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PARESTAN
Listhen........................................................................................... 1<br />
Down To DNA ...................................................................... 3<br />
Shehr-e-Yyaaram: 2 ...................................................... 8<br />
Ambulance ............................................................................... 12<br />
The Exciting News .......................................................... 13<br />
You’ve Gotta Read ....................................................... 19<br />
My Daemons, My Priorities ............................. 20<br />
My Home ............................................................................... 22
Listen<br />
By: Zaha Shoab
Listen, little girl,<br />
Times are dark,<br />
Ghosts are coming,<br />
And they will leave a mark,<br />
Your death is near,<br />
And so is your friend's,<br />
The life you took for granted,<br />
Is <strong>no</strong>w about to end,<br />
So my dearie,<br />
Prepare yourself,<br />
Hide all your jewelry,<br />
Put candles on the shelf,<br />
Take out your black dress,<br />
And then put it on,<br />
And spend the whole night,<br />
Praying all long,<br />
Well, my girl,<br />
I hope you see,<br />
I’m sure you k<strong>no</strong>w,<br />
It’s all a joke from me!
Down<br />
To<br />
DNA
No two persons are the same.<br />
Everyone’s different; everyone has a<br />
unique twist to their DNA, some more so<br />
than others. But it’s there, a twist<br />
amongst the insurmountable helixes of<br />
gene code that's all the same, passed<br />
on since the start of time from<br />
generation to generation. It pops up<br />
every <strong>no</strong>w and then, suppressed in<br />
others and dominating in some.<br />
But difference just doesn't boil down<br />
to DNA.<br />
I learned through exposure what it<br />
truly means to be different. Some<br />
people like to think they're the 'one's.<br />
They like to paint themselves as rebels<br />
or be the <strong>no</strong>va among galaxies. But it’s<br />
<strong>no</strong>t just about a Just Girly Things post<br />
on your Instagram or that quote on<br />
your profile picture.<br />
Being different is when you wish you<br />
were the same.
Because when your difference becomes<br />
bare and<br />
<strong>no</strong>ticeable to the world, it’s painfully<br />
so. Different is weary days and<br />
sleepless nights. It’s days blending into<br />
each other because they’re all<br />
manifestations of the same exhaustion<br />
of trying to be who you are <strong>no</strong>t. It is<br />
the friction of nerves being scraped<br />
raw by the suffocating, meaningless<br />
chatter of the rest of the world.<br />
It hurts. It drains. It’s exhausting, being<br />
different.<br />
Being different is easy, except when<br />
you're surrounded by black and white.<br />
But how would we ever k<strong>no</strong>w we're<br />
different had we <strong>no</strong>t been amongst<br />
those who are the same?<br />
Everyone claims to be different. So<br />
aren't we all the same?<br />
Name: Fatima Ahmed<br />
Age: 17
Wo ek tng o tareek gali me se guzar raha<br />
tha. Uskay peechay teen ghair mulki afraad<br />
they jo hathon me pistols liye uskay peechay<br />
chal Raye they. Tee<strong>no</strong> k pistols loaded they.<br />
Wo black pant coat or black glasses lgaye<br />
sb se agay tha. Tng gali k akhir me do<br />
galliyan right or left jati thin. Right gali me<br />
street light ki hlki orange roshni pheli Hui<br />
thi jbkay left side tareek thi.<br />
Wo Charon left traf chlay gaye. Agay e uska<br />
adaa tha. Aday me pohnch kr pistol walay<br />
afraad dayen bayen khray o gaye r wo lmbay<br />
lmbay dag bhrta hua samnay moujud dabbon<br />
k dhair ki traf chla gya. Jisme taza smuggle<br />
shudda maal tha. Unko dekhte hue lamhay<br />
bhar ko uski ankhon me ek chamak ubhri. r<br />
dosray e lamhay wo dabbay me moojood<br />
theliyun k dhair, jin me sfaid powder bhra<br />
hua tha, me se ek thaili nikali or apnay naak<br />
k kareeb le k gya.<br />
"Hmmm nice... Very very nice" usne apnay<br />
makaar andaaz me kaha r theli wapis dabbay<br />
me uchal di.<br />
*******<br />
"Mere se ab or nhi chlnay hota" eshaal ne<br />
apnay ghut<strong>no</strong>n pr hath rkhte hue us se kaha<br />
jo abhi tk yai soch raha tha k kis jurm ki<br />
saza me yh lrki is k peechay lgai gai h. Wo<br />
khamoshi se chlta raha. R eshaal thori der<br />
wahin khri rai takay thora rest o Jaye.<br />
"Excuse me Mr. Shayaan! Me apsay bat kr rhi<br />
hun. Do minute ruk Jaen na ap" usne wahin<br />
khray khray awaaz lgai. Shayaan ne sir<br />
jhatka r chlta raha. Charo na char usko b<br />
chlna pra blkay bhaagna pra ku k Shayaan<br />
boht agay ja chuka tha. Aise e tou nhi na wo<br />
45 mins ka track 25 mins me khatam kr leta<br />
tha!!<br />
"Itna zyada tou me walk krtay tou nhi thakti<br />
jitna tum muj apnay peechay bhga k thka<br />
dete o" usne nuskuratay hue us shaandaar<br />
se mard se kaha. R wo sarro agay dekhta<br />
raha.<br />
Aj wo ek white color k track suit me tha. R<br />
eshaal light blue color k track suit me<br />
chewing gum chbatay hue hmesha ki trah<br />
uska demagh chat rai thi.<br />
Shayaan ko is boht e zyada bolnay wali<br />
blkay pkanay wali lrki pr intaha ka ghussa<br />
aa raha tha. Wo hmesha e se boht kam go<br />
tha. Kisi se free na honay wala.<br />
"Acha wese tum krtay kya o? Mmm.. Student<br />
tou nhi o sktay ku k tume nhi lgta k tum<br />
student khehlanay k liye kafi baray ho?... I<br />
mean 28 tk ki age me kon pagal prhta h. Han<br />
kuch hotay hen jinko demagh khapanay ka<br />
shoq hota h tou wo PhD krte he. Wese tum<br />
28 e k o na..... Lgtay tou ho.... Han itnay k ho<br />
ge... R koi kam e krtay o ge" Wo uskay sath<br />
sath chlti apni e baton ka jwab deti rehti thi<br />
or wo khamoshi se sunta. Agr kisi k katal ki<br />
ijazat hoti tou fil waqt wo is lrki ka e krta.<br />
Abhi uska dil kr raha tha k thora boht<br />
gunnah kma e le r yahin iska gala duba kr<br />
dfnaa Jaye. Takay is roz roz ki pareshani se<br />
Jan chutay.
"Muj lgta h tum engineer o... ya nai tum<br />
engineer nhi ho ge wo tumaray trah sarro<br />
nhi hotay...." Wo boltay boltay chup o gai<br />
r sharminda b hui. Yeh bat tou nhi bolni<br />
thi..Is bat pr wo chonka. "Kya kaha<br />
tumne?" Usne uski traf murtay hue<br />
poocha r ruk gya. Wo b ruk gai. Situation<br />
jo b ho filhaal ruk k wo sb se zyada<br />
khush thi. Chlnay se uski Jan jati thi.<br />
"Wo.... Me.... Keh rai thi k tum engineer nhi<br />
o sktay ku k wo tumari trah sarro nhi<br />
hotay." Usne kadray masomiyat se kaha r<br />
uski bat pr shayaan ek lamhay k liye<br />
muskuraya r aglay e pal wo azli sarropan.<br />
R eshaal k liye yh ek boht anhoni bat thi<br />
isliye wo boht heran hui.<br />
"Tumhe smile krni ati h?" Usne herani se<br />
use dekhte hue poocha. "Q?" Jwab me<br />
swaal aya. "Muj lga tumne seekha e nhi o<br />
ga. Ya jis becharay ne sikhanay ki koshish<br />
ki o gi tumari is sarro shakal ko dekh k e<br />
bhaag gya o ga" wo apni e bat pr zor se<br />
hnsi.<br />
"Tumhe chup rehna ata h?" Ab ki bar<br />
shayan ne tng aa kr kaha. "Acha baba!<br />
Sorry! Ab nhi bolti. Ek tou sb ko mujhse<br />
yai masla h k me bolti boht zyada hun. Ab<br />
kya krun bola beghair kese rahu? Yh b koi<br />
life Hui bhla? Chup kr k beth jao blkay nhi<br />
chup kr k walk kro. Qk Mr. Shayaan<br />
disturb hotay hen. Chlo sorry ab nhi<br />
bolun gi. Ab chup. Full stop!" Itni lmbi<br />
takreer krtay hue eshaal ne dhaiyaan e<br />
nhi dia k shayaan peechay e ruk gya tha.<br />
Wo peechay muri tou dekha shayaan wahin<br />
khra bechargi se use dekh raha tha. "Ab<br />
ruk q Gaye? Chlo na" Shayaan ne ek nazar<br />
use dekha r agay aa gya.<br />
Pooray 3 minute ki record khamoshi k bad<br />
eshaal ne bal akhir hathiyaar dal diye. "Ek<br />
bat kr lun? Plzzzzz!" Usne iltajaiya nazrun<br />
se shayaan ko dekha. "Ufff! Is lrki ka kuch<br />
nhi o skta!" Shayaan ne taqreeban<br />
barbratay hue kaha. "Dekho yh khud se<br />
baten krna bnd kro..... Acha chlo yh btao<br />
tum kya krtay o? Me tou 2 months bad law<br />
practice start kr rai Islamabad kachery<br />
me." Usne apna plan smjhaya. Jese shayaan<br />
ko Bari dilchaspi thi.<br />
"Me ek neurosurgeon hun. Abhi 7 months<br />
pehle e specialization ki h. Ab PIMS me job<br />
krta hun. Tum beghair appointment mere<br />
pass aa skti o ku k emergency or serious<br />
cases k liye appointment zarori nhi"<br />
Shayaan ne jal kr lmba sa jwab dia. Or phr<br />
bezti ki jo zahir c bat h eshaal ne<br />
mehsoos nhi ki. Wo lmbi bat uski bezti k<br />
liye e krta tha.<br />
"Me ku aon bhla?" Wo albata heran hui.<br />
"Qk tum ek serious demaghi bemari me<br />
mubtala o miss Eshaal. Tumhe checkup ki<br />
sakht zaroorat h. Qk agar bemari brh gai<br />
tou tumhe farq pre na pre aas pass k<br />
logon ko b bemari o skti h. Apnay ap pr r<br />
dosrun pr reham kro" ab ki bar wo use<br />
dekhte hue ghussay se bola tha. Pr wo<br />
eshaal hi kon jise ghussa aa jaye.<br />
"Muj kya hua bhla? R tum yh bat bat pr<br />
ghusaa krna chor do. Itni mazay ki hawa.<br />
Itna khubsurat nazara h. R pta h problem<br />
kya h? Me yahan ek sarro k sath chal rai<br />
hun." Eshaal ko jese khud pr tars aya.<br />
Shayaan ko maloom tha k yeh la ilaaj<br />
bemari h so wo khamosh raha r wo bolti<br />
gai.<br />
*****
Wo r Mohib cafe me Bethe hue they.<br />
Lunch time tha. Unho ne apna khana<br />
mungwa lia tha r ab hmesha ki trah<br />
thori boht baten kr raye they. Do<strong>no</strong><br />
ne apnay lab coats chair pr latkaye<br />
hue they. Shayaan ne apni sleeves<br />
kohniyun tk fold ki Hui thin.<br />
Achanak Mohib ka mobile bja. DANGER<br />
calling n ringtone b police mobile ki<br />
rkhi Hui thi. Thori der k liye mobile<br />
bja phr bnd o gya. Call krne walay ne<br />
srf miss call bheji thi. Shayaan ne<br />
muskura k uskay mobile ki traf dekha<br />
r hlka sa sir jhtka. Aliza ki call thi. Jo<br />
k Mrs.Mohib Alam thi. N shayaan ki<br />
behn.<br />
"Wese tumne ku danger rkha hua h<br />
name? Masoom c tou meri behn h."<br />
Shayaan ne hnste hue poocha. "Yar<br />
tume abhi kuch nhi pta yh biwiyan kya<br />
cheez hoti hen. Jitnay arsay sakoon<br />
me ho enjoy kro mere dost.... Pta nhi<br />
ab kon c panama leaks khulne lgi hen<br />
jo call ki h" Mohib ne use shadi k side<br />
effects smjhaye n uskay baad mobile<br />
ko dekhte hue kaha. Wo call sunne<br />
bahir chla gya tha.<br />
Mohib r Aliza ki shadi ko 5 months o<br />
chukay they. Inki shadi ki kahani b<br />
rawayti arrange marriages jesi e thi.<br />
Jb unki specializations clear Huin tou<br />
as a treat wo do<strong>no</strong> apni families ko ek<br />
sath picnic pr le k Gaye. Jahan mohib<br />
ki Ammi r abbu ko Aliza itni pasand aa<br />
gai k unho ne usko bahu bnanay ka pka<br />
irada kr lia. Yun in do<strong>no</strong> ki shadi Hui.<br />
Mohib intensive care unit me hota tha<br />
r zyada tar emergency cases deal krta<br />
tha. uska sb se acha dost tha r ab<br />
beh<strong>no</strong>i b bn gya tha. Aliza r Mohib ek<br />
bilkul ideal couple ki trah they. Lrai<br />
waghaira b hoti thi lekin ek dosray k<br />
beghair guzara b nhi tha.<br />
Aliza apnay maikay rehne b koi 4<br />
months me ek bar e ati thi warna tou<br />
srf thori der k liye ai r wapis.<br />
"Han btao kya hua?" Shayaan ne mohib<br />
se poocha jo wapis aa gya tha or kuch<br />
pareshan sa tha. "Pta nhi aliza keh rai<br />
thi k koi bat btani h! Janay kya bat o<br />
gi!" Shayaan ko b ajeeb sa lga.<br />
"Acha chor tum muj us morning walk<br />
wali lrki ka btao? Aj b ai thi kya?"<br />
Mohib k swaal pr shayaan k mathay pr<br />
shikanen ubhrin. Wo us k baray me<br />
sochna b nhi chahta tha. Us k sir me<br />
dard o jata tha us k zikar pr e.<br />
"Han ai thi. Ufff!!! Boht demagh khati h<br />
uska naam b mat lo" shayaan ne kaha<br />
r Mohib uski situation enjoy krtay hue<br />
hnsne lga.<br />
*****<br />
"Shayaan beta! Zubaida ne ek rishta<br />
dhundha h tumaray liye. Boht achi<br />
lrki h..." Ammi ne dining table pr khana<br />
khatay hue usi topic ko chera jis pr<br />
shayaan bat nhi krna chahta tha.<br />
Shayaan ki shadi ki bat se e Jan jati<br />
thi. Janay usko shadi se problem kya<br />
thi.<br />
"Ammi! Ek tou muj smjh nhi ati ap se<br />
zyada yh zubaida aunty ko ku fikar pri<br />
Hui h meri shadi ki.. I mean me jb mrzi<br />
shadi krun yh mera masla h unka nhi.<br />
Ap dhund lijiye ga khud pr pehle muj
career bnana h." Usne b hmesha ki trah inkaar kr<br />
dia tha.<br />
"Mohib ki b shadi o gai. Wo b career bna raha h..<br />
Tum b kr sktay o" Unho ne phir kaha.<br />
"Ammi Mohib ko Aliza jesi biwi mili h jo boht co<br />
operative h. Uski tarbiyat apnay ki h. Aisi koi lrki h<br />
tou plz bta den me us se shadi kr lunga. Lekin aisi<br />
koi lrji nhi h. N zubaida aunty se aisi koi umeed nhi.<br />
Wo apnay jesi e koi dhondh len gi. So ek bar career<br />
bn Jaye phir ap jis se kahen gi shadi kr lun ga."<br />
Shayaan ne goya bat e khatam kr di.<br />
*******<br />
Wo orphanage me e tha. Aj month ka first Saturday<br />
tha. R wo hr month k first Saturday ko yahan ata.<br />
Bchon k sath time b spend krta n donation b de kr<br />
jata.<br />
Abhi wo orphanage k garden me akela betha hua.<br />
White shirt or black jeans. Ankhun k neechay<br />
gehray hlkay. Hlki Brhi Hui dhari. Us k<br />
demagh me aj rat ka khwab dobara aya.<br />
Wo aj Eshaal k sath Eshmal ko b awaz dete<br />
hue utha tha.<br />
Eshaal b chli gai r eshmal ko b le gai. Wo<br />
akela reh gya tha.<br />
Is ghair mulk me jahan uska koi apna nhi<br />
tha. Wo chahta b nhi tha k use koi apna<br />
milay. Wo sb ap<strong>no</strong> ko chor aya tha. Sb se<br />
maheenay me ek bar bat ho jati thi. Aliza<br />
se, Mohib se, ammi se.<br />
Kya yh sb usi k sath hona tha? Usne kis ka<br />
bura kia tha jo use yh saza mili? Wo aksar<br />
yh bat socha krta tha.<br />
"Shayaan bhai!" Wo wahin betha tha jb use<br />
samnay se awaz ai usne sir utha k dekha<br />
tou wahan wo khri thi. Usi ki trah dukhun<br />
ki Mari Hui.
Ambulance<br />
in the jungle of cars<br />
stuck in a traffic jam<br />
An ambulance ringing the bell<br />
constantly<br />
was irritating the car driver on<br />
its side<br />
he started complaining about the<br />
ambulance<br />
what’s the heck with this<br />
ambulance<br />
even there is <strong>no</strong> one inside<br />
its just will blow my eardrums<br />
as soon as he reaches home<br />
his sister opens the door cryingly<br />
our father has died<br />
his brother replies angrily<br />
Haven’t you call the ambulance<br />
His sister replies sobbing<br />
I called but<br />
the ambulance was stuck in the<br />
traffic jam!<br />
By : Sibt-E-Ali
The<br />
Exciting<br />
News<br />
By: Mahvash Irshad
Sophia, being restless, was pacing around<br />
the room. She threw a glance at the black,<br />
blank television screen. Her hands were<br />
itching to encase the remote and switch on<br />
the TV but she could <strong>no</strong>t. She could <strong>no</strong>t<br />
because deep down to the core she was<br />
badly scared, scared of the news that will<br />
flash on the screen, scared of the amount<br />
of savagely slaughtered human beings,<br />
scared of the shrieks of people, scared of<br />
the roaring jets in air and scared of her<br />
break down.<br />
So she settled for the distance between<br />
the TV and herself. She attempted to give<br />
herself a false hope that in her country<br />
everything is going well, everyone is<br />
contented and secured while the real<br />
situation contradicted her thoughts.<br />
Her thoughts were put to death by the ring<br />
of telephone. She looked at the clock that<br />
exhibited three pm.<br />
“Who could it be?” She mumbled in<br />
cogitation.<br />
At the third ring, she attended the call.<br />
“Hello?” She uttered in a quivering voice.<br />
“Hello. Sophia? It’s me Natasha.” The voice<br />
on the other side of phone introduced its<br />
owner in a quite sprightly manner.<br />
“Natasha?” Sophia repeated her name in<br />
utter disbelief. “How are you? It’s been<br />
ages since we talked.” Sophia’s gloomy<br />
heart was cheered up on hearing the voice<br />
of her best friend.<br />
“I k<strong>no</strong>w. I k<strong>no</strong>w. I am all good. What about<br />
you?”<br />
“I-I am fine. Tell me when are we meeting?”<br />
Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t refrain herself from<br />
asking.<br />
“Our wait is almost over. We are meeting<br />
today.” Natasha broke unexpected news.<br />
Sophia pounced up in excitement.<br />
“Are you serious?” She clapped her hands<br />
together.<br />
“Yes. I am serious.” Natasha giggled. “I will<br />
be there in an hour.”<br />
“Really? Okay, I am waiting.” A wide smile<br />
formed its way to Sophia’s lips after a very<br />
long time.<br />
Every second passed like a century for her.<br />
Waiting can be killing sometimes. Natasha<br />
and Sophia lived in the same city but their<br />
meetings were few and far between because<br />
of the dreadful, ongoing war in their<br />
country. Migration was <strong>no</strong>t easy for any of<br />
the family because they all were caged in<br />
fear and fire. In order to stay secured, <strong>no</strong><br />
one crossed the threshold of his<br />
sanctuary abode.<br />
This terrific war etched a strong impact on<br />
Natasha’s mind and of course it was<br />
negative. All the time she used to complain<br />
about her hard life and curse her<br />
blackened fate.<br />
After a strong impatient period for meeting<br />
Natasha, Sophia’s killing wait was<br />
eventually over. The door was k<strong>no</strong>cked and<br />
Sophia hastened to the door. In a few<br />
seconds, the dull air was mingled with<br />
lively and happy shouts. They both<br />
embraced each other and celebrated their<br />
meeting immensely.<br />
Sophia scanned Natasha’s face that was<br />
radiating with richness of joy. Never in her<br />
life had Sophia seen Natasha so happy. They<br />
talked a bit about their country’s terrific<br />
conditions, and then Natasha was served<br />
with a glass of water as there were <strong>no</strong><br />
solid eatables in any house.<br />
“So, how you decided to come over here?”
Sophia asked Natasha as she seated<br />
herself beside her best friend in a ragged<br />
sofa.<br />
“I am here to tell you exciting news!” Her<br />
eyes gleamed with jubilees. .<br />
“Wow!” Sophia remarked. “What is it?”<br />
“Throw your guesses.” Natasha grinned.<br />
“Okay.” Sophia shook her head and after<br />
some contemplation she spoke, “You have<br />
bought a rifle.” She anticipated Natasha’s<br />
positive response.<br />
“No.”<br />
“You are going to France.” Sophia snapped<br />
when the thought of Natasha’s deep love<br />
for the country clicked in her head.<br />
“I wish I could.” Natasha replied in a very<br />
saddened tone.<br />
“I can’t guess any more <strong>no</strong>r can I wait. Just<br />
tell me what is it?” Sophia’s patience<br />
surrendered.<br />
“Okay.” Natasha sighed but then went on.<br />
“The exciting news is...” She halted and a<br />
huge grin showed off her pearl like teeth.<br />
Sophia brought her hands to her chest.<br />
“Come on. Don’t make me wait anymore.”<br />
“I…am…diag<strong>no</strong>sed with blood cancer!”<br />
Natasha beamed in exhilaration.<br />
Sophia’s blood turned icy. Her smile<br />
vanished, her lips were a gaped. Natasha’s<br />
words sucked the merriment from her face<br />
and delivered chills to her entire body.<br />
Sophia gulped down and asked, “What did<br />
you say?”<br />
“I am diag<strong>no</strong>sed with blood cancer.”<br />
Natasha repeated her statement in the<br />
same beaming way.<br />
Sophia sprang up from the couch, blinked<br />
several times and then looked at her best<br />
friend in disbelief.<br />
Natasha sensed her dazed state, so she<br />
rose off the couch and walked towards<br />
Sophia with a confident smile that<br />
beautified her face.<br />
“It is exciting news, isn’t it?” Natasha<br />
almost whispered.<br />
“You are going to die! It is <strong>no</strong>t exciting!”<br />
Sophia cried at the top of her throat and<br />
then she exploded in tears.<br />
But still, Natasha was calmed.<br />
“I am <strong>no</strong>t going to die <strong>no</strong>w. I still have<br />
those three damned months.” Natasha<br />
placed her hands on Sophia’s shoulder in a<br />
soft manner.<br />
Sophia’s eyes were over filling with tears.<br />
The news tore her heart apart. She forgot<br />
to breath. Last month she lost her dearest<br />
and only brother in war and <strong>no</strong>w she was<br />
going to lose Natasha. A chamber of her<br />
heart worked because of her sister like<br />
best friend but soon the chamber was<br />
going to be jammed.<br />
“You will leave me all alone in this world<br />
and this appears exciting to you?” Sophia<br />
managed to question Natasha between her<br />
sobs.<br />
“No, sweetheart.” Natasha said as she wiped<br />
off her dearest mate’s tears. “It is exciting<br />
because I have finally got a chance to<br />
escape this cruel world where humanity<br />
has lost its deserving worth, where cities<br />
are destroyed and a thirsting massacre<br />
happens every day and <strong>no</strong> one dares to<br />
speak up.” Natasha’s face was dressed with<br />
solemnity.<br />
Sophia watched her with blurred vision as<br />
she resumed speaking. “It’s exciting because<br />
I will <strong>no</strong> longer hear wails of victims and<br />
thundering jets. I will <strong>no</strong> longer see blood<br />
streams flowing down the roads and<br />
grenades in hands. I will <strong>no</strong> longer see the<br />
buildings being pulled down or a man<br />
running fast in pursuit of saving his life<br />
because he is on fire. I will <strong>no</strong> longer get<br />
hurt <strong>no</strong>r will I cry.”
Natasha paused, flicked an eye at Sophia<br />
and then spliced her lips again. “I have got<br />
my visa to the peaceful place. I will have<br />
<strong>no</strong> fear of being killed in a bomb blast or a<br />
bullet piercing through my stomach. I will<br />
be far, far away from the war loving<br />
creatures.” Natasha’s voice fractured as<br />
she finished.<br />
Sophia ran towards her and hugged her.<br />
She cried her heart out but Natasha, she<br />
didn’t cry, although the warmth of her<br />
tears could be felt by Sophia.<br />
They withdrew from engulf, Sophia with a<br />
mourning face and Natasha with a<br />
celebrating smile.<br />
“Don’t weep, Sophia. I will live for three<br />
months more but I really want to die soon.<br />
And on my death you will <strong>no</strong>t cry. You will<br />
smile and applaud on my departure and<br />
also tell the people to fire up because my<br />
wish would come true. We should <strong>no</strong>t<br />
mourn over others’ achievements.”<br />
“Are you in your senses?” Sophia sniffled.<br />
“I am.”<br />
Sophia was left speechless. She could <strong>no</strong>t<br />
come up with words to speak up; all she<br />
knew was that she won’t see Natasha<br />
anymore and the thought of her being<br />
erased from this planet haunted her. She<br />
shuddered at this thought.<br />
And Natasha, she was grieving, breaking<br />
and wailing under her composed skin. Her<br />
sobs were stuck in her throat because she<br />
was <strong>no</strong>t letting them out.<br />
“I have got one more thing to tell you.”<br />
Natasha smiled.<br />
Sophia held her breath.<br />
“Don’t worry. I am going to spend this<br />
night with you.” Natasha attempted to<br />
cheer Sophia up and so she pumped her fist<br />
in the tensed air.<br />
“That’s great.” Sophia smiled between her<br />
sniffles.<br />
They went to bed late at night; they talked<br />
a lot about their lives and their dreams,<br />
dreams that will never come true. But<br />
Natasha did <strong>no</strong>t reveal one of her dreams<br />
to Sophia. She kept that dream in a corner<br />
of her dark heart but her belief of that<br />
dream coming true lighted her heart up.<br />
In the midnight, Sophia’s eyes opened<br />
suddenly and she found herself panting<br />
because of the nightmare she saw. She<br />
made a prayer in her heart for safety and<br />
then switched her body position to the<br />
left and when she was about to bring her<br />
eyelids together, she saw Natasha sitting<br />
on the edge of bed.<br />
“What are you doing, Natasha?” Sophia<br />
asked in a sleepy tone.<br />
“I am just praying to God.” Natasha<br />
answered without looking at Sophia.<br />
Next morning, after breakfast, Natasha set<br />
to leave but Sophia insisted to accompany<br />
her to the nearer bus stop and Natasha<br />
agreed.<br />
As they were walking down the road, the<br />
barren road actually, bathed in blazing<br />
sun heat and fear of being invaded anytime.<br />
“What were you praying for last night?”<br />
Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t restrain her curiosity<br />
that had been bubbling up inside her since<br />
last night.<br />
“Yesterday 77 people died in a bomb blast<br />
near this city. I was praying for them.”<br />
Natasha flashed her sad smile but Sophia<br />
did <strong>no</strong>t miss to see her red, swollen eyes.<br />
“What?” Sophia gasped. “This loss is too<br />
much.” She remarked. And that was the<br />
news she was afraid to watch on<br />
television.<br />
“Thank God that our city is still safe,<br />
otherwise we would be on our ways to<br />
paradise.” Natasha shook her head.
“Yes.” Sophia sighed.<br />
Abruptly, a sound of gunshot rippled<br />
through the air waves and out of <strong>no</strong>where<br />
a bullet pierced through Natasha’s body<br />
and she fell on the ground.<br />
Sophia shrieked. She dropped to her knees<br />
by Natasha’s side. Natasha was still<br />
breathing. But scarlet blood was erupting<br />
out of her stomach and she was grimacing<br />
in pain.<br />
Soon her clothes were all red. But her<br />
irregular breaths were keeping her alive.<br />
“You are going to be fine, okay?” Sophia<br />
tapped Natasha’s face and forced her to<br />
open her eyes.<br />
Natasha hissed. Sophia was badly trembling<br />
and the torrent of tears was washing her<br />
face. She tried to stop the raged flow of<br />
blood with the press of her hand. But you<br />
can’t block a desperate river’s way by a<br />
small barrier, especially when it has<br />
decided to flourish.<br />
There was <strong>no</strong> one to help them but the<br />
sounds of gunshots to scare them more.<br />
“S-Sophia, I am so excited. God<br />
has……answered my….prayers.” Natasha<br />
stammered and attempted to force a smile.<br />
“What kind of prayers?” Sophia whispered.<br />
“Yesterday night, I-I prayed to God to call<br />
me to heaven soon.” Natasha moaned but<br />
went on, “I knew our city will be on fire<br />
sooner or later and it will turn in a battle<br />
field. I was scared.” Natasha’s words<br />
fueled Sophia’s tears.<br />
“Why do you have to go?”<br />
“I have got my visa to a very, very peaceful<br />
place. I am happy. Just tell my mother that<br />
I am sorry for <strong>no</strong>t making to home before<br />
<strong>no</strong>on. She must be worried, you k<strong>no</strong>w.”<br />
Natasha lifted her blood stained hand with<br />
a great effort and caressed Sophia’s cheek.<br />
Sophia could <strong>no</strong>t speak and how could she<br />
when her best friend was dying in front of<br />
her eyes.<br />
“Shh, don’t cry.” Natasha’s eyelids began to<br />
attach.<br />
“Please don’t go. Please.” Sophia was<br />
shaking Natasha’s shoulder.<br />
“God does answer prayers. Dreams do come<br />
true. Just like mine did. Don’t cry, don’t…”<br />
She gasped and her eyes were shut.<br />
Sophia’s face was drained.<br />
“Natasha!” Sophia screeched but she could<br />
see a vivid smile and satisfaction on her<br />
face.<br />
Sophia’s pain could <strong>no</strong>t be seen in the<br />
storm of bullets. Her best friend died. Her<br />
city was invaded. Everything was on its way<br />
to devastation and the world was growing<br />
dark.<br />
A bullet passed by her arm and slit it.<br />
Blood leaked from her veins and sobs<br />
leaked from her throat. She was hurt by<br />
her best friend’s death, by the freshly<br />
started war, by the bullet that hit her, by<br />
the cries of people.<br />
Sophia pulled her hair.<br />
“Stop! Stop! Stop!” She thundered with a<br />
screech.<br />
She stood with her weakened knees in the<br />
middle of war field and then shrieked,<br />
“Stop it! Stop it!” But she, soon, fell on the<br />
ground.<br />
“I beg you to stop this war.” She whispered.<br />
“Please. Please.” She added.<br />
Natasha’s mother fainted as soon as she
heard the news of her daughter’s<br />
departure. Breaking the terrific news to<br />
her family was one of the herculean<br />
tasks.<br />
Sophia was depressed. She neither talked<br />
<strong>no</strong>r ate anything. Every day, every night<br />
she would hear the roar of jets, sounds<br />
of blasts, people crying for help and she<br />
would shrink in a corner.<br />
Due to the worsening conditions,<br />
Sophia’s family took refuge in a cellar of<br />
building. The cellar was dark with only<br />
one ventilator that was insufficient for<br />
air and light.<br />
slid down against the wall and held his<br />
head between his hands.<br />
“Why are you all mourning? It is great<br />
news.” She beamed and then she unbolted<br />
the door of cellar and ran out of the<br />
building.<br />
Sophia faced the sky and shouted,<br />
“Natasha! I have also got my visa to a<br />
very, very peaceful place!’ Sophia smiled<br />
and thanked God while she was standing<br />
in the middle of storm of bullets.<br />
But they did inhale the air filled with<br />
blood smell and smoke. After a few days,<br />
a<strong>no</strong>ther family shifted to that cellar.<br />
Everyone had fearful faces because <strong>no</strong><br />
was sure of the stability of the cellar.<br />
Sophia was tired of the mo<strong>no</strong>to<strong>no</strong>us<br />
conditions. She wanted to escape just<br />
like Natasha wanted.<br />
One day Sophia ate a rotten apple but<br />
soon she threw up with blood. She was<br />
scared of seeing blood rushing out of<br />
her mouth.<br />
The family that moved in just a few days<br />
ago had a medical background. The head<br />
of the family was a doctor. After<br />
examining Sophia and asking some<br />
questions, he broke unexpected news.<br />
“According to my examination and<br />
experience and your symptoms, I am sorry<br />
to inform you that you have lung<br />
cancer.” He spoke in a heavy voice but<br />
that news infused a life in Sophia’s dull<br />
face and body.<br />
Sophia laughed in disbelief. Everyone<br />
stared at her with shocked eyes. Her<br />
mother broke into tears and her father
‘‘ A mystery/thriller <strong>no</strong>vella,<br />
Author<br />
Age : 15<br />
: Sibt-e -Ali<br />
featuring Oliver Holmes<br />
(grandson of Sherlock Holmes)<br />
as the lead character along with<br />
his cousins Katie & Allen he<br />
joins his new university where he<br />
came to meet up with some of his<br />
relatives who previously<br />
thought that Allen, Oliver and<br />
Katie had died years ago. Oliver<br />
decides to dig into this mystery<br />
when a<strong>no</strong>ther secret pop out and<br />
his parents are murdered by<br />
their family enemy Crow. Oliver<br />
together with his relatives joins<br />
up to form Team Holmes to take<br />
revenge from Crow. ”<br />
City<br />
: Rawalpindi<br />
Country : Pakistan
A girl has demons,<br />
And they own her soul<br />
A smile on her face,<br />
But they call her a disgrace<br />
More than you will ever k<strong>no</strong>w,<br />
Before bedtime they put up a show.<br />
Darkness is what she loved,<br />
When she did <strong>no</strong>t k<strong>no</strong>w that they were cursed<br />
Now they own her days just like her nights,<br />
What a shame! They took her pride!<br />
They gave her a crown but <strong>no</strong> one k<strong>no</strong>ws,<br />
It wasn't ever up to her to wear it as her own<br />
She had <strong>no</strong> choice,<br />
So she compromised<br />
She had to be something,<br />
And she knew she wasn't allowed to be an earthling.<br />
Now, a girl is a demon but it's <strong>no</strong>t what she wanted,<br />
It wouldn't be this way if you hadn't taken her for granted<br />
By: Fajar Niazi
MY HOME<br />
My house is built of bricks<br />
My home is built of my father’s<br />
daily grind<br />
My house is built of cement and<br />
shovel<br />
My home is built of my<br />
mother's love<br />
My house is built of pillars and<br />
glass<br />
My home is built of my<br />
brother's smile<br />
(I can live without a house but<br />
<strong>no</strong>t without a home)<br />
By: Sibteali
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