3 E-Books: The Argotist Online
These three Adam Fieled collections, The Posit Trilogy, Mother Earth, and Disturb the Universe: The Collected Essays of Adam Fieled, were released in e-book form by The Argotist Online, in 2017, 2011, and 2010, respectively.
These three Adam Fieled collections, The Posit Trilogy, Mother Earth, and Disturb the Universe: The Collected Essays of Adam Fieled, were released in e-book form by The Argotist Online, in 2017, 2011, and 2010, respectively.
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#32<br />
<strong>The</strong> gossip goes round: Jess kicked her house-boy out. He’s back to the farm. Who will wait<br />
for Jess’s water to break? Who assembles the crib? <strong>The</strong> office and the old crowd are abuzz,<br />
as Jess knows. So what? She has two or three friends in her back pocket that have lasted,<br />
will last. She’s too old to fly blind, even if she’s forced to hover near the ground (as she is).<br />
You should’ve seen us at Manny’s, she tells them. All the baked-skin beauties went for my<br />
little man-child. Yet there is an edge of regret in her voice, for what age does to a human<br />
heart. Degradations never end— she has never weighed more, and the spics (she thinks)<br />
on the train (God help her if her water breaks) laugh at her jerky movements, appalled<br />
lurches. But I’ve got my back up, she thinks, because I passed this test: to get rid of the<br />
pest (who is, her friends note with half-smiles, the father of her child). Oddly, Jess often<br />
feels like a little girl; her mind bounces around, just like the child within her (who could<br />
be either: no ultrasound). She sees the future through her child’s eyes. <strong>The</strong>re are joys,<br />
panics, outbursts, setbacks, but all impelled by a clear sense of forward motion.<br />
<strong>The</strong> chorus of her song falls a full step back, and juts a step up again.<br />
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