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PUSHMAG
THE ACTIVE ISSUE
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PUSH Mag is a cannabis lifestyle publication that
engages in solution-driven conversations. Our aim
is to create an open and inclusive environment that
allows all who partake to feel safe and genuinely
heard. Join in the movement.
Stand up, push back.
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ARTISTS- Lady Art
INFOGRAPHIC- Cannabis and Disabilities
HEALTH- Microdosing: What Defines a Dose?
GROW- Falcanna
CANNA PHOTOGRAPHY- Jena Schlosser Has a Passion for Hashin
COVER STORY- Brujas
THINK- Shifting The Blame Of Sexual Assault
INTERVIEW- Chicago-Based Chante Linwood Really Is Doing it All
FASHION- Jewelry For Your Inner Goddess
GLASS- Glass and Hash For All
LIFESTYLE- Desperate Housewives Revisited
HEALTH- Endocannabinoids: THCee There’s More To The System?
ACTIVE FEATURE- Therese Carrozzino: Spirituality Soldier
STRAIN SPOTLIGHT- Super Lemon Haze
CANNA PRODUCTS- Fall Favorites
HOROSCOPES
PUShMAG
THE ACTIVE ISSUE
EDITORIAL/CREATIVE
Abigail Ross
Editor-in-Chief
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Meghan Ridley
Editor-At-Large
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Content Manager
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Graphic Designer
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Chief Digital Strategist
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Creative Consultant
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Photographer
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Writer
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EDITOR’S LETTER
The word ACTIVE can conjure up many stories
in the mind. As our culture grapples with its
incessant association of the term “getting your
ass to the gym,” it can become just another to-do on
society’s never-ending list aimed at assessing physical
appearance. But as our political climate continues
to shake us to a point where we have no choice but
to wake up, the word is increasingly interpreted as
pushing boundaries and fighting back.
For women, the word can be a loaded term,
but that isn’t stopping them from getting active and
being recognized for it in revolutionary ways. Today
we are seeing more representation of women in action
than ever before, and their feats are not confined
to the ‘girl’ version. We also find more women are
involved in politics and social movement groups,
where they are a new-age force to be reckoned with.
Looking back on the Women’s March in January—
the largest march on Washington to date—there’s a
powerful reminder of what can occur when feminine
energy is focused on a collective cause.
What if being active looked like hunting with
falcons and growing your cannabis business while
supporting small farmers within one’s community? What
if being active meant simply not moving from your
space because of gentrification and refusing to have
your community dictated by fluctuating rent prices?
What if a microdose of psychedelic drugs could activate
your mind in ways you never thought possible? With a
term this versatile, it can mean just about anything to
anybody—where we can all be active in our own style.
We are incredibly inspired by the stories in this
issue—by the people who have stood up and pushed
back against societal norms; people who got ACTIVE
in their own unique manner. It is their creative response
to the outside world that gives us faith that meaningful
change is undoubtedly on the way.
Abigail Ross
Editor-in-Chief
HOROSCOPE
ARIES
As you transition out of the hectic eclipse season
and the latest Mercury retrograde—that brought the
summer season to a climactic close—look for the
fall equinox and upcoming months to light up your
professional path with some hard-earned accolades.
If you’ve been backing up your creative agenda
with the necessary detail-oriented work to see it to
completion, you just may have set yourself up for
the worldly success you’ve been lusting after. But
remember, the hard work may have only just begun.
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HOROSCOPE
TAURUS
You may be craving an endless summer, but that
nagging voice in your head knows that you’ve
had enough fun for yourself and others over the
last few months. Allow yourself to transition from
recreation to production mode slowly, but be ready
to hit the ground running by the fall equinox in late
September—with a good set of notes from the
recent Mercury retrograde. The party is far from over,
but your priorities will experience a notable shift as
the weather cools and professional ambitions come
knocking at your door.
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Lady Art
Interviews with the Women Behind LA’s Coolest Street Art
INTERVIEW AND PHOTOS BY KHARA KRAWCZYK
Jeff Hamilton and Artist Meghan Hall had one intention
when creating the concept of the Los Angeles Street Art
Fair: to fuse their love for street art and cannabis into
one unique event. While people roamed throughout the
space at the Jeff Hamilton studios in Downtown LA, they had
the opportunity to immerse themselves in the art, connect
with various cannabis vendors, and network with other
professionals in both industries. Meghan Hall, who showed
her artwork and also helped organize the event, has always
seen a parallel between the two communities and made it
her personal goal to create an event where women had the
opportunity to showcase their street art in a male dominated
world. PUSH Mag was fortunate enough to interview four of
the female artists who showed their work.
Sierra Hood
@sisi hood -
PUSH Mag: Where do you draw your inspiration from?
Sierra Hood: I draw inspiration from random things. I’ll
either see an image or something will happen in my life,
and a visual will be stuck with me until I develop it into art.
Many times it will come from movies—especially Tarantino
movies—nature, pop culture and situations that either
happen to me or my friends.
P.M: Is there a specific message you aim to communicate
with your art?
S.H: Definitely, the overall theme in most of my art is ‘Self
Love,’ figuratively and literally. It’s finding acceptance of your
sexuality and being liberated by it. It’s about seeing your body
as a work of art and never something to be ashamed of.
P.M: How have the most recent political ongoings
affected your artwork?
S.H: The most recent ongoings have affected my artwork,
as well as myself, greatly. Now more than ever we as
females need to stand together and support one another
because nobody else seems to care about our needs and
desires. We have to take ownership of our own bodies,
inside and out, and recognize how relentless, powerful
and deserving we are. I feel as a young female it is my duty
to use the gifts I possess to reflect the times and rebel
against our current situations—even if it’s just by inspiring
one person with a simple doodle.
P.M: Would you consider yourself a feminist and/or
activist and why?
S.H: Absolutely. I will always be both. My parents brought
me up enforcing the importance of having a voice, and being
active and passionate. I am always doing what I can to fight
for important causes whether it’s women’s rights, human
rights or the environment. I think it’s extremely valuable to
use my art not only as an expression of myself but also as a
tool to be vocal for a greater cause.
P.M: What messages do we need to make sure young
women are getting?
S.H: Again, I am a huge advocate for self love. I think it is
the most vital thing we can teach our female youth. We are
constantly being told to hate or question ourselves. We
are constantly being told what to do and how to be. We
are constantly being told we aren’t good enough, while in
actuality we are the bringers of life; we are incredibly resilient
and it’s about time we give our girls a fighting chance. It took
me years to find acceptance of myself and my body, and I’m
still not fully there yet. But as I learn, I want to impress this
idea on my fellow sisters so we can rise together.
P.M: What advice do you have for a young girl who wants
to pursue art?
S.H: My only advice to pursuing a career in art is DO IT. If
art is what you love, if you can’t live without it, DO IT. Take
everyone’s opinions with a grain of salt because there will
be so many people—including those you love—who will
question your decision. If deep down inside you know this
is what you’re supposed to be doing, you need to follow
your heart. I quit my job and dropped out of college, and a
lot of people thought I was crazy, but I knew it’s what I had
to do. It’s not easy, it won’t happen quickly and you need to
work twice as hard as you’d even imagine, but there’s this
warm fuzzy feeling you get when you make a living doing
what you love every day. That’s incomparable and I promise
it is worth it.
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meghan hall
@mego productions
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PUSH Mag: Where do you draw your inspiration from?
Meghan Hall: I’ve been drawing designs ever since I was six
years old. It helped my ADHD—especially when having to
look like I was ‘taking notes’ to appease my teachers when
actually I was just drawing and waiting for class to end so
I could get to soccer practice. It wasn’t until I was 21 that
my older sister opened my world to the arts. To be honest
I had no idea my art would be as popular to the public as it
has become. That being said, I want to use my art to be an
inspiration and a voice for ‘we the people’—ya feel me?
P.M: Is there a specific message you aim to communicate
with your art?
M.H: Yes, I always leave hidden messages in all my artwork.
It’s up to the person to find where I put it.
P.M: How have the most recent political ongoings
affected your artwork?
M.H: Well, I’ll be honest and say I couldn’t be more honored
to use my art as a positive message for our country in the
midst of this political reality TV show. Let me also mention
I’m a gold star lesbian with Southwest Virginia roots—so I’ve
survived some shit. I am proud of who I am and I want to
empower our female community every way I can. Stay tuned
for women empowered murals and street art in Los Angeles
that I’m working on with Jeff Hamilton.
P.M: Would you consider yourself a feminist and/or
activist and why?
M.H: I’m pro-female all day err’y day, does that answer your
question? I’ve been an advocate for not only female rights,
but for equality in the LGBTQ+ community. Why? Because
it’s up to us to be the change we want to see in the world.
Can I get an amen?!
P.M: What messages do we need to make sure young
women are getting?
M.H: To our young women, you are powerful. You are a
force to be reckoned with. You...will change this world. We
must make absolutely sure we are raising young women to
see their value without building a fairytale around Prince
Charming all the time. Give them the world and let them
choose what they want from there. Women have endured so
much—there isn’t shit we can’t do.
P.M: What advice do you have for a young girl who wants
to pursue art?
M.H: Do your art for you, baby girl. Love it and don’t let
anyone tell you otherwise. Don’t ever make art just to get
recognition from others, stick to your vision and the right
people will come.
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PUSH Mag: Where do you draw your inspiration from?
Reena Tolentino: I am inspired by the duality of life and
death, and the life thereafter. I’m also inspired by icons of
our time—those who have lived and passed away, but have
left a legacy with us. They will be forever remembered as
pioneers who originated a pathway in one form or another
for all of us. I think a tribute should be communicated to
thank them so I create it through my paintings. I do this to
help them live on forever; to let them know we appreciate
the legacy they left with us and that their mark in this world
will never be forgotten.
reena toletino
@ReenaTolentino
P.M: Is there a specific message you aim to communicate
with your art?
R.T: The essence of my art is that all these icons have lived a
life of tragedy. In my painting storybook, the icon is the heroic
individual who has encountered sorrowful and unfortunate
events that shaped them to be the icons they are known as
today! These events significantly tested the hero in their role
as an individual in society and the world. And through these
dignified trials, they’ve experienced an emotion of catharsis:
the purification of one’s soul by causing it to feel exhilaration
and restoration while it lightens the human spirit. It’s my
belief that sometimes you have go through the messy-ugly
to finally get to the good. Despite the negative in the world,
we can still be a hero to others.
P.M: How have the most recent political ongoings
affected your artwork?
R.T: I don’t think it’s directly affecting my artwork but
probably indirectly. For example, say I’m painting and I’m
in deep thought about the nuisances of everyday life and
how the government can do better and how dishonorably
our country has been portraying itself with these bullcrap
systems of laws that are killing millions of people…maybe
that has been channeling the darkness into my work. Maybe.
P.M: Would you consider yourself a feminist and/or
activist and why?
R.T: Heck yes I consider myself a feminist/activist. I believe in
women’s rights! A woman’s right to earn just as much or more
than a man, a woman’s right to be represented in a diversity
of fields because most fields are male-dominated and leave
a majority of women with less options and opportunities. I
believe it’s a woman’s right to be mobile in progressing any
business venture, job position and any field she wants to get
involved in. I’m also an activist when it comes to maintaining
education and the arts in schools. We spend our money on
art commercially whether we realize it or not, but we want
to take away art education in school? I believe it’s a form of
control from a government that does not want us to follow
our dreams. Stay woke.
P.M: What messages do we need to make sure young
women are getting?
R.T: The kind of message we should instill in our young
women is the importance of empowering other young
women—be kind to other women. We shouldn’t let the male
gender make us feel like we should be against one another.
We need to uplift and uphold our sacred sister duty, and
nourish ourselves and one another.
P.M: What advice do you have for a young girl who wants
to pursue art?
R.T: If it’s your passion, pursue it. Don’t allow excuses yet
learn to be easy with yourself. You are an artist, so you’re
never satisfied but you can learn to compromise.
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cloe hakakian
@cloehakakian
PUSH Mag: Where do you draw your inspiration from?
Cloe Hakakian: Frida Kahlo has always been my spirit
animal, but I draw my inspiration from everywhere. Mainly
from other talented artists who inspire me to push myself
and my artwork to their caliber.
P.M: Is there a specific message you aim to communicate
with your art?
C.H: Each piece I create has a unique message, but they all
share a similar vibe and feeling that I try to provoke through
bright colors and bold imagery.
P.M: How have the most recent political ongoings
affected your artwork?
C.H: Being an artist gives you the ability to create a surreal
little world to escape to within your own canvas, and I try not
to let political ongoings invade that world.
P.M: Would you consider yourself a feminist and/or
activist and why?
C.H: I wouldn’t call myself a feminist, but I do strongly
believe in supporting female artists—especially in the street
art scene where they are so underrepresented.
P.M: What messages do we need to make sure young
women are getting?
C.H: Be fearless. Confidence is everything.
P.M: What advice would you have for a young girl who
wants to pursue art?
C.H: Create constantly. Experiment. Get out of your comfort
zone. Get yourself out there. Be persistent. Never quit. p
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CANNABIS +
DISABILITIES
CANNABINOIDS
Of the 500 natural
compounds in the
cannabis plant, at least
85 of them fall into the
cannabinoid category.
EDUCATION
In 2015, a school in New
Jersey became the first
in the nation to allow
students with disabilities
and various medical
conditions to legally
consume marijuana to
alleviate symptoms.
Combat veterans have an
especially high propensity
for PTSD, and statistics
show that about 1 in 5
military personnel deployed
in Iraq and Afghanistan
experience it.
SEIZURES
In a recent
study, using
CBD for 12
weeks reduced
seizures by an
average of 54%.
PTSD
Patients who
have PTSD are
found to have
50 percent
lower rates of
anandamide.
AIDS
Marinol and Cesamet: Both drugs
are used to treat nausea and lack
of appetite related to chemotherapy
and in AIDS patients. They
are man-made versions of THC,
the primary chemical in marijuana
that gives users a “high.” Both
were approved in the 1980s.
CBD
The standard serving of
CBD when using
medicinally is 25mg taken
twice a day.
The combination
of CBD and THC
buccal spray was
found to be effective
in treating neuropathic
pain in multiple sclerosis, which
can be debilitating for 50-70%
of MS patients.
CBD is one of over
60 compounds found
in cannabis that
belong to a class of
ingredients called
cannabinoids.
17 states have
approved the use
of low-THC, high-
CBD products
for medical
reasons in limited
situations.
REGULATIONS
Due to federal
regulations, currently
only 6% of studies on
marijuana analyze its
medicinal properties.
ICONS BY FREEPIK
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D I F F E R E N T
C A N N A B I N O I D S
AND THEIR USES
[[ANXIETY]]
[[DEPRESSION]]
[[CHRONIC PAIN]]
[[PSYCHOTIC
DISORDERS]]
CBD
[[EPILEPSY]]
[[DIABETES]]
[[CANCER]]
[[NEUROPATHIC
PAIN]]
[[MULTIPLE
SCLEROSIS]]
[[PTSD]]
THC
[[ALZHEIMER’S
DISEASE]]
[[PARKINSON’S
DISEASE]]
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HOROSCOPE
GEMINI
You’re welcoming the calm and crisp vibes of fall,
but feeling a little foggy on what your next big
move is. Be patient for now and keep your everyday
life organized and streamlined as possible, so you
can jump at a moment’s notice should the right
opportunity arrive. Impromptu travel plans, chance
meetings and unlikely reunions are some of the most
magical possibilities life has to offer, and you don’t
want to miss out on a game-changing experience
because you don’t have your shit together.
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HOROSCOPE
CANCER
You may feel that your biggest aspirations are
illogical pipe dreams from time to time, but the
actuality is likely that your self-doubt is sabotaging
your endeavors from the inside out. Quell your
propensity to be critical and replace it with a can-do
attitude. Dreams don’t always show up exactly as you
envisioned them or when you expect them to arrive,
but you’ll know this one when you see it. Remember,
believing is the foundation to achieving—and you’re
closer to the prize than you think.
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WHAT DEFIN
MICRODOSING MAY BE THE HOTTEST
BUT WHAT IS IT? AND WHAT
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ES A DOSE?
BY MEGHAN RIDLEY
NEW TREND IN PSYCHEDELIC DRUG USE.
HAPPENS IF YOU TAKE TOO MUCH?
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Living in a world where psychedelic drugs are widely
classified as illegal, it can be difficult to know just
how much of these bad substances we should be
doing—if by chance we happen to be doing them at all
of course (wink wink). Just what is the proper dose to take
of an illegal drug? Let’s just say that without a textbook
definition for this bad behavior, people have been left to
their own devices, gadgets and measurement methods to
figure out this elusive puzzle.
Well, if the stories are true, a microdose of
psychedelic drugs—one of the classics like LSD or
psilocybin mushrooms—could bring transformative
benefits to your everyday life. And with a dose this small,
it’s likely that no one will be hip to the fact that you’ve
taken a mind-altering substance.
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF A MICRODOSE?
A microdose of psychedelic drugs is meant to deliver a
sub-perceptual experience to the user, meaning there is no
breakthrough into the psychedelic realm. While very little
research on the practice of microdosing exists, it is commonly
considered to be 1/10th to 1/5th of the dose required to hit
the psychedelic state—referred to as the “threshold level.”
The dose is taken on a strict schedule, typically every three
to four days. The dose is small enough that noticeable
impairment should not occur and regular activities such as
work are executable.
THE VARYING BENEFITS OF MICRODOSING
Individuals that have followed a microdosing regimen have
reported the following:
• AN OVERALL FEELING OF WELLBEING
• DECREASED ANXIETY
• INCREASED CREATIVITY
• PAIN RELIEF
• TREATMENT OF ADDICTION
• BOOST OF ENERGY
• ENHANCED MENTAL CLARITY
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WHAT’S IN A DOSE?
To understand a microdose, one must define what a dose is in the first place.
SUBSTANCE: Psilocybin mushrooms
MICRODOSE: 0.2 to 0.5 of a gram
THRESHOLD DOSE: 1 to 2 grams
MACRODOSE: 3 grams & above
SUBSTANCE: LSD
MICRODOSE: 10-20 micrograms
THRESHOLD DOSE: 100 micrograms
MACRODOSE: 200 micrograms & above
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KICKING ADDERALL TO THE CURB WITH MUSHROOMS?
**the following is an anecdotal tale shared by one of our readers who wishes to remain anonymous**
She had been on Adderall for only six months the first
time she realized she wanted to get off of it. A steady
diet of 40mg a day had resulted in a work-a-holic lifestyle
and a personal life that was losing its emotional substance.
Toss a couple vodka drinks on top of that and it was
a recipe for relationship disaster.
She was confident she could begin to taper off
Adderall. And that she did—with the help of another substance,
Vyvanse. While this pharmaceutical allowed her to
work down to 10mg of Adderall a day, she was now taking
another pill everyday. This came with another host of problems,
which is when she came to the conclusion that she
wanted any and all pharmaceutical stimulants out of her life
and her body. At this point, she had been prescribed these
medications for over a year; and though she was able to stop
taking the Vyvanse and get down to 5 mg a day of Adderall,
that last little pill remained hard to shake.
Deciding to follow the advice of a friend, she took a
small handful of microdose mushroom capsules. Needing to
take a road trip for work, she packed her bags, grabbed her
mushrooms and elected to not fill her Adderall prescription
before she left town. Over the next two weeks she took one
capsule every three days.
As of the printing of this article, she has been off
Adderall for six months. p
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PHOTOS BY BESS BYERS
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BY ABIGAIL ROSS
If you’re one of those people who thinks nothing new has
been done under the sun, then you haven’t met Bethany
Rondeau. With a burgeoning cannabis brand and a fullfledged
falcon breeding business, Bethany and her husband
Justin are combining two potent passions to create a rare
reality that is all their own.
While the concept of cannabis branding may be
mostly self-explanatory, the concept of falconry is far more
elusive. Falconry is defined as the hunting of wild quarry in its
natural state and habitat by means of a trained bird of prey.
Dating back to 722 BC, falcons have been a status symbol for
the royal and wealthy. Various breeds of falcons and hawks
were deemed appropriate for differing social classes. While
falconry is more accessible today, it is still mostly practiced
by those who can afford it—and it’s not cheap. It’s also
an incredibly male-dominated sport, but that didn’t stop
Bethany from pursuing her passion at the tender age of 14.
When entering the Rondeau property on the
Olympic Peninsula, one is first met by an abandoned
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building that used to be home to Bethany’s medical cannabis
shop. The second greeting comes from the couple’s three
hunting dogs, Newton, Odette and Blue. While the dogs are
gorgeous, it is the 55 stunning falcons you’ll find in the habitat
enclosures out back—built by the couple themselves—that
are a sight to behold. Here, the Rondeau’s deeply rooted
respect for nature is evident; where avid hunting and fishing
with these fine animals is accentuated by the wet kisses of
their pups and the couple’s generous hospitality. It’s safe to
say every living thing on their property is a killing machine,
but you wouldn’t know it from their warm demeanors.
As we talked through the night, the couple lit up
joint after joint and the entire house—with its taxidermy
lined walls—was hot-boxed like a car. Bethany told us
about growing up in Oklahoma. Unbeknownst to her at the
time, she grew up very wealthy. She knew the decision to
marry within her status or higher just to be weighed down
by debutant obligations was not for her. She explained, “I
didn’t want to just get a degree I wasn’t going to use and
then get married, have kids and then have my husband and
I resent each other. I watched it so many times growing up
and I wasn’t going to spend my life doing that.” At 14 she
began working with falcons. By the time she was 16 she
was hunting with them, and at 18 met her future husband,
Justin, through falconry. Four months after meeting, Justin
positioned a modest ring in the ring finger of her falconer
glove, and when she slipped it on the ring slid onto her
finger. He was waiting behind her on one knee.
Bethany’s parents are savvy business people,
and even though the marriage and career choices were
not initially accepted by them, they have somewhat come
around in seeing that cannabis cultivation is a business. Eight
years of hard work has only further proved her passions to
be sustainable, as Bethany—now 26 years old—just recently
transitioned her medical cannabis operation to a recreational
brand, falcons and all.
Falcanna is unique, not only for its token falcons
that make appearances at recreational shops from time to
time, but also for the heavy handed influence Bethany has
on the brands overall aesthetic. Each package of cannabis
comes with an insertable sticker in the package that boasts
unique art that Bethany has helped design herself.
Bethany and her husband are currently the
youngest internationally CITES-registered falcon breeders in
the world. Their falcons are sold all over the world—although
predominantly in the Middle East. They are heading to Dubai
this January to watch some of their falcons race. Bethany
says, “Raising falcons isn’t just a hobby. It has to be a lifestyle
choice. It’s very expensive to feed and take care of them and
it’s not just like a dog you can leave with a friend when you
got on vacation.” She goes on to explain that in some ways
the cannabis lifestyle is similar because it’s not like you can
leave just anyone to take care of your garden either; so the
two, cannabis and falconry, meld beautifully.
Bethany is heavily involved with the Cannabis
Farmer’s Council, and has been a cannabis advocate
since she was 18. She is an executive board member for
the CFC, an organization that represents Producers and
Processors operating within I-502. The mission of the CFC
is to advocate for a functional legal cannabis system, as
well as provide support for all grows whether big or small.
She works hard to see that her community recognizes the
benefits of having smaller cannabis companies and diversity
amongst who is in charge of them.
Justin and Bethany’s eventual goal is to generate
enough revenue from Falcanna to buy a property around
200 acres and build a compound that is unique to their
lifestyle—giving them the necessary space to fully train their
falcons. Between her love for cannabis and falconry, it is clear
Bethany never shies away from uncharted territory. p
“RAISING
FALCONS ISN’T
JUST A HOBBY.
IT HAS TO BE
A LIFESTYLE
CHOICE.”
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HOROSCOPE
LEO
Honesty is the best policy, but have you been
as honest with yourself as you have been with
others? It can be easy to see flaws and provide
advice when dealing with the people in your life,
but turning the mirror on oneself is necessary
from time to time. Don’t be afraid to give yourself
a dose of constructive criticism—and a heap of
praise—when you’re in need. Having confidence to
correct your own course will only lead to a deeper
understanding of your truest motivations, and get
you where you’re going with the utmost integrity.
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HOROSCOPE
VIRGO
While the late summer months have had no shortage
of eclipses and retrogrades scrambling the skies,
the cosmic upheaval likely renewed your sense of
ambition for your loftiest goals. Take the lessons
learned into the fall months and keep your eye on
the prize, but keep your head out of the clouds and
your ears open for helpful advice along the way. You
can accomplish a lot when you’re in solo-mode, but
don’t discount the point of view of some of your
closest pals and professional associates. Any flaws or
criticisms they find will make your final presentation
that much stronger.
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JENA SCHLOSSER
Has A Passion for Hashin’
BY ABIGAIL ROSS
Photographer Jena Schlosser possesses a rare ability
to zoom in on the cannabis plant for a macro shot of
some trichomes or zoom out on a cannabis event to
capture the essence of the evening. As she puts it, “I feel
as though I was put here on Earth to capture, share and
connect all I can about this plant—it just feels right to me.”
Add to this the fact that she is also a self-proclaimed hash
faerie and knows her way around a dab rig better than most
people you know, you quickly realize that her plant-based
talents have no bounds. Jena talks all things cannabis in her
interview with PUSH Mag.
PHOTOS BY JENA SCHLOSSER
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PUSH Mag: What were you like growing up?
Jena Schlosser: I grew up in a small town in Connecticut,
a town where everyone knows one another. Luckily, I have
always been surrounded by family and the greatest friends.
I went to catholic school for nine years, so going to a public
high school sure was a treat! That’s actually when I started
using cannabis. I’ve always tried to be outgoing—connecting
with and meeting new people wherever I went.
P.M: What did you think you were going to be when you
grew up?
J.S: A chef. I actually chased and conquered that dream
for quite a few years. I was in a food service program
all throughout high school before attending Johnson &
Wales University in Providence, RI for their culinary arts
program. I got my Associates Degree in Rhode Island before
transferring to the Denver campus in 2011. So it was actually
my love and passion for cooking and food that brought me
here to Colorado, where I call home now.
P.M: How did you get into photography?
J.S: I had been growing cannabis while simultaneously baking
edibles for a small (no longer existent) dispensary down in
Palmer Lake, CO. I loved the beginning years of my exposure
to cannabis, it was a bit before it became recreationally
legal. I had an infatuation with capturing these amazing, rare
experiences. I had saved up and gotten my first camera to
take photos of the flower I recently harvested, as well as the
incredible sunrises and sunsets I witnessed daily.
P.M: What inspired you to begin working with cannabis?
J.S: Since my early years in high school (sorry mom!) I’ve
always loved the euphoric and relaxing feeling, as well
as the social aspect that cannabis gave me. Once I had
the camera to capture the plant, it was an instant love.
Eventually, I moved back up towards the Denver area and
worked as a budtender for a few years where my cannabis
photography really kicked off. Kind Pain Management
allowed me to bring my camera in with me to work, and
I’d take photos of the products, their harvests, garden
and managed their social media. Since then it’s been only
upward and onward pursuing my passion. I truly love to
capture and share the beauty the cannabis plant holds
within. I feel grateful to be able to call this my career—I
often reflect on how unreal my life feels.
P.M: What is your favorite way to consume cannabis?
J.S: Taking dabs, 100%. I consider myself to be a hash faerie, if
you will. I have a passion for hashin’. All of the different textures
and types from live resin to rosin and all the unique terpene
profiles, ah! I love to dab and dabventure—I often mix my love
for marijuana and mountains, photography-wise and in my
everyday life. I keep my rig and nail clean so I can thoroughly
enjoy each strain and the terpenes they hold within.
P.M: What is your personal philosophy regarding
cannabis use?
J.S: I believe cannabis has amazing medicinal benefits
that can replace countless pharmaceuticals poisoning our
country. Working in a medical-only dispensary for years, I
witnessed miracles day in and day out. Watching patients
try different methods to see what helped them best and
witnessing their progress proved to me just how powerful of
a plant cannabis is. On a recreational perspective, I think it’s
a beautiful replacement for alcohol use if you’re someone
who likes an altered state of mind and some fun. I enjoy
and feel so lucky to be a part of this amazing transition to
the normalization of cannabis use. Ultimately, I believe that
organic and sustainable practices are crucial while growing
and consuming this plant.
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P.M: Being from Colorado, how has the changing cannabis
landscape affected your work?
J.S: I am blessed with an amazing and endless amount
of work opportunities doing exactly what I love here in
Colorado! I enjoy meeting and connecting with the cannabis
community here, especially the organic, sustainable and ecoconscious
companies that truly carry the same morals and
sense of respect for the plant and people’s health as I have.
Colorado has been so supportive of my work with Fill Your
Eyes Photography and paved my career path for me in many
ways. I am always grateful for the people I have met, the
plants that I have photographed and the wild experiences
I’ve been able to have all due to weed.
P.M: Our theme for this issue is ‘Active’ which can be
defined as physically active, activism, etc. How do you
feel this word works into your life philosophy?
J.S: I feel as though my job as a photographer is not only
to get beautiful images of this plant and products, but it is
also important for me to actively share and educate others
on the positive effects and benefits of the cannabis plant.
I feel as though I was put here on earth to capture, share
and connect all I can about this plant, it just feels right to
me. I’ve been able to educate and change my family and
so many other people’s perspectives on this plant, and that
truly brings me so much happiness. p
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I OFTEN
REFLECT ON
HOW UNREAL
MY LIFE FEELS.”
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a youth-driven
movement for change
BY KINSEY LITTON
It used to be that becoming an “adult” came with a few
inescapable truths: filing taxes, navigating the job market
and forever paying the adult fare at the movies. But the
fact is, times have changed. Now, becoming an adult not only
means confronting a failed political system, a barely recovered
economy and advanced technology that has altered the very
foundation of how we interact, but also deciding how to
navigate within these systems...if at all. Brujas are one of the
many youth-driven organizations facing these changing social
and political landscapes, and their accompanying issues. Brujas
as an organization are hard to define but that’s mostly due the
fact that they don’t want to be defined, at least not by anyone
other than themselves. They are a group composed of active and
wildly driven young women, men and gender non-conforming
folk that reside in New York City. What originated as a group of
outspoken, take-no-shit young women who simply wanted a
safe space to explore their love for skateboarding has evolved
into a progressive organization with complex goals that
involve going up against monstrous and deeplyrooted
systems such as their local government and
the mass media machine. While they expand their
organization, they are leading solution-driven
conversations about the purpose of longstanding
public systems such as schools,
jails and hospitals, and whether or not
they are supporting our youth or
stripping them of opportunity.
PHOTOS BY NAIMA NOGUERA
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"Though Brujas
began as a group
of young women
seeking solace
and support
in each other’s
company, the
group has evolved
tremendously and
their message and
goals cannot
be reduced to a
sound bite."
The conversation surrounding media: it’s purposes,
methods and flaws, is one that has had no shortage of
participants recently. We are in a time where information
is so exhaustingly abundant that even respectable news
companies have had to adapt to clickbait driven headlines
and easily digestible reporting fads. In a State of the Union
Salute written by Brujas earlier this year, they explain their
complex relationship and experiences with the industry thus
far. Upon recognizing their unique look and reach, the media
took a quick liking to Brujas and features on the group were
published in VOGUE, The New York Times, and W Magazine
just to name a few. As Arianna Gil, one of the founders of
the organization, reflected on their experiences, they discussed
the double-edged sword that is engaging with the mass media
machine, “It’s been so interesting. I think that we have worked
with some of the best journalists in New York and we are really
grateful for that… It’s just part of a larger infrastructure that
isn’t necessarily the easiest thing to just enter into abruptly.”
Brujas quickly became frustrated with the simplification and
misrepresentation of their message. When I ask if they felt as
though they were being reduced to simply being a “cool girl
gang” they responded, “Yeah exactly. I mean in some ways we
are that, but that’s also reductionist.” Though Brujas began as
a group of young women seeking solace and support in each
other’s company, the group has evolved tremendously, and
their message and goals cannot be reduced to a sound bite.
Realizing this fact has empowered them to engage with media
differently and whenever possible create their own content to
accurately reflect their purpose.
Speaking with Gil provides a small peek into their
goals and challenges as a young activist and organizer. They
are self-aware and ridiculously well-spoken, yet there is a
vulnerability in their voice that hints at their exhaustion.
After growing up in the Lower East Side of Manhattan,
and watching their friends and family pushed out of their
homes by skyrocketing costs of living, they have dedicated
a lot of time and energy to fighting gentrification in their
community. “I think the major thing threatening our
immediate community is the cost of living in New York
that makes it nearly impossible to survive here. It has had
reverberated effects on our social atmosphere, our ability to
create a coalition and community with one another because
there is just so much stress.” As they explain, beyond the
obvious struggles that come with the constantly increasing
cost of living, having to continuously focus on paying rent
makes it difficult for some members to have time to focus on
growing Brujas with the energy and effort they would like
to dedicate to it. “The reality is, this is something I created
with my best friend a couple of summers ago because I
didn’t have anywhere else to go. But no matter what I do,
there’s always something else…” they trail off as you almost
hear their never-ending to-do list cycle through their brain.
As Brujas know, the New York housing system is a giant
beast for anyone to take on, and yet they relentlessly push
back by continuing to take up space. In previous interviews
they tell stories of having police called on them in their
own apartment buildings and being asked by bougie new
residents if they actually live in the neighborhoods that
they’ve spent their whole lives in. Unwavering, Brujas
remain steadfast and vocal in their opposition to the
changes being made to their homes.
In remaining focused on their community-specific
issues, Brujas’ most recent and involved endeavor has been
securing funding to launch their second streetwear line whose
message and profits benefit those suffering under the prison
industrial complex. In a time when street culture is being
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"Brujas are all too familiar with a heavy police presence in their
lives, and have bared witness to racist policies and the unnecessary
searches and arrests of their family members and peers."
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treated like a passing fad, it is easy to lose the spirit and the
origins of the movement, but Brujas are fighting to keep the
youth-driven elements of street culture alive and thriving. “The
point is that all of the young people who are the models and the
innovators and the trendsetters are the ones who are creating
the value for others to come in and extract. So my point is you
might as well capture the value at its origin point,” says Gil when
discussing the appropriation of street culture as a trend. This
conversation exposes what is perhaps one of Gil’s most amazing
qualities: they are acutely aware of the power and influence of
themself and their peers. Years of belittling and underestimation
from adults, government systems and other ageist peers have
only fueled their fire. The streetwear brand, debuting this
October, is appropriately named the 1971 Collection after the
1971 Attica prison riot. The clothing bares drawings of prisons
and the motto of the collection, “Prisons are obsolete, give
em hell, negotiations from the door of a cell.” Portions of the
proceeds from the streetwear collection are being donated to a
fund for queer and trans prisoners of color.
Brujas are all too familiar with a heavy police
presence in their lives, and have bared witness to racist
policies, as well as the unnecessary searches and arrests of their
family members and peers. While they are obviously affected
by the political fuckery that is our federal government, their
focus always remains local and community-based, “We try
really really hard to do as much service to our community
as we possibly can. We are constantly engaging with our
direct community to create programming and resources
for people,” shares Gil. Addressing the issues within their
community means dealing with mass incarceration and the
policing of youth. This reflects the true heart of what Brujas
are doing: focusing on their immediate community, assessing
its problems and creating a safe space to work together to
solve them. They are self-sufficient, self-aware and always
solution-based, yet they remain consistently reduced and
underestimated by the systems surrounding them.
Beyond the community-based work Brujas do and the
money they raise to donate to their dedicated causes, what they are
doing is starting a larger conversation about the lack of resources
and respect for youth and youth contributions. “We are trying to
start a new world order one hoodie at a time,” Gil expresses. Youth
culture in America is thriving, educated and bursting with the
motivation needed to create real solutions to tired problems. And
yet we push and pull young people until they fit into the poorly
constructed boxes and systems we are reluctant to admit are not
working to begin with. In essence, what Brujas are asking is that if
they must be purposeful and introspective about their intentions
in order to be taken seriously, why can’t the systems that are
failing them do the same? In the meantime, perhaps their biggest
resistance as an organization is creating a truly inclusive and safe
space for those deemed “other” by hetero-normative culture. “I
think just to be honest…sometimes we’re just making sure each
other are eating and sleeping enough,” says Ripley Le Fey, coowner
of Mask Mag and Brujas collaborator. In a time when the
nuclear family is being reworked and reconsidered,
Brujas have created their own ride or die
community that continues to
provide the resources
and support
they have long
since stopped
expecting
from the
world. p
"Beyond the
communitybased
work the
Brujas do and
the money they
raise to donate
to their dedicated
causes, what
they are doing is
starting a larger
conversation
about the lack
of resources
and respect for
youth and youth
contributions."
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HOROSCOPE
LIBRA
Did Mercury retrograde leave you feeling more stable
or scrambled? While the review period may have not
been the most pleasant, you are no doubt in better
shape to take the fall season on with renewed gusto.
Tackle that DIY project before the weather turns and
reward yourself however you deem fit. Consider
enlisting the help of a trusted friend that can add
value to the work on both material and emotional
levels. A solid partner in crime can make all the
difference for getting things done—and having a
good time while you’re doing it.
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HOROSCOPE
SCORPIO
Still feeling the hot and heavy vibes from the total
solar eclipse? That’s the universe’s encouragement
to turn your wildest dreams into reality. Whether
it be a new health routine or your dream job, the
happiness you seek is likely closer than you think.
Continue to express gratitude to the universe for
the successes and challenges alike, and you’ll see
that the path to fulfillment is a balancing act that
is never-ending. Careful what you wish for—you will
likely get it, work hard to maintain it, and then move
on to your next big dream.
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S H I F T I N G
T H E
B L A M E
O F
S E X U A L
A S S U A L T
BY KINSEY LITTON
As a self-proclaimed girl’s girl, I am constantly surrounded
by women who have grown up in different places,
were raised in different religions and participated in a
variety of relationships. There is usually one thing that unites
them, and it almost always goes unspoken—a majority of the
women I know have been sexually assaulted. In fact, one in
three women—35 percent of the world population—have
experienced either physical and/or sexual intimate partner
violence or non-partner sexual violence in their lifetime.
As it stands, many of the existing responses and so-called
solutions to this problem place the bulk of the responsibility
in the hands of the victims. And for an individual who has just
been assaulted, the, “What are you going to do about what
happened to you?” dialogue too often comes in the form of
recommendations for self-defense classes, bedazzled brass
knuckles and GHB detecting nail polish. All while we victimblame
the survivor, we use antiquated justice systems that
are void of any form of rehabilitation or therapy to punish the
perpetrators for their actions. We brand them with a Scarlet
P, place them on a list and wish them good riddance from
society. Meanwhile, we ignore the fact that the root of the
problem is deeply ingrained in our society—in the lack of
accurate and consistent sex education we give to children,
the messages we project about women and their bodies,
and in the general lack of empathy we have for all parties
involved when sexual assault occurs. But what would happen
if we stepped back and reexamined our response to both
survivor and perpetrator?
The United States has a strange and oxymoronic
relationship with sex. Despite our discomfort in discussing
it frankly, our media bombards us with sexual imagery and
sexualized messages almost constantly. What progresses is
a proverbial game of hot potato that passes the perceived
burden of sex-educator between the hands of the church,
parent, school and peer. As the game continues, parents
forget the fact that technology is omnipresent and difficult
to monitor so young teens have easy access to porn and
other graphic imagery. What this results in is a bunch of
kids—male and female alike—who don’t know the names
for their own genitalia and think a majority of women want
cum in their eye.
“What were you wearing?” “Were you drinking?”
“Did you tell him no?” “Why didn’t you try to push him off?”
These are real questions that women have had to endure
from police, investigators, lawyers and judges following
their sexual assault. Based on a 2010 study by the Maryland
Coalition Against Sexual Assault, it is believed that only
15.8 to 35 percent of all sexual assaults are reported to the
police. So in the rare occurrence that a survivor does report
their assault, they are frequently met with disbelief and
judgement from the very people who have been appointed
to assign blame and carry out the punishment. This disbelief
and lack of regard for women’s experiences starts at a young
age when we teach girls that they are responsible for the way
men respond to their bodies. We tell them, “boys will be
boys,” a statement that not only trivializes girls’ experiences
but grossly underestimates boy’s capabilities. We sexualize
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PHOTOS BY JAIRO ALZATE
“STUDIES HAVE
SHOWN THAT
A MAJORITY OF
MEN WHO HAVE
COMMITTED
AGGRESSIVE
SEXUAL BEHAVIORS,
INCLUDING RAPE,
DID NOT SEE THEIR
ACTIONS TO BE
ILLEGAL.”
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young girls and boys before they even have a chance to
properly learn what that means, and then teach them to treat
it as a commodity—hold it close, protect it and don’t give
it to just anyone. There is so much responsibility placed in
the hands of young girls and women, yet the responsibility
doesn’t contain an ounce of true empowerment.
While we disempower the survivor we rely on
ineffective judicial systems and punishments for perpetrators
that don’t address the true issues. Between 60 and 99 percent
of sexual assault cases are perpetrated by men. Despite
many advances, men in the U.S. are afforded the most
privilege and sense of entitlement—whether it’s jobs, money
or opportunity. And when a poor sex education combines
with unchecked privilege what results is a large group of men
who believe they deserve what they want without any regard
for potential consequences. In fact, studies have shown that
a majority of men who have committed aggressive sexual
behaviors, including rape, did not see their actions as illegal.
In other words, laws prohibiting sexual assault continue to
have little effect if society still deems it acceptable.
In an attempt to shed new perspective on an
uncomfortable topic, a TEDTalk released this year where
speakers Thordis Elva and Tom Stranger joined forces to
tell their story of sexual assault from the viewpoint of the
survivor, Thordis, and the perpetrator, Tom. Like a majority
of sexual assault cases, the two were dating at the time
of the incident and though they went their separate ways
just a week later, the occurrence stuck with both of them
for the next decade until they reconnected. After eight
years and countless struggles, relationship and otherwise,
Thordis gathered her bearings enough to send Tom a
long-winded and long-overdue letter. Surprisingly, he
responded and thus began an eight-year correspondence
that ultimately resulted in a collaborative book and
speaking tour discussing the realities of both experiencing
and perpetrating sexual assault. As Tom explained in his
speech, “I’ve had primarily positive social influences and
examples of equitable behavior around me. But on that
occasion I chose to draw upon the negative ones—the
ones that see women as having less intrinsic worth and
of men having some unspoken and symbolic claim to
their bodies.” As he exemplifies, even with the healthiest
of relationships and mentors, Stranger was not immune
to the message that men are innately sexual beings and
women are sexual objects.
There is no agreed upon profile of a sex offender.
In fact, contrary to popular belief, the most common
perpetrators of sexual violence against women are current
or former husbands, partners or boyfriends. And despite
the media’s stereotypical, tired and racist portrayals of “sex
offenders,” six out of ten male perpetrators are actually
white. Another variable, and perhaps the most challenging
and complex, is that intimate partner and sexual violence
disproportionately affects those with lower income and
education level, as well as those with exposure to parental
violence, childhood abuse, and environments with attitudes
that are accepting of gender inequality and violence. In these
low-income settings, past attempts from organizations to
increase women’s economic and social independence, and
educate the community on gender equality and relationship
skills have shown some effectiveness in decreasing intimate
partner violence. However, without resources from nonprofits
and organizations dedicated to the cause, this
specific population has the least amount of access to help.
This means that additional resources and activism must be
directed towards those within low-income communities.
Once the act has been committed, the statistics
regarding accused and incarcerated perpetrators are
staggering. According to the Rape, Abuse & Incest National
Network (RAINN) only 300 of 1000 rapes are reported, 57 of
those reports lead to arrest, 11 of those cases will be referred
to prosecutors, 7 will lead to a felony conviction, and only 6
rapists will actually be incarcerated. Beyond a judicial system
that fails a majority of victims, it also fails to successfully
punish and rehabilitate convicted sex offenders. Though the
recidivism rate is lower for sex offenders than many other
crimes, the number of sex offenders that are reconvicted
ranges from 20–47 percent.
The need for punishment is inarguable and there
are many changes that must be made to create an effective
judicial system that is actually capable of successfully
prosecuting perpetrators to the fullest and most effective
extent. According to a study from the National Sexual
Violence Resource Center, perpetrators are more likely
to commit sexual violence in communities where sexual
violence goes unpunished. However, punishment without
rehabilitation is only so effective. In the 2014 documentary
Pervert Park, cameras follow men and women living in a
mobile-home community for accused sex offenders. This
facility, located in St. Petersburg, Florida, does what few
other organizations are brave enough to do—they provide
homes, jobs and rehabilitation programs for the sex offenders
who live there. Throughout the documentary, many of the
residents discussed their experiences—some were victims of
sexual abuse themselves; others were dealing with varying
levels of addiction; and some had simply been handed every
shitty card in the deck. None of this is to excuse the acts
they committed, but rather to provide context for the lives
they led and the decisions they made—as well as (and most
importantly) the consequences.
The movie discussed the fact that beyond the
obvious need for a societal shift that recognizes the lifechanging
consequences of assault, we must also find a
way to move past our discomfort with the topic in order to
create spaces and resources for the perpetrators too. What
if they were offered a safe space to disclose unwanted or
inappropriate thoughts to trained professionals? What if
they had access to reliable and affordable mental health
and medication? The answers to these questions are largely
unknown because they have yet to be explored en masse.
What we do know is that as of 2008, there were 1,307 sexoffender-specific
treatment programs operating in the
United States. The research conducted by these facilities
demonstrates that sex offenders who fail to complete
treatment programs at all are at an increased risk for both
sexual and general recidivism.
Ultimately though, the problem is convoluted and
complicated; the true issue lies in the simple discomfort
of discussing it—sex, sexual violence, and the societal
messages that convince both men and women that their
bodies and experiences are not of equal worth. And just
like the problem, the solution is uncomfortable. After all,
what’s more uncomfortable and socially unacceptable than
the idea of having empathy for a sex offender? But the fact
remains that the problem is so deeply rooted, a handful of
organizations and well-intentioned donations can only do
so much. Prevention must come early and it has to come
in the form of education, empowerment and empathy. We
need accurate education at an early age about sex, sexual
health and consent; empowering women to truly feel like
their bodies are their own and empathy for people and their
experiences—without conditions. p
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CHICAGO-BASED
CHANTÉ LINWOOD
REALLY IS DOING IT ALL
BY KINSEY LITTON
A
quick glance into Chanté Linwood’s life is all
you need to feel like you’re not doing enough.
Between blazing her own path as a Chicagobased
DJ, actor and comedian; raising two beautiful
young boys; and founding an organization to encourage
collaboration among creative women, you could say
being busy is her specialty. With a background in
improv, her witty and self-deprecating humor is not
surprising but reflective of the humility she possesses
and encourages in others, “In any spaces I may feel
unsure about, I first make sure I’m not trying to lead
conversations in those spaces, and then I try to learn
as much as possible.” But don’t let her humility fool
you. She is the first to stand behind the causes she has
spent so many years fighting for, both in her personal
and professional life. Being a woman in an industry that
is largely male-dominated and only comfortable with
women when used as props, Chanté is accustomed to
creating her own reality. She sat down with PUSH Mag
to tell us a little bit about her organization, inspiration
and just how she maintains her sanity…sometimes.
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PUSH Mag: Tell me a little bit about your organization,
Cliché. What are your primary goals for the women involved?
Chanté Linwood: Cliché is ever-evolving. Our goals have
always been to uplift, empower and shine a light on creative
womyn. Creative to us is anyone that is passionate about
anything and produces something from that passion. You
could be passionate about animals and be creating spaces
for supporting them; to us that is still a creator or a creative.
Our primary goals are to continuously work with womyn and
expand. There are a lot of people doing similar work that
we do, one of our main goals right now is to collaborate
with these other organizations and people to create one
larger, beautiful community of us all working together
instead of all these smaller ones.
P.M: You are a DJ as well, how do you practice self-care
in an industry that can be so draining?
C.L: I don’t know if I am very good at this actually. I would
say hanging with my kids, but if I’m being real...that can be
draining too, haha. Other than that, I drink. I drink alcohol.
P.M: What does being active mean to you?
C.L: To me being an active member of society is so important.
I think we are way past the time of living in blissful ignorance.
I think it’s important to think about everything we do and how
that can affect the people around us. People ‘round these
parts call it being woke. Once you are awake or “woke” to
all of life’s issues, injustices, inequality, sexism, misogyny,
patriarchy, etc., it is hard to walk around every day and not
be upset by something or feel the need to help someone
understand why something they said or did is problematic
or killing society’s progress.
P.M: What do the women in your life do for you?
C.L: The womyn in my life are my husbands, my best friends,
my baby mommas, my confidants, my platonic lovers, my
everything. I could not live without my bitches.
P.M: What, in your opinion, are the benefits from collaborating
both in general and with other creative women?
C.L: Everything. Collaborating with womyn is such a
rewarding experience. I feel we connect on just different
levels and we understand one another differently. Womyn
really are shifting from the societal pressures and stereotypes
that we are constantly competing with one another. It’s
beautiful. Womyn are so powerful even without realizing it so
when we come together and create anything, it’s prettayyy
prettayyy saaweet (read in Larry David voice).
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P.M: What is your advice for other entrepreneurial
women when it comes to overcoming obstacles while
building their career?
C.L: There are no obstacles that cannot be overcome. If you
want to do something and you are giving yourself a laundry
list of things that are keeping you from doing it, you might
not want it bad enough. When you want something, you find
a way to get it. Whether it’s craving a burrito for lunch or
needing a computer to start djing, you figure out a way to
get what you want.
P.M: What is one cliche about women that you want to
stop talking about?
C.L: I’m really over men and womyn slut shaming womyn.
If you like being naked, if you like having sex, if you like
being sexual, do it. Who cares. Let’s all stop caring what
others choose to do with their bodies. Oh, yea that includes
men feeling the need to make our bodies subject to their
personal beliefs or politics. #yourpussyyourchoice
P.M: What messages do we need to make sure young
women are getting, and how do we do that?
C.L: Love yourself and be yourself. Do not let anyone—
especially a man—dictate who and what you should be.
Also, support your sisters, and support without criticism and
judgement. Unless your girls are actually tweaking.
P.M: I know you are raising two beautiful boys, why do
you think men need feminism?
C.L: The more men understand the need for equality
among genders (people in general), the better the world
and life will be. Everything about us (womyn) is beautiful
and amazing. We can create and sustain life with just our
bodies, shit is insane! Bottom line: Men need us for way
more than just our bodies, they need to stop explicitly
objectifying us and acknowledge our worth. That is how I’m
trying (keyword: trying) to raise my boys. Parenting is hard.
P.M: Any future projects you are working on?
C.L: Ummm. *Maniacally twiddles fingers and rubs beard*.
Yes, there are many. Subscribe to the Cliché newsletter
and follow our social media @werecliche so you don’t miss
out. We have some amazing panels, parties and events
coming up. And if you don’t follow us already, you might
want to. Just sayin’... p
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Jewelry for your
inner Goddess
STYLIST - KELSEY OLIVIA
PHOTOGRAPHER - MAXIMILIANO AYALA
MODEL - DANIELLA VALDEZ, MSA MODELS
HAIR & MAKEUP - NATALIA LÓPEZ DE QUINTANA
CURATED BY TERASINA BONANINI OF HIGH ART PRODUCTIONS
DRESS: TO BE ADORED
GLASS AND AMULET SILVER WRAPPED PENDANDANT:
@MESONJA [JAMESON] & @JASONBURRUSS [JASON BURRUSS]
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SHIRT:
TO BE ADORED
PRISM GLASS EARRINGS:
@IDOL.LIGHT [MACHELE NETTLES]
DRESS:
TO BE ADORED
PRISM GLASS NECKLACES:
@IDOL.LIGHT [MACHELE NETTLES]
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TOP AND SKIRT:
TO BE ADORED
CLEAR GLASS CHAIN
@CHACHA_CHAINZ [CHARLENE FOSTER]
BLUE GLASS SKULL:
@AQUARIUST [ TAKEHISA OKUMURA ]
glass and hash for all
CONCENTRATES BY X-TRACTED
DAB RIGS BY DELLENE PERALTA
AVAILABLE FOR SALE AT HOLY SMOKE
Upon walking into the X-tracted facility in downtown
Seattle, one’s senses are immediately overwhelmed
by the delicious smell of cannabis. Without any
industry knowledge, it would be hard to know what exactly
is being produced in this mysterious room filled with
science gear. The process of turning cannabis flower into
concentrate is not for the impatient or the perfectionist as
many of the employees described years of trial and error
before perfecting their craft. But their product is exemplary
of their dedication to their jobs and the concentrate they
produce is nothing short of beautiful. When combined with
the eye-catching dab rigs created by the iconic pipe glass
blower Dellene Peralta, the spread that resulted truly is a
concentrate lovers dream.
Concentrate:
“Extreme OG” Aurum Farms
Concentrate:
“Purple Kush” Burnwell Farms
Concentrate:
“White Fire” Aurum Farms
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STYLING BY MALINA LOPEZ
PHOTO BY LELEITA MCKILL
HOROSCOPE
SAGITTARIUS
Have you been wondering if the planets have a plan
for you? Remember, subtle changes to your everyday
routine can lead to a major overhaul if applied
with diligence. Utilize the upcoming fall months to
take the powerful lessons and passions the recent
eclipses shed light on, and turn them into tangible
realities. While you may not be searching for the
spotlight per se, the limelight may be unavoidable
as you charge ahead with cosmic fortitude.
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HOROSCOPE
CAPRICORN
Don’t fret if you are feeling a little disorganized as
you transition into the fall season. While Mercury’s
recent retrograde may have left you scratching
your head as to your next professional move, the
answer is likely closer than you think, and could
involve people you never would have expected.
Remember, the powerful cosmic vibes of the
August eclipses will be with you for months—
energizing your ambitions and tuning your intuition
to channels you hadn’t previously discovered.
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Desperate
Housewives
Revisted
PHOTO SERIES BY LELEITA MCKILL
It’s a beautiful (and rare) thing when two creatives join forces to bring
life to something that fulfills and reflects both of their artistic souls.
This photo series with photographer Leleita McKill and model Adé
Connere is a perfect example of said rare occurrence. After seeing
a 1950s inspired house in Columbia City, Seattle, photographer
Lelita McKill’s vision came to life with the help of a little Desperate
Housewives inspiration, outfits dripping in beads and sequins, and, of
course, the camera’s undeniable draw to Adé. “It kind of just formed
itself, it really happened organically,” Adé tells me when reflecting on
the shoot. Both artists are creatives of all kinds and utilize their chosen
mediums to create art that portrays their real life experiences that
have all too frequently been deemed “other” by our heteronormative,
white-washed media. This photo series collaboration is nostalgic with
its 1950s familiarity and yet rebellious with it’s uniqueness. If it doesn’t
inspire you to put on your highest heels and your reddest lipstick while
you cook dinner looking like the baddest bitch on the block… well, we
don’t know what will.
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“I am a performer,
a curator,
an actor,
a singer,
an activist...
a creative of all kinds.
”
-
- ADE
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Everything You Didn’t Know You Wanted to Know
About Endocannabinoids and Their Function
BY MAGDA HJALMARSSON
Individuals both in and out of the cannabis industry
have heard the tired stereotypes surrounding
cannabis users: lazy, slow, unproductive and
unemployed. As the industry grows, the opportunities
for research evolve as new discoveries about cannabis
and its effects on the body occur. Some may even
be surprised to discover the variety of ailments the
cannabis plant can aid in treating.
This complex system, the endogenous cannabinoid
system (ECS), can best be described as a network
of receptors found throughout the body and the
compounds (endocannabinoids) which bind to them.
When consuming cannabis, the endocannabinoids of
the plant bind to these receptors and create a biological
response. The ECS is heavily influenced by the body’s
ability to produce endocannabinoids, and can be
optimized through the use of plant medicine.
While different in their mechanism, phytocannabinoids
offer a plethora of healing properties as well. THC often
takes the spotlight, but research on phytocannabinoids
like CBD, CBG and CBC has revealed their own unique
medicinal properties. The most commonly known
phytocannabinoid is CBD (Cannabidiol). CBD works a
bit differently than our known superstar THC; instead of
binding directly to the receptors in the body, it supports
the entire system to work more efficiently.
As cannabis research progressed, anandamide was
the first naturally occurring endogenous cannabinoid
to be identified. Anandamide is known as the “bliss
molecule” due to the fact that the compound is
responsible for a state of positivity and euphoria we
experience naturally in life. THC binds to the same
receptors anandamide does in the brain, alluding
to why cannabis that is rich in THC often creates a
positive, euphoric effect for the consumer.
CBD is considered to be an “adaptogen,” meaning it is
able to adapt and cater to your body’s specific needs. It
can be utilized for medical purposes to remedy ailments
ranging from PTSD and depression to chronic pain
and psoriasis. Microdosing and supplementing with
CBD can also produce a greater sense of happiness
and wellbeing, increased mental clarity, sense of
awareness and focus. For those looking to use CBD
on a daily basis for non-specific medical reasons, it can
be utilized to clear brain fog and maintain sustainable
energy throughout the day.
Supporting the body with plant-based medicine can
have profound effects in healing and regeneration. In
this present-day world of evolving medical research,
unregulated prescriptions for pharmaceuticals and
unhealthy diets, it is in our best interest to return
to the medicine the earth provides to support our
natural healing process. p
Terpenes can be thought of as protective agents that act
as a plant’s own defense against bacteria and viruses.
One commonly known terpene, limonene—which is
found in high amounts in all citrus fruits—has antiviral,
anti-bacterial, anti-septic and anti-inflammatory
properties. From a medical perspective, terpenes offer
rich healing properties that the body can use to protect
and support itself.
Magda Hjalmarsson is a endocannabinoid
wellness advocate who offers cannabis health
coaching services. If you are looking for support
in your cannabis journey feel free to contact her
via email Magda@balancebliss.org or visit
www.balancebliss.org.
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HOROSCOPE
AQUARIUS
Your dwindling to-do list has likely made for some
renewed excitement about the potential fun the fall
months have in store for you. Before you raise your
glass to celebrate, take one more glance at the
people that’ve helped and hindered your recent
successes. Not everyone is on your level—and
while that doesn’t mean you should automatically
ostracize some of the lower hanging fruit from your
social circle—you may want to edit your guest list
more often to maintain the level of success you’re
becoming so fond of.
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HOROSCOPE
PISCES
The cosmic turbulence of the last couple months has
likely left you equally parts energized and reflective.
Take a deep breath and let yourself recalibrate with
some of your highest priorities redefined, and start
mapping out an action plan to get things moving
forward again. Your visualization skills will be
especially strong, so be sure to keep yourself in as
positive frame of mind as possible. Envisioning failure
is a surefire way to derail even the best of plans, so
remain mentally and emotionally vigilant.
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THERESE
CARROZZINO
Spirituality Soldier
BY ABIGAIL ROSS
PHOTO BY MICHAEL WHITER
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“THE PLAN IS TO SAVE THE WORLD.”
The plan is to save the world,” says Therese Carrozzino.
“It’s the crazy ones that end up doing it because they’re
crazy enough to believe they can.”
When Therese—or Trace as her friends and family call her—
was honorably discharged from the military for medical
purposes, she did so with a large handful of pharmaceutical
prescriptions. Now three years clean off opiates, she shares
highlights from her journey—ranging from the healing
powers of cannabis, to reading tarot cards and empowering
female veterans through the Women Veterans Collective.
PUSH Mag: What made you decide to join the military?
Therese Carrozzino: In order to pursue forensics in the
State of New Jersey you have to become a police officer
first. My Pop told me to join as military police and try to get
a step ahead. Shortly after that my best friend who was like a
sister to me passed away in a car accident just after my 19th
birthday. I went off the deep end and knew I’d end up dead
if I stayed here. So I went to see a recruiter.
P.M: How did you get introduced to cannabis as medicine?
T.C: When I left the military under an honorable discharge
(medical), I was still heavily medicated. My father shook his
head when he saw the handful of medications I was taking
before bed. Percocet and klonopin (plus some other not
so hardcore drugs) to get into and out of bed, as well as
throughout the day. It was all too much. He told me to
choose a more natural route, so I turned to cannabis and
found beautiful relief.
P.M: What role does cannabis play in your daily life?
T.C: Cannabis keeps me level-headed and “home”...by
home I mean back to myself. All of those extra chemicals had
me walking around like a zombie—no emotion whatsoever.
Now, three years clean of opiates, I can actually say I’m
human. I feel everything. I even feel you. Cannabis helps you
get back to your soul. It helps you come back home.
P.M: What was it like being a woman in the armed forces?
T.C: It was a shit show to be honest. I was treated as a “less
than” more than half of the time. I was told to stick to “my
own kind” because I was “a young attractive female in the
military and perception is reality.” People will use their rank
to have their way with you whether you want it or not. It was
a horror story for a bit. I try to focus on the positive things
like my friends and the beautiful weapons I’ll never be able
to shoot again.
P.M: How did you become a spiritual advisor?
T.C: After coming off of the opiates I started getting to
know myself for the first time in years. I had to literally retrain
my brain and how I perceive things. I opened up to the
universe and to God. I started reading cards with my friends
and getting in touch with everything around me. Energy
is everything! You can check out Intuitive Readings South
Jersey on Facebook. My crew and I read cards on there
frequently and share some interesting articles.
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“WE’RE
VETERANS, WE
KNOW PEOPLE
ALL OVER
THE PLANET.
SOMEONE
KNOWS
SOMEONE
THAT WILL
BE ABLE TO
PUSH YOU IN
THE RIGHT
DIRECTION.”
P.M: How do you use card reading to advise
yourself and others?
T.C: I absolutely love reading cards! I remove ego and
connect with the spiritual realm. Your guides pull your cards
for you, I simply shuffle them. I always ask Archangel Michael
for protection and to send whichever angels I need at the
time to help me and whoever I’m reading. Cards never lie,
it’s a smack in the face that’s needed at times.
P.M: What advice would you give to veterans getting out
of service who are trying to find resources for cannabis?
T.C: Regardless of their location, there will be someone that
will be able to help you. We’re veterans, we know people
all over the planet. Someone knows someone that will be
able to push you in the right direction. More organizations
keep popping up that are cannabis-friendly and it’s beyond
beautiful! I would recommend doing some research as well
so they understand the different strains and how they work
with your body before just smoking whatever comes about.
P.M: How can our audience support/get involved with
the Women Veterans Collective?
T.C: If you know any women veterans, send them our way!
We’re building a support system across the U.S. so other
women vets know we’re here. I struggled for a few years
because I didn’t know of any women vets local to me. I swear
to you it was like finding unicorns! We are a special breed; I
come across male vets all of the time, women, not so much.
P.M: What plans do you have for the future?
Business or otherwise?
T.C: The plan is to save the world. It’s the crazy ones that
end up doing it because they’re crazy enough to believe
they can. For Women Veterans Collective, the longterm
plan is to be able to help change cannabis laws in
states as well as set up retreats and get-togethers that
are cannabis-friendly. I want to create a beautiful support
system so we don’t ever feel alone and women veterans
are invited to “come as you are.”
As far as Intuitive Readings South Jersey goes, we plan on
having hands-on workshops to build your own homemade
smudge sticks and monthly readings out in nature along with
some other zen projects and outings.
In general, I hope that everyone sees and acknowledges this
opioid plague. You can help by suggesting support groups
such as NA/AA in your hometown. The support system
needs to be available to those who are in the process of
getting their lives back. p
- Strain Spotlight -
SUPER LEMON HAZE
A combination of Lemon Skunk and Super Silver Haze, this super
sativa is a perfect choice for the active stoner. The high itself is
energizing and euphoric, but never overwhelming or too racy in
the head—certainly best for the daytime. True to it’s name, SLH
contains a lemony flavor and while milder than other citrusy strains,
this is a strain you smoke for flavor and punch. With a THC content
ranging between 17–20 percent, SLH can be called upon for an
uplifting high without unwanted anxiety.
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PHOTO BY JESSIE BRADY
Fall Favorites
STYLING BY MALINA LOPEZ - PHOTO BY LELEITA MCKILL
Ravengrass Cannabis
@ravengrass
Love and Destroy
@loveanddestroy
High Society Collection
@highsocietycollection
Ravengrass Cannabis
@ravengrass
Love and Destroy
@loveanddestroy
Mia Schachter
@miaroseschachter
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Pure Joy Farms
@purejoyfamilyfarm
Dellene Peralta
@delleneperalta
Asche Industries
@ascheindustries
X-Tracted
@x_tracted
Ravengrass Cannabis
@ravengrass
X-Tracted
@x_tracted
Asche Industries
@ascheindustries
High Society Collection
@highsocietycollection
Pure Joy Farms
@purejoyfamilyfarm
AYK Chillums
@aykchillums
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