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article<br />
Ajita Dahal<br />
Why do people<br />
commit suicide?<br />
At midnight, all of sudden, I<br />
woke up with fear, covered<br />
in sweat. I saw her, my friend<br />
now dead, in my “dream”,and<br />
thanked God that I was still alive.<br />
She was my childhood friend who I<br />
used to play with. We grew up together.<br />
We were close friends. Last year, I heard<br />
she committed suicide in her own room.<br />
I was in Bangalore when the incident<br />
happened. I was unable to visit Nepal<br />
to attend her last rites. And today, as I<br />
met her in my dream; I found that she is<br />
unhappy wherever she is. Her soul is still<br />
hovering around in the atmosphere.<br />
In the dream, I felt she regrets her<br />
decision to take her life, and asked her<br />
“Why did you take such an extreme<br />
decision?” She cried. She said that she<br />
had fallen in love with a guy who is from<br />
the lower caste. She wanted to marry him<br />
but her parents were against the marriage.<br />
She wanted to run away with him but<br />
he did not agree to it and advised her to<br />
not go against her parents. He told her<br />
to wait for a few days to convince her<br />
parents. But my friend knew her parents<br />
well. Her parents had already fixed her<br />
marriage with another guy. So, she hung<br />
herself in her own room before the day<br />
of her marriage. She said that even after<br />
killing herself, her soul was not satisfied.<br />
She is roaming in this atmosphere only.<br />
Now, she has no physical body. There is<br />
no limited area to be within. There are<br />
no rules to obey but still she is not happy<br />
with her current state of being. Then, I<br />
woke up.<br />
May be, some of you wondering why<br />
I wrote this article? Why I published it? I<br />
used to write journals when I was in class<br />
8, 9, and 10.Then I discontinued it, but<br />
“Why did you take such<br />
an extreme decision?” She<br />
cried. She said that she<br />
had fallen in love with a<br />
guy who is from the lower<br />
caste. She wanted to marry<br />
him but her parents were<br />
against the marriage.<br />
these days something is hitting me from<br />
the inside. It is telling me to share my<br />
experience as well knowledge, and spread<br />
awareness in their society. I am young<br />
and energetic but I had no option but to<br />
become mature at an early age.<br />
Let’s explore why people commit<br />
suicide. We heard many entrepreneurs,<br />
actors, poets, scholar’s as well ordinary<br />
people have committed suicide due to<br />
frustration, depression.Like, Sylvia Plath<br />
was famous for her confessional poetry<br />
in ‘The Colossus and Other Poems’ and<br />
‘Ariel’. She committed suicide along with<br />
her children becauseof long depression<br />
and a hard marital separation. She<br />
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wet clothes, left the gas on and placed her<br />
head in the oven. Nepali singer, Yogita<br />
Moktan has committed suicide within 3<br />
months of getting married. She hanged<br />
herself withher shawl from the ceiling<br />
ofher residence. Well Known Director,<br />
Alok Nembang was found hanging in his<br />
own house. Behind this occurrence, we<br />
have not been investigated yet why do<br />
suicide case happening even though they<br />
know who they are, what they want,why<br />
do people love to commit suicide but<br />
not to live even though they are success<br />
in life? Do society responsible for such<br />
accident?<br />
When a baby is born, it isnot aware<br />
about the world. “irstly, the babies learn<br />
from their parents and relatives and<br />
then from the society. The sortof culture<br />
theyacquire depends upon their parents’<br />
background. How much time parents<br />
spend with their children is another<br />
criteria. Nation is also responsible for<br />
the kind of new youth that are getting<br />
generated every day. In addition, there are<br />
political issues, societal issues, cultural<br />
issues and community issues. They affect<br />
the youngsters and demotivate people<br />
from living.<br />
When a baby transforms from a<br />
child to teenager to an adult, he or she<br />
is sensitive to what happens around.<br />
Therefore, parents are role models for<br />
their children. They play a vital role in<br />
their child’s life. Parents should always<br />
encourage their children to do something<br />
on their own. This develops the sense<br />
of independence as well as builds up<br />
their confidence. Even if children make<br />
mistakes, parents must show them the<br />
right direction; it’s their responsibility.<br />
Parents must never make their children<br />
feel that they are alone. If the situation<br />
is bad, guardians must always be able to<br />
build the trust, assuring the kids that no<br />
matter what happens, they are always<br />
with them. Parents should always be<br />
honest with their children. Parents must<br />
be good friends of their children with<br />
whom the children can share their joys<br />
and sorrows. If we are able to build such<br />
a ladder from their childhood, I feel<br />
confident that the number of suicides<br />
can be reduced. Sometimes, parents are<br />
unable to identify what their children are<br />
going through. Therefore, it is my sincere<br />
advice that parents be flexible with their<br />
children. If not, the horrible incident that<br />
happened with my friend will repeat<br />
again. The society as well our national<br />
culture is responsible for such incidents.<br />
These days, many youngsters,<br />
teenagers as well adults are killing<br />
themselves because lack of passion and<br />
motivation. They live with a constant<br />
fear, in relation to their parents, relatives,<br />
friends as well as the society. They fear<br />
losing their reputation in the society. They<br />
fear to fight against the outdated social<br />
norms. Lack of faith in themselves can<br />
also lead to such extreme measures as<br />
taken by my friend.<br />
No matter what our profession may<br />
be,or where we might be in terms of life<br />
situation, it is important to stay motivated.<br />
It is important that we remain positive<br />
and spread that positivity around. I would<br />
like to convey a simple message: be<br />
passionate, do your duty and never give<br />
up on what you want to do. =<br />
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