My proof- diary 1

Day 4 (which is at almost one month since we talked last time,
nvm)
It's not like I don't have already a baby to take care of, now I
have to handle my mom too. Although appreciate all the weeping
sessions and the “how could you not tell me that you are all alone
in this?!” kind of screamings, and also that she wants to stay with
me for a while and reconnect our family. My father came last
weekend and we all had a crazy time. Dilara told me we are really
damaged and it will take time, but this time if it's not working we
are going to try again and again. NOT GIVE UP
Logan replied to my mail after a week: “Is this a game or
sth?”
I answerd him properly: “Not at all. CALL ME ”
On Sunday morning he was on my door, looking like he was
running from England to my appartment, which it was really fun.
We discussed about a lot of things, about the past and just a little
about future plans. It was hard to discover what about the present;
he was amazed by our little baby and couldn't hug him at the
beginning because he was shaking like hell :))
We tried to understand how we are feeling about all that
happened, we haven't spoken in a while and it was not that simple
to pretend that we didn't become strangers at some point. We had