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'Caution' is the watchword, especially for newcomers to the <strong>psychedelic</strong><br />

arena. Nevertheless, we must remember that <strong>Turner</strong> was the Chuck Yeager<br />

of psychonauts, a test pilot's test pilot. His voyages should therefore be<br />

judged accordingly.<br />

<strong>The</strong> sad circumstances regarding his demise, however, have cast a<br />

foreboding shadow over some of his more intrepid adventures, and<br />

unfortunately have turned a hero's story into a cautionary tale. On or about<br />

December 31, 1996, <strong>Turner</strong> prepared for another voyage, presumably to<br />

celebrate the coming of the new year. Sadly, it was to be his last. Shortly<br />

thereafter he was found dead, drowned in his bathtub, with a vial of<br />

ketamine nearby. It seems likely that he either slid beneath the waterline<br />

while under its effects, or slipped, fell, and hit his head upon arising<br />

afterwards, leaving himself unconscious to drown in several inches of water.<br />

In light of <strong>Turner</strong>'s glowing praise for ketamine in this book, how exactly is<br />

the reader supposed to view the fact that it seems to have played at least a<br />

supporting role in his passing? My own favorite interpretation is from an<br />

anonymous friend's recollection of <strong>Turner</strong> in the Summer 1997 issue of <strong>The</strong><br />

Resonance Project:<br />

Mr. <strong>Turner</strong> was in the process of revising his Essential Psychedelic<br />

Guide, but as the changes may never come to light, it should be stated<br />

that his opinion of ketamine had changed considerably. He was sensitive<br />

to safety issues, and was increasingly troubled by what he called the<br />

'<strong>psychedelic</strong> heroin' properties of ketamine. He confided in friends that<br />

<strong>DM</strong>T, which he considered his most helpful ally, had a difficult time<br />

counteracting the addictive and increasingly life-negative effects of this<br />

drug. <strong>DM</strong>T conveyed to him that ketamine was a sort of 'Frankenstein<br />

molecule' that didn't obey the shamanic rules, and he was given several<br />

warnings to drop it from his program. Ultimately, his failure to<br />

completely do so led to his untimely passing.<br />

Whether or not one entirely agrees with the preceding quote, I believe that it<br />

offers the most useful perspective from which to learn from the great loss<br />

that the <strong>psychedelic</strong> community suffered on New Year's Eve 1997. If<br />

nothing else, I hope that <strong>Turner</strong>'s death inspires us all to be just a little more<br />

careful when surfing the cosmic jetstream. Indeed, if only he had a sitter<br />

nearby on his final voyage, he might still be among the living. Also, I would<br />

hope that this tragedy might teach us to more fully listen to our personal<br />

intuition's guidance as regards these powerful tools, using it as a balance by<br />

which to gauge the veracity of what the materials themselves may tell us in<br />

one of their capricious moods. During the thirty-four years he spent in his<br />

incarnation as D.M. <strong>Turner</strong>, he touched innumerable lives with his warmth,<br />

wisdom, honesty, courage, and kindness. And thankfully, he has left us with

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