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Alex Creece • Deborah Walker<br />

• Alison McBain • Sierra July<br />

plus R.L. Black<br />

<strong>March</strong> <strong>2016</strong>


Volume 1<br />

Issue #3<br />

Editor-in-Chief<br />

Paul A. Hamilton<br />

Managing Editor<br />

Nikki Hamilton<br />

Guest Editor<br />

R.L. Black<br />

Copyright © <strong>2016</strong> ironSoap.com. All writing and photography is the property of their respective<br />

authors.<br />

Cover photographs by Paul A. Hamilton.<br />

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• pg 5: Annais Ferreira — http://www.facebook.com/annaisfotos (CC BY-NC-ND 2.0)<br />

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• pg 7: Kenneth Lu (ToastyKen) — https://www.flickr.com/people/toasty/ (CC BY 2.0)<br />

A version of Deborah Walker’s “Ghost Rift” (pg 4) originally appeared in the Dark Stars [amazon.com]<br />

anthology.<br />

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the draw<br />

Mansour Chow wrote vehemently last year about<br />

his literary magazine, The Alarmist, going under<br />

after five issues. You can read it in full on<br />

medium.com and know going in that it’s vitriolic<br />

and divisive and funny and smart and revealing in<br />

the way the best editorials are.<br />

There are a lot of things in Mansour’s crosshairs.<br />

The wonky distribution system for magazines<br />

under sale or return models. The distaste of adbased<br />

revenue and the sad fact of advertiser<br />

apathy toward fiction periodicals. The crush of<br />

social-media publicity and the currency of<br />

celebrity endorsement. The curse of free content<br />

expectation. The disproportionate enthusiasm for<br />

writer compensation versus the lack of appetite<br />

for reading short fiction and poetry among the<br />

general populace.<br />

And it’s really this last bit that I think bothers<br />

Mansour the most, perhaps the same fact that<br />

bothers literary brokers of all stripes more<br />

than we maybe care to admit. Truth is, the<br />

market for literature is tiny. Tiny and<br />

fractured. Tiny, fractured, and badly balanced<br />

on the supply and demand scale. Most writers<br />

aspire to novelist status rather than poet or<br />

short fiction author because while the above<br />

diagnoses still apply to books, there is at least<br />

a reasonable aspiration to succeed (in a<br />

capitalist sense) with novels. The same cannot<br />

reasonably be said for those of us trafficking<br />

in stories or poems under 30 pages.<br />

Which is peculiar in a way because if the Web<br />

has demonstrated anything it’s that there is<br />

not a lack of demand or appetite for written<br />

words. Journalism, opinion, vignette,<br />

voyeurism, fabrication, essay, screed,<br />

exaggeration, rant, serial; all find life and<br />

enthusaism in the weird and text-centric<br />

world of the internet. And often in these<br />

contexts shorter, punchier, less attentiondemanding<br />

pieces are valued more highly<br />

than those falling under the “too long;<br />

didn’t read” banner. (And really, what could be<br />

more universally TL;DR-worthy than the modern<br />

Weightless Freedom<br />

3<br />

novel?)<br />

But if age has taught me anything it is that you<br />

cannot hate the world for not conforming to your<br />

notion of what would make it better. Worlds that<br />

fit perfectly into an individual’s view are utopias<br />

for one. Sometimes those are called tyrannies. So<br />

yeah, I’d love if more people read short fiction.<br />

I’d love if it were recognized that short fiction is<br />

a great way to use down moments. Far better<br />

than the latest clickbait collection of animated<br />

GIFs. But I can’t muster up enough angst to rage<br />

against that particular machine.<br />

In part, it’s because I’m guilty of it, too. Novels<br />

are decisions: genre, review, recommendation,<br />

cover copy, committment. Short fiction is trust:<br />

hook, surprise, hope, discover, share. It’s the<br />

difference between mail ordering a bar of gold<br />

and panning a river. I read a lot of short<br />

fiction but some days even for me the<br />

minimal committment feels like too big a<br />

burden.<br />

And so, if I may humbly submit, the<br />

weightless freedom of microfiction. If<br />

social media condensed rambling blog<br />

posts into morsels of passing thought just<br />

digestible enough to appeal to the masses,<br />

perhaps tiny stories online can create a new<br />

demand. Is there an untapped appetite for<br />

creative, crafted narratives, boiled down to<br />

a rich indulgence? It remains to be seen.<br />

Still, it certainly feels like the effort is one<br />

worth making. And not just because <strong>200</strong><br />

<strong>CCs</strong> is already making it. In part it’s<br />

because, grumbling from disenfranchised<br />

editors notwithstanding, literature and<br />

fiction still matter to those of us who peddle<br />

it. To those who sweat and weep over<br />

creating it. To those who desire, devour,<br />

and delight in reading it.<br />

The rest is that it whiffs of a barely-kept<br />

secret. It’s right here, waiting to be discovered.<br />

—Paul A. Hamilton


Ghost Rift<br />

by Deborah Walker<br />

Only astronauts from New State China will travel through the Ghost Rift. In the Ghost Rift sleeting<br />

particles of dust make the unseen visible. The Chinese have always known that spirits fill the air.<br />

The crew of the Silver Nightingale laugh at the tortuous routes Westerners take to avoid the Rift.<br />

They’re surprised, but they’re relieved when quiet Sung Li, the newest recruit, volunteers to pilot the<br />

ship.<br />

She watches the crew as they climb silently into the<br />

stasis pods. When they wake, they’ll imagine<br />

the feel of ghosts lingering on their<br />

skins. They will make<br />

loud, nervous<br />

jokes.<br />

Sung Li dresses in the<br />

captain’s uniform. She has travelled<br />

far from the factory slums of Neo Shanghai.<br />

She has risen like a leaping salmon from the swarms of<br />

her contemporaries. Sung Li has travelled a thousand light years from her childhood, and from her<br />

mother’s incessant encouragement.<br />

Sung Li watches the approaching Rift through the metal-glass window. She smoothes down the<br />

captain’s uniform, and she smiles. Sung Li has travelled far. She is looking forward to meeting the<br />

familiar look of her mother’s disapproval.<br />

Deborah Walker grew up in the most English town in the country, but she soon high-tailed it down to London, where<br />

she now lives with her partner, Chris, and her two young children. Find Deborah in the British Museum trawling the<br />

past for future inspiration. Her stories have appeared in Fantastic Stories of the Imagination, Nature’s Futures, Lady<br />

Churchill’s Rosebud Wristlet and The Year’s Best SF 18 and have been translated into over a dozen languages.<br />

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Blue Roses<br />

by Sierra July<br />

Mason pricked his finger on a rose and fell onto his back, panting. He was certain he’d enter into a<br />

coma like Sleeping Beauty. When sleep didn’t come, he studied his finger. Instead of a<br />

red blood pearl at its tip, there was a blue substance.<br />

Without thinking, he licked it. Blackness fell.<br />

It was Chloro who went in to dinner, sat with Mason’s<br />

parents, and chatted.<br />

Mason’s parents had never seen their son so<br />

talkative and imaginative.<br />

“What were you up to before dinner?” his mother<br />

asked. “I saw you playing in the garden.”<br />

“I wasn’t up to anything. As soon as I arrived, I<br />

came inside to learn about humans. I’ve only<br />

seen your species from a distance.”<br />

Mason’s father laughed. “Still in the middle of a<br />

game, huh? Sounds like you’re set for an Earth<br />

invasion.”<br />

Chloro nodded and went on talking.<br />

The parents laughed as he described dinosaurs and other extinct animals he’d seen since his birth.<br />

Detailed how he lived on soil, sun, and water. How he’d waited for a chance meeting with an<br />

organism with legs. The parents laughed on, not suspecting a thing.<br />

Sierra July is a University of Florida graduate, writer, and poet. Her fiction has appeared in Robot and Raygun, T.<br />

Gene Davis’s Speculative Blog, and SpeckLit, among other places, and is forthcoming in Belladonna Publishing’s<br />

Strange Little Girls anthology. She blogs at talestotellinpassing.blogspot.com.<br />

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Regrets<br />

by Alison McBain<br />

I saw her hair first, the same color as the wind-blown clouds. She was<br />

wearing only a thin shift, and her skin glittered with a thousand liquid<br />

stars, as if she had just bathed in the lake behind her.<br />

She smiled over her shoulder at me, but before I could accept her<br />

invitation, I noticed something that sent a sudden chill up my<br />

back. Her fingers dipped below the surface of the water, but<br />

they caused no ripples in the lake.<br />

I’d never seen a kelpie before, but the villagers had piqued<br />

my curiosity with a warning about unexplained drownings<br />

—I’d not believed them until now.<br />

Glancing one last time at the most beautiful woman I<br />

had ever seen, I forced myself to turn away, my heart<br />

singing in agony. Her banshee shriek followed me all<br />

the way home and echoed through the many seasons<br />

that followed.<br />

Decades later, I still dream of her at night, even<br />

though I have never returned to the lake. I dream of<br />

her with regret, although it is not my only one.<br />

Twice, she broke my heart.<br />

I was born knowing the ways of the world, with a heart that<br />

could resist her malicious magic—an old man’s heart.<br />

I had a son, once. But… his heart was young.<br />

Alison McBain lives in Connecticut with her husband and three daughters. She has over thirty<br />

publications, including stories and poems in Flash Fiction Online, Abyss & Apex, and the<br />

anthology Frozen Fairy Tales. You can read her blog at alisonmcbain.com or chat with her on<br />

Twitter @AlisonMcBain.<br />

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Those Three Days<br />

by Alex Creece<br />

Vitality slipped from his dark, calloused fingertips.<br />

Blueish, purpleish, and then grey. Stigmata once<br />

throbbing raw with rot blackened to an<br />

impenetrable void. His palms were a purgatory of<br />

coagulate crust. The eyes of the all-seer shrivelled<br />

upon the salvationless silhouette of the boulder<br />

which obstructed his portal to the next life.<br />

He was dead. Or dying. Or definitely, definitely<br />

dead.<br />

He stared at the boulder for hours on end,<br />

blinking less and less until he no longer felt the<br />

need to scrape his sleep-starved lids against eyes<br />

so dry and devoid of sight. Rocks and rubble<br />

etched secrets and scripture into his back, and<br />

eventually he was comfortable enough to settle<br />

into his Grotto of Eden as he awaited his exile into a<br />

new existence. His nerve endings had ruptured—their<br />

own rapture, perhaps—so he no longer felt the searing<br />

necrosis of his physical form, nor did he choke on the<br />

stench of his own decay. He welcomed rigor mortis<br />

eagerly, allowing it to exorcise him of a life left.<br />

A couple of days later, a crack of light seeped through<br />

the edge of the boulder. It caught his<br />

vacant eyes and singed his peeling flesh.<br />

But he remained staunch. He had found<br />

his way through days ago.<br />

Alex Creece [facebook.com] is made of dirt and determination. It’s the latter which laces her<br />

lungs with grit.<br />

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y R.L. Black<br />

There is nothing permanent except change.<br />

~ Heraclitus<br />

Change is in the air. The Easter Holiday has<br />

just passed, and in the same spirit,<br />

what once was dead is now very much<br />

alive. Here in the states, we’ve<br />

weathered the winter, a kind of death,<br />

and spring has arrived. Trees are<br />

budding, flowers popping up out of the<br />

cold ground, birds singing. Nature has a<br />

story to tell us, if we listen closely<br />

enough. It’s a story of rebirth, of<br />

regeneration, of renewal, and the moral<br />

of the story seems to be that life goes on<br />

— and that change is good.<br />

We don’t always like change. We resist.<br />

Why? Because we’re afraid of the<br />

unknown. We don’t know what’s<br />

waiting for us on the other side of that<br />

change, and it torments us. We become<br />

like those “westerners” in Ghost Rift,<br />

taking “torturous routes … to avoid the<br />

Rift.” We dodge those rifts, those cracks<br />

in the world as we know it. We are<br />

creatures of habit, after all, and we like<br />

our feet on solid ground. We like to know<br />

where we stand.<br />

In Blue Roses, the parents are so focused on<br />

the normal, everyday world that they don’t<br />

see the out-of-this-world sitting right in<br />

front of them. They totally missed it. They<br />

refuse to even acknowledge that something<br />

has changed. The boy didn’t miss it. He saw<br />

something he’d never seen before, and he<br />

didn’t hesitate to explore. We’re left to<br />

wonder if the parents had missed other<br />

things, too. If they didn’t notice this huge<br />

shift right in front of them, had they been<br />

missing their son and all the tiny, daily<br />

differences, too? Were they refusing to see?<br />

Afraid of what those changes would mean<br />

to their lives?<br />

In Regrets, we see two different ways of<br />

approaching change. The son had a “young<br />

heart.” He saw the magic, and he gave<br />

himself to it. The father, on the<br />

other hand, let fear hold him back,<br />

and in the end, he’s left with only<br />

anguish, more haunting than any<br />

banshee shriek. Yes, maybe the son<br />

drowned, but wasn’t the father<br />

drowning in sorrow and regret the<br />

greater tragedy?<br />

the plunge<br />

How do you feel about change? When<br />

those rifts come your way, how do you<br />

react? Do you find yourself resisting?<br />

I wonder … if we were able somehow<br />

to let our guards down and trust a little<br />

more, maybe we’d find something<br />

magical ourselves? Probably not an<br />

alien invader or a kelpie, but<br />

something … perhaps even something<br />

extraordinary.<br />

The greatest change of all is faced in<br />

Those Three Days. Death. Steve Jobs<br />

called death “Life's change agent.”<br />

Death is the proverbial elephant in the<br />

room. Always hanging over our heads.<br />

The end of our physical lives is ultimately<br />

what we fear the most, isn’t it? Because,<br />

like all change, we don’t know what to<br />

expect. We don’t know how it’s gonna play<br />

out. We can have faith and believe that<br />

something wonderful is on the other side,<br />

but we won’t actually know until we get<br />

there. And that’s what makes change so<br />

damn scary.<br />

But if we can face those cracks that come<br />

our way, even when we’re scared, if we can<br />

go there bravely like Sung Li in Ghost Rift,<br />

I think we’d find our own way through, and<br />

who knows, we might discover on the other<br />

side, something not so unfamiliar after all.<br />

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