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Whose story?<br />

steve collins<br />

Whose story<br />

does the<br />

music in<br />

your church<br />

embody -<br />

your own,<br />

or someone<br />

elsets?<br />

lf someone<br />

elsets,<br />

whose?<br />

. Steve Collins is a wtiter<br />

and web designer in<br />

London, and is involved<br />

in alternative worship<br />

Since recorded music was invented a<br />

century ago, all kinds of music have<br />

become available to all of us. For the<br />

first time in human history, we can<br />

have any music we want, whenever<br />

and wherever we want. We choose<br />

from the $reatest varietY of music<br />

available to any society in history. But<br />

our choices are lar$ely determined by<br />

which story we want to Put ourselves<br />

into. Every genre of music embodies<br />

and evokes its own story of social and<br />

personal identity. ln listenin$ we take<br />

part in those identities, even if only in<br />

imagination. Rejection of music is<br />

often about rejecting the identity it<br />

weaves.<br />

But if music embodies life-story, what<br />

about the music in church? Whose story<br />

does the music in your church embody -<br />

your own, or somepne else's? lf someone<br />

else's, whose? Thinking in terms of lifestory<br />

takes us beyond the usual arguments<br />

over 'good' and 'bad', 'contemporary' and<br />

'traditional', and helps us see why musical<br />

style and change are such fraught issues in<br />

churches. The music we use in church can<br />

be a potent representation of our story to<br />

God. lf the music does not represent us,<br />

belongs to another story, we could be<br />

alienated at the point where we most need<br />

connection.<br />

The story embodied in our chosen music<br />

is often an inner story that circumstances<br />

will not allow to be expressed in any other<br />

way. lf this is so it's all the more important<br />

for us to use that music in our dealings with<br />

God, for honesty and freedom's sake. lf we<br />

can do this, church becomes a space of<br />

liberation, where our hidden selves can be<br />

expressed to God and to one another. We<br />

can recover our sense of who we are, and<br />

find strengfh to resist the pressures to be<br />

otherwise.<br />

But the musical menu available in most<br />

churches is very limited by comparison to<br />

the world outside. The music itself isn't<br />

necessarily bad, but the chances are it's<br />

alien both in style and in the way the music<br />

is used. ln limiting the forms of music that<br />

are permitted, churches limit the life-stories<br />

that are permitted expression. Often it has<br />

been forgotten that every story was<br />

someone's story at some time in history'<br />

and churches lapse into essentialism'<br />

saying this story is the only story for<br />

Christians, and to be a Christian you must<br />

walk in it. ln cultures where there are few<br />

musical stories this may suffice as an<br />

argument, but in our own culture we are<br />

aware of a great many musical stories, and<br />

have already placed ourselves somewhere<br />

among them as a part of our growing up.<br />

Story isn't necessarily about following a<br />

single genre. Mostly we weave several, and<br />

creatively appropriate music from<br />

seemingly different storylines into our own.<br />

Nor is it just about musical style, which is<br />

why Christian substitutes 'in the style of'<br />

don't always work. We expect artists to live<br />

up to the stories embedded in their music -<br />

in short, credibility. lt's been said that the<br />

job of the artist is to go through extreme<br />

states on our behalf, so that we can work<br />

through these things vicariously and<br />

survive. lf so it's no wonder that 'Christian'<br />

exercises in decency and moderation failto<br />

heal us.<br />

ln the light of all this, churches need a<br />

much more complex approach to music<br />

than they have generally demonstrated.<br />

Music in this context is a means of<br />

communication and expression between<br />

ourselves and God. lf the music we use in<br />

church represents us, then communion with<br />

God takes place within our own story. And<br />

since the music of our own story runs<br />

throughout our lives, when we discover how<br />

to make communion with God in it in one<br />

place it can, potentially, be a vehicle for<br />

communion with God anywhere, anytime<br />

else. Church is no longer an event outside<br />

our storyline, but an event within it.<br />

I've discussed the issue of life-story in<br />

terms of music, because music is its most<br />

potent carrier in our society, and we all<br />

understand the dynamic. But it's worth<br />

asking the question of all aspects of<br />

church, the liturgical, the visual, the<br />

theological - whose story is this? lf not<br />

mine, whose? Can I take it for my own' or<br />

would it be a charade? And what would it<br />

look like if re-embodied in my story? I<br />

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