strong>thy</strong> Growth in India<br />
the support/topic groups, which generated a lot of new<br />
.ideas and interesting insights to each member.<br />
Posters posted around the room on different aspects,<br />
for example, leadership, liberation o f women, faculty<br />
staff, taking charge of the universe, were excellent ideas to<br />
boost our morale and help work in t<br />
h e r i g h t R C<br />
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A<br />
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unique<br />
r e c<br />
feature<br />
t i o<br />
of<br />
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the<br />
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New Delhi workshop was the<br />
enthusiasm fired for going back to our areas of origination<br />
and reviving RC effectively. Another feature was ideas<br />
for integrating RC leaders in various parts of the country<br />
by organising y<strong>ear</strong>ly meetings. This could mean organised<br />
expansion and solidification of RC in India and unification<br />
in aspects of theory, techniques, and advancement<br />
of RC.<br />
Beginnings in Central Java<br />
Plans are at an advanced stage for the Bombay workshop<br />
to be held in November, and also for one in the<br />
south (Madras). New leaders are taking charge, new ideas<br />
sprouting, new beginnings promised.<br />
\ N<br />
Ramakrishna lyer and Shirin Choksey<br />
Bombay, India<br />
It Is now several days since Totok Santos° and I returned from the <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> Counselling<br />
workshop which Pam Roby led so wonderfully in Singapore. .1 want to thank you very much for mak-<br />
//I i n g It possible for us to be present there,<br />
The workshop was a meaningful and positive experience for me and perhaps to a slightly lesser<br />
extent for Totok. I felt I began to experience what <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong> Counselling could do for me personally<br />
in coming to grips with some of the feelings that have been holding me back. I wish it was<br />
also possible to attend a fundamentals course before taking responsibility for sharing with others.<br />
However my friend Norma Anet has already sent me a number of books and I was able through Pam<br />
to order some others so that I hope to gain a more systematic understanding of the principles and<br />
how to share them with others by reading. An/In Kuala Lumpur has also promised to keep in touch<br />
with me week by week as she runs her next fundamentals course there, and Anu, the leader in Singapore,<br />
gave me the outline she has been using.<br />
As I have three children and two nieces living with us, a good deal of my spare time is taken up<br />
with parenting. I am going to try to find three or four friends who may be interested in setting up a<br />
parents' support group as a first step. This will probably have to wait till mid-September as I am coordinating<br />
a workshop on <strong>evaluation</strong> of community development programmes starting next week and<br />
must concentrate on that first. I think Totok is hoping perhaps to do something with a small group of<br />
young people around his own age and I hope we will be able to Co-Counsel with each other.<br />
I have promised to keep in touch with Pam about further developments here. I also forgot to mention<br />
that It seems some of the friends in Singapore whom I met at Pam's workshop may be coming to<br />
Indonesia for holidays or work towards the end of the y<strong>ear</strong>. I am hoping that at least one of them may<br />
be able to call in to see us when they come.<br />
N<br />
JENNIFER TOISUTA<br />
SALATIOA, CENTRAL JAVA, INDONESIA
MILITARY LEADERS MEET PEACE ACTIVISTS<br />
I have Made friends with people on the military<br />
base who are interested in establishing contacts<br />
with the local peace community, and now am<br />
reaching out t o that community. I had lunch<br />
recently with two local activists who said that<br />
they had been wanting to reach out to the people<br />
on the base for y<strong>ear</strong>s, <strong>but</strong> didn't quite know how.<br />
They have volunteered to pull together four or five<br />
"good listeners" from varied backgrounds to meet<br />
with the four or five people I recruit from the base<br />
to begin the process of building bridges across<br />
these boundaries. My impression is that both<br />
sides are y<strong>ear</strong>ning to get to know each other. I will<br />
facilitate our meetings, and if it takes off I will<br />
train the better leaders to facilitate other groups.<br />
I think I told you that Don Canavan is doing a<br />
monthly radio talk show for men (called "Healing<br />
River"). His latest show was on men's leaders in<br />
the Tucson community. He invited me and two<br />
other men, to be on the show. He asked us questions<br />
adapted from the Wygelian leaders' format<br />
and we answered them live. What fun we had! Our<br />
Interviews were interspersed with music we had<br />
picked out. Now, I am planning to follow-up on<br />
that Initial contact with a community men's leaders'<br />
group.<br />
Dale Everts<br />
Tucson, Arizona, USA<br />
Wisdom From Another Culture<br />
Consider the Babemba tribes of southern Africa, where the social structure<br />
includes only an elementary criminal code. Apparently, the lack of<br />
fixed rules to enforce justice stems from close community living, which<br />
never made such laws necessary. Brian Sharpe, our r e d<br />
director - of the William Roper Hull Progressive Education Center, Calgary,<br />
Canada, was r<strong>ear</strong>ed by the Babemba for the first nine y<strong>ear</strong>s of his life. He<br />
passed b e a r dthe e d following f r i information e n d , on to a us, nalong dwith<br />
the tribal method of<br />
handling antisocial, delinquent, or criminal behavior, which were exceed.<br />
ingly infrequent:<br />
When a person acts Irresponsibly or unjustly, he Is placed in the center<br />
of the' village, alone and unfettered. All work ceases, and every man,<br />
woman and child In the village gathers In a large circle around the accused<br />
individual. Then each person In the tribe, regardless of age, begins to talk<br />
out loud to the accused, one at a time, about all the good things the person<br />
In the center of the circle has done in his lifetime. Every Incident, every experience<br />
that can be recalled with any detail and accuracy is recounted. All<br />
his positive attri<strong>but</strong>es, good deeds, strengths and kindnesses are ,recited<br />
carefully and at length. NO one is permitted to fabricate, exaggerate or be<br />
facetious about his accomplishments or the positive aspect of his personality.<br />
The tribal ceremony often lasts several days and does not cease until<br />
<strong>everyone</strong> is drained of every positive comment he can muster about the person<br />
in question. At the end, the tribal circle is broken, a joyous celebration<br />
takes place, and the person symbolically and literally is welcomed back into<br />
the tribe. I repeat, not a word of criticism about him or his irresponsible,<br />
antisocial deed is allowed. The person in the center, we can only suppose,<br />
experiences a variety of feelings about his misdeed, having been flooded<br />
with the charitable warmth of his acquaintances, friends and loved ones.<br />
Perhaps this overwhelming positive bombardment not only strengthens his<br />
positive self-image, <strong>but</strong> also helps him choose to live up to the "expectations"<br />
of his tribe.<br />
From CONTACT: THE FIRST FOUR MINUTES<br />
by Leonard Zunin, M.D. with Natalie Zunin<br />
sent in by Jean Cline<br />
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FROM THE MAI L<br />
MOVING AHEAD IN BERLIN L ,<br />
4<br />
My first fundamentals class is almost finished now. It went very well, and I enjoyed being with<br />
the group. Unfortunately , the many men that had announced they would take the class didn't come,<br />
and so it was a women's group, all very powerful and all good for counseling.<br />
•<br />
I have stopped my women's support group now. The next theme,' want to work on is creativity.<br />
Yesterday I had a public reh<strong>ear</strong>sal of our new play. Next Friday I will give an introduction lecture<br />
to RC. I go through all my f<strong>ear</strong>s and lose them by doing this. It's now been two months that I<br />
don't smoke. Sometimes it's difficult, <strong>but</strong> no reason to start again. My aim is to live every moment<br />
without any limits. I'm doing this sometimes already.<br />
• I t wasn't easy leading the group that was wotking with the leader's commitment. Nobody liked to<br />
work with it and this for me didn't feel so good. But we will continue in October and then, with the<br />
support of Cornelia, it will surely go easier. She's a wonderful leader of Berlin, the best I can imagine.<br />
In August and September I won't be in Berlin. I will travel, have a holiday, meet my theater<br />
group, and work on our play. We have our premiere in October, and I look forward with much joy<br />
for this time.<br />
Kerstin Rohle<br />
••,•.•<br />
Perlin, West Germany<br />
The Right Kind of Science Journal<br />
If Clarity Is to be a journal for hard science, then, while the RC basis must be solid, the science<br />
must also be good, so that non-RC scientists will want to read it — because of its relevance, interest,<br />
excellent science, cl<strong>ear</strong> analyses, and the development of new and penetrating ideas. It could make<br />
an Important contri<strong>but</strong>ion to building support between RC scientists and their non-RC colleagues.<br />
Scientists, as individuals, need to offer and receive counselling, <strong>but</strong> the present crisis isn't<br />
waiting for their coniplete re-emergence. We have to act while l<strong>ear</strong>ning, counselling, etc., and<br />
engage as many scientists as possible. Effective action is needed in the world, and the right interactions<br />
with others, our fellow scientists. Changing their attitudes toward work, and sometimes<br />
changing the kind of work they are willing to do, will be found by many to have quietly sorted out<br />
some of their distress, at least part of which springs from the gap between conscience and<br />
knowledge of consequences, on the one hand, and on the other, the limited responses they may feel<br />
able, or prepared, to make.<br />
Scientists have to go against those elements in training which tend to isolate the laboratory from<br />
the world. In the extreme, they may run grave professional risks. They therefore tend to erect a barrier<br />
of protective disavowal: they dissociate what they do and how they do It from what they are and<br />
how they are thinking, living, and being used. They believe that specialisation is good, and taking a<br />
broad view is shallow and unscientific. This, I believe, actually diminishes them as scientists. To<br />
think sharply and well on specific matters Is essential for creativity, <strong>but</strong> not enough. Imagination, a<br />
feeling of context and relationship with total reality, is vital. Technical challenge is exciting, <strong>but</strong> it's<br />
dangerous to be seduced by this alone—that's what builds better bombs, or produces damaging<br />
technical fixes for a Third World crisis.<br />
There are a number of questions and problems implicit In science itself, as well as In the lives of<br />
scientists, and In the relationship between science and society, which suggest a number of topics<br />
for Clarity.<br />
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• R u t h Clayton<br />
Edinburgh, Scotland
LEAP TO CLARITY IN KENYA<br />
The idea of deciding not to be restimulated has at<br />
last made sense to me, now that you have made it cl<strong>ear</strong><br />
that you do it when you are feeling good and cl<strong>ear</strong>. I<br />
always thought you were supposed to do it when you<br />
were feeling bad! Like lots of other pieces of theory, it<br />
has yielded amazing results incredibly quickly and in<br />
the absense of sessions.<br />
_<br />
I was lying awake at night longing for someone so<br />
badly that it physically hurt. I knew it was to do with<br />
missing my dad when I was in hospital <strong>but</strong> of course<br />
that didn't help. Suddenly I said to myself, "Why long<br />
for him? Why not just imagine him right by your side<br />
holding your hand?" So I did and it worked immediately<br />
and has continued to work ever since. (And of<br />
course I can do it for anyone I'm missing,) It might<br />
sound a small thing, <strong>but</strong> given my history it isn't. It's a<br />
major breakthrough. I really enjoy sayaing, with a<br />
cocky defiance, "I decide not to pay any attention to<br />
my distress and not to be ruled by it," It makes me feel<br />
so free.<br />
So yet another big thank you. It's as big a leap for me<br />
as beginning RC in the first place. I hope you people<br />
are regularly patting yourselves on the back.<br />
One small thing. There was a spelling mistake of the<br />
Kiswahili word in that piece in Present Time and I do<br />
think it's important to get i t right. I t should be<br />
MWALIMU, not 1VIWALINI.J.<br />
MERRY CROSS<br />
MOMBASA KENYA<br />
. •<br />
A Happy Life<br />
65<br />
MID-LIFE CAREER CHOICES<br />
I've been thinking about leadership. I'm leading<br />
well in my life. (I've had a tremendous y<strong>ear</strong> of<br />
change, terrifying and enjoyable.) Having spent<br />
fourteen y<strong>ear</strong>s as a full-time parent, I am working<br />
part-time nursing and lookng forward to a y<strong>ear</strong> of<br />
study of Pastoral Ministry (clinical and in the community).<br />
Then m a k e a choice around a new<br />
career.<br />
In RC, I have organised two workshops. The<br />
first was for women and led in March by Collette<br />
Morrison. It was excellent and well-organised.<br />
The second was a tremendous challenge as<br />
Christine O'Mahony decided to get five people to<br />
organise the summer workshop. I shall write an article<br />
for Present Time, it was organizing with a difference<br />
and the fastest and best environment I've<br />
been in for discharging and acting and doing it all<br />
well (for all five of us).<br />
While the priests were interviewing me for the<br />
pastoral ministry course, I gave them some information<br />
on women's issues. I could see that I was<br />
supplying bits of information they had been looking<br />
for around women and they said so.<br />
BREDA MCGEE<br />
DUBLIN, i RELAND<br />
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I'm writing this in the evening sunshine under our apple tree on a heavenly evening, having just returned<br />
from visiting a newborn baby,<br />
- M y h e a r t<br />
My work is going well People are beginning to take it for granted that young people must be listened to<br />
and<br />
i<br />
treated<br />
s<br />
with<br />
f<br />
respect<br />
u l<br />
and<br />
l<br />
they write tame from London and Bristol and Aberdeen to ask me to go and<br />
talk o to them f about it I'm writing a chapter in a res<strong>ear</strong>ch volume about it; I gave a conference paper which<br />
will l be o published v (speech e therapy students have, to write essays a<strong>but</strong> it!); and my colleagues support me.<br />
People a love n my daughters, d Kate and Jo, and tell me how Wonderful they are and when there's trouble we<br />
deal with it well. •<br />
h a p p i n<br />
e I'm sconsulting s . with Janet Peacock who goes from strength to Strength and with a glorious new person<br />
called Margaret Ridgwell. She has started offering "assertiveness training" as a school option and gets<br />
enormous classes of incredulous young volunteers, as you can imagine.<br />
Counselling ideas are popping up everywhere, do you know that?<br />
Rae Smith<br />
, Great Glen, Leicester, England
FROM THE MAI L<br />
WIDE INTERESTS<br />
Guadalupe Valdez has left for Berkeley. They are lucky to have her. She is going for a one y<strong>ear</strong> trial<br />
period. I know she will be a big hit there. She will be the only Chicane full professor at that huge<br />
school. I am enclosing a pamphlet about Guadalupe and a wonderful quote by Ralph Aberna<strong>thy</strong><br />
about "onlys." I've also enclosed a great poem by Pat Mora about being Chicane. tread some of her,.<br />
poetry at a reading that I did at one of the local coffee houses. I read from works by women of color. I<br />
started a trend. A number of people who don't write poetry have begun to read there. I am going to<br />
take a poetry writing course in the fall at the university and make the leap from appreciator to writer.<br />
I came back from Hawaii feeling well rested and having had lots of fun. I swam, sailed, and snorkeled,<br />
and also had a great counseling session with Anne Davenport. I lived in a house with three<br />
other people. We became close and they are all starting to take BC classes in the fall, two in Albuquerque<br />
and one in Las Cruces. They will all be ready for Nancy Kline's workshop in New Mexico in<br />
November. They all loved her "Living Without Limits" article (Present Time No. 57). I'm looking forward<br />
to teaching a fundamentals class and a living without limits class in the fall.<br />
I'm still very pleased with the ending racism workshop that I led In Phoenix. Joan Ticknor did a<br />
wonderful job of organizing the workshop. As I look at the roster and the photos I took I know that<br />
that is what every workshop should look like. There were Chicano/as, Native Americans (Tina Rainwater<br />
Kahn and Alfred Kahn came down from Flagstaff), a Chinese woman from Beijing, and a black<br />
man and a Filipino. The majority were people of color. Yeahl<br />
I did a good job leading. We had long introductions about who we are. Since so much of racism is<br />
about ignorance and misinformation it seems that l<strong>ear</strong>ning as much as possible about each other<br />
from the outset contradicts that. Something else that helped create safety all around was my having<br />
made a list of assumptions and ground rules and posting them and discussing them. These included<br />
things like: we're all experts on this subject; there are no bad whites; there will be no blaming; all<br />
people are Inherently good; "white flight" is internalized oppression, not racism; there are no racist<br />
people, just racist patterns. When I worked with the groups separately, Third World and whites,.<br />
- <strong>everyone</strong> talked about how important this list had been. We had lots of fun too— eating and dancing.<br />
Of course j owe most of what I know about the theory of racism to Ricky Sherover-Marcuse, who has<br />
had such an impact on my life in this area. The rest I've l<strong>ear</strong>ned from being a woman of color in this<br />
society.<br />
Tina Rainwater Kahn invited me to lead a workshop for the Navajo Bahal Association In<br />
September. I am honored. Three of the Phoenix workshop participants are people who work in the<br />
juvenile probation and parole system. They were wonderful. They came to l<strong>ear</strong>n how to use RC to<br />
change that Institution. That is what RC is about to me—changing the world. I want to organize a<br />
workshop on racism for their office. Again, these are people whom Joan especially invited and worked<br />
with before the workshop.<br />
I continue to work with the Freeze at the local and the national level and I continue to serve on the<br />
various state boards and commissiOn. One project that I have enjoyed very much is participating in<br />
Dialogue Days. Charlotte Lowrey has done such a fine job of working with peace activists and<br />
defense workers and making sure that we listen to each other and see where our common interests<br />
lie. I'm sure Lorenzo Garcia reported to you about our work with the national Freeze. Harvey, the<br />
question is no longer whether I am powerful <strong>but</strong> where and how I choose to exercise that power:<br />
Your comment to me about did I wish that I was as narrow as most people has served me well and<br />
helped me realize that I love doing all the work that I do. I conitnue to spend time with my great<br />
nephews whenever I can. They serve as great models to me to expect to be loved well.<br />
Present Time arrived a <strong>few</strong> days ago. What a treat to see what intelligent humans beings we all<br />
are. I love that so many people share in the process and continue to think so well about and use the<br />
theory. I was reading People magazine on the plane last Sunday and noticed how everything is<br />
trivialized, all reduced to the same level. It occurred to me that one reason that people sit up'and<br />
take notice of RCers and the information we have is that we believe that people are important and<br />
treat them that way. Everyone wants to kpow that we believe deeply in something, for example<br />
peace, and that we living accordingly. It grants them permission to do the same.<br />
Ann Gutierrez<br />
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The Luxury of Being In Charge<br />
Greetings from the "sweet cove of Cork." What an excellent<br />
connection we can make. I have been thinking a<br />
lot about myself as a woman and feminist. I wish you<br />
were here close b y and I could talk about a ll the<br />
thoughts I have and the glimmers of reality I see. I feel<br />
such joy in being alive today. More and more I am noticing<br />
the goodness and joy in my life. I am on holiday and<br />
savouring every moment. The nurturance of reality—I<br />
am reading, thinking, writing, and painting and drawing<br />
and spending time with friends sharing my dreams and<br />
goals. • ,<br />
I love being in my house which is south-facing and<br />
gets all the sun and light there is. It shines through lovely<br />
stained glass windows made with great care by Cully.<br />
The garden is in full summer glow and our house seems<br />
to have grown with lots of love. It's a nice place to live.<br />
This time I'm having here is a time of gathering reserves<br />
for the rigours of winter, though winter has its beauty as<br />
well.<br />
Co-Counselling is going well; it's taking off. Sometimes<br />
I wonder what way it's going, <strong>but</strong> I know it's basically<br />
okay. It seems that I get stuck thinking about it<br />
after the beginning. What do you do after it's begun?<br />
The middle stage seems to be very hard work wh e re<br />
people have to take responsibility for themselves in the<br />
Community. In Cork, about fifteen or twenty people<br />
have gone through a class or classes, <strong>but</strong> I think a lot of<br />
them miss the bit about it being an ongoing, systematic<br />
process. Some people seem to be pleased with the first<br />
small gain of feeling better and then if it gets tough they<br />
leave it. However, we have a core of committed Co-<br />
Counsellors who are avidly reading the literature, Co.<br />
Counselling, and thinking well. So we're on our way. I<br />
led a women's workshop for eleven people here. It was<br />
superb. I found joy in seeing women model power and<br />
beauty and being good allies for qne another.<br />
The big step I've made this y<strong>ear</strong>, which I think I can<br />
never lose, is the fact that I can never give up on myself.<br />
I may feel hopeless and powerless, <strong>but</strong> the reality of my<br />
life is in my hands. Never giving up on myself means<br />
always being open to the possibility of a better world —<br />
always moving, questioning, solving problems. I may<br />
sometimes slip into feeling like giving up, <strong>but</strong> I can<br />
never stay there.<br />
The sun shines outside and the light on the trees is<br />
lovely. My house echoes the <strong>ear</strong>th and trees and plants.<br />
Each side has a different view and light. I drink it in. My<br />
vision for women and the world continually changes,<br />
moves between sadness and joy, <strong>but</strong> is constant in that<br />
my h<strong>ear</strong>t is always there. These days, when I come up<br />
against an obstacle I quickly move around it to another<br />
.possibility. I think well in the midst of obstacles,<br />
My mother has boon reading snippets of Sisters magazine<br />
and loves it. I think she knows me better this y<strong>ear</strong><br />
and I know her. We encourage and support one another.<br />
Also my sister, Catherine, is Co-Counselling. Cully went<br />
to Charlie Kreiner's men's workshop and loved it. He<br />
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was very excited and moved by all the information. He's<br />
a natural, I'm pleased that I no longer take responsibility<br />
for his life. He's in charge and I feel quite separate from<br />
it, although we're good allies for each other.<br />
I am-taking next y<strong>ear</strong> off and going back to college to<br />
do a course in career guidance and counselling. It's a<br />
full-time course and by all accounts very good. I'm looking<br />
forward to that and leaving teaching is a good move<br />
for me. It is the beginning of being more flexible about<br />
my work life and looking at it more rationally. I am supporting<br />
women well in the Rape Crisis Centre. I am not<br />
directly involved anymore, <strong>but</strong> have offered counselling<br />
skills and training.<br />
More and more I am seeing my Co-Counselling relationships<br />
in terms of a real live commitment to one<br />
another, no matter what. It's not just a session here and<br />
there <strong>but</strong> an ongoing thinking about them.<br />
My thoughts those days are about the luxury of options<br />
in my life, I am pleased just to have this time to<br />
think and I'm not feeling the guilt that women are<br />
trained to feel about fulfilling different roles. Also I am<br />
finding_ out that I have so much to l<strong>ear</strong>n about everything.<br />
Anne Rath<br />
, C o r k , Ireland<br />
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These days L l my life seems in such balance.<br />
Mind, spirit, t iemotions,<br />
and body all are being<br />
nourished,<br />
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all developing, growing. The new<br />
theoretical development about eliminating all<br />
forms of humans 4 harming humans enhances the<br />
balance I feel i inside me. This is such a profound<br />
Idea, such a l basic truth. If all actions and laws<br />
were based<br />
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on a principle that one does no harm, I<br />
think we could all stay balanced. Think of the<br />
guidance this . provides in living one's life. If life is<br />
lived based kon<br />
doing no harm to any human, inducting<br />
self, 9 this eliminates all forms of abuses,<br />
from subtle<br />
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to blatant, whether of the body, the<br />
mind, the spirit, or the emotions. It would require<br />
great awareness, 0 mindfulness, and full access to<br />
all our healing 4 processes. What an exciting Insight<br />
for all 1of<br />
us. It gave me tremendous satisfaction,<br />
a sense 4 of deep "rightness," as soon as I<br />
h<strong>ear</strong>d it.<br />
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I live in 1 the present, taking joy in present<br />
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Spokane, Washington, USA<br />
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The peace activists' workshop was catalytic. Thanks for<br />
the choices of Susan Lees and Anne Toensmeier as <strong>Re</strong>ference<br />
Person and editor. My own work in RC is moving<br />
forward— a grant from the New York State Education<br />
Department came through so I can continue teaching RC<br />
to refugees and immigrants. 111 be teaching a Subway<br />
Area RC class forJustice and Peace workers and teaching<br />
RC to peace and justice activists one to one, and I expect<br />
to be working with public school teachers in the Bronx<br />
and in Brooklyn on peer counseling skills: It is amazing<br />
what systematic counseling and making decisions can At).<br />
I've been using a commitment for "humans" which I<br />
wrote at the Santa Cruz workshop a y<strong>ear</strong> ago and said<br />
personally to Jean Zimmerman.<br />
Humans' Commitment<br />
For the long-range flourishing of my species and my<br />
d<strong>ear</strong> planet Earth, I promise with delight and joy that<br />
from this moment on, I will completely appreciate my<br />
beloved human species and its connection with all being;<br />
that I will glory in its history, diversity, love, intelligence,<br />
and power; that I wilt speak out and organize<br />
with joyful confidence to create conditions of justice<br />
and peace and to eliminate weapons of nucl<strong>ear</strong> destruction<br />
and the war system that supports them; that<br />
I will act for the liberation of all humans from oppression<br />
in all its forms; and that I will realize in each moment<br />
the preciousness of that moment. In particular,<br />
this means....<br />
The commitment has been a helpful tool in my l<strong>ear</strong>ning<br />
to speak unashamedly from the perspective of a planetary<br />
I'm glad Susan Lees is the International Liberation<br />
<strong>Re</strong>ference Person for Peace and Disarmament Activists<br />
and I'm looking forward to eliminating nucl<strong>ear</strong><br />
weapons with her. I go on TV, Channel 4, for five<br />
minutes for the Freeze next month and, gulp, am<br />
speaking at the House of Lords with Hugh Scanlon, of<br />
whom you may have h<strong>ear</strong>d, for the Freeze in October.<br />
I'd decided to turn myself into a public speaker, <strong>but</strong> I<br />
think certain elements of the Freeze decided to turn<br />
me into one—behind my back as it were—as these invites<br />
came independent of any annoucementt<br />
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Washington, England<br />
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citizen. It was also powerful because it seemed to arise by<br />
itself, ancisI often use it silently. When working on it in the<br />
group, I said it in particular to Jean (and several others),<br />
and that both informed and affirmed a strong personal<br />
bond.<br />
The commitment helps me to remember where I think<br />
we need to go, that is, beyond the partial identities and<br />
identifications, particularly to the nation-state, which<br />
many of the RC commitments address. Particularly the<br />
Jewish, the young people's, and the M e n commitments<br />
have been important to me in recognizing and reclaiming<br />
self-respect and discharging limitations from the hurts<br />
having to do with partial identities. It's important and<br />
necessary to reclaim the partial identities first, <strong>but</strong> the<br />
ultimate aim needs to be beyond that.<br />
In this regard, something Mary Hodgson suggested at<br />
one workshop for work with sexual identities was very<br />
powerful for me, and important I think for other identities<br />
as well. I'd like to see it publicized more widely. She suggested<br />
"claim it, clean it up, throw it away," To me the<br />
third phrase is key. That is, after we acknowledge what<br />
happened, or a particular group identification (I am fully<br />
female, in every Merl"), and after we discharge the hurts<br />
so we can reclaim self-respect without reservation in that<br />
particular area ("It's GREAT to be female), then we are<br />
free to let go any attachment to that identification as "who<br />
we are,' and can flexibly choose whatever point of view is<br />
appropriate or necessary.<br />
Lyn Pine<br />
' New York City, New York, USA<br />
BOLDNESS IN CLASS<br />
am halfway through social work school, which<br />
Is absorbing more of my attention than I would<br />
like. I am proud to be in this profession; we are a<br />
great bunch of people. The knowledge base of<br />
social work Is much more sound than psychiatry<br />
or psychology.<br />
I did an hour and a half presentation of <strong>Re</strong>-<strong>evaluation</strong><br />
<strong>Counseling</strong> t o one o f my social work<br />
classes this spring. They loved It! Social workers<br />
have an Intense Inferiority complex as a profession.<br />
I did a demonstration and then had the class<br />
do mini-sessions on self-appreciation: "my many<br />
fine qualities as a social worker." There was<br />
universal discharge. I am proud that I also had the<br />
boldness to do a men's panel. I used three of the<br />
six male students plus the professor. The twenty<br />
females In class were astounded, Just fascinated.<br />
I have an invitation to do guest lectures in this<br />
professor' q future classes.<br />
Tony Switzer<br />
Austin, Texas, USA
TEACHING, LEADING, AND COMMUNITY-BUILDING<br />
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LETTER TO VERMONT fiND NEW HAWSHIRE RCers;<br />
D<strong>ear</strong> Friends,<br />
Our RC Communities in Vermont and New Hampshire are maturing and doing well. We have a<br />
solid and growing group who are consistently re-emerging and leading others to do the same, both<br />
in and out of RC. , - • ,<br />
One of our most important jobs is to consistently remind and encourage each other to keep our<br />
expectations high, and to never settle for anplimitation of any kind, for our lives or for our wOrld'and<br />
universe. , •<br />
With this in mind, I have been thinking lately that our rightful.challenge is to develop our Vermont-<br />
New Hampshire <strong>Re</strong>gion into a model of human behavior and possibilities that the rest of the world<br />
can then be inspired by and l<strong>ear</strong>n from. People are eagerlyseeking evidence that human beings can<br />
live together in a way that fosters our humanness Instead of clobbering.and burying it. Cl<strong>ear</strong>ly, providing<br />
"working models" of communities Is one of the key elements in successfully transforming our<br />
planet.<br />
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I propose that it is our Joyous opportunity and task to set about creating just such a model for the,<br />
world.<br />
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Why us? There are lots of reasons. First of all, we can't dedide forpyo'rie else to do it', so We<br />
as well take the initiative ourselves. Also, for a variety of reasons, IndVding our small population,<br />
our accessibility to each other, and our tradition of no.ighborlinesS arid good sense, we are fn a<br />
unique position to affect what happens in our comMunitips. We ddri't have that far to go, and we<br />
simply don't have to reach many people in order to change things in 'a big Way: ,: • ' ' • '<br />
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How do we do it? It's simple, not necessarily alwayS'eatY, <strong>but</strong> always tiMple. We set people free,<br />
one by one, starting with ourselves. We build close' relationships with people and we becOend<br />
unashamed and courageous fountains of optimism and hopefulness, C o n<br />
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every corner of our universe is<br />
s lSure, a n t we r ewill mdischarge i n d e f<strong>ear</strong> r s and embarrassment a n d and discouragement along the way, <strong>but</strong> we don't<br />
gneed uto dwell a on rit, defend d lens of how god people are, how fortunate we are to be alive right now, it, hOlAt or pretend p r that e c it i is o reality. u s We e become a c living.models,;Inspirations, h<br />
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The re-emergence of our planet and our people need not be a long, agonizing process-- it can spread<br />
like wildfire. I think the transformation can take place much more quickly than we've ever imagined.<br />
We in the RC Community can be,the catalyst for this kind of liberation. We know a lot, both about<br />
how great our opportunity is and about how deeply the oppression has affeoted us.'We also know<br />
how to excavate people, to reclaim everything that is ours. It takes leadership, 'Makes initiative, and<br />
It will take thinking in ways we've never thought before, <strong>but</strong> there's nothing we can't figure out, and it -sure<br />
looks like a fun challenge to me. - - , , • , , , ,<br />
Let's go all the way, shall we? ' .:; ' ,• ' , •<br />
- M a c Parker'<br />
• , B u r l i n g t o n , Vetmont, USA'<br />
FROM SWEDEN TO GHANA'<br />
I would like to have a teacher's certilloate,<br />
because , I'm going to Aura, Ghana, West Africa.<br />
The biggest reason is to play drums and study<br />
music. But I also thought of starting up an RC<br />
Community if it's possible. • •<br />
KRISTINA ASPECIVJST<br />
SOLLENTUNA, SWEDEN'<br />
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TEACHING, LEADING. AND COMMUNI TY-BUI LDI NG<br />
Goals, Achievements, and the Working Class<br />
In July, I started a writers' support group here, and we<br />
all agree to get together in pairs between times to write<br />
and discharge. In effect, because taking on new challenges<br />
for myself competes for time with my involvement<br />
in RC, I do both at the same time. Like the writers'<br />
support group because I want to write. Like the last<br />
class I taught, "Masters of Our Lives" and its continuation,<br />
a goal-setting and goal-keeping class. (My goals<br />
were to have more time, make friends, and have a "support<br />
group" at my office meeting regularly. More about<br />
all this, later.)<br />
Though the writers' group was planned months ago,<br />
we had our first meeting scheduled at the end of July.<br />
The new Present Time arrived three days before with<br />
Ca<strong>thy</strong> itzin's article on reclaiming writing. It was just<br />
perfect and I read parts of it to the group.<br />
My purpose with the writers' group is to have supportive<br />
RC colleagues as I progress in "going public" with<br />
my thinking, and with the intention to bring the RC<br />
woridview Into the general population through magazines<br />
and books. I think perhaps the key issue for us<br />
who know RC is to get past the blocks to communicating<br />
it widely. I mean the key Issue for the world, Including<br />
the averting of nucl<strong>ear</strong> holocaust. If everybody boldly<br />
and c'<strong>ear</strong>ly communicated what they know to be true,<br />
abou. human beings and about the general situation,<br />
things would change very quickly.<br />
Coincidentally (or not) this fits nicely with my work<br />
with the working-class support group and with my own<br />
difficulties in approaching the problem of classism in<br />
local leadership. That is, we working-class people often<br />
think well about what's wrong and what needs to be<br />
done, <strong>but</strong> don't trust our thinking enough to articulate It<br />
and take action. in that sense, I'm tackling a similar set<br />
of blocks on both fronts—writing and the RC Community.<br />
(The middle-class beople in my writers' group may<br />
not have as much trouble feeling articulate as they will<br />
have in coming u p with "meaningful," purposeful,<br />
directed statements and stories, if I understand the<br />
theory on middle-class distress. We'll find out!)<br />
The "goals" class I taught was excellent, tough<br />
counseling. We spent time identifying goals, recognizing<br />
them as valid, moving forward on them and (of<br />
course) discharging precisely those chronic patterns<br />
that had kept these goals in the realm of "goals" rather<br />
than "achievements. I had the opportunity to counsel<br />
people who had made the decision to do something,<br />
and it was glorious teamwork between counselor and<br />
client. Dynamite and sledgehammers, with our mind's<br />
eye on the blueprints rather than the rock-pile.<br />
I think that for RC to spread quickly and widely in the<br />
general population, the challenge Is precisely to use It<br />
as a tool to get for people what they want. This requires<br />
listening to what they need or want — a daycare center,<br />
better garbage collection, a nucl<strong>ear</strong> freeze, a better job,<br />
<strong>few</strong>er pimples, a decent sexual relationship, etc. I t<br />
doesn't have to be a "feeling better, less distressed"<br />
goal. In fact, I think a shift to goals and achievement' is<br />
necessary to reach the working class and people for<br />
whom emphasis on emotions might feel weird, particularly<br />
men because of their present conditioning. I think<br />
ultimately it is a weird emphasis. (Not surprisingly, half<br />
of my goals class was male, though most RC classes<br />
around here are all-female or close to it; and a majority<br />
of the class was of rural or working-class background.)<br />
One of my goals for the n<strong>ear</strong> future is to be able to<br />
travel around existing goal-oriented groups and sharpen<br />
up their functioning by introducting RC in its organizational<br />
and personal forms. Writing is something I've put<br />
off for over twenty y<strong>ear</strong>s now (adultism and the future<br />
need for "a real job" stopped me when I was in my <strong>ear</strong>ly<br />
.teens) and I want to reclaim it.<br />
Vera Matich<br />
Minneapolis, Minnesota, USA<br />
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<strong>Counseling</strong> at Brookline High School ended well this<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>. We had a workshop in June for all four classes. We<br />
had a fundamentals class which started in the spring and<br />
they had not yet had an opportunity to go to a workshop,<br />
so we felt it was important for them to have that experience<br />
before they dispersed for the summer. Going to<br />
workshops seems to make a crucial difference in terms of<br />
people's understanding of counseling and of course the<br />
building of close relationships. We decided to make the<br />
focus of the workshop attention away from distress and<br />
living each moment well. It was neat the way that developed.<br />
In the spring I guest-taught an adult ongoing class<br />
and decided to teach it on choosing and deciding to keep<br />
attention away from distress at all times. I realized that I<br />
have had the benefit of being at both Harvey's and Joan<br />
Karp's teachers' workshops, <strong>but</strong> those incredible ideas<br />
don't always filter down enough to the classes. It was a<br />
fantastic class, I think that when people h<strong>ear</strong> those ideas,<br />
it touches a chord where we all know how right it is. It is<br />
uplifting and the knowledge that we do have a choice is<br />
powerful.' •<br />
Right after that, Sarah Marxer (my second assistant)<br />
was supposed to teach a class on women,<strong>but</strong> she got sick.<br />
So, Jerarny and I were trying- to figure out what we<br />
wanted to do. We ended up doing a mini with a young<br />
man who has 'a hard time understanding the difference<br />
between his.feelings and reality, and he threw all of his<br />
bad feelings' about counseling at us and then said he was<br />
leaving. After that, I turned to jeramy and said, "I think<br />
we need to do a class on keeping attention away from distress."<br />
So we did. Again it was exciting; People wanted to<br />
talk a lot. about relationships and shyness. One young<br />
woman described a' situation where she had been really<br />
rude to someone she barely knew and she wanted to say<br />
she was sorry and explain that her mood had nothing to<br />
do with the other girl, <strong>but</strong> she was too embarrassed. Two<br />
days after our class, this young woman came into the cafeteria<br />
while I was on duty. She was beaming and told me<br />
that she had taken the initiative and talked to the other<br />
person. They had had a great conversation and the other<br />
woman was really happy that she had said something to<br />
her.<br />
Meanwhile, independently, the teachers of the new<br />
fundamentals class had decided to do a class on the same<br />
ideas and they h<strong>ear</strong>d that I had just done it, so when we<br />
got together to plan the workshop, while we were waiting<br />
for <strong>everyone</strong> to arrive, they started asking me about it.<br />
And the more we talked about the ideas, the more excited<br />
we got and it just naturally followed that we decided to<br />
make that the focus of the workshop.<br />
In order to support and encourage young leadership<br />
(by lots of people) many people have been involved in<br />
leading each workshop. Two or three young people lead<br />
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each class and others lead Support groups. The adults are<br />
there to offer information when needed and to support the<br />
leaders. At our planning meeting, Janice Bloom (one of<br />
the assistant teachers) pointed out that a workshop really<br />
needs one person who is thinking- about the whole thing<br />
and that the last workshop they had had suffered from<br />
that. We all agreed and then Harriett turned to Tony<br />
Lees and asked him if he wanted to take that role. Tony<br />
said yes <strong>but</strong> he wanted to know if that was all right with<br />
Jeramy and Janice who are the two other most experienced<br />
leaders. Jeramy said that actually he would really<br />
like to do it too and Janice said she would too! It was good<br />
to see how eager they all were to take on leadership and<br />
challenges. So, we decided to ask each person why they<br />
thought they should do it. Jeramy started and said that he<br />
knew that it would be harder for him to do than for Tony,<br />
<strong>but</strong> that he was the person who had really taken on the<br />
most leadership in the high school and had been thinking<br />
about and supporting all of the young leaders all y<strong>ear</strong>. I<br />
have to say that I was so proud of him I wanted to jump<br />
up and cheer. A y<strong>ear</strong> ago he would never have stood up<br />
for himself and taken himself so seriously like that. Janice<br />
then said that she really wanted to do it and had a lot of enthusiasm<br />
and knew she could do it well, Tony said that he<br />
would enjoy doing it too <strong>but</strong> he had to agree with jeramy.<br />
We all had to agree because it is true. So, Jeramy led the<br />
workshop and it was an incredible workshop. As usual for<br />
us, each class was taught by different people, <strong>but</strong> Jeramy<br />
thought about the whole thing. I haven't led many workshops<br />
myself, so it was amazing for me to see, as I helped<br />
him figure things out, just how many decisions and judgments<br />
need to be made. 'I think it was the most solid workshop<br />
we've had, not as flashy s some of the <strong>ear</strong>lier ones,<br />
<strong>but</strong> just excellent counseling and thinking.<br />
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For myself it was a challenge to figure Out how to make<br />
sure things went well without being the official organizer.<br />
It's the old story that it's often easier to do it yourself than<br />
to teach Someone else how to do it_ We had one person in<br />
charge of food, one person as on-site organizer (I asked<br />
her in the car on the way to the workshop if she wanted to<br />
do it), one person had found the place, etc. What I<br />
wanted to do was to train them and give some guidance<br />
<strong>but</strong> also let them make their own mistakes and try their<br />
own ideas. It was tricky at times because the people who<br />
ran the workshop site were a bit touchy and started to get<br />
upset about some things that happened and, of course,<br />
because o f adultism, they always came to one of the<br />
' adults. At times I was afraid that I interfered too much<br />
and took too much control, <strong>but</strong> Harriett told me that<br />
when she commented to Janice about hoW hard I had<br />
worked at the workshop, Janice's response was, "What did<br />
Hannah do?", In any case, it was a big success.<br />
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Last night we had a meeting for all of the leaders at the<br />
high school. One of the big issues is the future role of the<br />
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TEACHING, LEADING, AND COMMUNI TY-BUI LDI NG<br />
conti nued<br />
adults. I t relates to what I was saying before about my<br />
role at the workshop. It is definitely a challenge for me to<br />
play that role. But I also am getting itchy to take some<br />
more visible leadership. I don't really think that what I<br />
have to offer is being used to full advantage in that setting.<br />
We discussed that last night as well as other related<br />
issues about how most effectively to encourage young<br />
leaders and teach lots of people counseling and at the<br />
same time how to break down the distinctions between<br />
adults and young people and really work as partners, It<br />
was a good meeting and <strong>everyone</strong> shared their thinking<br />
<strong>but</strong> we didn't come to any conclusions. We plan to meet<br />
again in a month. It is good to meet in the summer without<br />
the pressure of having to make decisions immediately.<br />
Many things are going well and the leadership is strong;<br />
it's a great position to be in to sit back and say, "Okay.<br />
What next?"<br />
On a more personal note, I quit my job as an English<br />
teacher at Brookline High, and so in my life I am also sitting<br />
back and saying, "What next?" I do not want to jump<br />
into anything. It-feels good to take some time to think and<br />
rest and I am trusting that the next step will become cl<strong>ear</strong><br />
to me without my struggling to "figure it out" (an old<br />
habit). I left teaching feeling extremely good about my<br />
work, I definitely did not feel burned out. [think that<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>ned what I, had to l<strong>ear</strong>n from that experience. I also<br />
believe that in some way I will always be a teacher though<br />
the form it takes is going to change. Well maybe we are all<br />
teachers— it just depends how much are you aware of it.<br />
The last thing that I taught was Walt Whitman's "Song<br />
of Myself" and it was a joy. I had never read any Whitman<br />
myself and had never taught much poetry and that<br />
seemed a fitting way to end my career as an English teacher.<br />
My class and-I explored that poem together and we all<br />
fell in love with life. There are certain similarities between<br />
Whitman and Thoreau <strong>but</strong> Thoreau had seemed to my<br />
students to be conceited and judgmental. I n contrast<br />
Whitman accepts and loves <strong>everyone</strong> and everything. He<br />
asks us to notice the world around us—people, animals,<br />
cities, Stars, nature, work—all of it exquisite.<br />
Si! a while d<strong>ear</strong> son,<br />
Here are biscuits to eat and here is milk to drink,<br />
But as soon as you sleep and renew yourself in sweet<br />
clothes,<br />
I kiss you with a goodbye kiss and open the gate for your<br />
egress hence.<br />
Long enough have you dream id comtemptible dreams<br />
Now 1 umsh the gum from your eyes,<br />
You must habit yourself to the dazzle of the light and of<br />
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Long have you timidly waded holding a plank by the<br />
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Now I will you to be a bold swimmer,<br />
To jump off in the midst of the sea, rise again, nod to me,<br />
shout, and laughingly dash your hair.<br />
And one other part I wanted to share. You know how<br />
Harvey always says that even if we don't make it and there<br />
is a nucl<strong>ear</strong> war, that life will eventually begin again.<br />
Whitman speaks of the same idea, though he lived long<br />
before the nucl<strong>ear</strong> threat. First he describes in wonderful<br />
detail the way that life has developed on the <strong>ear</strong>th and<br />
then he says:<br />
There is no stoppage and never can be stoppage,<br />
If 1, you, and the worlds, and all beneath or upon their<br />
surfaces, were this moment reduced back to a pallid float,<br />
it would not avail in the long run,<br />
We should surely bring up again Where We now stand,<br />
And surely go as much farther, and then farther and farther.<br />
Wonderful stuff to teach my students.<br />
HANNAH ORDEN<br />
JAMAICA PLAIN, MASSACHUSETTS, USA<br />
MORE CONSTANT WORK<br />
We've just finished the Israel family workshop,<br />
which was very successful. The workshop was full, the<br />
children did good work, and so did the adults. A <strong>few</strong><br />
loyals" (people I've recruited this y<strong>ear</strong> as allies for<br />
young people), reatly'felt they themselves got a lot out<br />
of the workshop. I l<strong>ear</strong>ned a lot. Watching Patty and<br />
Tim work gave me enough so as to be able to correct<br />
my way of working with the young ones, to sharpen<br />
and cl<strong>ear</strong> up my direction.<br />
I'm excited about the idea of setting up more constant<br />
work with a group of young ones. I think I'll be<br />
able to put together an excellent staff, so that we can<br />
work together.<br />
There is a big difference in Yoni since the workshop<br />
and life is easier and the real issues are much cl<strong>ear</strong>er.<br />
I'm doing an introductory lecture on Sunday evening<br />
and hope to be opening a class soon. I've invited<br />
basically parents of young ones and others interested<br />
in or already working with young ones.<br />
Sara Kallai<br />
Jerusalem, Israel
Maori RC Moves Ahead<br />
I am delighted to join the ranks of RC teachers, particularly<br />
in Oot<strong>ear</strong>oo.<br />
I commence teaching my first class on August 23rd<br />
and 26th. There are six people. All are Maori, five<br />
women and one man. Two are young people (sixteen<br />
y<strong>ear</strong>s old). I decided to make the class two days<br />
because of the distance involved and the economics.<br />
The class will be held in Otorohanga which is irt'a central<br />
point for us all. A further two-day class will be<br />
held in Urenui in October. Julie Lambie has agreed to<br />
come on the second day of the class to assist me. For<br />
the second class held in Urenui, I will be able to draw<br />
on the gathering pool of ItCeis in Taranaki.<br />
I have written to Rational<br />
questing books. I look forward<br />
er's package. I am very proud<br />
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Island Publishers reto<br />
receiving tny teach-<br />
to be an EC teacher.<br />
Dianne Cameron<br />
Ohakune, New Zealand<br />
ALL OVER NEW o ZEALAND<br />
• We recognized the April Present Time cover<br />
from the North Island workshop. It's good to make<br />
the front cover!,<br />
•<br />
Dianne Cameron is to begin teaching some<br />
other Maori women soon with Julie Lambie's help.<br />
It's an exciting development here.<br />
• Marco Rohrlach has asked me to come up to<br />
Hamilton to lead a workshop there August 30th<br />
and 31st. 1 can get some time off work then so I'd<br />
like to visit the other Communities up there too<br />
(Wellington and Taranaki) and give any help I can<br />
while I'm there.<br />
There has been a request also from a group<br />
north of Auckland for a fundamentals class. I suggested<br />
to Maree that she teach it and she thinks<br />
she will be able to. She seems to be moving ahead<br />
well now.<br />
I led a one-day women's workshop here a month<br />
ago, which was excellent. Sixteen women came;<br />
most were from Christchurch, <strong>but</strong> two Women<br />
drove up from Dunedin (they were in the fundamentals<br />
course I taught there last y<strong>ear</strong>), three<br />
came from Timaru (from the course I taught there<br />
in June-July), and two came from Oxford (forty<br />
miles from Christchurch). So we named it the First<br />
South island Women's AC Workshop!<br />
"Until one is committed there is hesitancy, the<br />
chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness.<br />
Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation)<br />
there is one elementary truth t h e ignorance of<br />
which kills countless ideas and splendid plans—<br />
that the moment one definitely commits oneself<br />
then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur<br />
to help one that would never have otherwise<br />
occurred. A whole stream of events issue from the<br />
decision, raising in one's favour all manner of unforeseen<br />
incidents and meetings and material assistance<br />
which none of us could have dreamed<br />
would come our -<br />
wdream, a y . begin It. Boldness has genius, power,<br />
magic in it.<br />
W h a t e v<br />
e Begin r it now!"<br />
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—Goethe<br />
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• I was inspired to do it by some good work we<br />
did on Internalized oppression between women at<br />
the leaders' workshop in May. We concentrated<br />
mainly on taking complete pride in being women,<br />
on removing any barriers between us,. and on the<br />
women's commitment and the Lesbian commitment.'it<br />
was especially exciting for me to counsel<br />
a Lesbian and a heterosexual woman on their relationship<br />
and on what stops them being completely<br />
close and open with each other. There is much<br />
demand now for a weekend women's workshop<br />
and Stephanie Perrott and I are planning this at<br />
present.<br />
I am using AC a lot, of course, in my job as a<br />
high school counsellor. I am writing to the information<br />
Coordinator for school counsellors listed<br />
in Present Time this week as I am very interested<br />
in other Kers' experience in counselling in a<br />
school situation. It Is very different in some ways<br />
from counselling with adults, as adultism comes<br />
into it. A lot of safety has to be built up, as you are<br />
so easily identified as being part of the authority<br />
structure and therefore not to be trusted. But I<br />
really enjoy working with young people and the<br />
challenge of using RC in another way. •<br />
, D i a n e Shannon<br />
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• ' ) C, h r i s t c h u r c h , New Zealand<br />
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TEACHING. LEADING. AND COMMUNITY-BUILDING<br />
REPORT ON RECENT ACTIVITIES<br />
As this Present Time prepares to go to press, I am looking forward with great eagerness to the trip which Mary<br />
Ni, Tim, and will be making In <strong>ear</strong>ly October to Beijing, China, Li Mel Ge and Li Wen Shang, who attended the<br />
World Conference In 1985, have arranged for an official invitation by the Chinese Association for Mental Health.<br />
' . We will be having conversations With various individuals and groups in Beijing. This contact with the nation<br />
which includes one-fourth of the world's people is a very exciting prospect.<br />
I have just returned from Europe. On September second,<br />
n<strong>ear</strong> Newcastle-upon-Tyne, I attended a conference<br />
of RC leaders of university and college faculty in<br />
the eastern hemisphere. The conference was attended<br />
by an Impressive array of faculty. It was organized by<br />
Doug Miller and was co-led by Pam Roby, the International<br />
Liberation <strong>Re</strong>ference Person for Colleagues, Pam<br />
met me there, coming around the world from the other<br />
direction. She had led workshops in Hong Kong, Singapore,<br />
and in Delhi, India on her way as well as attending<br />
a world conference of sociologists in India.<br />
Dramatic improvement in the activity and numbers of<br />
RC colleagues was reported and the conference Itself<br />
was marked by excellent, frontier counseling.<br />
From Newcastle, I went to Amsterdam for a meeting<br />
of <strong>Re</strong>gional <strong>Re</strong>ference Persons and Liberation <strong>Re</strong>ference<br />
Persons of the eastern hemisphere, led by Joke<br />
Harmsen, Not all of the <strong>Re</strong>gional Persons were able to<br />
attend, <strong>but</strong> there was a substantial group there and fine<br />
discussions, planning, and coordination. Daniel LeBon,<br />
the <strong>Re</strong>gional <strong>Re</strong>ference Person f o r Francophone<br />
Europe, was able to attend for one day and the discussion<br />
he led on the importance of the redefinition of<br />
restimulation as a basis for advanced development of<br />
theory will be remembered by all of us.<br />
Ulla SjOgren was not able to attend the conference<br />
because of previous commitments, <strong>but</strong> came to Amsterdam<br />
the next day and we had a very fine two-way conference<br />
on RC in Scandinavia. Ulla is well and working<br />
effectively. She undertook certain commitments that<br />
will mean a lot to the Scandinavian and Polish Communities.<br />
I flew next to Budapest. The beginning of RC In Hungary<br />
consisted of three meetings and some counseling<br />
with groups of artists, professionals, and students. Interest<br />
is very cl<strong>ear</strong>. A lending library of literature will be<br />
established; discussion groups will begin to meet; translation<br />
of some of the literature from English is beginning;<br />
and there are plans to bring people who take the<br />
greatest interest to workshops in other parts of Europe<br />
for accelerated training in becoming RC teachers.<br />
Budapest is an impressive city and the Hungarian<br />
people obviously have a remarkably rich culture. There<br />
will now be a contact person for Hungary in the lists at<br />
the back of Present Time, RCers In other countries who<br />
have friends, relatives, or contacts inside Hungary are<br />
urged to put them in touch with the contact person for a<br />
wider development of AC there in the future,<br />
From Budapest, I flew to Athens. The Greek Commu-<br />
,nity has changed and grown a great deal since I was<br />
last with them. I led a weekend workshop involving<br />
twenty people, all of whom are Co-<strong>Counseling</strong> at an advanced<br />
and responsible level. There is now a male<br />
teacher, Thanos Zarangalls, and men are beginning to<br />
share leadership in what had been a woman-led Community.<br />
Thanos has translated The Human Side of Hu•<br />
man Beings and The Fundamentals Manual into Greek<br />
and these are already In use. There will be a significant<br />
Increase in the numbers of teachers in Athens and individual<br />
communities are going to be built around many<br />
of the presently active members.<br />
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On Sunday evening, after the workshop was over, I led<br />
a discussion on new developments relating to men's oppression<br />
and liberation fo r a largely non-RC group<br />
which RCers had organized.<br />
My final stop in Europe was in Spilt, Yugoslavia. Split<br />
is a town of about a quarter million population with<br />
many ancient buildings, streets, and squares still functioning<br />
after 2,000 y<strong>ear</strong>s of use. I had two meetings with<br />
groups assembled on short notice by Mrs. Branka<br />
Drascic, who had h<strong>ear</strong>d about RC from a friend in London.<br />
In the group were engineers, social workers, psychologists,<br />
and a considerable variety of other people.<br />
We met first In the courtyard of my hotel, shaded by<br />
palm trees on the shores of the Adriatic Sea. Later that<br />
afternoon I met, In a social service agency where a<br />
number of the people in the morning meeting worked,<br />
with other members of their staff.<br />
• A very alive interest was shown in RC at both meetings.<br />
Discussion groups will begin; a lending library of<br />
literature will be established there and translations, into<br />
Croatian at least, will be worked on.<br />
At the end of August the <strong>Re</strong>gional <strong>Re</strong>ference Persons<br />
and Liberation <strong>Re</strong>ference Persons of the Western Hemisphere<br />
met, In Albuquerque, New Mexico. Thirty-one<br />
leaders attended, Discussion was good, morale was<br />
high, and there was marathon counseling.<br />
This group and the meeting In Amsterdam have<br />
agreed on a world-wide meeting of <strong>Re</strong>gional and Liberation<br />
<strong>Re</strong>ference People for 1987. The dates set are July<br />
24-28th. The place will be somewhere in the Northeast<br />
United States.<br />
— HARVEY JACKINS
Challenges for RC Leaders in India<br />
Every cultural and national setting offers unique<br />
opportunities and challenges to AC leaders and<br />
practitioners. At the RC workshop held in New<br />
Delhi, India, In August 1986, we had a topic group.<br />
on AC leadership in India. Here is our thinking on<br />
some special challenges that we are ready and<br />
eager to tackle•as Indian RC leaders:<br />
* To integrate t o AC goals In the Indian context:<br />
our personal re-emergence and the socioeconomic<br />
liberation of our people.<br />
Towards this goal we need to make AC accessible<br />
to working-class Indians whose main challenge,<br />
we think, would be to make time for activities<br />
other than economic survival.<br />
* To encourage committed, creative, zestful<br />
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leadership.<br />
* To periodically organize ongoing support and<br />
training workshops for Indian AC leaders.<br />
* To create active RC Communities - in the<br />
midst of several other groups that already exist as<br />
a part of our social structure.<br />
In particular, we need to include women and<br />
children in AC.<br />
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* To effectively raise funds to enable our leaders<br />
to work towards expansion of RC Communities.<br />
' To teach people RC theory and techniques<br />
they may use to work towards re-emergence. This<br />
requires our overcoming or sidestepping the prevailing<br />
distress among some people, such as the<br />
acceptance of oppression and hurts as punishments<br />
for deeds in past lives, and the tendency to<br />
conform to oppressive norms rather than working<br />
towards liberation.<br />
* To work toward shared goals and directions<br />
as a rational, multi-cultural Community. Different<br />
RCers belong to different religious, regional, and<br />
caste communities. We aim to work toward our<br />
shared goals without oppression of any one group<br />
by another.<br />
* To integrate AC with the rational features in<br />
our culture which promote re-emergence and<br />
human liberation, and to take pride in our heritage.<br />
• MahaMkshmi A.M., Ramakrishna !yet,<br />
Pd Christy, J.B.V. Lakshmi, Fr. S. Cletus<br />
India<br />
ON C E U P ON FOR E V E R<br />
Once upon a :ball there was a hat.<br />
Once upon a hat there was a feather.<br />
Once upon a feather there was a sun ray.<br />
Once upon a sun_ ray tboress.„ a universe.<br />
'Once Upon a uniVerie'thOie Wai'a hoise.<br />
Once upon a noise there Was a shhhhh.<br />
Once upon a shhhhh there. was a breatIL<br />
Once upon a breath there was a hand.<br />
Upon a hand there is a hope.<br />
Upon a hope thereis our wor1d<br />
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• LINDA SCHATZ<br />
PHILADELPHIA, PENNSYLVANIA:, USA
INFORMATION COORDINATORS<br />
Thank you for the best workshop I've ever been to,<br />
in Leicester, England, a t the beginning of April.<br />
Highlights were many and varied, not least seeing my<br />
eight-y<strong>ear</strong>-old daughter E w ork i ng with you on the<br />
women's commitment in front of 150 people, and the<br />
fact that she got to and stayed at the workshop, unexpectedly,<br />
entirely through her own determination and<br />
persistence. All the work on commitments was wonderful.<br />
Seeing the men together on the last day was<br />
particularly inspiring. This was also true of the demonstration<br />
on exhaustion with my beloved B I<br />
l<strong>ear</strong>nt a great chunk about what the commitment to<br />
stay outside distress really means. Through countless<br />
readings of articles before, it had always seemed like<br />
just another burden, and an invitation to function<br />
without discharging. Taking a look at you, I've decided<br />
that if it's good enough for you, it's good enough for<br />
me. I am working on it with good effects. •<br />
I asked you at the workshop whether I could now<br />
become Information Coordinator for labour movement<br />
activists in England. The topic group we held for<br />
political activists was a great breath of fresh air. I<br />
realised that others, like me, have been doggedly<br />
working away in the Labour Party and other political<br />
groups, isolated and probably not even taking the feelings<br />
to our sessions. It's very important, both for the<br />
communication of important information and for our<br />
LABOUR PARTY ACTIVISTS<br />
leadership to become more effective through discharge,<br />
that we make and maintain contact with other<br />
laCers working similarly. As I have recently taken on<br />
the job of chairperson of my Constituency Labour<br />
Party, I think it will be helpful to me and to others if I<br />
take this on. I relish the prospect of enabling all those<br />
lovely people to keep in touch.<br />
My own involvement is in the tabour Party, rather<br />
than in my union. I think the scope of my activities<br />
should be activists within left-wing political parties. I<br />
am also happy to circulate information about working<br />
within trade unions if you think this is appropriate.<br />
There would, of course, be overlap anyway. However,<br />
I would regard myself as a seed crystal in relation to<br />
trade union activists. Whoever writes will be encouraged<br />
to start their own round.<br />
The first thing to circulate will be the report of the<br />
workshop topic group, plus John Simnett's document,<br />
already in process, on liberation theory for circulation<br />
within the Labour Party, plus the odd joke and anything<br />
else I receive by then. I should be able to circulate<br />
this summer if all goes well.<br />
Celia M. Wilson<br />
10, Sutton Road, Milton<br />
Abingdon, Oxon, England<br />
ATTENTION, CLERGYPERSONS!<br />
The first clergypersons' news' sheet has been<br />
prepared and sent out. Can we get the word out in<br />
Present Time that there is such?<br />
KENNETH MITCHELL<br />
231 N. MAPLE<br />
COLVILLE, WASHINGTON 99114, USA<br />
La Leche Mothers<br />
I have taken on the job of Information Coordinator for La Leche League Leaders and Le Leche<br />
League Mothers inside RC. Involvement in LLL means that we have done a lot of thinking about<br />
mothering our infants. LLL was one of the first vocal groups to recognize the infant as an individual<br />
with valid needs and a right to have them met. There is a tendency, however, to encourage the use of<br />
breastfeeding to quiet and sooth all fussing and crying.<br />
I would like to h<strong>ear</strong> from other people who have been Or are a part of LLL and their thoughts about<br />
using AC in that area. I was an LLL leader for eleven y<strong>ear</strong>s and retired from the position of Assistant<br />
Area Coordinator for Alberta, Canada in 1984.<br />
LLL gave me a lot when I was new at the job of mothering and I would eventually like to give them<br />
some useful information. I would also like to h<strong>ear</strong> how other mothers have dealt with the concepts of<br />
LLL In their counseling.<br />
Cheri Purpur<br />
25 Orchard Green<br />
<strong>Re</strong>d beer, Alberta T4N 586<br />
Canada<br />
Tel, (403) 847-8213<br />
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