Changed in His Presence - Sam Hinn
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The Call to Worship<br />
So, we began to s<strong>in</strong>g. We sang all my favorite<br />
songs, one after the next, wait<strong>in</strong>g for Him to<br />
come and touch us. After about forty-five<br />
m<strong>in</strong>utes I had f<strong>in</strong>ished all the songs I knew, but<br />
I began to feel as though someone had turned on<br />
the heat <strong>in</strong> the room. It was gett<strong>in</strong>g warmer and<br />
warmer, but this heat went right to the heart.<br />
Then the Lord asked me a question that<br />
today still r<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong>side my heart. He said, "<strong>Sam</strong>,<br />
how much do you love Me?"<br />
I said, with tears flow<strong>in</strong>g like a river, "Lord, I<br />
love You with all my heart and with all my life."<br />
There was noth<strong>in</strong>g that could have prepared<br />
me for what He asked next. He said, "If your<br />
wife and baby were taken from you, would your<br />
love for Me change?"<br />
(Please let me make it clear that He said, "If<br />
your wife and baby were taken from you." He<br />
never said, "If I were to take them from you." I<br />
don't believe that is the way He tests our love.)<br />
I wanted to quickly respond to that question,<br />
but a holy reverence came over me, and I<br />
realized how critical it was for my answer to be<br />
honest. I knew it was my choice and my decision<br />
to make. At that moment I felt a void <strong>in</strong> my<br />
heart. Could I really love him unconditionally,<br />
even if someth<strong>in</strong>g tragic were to happen? After a<br />
few m<strong>in</strong>utes had passed, I was able to respond<br />
overwhelm<strong>in</strong>gly, "Yes, Lord, I will love You<br />
unconditionally, for You loved me<br />
unconditionally."<br />
I have never felt such a tender moment with<br />
God as I did then. It was my own decision. My<br />
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