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PARESTAN


Listhen........................................................................................... 1<br />

Down To DNA ...................................................................... 3<br />

Shehr-e-Yyaaram: 2 ...................................................... 8<br />

Ambulance ............................................................................... 12<br />

The Exciting News .......................................................... 13<br />

You’ve Gotta Read ....................................................... 19<br />

My Daemons, My Priorities ............................. 20<br />

My Home ............................................................................... 22


Listen<br />

By: Zaha Shoab


Listen, little girl,<br />

Times are dark,<br />

Ghosts are coming,<br />

And they will leave a mark,<br />

Your death is near,<br />

And so is your friend's,<br />

The life you took for granted,<br />

Is <strong>no</strong>w about to end,<br />

So my dearie,<br />

Prepare yourself,<br />

Hide all your jewelry,<br />

Put candles on the shelf,<br />

Take out your black dress,<br />

And then put it on,<br />

And spend the whole night,<br />

Praying all long,<br />

Well, my girl,<br />

I hope you see,<br />

I’m sure you k<strong>no</strong>w,<br />

It’s all a joke from me!


Down<br />

To<br />

DNA


No two persons are the same.<br />

Everyone’s different; everyone has a<br />

unique twist to their DNA, some more so<br />

than others. But it’s there, a twist<br />

amongst the insurmountable helixes of<br />

gene code that's all the same, passed<br />

on since the start of time from<br />

generation to generation. It pops up<br />

every <strong>no</strong>w and then, suppressed in<br />

others and dominating in some.<br />

But difference just doesn't boil down<br />

to DNA.<br />

I learned through exposure what it<br />

truly means to be different. Some<br />

people like to think they're the 'one's.<br />

They like to paint themselves as rebels<br />

or be the <strong>no</strong>va among galaxies. But it’s<br />

<strong>no</strong>t just about a Just Girly Things post<br />

on your Instagram or that quote on<br />

your profile picture.<br />

Being different is when you wish you<br />

were the same.


Because when your difference becomes<br />

bare and<br />

<strong>no</strong>ticeable to the world, it’s painfully<br />

so. Different is weary days and<br />

sleepless nights. It’s days blending into<br />

each other because they’re all<br />

manifestations of the same exhaustion<br />

of trying to be who you are <strong>no</strong>t. It is<br />

the friction of nerves being scraped<br />

raw by the suffocating, meaningless<br />

chatter of the rest of the world.<br />

It hurts. It drains. It’s exhausting, being<br />

different.<br />

Being different is easy, except when<br />

you're surrounded by black and white.<br />

But how would we ever k<strong>no</strong>w we're<br />

different had we <strong>no</strong>t been amongst<br />

those who are the same?<br />

Everyone claims to be different. So<br />

aren't we all the same?<br />

Name: Fatima Ahmed<br />

Age: 17


Wo ek tng o tareek gali me se guzar raha<br />

tha. Uskay peechay teen ghair mulki afraad<br />

they jo hathon me pistols liye uskay peechay<br />

chal Raye they. Tee<strong>no</strong> k pistols loaded they.<br />

Wo black pant coat or black glasses lgaye<br />

sb se agay tha. Tng gali k akhir me do<br />

galliyan right or left jati thin. Right gali me<br />

street light ki hlki orange roshni pheli Hui<br />

thi jbkay left side tareek thi.<br />

Wo Charon left traf chlay gaye. Agay e uska<br />

adaa tha. Aday me pohnch kr pistol walay<br />

afraad dayen bayen khray o gaye r wo lmbay<br />

lmbay dag bhrta hua samnay moujud dabbon<br />

k dhair ki traf chla gya. Jisme taza smuggle<br />

shudda maal tha. Unko dekhte hue lamhay<br />

bhar ko uski ankhon me ek chamak ubhri. r<br />

dosray e lamhay wo dabbay me moojood<br />

theliyun k dhair, jin me sfaid powder bhra<br />

hua tha, me se ek thaili nikali or apnay naak<br />

k kareeb le k gya.<br />

"Hmmm nice... Very very nice" usne apnay<br />

makaar andaaz me kaha r theli wapis dabbay<br />

me uchal di.<br />

*******<br />

"Mere se ab or nhi chlnay hota" eshaal ne<br />

apnay ghut<strong>no</strong>n pr hath rkhte hue us se kaha<br />

jo abhi tk yai soch raha tha k kis jurm ki<br />

saza me yh lrki is k peechay lgai gai h. Wo<br />

khamoshi se chlta raha. R eshaal thori der<br />

wahin khri rai takay thora rest o Jaye.<br />

"Excuse me Mr. Shayaan! Me apsay bat kr rhi<br />

hun. Do minute ruk Jaen na ap" usne wahin<br />

khray khray awaaz lgai. Shayaan ne sir<br />

jhatka r chlta raha. Charo na char usko b<br />

chlna pra blkay bhaagna pra ku k Shayaan<br />

boht agay ja chuka tha. Aise e tou nhi na wo<br />

45 mins ka track 25 mins me khatam kr leta<br />

tha!!<br />

"Itna zyada tou me walk krtay tou nhi thakti<br />

jitna tum muj apnay peechay bhga k thka<br />

dete o" usne nuskuratay hue us shaandaar<br />

se mard se kaha. R wo sarro agay dekhta<br />

raha.<br />

Aj wo ek white color k track suit me tha. R<br />

eshaal light blue color k track suit me<br />

chewing gum chbatay hue hmesha ki trah<br />

uska demagh chat rai thi.<br />

Shayaan ko is boht e zyada bolnay wali<br />

blkay pkanay wali lrki pr intaha ka ghussa<br />

aa raha tha. Wo hmesha e se boht kam go<br />

tha. Kisi se free na honay wala.<br />

"Acha wese tum krtay kya o? Mmm.. Student<br />

tou nhi o sktay ku k tume nhi lgta k tum<br />

student khehlanay k liye kafi baray ho?... I<br />

mean 28 tk ki age me kon pagal prhta h. Han<br />

kuch hotay hen jinko demagh khapanay ka<br />

shoq hota h tou wo PhD krte he. Wese tum<br />

28 e k o na..... Lgtay tou ho.... Han itnay k ho<br />

ge... R koi kam e krtay o ge" Wo uskay sath<br />

sath chlti apni e baton ka jwab deti rehti thi<br />

or wo khamoshi se sunta. Agr kisi k katal ki<br />

ijazat hoti tou fil waqt wo is lrki ka e krta.<br />

Abhi uska dil kr raha tha k thora boht<br />

gunnah kma e le r yahin iska gala duba kr<br />

dfnaa Jaye. Takay is roz roz ki pareshani se<br />

Jan chutay.


"Muj lgta h tum engineer o... ya nai tum<br />

engineer nhi ho ge wo tumaray trah sarro<br />

nhi hotay...." Wo boltay boltay chup o gai<br />

r sharminda b hui. Yeh bat tou nhi bolni<br />

thi..Is bat pr wo chonka. "Kya kaha<br />

tumne?" Usne uski traf murtay hue<br />

poocha r ruk gya. Wo b ruk gai. Situation<br />

jo b ho filhaal ruk k wo sb se zyada<br />

khush thi. Chlnay se uski Jan jati thi.<br />

"Wo.... Me.... Keh rai thi k tum engineer nhi<br />

o sktay ku k wo tumari trah sarro nhi<br />

hotay." Usne kadray masomiyat se kaha r<br />

uski bat pr shayaan ek lamhay k liye<br />

muskuraya r aglay e pal wo azli sarropan.<br />

R eshaal k liye yh ek boht anhoni bat thi<br />

isliye wo boht heran hui.<br />

"Tumhe smile krni ati h?" Usne herani se<br />

use dekhte hue poocha. "Q?" Jwab me<br />

swaal aya. "Muj lga tumne seekha e nhi o<br />

ga. Ya jis becharay ne sikhanay ki koshish<br />

ki o gi tumari is sarro shakal ko dekh k e<br />

bhaag gya o ga" wo apni e bat pr zor se<br />

hnsi.<br />

"Tumhe chup rehna ata h?" Ab ki bar<br />

shayan ne tng aa kr kaha. "Acha baba!<br />

Sorry! Ab nhi bolti. Ek tou sb ko mujhse<br />

yai masla h k me bolti boht zyada hun. Ab<br />

kya krun bola beghair kese rahu? Yh b koi<br />

life Hui bhla? Chup kr k beth jao blkay nhi<br />

chup kr k walk kro. Qk Mr. Shayaan<br />

disturb hotay hen. Chlo sorry ab nhi<br />

bolun gi. Ab chup. Full stop!" Itni lmbi<br />

takreer krtay hue eshaal ne dhaiyaan e<br />

nhi dia k shayaan peechay e ruk gya tha.<br />

Wo peechay muri tou dekha shayaan wahin<br />

khra bechargi se use dekh raha tha. "Ab<br />

ruk q Gaye? Chlo na" Shayaan ne ek nazar<br />

use dekha r agay aa gya.<br />

Pooray 3 minute ki record khamoshi k bad<br />

eshaal ne bal akhir hathiyaar dal diye. "Ek<br />

bat kr lun? Plzzzzz!" Usne iltajaiya nazrun<br />

se shayaan ko dekha. "Ufff! Is lrki ka kuch<br />

nhi o skta!" Shayaan ne taqreeban<br />

barbratay hue kaha. "Dekho yh khud se<br />

baten krna bnd kro..... Acha chlo yh btao<br />

tum kya krtay o? Me tou 2 months bad law<br />

practice start kr rai Islamabad kachery<br />

me." Usne apna plan smjhaya. Jese shayaan<br />

ko Bari dilchaspi thi.<br />

"Me ek neurosurgeon hun. Abhi 7 months<br />

pehle e specialization ki h. Ab PIMS me job<br />

krta hun. Tum beghair appointment mere<br />

pass aa skti o ku k emergency or serious<br />

cases k liye appointment zarori nhi"<br />

Shayaan ne jal kr lmba sa jwab dia. Or phr<br />

bezti ki jo zahir c bat h eshaal ne<br />

mehsoos nhi ki. Wo lmbi bat uski bezti k<br />

liye e krta tha.<br />

"Me ku aon bhla?" Wo albata heran hui.<br />

"Qk tum ek serious demaghi bemari me<br />

mubtala o miss Eshaal. Tumhe checkup ki<br />

sakht zaroorat h. Qk agar bemari brh gai<br />

tou tumhe farq pre na pre aas pass k<br />

logon ko b bemari o skti h. Apnay ap pr r<br />

dosrun pr reham kro" ab ki bar wo use<br />

dekhte hue ghussay se bola tha. Pr wo<br />

eshaal hi kon jise ghussa aa jaye.<br />

"Muj kya hua bhla? R tum yh bat bat pr<br />

ghusaa krna chor do. Itni mazay ki hawa.<br />

Itna khubsurat nazara h. R pta h problem<br />

kya h? Me yahan ek sarro k sath chal rai<br />

hun." Eshaal ko jese khud pr tars aya.<br />

Shayaan ko maloom tha k yeh la ilaaj<br />

bemari h so wo khamosh raha r wo bolti<br />

gai.<br />

*****


Wo r Mohib cafe me Bethe hue they.<br />

Lunch time tha. Unho ne apna khana<br />

mungwa lia tha r ab hmesha ki trah<br />

thori boht baten kr raye they. Do<strong>no</strong><br />

ne apnay lab coats chair pr latkaye<br />

hue they. Shayaan ne apni sleeves<br />

kohniyun tk fold ki Hui thin.<br />

Achanak Mohib ka mobile bja. DANGER<br />

calling n ringtone b police mobile ki<br />

rkhi Hui thi. Thori der k liye mobile<br />

bja phr bnd o gya. Call krne walay ne<br />

srf miss call bheji thi. Shayaan ne<br />

muskura k uskay mobile ki traf dekha<br />

r hlka sa sir jhtka. Aliza ki call thi. Jo<br />

k Mrs.Mohib Alam thi. N shayaan ki<br />

behn.<br />

"Wese tumne ku danger rkha hua h<br />

name? Masoom c tou meri behn h."<br />

Shayaan ne hnste hue poocha. "Yar<br />

tume abhi kuch nhi pta yh biwiyan kya<br />

cheez hoti hen. Jitnay arsay sakoon<br />

me ho enjoy kro mere dost.... Pta nhi<br />

ab kon c panama leaks khulne lgi hen<br />

jo call ki h" Mohib ne use shadi k side<br />

effects smjhaye n uskay baad mobile<br />

ko dekhte hue kaha. Wo call sunne<br />

bahir chla gya tha.<br />

Mohib r Aliza ki shadi ko 5 months o<br />

chukay they. Inki shadi ki kahani b<br />

rawayti arrange marriages jesi e thi.<br />

Jb unki specializations clear Huin tou<br />

as a treat wo do<strong>no</strong> apni families ko ek<br />

sath picnic pr le k Gaye. Jahan mohib<br />

ki Ammi r abbu ko Aliza itni pasand aa<br />

gai k unho ne usko bahu bnanay ka pka<br />

irada kr lia. Yun in do<strong>no</strong> ki shadi Hui.<br />

Mohib intensive care unit me hota tha<br />

r zyada tar emergency cases deal krta<br />

tha. uska sb se acha dost tha r ab<br />

beh<strong>no</strong>i b bn gya tha. Aliza r Mohib ek<br />

bilkul ideal couple ki trah they. Lrai<br />

waghaira b hoti thi lekin ek dosray k<br />

beghair guzara b nhi tha.<br />

Aliza apnay maikay rehne b koi 4<br />

months me ek bar e ati thi warna tou<br />

srf thori der k liye ai r wapis.<br />

"Han btao kya hua?" Shayaan ne mohib<br />

se poocha jo wapis aa gya tha or kuch<br />

pareshan sa tha. "Pta nhi aliza keh rai<br />

thi k koi bat btani h! Janay kya bat o<br />

gi!" Shayaan ko b ajeeb sa lga.<br />

"Acha chor tum muj us morning walk<br />

wali lrki ka btao? Aj b ai thi kya?"<br />

Mohib k swaal pr shayaan k mathay pr<br />

shikanen ubhrin. Wo us k baray me<br />

sochna b nhi chahta tha. Us k sir me<br />

dard o jata tha us k zikar pr e.<br />

"Han ai thi. Ufff!!! Boht demagh khati h<br />

uska naam b mat lo" shayaan ne kaha<br />

r Mohib uski situation enjoy krtay hue<br />

hnsne lga.<br />

*****<br />

"Shayaan beta! Zubaida ne ek rishta<br />

dhundha h tumaray liye. Boht achi<br />

lrki h..." Ammi ne dining table pr khana<br />

khatay hue usi topic ko chera jis pr<br />

shayaan bat nhi krna chahta tha.<br />

Shayaan ki shadi ki bat se e Jan jati<br />

thi. Janay usko shadi se problem kya<br />

thi.<br />

"Ammi! Ek tou muj smjh nhi ati ap se<br />

zyada yh zubaida aunty ko ku fikar pri<br />

Hui h meri shadi ki.. I mean me jb mrzi<br />

shadi krun yh mera masla h unka nhi.<br />

Ap dhund lijiye ga khud pr pehle muj


career bnana h." Usne b hmesha ki trah inkaar kr<br />

dia tha.<br />

"Mohib ki b shadi o gai. Wo b career bna raha h..<br />

Tum b kr sktay o" Unho ne phir kaha.<br />

"Ammi Mohib ko Aliza jesi biwi mili h jo boht co<br />

operative h. Uski tarbiyat apnay ki h. Aisi koi lrki h<br />

tou plz bta den me us se shadi kr lunga. Lekin aisi<br />

koi lrji nhi h. N zubaida aunty se aisi koi umeed nhi.<br />

Wo apnay jesi e koi dhondh len gi. So ek bar career<br />

bn Jaye phir ap jis se kahen gi shadi kr lun ga."<br />

Shayaan ne goya bat e khatam kr di.<br />

*******<br />

Wo orphanage me e tha. Aj month ka first Saturday<br />

tha. R wo hr month k first Saturday ko yahan ata.<br />

Bchon k sath time b spend krta n donation b de kr<br />

jata.<br />

Abhi wo orphanage k garden me akela betha hua.<br />

White shirt or black jeans. Ankhun k neechay<br />

gehray hlkay. Hlki Brhi Hui dhari. Us k<br />

demagh me aj rat ka khwab dobara aya.<br />

Wo aj Eshaal k sath Eshmal ko b awaz dete<br />

hue utha tha.<br />

Eshaal b chli gai r eshmal ko b le gai. Wo<br />

akela reh gya tha.<br />

Is ghair mulk me jahan uska koi apna nhi<br />

tha. Wo chahta b nhi tha k use koi apna<br />

milay. Wo sb ap<strong>no</strong> ko chor aya tha. Sb se<br />

maheenay me ek bar bat ho jati thi. Aliza<br />

se, Mohib se, ammi se.<br />

Kya yh sb usi k sath hona tha? Usne kis ka<br />

bura kia tha jo use yh saza mili? Wo aksar<br />

yh bat socha krta tha.<br />

"Shayaan bhai!" Wo wahin betha tha jb use<br />

samnay se awaz ai usne sir utha k dekha<br />

tou wahan wo khri thi. Usi ki trah dukhun<br />

ki Mari Hui.


Ambulance<br />

in the jungle of cars<br />

stuck in a traffic jam<br />

An ambulance ringing the bell<br />

constantly<br />

was irritating the car driver on<br />

its side<br />

he started complaining about the<br />

ambulance<br />

what’s the heck with this<br />

ambulance<br />

even there is <strong>no</strong> one inside<br />

its just will blow my eardrums<br />

as soon as he reaches home<br />

his sister opens the door cryingly<br />

our father has died<br />

his brother replies angrily<br />

Haven’t you call the ambulance<br />

His sister replies sobbing<br />

I called but<br />

the ambulance was stuck in the<br />

traffic jam!<br />

By : Sibt-E-Ali


The<br />

Exciting<br />

News<br />

By: Mahvash Irshad


Sophia, being restless, was pacing around<br />

the room. She threw a glance at the black,<br />

blank television screen. Her hands were<br />

itching to encase the remote and switch on<br />

the TV but she could <strong>no</strong>t. She could <strong>no</strong>t<br />

because deep down to the core she was<br />

badly scared, scared of the news that will<br />

flash on the screen, scared of the amount<br />

of savagely slaughtered human beings,<br />

scared of the shrieks of people, scared of<br />

the roaring jets in air and scared of her<br />

break down.<br />

So she settled for the distance between<br />

the TV and herself. She attempted to give<br />

herself a false hope that in her country<br />

everything is going well, everyone is<br />

contented and secured while the real<br />

situation contradicted her thoughts.<br />

Her thoughts were put to death by the ring<br />

of telephone. She looked at the clock that<br />

exhibited three pm.<br />

“Who could it be?” She mumbled in<br />

cogitation.<br />

At the third ring, she attended the call.<br />

“Hello?” She uttered in a quivering voice.<br />

“Hello. Sophia? It’s me Natasha.” The voice<br />

on the other side of phone introduced its<br />

owner in a quite sprightly manner.<br />

“Natasha?” Sophia repeated her name in<br />

utter disbelief. “How are you? It’s been<br />

ages since we talked.” Sophia’s gloomy<br />

heart was cheered up on hearing the voice<br />

of her best friend.<br />

“I k<strong>no</strong>w. I k<strong>no</strong>w. I am all good. What about<br />

you?”<br />

“I-I am fine. Tell me when are we meeting?”<br />

Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t refrain herself from<br />

asking.<br />

“Our wait is almost over. We are meeting<br />

today.” Natasha broke unexpected news.<br />

Sophia pounced up in excitement.<br />

“Are you serious?” She clapped her hands<br />

together.<br />

“Yes. I am serious.” Natasha giggled. “I will<br />

be there in an hour.”<br />

“Really? Okay, I am waiting.” A wide smile<br />

formed its way to Sophia’s lips after a very<br />

long time.<br />

Every second passed like a century for her.<br />

Waiting can be killing sometimes. Natasha<br />

and Sophia lived in the same city but their<br />

meetings were few and far between because<br />

of the dreadful, ongoing war in their<br />

country. Migration was <strong>no</strong>t easy for any of<br />

the family because they all were caged in<br />

fear and fire. In order to stay secured, <strong>no</strong><br />

one crossed the threshold of his<br />

sanctuary abode.<br />

This terrific war etched a strong impact on<br />

Natasha’s mind and of course it was<br />

negative. All the time she used to complain<br />

about her hard life and curse her<br />

blackened fate.<br />

After a strong impatient period for meeting<br />

Natasha, Sophia’s killing wait was<br />

eventually over. The door was k<strong>no</strong>cked and<br />

Sophia hastened to the door. In a few<br />

seconds, the dull air was mingled with<br />

lively and happy shouts. They both<br />

embraced each other and celebrated their<br />

meeting immensely.<br />

Sophia scanned Natasha’s face that was<br />

radiating with richness of joy. Never in her<br />

life had Sophia seen Natasha so happy. They<br />

talked a bit about their country’s terrific<br />

conditions, and then Natasha was served<br />

with a glass of water as there were <strong>no</strong><br />

solid eatables in any house.<br />

“So, how you decided to come over here?”


Sophia asked Natasha as she seated<br />

herself beside her best friend in a ragged<br />

sofa.<br />

“I am here to tell you exciting news!” Her<br />

eyes gleamed with jubilees. .<br />

“Wow!” Sophia remarked. “What is it?”<br />

“Throw your guesses.” Natasha grinned.<br />

“Okay.” Sophia shook her head and after<br />

some contemplation she spoke, “You have<br />

bought a rifle.” She anticipated Natasha’s<br />

positive response.<br />

“No.”<br />

“You are going to France.” Sophia snapped<br />

when the thought of Natasha’s deep love<br />

for the country clicked in her head.<br />

“I wish I could.” Natasha replied in a very<br />

saddened tone.<br />

“I can’t guess any more <strong>no</strong>r can I wait. Just<br />

tell me what is it?” Sophia’s patience<br />

surrendered.<br />

“Okay.” Natasha sighed but then went on.<br />

“The exciting news is...” She halted and a<br />

huge grin showed off her pearl like teeth.<br />

Sophia brought her hands to her chest.<br />

“Come on. Don’t make me wait anymore.”<br />

“I…am…diag<strong>no</strong>sed with blood cancer!”<br />

Natasha beamed in exhilaration.<br />

Sophia’s blood turned icy. Her smile<br />

vanished, her lips were a gaped. Natasha’s<br />

words sucked the merriment from her face<br />

and delivered chills to her entire body.<br />

Sophia gulped down and asked, “What did<br />

you say?”<br />

“I am diag<strong>no</strong>sed with blood cancer.”<br />

Natasha repeated her statement in the<br />

same beaming way.<br />

Sophia sprang up from the couch, blinked<br />

several times and then looked at her best<br />

friend in disbelief.<br />

Natasha sensed her dazed state, so she<br />

rose off the couch and walked towards<br />

Sophia with a confident smile that<br />

beautified her face.<br />

“It is exciting news, isn’t it?” Natasha<br />

almost whispered.<br />

“You are going to die! It is <strong>no</strong>t exciting!”<br />

Sophia cried at the top of her throat and<br />

then she exploded in tears.<br />

But still, Natasha was calmed.<br />

“I am <strong>no</strong>t going to die <strong>no</strong>w. I still have<br />

those three damned months.” Natasha<br />

placed her hands on Sophia’s shoulder in a<br />

soft manner.<br />

Sophia’s eyes were over filling with tears.<br />

The news tore her heart apart. She forgot<br />

to breath. Last month she lost her dearest<br />

and only brother in war and <strong>no</strong>w she was<br />

going to lose Natasha. A chamber of her<br />

heart worked because of her sister like<br />

best friend but soon the chamber was<br />

going to be jammed.<br />

“You will leave me all alone in this world<br />

and this appears exciting to you?” Sophia<br />

managed to question Natasha between her<br />

sobs.<br />

“No, sweetheart.” Natasha said as she wiped<br />

off her dearest mate’s tears. “It is exciting<br />

because I have finally got a chance to<br />

escape this cruel world where humanity<br />

has lost its deserving worth, where cities<br />

are destroyed and a thirsting massacre<br />

happens every day and <strong>no</strong> one dares to<br />

speak up.” Natasha’s face was dressed with<br />

solemnity.<br />

Sophia watched her with blurred vision as<br />

she resumed speaking. “It’s exciting because<br />

I will <strong>no</strong> longer hear wails of victims and<br />

thundering jets. I will <strong>no</strong> longer see blood<br />

streams flowing down the roads and<br />

grenades in hands. I will <strong>no</strong> longer see the<br />

buildings being pulled down or a man<br />

running fast in pursuit of saving his life<br />

because he is on fire. I will <strong>no</strong> longer get<br />

hurt <strong>no</strong>r will I cry.”


Natasha paused, flicked an eye at Sophia<br />

and then spliced her lips again. “I have got<br />

my visa to the peaceful place. I will have<br />

<strong>no</strong> fear of being killed in a bomb blast or a<br />

bullet piercing through my stomach. I will<br />

be far, far away from the war loving<br />

creatures.” Natasha’s voice fractured as<br />

she finished.<br />

Sophia ran towards her and hugged her.<br />

She cried her heart out but Natasha, she<br />

didn’t cry, although the warmth of her<br />

tears could be felt by Sophia.<br />

They withdrew from engulf, Sophia with a<br />

mourning face and Natasha with a<br />

celebrating smile.<br />

“Don’t weep, Sophia. I will live for three<br />

months more but I really want to die soon.<br />

And on my death you will <strong>no</strong>t cry. You will<br />

smile and applaud on my departure and<br />

also tell the people to fire up because my<br />

wish would come true. We should <strong>no</strong>t<br />

mourn over others’ achievements.”<br />

“Are you in your senses?” Sophia sniffled.<br />

“I am.”<br />

Sophia was left speechless. She could <strong>no</strong>t<br />

come up with words to speak up; all she<br />

knew was that she won’t see Natasha<br />

anymore and the thought of her being<br />

erased from this planet haunted her. She<br />

shuddered at this thought.<br />

And Natasha, she was grieving, breaking<br />

and wailing under her composed skin. Her<br />

sobs were stuck in her throat because she<br />

was <strong>no</strong>t letting them out.<br />

“I have got one more thing to tell you.”<br />

Natasha smiled.<br />

Sophia held her breath.<br />

“Don’t worry. I am going to spend this<br />

night with you.” Natasha attempted to<br />

cheer Sophia up and so she pumped her fist<br />

in the tensed air.<br />

“That’s great.” Sophia smiled between her<br />

sniffles.<br />

They went to bed late at night; they talked<br />

a lot about their lives and their dreams,<br />

dreams that will never come true. But<br />

Natasha did <strong>no</strong>t reveal one of her dreams<br />

to Sophia. She kept that dream in a corner<br />

of her dark heart but her belief of that<br />

dream coming true lighted her heart up.<br />

In the midnight, Sophia’s eyes opened<br />

suddenly and she found herself panting<br />

because of the nightmare she saw. She<br />

made a prayer in her heart for safety and<br />

then switched her body position to the<br />

left and when she was about to bring her<br />

eyelids together, she saw Natasha sitting<br />

on the edge of bed.<br />

“What are you doing, Natasha?” Sophia<br />

asked in a sleepy tone.<br />

“I am just praying to God.” Natasha<br />

answered without looking at Sophia.<br />

Next morning, after breakfast, Natasha set<br />

to leave but Sophia insisted to accompany<br />

her to the nearer bus stop and Natasha<br />

agreed.<br />

As they were walking down the road, the<br />

barren road actually, bathed in blazing<br />

sun heat and fear of being invaded anytime.<br />

“What were you praying for last night?”<br />

Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t restrain her curiosity<br />

that had been bubbling up inside her since<br />

last night.<br />

“Yesterday 77 people died in a bomb blast<br />

near this city. I was praying for them.”<br />

Natasha flashed her sad smile but Sophia<br />

did <strong>no</strong>t miss to see her red, swollen eyes.<br />

“What?” Sophia gasped. “This loss is too<br />

much.” She remarked. And that was the<br />

news she was afraid to watch on<br />

television.<br />

“Thank God that our city is still safe,<br />

otherwise we would be on our ways to<br />

paradise.” Natasha shook her head.


“Yes.” Sophia sighed.<br />

Abruptly, a sound of gunshot rippled<br />

through the air waves and out of <strong>no</strong>where<br />

a bullet pierced through Natasha’s body<br />

and she fell on the ground.<br />

Sophia shrieked. She dropped to her knees<br />

by Natasha’s side. Natasha was still<br />

breathing. But scarlet blood was erupting<br />

out of her stomach and she was grimacing<br />

in pain.<br />

Soon her clothes were all red. But her<br />

irregular breaths were keeping her alive.<br />

“You are going to be fine, okay?” Sophia<br />

tapped Natasha’s face and forced her to<br />

open her eyes.<br />

Natasha hissed. Sophia was badly trembling<br />

and the torrent of tears was washing her<br />

face. She tried to stop the raged flow of<br />

blood with the press of her hand. But you<br />

can’t block a desperate river’s way by a<br />

small barrier, especially when it has<br />

decided to flourish.<br />

There was <strong>no</strong> one to help them but the<br />

sounds of gunshots to scare them more.<br />

“S-Sophia, I am so excited. God<br />

has……answered my….prayers.” Natasha<br />

stammered and attempted to force a smile.<br />

“What kind of prayers?” Sophia whispered.<br />

“Yesterday night, I-I prayed to God to call<br />

me to heaven soon.” Natasha moaned but<br />

went on, “I knew our city will be on fire<br />

sooner or later and it will turn in a battle<br />

field. I was scared.” Natasha’s words<br />

fueled Sophia’s tears.<br />

“Why do you have to go?”<br />

“I have got my visa to a very, very peaceful<br />

place. I am happy. Just tell my mother that<br />

I am sorry for <strong>no</strong>t making to home before<br />

<strong>no</strong>on. She must be worried, you k<strong>no</strong>w.”<br />

Natasha lifted her blood stained hand with<br />

a great effort and caressed Sophia’s cheek.<br />

Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t speak and how could she<br />

when her best friend was dying in front of<br />

her eyes.<br />

“Shh, don’t cry.” Natasha’s eyelids began to<br />

attach.<br />

“Please don’t go. Please.” Sophia was<br />

shaking Natasha’s shoulder.<br />

“God does answer prayers. Dreams do come<br />

true. Just like mine did. Don’t cry, don’t…”<br />

She gasped and her eyes were shut.<br />

Sophia’s face was drained.<br />

“Natasha!” Sophia screeched but she could<br />

see a vivid smile and satisfaction on her<br />

face.<br />

Sophia’s pain could <strong>no</strong>t be seen in the<br />

storm of bullets. Her best friend died. Her<br />

city was invaded. Everything was on its way<br />

to devastation and the world was growing<br />

dark.<br />

A bullet passed by her arm and slit it.<br />

Blood leaked from her veins and sobs<br />

leaked from her throat. She was hurt by<br />

her best friend’s death, by the freshly<br />

started war, by the bullet that hit her, by<br />

the cries of people.<br />

Sophia pulled her hair.<br />

“Stop! Stop! Stop!” She thundered with a<br />

screech.<br />

She stood with her weakened knees in the<br />

middle of war field and then shrieked,<br />

“Stop it! Stop it!” But she, soon, fell on the<br />

ground.<br />

“I beg you to stop this war.” She whispered.<br />

“Please. Please.” She added.<br />

Natasha’s mother fainted as soon as she


heard the news of her daughter’s<br />

departure. Breaking the terrific news to<br />

her family was one of the herculean<br />

tasks.<br />

Sophia was depressed. She neither talked<br />

<strong>no</strong>r ate anything. Every day, every night<br />

she would hear the roar of jets, sounds<br />

of blasts, people crying for help and she<br />

would shrink in a corner.<br />

Due to the worsening conditions,<br />

Sophia’s family took refuge in a cellar of<br />

building. The cellar was dark with only<br />

one ventilator that was insufficient for<br />

air and light.<br />

slid down against the wall and held his<br />

head between his hands.<br />

“Why are you all mourning? It is great<br />

news.” She beamed and then she unbolted<br />

the door of cellar and ran out of the<br />

building.<br />

Sophia faced the sky and shouted,<br />

“Natasha! I have also got my visa to a<br />

very, very peaceful place!’ Sophia smiled<br />

and thanked God while she was standing<br />

in the middle of storm of bullets.<br />

But they did inhale the air filled with<br />

blood smell and smoke. After a few days,<br />

a<strong>no</strong>ther family shifted to that cellar.<br />

Everyone had fearful faces because <strong>no</strong><br />

was sure of the stability of the cellar.<br />

Sophia was tired of the mo<strong>no</strong>to<strong>no</strong>us<br />

conditions. She wanted to escape just<br />

like Natasha wanted.<br />

One day Sophia ate a rotten apple but<br />

soon she threw up with blood. She was<br />

scared of seeing blood rushing out of<br />

her mouth.<br />

The family that moved in just a few days<br />

ago had a medical background. The head<br />

of the family was a doctor. After<br />

examining Sophia and asking some<br />

questions, he broke unexpected news.<br />

“According to my examination and<br />

experience and your symptoms, I am sorry<br />

to inform you that you have lung<br />

cancer.” He spoke in a heavy voice but<br />

that news infused a life in Sophia’s dull<br />

face and body.<br />

Sophia laughed in disbelief. Everyone<br />

stared at her with shocked eyes. Her<br />

mother broke into tears and her father


‘‘ A mystery/thriller <strong>no</strong>vella,<br />

Author<br />

Age : 15<br />

: Sibt-e -Ali<br />

featuring Oliver Holmes<br />

(grandson of Sherlock Holmes)<br />

as the lead character along with<br />

his cousins Katie & Allen he<br />

joins his new university where he<br />

came to meet up with some of his<br />

relatives who previously<br />

thought that Allen, Oliver and<br />

Katie had died years ago. Oliver<br />

decides to dig into this mystery<br />

when a<strong>no</strong>ther secret pop out and<br />

his parents are murdered by<br />

their family enemy Crow. Oliver<br />

together with his relatives joins<br />

up to form Team Holmes to take<br />

revenge from Crow. ”<br />

City<br />

: Rawalpindi<br />

Country : Pakistan


A girl has demons,<br />

And they own her soul<br />

A smile on her face,<br />

But they call her a disgrace<br />

More than you will ever k<strong>no</strong>w,<br />

Before bedtime they put up a show.<br />

Darkness is what she loved,<br />

When she did <strong>no</strong>t k<strong>no</strong>w that they were cursed<br />

Now they own her days just like her nights,<br />

What a shame! They took her pride!<br />

They gave her a crown but <strong>no</strong> one k<strong>no</strong>ws,<br />

It wasn't ever up to her to wear it as her own<br />

She had <strong>no</strong> choice,<br />

So she compromised<br />

She had to be something,<br />

And she knew she wasn't allowed to be an earthling.<br />

Now, a girl is a demon but it's <strong>no</strong>t what she wanted,<br />

It wouldn't be this way if you hadn't taken her for granted<br />

By: Fajar Niazi


MY HOME<br />

My house is built of bricks<br />

My home is built of my father’s<br />

daily grind<br />

My house is built of cement and<br />

shovel<br />

My home is built of my<br />

mother's love<br />

My house is built of pillars and<br />

glass<br />

My home is built of my<br />

brother's smile<br />

(I can live without a house but<br />

<strong>no</strong>t without a home)<br />

By: Sibteali


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