Issue 99 / May 2019
May 2019 issue of Bido Lito! magazine. Featuring: SUB BLUE, CLINIC, CATE LE BON,SOUND CITY 2019 PREVIEW, LOYLE CARNER, SHAME, THE ZUTONS, ANNA CALVI, LITTLE SIMZ and much more.
May 2019 issue of Bido Lito! magazine. Featuring: SUB BLUE, CLINIC, CATE LE BON,SOUND CITY 2019 PREVIEW, LOYLE CARNER, SHAME, THE ZUTONS, ANNA CALVI, LITTLE SIMZ and much more.
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SAY<br />
THE FINAL<br />
PJ Smith remembers an important member of Liverpool’s recovery<br />
community, DAMIEN KELLY, and recalls a lot of the positive impact he’s<br />
had on people’s lives through his work at The Brink and beyond.<br />
“He didn’t<br />
change his life by<br />
magic. He faced<br />
himself, head<br />
on. Hope rather<br />
than despair”<br />
On April 2nd, the world lost a real force for good, when<br />
Damien Kelly passed away peacefully in his sleep, aged<br />
47.<br />
Our lives crossed paths around a time when we<br />
were both figuring out that the routes we were following were<br />
only ever leading us to destruction and disconnection. We<br />
vaguely knew each other from frequenting various County Road<br />
pubs, our relationship based on ‘nearly let-ons’ whilst under the<br />
influence.<br />
I’m fortunate enough to have witnessed a lot of people<br />
turn their lives around, but I doubt I’ll ever see such a dramatic<br />
turnaround as Damien’s. The people who knew him from old, as<br />
Day Day, still haven’t gotten their heads around it. It literally did<br />
send shockwaves around the community. That someone, in his<br />
own words, so ‘hopeless’, would end up inspiring and supporting<br />
people. In doing so, he gave them the impetus to change their<br />
own lives. Instilling hope in people. That’s what Damien did. He’d<br />
found his role in life – although the jury is still out on his pink<br />
V-neck jumpers.<br />
Damien was a very important member of Liverpool’s<br />
recovery community, being instrumental in the formation of The<br />
Brink – Britain’s first ever dry bar. His role there, as Community<br />
Engagement Worker, involved bringing people together. Among<br />
other things, he set up spoken word events, under-18 band<br />
nights, appeared on national TV to spread the recovery message<br />
– but, most of all, he was a living example of how it was possible<br />
to change.<br />
It was at The Brink where people got to know him, he was<br />
always on hand. Some of the groups he helped to set up there<br />
really had a lasting impact on the participants: active citizenship,<br />
money management, assertiveness workshops, returning to<br />
learn, local history. All these groups were vital in encouraging<br />
a lot of people in the very early stages of their recovery. This is<br />
just one reason why Damien has left a legacy. Those people he<br />
helped are now all out there helping other people. Community in<br />
action.<br />
Unbeknownst to most people, Damien was a very talented<br />
poet. He was a regular at The Everyman’s Dead Good Poets<br />
Society and frequently attended The Egg Café’s poetry reading<br />
nights. He had recently threatened to ‘come out of retirement’<br />
make an onstage appearance at La Violette Società. He was one<br />
of the people who gave me permission to pick up a pen, just<br />
by leading with their own example. I, along with many others,<br />
thought, ‘If Damien’s doing it, it must be alright’. I’m going to<br />
honour him for that.<br />
He didn’t change his life by magic. He faced himself, head on.<br />
Sheer courage and willingness. He always used to say, “If I can<br />
do it, anyone can”. He’s right, y’know? Hope rather than despair.<br />
I’ll fondly remember our times at the match, going to gigs<br />
and hiking in Wales. In all of these activities, he brought people<br />
together with his attitude to life and his unique and intelligent<br />
take on the world we live in. Such a funny man, with a very<br />
curious mind. Lots of people were pleasantly surprised when they<br />
first met him, as he spoke so eloquently on all manner of various<br />
subjects, in his extremely thick north-end brogue. I think he quite<br />
enjoyed mischievously misleading people with his imposing<br />
physical stature.<br />
Despite me knowing how important he was to people, the<br />
recent outpouring of affection and respect for him on social media<br />
following his passing made me realise how much of a positive<br />
influence he had been to so many people, from all different walks<br />
of life. While this has obviously been a very upsetting time for<br />
his friends and family, I am sure that something positive will<br />
eventually come out of this. That’s what I watched Damien do<br />
over the years – turn his pain into something that has purpose.<br />
Damien tragically lost his daughter, Grace Kelly, to a rare<br />
illness when she was just a few weeks old. How he coped and<br />
came through this with his sanity intact, I’ll never know. He later<br />
became a father again, to Jake, who is now five years old. I’d<br />
often spot the pair of them, hand in hand, walking up Bold Street,<br />
pulling the same face.<br />
Not so long ago, we sat together at the house Damien was<br />
building for him and his son, and talked about music. He was a<br />
big New Order fan but wasn’t impressed with the bossa nova<br />
sounds I constantly pushed on him. He ‘confessed’ to liking<br />
Safety Dance. I think I just laughed my head off – but in the<br />
words of The Men Without Hats:<br />
We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind<br />
Cause your friends don’t dance and if they don’t dance<br />
Well, they’re are no friends of mine<br />
I say, we can go where we want to a place where they will never<br />
find<br />
And we can act like we come from out of this world<br />
Leave the real one far behind<br />
And we can dance<br />
Damien John Kelly – a beautiful man. I believe in you... forever.<br />
Words: PJ Smith<br />
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